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But I'm too far away from you.... To know my identity.... Would be a dismay.... But this is reality.... You'll know me someday.... I'm not a stranger.... Nor a bad person.... So don't be afraid.... That's all for now..... I'll send you more.... And that's my vow.... Accept it, though unsure.... I'll await your reply, No matter what happens, Address me as lynx, a constellation from the sky. 12-12-09 You look good on purple Made your beauty double But I didn't see your smile today The pure smile, I long everyday I was envious of the gifts you gave Wishing that I received one too But I realize that I'm save Cause, I'm happy enough to see you -12-13-09 How was your day? Hoping it was fine I wish, so was mine, Cause I didn't see you today I have nothing to worry about For tomorrow will be happy Because I have no doubt, I'll see your unique beauty 12-14-09 I only saw a glimpse of your face For you're reading a book So thick, I cannot gaze at your amazing look I did not see you smile nor laugh
I know that I'm not someone you can trust but I can feel the sadness on your behalf Being unhelpful makes me feel smaller than dust If I'm upsetting or scaring you I'm sorry, but I have to do this In order to attain eternal bliss by expressing the feeling that is true 12-15-09 Finally, I saw you laugh and hyper Because of that I already felt better But one thing is still bugging me You'll know my real identity sooner I realized that I have to tell the truth Someway, somehow, You'll have to know me So that you can tell how honest I can be You can ask me anything like a sleuth The date will be three days from today Yes, It will be after the last Cantata I'll approach you after we're out, anyway Please do not be afraid, dearest Sarah 12-16-09 The day you'll know me is fast approaching I finally decided that I'll tell what I'm feeling I hope you'll understand what I'll be saying Because that's the truth, I have been hiding Once again, Please don't be afraid I have no means of harming you Because everything I'll tell is true Sincere, like everything I portrayed I have to tell you before Christmas Lying to you, I can't stand to prolong It hurts my heart like a shard of glass
yet happy in this empty space Sadly. my identity will be told Please wait and I'll approach you. I have no clue I wish I was there. always in exile I'm just a nobody.And lying will not make me strong It will only wound me as time pass And prove whatever I said was wrong Adorable and dearest Sarah. and soon will depart I hope someone will come. To you. close to you But I'm afraid I'll get a "shoo" I'm not even sure if you're reading these emails But I understand. I'm here alone in my bedroom Sitting here feeling last night's gloom 12-17-09 Our performance is really something to behold Because I didn't see you after the first Cantata Tomorrow is the day. I'm away. hidden from your sight One day. I won't pursue Even it will hurt.to hold it tight I can no longer lie. all alone in my bedroom Feeling nervous. so I will pause for a while What am I in your life anyway? Right? In your eyes. you will know me. When I'm already a somebody There's always a space for thee Wishing there will be a tad for me "I like you" that is always true Your feelings. dearest Donna Don't worry it won't take that long I will only tell you that I like you To ask you out would be very wrong But it is not something I can't do I'm here. because it lacked some details All this time I have been waiting for your answer I think its a bother because it came from a stranger Once again. I won't see you until classes resume But won't feel guilty for the coming days Because I'll tell you that I like you Before tomorrow evening will end The reaction I want. I don't want you to pretend Every word I would say is true Because I really Love you -----Lynx---12-18-09 The air was as cold as ice The night was very sad I didn't meet your eyes Neither your shadow's tad I understand the reason why So I went home with a sigh ----Lynx--- . I say Good Night It will be the first Cantata I wish everything will be alright I know that someday you'll know me And how serious I love thee ----Lynx---12-19-09 My heart is suffering from this frostbite I can no longer feel any warmth in my heart It has stopped beating.
I'm not that easy to suppress All we have to do is wait and let time flow Wishing at the end. Yes" For me..but you didn't. I no longer care For I cannot see your beauty beyond compare About to reach the summit of despair Me.. causing more sorrow Even amateur poets can be better than the masters Especially.. Yet it will always end better Yes. she's pure and bright as a soaring dove The thought of me falling for her is too distanced Just like you.Tomorrow's coming. falling in love is very rare And to me it always ends in a tragic way Maybe that's what fate is trying to convey To live alone. when they long for their wished partners 12-17-09 True friendship is indeed rare But one that makes it stronger Is really something to bear. I think of her every night Wishing at every dream. "falling in love" For me. we waited for success Than giving-up.. the highest mountain we will hike Wishing our hearts and theirs will bind Good for you "she MIGHT say. our heart aches remember that an error becomes a mistake when one forgets to admit it. we are human beings As a human we made mistakes Like hurting someone's feelings But deep-down. she's at my sight ----Lynx--- . I would gladly dare Saying Goodbye with a heavy sigh I cannot leave a permanent goodbye But I know when I wake up..right? 12-15-09 Sorry for thinking you were stupid before To fall for a friend... and go to school I'll see her smile and it will be so cool Every boy-girl friendship There will come the time That one will look grime Asking for the courtship 12-16-09 Hang on there friend. we are alike Except that I'm a level behind Yet. who's nearly your sister You risked your friendship."the friends forever" But now I know how it feels when you want more You're lucky to love a friend who's experienced Especially at this matter. is something I can't bear But waiting for someone.. the answer will definitely be "no" Even so.
I wish no one will forbid I'm not really losing hope Just came to a realization That I must always grope Before I reach my destination I need to seal my heart Until it's ready to love Every love. that you should learn from So waking-up. someday. I might suffer the same fate. sometime Your friends are surely disappointed The act you did is really crooked So now you are feeling demented Your friends are there. But I will never whine I know everything will be fine I'll wait until she's allowed And will not stop to show her my love Because I'm really proud To fall for the girl I love 12-19-09 I just realized something. for the meantime To choose the road you are heading So don't feel like a dirty grime Pick. Sfidato will be back together 12-18-09 I cannot tell you to wait. I must thwart Until. if needed It's up to you. no one can hate forever Don't worry. a sudden shutdown this is it. deep down I won't do the same mistake as you did I will pause.Whatever you think is not always a fact That's the lesson I just learned this time Some of your friends might be a cold pact They'll be back somehow. where your friends are waiting This might all be a nightmare One. to you I dare And you'll be back to Sfidato's palm Don't worry. you'll be shared with laughter Don't worry. I can find my dove There's always a space for her Cause I chose the friends forever I no longer aspire to be her lover So I'll try to start a new chapter ----Lynx--- . your friends will be there Don't worry.