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Written by R.K. Akshara Srri
Chapter seven: Lost. Characters:
Renesmee “Nessie” Carlie Cullen Jacob “Jake” Black Austin Metchle (New mystery character!!) Nahuel (Pronounced: Nah-Well) Bella Cullen Edward Cullen
(Note: This chapter is kinda big… So please be patient and read and comment. It would be a great pleasure if you did
Recap: Jacob’s POV. And the plan seems tricky and interesting… Hope it works out well tomorrow…
Breathe Jacob! Calm down! I chanted to myself. Today was the day. The plan was going to work out today. I, with the rest of the Cullens, am going to hide things from the woman I love. How bad is that? It was 3 pm in the afternoon. That means the Cullens are still squeezing Nessie hard with the plan. Mine must work out at 6 pm to 9:30 pm… God, this was confusing me a bit… “Dad, today I might come a little later than usual” I informed my dad who was busily watching the television “Okay, son” He replied back. I then ran to the Cullen Mansion.
I hurried into the house as fast I could. Alice was already there, waiting for me. Everyone was there, but Nessie and Blondie were not present in the living room. “Where is she?” I demanded Alice. “She’s at the ballet theatre with Rosalie” She answered. I hesitated for a second. Should I go or not? How will my plan work out? I can’t lie as good as the rest of the Cullens. I looked at Bella’s pale face filled with worry and distress. If vampires could be like that… “Take care of her Jacob” She said. I nodded and went to the Garage. The keys to Edward’s Volvo were already hanging on the door. I knew exactly where the Ballet theatre was. Blondie and Nessie would hang out there for more than hours when Nessie was young. The two of them took the abandoned theatre to work and dance. Blondie always gets what she wants. Even the Ballet theatre… I knew that Rosalie would probably be squeezing Nessie’s body with work and stupid ballet things. But what to do? It’s all part of the plan… Due to the great speed capacity of Edward’s Volvo and my insane driving, I parked the car outside of the old theatre in only fifteen minutes. I walked inside, trying to catch any traces of Nessie and Rosalie. I kept wandering in the dark freezing building… But the cold did not affect me. How in the world did they both choose a place which looked like a haunted house anyway? I have no idea…
As I kept walking, I heard the soft music and Blondie’s loud voice from the right direction. I walked towards the sound and it led me to a door. I slowly opened the door and found myself at the back of the auditorium where the seats were arranged in rows. I could also see a large balcony above my head. This place was somewhat better than the outside. I looked at the front to see Rosalie, who was swaying like a professional ballet dancer. My eyes searched for Renesmee. I froze when I spotted renesmee. The stage lights highlighted her bronze curls, which were tied back in a messy ponytail. She was wearing a pink leotard. God damn! Wasn’t she looking hot? My eyes went raking up on her creamy legs. Those were my favorite about her. She was totally breathtaking! I got frozen there in awe when I saw her beautiful tiny body twisting and swaying to the music. She looked like an angel. She looked like the fairy princesses in a book. But more beautiful than them. And I was absolutely mesmerized and intrigued by the sight. “Didn’t expect you to be this early, dog” I heard a cold huff as I watched my Nessie dance. Rosalie. She was glaring at me as if I had put some food on her hair. I still remember that time… “But it’s my turn now” I said. “Aunt Rose” I heard Nessie’s sweet voice from behind Blondie. Nessie’s eyes widened with surprise when she saw me.
“Jacob?” She asked smiling as she walked towards me to hug me “I missed you so much” “I missed you too Ness. So much” Seriousness stung in my tone as I hugged her. We were interrupted by Blondie who cleared her throat loudly. I looked at Nessie’s face. She was probably tired from working so hard. “Did I tell you to stop?” Rosalie asked Nessie abruptly. I was almost angry on Rosalie. She was not her mother to scold her just because of some idiotic plan. “No” Nessie said slowly and went back to the stage. Stupid Blondie! “Sit here and wait dog” Rosalie demanded me. I did as she said. The room was filled with music and Blondie’s cold barks. I wanted to get a closer view of Nessie, so I went and stood in front of the stage. Nessie started dancing again when the music hit the room. That was when she slipped off from the stage and landed… …Right into my arms. “Oh” She let out a beautiful cry. I could hold her in my arms forever but the plan… “I’m sorry Jacob... I was clumsy and… I forgot to ask you… What are you doing here anyway?” She asked me, still in my arms. I set her on the floor and looked into her innocent eyes to start lying. God, why are you doing this to me? “I’m taking you out” I answered. Her face lit up but then she frowned.
“Really? But Aunt Rosalie will murder you if you ruin our practice” She whispered slowly making sure that Rosalie doesn’t hear. I saw Rosalie smile. Oh really? Was that question obvious? “Uh… No she won’t… I talked to her about this before” I lied smoothly. Easy Jacob! Take it easy! “Plus… What will you do with the blondie anyway?” I asked smirking. I heard Rosalie growl. “Aunt Rose is such a great dance instructor” She commented looking at Rosalie. “Really? She seems like a terror to me” I commented. Rosalie huffed. “But-“ She tried to argue. “Just come on” I picked her up and started walking towards Edward’s Volvo. Suddenly I felt a fierce pain in my shoulder. “Ouch” I cried. Nessie bit me! “God why? I thought you stopped doing that when you were young” I said rubbing my shoulder. I didn’t care about it at all as I knew that it would heal faster. “I bit you because it’s my only form of self-defense” She argued. Why was she stubborn like her mother? “Anyways… Why is everyone acting weird today?” She asked me with her teeth filled with dots of my blood. Jeez. “Nothing Ness, they’re just entertaining you, that’s all” I lied again. She paused for a minute. “Fine I’ll come with you” She gave up “Where are we going?” She asked me.
“I’ll tell you that later… Now come on” I said changing the subject. Soon, Nessie changed her clothes and came out. “Ready?” I asked her. “Always” She replied. We both marched towards Edward’s Volvo. “You stole dad’s car?” She questioned. “Borrowed” I snapped my voice filled with tension. “Jake?” She asked in her sweet voice “Yeah?” I replied. “I asked you where we are going” She reminded me. Damn! I haven’t even thought about it…. Maybe I could get her to the…. “You’ll see the show” I said “Show?” She asked me again. “Oh just get in the car and stop being curious” I said. She smiled and we got into the car. I started the engine and we drove away. But Nessie never stopped being curious. “Are you taking me to Port Angeles? Seattle? La Push?” She asked me. “Just relax. Trust me” I shushed her. “I always trust you” She said. A wave of pride passed through my body. My imprint has trust on me. That’s all I ever want. I definitely knew where to take Nessie. Somewhere calm and peaceful. That’s what Nessie always likes.
I parked the Volvo at the edge of the woods. Nessie remained in the car, staring at her surrounding, trying to figure out the familiarity. I just laughed looking at her curious face as I stepped out of the car. Nessie came out of the car and stood near the passenger seat with her arms folded as she shivered because of the cold wind. “Now put this on” I said tossing her a jacket from the back seat of the Volvo. She quickly caught it and covered her tiny dedicate body with the jacket. “I’ll be right back. Wait here” I said and started walking to a tree. “Oh, come on” She said impatiently. I smirked and went behind a tree. I phased into a wolf and came out as ‘wolf-Jacob’ I sat on my stomach so that I was at her level. She ran her hands through my smooth fur. “Mmh… I love wolf-jacob” She murmured into my fur. A cold shiver ran through my spine when she said that. I wonder if she loves the human-jacob… I moved my head to a direction, indicating her to follow me “Wha-“ She started to say but I started walking towards the direction with my heart filled with hope that she will follow me. And she did. She shot me some accusing glares all the way. I desperately wanted to know the time now, but I couldn’t because I was on four-legs. After a few minutes, we both arrived at a wide grassy clearing. The moonlight illuminated so bright on the grass as
if somebody has set spot lights just for us to dance and enjoy. The light of the stars was so bright that it highlighted the trees and the green leaves. This place was my favorite place. Nessie gasped. I went behind the tree and came back as a human. “You like it?” “Oh Jacob… I love it” She exclaimed “Thanks for bringing me here!” “This isn’t the main event” I said, knowing that there was more and that Nessie would definitely like it. Nessie looked at me curiously as I grabbed her warm hand and led her to the centre of the clearing. She looked at me again. “What are you doing?” She asked me. “Lay down” I ordered. She did not listen to me so I decided to tackle her to the ground. “JAC- Oh- Jacob- Sto” She giggled uncontrollably. I grinned as she fell to the ground automatically. I stopped tickling her and we both looked at the sky above us as we lay there peacefully. “Oh Jacob” She murmured. We gazed at the stars above us, which were magical. There were billions of stars which were scattered in different places forming fantastic designs. Each star burned brightly and fiercely, which would illuminate every living creature which comes out during the night. Humans or other creatures.
“Today’s not really bad, huh” I uttered randomly, folding my hands behind my head. “The sky’s beyond beautiful” She commented. I was mesmerized by how the moon light illuminated Nessie tiny creature. Her natural bronze curls were highlighted by the moon’s light too. She was the one who was beyond beautiful. Not the moon. “Yes, but this sky is the second on my ‘beautiful’ list” I said those words which meant her. But Nessie did not question me. She was still mesmerized by the beautiful sky as much as I was mesmerized by her. “Thank you, Jacob” She said facing me “For bringing me here” “It’s okay… I’m glad you like it” I said. Nobody could ruin this moment…. But a phone call did. I read the blurry name. It was Alice. Ugh! “Alice” I said into the phone. Alice replied from the other end. “Renee is leaving right now. In ten minutes. The time is 9:20. I know that you’ll be late anyway. So bring her whenever you want” Alice cut the phone without waiting for me to reply. I shut the phone in the next minute. “What does Alice want?” Nessie asked me. “Alice uh… Wanted the Volvo” I invented. “Dad must be freaking out” She said and looked back into the sky.
The truth was, neither of us wanted to leave. I never wanted to go away from this beautiful, peaceful, calm night…. “I don’t want to leave” She whined quietly. “Me too, but your dad needs his car” I invented again. “Want me to give you a piggy back ride?” I asked her smirking. It has been a long time. “Sure” She said. I phased into a wolf far away from Nessie, so that she wouldn’t get hurt. She hopped on my back and gripped my fur tight. “Let’s go Jake” She said and that was all it took for me to run into the woods, heading towards Nessie’s home and feeling the cold breeze on the way. 88888888888888 We were sitting in Edward’s Volvo once we reached the Cullen Mansion. I exchanged my four limb to Edward’s Volvo in the woods…How weird is that? “Thank you for an amazing night, Jacob” Nessie said while we were in the car, watching the surroundings. “You seriously think it’s over? I still have to walk you to the door” I teased. She laughed “We should do this more often” She said as she went out of the car. I followed her. Mmh…We should do this more often……... “Only if Blondie doesn’t kill me” I teased. She giggled. God I love that sound! “Not a cha-“
Nessie suddenly stopped mid sentence as she stood there at the entrance of the kitchen, staring deep through the window. What? I looked at the window to find Bella, embracing an older woman. Renee. Damn it! How could I do this? I just hurt her so badly. She’s probably mad at me and the Cullens. She turned away from the direction with a hurt expression and breathing heavily. I wanted to slap myself for doing this to her. “Nessie?” I said eyeing her cautiously, making sure if she was really okay. But she wasn’t as hell! “Is that… Grandma Renee?” Nessie gasped, staring up at me with her eyes filled with many questions. Shit! What will I say? I just stared back at her face and… nodded slowly. Nessie tilted her head from me and looked back to see the hurtful scene again. I couldn’t exactly read her expression. But I could tell that she was curious. I saw Renee hugging each one of the Cullen members happily and every one of them were smiling widely. “They look so happy… Without me” She whispered, hurt stung in her tone. “Nessie-“ I began. But she cut me off “I understand” She said softly. “They just didn’t want you to hurt you” I said, trying to soothe her. “Of course they are… Hurting me indirectly is so much better than this” Nessie uttered furiously. I have never seen her furious like this. God!
“Grandma Renee doesn’t have a part in this” She said in a slow voice “I know that I’m too much to bear and that I shouldn’t be born… But it still hurts me to see them so happy without… me” She said, silent tears forming in her eyes. How could she just say that? “No, no, no…. They could- They could never be happy as much as they are with you Nessie. You mean the world to them. To all of them” I said highlighting each word, tying to make her understand. But it still hurt me, because I had a role in this terrible plan that hurt Nessie too much… I felt awful! “Let them be” Nessie muttered. “Nessie-“ I began. But she said something that made me throw myself into a moment of disbelief. “I want to go home with you tonight, Jake” I stopped for a second and stared at Nessie with wide eyes. I wanted her to stay with me too…. Stop thinking like that! “What?” I asked again, trying to make sure if I had really heard her correctly or not. “Let me come to La Push with you” Nessie said, staring at me with longing eyes that I had always fallen for. “I don’t want to stay here tonight” My heart did long for her to stay with me. But I knew that this was temporary. I can’t even say no to my imprint. Can I? Will I? “But Nessie- your parents” I began again, trying to convince her. Whatever she was doing to me now didn’t seem good. It was awkwardly comfortable.
“They’re perfectly comfortable for sending me away all night” Nessie snapped “Maybe a few more hours won’t hurt them much” “Please think this through” I begged “I don’t want you to choose wrong” “I’m done thinking and choosing Jacob… I am ready to go with you… If’ you’ll let me” I stared at the beautiful angel before me, not able to argue with her. What will I do now? Am I nearing death? From which angle will the Cullens attack me for this? But this was not my entire fault. I never wanted this anyway. Never. “Let’s go” I said quietly. Nessie smiled whispering weakly “Thank you” and we started walking towards Edward’s Volvo. 888888888888
Jacob walked through the door of the Blacks’ home when I waited outside. Many things were clashing up on my mind and I didn’t know what to decide. But the only person, I knew, who will guide me this time is Jacob. “Jacob” I heard Billy say with his voice filled with somewhat relief. I heard the faint sounds of the movement of his wheelchair. “Hey dad… Uh… I hope you don’t mind, I brought company” I heard Jacob say stepping aside to reveal me. I stepped into the home and smiled sheepishly at Billy “Hey Billy” “Renesmee?” Billy asked surprised.
“Um I am sorry for barging in like this…. I- Jacob took me out tonight and um……Renee is visiting” I said looking down and thought about the things that happened. I sighed. Billy looked at me apologetically. So he knew…. “You know you’re always welcome here” He said, taking my hand in his and squeezing it tightly as he gazed at me. I smiled widely “thank you, Billy” “Make yourself comfortable at home dear” Billy said and smiled genuinely. He was such a good man. I really liked Billy. “Follow me upstairs” Jacob started. “Okay” I said. We walked upstairs to his guest room. Jacob had said that it was his sister Rachel’s room before she got married to Paul. So I was allowed to sleep in there. “Um, Jacob” I said once we reached the guest room. “Yeah Ness” He replied. “I uh- want to change my clothes” I said referring to my dirty clothes which had chunks of green grass in it. Jacob eyed me. I blushed. “Is it okay for you to wear my shirt…. Till I put your clothes for laundry?” He asked me. Was he serious? “Wha- What?” I stuttered. But he did not answer me. He pulled off his shirt, revealing his hard muscular abs. I tried to look away from it, which was certainly very hard for me.
“See something you like?” Jacob smirked. I blushed deeply. I didn’t know what to say. “Here” He handed me his shirt “I’ll leave you alone to change” “Okay” I said and he left the room. I locked the door and brought the shirt to my nose to smell his musky earthy scent which I loved the most. I wore the shirt and dug the wardrobe to find a belt and merge it with his long, baggy shirt that hung to my knees “Perfect” I said when I found the correct belt. I wore it around my waist and opened the door to let Jacob in. Jacob eyed me curiously. “Um sorry… I hope you don’t mind” I blushed as he looked at the shirt and the belt. “No no no, it’s okay… You can wear the belt for now. It’s nice” He commented. I blushed again. All thanks to my human mom. “So you sleep here and I’ll go to the couch” He said and walked out. I stopped him. “No, wait!” I said “You sleep here and I sleep in the couch” “No Ness it’s okay…. And this is my house, my rule” He said smirking. “God….” I whispered defeated. “Good night” He said. “Night” I said and he closed the door. 8888888888888888888
I woke up as soon as I can. I walked to the kitchen and started cooking for my Nessie. Billy wasn’t here so things were fine. “Mmh… You can cook” I heard a voice from behind me. Nessie. “Jeez Ness, you scared me” I said turning around to face her. She was wearing my shirt with her jacket on top. I’m sure that if anybody saw her now, they would definitely think that we had it. Me being half-naked and Nessie wearing my shirt….. I shuddered at the thought though a part of me enjoyed it. “I’m sorry” She apologized. “It’s okay… You want some?” I asked her offering some bacon, eggs and cheese. “Sure” She said. “This is nice” She complimented as she ate it. Oh please! I know that I suck at cooking…. “Hey Jake man!” We both heard a voice. Nessie flinched. It was Embry and Cole. God why do they have to be here now? “It’s okay” I told her and she slowly got up from the dining chair. “Hey Nessie didn’t know you we-“Embry was cut off by Nessie’s clothes. He and Cole eyed us both curiously for a second. Damn it! They thought that we had…. It! Jesus Christ!
They both busted out laughing “Yo- seriously –HA” laughed Embry. Nessie had no idea why they were laughing. I wanted to kill them both right now! Nessie’s phone rang. She read the caller ID and her expression changed “Excuse me” She said and left the place to have a private talk. “You idiots!.... Why do you have to come now?” I asked Embry and Cole, who were laughing their guts out. “Seriously…. Jacob… You guys really did it? Can’t believe it!” said Embry. “Yeah…. And I can’t name many friends who would do this” laughed Cole. “No we didn’t. She wanted a shirt to wear yesterday and I gave this…. O god! It’s a long story” I muttered loudly. They both stopped laughing “Oh” said Cole. Nessie entered the room again. “Uh… We were just leaving” said Cole, “Yeah” said Embry and left after him. “Who was that?” I asked Nessie. Nessie’s face hardened “Dad” She whispered. I knew that Edward was going to literally kill me for taking Nessie away for a long time which was not a part of the plan. But I hope that hell could wait… “He wants me to come home so that he will explain things…. But I told him that I want to stay here for a little longer and come when I feel like I can… Is it okay Jacob?” She questioned me.
“Sure Nessie… You can go whenever you feel like you want to” I said and flashed an assuring smile. She smiled back “Thanks Jake” “Anything for you, ma’m” I teased. She laughed. Everything was perfect. 888888888888888888 The time was 8:00 pm. Today was one of the best days I spent with Nessie. We hung out at the beach. I was thankful that she wore her clothes again. We enjoyed today. Well, except the ‘Edward-called-Nessie’ thing. “Nessie?” I called her. She was sitting on the couch and was watching our crappy t.v. “Yeah?” She asked with her eyes still intent on the screen. “Um… I am going to take a shower in Billy’s bathroom because all the hot water has been wasted in my bathroom. So if Billy comes, please open the door” I informed her. “Alright” She said. I walked into the bathroom with satisfaction.
After Jacob went to take a shower, I got bored. So I switched off the television.
I started walking from place to place in the house. I stopped my legs when I came across Jacob’s room. I knew that Jacob was not here and that he would take more than hours to take bath so I went inside. God! Look at me! I’m snooping into my best friend’s room. But unfortunately, I did have the desire to go through his stuff. Mostly, there were pictures of me and Jacob that were hanging in the walls. I smiled as I saw a picture of me and Jacob, sticking our tongues out and smiling widely. I then walked towards his table. My hands shivered as I attempted to open the desk. I found many crushed papers, which seemed like letters, inside the desk. I randomly picked one paper. I felt so awkward for doing this, but curiosity won the best of me. So I ended up opening one of the crushed letter. It read: Dear Bella, I know that you love Edward. But please understand that I still love you deeply. I want you Bella- I need you. Every time I close my eyes, I see you. Every time, when you are not with me, I think of you. I never wanted to be in this kind of situation. Please understand. If you’re worried about me imprinting on some other girl, don’t. Because I think I imprinted on youTears started forming in my eyes. I crushed the paper again, not being able to read the rest. Jacob. Mom. Imprint? Wait a second… I think I am familiar with the word ‘Imprint’. I have heard some Quileute legends about it. Imprinting was like love at first sight. Yes… I got it.
That was when I knew the truth. Jacob would leave me some day and imprint on somebody. And our love would be temporary. This was the reason why Mom left Jacob right? It hurt me so much to know that someone I loved would leave me someday for another person. I started sobbing. No! I can’t stand being here anymore. And that did it. I closed the desk and ran to the living room. I quickly picked up the keys of my dad’s Volvo and ran out of the house. I started the engine and drove as fast as I could. I didn’t know where I was heading to. But somewhere far away from my family and Jacob. I was heading towards a crooked road. Why was everybody hurting me like this? What did I do wrong? Was it me who wanted to be in this world? I never wanted this! Why should I even exist? The crooked road was dark. Only the car’s front lights illuminated the road I was driving in. My thought started getting negative. And I started driving the car faster than I was before. Suddenly, unable to control the speed, I felt like I hit something. Someone. I gasped and quickly attempted to turn the direction, but all in vain. The car tumbled on the ground harshly. It landed upside down on the ground after tumbling for a long time. I let out a pierce scream as my head landed on the vector top of the car. “HELP!” I managed to choke out. I coughed blood. God! I knew no one was going to help me now. My leg got stuck in the car’s window and I felt numb. I couldn’t move and
change my tilted position. My legs started hurting me badly. I was bleeding! I started to sob and looked out of the broken window to see if somebody was there to help me. I found a man lying dead on the road. I gasped. He was the man who got hit by the car. By me. And he’s dead! I let out a loud embarrassing cry. I wanted to die right now and then. But I couldn’t even move as my whole body was upside down. That was when the man lying on the floor tried to get up slowly. I gasped loudly. No! This mustn’t be happening! No way! How come? The man got up from the road and slowly started to walk towards me. It was so dark that I couldn’t even see who the mysterious stranger was. I punched the door of the car, trying to find a way to escape, but the door was locked shut. I whimpered in defeat. “No no… Please no!” I cried when he was just next to my tilted car and let his pale hands through the broken window. TO BE CONTINUED…………..
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