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Do you know that the worst way I can miss you is not when you're far away? It's when you're right beside me yet I know I can never have you. Because I'm s imply watching you fall for someone else. 0202. I sometimes wish I could be like you cause you have this ability to get cl ose to people whom you really have no intention of being close to only to push t hem away. But then I remember, I could never be like you. I have a heart. 0203. Don t ever give up if you still want to try. Don t ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don t ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don t ever say you don t love him if you can t let him go. 0204. How can I forget you when you re always on my mind? How can I not want you w hen you re all I want inside? How can I let you go when I can t see us apart? How ca n I not love you when you control my heart? 0205. No matter how many tears I've cried, you re still not there. No matter how s weet my smile was, you still didn't care. No matter how much affection I show, I m still at the dark. No matter how much I love you, you still broke my heart. 0206. I m not saying there wasn t anything wrong, I just didn t think you d ever get tir ed of me. I m not saying we never had the right to hold on. I just didn t wanna let it get away from me. 0207. When I said go , I wasn't pushing you away but setting you free. When I said e nough , I haven't given up, I just needed a break. When I said goodbye , I didn't mea n farewell. But what could I do? You were gone before I could say come back . 0208. You said you didn t want to see me get hurt. Does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried? 0209. I see him but he sees past me. I look in his eyes but he looks around me. Does he know what I see when he stares through me? I see him and I can't help wa tching him not watching me. 0210. Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wished they would just leave and never come back and yet loved them so much you knew you'd die if they did? 0211. Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine. Why do I have tears in my eyes today when he was never mine? 0212. There are only two things I regret doing. Loving the guy who didn t love me and forgetting the one who did. 0213. When I see a star, I remember you and I cry. Why? Cause I was under that s tar when I wished for you, I was under that star when I had you and I was under that star when you wished you had her too. 0214. You loved me but I never knew. You told me about that feeling but I never believed in you. You were about to leave and say goodbye when I stopped you and said, I made a mistake. You replied, And so did I. 0215. Whoever said it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all must not have had their heart broken. 0216. When I saw you with her, I told myself, So what? When I saw you holding her hand, I told myself, "I don t care! When I saw you playing with her hair, I said, Wh atever! Who am I kidding? All those things you were doing to her until now, I'm s till missing.
Why? Because you looked the other way and you didn t see me. don t you know? I care for you. I wish you never left me and stayed by my side. Do you recall the day I met you. Why? Cause I closed my eyes from the reality that you never really loved me. And I d be left wonder ing why that person isn t me. will you cry like I do till the tears subside? After t onight. The times you needed someone to understand. I can t tell you I love you cause it doesn t seem right. Can you hold me just for a second? Cause I miss the way you do. I just can t tell you I love you if it s to someone s heart you belong. it s the fact that I never got the chance to make you mine. Bu . 0229. I wasn t there. Can we be together for one more minute? Cause I can t live without you. Lord. After tonight. 0226. I wonder if you still love me. I regret the day I didn t ask you out . It hurts so much to know that I have fallen for someone who would just lea ve me hanging in the air. I wasn t there. The times you cr ied. I just thank God you can t differentiate the tears from the raindrops on my face. hugged you and kissed you? Do you remember the day I broke your heart? I bet you don t cause it was you who broke mine. I like you. as you tell me we re through. you don t! How wou ld you know I like you. I wonder if you still care about me. The rain is turning out to be in perfect sync with my mood now that you re s tanding next to me and talking about her. you just cared. 0231. I can never make him love me too.0217. You ar e the one who broke my heart. Someday you ll find the one you re looking for. If I tell you those w ords. I might just give you a fright. the day I said hello. I thought there was still time but then I saw you in her arms. I regret the day I didn t call you back. 0225. don t yo u know? How stupid of me to ask you these questions! Of course. as it all ends. Now you can't be mine. 0223. Please say you miss me like I do cause I m missing you more than I expected to. 0222. I often wonder if I still make you ha ppy. And I wonder if I have to let you go. 0219. the closest I could be and the clearest that I shall see and that no matter what I do. don t you know? I love you. will you ever realize I still love you? 0228. the day I held your hand. as you leave my side. the one who would love you com pletely. I regret the day I had hurt you and I regret the day you said goodbye. let me accept the fact that this is the farthest that I can get. care for you and love you when you re busy loving someone else? 0224. you re really wrong. Someday you ll find the one whom you re destined with. If you think I m kidding. will we end up just as friends? After tonig ht. But of all the things I regret. you re the reason my world fell apart. Under your smil e. Why does the sun go shining? Why does the ocean run to shore? Don t they kno w it s the end of the world now? It s the end of the world cause you don t love me any more. your sadness shows. 0227. you re the one who made me cry yet I still love you and I don t know why. I wonder if I m right for you. 0220. I realized I sho uld've told you. Everyone tells me to give up on you but they don t see you like I do. I tried so much to tell you I love you but I couldn't find the courage to. 0221. 0218. 0230.
will you still care for me? 0241. I told y ou I love you but still you didn t stay. So was I. What do you think of me. that doesn t mean I love you no more. 0234.t you know what? I was just beside you. You pushed me away but stil l. a damn fool who wouldn t mind getting hurt? I m human and I can feel pain. she knows your flaws. Stupid. I waited until I went insane. 0235. Have you ever wondered why looking at your crush hurts you inside instead of making you happy? Cause you know that it will always be that way. I know you were hurt. But still. I took the pain. 0236. It hurts t o see the one I love happy while I can t even smile. you weren t. I don t know what to do. It was so stupid of me to make you wait. I had to fall for someone destined to be taken away from me. If ever I say goodbye. I am. Please don t . will you still look for me? If one day you hear I m dead. now th at I m almost over you. I guess if you re happy then I m happy for you. my heart sick of loving you. 0246. my eyes swollen from crying over you . waiting for you to call for me. 0233. Now I m wondering how many more doors I need to go throug h till I open the one that leads me back to you. You broke my heart but still. it s not only because I lost you but a lso because I lost my life. 0245. I was willing to give you everything I had. will you still cr y for me? But what if this one day never happens. I was willing to love you comp letely and I was willing to fight for you. Why do I want you back? Why can t I hate you? Why can t I let go of your memor ies? Why do I find it hard to forget you? So many why s but the most unanswered wh y is why do I still love you even after you ve said goodbye? 0244. 0232. Stupid to fall for someone who can t love me t oo. It s sad to know that I m stupid because of you. 0243. 0237. She hurts you so badly but you re too blind to see that while she s hurting yo u. Think of what you do cause I have feelings too. It means I want you to be much happier. I m here loving thee. I know I am. I had to let you go cause even though I was willing to do everything for you. I wish you didn t ignore me when I showed you how special you are to me. I wish you never let me go jus t when I was starting to fall for you. There s nothing I could say nor I can do. it s true. She breaks your heart. But I couldn t tell you h ow I felt cause there was someone else who owned me. But please don t tell me you re loving me now. closing that d oor and opening another. I ve gotten tired of running after you. 0239. You walked into my life through an open door then you left. What if I leave you. she ll do anything to make you fall. Stupid! Stupid! That s what I am to few. will you come with me? If one day I go and never come back. And if ever I d cry. so insensitive of me to make fun of your feelings for me. 0238. You looking and him not knowing. I damn cried but you just looked away. Stupid. 0240. I w ish you listened when I told you how much I care. It hurts to see the one I love move on while I can t even let go. 0242. I have come to realize that destiny can hurt a person as much as it can bl ess then I found myself wondering why out of all the people I could have loved.
I loved that guy so mu ch I hope you will too. down on m y knees begging the Lord to tell you to take care of him. We can never just walk up to a guy and say. Cause to tell you honestly. When you said goodbye. 0260. The only thing i s I failed to prove it to you. I m down on my knees praying that you ll love him better than I did. But it also came to the point that I have to give up and say. Loving you made me strong but it also made me weak. 0252. You even saw me through the darkest shades of b lack and blue. When I finally fell for you. I proved to the world h ow I sincerely love you. you were slowly fad ing away. People say that I have loved you my best. 0248. You led me into believing that you love me. 0250. 0249. maybe it's time for me to stop holding on. 0259. It helped me up but also pulled me down. You felt me giving pain to you. It made me happy but a lso depressed. But what if I tell you that it has always been you? 0254. It s hard to let go of someone you thought you love. maybe it's time for me to st op waiting for nothing.show me you re loving someone new. I did almost everything for you just to prove t hat you re special to me. I don t kn ow why I care for you when you don t even love me. It taught me how to hold on but now it's teaching me how to let go. Why? Because I know you already stopped loving me long before it ended. my heart chose the one who co uldn t love me back. On the day I fell for you. I proved to them how much I really do. No. We have to wait for him to do it his own way. 0257. just maybe. I asked. Y ou saw me not being true to you. . i t was too much. I don t know why I'm so afraid to lose you when you re not even mine. Wasn t my love good enough? Then you turned around and said. My friends are finally happy that I have experienced how it is to love but I m not. That s the sadd est part of being a girl. I don t know why you re the one whe n I'm just nobody to you. I would have preferred to be hurt. we broke up because he s very in love with you. y ou already found someone new. 0247. Have you ever loved only to let him go? Have you ever hated someone and ye t love him so? Have you ever missed someone so bad it made you cry? Have you eve r been left without knowing why? 0258. 0256. You didn t hear me say the words I love you . you told me it s because you don t want to hurt me some day. 0253. Now I m having a hard time letting my feelings go ca use I loved you without letting you know. 0251. They say that my best was more t han enough than what I could have offered and given you. Why? Cause when I finally learned to love. I ve done my part. 0255. at his own time. Maybe it s time for me to stop thinking of you. Love me the way I want to be lo ved. How I wish that before you did you thought that maybe. I remember the moment when you asked me to let you go. But you know what? It w ould be harder for that someone to expect and hope that there would be more not knowing that all you can think of is how to let him go.
I looked ahead and said. Sometimes I wish I'm different. the person I love will lear n to like me. just to let you know I ll always be there. I l ooked back and said. isn't it. On the other hand. I said I wouldn't hurt you. When you love a person very much. 0268. can t you see? I damn cried. I wanted to tell you but I co uldn t dare. If loving means bei ng special then I have barely loved. I said I loved you. isn't it. Cause if only you looked hard to see. no one will ever know. how I feel all these things when you don't feel the same? Terrible. no time to say goodbye. 0269. giving you everything that I could. You're so far away yet right in my heart. I stand close crying cause I got no clue on what I am to you. I tried to say I love you but you didn t care. When you accused me of not loving you. 0265. But if loving means getting hurt then I lov e too much. isn't it. to love me. Don t touch me if later you ll just walk away. When my nights were too lonely. even though you're already experiencing pain. how these great things only bring me tears and pain? how the can all 0272. I just wish you would. you just can't let go. Goodbye. 0274. standing next to you. But deep insi de. 0266. You know why? Cause maybe if that happens. I don't understand it. why can't you love me? 0270. Great. you see? I guess that s why it hu rts to know how much you love her. a silent tear fell from my eyes. You told me you love somebody and I was there to smile. Don t love me if later you ll just leave and won t stay. Here I am. isn't it. Don t come close if later you ll just pass by. So why did you? 0271.0261. the heart gets really tired and the mind insists to let go cause the heart can't take it anymore. No farewell words were said. why are w e apart? I love you more than you will know but I guess it's not meant to be. how I want to be with you all time? Great. to care for me. isn't it. 0264. not me. Don't hurt me. . If loving means being loved then I do not love enough. But sometimes. th e pain was too much I can t help but cry. He was gone before I knew it and only God knows why. I wish I can tell you I love you just to let you know I care. 0267. You said you wouldn't hurt me but you did. I could talk to you all day? Great. Aren t you going to tell me something before it s too late for you to? Aren t yo u going to play a song and let me sing it for you? Aren t you going to hold my han d and let me know what s inside you? Aren t you going to tell me you love me or do y ou want me to do it for you? 0262. how I care about you so much? Great. My heart still aches and tears still flow. I just don't understand it. Sometimes I wish I'm more than what I am r ight now. I didn' t. I did and still do. Don t smile if later you ll just ma ke me cry. my road was too long and the only one that would hold me wasn't all that strong. 0263. What it meant to lose him. There isn't much that I can do besides turn away and cry. You said you loved me but you lied. loving you the best way I can. isn't it. 0273. I love you so much. lo ving you meant everything to me. how I can think about you for hours? Great.
Cause I'll be s miling when I see you. Sometimes I'm an angel and sometimes I'm cruel. 0287. I'm not a child anymore. it s not when I don t think of you at night. how muc h pain I had to hide. you told me you can't stay. just pray you'll survive. I try to make you see but all you do is look through me. You'll never know how much I'll miss you. 0280. 0279. it s when I start loving you knowing that it s not right. Yeah. I was hurt so bad. I love you till I breakdown and cry. 0278. I'll have another chance. Just like me. One day. How do you prepare a heart to be broken or dreams to fall through? How do you let go of a miracle that means everything to you? How do you walk away with tears in your eyes? Letting go isn't easy. You wanna know what s hard? It s not when I don t get to see you as often as I l ike. I will be able to stand next to you without wanting to hold your hand. No. You told me you have to go. One day. 0285. 0286. I asked you to hold me and you absolutely couldn't. I'm tall enough to reach for the stars and I'm ol d enough to love you from afar. how many tears I ve cried? I just have to ask you. I love you till I prove what s damn true. I'll find another guy. I asked you to talk to me and you said you shouldn't. You never really had time for me aside from when you broke my heart. that no one s ever gonna love you like the way I do. 0288. I'll find another life just like you told me to. I m always thinking about you. all those times I ve been loving you. how I felt when you ignored me. I ll get over you. It wasn't that simple to close my eyes while you walked . women usually are. I m sorry to say this. You 'll never know I'll never find another that can take your place. I still remember that day you kissed me then walked away. I'll see another day and I'll build another world. but that day will never come true. But then. Too trusting? Yes. I will be able to look at you in the eye without feeling the pain I ve caused. I asked you to love me and you simply wouldn't. scared to show my true emotions. One day. Sometimes I remember how I fell in love with you and I wonder if you ever really loved me. It wasn't easy to love and just let go. the water is transparent. 0276. 0281. I often wonder whether you can tell these thi ngs that I m feeling inside me. my tears won't ever show. But when it comes to love. Sometimes I thi nk of you and wonder if you ever think of me. I'll find another love but there will never be another you. why didn t you tell me that you love me too? 0283. I might always love y ou but you won't ever know. You look my way but you don t know I m there. It wasn't easy to say I don't need you when I love you so. I keep them all to myself. 0284. Sometimes I look at you and wonder if you ever look at me. Wh at's the sense of living without you by my side? 0289. I cried all night. though. you don t know how much I care for you. 0277. you won't see it in my face. I don t want to love alone cause I ve fallen so deep that you ll never know how far I ve gone. I'm just another fool. Do you know how much you ve hurt me. I've been searching like everybody else but I can't see anything different about myself. 0282. I love you till the day I die.0275.
Sometimes. 0297. I want to make you happy and I want to make you smi le.away. You're so wonderful to think of but so hard to live without. But neve r say forever cause forever makes me cry. When they dance. One teardrop said to the other . Hold me close before I start to cry. And even if it kills me. Forget the sweet things if you can. I have one more thing to say. 0303. No one knows how many times I've broken down and cried. They say there is a reason. 0296. you're not the same. I'd wish for one more day. Forget the times and don' t pretend. you ll do anything just to make h im yours. 0302. laugh so you won't see me cr ying. Who are you? The other re plied. 0292. Remember now. I want to hold you in my a rms and just keep you there. And all I ask is love from you before I let you go. No one knows the heartache that hides beh ind my smile. Forget the times he made you cry. It isn t something lasting. 0300. Never say forever cause I know it isn t real. And it wasn't that easy to wish when I knew you won t stay. 0295. I want to say I care. 0298. At night. I want to say I love you. But sometimes you also have to hush and be quiet cause you see? He's a lready happy where he is right now. just tell me you will try. Now that it's over. how she holds him and pulls him close while he dreams of another and counts the days until he lets her go. even just for a while? 0291. it s w hat you think you feel. I'm not supposed t o live my life wishing you were there. . I m the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. But will she ever lend you to me. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do and I'm not supposed to say this but I'm still in love with you. One heart holding on and the other letting go. I would have chosen to be with you if the choice was mine to make. B ecause no matter how much I wish it was true. destiny will not let me be with yo u. he's just your friend. I'm not supposed to care. when I fall fast asleep. I'm gonna smile cause I wanna make you happy. Two teardrops were floating down the river. I ll miss you more than you ll ever know. If you mean forever. when you love a person so much. But neither time nor reason can change the way I feel. 0293. 0301. I'm not supposed to love you. 0299. Remember now. How come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already does? 0294. I want to tell you something so there won't be any doubt. I dream of a dream that I can't keep. I'm gonna smile. I m the teardrop of the man who regret letting a girl go. I'm gonna let you go in style. 0290. If I had a fou r-leaf clover. Forget th e times he spoke your name. Same old story that everybody knows. But you can make decisions too and you've decided you want this heart to break. Come to me before you say goodbye. Forget the times he held your hand. I'll never forget the times we once shared and I'll never forget how much you once cared. Forget the times he walked by. they say that time will heal.
. It breaks my heart to see the person I love happy with somebody else. without you knowing. you feel love's pain and th e person you share it with doesn't even know it. But it would break my heart even more to see the person I love unhappy with me. 0315. you wished upon a star that someone would love you as yo u are. "If yes. cry and wish that I was never that brave. mistakes can also lead us to a lifetime suffering. You took me for granted but I didn't hate you. 0311. 0318. I know this is true for because of my mistake. 0305. When I found out that I'm falling in love with you. You said you couldn't stay. can you set me free?" 0317. But as I did the bravest thing. once. I remember. When you say. You said you couldn't love her." 0309. There was nothing she could do. I d rather not have you if having you would mean I have to see you hurt inside. The saddest word for me is but . But this time. "Till yo u remember it's her I will love forever. I loved you instead. "Do you really love me?" And then tells you. All I could do is watch you from a distance and think of how much I want t o be with you. Why? Cause it would hurt me to see that the whole world's list ening except you." 0307. I've forgotten my broken heart. I don t want y ou beside me if you think you re just obliged. It's selfish! You think love's wonder." I will stay. 0308. 0316. And as you catch me staring at you. I've never felt weaker. When you say. I don t want you to love me if loving me means you have to lie. 0312. They teach us that some things shouldn't be don e again. 0310. I've for gotten the pain in me and all the hurt inside.0304. It all started when you said: I care for you but I care for her more. However. Don't waste your time loving a person when you don't have plans to let him know anyway. Until now. you know what I did? I just kept quiet. I guess you h aven t noticed I'm the one loving you. I let go of someone I love so much . I lost you. I turn away. You ke pt on hurting me till I asked. I can't bear to hear it nor even look at it. 0306. You broke somebody's heart today. "I don't need y ou anymore. I've done the bravest thing in my life. Mistakes are part of life. Up to where can you prove your love to someone? What will you do if your l oved one asks you. Perhaps the saddest but most lovable thing that could happen to you is whe n you're talking to your ex a day before his wedding and he tells you. I still haven't forgotten you . "This cou ld have been us. "I don't love you anymore. I've forgotten all of these and t he hell I've been through. But despite everything. 0313. Damn! It's reall y hard missing you this way. "Leave me alone. When you say. You were so unfair to leave her when she was fighting for you. I love you but I love her more. you're still praying for that wish to come true. I want you b ut I need her more. 0314." I will stay." I'll still s tay. I've forgotten the tears I cried. "How long will this last?" You answered. All I could do is brea kdown.
I have realized that he's just a guy. But we've been down this road time and time again and I've learned t he hard way how the story always ends. I don't need to do things to make him love me cause if he really wanted to. The truth is it's not the player who needs to be changed but the girl. "Will those memories ever come back again?" . If only promises could erase the past. I could open my heart enough to tak e you back. So don't be worried about trying to change him. Be worried about whet her or not you're that girl.0319. 0321. h e would. maybe. But he's not min e. Why? Cause that's the exact moment you will ask yourself . 0320. Eve ry player is in a mission to find that one girl who will make him lose the desir e to play. 0322. A great one. The most painful part of missing someone is when all you can think of are the memories they left.
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