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His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration. She walks down the aisle, my eyes are with tears. I know this is the moment she’s been waiting for all these years. I watch from afar, this thing I can’t hide. The pain of being a bridesmaid when I was supposed to be the bride. My heart skipped a beat when I saw you again. The man of my dreams, that’s what you are now and then. I was just about to tell the girl beside me that you’re my life when suddenly, she told me, “I’m his wife.” “I love you” doesn’t really mean that I want you to be mine. In fact, it’s another way of saying, “I’m happy to see you happy with someone new even if it’s killing me.” So I guess I love you. I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh. But I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry. Before, I asked God to give me someone special to love. I found you then lost you. I asked God why and He answered, “But my child, the one you asked for asked for somebody else.” Maybe the gods were sleeping when I asked for you. Maybe the angels were somewhere else when I wished for you. Because if they only heard me praying and wishing so hard, she wouldn’t have you, I would. It’s so to fool someone the one the one easy to play with love, so easy someone, so easy to make cry. But it’s so hard if you’re who’s played with, fooled and who cried.
It’s hard not to love you, it’s hard not to care and it’s hard to live without you. But I have to try because it’s harder to bear the pain of knowing you don’t feel the same. I’ve come to realize that destiny can hurt a person as much as it can bless then I found myself wondering why of all the people in the world I can fall in love with, I fell for someone who can never be mine. Sometimes it’s hard to say no when you really mean yes, it’s hard to close your eyes when you really want to see, it’s hard to forget when you really can’t and the hardest is to go when you really want to stay. Once in my life, I met someone whom I loved and cared for. I gave everything, I fought for him. But one thing I forgot to do is to ask if he wanted me to. It hurts to say goodbye to a person you love knowing that life won’t be the same without him. But it’s better to give up rather than to fight knowing that you’re the only one fighting. I’m tormented, I’m crushed, and I don’t know what to do. I’m confused, I’m lost, and I totally got no clue. I know I love you. Yeah, that’s true. But when will you start loving me too? Sometimes I get so happy being with you that I just want to hug you. But then I get scared that you will hug me back. And then it gets too damn hard when you decide it’s already time to let go. Whoever said that death was the hardest part was wrong. Letting go and realizing I will never feel your arms around me again is even harder. I envy the one you love, the one whom you belong to. But I’ve thought much to
realize how envious the one you love could get if only she had known that I am the one who can love you best. I wish you’ve never been so sweet, I wish you weren’t too special, I wish you never became my world. The problem is you are. I wish I didn’t know you and I wish I didn’t love you. The problem is I do. I pretended to be deaf when I heard you. I pretended to be blind when I saw the two of you. I tried not to get hurt when I was supposed to. Because when I saw you happy with someone else, I pretended that I was the one with you. What can she do that I can’t do? What can she make you feel that I can’t? Why can’t you feel that way for me too? What does she have that I don’t? Forget I asked. I already know. She has you. I’m through with sentimental quotes, I’m through with sad goodbyes, and I’m through with all the pain he gave me. I just hope I’ll be through with him so everything won’t be a big lie. Don’t say that I have forgotten because I still haven’t. As you can see, I’m here again in front of you, bringing you flowers like any lover would do. I like us to be together but you really must wait. For now I can only promise that I’ll be by your grave. Sometimes I want to pinch myself to make sure that having you in my life isn’t a dream. But I’m also afraid that if I pinch myself, I might wake up and realize that you’re really just a dream. If I only knew you’d hurt me, I wouldn’t have loved so deep. I would have saved my heart from breaking because it’s not for you to keep. If I only knew you’d fool me, I wouldn’t have been so blind. I would have opened my eyes to reality and stopped your
I would have loved being in your arms. Don’t you know those three words describe who you are to me? But probably right now those three words that I wish to say are the same words you said to her. you give everything without thinking twice. And please don’t look back cause I know if you do. I’m not afraid of ghosts. The more people love me. I would have taken care of you. Three words I wish to say. I want to be able to hold your hand when I am hurting instead of having to hold someone else's because you are the one hurting me. “To put a smile where you leave tears. That was how I knew I loved you. just go.” I never thought I would dream about you. Do you want to know the difference between the two of us? I trusted you that’s why I held on. Now you say you don’t love me. But what we had is now over. I just need you to love me for all the pain to go. No more crying. Then you walked away without any idea how much I’ve learned and how much it hurts. love and friendship met. No matter how loud I laugh. Some people leave not really willing to go. I broke somebody’s heart today. I was being unfair to him because I had been wishing he was you. “Why do you exist when I already exist?” Friendship smiled and said. What we had was perfect. you walked away. the sadness inside grows. I would come running back to you. I know as long as you are happy. Now I wake up and find you. But there’s one thing I’m really afraid of. Love asked. it’s all in the past. three words that might scare you away. Sometimes I get so fed up that I just want to walk away from you. deny the truth. Why do you have to make me fall when you're not going to catch me? It hurts that you didn't catch me the moment I fell and it hurts even more to see you catch someone else while I was falling. I said I couldn’t stay. I loved you completely and so did you. I love not expecting to be loved back. It’s the time you’ll stop loving me. “I’ve grown tired and weak shining for someone whose glance has never been mine. I was about to run after you but then I realized that we were sitting on my grave.game in time. I leave not because I know I’ll be followed. But you? You just left me without any valid reason. I leave because I let go. I told him I couldn’t love him back although he’s sweet and true. It’s nice to know that you’re sweet enough to say that you’d pick someone just like me to spend your life with. I want you to tell me those words all over again but what the heck? You just keep on waking me up. Then it answered. In my dream. I can’t cry anymore. I love because I love. I loved you that’s why I let you go. I sat beside you and asked what happened. One day. guess what? I know. All you had to do was ask and there could have been something we could call “us”. But what hurts me is that I know you’re not going to follow. But even if he does hurt me. But it still kills me to see you with her. It’s just that he can do no wrong in my eyes. someone noticed a star losing its usual bright glow and asked the star why. No matter how hard I cry. I’m still not happy.” You said you’ll wait for me but you didn’t. “I’m okay. I said I love somebody else and he let me have my way. you don’t. Don’t take my hand this time. Just when questions seemed endless. believe in lies. not because she makes you smile. not because she is what you need but because she's my best friend. Well. You said you care but obviously.” Some people love not really wishing to end up together. Why is it so easy to love and yet so hard to be loved back? Why should I feel such if destiny permits me not? Why do I have to fall if it’s you I can’t have? Why is there a you and me but never be an us? One night. I’m not afraid of disasters and I have no fear in death. I’ll find some reason to understand why. do crazy things that you can’t explain and cry over things that hurt you but still stay and say. the more I feel empty. It was the way my heart broke for you when she told you she didn't want you that way. you said you love me too. You came not to love me but to teach me how to love. When you love someone. Not because she is perfect for you. I can get through this. You said we’ll be together but we weren’t. I just have to accept that some good things never last. It wasn't the way my heart ached when you told her you loved her. what we had was true. . it suddenly became clear. I would have loved loving you back. You were sitting at one place. He has the power to hurt me and I’m afraid if I let him know what I feel then that’s exactly what he’ll do.
But it’s just so painful to see that you’re spending your life with someone who’s just like me but not me. I hope I never met you so I wouldn’t have fallen for you and I wouldn’t have Here I am. without you I can’t be me. my heart shattered into pieces. I can say I can move on when I couldn’t even try. trying to make a fool out of myself. A guy said to a girl. I was lost and distorted. why did you hurt me so? ends well. And like that I stayed while watching you walk out of my life. I hate you cause damn it! I’m falling for you all over again. But if you only know what I’m going through. all the sweet memories played inside my mind. The day you broke my heart. Why is it that I’m always hurt by the one I love and always being loved by the people who shouldn’t be loving me? The sad thing here is though I try to choose the one who loves me. Is it possible to cry without tears flowing? Is it possible to be hurt without feeling? Is it possible to be forgiven without pleading? Is it possible for you to love me without me hurting? Slowly. tears fell from my eyes. how many tears I’ve shed because of you. how much damage you’ve caused and how stupid I am for still needing you.” And the girl said. So all of those times you’ve hurt me.” The rain reminds me of you. There are times when I’d stare at the sky at night and wonder why you are my entire universe when I’m not even a little star in yours. pretending I like someone new and showing everyone I don’t care about you. give it to the . Don’t look at me and say goodbye. I’m fighting back emotions I’ve never fought before. Is this how you operate? For if it is. I end up falling for you all over again? How do I say goodbye to someone I never had? Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine? Why do I miss someone who I was never with? And why do I love someone whose love was never mine? You’ve hurt me once. Sometimes the best way to say I love you is to hold his hand. you begin to show up again and make me feel special. dreams are the only things I can count on. how gloomy you make me feel. And when they find that tear. were you closing your eyes? I know I shouldn’t care or wonder how you are. I’m really gonna miss you and everything you did for me. What would I do if he loves someone new? I’ll just pretend I don’t love him too. But why is it that every time I’m ready to let go. you hate to see me cry. But I guess it’s better if you just let go. that single drop of pain. well. You always say you hate to see me hurt. why did you have to happily ever after is true then I here crying over you? one he loves. Just walk away if you have to go. Cause I’m not supposed to love you anymore. that’s the one and only time this heart forgets your name. keep on pretending I’m not hurt now that he’s no longer mine. you’re dying. he showed her a picture. “You know what? She’s luckier cause the guy I love loves her. Cause as long as she owns you. how cold you are. But I just can’t hide the pain inside my broken heart. I tried to call you but you said you were busy. But no. I dropped a tear in the sea. this heart will always belong to you. I wanted to tell you how I feel. But I can’t say I still love you when you said goodbye. Just when I’m almost over you. Life is indeed unfair. Now you’ll never know cause guess what? I’ve learned to let go.” Then after a while. “You’re nice. let go. I’m not taking you back cause maybe you’re no longer happy in the heaven where we both used to be. I really didn’t know. Are you aware that my heaven is missing an angel? I wanna let you know that you’re that angel. I can say I’m fine when you don’t see me cry. Don’t whisper words to make me cry. pretend it’s okay when deep inside. I’m always pretending I’m happy when I couldn’t even smile. “She’s my girl. I love you more than you love me. to tell you I love you. For in reality that everyone can see. this love could never be. you’ve hurt me twice but all I did was shut my eyes. People tell me to stop loving you in a dream world cause I’ll never get what I want but they’re wrong cause the only thing I want is you and to have you. You will break my heart but I promise I would never let you know. I never thought this would happen. If all If all go? If why am is fair. The guy you love is lucky. There are times that I’m about to give up cause there’s no way I can make you mine. I broke down. I needed someone so I tried to talk to you but you were in a hurry. my heart still longs for the one who hurts me. I can say I’m happy when I just want to die.
you find out that the one you gave up once also gave up everything for you. I remember how I lost the only person I’ve ever loved and then I realize I still do. But every once in a while. Fairy tales usually start with “once upon a time” and end with “and they lived happily ever after”.” Don’t be surprised if one day I’ll avoid you and be gone. Then when you’ve already done that. A stolen glance. Me? I promised you nothing but I gave you my heart. Teach me how to be strong before you go.” I said I didn’t cry much when you went away. Finally. It’s really okay for me if you can’t cause you see? What I told you was “I love you” not “please love me too”. And I wonder why just when I’ve learned to love you. you’re right! I fell for a player with his game I couldn’t fight. Should I just keep distance and try to forget you? For many times I said I wouldn’t love you anymore yet every time I lay my eyes on you. You said you miss me more. I’m not asking you to. Are you really insensitive or are you just playing stupid? Cause you’re there wondering why I can’t seem to look. Why do I have to leave you now that I’m madly in love with you? Why do I have to say goodbye now that my everything is you? Why do I have to set you free now that all I need is you? And why must you love another when I am here loving you? You’ve broken my heart by making me fall and now I wish I never knew you at all.” I feel like finally. You know why? How can you tell me you love me if I saw a reflection of another girl in your eyes? It’s sad when you want someone but you’d have to give up someone else to get them. It’s okay if you can’t love me nor even think of me. yup. You promised to give me joy but you brought me tears. He spoke words so soft and true. But here I am. you’re wrong! I knew your games before. I know this would hurt but it would hurt more if you’ll find out that I loved you but I couldn’t fight for you. You said goodbye. You’ve played me around as if I were some kind of game and now things will never be the same. I could smile again. But it’s hard for me to catch up when you’re also trying to catch up with someone else. It’s unfair to think so much of you . Well. Sad reality: I love him but I’ve fallen for you. in case you haven’t noticed. I told you I can move on and I will be okay. a gentle gaze. Now should I cling to my past or should I let you pass? My angel told me that to prove my love for you. I’m falling in love with you. I said I was happy when you found someone new. You think I’ll cry? You think I’ll breakdown? Damn. it was when you never came. I should show it and I should say it. In his eyes. I’d let you believe that I fooled you. I just played along. will you?” You told me you love me but I don’t wanna believe it.” I said. I said. it was when you said goodbye. But for us it’s “they lived happily ever after once upon a time”. Teach me how to make you mine before you say goodbye. hoping and wishing that you will still love me. You promised to take care of me but you hurt me. Teach me how to control my tears before I start to cry. You promised your love but you gave me pain. I said I miss you. He gives me the world but you mean the world to me. Everyday. “So why do you have to go?” You said. must be my day. why I’m keeping distance from you. I can’t leave him but I can’t bear losing you. If you think I’m stupid. I wonder why just when I learned to wait. “I’m still not over you. If time would come that I’d have to let you go. I told her I already did. Please tell me what to do. “I let her go. I walk towards you hoping that I’d somehow get to be with you for at least a moment. Sad: I’ve fallen in love so many times but love never gave me a chance to know how it feels to be loved back by the person I love so much. “Cause my friend is in love with you. I answered with tears. it comes back. I wonder why just when I learned to laugh. The sad thing is you believed me though I didn’t want you to. It’s not because you’ve done something wrong and I hate you but because I’m afraid to love and be hurt again by somebody who cant love me back. You asked me to believe you but I didn’t.to struggle with my feelings cause I know it’s impossible. my heart starts to state these silent words. it was when you made me cry. he looked this way. “Why too soon?” You said “I love you. Teach me how to believe in your lies. She asked how. it’s over. It doesn’t hurt anymore. still as stupid as I can be. “Tell your friend I love her. It must be my chance.
dreams. The girl said no. “Yes. What if tears run dry and he is still not yours? Accept the truth and say goodbye. Ouch: I never really wanted to let go of you but you wanted to be free. it’s going to be me and you. He shares my hopes. I love you in a manner that you never will. I suppose I’ll just be this someone wishfully thinking. “Have you ever fallen in love?” Then I answered. I answered. And how insensitive can we get too.” If only tears could heal the pain I’m feeling right now. “I’m already in love with someone else. I love him and I always will but inside I cry saying. You told me you care. when things are true. I feel great pain knowing I can never have him. I just haven’t found him yet." He asked me again. I laughed. you let her go. Why? Because I know I’ll only get hurt knowing you’ll never feel the way I do. I wanted to stay but you wanted me to go. One day. to cry when you never shed a tear. The main cried to God. I don’t want to talk to you anymore and I don’t want to be with you anymore.when you’re not missing me at all. right?” How can I go on pretending that everything is fine. I teased you. “Yes. makes me smile with just his eyes.” You told me you love me. He lied and said. you were wishing me gone. That’s why I can’t understand why you have to hurt me the way you do.” Then they gave me another question. dump them? If that's how you define love then I should say you've loved me quite well. I know I will never ever have you again so should I try? I know you will never . One day. nothing has changed. if you only knew how much I cried when you went away. One day. “I won’t make you cry. He wipes away all my tears. Why are the words easily pronounced It's because it's yourself that the not feel the same "I love you" so yet so hard to say? hard to admit to person you love might way as you do. looked at the stars.” Then when I thought it was too good to be true. you’d say I’m fine. I need you in a manner that you’ll never do. Someone once asked me. But why didn’t you catch me? I didn’t fake the fall.” What will you do if the one you love belongs to someone else? You wait. You promised me the moon yet you only gave me sorrow. He holds me when I start to cry. “I wish he knew. “Wishes do come true. I don’t want to see you anymore. “If it was meant to be. to love when you say words that hurt my heart and to live when you breathe for someone else. if you only felt the pain I did then maybe you could’ve felt the love I hid. you smiled at me and said. My friend once asked me if I do love you. I hope he’d stay and never go away. I’ll spend my whole life crying cause I know I’ll stay in love with him for the rest of my life knowing he can never love me back. You calmed me down when I faked the mood. If you only knew how much I wanted to hold your hand and make you stay. I miss you in a manner that you’ll never feel. "Does he love you?" I sat down. When I told you I love you. he blew me off and found someone new. I start falling for you again? You eased the pain when I faked the wound. nothing’s still possible and some things are still the same when after I convince myself I can forget you. You told me you miss me. “Did it hurt?” I thought of you and cried. I love him without regret. But too bad you make it seem that one day is just a dream. you had me but then again not really. I long for you in a manner that you’ll never know. I had you. I never gave up till you told me that all the time I was loving you. Sometimes I wonder how people can become so insensitive. why did I lose her?” God replied. I never really had you so I never really lost you. closed my eyes and said. Sad: A man realized he wanted his love back. Now you pledge to me the sky when all I really need is you. How do you define love? Do you make people fall for you and feel a short damn moment of happiness? Then the next thing you do. you’d realize that love is right before your eyes. I smiled. I’d make you mine. One day. What if you’ve waited but he still can’t love you back? You cry. I told them. You show them all your love and yet nothing happens. “Of course. In my heart. I’d like to ask you to explain but I know you don’t want to so I guess I’ll just be forever wondering what I meant to you. very much. He looked me deeply in the eye. and fears. “You didn’t lose her.” I care for you and I know you know. You’re mine but not really. You were instantly there when I faked the call. We still love them even if we knew. You swore to me the stars but I only had pain. You’re there but not really. It hurts telling myself I miss him.
you have done no crime.” What if the person you secretly love tells you that he has already found the one he’ll spend forever with? Would you be brave enough to ask who she is or keep the pain inside not knowing it’s you after all? Love is hard to understand. Sadly. But I guess I’ll always have my heart so I can’t escape the pain. What can I do to make you feel better? Nothing. A girl was so sad because she thought that the guy she loved didn’t love her back. Maybe it's just that I am so afraid of seeing you held by . I want you. never see you need someone like I need you now. Wait. Wait. And you know what? You're my whole damn world. Why are you crying? Cause the man I love can never love me back. “Same as yours. “What’s her name?” He smiled sadly and said. I just wish I have told you. When I need you. The whole damn world doesn’t care about me. Neither would a thousand tears. I keep on trying not to love him anymore but I can't. But when I look into your eyes whenever she’s around. do you even care? I’m shouting I love you. I’ve already told everybody that I’ve moved on and that things are better off like this. The whole damn world doesn’t know I have fallen in love with it. I know I already lost even before the fight began. I can pretend and say I can let go of you. Why? I know you can’t help me. Why not? Cause you’re in love with someone else. When you love someone. that’s what you said when you went away. You left me with pain and good memories too. I wish that I don’t have eyes so I won’t see you liking someone else. But my heart can't pretend cause deep inside it’s bleeding. I hope you find someone who’ll love you too. She asked. though. You’ll never understand why I’m hurt so much because you’re not the one who is crying.care so why do I cry? I’m going to forget you. just when I thought it was through. That’s why I’m willing to fight for you. Never say hello if you really mean goodbye. to make you realize how much I love you. Please wipe the single tear falling from my eye. you have to fight for him.” The whole damn world doesn’t know I exist. Then you told me that you don't love me anymore because you loved the me I was before. you’re not the one who is holding on to someone who’s gone and you’re not the one who would care even though you know I cry because of you. I decided to show you that I love you too. Because I don’t want you to be hurt the way I’m hurting with you. I can pretend to smile and laugh over the thought of losing you. never at the same time. “Wait. that we’re just friends. I keep on trying to forget him but I can't. It's not that I can't live without you. Sad: Has anyone made you feel special that you thought he was falling for you and you start to fall for him too? Then when you already did. I didn't know what to do. I hope I won’t see you fall apart. I can’t cause my heart keeps on trying to win him back though I know deep in my heart I can’t! I was so afraid to lose you without realizing why. If you do mean forever then just tell me you will try. I love you still. can’t you even hear? Are you even aware I’m here? Never again. But I don’t want memories. impossible to live with yet so miserable to live without. I know because I’ve cried. are you there? And when I’m weak. Just say the words “I love you” for the very last time. I have loved and have been loved. you’re not the one who is left behind. When you said you love me. I always call and whisper your name even though I’m so tired of your stupid game. she saw the guy carrying his daughter. never see you breakdown. until forever I guess I will. But just when I thought it was over. don’t have ears so I won’t hear you screaming someone else’s name. I know because I’ve tried. Take me into your arms as you say goodbye. right? Wait. I found myself back in love with you. he breaks the news that he’s in love with someone and that someone is not you? How can I let go when my heart says hold on? How can I say goodbye when all I want to say is hello? How can I forget when I can’t stop thinking of you? How can you fall out of love just when I’m about to say I love you? Never look into my eyes if all you’ll do is lie. That’s what I said to myself. Years later. I tell myself a lie because I’ll always have a part of you till the day I die. But one thing I haven’t told them is that I’ve been lying all this time. that’s what I’m doing until today. I don’t want to feel this kind of pain again. Don’t feel guilty. Never say forever because forever makes me cry. A thousand words won’t bring you back. I can say I can get over this hurt fast.
I cry because I know he doesn’t feel the way I do. I can say I miss your smile. It’s really not fair how you’re gone and how you’re moving on so fast while I am still living in the past. I would. I’ll make believe you care. I’ve been counting the days until you’ll be back in my arms again. I would. you are there. But whenever you're near. And even if I look around pretending not to cry. I miss us. I tried to take away the pain by finding someone new but then I came to realize that no one compares to you. I guess I was so stupid for even trying cause all the time I was trying. I’m crying over you when the night is all black cause I know whatever I do. the more it makes me sad because it makes me wonder who sent you that. you smiled and asked how I was. If I could love you. I tried to be strong. I’m sorry not because I’ve hurt you but because I have fallen for you when I’m not supposed to.someone you love more. The stars had burnt out and the . I tried to see through you. But the more you send me those. I can’t escape the thought of you. I'd learn to stop loving you. I’m willing to love you. It’s been quite a while. If I could hug you tight. I cry because I realize how pathetic I am. You excitedly send the one you love mushy quotes to say what you feel only for him to send it to the one he really loves and they end up together. I tried to be patient. it’s just that I don’t have the right. I smiled back knowing I can't tell you how I’m still crying over you. you won’t love me back. yet you never gave time to notice. looking down on you from heaven. I shouted I love you but you were already too far to hear me. And you? Still waiting for the reply? I'm sad when we’re apart and it drives me crazy to be far from you. I don’t hate you for breaking my heart because I’m almost getting over you but I could hate you for making me fall once more because I know once again. I thought it was over between you and me. But to wish for you I had to stop cause the owner of your heart just won’t give up. It’s hard for me to see you frown. you were not mine. It’s not that I don’t have the will. I would. You've sent me touching quotes to warm my heart because it’s a way of expressing our feelings since we’re miles apart. I’ll make believe you need me. I end up not knowing what to do and it drives me crazier knowing that you're just there yet I can’t have you. you’re doing fine without me. If only it is possible to borrow someone’s heart then I’ve already asked for yours from the start. the hurts and the heartaches. Much as I try to push the tears away. I cry because I think I’ll be crying forever. I guess I’m not over with all the pains. What’s worse is I have to smile when I can barely hold back my tears because as far as I can see. I love you more than myself yet you never loved me back. Am I just a pretender that you love me? Am I just a wisher who wishes that you need me? Am I just a dreamer who dreams for this love to start? Or are you just a player playing with my heart? I miss you not because you’re gone but because things between us aren’t the way they used to be. When we met again. I’ll make believe you love me. But I would be lying if I do cause what I really miss is not you. I hate you but not as much as I hate myself for loving you. Even in my dreams. I tried not to fall hard on you but I never succeeded. I did everything just for you to notice how much I love you and care for you. I had you once but I let you slip away from me. If I could kiss you. That night you left me. I would. But it scares me cause I might be counting for the rest of my life. I wished upon a star that someday. I’m willing to be deceived as long as you love me even though it’s makebelieve. It’s so damn hard to show everyone that I’m doing just fine without you when deep down inside I’m not. my heart started to bleed once more. it’s even harder for me to see you cry but the hardest for me is to see your heart broken and played by someone else while I’m here giving you mine. Once I thought I had moved on with my life but I think I was wrong for when our eyes met when I saw you. I just sit and cry even more each day. I’ll always go back to the day you finally said goodbye. I’ll make believe you’re there. I called on you but you just smiled and walked further. not us but how it was. guiding and loving you secretly yet for eternity. I miss you. way up high. If I could hold your hand. I’d want to die loving you and never letting you know it for I want to be your angel. you’ll only be slamming my door. Since the day you said goodbye.
In your eyes. I’ll pass away. one lonely star needing love and care. Slowly. But there’s one thing you didn’t teach me and it really hurts more. I was getting over you believing it was true. I never hated you for not loving me. as you walk along the beach. Every now and then. too foolish to say I’m doing fine. too desperate to wish my life is through and too selfish to wish you’re mine. and you showed me how to love. I’m hurting. I know you'll go and I can't ask you to stay. not knowing what I felt. Because it’s my fault I fell in love with you in the first place. You fall in love. I’ll be gone. I was walking with my head up high thinking I wasn’t going to fall then you have to smile at me and ruin it all. it's your turn to understand. I'll understand. you’re my world then why? I know! It’s the only way of making you happy. When I’m gone. She asked. I guess it’s too late to cry. you’re doing pretty fine without me. But did you ever know I was there? If you’re too busy to call me. I'll understand. I cry. I never hated seeing you with the person you love because I know you’re happy. Just when you think you've got it all figured out. you’ll realize how much I cared and how much I treasured you. you’ve touched my heart. It’s so hard to say I’m fine without you when deep inside.river has run dry. more than you have noticed. too honest to say I still love you. If you don't have time to check on me. Nothing’s forever. You didn’t teach me how to let you go. You never knew I loved you. too early to regret. too dumb to ask why. there’s something that for so long. I realize that I still am deeply in love with you. more than I’ll ever show. Though . you’ll feel me slipping away from you not because I realized that I don’t love you but that I’m in a place where I’m not supposed to stay. There's no reason for you to. “How is he?” He replied. You taught me how to care. I thought it was going to be the end but now I’m afraid I’m falling in love with you again. Why do I have to let go of someone special like you? I love you so much. she saw the guy’s best friend. all your life. you may not know still. Have you really cried for someone more than you expected? Have you ever tried to love him in spite of all the pain? Will you keep on loving him as he whispers someone else’s name? Will you? I would. See. you showed me how to like someone. But one day. happy with someone else and not with me. too good to forget. Now that time has come for us to be apart. Tonight. Slowly. Today is the last day I’ll cry over you. Today is the last day I’ll mention your name. But if I stop loving you. forever’s a lie because all you really have is between hello and goodbye. I’m afraid to love you because there’s someone who loves you more. I may never say I love you because you never will. After years of not telling him. But damn. I saw love but then I closed my door. It’s so sad when the right person can’t find you because you’re too busy. I was too shy to tell. As I’m filled with memories. I would never ask questions that would only make me cry. I just ignored. as I sleep. I don’t know what to do. do I really have to die first before you notice? Look up at the sky and you’ll see me there. If you’re late on our date. you taught me to be kind. I won’t forget how once upon a time. still impossible to find. You mean so much to me. one of those tears will touch you and all of my crying will be worthwhile. I just want to be alone. Am I a fool to love? Am I blind to see? Every time you looked and smiled my way. I thought they were for me. when will be the last day of loving you? A girl was madly in love with her guy best friend but never had the courage to tell him. Not knowing what to say. I know you’ll miss me. However. Sooner or later. my heart feels the hurt and my mind starts to wonder. I'll understand. I’m just this pathetic star still hurting over you. Today is the last day I’ll dream of reaching you. smile and hold back the tears cause from what I see. You're not mine anyway. I know you no longer care but I won’t ask why. I have to pretend I’m okay. But then. I hate you for making me fall even more when I’m trying to let you go.” Real love lasts for forever and a day but love just isn’t something you measure that way. “He just got over you. In your eyes. It’s a sudden feeling that I’ve never felt before. You never knew I liked you. Every tear I have cried has reached the ocean. you do the dumbest thing you possibly could. Life is so short to waste time for someone who’s unworthy of your love. making the wrong person right for you. more than you’ll ever know. my eyes start to water.
I haven't given up. After all. you’re still not there. it was still the best damn minute of my life. You want to know why? So that you wouldn't know it's you I'm missing. Because I’m waiting for the day you’d come and look my way. Sometimes. Though it wasn’t for me. When I said “goodbye”. Don’t ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. You can hear me laugh or see me smiling. just a shadow behind your mind. smart. would you then realize my worth? I hate you for always being there for me when I need you by my side. There was a time in my life when you looked at my direction and smiled. you still broke my heart. I just didn’t think you’d ever get tired of me.” I saw and met a perfect guy. my eyes are all cried out over you. But what could I do? You were gone before I could say “come back”. Now I'm afraid to love you again. Don’t ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. there’s someone better you need to find. When I wake up. I might say the pain has gone but it hasn't. I sometimes wish I could be like you cause you have this ability to get close to people whom you really have no intention of being close to only to push them away. I always dream of you. I’m nothing. When I said “enough”. “You came into my life and melted my heart with just a smile. I hate you for ignoring my existence. I hate you for making me say I hate you when in reality. tired of hoping you’ll love me too and tired of crying all my tears out because of you. You forget about me. Because I'm simply watching you fall for someone else. can I pretend it was? So I could say. I don’t mind when you don’t text. you still didn't care. tired of pushing myself to you. I just love you more. When will I ever learn to trust again when I can’t even trust my heart not to fall for you again? I might say that I've moved on but I haven't. Does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried? I see him but he sees past me. . Don’t ever give up if you still want to try. No matter how much I love you. Do you know that the worst way I can miss you is not when you're far away? It's when you're right beside me yet I know I can never have you. It’s night again. I just didn’t wanna let it get away from me. I never really liked sleeping. I hate you for telling me sweet things which make me fall so bad. But then I remember. Sometimes I tell myself that I hate you but once I hear your voice and see your smile. I look in his eyes but he looks around me. No matter how sweet my smile was. I gave you my heart but you tore it apart. I may be a shadow who can’t be your part but do you know? I may be a shadow but I do have a heart. I have a heart. I knew you loved me back. When I get tired of making you realize that I’m here loving you. I know you’ll never love me the way I love you but I want you to know that at one point. He was kind. I don’t mind when you’re with your other friends. But most of all. I’m still at the dark. I realize that I am just pretending to be over you so I’d somehow ease the pain of knowing you can never be mine. How can I forget you when you’re always on my mind? How can I not want you when you’re all I want inside? How can I let you go when I can’t see us apart? How can I not love you when you control my heart? No matter how many tears I've cried. I could never be like you. you wish for something then there comes a time when you’ll stop wishing not because you already got what you wanted but because you’ve finally accepted the fact that not all wishes can come true. I’m not saying there wasn’t anything wrong. I didn't mean farewell. I never looked away. scared that my heart will get broken. Don’t ever say you don’t love him if you can’t let him go. I wasn't pushing you away but setting you free.I knew you were looking at someone else. for not loving me the way I wish you would. Even if it was just for a minute. Probably because every time I close my eyes. cute and best of all. I’m not saying we never had the right to hold on. But I didn’t tell him I love him because the only reason why I love him is because he reminded me of you. I don’t mind when you don’t call anymore. I just needed a break. When I said “go”. in life. For you. he loves me too. I hate myself for believing in everything you do and say when I know you're just lying anyway. I see you. You said you didn’t want to see me get hurt. Cause you were all a dream and will always be a dream. But most of all. I don’t mind when I get hurt by you. minding me was never a big deal to you. No matter how much affection I show.
“I made a mistake. I told myself. But you know what? I was just beside you. Why? Because you looked the other way and you didn’t see me. Someday you’ll find the one whom you’re destined with.” Whoever said it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all must not have had their heart broken. Now you can't be mine. it’s the fact that I never got the chance to make you mine. I regret the day I didn’t ask you out. I like you. When I saw you with her. me. you’re really wrong. the closest I could be and the clearest that I shall see and that no matter what I do. when star that too. if I You loved me but I never knew. Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wished they would just leave and never come back and yet loved them so much you knew you'd die if they did? Days continue to pass. hugged you and kissed you? Do you remember the day I broke your heart? I bet you don’t cause it was you who broke mine. You told me about that feeling but I never believed in you. I if you still love me. don’t you know? How stupid of me to ask you these questions! Of course. I wonder if you still care about often wonder if I still make you I wonder if I’m right for you. stars continue to shine. You are the one who broke my heart. will we end up just as friends? After tonight. When cry. wonder smile. I see a star. I just can’t tell you I love you if it’s to someone’s heart you belong. you just cared. The rain is turning out to be in perfect sync with my mood now that you’re standing next to me and talking about her. Someday you’ll find the one you’re looking for. “So what?” When I saw you holding her hand. The times you cried. Lord. I can never make him love me too. I said. as you tell me we’re through. I happy. Why do I have tears in my eyes today when he was never mine? There are only two things I regret doing. waiting for you to call for me. I'm still missing. I realized I should've told you. I wish you never left me and stayed by my side. you’re the one who made me cry yet I still love you and I don’t know why. Under your your sadness shows. you don’t! How would you know I like you. It hurts so much to know that I have fallen for someone who would just leave me hanging in the air. will you ever realize I still love you? Can you hold me just for a second? Cause I miss the way you do. And I wonder have to let you go. Why? Cause I closed my eyes from the reality that you never really loved me. I thought there was still time but then I saw you in her arms. But of all the things I regret. Please say you miss me like I do cause I’m missing you more than I expected to. Loving the guy who didn’t love me and forgetting the one who did.” You replied. I tried so much to tell you I love you Everyone tells me to give up on you but they don’t see you like I do. I told myself. And I’d be left wondering why that person isn’t me. If I tell you those words. Can we be together for one more minute? Cause I can’t live without you. I wasn’t there. you’re the reason my world fell apart. After tonight. as you leave my side. will you cry like I do till the tears subside? After tonight. I just thank God you can’t differentiate the tears from the raindrops on my face. The times you needed someone to understand. “Whatever!” Who am I kidding? All those things you were doing to her until now. don’t you know? I care for you. the day I said hello. I wasn’t there. I was under that when I had you and I was under star when you wished you had her but I couldn't find the courage to. I might just give you a fright. Why does the sun go shining? Why does the ocean run to shore? Don’t they know it’s the end of the world now? It’s the end of the world cause you don’t love me anymore. “And so did I. don’t you know? I love you. care for you and love you when you’re busy loving someone else? Do you recall the day I met you. I regret the day I didn’t call you back. as it all ends. "I don’t care!” When I saw you playing with her hair. If you think I’m kidding. Have you ever wondered why looking at your crush hurts you inside instead of . I regret the day I had hurt you and I regret the day you said goodbye. the day I held your hand. let me accept the fact that this is the farthest that I can get.Does he know what I see when he stares through me? I see him and I can't help watching him not watching me. You were about to leave and say goodbye when I stopped you and said. I remember you and I Why? Cause I was under that star I wished for you. I can’t tell you I love you cause it doesn’t seem right. the one who would love you completely.
You didn’t hear me say the words “I love you”.” My friends are finally happy that I have experienced how it is to love but I’m not. that doesn’t mean I love you no more. Stupid. Why do I want you back? Why can’t I hate you? Why can’t I let go of your memories? Why do I find it hard to forget you? So many why’s but the most unanswered why is why do I still love you even after you’ve said goodbye? It hurts to see the one I love move on while I can’t even let go. she knows your flaws. I was willing to love you completely and I was willing to fight for you. just maybe. Cause to tell you honestly. There’s nothing I could say nor I can do. I loved that guy so much I hope you will too. I took the pain. my heart sick of loving you. It was so stupid of me to make you wait. “Wasn’t my love good enough?” Then you turned around and said. I proved to them how much I really do. I wish you didn’t ignore me when I showed you how special you are to me. I’m down on my knees praying that you’ll love him better than I did. And if ever I’d cry. But I couldn’t tell you how I felt cause there was someone else who owned me. I damn cried but you just looked away. So was I. will you still cry for me? But what if this one day never happens. . you weren’t. I had to let you go cause even though I was willing to do everything for you. She breaks your heart. will you still care for me? You walked into my life through an open door then you left. I’m here loving thee. “No. it’s not only because I lost you but also because I lost my life. You led me into believing that you love me. It means I want you to be much happier. You felt me giving pain to you. we broke up because he’s very in love with you. What do you think of me. Think of what you do cause I have feelings too. But what if I tell you that it has always been you? People say that I have loved you my best. I know I am. Please don’t show me you’re loving someone new. my eyes swollen from crying over you. I asked. When I finally fell for you. I wish you never let me go just when I was starting to fall for you. Stupid to fall for someone who can’t love me too. I waited until I went insane. I was willing to give you everything I had. Now I’m having a hard time letting my feelings go cause I loved you without letting you know. You broke my heart but still. You saw me not being true to you. she’ll do anything to make you fall. It hurts to see the one I love happy while I can’t even smile. down on my knees begging the Lord to tell you to take care of him. I don’t know what to do. a damn fool who wouldn’t mind getting hurt? I’m human and I can feel pain. If ever I say goodbye. closing that door and opening another. You even saw me through the darkest shades of black and blue. They say that my best was more than enough than what I could have offered and given you. I would have preferred to be hurt. I remember the moment when you asked me to let you go. I have come to realize that destiny can hurt a person as much as it can bless then I found myself wondering why out of all the people I could have loved. How I wish that before you did you thought that maybe. I know you were hurt. But it also came to the point that I have to give up and say. Why? Cause when I finally learned to love. I wish you listened when I told you how much I care. Now I’m wondering how many more doors I need to go through till I open the one that leads me back to you. will you still look for me? If one day you hear I’m dead.” When you said goodbye. you already found someone new. will you come with me? If one day I go and never come back. You looking and him not knowing. On the day I fell for you. She hurts you so badly but you’re too blind to see that while she’s hurting you. You pushed me away but still. Stupid! Stupid! That’s what I am to few.making you happy? Cause you know that it will always be that way. you told me it’s because you don’t want to hurt me someday. But still. it was too much. But please don’t tell me you’re loving me now. I told you I love you but still you didn’t stay. I am. It’s sad to know that I’m stupid because of you. I guess if you’re happy then I’m happy for you. it’s true. I had to fall for someone destined to be taken away from me. you were slowly fading away. I did almost everything for you just to prove that you’re special to me. so insensitive of me to make fun of your feelings for me. now that I’m almost over you. I’ve gotten tired of running after you. my heart chose the one who couldn’t love me back. Stupid. What if I leave you. “I’ve done my part. I proved to the world how I sincerely love you.
Have you ever loved only to let him go? Have you ever hated someone and yet love him so? Have you ever missed someone so bad it made you cry? Have you ever been left without knowing why? Loving you made me strong but it also made me weak. isn't it. Yeah. didn't. I So why did you? lied. No. I love you so much.The only thing is I failed to prove it to you. I love you till I prove what’s damn true. I wish I can tell you I love you just to let you know I care. Great. But deep inside. Why? Because I know you already stopped loving me long before it ended. at his own time. isn't it. I did and I said I wouldn't hurt you. Just like me. You'll never know how much I'll miss you. how I can feel all these things when you don't feel the same? Terrible. You know why? Cause maybe if that happens. the pain was too much I can’t help but cry. maybe it's time for me to stop holding on. But you know what? It would be harder for that someone to expect and hope that there would be more not knowing that all you can think of is how to let him go. “Love me the way I want to be loved. That’s the saddest part of being a girl. I love you till I breakdown and cry. Maybe it’s time for me to stop thinking of you. you won't see it in my face. I don’t know why you’re the one when I'm just nobody to you. It’s hard to let go of someone you thought you love. When you love a person very much. You're so far away yet right in my heart. the heart gets really tired and the mind insists to let go cause the heart can't take it anymore. isn't it. isn't it. It made me happy but also depressed. isn't it. Aren’t you going to tell me something before it’s too late for you to? Aren’t you going to play a song and let me sing it for you? Aren’t you going to hold my hand and let me know what’s inside you? Aren’t you going to tell me you love me or do you want me to do it for you? If loving means being loved then I do not love enough. a silent tear fell from my eyes. It helped me up but also pulled me down. I just don't understand it. no time to say goodbye. Don’t touch me if later you’ll just walk away. I just wish you would. I don’t know why I care for you when you don’t even love me.” We have to wait for him to do it his own way. You you did. Don’t smile if later you’ll just make me cry. how I care about you so much? Great. just to let you know I’ll always be there. you just can't let go. why can't you love me? You said you loved me but you said you wouldn't hurt me but I said I loved you. to love me. You told me you love somebody and I was there to smile. But sometimes. I tried to say I love you but you didn’t care. no one will ever know. to care for me. can’t you see? I damn cried. Don’t love me if later you’ll just leave and won’t stay. You look my way but you don’t know I’m there. even though you're already experiencing pain. how all these great things only bring me tears and pain? When you accused me of not loving you. maybe it's time for me to stop waiting for nothing. isn't it. We can never just walk up to a guy and say. I don’t know why I'm so afraid to lose you when you’re not even mine. I might always love you but you won't ever know. how I want to be with you all the time? Great. He was gone before I knew it and only God knows why. loving you meant everything to me. Cause I'll be smiling when I see you. Don’t come close if later you’ll just pass by. Sometimes I wish I'm more than what I am right now. You'll never know I'll never find another that can take your place. Cause if only you looked hard to see. No farewell words were said. how I could talk to you all day? Great. that no one’s ever gonna love you like the way I do. my tears won't ever show.If loving means being special then I have barely loved. the person I love will learn to like me. I love you till the day I die. the water is transparent. you don’t know how much I care for you. Sometimes I wish I'm different. My heart still aches and tears still flow. how I can think about you for hours? Great. you see? I guess that’s why it hurts to know how much you love her. What it meant to lose him. I wanted to tell you but I couldn’t dare. It taught me how to hold on but now it's teaching me how to let go. not me. But if loving means getting hurt then I love too much. I don't understand it. still do. why are we apart? I love you more than you will know but I guess it's not meant to be. How do you prepare a heart to be broken or dreams to fall through? How do you let go of a miracle that means everything to you? How do you walk away . I try to make you see but all you do is look through me.
I want to say I love you. It wasn't easy to say I don't need you when I love you so. You told me you have to go. it’s not when I don’t think of you at night. I asked you to hold me and you absolutely couldn't. But sometimes you also have to hush and be quiet cause you see? He's already happy where he is right now. they say that time will heal. One day. how much pain I had to hide. even just for a while? Sometimes. Sometimes I remember how I fell in love with you and I wonder if you ever really loved me. I want to make you happy and I want to make you smile. I will be able to look at you in the eye without feeling the pain I’ve caused.Same old story that everybody knows. I’ll get over you. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do and I'm not supposed to say this but I'm still in love with you.with tears in your eyes? Letting go isn't easy. I'll see another day and I'll build another world. I want to tell you something so there won't be any doubt. No one knows how many times I've broken down and cried. I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I’m always thinking about you. I still remember that day you kissed me then walked away. you told me you can't stay. I don’t want to love alone cause I’ve fallen so deep that you’ll never know how far I’ve gone. I'm not supposed to love you. you’ll do anything just to make him yours. . when you love a person so much. all those times I’ve been loving you.One heart holding on and the other letting go. I keep them all to myself. I'm not supposed to care. how she holds him and pulls him close while he dreams of another and counts the days until he lets her go. I was hurt so bad. how I felt when you ignored me. It wasn't that simple to close my eyes while you walked away. When they dance. I often wonder whether you can tell these things that I’m feeling inside me. Do you know how much you’ve hurt me. But will she ever lend you to me. Now that it's over. why didn’t you tell me that you love me too? I asked you to love me and you simply wouldn't. How come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already does? I'll never forget the times we once shared and I'll never forget how much you once cared. I want to say I care. You never really had time for me aside from when you broke my heart. I'm just another fool. I'll find another love but there will never be another you. Sometimes I look at you and wonder if you ever look at me. I’m sorry to say this. I'll find another guy. They say there is a reason. One day. I've been searching like everybody else but I can't see anything different about myself. I would have chosen to be with you if the choice was mine to make. I'll find another life just like you told me to. I asked you to talk to me and you said you shouldn't. I will be able to stand next to you without wanting to hold your hand. just pray you'll survive. You wanna know what’s hard? It’s not when I don’t get to see you as often as I like. I want to hold you in my arms and just keep you there. scared to show my true emotions. I'd wish for one more day. it’s when I start loving you knowing that it’s not right. I have one more thing to say. No one knows the heartache that hides behind my smile. What's the sense of living without you by my side? It wasn't easy to love and just let go. But you can make decisions too and you've decided you want this heart to break. though. If I had a four-leaf clover. But neither time nor reason can change the way I feel. I cried all night. how many tears I’ve cried? I just have to ask you. One day. And it wasn't that easy to wish when I knew you won’t stay. Sometimes I'm an angel and sometimes I'm cruel. But when it comes to love. Sometimes I think of you and wonder if you ever think of me. I'll have another chance. but that day will never come true. You're so wonderful to think of but so hard to live without.
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