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TRANCE FORMATION OF AMERICA autobrography TRANCE Formation Americais the documented of mind control.

CathyO'Brien is the only vocaland of a victim of govemment Agency'sMK-Ultra Project recovered survivorof the CentralIntelligence Chiseled deepinto the white stoneof Monarchmind controloperation. is theCIA's Langley,Virginia headquarters a partialverselifted from the andthe truth shallmakeyou free." Holy Bibfeandwritingsof SaintJohn..." is This statementlike the agency, totalreality.The buildingthatit is , manufacturer lies of the engraved lpon houses world's most successful warfare. to facilitatepsychological "Company" as to The usestruth and technology their raw materials "pure" lies for controlof you andAmerica'sallies. produce Within thepages of TRANCE Formation of America you'll find thetruth.

U.S. GOVERNMENT MIND CONTROL opened hearings On August 3rd, 1977the 95th U.S. Congress abuses conceming CIA's TOP SECRETmind the into the reported programcodenamedMK Ultra. On February8th 1988, controlresearch from her mind an MK Ultra victim,CathyO'Brien,wascovertlyrescued insiderMark Phillips.Their seven controlenslavement Intelligence by yearpunuit of Justice stopped was FOR REASONSOF NATIONAL SECURITY. the TRANCEFormation of Americaexposes truthbehindthis criminal 1947NationalSecurity Act. abuse theUnconstitutional of


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TWELFTH PRINTING Since tlie first printing of TRANCE was released in details 1995,many of the hard-to-comprehend September have been verified and miraculously managedto surface through our controlled medias. Pleasehelp us any way you can to provide this book to anyonewho will further researchits contentsand thus shine the light of truth on the psychological warfare plan that is being silently wagedagainsthumanity. Pleaseremember,for as long as your thoughtsremain poserof a the free, and cclnsider psychologicalannoyance singlemosquitoin a room with no light. This book will remain in print until justice prevails,the technological antidote for Kelly is provided, and unbimass news media attentionis given to ased,uncensored the contentsof this book. Thank you for your support.

by Mark Phillips ". . . with liberty andjustice for all." Preambleto the United StatesConstitution My name is Marquart (Mark) Ewing Phillips, born May 17, 1943 in Nashville. Tennessee. I have no criminal record and I have never been adjudged insane. I am not a scholar, professional writer, or mental health ptiysician. While I lack the offrcial published academic credentials, I am iec,ognizedinternationally by mental trealth and law enforcement professionals as ariauthority on the secretscienceconcerning external control of fhe mind. The purpose of Part I of this book is to document how this reputation was gained. This brief and highly condensed contribution is intended to provide an understandingof why, when, and where I embarked on a study of the most secret technology knbwn to man: Trauma-basedmind control. Through the -declassified our U.S. publication of United States Govemment documents,_ Department of Defense (DOD) admits that this ancient wizard's mechanismfor control is so dangerous that most information pertaining to it must remain classified as TOP-SECRET. As the employee of a DOD subcontractor with exposure to mind-control research, I was required to sign an gqth of- secrecy. to this day I am restricted by law from revealing certain specific information "sensitive" that direcily pertained to hy employment as, among other exposures,a U.S. DOD subcontractorin mind-control research. This super secrettechnology is an evolved systemof remote human physical and psychological manipulation that has only recently been officially recognized mind_ control. by a-ciedited mental health physiciansfor what it i.s,_absolute ' My first encounter with- rirind-control research began in the late 1960s in Ailan6, Georgia on the Emory University campus at the Yerkes Primate Center. It wi there that I leained about lrimate behavior modification-the basis for human mind control. Part I of this book is my attempt to impart an understanding of how this and other exposures would prepare me for the challengeof a lifetime. what I witnessed,in terms of technology, at the Yerkes Primate Center and other government sponsoredresearch facilities, combined with years of personal research into this science of mind manipulation, did not adequately prepare me for what I would be exposedto in 1988 through an unexpectedchain of events. with the human results This exposurecame in the form of personal acquaintance ofhcially entitled by DOD as, among other cryptic file titles, MK-Ultra.' I have outlined tnis noxious intr6duction in tropesthat the material provided by one MK-Ultra survivor, Cathy O'Brien, will incite a legitimate federal investigation of her claims. I was able to liberate MK-Ultra victims, Cathy O'Brien and her daughter,, Kelly, from the invisible grip of this U.S. Government secret weapon. of contiol. In the process, I also helped Cathy recover her mental and physical health. Howevei, I have not been successful in enlisting the cooperation of my government to pursue the justice issue. There is a reason for this failure to obtain justice that you, the reader, NEED TO KNOW. I have been told " repeateilly, "Justiceis not obtainable,For ReasonsOf National Security.

. This book is primarily the autobiographyof Cathy O'Brien, who did not volunteer tor seryrce to -her country, but was used her entire life against her innate, vglqnqry _ryi! lor perpetulting criminal activity by many-so-called leaderswithin the u.S. Government. These "treasonousieadLrs,' diil volunteer for.political "seryice" to our country. They must be held accountablefor their actions. Together, cathy and I have dedicatedour lives to the Dursuit of iustice and rehabilitation for her and Kelly. AII avenuesfor justice anb rehabili6tive relief have been blocked For Reasons of National s6curity. The question arises, whose security?. cathy perhaps aftei 9_'Pri",l provides the logical-answer. reading this work, you will others to readlt. collectively, as iatriots, ^inspire ye carl m+e.a positive difference for Cathy and Kelly, our governmint, and humanity, by_having our voices heard. In niy opinioni6ur grEat United Starcs Constitution does not need to be amended it nrfudsto be-enforEed. . The grim reality we must all embrace is that there is, in human terms, no to Justlce, ang r.l9 r_eye_nge_adequateequal what these two, and many other victims of this u.S. Government secret weapon experiehced. The only remaining remnant of opportunity for justice ior theje survivors would bL derived from -a public forum expos6 of what they experienced. what these survivors need to witness is the mass dissemination of their story and a radical, positive changein their government's management secrets. Tiris would be ari of acceptable,though belated, substitutefor justice. Their hope lies in the belief that--

"Truth lives a wretched life, but alwayssurvives lie." a Anonymous

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Sometimes words, or groups of words, found in the English language have many defrnitions or meanings. Within each meaning there may be different logical and literal perceptions of the application of a given word. However, the words mind control usually conjure up a single response. This is most unfortunate due !o the vast differences of perception contained within the reference. For example, if you have access to a late I980s Randarn House or later Webster's New Collegiate Dictionary and reference mind control, you will notice there is a conspicuous absenceof a listing. Should you go one step further and secure a college professor's teaching copy of Oxford's Companion To Thc Mind (Oxford Press 1987), you can reference practically anything concerning research of the mind without a reference to mind control. Perhaps yoq Tay now realize that throlgh Random House, Webster and Oxford Press omissions, you :re a victim of information control. Mind control is sometimes loosely defined as information control. This being one of many accepted ways to iefrne the term should immediately raise questions of distrust towards your information souroes. Since what we think is basedon what we learn, manipulation of a mind, or a nation of minds, can be accomplished through control of information. With thought control being a result of information control, many avid researchers of mind sciences simply label it "soft" mind control. These days, we live in a world in which the continued existence of multinational businesses and govemments depends upon instant communications. However, with consideration to the so-called problem of information overload, it would appear to most people that we hear and see enough to make rational decisions concerning our individual lives. Unfortunately, this is not true. What we don't know, as evidenced by mindcontrol atrocities, is quickly destroying society as we have known it. The answer to this problem is glaringly apparent. We, as citizens of a supposedly free country, should not permit our government to restrict any information that protects criminal activity under the guise of National Security. Secret knowledge equals power, with the end result being control. Therefore, despite the deliberate efforts of those persons in control of national media information management (who are not media employees), results of secret mind-control projects gone awry have been leaking out for years through the media. People are literally waking up to the mind-control reality because there is an obvious lack of logical explanation for cerlain sensational news events. What really happened at Jim Jones' fonestown and with Sirhan Sirhan, John Hinkley, and I-ee Haney Oswald? And, more importantly, why did it happen? The simple common denominator existing among these persons has been publicly stated by the media, based on research of their medical histories, is mind control. In reality, information control is but one component of mind control. Whereas "brain washitrg," a term coined by an investigative journalist writing about Korean War P.O.W.s around 1951, described the results of what the Chinese regarded as thought reform.

The term brainwashing denotes most peoplethe destructionof a person,s to lnemo_Iy.This slangterm continuesto be usedby the news media in place of encompassing term, mind control. In ieality, applied brainwashing techniques similar to thoseusedin trauma-based are behaviofmodification. Pfqqg _thepast three decades,a significant number of religious groups worldwide has been cited by the mainstream news media as destructivecults. An empluis-on q9 word de$tructiveis necessary defining thesegroups as in cults. Random House Diaionary defines cult- as "a particular system of religious rygrship". !y this definition, the word cult would encompass all religions. so-called deskuctive cultshavebeenpublicly denounced the by -mind _.Thgse news media f9r using brainwashing, thoughtreform, and manipuEtion tactics on their believers. However, there is an obvious lack of expressed concernby these samemedia as they fail to addressthe underlying isiues of mind contiol, thepowerbasisfor abuie. the - Perhaps reporting news media can not, for somersmon, publicly open the proverbialPandora'sBox. Is it plausiblethen to considei that-closer scrqtiny,by the media and the public, of thesedestructive cults' leadership could reveala solid connection government to sponsored mind-controlresearch? These are questionsthqt, in themselves properly addressed,would provide importantanswers this socialepidemic to ihvolvingphysicaland psychological abuse. The answersthat an in-depth professional-irivristigation would pro:viae could be the first stepin resolving the rash of problemsthat destructiv-e cults, serialkillers, andsexual child abusers, thrustuponsociety. As consumers nationalnewsmediasupplied of information,we continue to accepthalf-truths which, in this casescenario,is seeingand hearingonly what results from mass mind manipulation. Historiansprovide us a glimpse into the future through recordedeventsof the past. It appears that throughoutrecordedhistory, man has, towardsthe end of each millennium, returned to a focus on certiin types of bizarre human behavior. For example,there has beenin the past 150 years a resurgence of wide spread interest in the occult "black arts" which include satanismor Lucifarian religions. Theseconstitutionallyprotectednreligions"use traumato controlthe mindsof their followers. Mind-control practices within the occult groups (according to survivors adjudgedcredible and law enforcementofficials) have been accreditedwith bridging the gap betweenapplied scienceand Shamanism. Occultismas a of_religious expression beenaroundfor thousands years. Only in has of ryan-ner the last 150 years has scienceaggressively pursuedthe truths regarding riind manipulation hiddenwithin theoccultbelief systems themselves. According ta the RandomHouseDictionary, occulttsm"is the practice of qllegedsciences claiming knowledgeof supernatural agencies which beyond the range of ordinary knowledge." Once again, it is a reminder that secret knowledge power. equals In 1971, the New York Ttmesreporteda story on the Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) and occult research,the basis of which was gained through a collection documents of released- the U.S. Government by PrintingOffrceuhder the Freedomof Information Act. This was a report to Congreis and cleady showedthat the CIA was interested the causeand effect clinical findings that in occult religious practices have on the Black Arts practitioner's and/or the observer'smind. Of particularinterestto the CIA were tlte heightened levels of suggestibility that certain occult rituals produced in the minds of the

practitioners. Cannibalism blood rituals were rankedhighestin the order of and importanceto their research. Behavioral psychology teachesus that control of human suggestibility is recognized the fundamental as building block for externalcontrol of the mind. This suggestibility factor alone potentially createsa human rights legal issue when we consider constructinglaws to protect people from overt or covert practices. Consideration the humansuggestibility mind-control to factor could result in all forms of consumeroriented service and/or product advertising becomingillegal. Advertising and the marketingof servicesand/or products throughcommunications be justifiably definedas a type of psychological c:m manipulation,thoughtreform and/or mind manipulationwhich resultsin a form published book ofbehaviormodification. A patriotfriend, Steven Jacobson, his entitledMind cowrol in Ameica, in 1985,eloquently exposing science the of mind manipulation throughadvertising. The basisfor successfully modifying human behavior requires mind manipulation techniquesthat, when expertly appliedthroughadvertising media,become form of "soft" mind control. a Factoringin suggestibility throughthe tactilesenses the "Achilles' heelu as of the humanrace renders vulnerable becoming,on somelevel, a everyone to victim of soft mind control. The controversy what is and what is not mind control rageson among of scholars the schools law, humanrights, and mentalhealth. All the while in of the confusionof issuesprovidesa form of legal protectionfor practitionersof mind control, the only known form of remotehumancontrol that trauma-based is absolute.All otherformsof mind control,includingchemical andelectronic manipulations, considered mind-controlexpertsas temporary. are by There are laws protectingU.S. citizens' rights to practicetheir religious beliefs and freedomof speech. There are no laws which specifrcallyprotect leadersof destructivecults and/or practitionersof trauma-based mind control. However,because the U.S. Government's of mind controland the broad of use diversity of legal opinion concerningthe acceptedlimits of free speechand religious practices, the legal loop holes for criminals employing mind-control gain remainopen. techniques their "flocks" for personal on For every problemthereexistsa solution. The formula for problernsolving restsfirmly on the quality of the supportingresearch information concerningtlte nature of the problem. Irgislating laws specifically to protect people from mind-control abuseswould be futile. Practically every civilized society in existence has somelaw and/or group of laws which would protect the people and punish the practitionersof mind control. I:ws are enforcedaccordingto lawmakers' interpretations of the specific legal language. The lack of enforcementof laws already on the books that could pro0ectus from mindcontrol abusesstemsfrom applied legal interpreations and cover-upsof survivor testimonyby the CIA and National SecurityAgency (NSA) For Reasons Of National Security. Mind-control atrocities, if committed by anyone who could be linked to governmentsponsored projects, are typically ignored and coveredup. Access paid to the courtsby thesehapless survivorsis thus stonewalled government by so-called legal experts who receive their orders from the National Security Agency. Defining the term "mind control" is akin to definingthe limits of the 1947 National Security Act. The basis for the solution to the National Securi$ controversy simple. It is known as: Truth logically applied. is


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"Ey"ry revolution, bloody or bloodless, has two phases. The first is the struggle for Treedom; the second the struggle for power. The phase of the struggle-for .F ry4oT is divine. He who has participated in it invariably feels, physically, that his best and most precious-inner self has come to the iurface. We. kgory that being faithful to the TRUTH stands higher than our own participation in governing the country-and that is why *e must not have a societythat would reject ethical norms in the name of poiitical mirages.',r As I was saying to my grandmother, Mamaleen Johnson, "My life has turned.into.a nightmare and I'm wide awake," tears were streaming-down my face, dripping off my chin onto her patent leather shoes. She afTectionately patted my shoulder as she listened The words we exchanged, the room's wallpaper and furnishings, my -a beloved grandmother, Mamaleen, even the taste of my tears combined-with feellp. of overwhelming grief--it is all there etchedinto my memory. -of This was the summer before I was to enter my sec<indyear school in 1950. The first year remains a blur with cause. ^ l-iL" f9r qe and my family had changeddramatically over the previous year. So radical a changethat it had taken almost a year for me to realiie life was not becoming any,easier to live. My stuttering was getting worse. The rare momentsI could speakcoherently were limited to short sentences devoid of the word "you",.and then only to my mother and grandmother. Occasionally when angry I could speak_ clearly-,or when alone in the woods while talking or linging to trees. .Apqe_ntly- my frustration with oral communication due io stutte;ing had been intensified by a trauma I experiencedthe previous year. Little did I know then that this trauma would positively and negatively inhuence my future and the lives ofothers I would know for th6 rest of irv life. On a hot and sticky Tennessee July day in 1949,6y father helped boost first ',gift .ml m_ot!gr,thengg, into the saddleastride our four-yi:ar-old higli-spirited horse" Wojac. This was to be my first ride on the back of an anlmat. Ttre excitement of the moment combined with stuttering rendered me, literally, speechless.As I_recall and from photographstaken at the time, I was wearinga sweat-soaked, pale yellow cottol shirt, dark tan shorts, brown socks, and diny tennis shoes.- At six- years old, I was very thin and did not take up the remaining saddlespacebehind my mother. With the reins in my__mother's tnnds, the horse responded to her polite -down command of "Come on, Wojac., Giddyup." He began slowly walking our driveway to the narrow crushed limestone road beside our iroperty. Upon ^momentaiily r.eachingthe gravel _ro_ad, horse turned or was guided leTt, the disappointing me-as l.lnew .we-were only going for i short ride. It was only about a quarter.of a mile_to th_"!,try paveil intersectionthat would be dangerous to cross. (Had my mother decided to go in the opposite direction, we could have ridde.n- a couple of miles before reaching any automobile traffic.) for As quickly as the horse made the turn from oui driveway onto the country road, my mother nudged his flanks with her heels. With anbther command oi

"let's go," the horse respondedwith a mild jerk of motion and he began a fast trot down the middle of the road. The horse's speed, in retrospect, was too fast for safe travgl on.gravel. Not knowins this then. I was not scareduntil I saw the crossroadslooming closer. I "BBBBBetter slow down. MMMight BBBBe a can heai myself tialf shouting CCar CCC<iming." Before I could enunciatethe last words, my 4ot!9r began I slow sidewavs sl-ideoff the saddle. I could not see her face as she disappeared under the horse, and the reins disappearedwith her. The horse bolted full speed ahead. In ttre titink of an eye, mi iealization of being alone in the saddle with over me. Quickly, I tugged on his mane to no wav to control the horse-washed no aviil. It was in this instant I determined that the runaway horse was not going to stop for the crossroads. I jumped. As I -recall, th9 {all was swift and -my ibrupt tinOing in the sharp rockg ya9 not painful, though i! segmedthat-my Uday would nevei stop rolling-. Panickedand with the dust beginning to settle, I sat ip, blinked the dirst andlticky blood from my eyes, and looked about for my mother. She lay in a disorganizedheap beside the road. I ran to her. ' The first mentai impressioi I experiencedwas that qlre yas just wide-eyed dazed from her fall. lien I noticed-her eyes weren't blinking and around her head was a thick puddle of blood. Not wariting to leave her in the road for fear she would be run^wer, and not strong enough to pick her up, I began screaming in the direction of our home in hopes thaimy father could hear me. Almost "What immediately he respondedby sprinting to us, all the while shouting, haooened? What hapDened?" ^ "life rehiaining in me" I could not answer for, as, usual, I was For the speechless. As he knelt down to speak_tomy mother, lre stopped-mid sentence when he apparently saw her eyes ih a fixed faze znd that the back of her skull inward. Instantly he picked hei up, and as we were running back was crush6d^ -eleven-year-old sister to call an ambulance. my to the house, he commandedTo this day I cannot recall how we got to the hospital The sfislv scenesof this traeed-ywere not my nightmare. It did not play over and'ovei again in my mind,-foi I traOdissocidtedfrom it. I had voluntarily and autogenicaliy created a memory balner of this trauma. This is a normal human re.-sponse.Had I been tortuied after the trauma, I worrld not. have been able to voiuntarily recall either the accident or the torture. Hence the basis of this book. rgcoygry year when we realized The nightmare began during the subseque,nt my mothe; would neier be heiself again.- She had lost over a quarter of her briin when the horse steppedinto hei skull. Permanently gone was her ability to smell, taste, and heai ln one ear. These were the physical handicaps she developed. Her resultant emotional condition would become evident to me of many years later. As a child, thls nery aryarele-s.s my.mother's condition had minihlal impact on me compared to the fear I lived with, moment to moment, due to my father's chronic ilcoholism. Years later my sister would follow his as lead into'a losing battle with the bottle. I was safe,_ alcohol made me stutter. After being-told so many times during my developmental years that my mother's condltion was attribiltable to her braindamage, and that my stuttering was becausemy brain was not working correctly, it occurred to me at Some point to learn about the brain. For years after the accident, I overheard adult i:onversationsabout my mother's brain. My curiosiry peaked about the brain and the resultant invisi6le mind and had set the course for my life's interest.

sufferingfrofi what is now termed Attention Deficit Disorder(4qD). The liandicaps stuiterfi;--OiOD *"." 6f to becomemy first personar improvement "hali;"gd-;;'i il out in the wonoon mv own. "on mv own" This objectiyecameat ar qgly^€e. I was barely sixteenwhen-I le{r homlp b"ct" vear;-o!d. Iti-p"_tl"it .ir n'"pii""rJ.-"li}"nrrt efforrs resulted total failure.. How.ev6r, crjuld not retu]ir to my plarents,home in I because were now divorced. they Young,-brokeand rejected,I-was able to determine two things. First, I mustlearn how to communicate I were to enjoy -y ru"Co, in-iir". I went if aboutthis taskmethodicalty, first bv enroilineniyielf into a roc^i-niltrtcottege. In theclassroom studied I speectr, business aia psyii';t;t.*fiii,e ta'w ribrail, I studied brain functions theii effecton the ;ind: i;;;6; and dd; oriented because could not earn enoughat.two jopg to "tieno in" iJluliSa-cussesto I graduate, r.nystudieswerellowly proviaing me a usableikill. Secondlv. buj som.ewnere du.nngJhis periodof learningI began realizeI possessednaturi.i to a agllrl.yrg selr. . perhapsthis ability to persuade others iesulted from mv cnlronooo expenence of,having to "read people"throughtheir body languagl: rather thantalkingwith them. job-in sales was that.myclient basewasreduced ,.., my employer. I-responded so successful DyYy^f:l:* to.thisactionby movingon. 'lhe vletnam war was heatingup and i was el'igiblefor the draft. No lo.l.q"r.irlschool,I knew that my iumber wourdb".ailil i*nl'-el'o ir was. Lltue drd l r.nowthat my prayers a deferment for wouldbe answered would and military^duty. r would ,oo" b;;;;td;g roilr,i 1fl":9..r:^g_T-.,Tptt91fto.l] Ampex uorporatronand with the u.s. Department Defensein a-civilian of capacity..The defense work closelyassociaied *ith !d;;;*r;,h r" scientists worKrng me.area primateand humanbehaviormodification. Ironicallv. I ln of rearned moreaboutthe mind f.rommy casual relationships with thesescieniiiti than.I did working at,the variousreS,earch sites. f'tre iites includedteachins hospltrals, state mental-institutions,military bases,National Aeroniuiil, ;A Spaqg Administration (NASA) facilities,andthe yeikes primatecenter. l4e toUowing years of my corporateemploymentin national and in_ . rcrnarronal salesevolvedinto salesand marketingmanagement in Dositions an personal life, in termfof iovl;t;"'tid;hips, wii ::pq:"^:ipj:i!.. Yv agarnln snambles my careerand ongoingmind, brain, human6eiavior but research was rewarding enough to_com[ensite for ry ticn oi emotional expression. The secrets had learned w'ellconcerning I so po*rti o-fpersuasion, bothconscious subliminal, rongsince and had uecomJfrin.iionine'D; or *u mind'sarsenal defensive offensiie toolsof ionf"i. i-il;fi"fi1ffi*i of and therenot to become "control freak". Instead,.y ?-tr$-i"^'iJt a to t*.n whatI couldcontrolbut whatwascontrollinsme. Then,.around^ 1986,a peer friend of min-e observed I hadarrivedin the that proverbnl "comfbrt zone" in termsof presenting profitableideasfor othersto act upon,and advised to go into business me foiriryself. Shorttvthireafterhe provided me an excellent example by resigning tris ii*:G'ure-executive -r.,i, marketing directorship and nomindted as a-can?iaaie nie ioi ,"pLorn"nt.

reflecred_something differenr.Although Illy-l11gjl. {:!_TI god.s in school not prgper_ly dilgnosed,- was most likely I

Somewhere in this time period, I fantasized I would leam enough about the mind and brain to help my niother and mvself. As a child, my attention span was reEardedas abnormar. I was considered

Ironically, for the hrst time in my life, the nomination was rejected becauseI did not- possess at least a master's degree in business management or communiCations. His assistantwas given the position, and I was subsequently offered the assistant'svacated position with no hope of promotion, which of course I refused. Soon thereafter, my friend, free of his corporate golden handcuffs, establishedhis own firm which becamea very successfulbusiness. Around this same time a childhood acquaintance, long since socially from my life, reappearedlong enough to introduce me to his country separated music entertainmentfriend, Alex Houston. From this introduction I learned this acquaintance, Ray Myers and his wife, Regina, are allgged pedophiles who reporteAty sexually molested Cathy's daughter and their own children. It seemed [hat Houston was looking for someone with international business negotiating skills who could assist him in putting together a large enough sales_ deal to finance a manufacturing operation. After spending a few days of complimentary consulting time with him, I had made some rather interesting and intriguing observationsabout the man and his ideas. First of all, Houston did have a legitimate, potentially prohtable idea concerning the manufacture of an electrical capacitor device that could increase energy efficiency for large industrial consumers. Secondly, Houston favorably impressed me as a calculated risk-taker. Thirdly, Houston agreed to ltnance my production of a marketing plan for presentation to potential foreign buyers. And finally, Houston agreed that I would run the company as President, if and when I sold "No problem!" that plan. I thought, part of this "budding" relationship was my awareness of fhe intriguing Houston's propensity for dishonesty. I felt an urgent need for legal advice on how to insure contractualprotection from Houston. Within days, Houston and I had conceptually and contractually agreedto start up the business. I designeda logo and assignedthe name UniPhayse. The contracts we entered bound both of us to our respective areas of commitment and was iron clad. Houston's willingness to participate in my legal protection maneuverfurther perplexed me, "honesty type" clausescontained in the agreement. At becauseof the obvious "keep it clean" the time, in my mind, I had determined that if Houston could and perform his role, we would be able to make this company successful. If not, I owned the company lock, stock, and banel and could still make it work. Months later, with business and marketing plans in my briefcase and a demonstrationmodel of the proposed product in hand, Houston and I boarded an airplane to Hong Kong. We were met upon arrival by a tall, well-dressed, Korean gentleman who introduced himself as William Yoon. He owned an international shipping company. His ships canied practically everything from scrap metal to Chinesesilkworm missiles all over the world. Mr. Yoon, as he preferred to be called, in keeping with Far Eastern protocol, was interestedin negotiating a joint venture company with his friends in the most populated nation on Earth, The People's Republic of China. All had been made by Mr. Yoon's staff for Houston, myself, and him arrangements to fli to Beijing the followiirg day to begin negotiations'with the Mining Ministry. After several days of exhausting discussionstlroug! an interpreter almost-entirely between myself and the deputy director of the Chinese Mining Ministry, it appearedas though we had a workable deal. An'elegant banquet was ordered by our gracious Chinese hosts, and it was there I learned that the Mining Ministry was a part of the Chinese Ministry of Defense. Feelings of patriotism welled up in me for the first time in my life. I


was aware that china was engagedin supplying missiles to Libya, a Middle -in Easterncountry with whom the u.s. wa-s conflict. The ihinese were swapping missiles and other weapons for cheap Libyan light crude oil. The chinese were about the only country in_the woild who darid defy the Reagan Administration's trade embargo. Th-ese fleeting thoughts of being involved #ith the ch-inesemilitary felt treasonousto me. Attrroultr uncomfo-rtablewith the ideaof a business venture with such potential for political disaster,I reminded myself that hundredsof other u.S. companieswer6 alreadv in china. Houston refusedto discussthe subject. During the _retu_rn flight from Beijing to Hong Kong, I confrded my patriotic concerns to Mr. Yoon knowing that he would soon become mv business partngi. He eloquently relieved my fears of potential disaster with a complicatedexplanation that made sense at the fime. This man potitely informed me that we could not lose money as he and I would have interirir control over all product salesrevenue generlted outside of china. Bv chinese law.for joint venture companies, 60vi of all manufactured product- musr go outside China. Houston and I returned to Tennessee and I briefly met his wife, Cathy, for the first time when she greeted us at the gate. she appea.edto me to be young, beautiful,very dumb, and dressedlike a prostitute.' I Dacedmv walli to 5'e severalstepsaway from her as we headedto the baggagecjaim arei. within a few weeksof this visit, a delegation oI-ctrineseelectricalengineers and finance experts were flown to our Tennessee offrce for more neeoiiations and to collect technical production data (we held) for future manrifacturing purposes. departedfor china, I received a mysteriousphone ..Soon after the delegatio_n call from someoneat the U.S. Department of State, aka the State Department. It seemssomeonein my chinese delegation had earlier been refused entry into this country_dueto_his being rdentifred as an international weaponssuppli6r for terrorists. This telephone voice assured me that there were iro probi6ms that would arise and that this information was not to be publicized. i ttranteo trim and assuredhim the information was secure. A couo]e of_months later, my new Hong Kong partner, Mr. yoon, invited me' my wife, Houston and his wife, cathy, to come to china for the official signing of the chinese joint venture agreeinent. when I asked Houston if he and his wife would attend, he flatly replied, "No". He had already booked his "act" and could not cancel. I then bffeled to escort his wife and mine to china. He responded''no".again, that it was too far and too expensive for a pleasure tnp. I was relieved becauseI had already learned enough of the chin'ese languageto know our partners did not like or respect him, ind cathy's demeanor embarrassedme. I later learned that Holston's "gig" wai to "trancesport"/transport cathy and little Kelly to the infamous-Eohemian Grove for Drostltutron. tvty china-with a! the pomp and circumstancewent well as expected, even though my wife _andI werb irr the process of separating for a divorce. However, just before I was prepared to return to the U.S., f received some extraordinary information from a man who showed me chinese Ministry of Defensecredentials that gained my full and complete attention. This man was in possessionof a file on me that could have only been gained through a thorough investigation of my past professional associltions. tlis english iicills were only strong enough to roughly, nervously translate some of the-file's con-


tent. This man had photographic proof of a U.S. Department of Defense security clearance I once held. He acknowledged that the _"Chineseknew all about he". Thoughts of blackmail raced across my mind. These thoughts instantly disappearedwhen he began to voice his government's true concerns. Their cbncernSwere about Alex Houston and his involvement with the CIA, drugs, money laundering, child prostitution, and the blg one h9 saved for last, slavery. No mention of mind control was offered, although-he did comment "very bad man" and his crimes were "of the White House". that Hbuston was a "Eyes Only" Disbelief was in order 5ut not possible, due to the wide array of stampedand initialed (official) CIA letterheadand U.S. Government documents he slowly flashedbefore my eyes. "officer" was that Houston was too stupid. and My hrst response to this"intelligence". This comment was quickly crooked to be cbnnected to U.S. countered with a gut wrenching photograph of Houston. He was smiling a demonic grin while apparently having anal sex with a small,. very young' frightened-Blackboy. I:ter he,wasidentified to me asbeing Haitian' -When confrontd with this horrific information and the apparentvalidity of it,' I asked, "What do you (your government)want me to do?" "Get'rid of nim, distanceyourself from him and all of his tte reptied, associates". I respondedby asking him how he thought I could accomplish this task. He '?ny way you cfr'oose". I told him that regardlessof what he had seen stated, Americai te|ivision concerning violence, the only way I knew was to force of him out by purchasing his company stock, and I needed ryoney to do it. He 'Givb us the figure and make the arrangements. It is done." said, -to Tennessee with a Chinese government contract for i had returned products valued at thirty-one million dollars. Stapled to it was a telex letter of iredit made out to me and the company from Houston's bank connection, the New York branch of the now infamous Bank of Credit and Commerce International(B.C.C.I.). The amount was one million dollars in U.S. funds. The contract was worth approximately ten million dollars in gross proht for Mr. Yoon and me. Given the charge by the Chinese to immediately discharge Houston of his -what my plan of action would have to be. Any othel duties, I knew exactly approachto resolving this problem could backfire and all would be lost. And -employer of mine (when I worked fo1 ealit{ sin-ce a former, indirect International dirways), the CIA,- was implicated, I knew one mistake and it iould cost mimy life.' A comforting thotight prwailed and I reminded myself Houston was noi only comrpt, but stupid. The CIA must not have respected him either. Otherwise why would he have had to go outside his circle of powerful perverts to recruit me for an internationalbusinessdeal. I drov-eto my ofhce to begin the processof discovering something Houston "must have donb" that would breach the performance contract he and I had signed when we started the company. Houston was out of town supposedly doing one of his entertainmentgigs, so I had complete, unotstructed accessto all fiies, his included. As I had mentally predicted during the long flight from Hong Kong, the entire ferreting process took about fifteen minutes. It seemed -Houston and the old acquaintance who had introduced him to me were, as that I collected the shipping bills and, they say, "selling out the back door'. iroiicatiy enough, the bank deposit slip Houston had retained when he cashed and deposited the customer's check. There was even a letter copy where


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FBI, and the MOB (Mafia) are the same, and they're making their moves on the military." I responded, "I already know that, but how do I savethesetwo people?" He said, "OK. Get the mother on the phone while her handler is gone. Use the usual hang up code of dial and ring twice, hang up call back, ring once, hang up and call back. Tell her you're God. Give her a biblical passage. They're all Christian basedprogrammed around here." Understanding that this procedure would gain Cathy's full attention, the General continued, "She'll do anything, and I mean anything--except toast Houston--that you command her to do. Remember, God commands. Find yourself a preacher who knows the Bible and get a double-bind verse. You know what to do--for God's sake. And, listen, if you do this, you're on your uMark, this is nuts," he pleaded. Go to China and take them with you. Forget about this Red, White and Blue cesspool. It'll clean up. There's lots of good guys in the inside busting their assesto stop this mess, but you're not going to savethe world." I injected, "No, just my ass and a couple of people who Uncle considers somethingother than human." Then we briefly chatted about some fine points of the rescue and how to legally stop Houston from taking her back. I never saw this friend again. Walking back to my car, I listened again in my mind to his haunting words, and my own life suddenly seemedlike a scratchedphonograph record with the needle following the same groove over and over again. The thoughts in my head were suddenly very unpatriotic--a far cry from the feelings I had expressed in China concerning Mr. Yoon's involvement in shipping Chinese missiles to Libva. Now I felt pure rage for what my country had become during the years after I had bowed out of doing defensework. For once my own mind seemedto be my worst enemy. Hatred for everything consumedme. I loved what my country had once represented to me, but now I was ashamedto be an American. And unbeknownst to me at the moment. soon I would be ashamedof being a male, basedon Cathy and Kelly's memories. During the long, usually boring drive to my secluded house in the wilderness southwest of Nashville, I distinctly recall considering the inherent risks in the formula I was given for "stealing" two slavesfrom under the cokefilled noses of the CIA. Mv concerns were not of whether I could do it. but related to my friend's question of, "What are you going to do with them?" My thoughts went blank as I muttered to myself, "Life is getting complicated again". I then consoled myself with the old adage of "first things Itrst". Within a few days, I had played God and coordinated the move of Cathy and her 8-year-old daughter, Kelly, out of Houston's house into a nearby apartment. All of this was totally unbeknownst to Houston. As instructed, I had deliberately placed the powerful coded suggestionsinto Cathy's mind. These commandspartially bridged her own amnestic true perceptions that Alex was going to kill her. Little did I know that the messageI was provided to block Houston's former control of her was true. Cathy and Kelly seemed to me to be very disoriented and somewhat disconnectedfrom reality. In their new, sparsely fumished kitchen, I listened quietly to Cathy excitedly explain that 'God had sent me" to her. She "knewu 14

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se!.up hguse with- her mother. we filed for a noncontested divorce. I agreed to sell the houseand what remained ofourjoint possessions. still unable to secure expert help for caihy and Kelly, I maintained their safety by moving them into my housieuntil it was sold. If ivas durine this time that I was approachedby a neighbor who said he had seensomeonet[rough his binoculars wearing a gun and taking pictures of my house. Other such intirsive vrsits by gnkng_wq personsfollowed suit. I was getting real nervous. I again called on a cIA operative I knew who worked within Nashville's corrupt law enforcementelite who, days later, informed me to "get mv ass out of there now--som@ne wanted me dEid!" When I asked why, ie said, "you know damn good and well why!" The house sold quickly and I had al-readydecided to walk away from my company, nly_cgntlacts, and the one million dollars on deposit as-a letter of credit at B.c.c.I. in New York. Mr. yoon came to Nashville. He purchased Houston's stock. I returned Mr. Yoon to the aimort. Mv last words to him were, "Farewell, friend". He knew nothing of what was going on and I have never seenor spoken.wilt tti.r qgain. Thaiafternoon I cldaned'outmy office, handed the keys to the landlord, closed out my personal and compairy banli accounts. I had becqm.e.angry beyond anything I had ever experienced. In retrospect, ., . this_was birthing processof evolution from man to patriot. the I now gnly wanted-answersto what was going on in my government. We needed to be safe while I searched for these anlwers. My-next stop in this pursuit would be Las V_egas, Nevada. Once there, I met with some frwerful, underworld characters I had befriended back in my aviation days it eapitai "packaging" gambling jrinkets lnternational Airways while for theie characters. I telt contrdent that these guys would protect me at least until I could hnd out w,f1t and wlo cathy knew. I was remin_ded these men that they were a part by of the cIA's new funding operations. one oi them flippantly remarked while "You chom-ping Cuban cigar, his can't hide an egg in a feh holse, fella". My. contact then coldly informed me thaa I had becom6 involved in something that affected_ oui National Security. I lied to this ',wise guy" and cryptically responded,"Oh, well. I'll take them (Cathy and Kellv) io ntasta gnd play like a voiceless chameleon". In retrospect, this spontandus [e must have-workg{to.protect me from "red shirting" myself to b-ecome the recipient of a CIA/MOB hit. "parkedu stay i.n I-as vegas for a few more days .9uthy and.I contir_r-ued-to wSiting to. retrieve Kelly from a last minute (suspected-clA) court ordered viiit with. her biological I:tei, I would-learn from Kelly's {athpr,. wayne.cox. medical reports that she had spent Christmasvacation "in hell.,, I was now alone in my mind, scared, and going broke fast. Once again I felt totally alienated from everything and evlrvbbdv in mv life. ei tnis moment, I began constantly_ reminding myself ttrai I w'asdoing the only thing I knew for sure right. Realistically, I-was astride the prov-erbialtijer and I )v^qs could not get off its back and survive.-

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To sa.feguard preciouste€nage my son, Mason, from being hurt and/or unwltunglyused as.a pawn to force me to remain silent, I-had virtuallv bond. I lovedand missed very niuch.and still do'. him $stroyeqour tather/son The resultant emotionalpai-nfrom the deception ana sepdraiion-'i""rn"o u" to compounding within me andwasconsuming being. hy I had, in the courseof rescuing cathy-andKelly] shunned insultedmy and son,collapsed company,simur-taneouily my orchestiitedt*" di";;c*;d ;ie all personar treasures.I worried I would neverseemy elderly motheragain. Her healthwasdeteriora{ng. I Ih" tailoredclothes *oie no r-oigeirii ,ne, as t forty pounds anOtootceO skeletal. Chronici"i6r,ii", i'ryo,ptorn lll}r^t^:::l ctepressionryr".Uy felt, was slowly driving-mema'd. My'o*n ^";j".^yl"l: memory I snon-rcrm wasbeginning fail. I had-noticed-for first time in to the gJ:r mrny y€arsthat I was stu-ttering whenenunciating certainwords. I knew mls wasJust the begrnning a long and dangerouiexpedition searchof of in answers. r^stoodalone,with eyesclosed,on the ship'sice-covered As steeldeck, a strange feelin_g relief washidover me. I hadsomeho*r-"e"d io iemerue, of " I began rrom whereI could draw "emergency strength. sile-ntly praying for inner strength and glidance thro-ugh'a meaitationt""ffii&;I'd i"ffidd i;; ago.. a .Immediately,I experienced feetingof peacefulsi,tr-aszurance we thdt wouldsurviveto t€ll our story. Suddenlv became I aware-that icy wind was freezingmy face and hands. the '.tpf"t"ntly I was elatei that I could r"et ig*n. I had repressed my tactile

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tnroughrce and snow would take about three days to complete. unfortunately^, it gave me time to think. , Due to€ativecash flow situation, rearisticallyI knew there was no praceto run or hlde lrom the CIA. Cathy and Kelly seernedhappy and believed they were safe. This was my number orie priorityi F"i ri, i'riJulo trust ttrat my escape. plan_would convince interested^ clA--personnel that *J-no longer reprgsente! a threat tg theil security. The plair was based on an ancient psychologicalwarfare formula develoied by thi Romans. t waniea lo Dortrav myself as akin to a character in a bad'Reagin 1*esrernf 'noui" *d-rid; fi;;ha sunsetnever to be heard.from again. Thinking to myself that where we were hgaped.geographically, there was=nosun to setlat leatt untit iprins.- L,ateone nlght abolt.mid way into our voyage, I sought the solitude'that"the outside rorward oeck would afiord me. I was thankful for the wind-driven sleet and s^noy tFt stung and clgsed thought. lry.?ye-s and opened^my mind foi6;sed ,'strungbut"

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6. I providedcathy adequate food, vitamins,water,and sreep restore to her failing physical healrh. "mind movie 7. I taught cathy how to view her memories a on screen. ratherthanre-experirince the; thr;ugi; ttre'mino,s;uinu"rt"rl'iiv';',iotanism. 8. I instruct6d cathy-how to trince terserfand-JiltJitf," le*pttr trer of trancestatethrougha self-hypnosistechnique ^ Eonleregara 'n.aiLion). This was put in place to avoid possiblecoritamination inoT- .onr*ion of her memories,. which might had r "sJ 1--r,ypno;;"i;d.;tffii .have happened technique knownasgurseo rmaqerv. 9.. gglnt was no.t allowed-to'readbooks, newspapers, magazines, or "'-'catr,y to watch TV, or to discusswith Kelly anything ,tt'"-'.."ittea. hia experienced l,ifetime of informatio'ncohtrol"and tdef;;; a had minimal contamination memoryto sort_through.rhis rule *ii ut* unoiistood of --'--' and resrylted^!,V Kelly,.whos-e memories weiebeginning i"rf*i. to ru. A' Denavlorpattems and social habits cathy exhibited were re_ throughlgglcatdiscussion g11mined. between us. All pie-estabiistreo uetravior p"rr?Tti routines, were itoppel corfiet"ry. i::l::9ilg"llly to weara wrist re-scheduted-or r r. r requrred her watchtwenty-four houisa day, to al'ertme of any "lost-time" felt she*as e*periincing. she time, wiihouttrauma, 'iviiiieas .r.osing is a strongindicationthat personalitv switctrin! f-;firrin;.' ' ableto account time is air indicato'r recovery occurf;ne. for that is The memories cathy yas weretrofriutJueyo"8 anythingI had Jecgvelrng heardanyole speakabout. I oftenwondered di falle;"in"love wittr iai 1ve.J the resurtof my .develo-ping psychological maladyknown as the StockholmSyndrome._ Those trrbultrtsndvrlr both-ered i,;i i-tew r had il C"1!!,V_. I had heard"lougt horro_r gr3'y: tg^|gy"from Catfryana Xeily to post TraumaticStressDisorder(pTSb). know fiom The :..:T^:9i":lll"pq disorderwent symptoms this of unnoticed cathy and Kelly ulause they too by werePTSDed, hadbeenall their lives. and rapi{Iy.. My regained , My own.healthb.gT lo.deteriorate body weight r was exferienctng incr&iuii-sto.dcr, pain, 9:r;t1,j: T:l.l iyg.9lte.asain... vomlrlng'- dlarrhea. I wasliterallyliving on a patentmedicine and knodrn t6 "secur6"phoie ulcer sufferersas Maalox. A call'to a oocioiiriend in the "lower 48" produced the nameof a locai internal medicine6;iJi; I could trust. .Aw^are mypredicament, physician of my friendmadJtnJippointr.nt on my oenarr thrsdoctorto,prepgecertainin-officetests. oni-of the tests, ror sloTach. tulie,'showed rhat as a resultof a *aiei-Uornepar_ :"ttlC ij9^*g-p.!_.^holes in the asrte' there were walls of my stomach. He recommenided emergency sulqgry. I replied, "No. How riruchlonger can I live with this beloresurgery?" "It He said,. depends how well youcanfollow my instructions". on proutem,'- said..y.itt" a'few daysof i"eaingryr"ii'int "u.nourry I ."\q andrakingtheprescribed medications, begair recover. I to It was during this recoveryperiod thit I beganmy telephone searchfor




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oh, be algrt. Everybody's watching this guy so anythingyou say, they (thebad guys)will know." "Thankyou very much,"I replied. Somewhere the processdf finding relgrrar professionaily in acquainte 3 with Dr. Hammond, ielephoned I dissociitive disordeis-speciuiirt.'or. Bennet Braun,a well-known published and psychiatrist chicag'o,-i[i"ols. I learned in from our conversation he had air entirehospitaluniiai:olciieaio ttrerapy thal for people like cathy and 5elly. I wondered aithe time *rrv fiii nu,ne wasn,t prevrousty provided me for a consultation. a resultof thisbrief telephon to As encorrnter,.,I lgqrned that Dr. Braunhada numberof patients it""g *'"iiiiri on list for a "bed" within this..facility.The doctorthen rit*ia.a rn" the nameand telephone. number of a "friend-" he confrded in,'reojii ai[azine senior investigative reporterCivia Tamarkin. reoptglTime Lif.e mag.azJrle. rgporterwas to be my biggest -,_j^"ii3"^rllg y!i1 srngre error of Judgement in thepursuit helpfulinformation.I woulds60n i&rn me :*.y*,il9ilftly-re_sponsible for nearlycbsting my life, anddid-i"dir;tlt cosr lrer for "expert" therapy--which an6ther is bookin itself. -Kelly chance rpo!: with Civia, shedroppedimportantnareJfit! a maple .-^^\T_a^I f,-rl! atter rree orops leaves a frost. I audio tape recorded practically all conversations thisseemingly informed;o!rce,thenandin theyears with well -nie to follow. civia first provided the nameand ptroni numue;;i iil" Boston an by-the name of Steve Hassen. -'9eprogrammer," ex-Moonieprogrammer Next,.she_provided nameandp^hoi'e the numberto contact lotvn "iottv" west at ycl4. Re_luctantly, gave nie the referral I needed 6omruriicatewith she to DI: cgry H_ammond. The later contract being the only "briefly helpful', one with whomI wouldspeak. Ptso impaired judgement, telephoned programmer I Steve .- Hassen, advrce how ror on Kelly (only),whichresulted in-hiscomingto Apparently,-his agenda. t9 traumarize iviq Cittry Uy usiriga :Ii,h, code- tngger 1$9 to weil-Known her to run for her life-from me. rhrJ method-he employed .gouldhavebeeneffectirrc,but fortunatelyfo1 cathy and Kelly, his robotic delivery like his moral ethicswas very poor. I learnid thaiHassen's respect hil ucLA psychiatrist y,91::d_T{roglded professional. for friends,Dr. west€nd Dr. Margaret Singer,derivedfrom sinisterreasons.Little did I know that L,r. West had worked for the cIA in project MK-Ultra mind-control research decades.It seems for someof Dr. west,j cIA support&iiiearch haa beenexposed a congressional by investigator the MK-'frira iioiect in tte of lvlus. However survived publicscrutiny he the because u.s. Gbvernmen the had, in-elsence,halted further irivestigation nim *a ttit *otk unoer the o'r gyrse. _His onty rep6rtedcrime was for f.ilin!-an elephani Ilf"g an overdose ISD -lTTrV of wlth in the presence schoolchildren. ihese ficts t of ygy]9 t?"L3fter cathy anj I spokE with him by phoneand suusequent disaster 'l-his struckus. too is another storvin itself. Dr. and myselfwere informative -moii-u"tu"ute .The phonecalls between Cory Hammond and supportive._He proved himseif to be the singt6, tiu" rntormatlon asset would know in my questfor experttherapy I advice. Iater Dr. Hammond delivered the mentarto hialth comminityttrro'ultr symposlum i presentation l99l,.the wholetruthashe knewit on th[:topic6f min-din control. flls aovlsorylnstructron me on a-particular to Ericksontechnique painless, for nonabreactive memoryrecovery, calied"revivification",literally saved premy 22

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I-ater that evening, Cathy, Kelly and I would make the last of emergency 9rives to seek mediial help'for Kelly. At Anchoraee's Humana Hospital, cathy'and I met with the young, r

l:,e E9 -! alt ano' perhaps'.tnghtened to.Kelry'sun-exprainable as deteriorating conaitic requested privatemeeting shecomolied. a and After aboutthirty minutes my exftainingwhat cathy and Kelly hadt of rescued {rory, I defiied mind contr6lid G;:""L;;i.E-il1r,;;.'3ie'1rne.a r consulted with a local female.psychiatrist, pat patriikio'"u"ruui" k"[y. Dr. The evaluationwascompletrJd Oi. patrick invited C"it n--A "uentu and me,_ her office for a consultation. This was to ue xetiv's first offi to evaluation that indicated she suffered from Muliipri- fiiiti"irii" piro, a seriouspsychologicaldisorder resulting froh *""i1, ^iA ,"d ^ry1_?1,' trauma. I then askedDr. patrick if shecould arrangefor a sexualabusespeciali beenabused.Shecompliedl rt e ie-suiir*ete ' leqrfr.if Kelly_had 'arncK .and uathy seemedalmost relieved at this validation.ioJitiu". The res srcKened me. -- Kelly's-asthmastabilizedat Humanaand she was transferred cha to for in-hospjtal care. Dr. nat ict apparenUy proul ll:{llrl.llltlil,uosnitaf me Dest care sheknew.- unfortunatelyit was inade4uate.Mbnthspaisedr the Stateof Alaskawelfare.authorities'beganifii,ilK;ily^*", io not'irnpro andher ineffective carecosts were. mounti-ng thousandi aori"r, *""ruy. by o? of ^ . Dr. lltrick' ^cathy-,and I, with the cdbp6ration thJ iennesseevior unmes uriums commis-slon, begansearching a hospitalthat would acc for Medicaidinsurance. Finalry,on-ewas locaft-in ow;;b*, rl,ii""r.y *r.,


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all the bills for her'm there. I:.ter we would learn, eleganl that trospitat facility *i, noir,ing,n than a human warehouse that colected-wtratevii-reesiil6 ilHJ'and sr q^"]^"TT,9lf wouldpay themper..child resident. A pretty placeto see,but caretor.Kelly wouldproveto be "lessthannothing".the befor.g Kelly.was-transferied this Kentuckyhosp to .D^ur1ng summer and cathy was recov_ering satisfactrjrily, felt it was sareioleauei't'eir site I marl could tlnd work. we desperately needed moneyto travel, to live, and returnto the "lower 48" with Xelly in the winter. I quickly secured job- at acollege as an interviewe -AlaqkaBusiness prospective students.My salesnperformance" resulted ,v Gins;iomoted in two weeksfrom an admissions-representativeDirector'of eE,fiiisions. to muchmoneyas possibre irom my ea-ingJouiiitr" ""ii'nre mon fanked.ap ro provrderor our move, to be closerto {e!!v: The thoughtof the separa agonythat would exist berween cathy and K6lly servedai a ieminder or r ongqingseparation fr_oqmy son, whofrrI had nof heardr.oo, in armost" vea, cathy, on ill advice irom me, cailed her father and u"eeil-?ot' ,t financialhelp for.Kelly's sake. H;i f;th;r-;i;;^$ili ;;;i,Fft;ur tocat "This is America. and commented, Unlessyou comeback to Michieanalor It ttrat 1111t^1 Tptt"_ own was this statement- triggered Cathy;i'repres memonesot her tortured childhoodby this aflegedpervert and sh salesman, O'Brien. Earl Soonthe FBl,telephoned cathy andtold her that sheneeded "voluntari to cometo the Anchorage FBI office for questioning. upon arrival, cathy w

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tlre last of our informedthat she was under federal investigation for attempting !o extort money from her father. Qgthylooked strangelyrelievedwhen she heard thesecharges. Iater I wouldlearn that she knowing for sure she was no-t "crazy,' or lell belle.r. delusional thather fatherdid in fact d6 ttrose and thingsio t"i -o-t"i brothers andsisters. Kelly had been and y"r ope+y pympathetic reportedty DOJ "inspired,, the . rnepherd. then ,_..Jll^M tq:n!subsequertly rnvestrgatlon was droppedupon his recomm6ndation. This-agent wenton to secure cashdonation a throughhis Mormon churchthat enablei us eveituallv to leave jurisdiction. ,and his s..nrst officiai It is noteworthvthat during this sametime, alry Disorder -throughanotherspecialagentat i-[""*Ti"!"raing : and repeated theAnchorage gffce, I fias interrogitea'f;;;;i;t an lBi unrelated crime involving my ex-wife an-d lawyer uossin noriai. r m"* her, I now know that the FBI was, in effecl, "Grpti"e 6--d"-rton rnn sespecialist to credibjlity advocate carhy and Kelly throughiheir inieiti'g;tid;ift;;? as for posrtive. Dr. and h'erlawy-er was sotveA,"anO tawyir frir rne results ryf l?:-}:I _r_"f accompllce_ convicted 91wife was Sg"irpl of first degree murdei. My ex-wifebecame stat'e's a witness wasacquitted. and d-to Charter "se€"my ex-wife However, daysiater I would beingarrested processed and nuy provided on^lne popular. national television show "unsolved Mysteries,'. That s p.assed and unlortunate involvedonly one homicideand madethe irationalnews for case ot rmprovine weels to come. In contrast,cathy's testimony,with proofs provided FBI ; weeklv. officials,was filed and deli6eratelycovered upl-fo" {u-*-o*'o}'National sseeViolent Security. tou-ld accept The fall season Alaska was now quickly giving in to winter and the in "t dust" (snow). was re-coaring suhdunoiig rount inr. The air flhe lnlu.}gti.9q becomrng rippy. The ghange- seasons of si,gnaled another change Y.fl.l.tlntqty T,let move *'tnrn my newt'amily. soonto the tcentuc[y rmlng $gtty;glsgging to be transferred more Valley Institute Psychiatry of (V.I.F.). -saving t and shte cathy and-I had been every dollar I could earn during my brief ee,but the tenure AlaskaBusiness at college in preparation our move f,ack'to the for "lower 48". I. hospi1"I. I realizednow that cathy had gone into a stateof recoveryknown as :u sideso "fusion". long sinceitoppedswitching personaritler -a-r,ioE."or" " .shq.frad v€,:tnd to and.logicat lady. she wasno longersusceptible anyone gSlily: rnrerhgent, to mggenng to.go againstor away from me. she continued iournal her her yiewerof to tnumahc memories wasprofessionally and adjudged stable. )Toted in on ,.fhp lassaee shipsand ferriesouf of lnitrorage to Seattlewas booked slons. I solldlor monthsahead. They would only acceptfrEight and/or vehicles. I e months purchased one-way . two, ticketi on AlaskaAirtine's ano Sroufhio"r ruriii-i"r, rparation to i.lZ-6,.AMC Pacer, ind remainingbelongingJ th" An?ii;;ge-i'o"rc ro, rofmy snlpment. ayear. ready )r some .and _^^*99:lltt as wg p,"ck* 1v_erq to boardour flighr, a nEuby. volcano erupted and haltedall air traffic in or irut of Anchorase ihe f6r location roilowlng two_ weeks. we waited anxiouslyfor the aimort to reofon. we r alone, wouldleavefirst and Kelly and her nursewbuld soonfoilow. rnii'would be pressed thefust stepof whatwoulcibe an endless journeyin our puriuii ofjurtit". I slave



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. . our much anticipated arrival into the seattle (washington) International Airport .terminal heralded nery b"gi!tt-ng. Cathy appeared'to be openly 1 optimistic that perhaps, at long last,-Kelly would doonhave her ctranci ro'r recovery. Privately, I. felt much- less hopeful. I knew from past personal experierces and through {y "insider sgg1c9s" that mental healih physicians from the private sector of society had little acquaintance with secret u.S. Government mind-control research. The only mind-control information these doctors had access to for the most part was from the hysterical comments supplied them by their-troubled patienls. Hysteria, in this 6ase, as a symptom of misinformation is highly contagious, and therefore spread'througt(ou't ttre mental health profession. Many practitioners displayed symptom-s of the -thrbugh "ostrich syndrome" to me, their peeis, and patients fear and chronic denial. It was 1990, the beginning of the last decade of this century and the millennium, and most mental health physicians remained in a state of denial concerning the existenceof mind conEol-. Mental health as a science is barely one-hundred.yearsof age. Truly an industry in its infancy in relation to tG other recognizedhealing arts. Due to mental health's infancy and the fact that it is rooted in the archaic, mystical theories of Jung and Freud, combined with the non-availabilitv oi governmentcontrolled researchinformation, the term "mental health" is vidwed by patients and doctors alike as an oxymoron. PatientsI have interviewed who suffer from dissociative disorders frequently refer to the profession as "mental -unfortunately hell," and their well-intentioned provlder ai "the rapist". for all parties concerned, in many reported instancesthese cruel labels are consistent with. the.quality of.the car. prov_idg!. whereas I strongly support, in concept, i: the healing arts existing in the fields of mental health Ihat corilo 6e applied'iri the treatment of mind-control patients, I cannot foresee their appliiition in meeting the needsof thesg.patienls without some radical changesinblur National Security Act. Around 1970, r recall witnessing a "mild" cale in ooint. I was overseeingthe video taping of-a ToP SECRET psychiatric experim'entinvolving I yo-ungman wto had suffered brain damage resulting from s6me type of severE head trauma. .This p_atient was ambulatory. g" corild not rememblr anything, express himself, or for that matter, think. He was not brain dead. rre wi6 mi1d. !ead.. fhroug! the.application of ? combination of experimental drugs and hi+ech electronic technology _involving harmonics, his brain was beiig "retrained" to permit constructed thought piocessesto commence. The braiil scar tissue that was inhibiting his ability to think was being chemicalty and electronically Qy-pqssed. I equated thii experimental procdiure !o the "hot Ijring] of an ignition switch of an automobile to preclude the use of a key. The extraordinary procedure and subsequent results 6f this experimental therafy was meticulously recorded. The record, tape, and doctor notes were droprifi into a security envelope and were taken 6y courier to Fort George M#de, Marvland.



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ln lhe present climate, referring mind-control victims to mental health professionals for treatment would be-tantamount to subjecting a patient needing delicate surgery to a surgeon who was blind-folded-and hand-cuffed. Th; knorvledge of -these c-onditionsproduced the private opinion I withheld from -C.athy .when sle .professed optimism for Kelly's latesi recovery opportunity. Nevertheless,-cathywas nearing complete recoVeryand we bothiecolnized we were doing all we could at the momenl to provide for Kelly's needs. "who" within our governmdnt is interested in . -Pertr,aps ileltifying withholding vital,medi?l researchfindings and-technologies information from the mental health profession could provide a foundati6n of understanding. ry personal experienceswhile working for capital lnternational Airwayi, 5r.o* l. tormed a strong opinion that addresses this question. However, the answer that mirrors my perception was.later gloquenily provided by a washington, -Hunt, D.C. _news correspondentand journalist,- Lind-a in her book SZcrei Agenda.6 The historical basis for this book are the declassifiedDoD documents identifying Projegt Paperclip as being the secret importation/relocation of Nazi and Fascist scientistinto the United Statesover a forty-year period. These brilliant criminal .scientists were primarily iocused on two areas of research,rockets an{ the mind. They were-placedin positions of authority in, among others, prestigious universities, colleges, industries, and NASA. buei th.e yearg, these imported criminals have diiectly influenied our society with advanced rocket technologies_ and mind-contrdl applications througtr u.s. Government sponsored-research. According to Seciit Agenda, Nazism, as a philosophy an-d f9q of gjrvernment, is alive and destro-ying6ur countiy, in part, as a result ofProject Paperclip. I can attest to this statement frgm.personal knowledge gained during my employment at capital lnternational Airways, which is nam--ed one oT th6 as primary transportersfor Project Paperclip. These were background facts for sohe of the thoughts that rushed through my mind on our long drive from Seattleto the SoutheaslemU.S. I was anxiois to discover the end results of my telephonecampaign in the pursuit of justice I had waged while in Alaska. our first destinationwould be Huntsville, Alabama. This southernu.s. city is famous for its tourism_ centerpiece,the NASA owned u.S. Spaceand Rocktit center. The town also boasts of being home to more pentagoir, black-budget, U,!. dollars.per capita than anyplace in America. Cath-y liarbors a very $ffeqenl opinion_of this town,.its poti* force,-and the NASA researchfacility'. 'to For cathy and Kelly, Huntsville had been a place they were regularlv taken by Alex Houston for hi-tech torture and the produ'ction of Etrita'ano aautt pornography films. . This trip to Huntsville would be different for cathy, except for one aspectof her previous experiences. Both she and I would reolive oui first threat-to our lives.,inour.pursuit of justice from law enforcement. This was surprising to me and "normal" for Cathv. - Ttrq -lead-upto thil threat began with my phone call to a Huntsville based legal aid group known as the National Rsvicilation of child Advocates. This 9rggi.3ti9n publicized that it was formed through the leadership efforts of the local district attorney 'Bud' crammer, who is kn6wn to his constituentsas nGun Ban Bud". After supplying thi.l advocacy center with cathy's recollections of her past experiencesin Huntsville, we were contacted by tivo Huntsville city


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l:lglly j* cgytL proceeding,- five lawyers with opposing ^^.Ilto..yg1^", partrat vrctory. Kelly..was transferred Chartar to Uos:liitat ii l,Tny:.I",ll1d 1 Ntempnrs' Iennesseewhere

Mickey-Miller and echoed by his friend and subordinateLt. Miner said, "you be_st f_orget this woman; walk away from alt .t;gll{.J19"Js. Jacobs said, "There,s nothing wrong lll.l"igy P.9,t9I..V,our]lealrh.changes." wltn that lod that her father (cox) can't fix. she just has allergies. yo-u'o besi forget you ever heard of either 6ne of them." f rtau" art-ttrir'conversation on audio tape. Within a few months of these threats came others threateningboth our lives and liberty _{r9ry e1ery branch of law enforcemenr *itrriri ittJ stat" or Tennessee. This included the Nashville office of the FBI. The latter was in the form of a "clerical mistake" on.the part of the FBI that was to be ; "rrime up; I secureda lawver. and was subsequently dropped, but oily after

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fj::Tll"llgl.campaigl...lrom theassrstance Bill Rosswho alsoprovidedconstant of moralsuDport. felt.uncomfoitable exposing gentte periSislike Bill - cathyandI have_always Ross to such horrific informationas pertainsto trau-mi-based mind control. However, we have l*1"* over..tha.yearsthrough our puOtic-speating ^ engagements and consultations anii others ttrat, g6neratt! .with _ptrysicians knowingyn! theyare no tonger-'"l tt L t6p of thi: lp.lktlg, rygpl_e.appreciate food chain." Bill Rosslike hundreds oth6rsnever give up hope'that we of wouldlive to tell our storv. sincewe retumedfrom Alaska. The lessons learned ., Five yFrs q?yqpasseil through thrstrarl-blazing effort in our pursuitofjustice should neverbe taught p".pgr1tttould-have eiperience heartache, ro the desperation, ind l1gy,ol1. N9 gnndlng poverty thatCathy,Kelly, andI havehadto live with. Du.nng the winding down portion of our information dissemination Cafhy me wittr an idea she thoughtcoutO-tr.tpus win !1T,?19nt pubhc sllpport. lgprgached She had repeatedly commented that she wanted do rescue 'Dlna' Reed,daughter Serdrna of actor/singer Jerry Reedof smokey And rhe 30

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DISCHARGE IAGNOSES: D Dissociative Disorder AXIS I: AXIS II: AXIS III: AXIS Iv! AXIS v: Post TrauRatic Bronchial Precipitating ltighest levei Stresg Disorder

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Mind control is absolute. Under MK-Uftra Project Monarch trauma-based nindcontrol, I lost control over my own free will thoughts--I could not think to question, reason, or consciously comprehend--I could only do exactly what I was driven to do. Those who controlled my mind, and ultimately my actions, "gods". But it was my experiencethat claimed be "aliens," "demons," and to perpe-TRAITORS of New World Order controls were/are bound by these arthly, human conhnes, despite their terror-tactic claims and illusions. The gme laws of nature, and the same laws of man do, indeed, apply to them. Whilethey manipulated me by my religion, my maternal instincts, and my "possessed"my innate being. They genuine concern for humanity--they never couldnot make me one of them. Thev never took into consideration the sengthof the human spirit. They did not-evenknow it existed. Ask why.


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My name is Cathleen (Cathy) Ann O'Brien, born l2l4l57 in Muskegon, Michilan. I have prepared this trook for your review and edifrcation co.ncern-ing "our" United States Govemment is covertly, illegally, a little known tool that (One World and un-constitutionally using to implement the New World Orper_ Govemment). This well documentedtool is a sophisticatedand advancedform of behavior modifrcation (brainwashing) most commonly known as MIND CONTROL. My first hand knowledge of this TOP SECRET U.S. Govemment Psychological Warfare technique is drawn frop my personal experience as a White House "Presidential Model' mind-control slave. Much of the information enclosed herein has been corroborated and "clean" members of the law validated through brave and courageous enforcement, scientific, and IntelligenCe communities familiar with this case. These individuals' efforts helped me to understand and corroborate what happened after a lifetime of systematic physical and psychological torture orihestrated to modify my behavior through totally controlling my.mind. Some that of thesecourageousindividuats are employed by the very sy-ste_g controlled me and live in fear of losing their jobs; their families, or their lives. They haveof gone as far as they dare towards publicly exposing this tool of the^engineers Ihe New World drder--to no avail. Thls book is a grassrootseffort to solicit and enlist the public and private support of Human Rights advocates, the recognized, respected doers-in America to expose this invisible personal and -This can be done by well organized, cooperativecitizens with a sociil menace. passion for justice, who have expressedinterest in restoring out..Constitution ^anO tating back America. This copy you hold is for your edification and acuon. While these pages have been condensedfor your quick perusql, there are literally thousandsbf files of documentation that quppgrt much -of what I am reporti-ng. Thanks to those dedicated individuals who found a means of manipulating the system more cleverly than the perpetrators, the documents for refened to were derJlassified releaseright at the source! It is my patriotic respect for the prin-iples of truth, justice, and ultimately that freedom-on which America was founded that compels me to expose the world domination motivations of those in control of our government, commonly referred to as the Shadow Government. By taking back America NOW, we c9n maintain the integrity of our country's history and future by detouring. its destinedcourse ofbeing recognized world wide for the mind-control atrocities unleashed on humanity that- literally begin where Adqlp_h Ilitler left off. "New Wodd Hitler's version of worid domination-that he termed in 1939 the is currently being implemented through .advanced, Order" 6y amongothers,genelicmind-conirolengineering thosein control of America. this fianlet Inouye, (D. HD commentedabout the operationsof "...a Selnator secretgovernment before a SenateSubcommitteeand described it well as shadoriy government with its own Air Force, its own Navy, its own fund 'national interest', raising'mihanism, and the ability to pursueits own ideasof Treefrom the law itself." free fiom all checksand balances-and The expertise of my primary advocate and skilled deprogrammer,-Mjtk "T9P Phillips, drJvelopedthrough his [i.S. Defense Department knowledge o-f Secrei" mind-cbntrol research and researchers, was responsible for the restorationof my mind to normal functioning. As a result, I have recovered the



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memories relatedin ft,,:-flrr,-d having this lglvived the ordeal,have reached porntof enormousfryrlolgtt, fn iigb, through a series of brilliantlv orchestrated evenrs.varr. H,iiiipr l"*^,i#'o,e_ arld g-year_old daughter-, Kelly,from our mihd-controltea'eiiiL-nilana_took my us to the safetyof Araska forrehabilitation.rr was theretdf;;L-.;; th;kft, piJ"i'i'iunt ngring *y "g^:"


were shkedon the belief that-.I iould noi 6J-il-p.grammed and rehabiritated to accurately revearthe criminal covert-activit-i"i.d.a p"*lrrion-, ii'i"lri"r, x"rry and I were forced to participate,--p"rtiJir-it-i;;"ile"tlgavnusn Administrations. Now ttr,at.t tray6gaini .6it myduty as a motherand Americai-p"Hi;; o, or my own mind, I view it as exercrse gainedfree wil to my expose mind-control-gqTid"rttai my-iaughter the and I endured the hands at ofthose controlof our government.fhis personal in pandora,s Box includes keenoercep"rion iro* riniJonttor i, view of inside a or impremenr New ivortd..oroel il ;;;;;ar Fri;;;"apparentty rhe knowredge wHo someof of "masterminds" the so-called ar" uetina ilri, *Jira andmind dominance effort. MostAmericans enough r"r"-L"iiecat old to piesia;;;-i;il; F.exacttywherethevwereand d9ine. y"*:",S^:y=_*:1" wr,e-n K;;Jt' *"r"i,l,rt. His ass:rssrnatron rraumatized r*:f:-l^gg examptd f,or*i'f,ehuman of trauma. The rraumasI :i:9_^ql"r:gj"phically. recordsevents surroundrng rcuunerv endured during my mind-controiled vic;imi;ti; pr""lii me the latitude rgcovgr my mgnigry i" rh;--;h;;graphic to derairin recorded. direcrquotes havein"tuf'J"in.the^fo'owing which ir was The t depicting ruefullyselected eventi, are.verbatim. f iporog,," tor any obscenities quoted, butthiswasnecessarv maintaintneinleg'riivof to -"'-"", tfrestateinent, ani-"l.uot.ty refl9q1 character tne speateitsi. the of WhileI am freeto speak ryVljna, Kelly, now Kellv has ver to receiue_rehiuliit"tii,n"ioi'rrer 17, is nor so forrunate. .srraiierei'i" *a f99nnped,voung.mind. .The high techsopr,isticati;"-iiiiri,ily"'ii,i"" ;ilG f,r-oiJiiron*.n nauma-based mind-controlprocfuuresstr6 inoured, uint, reeyirgl highly quatinea"-" i; "iJ fri' in"'."entuaily lp,Tdly .speciarizet, garnrng control her miirdandrife. brie to the.po.litical;;;;;oi'ou;';bulil1 of alleffortsto obtainher inarienibt".igr,rid"r.rilbiritation-and seekiusricehave hen blockedunder the.guiseof so_EarlJ;iv"tionJ Sil;ty:f^il"i ,.surt, Kelly remains untreated in'-ttre custoay tr," Siut" of Tennessee--a oi victim of the system-a svstem conrroiled ang riranipuratea oui ul"ri"E'e"o;-,n.n, uy -"19;.-"g! 'leaders"--a-svstem wherestat" Foirt'H"l;;" tii rlp8i''miritary TOP sEcREi abuses--a sysrem. which existst"it"_r*a._r"r luniin-6"air"t a uy ourperverse, corruDt abusers washington, p.b.--itre ;;;ffr;';oritical in in

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of this . ,Hencethe purpose .releasing book at this time. After sevenlonq vears or Derng.unl.uslty parntullyseperated and from my daughter, while our ibirsers navenao ruil access her th.rough corruptand-manifulated to a is mv


I.-ry.^l.,,fgp:.1{ ano puDllcourcryconcernrng this very solvableproblem. I could not prevent the traumatic mind-control abuses Kelly endured due to my own victimization, yet she is dependingon me now to expbse the truth and enlis! the help that the Juvenile court has restrainedher from seeting. I dedicate this book to Kelly, an{ all others like her, and to every American-unaware of -What the mind-control atrocities prevailing in this country. Americans don't know is destroying them from the inside out. Knowledee is our only defense againstmind control. It is time to WAKE UP and arm ourselveswith ihe truth. restore the constitutional values of freedom and justice for all, to retroactively enforce the 13th Amendment. and take back Ameiica!

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propefty, which is where we pitched our tents. My mother's brothers, Uncle Ted and Uncle Arthur "Bomber" Tanis, often accompanied us and sexually abusedmy brother and me. _It was-dee.rhunting seasonin or around November, 1961, when my father took the famify camping on The High Banks to hunt with my uncles-. That night as my brother and I were being sexually passedaround'the campfire to pedophile perversions, a lost hunter stumbled into our camp. My father s_atisfy shot him when he attempted to run; the rifle's blasts piercing my brain and further fragme,lting my mind. I sat dazed in a dissociative trancb while my mgther methodically picked up the campsite and my father and uncles disposed of the bodv. AS mv father drove us away from the crime scene, we were stopped by As my ramer_ orove rom cnme scene, stopped several hunters who had the road blocked in a desperate atlempt to locale theii missing companion. They describedthe man I saw my father kill, and said they heard gunshots. Reality intruded on my dissociative trance, and I screameil and cried hystericaly until I no longer knew why I was crying. My Uncle Ted' soon became a street derelict. Uncle Bomber died a few Uncle led" derehct. Uncle years later from alcoholism in his early forties. And my father became more financially and politically connected. My mother's oldest brother, Uncle Bob, was a pilot in Air Force Intelligence tellieence and often boasted that he worked for the Vatican. Ilncle Bob was Uncle also a commercial pornographer, producing kiddie porn for the local Michigan Mafra, which looped back to Mafra porn king and U.S. RepresentativeJerry Ford.' I split off more personalities just to deal with mv Uncle Bob. his ord.' my Bob, iust "friends." and friends," the perversebusinesshe sharedwith my father. Derverse My father's sixth grade education had earned him a job as a worm digger for local sport fishermen. By the time I was six years old, however, his pomographic exploitation of my older brother, Bill, and me had provided enough income to move us into a bigger house nestled in the Michigan sand dunes. My father was right at home there. The tourists and drug dealers who littered the eastem shore of Lake Michigan further supplementedhis income by paying for perverse sex with us children. My father also became involved in illicit drug sales. Soon after we moved, my father was reportedly caught sending kiddie porn through the U.S. mail. It was a bestiality film of me with my Uncle Sam O'Brien's Boxer dog, Buster. My Uncle Bob, also implicated in manufacturing theporn, out of apparentdesperationinformed my father of a U.S. Government Defense Intelligence Agency TOP SECRET Project to which he was privy. This was Project Monarch. Project Monarch was a mind-control operation which was "recruiting" multigenerational incest abused children with Multiple Personality Disorder for its genetic mind-control studies. I was a prime "candidate," "chosen a one". My father seized the opportunity as it would provide him immunity from prosecution. In the midst of the pandemonium that ensued,Jerry Ford arrived at our house with the evidencein hand for a meeting with my father. "Is Ead home?" he called to my mother, who nervously stood behind the screendoor, hesitatingto let him in. 'Not yet,' my m6ther replied, her voice shaking.a "He should have been home from work by now--I know he's expecting you." "That's OK". Ford turned his attention to me. I was standing outside on the front porch, and he crouched down to my level. Patting the large, brown

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m a sunging manner.The pain ai trris"prov;d'io;" once again that she had no ll.]1,:f"t:tchological lntentlon of-protecting from myfather's sexual me abuse. Also ln keeDlns with his.government_provided instructions, fatherbegan my snow, ctopped ice, and swept--

under ,fid ;;;l; Mt-;dil9;'ioil;:ili with my father's suggesrions, r1r.l"l.:.g ;^tlT6ye".'r-ifi fti"" :''F; exampre, whenI could not snaDnly own Sj T top to-the pajama bottoms in a childish effort to keep farher <irtnem, ffiA il;;til"i,-,,;E;i my out r *ip il:::" She did. shewouldsnaD forefing6rs;g"ff;y;rd; her

envelope containingthe confiscated porn tuckedunder his arm he said, ,,you likedoggies, "Buster huh?"is a nicedo.ggJ," replied. nHe,s I funny.,, Not understanding why thedog had beenwhiski7i*ay irt-n'dr" "Buster's b- wasconfiscated, comprained, I " gone. "Buster's gone?', Ford asked. "Yeah. My UncleSamtookhim away,,, told him. I Ford laugh-ed loudty at ttr;.i;;"1,-.ih';y ,t"t"r.nt. In my limited view, I thought found it humorous he that r{usteiri;;;;;:" -tanitilvertiute.' Mi?"iilarfijfu into the drivewav, honkinsthe horn of iiiJ.;e% with his fly eye level-to me, r noticed--tir'p"riii'was er."t i;;A;i"d'"p. and reachedfor it as conditioned. "I to ..,."'I9.,l*,.honey,- Irq-raid. havebusiness tend..." Ford wentinside wlt!-myparents officially sealmv fate. to Not long after that my i'a-trrery'as.{io*n to Boston Harvard how to raip me for this ot'i*rrooi-orux-uttfor a two-weekcoursear on " projectMonarch. when he returned from.Bosron, ,yl;th;;; ilffiilfieail with his new*nowledge whathe termed;.J"* of prv"holosv,,. "satanic rnls equates to reversal.s," involvesiich and as phrases stuckin my mindli(e,;fou-ea- your play_on_words puns and that -me keep,andl,ll keepwhat youearn." He presented with a bommemoralive char'mbilfi of angTy motherwith rhe news that they ',would b; h";ir;";;iJ-iiirar"n,, dogs, to raise theproiect. fr now.have iiJt"tr'-?_f9* in t*o ilqth8., #!iig'rro, ug" t6 to 37 who-are stin


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wasa narural resuttof Irapbiijirr. Government researchers involved in-lurxriitra project Monarchknew about thephotographicmemoryaspectof M'6TDID, of course,as well as other "suDerhuman"-ctraricteristicr. resultant Viruar'"*iti"i""l, ir,rpbl'nio i, ++ times greaterthan that oj_tht;aqg;p"d;.unusuallyhigh painthreshold,plus compartmentarizafion My tieveloped. oi merito.y-y#e ',necJssary,, ro, rufitaryand covert operations apprications. eaailioiailyl'-.y' Jiutuy *u,

abuse, I dissociated into book. I hadl6anied read rrre ro at iofingii"-"i rd"i ai,ii" ,,i'yit"ilg*pn* memory which

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83 aflgr my father's return from Boston, I was routinely prostituted_to_then Michigan State SenatorGuy VanderJagt. VanderJagt latei b e c a m ea U . S . C o n g r e s s m a n n d e v e n t u a l l yc h a i r m a n f t h e R e p u l l i c a n a b National Congressional Committee that put George Bush in the irffice of President. was prostitutedto VanderJagt I after numerouslocal parades which he always pa-rticip-ated at the Mackinac Island Political Retriat, and in my in, home stateof Michigan, among other places. My Uncle Bob helped my father decoratemy bedroom in red, white, and blue-paneling and Americaq flags. He providedassistance scramblingmy in mind according to Project Monarch methodologies.Fairy tale themeswere used to confuse fantasy with reality, particularly Disney stories and the Wizard of Oz, which provided the base for future programmins. I h a d . p e r - s o n a l i f i efs r p o r n o g r a p h y ,a p t i r s d n a l i t y f - o r b e s t i a l i t y , a o p e r s o n - a l i t yo r i n c e s t , a p e r s o n a l i t y f o r w i t h s t a n d i n g t h e h o r r e n d o u s f plychological abuseof my mother, a personalityfor prostiiution, and the rest "me" functioned "normallv" of somewhat at school.Mv "normal" oersonalitv provideda.coverfor the abuseI was enduring,but b6st of all it had hopeihopethat therewas somewhere the world where peopledid not hurt e-ach in o_ther. This same personalityalso attendedCatechism,a weekly class at our Catholicchurch,St. Francisde Salesin Muskegon,Michigan. My Catechism teacherwas a Nun, or "Sister." Al-thouehI could not conscious-ly think to protect,myselffromabuse, I had decidedihat becoming a Nun-would provide me with the kind of life I sought.I could not rely upon my family, the police,or politicians protectme. ihe churchappeareh be to t<i my answer,and I listeneddiligently in class and prayed religiorisiy.I learned all about the political structureof the church, and was preparedfor my first Confession. The Catholic beliefs I was taught include the idea that man is not fit to talk to God (the Father)directly,but must have a priest intercedeinstead.This is the purposeof going to Confession. was instructed tell my sins to the I to priest(also referredto as Father),who would relay the messagc God. He to "Hail Marys" would then supposedly tell me how many and-"Our Father" prayersto say as my pena-ncer punishment.My Catechismteachergave the or c_lass se-veral examples "sins," which included"sex outsideof marriage." of When the Priest,FatherJamesThaylen,slid open the little screened parti-tion "Forgive me in the closetsizedconfessional, beganas I had beeninstructed, I Father, I have sinned...." then proceeded tell him that I had six with for I to my father,and brother,to which he'responded that I should "say three Hail ' Marys and one Our Fatherand! would be forgiven?!" I knew then that I had to either believe that this Confessionthins was a hoax, or that God condonedsexual child abuse.That night, my fathir had a talk with me. Apparently he was the "Father" that the priest had intercededto. My father instructe_d that "fro-mnow on," I was to 3imply say "I disobeyed me my parents"when I went to Confessionand nothing more! The next time I went to Confession, did exactly as I was told. The veiled I screencame off the Confessionalpartition between me and the priest, and a penis was stuck through the winddw. "God said that your penanceis io rreat me as you would your father.And remember,'whatsoeveryou do to the least c,f your brothers, that you do unto me'." After performingoral sex on Father Thaylen,I 9me-rge^d the Confessional from whereall the othlr kids were waiting very impatientlyfor their turn. My teacherscoldedme for taking so long and


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Personality Disorder (MPD),

now known among mental health professionals as

Dissociative Identity Disorder @ID) is the mind's sane defense to en insane situation. It is a way of dealing with trauma that is literally too horrible to comprehend. Incestuous rape violates primitive instinct and surpasses pain tolerance. By compartmentalizing the memory of such 'normally" as though nothing had happened. horrendous abuse, the rest of the mind san function This compartmentalization specific part of the brain. is created by the bnin actually shutting down neuron pathways to a These neuron pathways are triggered open again when the abuse

recurs. The same part of the brain that is already conditioned to the traume deals with it again and again as needed. 2 Uo"l" Ted had also cried hysterically

the night of the murder.

Several years later, he

almost killed himself when he drove his car into the White River near the place of the murder. 3 G"r"ld Ford, aka l-eslie Lynch King, Jr., sened on the appropriations subcommittee for the CIA and was appointed to the Warren Commission to investigate the assassination of President John F. Kennedy while I knew him only as a pom boss! 4 My -oth", often voiced complaints that she'could not see faces,'which experience has taught me indicated that she was suffering from

personal and

on going physical

psychological traumas, and therefore was not in control ofher senses. 5 'illusion H"d -y teachers been educst€d in the obvious signs of child abuse, my normelcy" would have been interpreted 8s s cry for help. Dissociative


trance &ydreaming,

tones of helplessness and sexuality in drawings, and the electric prod marks on my face should have been recognized. 6 Th"r. same themes were routinely used in creating Project Monarch slaves. emerged through years of networking with mental health professionals.

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programming throughout the years that deliberately merged both U.S. Government and Jesuit mind-control efforts for New World Order controls. "I work for the Vatican, and now, so do you," VanderJagt told me. "You have just entered into a covenant with the holy Catholic church. You must never break that covenant." "What is a covenant?" Still capableof questioning at that time, I asked, "A covenant is a promise to keep secrets, the secret VanderJagt answered, that the church knew all along. The Pope has all the secrets locked away at the Vatican. Your Uncle Bob and I have been to the Vatican. It is time you entered into the holv covenant and learned the secrets of the church that were written long before ttrrist even came into being. The Dominican monks kept the covenant that Noah carried into the new world. They kept the secret with them. It was written on parchment and kept in a secret place in the Vatican. They took a Vow of Silence to never reveal its location, or its content. You must enter into the covenant. You must carry the secret to your grave. Keep it secretfrom your mom, dad, everybody." VanderJagt proceeded to frll my suggestible young mind with biblical "inter/inner dimensional" interpretation that laid the groundwork for future Monarch programmers to control the programming themes utilized by Project compartmentalizationof memory synonymouswith MPD/DID. 'ichrist saw them all," Vanderiagt was telling me. "They are dimensions, places you can see on your way to death.: That's why they're called diementions. You must remember that Christ died and came back to tell us everything he saw while he was on his way to heaven. He was gone three days, but it was much longer than that where he was becausetime isn't t}te same in other dimensions. Purgatory is one other dimension. Hell is one. And there are lots of others in between. Oz is another dimension. The sky is not the limit to all the worlds out there waiting to be explored. You can travel in and out of all these dimensions, learning the secrets of the universe. You have been chosento explore these other worlds for the church. Listen in the stillness and you will hear his voice guiding you3 on your missions. The rosy cross is like Dorothy's ruby slippers. Never take your rosy cross off, Cathy, when traveling " other dimensionsand vou will alwavs be able to return home. Father Don joined'VanderJagt i'n a ritual which bathed me in the blood of a slaughteredlamb, and subsequently,through this hideous blood trauma, locked their stated perceptions and a basis for mind-control programming deep in my mind. This basis for programming was anchored in the Vow of Silence which "not only to keep secrets,but so they can still their mind the Jesuit monks take "Rite to Remain Silent" which and hear their inner guidance." Certain that the performed would ensurethat I keep their secrets,Father Don and Guy they had VairderJagtsubjected me to their pedophile perversions. The two joked that I had become"a good Cathy-lick". After the nfte to Rerirain Silent was installed, the voices of my multiple personalities that I had previously heard in my head ceased. In the silence of cleliberatelycreated memory compartments,I could only hear the voices of my abuserswho createdthem... commanding my silence. Silence for who and what I knew was involved in Proiect Monarch Mind Control. My family routinely vacationed at Mackinac Island, Michigan which is a small island positioned in the Great Lakes close to the Canadian border. Mackinac Island, with the Governor's Mansion and historical Grand Hotel, was



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"You can Trudeau seemingly bore his cold, dark eyes right through me. learn more from the, school of thought than you can by asking precocious ouestions. Haven't vou learned that children are to be seenand not heard?" ' "Is "What is a precociousquestion?" that a precociousquestion?" I asked. "That is irrelevant. What matters is that Trudeau sighed with impatience. you shut your mouth, still your mind, and enter the school ofthought. Silence is i virtue.' Listen to the siiencein the stillnessof your mind. Go deep inside your mind," he slowly led. "Deeperand deeperwhere it's quiet and still..." ' Trudeau expertli manipuhfed my mind with sophisticated hypnotic language. Not bnly'did he inlist my Silence for the pedophile perversions he "school of thought" in a manner that equated indulged in, but he-instructed my programming. He laid a foundationfor Air-Water programsthat is a mirrorto diireniional theme often used by NASA and others involved in Project "Pee-Air," he added a perverse twist to Monarch. Playing off his own name each time I was prostituted to him. the theme that he accessed Had I been capable of fear, I would have been afraid of Pierre Trudeau. Trudeau's slow, deliberate movements masked the brutal power of his body much the way his smooth, soft voice pierced my mind and inlruded qn my thoughts. The icey cold touch of his effeminate, _manicured long fingers contiasted with the heat of his perversion... a perversion for which he blamed ways". contemptuous me and my "temptuous, In my childish ignorance,^I believdl Trudeau's demeanor and forward "I know all about the combed hair were characteristic of his French descent. "Grandpa" Van while visiting his home in had bragged to my new French," I Milwaukee, Wisconsin. and Mv mother's father had died shortlv before KennedY was assassinated, my Giandmother quickly latched onto a wealthy, highly political businessman from Milwaukee. She het Grandpa Van Vandenburg on the passenget/cargo ship that traveled the waters of the Great I-akes, the Milwaukee Clipper' The Clipper transported cargo including Cadillacs from Vandenburg -Motors to Canida, as well as the drugs sanctionedby the local Coast Guard via the U.S. Governmentthat my father distributed. SometimesI accompaniedmy father to the docks in Muskegon to pick up the drug shipment, which usually involved prostitution. Jerry Ford and Guy VanderJagtcombined businesswith pleasure in the ship's casinos on occasion, which is where the connection betwee! my Grandma and Grandpa Van was reportedly made. Grandpa Van knew Jerry was acquaintedwith Pierre Trudeau. Ford, and subsequently "What do you know about the French?" Grandpa Van asked me as I sat on his living room floor petting the dog he just brought home. Improperly cued "I know you've met Pierre and dumfounded by his question I remained silent. "I also know you love doggies. So I bought this dog Trudeau," he prompted. for your grandma now, so you could enjoy him, too. His name is Pepe. He's a French Poodle." "I know all about the French," I said, mentally comparing the large French "They have pretty nails..." I stroked Pepe's Poodle in front of me to Trudeau. "They have funny hair..." I petted Pepe's clipped fur. "And painted toenails. thev pee a lot." I eieeled. -'You'd better-tlle him outside, then," Grandpa Van told me, attaching Pepe's leash. After walking the dog past what felt like every tree in the "Pee-pee". neighborhood, I announcedthat I would call him


b his specifications. became moreregimented , My.MPD/DID existence from thatpoint kept_piysically worn down_to ttt" poini-8i'exhaustion oider on. I was in that I be sutrcrenuy receptive my father'srimitedtrypnotic to ";;abirities frog*';il' to conditionmv mind foi mind control. rfie pornrigra-ptry l w?siorced to participate b&ame muchin more;i"6;;il;idtely alei dyro, s*itctring me fro.mpredominantry pedoptrire a"a ueiiiariiy-irr."i"'r;-;o;'";;Lr"TJirions or sadomasochism (s&Ml.^-,1t1 11tte1a"?=ilp+o -worked in tanaeni^oailyto ry any remnants or my-ierf-""tft;;;;, rert ,!d my spiTt,' destroying rearing down self-esreem. tnds annihitating ii;';ili'E; and py --dThey conditioned/tausht my dreams me y9r" ;*liit my realityweredreams, that ;;c;;r;i;il wrrjtg

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Uncle Bob filmed. peqe ald I pomographically on_numerous producing bestiaritv films that l *ouio rili?'Ga.n *asoccasions, privy to. Peperemaineda Dart 9f ry "Tpgri"i6_ rong after Grandpavan divorced himself mv cg91",'*?'ron!' "rtii"i o"""r"ili"itl,oif'r-deau,s from perversion litt'lechrroren. for to.gro.winto adolescence. By !!,e ti,meI *,.I"yt^:t:* my Drs$ts were tenderand beginning_ srie[, wtricrr wasthirteenyearsold, to maaerneT'iooota,, for -wren pedophite. perversions. my'ra;h;;"b;,;fii,r'" iJvu.rin"" I*d,..J:el'-l rsrand routineprostitution the political Retreat, ror at vanae'rragi-intioduced me to a new friend hri had made_no;1il'li;;; il\t";hfi;;;,";c.'as a u.s. congressman--U.S. senatorRoberta. By;J; oemocrai ?ro; w;rt virginia. Byrdhadbeena U.S..Senator t,ong as as'iiaO Uen afi"e,'s"*iie ", Senate whip and later as president eroiemfire or i'r,".s.*t"--i'".-tro'fir powerful nyio "tt",iiion idr#t from I i"j Jq"gg.. 5or-*anl.a l::f^ 11ql"pl_1go.n, particularly al wnocamern contactwith him, from my ratrrli.-wne]r"'il wereleft alone his room. he loomed'6ver in mi-in'u'tlnr*t.nrng_stance. cord,blue His slittyeyeslocked onto min-e.I una."rrJ ini crimbea into his bedas ordered. I wasmomentarily relieved to-findtfriitris peniswasabnormally tiny__so small

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My father insisted I watch the Walt Disney movie Cinderella with him, paralleling my existenceto Cinderella's--"magically trance-forming from a dirty little slave to a beautiful Princess". In typical "reverse psychology" humor, he "Someday my Prince (prints) will referred to pornographic photos when singing on "will come". come," or by placing literal sexualemphasis My brother, Bill, who was often featured in kiddie porn with me, was not a "chosen one" for Project Monarch @eyond supplying more children to be "what was good for me dedicated in later yea$). Yet my father figured that would be good for my brother". He took us to see Walt Disney's Pinocchio, explaining that my brother and I were his puppets still in the carving stage. The distortions of reality that these and other Disney theme movies provided when coupled with my father's government trained conscious and subconscious controlling influence, began to further erode our ability to discern fantasy from reality. My brother, now 37, remains psychologically locked into those with Disney themes and productions traumatic childhood years and is obsessed to this day. His house is decorated in Disney memorabilia, he wears Disney clothes, listens to my father's instructions on his Disney telephone, and maintains "When You Wish Upon a Star" as his favorite song, which has locked his children into the sametheme. My father also instructed me to watch Alfred Hitchcock's horrifying movie The Birds with him. This reinforced in mv mind the movie's theme that there is "no place to hide from the birds/Byrd". I was quickly beginning to lose all ability to question anything but my own judgment. It was easy to believe that there was indeed "no place to run, no place to hide," which is a necessary and primary psychological basis for governmenUmilitary mind control. In later years, "who ya' gonna call?" and Ronald Reagan'squip "you can run, but you can't hide" echoeddeep within my mind. After all, even if I could think to seek help, who would help me? The police? The church? My parents? Relative? Politicians? School? There was no one left that would help me, I sensed. My television programming was then expanded to include the shows that every Project Monarch Mind-Control slave I knew had to watch: I Dreatn Of Jeannie, The Brady Bunch, Gumby And Pokey, and Bewitched. I could relate to the Genie pleasing her master, who was a Major for the Air Force rn I Dream Of Jeannie. This served to confuse the reality of my own experienceswith the fantasy of television production. I told all outsiders that my family was "just like the Bradys". Through Gumby And Pokey I was led to believe that I was as flexible as these animated clay performers. Therefore, I was capable of being physically maneuvered into any sexual position. The mirrors depicted a doorways to other dimensions and adventures interlocked with my Catholic conditi<ining and Alice In Wonderland and Wizard Of Oz theme prolramming. ln Bewitched, it is the normal next door neighbor that is consideredcrazy rather than the witches. This is another reversal that was applied to my bizane existence. I was one of the only kids in my school that listened to country music. But then, Senator Byrd fincied himsrif a country music fiddler and it was "my duty to iove what h; did.. I was ordered to list6n to country music or no music at ilI. Music was my psychological avenue for escape,a dissociative tool. But this, too, was used in setting the stage for my future as a Project Monarch "PresidentialModel" mind-controlled slave. As suggested, I read the Boxcar Children Seies over and over again. I empathizedwith the trials, traumas, and tribulations the children endured while


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CHAPTER 3 MY FIRST PRESIDENT Muskegon, Michigan is a coastal tourist attraction, and home of the annual Seawayand Coast Guard festivals which bring people to the town from all over Michigan. VanderJagt remained publicly visible through opportunities such as these. My father often could be seenwith VanderJagtand was photographedat his side *trite iudging festival events like the kiddi; parades, inO siuti,turing contests, and so on-all of which I entered and won. In later years. mv fathei polished and shined the red paint of his 1966 Ford convertibte t6 cliauffeur VanderJagtthrough the local parades. This only served to reinforce the illusion that my father was a "pillar of the community". In 1973, Senator Byrd instructed my father to send me to Muskegon Catholic Central High School which was overseenby the director of St. Francis of Assisi Church, Father Lepres. The Catholic church, of course, has its own political structure, with the Pope presiding over all. The strong political ties between the Catholic church and the U.S. Government was overtly evidenced by the much publicized relationship between the President and the i'ope during the Reagan Administration. Of course, I had been privy to this political relationship ever since my First Communion--a relationship that the Rite to Remain Silent was intended to cover. My experience with Catholic Central's direct involvement in Project Monarch'i physical and psychological conditioningfurther confirmed the union betweenthe U.S. Governmentand the Catholicchurch. When Senator Byrd changed my school from public to Parochial, he also destroyed through dissociation my school personality. I no longer viewed school as my haven from abuse, as it was controlled by the church and, as I later leamed, monitored by a com.rpt segmentof the C.I.A. By the time I enrolled in Catholic Central, the cliques and groups had already been formed. I had a personality to fit in with the "good" kids and one that interfaced with the "bad". It did not take long for the "good" kids to notice I also got along with the "bad". I soon found the only kids that could relate to me were the other known Project victims. We clung together in a close knit group, herded around like the proverbial sheepby those in the school who knew we were MPD/DIDed and under mind control. We each switched personalities as circumstancedemanded,most often in unison. We were ritually iraumatized, constantly tranced, and then programmed during school hours. Since t n6 longer had my singular "school personality" and was constantly switching instead, the compartment of my brain that held school memory wis no longer consciously retrievable. Therefore, I had no basis for continued learning aside from what I could photographically memorize from class. My grades appeared erratic, ranging from A's to failing. And some A's received I did not earn academicallv. In my rrfouired religion class, Sister Ann Marie had been leading us in study on the topic of Confession. This was to prepare us for the kind of Confessions we were to be giving Father Vesbit, who was also our school principal. The day Sister ordered us to Confession, I refused to go. I unconsciouslyfeared I would be sexually assaultedagain in the Confessional,this time while my teenagepeers waited impatiently outside the door. Sister made an example out of me to the class, saying I was a "Satanist"and that I was "going to hell'.


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Catholicism Satanism. and whaleverSenator syld'f purposes sending to catholic school,no one in me seemed notice that I had no reason to ieligiously ;dhil 6 batholic to principles.- Therefore, the.applied "spi.ituar of .reuersal S"tun-iJ,n-h;il-"; paqic" to it either. The wedge anti-superstition tne ciifroric s"f,.iof*ui bf ttraf '"gd^::.Tgltl^9-d:ilq me-only into served^discount to iri;-d;i-ifin.ipr", unJ supersfitlous traumas theywereattempting useto controlmb. that to Satanism ofren usedai g.,extrgme'pai-n/violence is trd;;-6;;" in project Monarch Mind control,__reportedly t6 the previousGfian N;i Himler due Research. I did not adheieto tlie desiredtretptessness itiit"a" tn-il ni, *u, lspirinigl warfare" and out of the realm o! ;ankina;;- abidif to ,top. **--of beliefsor disbeliefs, eipe;;;; I $egartless my-religious , trr,;luii m9same., tserng subjected andwitnessing to traumaso horrible,while my bodv wasraped-, tortured,and. ravaged menliterally droveme out of mv mi;d. by -ai -pranned, catholic central did intreas-e capauiiiiiii .py endurance however.I^signed for the two-mile'runin ttrJ girri;iil[-6;;, up ordered. Muskegon_catholic eenFal led the shte of Michifan in trigtr scrroor-adrretiii, "modify" their using mind-control technique to stai athletes"ano ciuie them to pre-established records. ihe schoorgainer nationalriognition ::::l_q.l-9_q{ ro profe*i-o4 tgague_s their manufactured with progrimmed 1?L1lr^_.ont*-b^ution amletes.But, lrke rommy.I-aSorda's Dodgers, catholic centralisc-onsistent . victories began_to suslicions questi-ons.' created puuri. scandal raise and This " rorlneschool threatened close doorsin 1975. that to its Thegirls' andguys' trackteams converged afterschool practice.I was for among.the temales tew singled for coaching CoachCh'everini his out by and hypnotic mind-control methodisms to my nr5jeci ruonarcrr due "ictimiltion. r wasinstructed run 13 milesper day (an6ther to corny satanic ploy) to get in shape my two-milerace. I o?ten with a malerftenowtro'wai'therecord for rair holdertor the two-mile in_ guys' .tragk..He and I were friends, sharingmuch similar our wel"arned how to frgject Moriarchvictimizations.Together snrt,ou.t aqd tqtiguewhenwe ran. We tranced par^n into a fast paceset in our mmds coach cheveriniwith no comprehension time or'distance. we by of perceived track as our "yellow Bricl,k the Road" in accordanit *ith the oz theme.programming. Senator pyrd's plan for UuitOing pt i,itJ'J"aurance ;t throug! catholiccentral's.coaching m6thods proved su"cceisrut'ror allowingmi to survive intensely his perveisions. torturous se-xual In addition routine to trip; to Mackinac Island andNiagara Falls,my family camping. trips to-"get.away gflen,took from it ail;'. fi ;A,tlt T'ilai'tat en to places ntual abuse, Key tor prostitution, pomography.IrLthefall of 1974, and '"bick announced were going tir go iampiig we in ifi;;l; Ty.lathe.r an old fashioned festivatin the smarlrjmotjto*il or ceiar"spriE;, Mi;;E;-for their annual FlannelDayscelebraiion.My mothertold me-topac[ rfrvleansana Red -piessed and for :yTl.rt Fcl my cathotic schooluniformwhich shehadwashed meoccaslon. cedar Spiings was. quiet, with the festival eventsincluding dilapidated amusgment setup in a smallparkinglot, andcontests rides whereiocalfarrers pltted thelrmules horses and against each otherto seewhose couldpull themost weight. The .main(and only) srreetof town was finJ with 1fie iew rocat ',longjohns" rncludrng town's red flannelunderwear the factory. In .oJ-ttl._r.r9:, thecenter town, a mock, single, cell hadbeenerected hold anv airdau ot jail io 95

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parade participants who failed to wear the required red flannel underwear. The jail was guarded by quasi Keystone Cops. I was amused when the townsfolk beganlining up to march in the parade, with very few remaining to watch it. A mentally retarded man carried the baton to lead the parade, followed by kids on bicycles, hay-wagonsof old folks, a grade school band and people walking-all in their red flannel underwear. The grand finale' of the parade, the town firetruck, was approaching, surrounded by numerous motorcycle police. I heard folks whispering, "the President is coming". I assumedthey meant the President of the underwear factory. I was wrong. I watched in horror as the firetruck rolled to a stop, and Secret Service helped then President Gerald Ford as he steppeddown to the pavement. My father was excitedly tugging on my arm, half dragging me through the wall of Secret Service agents, to talk with President Ford. I looked around nervously as my father made the necessary arrangements with Ford to prostitute me to him later that evening. VanderJagt, who never missed a parade it seemed, was signing autographs. As he smiled at me, someone roughly grabbed my arm. Nervous and startled, I screamed. The crowd laughed as a Keystone Cop threw me in the jail, scolding me for not wearing my red flannel underwear when I was talking to the President. I was trying to be inconspicuousin hopes no one would see me with the likes of Ford, but then, they did not know him as I did. The Keystone Cop rattled on and on about "how luc$r" I was until my father paid my bail and I was released from the cell. That night, I wore my Catholic uniform as instructed and went into a dissociative trance as mv father drove me to the local National Guard Armorv where I was prostituted [o Ford. Ford took me into an empty room, pushed me down on the wooden floor as he unzipped his pants and said, "Pray on this". Then he brutally, sexually assaulted me. Afterward, my memory was compartmentalizedthrough use of high voltage. I was then carried out to the car where I lay in the back seat, muscles contracted, stunned, in pain, and unableto move. When we got back to Muskegon, my father sent me to the beach as always, to let the repetitioii of crashing waves against the beach "wash my mind free of memory" while I watched the sun set. I was totally locked into the belief that truly th-ere was "no place to run," not even to the Pri:sidentof the United States. I remember that the "sane" part of "me"--my innate personality--seemed to die after seeing Ford as President. I recall walking up the steps of Catholic Central High School one moming, reaching for the door, and crying uncontrollably. I cried myself into a heap at the top of the stairs. I did not even know why I was crying. As an MPD, I rarely cried at all. But I was still sobbinghours later when school let out. Someonefound me, but I do not recall to this day ever leaving the school steps. I never really experienced "emotion" after that day until I was rescued, deprogrammed and reintegrated in 1988. Now all of my brain was functioning through a wide variety of memory compartments, also known as multiple personalities, with no part of me left "free" of abuse. Now it was as though I had "no place to run," not even in my brain. This drove me out of my mind which is exactly what my abusersneeded for total control.




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nide to show me a stuffed "jackalope" mounted on the wall. Due to my anced, dissociativestateand high suggestibility level, I believed it was indeed crossbetween a jack rabbit and antelope. It was 100* degrees in the when it cooled down at night. The intense heat of the day accentuated adlands ty ever increasing thirst. My father was physically preparing me though water eprivationfor the intense tortures and programming I would endure in lyoming. Dick Cheney, then White House Chief of Staff to President Ford, later gcretary Defense to President George Bush, documented member of the of iouncilon Foreign Relations (CFR), and Presidential hopeful for 1996, was riginally Wyoming's only Congressman. Dick Cheney was the rsrson my mily had traveled to Wyoming where I endured yet another form of brutality"A Most DangerousGame," or human hunting. isversionof It is my understandingnow that A Most Dangerous Game was devised to mditionmilitary personnelin survival and combat maneuvers. Yet it was used n me and other slaves known to me as a means of further conditioning the rindto the realization there was "no place to hide," as well as traumatize the ictim for ensuingprogramming. It was my experience over the years that A lost Dangerous Game had numerousvariations on the primary theme of being ripped naked and turned loose in the wilderness while being hunted by men rd dogs. In reality, all "wilderness" areas were enclosed in secure military ncing whereby it was only a matter of time until I was caught, repeatedly and tortured. rped, Dick Cheney had an apparent addiction to the "thrill of the sport". He rpearedobsessedwith playing A Most Dangerous Game as a means of mind-control victims, as well as to satisfy his own perverse sexual aumatizing nks. My introduction to the game occurred upon arrival at the hunting lodge nr Greybull, Wyoming, and it physically and psychologically devastatedme. wassufficiently traumatizedfor Cheney's programming as I stood naked in his rnting lodge ofhce after being hunted down and caught. Cheney was talking i he pacedaround me, "I could stuff you and mount you like ajackalope and rll you a two legged dear. Or I could stuff you with this (he unzipped his nts to revealhis oversizedpenis) right down your throat, and then mount you. hich do you prefer? Blood and sweatbecamemixed with the dirt on my body and slid like mud )wn my legs and shoulder. I throbbed with exhaustion and pain as I stood nble to think to answer such a question. "Make up your mind," Cheney nxed. Unable to speak,I remained silent. "You don't get a choice, anyway. makeup your mind for you. That's why you're here. For me to make you a ind, and make you mine/mind. You lost your mind a long time ago. Now m going to give you one. Just like the Wizard (of Oz) gave Scarecrow a 'come such a long, ain, the Yellow Brick Road led you here to me. You've ng way' for your brain, and I will give you one." The blood reachedmy shoes.andcauglt my attention. Had I been further ong in my programming, I perhaps would never have noticed such a thing or rd the capability to think to wrpe it away. But so far, I had only been to acDill and Disney World for government/military programming. At last, hen I could speak, I begged, "If you don't mind, can I please use your rthroom?" Cheney'sface turned red with rage. He was on me in an instant, slamming y back into the wall with one arm acrossmy chest and his hand on my throat,



choking me while applying pressure to the carotid artery in my neck with his "If you don't mind me, I thumb. His eyes bulged and he spit as he growled, will kill you. I could kill you--Kill you-with my bare hands. You're not the first and you won't be the last. I'll kill you any time I goddamn well p1ease." He flung me on the cot-type bed that was behind me. There he frnished taking his rage out on me sexually. On the long trip back to Michigan, I lay in a heap behind the seats of the Suburban, nauseatedand hurting from Cheney's brutality and high voltage tortures, plus the whole Wyoming experience. My father stopped by the "wash my brain" of the memory of waterfalls flowing through the Tetons to Cheney. I could barely walk through the woods to the falls for the process as instruc'ted, despite having learned riy lessonswell from Cheney on-following orders. "annual" trip to Disney World rolled arou.ld, my The next year when our father drove, pulling his new Holiday Rambler Royale International trailer. (I "I wasn't slept outside in a tent because I was not permitted inside it since family".) My father dropped me off en route at the Kennedy Space Center in Titusville, Fiorida where I was subjected to my first NASA programming. 'obsessed" with following the "Yellow Brick Road" to From then on, I was Nashville, Tennessee. Moving to Nashville was all I could talk about. If "Why?", I would anyone asked me the question I could not think to ask myself "I respondby reiterating it was something had to do". I had gone through the motions of my senior year in a dissociative trance. I became further distanced from religious values by my religion class teacher, Brother Emmett. This was due to his promotion of cannibalism via Pier Paul 'corseal' retreat I attended Reed's bookAlive, and by his teachingsat a religious that included occult ritual at St. Francis Church. I graduated from Muskegon Catholic Central High School in our bicentennial year of 1976. I was led by Senator Byrd to revise my plan to attend Hope College like I had promised VanderJagt as a child. This new plan was for me to temporarily attend "real education" was to come Muskegon Community College, because my as through mind-control programming--not school. In order to be exhausted,. "real education," I worked three menial jobs in addition was necessaryfor my to attending college. During my first semesterof college in 1976, I made plans to take a trip to Nashville with my Project Monarch friend from Catholic Central. (She remains an expendablevictim to date, and therefore her identity must be protected from public release for her safety.) My father explained that I was to stay at the Fiddler's Inn in Nashville, see the World Famous Printer's Alley row of sleazy country music nightclubs, and attend the Grand Ole Opry o.n Ftldgy_night, .as "friend," in spite of their scarcity ticket irrangements had been made through a during the Thanksgiving holiday. Fiddler's Inn with SenatorByrd's fiddle playing I never thought to associate when my friend and I arrived in Music City, U.S.A. Nor did I find it odd "star" entertaining it the Black Poodle nightclub in when a-country music Printer's Alley began directing my activities. My friend and I were provided with free passes the Black Poodle to encourageus to return each night where to enterlainer and CIA operative Jack Greene and his Desperado band were playing. During breaks between sets, Greene and his band would sit with my "my iridnO-anO me Io manipulate our sulgestible minds. I was told it was destiny" to have met band member, Wayne Cox, who had been trained for


panmilitary mercenary operations under I-ouisiana's u.S. Senator J. Bennett Johnston.I soon learnedthat everyone associatedwith Greene was involved in his cIA "FreedomTrain" operatiois. when I told Greene ttrai mv rriend and I *tuming on Fn$y night due to attending the Grand'Ole Opry, r,e Igylg ryl9g told us that he would be working that night. He made arrang-edrents for ys to come back stageand sei !\" 9pw trim imirediatelifollowine hii seement. He gKplarned the "security" guard at the opry, Nishville tr,tdtropolice Lt. Bob that Ezell, wasa good friend oi tris and would lei ui in. . A! the Opry, my friend and I sat in the audience watchins as Jack Greene his "specialguel!," U.S. SenatorRobert C. Byrd. nt the sighr of llttf,fdI we.nt rnto a pre-conditiold d*q trance_and roboticirlly went throuEh the LIlg' following Greene's instructions. once backstagi:, Greene p6inteo Tgtigns,or out hrsdressing l9om, which he was sharing with SenatorBird, ano ordeied me onality that had been sitting in the_audience perceivedByrd as had 1.-_{!glgt an entertainer and could not, or would not, think further. Bui as I walked into room_and..sgw.llrd nerched_dnthe elge of the mirrored u-ity in $g p*hq hls_boxer shorts, I switched inlo the child personality that had known him is a U.S. senator on Mackinac Island since-age 13,' and responded sexually. "his,"-excitedry telling m" tr.taihe trid |{terward, Byrd_wasclaiming me as "always wanted his own little witch". I soon learned thJenormitv of this statement. JackGreene's band mem_ber, Wayne Cox, later told me that playing music behindSenator Byrd at the opry wai not the'only way he "baclied'hiri". He also backedhim politically and in Freedom Trairi opeiations. cox then made arrangements my friend and me to stay the re-mainderof our triD at his for Hendersorville, Tennessee.There-wasno choice but to compiy. The flfterin tollowlng nrght, after Jack Greene completed his show at the Black p6odte, he lrove mJ tneld and me to.a nearby participating after-hours club, the Demon's Den. There, cox was to pick us up and talte uslo Hendersonville. Instead, we were.slipped? drug.and taken "on a tour" of union station, Nashville's then abandoned.traln slation, wiere supposedlythe only train still running through therewas the FreedomTrarn. Byrd's attemptedcultivation of superstitionthrough mv catholic _ se-nator schoolingshould have maximized the impact of ihe occult ritual-I wai subjected to in the tower of the old stone and slate turn-of-the-century train depot. But th.9 p.arn and horror was sufhcientl.y effective in itself-leven without my adheringto superstition--to produce tlie intended mind shatterinsresults. coi ry friend and me on a "flashlight tour" througn the rud'ble of Union loo\ Station,until we came to a homelessman sleepingon t[e ground. cox ordered me to "kiss the railroad bum good-bye," then snol nirn betiveen the eyes while I was still only inchesaway'. He then used a macheteto chop off'the man's hands,which he put in a zip-lock bag. He then led us up the ricketv stairsinto the tower of the old depot. There Jack Greene,his band membersiand others dressed black robes were gatheredaround a black leather alter in a room lit in by.candlesand draped in redlelvet. In total shock, I was laid on the alter and subJected rape_and to torture while the participants indulged in sex, blood, and cannibalism ritual. ... Tttq next day I wg\e up on cox's couch, vaguely aware that I had suffered a ''bacl..nightmare". When I stood up, I passedout from blood loss. I was bleeding profusely from the vagina. lt was all I could do to preDareto drive back to Michigan, and my friend was certainly not in a stable fianie of mind to


help. I..did not know what happenedto me, nor was I able to question it. I had a new "obsession" on my mind. I had been programmed at the ritual to move to Nashville and marry Cox, as ordered by SenatorByrd. Back in Michigai, I made the ann6uncementio my parents that I was moylg to Nashville to.marry QoI, "l it was "predestinaiion". What they would not tell me was that my father had just litbrally SOLD me to Senator Byrd in exchange for lucrative military contracts that made him a millionaire overnight-a millionaire on a sixth grad-e education--aperverse, child exploiting criminal, immune frgm prosecution, working as a CIA operaiive for tlie U.Sl government! That mind shatteringoccult ritual I endured in Nashville marked a new life of wealth and prestige for my father while thrusting me into a new phaseof my torturous existence--and had no choice in any ofit! I

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.Enim of mindcontrol used witchesfor centuries, by atiitioieolniuperstition ;der tlun scientifrc fact. Thelesuperstirious beliefsie.i"gfv "*ni[i.a Utf, &x's.mergenary training thepoint rhathis kifling dc.d ;""i"f "onlior. ro. to a stabbing with a knife, !nl4j: :l9T yould,murder lu.qan throughrepeateil odrvng thatthe_"departing spirit" and splattered blood gave-him Dowerto gTTJ_Tt ryld. In truth,it aversion subsequent and traumati'zation by reeventthat caused to dissoc-iate trance,leavingmy subconscious me and open c'o*, F-$ *p:_ftns and,thoTof others. puqne the trrre6y#; i;;;;iih and me several his own of *Tpuy mpregnated aborted six times,consuming ofisp.nng preserving othersshaped ceramicfor iale in his intersnte and the in oocult. bodypartsbusiness. Cox's M.O. for murderingalwavs included the with a machete, the "Hands Glory,'he liitn-dried as of rymovlng hands in shop geranlic. of h_is and his mother's housewere in'demand *o tr,u, $e. ostnDuted tlrogghout occultunderground the supplynetwork. cox's protected parts distribution routes included Texas, Arkansas, 11311:,_11tn0_ ,bodl Mlsslsstppt, I'ennessee, Florida. and cox andI traveledto Florida on severaloccasions his mother's Darenn as li^ved Mims, which is only minures in away from tt i NeSe xirindf sp""" center Titusville. cox, Iike my father,'madesurl i-*J itoe'}ii ,ninain contoltesting plogpqining aiorderai. Co* perceived ai i thos"n and ,ne (rle," andottenusedthis cIA projectMonarchterm whenreferrins to me and "" ' forproudly at fustifying"hisleaving-me theNASA install"tion.-""of belief system_s_that applledto varioussituations, all ^, .-U.p,L"h1g-1vanlry fr.e based. He believedin spirit communication gI,yrucn were superstltron or -olvrneguldance" through nature spirits and demons,that Satan must be

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it. to iUiiiii t" escipe,evenif I liad knownenough attempt -*-ii4t i;"h;il4;"rA*l instinctsas a mother may have.beenacil"t" proiective'maternal -brothers and attemptsto pr.olecimy centuiteddue io ry pirt unsuccessful neid to-keepKelly safethat desp6rate (I ";* had twb iiit..t). It was_m.y ;iri;;; 'ngnt or flighf i whehI wastransferred Houston. I to lidr" tii"to ttr- point of "fightl' but my newmaternal compelled instincts -i t "a toneaeolosi my ability-to myselffrom Houstonandher aia ar I 6outato"savgKelly-.and me*;;"fiGii;. I lul"-in pi6:""t Monarch. SinceI had no a5ility to-reason "fi.d; to ty parents'new housein affluentGrandHaven,99,y1f-amnesic, I Mighlean-' had no in daughter of conceDt what r *as runningrror or to. I arrivedwith my baby. I belongings -Wittrin ri'" .'"tr.'tfi"'tatGrJ.tottt"s"on out backs,and what few donated and nJY a few-days, Parents-received followed ii""aidii"lrli=f--Glly. in SinaioiSv.A's instruitions,and turnedme bactiover to Houston--who, turn, for Louisiana furtherconditioning. sentmebackto by After three ror" *onthr of intense,nonstof-tortures Cox, I could not and to follow maternat-insiincts baielykneiv my own name..I hadno idea think iio* ofOi*us, whereiwis, how long I hadbeenth6re,andwhathadhappened and gllnent programmed io X"ifv Outitigthat time.' Kelly's-own testimony reflectsthe Identity Disorder. Fersonality/nissociative *f"ioit"i"tuA'Multipie during trauira sheendured and torturous ffin';#i;;-t"phiitica-t&-conaitioning when I wasreturned we "ntuing timestha"t were separated.. this and numerous by to Houstonas orctresiriieO Byrd, my braiir containeda seriesof new and readyto be programmed led. comDartments -""1';6;i" and at_oncg, Houston began programming bef,avior minAicontrol' destiiationsunder the-guise of his .nrurfi ittui f was taLin to my appoinieO i*uJfr in the "ountry musi'! iir-Oustry. In the early 1980s, my base uJ rott-C"titpbell -Kentuckv:bJ S' Armv Lt' piog*rrnini'*uilntiilJ Y in equino. Aquino holdi a TOP SECITETclearance the botlonetVtiihael Division ;;i;;;; itrtertigence'ngincy's-i'sycholo-gical_Warfare (PsyOps).. He tfr'"]outia"t of"the Himler inspiredsalanpTempleof [f*-N-l, is i orofessed Day at a6use thePresidio wirh chitdritg.4andsexual Sd';;;;;bil;h-ga But b31" in S- ntancisco,-Catifornia. like my fatherandCox, Aquinoremains 110



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wi,el,i'iiisridl#tn-eie,e*onyif -me i.iiir,"?fr lr" iitrJi^;{,TJl#, he..presented with a i'*eaa-in'g;ifF:_; rose patterned crysralcrucifix "our"*Edding;, deliberatelv desisned anchor to il;y'c;;hlii[rvlii#" instlred beliefs.rne_Ulry ntr"t"{A;pi&il."r" rn .mywedding dress with the crystal crucirrx 1411 to'"commemorate w;ddingnrght,"was standard our lock-in '*"t" mind-controlled slaves tnii *fio r ioi"*i-6 ",narry; 3;tffiffi,jr"iall . Houston'sbooking agent, Reggie.Mac (Macl:ughlin), of United Talent and "rf.air,uilG,'-f!nn"rGr, laterof MacFadden igEncy p tio u"r"-uLnng cIA musii acti into liy iocitiiis to aid the execution coverr iryolu"ocountry of government operations.. exampie, For Houston,s """triloquiii-ii "Alexand Elemer" would be sctredufed t".-rgk;;l"lat a countyor statefair near Washington,. D_.C-., w[ere

thethree months wasbackwith C_ox, muscre my I a in *all wascut anddropped preparaiio"}& i"i,rtd;'iolh'liu.i"" uppervaginal a hideous { witch'sface' for Seiitor _nyio;i plruersion. Aquino provided the ancient inshuctions how to mutilate,6;;;-i;uston on used silver exacto knivesto carvethe details of ttt" r"* without any formnitrate and hot of anesthesia. By flexing muscle the powlwar.d, *,"ia""lioiil;';"i#,nyiugin". Not this surgery Bvrd vagini-suit+ *;il;";'i#rdeveroped give a rcuriosity" l" :I-{-dig pems' alsoprovided. equitabre rt an to btdispi;t"d;; and over rg"l in.both commercial non-"orrii"i"i pornography prostitution. and and on thel98l anniversary rohnF. x"n*oy'r assassination, of I wasforcedto .'r.oyl Alex Houstonfo; app_ear^an;;;il;. Earlier rhar month when I had been raken washington, to p.'c. r- p.ortiiution purpoi.r, that I woutdactuailf be "marryingr r'ir-*h.,il'Eiaca'"d iiiiJ'inlo.n.,ed me vows,, to Houston. "It is a covenant "It is me bglw-e€n two of us," Byrd-hadsaid. the that you will honor obev'til deathgo and o:n.t'Byiqlffit"fi"ti i," ,, pick up n1ywgdpinp dress irom.a ryarbyu l.b. itore" Throughoutrhe years,Houston oftenjoked aboutthe ,lglrfrcan'ce9{ my.washingd;; D:il-r,i.iling dress__ which was depictedin. Rornoerarhic 'commemorate ihotos and a commercial video to bur weddin'g ,,best nig6];;"-"-'""" AIex Houston's iranl" Jimmy Walker, was ajso a photographer for ,Iarry _Flynt'ssexuallygraphii: corrlrciat


legitimate appearanceto my presence there, when in fact I was being prostituted to the SenatorI had "married." During the early '80s, Reggie Maclaughlin primarily booked Houston into areas that were conducive to my mind-control programming with Aquino. I was first subjected to Aquino's tortures and programming in Fort Campbell, Kentucky; Fort McClellen in Anniston, Alabama; and most frequently, at Redstone Arsenal and Marshall Space Flight Center in Huntsville, Alabama. Military mind-control was fast, effective, and highly technological, but it was the NASA programming that launched me as a "Presidential Model". Even though Aquino instilled my programming on both military and NASA installations, he had access to the latest technological advancements and techniquesthrough NASA. These included mind foolers such as sensorydeprivation tanks, virtual reality, flight simulators, and harmonics. By the age of two, Kelly had already been subjectedto Aquino and his programming through theselatest technological advancements, which shatteredher fragile young mind before her basepersonality had a chanceto form. Rather than use occultism on Kelly, Aquino traumatized her through sexual assaultand high voltage tortures of the mind and body. She, like I, to this day carries numerous scars from this "non satanic" abusebase. i know, from yeirs of research, NASA technology and Aquino's programming, combined with the Project Monarch standardsleep, food, and water deprivation and high voltage, made Kelly a subject of state of the. art .genetically multigenerational MPD/DID psychological mind-control englneenng. In 1981, Byrd personally joined Aquino in Huntsville, Alabama during one of our programming sessions. NASA cooperatedfully with Byrd on any and everything, since it was Byrd's Senate Appropriations Committee that determined how much and/or whether NASA received government funding. I lay naked on the cold metal table, tranced and photographically recording every word and detail of my programming and every word that Byrd and Aquino not so privately discussed. Byrd was providing Aquino with specific details of certain perversions he wanted me equipped to fulfill or perform. Additionally, they talked about scrambling my immediate memory with two private porn frlms they were arranging to have produced locally. These were tttleA How To Divide a Personality and How To Create a Sex Slave. These films are the kind NASA became involved in producing for the d'ual purpose of "scrambling" memory and ciocumenting their mind-control procedures. The resident Huntsville, Alabama pornographers were two local cops, one of which was (and is) a Sergeant.sThis servedNASA and the CIA well when cover-up was necessary. The How To Create a Sex Slave film depicts the common "spin" programming, which in essenceis the combination to unlocking or accessing a specific programmed act. For example, the compartmentof the mind that holds memory of incest is stimulated to open when the original abuse is eminent. Seeing my father's penis would ntrigger" a specific response, supposedly opening the neuron pathways of my brain to allow the part of my brain that dealt with his actions before to deal with them again. With "spinn programming, the trigger of seeing my father's penis is replaced with a combination of specific verbal commands and a specific number of physical spins so that anyone with the "combination" could accessthat particular part of my brain. The part of my mind containing "knowledge" of the original abuse by my father learned to "likeu painful, sadistic sex. Senator Byrd wanted me programmed in such a way that he could decide if he wanted me to scream and


Jegitim3te appglanpg to my presence there, when in fact I was being prostituted to the SenatorI had "married." Dulng the early _'80s,Reggie Maclaughlin primarily booked Houston into areas that were conducive to my mind-control programming with Aquino. I yas stjecte-d_to_Aquino'siortures and pr6gri'mming in Fort Cimpbell, and-most frequentfy, al {eltucky;.Fort lv{,,Alabama; RedstoneArsenal and Marshall Space Flight center in Huntsville,'Alabama. Military^mind-control .was_fast,efl'ective, and highly technologicar,'but it was the NASA programming that launched me as a-"piesidential-Model". Even lhoug.h. Aquino instilled my programming on both military and NASA inslallations, he had access to t[e latest- technological advincements and techniquesthrough NASA. These included mind foole.-rs such as sensorydeprivation_tanks, virtual reality, flight simulators, and harmonics. By the agti of two, Kelly had already been subjectedto Aquino and his programriing thr-ough theselatest.technological_ advancements, which shatteredh-erfragile yo*ungmiid before her basepersonality had a chanceto form. Rather than rise occultTsmon Kglly, A.quino traumatiTf her through-sexualassaultand high voltage tortures of the mind and body. she, like I, to this day cames numerousscarsfrom this "non satanic" abuse base. i kno.ry, flom ye,irs of research, NASA technology andAquino's programming, coqrli.ngd with the project tvton'arch standardslee!, food, and water deprivation and high voltage, made Kelly a subject of state bi the . art genetically multigenerational MPD/DID psychirlogicai mind-control englneenng. joined_Aquinoin Huntsville, Alabamaduring one . In 1981, Byrd.personally oI our. programming sessions. ryASA cooperated fully with Byrd on any and elerything,, since it was Byrd's Senate Appropriations iommittee' that determined how much and/or whether NASA reCeiv-ed government funding. I lay naked on the cold metal table,.tranced and photograpihicallyrecording every word.and detai.lof my programming and every word-that Byri and eqiino ncit so privately discussed. Byrd was providing- Aquino with- specific dietails of cgrtain..peryepionshe yTrd ms equip-ped fulfill olperforin. Additionally, to they talked about scrambling my immediate memory witli two private porn filrii they were arranging to have produced locally. Thele were tttlid How'To Divide a Personaliry and How To create a sex slaie. These films are the kind NASA bu?q" involved in- producing for the dual purpose of ,'scrambling,' memory -Huntsville, and- documenting their mind-control procedures. The resident Alabama pornographeq_wgre tw_olocal cops, one of which was (and is) i sergeant.s This servedNASA and the cIA well when cover-uDwas necessarv. The How To Create a Sex Slave film depicts the conimon "spin,, lirogramming, which in essenceis the combination to unlocking or a&essirig a specific prggrammed act. For example, the compartmentof th6 mind that ho-lds TeTory of incest is stimulated to bpen when the original abuse is eminent. seeing {y father's penis would '4gg..r" a specific response, supposedly gpening the neuron pathways of my brain !o allow the part of my b'rain thdt -again. dealt with his actions before to deal with them Wittr "spin" programming, the trigger of seeing my father's penis is replaced wiiil a combination of specifrc verbal commanris and a specinc numb-erof physical spins so that anyone with the "combination" could a?cessthat particular pirt of "knowledge" of the original abuse .rny bratl.. The part.of my._mindcontaining -wanted by my father learned to 'like" painful, sadistic sex. Senator Byrd me programmed in such a way that he could decide if he wanted me to scream and


cry when he whipped me, or if he wanted me to become sexually aroused and "beg" for more. -After programming, when I met with Byrd, I would odance" like a music box dancei, twirling round and round until Byrd's fiddle music stopped. My mind precisely calculaled how many revolutions I had made wtr'eitrer I wai capable of conicious counting or not (huch like a normal person wakes up at a particular time without an alarm clock), and the desired results were produced as accessed. T[is is but one simplifred example of sex programming, and I was pro$rammed for more than sex. But this particular incident of programming at ihe U.S. Army Redstone Arsenal would change my existence entirely and set the stage for my role in covert government black, budget-type operations as a "PresidentialModel". Seeing and/or knowing that Kelly was being tortured and programmed proved to be a detriment to my own mind-control programming,,such that the -common "cross-programming" of mother and daughter was rarely viable. In the fall of 1982, Houston was scheduledto perform at the State Fair in Senator Byrd's home state of West Virginia. Byrd arrived at our hotel with Lt. Col. Aquino, who took Kelly with f,im, supfosedly for programming pulposes. I wat left alone in the h<itel room with Byrd, whose KKK affiliation fueled his rage over my having been recently prostituted to black entertainer and CIA ofrrative Chirtie Pride. Althougtr i nla had no control over the situation to begin with, Byrd expended his fury on me rather than on Houston who was iltimatety reiponsi6le for the incident. He took out his whip and began beating me as he,had so many times before. Only this time it seemedto last forever. Byrd was still whipping me when Aquino returned with my tranced and -I enough to pull myself up gff regained consciousness trauniatized daughter. the floor when-I heard Kelly's hysterical cries. Byrd ordered me to the bathroom for a cold shower to stop the bleeding. My body could not carry out his orders, and I collapsed again in the bathroom, smearing blood all over the floor. Kelly's cries again revived me, and I crawled to the door to frnd. Byrd small window sexually assaultingher and Aquino disrobing to join- them. One_ in the bathroom appearedto be a possible means of escapeto obtain help, but Bvrd caueht me and knocked me to the floor. The whole bathroom was smeared -bv in'Utooa the time he threw me into the shower and turned the cold water on to slow the bleeding. Iater that afternoon, Kelly and I stood hand in hand in the afternoon sun at the State Fair where Senator Byrd was about to make a speech to his constituents. My blouse stuck to my freshly whipped skin as Byrd walked onto gbused the stage, and the crowd cheered. Although Byrd periodically se_xualiy Kelly ihroughout her Project Monarch victimization, the horrific incident in Wesi Virginla was the last time I was able to instinctively think to respond at all. Aquino's mind-control programming further insured it, as did Eyrd's accessto high tech mind-control equipment via West Virginia's Jesuit College, "Head Friar".c where he claimed the role of Kelly has reported enduring much sexual abuseby both Byrd and Aquino. Aquino apparently incorporated sexual abuse with his mind-control programming and sex training of her, and shared more such events with_Byrd. It was also my experiencethat Byrd's sexualpewersions were heightenedwhen Aquino shared in the assault. Traumatic events such as this one in West Virginia reinforced my own programming through conditioning, and further control. locked me in to Byrd's seemingly inescapable


The majority of my programming, as well as a large part of Kelly's, was again Oz theme based. This meansthe combination of codes, keys and triggers to access me were relaled to L. Frank Baum's story, The Wizard Of Oz. Whether or not it was Baum's intention (or for that matter Walt Disnev's. Lewis Carroll's, etc.), it is evident that his psychologically intense story was used for manipulating minds. Much of Thc Wiznrd Of Oz lends itself to themes commonly used by perpetrators. For example, nearly dl MPD/DIDs have suffered the loss of p9t9 during ritualized torture. And all of Baum's primary characterDorothy's nightmarish experiences"over the rainbow in Oz" stemmeil from her desire to risk her own life to protect her threatened pet. Abusers use this lesson to condition the victim to drop all resistanceand cooperate or "I'll get you, my pretty, and your little dog (or child) too." The "over the rainbow" scrambleof dreamsvs. reality provides abusersa theme by which to manipulate an MPD's subconsciousperception of switching personalities. Oftentimes this theme is transdimensionalas is Oz, or that which was just experiencedwas "just a bad dream" like Dorothy was told upon her awakening in her own bed back in Kansas. CIA cryptic language is manipulation of the English language such that words have a double meaning (aka 'double binds' in mental health terminology.) It works much the way as communication through "inside jokes", among people familiar with each other. Perhaps this is a reason for the government's use of professional comedians as slave handlers. Since mindcontrolled slaves' minds function consciously through their subconscious,which has no way of discerning fantasy from reality or intended meaning from literal meaning, cryptic dual level languageis especially effective. Many CIA covert operations I was involved in occurred in public. Anyone who overheard the conversationwould have discerned somethingvery different from what actually "trance-spired". For example, one of my Washington, D.C. Secret Service escorts linked arms with me like Dorothy did with her companions when ^to walking the Yellow Brick Road. This would have appeared be normal behavior, or even romantic, to outsiders. But to me it was a signal to "stay the course" (Bush's quote) and follow directions. Arm in arm we walked through the crowded Air and Space Museum of the Smithsonian to the nearby NASA headquarters. There he read the "Seryice Entrance" sign on the door accentuatingsyllables ever so slightly so that I heard him cryptically command, " Serve-us,En-Trance" .
I Jimy Dean is knowledgeableof, and a willing particip8nt in, crimiml covert activity including the uw of mind*ontrclled slaves. ' "Marching to Misrcuri' is a Momon barcd belief that inrerfacedwith the CIA's faction of the country music industry being tmnsfered to Bnnon, Misrcuri in the mid 1980e. 3 l2o,ooG"olt stun guns leave two indentedprod rurks or moleetwo incheeapan, while the cylindrical stun gun u*d prirurily in the vagim and rcctum leaves prod mrks/moles 314 of an inch !p8rt. A l@k into tnsh-magazine publisher hrry Flint'g ,Ilrctlcr will show prod mrks on the mind*ontrclled slaveshe photogophs, particularly on rhe thrcat, near the lips, and on the back. 4 The 'witch's face' has alrc been rcfered to !s that of a baphometand Jesuit monk. 5 I photo identified the Serg*nt and his lhrcugh Qailer)ofticer in 1990, and Mark's and my lives werc thrcarened lhen-Dietrict Attomey, now U.S. Reprcsntrtivc, Bud Cnmer @. Huntsville, Alabam) of lhe Congrcssional Pemnent IntelligenceCommittee Es a rcsult of this rcvelation! 6 To a liteml mind-contrclled MPD/DID slave, the tem "Head Friar'equaler to "he8d frier," meaning high voltsSe to lhe bnin,


After Aquino instilled my base sex programming, I was often taken by Houstonto Youngstown, Ohio to attend the sex slave training camp hell hole refenedto as "Charm School". Houston often performed in the Youngstown area at county fairs, Fraternal Order of Police shows, or any little country gigs that would bring us in the proximity of the dreaded musicentertainment CharmSchool. On &casion, Kelly would go through the torture process with me. But usually Houston delivered me to the door for trainilg with other CIA andMafia slav6smy age, and then left taking Kelly with him. When Charm School was in session, there were several gids being tortured and trained at once. I have seenand known numerous girls to go through Charm School, but, understandably,few are reported to have survived or recovered their minds enough talk about it. to C-harmSchool was reportedly operated by an identified member of the Mellon Banking family @yrd's Endowment for the Arts' largest contributor). "Governor" from th6 movie My Fqir The operatortfrt tfre"ninie and role of Iady,-in an attemptto confuse my torturous reality with movie fantasy,. In the movie, Governor is the cockney title given the professor who transformed a Additionally, female street urchin into a functioning high society lady. Mellon'suseof the title, Governor, was intended to create scramble for the real Govemorwho frequentedthe school as though it were only a whore house. I am referring to then Governor of Pennsylvania (and later U.S. Attorney now secretaryfor the United Nations) Dick Thornburgh.' Aquino proGeneral, vided some of the piogramming at Charm School and everyone I knew in government operationswas at least aware of it. Then Youngstown Qleriff, n9y Jim U.S. Representative Traficant, was usually present. He capitalized on his "Lurch" by slowly opening the door and saying, ability to portray himself as "Walk this way''. To a literal slave in training, this means walk like he is walking-like Lurch, Egor, a street whore, Scatecrow, and so on. Oncethe door closed behind me, Charm School meant I would be charmed, (hypnotized), and programmed to be a high class prostitute for mesmerized selectpoliticians. I did learn their way to walk. I learned when to talk, how to dress,how to sit, stand, and all the rest. Table mannerswere not taught as they were not needed since slaves endured food and water deprivation when working. Above all, we were taught how to gratify any sexual perversion. Just as Traficantopenedthe door to Charm School for slaves, he oftentimes.wasthe one to "test" their newly learned sexual skills to determine when or if slaves could leave. A typical three-day course at Charm School included the usual factors of sleep,food, and wati deprivation; trauma; high voltage; and programming. "designer" Often times experimental or tried and proven CIA manufactured produced specific brain wave activity to drugs were administered which maximize and/or compartmentalize programs. I usually spent the first day hanging in the dungeon. Charm School is housed in an identified stone historicalrailroad barron's former residence. and the basement was in fact a wine cellar dungeon. It was dark, damp, and musty and was decorated in classic torture chamberfashion. It was complete with various hanging chains, a



stretching_rack,whips, and altars including one specially designedfor bestiality sex. As I hung by my wrists, I could hear and-smell-the aiimals in the neit cells--a black Nubian goat called Satan, a small donkey named Nester, sometimesa small white_pony referred to as Trigger, and virious dogs, cats, snakes,and gthers. All Charm School animals were trained to sexually-respond -who to the smell of urine. Whel someone, such as Dick Thornbdrgh particularly _eljoyed this kind of kink, entered my cell and urinated o-n me, I knew I would soon be released from my chains and led to the animal altar for bestiality lessons, pornography, o-r to please a perverse onlooker. I was hung by.Ty ankles, sqeqche4on a rack, burned, and tortured repeatedly. My feet and hands were chained to a wall for what was termed "off thlewall sex." i was taught "Silence" in Oz fa-shionsince screamingdid not produce results anyway urtless they lvanted it for pornography. This was implemented with air electronic canine bark collar normally used to train a dog nol to bark. _ _I wqs repeatedly filmed pornographically, and always taken upstairs to the "Master's Chambers" for prostitution to participanfs, including the real "Govemor" of Charm School, then Pennsylvania Gbvernor Dick Tlornburgh, Congressman Jim Traficant,, LJ. Col. Michael Aquino, and others. When Kelly was with me, she endured the same and we were forced to see each other physically tortured as further psychological trauma. This was to ensure I could never remember the who, what, when, or where of our bizarre enslavement. This is what is sometimesreferred to as cross-programming. In spite of the deliberately created amnesic blocks, I developed a subconscious sympathetic understanding for other Charm School slaves that extendedoutside the walls of this man-madehell. This understandingemanated from the depths of my being, creating a compassion for other mlnd-control victims that compels_ to give voice to their silent pleas for help to this day. me I became close friends with one such victim, who must remain anonymous in order to survive to eventually recover. This beautiful blonde and'I had numerous opportunities to be together throughout the years, as Houston's government sponsored travels routinely took him into her home state of Pennsylvaniawhile Dick Thornburgh was Governor. My friend and I were photographedtogether for hrry Flynt's commercial pomography publications, and featured in the illicit frlms th-at contributed to funding CIA covert operations. In addition to this, she and I were able to spend two weeks together when her husband/handlertraveled to Houston's farm in Tennessee instructions on handling his new "bride". for I was "made of honor" for my friend's "wedding," which was no more a ryarriagg than mine to Houston. As was customary with Project Monarch slaves, her marriage to her handler equated to marriage to her- mind-control owner, U.S. SenatorArlen Spector. "wedding" I was forced to participate in was for pomography purposes - The only, and it took place in Arlen Spector's Conneaut Lakb-hbus-e in Pennsylvania. Spector's stone house was located in a wooded, remote setting and was masculinein decor. Side rooms were either designatedfor perversesEx or were fumished with antiquated NASA virtual reality-and programming equipment. Th9 mysty smell of Spector's playhousewas ovbrpoweledby the scenfof roses, which he symbolically presentedto his slave on their "wedding" day. My friend's "wedding" photos included Catholic themes-,anci the crucifrx featured was rose cut crystal similar to the one I received from Byrd.


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no where to run' no reinforcehis usedthe oDDortuniti "power"--hisbelief that I stungun. to where hide' frornhis -Wf,if. and Aquino i untangledfiyself from thel wires, Kri.stopherson up. their banterat niy expense.Kristopheison continued !91.d his key qng atlq while he told iinsled it. catching 'eq"uino,';Vou;t" 'nV uitaiuiOe6attentionas conditioned, with this one Keys to the Kingdom to work g"onnd needthe " rieht here. ""';i;;; to the Kingdom," of course, referred to py previously instilled peisonalities- Since Catholi'cprogrammedmnt tli""lnnir-o-irfrJnsional" at program-mer the time, Kristopherson ffi ri"ry mind-control fdil via instilledin childhood the pr^wi-ousty *ii inforring'Aquino'of programs ;Ri1e RemfinSilent". ny jii'gling tireteys, he wasdemonstrating control his to edge overmeandhis momentaD/ on Aquino. - -;i "She'smine as saying hejingledthe keys. noi 'em." Kristopheiton-*as The -Events Byid"' playball. nesides, warina untesi"ylu ,,I,ie been laterthat-night you," Aquindsaidwith a smile. e*p'ecting proved itrat lquino naf'U#n suiplied the keys !o qy-previously.established and i"i,iii U.iJ pi6grim-ing, which'h'e Byrd usedandalleredto suit their own perversions. '-"S;iJ;onitored "progress," often torturedme and all of my programming "He off, to motherlgft ''There *itfr iris ;hil;Apoctetf<nifti. developed.He said, unv tetf-est""mI mighthaveiiradverteritly Aeitrov you-toturn b|causeif you could think to talk no one would ever ir-"""jf*Jf* to Uifiini I wouldhaveanything do with thelikes of you." He often threatened "Th,eltrst Presidential b"caut", after all, n'" ifrutf wasconsider&--;ai!po*Uf"" public eye and no one M"d;i;tytarityn Monroe,waitcilled right in front of the knewwhathappened." as Bvrd's thrbits and cruelty were unnecessary I could no longer think to but he loved to hearhimseli talk and would often droneon ir;lt;vwiv, r""k while I was ;i' in ttis infamouslong-windedrecitations,. ;;-;';,i pfi"t"!*pfri""tly recording every word-he said. He detailed the inner stnictureof tn"e*ortd dominationeffort, including psych-ological bperatiotiat *d explainedhow he had and would utilize his-"expert" i,'"tlili J*ti*;i, U.S. Justice it manipulate and the so-called kt";ru;;i'iii'A*tinition_to "and of rore. His looselips providedme yet anothermeans s-urviving Suit"nr. "the game"onceKeliy andI wererescued from our " rt"p "tl"aa of iii"itiii.i existence. "justifications".for mind-controlled criminalactivityto,measwell' his Byrd revealed Senator of was boaid eventhoughhe knew I"The incapable input He usedme as a sounding only way we can oi'."rponr". He rehearsidin keepingwith his motto " '*-'B;J'6;tin.A;; fail. is-to fail to think of an excuse. mankindinto of as rina-control atrocities a means thrusting """ording to the Neo-Nazi principles to which he u..#of"d-"uoiution, ;iustifri:A; manipiltating mqnkild's-te1tgionto bring about the "OiritJ.--rfl "world p.i."" th-rough the "only-meansavailable"--total piipiti,ii.A-Uiblical 118

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blackielicopters patrolling the area would. And if all else failed, the "Eye in lh" $ky" would locate him or her, and a torturous death was suppoiedly rmmlnent. _-.According to my abusers, my deprogrammer and primary advocats Mark Phillips and I have embarked on "THE Most Dangerous Game" through efforts such as releasing this book and turning a spoflight on the Shadow Government to reveal its members' identities and their crimes asainst humanitv. Mark Plrlllips and I are determined to beat them at their ow-n "game" by aiming the "95o/o"with the truth that perpetrators"don't want them to-know!"


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. Yv mind-controlled existencebecame more compligted qftqr senator Byrd introduced me to then president Ronald Reaganin tire fal of i-gg2;;t a white ,'Wheriyou Hg5:,qolidgd,p*y. meer the Chief, imagine him _!Vrd totA me, wlth nrs pants down. He's most comfortableknowing you are imagiiing him with.iis pants down. He doesn't want formality." F&frer presidinirori had conditioned me to dread the offrce of president, ana r inecnaniiatty weni through the motions of meeting Reagan. _ Reaga! admittedly had seen th{ now To Divide a personalitv and How to crearc a sex slave videos Huntsville, Alabama. He acteit very pleased with .me as though I lrd participated in their willingly. within the'fiist few mrnutes ot meeting Reagan, he was giving me aiting tips to utilize in and.pomographylf "When you beciom6your part, your g:I"llTe.1lqperllions pertormance lncreases,which in tum increasesyoui ability to d6 youi partl-for '+s\ not what your country cql d_o ydu, Ask what'you can for IguI_gguntry: oo ror your country'--your part," he instructed. Somehow.Reagan,s r6minder ot Ford's and vanderJagt's conditioning to Kennedy's quote-seemed more "simply" p1li9tl.{ty- significant .ihan lexually . ent6rtaiding potiticiani uy -self-professeil a ilag rn bottom.. After_gazing de€p into his HayTq .my "Kaleldoscope eyes," each metaphoricalphrase he spoke became life aird breath to me. F9"g- explained to me that the illegal cIA covert activities I was forced to partrclpate in were 'Justified." as they fyn{ed covert activities in Afghanistan and Nlcaragua. Heexplained, "America's FreedomTrain is spanning globe ihe ancl sex is but a sidetrack to the ultimate course of freed6m. 6ur jorb of procur-lng.andtran_sporting arms is the most difficult part of all. But it can and must be done. How can a man with no arms fight? These operationsare American-peopl.e ryrse too much hell a6out violence al'ready,and it is better they're not informed of our supporting wars they cannot underitand the significanceof. " I realize now that twi-sted reality to fit his personal perceptions \*gs rather than to adheretg Byrd's -In philosophyof providing "elxcuses,' what he fbr "the deemed order of things". typii:alRealal fashion, he did not p"t""i"" "an mind control as slavery, but as biportunitf for those who otherwis^e would have.nothing in life". He claimed that multigenerational incestuously abused children like myself, or "previously impoveriihed baseball players ii6m third world countries and slums, are provided an opportunity to '6e lfl ttrev can be' a 'contra-bution' to society,_ddrnatiori, and the *orit, by utiIllq$l TkilC llzng.therr ratents maximum potential.' with this attitude,Reagandispiayed to pride in_the sick role he played as The wizard of oz, directing project rraonaictr slaveslike myself. -That night, SenatorByrd acted in the capacity of a pimp and prostituted me Referring to m€.as though I wple amachine, Reagairasked Byrd, io^lTqg. "Does she run on chemicals?" meaningspecificCIA drugs. 'She rakes sp-urti". __Inoticed t'hatReagan'seyes lit up . .Byrd answered, with perversion and understandingbf Byrd's scatement,whiih meairt that I





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"shared'whatever later drugswere in his systemthrough-hisurine. Reagan this did;; frepiefene4#x shves equipp.Fd.for task sincehe, as President, not ---;W;ii;; should hlve to getup in the nightto urinate... "All I've neagatisai4holdingip his glass, 'whiz had to fuel her with is 'That'i of a Wiz(ard)."..Fytd not much of i ibtt fr6m a alcohol. lris irruiltl ai ieugan's oz crypticjbke and rer_r.roved gold.cgqrqe vial from -ife tumedtheir backsto the discretely ihO Reagan pocket"of suit. his theinner "spoon the fed" Reagan drug up his nose. oar$whiieByrd '"Uncle Ronniedoesn't Byrd informedme that f,tfor. t ieft wittr Reagan, into his LL (N'ancy),tr that he preferredsnuggling and with his mommv sleeo because neai. tiett blueflann6litreetiin his nightshirtand ridiculousnightcap 'thev'riwarmer. and softer.morecomfortable, don't snore". ---iit"t, accessed i" rtii u"oto"m, Reagan "Uncle 4y sexualprogramming,and I ory dld.not move Ronnie". Reagan became patt" as a prostituteto him, all, that *as "my duty". And my duty was to please t"*.'Aftet Outine never.hurtme "ftitiner it took, and'it took moreiime ihan anything, -4eagan "bond" to the (healwavs else madesuresomeone did that) and usedthis as a most for accessed sex. . Reagan's he iiiU"itritO ('Kitten") personality always was his love foi bestialitypornography'' ;;;;lDdfiatitv'tint -According and esialatedits manufacture 6';y-idna6rs, t"is passionfor pornograptry approvedand auring his Administr''ation.-H6 wholeheartedly Oistti6utionthe encourased poin industryfor fundingcovertactivity. -(private) films I.and others pornography M*?*tnr'.rcial andinstructional "Uncle Ronnie's Bedtime Stories," were in. oarticiDited referred to as according-tohis instruction, sbt.ty fo. his pleasure--oftentimes ffiiili"i.l'After I with-Reagan, wasused my initial meeting uiine ii."dor Train slaves. Charm at ttrat were productidpredominantly Youngstown ntri il ffiil;a 'Pornographer"'.Michael to Dant6,-specifically. -Olor by his "Chief Scf,i,oi otisf" trir perveisions. Theseincluiieda wide rangeof cryplic themes,but the often_watched videoswhile I was proswere'mostl!bestiality. Reagan possib-le'-. . me tituted hiin, requiring tole-enactthepoqr froryeyer --ifi;rt !o Dani6,AKA.MichaelViti, tvtichael ffi neigan'iCtrief Pornographei "charity" Golf Tournament hotel wherehe was attending at an elite Nashviile in Charlie Pride's Pro-Am Golf Tournament iestivities. Like CIA Operative "charity" tournament provideda coverfor the New Albuquerque. Mexibo,this the that ilafi; a;a white slavery6perations dominated event. Houstonand I ';ctrafityievents, did Dant6,but it.was only after having as ;it"" ;tt "a"d iuctr as andmy pathscrossed arranged. that ' --O"ttt?-t*t metReasan Dant6's a rn. to hir hotelioom after our initial introduction. He snorted and fe* finesoi cof", ioot"O me over as though.I were merchandise, accessed me He mv sexDroqrammlng. thenanogantly-asked if I knewwho he was' He idia-*L't'"ii"J in"Beverlyttitts, ddirrirnia and mademovies. I thoLghthe ;ffi ;;i.rti"g io tris Uoxofftce flop, Wnterhawk,until he said,."UncleRonnie sentme. fre wantsme to mak6 movieswith you as your'contra-bution.' WJtt gonn" have a good time, then he's gon1a.hirvla good !ime'--a1d evirvbfiv's happy. Y6u'll like ihat, won't you Baby? Get dressed' We're " and dow-n-siairs makearrangements. Uaclk eoin's '-"f;;a-t"l.pton"o "our love" thro*gh command me often, pr6fessing meet me in specific places for td and reinforcements making arrairgements pol1. These uncle Ronnie'i nedtime stories and commercial oroducing Florida, the Caribbean,and among others, Tennessee, io.ution-5"iniluded, 127


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just gettingstarted. I'll hitting me in the forehead. "Wipe yourselfup. -You're seeto it you get whatyou've got comingto you." nortrinatelv for mi:. Bvrd-had causeto return to the formal cocktail party -brutalize me further. My face was battered,mouth and did not hive time'to torn, and my throat felt tom and stretched. I.hail diff,rcultyswallowingflr sometime, ahdcould not speak. I certainlywasin no conditionto returnto the out cocktailparty, andwasescorted by agents/guards. Befoie i'could leave Washingtdn,Byrd made good on his threat and arrangedfor me tromeetwith Cheneyin a blue bedroom-ina pal:t oI the White and one could HouG so remotethat "no "Silence" hearmy screams moans". But Cherey to conditioninganyway as he proceeded Oz theme implemented me. assault brutallysexually "B!rd tells'me you need a good whipping. But I'm not certain which had a.riding.croq'a you instrurirent prefer, so I broughtthemall." Cheney laid whio. and a cat-b-nine-tails olt on the bed. He beatme quick and hard as my ratherthan -savor!!-g pgn like Byrd his thorighhe were releasing lensions when Cheneyslid a pillow.underTJ.nTF' consci6usness did.' I regained me-by the hair, and bent my headback. Survival instinct kicked in steered satisfyhim.beforehe hiniself abovemy head. I hoped_to when he posilioned became<ieadlybrutal again. But he quic$y pulled out his liquid cocaine io sprayer.spraveamy thr-oat,then proceeded get rough. At one point he asideand asked,"Was that a tooth?" and grinned. It was v'anfea'mv tr'eaO imoerative that I kept my teeth off him because,according to Aquino's pr6sramminginstrucdbn,i was subjectto deathif a tooth was ever felt by 'anv"one. with and manipulated-me it chlney knew this was my programming "satisfying uponit, because, him as thoughmy life depended ofien. I resumd knew and line Aquino programming Ctreney of course,it did." This is another used. Whenhe wasgratified,he floppedover and slept. I hadbeeninstructed absolutely Cheney because to leaveimmediately -paranoid),did not wantqe neg him when and I begandressing- I was he slept (some insiderssay he is out. escorted Hands-onMind-control for "running bases"for Reagan's In oreparation by tgreat dealof programming both Aquino and I underwent nemonstritions, Cheney. Cheni:y laid the ground rules while Aquino carried out the with me on various prograinmingd6tail and performed the demonstration militarv andNASA installations. to Re6ganwanted the demonstrations include all programmingdepictedin instilled since the videos were the "Hdw to" films, additionalprogramming -apflicable,-and sex accordingto Aquino's made, delivery of irugs when at were witir whomev-er/howeveimany present the lecture. Cheney's instruction oersonal ,'touch" to the demonstratiois was- to have me programmed to vaginally internally electric prod myself with a high voltage cylindrical cattle of orfo-trutv an example to6l mind-control. to arm-in-arm"Oz style" !y tryo agents Cheney's I was'routinely'escorted Byrd took me in. Other times office in the Pentagon. Sometimes downstairs Chenevwalked me throughthl building, particularlyif we were going to his "Bunkhouse" personalqriarters. Cheneyisoffrce was egupned with black and book shelves, an hour leatherfurnituie, a hugehessybrown desk,massive me to glassthat he alwaysu-sed keepingwith oz programming, assure that in MPD, I had no As frv tfe wason ttrdtine underhis-command. a programmed


qnceptof time. The hour glasswas a visible way for me !o see "my time grasp concept. running andactually out' the the fust timeI reported Cheneyshuffledthroughthe clutter on his desk, in, pcked a paper began up and reading: 'Number I one. I amNOT your friend, andI don't want to seeyou unless in. cderyouto report Numbertwo. Follow the Colonel's(Aquino)orders,as from me. it is thechain command. of Whathe ordersyou to do. is a command (he Follow to theletter, as thoughyour life drJpends it upbn it, because looked q and grinned wickedly) course, does." His cold eyesbore into mine as of it bwalked around thefront ofhis desk. "Any questions?" to "wasNOT my friend," but he already"sawme" sexually other I knew he on msions. I was perplexedand hesitated. Even though I remained silent, (latey sensed hesitationand becameenraged. He got up in my face, my my bone with his frnger and roared, "Don't even THINK to Doted breast I anything say! Thereis no question to what I do, what I think, or as Erstion questions-especially YOURS!! Your what uy, because absolutely I I am above Now ordenareclear. getout ofhere! I havework to do!" Throughout nextthreeyears,U.S. Army Lt. ColonelAquinousedme in the Se llandsOn Demonstrations numerousArmy, Navy, Air Force, and on plan and Cheney's installations NASA across U.S. according Reagan's the to privy to the demonstrations rangedfrom three at a time oders. TheTop Brass b roughly twenty. In closing,Aquino always "persuaded" them to line up wtile I wasforcedto perform sexuallyon commandwith eachone. The larger gnupsrverephysicallypainful, while the smaller groups often involved variancefrom the routine, such as revealing Reagan'sbestiality uapproved pcrversions. The wide array of "switching" my personalitiesthat Aquino inmrponted the demonstrations, the vast amountof high voltage and into and for left and Utureto whichI wassubjected, me exhausted physicallydevastated Mind-ControlDemonstrations. after one Hands-On days each of Reagan's

I is permanenily dqmqged from Cheney. I have chronic TMJ.



handler, Alex Houston scheduled performwith was ^ Yv (cIA operative) to counrry musicentertainer I-oretta lvnn iitire. pdtboy-ci;i-in",ffiantic citv. qf .te8t.i,ia'i.'J"i'r,ttedly notwantmethere did ll::f::Zin-the:ering explained f6r mepe'ormance.He thataftertris sho#,hg iffia"d 6 "ar.rr;; likea carrot lunch.foithe as BunnGs;ili'i'.wouubnryuein lir'*y. BurI hadwhite House busine*to itiina-*ru,'i ain r"it rriiioirl.iiliii,. Reagan hadarranged me persorgt.attactrJ,-'nnit,:["Hauiu for his the-iiduston -"h;i;; woiderrandlnow 9Tpt.o)' whoalways.prayed ..ydt "oi" or the Arice In white

*irgii ilr iiiii"i;osry we recitedthe genedl praises were trainedtJ say. we "favorite" we rirrca'auoui'n""g-,, musicbv Air^Supply,-*ni"r.t'rr'J supptiea tr"aa to us both via Rilev. cryptit NASA/i,rd;i'iii;;;h ,life arid tieme recordings fj_r l,u,pnJr's became breath"to us both ac"cording to_neagan;slntention, which locked in our programmed devotionfor him. we discuised iil-il";;'I;"ugiiion p*y I-orettahad attended the white Hd;;:-"t at thereas Housronrelavedinformaiion-tonifJ| was aware she had enterrained gg1ti"i"g t"'iiriti"t trip to Panama meerwith panamania"-tidi";;'d to jcrn opeiatii,"'ffi;;i Noriega that Riley deliver the i;f;;;ion i-n"gduring the Inauguration lljrdsr party.) Loretta and I switchedpersonarities spontaneously we as triggeredeach other wittr -inadvertentry ranguage which we were to ^t[e sharJ-;#,ii" accustomed. discussed we forbiddens"bjdis l;cil;?ilivo;""d ;? Byrd until

tarked about Reasan ierms hi' ;;i; ;;-ih, in oi

cIA operativeKen Riley, the Neo-Nazipedophile capacityof Loretta Lynn's ioao manigii analroiect who functionedin the MonarchMind_Control ^#_gemenrs handler,was Alex Hou_ston's "ior.rt-??"n0.' nile]" o_rGn';a]d; throughI-oretra'sand Houston;,;fiJ-a;nt all of us to travel together--parti;udt wten agent,$eggie Maclaughlin,for it invorvedgovernmenr covert operations suchas this^playlioy aiil'ilg'AfO. Loretra,s iinging careerand political ries into CrA covertof_erations"n?r;;*ril";;"ril;"ilil"r. Rirey escorted in and out of the wnite rrouse-on.nuo,"rou, her occasions ftn^iila Reagan ministration..By n"tu*t "ttri-tioi,'il., Ad ir l"i riii;fi;;;"dary rore as a "backuD" handrer me as te ofteniiturned from D.c. wittr {o_r ordersfor and/orconc6rning me. Houston riir,;t ;il';."d ;";h;--crei*L,i'op"otionr, il countrymusicinterests, Neo-Naziana u1s. cou"-,n"nt ,il;;il;, project Monarchmethodoroeies::J3y: r""{"gt nornoerunhv; pedophile F;;;;; -ribilJgrapnicaily activities. Keilv andRilev'syoungaafgfit;i ;de .irtd,i together,and dnduredth-esrlxual-assaflts H;u-;!onrii,i.a of ffiiifii;I8getner on numerous occasions. This trip to Atranticcity_p.rovided an opportunity me to talk with hretta while her husband. Mooney-,'R1ley Ho"Jr" met for business.Loretta -a and I had so much in comm.on irlat -o,ir tir;;d;;h"r had beenrestrictedfrom the time we met in t'tinneapotis,Min""its-t" 19gr and discussedour victimizarions.i alond while il-irr;i6;;l;r,p .i" r9."i we discussed wide rangeof topicpr.ilm-nioiherhood ."i!t9 il;l,oy ctub, a to the white House. we


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and u.roro,ng Reagan,s ro sun se11i_n_e.9i9r t"r,ir",illlftinmeni" . _ tu rhe was Arla;li;-Ci'ry, activated project Monarch prosrammin{that uiiJrii''rrrpn the oz ^To,l:lqn *ut lever covert operations, and

.N;'i';ii"-tillg tl.'" airport; ffi'i:1.,i'ili':ffi to an trier amessase bv u il ; ilJ;; i: i'.XlT'ilt":"",11,'r it dano i'ogiu''n; in nalu o ?Jji",. piostiturion'io-iiu'uiu a-spects;

Riley Houston and "i1g1:-r-andseparated as though us we werea couple naughty I rearnerf kids. of morethanf ;;;";bored ro-about Lorettawh'e in citv,butwasnever permirted unotirii'opportunity speak to f:ill:* with herso Thistrip to Atlantic.City was-multi_purpo:e, whichwas not govemmenr for operations ;ti.t i*.i i"#.-a,tg.nEticipate. unusual in I had a major 'lti,iii:YF

'il.,ilJ,.xf;itr;'$'i"*ufr,if j"i,f*;n-,..: tJi ffi ui *i,1 :lTf ii'r Fq!ll:?,':fi ,pp.,ir,io}i.ffi ;:ii,.!.11i:'

at ccrtainly applied in ,indicators. opL,rati";;ir'h ti#D. Hous_ton onceibut they k towa^rdI " i. i'.iii,ii, *ne ;; led me down the tt'. re ;"; ;; Habi ;l,,Tdwal singing,."Follow _r_ i.i"tiiiouo,,. b, theyeiloiv Housron n,,.uo'lflow^and 1.6

inicate a io lyfr arthetime.ilarety d ilr ;.,,#it{) Til,.?,*;:g i,,1* was :,nff i under did r wii ;ii.;;r:,

prostituti pe glr rsonaty,una . r.iu-ri ; ;', i "; Ii

"" "ffi lffJtXt' u'Ifi ;n "'in' ;'b;il ".c rr :l'1i'11 iplane flvmrita;y jt; i,ir,n. i'#Xlt ifl 'n' and to
oonlpft, ortlis TypSrr #r3f;3;: D-6.*i,.i. i'iouro I:rT:r.i"g rnen reruss... rnrew aprnk and teddy p;"tir;;.1;ftffi;: i:fili: H*'ll._*ffi;"$; me pink algruffred ? reddy ruffled "l"i,,i:if:*.^r,:Tl1i=l:

When arrived Habib,s I in room,_two 'be!r'" of ,,Chieflvrspegt programming. accessed my lir^,ggOyg^uards ing,;;'f ,1,9i1i"S^Reagan,s Anangemenb made thetw6 rn.irug.. were for guards-to pi.t.up a fair sized shipment of

a window rime."'The in &t"tttj"itlti.?mtf;.,door' gettihg )lewere impitient, I qi,i'.iiiy other r"o gambling .*il".a,r,. room.

what-would be?- asked,loudry that lreashe leered_at_me chuckred. and ourdnotrespond I because under I was t.Juy progrum. handed his He xey pulted close ]r_e me room and me as iyii""iiliirri,r#t irp.r.o, ,.Use rhekey.put it in and thiough step

Habib arrived. - wnen part oegan li,:rl:*O me inrothebedroom of thesuiteand disrobing, downio his boxe*ho;;;;;g; socks. recent porn r wasused Dant6 film ro ;;;il; ,;id:?tillin'"".,Xi;Referrins a

netredme so tightly I was srretch;;."H.-r;;;;,0 ttre stuffed car under mv

*"r yl #J xl.lji sq " r F*ii"W.ffd,i .*fi,r. inlffi "j#L'rtiT,fJitf fr",,. or beontm anffn.!*;;t*i :*'"'. ii" thed -co l1 m .-""iffi
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craraclers' especiailv hisboxdrrh;;;. il; in iiyi,.r,.u, conrrored Iaughter that


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*.r. llbl 91 concernecl..cheney orchestrated events from behindhis desk,wheriis Habib wasactive thefieldasReagan,s in attache'. documented theirenrirery in from my experience _^--Tl:.1:11"^yj.lg_Operationsl perspectrve mosrlikeryinvolve. onry, orheraspects whicht am iroi iriuy. in to "need scanr to knowf inior'nution lypicatDIA/clA manner, i.ruti.jlnii,. ,,r.rt hand.not knowingwhatthe right hand*ut ooing.;; N;;ili;il;lthe'ouerutt criminalRllRosJororyl,i-g"" cariiir iG;;" and operation She, Game, clocumented herein, doeinotchange.
lRiley, over time, owned several slaves. 2Riley, like my father' wayne cox, and other, remains apparenily immune from prosecution for his crimes againstchildren and humanity,as it is considered a matter of ,,Nationaldecurity,,under the 1984 ReaganAmendmenr to the National Security Act. 3I still have the handwritten note from Loretta that prompted our forbidden conversation, and I hope_that someday I-oretta will gain the piece/peace-of-mindthat comes with rehabilitation. the course of deprogramming, I found retrieval of this information much luicte, rtran it .aln would have been had Housron not accessedit previously, against govemm.nt poriJf, "na io, rri. own personal gain.

mouth, thenentered me,r.oughly behind said,'jcometo poppa". from and The intense brutallylodbmized ** oui*.iglr.J"uv ; h[i voltage he 'n" stungun.ashejolted m9 repeatedly cre tt e pe.ue?il.tfting'rfiou",n.nt, to ate andrectalmuscle constricti6ns desired. sgpn^ he I p-a-ssed oui_r.onittebii"Ai"; highvo.ltage his stungun.It wasnearly of 3100 AiM. *il;]-ililiid out the doorwith the sruffedcaiin my hands,.niuseated, disorienid;;Ji; exrreme pain.Thecool,ocean breeze h6lped reviveme asHouston marched backto me thePlayboy Club, Houston knew I hadbeenprogrammed a message Reagan I with for that would deliverthe next morning-inD.c. As "ar;i;;;%.s"n i-J.uccess it immediate Hi s quick timing"someh;*p;;ii;h' ii;i;;"t, ly. tr,. aid, progrimme code"s d (designed il;;;' ;; i"i"iJ,""ri#' Lpresse v rS :l-.,.,_ri:i, d) andaccessed information. the Housion riept written a ,i.dd;i-;;i ;.iiug., ri6 was ableto access ( teogeiijfor hi;;;;;;i;rofit and and futureblackmailine ourp6ses, sliould need protect he to himself. thiscase, In I surmise from Houlton't'puni'nu "iti"iii.i, *"versationsI overheard between him and.Riley, my recollection the-,n.rruges accessed, and of he that his purpose extracting information for his pErronut in this was pioiit-intucr.aoo, dealing.s Noriega.-r with understood irwis these -- "' oeilingsttrat kinds^of ---^' eventually contributed-to Noriega,s downfall *itt tt, Cia. I to ., Morning-arrived "spacev" waitedbefore ias ailowed rt..p, unat exhausted and asI bv.thecurbfor Habib's bodt'gl;;as it;i;i'Fi;ilon me up and^ rs ro the airport. smallmilitiri airpla;e';;;-puit.o and rake A in . restricted fencedin areaas we arrivedat the airpoit.'rr,e t*o SJiyguuro, conducted theirbusiness quicklyloaded and ttreirunt wilt it"-6,inotes or cocaineas planned.Housron and'I board.o tti"-uirfiun"'irr"o-'lr* to washington,'D,c., whereI deliveriJ Hiuiu;r message Reagan. bank to The transaction numbers checked to be a cayman later out island acc6unt number. involvedin various - Philip Habibwas directly. DIA/CiA-O;;ilons I rvus thro.ulhou.r tr,e neigu;buir,-eo'oinirti.iii,,ii. *,:.fd#J"*.lp:,,-:,il. his roreas my-commander thesJ mtr,Lr"Jf Dlck uheney maintained for ojerarrons,

;;Diprot"uii.' g r,.*a mvacrions ;h*t mler"'utionii i.iuii5*"


The tage ents line thi me :to tI CHAPTER12


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so that when You melt into it, You lose Yourself into the oool of tiquid mirror' Sted into the Lnoking Glass Sink deePwithin its Pool in dimensions time' and strad-dle I'll seeYou there'.. along with mY friends. "e"tioi"t"fy, Phil Habib," with his name written upside It was signed: un?l"iiiin" "* though it w6re a mirror reflection' nlrt oo*n me-see.your note"' -H; Houston knew therefould be a note,.and ordered "Go aheadand try towarO the dress' g"siurei tv hil;. 'come ,nut.fiiie-it i-t


let,s see,whatdoesit say?


PoDpa'?" -i I'd. ever felt took the dressfrom the box. It did not feel like.anything cryingquietly,afraid ili;, U"'iiti"tit I started before. It wascold tike showup U r naort on' thatHabibwould somehow ,,put it on and lll "if you in,'f Houstonsaidas he took anothernote from his walletandreadit asI undressed: "'" *Tiretds to a pair of magicshoes wearwith your dress' in-lightening, Somethini (Oz) itian ttreol' ruby slippers you'faster to transpoft are litcethe dress, qqdeius! for y-ou' irt" tttd"t, andwhenyou wearthemyou'll be frt for a King' time' f ii t.nO tli'emfor you at theappropriate "See. You're not going Houstontuckedtne io[-6ici in'his-wallet. to Housewhen you haveshoes -n*^t"r" **.- you'tinloi ftir "ritt" Wttit" it on." wdarwith it. JustsliP for programming -Xil;il;l-hu-ttg.the I did. Houstonu."Li."a Habib's wondlrland brutal sex with my in dress Kelly's-closet gratification. his own until theshoes

;|il ,;#;:ffin.-t';biia-;"t

oi iigr,t,ourof mind:

arrived... "sent the shoesfor me" soon afterward' They were with Habib sides.In

and to O" ttf-*iligilt."i"g boltsdownthehiehheels *dtbp*ra wafer"6'IDHMAa "wonderlitd g-averne Ho-uston nrght, place dinner that of " ;-E"tt^t'5. rhe at-t-11919 glnlied' br ''iEat .wafer,tit<e. i"iienit a'^i ffiC for to me.".I b6gan prepare thenight tii't*A.riit tft"t *jA iiiltb, fi;" to and intothedress] tirrned-me facethe "J""r'i"ii*i-i"1.- H;;;";ipfih" note took Houston another fromHabibout itrto rfipp"O theTfto"s, ;;;;l;i
"^ "'of his pocket and read: in-tigttt"ning to tranceportyou faster T;;tttittg than the ol' ruby sliPPers' in a snap' 6ri"t ybut treeti toiettrer (.obeyed) and be there the rumble of thuncler' Electrifying--with time Boltine-through

date' 5o vofrwon'iuelatefor a veryimportant meto the out. noritio'n"tt'iiri;;fi ti; it"" g""'*A i passed He thendrove D.C. piane Washingtol, to " small *trere-fUo"rOuO ulrport ^'-i' Nur't*iiG small another f;"d';yself J tf'""iliii"-nout"'w-ith Byrd, atiending Byrd After rie ipoke witfi Reagan, "o"tt ii-pu.t' of "U*i)O-3d'];ptr

l"o ,o wonderland, Thisis " *ry fip...L"ili"t". rravefift Kirten. -r methewaferand"ontirir.i,--'fr't'ii andI,ll taketimeio-ixptain.', you through the ffirqyr
in.the doorway, Ki.c FA{rd Sfu;-ffiil;; quickly ;i excused frbmrhetqqte.arrd himsetf ;pp;#.ffi: Hewaswearing murticorored a robe headwear a brack-b.&;;6;;a:and with i;;il'ri"fiu],'ffir..a uy techerous ftig'lvickg{'l "Thisgare. i iteffi b;5i ffi theother roomin redr. '"ii introduced him. is 9n9_of iri;J;; i'r"ntion"o-l,i n'r'ri,ii"il' nauiu "y;;; " a. I roboticallv resoondei, s. pteaiu; b '."; -o';r*,!i:il my hand U as hughr charm'Schooi. in Fahd'#;;;"im ti* my hand. As hedid, his evilblack ,,you, beautv eyes boreinto m_ine h; ;irli"oid, ;r".rtr:{rgiiilff war ilin. enect
Habibtook me bv the hand and led me to the doorway of another room. It was dining.roomoi sorts *t "re an inroimii a i*t of guestswas gathered. As soon Habib as appeared

wonderrand asr'i warer

pinted me in the direction- of_philip Habib and sent me over to him. My eyes were lryked on Habib's as he hypno'ri.tty *d'; Melt into your melted miiror tor an electrifying ride. lnok deepintb tfi'eblack of my meiting mirror eyes. reflecting me, ieflecring you, l1ygf rellectingm€__you__me_you_ m-e ltqur.)vemett together and sink deep rntothe other side. Habibtook me to a quieter pot -!n an adjoining room and held up another

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ntomytent. A feasthasbeenspread voul-Ue ,pr"O f,li f"gi'iii'e*pos"d his penis-onethenastiesr ;; for i*"* -rii* iiiiJr.'"rgr,?""#*i"i'*o., of r fi;d 0utsmelled tastedstrongtyoispi;;.-;;il and watched i .u,'i"a-tut ,ny "i rd.S, ryjl to thepleasure fana.' 6f rnen Hablbwentto the chest drawers of pulringout his electric prod bondase ^to as h" ;*pi;;a; and began ;tit* and eouioment ,o other_'friend'.neric bottleup a riressagewi,h i.t nie intr6duce-you ,y I tou,i6"ni""i-o ,Jna"ii ou, ,o sea. knowwhatto do. BeginunOi"ir'ing'no*.,, You 139

ffi ffiilsT$ii:i,.'J,iilditr$aiTl,T#il,'";

Fahd sittinein a coffee tabre. was a -As I knert on the carpetin front him,hisoiercing off brack ;G;;;;'rtuo -He into my brainrike swords. Icouldnotturn arvav. strot6a-my "."i"iriil,-r.,is inddxnngli,'i.iiuuting

knowtheord ,"ying *h.;'ii nirfi'" Romans iVell.^ do'. he'sa Kirrt.- c;t"on lour'k"as. if-*1r-t,"i, uo u, you. command. Satisfv deepest his wisies.iIi yo"li"- ?;;;;di;.".pii ,i0", ,o turn Genie your fiee.,'

occupying. ue sj.,rgib- veryimDortant. crosea rehuons you are

df nis usi of NASA hypnotic conditionins. slapped him.on-theshoulderas though they knew each ..--Habib other welr and herewereno formaritiesbetween them and ;i"d; ;ffi i;ght?' 1",ti"t nt ro. " King?" Thethreeof us went into another room that appeared 'ine;"6;;a to be a guest bedroom *us

llame--black flame.r He Taugrr'ea ;i;ili;

embers. elowine i-litiii" Seti them i.i fi;l-h;!,




I did as I was told and lay on my stomach on the bed while Habib me and me. He urJ trir it""iric prod'equipment programmed. with sodomized while on an upcomingNCL No:ri6ga io-O"flrii io GeneralMan'uel ;ry;G; cnuse. - -i ^B"h;;r; seaon boardan NCL cruiseship boundfor their.privateislandin *ur at noint with Noriega. Stir.up Cay, which wasto be fry rendezvoug th" ;iio-tUiiup 'il;t;ri;rd'ihrough th91ryentlpenie in tlreBottle' programming, night itom flng Fahd to Noriega. It was a moonlesswai a crvitic meisage as aipeared blacl as the lig!t!._I could not *atett *n"",iU"'t[ii-C;bd; with NASA .hypnotlc ,W fror the'iea in accordance aiii.oiirrt'-1* the rear of the cruise shtp. gizeA, totally entranced, "ondifio"ing- t -from previousprggoufin uGd ttte-oppottunity-tohypnoticallyenhance .Habi_b's while trddmatizin!me ,littr ttre threatof leing. thlglvn overboard. nornnline. whilelhe lights of the-sh.ip in w-ate? ttreinty blackness irt"'iiiiii"qitt';1;;n*6ilf of and all il Ulact< I sink--tothe depths the f"d. ?ffii;;-;O-i".tr,ei--i*iv--until light of the fact that I was to be the bearerof io'Tt ro ttooiUte'in i*; OiO-not badnewsto Noriegain the morning. "-'Uil walking our.usual and anivat tSNCL's Stimrptay, Houston I began radio stationand tt.t-t5 tlft"f"tttt"ii.nJ of the isl;nd wherethe CIA operatlons *uior"nt were located. In a hiddencove on the island'sback side was a yach.t,anchored Noriega'spersonal iuiit.i"nt sizeto conceal il;i;;l;i*a-of behindit. As Houstonand I madeour way alongthe cove's beach,we came uoon - old woodenboit half buried in th-esandanda man sitting besideit. man I s!|uui" I was in a differentpersonality, did-not-recognl-z-elhe as my and who ran the Stirrup Ciy controi tower for drug _traff,rpking covert *ntu.i which, his iasked him how'hegbt there. He began char_ade, ;i;i". heardquite in ffid; r Ueii|veO its literal i-ext,while Houston ;i" ;ililh, #;t a differentstory: - -;iitrio*tdt.d." John (the nameI called him) pointed to the boat half "That'salt thatis left of my boat." in ihe sand, buried "Why haven't been rescued?" you I asked, a in HJcrvriticallyreplied,'"Isenta message a bottleandI expect response thing I'had thesecoconits(he was carvingone) and all that t."r-i*nl'-C-*f 'susar'in thehull to sustain """fro";i;i;"!ftJ,-i*r".aiatelyme." 'sugar.'.meant and cocaine said, realizingthat surpriiiA'-i;1f tfi"-fiiffi; ai tre Ui:ntdown-tolook insidethe wreck' I looked, pastethanI could mule and iooi fnete was morewhiie cocaine (dark)cocaine fu-ll. But I could i;arrryi i; on" *"ttine ti"ui, "u"n with bdth of my tote-bags and therefore.commented il the midst of this charade, ;;;J#t;h;"J;""tit-y "whiteandbrownsugar" it hadmade through ;ili,-eri;;'6rtunit" iil,"tboththe thewreck. away., said, "So, theycastyou "Yeih,huh?" Houston 'sugar'-castme awaywith all that My contactliuehed ani sniflied, infbrmedhim a sneedboal -"ppiiiii"niitg. tf,"t;i'noittingio-sfiff at." He looliedup as Houston island and I looked i,"i "Noriega{ out acrosi the cove beyondthe little "blacr-mirror"'finish speedboat, which fil.lly';hi".d Vicht. .A. yacht, was approaching. the matctieO uppersnioti gtasswindowsof Ngr.reqa's I to i;h;;"td-r",5'frobably his something do with l4at messagesent. Help me and and,usingit as-ascramble me-acoconut I did. he handed in.i wave-him me 6 join hi; d Noriega'syacht,persuaded to boardthe speed ;;;-;T;;;e 140

labib with

lin ga. lg, Iht Lof ic ).

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Hl,,T ^t"q1*o'fftfl, trffi ?ff5,:*F:'o#'31*# wsting ffIiqy^'t to e- - Jsw't John wrrn and



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to makeit backto the ship's departure lhuttle beforescheduled time. when we arrived' the beach*"r n*ty.aiq.ffi;; had .alr.thepassengers been taken backto the ship. A' thattemainea *arir,ltooo conrainer the NcL worker and hurrying onto srrutire us *re

ani; ut-a tril;;p;;t[i'*as



bv the o-q-!;rf"i"i;"Jn'ixg"n.y often did for NCL. gusto'help;'"g'.iri.i,11n [hroughthe drl;, which he undeteciedwith the rargeroad of cocaine' The drugs-lvete picrca in'tl*sultcases, ^wtrich-*i, th_er loadedinto Houston,s specially mademotoi.home iirtg in NCL,s gu-d"0, restricted parkinglot. Most of the cocaine w"r ttoi!"a off Air ForceBase Macgn,. $ usuarit warner in geot-gL,to del"itrttiuut"a destinations Robbins to unknownto me' The moneygenerateit th?. by- sa6;i.;q: wassupposedry to fund a used maJorarms shipmentinto Saudi etauii. -. Therg.weii_onswere.reportedry

when the cruise ship docked at the port of Miami, puerto Rican drug lord and cIA operative Jos6 B;s-6 *"r'"""tlii as a u.S. Immigratrons officer (commissioried

. ..A large quantity of cocaine was retained by Houston for his own use oellvery ror personarprofit through his coun-trymusic industry contacts. and some or thecocaine

h u*i es. reraye ;:S'"t,l"i; il :il; tri rhei'6il;*; ;hen

relav to i.ii,, uiiij+n Noriega I asconfirm ar .orce andtheu'S.. aswet fife: "f "c'{";ii Fahd.\ ait nigr,t'i^cLi"r.i!fteonsl ana banktransactions'In turn,Fahd;i ;i"riii"g prgeo-n"
wi' Nashvilre friends theSiockvur.o.;. silkd,ft;s be in popular having dinner with ar iriie a country music dinner club known itscrA crrti'inar for .ffilJtiJiiy i".'y;i;q"ilj"'dr,.r!y granced at the list on his desk.and ;niin;;;""1?ing

from warner Rouuiis Air ForceBasein additionto the message from NorieEa agreeing io'r"ii;r'i"ro,1 Pentagon' chenevtfr91p=reparia roitrronnal b.ack-t"-b-i"i'dnin"y "t tr," me phaseof the operation. This wasa meerine wiih prinie tandar'l;i'; to as sultan)-in Nashvirie,T.ilJ;;n"# c;""".y, Houston,and bthersreferred p_opqn visited corrupt friends. rhere, would I

would be..derivered"bt;; 6td"di pana-' ;llJfi nSulran, s own- iie pieeo" A;6i;;i'ui"rrioor, prin." ". _!i a message r c'urleo

:1f$*Jfl ,ffi'lrvloni;;;i"s?.sTi;,;il;;'d;:d?#";; ,':3,":ff "Suhan Dick chenev

would reraythEmessases

_thistime. I di_{not needhim to cautionme aboutNashviile'sMavoi ni-c4arg nurtin'-*r,o1,-H.9u.ton prostituted had me to, and sheriff FateThoiras. r had kn;;; *iJ riltr aboutthem before.and h3d no ter-fiil'ror-tfem ror years,had beencautioned Thomasand Fulton had indiscieetlyperpetuat& *re-iotai at a'. Together corruption that had permeated Nashville's $2'8 b'riori goung music industfi, wh.ich the They ran the citv's busines_s ; b;::ffirstockyard_whitecity of frashvi'e. Fn -cipacity they drank and openly used coca.ine. If. i ir"m r,"a'iio"ii" to wonder, I hould have wonderedwhat a "Homing iig;. ' ri ir{i|."r to the concrusionof this mternational criminal coverlope"ration *ir-aoing with suchrow level sreaze. As it was,I couldonry sense riii"i"l *ir,iti]ri to dealwirh them,too. 142

i."'"" t"ui"'u!idi" i, t"n"'i,",og" ::r'1T.#: itr5ff;,rt"et*ry;; ,r'" lffi, r certainlvhad no questions

orhers, thosefriendswouldbe (Mayor) Fulron' ano (slgriii) fit"ilir.;"iily are-considered threat to the a operation. Thev'renoi aiscreie.rr,oru, in'iarticurar not to be trusted__he,s is

we ken ker ing rrd cer he
rad t's ed

to a ly rd re e e




Messages havesetthe that ourse events havealtered'tne of that bourietf ttiitoqr.--Hr*in! i;ij*n, -" by,l .and dedicated their task, flying ouei seas,yet to pausingrong _never oough to.even quench theirthirsrlgiving-no thought ioitreir o*n fi""ai. wh.n "ntlcatea he to 1?:gqnis.released, takesa direct c-ourse fiis o" thevery messages which historywas founded. Why, evenNoah on T#l,enng rErqlon traverse seas bring backa message the to o?'hope. It is yourdutvto artach addedmessage thj Homilg pigd"- ;;-;f an to_ p*.;; ftom ourhomeland his: one rrom-ttre president fir"rinit"a stit"i'to ring to of Fahd of.Saudi ... due raminc;iio;};{r.1!,ia, (Omitted to internationat was inspired the speech.I wasliterallysaved'bv bell by the n_-Byrd vrsibly Iromanomer bonns. long winded recitationthat Reagan just irispiredin tiad Byrd ji*iirtir]-moriiing when cheney-teleph-oneduacf io nir otn.". me ana ognry Fa appeaieo busy,truniea,anol;hLle ;ir;i v6rv r,"J r"!n^i,rn,iurt a short time earlier. Mt. h.qt was.heavyin expectant anticipationof the brutirity cheney's;dod; normalryincited. yer I was 4rs"l.and sexual rcIleved escaDe torturous"picturepainting"competition to the that experience meIiyrd andReag_an iuo'ulio-"ilu" ruryheart'iigrrtener *ere H-llg.h, escort lefr me at cheney's offrce and I noticedhd foui;-ood had rynen {yclunged dramatically. you me . -'I understand ord.ered to reportin, Sir." cheneylookedup from his desk where wis shufflingthrough'pape;i,iir tyi"!""i,'ir"JJ",io, he b"fo." leaving office. his "Sitdown," "I just got he ordered. word that the Geniein the Bottle ,castaryay'Qpenqign is complete I i-ntend pop a cork or two of mv'own in and to celebntionits successfur of conclusion. trau6 I tlmi.on ,ny'rrl"irinj''*-, you h joinme. Thebunkhouse being.prepared.-.u is crreney'apfarentTy-ttrougtrt something, to thedoorandtold th6guy who naoes'coft5o-*",'"rniit. or went "bu'nkhouse." ,ur" ftere's some wonderland wafers in the He walked'tohls desk, "I'm outtahere" pig,Hulltt. phone and said, lnto it ano stam,n.a ot*n. r it rouowed uhenev the door,_ we turnedto the right ratherthan the left out and outside oflice and *alkgd. to hi; t;;;;H his quarters referred to as bunkhouse. was decorated chenej't *.rt"* style in brownsand the It in tans, vith leatherfurniture. There was io rooa lmajre ronri nutr*'stashed somcwhere),plenty bottles but of ofalcohol. I was swollen bleeding.vaginally, bottomof my shirtwassoaked and the in blood, mv bellv hurtdeef insiaewfi6n ry ii"o.t finatiy-cimeior-ire earry and thenextmoriring.'Staying'aroild a-h;;"y'*t;;;;';[it;; "", iLo,, " 143

meslsages-. Fryose'Pasing T.t"en*t trti;'.y ;;;il'iria€tl'iil"i, mes'.ges-to from each and otherby wiy of pigeoni.

bya ","1%T.j:I*_'l name.for but not Homing_Figedns. fften (Reagan's pet Homingpigei,nl 1e), rlHofti;t-pie;ni'iun" hstefour." Byrd raughed. Reagan continued, on"

Prince Bandar Surtan's Bin repuhtionfor sexand. drugswas widely in Nuhville. But muchor my'inrorrnationp"rt"ining-6- tir-u.'tiiiti", known *rn" ftom- of my closestrrojeit ruonJitr-rf,enas. She is an entertainer,s one daughler wis prostituted who iegulariy to Suit"n when he *as in town, wtrich nasoften. ffi:n cheney. throughwith me, Byrd escorted to the white House was me ^^ who alsocautioned aboutthe prince. Reagan me I P.Kgagan, wasawareof Eabib's havins acrivared sexually me witn firularrq, ;a ;;d"" it ir# tf,"t ,y princJBina; fi;l? not incrude rheduled reniiezvous with th;-ur;;;*. "nirds

presence, @yid;i.ilt ;;ffi;;i"n p_l.o't


tni:1ffi ,Jfo i$r"""ri'riiy'::'#f {ru-$:Bi;f
Back in Tennessee- cra_n^:r _-._^mv

ffii1; #?lgfftlt

or-questioning him-_it ume broke he w_as forbidden. This his a"4;id'ff;::l 1y_T1", r,ouir'a"rin'ru_ng,"rcohor mornin iirir,"n "otanv

mishke as removing,}is-clothes

and using"r,,s enorm

ex-posure Ct enJy higi voltage io uci ;iiil"fifr" 31. h!,1 Nu,r,ulr";,Ti;*ffiff b11";"-tl-9t':nv ^iill,i:i"flg,r*,,ru:*1"."_#"i?tl;
. . A- waitressred me to.the SaudiArabianAmbassador,s hbre wherehe was

""rf knew un min i6y.d '#t was der Lg.ll', and.pain.was qtlt#lrtil:ff f":g':ty!.omearprescriptign'? 9-r, ano:. wrot€ I stinin lY,"llitlg

liftedhistreao "Nowyou ana irou-diy-rtu,.o, knowwhytheyca, ir

wartress'arm rh:.ryilt.d and to i;*r*.Jr"r:

hughie '"ffi :'r'iJ.""\:iru::gf"*l:l']itri';;il: lgl" rh;;. "iir'[ ilur"]i #ffi|f,:::gffi tobusinesi.;'
ftq lflf $a-1 iu',-inside rhe;;;; lio r quicruy led_to._emptu a"rir.[o'-rypigtbn

t;i h-o-rse g",.l,m:ifc:19. pray *;t;;;1,.*

r,,ilJ"i; chief il;' roe T,'F;igi: #l,r' -ana ".s{i i:$ril:Iffi command to deliver : r;"i"oi"$_H[ii"l_E?;"
i,t **j

#Jr,ll ,'liH#rl::h:;'Ifi":ffi$"'e*iJ;; y:r"os".^"p'rffi ,[tri*["{!$,*x',ff &{;gt*:r#1,",*m rmmediatery My ilii-',i63i"lllXt#:iJ'ffi;#"",*X1,ffi."1 rert area. the
Fulton and his bankwere j underFederalinvestigation - ::l* as of 1991. Fate Thomasis currentry srv1' io " r.a"or p"ort"otiary " for bribery and exlortion. line Recently underFederalinvestigation fo, comtptiool

,-^.f:.tgld me his dTver would meet me ,

o-;'*T(HH;.J,'trft tr,""ihil,t^fif ill,?Tiffi tdUS,Jdl ]:ffi9'J;r*..lrt#i,#,$tt iffi,-g+i::i[,*ff



This ming mous ived. dto ill ir
rind for ney to 3in /as oe er lo er a


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io"s i;il;-Jffi T"iriul"!'i1,3;r,T1' tagr -f;it;&;J'ty_ooing l,iifl .rEams rhose of ri#*l ;: bravemenfighting o]1rplrr in sp'reaoing was ;;;"'il#;, c.siu.i"!
ipparentry in the rost poetry or

ffiilff;'fl l*,f :#$ f ["-.t;"irttTuJ. msi,iiearoue u ns{(ior,d)ord;;-fi *:f n;ji.f,*i]:ltru t1;ililljjix;if'ii'?ifl j':li;g;#*:,':?,Utf, ffil';Tfi:.'*w'n1;c,"d"n*ng ff rise l'ffii?;#'+ifl***.1rj*:t"*ffi63"i'nuie* -[,tl{*rfi nusr abovera* th.

ns-not;r-a*ano"oi#:'iW",ll"S,tJ,"#rJ'[!f "' utl",t"l"fl'f,h:H.T*l i.o',"ti
mes we

,a*ii"l#i"vr mts,s#il*Trfr f, ii{iJ$iil'tr{tr"':.i$fr

ffilfrT .;*ffiffitielieve -in

agrhted usual **FT^r^ as at ome in during serious .,lpirJity ii ,iiy pr.r"n"". Apparentlyr had a disc_ussion .auoi, Reagan,s more somber mdod was thanI had^,ever seenit. i"'60* a gn_rik and looked out the their;e,ua',

'"'l'".:i:yT"t:"::ffi 9L1_.qr;'ii:i'ffi ,'ffi#tp,lii;Xl,l,fu "##:i
hor.dogs, orie and

;"rflTffi $*i#f,liln:li:"1,*,?'l"s,"gtoi;;,;!,ti!f "ilHH;:';

forced particioate. to one,Tfl ..- tuJ rorebegan day wasnmgton me *if -ih"y when Houstond_ropp"O off at the Monumenr ciln them flashineyq"rg] wdsm6t Uy i*o agentlty,h9,heg" go by to their IDs. ;J";;; m-ero omce where had frrstrnet chene'y-to-.a"uiirion,, the rargewhite House I -i,, the rtlands_on for Lb.ntrol Demonstrations::T vrnd_ Cheney Reagan and {""., bk;+. g$1g, tJrls. to excess ,o ..rfi in'if, were time ?o,

Game operation th.-ror" rig"ir**i' shett oi #J;".I1:.11-"less, lrormafive covert operations which had I been in

iilflj;:f #iJ,'"",3;yy-r.,91",.;i',,doiiE[ifrtr'.,o,"ffi9^r"'#'Jf

openrions funded that -nr'Ji Monarch. cIA ooerative *.pli:k'Ufiod;q'1ii iit ","r"t projects asproiect such My rranore?, ilouston,s^shgdbwy cearngs panamd back with doordrue uiirr.r"d of -,,honof I:$:l:..*iiinii :rmons thieves;

ffi ffi #*T"rJ"trtut#:t.r3, ;,Hrs,,l: il:f *ntm#

to the Reagan--s"ih'nJ;;i'"-i";;tion.. The rieedto convincehim to be discrete abouthis. inuoruemeni il'u:i criminarcovert activitieshad

1c) fr:ffi 3.1 *"a:rsx:$;{t't'sll"; i{,:li'5,fi'"*l:, ocaineaspectsof Ginvestigad";:--No;a;"r'"iBltxJrr",i#;#il#lii emDanassment

prior "' somerime to the.deathof cIA crrrgf wasftngton, for,1,!lfl", D.C. .!r]riam "l-g^*ftion SheltGlT". casey, I was in Ir#_,Contra was

3i ;;#*dilwvem

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ttre. Sroii 'Jriei 9T' He smiled' "Th;;;';;i once pffi"li$ A shet. rn o"tlt:'!"t you -LrI(e are--emDtv-and void? -vnr;'"y; '- n"u" youreiu uey holdrhepass * a19;i ifi"ri,# k:: not*t-lsirr.i] ii one.ear odt,n. jllou risten. and ff 're. iffi:"fl.I *is noi ifr'u""ff' i s

Tq qds*;#tffi'J".rqE: going a on iili:{,::??""i3%lt Yacht)'-fhe . wttt provide you;i)PT.99a's hiswarei._itU,:T*i""l,::.lFi;qie;i,f"ilt"f l,eiiiryi ,i{ii"tnf 'lJ"l1?.'Ul*.,,p:g"$i"uii,L,ru.e *.1ryft aLtiirliTfJ""tl1T,ffi slmp-son tim;

r{jyj.,l::#Tii,iffi"' $ydr#f$ip:ili'1:ij'Uffi 'fiJ"htr;$1i:mlri'lll#*er 'r:,-.fl ,A+:,!x'ffi f eooa'nr-pffi !'to_si,p"6n;;;";;;sjgi'illWl'*,l,itf; "'1v'J'u'a,e!tJ:

tn''""r ,""-- Ri:t#*frtff qffi:ffi **.fl**." gffi*i.i;til;;'y;#;!# Xfl;ini f'ili ",,h"
rollow mine.n

qd,::?i,Tl",lll,JffJ,T,, grs3l,"l"Jr'".',1"0,1Tffitil.#fl frh"
need arfyounoo"tJli and

ourned your br in oua_ your ordersfi

I11.tlr /9I pro oasement(Oz


;c;;hfi"!. rvu uflnKcognacfi"$:dl'l'.ffi d, " _ ."ime., tinl,mffrt$"fiandeatthosegoaOamh;iity _ch.n.y ,SJrjlJ* o*Xt^5_!:Vond
d"" {?:ii ;:Yl,'"il,X:;li;il,.,l:,1[t;l,, aJely ir ;]::,rohave Bely you
t46 .--.1

Ronnie tu't tJ"-r#;tg-t 4g'g'tt"d certain 'triiii"nt; respionsti' uncie "#ai,Programmed €rme.lon because ones fll^"1

*;;**, 'flflkijt $*lji kk'#*fl Hffiilifl
personality to where I

comprehend he \^;", ii5at ffi;j;TJ;f"j,*,,1,ft:"lgT"hoy

uneney had pulled it.

rd-d;';";r'',f*#-$tr;1ffifu$ iiti'i#!*?f ;i#*,' "!"rr"
since courdnot i

-- "'t Jvvru sooroe 'nu,r$fJ;.., uheney's savage-beast"l"*"*"r +^^r- , . __




g!r-d at the oval offi;e-a;;;;,';;"Y'.3

t't"ff'ryiilfi:,i4.1,"4':3,I"4f, sl:'i','ffllko;:tgi:soins,o

ffii*ffiffifi;;ffi j'l't:l,*?:Tt"T#f ffi;r,ui#*;r#$,ri,r':1 H:.""hyr"
t_ol9"pt the expdrience. of The
B*_boqgoneat --v'Y rrvuJrvrl was waltlng tn the car as though i hii


ffi.f,ffil$;'{#-".1'P:'1'":'il'#iiln" *, ?#'Hffi 11tdr;:*t1::11*U'-85"i:x1,?ilii'

,,lstiT-*i:,q:!iil;!9,'n*ilr;:"Jr" fttr;xl:ffi ffi "Tjllii*tin"fr[,

i'$:triff"*.f""lj.l*-Folg off pd-,,,r,d rohaveword rike. a with re trees the fairway and turned
to me with his

,s,;1,if;iqfl;ijffirli#:"ffi *t#i#ffi j:lli$ ,#Jil

i:1ffi:il1i"firjlr;"I* "Gimme
at me. Close

hit th6 golf ball, he asked, 'How's my friend,A[en simpson, rh"r3_l'frf "Verywell, tt..*^l-np!g bristled he missed as another shot. His ht;;Alr".
that fucking. shell." He wiggledhis fingep at me. Thar wasn,t the

the (satanrc) at il"rl#ffilf;tTnT.i#1''over.and etti'aia sign.of.the horns sig v tlv ce-I h&"iit;' ii,il'bffif,.fl* m trance nifican sin hud-#;;"ditionedso

poorour monev I-et,s now lomgqrceInternational. 1n{.wg'ttbei-wimiing enterprising has su6cess._,I-et'r it tiiiiii,iv._ in it. Thisoperation been an t*p agreiment AII Mexican with channels imjr"*liitd?"*"ile .cease _heroin). panama. are and chief." He took""r19n Hail to the Cheney) careo11nigyuy.u1o.'iii?a,r"end.tq id;i,# my chest ,"ke rike ;;,:._",d" [d;"d";il# lrteria;Dt.i... Baby,s Ear. oui,;

m* *lrg:q ll"il"{!fr:i!:i:f mgrFce-toDickbhenev.,r"jogr-n,"-tf"1":'f taning mition (porn h;Iffi"# profits)to irresani ; "ffiry,g. !Xl?r?"#";rf;

armscrossed over histulgil'-g19rt,,se.lf qp gtler, andborehis rike eyesinto mine.-rrnd.mreyou.'.a.;. 1.n"0 ttr.e.Baby_ she, with shark_ s Ear meas


itto fr"'uegan ho.a

ii'"0? more his to message, our hetook

HJiffi?yg',and asi!3ted, ,,where,s more fiTiflfit #.1 dii.1,"J^fqi* _lrnd jll,,"fn"rd not respond. me your goddamn roared

*=fJ g*b".'qq;?;,,f; ff L9:"rn"a ir".#,ixk''*ffi ,*.iu3l:{,rrLf l; -n" him *iihiliini*i,t,or.". :lx.i;:tl?*,H:.T;t#^:.1il'rrtto; one" [iffrT$Tllf
iltiirru.ou.r his_shourder oura and ret o'o'n", tutitie,'oJail"l';" through bushes back the and to was wairing tearfulry myreturn.She MpDed for _oY#i;jg,"f"l;#, was *itt*i}:f;fi;u$j
- wnen we met uo w'-ttl my father at the thiri_hole. Ford set up his ball first. or course' and waving tris ciuu ii-mi'ili,i'g", out.of here before I get teed off'" Ir'[v father ooinied rh;;"y;il



itinhi hand. s

sovernment' f,d' .TT'li#*"t EHfj"#:'tr:*t:r?nl uusiness."'


umaha,Nebraska" b!:I:,rt" ;"il;; d6L. ry.o.being trauniatized sexually abused accordanc".*ittt["-datnotic and in invotiement"in Monarch.survivorpaurBonacci e_i"t "ilrt.'iirJious cover_up has case " "f h iL;;;' tr,tl" Frankrin i;.

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,,"i:''1'"" 9t # inBoy sT;w;' iioi,tton ort"n

- r ord not see the,|aby,'i, Ear shell again untir Kelly and I arrived in 'radenton Beach.Frorida. i.apui ui. ri;lr,"me into Froridawith Housron alo.nel.and droppedHdrb; ;il';i T9I:tly

oR. f,3i:'?J#:i"rumn1t*:"eii!ilf"irv, was chentjy's to threat

awar.tharFordhadinitiatei. e u.qh.;I;y riri",rr.theyay rrei ni," rpnngs'andthev.too, dreaded hit-il;fu ;l degradin!_ rraa in ceaa, sexuarity. hurried I

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inh a participating campground on the bay across from MacDill Air Force It, Base. too, was "Closedfor the Seasonn. lle recreation room of the campground was actually a harmonics pogrammingoperation, and the offices were filled with elaborate computers gnssten! with high-level CIA operations. The day Kelly and I mef with Saalor Simpson, I had been instructed by campground wbrkers to drive to utby Santa Maria Island where we were to collect unusual shells. Kelly and I rtre on the "wild side" of the island hunting sand dollars because they had tirds' in them. As we walked through the shallow water, Kelly scared up a $ingay, which sent us screaming for the shore. Simpson was on the beach looking out of place in his cagney hat and grey suit with legs rolled hughing, q andpolishedshoesin hand. He seemed familiar with the beach. When we ratrcd the shore,he struck up a conversationabout shells. It wasn't until he bld us aboutthe Baby's Ear Shell and opened his wallet to retrieve it that I tiggered and knew who he was. As he^took it out, he also flashed his ID dgalling us to go with him. Considering Kelly, he had slipped a shell into the randfor her to find that looked like an eye in a spiral. He used this as a lypnotic induction control her, comparing it to Busfr's Eye in the Sky. to Simpson showedme the shell in his hand and began, "You. You alone will llp theshuttle boat to vour Princes' cruise. It will leave the dock from vour (Oz) at Zi30 pm. Dress appropriately (Houston had ensured the ownbackyard poper attire had been packed). You will be escorted to the conference room rndon into the top deck. You will seeas you approach the ship (Noriega's deck. You you see yacht) topdeckis surrounded black mirrors. Iook deepinto the mirrors, t) the deck surroundedin black mirrors. Iook deep mirrors,

you fut is where will be. And where I will be when next we meet." We

guards bur big, armed(with machine guns) emotionless(programmed?) gnnedtheareaas area Aquinoemerged as from a car. Kelly said, "Mom, let's go". I rcmembered Cheney's threatand assured I would protecther, thoughI her mild notcomprehend what. from When Aquinoapproached with two Dobermans leashes,I told him on had me Sinpson sent therelookingfor the left baby'sear. He opened hand his hseal "allthatwasleft--thebaby'sear--the dogshaddevoured consumed and &erestof the baby." It was bloody, ragged,and bluish rather than pink. fretheror not this wasan actualbaby'sear, the impactwas the same. I put &lly further behind me away from the dogs. I stood traumatized and readyfor command. Aquino instructed me in full detail on the Cltranc€d, personnel d$t's activities, thatI wasto leaveKelly with campground and until ny r€turn. ThateveningI was taken to Noriega's yacht in the bay via a small notoftoat.I triggered and trancedfurther as I approached familiar "black the nirored"yacht according plan. I washelpedonto the backof the yachtby to 'palace' guardswho kept me thereat gunpointuntil I was cleared Panarnnian past the Air Force Base Ear nd myBaby's passkey accepted. I was escorted dcials, theirwives,drug people,and the vast amounts cocaine of laid out for t49

ralkeda little further up the beach to where the motor home was parked and, nfeningto the Baby's Iln, Simpson said. "They're very rare indeed. This one Ear, said, ir theright ear. You must go to the other side of the island, out I-ong Boat Xey. f,ey,to find its match. The Colonel (Aquino) has the babv's left ear and will baby's El you at the Pier at 4 pm. Stop at the little market on the corner and call. Ilcn it's 11€o just down the streeta little ways." I followedinstructionsrobotically. Kelly and I watched from the pier as

of $."r. .l recognized.qveral the guests,includingoliver North and pue nican d.rue. lord Jos€Busto. I was-ledJp the srai"rs trt"-"oni.r"n"" ,o. to where_Aquino,Noriega, and Simpsonweie waiting- Sirp.o"i-- i realize "be on the must other side of the black mirror""and t !-ec out into t darkness. softly, "you're on the other side of the black mirror nc ^-^s^illson spoke. programming), peeringthoughthe blackness to sea. Seaof blac out !ry+sA Sor-ng on a sea of black, drifting,.dri{ting from the winds. Deep into t blackne{.. D3{tirl8 through_the sairds tiire. stack sands,-yiJJiig shet of suchas this Baby'sEar.]-_He.pressed itinto my handsignalint'iiwastime f me tg_speak. addressed I Noriega. ''If you please, Sir, I havea-message the president the UnitedSta from of ^ or Amenca: 'l'he successes haveenjoyedin our shared we endeavors nc are history in-.qh.e, whose coursechnnot ue atereo--ieearotess tl or -As rmmrnent litting 9L the veil by well intentioned do-gooders. this veil in ll1tj9,.11llay shedlight on yoq. .$q you musthaveyour house order, asdo uille North, andcease andall detectable any activity. I will do mv bestto ke you undershieldand out of view if you complywiih theseo.aeijano cease : " detectable activityat once. Noriegareacled_ anticipated, as obviouslyinsultedby the messase.In tl ensuing mornent chaos,Aquino hypnotii:ally of waved"trii-tranos-in rront , Noriega.and dramatically out (*o- roi-irp".i. -spreait his'satanicblack.upe Noriega's superstitions) whichappeared fill theroom.' Norieei uti but uo*, to to hlm asAquino's controloverhim wascomplete mannerwas side-show-style raiher than the usual somberton $euino_'s. ;rcen".l; i;rt;i for the Hands6n demonstrations. ::*jly^tltgy,bases entertarnment in r,qqggtand apprec_iation yol,r successful and of eriterpris 'contra-bution', Mod;rio oemonstrate lhe chief has sent-hispresidentiai tl in-mind-contror advancements. the frip of ".*it"rt, tii with kf:llTllglogy " Plgeon becomes Kitten(I began a undressing). animal. euite a different Because Noriega'sof superstitious beliefs,-thewhole idea oi-switchin personalities appar.ently frightenedhim. I know Noriega believed who heartedlyrn mind control, but could not grasp the cdncept of multip . pgrsonalities (which I as Lo* believe. tre pe-rcEiveo demoniCposessioh Therefore,he did not adhereto the ideabf one SauJ Ueinsirain[A for Uo business andpleasure.Aquino,whomNoriega p"tiEiuJ "ia "devi already -ir,i yg^tqg -!l^_l31g-, was hanipulating beiiefsrnasleiruriy. irpiit o .his tnrs demonstratron operationwould prove to be psychological and wariare o the highest order. me to . Aq.uin-o__ggdered lie on the bed and invited Noriegato look closera what the "wizard"--'his chief'(Reagan)-could create. N"f,ie" iiepp,ea ctos Aquino was.pointingogt t.o him betweenmy Uieasts."A large 9_13 yqt "l*."d baphomet.appeared. had hypnotically regr6ssed to the tiiu me _Aquino or l$ maKlngwhrch cauryd it to seemingly"suddenlyappear,'right befon Noriega's eye_s.. Noriega j.umpedback, ilrioranuy teriin6d of this"'scienti pnenomena.I belleveNoriegastayed the room for the rest of the demo in stration.rlrply pec.ayse wasfroz6nin fear. Aquino tril mJ wiilr-a cat-o-nin he pain. Noriega.jumped. Ariuinohit me with it again,thi lg: Tl I ltrriekedin ume ,ruvatrng me to respond sexuallyas thoughpain were pleasure---a mind 9.oltl9l conceptthat Noriegamore reidily grasfeo. Then eduino-point.dou tnatme Daphomet disappeared. had while Noriegalooked,Aquino rlsedByrd, 150

lb induction he cut me between the breasts with a knife saying, "In as te lnife sharp and clean, I'll carve out what I want." My trance trail been had to theextentthat my circulatory syst€m was slowed. Therefore I did Il until Aquino hypn6tically changed my trance level. He then told u[ur Aqulno nypnoucauy cnangeo rance levet, men totd that.the baphomet carving had "retreated to the depths of my body and ssesingme and inciting the heat of hell." He commanded rire to show r], the vaginal mutilation carving of the baphomet face. As I did,

q{.r.d ln ten-o! ulsion.ll*:ea^mI told him his "rejection-ofmi: had Elled me," I WhileAquino ,llpr*pt$,.Noriega breathing moving as conditioned. Noriega was dumfoundedas and
laugledwickedly and threatened, "Even death-will not permit her--or apgfrom the Wizard's Dower." He exolained that I waslhe "Wizard's apeftom power." explained was the "re-energize myself and come {-'qnd9r his spell".and could thereforb lifg." He put C vaginal prod in my hand and ord6red mL to masturbate


s eyep b.ufqgd

withi!, pushing button to eldctrically jolt myself internally upon the -his eyeswere enormous. He paled io a sickly gri:y, 4, Noriega's fellopen he ran out the door while Aquino assured and him that tie naa
to run, no whereto hide from Reagan'spowers."


rafficking tafficking ties immediately. (Apparently this is not the case as is by Noriega'scontinuedFlorida incarceraiion.) Aquino and Simpson oyu_1vith laughter as they congratulated themselves on a job well done. s oh -of iob finally orderedme to drLss an-descorted me to the back the yacht to put th guards me on the shuttle boat rather than kill me becauseof Nor-

apredictably interpreted demonstration a threatfrom the depths the as which whrchshouldhavebeen enough to heedReagan's should have beenenough heed Reagan'scommands bieak commandsto break

the ,I approached dock of the campground, the boat driver told me I find Kelly asleepin the 'recreation'-room. I ran to her, and, fearful of

rtc hadendured my absence.) I illogically felt like a "good mom" for in g myFrt right so Kelly could live. " Never before had I experiencedsuch : of dangerto us b-otharld my relief was proportionate. I lovingly held

rs threat, made sureher earswerestill intact. I wasimmensely relieved them thereandto know shewas "OK" (I could not think [o wonder still

ny arms restof thenight. the



-l met up with Bill Clinton again in 1982 at a county fair in Berryville Arkansas.AIex Houstonwas "entertaining" theredue to the closeproximity of the CIA Near Death Trauma Center(aka slaveconditioningand programmin camp)and drug distributionpoint rt SwissVilla in Lampe,Missouri. I hadjus enduredintensephysicaland psychological traumaand programming. Cliriton was campaigningfor Governor and was backstage with Hillary and Chelse while waiting to make a speech. Clinton stook in the afternoonsun with his arms crossed, talking to Houstonabouthim and "his people"(ClA Operative being bookedinto specificareasfor the dual purpose entertaining of and carry ing out specificcovert drug operations. From my perspective, those who were actively laying the groundworkfor implementingthe New World Order through mind conditioningof the masse m a d en o d i s t i n c t i o n e t w e e n e m o c r a l i c n d R e p u b l i c 4 n a r t i e s .T h e i r a s p i b D a P rationswere international proportion,not American.' Memberswere often in drawn from, amongother elitistgroups,the Councilon ForeignRelations.Like GeorgeBush,Bill Clinton was an activememberof the CFR, Bilderbergers, and Tri-Lateral Commission. Based on numerous conversations overheard I Clinton was being groomedand prepared fill the role of President to underthe guise of Democratin the event that the American peoplebecamediscourage with Republican leaders.This was furtherevidenced the extentof Clinton's by New World Order knowledgeand professed loyalties. Clinton understood that I hadjust beenthrough"hell" in Lampe,and took it all in stride as he focusedon his speech. He not only was well aware of the mind-controltorturesand criminal covert activitiesproliferatingin Arkansa and the neigboringstateof Missouri,but he condonedthem! Just as there are no partisanpreferences this world dominanceeffort, neitherare there any in strongindividualststeconsiderations bounderies, or either. I knew from expe r i e n c et h a t C l i n t o n ' sA r k a n s a sc r i m i n a l c o v e r t o D e r a t i o n s e s h e dw i t h i h e m L a m p e , M i s s o u r i c e n t e rw h e r e h e r o u t i n e l yt e n d e db u s i n e s s n d c l a i m e dt o a "vacation," s t a y i n gi n t h e c o m p o u n d ' se s o r t i l l a s . v r In 19U3,Houston took me to Lampe for routine trauma and programmin w h i l e h e w a s s c h e d u l e do " e n t e r t a i n " t t h e a m o h i t h e a t r eA l s o s c h e d u l e do t a . t perform were Bill Clinton's and George Bush's'friends Lee Greenwoodand CIA operative,slave runner, and country music singer Tommy Overstree Greenwood and Overstreet were active in both the Lampe, Missouri and Lake/]vlount Shasta, California CIA compounds. Ctinton wls flown in from Arkansas by helicopter for the s[ows as well as for a businessmeeting. Be_rryville, Before Clinton arrived, Greenwood and Houston were in the backstas dressingrooms snorting line after line of cocaine. Houston,always eager'[o make an extrapennyto pinch,attempted prostitute to Greenwood."She's to me the real performer,"Houston said. "She performsall kinds of sex acts upon command. For a small price, she'syours." C r e e n w o o d l a u g h e d , a n d r e f e r r i n g t o m y H u n t s v i l l e ,A l a b a m a N A S A p r o g r a m m i n g a i d ," l ' v e s p e n tm o r e t i m e i n H u n t s v i l l e h a n s h e h a s ,a n d I s t


in Berryville. e proximity of programmine :rr. I had iusT ttng. Clinion and Chelsea s u nw i t h h i s , Uperatives ) g andcarryl rndworkfor fhe.masses rnerraspi_ wereoften rrons. Like ergers, and overheard, underthe scouraged Clinto"n's rd rook it re of the {rkansas lbere are lere any


*#ft cadet' med S #il,'ff"1'*.,rp""" program sex. ror *:Htiil""?rfl "."i"#'$Tf#%111;-S:#il-o what heard Greenwood nH said.

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triTJlsi'$"fr JTtpll;j;:Hl'tmli"i*"*;y,","t,:i,

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it passe

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. -uI course,she,s Bvr

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rrom-the torrur6s endured r had

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ji{frsociar n *", ,* '{r]!!tl:,q*,Ti"H'r}:$i:T;fi'ry mmunitv diseases-. " *.riffi.*rTfll,i*,ifl",1&.1"1.*il to






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I put my clothes on as ordered, and Hall's wife drove me back down to the mansion where Houston was waiting for me. The meeting apparentlv had been a success. I heard discu_ssions throughout the remalniirE v*'r between Houslon, his agent Reggie Macl-aughlin, and I-oretta Lynn's trintiter. Ken Rilev pertaining to Hall's successfulbranch of the cIA cociine operation emanatin! from Arkansas. No discussions were as poignant and ievealine as thos; between Alex Houston and cIA operative iouitry music entertaifier Boxcar Willie. Boxcar willie burst onto the country music scene after an ad campaign of high lech hypnotically persuasive produced television commerciils- that strategically made him an overnight sensationand "star". The country music industry's Freedom Train neededa conductor to lead the industrv and'fans to Miqsquri, and Boxcar willie was placed in the driver's s'eat. tite ttre Ppllol' Pipe.rof Hamlin, Boxcar willie succeided in his role of trance-fening ttri fi{ industry in 9lg* proximity to the Lampe CIA cocaineoperations. Boxcar willie was one of the primary ground levdl contacts that Bill Hall made after clinton convinced him to casti in on the cocaine benefits of the country music industry transfer. Houston and Boxcar willie discussedHall,s lucrative dealings.througholt the years in my presencewhile traveling the ggy.nq' together, billed on the same shows, inclirding performancesat the Swiss villa Amphitheatre. I had much contact witn noxcaiwillie personallv since mv government sponsoredcocaine runs often coincided and intermeshed with his. But I never knew Boxcar Willie as well as my daughter, Kelly, knew him. Kelly has named.Boxcar willie as one of trer frimar! se*ual ab'users three in different mental institutions, and has voiced fristrati6n at the lack or justice. ")vhy "T I the one locked. up w!!19 my abusersremain free?" she coistanuy pleals. I assureher I am doing all I cair to blow the whistle on Boxcar willii: for her, and_expose role in transferring the country music industry to close his proximity of the l-ampe, Missouri cIA cocaine operition as outlineij by Bill Clinton.

I I-oyalty to the sovereignty of our country is non existent under New world orders. "President' Clinton poses no more leadership or loyalty to our country than Ronald Reagan did since both follow(ed) New world order directives from former U.N. Ambassador snd cIA Director George Bush. 2 Hill".y Clinton is the only female to become sexually aroused at the sight of my mutilated vagina.


CHAPTER 15 NO MORE BBANNG AROUND THE BUSH Guy VanderJagt It wasa sunny,fall dav in 1983when U.S' C91er91sm9 r-ny -tnJ my CIA op"ot uJ tina-*nttof handler,Alel Houstonr tlren3 1/2 mdwith in Senate

ila ilr";id"er"r,hil:-ifiii,' '"pp".t"A on the iteps of the U.S. I although had f".iliar.with^VanderJagt, {frifiiit"i, 6.'C.' X"iri I couldnot in his@ll-9"1l^: -ripii"i,i"try remembiret"oing ^li::::l hel abusing jdst ashe hadmewhenI he O frink realize was,tn-iaci,seiiuatly fi;ii ru a child. VanderJagt ;; ;i kneein-fronfof her to talk with her, "seeuncle she ffifr.d'il ttut-;toaii *", " ,poi"t {y' because would and He stood_up (Reagan)". Rirnnie Georse whitemommlseeiUncte Gush) "Ift's go language, grypri-c li wondzrtarid ffi;-, ;ti"c'ii,uici tfifi;r'fi rhL

ffiffi,,"i'*"iio* ii th;;;il;J

and togethei"andled her-quietly robotlcallyaway' manAdvinture *i';;i at.the White Houie, both of us "iuin-tfr"t aftirno<in 6;i1,'rJfy attention in- Reagan'soffice. In literalil-,; our toesi fiO- .i"nOing at

inflicted 6f conttol "soweli" asshe ; ner to clild cause to pertoim ;bgtt."tly andbehave presence.ofsilently President iriiii andunblinkiigiygt, in the ffi;ithli"'ptitiS B"rr,, -0. lrateioi:rense.s'gritav) D.ickcheney. Fffia";f ffi;;'i,ildown hair to g*e appea.reo "l K;]iy, witli trerlongblonde cascading the Reagan

otd Lt2-vezr on m.v..3

backof her blue prnafore diess, complet'ingher Alice In..Wonderland r."*"d-to poii'no AiIbt thieat to her sexuallyas he said, Reagan aDDearance. 'She adorable,model child". a is "ffii|n'til;'g"rl"r"l "This President io*LOt Bushand said, is peopleoon;i u*"tt1know what the role of the Vice President Bush. Croree ttret""'tt.t makingsureeverythif' that the President ffi,ilffi;;;iiI6"rti"o trt" *iv ili iupposed"to'" Heiooked at me and said ;;-i;;th.pp6n, in tn"'puuti"t iitention (he madea gesture the air rhat #t".Ir;i:i;.iilT'."i.r, carries President"And out orders"' v^ice hiiti) *t ite the -ffi;*t --n-,1sr,;i.todiriend, givesthem"' said, Dick Cheney, ;riinii.; i-*san saio. ,,Anorder'fromhim is like an orderfrom me." as sweater he knelt on and a cardigan "amnisUoatshoes ffifu;ilng -ir. in rronfor"ren;; ;;a;i 6 t"ti tg 4"t oriher level. Bushusedthe o*-tn6 Rogers'Neighborhoodto scramble/confuse t"irision prog'ram rf,ifa-iin;r r{et1"yil hemory 6f contaciwith him and his sexualabuse' ifrri-"i.tirr1 ii*e ty exaggerated wasdeliberately fiir o'nrii."f resemUUndtoTV's Fied Rogers by inO is further conipounded. fit ffi ii.rliil"f ;l;rles .rlA mannerisms, said, dr",ilp.d uo"*t itnp"tson"tion- Using his best Mr. Rogers voice he Mr. tord-hir". fittiJbn". i *"nt to aii< you something. Do you watch Neiphborhood!" Ropen' ""Yes, Sii,' Kelly resPonded' (Houston,ventriloquist)'*on" an.i't"ft--fifi" your daddy_ 'F#fi;;ft1;il'''*vl.o"ii r l,rfi riker4L iogJrl becausehavelotsof pup?etsiust dui" havea rcng @aha) like Mr. Rogers.'I pull ;;ift#;; i#pG.-i ald. m6vtemenqs) I talk through te'rtrings fte^paitomimeO*arion"tte tr-ariO sa! .y *ords and we createall kinds of exciting^Adventures. them. frrey (the New World Order). The tleigtrborhood iiii "*-i';i,uifding-"-new


his makes il;i'toia r"nn 'w"ii,-i;m nna gf n\g-Mr' Rogers. Y!:",-l: does with



) )


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^ Vy ClA.mind.-controlhandler, Alex Houstonand I boardedthe Norwegian caribbean r_rnqs-sl{n boundfor cozumel,Mexico, with a large,black, softiide suitcase-packed of cashand a proposal "prosperity'frorir ttreu.s. ttris full of plo.podz programmed-in-me vice Presideitgirsh,-was by supposedly initial 9jplol"FS groundwork for the North American Free Trjdle Agieement (NAFTA). It was my understandingthen that the North American Free Trade a the {Breementwas considered significantstepin implementing New World Order through mind .manipulationof thE massi:s. Acciording to Byrd, propaganda disguising truepurpose NAFTA included con&pt of "?ree the of the trade"which the U.S. andMexicangovernments long sinceshared. ',Free had trade"of child and adult mind-controlled slaves, cocaine, heroinand businesse hasbeennot-so-secretly-proliferating years. My own fatherjoined the ,,run for for the border" via U'.S. StateDelartmentand Iifexican suusiaizea business incentives. opened another and yet b-ranch his u.S. Department Defenseof of given-business_Mexico. This was part of the "free trade" agreement I in that knowpersonally beenoperating has smoothly from at least1984. In an effort to maintainthe illusion that the agreement would not createa negative economic imbalancebetween Mexico and the U.S., tourist areas of Mexico were deliberately built up, enhanced and Americanized with U.S. dollars. These fundswere providedthroughCIA covertBlack Budgetoperations drug and of slavetrading,as well as directly throughthe Senate Appropriations comfrittee of which Senator RobertC. Byrit is chairman of this writing. as I certainlydo not purport to understand international buiiness,nor haveI attempledto "educate"myself through what I know to be propaganda slanted and filtered periodicals. How moneyinterfaces world maiketshas beenwell in documented.For example,who supports whom in which financialendeavors is apparently too complexfor evenBCCI attorneys investigators sort far and ro on lhrough. My personalperspective Mexican, U.S., and Saudi Arabian buildup of Mexico's economyis limited to my own experiences.My understandingis further affectedby deliberatemi-sinformation from the criminat perspectives thosewho were in control of my mind's knowledge of baseand actions. From time to time,_ senatorByrd usedm-e a roboticsountingboard. as He told me what he wantedme to hear, and this was structuredmorJ toward strokinghis own €rrorrnous, warpedego than it was to educate in world me finance. Byrd claimed"the moneygameis simplya gameof control,"and .. Senator his ailoptedGoldenRule of-"Fe who holdi ihe [ota makesthe rules.,' [ves !y He told me in so many-words that "by appropriatingfunds to all (viable) projectsushering the free tradeagreerirenf,-and in allocating to 'criminal'justicesystem, lesseramounts U.S. socialsystems suchasour Iiontrol our country and our place in world markets. All the world-is a stage,and I own th! theater! bankon it!" can realityechoed my mind whenAmericawasbought in - Senator FV.4l lwis,ted by Bush and efinton in ($glg) and.._sold President-s -Bvrd "I would never run for President--Oh. the recent passage-of NAFTA. I'd win if I did." 160

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When I anived at the militarv installation with the aforementioned suitcase "office" through a series of electronic of cash in hand, I was taken to Salinas' eatessuarded bv off,rcersin white uniforms. Salinas sa[ at his desk, which was issue;, G on a highly poliqtred wooden floor il;i"ffil"i''""^lii:;:,-.iiit"ty This created an air ti.t"air/r;oiO of .iecoi aiia personatiffeiti. t;; il;dtt of militarv practicalitv] I G thesuitcase ii front of Salinasand began relaying rr-i'0"6#" piolrammea to deliver. ;h";;;'""'i "" ;il;"";tii"ioi" -ir'onr-ttt" Vi"" ptoiA"nt of the United State of America to t"if fing to shareits wealth through a trade out nilet Uois in VExico. e."ri."-ir asreemEnt with Mexico. We'll trade our cash for control over Mexico's .8ifr"" i"o t-"ioi" pioari"tion. nycontrolling your dru-gindustry, y9 cal oPPn the border betweenbur countries tb dlow a fred flow of cocaine and heroin into iiii U^f , U*ght and paa f- i" American dollars to build Mexico. Eygntyatp this coufd dis'solve tlie border between our countries altogether as Mexico's economy grows to rnut"ft oui* if *e Uigi" toAay, ttris dreair could be realized bV the tiri of the century--sharingthe samecontinent, sharing the same wealth. Wtrv? ttre drue industri already dictates what the Mexican government can or -giving ttre U.S. control of your drug industry'--Iul"*i"q'-regaiL1 cantot do. By power lacked !V I{.S, dollars will "onttot ouer lier"gouirnment. Re-establisheit bring Mexico on-an economic par with America. we can begil by spreading the tord through the (drug) cartels that the U.S. is covertly willing to open the borders to free-drug tradtby making agents available to show y_outhe passage and routes through-which th-edrugs are to be delivered. Only V.S, agents can bring Mexican i'eroin and (South American) cocaine across the border, -and likefiise they will bring the cash in. Explain to those selectfew who control the drue empirbs that tf,-e cruise line (NCL) agreement is going into mass -xp-ansiori,tearing down the border beiween oui count4es enough to allow for as manv drues td come in as Mexico can deal out. when do we begin? Immediatdly. fhe cash is at hand. ( gesturedtoward the suitcasewhich Salinas unzippaf to find full of cash.) Ddliver whatever amount of brown heroin you traveit hand as a meansof confirmation to the agreement. Keep the changeas a token of the change and good fortune that has befallen Mexico from its neighboringnation." "e,s f friisneA Bush's message,Salinasimmediately took a note pad from the who was stationedat desk and scrawled a quick not6. He passedit to a-g-uar_d He stood up, smiled, and^leanedover h-is desk as he extended his ttr" O*t. I hand in a warm handsh'aice. was escortedout. Houston found me on the front stJpi of the installation and together we were escortedthrough the barbed wire fentes and back onto the streetsof Cancun. f *ait A in a small clearing nearby for an indeterminate length of time, his playing with a large iguana. Fii'ally, a iaxi cab driver pulled u-pand-honked horir times,-sig-nalingme to pict up a fist-sized ball of Mexican brown -was citdely wrapped-in brown paper, tied with twine, and heroin. The her6in measuredapproximately the siie of a baseball. Ai quickly as the cab driver left, Houstdri,who was standingsomedistanceaway with two.uniformed men, sistialed me to ioin him. We wlre then driven to th-eairport where we boarded - a-U.S. eir Forie aircraft to Washington,D.C. immediately upon arrival at Andrews Air lorg9 Base just outside of Washington, D'.C., I was taken to SenatorByrd who then escorted me to Dick Ctr"*v?t pentagon office for a meeting with Vice PresidentBush. I was ill and vomiti'ng from i-hehigh voltage administeredin Mexico to compartmentalizemy


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rcntioned suitcase rnes,ofelectronic oesk,which was rcd wooden floor nrs. created an air o beganrelaying rteof America to r through a trade over Mexico,s ry, we qm open :_and heroin ihto rco. Eventually rer as Mexico'-s ouldbe realizd re samewealth. 'ernment can or Mexico regains f.S.dollars-will n by spreading mg to open the ou the passage ,.J. agentscan re border, and vnocontrol the ng into mass h to allow for e begin? Imwhich Salinas vn heroin vou the chang6as xrco from its pad from the ,sstationedat extendedhis : on the front r barbed wire gth of time. d honked hii xican brown h twine, and e cab driver brmed men, we boarded outside of me to Dick wasill and entalizemy

mem'ry.r was allowedto usgByrd's magnetic passkey card to unlock ^ mue of doors that led to the i-adies' fr.oom. I wds still wearing t i inappropriate-for-D.C. crothesano carrying dte r'eroin-.ii,,iliot" cruise t when metwith Bushto confirm Mexico's alreementto his propo'sal. gL I took heroinfor himserf,obviousry the pteasea-wiirr q"Jiiti'ttfrroou rh; cheney.laughedandtold Bushhe nee.ieito "confiscate contra-band,,. the "Overmy B*lsh replied, ashe.laughed Chenjy;s at Contr";ot. "If you -de1d..b4yl . . " don't sharesoire of it, thit courabi-thiifu;;4h6";y i"ri] "pit it here. Bush struck pitch Dose, a,_made fake out pitch, andjoked a b."bfllbanter,'Tl's a itrigti fly' ball.''vouie gorngto haveto stear.,, -ct"n'iliot I tossed heroinin the air,-cau[htit, and stroa"foi if;"-o*i. vrrv'vr the --"" t . ofhischair, pointed theiooriand ;tde;J-;;"Out;;.to Houston I were flown in to MontegoBay, Jamaica and -and transporte 0cho to board nextNCL cruiseshii. Rios our


juve ofa l read @ql.sgE[ Dis Bush's"Neighborhoodl'-throue! prel into -G.eorge was inducted Soonafter Kelly exp -Aret rro11iircJiuat aurise,Bush enforced his odntrols on me. our mind-control and D'C' for nousti,n, ttua hken Kelly 319 qe to -Washington, il;afi, as by e_scorted Bush. Kelly had already.been with meetings r"p"*iiv scheduled whi l.had been "i'""s-i"'ttliiJndezvous with him that morning,durlg which ti-me enh RobertC. Byrdis officeslocatedin the.nearty Senator ;i;;r.d t" in"-of U.S. fort his holds ol mg by- glai,ming nuitOing. There, Byrd reinfo'bed Fti-i;G "no ano and "proving" once again that I had tn" Justi& Departrireni .o-"Uof bf My hoiror reactionwas compounded, Bu *ttoi to run and no *hiti to hide". the *iiin nvtO lookedat his pocketwatchand notified me in Alice in Wonderlanl date," referring you're late for a very important late, ;ryil;t""g""g",:'iou'te with Bush. to-mymeeting -Houstonwho waitedjust l'sprinted"fromthe HooverBuilding,encountering whereI waitedfor my esgo.S outsid€- Houston "Face to the Smithsonian -lnrt-Jf"A -at hunied me exhibit Changing"exhibit. This computerized the a, iffuitrateitow an individual'sface-cahtakeon a radicallydifferentappearanc€ by slightlyalteringany singlefeature. -'Tfie p( MPD since multiplesoften tixhibit fiscinated"meas a programmed tht in themselves not recognizing ph"not"n^ 6f r6utinety "*o"riin"" the unnerving Ro slightly A d"; io i*ircttin?'personalities. multifle's faceoftenchanges ffiil;; int 'ivalidates" religiouscommunrtres' pgtc?.uoll,,9l the with eachswitch, which w€ "OJ*oni" pors"rsion"in occultism. I-ogic quickly.dispels belief this iol""fl.a m: to according emotion,.by changes expression tf'tateueryone's *ttin iilr realized on or ielaxing specific ttin "otot and tones, bt*f p."rturi:, and by tig-htening when these muscles. l,n'MpO's^face chinges aie riore exaggerated micro ab programming' with thJ resultsof sophisticated are naturalconditions combined Ft "CharmSchool"teaches as controlover thesenaturalphenomena subconscious re slavessuch as.Tysglf' as.well as to government u-i*dv-tnio. disguiseon de of I was incapable t'"iir""J3;'ueautyi to their maximumpotential';"i;;f re with my fascination. the display' as I stood thinkingor logically under-standing tr as waitingfor my escorts ordered. totallyEnthralt-ed, upptoich.d, i was relievedto.seeKelly with them. Th_ough et tne escorts \l stre*as nisiUfytranitil and traumatized, fact that shewasalive was all I was 1[e "FaceCianging" exhib^it, excitedly fr: she ;6"bb oi-gia'sping.Whenstresawthe S just readme a !9ok abouithis!" BeforeI could hear .i'.fuitnJ,"0n'.lJGeorge ni Hggslon' Kelty with our handler, l-eaving i -''i;;; :rnvmore. wasled away-, was Office, which-here-to-fore Residence quiiLty tik.n to B-ush's tft"n and unfamitiarto rrli. nitttoughit had slaleblue, plushcarpets fine.furnishings a a different latticework andshaller roomsp.rovrlted. White Houseoffic"e, iit " ttr" SI as ordered, wliile_Bush--carefully "ii. r sat in a trarA-Uici woodenchair b footstool. This allowedme in front of me on a little wooden *iitio"Jf'tit"r"tf irrili'"ir-i6intv "i-ni hrge boof that he held in.his pp. .,nn,i{tlstrationsfaced A me. while ali text e*"iit the last pagewas printed_in lolder's direction. l-t" to de_sign* enforce ait specifical_ly nigtr tecrrpi&e or"You'Are Ti'i, iioll ;;r;';"iq";, h Wtrlatyou Readu. The mettr^oa'of e;ti{i""otit" irograniming, CHAPTER17




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slaves. Identicallv mirror programmed, we operated in unison. The delicate red rose tatoo on my friend's left wrist signified her enslavementto the (New World) Order of the Rose to which Mulroney belonged. fvly friend and her young daughter reportedly were often transported across ttre UlS.-Canadian borier aI Nia[ara Fails for ]rostitution to Mulroney. The sexualabuseof her precious child was used as a trauma base to maintain control of her mind just as Kelly's abuse traumatiz"d .9.. Itfulrgney had prwiously se* accessed irogrammin! at Niagara Falls in my friend and me-alo-ng with our "buslness as daughters--to satisfy his sanctionedperversions as wereI beeir capable of connecting events, I would have felt enonnous usuil,'. Had relief that our daughierS were not forced io participate in his sexual assault this time. "Mission" complete, I slipped on my dress and prepared to-leave. -Mulroney pointed to me and'crypticalli-said, "I'[l be seeingyou around. Maybe I'll see vou in Mackinac. Mav bg somewhere in time"' In three lines, Mulroney i:xoertlv tied the immaliate moment to childhood cues and current Mexican NAffA operations, as well as prepared me for my next encounter with him on Mackinac Island.

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of the Rose" was an emblem of those ushering in the New World order.

"my mentor" in first introduced me to u.N. Ambassador Madeleine Albright as 'Madeleine Albright is a saint,' Reagan told me, forming Jesuit operations in the caribbe€n. "The Mother Teresa of the Caribbean-' my perception of her. 3 whil" (via Bush's) instruction, Larry Flynt I was in Jarnaica under Albright's R""gphotographers took advantage of my being there to use the picturesque Dunns River Falls as a backdrop for pornographic photos to be used rn Hustler. 4 red rose triggered a sexual mode usually used to compromise/blackmail R.rg"o,, dignitaries and lock them into loyalty to the Order of the Rose.

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My programmed role toward implementing Education 2000 according to the ohnsbf th6se ushering in the New World Order brought me back in contact '*ith I-amar Alexander, and eventually Canadian fo.mer Governor 6f Tennessee, Minister Brian MulroneY. Prime I had met I-amar Alexander in 19?8, at a satanicritual I was subjectedto in anaffluent neighborhood of Nashville, Tgnqe,spee.Lamar -Alexander presided over this sex-6riented occult ritual with full understanding of my Project Mind-Control victimization and the impact his actions were having on Monarch then, and intermittently throughoutthe years, rnvmind. It was mv exDerience thit tamar Alexande'r'ss'exualperversion was to bring his victim to the point of through oral suffocation. death "the course of publicly exposing Tennessee's need for education During reformas"instructed, I wai in c<intacf witti Commissioner-s,_Superintendents, Mavors.and lamar'Alexander. I-amar Alexander, who followed Bennett as Busl's Secretaryof Education, worked in close associationwith Bill Bennett to the'minds of the massesto accept Education 2000 as the ONLY manipulate meani education reform. When Ned McWherter was moved into the office of of Govemor to rubber stamp federal projects, I:mar Alexander maintained over state politics. At the sahe time, he maintained influence over influence nationalpolitics thr6ugh his role as chairman of the National Govemor's in Association 1986. As the 1984 Governor's Convention drew near, I met with Lamar Alexander at the Stockvard nightclub where he was drinking with his long time associate In the andoartner-in-crim-e.Nashvilte's Mayor Richard Fulton. "Shoe. basementbar Shine" booth, of tn'iJota, converted stockyard was-a modified antique booth could where term took on new heaning. A key to a private shoeshine the beobtainedby those in the know through Stoclryqrdowner,.Buddy Killen. This bboth was lined in mirrors and had a small bench where Iamar closet-sized sat Alexander after our businesswas concluded. I knelt at his feet as ordered to oerformoral sex. Programmed sex slaves such as myself were trained to go iongperiods of time liithout drawing a breath, and users such as Alexander stretched time to the maximum.t this On this occasion, Alexander appalently exceededthe maximum. I do not recallcompletion of'my programrn6d task. It was afterhours when my mindcontrolharidler, Alex Houstdn, dragged my limp body from the_booth, roused me,and ordereil me out of the buikiing. Blddy Killed opened a back door that was a cattle run, and Houston half-dragged me out the back exit unseen. once The night of the'Convention, Alex Houston's youngest daughter, Ronnie,2 wasto ioii me. Bonnie and I were close to the-same age, and together we dressed"forthe occasion. As a prostitute, Bonnie was familiar with I:mar and his perversions bufnevertheless was excited-at the prospect of Alexander "old friendsn at the convention via Louise Mandrell,r who would be seeins entertiining there. The comradery between Alex Housto_nqd Mandrell thatdeveloled during Bob Hope's U.S.O. tours in the 1960slasted for decades dueto theii shared'involvemint in running mind-controlled slaves for Byrd.


Bonnie shared in this friendship with the Mandrells and was looking seeingher "friends" in the band. I, too, was looking forward to talking with I-ouise Mandrell, but for a different reason. Barbara had just endured her near-fatal car crash, andI deeply concemed for her welfare. Throughout the 1980s while



the guise of the Country Music Industry, Alex Houstontouredwith

and/or Louise Mandrell on a regular basis. Occasionally Barbara and I each other in "church," the Hendersonville I-ord's Chapel. This church w [.ord's offshoot of Billy Roy Moore's Lord's Chapel, and was pastored by his mi I-ord's controlled slave. Mike Nelson. who became close friends with B slave, Nelson, Barbara.t I Houston and I were present when Mike Nelson broke program, and attemptd flee for his life with Barbara Mandrell. The pastor was subduedwith a stung

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of Barbara's imminent demise--muchthe same way Inretta Lym "psychicly predicted" her son's murder. Like the murders I-oretta's of sonud Country Music entertainer Keith Whitley, I was aware of Barbara's plannd accident before it occurred due to Alex Houston's direct involvement. Theg traumas were also used as a meansof locking in my mrnd-controlled belief that oI loclong rn ind-controlled behet tM I had "no where to run and no where to hide". Worst of all. I could not thinl to speak of what I knew due to my own absolute mind control. While Barbara physically survived her ordeal, her voice was silencedas planned. ,"; When Bonnie and I arrived at Opryland Hotel, we hunied to the ballroorn Ben I where Louise Mandrell would be performing. My concern for Barban detractedme from my appointmentwith I:mar Alexander until one of I-ouise's Othe dancerswho knew of my role put me "back on track". Gov "What are you doin! here?" he demanded. "You're supposedto be Rhett What doing at Butler's restaurantNOW. ler's restaurant lr's ben NOW.' I hunied to the restaurant where I-a,mar Alexander was having dinner with (Be Senator Byrd and several govemors. Byrd was participating in the function for reasonsunknown to me, but I was aware that he had fiddled at the Opry. Byrd thin stoppedeating just long enough to acknowledgemy presence, "Where have you refl been?" I "I was ran checking on Barbara over at the show, " I replied as Iamar Alexander bel excusedhimself and walked over. wo Putting an arm around me and turning me away from the table, he of whispered, "You could wind up just like her if you don't get with the program. M: You've got programs to hand out. But right now, you're intemrpting my go dinner. Have you had anything to drink?" "No, Sir," I replied, traumatizedat the magnitude his of threat. ca I-amar Alexander instructed me to leave immediately, order a grasshopper ha from the conservatorybar. and wait for further instructions. w It was a matter rif routine for me to order a "grasshopper" from Opryland Hotel's conservatory. The ice cream "drink" was specially made--alwayswith a hypnotic drug in it. As sometimeshappened,the waitress was unfamiliar with the process, and conservatory harp player and CIA operative Lloyd Lindroth pi interceded. The drug had the same effect as that administered at the D.C. NASA programming center by Bennett, and my mode was robotic compliance. \ After the drug kicked in, Lloyd Lindroth instructed me to proceed to the o main ballroom of the Hotel, where Lamar Alexander would be meeting me.
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Theouterlobbyoftheballroomwas.decoratedinwall-sizemuralsthatextend on "r'.tieinJ - oepicteo the far wall tothetopof the gotnrc*ili;;'iii":rir"'.t grand tt"itciG'- i fiad seen'the murals the to aooeared be ractng io*io seemJ-to t""t asthey did to me that "frtJ times numerous before,fii';";;it"d"ttrey 6""Ur9 doois leadingio the ballroom rt*"y on nieht the NASA o*i' il *v ittengtttio open'it' Inside' meto feel very tfur iJ'ifiii;d;iih cairsed ties, anJ'I was-relieveilwhen l-amar rhe rnomwas a seaot brack suils anduitt.i.a-t"" backout into the lobby' as a cryptic indicatorto those ffift;t 'l td;"in Tu# positioni?";;Alexander wasprovideda box itiu". u.;ir'"int-" mind--contrott"O intheknowthat I was to hand tt"'iiOu*tion idUilnlottution I was saytn pu.*i]tfr envelopes ofbrown on exactlvwhat I wasto d me ro out rhegovernors. ni&"iioii;;-rtr""t prog***.a rie with in D.c. Then with of coniuncrion the #;;"i;;"tl.tuo ""t.r in rhecapacitv a

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Bennett." ^ r--.^-r^' r'^i nrrpd rhem as to mv oosition' cuedthemas to my p -pi" According somegr the men'-AlexTg:l-l?9 fnornburgh-ana Onio as then .ro""*oi of Pennsylvanii such Others.


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wouldn'ttt*piJjo*"asTo I offer Bennett) i"ty oiirtt""t."ppi"""fi' The figuies hereyou are,-but'f;;; ihing n;yichii^an schoolsystem." o, the rcflecr success "oui"iioniridoiil *"i *ttt awaie of Michigan's I recosnizedcou"i"J"'1t-*"h"ta'':*o "spearting *ttictt"' he continued'"I of first is ranking in trrenatioii'in;;;il":' trti" v"""oi itr-se'aayssince she your to'ii"T';;;;1G" I believe se€ i; or v*it (ri'-rnv) 1l'lmSexample ';!;il in workins the schoot'''T'ttuti"iii"siGr little'sister is coming to proper inrt,utti#'*ii"pioo"ut"' of whit of is a prime example how furtherr,eritiits. Your whole ramily Mackinac-to


to came a blose. Jimmy photographer pornoiraprtriiri dv CIA -uirnmercial beenr,rmeo had w.rt".i*iitr-oi.ti'r*iPii",ut".-"ttu.o"p"]PPaconsticter' "*;Cieatt" "How's yoursrlaughed. Bonnie times numerous in the had she,admittedlv done ;ffH*i*o-l" -Irt it loose!" 'n project pd;1;ti"iitffyi1c,
his pants' Referring to me '1 lamar Alexano"t o6-"t"tnoning ;when I first saw vo","vo" *"r" a-worm with no hint terms he said, Monarch ofbeinga butterflY."

rqom3s night Alexander's the who in,ra13r r*fluflt,'ff-Y,fl'*nni" "g"in t" asked'Bonnie' "eonnii"hoJs-t-hat "f snake i;;ti;


"Daddy (Alex Houston)said she was a diamondin the rough," Bonnie eve We volunteered. ---;;StrJittines ne€ he said, "I know you are a shoeshiner, now". Turning to me yor *-B;il;;;*-f"*iti"t andmineneeda shine." with the Stockyardbooth and lamar Alexander's pre "{hy don t you both takea foot"' .*ittg, iiugtted *tten he said, up I w;i io nyrd's irearbyioom as instructed. He was in the Tasf'com-plete, "I-buisehad her feathersruffled over On Uut1ioom-pi6a1i;t himself fo'r UeO. Joffislon-*ittrdistiny andI hadto smooththemdown a bit'" Drying ffibir-J; "[-ookslike you've on ttii Aouehgrev hands a toliel, he turnedto me and said, a rv-inds spread bit tonight." hadvou-r '/I woreaiath up anddownthe stairs,"I stated. I n" ,"id, "I'r not goingto fiddle with you further... jujt -remember M;;h'i#;-i"ii'"f me by--Bye'" He you *-JJ---io 6iui my *'5il'ih;t*ir"t, compartmentalized memorywith his stungun' (ellv and'l weretransportea MackinacIsland,Mic-higan to -C-u,iiJames PhmeMinister Briin Mulroneyat then-Governor to rn""i *iirr mansion. Blanchard's ". iio*io" led-kelly and me to a horse drawn carriaega; e9icklt.,-"-t^ I: antiquated,isl-j: ] 1"I9T that me off stepped the ferryb6atonto the timeless,mind to but flags 'iifriv Cah'aOian weie aluin nying at the Grand-Hotel, was of no took as drugged our carriage me, q;;ii"". *il"i"tty U6siO? apparently manslon' to the us throueh woods theGovernor's -- -in" -nuiiir in ttt" mansionwere reminiscentof the recent Tennessee Co*.io.?J-"onu*tion, Michigan GovernorBlanchard,Ohio governor Dick Guy v_anderJagt.and c.rlri., *a iennsylvanincoi"-o, Dick Thornburgh.. of "honor". to lirrv n6ra wereals6prisent. Mulroneyappeared bt the gue-st --"fi; "I told you would seeyou oui reacfrea f{iJ handsand grtbril me, _I to and in somewhere time! I slippedtime, space, distance be heretJusevenlng. ground cover." to You andI havesome ^ --,,?;,-si;. Bill Secrelary Bennetthas ir"iiaE"i n&gan's Gtobal.Education packetdirectlyto you." .I Yq to delivera ,"nt r"'to oeliverthis educa"tion similar'to [hose handedout at the iri", ir,l*" invefope-oi-Oocutitents s Governor' Convention. -trimself. "I've alreadyheardthe schpiel,"he saidas he ni-"f.,"t6 excused wi guests, leavingMulroneyandme alone' turnedto his other '-' I recitedas programmed.As GfoU"i-*:"iuti"on iJttre waie of the firture," hy tlTlllg-lh" glo9"' ttr" *oiii g"tt Gat". and smallerdueto highertechnology wi the world' Lducationas it is, oui childrEnmust be educit"Oin the ways-of involved themfor lG in their own bickyard. We needto become Uii"fu-"o"ip, g0 il;" Ail{;n;r "Auiution for the sakeof tfreir future and our_legacy.Global "I a"-""tiil ir ttr" *ay. The only way. I-ook into it..." I handedhim the M envelope."...Peerinto thefuture." 8Il which he the hir "ttns long enoughto accept envelope, Mulronevuncrossed "I ID the the am intirested-in children,- legacywe leave on;;h"it. ""ru^"fi" iorr'"1 rit the way we recordour history in their *" tft"p" tft"i. futute by d;* ;Jiffi recoro me test.,, UsingOrderof ihe Rosecues,he signalled to photograph.lcally "Tell Mr. Bennett(sss)," htssed' he grypttcally ke his wordsf6r futuredelivery. re th:at Bill and Bob Bennett worked together using revealing his ""implementation EI Global rnlemenrntinn hish- I'm alreadv sold on Global is high. l'm already-sold--on is tfr"r"r, ii"iifi-:Uii" to at themto consider. Headsets pirintsI would like for *O Z-CftiO fr"u. iOOition"t


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irefnt.reality. and prog.ramming ,led me Mulroney triggeredmy.seT. ;ili#;'i;*plete, under entrancedunder ty waiting, entranced reircto me herlrooms wherekelli-was irs rn the DeoI uDstalrs the bdrooms where KellY was robilticallywiiting,
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I h"u" witnessed girls die of suffocation from this practice even though 3 to 5 minutes I withgut breathing is common. , While Bonnie was not raised in Project Monarch' Houston's pedophilia and stage her own actions. Bonnie is a multiple hyposis techniques rendered Bonnie unable ti control prostitution in need.of therapy and care' *ith a record of "'-i1rl,

Monarch in directinvolvement theProject nr*a'r"ii"p"Jy oJ**a SenatoiByrd's dauqhtel with Houston' abused of victimizations his incestuously mind-conirolled government me'"
what the Byrd taught ;tt"uiog t"tio can be a lucrative way to feather your nest--that's Mandrellcontinued,'l.ouisewasalittlewithdrawn,andsheneededtocomeoutofhercocoon a n d s p r e a d h e r w i n g s . I r a n t h e i c l e a b y B y r d , a' n d h e s a i d ' I f s h e d o e s n ' t h a v e a t a l e n t ' l e t ' s And viola, there she is. Another star on the nake her one. What is a band without " niat"f City, USA (Hunwille, Alabama)'" "* riselaunched from NASA are mind-controlled slaves are usually forbidden, and-conversations ry;;.:6;u"*"." the years' my owrr lest cross-programming triggering occurs' Throughout kept to a minimum basis, whereas Irby Mandrell reiationship with the tvtandrils was limited to a zuperficial .'ptoy.a.Houston,shlpnoticabilitiestomaintainmindcontroloverhisdaughterswhile touring.



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agft sak repr of U.S. and Mexican relationswere flourishing in the successes NAFTA's Am a pertainingto Nicaraguaremained groundwork, while polictical differences effc minor point of contention. Since the Catholic Vatican'sIntelligencearm of reg t w J e s u i t s - w e r eo r k i n s c l o s e l vw i t h U . S . I n t e l l i g e n c eo u s h e ri n t h e N e w W o r l d wol to in Mexico and Nicaragua provide influence Order,they usedtheir established "diplomatic relations". My dual mind-controlvictiedu a common ground for "diplopra s i n c ec h i l d h o o d a n d m y p r e v i o u s , mazation y the CIA andtheJesuits b Rei and prostitute matic relations"in Mexico thrust me into the role of messenger Pol t o N i c a r a s u a ' D a n i e lO r t e g a . s wh FightersfightersOF freedom Freedom Reagan'iNicaraguan WereFresident wo of me rendered incapable ponexistence My mind-controlled of FOR freedom? "passionburning in relr I deringsuch questions.Nevertheless, had a programmed wo the Contrasas was patrioticallyinstilledthroughtorture,when my bosom" for Yo "peacekeeping for mission" to Nicaragua Reaganlate in the on I dmbarked my ch summer f 1985. o Po destination.SinceNicaragua NCL as usualto reachmy appointed I boarded wi was not a port of call for NCL, | flew from the Yukatanof Mexico to a remote ne t t m i l i t a r ya i r s t r i pi n M a n a g u a .I t w a s i n t h i s s m a l l m o u n t a i n o p c l e a r i n gh a t I en met wlth CommandantDaniel Ortega, as had been arrangedthrough the yo Vatican. Re in seasonably shorts,with my long blond hair tuckedback in I was dressed te( a Frenchbraid. Ortega'sattire,too, was reflectiveof the casualair to meeting. tu H i s t a n ,m i l i t a r yu n i f o r mh a dw o r n t h i n , a n d w a s f r e eo f a n y p r o t o c o li n s i g n i a s . ge he peered through apparently had not The dark, rose-coloredsunglasses th "noble cause"he claimedto represent'A man changes somberview of the his th "Come with me." I rode with him of few words, he greetedme with an order, ct in silenceas he diove a jeep the short distanceacrossthe airstrip to a small, AC neat,two story,white, frame house As we cameto a stop in front of the house,Ortegasaid in a sad,slow voice, c( "l haveneedslike any man. But I feel like a whore myself for accecpting your li offer." President's br weapons scatassault with numerous His bedroomwas cleanand functional, t( or effects,but teredaround. I did not see any modern conveniences personal a to Ortegaseemed be at home in his surroundings. s from sex longer was that of a man who had abstained Oltega's demeanor h his in than his political position. As he slowly unbuttoned shirt, I noticed d symbol on it, a Catholicmedailionwith the secretJesuitascension/dessension tl amongJesuitspooks. He sat in wicker chair as I followed a commonaccessory h h i s s i l e n tl e a di n g r a t i f y i n gh i m o r a l l y . 0 I While he chain smoked cigarettes, sat in front of him on the floor, and ! "President Reagan to message him as programmed.I began, t relayedReagan's of t hassentme as a messenger peace." "l'd like to have slowly looking me up and down. He casuallyinterrupted, aoiecein a few more minutes." "Your people have enduredmany hardships throughouttheir I continued, only wants to help. The Americanpeoplewant to see existence.He (Reagan) 184

and oeace freedom in vour land. Mexican and U.S. relations are growing ironger the day, and-it is imperative that we resolve your conflict in order to by resolieour own'with the M-exican government. We have come to the with Mexico that the Nicaraguan conflict must be resolved for the agreement mission dkeof your people as well as our own. I am here on a_peacekee-ping. represeniative Vatican-based common ground shqed. by b.oth Mexican and of governments,to enlighten you to our peaceful intentions. The unifred Airerican effortof Mexican-American eatholic missions is to promote peace in your while only enhancingyour culture. The world is rapidly turning toward rcgion, peace, and Nicaragua-is way behind the times-from technology ?nd w6dd to ducatibn government ideals and-religious senvi_ctions. Pope John Paul is dilieently for peacein your region, and hasjoined forces with President FaVing 'neigan', tr,t6xico-, and even the Soviel Union to ensure that peace. - He- (the almost fope)knows your goals, he knows ygqr 4otiles (I leaned f9*99, froh mi own instilled beliefl, he knows your soul. We can all wtrisiering worfin tindem to ichieve that peace. Nicaragua, small though it in to rclation the rest of the world,ls a signifrcanf stepping stone toward unifying powers. It can no longer be a source of contention and diYgreement. world Your fr:ople must be free. FJee to worship God through your holy Catholic churcf.that is first and foremost on PresidentReagan'sagenda, as well as the Pooe's Presidentde la Madrid's. A New World Order is coming into being and wiih without you; it is an inevitable processthat cannot be stopped. A whole or world of piace awaits us all. I can see you iue a peace-loving man. It new from-your being. Blood has flowed-across your land so heavily that emanates yourpeoole arb drowniie in it. Together we can cauterize that wound. your Americanization can- upg-radeftepta.i btooa flow with- cash flow. at Ecirnology a rapid rate. Your People could compete in-world mar*ets by.$" of nrm t[e centurj. Your future global position has already-beendeterminedby gographyalone.- Flow with it.- IJad your people out of Po1erty-' Educate fneri d manner conducive to their destined position in wodd markets. Free ii long. Allow the from their struggles that have held them captiv_efor so_ them bells to ring wiltr good news of peace,prosperity and-freedom. " clurch -You can all achieve of vour-goals for your country's advancementwith our help. 0rtega thoughtfirtty nnisheO smoking a cigarette, and lit -up another as he repl'ied, "iell your President that I have seen his freedom, and confrden-tly listened his'words projecieOthrough yet another example of it. He paints a to within his framework. A picture can appear serene hutifut picture suspended toitsbehblderwhiki it is being gazed upon. I cannot worship a graven image, mdthe picture he paints is jusithat. Wc have fought loo.halg and too long, millineSweatanO blooO acrbss this land in our determined effort to maintain instilled in us by our forefathers, who gained their profound wishuman-values from the original Cathoiic missionaries. These values are the same as dom portrayed in-President Reagan's painted pictur_e-only ours are.real. His frose have 6nlv srirfacevalue. like aniother-paintint. If I were to concede, I would be only iramed within the pictuie he paints, -!ung gn his-wall like a.trophy. I wilinot mislead my people, in spite oT his offers o! yealh and position. I am [ue to my conviciions, and when he is true to his,. then we will meet on ground and have something of substanceto discuss. For now, words common are onlv a wasteof our time." nl'll OrtLgaput out his cigarette, and pulled back the covers on his bedplea-sant." ffe took a well-used opium pipe/bong off his hkeyou"somewhere


tg drug.giv.en and handedme a nozzle. I hadbeentrainedt9 accept.any dresser I hesitated onty e*ceptionU"ing the strictly.forbidden puliu-3' ."-*-iifr tn" ;;ii d;"g; aisireo t" it.*"t dptfq. 'ls.ihe^drugtooi( {fTJ-le said'-"This of couldbe the way to *oriO p*."1t_Sex with Orte[a walSJvery leastfree relations" rnort I was forcedto-have."diplomatic u"lid p;;rJi"". ;"ilil '*iirt whenhe was throughdue to foit'nJr*gan eaminiitration, h9 fell asleep opiumandcocaine. belween thedifference "'he to -ir"'ioiti i1.,f-h;k oi a ieep;i trom outsideawokehim. _As -I.prepared leave, opium from his ball riatt, Uq inch o^rso.1.'isof b=lack said^';W;'i;paggqe wrapper' cigarette frgm it per-sbnaf wrapped in the cellophang stash, and. ifri'r'toyour Presidenl t€ll him that Youand I found more fid;;,-;Gli" of his painted -It-tre i'** *itft tttiJ suUstandtd hiii "*t i*P"tt on the surface back and see "Come ttri ctoseO aoor quietlybehintime he said, !i66i.,; " ire whenYouhavemoreto offer. "'-i';;r'i;fti"t"tireturned by plane to washingtol, D.9. where^_my ".i-ssioi; trid "tiii"dt a. T-fti*tiind t was taken directly to Bush's office, aiiiverea" Ortela's- .essuge verbatim. Eliminating most of the ;il;;;-i Unableto to.Reag?Jr. messa_g€_ iiuf-olur, guih-i*tru.t"d?e to delivir a_partial "-Needto-Know" mindperceivemessage "oni"ni---O p"opt" biyond^my would havea lhat ;;;;;il.d ]i;iia view, I h;d n6 co:ncept ortdga's message provenhimselfto be irpact. 1 neJei occuneoto m'ethat ot g." had. ;a;d; prostitute me to ai-*uctt a hypocriteas tre purported^n:ug"{t. bebylsing-free as.a which will with of badne*s'tn,i*ing-fulliell. thatI hadno ;d;&;"t6i message more palah6le. .Bush'srevision of Ortega.'s to make th"" message ttrat t didn't even know was burning when I fuet to a pro-uerUiat-fiJ aaOeO to the delivered message Reagan. office (to the Oval secondary Bushwas with Realan fiA tn" in Reagan's "Daniel a! ihe message- instructed, ; I relayed offrcet-of the White iffi* that the_ who seeics sameresolutions we do. But 6ffii i'"'i;*.;'6;ilg-;x11, in f," toiO me io tell you---1i-aug my pursefor.the opum) that he and I found than you'll ever ha;dedthe opium to Reagan) i" tttis'suUsiancel-G ;;;;'"*;; globe'" your painted of imoarion the surface ""'Br;ti'ililJ fice instihtly turnedbeetred -wit! rage.^ Bushthen "in*ein'i ,*.i"0 and spun up Jut Jf tris ctrair, iook the opium fol !iry"]-l and.told "SettleOown.--fnlie's more. It seems only peace.she was spread th6 "i 'ie Reaean. my rte.oeafor the door, saving, would reconsider h;;"leg;; ;;tr[j ili*eie in you.iftEi-consiAeting.*hatls friling hers." Bushdropped ;;iid; "It's running as f,ir e';! A"*n tt" Uic['o-f'rf Ggiio my"shoes he c6ntinued, of douinbothsides herlegs." -I was to oouioustv r wouldnil be subjected sex with Reaganthat 4I' my io Mexico, whereI resumed NCL cruise' back ori"ftl'""i"g'r.a ;Aflil" through high voltage, I the event compartmentalized irvi;il"";';;;ty-"i thatI hadneverbeengoneat all' feiieved'atthe tinie

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arDoured garden his LongIstand rose of esrate. #_ipur"tingwrththeexperrise TI currenr *rliLYrli.cian,programmi"g p"it;ili;v _,C,.1r:t.t"c;"i| inorcarrve Fgr" or me union between Catliotic cle ario c;G"il; Reagan refened as a 'man.-;n"- iur' o1ir." o{. io.,nrng my Jesuitmind-control "undersranding". "r have programmed ; w";ia vir%;fl#;i'p#f. ny ,"_ moving moreviolentfictions"i r""i"ii", world the wideandrbplacing them with fairhful leaders oneworldg;;;;il;and of the""i*"rio..ilu?.n, gtouut unification is eminent. gearitguf-"iri"", it came mein my dreams. _a to God movedme to 11i1a has movemen.

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the visible stun gun/prod marks, plastic ever-present smiles that never quite reach their dead apiearing eyes.- The children clung, to _their wide-eyed mothers. as thev peiforme<i'thrJirtasks in robotic servitude. I had recognized thesechiracteriitiis in other slavesthroughout the years, but never had I seena whole countrV entranced. My compassionfor the Haitian people penetratedinto the realm of ihe spiritual, info a pirt of me that mind control and manipulation of religion could never touch. Ca-seyand I had been walking through the garden, guarded by more armed men thai the President. It wasnit that I was athreat, I couldn't even think to save myself. It was that Casey and his World Vision were a threat to humanity that so many guards were needed. The men appearedto be U.S. Secret Service ofFrcersacc6r-dingto their attire, weapons, and earphone feadget-s. One guard conspicuouslyplaced his hand to his headset,listening as though it were remote contiol. rre'wlrca briskly over to casey, who signaled me to leave with an escort who instantly arrived at my side awaiting instruction. "Take her to iry chambers,t' Casey told him. "Clear her mind. I have something I need t6 instill." Robotically I followed my e.sco4.into casey s ofhce libiary. The room was larren, dark, aq{ hot--just,as de-scribedina book I had beeri given to read in keeping with You Are What You Read proqramming.- It produced a sensati-on having somehow stepped into the bf iofit Cnaniteon by insider William Diehl. The mind scramble of the book and reality instantly commenced. "It's ivarm inhere," the agent said, unbuttoning my white eyelet blouse. "Bill (Casev)likes to keep it this way in case-he(Casey)gets a chill and his are blood'runs'cold. Cham6leonso haturally cold blooded. Make yourself comfortable while I turn up the heat. Mr. Casey doesn't wan! to hear a peep -He deliberately triggered and out of vou. so I'll warn you now--be Silent." activateil the Jesuit programmed part of me that believed in my Vow of Silence.s "The walls have eais and ttre plants have eyes, so your silence is tantamount to success. I'm going to leave you to reflect in Silence. Bill will be along any minute," "reflecting," I would have queslioned the-Yalidity.of Had I been capable of "religious overtones" on Haitian policy. Like Casey's dramatic'position of did not-ring true consideringthe fruits of his labor, Reagin's, Casey'ssincerity and Isgt in a state Butihen,'I could not considerany more thanl could r.eflect, of what'felt like suspendedaniriration awaiting my instructigns, I could not anticipate nor dread what was about to happgn as futuristic thinkile was left in the h:andsof my controllers. Had I rr3alizedthe scramble of reality with "psychicly" predicted what happenedwhen William Diehl's book, I could have Bill Casev strolled in. Casev walked over to his hiehlv polished, dark wood desk and opened the top dravier. Casey's desk was-on-ebf the few furnishings in the large, airy robm. The dark, itlished, reddish-woodpaneling seemedeven darker with the midnight blue carpeting curving slightly up qe *qll._ - 4?yy, gothic maroon velveidrapes blacked out the sun from the windows behind his desk. "I can^see quite clearly that you have taken a Vow of Silence. Maintain it. into triggers. He reachedinto hissed, usingpreset using preset trigggrs. He reached Maintain it and Lisssten,"-Casey hissed, Maintain and Lisssten,"'Casey

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!o open i1 and find the usual pierced chameleon and found, instead, a weapon intended one." for He openedthe box in front of me. Inside, laying on a bed of cotton, was an elaborate dagger with a handle of the same rose crystal from which the crucifrx Byrd, had presented me on "our wedding night" was made. My first personal meeting with Casey promised to be torturous as I recognized Byrd's participation the grisly ordeal. in I listened, deeply tranced, as Casey said, "Is it a knife or a crucifix? I can't tell. Both symbolize martyrdom as far as I'm concerned. Note the rose pattern cutinto the crystal. Now, I wonder who would have sent me this to give to you.' Even under mind control I knew, as I was supposed to, that Byrd had providedhim with the knife. My worst fears were confirmed when Casey began using Byrd's hypnotic induition, "In like a knife, sharp and clean, I'il carve what I want. n Casey sliced through the front of my bra, exposing the out ueabetweenmy breastswhere Byrd routinely cut me with his pocketknife. He pierced into my breastbone deeply so that I 6eteved I would iplit, and indeed did split off a personality fragment compartmentalizing this event. Using standard Jesuit-basedinfinity program, Casey instructed me and programmed mewith messages that I would deliver as though my life dependedoh it-. "You must go to the Citadel and warn our Dominican brothers of impending _ doomto their neighbors in Haiti. From the Dominican side (of the Haitian island) you will be flown to Port Au Prince where you will meet with Baby Doc (Duvalier) his Palace. He is already receptive to your word, and knows that at my words are your words and your word is Silence. You must tell General Cedras Order is from The Rose." Casey touched the white rose in his lapel, his signaling to photographically record his-words verbatim. me Whgn he was through programming me with his message,Casey told me, "As quickly as you complete this mission, you must depart Haiti, never to returnagafur." Casey used excessive high voltage to compartmentalize my memory. I recall being nauseatedand ill from his stun gun as I departed his long Island compound/home via ferry programmed with messagesto Cedras and BabyDoc. Haiti had recently been dropped from the NCL itinerary as a Port of Call, blt the Dominican Republic side of the island remained open to tourism. When Houston and I debarked the NCL ship in Puerta Plata, we walked past a World Visioncargo ship that was being unloaded at the dock. I recall thafa soft ocean gently llfted thg hem of my white, gauzy dress as I weaved my way breezethrough dockload of World Vision freight to a waiting automobile. the Religion and politics apparently mix in the Dominican Republic as evidenced the inseparablemixture of Catholic Missions, old forts,-statuesof by Christopher Columbus, and Catholic Shrines. As we drove past the mountain tramway that takes tourists up and down to the rustic Citadel and Catholic Shrine the top, Houstonpelpetuated the "Chameleon" book scramble. Dually at rcferring to Cedras and the short donkey ride from the tram to the Citaddl dqicted in Diehl's book, Houston threatened to put me on the rickety tram uying, 'Some Jackasswill seeyou at the top." In an area reserved for covert activities, out of view of tourists, I met with General Cedrasin his Citadel office. Dressedin the eerie, Jesuit, dark, hooded robe,Cedras completed Casey's "Chameleonn book scramble scenario as we walked through the ancient structure to his office. Cedras' demeanormade him


appearmore as a militant than a "spook," despitethe corny monk's attire. With his hood down his back, Cedras' sharp, craggy features and darting steel blue eyeskept my full attention. I had seenhim at a monasteryin Santo Domingo as ordered before,o when Haiti was still being used by the CIA for Operation Watchtower to transport cocaineand Contra weaponsfrom Cuba. Alone with Cedras and properly signaled, I began photographically reciting Casey's message, "I have word of warning from the Vatican by way of the honorable and faithful William Casey. He sendsword of impending doom that is to befail your neighbors on the darkside in Haiti. Voodoo manifest itself in mysteriousways while the way of the Lord is clear. Evil must be stoppedat all costs. The cost shall be in terms of human casualty, as a plague is being visited upon the land. Those who fornicate with devils shall be infested with the plague. Woo unto them who have stood in the path of World Peace. By God's design the New Wodd Order shall come into being with or without the Haitians. All American operationsin Haiti are now destined for your ports. Your people (the CIA-UN operatedDominicans) will flourish in peace and prosperity while the dark side (Haitians) drown in the blood of this holy war that they have brought upon themselves. Close your borders swiftly and mainiain guardiansat the gate lest the Haitians infest your land with their evil plague. Inoculation of the massesshall be maskedin the bodv and the blood shall carrv the doom. As more and more Haitians turn to God'in their f,rnal hour, the iommunion they partake will be Satan's own. With their God as the scapegoat,your Island in the Son (sun) will be freed of the vile and wicked. I have seen a vision, a World Vision, and it is through communion with the ancientsthat we have been granted the Keys to the Kingdom? to unlock the gates of hell. The holy water sent herein has the blessingsof the Vatican and must be sprinkled like rain upon the Haitians. Our God reigns, and he rains rivers of blood upon the Haitian masses, and he reigns supremeupon your mission. Your mission is clear. You serve communion and let God sort them out. Those who serve the bodv of Christ are covered by the Vatican, those who serve voodoo evil shall be covi:red in the blood of their own. It is clear our God reigns. I€t the gamesbegin. " Combining the cryptic language of Cedras' CIA and Jesuit operations, Casey had weaved numerous cryptic commands into his message. Had I been inadvertently accessed, instructions would make little senseto those not cued the to the language. Cedras was listening religiously, fully grasping the magnitude of Casey's instructions. I concluded the message, "The holy water with the Vatican's blessings will arrive at 1 PM today by way of World Vision. The blood shall host the plagus."a I was relieved to depart Cedras' presence without being subjected to his usual perverse sexual brutality. This would be someoneelse's job this time, as my programmed trance was mainlained until I delivered Casey's messageto Baby Doc Duvalier on the "dark side" of the "Island in the Son". Houston took me to the small ClA-operated airport at the foot of the mountain where I boarded a small, white airplane destined for Port Au Prince, Haiti. When we landed, the pilot walked me over to Baby Doc's Tonton guards, and ordered that I be taken to the Palace. He spoke in rapid Haitian French, and lifted my symbolic, rosy cross necklacefor emphasisto the guards. Reinforcing my instilled belief that the Catholic emblem would protect me, the guards treated me with the respect that apparently was reserved for identihed Jesuit spooks. I was driven by white Mercedes to the Haitian Presidential Palace. Looking even more conspicuously out of place in contrast to stark

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ry9, to breakinto 6iitirt.^i t" g" Ua6t to Catiio^ia." Reagan^interrupted-himself White "Cialifornia I come..." The hbre ii'rid'ri"lii*"".0 siyreto"g -o dance, "af*ayJ beeir confinine to him, and he appeared frour.,--f,"'"taimed, fraA "I l;ok forward to this trip every t'ir 'Ot, irri,i-rLfi "-i,lieA aUout "pd*i"g ttip.. I still work while I'm there--the I vear because set to s."-of[ iti"nds. at i,"rfli """er done--but leastI'm there' It's abouttime you see iilij"ili "'There'sno *ftri"l-""ff ttorn"." Then, quotingthe Wizardof Oz, he.9ud' 'There'sno pr'*"holni.;-eno you;t" qbou!.p Fe wly. Savit with me, me Thgrii no pii"" rif" hor"'.',' Then he instructed in oz ;ffi iiii; h;il. " ;cti"t vour heels.There's place like home' no i*otii. """liilb-;lii;;fiil
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usual, undergoing the food and water deprivation. I was so thirsty, I could not think to eat. Kelly's condition magnified my own terrifred state, and I did all I could to keep Houston from supposedlypushing her over the edge. I carried her for hours all the way out of the c:tnyon, without pausing to rest. In my own mind I wanted to believe I was actually able to protect her. The fact was, Houston was wearing me down physically to ensure that I could not protect her at our next destination: I:ke/Mount Shasta,California. George Bush was highly active in both the Iampe, Missouri and Shasta, California retreat compounds. Just like Iampe, Shasta's cover was country music. According to everyone I knew, singer and songwriter Merle Haggard supposedlyran the show at I-ake Shasta,diverting any and all attention from the nearby Mbunt Shastacompound. Shasta was the largest, covert mind-control slave'camp of which I am'aware. Hidden in the wooiied hills, military fencing corrals an enormous fleet of unmarked, black helicopters and more mindThis covert military controlled, military robots than I saw in all of Haiti. operation served its own agenda, not America's. I was told and overheard that if was a base for the future Multi-Jurisdictional Police Force; for enforcing order and law in the New World Order. In the center of the high security compound, was another well-guarded military-fenced area that was rggar$qt a1 a "Camp David" of sorts for those running our country. George Bush and Dick Cheney-sharedan office there, and claimed the outer perimeter woods as their "A Most Dangerous Game". Predicated own hirnting ground where they played I overheard between the two, it was this world police military on conversations background that earned Dick Cheney his cabinet appointment as Secretary of Defense' with the Bush Administration. Houston stayed at Haggard's l-ake Shasta resort while Kelly and I were helicopteredto Mount Shastafor our scheduledmeeting with Bush and Cheney. The h-elicopterpilot directed our attention to the military fencing surrounding the outer perimeter of the compound. Rarely did pilots ever speak to either of us, but this one smiled wickedly as he told us we would need to know the outer limits for A Most DangerousGame. As soon as we airived at Bush and Cheney's inner sanctum, I noticed George Bush, Jr. was with them. It was my experience that Jr. stood by his fathei and covered his backside whenever Bush would become incapacitated from drugs or required criminal backup. It appeared that Jr. was there to serve both purposeswhile his father and Cheney enjoyed their work-vacation. Hypdr from drugs, Cheneyand Bush wer6 riagerto hunt their humanprey in "A Most Dangerous Game". They greeted me with the rules of the game, ordered me toltrip naked despite the cold December winds, and told me in Oz "beware of the lions and tigers and bears". Kelly's life became the cryptic to stikes, as usual, which resurrected 6y natural and exagg6ratedprogrammed "If we maternal instincts. Tears silently ran down my cheeks as Bush told me, catch you, Kelly's mine. So run, run as fast as you can. I'll get you and your little girl, too, becauseI can, I can, I can. And I will." "Any questions?" Cheney, daring me to respond, asked, I said,-"There's no place to run becausethere's a fence--the kind I can't get over. I saw it." "no where Rather than physically assaultme, Cheney laughed at my senseof hide" and explained that a bear had torn a hole in the fence to run, no where tb somewhere,and all I had to do is find it. He lowered his rifle to my head and said, "I,et the gamesbegin. Go."

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Wearing only my tennis shoes,I ran through the trees as fast and as far as I could,which wasn't very far at all. Bush was using his bird dog 1o track me, the same one that had recently been used with me in bestiality filming as a "Byrd-dog"joke on my owner, Robert C. Byrd. When caught, Cheney held his gunto my head again as he stood over me, looking warm in his sheepskincoat. Bushordered me to take his dog sexually while they watched, then he and Chenev usheredme back to their cabin. I fuiled on my clothes and sat in the office part of the cabin awaiting instructions. I had no idea where Kelly waS, nor do I in retrospect. Bush and Cheney were still in their hunting clothes when the programming sessionbegan. Bushsaid, "You and I are about to embark on A Most Dangerous Game of relations. This is my game. You will follow my rules. I will have diplomatic thedistinct advantageof hunting you with my Eye in the Sky (satellite). I'll watch every move you make. As long as you play the game by my rules and make mistakes, you live. One mistake and I'll get you, my pretty,,an{ your no little girl, too. Yoir die, and Kelly will have to play with me. I prefer it that way. Then it will be her Most Dangerous Game. The cards are stackedin my favor because,well, it is my game! Are you game?" "Yes, Sir! I'm game." as Therewas no choice. I responded conditioned, just occurred in the woods Theparallels to The Most Dangerous Game that had "impossible" due to weredeliberate and intended to make retrieval of memory cryptoamnesia scrambling. "Good. Then let the games begin. Listen carefully to your instructions. "game timer"--an hourglass. Youhave no room for error." Cheney flipped his "This game is called the King and Eye, and here's the deal. Bush continued, You wilt be establishing stronger diplomatic relations according to order Mexico, the U.S., and the Middle East. Your role will require a between change face at each new place. I'll chart your course, define your role, and of pullyour strings. You'll speakmy words when I pull your strings. There is no room error." for Cheney was half lying across the plain, military issue style desk in an apparent drug stupor as Bush talked. Still wearing his hunting coat and hat, "Or a-hunting we Cheney aimed his rifle at me from the desk and threatened, "We'll catch a fox and put willgo." Bush hnished Cheney'sthreatby singing, her a box and lower her in a hole. " in Bushlooked at Cheney and burst out laughing. The sight of him dressedin hishunting clothes with a huge bore, double-barreled shotgun to his shoulder inspired Bush to tell him he "looked like Elmer Fudd". "Where is that waskily Cheney, imitating the cartoon character, said, wabbit?" OperationThe King and Eye would involve Reagan's#1 envoy Philip Habib (whocryptically played the Alice In Wonderland role of the White Rabbit with slaves such as inyself and Saudi Arabian King Fahd. So when Bush refened to the two as "Elmer Fahd and the Waskily Wabbit," he and Cheney laughed untilthey cried. Since both were already high from drugs anyway, they had a greatdeal.of difficulty maintaining composure long enough to complete my programmmg.
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CHAPTER 26 NEW WORLD ORDERS "no time to lose" in bringing me back around to a functioning There was "used up" by qy 30S level. I knew I had work to do. Althoughl was to be it was Bush and Cheney's intention to expedite the birthdav. I do not believe Apparently it was their incompetence due to overorocesi so quickly. InJuis.n"" of Orues anrj'subsa{uent abuse of Kelly in my presence that OertriveA pafts of my maternal-based programming. Regardless of their ;ixcuie," Houston drove us to San Francisco-,California where Temple of Set "f"pg1'", (SitanliounOer U.S. Army Lt.- C-ol. Aquino qa{e s9m9 emergency ' a. brain/mind I was not taken to a hospital or a' mental institution, but to researcliand developmentlab^on the U.S. Army Reservation.atPresidio. There ".i rnunv facilities iuch as this one acrossthe country at various CIA, military' -a NeSe compounds where hyper-advancedgovernment knowledge is put 1o ttr" t"rt,-O"uelofrea and modifie'cl. Those I met who had expertly learned the rii"niift. rnectrinics of the brain in conjunction with the ins and outs of the minO usel their gained secret knowledge to manipulate and/or control others. ihe-onlv thine l\fark phillips, Byrd, and Aquino had in common was the belief ttt"t ;t"it"t kfiowledge equili p,5wer'.' Byid explained to p9 th.alNew World "powers were-strengthehed" by allbwing-the mental health community Order ;ly p"fti"l anOlor deliberite misinfoimation through their organization lobby, ittd Arneti"an Psychiatric Association (APA), conceming tr€atment modalities for r"uet" dissociative disorders being created through-.mind. control! Perpitr"totr believed that withholding knowledge and the proliferation of deliberate 'm'sinformation allowed them coitrol over their secrets' and subsequentlyover fturn*ity. They may be correct if no one can or will react to the information presentedin this book. '- -l;igndfi the oi not, I overheard a conversationpertaining to death-and. mind anO a tab assistantas I lay on a cold, metal table in a deep between Aquino hvonotic stite. Aquino was saying that I had come close to death numerous "incrdsed my abilily io enter other (mind) dimensions en route to ti'nies which a;ah'. I had listenedto'Aquinri talk at length about such conceptsbefore, as itroueh he were trVing to conrrincehimself of some interdimensional time travel l;"I in'principle or in theory, the results are the same," he ;[iggff. "The conceft of iime is abstractln itself." H;rpnotic talk of pastclaim'ed. Dresent-future set my mind in a spin that, when combined with Alice In frinairtatnAtNAsA mioor world cbncepts, created an illusion of timeless "dimensions" I experienced were dimensions. I now know that the only 5f elaboratememory compartmentalizations real, earthly events by real, earthly criminals, and certainly not by aliens, Salan,-or demons. efiJi'mo"ing me fiom th5 table t6 an elaboratebox, Aquino then shifted my mind to anothei area of my brain, claiming to have taken me into another "death's door". Thii was was dimension by way of _accomplished .while I subiectedto'sens6ry deprivation combined with hypnotic-and harmonic remy The'seeminely coffinlike structure wai transformed in "I mind rio'no111111ine. -eridured slowly the senseof increasingheat while where I [o i"retutolum, 'pulled me through death's through irypnotic suggestion. Aquino then bila; "void bf time". Parts of my programming door" and int5 anottrerdime;-sion

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were "recreated for the recreation of world leaders," i.e., U.S. President Reagan, Mexican Presidentde la Madrid, and Saudi Arabian King Fahd. In my next recollection of awareness, Houston, Kelly, and I were in "brolie down"--an over Hollywor5d,where Houston claimed the motor home usedattempted memory scramble. He sent me down the street to telephone MichaelDant6, who lived nearby in Beverly Hills. Dant6 was expecting Kelly andme to join him in his Beverly Hills mansion for several days as had been previouslyananged by our handler, Alex Houston. Kelly and I waited at the phone booth as instruCted until Dantd arrived to pick us up in his midnight blue 'I got something for you, Baby. Ferrari. As soon as I sat down, Dantd said, "vice" he shared with Bush, and he Giveme vour arm." Heroin was a common shot up with the drug right in front of Kelly. me "handle Iater that evening at his house, Dantd told me that he refused to goods," and that he would not be my next handler as previously damaged "fit to live" at phnnEd. Xtot onty was I "not fit to live with" hini, but I was not all. I am not ceriain what he meant to accomplish by these threats, but I know in retrospectthat this was not his decision to make. Besides, I never perceived "love" as a "future" anyway. Instead, he with him and his professed existence "acquire Kelly". he would go along with the original plan long enough to said The next day, hours before I was to meet with de la Madrid, L.A. Dodgers team managerTommy I-aSorda, George Bush, Jr., and star pitcher of baseball Jr.'s Texas Rangers, Nolan Ryan (who was also a banker) Dant6's house working oit ttre details of money laundering and bank transactionsfor the imminent opening of the Juarezborder cocaine, heroin, and white slavery route. Thecommon bond of covert criminal activity overrode any professional basebal conflictsbetween them. All three were in town to be in attendanceat various gatherings parties of Reagan's, who would be arriving,in a matter of days. and And all-three appeared to have an understandingof my function as Reagan's "Presidential Model" mind-control sex slave. Dantd was gathering the necessary clothes and props for the evening with-de la Madrid. I-aSorda, Nolan Ryan, and Jr. were standing in rendezvous "Baseball Mind theentranceway of Dant6's house attempting to activate my Computer" programmed personality fragment that had inadvertently been "She shattered by-Bush and Cheney's traumas at Shasta. Dantd told them, knowsmore about baseball than you and Tommy (LaSorda) put together. Go ahead ask her something. Anything." and "How many times does Much to IaSorda's amusement,Nolan Ryan asked, FemandoValenzuela (Dodger pitcher) touch his hat if he's going to throw a srewgy(screw ball)?" I could not respond, although I had once known more statistical data than would ever be in print. "Hey, Dant6. Whaf's with your baseball computer here, huh? Jr. hollered, Are we supposedto say a magic word?" "I donrf know," Dant6 responded. "Could be drugs. Her sex is working frne,though. Give it a whirl." "No thanks. The Baseball Computer sucks enough. Jr. declined, saying, Listen, we'll se€ you later." Jr. had never shown any interest in me sexually. Like his father, he had only shown sexual interest in Kelly, who had been aryqy with him most of the day. As he turned to leave, he stroked me under the chin "Have a Ball tonight". andcryptically said,


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among the (government-involved Mafioso) family members. I regret tfrat t I could not be here in person to greet you, but Ron (Reagan)can show you thei i ins and outs of the organization better than I. The transaction numbers have been recorded, and arE available to you for cross reference purposes and h: uphold the integrity of the players involved on your end of the Juarez border, -economic standardof living for Your commitmJnt ioday ensurrisyou of a higher your people, increased'relations with the U.S., an influx of American industry, 'Seal of lna a position of high esteem in the New World Order. With your Approval' we can d-issolve the Juarez border and make lvay for a future of prbsperity for Mexico. For now, relax and erjoy your stay." -of One de la Madrid's guards was shuffling through some papers from a briefcase, and he told Dant6-hewould like the bank transactionnumbers. Dantd "You Are What You Read" Passbook programming, and I switched me to delivered the numbers intended for the border guards to de la Madrid as ordered. A computer of sorts was used to calculate and confirm the numbers, "hidden" Aware that the meeting was being filmed by one of Dant6's high tech la Madrid held up a paper-wrapped ball of Mexican heroin. cameras, de "A,tokqn of app_reciation, Mr. Speakingdirectly at the camera, he cleverly said, Bush. Somethingfor your private stock. The finest heroin available. Enjoy." "I'll take that and see to it that he Dant6 strode-acrois the room and said, gets it myself. " ul'm-sure you will," de la Madrid laughed. He then pu! all but one paper back in the biiefcase. I was instructed to present the elaborately embossed Mexican Presidential Seal (of Approval) to pre-appointedJuarez border guards as proof of de la Madrid's commitment, then deliver it directly to Bush for his file on the future NAFTA agreement. Preparedto presenta modified Hands-On Mind-Control Demonstration to de "You've heard from a Carrier Pigeon (messenger), la Mad:rid, Dantd said, her in a mode to accept program. And now I will demonstrate You've seen " some of her sexual modes. "That will not be necessary," de la Madrid told him. "I have been given a handful of keys that I would like to use on my own, including the one to destroy all memory. Not that it matterswhen we are monitored (he gesturedtoward the camera),6ut neverthelessI was instructed to do it." Dant6 did not seem to know this was not the first time I was sexually prostituted to the Mexican President. "She rides a horse well," Dant6 said, referring to both the rare practice of heroin to supposedlyblock my memory of this event, and a Reagan-inspiredsex "May I recommenda ride for you?" act. Dant6-stucka-needlein my arm. "I am on one now that I wbuld like to maintain," de la Madrid answered, referring to cocaine use and his running nose. Dantd laid out several generous fines of the white drug on a black mirror. He stroked me under my chin triggering Reagan's sex Kitten personality, picked up Bush's heroin, and usheredthe two guards out the door. "You like De la Madri-d, fully aware of my pornography exposure, said, more lines of cameras? Let's give th'em something to watch." He snorted two further activated my sex programming with the verbal and coke, undressed,-and physical keys and triggers Reagan had previously provided him_. At onelrcint "if I have my way, the Free Trade he- enthusiistically commented that will in-cludea few top of the line (he snortedanother line of coke for Agreement 'models' (vaginally) carved and trained like you." De la Madrid had emphasis)

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The next day, Dant6 drove me to a Bel Aire mansion high on a hill where another party was underway. As I joined those who had gathered on the manicured lawn, I recognized many of the same Mafia people who had been at "Hotel California". This was a welcome party for the Malibu retreat aka PresidentReaganwho had just arrived. He was walking acrossthe yard toward me with his friend, Jack Valenti, who was the president of the powerful Motion Picture Association of America. Reagan looked his role amongst his mobster friends, his beige coat with fur collar draped over his shouldersrevealing a dark grey, pinstripe suit underneath. In retrospect, I remember him as dressediike the one mobster I did not have to meet, John Gotti. As soon as my eyes met his, I was knocked to the ground by a familiar blue-white blast (high voltage) like the one I had recently experiencedin D.C. When I came back around and my eyes refocused, Dant€ was holding me "Well, hello Kitten". up. Reagansaid, "Uncle Ronnie, how'd you get here?" I askedin child-like innocence. "The rainbow, Kitten, the rainbow," he answeredin Oz cryptic. "I told you I was coming home. There's no place like home, and you said it with me. So, here we are. I keep a little piece of the rainbow in my pocket so I can get back over it (to D.C.) anytime I want to. I make a wish, and click my heels, and I'm gone." in For the moment, Reagan succeeded confusing my mind with Oz cryptic metaphors, reconfirming to my child personality that he was indeed the powerful Wizard. As we went inside for a brief meeting, my personality was tleliberately switched to the one that had dealt with de la Madrid the night before. The grey-white stucco house was decorated in plush Presidential blue "office" was small and further carpeting and deep, cherry wood tones. The crowded by those of us presentfor the meeting. De la Madrid was comfortably seated,as was Jack Valenti. I was not privy to Valenti's exact role in opening, the Juarez border. I only know that he was well educatedto the particulars of this meeting. Dant6 and I remained standing since we would be leaving as quickly as I heard what Reagan, who was shuffling papers and pacing the room, had to sav. "Weli, Kitten," Reagansaid to me, "this is your death sentence: You'll go out in a blaze of glory." I was not surprised to receive conftrmation of my imminent death by Reagan. I had heard about death by fire from seemingly "free trade," through Mexico, of our nation's everyone involved in establishing children for drugs. Reagan'suse of patriotic metaphorsand puns while matterof-factly informing me he ordered my death was reflective of his often displayed lack of respect for human life. What reflected his character even more were the crimes he was involved in that prompted him to cover-up through "sentencing" me to death.I had witnessed the criminal foundations of NAFTA, which in turn could threatenthe successfulimplementation of the New 'Free Trade" Wodd Order should these secrets ever be revealed. Initial including drugs and white slavery extendedbeyond the U.S./Mexican border. It

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childreninto Saudi-Arab robotic, mind-controlled U.S. traumatized, routed I t *d.If-qr-.flSgugl up **p6titoctcdites- in Nicaragua *t'it. Uuitaing (eironeous) belief that.I could r on *riiOir"l toie no ttrreal,preOicated the wo my.. to be deprogrammed regaih my memory of theseevents,- deam "usedup"€nl*?y_' involved.-I wasnearly t6 eitra insurance thore orovidi : "t*ili";;; ;snuif rlt' to. wasagreed.uponis.proof De la Mad ;.!f-h ;i; througllaea*. beensilenced and othei -'-iioufOle;dersat risk, thatI hadindeed "death sentence".Dantdwante not think to iespondto Reagan's "The-nexttim he fraphically expounded, th;'"itas I mate-iure erasped voir, ffiil ;;;-t ?t&;fit fdt"l Cauv,it wiil cbnsum'e uoav and soul' .And) them to tne wr and scatter iltt Urirn,tiaby, burn. And I'll takey-ourashes you away. On film." to I'mgoing blbw ripotift*ring s6methin!crypticto whichhe couldrelate,Valentilaugha fi.efd*ing to the old, porn, blue pencil editing tt Dil6{; ilist ;f words. "Blue "Blue blazes". he -'iiriii movies," added, -;Wi'tl ,, call it 'Who In Blue BlazesWas Thi i.i"Lft"O*itfr iir. how'boui'Cream-Ate'?" Or, -''fj. "That's was not laughingand said, l"-UiOria no6ceaReagan in to a crashine Mercedes fitm-a iiunt.""ItHe leaned-fon;ard his chair close just like is my desireto haveseven ;;G -ttre-iisemUty ;d *id, ffi*i: t";;;fiffi line and shipped io me prior to the agreem ;;ltTii " completion. "Those(blonde-haired, f,rne blue-eyed) kids responding, agreed. Reasan -Jiop of thd line, but they don't'havewhat s th.;fr?*!" s"-"Oi'nr"-Ui" got"lr* referrin facedones are hard to comeby," de la Madld q-lipped: code' He programming "--from cut hls eyes( -".vptiJ"tiv mutilationandPresidential -continued, mvvasinal one perspec ;d h#;lf il'#:ffi;iffi^ 'One' I can'counton"" having -'rifi;';il"kia";hiE anv*av.And I like n-te ,nirteo his feet and unfoldedhis arms I to .noun["t6'"id;;;sh.'-Val-enti seemed be boredof clich6sor was mis but meanings, judging from the toneof the mee ffi.;;ith;;ffitrc-3ouut" your (nyr{)and deregate o lifi''d; iiirtii'*Jrl-;i;ir ,iniidfrit io 6ou5y "It be counterpart. should relatlvely.$ Mexican h hi*,.'R"agan told his borderis t so toslioonein for vou e*w ie* shipments'or oncethe Juarez hewere spoke-as.though as planned." Reagan ;;5h ffi it-.d"'i"iiuiti.i else,evenwhenhe loo[{ qy drrecuon' tracteA thinkingof something -*fi;d;"nO Sealof Approva piLse."sir,;-i Gt;; i'I hauethe Presidential that awar-e I i"Efnii'tni io[e."' Dant6lookedat his watch,. * r.iitii u"-"i-ir,"iuarez borderby rhe,'strokeof midnight".. Re il.i"Ifi; na-tfioueito seethe pip"tittiO receividfrom de la Madrid the night bef "*i;iir. -Wiri, as lr"" rctten," Reagan rarewLi[,,'I-,il'seeyo,i on th-e .said,. (of Stt.o. TI :q""k' the rainbowin D. other side il addoi o; ;ryp,i", Click -'Mi;;;i;-ipun vourheels..." had blact. Someone hit me with a powerfulsrungun u tt *rt oi,*nl1l"ling as thoughDant6was half dragsingme as he led me tt ;hi;ii *ai ar?eaOy'iariigln1t" iircular drivl] We soonpulled up ;; ' *ioi ftot" at the gal ,t"tioi on ttollyw-oodBoulevard,wherehe had 9i Kellvand me up ,"u"ol d"y, before. Kelly wasalready in. the.molor hr q)' Shehad beenconvtnceg som uo*ldns sick and honibly t!-aumatized. to h;;J!"" attempted createa hypnoticallyind ,#'T'ii"d'i;;'L'll"i:205

slip," acting as though I had only been gone a few minutes. We drove quickly, stopping only for fuel in order that I be in Juarezat the appointed time. Th-ereI robotically presented the Presidential Seal of Approval to the proper "Free Trade" of officials as programmed, offrcially opening the border to crimes against humanity. Houston and I had hunied across the Juarez border where we were met by the Mexican official in charge. The guard looked to be in his late 40s, with classic, rugged, Mexican features. He stood approximately 5'11", had black hair, an unkempt moustache,blackbeady eyes and a paunchy belly protruding over his short, squat legs. He spoke excitedly in Spanish, with a harsl'r,cold tone to his voice as he spit out the necessarywords in English, "Give me the Seal". He snappedhis fingers, impatiently hurrying me. He took the Presidential seal and knocked me face down on top of a small, barren metal desk while he closely inspected the document. Even Houston was unusually quiet while this particular uniformed guard paced the small tower room, sweating profusely while he talked on his walkie talkie. Finally, he accessed and verifGd the bank transaction codes provided through whom he said was George Bush, Jr. He concluded the encounter by taking a stun gun from his belt and jolting me with it, supposedlyto erasemy memory. I was nauseatedand weak from high voltage and the ordeal as Houston and I made our way back across the border. My empty stomach rolled, prompting Houston to lie, 'I told you not to drink the water". In reality, I had had nothing to drink since the champagneat the Hotel California, and I hadn't eatenin days. I was thoroughly exhaustedwhen we reached the motor home in El Paso, but Houston was-seiually arousedfrom cocaine and the criminal events that merged Mexico with the U.S. at the Juarezborder.



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. After the opening ofthe Juarezborder, I was kept actively busy according to the.plan to "use me up" before my 30th birthday deattr sentence. I was subjecM to a brutal (near death gang rape) "celebration benefit" at an identifred ocelebrate the free trade benefits" gained by Irl^gniq Lodge in Warren, Ohio to gyolvedEast Coast politicos. Centers such as the nearby Youngstowi "Charrir School'went into niass production of slaves to mule drugs or-be part of the mind-controlled sex slave "trance-sport_operations". Mexico was not the only country reaping the economic benefits of criminal free trade. After lr<elly's g-rdeal'- California, Dant6 and Houston were criminally in exploiting her for literally "all she was worth". Subsequently, she missed air extraordinaryamount of schooling. When she was in school, she was experiencing difficulty with her peers. These factors prompted plans to send herto a local Catholic school the next vear. where her unusual behavior would beoverlooked covered up. and Soonthereafter, Senator Byrd came to Nashville to fiddle at the Grand Ole Opryand, as my handler, Houston, remarked, "fiddle around with me" at the Opryland Hotel. Byrd explained that close association with me had become volatiledue to my roles in Iran-Contra and NAFTA, and therefore he would be distancing hipse{ from me. He spent most of "our last night together" working onhis memoirs for a voluminous book on the U.,S. Corctitutioi he was writing (now publishedat taxpayers' expense),which focuseson his long-winded Senate ' ' (filibuister) speeches. Bryd qtterypted to strengthen my progmmmed "loyalty bond" to him to keep quiet 'until death do us part". He told me, "If it was up to me, I would let me youlive". He talked at length about how our time togethei had been infringed upn by both de la Madrid and Reagan. Bittemess over their stronger controls 0nme was evident as he mocked their self appointed roles as the Wizard and Lizardof Oz. De la Madrid's fascination wittr U.S. mind-controlled slaves reportedly inspired him to combine Bush's lizard-like alien themes and his reputd Mayan roots/lizard man theories with Reagan's Oz themes to claim the role Lizard of Ahs. From Byrd's ramblings, if appearedthat his mockery of of their roles was due to their having decided how "hisr slave would die, and had ngthingto do with caring that I would be killed. Byrd maintained his 'bo,n{ing]programming charade all night. He played his fiddle and sang "to me"in Dlace of his usual torturous whipping and brutality. Sex was, for the fir$ andlast time, painless. Byrd had not distancedhimself too far from me, though, where government oprations_were concerned. When I was "over the rainbow' in D.C. during the '87, it was summer of businessas usual with Byrd. I was escorted to Goddard Space Flight Center where Byrd was waiting foi me in a sterile hallway near the brass-trimmed, mirrored elevators. He was loaded down with items,-which he delpqtted a small table as he greeted me. He picked up a NASA ID badge on and clipped!t on my nipple, the metal teeth biting me with-their serratededg*. When (softly) cried out, he said, "Oh, OK. I'll wear it," removed it, and I clipped on his white lab coat. He handed me a NASA lab coat like his and a it white hard hat. His hard hat suggestively and "humorously" said HARD in


bold red letters. My hat said NASA, in a mirror reversal of the standardbold red lettering. When I read it in a mirror, it appeared as though I were on the wrong side of the mirror and needed to step through (according to Alice In WonderlandlNAsA programming). It also clearly indicated to those-in-theknow that I was under mind control. Byrd looked at his pocket watch prompting a wave of terror in me, and said in Wonderland cryptic, "We're late. As the elevator drops down the rabbit hole, we'll reverse time in order to get there a few minutes earlv. " Byrd spun me arouid to face the elevator's mirrored doors saying, "Irok deep into the mirror and be all that you can be by becoming infrniteiy lbst in atl that you see." Byrd timed his hypnotic induction so that when he ordered, "Step through the mirror," the doors openedand we steppedthrough. As the elevator supposedly went "down 99 (taken from Aquino's corny reversal of 6s) levels to the depths of hell," Byrd told me the Earth "spins faster and faster at the core, causing us to spiral downward in a tornado effect." I dropped deeper in my hypnotic trance. The elevator doors opened to what appeared to me as an exact replica of the floor we just left. However, this floor's hallway led to a computer room and sanitized-lookinglab area. Several of the scientistsworking there were amusedby our hats, prompting Byrd to ham up his comedic act. Byrd ignored the fact that theseNASA workers, like many others, may have deliberately stroked his entertainer's ego becausethey relied on his appropriationsfor funding. Byrd made me robotically announceto the workers, "He's taking me to your leader." "I'm the Commander, here," the apparent director of the underground lab said. The workers again busied themselvesas he stood, arms folded defensively across his chest, while his bespectacled intelligent eyes darted the room surveying the situation. The Commander had a few, grey strands salting his short, dark hair, yet his build was surprisingly youthful and trim for his age, He and Byrd apparently knew each other quite well. Byrd strode over to him, draggingme along. "Tom," Byrd called to his 50ish 6'1" friend. "This is your specimenof the day that I promised I would deliver. I will be most interested to see what llou can deliver since diplomatic relations with Mexico dependson it. Not that I want to increase any pressure you may feel, but we need seven more just like her to stuff in the mouth of his royal Lizardry (de la Madrid) to keep him from spilling his guts on the project." "It's just as well, my friend," the Commander said, stroking his chin without uncrossing his arms. "That way he can't talk without implicating himself." "That's the way the Chief feels about it," Byrd agreed. "He's already in deep anyway, but this order (for slaves)hits him closer to home since they'll be serving him personally." We walked to a clinical. sanitized area that had a maze of small rooms where I was undressedand prepped for the lab. A nurse of sorts injected me with the NASA "Tranquility" drug and instructed me to put my lab coat back on. "Walk this way," she ordered as she led me down the hall, swinging her hips in an exaggeratedmanner. I immediately complied. The Tranquility drug had no recreational affects, but produced an attitude of peaceful compliance to all orders given. As we approachedthe theater-typelab, a small group of men who would be in attendance were talking with Byrd and the so-called

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in his You Are what You Read initiation. His hologram of lizardlike tongue the illusion that he was transforminginto an lguana. While *Jin""oroduced in Mr5xicri, I was always ordered to wait by rocks where the abundant.Iguanas "tiance-ported" to my'scheduled meetings with "his Royal iunnJUJfot" being Lizardry," the Lizard of Ahs.


)ngue Vhile Janas loyal

CHAPTER 30 IN THE II.I"IEREST OF TIME A SenatorPatrick Leahy @-Vermont), who served as vice chairman on the U,S. Senate Intelligence Cbmmittee ih. 1985-86, was a "friend" of Senator Bnd. Leahy's position on Byrd's Senate Appropriations Committee, coupled withhis former position in Intelligence, afforded him an inordinate amount of pwer and influence. While I had causeto have contact with Senator kahy'This on iumerous occasions,Kelly was apparently more familiar with him than I. was evidenced our meeting with him in Vermont in the late summer of 1985. by Alex Houston was booked to "enter0ain" at the State Fair in Rutland, Vermont. The entire trip proved to be a whirlwind of covert activity for me, during which time I obtained a packet of papers from an unidentified operative withorders to hand deliver them to Senator kahy. Kelly had been kept as busy I, as sinceBoxcar Willie and other CIA operative pedophileswere in abundance atthefair in I-eahv's home state. PresidentRea-ganhad given me specific orders to carry out while in Vermont, which included delivering a messageto "Patrick" for him. He also "When you go to Vermont, be sure and go by ('buy') LL Bean." hld me, Literally interpreting what he suggested,I asked, "The whole store?" nNo," Reagan laughed. "I meant stop by there. I didn't mean buy the whole store. I already own it. Just buy a few things, like an LL Bean Swiss Armv Knife."' WhenReagansaid he "already owned" LL Bean, I thought he was referring h theamountof shopping he did there. He wore LL Bean shirts, sweaters,and dippers;slept on LL Bean flannel sheets in his LL Bean pajamas; and carried his"Presidential"black, LL Bean, Swiss Army Knife, with which he cleaned hisfingernails. But I learned the real significance of Reagan's stiatement when I 'stopped the Vermont LL Bean outlet on the final day of Houston's lengthy by" Vermont StateFair engagement. The LL Bean outlet, located near the top of supposedly the highest mountain in the pristine forest, appea.redto be a store front for CIA covert activity. When asked the 'clerk' assigned to Kelly and me for a black, Swiss Army I Knife, his response was indicative of familiarity with government covert oprations. Using the old familiar statement(trigger), he ordered Kelly and me h "Wdk this way," as he led us through a storagearea and out the back door. There, black, unmarked helicopter was waiting on a pad for us. a Thepilot flew us a short distanceto the top of a mountain, where we landed ina clearingnext to a house that appearedto have no other access. The place was like a fortress, and two guards in suits met us as Kelly and I emerged run from helicopter. The guards escortedus into the house, keeping Kelly while the I met with Senatort-eahy. I walked into an office-type room that had a panoramic view of the wilderness, where Leahy was leaning against a highly polished, wooden desk. IIewaswearing an orange flannel shirt that lost its purpose in crispness. It was myexperience that l-eahy's surroundings,like his apps[ance, were as sanitized aspssible. I delivered the documents and messageas ordered. I-eahy then proceeded to explain he was aware that my death was imminent due to my groundwork that


KellV would be tradedto the in participation NAFTA, and that subsequertlv to No1lrnly dio tre otvio_usly.want join in west coast po*og*pny'"p";rio" "tracks"to cover-up my 30th birthday,but he had ;G;t"" whereKelly wasconcerned' but with 6ahy were alien-themed, he Most of *v t uuruii. encounters pointsinlo ryy mind. From to often^ieiiJ on'''ni Citt'otic upbringing drive hi-s criminals "i, i"tip*ti" e, i.eahy;;; ;;qGtiduqly oneof the most.intelligent His carefully contrivedchameleon-like Gouern'ment. ;f'6i;"'.ilil"-bn-"0"'i, and principals to itrJtititute. of appearing sharJ.',the ;nai;;Lisd; tt""ilA n-im fr"-*is maii"ifully minipulatingon both a nationaland Uifi}i of-*hoin"ue, diplomatic iespect'throug-h level. ffe won i*g*'t international .their shared publicly t"rican, and fris Itistr-iitttolic hlritaee. While he appeared ;il'!" A; psugslthev actuallyworkedtogether Bird il S*"|" nppio'."*ll il;ff;; gfforq' Again from my world dominance ,n behind the scenes tn"it sh'areil to and wasi lon", who hadhis own aeenda answered no one p.i-rpotiu", kahy -i*.hyi to-me by triple depth *is often.manifEsted inteffigence i-i;'";. purpose' did wasfor a deeper to-triiiloias and?ctions. ;;iil .everyllri3' he no drtterent' *'-rillv andthis trip to Vermontproyedto be of "l'to I had beef,-iiu"n *tut felt like a sophisticated.variation the turnedus into the robotic mindNesX 6rI-i"^rii"Jr Atiig,-it*quitiiy, -whic.h me, "ir"tt"ffJ r]*Js-ttrat Sen?iotGatty pi6fened. As the drug was overtaking to whatl.eahywassayrng' listened I attentivelv ^ ''::6';'A;;;;;ft;;;,;-tyginv to said,'reierring both mv rolein NAFrA abuse-oihy-O-i,,'gttt"t. coirsg God.ii.not the one you peJopfrile anOf,is ."Of on God. 6ne who's passed and *iitr. if" is"a passive -^ needto be concerned yourselfrith is the to iiro o"fv-i" niUt". T'n" CoA you '"ii:J;ffi,'"rrlriJii"g-6"0..-1tr;in'eed be csncerning iighiwhere it's i"f;;;tid alt, records and tt*r*itiitr" be iaui""llfe"p-your mouttrsfiut and none of this need- known ;;;;;lda (Bush)will know for s.ur% he's been n.'d ffi;h;;;.-'d"rv v""i-v1i""-Fr6sident Bushis God. Oh no, he George -' [#rinn ii"t"ts'atf tris fifi.- i'tn-not su]gesting


bega A wir to w: Kelly cry' I Eyer "com


sky' safe

all, It Eve s.reat,.big. in thesky. Irt sees me give needeil.

oppo deliv fragn ideal to lin for st acce doub T, Gove togra Leah Base the I prog cont to re(

the heis iJdil'6 ffi ;"tfr'-'iilii. ni ii i tJ.l--coa,'which-means straddling with he on tre il;;;iy ;a-earthlypi-"t in oto"i trrat tite action what sees his of manipulation

r€$art floon

with his metaphorical Evef'nfile Sty.;- Cont"nt ;;;l.hilf kid'" forq:phy'Goget.the iirii[ili^'itr;d,'h" n"i;il,-';No*, that's.enough "'' the iuit -o rbbotically outside doorwith thetwo idli;il';ffiail a;i"itv caryed -Til;;;-*", ratl".ili-oi.rgl^an.ornately door' and nu"ro-r.-'rrtiv-uitt"t.iiil;';tn; foi Effeminate a man,decorated i,igrrry -h;s;biiiowy"piilows. i#il"h;1;ffi;;-. walked when theSenator il';#frJi *r,i6'Jv""i"t, il ;N".*, nof you I-eahy .signalled_Kelly in,'i.f fV'; .|gdin". Then,_with^his and her ffi;: ditl; switching into totLl silelnce submission. in accesstng mv recompartmentalized mind priuiously. 1,ai il;;";l; il;iil ;;;iliti uig"" ""aressin!.His "no nyraPr'r!*uj";b,i;;ii;irv,-iiifrl fromBush,s to whichseemed sheets, pJ"'rf.i" i*["4 "i"n'*tr-iifq "g"i".ith" whiie'eyelef that with my a" I was actions trii"p"oophile theperversity-oi accentuate Kellyandmeto I-eahy abuse-complete, ordered ffi. to'rturous il;;;-*"tinl, lab"' ,'spy to "torture iottowtrimdownstairs his conditioning". ano lortyrechambers I hadseen e*perien.J6ut"*"nt like more lab" trairy's "torture looked Uotft Uefore ln tfreU.iianO MJ*i*, and in electronic{drug advan6ements .1in$[b. ffi, u"i,ot-to-ttt"latest ;i.iASA *ur technology *nritt*t *iitt ttis abilityto useit. I wasimmediately control

inesc Ir mind sexu hosp suffe psyc phys Sena E thatI the c wha andr distr often T life ' forth


to the join in )ver-up but he From iminals on-like als and nl and omatic ublicly rgether )m my no one depth llpose, of the mindlg me, AFTA re you rn and is the es all, ,e glve known s been no, he ng the ith his ion of kid. " re two r, and orated valked th his essing mind , His red to I was me to mbers :e like mindliately

I0 warcn. lhrs entlre ordeal was directed for trauma p-urposes-primarily at KellysinceLeahv fieured I would be dead soon anyway-."'u you tr'oiiii, ir'you cry, Kelly will bi: thl die. pray to coa andguih wiitiearl uecuus"r,is Efenow-hasan gar_."Lrahy intemrptea nit fo.r to explain that I was now a 'computer-eyesd" link-up [o Busht Eye iir the sky,'-wiih ;l;i nilt"-fiL" rransmrttrngevery word Kelly__spoke.He continued with me, ,,Each ..i19ill. yol speak, each breath you sigh, your eye tmnce-mits to the Ev6 in -rerry;i the believed it, which roc-kedher inio riiin"i. ili"t *u, 1ry"." -{9t]y vue-lorthe moment. WhileI was literally out of my mind from intensepain, kahy utilized the opponunlty prograr me with what he said was financial ifformation to _to "personality", therefore the shattered r]yer lo-By.rd.. This..required no kahy had deliberately shifted me into when raping Kelly would be sglen5"computer_-eyes" loear to. his message. He told me that mf Uoav was a conduit t0lrrx hlm the Eye in the Sky, where he was transmitting-the information I0rstorage untrl such time as Byrd accessed "only the tiniest little prick can it.

and steet by "crossyou,r *l$^^1"_:_"q11,__._l-r" srainless table thetwo guards.Leahy qql and.hope to a in "ngl:" waspushed.slowly.intodie,Sti-ck needl6 youreye,/. fggjilll9;, nly-right whileKenywasfoiced eye lytff

banks',ever iince me at fanl prepared_ tbr the task somemonthsbefore- white sands Missile base New Mexico. It was therein the Top SECRETmind-control In areaof that |1^!ry , ^kahy. subjected me to extreme tortures and high_lech "Fundiig will Combining as ryg,fTTl",g.approved purposes usual,kahy wassaying, mntlnue be to as long as (mind-control) Frojectssirctiis this coitinue nrecelve yourlull attention".I wastreated a lab animalwith no apparent like rcgud.for whether lived or died. I wasput in an electrifi.a rit"r *Ji.a -a I lloored cell,.referred to by some as thri *ooopectei gri4 ;hi"h'liovided rnescapable physicaltorture. I1 spite his tortures, of intelligence, high-tech methodism, sophisticated . and runo.manlpulatlons, r-eahytailedto coverhis "serrets"--inciuding senator his of Kelly. He did succeed, however, causing in fiity ana- to Ue ,L f^U_p!rf trom nospltahzed his torturousabuses upon our return to Tennessee.I had suffered excruciating pain and ineparable damage to.nty tigtttiy",-*rtir" r.ily psychosomatically suffered respirafory failure dfe to nrsextreme traumas. Th'e of the psycho-logical devasration wreakedon us by li[i3, l-eahy iTll"r.Fti"."s raisequestions Jenator talledto from outsiders to the cause. as bqually worthv of mention,are numerousother high profile perpetrators that r-etly-ano hid exposure over the yeari. These .il-;-o'*i,r'no? or I " "ih;;fiindividualsliriipite the t "need+o-tno'wo. "a r"itii;;; CIA mo* what right handis doing,"-were positionito ue tno*i.dt;bt- oiicetty,s the in and victimizations.AII of themaccessed programmin!eittreilor afrrg my our delivery,.mind-conriol ?"r""rtfiti""s, oi, n'ort $Fbl!ol, banking/message. onen, tnelrperverse lor sexual gratification. lhese numerous too individuals and events significant are .G -iuli; chapters my -;;';;; in Iife, who, in the ilterest of rime and spaci, *iti ," " Ionhcomlng book. Ratherthanpoint a fingErat these individuils foi reasons of 213

transferred apparently sensitive U.S. -;;1 --i-'i,jj rlt_elLigepe information'to pr,o_ .Byrdthr;ffh !^:yl1911l "computer ngJaphrcally rporde! numbersin my mind's

computer.-eyesd' at'his o*n 11,-c1jllry mockery jto?ge bpk,.'rcany iaid, laughing oouDte meanlng of Byrd'spenis size.
This was not the first tihe linhy

a list "li; f,;;';il;tii'r-d'"n'i*t "'. rfrerefor-e, aswellas ;;"sft;;i;;#; for AiitriUute. posterity, t .o*piilf'Li;Gi;. has Traitors been that liearings' congresiional
in ;t individ;i-, irill;i";drinl these to Drevent asa resultof this exposure' sid;ld uJrottttcoming

',venseance"(there is none comparab'le),they must be publicly identif,redfor all of perpe-

S invol. blond claim State Band of thr invol scan child contl playt of hz only Arat Migt 'Nei

was the 1 \ L'B gath Kell the offir tofl whe solr thin

Chr Yar op€ and whr had exl life wh ins crc
white House-level Knives were a coded indicator of were a standard Knives' and regular Swiss Army Knives operations. Red LL Bean Swiss Army CIA indicator with which I wes also familiar' 1 Bl".k LL Bean Swiss Army 2 your Congressmen' P1"""" support us in this effort by writing

the ex( sle



ntified for all tist of perpe:y, as well as rearingsz that


House-level :re a standard

saudi Arabia threaded in and out of most operations in which I was plTTly due to their purchase_ and routing of weapons, Arugr, -O 11vol,v9d, blond-haired, blue-eyed programmed children. Accbrding t6 Georee-Birsh,s clams,Saudi Arabia was in essencea controlled financial arm of t-heunited states. Saudi Arabian King Fahd and his Ambassador to ttte u.s., prince Bandar, provided a front for the unconstitutionaland criminal covert oDeration of theu.S. This included the arming of Iraq and the Nicaraguan contras; u.S. involvement the Bank of credit and cbmmerce Intern"ationat in cs.i.c.r.) yl9.t; and funding of the- Black Budget through purchase of oui nation'i cniloren be used as sex.slaves and camel jockeys. Since the IJ.S. "won" to mntrolof .the drug industries through the so-talle<f Drug wars, Saudi Arabia lnteg.ralrole in distribution. It was my experiencethat Bush,s claim of_having saudi Arabian King Fahd as his puppet wis, in fact. reality. It was ody natural that criminal diplomatic relatioris wittr tr,teiico interface riith Saudi Arabia under the circumstances. After all, King Fahd and Mexican president Ytgt4 O_" la Madrid were active membels of George Bush's elite "Neighborhood" in the New World Order. Before I left Wasfiington, D.C., it duty_as| (pro.grammed) Yas-l.ty .American Patriot" ro parricipaie in'initiating the Klg and Eye branch of Operation Greenbacksfor Wdtbacks'. being finalizgd for a c,landestine 3:00 A.M. meeting at .,_Upile p_lans_were L'EnfanteHotel which I would be attending, I was rushed around d.c. glthering_last.minulemessag€sand. informatio-n. I had no choice in leaving I{ellyat ^Bush's !.9sid91ce o-ffice where Houston had dropped us off earlier ii the_day my initial briefing. congressmanGuy vandlerJagt for was in Bush's 'Before ottrce along with Dick cheney when we *iy"d. taking Kelly upstairs totheresidenceq?a,. VanderJagt told Bush his story about taki-ngmy viiginity when was a small child. He recommendedBush tlo the same t6 xettv b-efori I someone else "beat him to it". Bush laughed and replied, "what makes you think haven't?"r I ^, vanderJagt took Kelly by. the hand and led her upstairs while Bush and tjlleneybegal me my instructions. Bush joked about working "grave yud" in the "shadows"for "the white House night shift" of the Kine;nd''Eve operation.cheney. began-my instructions with ihe usual threat to Kjlty's life, aldyq inte_mrpted a phone call ordering me over to the white Houie. Th6 by whole tlme lJq-s gong: I.experienced a sensationof panic and dread at having had leave Kelly^ at Bush's. Although I could not think to reason, the Shasti to ex-perience left me with an.incomprehensiblesubconsciousfear'for Kelly's had lifethat was compoundedby cheney's- most recent threats. I was apprehensive when was returned to Bush's house late that evening for compldtion of my I instructions. 4.pryr.was underway, and I was dismiyed to sd tnJpuce si, yet crowded void ofchildren. ., As I made my way through the crowd, Cheney saw me and started across theroom towards me. drinking I rpoJt{ YanderJagt ryqby, who had been"upstairi excesively, and anxiously.askedh.im_wherE Kelly-was. He said, ping. peorge is expecting yog".. I w-anqed deiperately to go to Kelly, but )l Cheney, who was drunk as usual, had reachedme by that time.


messa 'Walkthisway,"Cheneyslurred.HeimitatedtheozScarecrow'swalkas office' "io*O to Bush's 'Phil Bushwasbusy of thisl nG m" he led me through ;fta" ;i-G a
He said, behind his desk, and his tensionwas apparent.

on number his on number histignnes!'*iFaio';iiaa' i;anivou to do a 'ot.5rror"," &;il:e";;ro.;i,i#ouuit the r,6ri-tr,iough doing

"That means give him a Royal at.theterm. Dick cheneygroaned tonight' fiftle going on "'t"giJoFi-ri?efuckine. wear him out. You're you riirrorind we'llmeet on the otherside." w-alkin (to the 3:00 "Good. He'd betterhavea smileon his facewhenwe"If you do your part me as t went out the door.{]i"erltingi; ilih-told ntnf'*i*j*ortea King to L'Enfante Hotel wherer be.prostituted,to time first b"fot", but this was.m.y Fahd. r had been*#6J'ttfi;Lqatit

^*itiiiii"*o;i;r*i"ff :f,TE:{ *;'Xl1,1ltg,"'lf;t';"':ffi*1j:'fi S that these. suggested
iiii,ifo'a'"riiil'il; ;t Affi;iiil. ^o.Jr",,i'iti" ;pt"p;a'';; l-at'J;ois'oued" "washine with theirlongues' me" "rtra"t"o by mlv -his o."Jnlfir"trnta "1tr s"?on t'it'- Thegirls wereordered theyoungest while and instruction whiler proceeoi'td 5f;iti'-C*ttf' f"na i"*rding tofinished aside doing'my I WhJn an$_nrsh. 6fr-_en9y I those hadreceived;ili;"r me was thedoorto escort 3'"t"tio11'.Habib at suite' #F t" fr;;;;;};Dbffi;tii A'M' in Habib's at f :OO *t,i''fufid-"g"in out. I wasto meet ashis

about I solidif'' word f the wl settles advers stand confid lessfo we all It Houst

"Your rangedfromapproxlmatelytentotwentyyearsold.IndicatingGenie-in-the. I bowed and said' Bottle program*,ng,-Ji#hiirt F"'? wa'siamitiar' which I told him firit wish is my commano-."^Fahd; wish *at.foiTtifotmation, mv removed girls

AsI steppedtLe fi"riiu-fg'gl*:t: \?q?*s"l1"Ttf""Hitl; eul lili date!" important He yi;g'r"t"i Fo'avery. Cheney just w"Nff,:ffi'?'ffi,ri'"iwii"*r#r had

aniJ Sush to tedmedownstairs tne-eni.aiiloi'tttettoiet,.wtrere their trenchcoats' conspicugu;fikeiin,'looffi; ri?iCutousty ;c"tt in andsestured thephone across to in" oide?friu-6i5, immediatery Bush up dashed tiiilta r- t1'9ottoi"' Cheney "Don' the the lobby. HabibturnJd"'ild t vou iefenins to Habib, B"ih said, i;;"]ifr'ilrh. l*ii,i"rLi"id;; hoP?" the ionefo see wabbit escort Secret'Service later,my (iOerltifel) ,.*tn'# a moment Cheney When in iroGrtq iait wtritethemeeting Habib's led meto theboutiqu#;;iiii; time,whichmy for way. r fit"iou?.a *"to o"ptiuation some suitegot under were,"Youcan his orders as noted we sar;;;'ifit"tn. -II". totome He teased further' escort me le' hd d;nk" -nili: leada whoreto *"ter, friy"";;; dry'' At camels of a thousand titq that stating he knewI'd;'";"k Hi6ib;t t**' whereBush'chenev' #ti;i last. he took me on ,J,iJ U
-b;[ fanO, anOHabib were in the midst of dlscussron' m"saction details I was proerammed tn" ,"irigi.Td Bush accessed de meetini.w-ith la

me and with ar Shasra, ordered tq relay* "iiiii';f-$y Thecomplexities this of MadridandsubsequeJ;i;;-; oi ittiiut""iil;t to certain not parts'should be onlv tv Eeing.privv ;;,ift:;;;;;-"=JJ-bi for the was'seniirg stage Uiai-nustr here documented outoi'"oni"*i. fO6 tnbry Arabia'srolesfor .lting M"ii"o andSaudi ttre implementing NewliJ;i'i'&d"t, activity' Thisincluded "-piiiit" of U.S..6uet["ri-minal and cover for further warfarecipabilities' The rraq #iffi;f;;J'-i-.ttliti""t the armingof


,'s walk as wasbusv is doing i rcr on his n a Royal ght, liitle etyou on the3:00 /ourpart .b Sng trst trme smongly err ages rrn-the"Your rld him vedmy )ngues, lrdered on and lg "my ort me n like aid in " Ife d just

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CHAPTER 32 A PLACE TO RUN. NO NEED TO I{IDE Alex Houston had maintainedhis capacitordistributing businesscover cbmpanynamesand custo-mers' the Fy throushout years,routinely changing salesmqury onto a l_egitlmate end summ'er's i-n 1987, Housfonhad stumbled legal dil tht ieoples nepuUtic of China. Unable to proltabl.y manage.a i,"r-ilir"s, fre i&t on i partnerwhom he said checkeriout to have a curiousbut in i*oti"i"iiri associatiori U.S. Intelligence. This partnerwas Mark Phillips' ffourio" had forbid me from meeting-Mark until his backgroundcheck was ttis attegiancesunderst6od. muchas he was intriguedwith ;;;i;t"d;a .As inter; piri, Houstonias enthralledwith his propcnsity for. condqc$ngM*i;i H93$on-gd.he formed for Mark's cooferation, In nationatbusiness. exchange It PreiidentandCEO of Uniphayse.. became "l"eJ *.poration. Mark Ph"illips that he won Houston'sconfidencethrough repeated ;ffi't 1on'g thereafter me permitted to meethim' and orofessionai ''-i;;;-&ht;ftt successes, Houston that Mark'was v,erydifferent from the other menI his eyes q me "n"ouni"iJ -itin"ty.'He treated as though -I.1vere person,.and world domination, of in iriterest me at all. Insteail discussing ;t"d"d no sexual Ahgs, and genocidelike the other men I knew, he slavery, pornography, io fiiiiu"co6'ni tre tradyearsago rescuedfrom certain deathand ilil';"l;" with ho\i his "wild" petslovedand trusted I wasdeeplyimpressed iiil A;a. for help, or evenqueitionat the time what iii*. i .*flnot thinli ttr trust, ask -' it wasthat madeMark different. St. I" th" iati of 1987,Kelly was enrolledin Nashville,.Tennessee's Pius in were addressed schoolcounseling, CatholicSchool. ffer'unusu6tbehaviors and/ororiginswere neveraddressed.Kelly still laughsat the ilith;i.l"ut", "anger"by scribblingthe..source her of of absurditv beingcounsllel to vent her "anger" being oi paper and thenjumping on it. With her ;;id il;;il it abuse, could and pt'iJiL"t anapsyctr6togical-tortures sexual ffi;;;y;ii;"t* retiev6Ol Hoiston had forbidden Kelly to display ;;;-6;-Jo-ti*piiitl.iiy beat her for her. Once, when he_savagely "t*tion, -O liud ro c'clnditioned il;[i"d, ir.tuaJi"a in a cornerholdingher for hours. That did not ryIry.i{ on aff&t tirjr enormousnurturing needsany more than jyr_nning a piece.ot he-1 her.fice, she With tearsstreaming.down "Bush's opened b-edpgy curtains t"d. "Why do you Eye in the Sky"._ was ln'd cried out to what shebe"lieved you hateme so much,world, whenI love you? I wantto dle hateme? Whv do now. I can'tiakeii anymore." '--further Th"tG "niO"nc"A'bythe near deathasthmaattack she endured, child to cotoituresweretoo muchfor a seven-year-old orovedfiat Houston's par! of her mind that could^question l" iittrrpot, that remaining |;;;rhwas wai too horrible to comprehend locked away. And sott *hn h"r existence slave. in the "life" of a mind-controlled eo6s ---in to the b"c".ber 1987,my 30th birthdaylaunched final countdown my death. Houston was in'regular contaatwith Michael Dantd (as telephone were finalized for Kelly. and me to be i,iiiitr prove), and anangEments to 6-6"fifohi". firere, I was supposed be burnedalive in a snuff i[i;i;.[ the film and feUy woulObecomd propertyof Dant6. But first, I oornoeraphv

meetin Mexic Ke when parkin Servic and tr create contrc recall, In muse famili kingwas a her o NASr M viewt of th 'expt

multi aGo de la light NAS Madr havir a sp prog but t was proj( 1

my recl pull birtt tear pas hor com has pro( theI

by for Wetbacks fiii''i?fui]'t6--.o*i"ai "iv p"rt in Operation'Gieenbacks

crea NA adn the ren

g business cover d customers. By natesalesinquiry ' manage_a legal avea curious but as Mark phillips. round check ias as intrigued with conductinginterln and he formed ofUniphayse. It nrough repeated the other men f on, and his eyes orld dominati6n. ten I knew, he ertain death and rved and trusted at the time what essee's pius St. roolcounselins. ill laughs at tFe le sourceof her "anger' being aouse, could rt elly to displav ty beat hef fo'r I not positively on a piece of oroomcurtains


l r want to die dured, further ld child to corculd question ay. And so it

"I/hy do you

ntdownto mv (as telephon-e nd me to be ive in a snuff . But first, I Wetbacks by

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meeting de ra Madrid. Houstonhad with bookeda New year,s NCL cruis Mexico all threeof us. for Kellyand I were *{.Hng.among.theMexican pyramidruins in Tul when pointedout ari'iguana"rizara Houston sunnrng itserf on a rock nea prhng lot' As Ketv -a i'"ppioffi"i i{" rguana,two Mexican Se rhey used *yifgl :rerged fr6m a aarr'uiue ir,i;;;. ano hggersto our Drosramming traOUee_n'provided the kevs. co that them to hwriotic create ilrusionttrati-he the jgr--" was trance-forming de Ia Madiid. into : ontroltechnigue was to b-uild* ;;;ri" uioct to ensureagainstmer by - -1 realitr'.we were transported automobileto de la Madrid,s ta museum-style nearby. ^There,(.ry--a house I were familiar bedroom a unifor'nearu'tton-ty'*11,-. De taken into his arl bv la Madrid,sbed w: king-size waterbed in a uarkw*Ji-'ofr"ir"r". set rrris time-ttri 6"arp, was plushblack-blood a red, which del" r"idorio heron bed. It was my experi"n""-ituiJ" pointedout to Kellv as he the h Madrid,sbed was,in itse NASA technology advenrure. Mounted insideof the,canopy was.a movie wherede la Mad viewed videosand/orNesAiprovio.a'iiirr.. screen pom From rris-bed iLil repr of the NASA Gordstarmuttiic-rJeni"-ii"i, " "By 'experimenral" thar were routinery used mind-control ;ililill;;. firming the actrial NA monitors,th; ;;;"-rta"?video cr.o.yp"d providedthe illusionof see ill!,rfl*" multiscreen aLiordstar whenshownon a (singie)'r..."niu"r, ai *is'iuilt i, de Madrid's canooy.roie*arpri )rn"";*n"n la bed I wasin his bed.thesa light blue skv with rouing .touaJ'*ii'affi"a on the u NASA had [sed to ro"!-l! ;t-;ld;;il"id,,Somewhere moniror screens in rime.,, de Madrid showed his canopymovieicreen. fie further on enhanced 6ffect the Flng r. hypnoticatv hadcovered aspread simirar lnoilrarilq; on iri'*"i"iu.a which he 'iii"i""l,'J w of iieht brue

Madnd sestured Ip .tgwarg the canopy created of mv-"siving tidr; to ilt""ri-t"ii'i"r. screen,where the NAS, video depicted. NASA provided desi-ener-orye;i ;e;"i'"r,-:''i-;;"iiiiy By this time, th jl"r,la u", - {oi administered was[icking iff"tiio;;;:-r*i]'"y.r and werehypnoticaryfixed o the videoas he besan*{6r"fG.;;JU'?i"'my.daughter. -defenseress She,-too,wa rendered helplessry tiitt""a'.eL[ quietry compried with his ever 219

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demand. Using specificcommands, la Madrid orderedme to spreadmy legs de and displaythe vaginalmutilationcaqying. He positioned himselfover Kelly-s face, smothering with his peniswhile he performedoral sexon my carvin!. her When at last we were returned to the NCL cruise ship, Kelly and I were vomiting sick from de la Madrid's abuseand the high voltagd trauma that followed. An unusuallylarge shipmentof cocaineand heroin had beenloaded, which was transferred into the walls of our custombuilt motor homeoncewe stayedaboard ship for {ocked at Key Bjqcayne,Florida. Houstonsupposedly the next week of his engagement, while I drove the motor homefull of drugs andmy sick daughter Houslon's to farm wherewe resided Tennessee. in By the time Houstonretumedto Tennessee from his NCL cruise, Ken Riley hgd already empticd the motor home and dispersedthe drugs as previously planned. The only business Houstonhad to attendwasimplementing finil the phaseof trance-ferring Kelly and me to Dant6 and being updatedon Mark Phillips' latestsuccesses. Houston immediatelybeganprogrammingme to not take anything but Kelly's and my clotheswhen sentto Dant6. At the sametime, Mark Phillips and I had reacheda level of communication that was new to me. Althougti I had no conscious understanding what he was saying, the truths he spoke of resounded throughout depthsof my being. For instance, the when he showd me his "Back to the Future" Deloreansportscar, he wisely cryptically stated, "Sometimes you have to know where you've been in order to know where you'regoing.' . JustbeforeKelly and I were to leavefor California, Mark askedme to help him force Houstonout of business providinghim with the files on suspecteil by (corporate) criminal activity that Houstonkept hiddenat our house. Not only did I gladly do so, but "somehow" wasableto askfor help in return. I askeil I him to help Kelly and me get away from Houstonbefore I was killed and Kelly was sentenced a fate worsethandeath. Mark assured that he would help. to me The day Houstonintendedfor Kelly and me to be transferred Dant6, I felt !o I strangecompulsionto telephoneMark and notify him. That morning, Houstondrove to Mark's offrce believing he was going to meet with him later that day. But Mark had brought a team of moversto the house,and rescud Kelly and me. He had brilliantly intercepted as we were being passed our us to intended destination!Mark evenunderstood Kelly's and mv needto rescue our farm petsfrom Houston'sabuse. He not only found good-homes our livefor stock, but he had arrangedfor them to be loaded and transferredduring our frantic rush to move out of Houston'shouse. Within two hours.Mark safelv moved Kelly, me, our pets and livestock to freedom. Despite brilliarit pandemonium orchestration, broke out when it was discovered that Kelly andI hadbeenintercepted detouredfrom our intendeddemise. and sleeping beauty,"Mark saidas he gently rousedme with a cup - ,"Wake-u-p, of freshcoffee. "Welcome a newdav." to My eyes opened. I had never exierienced such kindnessbefore, and it like a whole new world to me. Mark presentedme with a beautiful seemed watgq, which he strappedon rny wrist. Noting my wonder and surprise,he "Now you will alwaysknow explained, thatI gaveyou the time of day.' --The 'They time of dly? No one had evergiven-me tireir time before. only took mine. And I neverworc a watchbefore. I did not evenknow what honth or yqr it was, let alonethe time of day. I had no conceptof time, which Mark I explained mustalwaysmonitor from that momenton.

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"You say someone is trying to kill you. Why?" Mark asked. I could not .. tunk to answer.I was totally amnesic. All three of us were now in grave -How jmpqt9:{, literally dodgingbulletswhile I desperately sought answers. the could haverequested I help whenI did not evenknbw w:hoand/or what I was running from? Somewhere insidewerethe answers, I intended uncover and to them Fast. Now therewere threelives on the line. all. Mark understoodthat safety was tantamountto memory recovery. At the umetime, noneof us could be safeuntil I could recall who and whdt we were upag$nst.- Mark quickly.soldeverything owned,includinghis Del-orean, he retammg basicnecessities. also sold the motor homewhich had been only He gygdedme in my divorce from Alex Houston. Using thesefunds, Mark took Kellyandme to the peacefulwilderness Alaska. of February 1988markedthe beginning life for Kelly and me, free from 4, of ourmind-controlled existence. It also marted the beginniirgof a ni:w kind of "The Most Dangeroui survivalas we embarkedon Gam6" of international proportions. pgspitedeaththreats attem-pts,lntimidation cover-ups, and and we have survivedthesepast sevenyears by refusing to keep secretsr--which in is "another itself story.n'

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Absolute mind control was the only existencewe knew until Mark Phillips rescued my then 8-year old daughter, Kelly, and me directly from the CIA/DIA's MK-Ultra Project Monarch in 1988. Through a series of carefully orchestrated events, Mark cleverly maneuvered our mind-control handler, Alex Houston, into a position of "trust" that provided him the latitude to lift us free "owner," U.S. Senator Robert C. Byrd, of our existenceunscathed. When my and other so-called leaders of our country involved in the Project realized the problem Alex Houston's bumbling had created, Mark took us to the safety of Alaska where we began remembering that which we were supposedto forget. The safety and serenity of Alaska provided an atmosphere conducive to deprogramming, despite the pandemonium that ensued. Mark Phillips was the first man who not onlv did not abuse us. but cared for our welfare and well being. His patient, g6ntle manner was iherapeutic, while his propensity for handling weaponsand apparent intellect kept us safe against all odds. Through his noble actions, Mark taught Kelly and me that the world of human interaction in which we had existed for so long was contraq/ to most human behavior. We learned that goodness does exist on this Earth, and that there were those in Washington, D.C. who refused to tolerate the mind-control atrocities they witnessedus and others enduring. As my eyes opened and I woke up to reality, I becameenraged, Enraged for the traumasinflicted on my daughter. Enraged for a lifetime of abuseat the "leaders". Enraged that the American public hands of our country's so-called had no idea as to who and what was/is running their country. Mark helped me "The best revengeis refocus my rage in a productive direction when he told me, total recoverv." I began iecovering at the rate of 18 hours a day through intensive therapy destinedto restore my memory and, ultimately, my mind. I learned the ins and outs of my own mind and recorded my memories in a journal. The stack of journals giew as over a decade of White House/Pentagon-levelabuse flooded my mind and intruded on my thoughts. Pictures from my past flashed across my mind as neron pathways opened in my brain. I was regaining accessto my own mind and control over my future by recovering memory of my past. Best of all, I was falling deeply in love with Mark Phillips. Why wouldn't I fall in love? He rescuedmy daughter and me from cerlain demise, restored my free will, was helping me recover in total safety, and was the polar opposite of my abusers. He treated me with love, respect, and thoughtful consideration. Equally as important, Mark proved to be an ideal father ftgure to Kelly. He providbd her with unconditional love and deep understanding. Through him, Kelly caught a glimpse of how kind men could be-and how good life could be. I had long since ceasedto hope that such a man even existed. The love factor in my recovery is considerable. Not only did Mark Phillips save my life, but now I had a reason to live it! The love we share,ke-ptme -at going times-{ike when Kelly was institutionalized in 1989 for homicidal/suicidal behavior. The loving relationship that Mark shared with Kelly during our short year together as a family was suffrcient to arm her with

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to the strength survive her ensuingordeal as a victim of the so-calledmental health criminal lustice" system. anl Stateof xettv. i6-w t8, iemainsa'political prisonerin the custody-9f--1he *netl-itre is deniei qualified therapy for the MK-Ultra B-j*t TennessA underthe fhe Stateof Tennessee, she'endured. Mind-Controlabuses ftlonarctr is Doiitialt powerfut influenceof Kelly's abusers, in violation of-n-umerous 'h;;;d efforts to keep Kelly from SasiCciuit rights in their determined qualified and therapy the family sheloves. -positions '-'fvhil" case matii of those in !o qake a differencein Kelly's the conspirewith *ot" on a "i.Ieedto Know"'basisrather than deliberately questions --Questions I'ni'uuut.-""foteiloot into Kelly's casehistory shouldraiseserious -"What could d child have to do with the solike; intn?ii tiri"A.. presiding fitil.."N;iffiut SEurity" of our country?" Tlt" JuveniFcourtiudg_e of for "reasons caseclosedthe doorsto the mediaand onlookers ouiif.ffvi" of laws wtritegrossandblatant_v_io'lations and rightsensued. liltil; ilfity' -i;at"* -years, to Kelly and I have been denied_our.right an thiee long "guardians" and advocates so-called whiie'couri-appglnted "ib;;t onULi.A My own courtforceswith'attornevs ioin 'rip"i"t.A;"tt"*iy,i'*fio paid bif by my pedophilefather' whenhe takes a foitheluvenile Courtjudge doubles is my divoff. hasvet t6 represent interest. My interest in Kelly's well being if anlfuture--and shewill havea futureat all. *-Wfii" with regardto mostof her.past, X"itV is still amnesic .sne.,i1d,etdher past,dueto wlio andwhat shewill access therapeutical denirfo liberatelv into_ to a;nieOac,cess Kelly for fear shewouldbe triggered 1q21l:-i"n.. "peee.1t1q" As-for my deliberately nr*U"ting by my merepresenc6.fellf fear,-ithasbeen her to itre torememUeiwhat was'supposed forget,-as abusers mv iipe.iencethat recovet inustcomefro-mttreinsideout. Not from outside l-havegained for r?:lly thanthe piece/peace-of-mind inirt.'i;-;t;less Why_h{Fe Wtrictrhises the questions: Uiourft ou"tlftedrehabilitatioir. nQeorge Bush?" whyis,$-e us rronr sayingthe 1-am9 il;;;Ti;ffi;;.oniuit"o ;Wirra of Ozt a taboosubject l(e[y while the Stateof Tennessee.provides for by the horr6r novels?fVnV " " mr*im jt"p["" Xing "pi"iioint,;;'politiis, areKelly andI forbidden " " New'world order, and mind ;;ih; *oiai ffi i; control?" --il; Kelly and our to "norm.alize" relationship, by attempt stateemployees efforts to affect her dire and past, my immediate iiscuss the I ". forbiOOitfto situation, *'il;"6"ttfi'"nO or futureplansasa family. desperate refusal unjusfin Kelly's view is the Stateof Tennessee's ih"tto"u.t'*ittr tvtart Phillips. While I am hindered her toallow anv contact due to court ordered "onu"rotions with my daught-er i;-ffi;;-;"i"ire Kelly is -C6tirideriirg deniedthe right to even wave to Mark *i,i*lrifti'-'ti-cJnioirtip, that, like me, Mark hasneverbeennamed ;l;;;ffi.pJkine-iil mustbe the viofatedany court orders., question u'i,i".ii"r|i A-*i-"1 unfit, or go astl'- Wftv does the Staie of Tennessee to such lengths to ban all Kelly and the man wli-orescuedher and taughther the uittr* irruni*iion love? of *T;if"-i;-;;kJ-G* meaning unconditional questionsfor vears to no avail' The State of "an unbiased attorn-ey hei requestfor fennesiLtifusis to "uen aiknowledge pleasfor I.1glly'p of instead thoseof the state".^ -iiJ t"ifi r.pi"Jnt her interests state i;;;Gsent her go no fartherthanthe deafearsof the assigned ; il;* ;ni-iglng; hlr case. This socialworkeris operating a "Need on ilffi;k;


"Needs to Know" that she, along with to Know" basis that has no basis, and she the State of Tennessee, will be held accountable in the event that Kelly hurts someoneor herself. Kelly's frustrations have mounted beyond her ability to cope. I applaud Kelly for her determined but weakened efforts to stay in control of her own mind despite being denied qualified rehabilitation for the devastatingresults of Kelly's daily attemptsto accomplishthe Project Monarch Mind-Control abuses. by psychoLoGICALLY managingher psychiatricdisorderis proimpossible portionate to her high intellect and willful determination. But it is not enough to fend off the Psychological Warfare that has been waged against her through CIA Damage Containment practices designedto keep her contained in amnestc silence. She needshelp. Sheneedsa collective voice' Kelly can be helped through public outcry and through abolishment of the 1947 National Security Act (and 1984 ReaganAmendment to same) that has destroyed the tnre security of ouronce greatnation. You can write your "National Security" Congressmenand Senatorsdemanding that the so-called act be repealed. Do it today. Thank you.



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Fall 1998: Despite public outcry that grew to include a wide array of inter \ letters directed to national rights organizations, with numerous documents Govemor(s), many of which were copied to me, Kelly has yet Tennessee's to be granted her right to qualified technological rehabilitation for the proven u.S. Government sponsoredMK Ultra mind control abusesshe endured since birth. Those few criminals in control of our country, our information, and "criminal" justice system refuse to provide the known, but subsequentlyour never the less classified, technological antidote for a problem they won't admit exists. In view of over 70,000 (declassified)documents' evidences' videos, medical records, affidavits, and government insider testimony proving the reality of the MK Ultra mind control abusesKelly and I endured ittut ut. a part of what Mark Phillips and I accumulatedover the years, it is "judge", absolutely inexcusable that cover up continues. or, as the only Andy Shookhoff, thus far involved in this casesaid in a l99l Nashville, "laws do not apply in this casefor reasons Juvenile Court hearing, Tennessee of national security." After a decadeof cover-up, Kelly was released,unheated, from the custody of the State of Tennessee. In the interim she is waiting, in a safe environment, for the rehabilitation she so desperately deserves.

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February 1988:MarkPhillips 4, rescued Kellyand me fromour tortured mindcont existence slavesof the u s. Defense as Intelligence Agency/ centralIntelligence Agency's ultra Project. MK Totally dissociative amnesic, fledfromour clA and we operative control mind handler Alex Houston, "owner'u.S. senatorRobert B my c. primary Kelly's abuserGeorgeBush,and the criminal covert'blackbudget,, activity funding operation(s) whichwe wereforcedto participate national interna in on a-nd levels. escaped pandora's of horrors we this box with enough secrets expose to cnminal perverse and activity the highest on levelsof our goJernment, we nave but the warfare assaults involving cover-up and intimidation tac !9escape psychological that continue date. to

of inter irected to ly hasyet lheproven luredsince lion, and rown,but :y won't ridences, imony I endured rs, it is judge", rille, )r reasons :d, unsheis ttely

March 1988:I sworeout a seriesof threecriminal warrants the Nashville, via TN Metropolitan PoliceDepartment Alex Houston threats on for and attempts our liv on sought furtherprotection throughNashville's District Attorney'soffice,but was told b the DA'slnve^stigator sigmundthat"untilshotswerefired'nothing skip couldbe do protect since Kellyand I werefleeingmembers the U.s. Goveinment, me. of 'federalprotection,'was Intelligence_, and Justice Military Departments, out of the question. Sigmund, Skip amongothers, suggested leavetown. I

November 1988:I was granted divorce 9, my fromAlex Houston (proven100% in mnupt) sumnercounty,TN. whire stiildissociative programmei, and Houston's attomey triggered(switched) on the stand,and my own attorney,Jack Butrer, me refused addressthe issuesof mindcontrol/abuseand cut a deaiwith his friendal to "Reverend" Houston's mentor clA operative BillyRoyMoore(of the Lord,s chapel/ Marsha Trimble murder scandal).Subsequenily, I wis .freed;'from my "maniage" aranged/programmed to Alex Houston with litflemorethan the clotnesor back. JackButlerhas retained thisday all evidences to supplied proving him mind ontrol/abuse.

December 1988:With only a few hoursnotice,I was subpoenaed courtas M 9, into Phillips, and I werepreparing fleethe state. Kelly's Kelly to biobgicat fatherand my assigned traumabasehandler (arranged Byrd), by wayne cox, in occultseriat kille professionally the clA whomKellyhad seenonlythreetimesin eightyears, used by demanded not leavethe state. Dissociative amnesic,I representJd she and myselfi 61h circuitcou( (therewas no time to retainan aftomey)againstcox, his motner,A Houston, his/theirattomeyBob Anderson, and and pbad m-y caseto iudge swiggar granted rightto take Kellyout of state pendinga two week visitati-on was the periodv coxin hishomeof chatham,Louisiana. Amnesic, couldnot yet remember I I why feared and for Kelly'slife, and complied Cox with the coun orcter.


D e c e m b e r 2 4 , , | 9 8 8 : l t e l e p h o n e d J u d g e S w i g g a r t a t h i s r e s i d e n c eocculto r m h i m t h a t ther high t o i n f Equinor:/a f"ff''nJr"p"rted ritualabuse(in a M;rmonihurch at Winter me anOCox informed that I couldnot haveKelly Dec 21)to t" oVt"Lpf\on", holiday The he therewas nothing coulddo tiiOln"t due to the holidays' 0""r. i"JS" Swiggart Anc her myself to go in and retrieve O"vf^Osuigesti;g t obtainlocalpolicebackup Ma saved and MarkPhillips I successfully rescue, In 25, ,1988: a ratherdramatic December tnv K e l l y , b u t n o t b e f o r e s e v e r e p s y c h o l o g i c a l d a m a g e h a d o c c u r r e d K e l l y h a d w i t n e snee se and sexually drugged was ii"tin"" aid cannibalism' In and participated human resl documented' by assaulted Cox as is medically abu


of Alaska,30 milesoutside Anchorage' to Mid January,1989: We re|ocated Chugiak, Ala M a r k P h i | | i p s g e n e r o u s | y u s e d h i s o w n r e s o u r c e s u n t i | d e p | e t e d t o m o v e u s a n d k e awa ep safe. my his had programming been MK Spring 1989:Kelly's UltraProject NASAgp{uced of she beganhavingflashes by disrupted the trauma".nL "no,jr"o whilewith Cox,and sel failure.I took Kellyto Anchorage' h". ."",[.v *n1"n prompted progr"r*ed respiratory sui< Kelly's gravely co19er1.ej.gver who Dr. Alaskapediatrician l-orrie'Sh6pherd, becam-e he€ | a c k o f r e s p o n " " . o " o n u " n t i o n a | m e d i c a t i o n ' S h e r e c o m m e n d eMedicaid| | y s e e | o c a | received t h a t K e toarrange "niio p"v"ni"tristor pat Fatrickandthat I immediately unc b e n e f i t s , a S h e r t h e r a p y * o u r o u " | o n g t e r m ' S h e a s s i s t e d w i t h a l | t h e a r r a n g e m e n t pol s' pe beganto triggermy own She spokeof CIA covert flashes memory June 1989:Kelly's Su out cocaine of the pertaining muling to Byrd "p"r"ti"". run uy u s. senatorRobert-c. Ch to as failure programmed disruptrecatling/telling Kellywentrniorespiratory Caribbean. der ,,secrets,,, CareUnitof Anchorage's in "nJ*"" no.piialized the Iniensive government be AfterKelly's Kelly's in was brought on Dr. Hospital.Psychiatrist Patrick Humana mu timesperweekfor therapy' several she fromHumana, saw Dr. Patrick release Sal

B y A u g u s t 1 9 8 9 : l w a s i n i n t e n s i v e d e p r o g r a m m i n g w i t h M a r k P h i lmy s ' . w o r k i n g a nsof lip and stabilize mind my of average 1g hoursp", J"V , an effortto-retrieve memory allc Markand me had Oire qr"ffyL."rgn to affectke'ny's situation.Dr'.Patrick informed termed now professiona||y Disorder, Personatity t'o' rr,r,rtipr" was suffering that Ke||y se also' that w't'nina month,I too realized lwas MPD/DID oisoroer. ldentity Dissociative se) "simply" (harmonics) thanhightech traumarather abusebasewas my Because initial wo p-atrick us that Kellyexhibited informed I tikeKelly,s, soonwentinio tusion Dr. se) for examined we abuseand advised haveher physically ,v.pto,il. ot sexualiritual the sat I 19. inf ex and my liveswere that in Attorney Anchorage Kelly's District to I reported the Assistant he for involvement whichwe may of memory political andthat r waf iecovering iniJoprrov law federal local,state,and *nit" ."pJrtingcrimesto various prot"",,on backup require Fa PoliceDepartment the Anchorage "nior""."nt agencies.I reported'Kelly'i Ph in local wno trppetotroW aors"rs andwas laterindicted/convicted (Jackchapman, sp


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The federalcrimesI remembered detailwerefirstvaridated thenreported in and to Anchorage Ken Marischen FBI's (laterfoundto be involved scandal in withJacx c.hapman) resident and Agentin chargeJoe Hamblin.As a result, FBIthreare the Mark Phillips' and riberty.Because was stillamnesic my father's rife I of abuse/ involvement, I contacted pleading financial him for assistance Kely's iii" tnr""t"r fbr needrhe FBI informed that my fatherhadfired"ertortion" me chaig6, on ;" ,n response thattheycouldlock me up. "shocked" the ne*s, and by i..,y memory h of abuses began flooding my conscious into mind.

I Deen ringflashes of to Anchorage, overKelly's ly see local Medicaid rngements. cf CIA covert reout of the calling/telling nchorage's Afier Kelly's apy rktngan :e my mind rk and me allytermed D/DID also. rarmonics) bited rned for

Alaska's customsReside.nt U.s. Agentin charge,Max Kitchens, was alreaoy who aware governmenucrA of invorvement cocainL in operations, beganinvestigating my/Kelly's allegations when I reported international crimesto him. He was informe his washington, superiors backoff, as we wereconsidered warking ',the DC to dead

s9n19m.uer1989: Keily's behavior become had viorent.she exhibited homicidar/ suicidal behavior, shewas writing memories mindcontror as out of abuses, "no nu. health rapidly was deteriorating. Markphillips' knowledge governmentl"u"r of ,ino mntrol matters permitted Keilya measure temporary oi ieriefihrougnLoGrcALLy understanding programming hadarready the she remembered. Hoivever, to Ke due polyfragmentation (MPD/DID created infancy in ihroughtraumabeforeher base personality deveroped) had Keilycourdnot regain contror overherown mind. subsequently was hospitalized Human-a she at Hospital again,thenwas iransterred t charter NorthPsychiatric Hospitar Dr. patrick. retty totdme that she needed via her dealing her homicidal with urges, thattheywereprogrammed rootedin the occu and (reportedty belief instiiled cox tzae; tnatthe;b6od rine"/famiry mustbe by 1me1 "voices murderedorderthat she survive in and the in her head,' cease.'She criedan said was "going hibernate" she received she to untir effective tn",."pv,pri n"in""o 't'tiave down sleptduring halfhourdriveto charterNorthHospital. and the not seen softgentle sideof Keilysince,and I rookforward the daywhenquarified to therapy allows herto be reintegrated become for and whole.

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september 1989:Keilyhad agreed undergo 11, to physicar exams(June12)for the sexual abuse she had remembered wayne cox anoArexHouston nopls by in lustic would served Araska be Stateappointed expert Dr. crintonLiilibridge coniimeorer took photographs furtherproof/evidence. Liitibridge as Dr. confirm ,l.l:?1l?T-":q pD rne aouse Anchorage Jackchapmanand FBI Ken Marischen, iirmediate to and informed that a cover-up me 'ever need was underway He assured thatshourd me | expert testimony court,he wouldtravelto any pointin the unitedStatesto in "tt""t to "horrendous her abuse" it was as and shouldnot be covered up.,, Fall 1989: cover-upand threats werereaching dangerous proportions, Marx and Phillips I beganarranging reave and to Araska]rnoiing Keilywourdniqrii-r,,gnrv specialized I beganan intensive care, search terephone, and networking via mair to


mind of knowledgeable governmenUmilitary control locatea mentalhealthphysician McMartin California southern in involved the infamous Therapists techniques/atrocities. in to the such newlyformed organizations as Believe Children, addition casethrough due to theirown case familiar with mindcontrol psychologists psychiatrists and reputable as wereas classified MK Ultramind techniques us loads, advised that rehabilitative the compounded and to itself Threats theirlives,liberties, licenses records control Additionally, finances our and with bothfortitude integrity. a of dilemma finding therapist phonebills needs,postage, Kelly'smedical by hadlongsincebeendepleted moving, from our efforts,survivalagainstall odds,and Kelly'sSocialSecuritybenefits resulting by until1991whenSSIwas extended lawto coverMPD/DID. wouldnot be granted to letterfor assistance Alaska'sU.S. SenatorTed Stevens,who I wrote a pleading Committee Byrds Appropriations promptly responded denyingmy requeston Senator by Claims Commission, Violent Crimes NolaCappof Alaska's I stationary! alsocontacted of that a federalorganization providesfundingfor the rehabilitation victimsof violent Rucker. Richard Claims Commissioner me crimes. NolaCappreferred to Tennessee's as we claimsbefore leftAlaska, he had Rucker beganfilingKelly's/my Commissioner funding. enoughof Kelly'sand my abuseto provideemergency confirmed for transfer workeddiligently assistme in ananging Kelly's to Rucker Commissioner in psychiatric hospitalspecializing to from CharterNorthHospital a sq.calleddedicated disordersin Kentuckyknownas the ValleyInstituteof Psychiatry. treatingdissociative unexpectedly Max Kitchens, Agentin Charge, Resident 1989:U.S.Customs December to shaken, informus thatour liveswerein gravejeopardy. visitedMarkand me,visibly his to us me He explained the'interest'in silencing was beyond ability protect from. that in and hadarrived Anchorage, my fatherhadjoinedforces abusers Someof my primary to with involvedpolitical and federalperpetrators have me silenced. He had alsojoined issues. I contac{ed with Wdyne Cox to harassus throughcustody/paternal for financialarrangements Kelly, Rucker,who had not yet completed Commissioner for interimplacement Kellyat the him urhichprompted to securean emergency Kentucky. in Valleylnstituteof Psychiatry Owensboro, aforementioned of our through network, a so-called and January1990: MarkPhillips I had leamed, "Child's AttomeyBudCramer Alabama, StateDistrict in Rights Advocate' Huntsville, as (whosoon becameU.S. Congressman, settingprecedent the mostjunior memberof under'police us invited to Huntsville Intelligence Oversight Cramer Congressional ). protection" the statedpurposeof investigating/exposing NASAand military local for mechanisms. funding criminal and its blackbudget in involvement MK Ultramindcontrol to while Kellywas transferred relocated Huntsville to we Underpressure, temporarily "emergency RuckerprovidedKellyand me with VIP in Kentucky. Commissioner officebeforeour claimwas shut down,reportedly throughBud Cramer"s compensation" and by Byrdwho is chairmanof SenateAppropriations overseesFBI ViolentCrimes DC'special'"officein the FBI building.Our lives from Compensation hisWashington with in and in weresoonin gravejeopardy Huntsville, Bud Cramer, association the and intimidation, CIA in involved cover-up, was PoliceDepartment, actively Huntsville

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Damage containment practices. The "chird's Advocacy, organization an er was catch of D,D/MK net Uttravrctims, ";ilii;;;sis turtne,proved. fled Hur We back Tennessee, to wherewe wouldreside.

spring19g0:Markphitiosand r, upon the recommencration of sympathetic/co FBI agents'ensuredour safetyrr.'.i" i"l"rti"'il"'mes to Tennessee,s ti-rorg FBt recording havingNashviile, and rennesse" u]sl'customswitness the interview agents BradGanet and efiTulev "tturpi"i ,i*n"r, il me into sitenceby usrn codes, keysand triggers,o_T1-?lonr"Tming tnat were providedthem,whichto ti amazement notwork- Tennessee did (proven) the TennesseeBur"", senaiorsasserwascaughtin the FBrcov and "ir."!"tisIi"^ *:" usedin an intimidation anempt well. In the meantime, as I "rr"ng"r"ni" vJ-ere oacr in orderto obtainfun Kelly's desperately needed therapy.


""j;-;;& Hor.ion:" ,0cumented ,,a medicar {"f lqry,l" orooS-ziitiiro "0r"" "r"x"Trv and psv,chiltlc mvwe tnreatened. rep t this sumner to county's District Attomey naylffi*ruey (whoI laterleamed sutt was nend; provided withtneevidences.'i" and him ifro methat.unress have you videotapeAtexHouston a of rraving ;iiin"'t'ij]*o" ;x is nothingcan I u'oeo-s,-eic']'"o'Vriii,."o do., The

summer'rgg0: Threats our riveshad againescarated, to and Markphiripsand maintained safetythrough our vast oissem'inaiioi?rnformation Time/Life, I to senators Congressmen, U.s. and Tenness; i;Gi;il vrciims,advocacy groups, supporters, mediawhichkept and us ariveJin* ",i'un,,rerydeathcourd onrvcon our reports ValleyInstitute Psychiatry of inroni"l'r" that Kelly,slife was ,n0", r.m herfather, tl wayne cox, my fathera;d oih;;, and thattheydid not havesuff s€curity keep her safe. Arso,th"v to "r"ir"J'in-"i'uilr,o haveto rerease -since her from due increased to federaroressure. nnance's *"r" not yet avairabre obtai for g::l]flejl:habititation,I iought "n "ttor"v i;';;;fu, Ke'y not be tumed into th rennessee mentarhearthsystem,as r oeiLueJ ri-e-. therewourdbe in seriouso tte July1990:I had been"lu:."d that if Kety courdhaveArex Houston arrestedfor ct abuse, statewourdbe forced the to r"te-ase *rliemaining viorentcrimes compens t0provide her therapy, for tcontaciedSumnercounty sne uunon hisDetective !flevrns tl\i$;;;il": and

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Tennessee state Legisrator.and sumner county attomeyRandystamps agreedto represent Kety and me. untirhis rifeand tn"ioiii. i"rry were reportedry threatene sumner countv sheriffs otr'ciars.nJprl""iilii"" d"rps, sti, fearingfor his rife,tu this informarion over to the Tennesse5 ;;;;;;;;estigation, wherecover_up was *',n notesat ,"*rr"",-Grri'was

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Following advicefrom a state_victim's the rightsorganization, contactedU.s. I Aftorney Distri General,o" troyl.:-ol"ri" "ioig;[rTrn""tng. Ray Whitey,swife wa Joe Brown's secretary, and we ontyenOureOiu.ti".-*u"r_up and threats.


Tennessee Representative I U.S.Senator, contacted Uponthe adviceof a concerned name,addressing the in the a BenWest,who introduced bill before Legislature Kelly's abuses children. of ritual, and mindcontrol care needfor specialized for sexual, documented fromVlP, Kelly's August 7, 1990: Afteronly72 hourssinceher release uponbeingreunited programmed by that surfaced respiratory failure(triggered memory Room Emergency Hospital's to in with me) resulted her beingadmitted Vanderbilt instead to medicines, responded but to where,again,shefailedto respond conventional that by psychological it intervention. Subsequently,was ordered Vanderbilt Kellybe placedin the Tennessee MentalHealth system. Mental Health to escort,Kellywas transferred Tennessee Aroundmidnight by police and Kellywas weary,andfrightened, Institute "evaluation" referral.Exhausted, for and lrateoverhls and collapsed. interrogated Dr.Vasseluntilshe vomited by visciously Kellyand her I insanelineof questioning, suchas "whyare youcrazy?", defended to to and dissociativeness he threatened lockme up. Kellywas transferred Cumberland to House, whereI wouldnot be permitted see her for 48 hours. House, theytold me she had When | finally saw Kellyat Cumberland August 9, '1990: in not movedfromher bed sinceher arrival.Shewas sitting her bed,not blinking, graffiticompletewith blood smears roomcoveredin satanic talking,etc. in a dilapidated "furniture" NO CARE! Appalled I and horrified, and wrecked on the wall,torn curtains, photographed scrubbed blood the and KellywhileMarkPhillips to attempted comfort "Dr."Gabboy who said psychiatrist, resident so-called , fromthe wall. I metwith Kelly's him or thattherewas "no suchthingas mindcontrol ritualabuse."I informed thatthe graffiti Kelly's wallsand floor on pentagrams, suicide, murder, 666, and cannibalism Househad neverhad any ritual that Cumberland wereindeed satanic.He argued with him. Theypainted untilI told himwe wouldsee if the pressagreed abusevictims, within24 hours. the rooms mental to soughtresolution Kelly's and September1990:I immediately desperately of Tennessee Commissioner appointed and healthpredicament, metwith politically be dilemma could/would me Mental HealthEricTaylor. He assured that Kelly's out that in orderfor a childto be transferred of state resolved. Federallaw stipulates the to qualified a (where was rehabilitation available) diagnosis support supposedly withinthe state. Sincetherewas no one in Tennessee mustbe obtained transfer programming children, in mind with c/assified military/NASA control MPD/DID treating Taylorgavethe impossible her therewas no one to diagnose disorder.Commissioner (DMH) of Kellyto Department MentalHealth a to taskof locating physician diagnose Houseduring the at UNTREATED Cumberland Willis. Kellyremained workerMarsha what I knewall Willis,who concluded by 8 ensuing monthstatewide'search" Marsha MK or along- thattherewas no one withinthe statewho coulddiagnose treatKelly's abuses. Ultramindcontrol

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Aprir 1gg1: wayne coJ 2' a1d his-Nashvire Tennessee attorney Bob by naid e"rr ,tlto,mttedtv myfather O,eril"l'ii"jl;J "no neglect Anderson inJuvenile charges court in "n "trortto regain agains control ^"1,;: of receive needed_ano to her ,i"""r"i'ili;l;;i,""

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nrm;' restraining and ro back orders-were pr"""i "gli;;i m-e prus, 'ecauseI did not have a oermanent r was put ,probatron" aoorers oJyoni tn". r"g"r p.o. on uommissioner Box r6sio;ncytnat Rucker had-estabtisne];;";'#er*ect un!; workerErnestFentre"r.1lh" me Additionary,metwith I r*""iri, c"rrtflno *"" brought specialrvthis for case fromsumner courti,"n-iiziry .r in by the state

rhe right in attornev appointegr:gg to defendmyserf court,and courdnot affordar l was ad'*"tJ"'d) Attornev, nadtntervened, pressed.false bur untir co not and chargestiritn i5 "",o"nce/documentationafter

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closed wouldoccurbehind ruledthatall courtproceedings Additionally, JudgeShookhoff pressand localadvocate EdithHammons, doorsand ruledthatthe (sympathetic) and Crime,leavethe courtroom not return.I Victims Violent of President Organized of and sat in courtwith and my behalf, on any was not permitted supporUwitnesses Kelly's "my"court-appointed Cumberland attorney one sideof the room,whilefourattorneys, on side. etc. sat on the opposing Housestaff,DHSworkers, outside the State of records obtained and psychiatric April '1993:Noneof the medical in wereconsidered admissible court. Thus,Kellywas to begin of Tennessee "counseling" Tennessee JanieAdamsat Luton's Center(who' MentalHealth with in for in involved scandal is CourtJudgeAndyShookhoff, currently alongwith Juvenile themup in and as labeling abused children sexualoffenders thus locking sexually sexual therapy).JanieAdamstold us to reportKelly's rather thanproviding detention for abuseto MetroPoliceor I would be the one prosecuted the abuseKelly'sTennessee "might'prove. (l knewfromexperience MetroPoliceDepartment that basedsex exams from whichwe escapeddue to corruption was heavilyinvolvedin the very political Fulton, MayorRichard ChiefJoe Casey, as Nashville's cocaine business, the ex-Police SheriffFateThomaswere presentduringa covert and soonto be convicted/imprisoned to involving drugsand armsshipments SaudiArabia!)We were meeting operations a referred HomicideDetectivePat Postiglione, closefriendof JanieAdamsand to neighbor Alex Houston's. of to Hospital JanieAdams. (l was forbidden be there by Kellywas takento MetroGeneral (theyforehervagina) and examined she duringher exam.) Kellyreports was roughly (a under hypnosis lameattempt declaredher'NOT abused"! Kellywas then threatened programming, by documented) JanieAdamsand toldshewoulddie if she at hypnotic that Kellywas nof abusedher.JanieAdamsalsoclaimed everagainsaidAlexHouston additional I of abused.Thanksto the forethought MarkPhillips, hadobtained sexually her records furtherproving sexualabusepriorto JanieAdamsteaming in-state medical cover-up. up with a classic "warehouse person" HousesocialworkerAKA Kellywas forbiddenby Cumberland to JanieAdams, everdiscuss with in Charlene Johnson, association herfriend/cohort her oast! "therapy' whenand if she did speakof her past,which is the worst Kellywas punished her pastas talkingabout When Kellyceased for dissociative! imaginable a diagnosed "shehadto liveat Cumberland House", Cumberland instructed because, she says, as Housestatedin courtthat Kellywas 'not abusedbecauseotherwiseshe wouldtalk aboutit"l pictures one graphic depicting sexualabuse,including of the torture Kellydrewseveral (a schooloverseen School" sex slavetraining Ohio's"Charm at dungeon Youngstown, sexual abuse clearly depicting Thesepictures, Jim by U.S.Congressman Traficant). that"Kelly wererejected the courtas JanieAdamstestified by trauma, and mindcontrol madeit uo."

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curbehind closed lammons, Lnd return. I not satin courtwith reys, Cumberland ideof the State begin (who, Oenter n scandal for them in up Kelly's sexual (elly's Tennessee )liceDepartment peddueto Richard Fulton, t during covert a a!) We were \dams and 'idden be there to ervagina) and r (a lameattempt oulddle if she at Kelly was not ined additional Adams teaming rseperson" I everdiscuss worst'therapy" outherpastas ', Cumberland : would talk reof thetorture :hool overseen sexual abuse ;tified that'Kelly

m life. MarkPhillips' Pat Postiglione,told threatened Atthesametime,MetroPolice v Joe Rodgers to Fultonand formerAmbassador France MayorRichard tnritorr"," and 'see it that I was silenced" threatto my life. MarkPhillips I provided through to we threatsto everyone knew,sparkingan investigat taped recorded covertly these magazine. Time/Life

April15,1991:ProminentNashvillegynecologistDr.RichardPresle her of M'etro scam-exam Kelly,and reaffirmed sexualabuseas well as documente w( Thesereports Byrd'sperversion). for ;riif"tion carving(carved Senator u.gin"l bY ignored the court. again

for arranged me to meetwith Rucker early Summer1991: commissioner Spring/ dile of for BurnieDurham resolution Kelly's Miwherter'sLegalAssistant Gover-nor told me Gover i pleadfor helpfor Kelly. BurnieDurham ot Out rf'""r desperation, (l had been did McWherter not addresssuch issuesand thereforewouldnot help. as initialcampaign he was being forced underMK Ultrato work on McWherter's of Global and ilGicailt movedintoplacefor rubberstamping imptementation at was not surprised this response)' therefore Educalion,-and

Charle and for a arranged meeting MarkPhillips me with DHSManager Time/Life JanieAdamsand Juve with Luton's in-the samescandal involved Wiront"*r"nti' at whomwe did not realize the timewas partof a CIA Shookhoff), LuOge Cortt therap me'Kellywouldneverreceive only effort. Mr.-Wilson assured mnlain1ne"nt

lfiledchargesagainstCoxforbackchildsupportof$21,000'whichon (cun chaigesiled againstme in 5th CircuitCourt' JudgeThomasBrothers further lawsand my rightsto upholdcox's charg violated for indicted cocaineconspiracy) any moneythat may be aw of allowthe Department MentalHealthto intercept and

to Cox fromhavingaccess l Courtto restrain Juveni|e 22,1991: I petitioned Apri| (medically and programming her mindcontrol triggered ,i n" n"d previously to threatened do so again' Documenta and documented) openly psycnofogiLffy and psychologisti,psychiatrists medicaldoctors,as wel pr"ulou"institutions, ho, €tc etc etc ' were all rejectedb) frifyi o*n testimonyto the court,rirytestimony, hi with Kelly. Kellyand.l.both visitation unsupervised whilecox was granted court in Kelly,and I had documented writingwith medi rrpf"in"J no* Cox wiuld trigger Kelly'smindconlrolprogramm triggeieOlactivated how he had previouJty records workerc#rle;; Johnsondelivereda letterto Kellyfrom cox ti tono avail. Social and predicted' we exactlythe methodsof triggering had anticipated contained

tearsand pleasfor helpand protection screams, Kelly's April23, 1991: Despite with confronted..him his abuses'including *5. gi;t"O visitation. Kellyreportedly a and dismembering, cannibalizing human(as docume his witneised murdering, "wentwell ' c that the meeting pi""i""" i""titrtions;. dnarleneJohns5nreported high levelc hid deliveredsophisticated Bob attorney, Ancterson, lwho repeatedly

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triggers me in courtwhich,due to my deprogramming, to failed) alsohad unsupervised timewith Kelly. My attorney was refused visitation. I witnessed aftermath Cox'svisitwith Kellyduringmy supervlsed overseen the of visit by WorkerCeeCee Ralston.Kellywas screaming crying, Social and and askedCeeCee whatshe mustdo to be heardand thusbe orotected fromheroccultserialkillerabuser Cox. Sheexpressed confusion overbeingforcedto visithimwhilenot beingpermitted to see MarkPhillips who had rescued her,and why she hadto havesupervised visits justice. Sheasked, with me. Kellyexpressed confusion overthe "reversal" so-called of "Whyam I lockedup whilemy abusers remain free?" WhenKellyreported theseabusesin court,she saysshe had believed that her"private meeting testimony" JudgeShookhoff to wouldbringaboutjustice, whenin fact shewas punished Charlene onlyfurther by Johnson having for talkedabouther pastwith the Judge! Kellysobbeduncontrollably the lossof visitation with MarkPhillips, who she at loves,respects, has referred as "dad"sinceour timein Alaska. To thisdate, and to Kellystillhas not beenableto speakwith or havecontact with MarkPhillips. (only11 years April 23-March 1991: Kelly 7 old)lostover10 lbsin lessthantwo psychologically the pointof despondence; her asthma, weeks;shedeteriorated to and whichwas deliberately triggered Cox,became badthat shewas takento by so Vanderbilt Hospital Cumberland by Housestaff(without notification me). to in Summer1991:I was constantly and out of court,battling Kelly's for rightto rehabilitation to avoidfurtherreprisals charges and of against me. My fatherEad vastwealthobtained O'Brien's whenselling and my brothers sistersintothe MK me and UltraProjectwas beingusedagainst me, as wellas sophisticated codes,keysand CIA triggers deliberately delivered attorney BobAnderson.Although by thesetriggers were ineffective to my deprogramming reintegration, blatant due and the violations laws of and rights including beingdenied rightto speak/defend my continued, the myselfin "evaluations" court. I was againordered the courtto undergo by additional by psychiatrists psychologists DHSchoice, and of and ordered payfor Cox'sscam to psychological out-of-state evaluation whichI was permitted inputor choice. Cox's no of out-of-state evaluation beingacceptedby the courtwhile hundreds Kelly'sout-of-state of growing of cover-up records wererejected addedto the rapidly list evidence. EmestFentress DHS,who was obviously of working was CIA damage containment, caughtblatantly spreading misinformation Kellyto all stateinstitutions, on discrediting her needand preventing transfer, leaving at Cumberland her Houseto withstand and further abuses Charlene via Johnson.The Juvenile CourtJudgedismissed Fentress fromthe case,whileDHSpromoted him.The dilemma created Fentress'well by placement Kelly. orchestrated effortshindered for "temporarily" thejoint Juvenile CourtJudgeShookhoff in ordered that Kellybe placed custody DHSand myself of for'purposes obtaining funding neeessary her for of (warehousing) Cumberland residency on-going at House.'

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psychological/psychiatric declared sane, reintegrated, My exams me and substa my mind contror victimization. Therefore, opposition the requested I be test that again which was granted.obviousry was a set up,and federar this efforts sa to had rncreased dramaticaily. arways, conceared iape recorder to my;psy As I a rn evaluation" session with cynthiaTuinerGraham.she immediatery informed Lre she not.require information did any fromme because had oeenprovileJ;,eu she she needed know"from ErnestFentresspriorto his beingtaken from to the case Because my recording, "exam"on me was rejectedb-y of this the court Nolartni cnminal shampsychiatrist wourd soonbe governorlapporntedbecome ne> to the serve the commissioner Mentar as of Health. l was instead that t muit uno tord "counseling' andfurtherexamination orderto maintain p"r"ni"t ,ignG in "ny t" r, all(l havenoneanyway).

MayJune 1991: I was contacted the southeastern by regionar director U.s. c of John sullivan (George Bush'sformerdivision whenhe was headof crA). This re includes Mexican caribbean and operations. was interviewed overeighthor I for agents to Nashviile. sent Theyexpressed concern Keily's -ry and s;ieiy, ". for pright fives werein increasing jeopardy iromevidences substantiating t".i,r;ni in"1 'National Security' ramifications. Theseagents agreed inteireneon Kellyls-b to legal proceedings.

; nght to r father Earl sisters the MK into \ codes, keysand -5Se triggers were lations laws of rndmyself in ons" by Cox's scam orchoice.Cox,s (elly's oulof-state ence. rrnment, was s,discrediting ) to withstand sedFentress lss'well
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"the These customsagentsreceived u.S. cail"fromwashington, whichprev DC their further invorvementEvidence substantiating criminar a6tiuity tnenuis. n oy General rhornburgh (oneof my primary abu"sers; corroborated forme had .Dick a simllar allegations, creating serious iniernar iepartmentat probrems Dickrhorn for and cocaine/white his slavery operations. u.s. customs, Johnsullivaninformed r his boss, s. customsDirector u wiiliamVon Raab,was stepping downas heado customs to the criminar due activity thatwas proiitlrating beingcouer"d-up and s Dick rhornburgh to verify/appiove U.d. cuitoms-internar had ail iniestigations. Therefore, we naoa poiitivechange admrnistration untir ot readership, herpco no offered Kellyand hersituation.

June5, : that wourdbe resignin .1991 GeorgeBushannounced Dickrhornburgh unstated reasons.Thomburgh's in the rrancontracovei-up rore scandar .no "nd soextensive that it could not be fully contained, and was airedon r.rac's ; currel Affairandthroughvariousnewspapers.

I noted that any successobtainedby me/Kefly was countered equailyby our abuse through organized intimidation DrApsychotogicat crA ind warfare tactics. Muchv directed Kelly,sincetheyknownothing at meansrnoreto me thanher/her welrbei As a Result:

"Guardian Kelly had beenappointed so-cailed a Ad-Litem" Martha chirdvia the opposition, told Keilythatthe FBrhad'creared who cox ot arL cnarge";"nJ in"t tn,



saidI was "insane" that'Mark Phillips a mostdangerous and is man." (MostDangerous proofand Manis CIA cryptic term for beingmarked imminent for death.) | obtained witnessed Martha Childand Charlene for Johnson beingpaidoff with my father's money theirparticipation. This evidence was not admissible court. in Kellyand I were rarelypermitted see each other,beingforcedapartfor monthsat a to timeincluding telephone communications. Kellywas punished severely everytimeshe spokeof her pastabuseor current by abuse Charlene Johnson.This is documented. I was deniedaccessto Cumberland Houserecords(despiteseveralcourtorders)which included brainwaveoatterns. health deterioration. documentation efforts and of to triggerKelly.A sympathetic workerdid provide access someof Kelly'sfilesto me to makecopies. Kellysaidshewas subjected satanic;/occult to rituals Cumberland at House, referred to by staffmembers "innocent as candlelight seances." Kellywas counseled Charlene by Johnson that her past'is not real.' full Cox maintained access Kelly. to Housetestifiesthat Kellyis sane and thereforeneedsto be released Cumberland to Cox'scustody. Cumberland House'stestimony contradicted their previousstatement, now sayingthat Kellyis INSANE, therefore nottestifyin court. can Cumberland Houserepresentative testifies thereis "no suchthingas mindcontrol.' that Cumberland Houselatertestifies that Kellycan not see MarkPhillips'because is an he expert mindcontrol." on I am not permitted comfortKellyin any way, explaincourt proceedings, to etc. Kelly nightmarish expresses confusion. Kellywas involvedin a Cumberland Housevan trafficaccident, and was routinely hospitalized.She was deniedthe rightto call me and notifyme. She secretlyslippedme her hospitallD bracolettwo weeks later. prosecution Charlene July 29, 1991:I was denied rightto pursue the of Johnson and House,and therefore Cumberland wrote an open letterfor help.

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Kelly to her and her shaking violently forcing to standat attention visitwith cox Kelly, her lackof cooperation' cell in waslater isolated a padded for was House court ruledthat cumberland the I againpetitioned court. Juvenile jurisdiction presscharges to of for uniccountable theirabuses KellysinceI had no "onestateagency cannotsueanothei'' whereby Kellywas in jointcustody b;;; Houseto this date. cumberland job at cumberland on rematns tne Johnson charlene R wings,withthe initials l.P Butterfly theirlogoto a chili with Monarch iouse changed writtenin bold lettering. acquiredby my attomey,omnivision,took January 22, 1992: A new organization wouldprovide that OmniVisions I of ;n*g" irt oversight Kelly's-case.was assured from Cox, lF I Kelly,even out of state,as well as protection qu"fi"ti"O therapffor that considering I had no of full'custody Kellyto DHS. I had no alternative retinquished Kellyso horribly BeforeI was abusing and ChirleneJohnson anyway parental rights in ruledthat Kellybe placed full DHS Judgeshookhoff however, mademy decrsion, custody. January:IwasinformedbyDr.BarryNurcumthatadiagnosisonKel|ywou|dbe wh_o psychiatrisupsychologist had studiedmind thougha new_to-lriashvilte obtained that Orne' Considering Dr. Psychiatrist Martin Department Defense underLJ.S. control eighthours l.spent opposition' physician couldbe with-the "r"dentialed tn'. nighly caseunderthe took overKelly's to Dr. interviiwing Mitcheli no avail. Dr. Mitchell for as remainconfidential was necessary her safety'" that "her recorcts condition to knowwho or Kelly was placedin a fosterhomeby omniVisions. I was not permitted however,to see Kellyon a regularbasis wherethis foster home*"". | *"" permitted, couldbe made. as officeas quickly arrangements Dr. through Mitchell's dragged and confidentiality my visitation to court proceeclings arrangefor Dr. Mitchell's had been on for iix monthi, during vinicntime I rarelysaw Kelly. I learnedthat she practiced Houseworker who openly pf"""O in fostercarewitn tne formerCumberland witchcraft. court further the through Juvenile orderby omniVision February5, 1992:A restraining or supporters victims forbadeKetiyfromwritingletter! for help or contacting what little her and restrained from speakingof certaintopics,including organizationi, of she recalled her Past. abuses for Marih 8, 1992: I wrote a pleadingletterto DHSto take accountability the pleading help' for letters of anOviotations rightsKeliywas 6nduring.I wrotenumerous and eflortsto obtainKelly'smuch-needed vigilantin my desperate and remained U,S. Senator from a supportive I deservedrehabiiitation. receiveda response legislature.Anangements to I broadenmy approach the Tennessee that recommending and legislature were madefor me to "p""r "" an invitedguestbeforethe Tennessee Grunow' Services, of of thenCommissioner the Department Human

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she and withDr. Mitchell, subsequently an July 1992: Kellywas finallyin therapy with his M S.W.asso session permitted weeklyviiit in our'familytherapy" i weie to Mr.Neiswender.Kellyand I were permitted talk for the first time in two years. that to and fear expressed of Dr. Mitchell, explained Neiswender she immediately o< foster"mother," problems with her assigned witr oroblems me, but had horrible woreoccultjewelry fear Thurmond.Kellybeganexpressing and anxiety, if,telissa "futtmoon"campfirerituals/parties, readoccul and prouid.dby Melissa,spoXeo1 to to it iiterature. was apparent me that Kellywas againbeingsubjected occulttri

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causedher Thurmond Melissa through occultinvolvement August1992: Kelly's dumped violent.Melissathenliterally and become into swiich an orcult persona on andher few belongings the streetcurb nearthe YWCA and notifiedDHS. Kel wher this behavior, timeat Vanderbilt aglin institutionalizeO tor homicidal/suicidal "on"her. OmniVision wouldbe working Mitchell Dr. William anJ Nurcum Barry "fit Kellywas no longer for their program'and withdrewfrom her case determined DHSin full control. leaving

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and by Earlyseptember 1992: I had beenforewarned knowledgeable coopera of section Vand that the Psychiatric community of members the U.s. Intelligence tha to subcontracted the samecorruptfactionof the U.S. Government university to Kelly. I was courtorderedto attendfamilysessionat Vanderb immense threat that experienced/witnessed- Kelly'smindand life were in gravedangerthere. I w that furtherinformecl an attemptwas beingmadeto silenceKellythroughclassifi to Ultramindcontrolmeans,and to expectthat she may be re-programmed requ to access her abusers.

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prepared october 1992: I had beensufficiently "why to dealwith the traumaof seein any rn flashes don'tI havememory programmed. askedme She negatively the who was supervising andsaidinat she wantedto see Cox. Mr. Neiswender, anything- goodor bad- aboutcox. She rep askedKellyif she couldremember ,,No." I reminded howour braincompartmentalizes toc of memory trauma her so this and to horrible comprehend, askedif, perhaps, was why she had no memor The logicrestoredher controlover her own mind,withoutmy havingtriggeredm failure. Instead,Kellydecidedthat she I whichLuld have resultedin respiratory abouther pastwt notsee cox afterall, then told me that all she could remember


fell literally off his chairwith surprise,and told Kellyto tell Dr. Mitchell Mr. Neiswender in specificclA codesand operations the aboutthis that evening. Kellyhad remembered and told and wellasteing in and out of the pentagon WhiteHouse, as C"riOU""n, GeorgeBush' involving sexualdetails exohcit a underwent battleof Late october 1992: Courtrecordsshowthat Vanderbilt ties. I do not knowwho was on which side, "ri"gi""*" betweenKellyand government "harmonics'in an effortto make her forgetwhat iubjecied to butkelly was reportedly and Vanderbilt, Mr' to I remembered. was forbidden see Kellyany more-at ine naO;ust onlyto find and lwent to see Dr. Mitchell Dr' Nurcum immediately. Neiswenber'retired" doorsand sealedliPs. locked I that information had released Duringthis same periodof time, I was informed our was greatlyendangering p"rt"l"ning the NorthAmericanFreetradeAgreement to I paiicutarlyas this was an eleclionyear. The NAFTAinformation had tied directly iiues, of Busfrandmy own memories his brutalsexualabuseof Kelly. I had to George were and arrangements activities, of furtherproof/conoboration his pedophile obtained as information well as a speakingcircuitwhereby of tor maOe vast dissemination "silencing' eitherof us wouldonlyproveus credible' in trips to Nashville october, duringthe most important GeorgeBushmadefive separate publicized' are but mostof whichwere not nationally campaign, time ;f his re-election welldocumented. programming that l was told that the brainstem scaningdamagedone by the harmonics treatedand reversedif she be enduredduringthis time coutO effectively Kellyreportedly immediately' rehabilitation was transfenedto qualified November5, 1992: Mark Phillipsand I spokebeforea largegroupof stateand federal Texasto releasemy well documented personnel outsideHouston, law enforcement a NAFTAinformation, meetingwhich may well have savedour lives of ACCT,took over management January 5, 1993: A new oversightorganization, Hospitalin Memph6' She was transfenJdto CharterLakesidePsychiatric Kelly's&se. any contact. lt had beenover four monthssince withoutmy beingpermitted Tennessee t tastsaw her at Vand'erbilt.I was grantedtherightto attendan ACCT meeting'and drawn up by AGCT supervisors.The papenrvork was allowedsomeinputOyone of i-heir now meets statesthat Kelly,alwaysan A-B studentwith far aboveaverageintelligence, "her brainwas allegedly damaged" as for certification leamingdisabledsince the criteria hospital. at Vanderbilt of call telephone from Kellyunderthe direction March 11, 1993: I receiveda supervised her new ih"rte, Lakesidesocialworker,AbbotJordan. This was my first time to speak *ith t", sincethe incidentat Vanderbilt.Kellyoied and told me that when she reported and Bush),he forcedher to what she had recalled(aboutclA operations to Dr. Mitchell

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"oppositional". NowKellyis diagnosed who could blameher? she is not at ail the samechildthat I knew-and I knew every personality fragmentand facet of her. Al knowsis that her conscious focus has beenerodedand that she is in desperate ne specialized, qualified rehabilitation. always, assureher'lt's not overiill we *,r As I

March 17, 1993: I had been repeatedly deniedmy rightto testifyin court. A motio pending, filedby cox's attomey and charging that I shouldpaychildsupport fromil $3000in back childsupportthat was awardedme throughotn circuit iourt. The AssislantDistrictAttorney,scott Rosenburg*, testifiedthat this was not legal,and I the $3000had alreadybeenspentobtaining furtherevidences Kelly's&se. Th for "Lawsdo Judgesaid, not applyin thiscasefor reasons National of seturity,', tl and pay should childsupport unless therewas a reason why I shouldnotwork.-dox's .spentth attorney Anderson Bob shouted that I shouldspendtimein jail for having money'(which,in fact, I neversaw). I was not permitted testifythat due io threa to mylifeand establish routine a underour circumstances. Marth 17, 1993, on Judg shookhoff ruledthat I shouldpay $25 a weekfor childsupport, retroactive Janu to 1993.

lwas advised thatthis ruling(because had no way of paying) I couldquickly resulti termination all parentalrights(as if I have any) and jail time for contempufailure of t, pay

April {, 1993: I spokewith Kelly,who still has no turthermemoryof her past and h beenseen by her court appointed physician charter Lakesidebnlyone time. w€ at waitingon his determination Kellyrequiresqualifiedrehabilitation classified that for abuses.


pf S e p t e m b e r 1 9 9 5 : M a r k a n d I h a d o u r w e | | d o c u m e n t e d b o o k e n t i t l e d T are inG E whichR A N graphic details withirrefutable complete kr Formationof Americapublished, themse|vesevidencetop,esenttoCongress,a|lfactionsof|awenforcementincluding and mediagroups'national D ih; iBl CtA,DtA,DEA,TBl. NSA,etc.,attmajornews and Psychological Psychiatric bothAmerican ol humanngntsadvocaies, international to and more... no avail. TRANCE of instttute MentalHealth, the Associations, National c thoroughlyexposesmanyoftheperpe.TRA|ToRSandtheiragendarep|etewithnames' "whyhaven't beensued?"The obvious answeris that the we a the whichraises questron of justice to ,,national + to act; tnat continues blockour access all avenues secunty same mindcontrol bringing frominevitably atsofreventsthesecriminals a exposure and public we an courtprocedures' opportunity wouldwelcome' s to lijht through


Meanwhile'asreportedbybothAPAs,survivorsofU.S.Governmentsponsoredmind contro|begantosurfaceutt*,.o.'ournation.Thefirsttoencounterthevastnumberof and healthprofessionals, these and J iu*iuors iere lawenforcement mental are answers beingprovided In beganto ask questions. other.countries, professionals n MK in the reflecting CIA's involvement Projecl media, tess c somewhat contiolled through U|trahumanrightsatrocities.Ate|evisiondocumentaryentit|ed}9.s-telRoomaired c Orne' ltilartin Corp in thi springot tS!! ..O1 Broadcast by F acrossCanada the Canadian into M Mitchell D., Ph D who thrustKelry by Ooaited Dr William l an associate to Dr' Ewing (re: attempt p 14),is namedas an accomplice cover-up s Vanderbilt's "erperi'ments; Montreal, it Quebec. Additionally,shouldbe in MK Cameron,s Ultra which Association, Psychiatric *"nt on to foundthe American I knownthat Dr. Cameron hasheloedtomaintainAmerica'smenta|hea|thprofessioninthedarkagesof l control. information was a : in '1991 neworganization of sincethe release ourVictimof the systemtimeline I tormedbyconcerned,prominentpsychiatristsandpsychologistsentitled,Th.e to is societyto|.t-n"stuov of Dissociation.This organization dedicated International . (DlD)' Disorder ldentity of pr""tiit^L* worldwide Dissociative heatth mental informing (MPD)'whichis the basis Disorder Personality fvfuftiple termeO inappropriately formerly to as'the mind'ssanedefense trauma defined tor mini controt.DtD ii professionaliy toohorribletocomprenend,duetothee|aboratecopingmechanismof.thebrain's somewhat of memory abuseso the restof the mindcan function compartmentalizing memoryor " ;normally This compartmentalization resultsin what is knownas repressecl event. The victimcannotthinkto bringto a traumatic within enclosed amnesia em-otionally the abuse,leaving dissociative' mindthe incomprenensible conscious easily subconscious with suggeJtible the"chosen highly victim/survivorlJpersonatity shattered ones"for mind or primecandidates, become led. Hencethe reasonDIDvictims the as control, is/was casewith Kellyand me' the memory, survivormust learnof repressed ln orderto healfrom trauma-anchored I lnsioeout, not throughoutsideinput. As a recovered -s.urvivor, inui|.p".t from the Juvenilecourt JudgeAndy shookhoffwho this reiterated fact ."p""t"ov to T"nn"i""" (i.e and my conversations topicsof our past' ""n"oonip on Kelly's monitored imDosed


"president", "Bush',etc.). I present efforts, futureplans, and the words"mindcontrol", knew whalwas in Kelly's bestinterest, his ignorance glaring and was and obnoxious! December 1995:Afterthe publication subsequent public and release TRANCE, of forced outcry JudgeShookhoff lift hisfiveyeargag orderforbidding to Kellyoutside "farbe it for me 'violate mmmunications mail. He sarcastically to Kelly, and said your to Constitutional rights'," he mimicked publicplea. During samehearing,he as the the 'lt's also ordered Kellyto readTRANGE whichshe responded, my constitutional to right t0choose whatI read." Representativesattendance in fromJabneel, newly her assigned Knoxville Christian basedplacement, thenvoicedtheiropposition Judge to shookhoffs obvious lackof concern Kelly's for mental state. And whiletheyadmittedly didnotunderstand mindcontrol, theydid recognize glaring a cover-up vowedto and stand Kellyat all costs, And the costswere insurmountable. by July1997: The doorsof Jabneel wereclosedforever.Kellyrepo(s thata teamof federal officers flashingFBI identification, shackledsomeof the childrenfor transportto other facilities whileconfiscating records.Dueto the volatility Kelly's all of caseand circumstances, arrangements were immediately madeto transferher to relativesafety. "safehouse", From disorganized this Kelly was thrustintoa nonrestrictive, unstructured lifestyle highly detrimental herwell being. And pursuit her confiscated to of health and school recordsbeganin earnestand to no availthus far. Fall 1997:Afteryearsof conditioning through various institutional/warehouse placements instructing Kellyto "getalongwith her peers,"including gangmembers, satanists, violently the dangerous, mentally and disturbed, Kellyattended publichigh a school. dissociative Her mindwas highly suggestible vulnerable the samekindof and to "peers" had she beenforcedto get alongwith the previouseightyears. Her diagnosed DID rendered defenseless, her withoutconscious discemment, void of self awareness/self esteem,awareness that she was;/is subjectto reactivation program(s), of and dire needof understanding. Kellybegana downward in spiralfromwhich she has yet recover. to lwasblockedby the Stateof Tennessee, who still had custodyof Kelly,from having necessary contactwith schoolofficialsand/orguidancepersonnel.Their glaringlack of understanding Kelly'sconditionand plightwas compounded the fact that all of her of by past medical, mentalhealth,and schoolrecordswere beingwithheldby the FBI who had onfiscated them. Kellywas unableto providethe schoolwith pertinent information, of which was still dissociative to lack of therapy,and was subsequently she she due told could noUwould graduate not with her class unlessher recordswere provided. Weappealed the Tennessee to DHS,now re{itledthe TN. Department Children's of Services, relief. Instead,Kelly'sso-called for caseworker KatieFinneywho hao blatantly coveredup the realityof her needsfor years,was beingreplacedby a new case worker,Fred Polacek, whichdelayedresolution indefinitely.ln the meantime, Kelly's Tennessee state medicalinsurance failedto cover any and all needs,including hospitalizations, medication, and/ortherapy.To compound "felony,' this Kellywas told



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Spring1998:With no records provided reliefin sightthrough Stateof rennessee or the Kelly was againtordthat shewouldnot be abreto graduate wiih hercrass. Highry intelligentbut nonetheress , unabre focus,Kelry, to now 18,dropped of schoor out and again tookto the streetsout *"s "iin to dqr"".rs " handfur of ,Reaching to herphe,^ sand, and the tearsI shedweresharedby Keilywno,,couldn,t he[n", Ji. H", voiced fearsincruded she'courdn't that tiep witnthe program' (inai prieram??), and her"friends" discussed she were viorent saianiitsand drugdearers. Knowing roveis the mostpowerfur that hearing forcein the universe, maintained I communication KeilywhireMark,again,s-oridified with arrangement" "noi" to have o# hertechnologicaily deprogrammed hopesshe courcr in eventuaily in contror her be of disappeared the mostinopportune at 9wnmild Kellycontinuousry momenis.Even social security was wiiling proceed with an appear hercase,if onryKerty on courd lo show for an appointment legalprocedures up as demand.Thosearmed witn govemment insider intelligence poisedand readyto helpKellyrecover mind, her became moreand morewaryol'theappareni "o'u"|.a" influence her mindwhilein the on custody the Stateof Tennessee. of Liveswereat risk. Livesof someindividuals known to Markwere lost and subsequenfly, 'secret mentar the hearthrecovery partialy team,, disbanded moved and theirremaining operations another to country. summer1998:Distrauoht events,my own conflict with with roveand rogicbetween Kelly and reached ovenivherming proportions. pranned/fantasized 1er programmlng ways whisk her awavto safetywhirethe crA 'iorchestrated I to p"F;i"d; warfare rntensified us all. The political on voratiritv our-cJuntry oi couldpotentially increase w1h theinternationar ramifications human,igrtt"i;"u"" instigated her pright of by and the proven factscontained withinTRANCE. iwas tordonce againthat our riveswere in grave with Jeoparcly, no chTT of survivar any of us if iefiy "no ir"rnitJ, due for to her adrye plggrmming. (Thehighrech manipuration ot orainwavls t,"t i"irv i^oured on N|9l and militaryinJtailations ouringthe earry1980,sis as fresh'today when Y**: instilled as t was And technology advance-d yearssincethen with has light the utilization ofcomputerization.) riving This nightmar" *rrJi;i ou"rpower rove, whichtuereo my determinationensureKelly's to mental and physical freedom, whelherit woulcl withor be without me. Years physicalseparation of only strengthened bonct the betweenus. Kellyand I share a profound depthof communication beyind the usuarmother-daughter rerationship. Knowing and what we have experienced who together,in additionto what we are Kellysometimes e^presseJa basicunderstandinj;id;,.'' !0 9y1ent]V against, appreciation our rerentress for efforts. Her own iniilrrt rntorn" "*." irghd lvoveo,

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The primary key to our survival is attributable to the vast and disseminationof corroborated, detailed testimony. For five consecuti beginning in 1988, we personally presentedtestimony and supporting in evidencesto all applicablecounty, state, and federallaw enfbiceme-nta This same testimgny was hand ilelivered by a sympathetic U.S. Cong from Tennessee,Bob Clement, to all conceined Wa-shineton.D.C. eov -of agencies,__and-to cerlain members of the U.S. House fiepresen-ta ,,goodguys Senate. We did not discriminate_between or bad^guys"-received the samevoluminous packet. The.responses we eventually received were bland form letters and/or to our lives and liberty. The threats were verbally delivered by local of1 law enforcement agenciesin Nashville, Tennessee. These threats. wt were "hollow" due to the large number of people we had notified who I we could only be credible if we were murd-ered. This is a normal response that we bet would protect our lives. It did and we won tl round. information for insuring our survival . Secondary to dis-seminating determine once and for all, if, in fact, our constitutional system of iusl actually collapsed. The bitter truth revealed through thi's five veir r proved justice is no longer available when the Nationa-isecurity lcl is in a . The_following list of individuals and organizations repres'ents frar the total number we contactedwith testimoni. w" left no^stoneunturne we were stonewalledFor ReasonsOf National Security.

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NATIONAL/INTERNATIONAL: SenateSelect Committee on Ethicr Council, Wilson Abney; Amnesty International Editor Ron Lajoie; I Investigative Service Counterintelligence Security, Maynard C. An secretary of StateJamesBaker III; pErmanentSelecf com'mittee on Intel U.S. Colgressman Doug Bereuter; U.S. CongressmanDavid E. Boino SenatorDavid L. Boren; B.C.C.L Investigat6rJack Blum; president presidentJimmy of lush; Directol U$_ Qepartment JusticeJaneBurnely; Chairmanof the National. SecurityCouncil; Secretary DefenseDick-( of Government Accountability Project Executive Diiector Louis Clark Congressm-an Bob Clementi Senqte Select Committee on Intelligenc Senator William S. Cohen; U.S. CongressmanI-arry Combest; H.-Ros c/o Ms. Barbara Connelly; U.S. Cbngressman Bud Cram6r; U.S. C^rftnft Investiga4on Command Major GeneralEugene R. Crom'artie; I of White House CorrespondentsAisociation; CitiZens for Decency'T I-aw, Inc.; National Federation for Decency; public Affairs Section !_eltagon; US. Senator Robert Dole; U.S. eongressman Ronald V. D, 9.S. 4.Ty Criminal Investigations Division Jim Dibble; Air Force Br General Francis R. Dillon; U.S. Senator Albert Gore: C.I.A. Director Director National SecurityAgency; U.S. SenatorBob'Dole; U.S. Sena Domenici; Assistant U.S. Attorney General, Civil Rights-Division, J Dunne; Mr. Louis H. Dupart of P-ermanent Select Corimittee on Iniell U.S. Arms Control and Disarmament Agency, Intelligence Division o DepartmentMr. Manfred Elmer; U.S. Armv'Criminal=Investieations D -Mr. Colonel Terry Frey; Justice Department eocaine Division Cha Gutensohn; Justice Department Community Relations Ms. Grace


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Resident Agent in Charge Ed Walker, Special Agent Inu Bock; U'S' CUSTOMS Internal Affairi Director Ken McMillan' - - -CftirU.a deep into the polished granite stone walls of the entrance to the "The Price for U.S. OJpartmen'tof Justice^inWashi-ngton,D.C. are the words our.belief that all Eternal Vigilance". Thii statement s_upports F;""d;r'i, -her allies must be aware thtl this particular criminal patriots and ffiericarr activity is 6eing protectedFor ReasonsOf National Security.


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INDEX ral A Critiquc of America 2000 An Mucational Straegy by Kathi Simonds175 Game 99, 120, A Most Dangerous t53, t94 AboutFaces L65 Ackerman, Gary 124, 125, 128 drug network 124 Syndrome124 Ackerman Advertising manipulation5 aspsychological and suggestibility mind control 5 Afghanistan146 Fighters 165 AfghanyFreedom Air Supply ect crypticNASA/Proj Monarch recordings134 theme Air-Waterprograms90 Albright,Madeleine 130 176, 178 Enterprises124 Alex Houston I-amar 179,180,181 Alexander, ritual 179 satanic perversions179 sexual 85,92, 137, Alicein Wonderland l5't, r& programming NASA mirror-theme 124,198,208 Alien dimension174 visualtraumas 166 theme Alive, by Pier PaulReed 100 "America2000' 175 Association Psychiatric American 198 misinformation regimefor dissociative no therapy disorders27 Association Psychological American andMPD 27 Air Andrews ForceBase 163 races of Annihilation underprivileged throughgenocide andcultures Byrd'splan 119 Senator techniques4 Applied brainwashing 111, Aquino,Lt. Col. Michael 1 1 6 , 1 8 ,1 4 9 ,l 5 r , 1 6 6 , 1 7 0 , 1 198 neoabuse, child ritual and sexual of Nazi,Temple Set 111 warfare 129 psychological of abuse Kelly 113 sexual and tortures programming112 criminalactivities 152 Arkansas Atwater,l-e l7O mental"alarmclocks" 121 Automatic Ear Baby's Shell 146,L48,149 reading 168 Backwards Bankof CreditandCommerce (B.C.C.I) 148, Intemational 215 R.C. 109 Bannon, 114,151 Baphomet Air Barksdale Force Base 105 "Baseball Mind Computer" personality programmed fragment129,199 Baum,Frank,authorof TheWizard of Oz lI4 Bennet, leff 29 Blll 172, 176, l8I Bennett, Grove 172 Bohemian Drug Czar, Secretary, Education Book of Vinues I72 programmer, 172 mind-control perversion173 sexual hb 172,176 B€nnett, Triangle 125 Bermuda


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Bush, George 156, 157, 163, l7O, 178, 186, 194,195,215-217, 223 claims to be an alien 166 "Eye in the Sky" 218 heroin, drug of choice 163, 196 illusions hologram 166 message PresidentSalinas 162 to pedophile perversions 158 rationalizations 161 Bush, George Ir. 194, 196-197, 199, 206 Busto, Josd 122, 137, I42, 150 Byrd, RobertC. 91-103, ll0-111, ll7, 122, 126, 132, 139, 143, 160-164,172,208-209,222 and Jos6Busto 137 assaultson Kelly and Cathy 113 book on Constitution 207 Cathy's dedication to him at age 13 91 fiddle playing 100 Jesuit College programming center ll3,172 kinky torture 93 KKK affiliation 113 long-windedrecitations 118 manipulation of federal hnancing 174 motto 119 near-deathtortures 9L neo-Nazi principles 118 ownerof BarbaraMandrell 110 owner of Loretta Lynn I25 programming by-passed 129 rationalizations 119 sexual abuseof Kelly 113 spin programming 113 Byrd's "own little witch" (sex slave)



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Near-Death TraumaCenters l 152 occultresearch 4 operationsl4O, L49, lS4 operatives l42,2Il slavetrade13 underworldfunding operation War on Drugs 118 Chain-of-command 128 Charneleon, William Diehl l( by 188. 192 "Charm School" ll5, lI7 164,i animals'6 Dick 99, I3O,I3Z,133 Cheney, I36,142-L46,157,158, LC l7l, 176,195,196,Zl5, z A Most Dangerous Game 99 brutalityandhigh voltagetortr 100 hourglass146, 195 Operation CarrierPigeon 137 "Chosen One" 87, 103, 105, 10 167 programming14 Christian-based Christianministries usedfor drug muling 168 Churchof Jesus Christof Iatter I Saints andCox 104 ChurchofScientology behavior modification27 denounciation ofmental health L. Ron Hubbard 27 Cindcrelta 85,92,201 Clement, bb 225 Clinlon, Bill 152, 153 adeptat mind-control accessI BandH 155 bisexuality 154 Bohemian Grove 170


cocaine 153, 154 with Johnston cocaineconnection andCox 107 election 161 Clinton,Hillary 155 model 209 Cloning of a Presidential CoastGuarddrug shipments90 Cocainedistribution 128, 154 dealswith Noriega 140 Cox and Clinlon connection 107 Compu-Kids(CIA Project) 167 Intelligence Permanent Congressional 114 Committee Constitution 172 reinstatement 31, 80 of Aid 141 Contra Contra-bution127, 145, 150 Contras135,147 Relations152 Council Foreign on Countrymusicindustry 142 drug operations122 Missouri 114 to transfer Branson. Cox, Wayne 101,108,110,111 rituals 18 andsatanic and witchcraft 103 with association Byrd 101 Biblical justifications 104 103,110 bodyparts business cannibalism103 cocaine distribution 103, 106 gun running 106 M.O. formurder 103 marriageto Cathy 102 murdercommittedat Union Station 101 occult serialkillings 107 programmed Kelly to die 23 programming 104 Crabtree, Chuck 29 "GunBan"Bud 29. 114 Crammer.

Alan 166 Cranston, House 30 CrockeUCumberland 113, Cross-programming 116 Crowell,Frank 29 scrambling195 Cryptoamnesia Cults to connection governmentmind-control sponsored research4 definition 4 destructive 4 Dant6, Michael (akaMichael Viti) 127,193,199,2W,218 blackmailporn 169 for Chief Pornographer Reagan 127 (Mexico) De la Madrid, President 130,161,199,201,205,207, 2@,215,217,219 andlizards 210 Dean,Jimmy 114 show 109 television 194 Deathandinsanityprogramming Death'sDoor programming93 programming 170 Death-state Intelligence Agency'sPsyDefense chologicalWarfareDivision @syOps) llf Delaney, Dennis,CIA operative97 possession 164 Demonic Demont,Mark 18 29 DepartmentofDefense@oD) and Ampex Corporation, 9 secretresearch27 21 Deprogrammers Deprogramming Cathy 222 of "Designer" drugs,ClA-manufactured 116 DIAiCIA Operations andHabib 136






camPground123 DiamondCaverns "Diamond theRough" 125 in signify'Presidential Diamonds, Model" role 135 Dieh, William, CIA oPerative93 DisneyClassics84, 85 IdentityDisorder@ID) Dissociative akaMultiple PersonalityDisorder (MD) 25 description 86 95,129,199 Dodgers mind controlld 129 RePublic141,189 Dominican 93, Doublebind hypnoticpersuasion ll4 AgencY(DEA) Drug Enforcement t42 117 Drug muletransactions Drug Wars 215 Drug cartels 162 Duvalier, BabyDoc 122, 189 "Ecstasy"138 Ftlucatingforthc NewWorMOrder by B.K. Eakman 175 2OO0172,174 Education agenda175 Electroniccaninebark collar 116 Elemer lW,167 Emeralds,signifYOz-Programmed drug business135 or Enterlainers,CIA operators slaves t22 Erickson,Dr. Milton 21 Ericksontechnique 22 "Eyein theSkY" ll7, I20, t49, 174,L95,212 Ezell, Bob, murdercover-uP 102 "FaceChanging" exhibit 164 tale themes 84 Fairy

FalseMemory Foundation(FMF) lobby grouP 27 Don 87-89,172 Father Faux necrophilia 170 First holy communion87 Flight simulators112 Flynt, Larry 111 CIA, Vatican,Mafia connections LA Hustlerpublisher 111 pornography116 130 WhiteHousePornograPher Ford, Gerald(akaIrslie LYnch) 85, 89,90, 96,126,128,L47,r70 asPresident 96 Mafia porn king 82 Fort CamPbell111,112 Fort GeorgeMeade 26 Fort McClellen 112 Franklin Cover-uPcase 149 nFree trade"of drugs,children,and 160, pornograPhY 161,203, 206 Train 93, lO4, 126, 147, Freedom 156 slaves 127 Fusion, stateof recoveryand CathY 25 Geneticmind-controlstudies 82 Cast-awaY' Genie-in-the-Bottle' 143 OPeration programming216 H.B. 154 Gibson, 183 2W 173-175, GlobalEducation "God'sOrders" 168 Flight Center 208 GoddardSPace 'GoldenRule" ala BYrd 160 Jack,CIA oPerative101' Greene, 109 I-er 152,153,170 Greenwood,


"Grover" 172 Guidedimagery 20 And Pokey 92,167 Gumby Habib,Philip 134-139, 195,216 Hands-On Mind-Control Demonstrations 130-133. 150 Handwriting analysis 128 Harmonically tuned voices 122 Harmonicsprogrammingoperation

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Hanrard MK-Ultra training course 83 Hassen,Steve 22 Helms, Jesse77 HendersonvilleLord's Chapel 180 HendersonvilleMormon "food storage" Bishop's Warehouse for drugs 123 High voltage and torture 98, lI2,

116, r33,r44,158,163, 186, 220
memorycompartmentalization 96 guns 111 stun Hinkley,John 3 HomingPigeon 142 Hotel Caffirnia 20L Houston, Alex I 10, 149 153, 157 , , l&, 167,179,197,2r9, 222 andNoriega 145 blackmailfrle 136 BoysTown "vacationn15 capacitor distributing business 218 security check 12 Chinese covert government operations 109 collusion with WayneCox 23 crimes.CIA affrliations 12 drugsandmoneylaundering operations 110 first meeting with Mark 10

servedwith divorcepapers 15 slave-driving work orders 121 Swiss Villa 119 termination joint venturewith of Mark 13 ventriloquist "Alex and act Elemer" ll2 weddingto Cathy 111 youngest daughter, Bonnie 180 How To Createa Sex Slavevideo 126 NASA produced 112 How To Divide a Personalin video 126 Hubbard,L. Ron andU.S. Navy Intelligence27 Humansuggestibility controlof and the mind legalimplications5 Hummingtelegram 147 Hunt, Linda Agenda 28 authorof ,Secret Huntsville,Alabama NASA drug of choice,"Train-quility" 174 "law NASA/DIA/CIA-appointed enforcement" officers 169 Pentagon blackbudget,mind control, and pornography 28 programming153 magazine 111,114,130 Hypno-sleep deathprogramming 23 Hypnoticandharmonic reprogramming 199 98, I Drearn Of Jeannie 92 I'll Be Watching You I20, L74 Incest 91 "Inner-dimensional " Catholic programmed personalities118 Intergalactictravel 105



Internal electricprod 132 Iran-Contra l4L,145 h.q, chemical warfarecapabilities 217 Island theBlueDolphins 85 of Iacobson, Steven afihorof Mind Cowrol in America 5 Iamaican criminaloperations141 Jesuit ascen-sion/dissensionsymbol 184 -basedprogramming ll8,172, 175,189 hand signals crypticlanguage and 107 "Order the Rose" sexslave of model 176 spooks 184,191 Johnston,Bennett 106, I25 J. alien theme mindconditioning 107 paramilitary mercenary operations 101 "Peter Pan"theme programming 104 Jones, (heroof Cox) 104 Jim Jonestown massacre 3 andCIA 104 Jordan, Kelly 30 Juarez bordercocaine,heroin, and whiteslavery route 199 Iustice Department164 Kamats, Georgel8 Kelly79, 103, 108, IlO, 134, 146, 148,157,158,164,16g,196, 206,207,212-215,2I8,220, 223,224 Michael and Aquino 112 and Wayne Cox 16 asthma condition 18, 23 from escape Houston 14,220

mind-controlabuse 76 Kennedy motto 85 KennedySpace Center 100 KentuckyValley Instituteof Psychiatry ry.I.P.) andKelly 25, 29 Key West, Florida, NCL port of call 123 "Keysto theKingdom' 89, 118, l9O,192 KingFahdofSaudiArabia130,139, 140,195,215,216 Contra aid 141 "Kitten" 127 Kristopherson, Kris 118, 120 Vatican-based Project Monarch slaverunner 117 Kroger,Dr. William S. authorof Clinicaland Experimental Hypnosis2I, Missouri CIA cocaine operations156 I:Sorda, Tommy 95, 128, I29, 199, 2N Leahy,Patrick 2ll 2I3 needle Cathy'seye 2L3 in pedophile 212 torture lab 213 I-egalloop holesfor criminals mind-control employing techniques5 Lindroth,Lloyd CIA operative 180 Little I-earners Day CareCenter167 Lizard aliens210 breeding machine209 of Ahs 207 themes210 LL Bean,appeared be a CIA front to 2II


Lucas,George, NASA/NSAoperative 165 Lucifarianreligions 4 Lynn, Loretta 124, 134 Mac (Maclaughlin),Reggie 112, L34 MacDill Air Force Base 149 high+echmind-control conditioning facility 98 MacFadden Agency 112 Mackinac Island 89, L77, 182 Mafia 128 and Reagan204 baseballigging 129 Majors,Audie 29 Mandrell,Barbara car accident 180 government sponsored mindcontrolled slave 109 Mandrell,Irby sexual abuse his daughters109 of Mandrell,I-ouise 183 mind-controlled slave 109 Mandrellsisters 168, 180 ownedby Senator Byrd 109 (idol of Cox) 104 Manson,Charles "Marching Missouri" 114 to Massgenocide171 Meadows, Hal 153 Mellon, "Governor" 115 Memory compartments akamultiplepersonalities 96 83, Mentalhealthprofession an oxymoron 26 ignorance mind control 26 of targetfor destruction 27 Mercenary operations/assignments 106 Mexico 2L7 economv 160

Michiganorganized crime, drugsand pornography operation 147 Military mind control 112 Millennium'sendbringsbizarre human behavior 4 Miller, Mickey, HomicideCaptain deaththreatsto Mark 30 MilwaukzeClipper drug shipments 90 Mind control 13,173 absence listing in reference of works 3 absolute temporary 5 vs aka informationcontrol 3 andJonestown, SirhanSirhan,Lee HarveyOswald,etc. 3 andthelaw 5 programming111 behavior engineering112 government cover-ups5 information dissemination campaign30 parameters 5 of powerbasisfor abuse4 research nationalsecurity and secrets27 soft 3, 5 trauma-based 5 vs. "brainwashing" 3 Mind controlin America,by Steven Iacobson 5 Mind-controlled players 129 baseball military robots 194 sexslaveotrance-sport operations" 207 Mind manipulation the masses160 of Mirror-reversal. interdimensional. Air-Watei mind-control theme 122


(JesuitMercenaries) Missionaries 187 MK-Ultra ProjectMonarch andKelly 76 Mob(Mafia) 148 Money laundering operations110 Monroe, Marilyn 153 Model 118 first Presidential "Reverend" Billy Roy 168 Moore, Mormon by conversion Cathy 104 119 Mount Shasta Multiple Personality MPD(see Disorder) 157, 167 Neighborhood Mr. Rogers' Mulroney, Brian 130,176,179,182 PoliceForce 119 Multi-Jurisdictional in 194 based Mt. Shasta Multigenerational sexual abuse81, 82 Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD) 81,164 ndKelly 24 description86 Muskegon CatholicCentralHigh School94, 100 programmed manufactured athletes 95 Myers, Ray 10, 13 National Aeronautics Space and (NASA) 9, 29, Administration 90,117,219 Cape Canavaral130 drug, Tranquility ClA-designer 209,212 City,USA (Huntsville,Alabama) 183 with cooperation Byrd 112 electronic drug mind-control and devices158

Goddard SpaceFlight Center mind-control lab I74 Goldstar multiscreen monitors 219 hypnotic conditioning 139 involvement in mind-control atrocities 166 Kennedy Space Center mind-control testing and programming 103 pornography 112 programmed slaves 209 programming 100, 112, 150 Nashville, Tennessee 100 Mayor Richard Fulton 142 Sheriff Fate Thomas 142 National Association of Child Advocates 29 National media information management 3 "National security" cover for criminal activity 1, 3, 5,

16,22, 25, 27, 31,223 Act NationalSecurity of 1947 6,26, 77,224,225 Amendment79 and 1984Reagan repealof 5 NationalSecurityAgency and mind-controlcover-up 5 research15 Nazi mind-control room 171 Necrophilia escape180 Nelson,Mike, attempted NeverEnding Story 165 106 timelessness Never-Never-I:nd 119,154,156, NewWorld Order 158,160,177,178,r84, r92, 20r,2r7,223 of Hitler 78 Pope,MormonProphet 119 Newsmedia manipulation 4 mass-mind


Reed,Jerry 31 daughter, SeidinanDina",mindcontrolvictim 31 Religion usedfor mind-control 129 Religious cults 4 Religious fanaticism 168 Repressed memory 27 psychology83, 92 Reverse Ridingthelight 105-108 Riley, Ken 124 Rite to Remain Silent 87-89,105, ll8, r72 Rorick, David akaDaveRoe 31 Rosenburg, Scot,District Attorney 77 Ross,Billy 77 Bill 30 Rosycross 87-88,172 Rubies,signifyOz-programmed personality135 prostitution Running bases132 Ryan,Nolan 199 sex Sadistic 111 Salinas Gortari,Carlos,Vice de Mexico 159.161Presidentof

reversals 83 Satanic 4, Satanism 95 Arabia 217 Saudi armof U.S. 215 (seeKing Fahd) slavetradeof U.S. children 205 weapons, drugs,childrentrade 215 Scheflin,Alan of authorof "Freedom Thoughtas InternationalHuman an RightsIssue' 77 27 Scientologists

(seeChurchof Scientology) Sea-Bird122,175 Secret Agendn,by Linda Hunt 28 20 Self-hypnosis AppropriationsCommittee Senate 160 andByrd 112 tanks 112 Sensory deprivation Serial killers 4 ritual Sex,blood, andcannibalism 101 113 Sexprogramming Sexual child abusers4 Govemment78 Shadow paramilitary projects 119 Dr.I-orie 24 Shepherd, "Shoe booth 179,182 Shine" 149,l5l Allen 145-146, Simpson, Singer,Dr.Margaret 22 Sirhan,Sirhan 3 (of Sislers Cathy) Kelli Io 148,167 Kimmy 148,167 Slavetrade andCIA 13 Sleep,food, and water deprivation 1 9 8 ,1 1 2 , 1 6 Small,SmallWorld, Disneymind-control developed program 177 Snufffrlm 205,219 in Somcwhere Time 219 robotic soldiers Specialforces-trained 119 slave Arlen, mind-controlled Spector, owner 116,176 Steven 165 Sperlberg, "Spin'programming 113 St. Francisof AssisiChurchin Michigan 87 Muskegon, 264

andGuy VanderJagt84 StarWars 165 "StarWars" electromagnetic mind119 controlequipment Fair in WestVirginia 113 State StinupCay 140,142 Syndrome20 Stockholm Stockyard 142 1 1 S t u n g u n 1 4 , 1 8 ,1 3 1 "Superior race"of ProjectMonarch slaves111. mind-controlled 119 Jimmy 168 Swaggart, Villa ll9, 123,152 Swiss Magazine Civia, People Tamarkin, reporter 22 mother)81, Tanis, Carol(Cathy's 98,167 of Temple Set 198 Violent CrimesClaims Tennessee Commission24 of Teton Mountains Wyoming 97 FatherJames84 Thaylen, TheBirds 92 19 rulesfor deprogramming Therapy L20, Dick 115-116, Thornburgh, 128,176 fan baseball 128 and cocaine pornography distribution 128 128 Project/sports Monarch Thoughtreform 4 Through Looking Glass 137 thz "Thrownfrom theFreedom train" 193 Time, to a mind-controlledslave 220 TinkerAir ForceBase 105, 117 covertoperations 107 "Tinkerwith time" 105 Tinker-belle 106

cage 106 conditioning 117 thememind manipulation106 Top secretpsychiatricexperiment involvingbrain damage26 Torture chamber "Charm School" 116 Traficant,Jim (Lurch) 116, I20, 128 "Charm School" 115 "Trained"mind-controlled slave 181 Tranquility drug 209 travel 105, 174 Trans-dimensional Trauma 116 -based behaviormodification 4 glassdisplay Triangular Grove at of perversion Bohemian 17l Triple bind lock in 175 Pierre 89, 108 Trudeau, films 91 bestiality to the Vatican 89 loyalty pedophile 90 Dum 136DeeandTweedle Tweedle 137 "U.N.DERGROUND" Grove 171 Bohemian at U.S. Army Reservation Presidio 198 U.S. criminalcovertactivities 145 U.S. Government andCatholicChurch 94 and CIA cocaine heroin and distributionoPerations projects 119 mind-control and mind-controlresearch 109 development mind-controlledslavesand handlers168 cocaineoperations 106 sanctioned relations 161 U.S.-Mexican


WhiteHouse 130 (of Pornographer Uncles Cathy) white Rabbit 21,6 Tanis 82 Arthur"Bomber" WhiteSands MissileBase 2I3 Bob 82,87,97, 167 Whitley, Keith Ted 82,86 murderof 180 Bedtime Stories 127 UncleRonnie's Witch's face lI4 Unhypnosis 19 Wizard Oz 84-85, 714,126, 91, of UnionStation 223 murder railroad transient 101 of programming92 theme Uniphayse 10,218 Tin Manprogramming 131 Nations United Wonderland Wafer 138,196 Catholic coalition 192 grid 108,213 Woodpecker Talent I12 United WorldVision l7I,I87-79I Vaginal mutilation 205,209 description 192 Aquino 111 andByrd and Yale's Valenti. Jack 204 SkullandBones I52 Van 90 YellowBrickRoad 95,97,99,147 Vandenburg, Grandpa Center 9 94,96, Yerkes Primate VanderJagt, Guy 85,87-91, William 10,11 Yoon, 100, 128,I57,I72,2I5 YouAre WhatYouRead prostitution 84 to programming 165,I88,202, Intelligence of Jesuits arm Vatican's 270 in MexicoandNicaragua 184 Youngstown, "Charm Ohio School" Vesbit, Father 97 ll5,127 Virtualreality II2 Zerilla, Jim 128 and Vsual acuity MPD/DID 83 VowofSilence 88,188 Walker, Jimmy LII,169 Waron Drugs 123 Warner-Robbins Force Air Base r23.742 "Wash mindfreeof memory" 96 the Washington, NASA D.C. programming center 180 West, Jolyn MK-Ultra 22 andCIA, Project West Fair MrginiaState prostitution Byrd II2 to West Virginia's Jesuit College Friar 113 ByrdasHead mind-control Whales dolphins and theme I22


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