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Bella moves from Forks and comes back after 2 years. She is now 18 and ready for senior year when her ex Jasper comes. He cheated on her while at a party and she left. Heartbreak but some humor and mild lemons.
I laughed as Rosalie, my best friend for eight years handed me another drink. Our baseball team just won another game so we were living it up. I drank it down while swaying my hips to the music. I felt Jasper¶s fingers dig into the skin showing around my hips. I grinned. Rose danced with Emmett, her boyfriend for 2 years. I laughed as Alice twirled with Edward. I turned in Jasper¶s arms and smiled sweetly at him.
His deep blue eyes searched my brown ones. His fingers pulled me to him and he kissed me passionately. I grabbed onto his curls as we danced to the beat. Jasper Whitlock, my boyfriend and best friend of 3 years. I loved him dearly like he loved me. I bent my head for another kiss...
After puking my brains out, I looked for Jazz. I looked everywhere until I had to puke again. I knew puking wouldn¶t get the alcohol out of my system. I learned that from Health class.
Rose came to help me, since she wasn¶t as drunk as me. I stood up and pushed moving bodies out of the way. I stumbled thru the long hallways in Jessica¶s home, still looking for Jasper. I heard a moan behind a door and I paused. I turned to the door. I didn¶t want to walk into someone having sex but that wasn¶t just any moan. I pushed open the door, stumbling a bit, even though I had on flats, and looked down at the bed as the doorknob slammed into the wall, making a hole. A boy and girl were having sex as I presumed. The boy was lying on top of her going in a slow rhythm, his bottom and back covered by the sheets they were
twisted in. He was moaning into her neck as she clawed at his pale back. My sight was dizzy, but I could recognize those blonde curls anywhere. I let out a choked sob and Jasper¶s actions stopped as he turned to look at me. ³Bella,´ he mouthed as I shook my head, tears falling. I turned my head and ran down the hall while he called my name. I tried to run past Rose, but she grabbed my arm. I let out a scream of agony as I fell to the ground, my arm still in her manicured grip. The music was cut off as everyone looked at me, surprised.
Jasper walked into the room with just pants on. I glared at him with watery eyes. ³Bella,´ I heard Jasper say. ³Just tell me why.´ I said, my voice cracking. ³I...I don¶t know.´ He whispered. The air was tense. Alice let out a gasp as she realized what happened. She fell to her knees in front of me. ³Did....you? Jasper....?´ Edward asked as his eyes narrowed. He knew. He was always protective of me.
He ran out of the room as he ran hands thru his messy hair. Rose was whispering in my ear as Em stepped in front of me protectively. I stood up and walked straight out of the house as numbness overtook me. I stepped into my rusted Chevy as I heard my friends calling my name. They knew I was too drunk to drive. I didn¶t care. I drove off of Jessica¶s property. I still had tears in my eyes and driving was soon becoming impossible. I let out senseless sobs until I saw a car coming towards me.
Headlights blinded me. I screamed and drove off the road. I was blind in the dark forest. I twisted and turned, trying not to hit trees. I finally bumped into something. My truck splashed into water. Deep water. I tried to unbuckle my seatbelt but my hands were too shaky. I tried to scream for help but my truck splashed all the way into the ice cold water, taking me with it. I unbuckled my seatbelt and swam out of the car but my pants caught on something. I pulled and tried to unbuckle my stupid belt but nothing worked. I screamed but bubbles just went up as saltwater entered my throat.
I needed air. My lungs were begging for it. I screamed for help, anything. Bubbles were all I saw when I blacked out.
I heard beeping next to me and I opened my eyes. I looked around to see Rose, Alice, and Mom sitting next to me. ³Hey.´ I croaked out. ³Hey.´ They all answered.
I was in the hospital. They were all looking me with wide, scared eyes, like I was going to scream or something. ³Mom what are you doing here?´ I asked as I shifted in the hospital bed. ³I came to check on you. Charlie called saying you fell into a lake. You almost drowned, baby.´ I frowned. I suddenly remember how I got into that lake and why I was driving that night. ³Jasper....he...?´ I looked at Ali and Rose as their eyes got bigger. I felt tears starting to form. ³Bella, he didn¶t mean it-´ Alice started.
³No...No....it wasn¶t a dream....a nightmare?´ I let the tears free. ³Bella...´ Rose started. I wiped my eyes. ³No, mom....I need to go home with you.´
³HOW DARE YOU!!? HOW FUCKING DARE YOU!?´ I screamed at my mom. We were having the most heated argument we had ever had. We were talking about Forks. She has wanted to move there for a year now. I argued with her, saying I wasn¶t moving a inch. Then she said it. She said the name.
His name. ³How dare I?! Bella you have been a wreck ever since you moved here! You barely eat. I found a bunch of burned pictures in the trash. You wear dark colors. The only friends I¶ve ever seen you hang out with are Jacob and his friends. I have been wanting to go there for years but waited because you came into my life! I love you to death but you are going! Now get packed.´ She spat. I looked at her stunned. ³I¶m an adult.´ My throat was raw from screaming.
³Who is acting like a child. Get packed. Now! We¶re leaving in four days.´ she said and walked upstairs. I felt tears fall from my eyes as I sank to the ground. I ran to the bathroom and washed my face. My blonde hair hung down my shoulders. Covered with dark eyeliner, my boring chocolate eyes were staring at me.
I looked out my airplane window. I turned on my laptop. The airplane had Wi-fi. I clicked Brenda¶s avatar and her face popped on my screen.
³You requested my presence?´ she asked. I chuckled. ³I¶m on the plane.´ I sighed. ³You¶re on the plane? Maybe you should get in it!´ she laughed at her joke. I stayed quiet. She stopped laughing and looked at me seriously. ³So you¶re on the plane...´ We talked for 2 hours about nothing until my mom shook me. ³Bella, we¶ve landed.´ Mom whispered to me as she unbuckled. ³Okay, I have to go.´ I said to Brenda.
³Kay, peace.´ She said and logged off.
I stepped into the new house my mom bought us. ³It needs some work but it is wonderful.´ She grinned. I nodded. After unpacking for hours, I fell asleep in my new bland room.
I took a shower and brushed my teeth. I curled my hair. I put on a white v neck and dark skinny jeans with worn out gray chucks. I put on
a gray wool jacket. I applied my make up and walked downstairs with a fake smile on my face. Mom was drinking coffee and grinning. ³Have a nice day at school.´ she smiled. ³I¶ll try.´ I sighed. I ended up walking to school. I walked and walked until I saw the high school. I got my schedule and walked to my locker as I felt stares. ³Hi, you must be new. I¶m-´ A high voice started. No, no not³-Alice.´ I turned to her with big eyes.
³A-Alice?´ I choked out and threw myself at her. ³Uh hi?´ she said confused, but patted my back awkwardly. ³No!´ I pushed her off of me as tears of joy spilled from my eyes. ³It¶s me Bella. Bella Swan.´ I whispered. ³BELLA!!!!!´ she screamed and threw her tiny body at me. Suddenly she was out of my arms and looking at my outfit. ³What the hell Bella? I mean I knew you had little style but c¶mon!´ she whined.
³Hey squirt!´ Emmett boomed as he picked up Alice. He was still big and had dimples while he grinned at Alice and she ran her hands thru his dark curls. ³Who is this?´ Em asked. ³Bella.´ Alice answered simply. Em was silent for awhile before he grabbed me in a hug and twirled around with me. ³I have missed you Bella-Rina!´ he yelled. ³I¶ve missed you too, Teddy.´ I smirked at his old nickname. ³So where is the Wicked Witch of the West?´ I asked. They both stiffened.
Em let me down. ³Not to be rude but Rose grew into a real bitch when you left.´ Alice whispered in my ear. Rose walked into the hall. Her golden hair falling down her back. Her lips in a evil sneer as kids stopped talking. She turned to us. ³Who are you?´ she scowled as she looked me up and down. I frowned. I stepped closer to her, looking at her with wide eyes. ³It¶s me Rose, Bella. It¶s me.´ I whispered.
She looked at me with big gray eyes. ³Your lying.´ She hissed as she retracted from me. ³No, I¶m not! It¶s me. I¶m back.´ I wrapped my arms around her shaking form. ³Bella!´ she cried an engulfed me in a hug. ³Where have you been, Loca?´ she asked between sniffles. ³Florida,´ I answered. ³Well, that¶s not something I see everyday. Rose hugging people. The world must be ending.´ Edward¶s voice joked.
³Edward!!´ I screamed. I threw myself at him. ³I always love when girls throw themselves at me.´ he smirked smugly ³I¶m no ordinary girl.´ I grinned. ³Bella?´ he asked. ³The one and only.´ I smirked. He wrapped his pale arms around me and grinned. We started bouncing up and down like kids. ³Why are you here?´ he asked as he bounced with me. ³Renee missed this place so I¶m back.´ I smiled as all my friends hooted.
³Who¶s back exactly?´ I heard his voice ask. All my friends froze as agony ripped thru me. ³Jasper,´ I mouthed. I turned to see him staring at me with knitted eyebrows. He suddenly stepped closer to me and pressed me against my locker as all of our friends watched us. He lifted a hand, touching my cheek, sill staring into my eyes. ³B-Bella?´ he asked in a quiet voice. I nodded once and his lips crashed with mine.
Jasper POV Maria pressed her lips to mine as I knotted my fingers in her hair. But it wasn¶t Bella¶s chestnut hair. Bella. I was still thinking about her. Her brown eyes. Her blushing cheeks. Her pale creamy skin. Her long beautiful hairMaria stuck her tongue in my mouth and I complied. Stop! Maria is your girlfriend Jasper! But Bella...
I sighed and pushed myself off of Maria. She looked at me with her blue eyes. Her blonde hair was down in waves and she was wearing a dress of some sort.
³What¶s wrong, baby?´ she asked in her bubbly voice.
³Nothing, I need to go meet Edward and Em. I¶ll see you later.´ I walked away from her, without letting her answer. I walked down the hallway and I saw my friends huddled around blonde hair. I sighed; this must be the new girl. ³Renee missed this place so I¶m back.´ said the new girl in a familiar beautiful voice. ³Who¶s back exactly?´ I asked. My friends froze and moved out of the way to show a short girl. She wasn¶t as short as Alice but like 5¶5. Her hair was long and hung down her back. Her waist was curvy, but small. She was wearing a white v neck that was
covered by a gray wool jacket and dark skinnies. Her brown eyes looked at me with sadness. No, no it couldn¶t be. I stepped closer to her, to get a closer look. She stepped back with every step I took. She bumped into the lockers and I towered over her petite frame. I placed my hand on her burning cheek. ³B-Bella?´ I whispered in a quiet voice. She nodded slowly and I let my lips clash with her full ones. Her brown eyes were wide as I closed mine and stepped closer to her.
I let my fingers dig into her waist. Her lips were still tasted the same. Like mint and exotic fruit. Her scent invaded my senses, strawberries and freesia. I suddenly felt her small, soft, warm hands push at me. I grabbed one of her wrist, but she slapped me across the face with the other one. I felt stinging pain and I rubbed my cheek. She brought her knee up and kneed me straight in the stomach. I tumbled over and groaned as I clutched my abdomen. Alice let out a laugh with Em as Rose cracked a smile.
Bella shook her head at me as tears fell from her gorgeous eyes. She suddenly turned and took off. ³Bella!´ I yelled, but groaned when I tried to stand. Damn! Alice and Rose dashed after her as I lay on the ground, clutching my stomach. Em towered over me and grinned. ³You okay?´ he asked. ³Not really.´ I grunted. ³That¶s what you get,´ Edward growled, ³You don¶t just lean into a girl and expect her to kiss you.´
³Especially Bella. You should¶ve seen that coming.´ Emmett grinned and helped me up as I rubbed my stomach. ³That girl has a sharp knee.´ I sighed. ³This is all your fault.´ Edward shrugged as he started walking with Em. I followed after them. ³True, if you didn¶t get so drunk you wouldn¶t have fucked Maria.´ Em sighed. ³Can I tell you guys something? Don¶t get mad at me! And Edward you have to promise not to punch me. And keep both of your mouths shut! I did this before I went out with Bella so I couldn¶t break
it.´ I sighed as I realized I really was about to tell them. ³Just tell us.´ Edward growled. ³Yeah, you¶re starting to scare me.´ Em muttered. ³I was having a relationship with Maria way before I started dating Bella. Even after...´ I mumbled and averted my eyes to the floor. I saw Edward¶s fists clench. He stepped forward. ³How long?´ ³About 3 years.´ I whispered.
Edward growled and tried to lunge but Em grabbed him. ³Jazz, you can¶t be serious.´ Em groaned. ³I wish I wasn¶t.´ I whispered. Suddenly Alice pushed Em and Eddie out of the way. She sniffed as she cracked her knuckles then neck. Then slapped me across the face. I rubbed my cheek. ³Okay, I deserved that.´ I murmured. ³You deserve much more than that you asshole! You have hurt Bella! What the hell is your problem? Is it because she
wouldn¶t give you the V-card? Huh, Jasper?´ she rambled. I grabbed the tops of her arms tightly and she winced. ³That is not what happened, Alice! Mind your own damn business!´ I yelled at her. Emmett stepped in between us and unwrapped my fingers. ³Don¶t touch my sister like that.´ He growled. I let out a deep breath and turned the other way, growling under my breath. I felt guilty. I had hurt Alice, the nice and annoying pixie.
I walked into English 101 and sat in my seat. The teacher started class. Bella walked in, keeping her head down. I felt a smirk grace my lips at her shyness. She handed the teacher a slip. ³Everyone this is Bella Swan. She¶s going to be in our class.´ Boys whistled as Bella blushed. The teacher pointed at Vince. No! Not Vince. Vince grinned as every guy groaned and he slapped high fives at his friends. He was thought as a bad boy with his dark hair amazing green eyes, as girls say.
He ran a hand thru his dark brown curls. His tan skin stuck out from the pale kids. Bella clung to her Wuthering Heights book and walked to the back with Vince. He grinned at her and she smiled back timidly. His eyes roamed her body and I growled. The teacher told us to start on our worksheets and work with our partner. Alice wasn¶t there. She walked into the class, mumbling a sorry and sat down next to me. She kept her small head down. ³Alice...´ I whispered.
³Alice, I¶m sorry. I didn¶t mean it. It was just...I¶m really touchy about Bella. Okay?´ I asked. She looked up at me and smirked. She nodded and helped me start on the work.
The bell rung and Bella smiled at Vince as he nodded at her and swaggered out of the room. I slowly packed my stuff as Bella grabbed her books. She walked past me, but I grabbed her arm in the hall. She huffed and turned to me. ³Bella,´ I pleaded, ³Can¶t we talk?´ I asked.
³I think you did enough with your lips.´ she growled. ³I¶m sorry I kissed you. You had a right to knee me. I guess I deluded myself into thinking you wanted to kiss me.´ I admitted. ³Deluded, the perfect word.´ She spat and turned away. I grabbed her arm again. ³C¶mon Bells. I¶m sorry, so sorry. What I did...´ ³I don¶t think I want to be reminded about that.´ She whispered. ³Bella, please. I was drunk and I forgot all about you. Please.´ I begged. ³I know
you. You want to forgive me. You are a good pers-´ ³You don¶t know anything about me, Jasper! Maybe if you didn¶t cheat you would¶ve known that.´ She spat. I looked at her shocked. I didn¶t know her. She shook her head at me then walked away, down the crowded hallways. ³You¶re never going to get her back dude, just move on.´ Em smirked as he walked beside me. ³I will get her back. I just need a strategy.´ I mumbled.
³Of course. The Perfect Way to Get a Girl 101.´ Em smirked. ³What are you guys talking about?´ Rose and Alice showed up beside us. Edward was behind them. ³Yeah, what ARE you talking about?´ Em wiggled his eyebrows. ³Jasper¶s trying to get Bella back.´ He cooed. ³All together now.´ Alice motioned to the group. ³AAAAAAAWWWWWWWWW!!!!´ they all said in harmony. I couldn¶t hold in my chuckle. ³It is not µaww¶ worthy.´ I said, grinning.
³I think it is.´ Laughed Ali. ³How are you going to win her back?´ Rose asked with a smile. ³Gasp! Rose is SMILING!?!´ Edward gasped. ³Mmm...A Twix sounds good right now.´ Alice sighed. ³Back to the point?´ Em asked. ³Which was...?´ Alice questioned. ³I forgot.´ Em whined. ³We were talking about Jasper getting Bella back.´ Rose said, looking forward with a blank expression.
³Hey Rose? Do you know how to erase a blonde¶s memory?´ Edward asked, wiggling his eyebrows. ³Edward I swear to God²´ Rose started to threaten. ³S¶not hard. Just blow in her ear!´ he laughed and Em let out a chuckle as Alice laughed a tinkling laugh. I sighed. My friends are morons. ³You better hurry. A rumor is starting to go around. About a guy and Bella.´ Edward warned. ³What guy?´ I asked.
³Well, my friend knows this guy, who knows this guy, who knows this guy, who knows this guy, who knows this guy¶s cousin-´ ³Just get on with it.´ I growled. ³Okay, well, rumor is going around that Vince wants Bella.´ Edward grumbled. ³Vince is hot.´ Em shrugged. ³WHAT?!´ We all turned to him. ³Wait, what?! I mean...What the crap?´ Em asked himself. ³I hear....it from girls...I mean...´ He looked around for help and I just shook my head sadly at him.
³Just leave.´ Edward pointed a finger down the hall and Em left sadly. ³Anyways....´ Alice prompted. The bell rang and Em came back to us to wrap his arms around Rose. ³I like girls, Rose.´ He said with conviction. ³I know.´ Rose said as we cracked up.
Bella POV I smiled as I looked at my room. After two weeks, I finally finished it. It was great. I got a new queen size bed.
The room was big and spacey and had a beautiful view of the beach we lived by. ³Ew birds....´ I muttered to myself as I looked at geese fly by. ³Don¶t like birds, do we?´ Alice¶s voice made me jump and she danced to my bed. ³Hate µem.´ I shrugged. ³Well, you¶re sure going to hate it here. More birds are starting to come.´ She grinned. Renee walked into the room and grinned at us. ³Is Alice staying for dinner?´ she asked.
³I would love to Renee.´ Alice smiled. Renee smiled back and walked away gracefully. I sighed and sat on the bed with Ali. She was texting on her phone. ³Rose will be her in a few.´ She said with a grin. I grunted in response as I buried my face in a pillow. ³So...´ Alice prompted. ³So...´ I sighed. ³What¶s going on between you and Jasper?´ she asked quickly.
³What? There is nothing going on.´ ³Yeah right. Bella you dated for 3 years. I mean what happened?´ she groaned. ³I just turned into a different person.´ I shrugged. ³That¶s for sure.´ Rose walked into the room with a smile on her beautiful face. She sat down on the bed and laid her head on Alice¶s lap. ³So....´ she prompted. ³So...´ I sighed. ³What¶s up with you and Jasper?´ she asked.
³Oh my God! Nothing!´ I growled and stood. ³He broke my heart! I mean you should¶ve seen him. I was worrying about him at the party! I looked everywhere for him and I finally see him in bed with Maria. And when I think about it...my insides burn but I actually think how it would be if that was me under him. I wanted that so bad from him and he promised he would be my first and would wait for me...´ I choked and started crying as I sat back down on the bed. Rose rubbed my back. ³Well, he has great patience.´ Alice growled sarcastically. Rose smirked.
³Bella, you are a great woman. Men have fallen at your feet today. This will pass over. I promise you...´ Rose murmured. I nodded.
Jasper POV I was looking at the computer screen at school. Bella¶s profile on Facebook. Her profile picture was humorous. She had on a tightly fitted green tank with tiny shorts. She was obviously taken by surprise and a unfamiliar girl was sitting next to her in the same outfit except with a pink tank. Her name was Brenda.
It was a list of what Bella liked and disliked. I was going to learn about Isabella Marie Swan.
The next day our science class was outside, in a straight line. Our teacher, Mrs. Reese, was calling random people to list things they liked. ³You see these things you like and dislike is your own personality. Mr. Whitlock? Why not demonstrate?´ she asked. I got in front of the line and my eyes immediately locked with Bella¶s. She
looked away quickly. Her long hair was down with some up in a ponytail and her bangs covering her eyes. She had on fitting jeans that were pre ripped and a white camisole that clung to her figure. I sighed and said, ³Step forward if you are a girl.´ Girls stepped forward, but I was focused on Bella. ³Step forward if you have brown eyes.´ I said, smugly. A few girls stepped forward, including Bella.
³Step forward if you have blonde hair.´ I said. Some girls step forward...with Bella. She was getting closer and closer. ³Step forward if you like cheese pizza.´ I smirked as Bella took a step forward. ³Step forward if you know all the words to µMomma Mia¶.´ I smirked at her favorite song and she stepped forward. ³Step forward if you love animals, except birds, of course.´ I smiled as she took another step. Only two feet away from me. ³Step forward if you like chocolate ice cream with hot fudge and lots of sprinkles.´ I whispered.
She rolled her eyes, but a smirk was playing at the edge of her lips. A hint of blush was filling her pale cheeks. She took another step. ³Step forward if you hate the cold and rain.´ I murmured and grinned when she stepped right in front of me. Our eyes locked and I could hear her breathing speed up. I grinned down at her as she turned pink. Mrs. Reese ruined our moment. ³Right, that¶s very good Mr. Whitlock.´ She grinned. I nodded but kept my gaze with Bella.
³Step forward again, if you will give me another chance.´ I whispered to her. She widened her eyes at me and turned bright red. She stepped back and shook her head at me, biting her bottom lip. She turned around and walked to the line, looking down. The teacher nodded and told us to head inside. I sighed and followed after the class.
Alice and the group walked in front of me. Em and Eddie had giant smirks on their faces as Rose giggled. Alice grinned. ³All together now.´
³AAAAAAWWWWWWWW!!!!!!´ They all cooed together. I rolled my eyes and walked around them. ³It really was sweet, Jazz.´ Rose implied. ³I tried.´ I shrugged. ³You¶re not giving up are you?´ Alice asked. ³That¶s ridiculous. Of course I¶m not.´ I scoffed. ³Good.´ Edward smiled. ³You¶re a stalker.´ Em shook his head. Rose smacked it.
³I thought it was sweet.´ She implied.
I sat down in English 101. The teacher was pairing up people. She still hadn¶t called Jessica, Bella, Vince, and me. ³Jessica with Vince, and Jasper with Bella.´ I heard Bella¶s adorable groan as she walked over to my table while Alice danced away, grinning. She sat down and slid her chair father away. I grabbed the edge of it to bring her to me.
³We have to work on this. Try to be enthusiastic.´ I offered. She rolled her. ³Go team Jasper...´ ³That¶s...better?´ I grinned. ³What are we working on?´ she asked, not looking at me. ³Well, darlin¶, we are seeing how many things we know about our partner.´ I smirked. ³Well you know everything about me, stalker.´ She grunted. ³I sure do, but that doesn¶t make me a stalker. You know a lot of things about me...´ I trailed off.
She turned to look at me with her wide brown eyes. ³No, I don¶t. I know nothing about you.´ ³Of course you do. We dated for a year.´ I argued. Her eyes filled with tears and she shook her head. ³Three.´ She whispered. ³What?´ I asked. ³We dated for three years, Jasper.´ the bell rung and she rushed out of the classroom.
³What do I do?´ I groaned at Edward and Em.
³I don¶t know....she¶s your girl.´ Em shrugged. ³You have to do something you would never do.´ Edward said. ³Wow....That just sounded unbelievably gay.´ Em said.
After hours of searching, I finally found her number. I grabbed my phone and rushed to dial it. It rung once and she answered. ³Chello?´ she greeted. ³Brenda Brown?´ I asked with a grin.
³Are you grinning? It sounds like your grinning.´ she said. ³Yes I am. Do you know who this is?´ ³Who is this?´ she asked. ³I¶m Jasper.´ ³..........´ ³Hello?´ ³You bastard! You¶re the JASPER!? Oh I swear when I get my hands on you....!´ she didn¶t finish her threat. ³Okay, I get it you don¶t like me.´ I said, ³But I need your help. I need you to tell me what Bella has said about me....´
³Oh, don¶t even get me started. Okay....first....´ Bella POV I sighed as I flipped thru my book, trying to find the right page in Wuthering Heights. I was outside of the school, waiting for my mom to pick me. I was sitting next to the giant fountain in front of the school.
I saw something in the corner of my eye and I looked to my right to see Jasper. I rolled my eyes and ignored him. He walked over anyway and sat next to me. I scooted away and turned to glare at him. He smirked as he grabbed a guitar. I remembered Lucy. That was Jazz¶s favorite guitar. I couldn¶t believe he still had it.
I frowned and looked into his eyes with confusion. He handed me a piece of paper. ³It¶s a list of stuff no one else knows about me.´ he said. I unfolded it and read. Birds make me nervous I hate chocolate I love brown eyes.
I blushed and looked up at him. I folded it back up and put it back in his shirt pocket. He smirked and strummed his guitar. ³I, I'm good at wasting time I think lyrics need to rhyme and you're not asking But I'm trying to grow a mustache.´ I gave him weird look, but he shrugged and kept playing. I eat cheese, but only on pizza, please and sometimes on a homemade quesadilla Otherwise it smells like feet to me I raised my eyebrows.
And I, I really like it when the moon looks likes a toenail And I love it when you say my name I blushed and looked down. If you wanna know Here it goes Gonna tell you There's a part of me that shows if we're close Gonna let you see everything But remember that you asked for it I'll try to do my best to impress But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest But you wanna hear what lives in my brain and my heart. Well, you asked for it.
For your pursuing, at times confusing, slightly amusing Introducing me Doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo Doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo La da da da La da da da da da da da, da ³Bella!´ my mom called from the car. ³I have to go...´ I whispered to him as I turned away. His hands froze and he quickly got in front of me, playing faster. I never trust a dog to watch my food
and I like to use to the word "dude" As a noun, or an adverb, or an adjective I rolled my eyes as I sat back down and listened. And I've never really been into cars I like really cool guitars and superheroes and checks with lots of zeros on 'em I rolled my eyes, but smirked. I love the sound of violins And making someone smile A wide smile stretched across my face in response. He grinned back.
If you wanna know Here it goes Gonna tell you There's a part of me that shows if we're close Gonna let you see everything But remember that you asked for it I'll try to do my best to impress But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest But you wanna hear what lives in my brain and my heart. Well, you asked for it. For your pursuing, at times confusing, possibly amusing introducing me Hr sat down next to me, smiling. Well, you probably know more than you
ever wanted to so be careful when you ask next time I grinned and rolled my eyes. So if you wanna know Here it goes Gonna tell you There's a part of me that shows if we're close Gonna let you see everything But remember that you asked for it ³Bella!´ my mom honked the horn. I smirked as he kept playing and got up, walking with me.
I'll try to do my best to impress but it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest but you wanna hear what lives in my brain and my heart. Well, you asked for it. For your pursuing, at times confusing, hopefully amusing Introducing me Doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo Doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo Doo doo doo doo I sang with him, moving with the guitar. Introducing me
I smirked and grabbed the note out of his shirt pocket. ³Thank you.´ I whispered to him then turned. I walked to the car and my mom gave me strange look. I just shook my head and grinned. She drove off. Jasper POV I smirked as I walked into school. Alice and my friends stepped in front of me. ³All together now!´ Ali motioned to them.
³AAAAAAWWWWWWWW!´ they all cooed at me. I rolled my eyes and kept walking. ³Jasper! The song was sweet!´ Rose said with a big smile. I turned to her, still walking just backwards. ³Yeah, but was it enough to get her back?´ I asked. Rose frowned and thought about it for awhile. ³Yeah, probably not.´ She said. ³Where is Bella anyway?´ Edward asked in confusion.
³She¶s in the library.´ Alice responded. ³How do you that?´ Em asked his sister. She shrugged. ³I¶m physic.´ Rose leaned into me and whispered in my ear. ³Go, Jasper.´ I nodded at my cousin then took off. I ran and ran until I stopped in front of the library. I saw her. She was looking intently at a book. Eyeliner covered her chocolate eyes. Her hair was in curls waving down her back. She was wearing a white shirt that had big words on it saying: I hate boys
She had on a long sleeve pink shirt under that and light blue skinny jeans with brown boots. I frowned at the shirt and went to walk over to her. She looked up at me and a small smirk played around her lips. She stood up to put away her book. I followed after her. When she saw that I was she turned around to look at me. She dug into her jeans and handed me a folded up piece of paper.
³Here. I¶m done with it.´ She smirked. She turned back to a bookcase. I sneaked up behind her and leaned down to her ear. ³Be careful when you ask next time.´ I whispered. She turned back to me. Her body pressed to mine as her warm breath breathed on my tongue. I wanted to taste her again. ³Your never going to give up are you?´ she asked, backing away from me. ³Nope.´ I smirked. I found myself leaning in, trying to steal yet another kiss. I saw her hesitate as I brought a hand up to cup her cheek.
Almost, there.... ³Jazzy!´ Damn... I turned away from Bella to see Maria. Well, shit. Bella peeked her blonde head around me and frowned when she saw Maria. Confusion filled her eyes, then, suddenly, realization filled them next. Her face turned red with anger as she stepped toward Maria. She stopped right in front of her.
Maria was surprised, but pissed. ³May I help you?´ she asked. Bella glared at her. ³I think you did enough helping when you had your mouth around Jasper¶s dick!´ she spat. Maria was shocked then she glared at Bella, pushing her back. ³I don¶t think that¶s any of your business. Your yesterday¶s new. Jasper is with me now. We¶ve been together for like three years.´ She smirked. Shit...
Bella¶s face, once again filled with confusion. She was counting, mouthing numbers, and then turned to me with wide, teary eyes. ³Three years?´ she whispered, her quiet voice shaking. I couldn¶t answer. She knew that I had been screwing Maria even while we were dating. She knew the answer from my silence. Her wide eyes got wider. ³You bastard!´ she screamed.
People looked at us in shock as Bella came toward me and slapped me across the face. ³You...you...!´ she turned away, running out of the library, still crying.
I walked down the hall after 3rd period, looking for Bella. Until Alice walked in front of me. I frowned as I saw her scowl. All of our friends looked the same. ³All together now.´ Alice growled as she motioned to them. ³BOOOOOOOO!!!!!!´ they booed.
I frowned and walked around them when I saw Bella. She was turned away from me, opening her locker. When she saw me she rolled her eyes and turned away, shaking her head. I ran after her. ³Bella!´ I yelled at her. I grabbed her arm to make her look at me. ³What? Isn¶t cheating on me our entire relationship enough? Can¶t you just leave me alone?´ she yelled. ³Bella, I am so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. I lov-´ I started, but she cut me off with a shrill scream.
³Shut UP! I hate you! You fucked Maria all throughout our relationship! I¶m not taking you back so go back to Maria where you belong!´ she spat at me then slammed her locker shut. She turned away from me; walking down the hallways as the last bell rang. I felt sadness fill me, but I¶m not giving up. I love Bella Swan and I¶m getting her back. Bella I looked at my old clothes. They were clothes I could still fit but they were girly things like cute little dresses I used to wear to school, or flats.
I sighed and curled my hair. I put on light makeup. I put on my baby doll dress. It had no sleeves and was short. It stopped on my upper thighs. The shirt was white and had a v neck collar which was frilly while navy on the bottom. I put on navy flat to match and grabbed my bag. I skipped downstairs. Now that I¶m officially done with Jasper, I felt free. I kissed my mom on the head who had been sipping on coffee. She looked at me surprised with her big blue eyes. ³Your happy today.´ She observed.
³Yup.´ I smiled at her. ³I¶m going to school.´ ³Wait, I¶ll drive you.´ she grabbed her car keys.
³And did you see her dress?´ Mom exclaimed as I busted out laughing. She giggled with me as we stopped in front of the school. My face turned serious and I tilted my head to the side a little. ³Bye mom.´ I smiled. She nodded and reached over to hug me.
I hugged her back, with just as much love. ³Bye sweetie.´ I smiled at her once more and got out of the car. For once, I was actually happy.
Jasper I stepped in school, tightly holding onto Maria¶s hand. I frowned at her as she fixed her mini skirt, glaring at someone. I turned to see who it was and was shocked.
Bella wasn¶t wearing one of her snarky commenting shirts. Or even her skinny jeans, or even her eyeliner, or even her freaking converses. Her hair was falling down in curls. Her face was clear of most makeup. She was wearing a pretty dress and flats. It was casual, but hot. Her legs were long and pale. Bella must have felt my stare because she turned and frowned at me. She slammed her locker shut and glanced down at Maria and I intertwined hands. Her frown deepened and she turned down the hall.
I looked down at our hands and snatched mine away. Maria frowned and grabbed me to plant a searing kiss on my lips. Her tongue darted over the roof of my mouth and I complied and started wrestling her tongue with mine. Ali suddenly broke thru us and scowled at Maria. She shooed her with her tiny hands. ³Go on. Get!´ Alice yelled as Maria hurried away. Alice turned back to me and took a white glove.
I raised my brows in confusion. She slapped me across the face with it. Why does everyone keep slapping me? ³I challenge you to a duel!´ she yelled. I rolled my eyes. Em pushed her out of the way and slapped me with a glove too. ³What the hell?´ I asked while rubbing my cheek. ³That¶s for America!´ he exclaimed. Rose got in front of him and placed a hand on his chest.
³Babe, sit down before you hurt yourself.´ She said. He nodded and walked over to Edward. Rose turned back to me and frowned. I grimaced back at my cousin. ³Okay, I¶m sorry. I didn¶t want to tell her. I¶m trying to fix it.´ I rambled. ³Come to the mall tomorrow.´ She said. ³What? Tomorrow is Saturday.´ I replied. ³I know, Alice and I are taking her to the mall. She could use some girl time.´ She shrugged. I grinned.
³Don¶t bring Maria.´ Alice growled as she slapped me across the face with the glove again.
Bella I walked away from Ali and Rose as they talked about Edward and Em. I couldn¶t take it. I walked into Radio Shack and smirked. I looked quickly thru the music, looking for Paramore. I heard the bell ring for the door and I looked up. I choked on my spit when I saw Jasper.
I grabbed a CD, not even looking to see what it was, and ran to the desk. I quickly paid for it and headed for the door when Jasper grabbed my arm with a sly smile. ³You think you could get away from me that fast?´ he asked. I glared at him and walked out of the store. Jasper followed after me. I headed for the escalators. I started to get on one, but Jazz got in front of me. I walked to the other one which was going up. I pushed people out of the way and hurried down them, while they went in the other direction.
³Bella can¶t we get some ice cream and talk?´ Jasper yelled as he followed me on the other side. ³I¶m allergic to ice cream!´ I yelled back. He rolled his blue eyes and kept pace with me. ³How about a pizza?´ he reasoned. ³How about you go away?´ I walked off the escalators and hurried around the corner of the mall. Jasper followed. ³How about a burger?´
³I¶m a vegetarian!´ I said. ³I don¶t believe you!´ he yelled in annoyance as he walked around me. I rolled my eyes and turned the other way, but he caught me. ³Why are you acting like this?´ he asked. ³You just don¶t get it!´ I growled as I turned away from him again and headed for the food court. He followed after me. ³What is their not to get?´ he grounded out. ³You just DON¶T!!´ I yelled as I turned to him. He looked at me, shocked. ³You
hurt me! You cheated on me! You¶re still with the girl you fucked! And you still wonder why I act like THIS!?´ I screamed, causing people to stare. ³I didn¶t mean to.´ He whispered. I growled in frustration and started away again as tears started to form. He caught me again. ³I was hurting too Bella! I was²´ ³NO! You just went and fucked Maria so you were fine!´ I screamed. When he didn¶t answer, I started away again, clutching my head and pulling at my locks. Jasper got in front of me again.
³Bella! Please²´ he started. ³You just don¶t get it...´ I shook my head as tears started again. ³Get what?´ he asked as he grabbed my forearm. ³You don¶t, you don¶t...´ I cried. I could hardly understand myself, but he needed to know. ³Bella I don¶t understand!´ he yelled as I fought out of his grip. ³Tell me, just tell me!´ I turned back to him as more tears came.
³You fucked Maria, you had an affair, you never felt my pain, you stayed with her, you hurt me....even after all that, even after everything you have done to me! I still....´ ³What?´ he asked. ³I can¶t...´ I whispered. ³Tell me Bella!´ ³NO!´ ³Bella, what is it?´ ³You¶re still don¶t get it...´ I said. ³What is²?´ ³I LOVE YOU!!´ I shrieked.
He looked at me, stunned. ³Bella...´ he mouthed. He stepped closer and lifted his hands to stroke my splotchy cheeks. I shook my head as he stepped even closer and pressed his lips to my forehead. ³I love you, too.´ He whispered. My eyes widened. ³No...´ I groaned. ³Bella, I do.´ He stroked my hair.
³NO!´ I screamed as I backed away from him. ³You broke me.´ I replied and ran off, not looking back.
I ran into the house, I quickly changed into my old clothes. An old hoodie that Jasper gave me. It was baggy. Some skinny jeans and ankle socks. I breathed in Jasper¶s scent. I ran a hand thru my messy curly hair. I ran to the kitchen and frantically looked thru the cabinets.
She had to have it. She always keeps it in the house! Finally, my hand landed on the two liter bottle of vodka. I grabbed it and took a swig. It was making the pain go away. I let sobs wrack my body as I took another swig. Luckily, mom wasn¶t home from work yet. I walked upstairs, drinking, crying, and falling. I finally made it to my room and walked to the bathroom. I locked the door and slid down to the floor. I curled up into a ball and put the hood on my head. I didn¶t want anyone to see me.
I kept drinking and drinking until my phone rung. It flashed Alice. I didn¶t want to answer so I turned it off.
It wasn¶t long before my mom got home and knocked on my door. ³Honey? Why are you locked in the bathroom? C¶mon, baby. Open the door.´ she begged. I shook my head even though she didn¶t see me. I curled into a tighter ball.
Soon I fell asleep and woke up the next day. It was Sunday. ³Bella?´ I heard Alice call. ³Go away Ali.´ I groaned. ³Bella, open the damn door.´ Rose pounded on the door with her fists. ³Go away!´ I groaned again. After an hour of Rose complaining, and Alice begging, they finally called Eddie and Em. I didn¶t budge.
³Bella-Rina? Open the door, Bella Boo.´ Em cooed to me. ³Bella, c¶mon, Ali is worried.´ Edward said. ³Go home! All of you!´ I yelled. ³Bella, we know this is out of Jasper. You don¶t have to stay kept up. You¶re a strong²´ Alice started. ³Shut the FUCK up! I¶m sick and tired of being told I¶m better than this and I¶ll get thru this! Just today...Just today I want to sit and wallow. Nobody! And I mean NOBODY is going to get me out of this bathroom, but myself. So just go!´ I yelled.
They all turned silent and I heard my door close softly. I sat there for another hour, still jugging down the vodka. I frowned when I heard my door open again. I heard someone slide down on the other side of the door. I suddenly felt whole and I knew who it was before they even said: ³Bella?´
Jasper POV I heard her silent gasp thru the door and I grinned by having that effect on her.
³Bella?´ I called again. I heard the rushing of water in a container. ³Don¶t even think about it...put the vodka down.´ I ordered. I heard it hit the floor. ³Good...´ ³Jasper, why are you here?´ Her voice was raw. ³I needed to see you anyway. Alice called me saying you wouldn¶t come out of your bathroom so....I¶m here.´ I shrugged. ³Why don¶t you just leave?´ she whispered.
³I¶m not leaving without you.´ I whispered back. We sat there for a few minutes until I started talking. ³Remember when we skipped school and went to the beach.´ I could feel her nod. ³It started raining and we didn¶t care, we just swam and played around. Then at the end of the day, as the sun was setting, we sat on the sand. Do you remember what I said to you?´ I asked, glancing at the door. I heard her let out a sob, but I continued. ³I said that I would always be there for you. No matter what. I still am Bella, I¶m still here.´ I whispered.
³But I can¶t be there for you if you don¶t open the door, Bella. I need you to open the door.´ I begged. She said nothing, but cried more. I sighed. ³I¶m still here Bella.´ I stood, leaving her to cry, even though I wanted her in my arms. I twisted her doorknob when I head her bathroom door open. I turned to look at her. She had on an old hoodie that I had given her four years ago when it was very cold outside. She had on skinny jeans and her hair was a mess.
She was still a goddess to me. She charged at me and wrapped her arms around my torso, crying. I did the same to her waist. I leaned down to her ear as she shook with sobs. ³Thank you.´ I whispered. Suddenly, her bedroom door busted open and Maria stepped in. She glared as Bella jumped back from me. ³Honey, what¶s going on?´ she glared at us. Bella suddenly became nervous.
³Nothing, nothing. I was just, um, sad. And Jasper came and helped me,´ she turned back to me, ³You should go.´ I was stunned. One minute she was all depressed, then the next minute she¶s in my arms, then the next she wants me to leave. ³What? I¶m not leaving. If you want me to stay, I¶ll stay.´ I whispered. ³I don¶t want you to stay. Go.´ She ordered. I was stunned again. ³Fine.´ I whispered.
Maria smiled and grabbed my hand. ³See you around, Swan.´ She growled at Bella. ³See ya, Vamp.´ She sneered back. I had a feeling that they were going to see each other very soon. Bella On Monday, I went to school. I apologized to all my friends and they all understood. But of course they didn¶t. They didn¶t understand how I felt everyday.
After a while it was time for gym. I still found the uniforms inappropriate. The shorts were small and stopped right under my ass, but were stretchy. The shirts were bright yellow and tight against my curves. Like I said, very inappropriate. But the guys¶ uniforms were baggy and loose. Lucky... My hair was in loose curls and my makeup was light. I smiled as Alice sat next to me.
I had gym with Em, Edward, Alice, Jazz, Maria, and James, our most recent friend. Rose wasn¶t here today. James had brown hair and was very handsome, but had a girlfriend. I thought he was very nice.
The guys started stretching and I watched Jasper as I zoned out when Alice started talking. After the weekend, Jasper had kept his distance. I sighed with frustration. James patted my leg. ³Hey, aren¶t you supposed to be stretching?´ I asked. ³Nope, I don¶t need to stretch. Not with abs like these.´ He lifted his shirt and exposed his tan, hard 6 pack. I smiled and patted them.
³Very nice.´ Alice commented. James grinned. ³I know.´ I glanced back at Jasper to see he was looking at me. ³You know you can¶t have him back right?´ Maria asked as she appeared in front of the bleachers. Luckily, I was sitting on the fourth row. I frowned slightly and turned my gaze on her. ³Excuse me?´ I asked. ³You can¶t have him. He¶s mine and I¶m tired of you staring at him.´ she growled.
³Since when is glancing staring?´ I asked. ³Bella, you¶re obsessed with him.´ she frowned. ³Wow, Maria, I never knew you were so paranoid.´ I shot back. A few of the girls started to gather around as Alice watched with cautious eyes. ³Oh, please, everyone knows you didn¶t get over him.´ she sneered, throwing back her blonde hair. ³Maybe I haven¶t, but I¶m not going to take him back.´ I said.
³You just hate that chose me over you.´ she said smugly, crossing her arms. A few girls gasped and turned their eyes back to me. ³Why would I want a cheater back anyways?´ I asked. I was starting to get angry. ³Because you¶re an idiot.´ Maria shrugged. I growled. ³I always knew he would cheat on me, and I knew when you wore clothes two sizes too small, guys just can¶t help it.´ I smiled at my fast comeback.
Girls let out low whistles as others hooted me on. Maria became red with anger. ³Are you calling me fat?´ she screamed shrilly. I smiled wider. ³You said it not me.´ Maria walked in front of me and shook with anger. ³How dare you?!´ she yelled. Where was the coach? The other girls watched with wide eyes, eager to see what would be said next.
I stepped around her shivering form and walked towards the locker rooms. ³Well, at least my mom isn¶t a whore!´ she yelled at me. All the girls gasped as Alice stood up. I turned back to her slowly. ³What...did you just say?´ I asked slowly. ³It¶s true. My brother saw her with three different guys in one night. I thought she was a waitress, not a stripper.´ She smiled evilly. ³Well...at least I have a mother.´ I hissed.
She was shocked. All the girls turned silent. No one and I mean NO ONE talked about Maria¶s dead mother. It might have been harsh, but she had no right to bring my mom into this. ³You bitch!´ she screamed and it echoed off the walls. She lunged at me...all hell broke loose. There was hair pulling, screaming, cursing, slapping, and shoving. After a while, we were rolling on the ground, pulling each other¶s hair.
We were finally pulled from each other when James grabbed me and Jasper grabbed Maria. I struggled in James¶s hold. I need to get one last swing... ³You would grab her, wouldn¶t you?´ I screamed at Jasper. Everyone turned silent and I broke free from my friend¶s hold. I ran out of the gym, I¶m not crying this time.