I would also like to say I do think that, although those of Ra are very special and the channeled material

of trance is far more accurate, if you read other material that is on our site and that I offer quite a bit of throughout the book, you will find that it is sort of a “all of a piece”. It is kind of holographic. Certainly from the fifthdensity point of view it is more wisdom oriented than unity oriented, in the sense that it is conscious channeling and it is through a fifth-density contact. But that fifth-density contact is actually part of a three-social-memory-complex Principle, as Jim explained before: fourth density Hatonn, hanging in their with the good ol’ love vibration, fifth density Latwii, my favorite channel before those of Ra, speaking … and those of Ra actually in the background, discussing things with the other two before Latwii speaks. Thusly, we are getting a sort of second hand [version] of what those of Ra said, because those of Ra are apparently the Latwii’s teacher also. So, it is a very close relationship and it is very typical of what kind of strange and wondrous cooperations were going on between inner planes and this density, , fourth density and inner and outer planes, fifth density and inner and outer planes, lots of families of people that are here in the flesh, lots of families of people that are here in the angelic realms, lots of groups that are here trying to help through instruments like me and several others that I know in this audience. Many of you could come up here and give just as good a talk as I could, so I know I am speaking with equals here. PRINCIPLE ONE: Practice Unity Consciousness The Law of One may be approximated by stating: that all things are one. There is no polarity, no right or wrong, no disharmony, but only identity. All is one, and that one is love/light, light/love. the infinite Creator. (Singing) To all, life Thou givest, to both great and small; In all life Thou livest, the true life of all; Thy justice, like mountains, high soaring above Thy clouds, which are fountains of goodness and love.[4] What is love/light? What is light/love? What is the one original Thought? It is a very powerful thing to think about a love that can create the world’s that we know and the world’s that we don’t. It’s such a thing the Bible talks about. “In the beginning was the Word.”[5] It was written in Greek, by a fellow named John. The word for “word” in Greek is logos [6]. That is exactly the word that those of Ra use. It is a thought, but it is such a powerful thought, it creates and it destroys. Creating and destroying are part of the same Logos. There is no disharmony, no imperfection. All is complete and whole and perfect. (I am quoting, in all of these things, from Book I of The Law of One.) ’Tis the gift to be simple, ’tis the gift to be free, ’Tis the gift to come down where we ought to be, And when we find ourselves in the place just right,

actually. I said. I just really appreciate it. I would like to talk about two issues with polarity. it is really funny. To bow and to bend we shan’t be ashamed. power as opposed to releasing. it is you. that is why I was late. (Laughter) Thank God. And that is. may we sow love.) He comes running over and says you’ve got to go around again. You can feel my heart. When true simplicity is gained. “Thank you so much for your courtesy.” You should have seen the look on that guy’s face. It is my best gift. judgment as opposed to forgiveness.[7] We have all made many turns to be here this weekend. make us servants of your peace: Where there is hate. I certainly have. I love Joel Goldsmith’s. Just so you know it is possible.[8] Now. You really made my morning. [10] (Laughter) It is possible to be grateful for anything and everything. We have heard a lot about polarity this weekend. a gentlemen had given me a pen and I had put it in my purse.) I do want to talk a little bit about polarity. It just takes a while to let things fall away until you get into that place. which I wore because I wanted you to feel that love that is in my heart. Lord.”[9] When you get down to who you really are. turning. My words are so poor. I know you can. may we forgive. That is so true. To turn. because I lost 75 pounds a couple of years ago and those pants would have hung on my hips if I had just been fatter. That pen had the tightest little clasp on it and I was able to get the string and scoot it through the little opening. Like magnetism as opposed to radiance. thank you so much. turn. will be our delight ‘Till by turning. (The tape ends. I lost the cord to my pants. it is there. The two that I would like to feature … (The next tape begins. we come round right. Where there is hurt. allowing or adapting. And if you can’t.’Twill be in the valley of love and delight. . because it was a wonderful pen. your subconscious can and it will know all about it. and I am sorry. what you are is the Logos. We have come through a lot of resistance. “Christ is the I of me. It was so smooth. I was only a little late and I did get to wear my costume. a short cut to the right attitude. An attitude of gratitude is an absolute truth.

I have a tendency to be fearful.” I am thinking about the past. Thy strong Word did cleave the darkness.[11] Trust! How hard is it to trust! It is one of my lessons. You will be amazed. There is a gift to having trust in the plan. love and honor yourself? It is the thing that most of us do the most poorly. I am going to be too cold. And I am left alone with Thee. see the Creator. actually. For one thing. It is easier to love almost anybody. I think to myself. we are fine.” Come. we can see that plan. “Oh gosh. is ready to talk to you and tell you many stories. There is soul in those eyes. look past the face. Respect and Honor Yourself Those of Ra said. All is well. And wrestle till the break of day. I look back on that and I can see. Alleluia.[13] Look into the mirror. It is yours. Trust the God-self. especially when the plan doesn’t look like it is going well at all. We can go. into the eyes. grab it and hold on to it. While Thine ordered seasons run. may we make one. You may have heard them before but you weren’t ready to recognize them as your own. When something resonates. There is infinity in those eyes. and you know what? We are right here. it is easier to forgive people because you are not they. I am going to be too hot. I am going to need something that I don’t have. start a journey. alleluia! Praise to Thee who light dost send! Alleluia. Trust the plan. than it is to love. O Thou Traveler unknown. Things you hear from the outside become your personal truth because you recognize them. you know. For created light we thank Thee. way in there. leaving mass murderers out of the general equation. And right here. What is it to respect. I am learning a lot right now. In hindsight. There is so much within you! One part within you is the future. I ask you to trust. and I bet all of you are going through some stuff at this time too. even a wicked person. “Gaze within a mirror. You are not burdened by having to be aware of their . My company before is gone. right there.Where there is strife. Whom still I hold.” Well. that I didn’t know before. about the things that are catalysts in my life. forgive and accept yourself. that is when I was learning the most. At Thy speaking it was done. alleluia! Alleluia without end![12] PRINCIPLE TWO: Love. Look into the eyes. “You know. I really enjoyed the benefits of all of these hassles that I have gone through. That part. With Thee all night I mean to stay. I am thinking about what I need in the future. but cannot see.

each of you. That is the nature of suffering. You need to be very fearless about accepting yourself as you are. We all are prone to error. has an occult blood type. is to look into those eyes and begin to see past your tap-dancing. by the closeness of ourselves to ourselves. that is the way I was. You can go through many disciplines. I don’t know what to do with this child. error-prone self. There is only the inner resonance with which you receive the truth that is for you. They really. It is muscular and is in the very heart of you. As Scott [14] said. in which we must live by faith alone because there will be no proof of anything that has to do with spiritual truth. We forgive everybody before we forgive ourselves. It will feel like you are dying. I went through an interesting experience recently where I watched a video of Bruce Lipton and Rob Williams talking about the biology of perception and the psychology of change. just like having a blood type. beyond words. There isn’t one path from third density to fourth density to fifth density and so on. growing thing. That is the journey’s beginning.” And it’s that way from the very beginning. there is an everlasting judgment that is possible from the self to the self. those ways that you have always been biased. I scratch my head! I don’t know where this child got that. because it is seeking too. You can certainly behave differently. And “Sue me. that is the way I am!” That is the way you need to think about it. We don’t see it. but you are beginning to be real. As a toddler you were completely different than probably your parents thought you really should be. As you come into received truth from outer sources. What you are doing is refining a certain kind of gem. You only have to deal with what you see and what you feel from them. learning is a process of remembering. You just need to let the ore knock around in this spiritual refinery that life is and knock the pieces off that aren’t that gem. You can train your mind. a certain personality that is beyond the personality of careless choice and moves deeply into those things with which you came into incarnation. You are beginning to expose the gem that you are. very strong inner self. of the feelings of their hearts. But. Your Mom and Dad said. This is a very organic. We are all bozos in this place. she came out of the womb that way. There are many different kinds of people. I didn’t teach the child that and look at this child go.thoughts. and usually everybody you meet has pretty good intentions. And life will do it to you. and we need to listen to that very powerful. There isn’t even just a duality of paths. I think everybody in this room is probably a positively oriented person. it will trigger your remembrance. it is hidden from us. on a very deep level. You can purify your emotions. Each of you has a certain character. The way you refine that is not to change the color of it or to change the chemistry of the gem. I thought it was very helpful and I recommend its source . It is the nature of being human. really want to be good people and where they feel that they have come short of that. Basically. rationalizing. there are lots of disciplines. “ I don’t know. You are not going to be different. It is one of the glories of this time.

Anyway. were not exercise. about my experience. lead to stress and imbalance which leads to illness. I would take all my clothes off. So he called back after a little while and said that his wife and he had gone through this process of examining where I was weak.com. We don’t really want to do that. all of the things which are mine by nature. where we are putting demands on ourselves that aren’t balanced. From ’89 through the beginning of ’92 I was unable to sit-up. and Rob Williams’ is www. when not completely true and honest within ourselves. where my belief system was weak. We all have gifts to give. where we are not taking responsibility when we do have need to. but what he would like for me to do. I couldn’t hold my head up because I had injured my neck. when we are beginning to know ourselves and we have come to some realizations about ourselves. actually. is write it myself. I thought that is what you did when it rained because it felt so good. where we are taking responsibility where we have no need to. Those of Ra said that the body is the creature of the mind.com. so that I can rest my shoulders. I would run around and rejoice when the raindrops fell. When Scott first met me I was on my way down to three years or so [of being] bed-ridden. So.” because we all have a process of self-healing to go through.psych-k. including the difficult and painful ones. respect and honor yourself. Another one was: I am in control of my own life. I have gone through a tremendous healing process.BruceLipton. I would go and hug a tree. My gifts that I brought in are the gift of faith and the gift of unending joy in the light in this business of living. and to begin to realize where you do need strengthening in your faith. So it is very helpful to begin to know yourself. When I was a little girl. Indeed. so he would like to do testing on his wife and she’ll be your surrogate and we will find out just what kind of cat you are.[16] Each one of you would test [weak] to a different set of them.and various places on the web you can find it. then we can begin to see where we are putting stress on ourselves. and they gave me four affirmations. do we? That was a very difficult one for me. It has been a process where the things that helped me were not diet. Another one was: I learn from all my experiences. My mother had to teach me not to do that. I called Rob on the phone. I feel sure. I heard about that my . in your life? Self-healing comes under “love. One was: “I release the past with joy and expect the best now and in the future. My neck and shoulders were incompetent. or rather he called me after I wrote him an email and said that he would be interested in writing something for my little book [15]. I would not be experiencing the various varieties of rheumatic disease that I experience at this time. I am still having to ask for chairs with arms. I wasn’t giving myself credit for being kind and loving and faithful. I wasn’t giving myself credit for being a feminine principle. as much as changing the way I told my story to myself.” Many of us have problems with releasing the past. were I in perfect balance. There are perhaps sixty different affirmations to choose from and those were the ones that I tested weak to. Bruce Lipton’s is www. All of these choices that we make.

The great discovery here is getting closer and closer to the heart of you and finding out who you are at a deeper and deeper level. there are going to be agreements in place with the people around us because we have lived many lives and we have made many agreements. A lot of people seem to do that. Not that we are on a fixed path. You each are absolutely incredibly gem-like entities. And visit it with thine own ardor glowing. and no mistake. That is the first step. who went all the way to the west coast and drove back to come 70 miles. Come. that we haven’t made any mistakes. my Joy. . but just that you can make no mistakes. You are well matched with the situations you are up against. and I guess it’s very true. It is like. These are hard lessons but they come around again. you can go from Louisville to London and da-da-da and go around the world and get back to Chicago. loving yourself. we all have them.whole life until Don passed on. The more that that happens. and this and this and this to arm yourself with to deal with it. What is this? What is this pattern? Have you seen this before? Is this the theme in your lifetime? Have you spiraled around to this again. yourself. you can go to plan C. Its like if you are going from Louisville to Chicago. the more you’re in a journey to discover what it was that this is all about. and being ok with it. let that part go. So much has gone into you before you came here. the more things simplify. my Heart: Such a joy as none can move.[18] I think this is something that is hard to grant ourselves. We have made agreements with a ton of people. Just get over yourself. And start seeing the beauty of yourself. O Love divine. And what you came here to share mostly. my Love. and if you didn’t get it they come around again. O Comforter. Such a heart as joys in love. No matter which way we go. But he made it.. Come down. they come around again. Like Jim. You came into this life and picked this and this and this to have trouble with. That is one way. Such a love as none can part. the more irritants fall away. that everything is fine. I was just this little spirit that was very tactile and very sensual and saw the beauty everywhere. all of the warts and the pimples. that there aren’t any mistakes. I like to talk about it like. The stranger those situations are and the less matched you feel.[17] What I am asking you to do is to fall in love with yourself. you can go to plan B. Seek thou this soul of mine. it is going to come around in one guise or another. and if you didn’t get it. A lot of times the large lessons have to do with loving. draw near. is that wonderful thing. apparently. loving others and accepting that they don’t love you. the more life becomes a magical place and the more everything starts telling you a story. What gifts did you bring? I’ll bet you have wonderful gifts.

we recreate ourselves. Love lives again. thy holy flame bestowing.) We won’t sing that one. The dead grass is constantly being tossed away and dying and being dropped off. or in pain. And let thy glorious light Shine ever on my sight. I wrote all over the back of it. Every cell in our body changes every seven years. People who try to give everything. “Look into the eyes of another. giving it all through. “The universe is one being. When you are working on your pain. When our hearts are wintry. This is an helpful exercise. We have heard that all of our lives. Till earthly passions turn To dust and ashes in its heat consuming. And clothe me round. I can’t read it. see the Creator.[19] It is not selfish to focus on your faith. PRINCIPLE THREE: Love. the while my path illuming. We change. but it is true. because it is flowing through the energy system constantly. Ra says. Be not afraid! The Creator is with you. Fields of our hearts that dead and bare have been: Love is come again like wheat that springeth green. Every cell in our soul is changing also. Being good to yourself needs to come first. Wheat that in dark earth many days has lain. but forgetting that they need to keep the physical vehicle going. that with the dead hath been: Love is come again like wheat that springeth green. again and again. . We are in a process of changing. Now the green blade riseth from the buried grain. grieving. (Carla starts to sing.” In another way. see the Creator.Within my heart appear.[20] The green grass is always springing forth from our hearts. when refining your pain. Thy touch can call us back to life again. need to retain just enough of that infinite love and light to keep the inner energy healthy and vibrant and vital. And when you don’t feel that you are strong. Respect and Honor Others as You do Yourself Those of Ra say. And kindle it. be fearless. When you view another person. then stops. O let it freely burn. invite the infinite light and love of the one Creator. Sometimes new realizations can change the world in which we find ourselves and the stories that we tell to ourselves.

In my church. past your hand. There isn’t anything wrong with you because you have a shadow. which hold down the racks of clothes that are out for people. I mean. realize that is you. before we get up and do it again. in your mind. If you are upset by what I am doing. and you don’t want to see it. is a mirror. That is your 360-degree self. you see. Hopefully you haven’t let it past your teeth. they are both working. I have fixed up the kitchen and I have housekept the church. we are tag-teams. Those feelings are there in all their primal glory and dignity. Accept it and draw it in. Love it. it’s a dance. OK. I am going to fix up the clothes closet. So. If you are upset with your mate. you don’t like that view of yourself. It is what we are used to. which I do whenever I can. Whatever you dislike. We have no limit. be uncomfortably aware of them. you have got issues because you are seeing yourself. so it is time for the clothes closet. and doing all of the little nice little lady-things that I like to do to make things look like a shop. they dumped all of the shoes behind the rack. along with the shoes that were on top of these storage bins. It is very difficult to see the Creator in all people. We give them away for free. This is your strength. forgive it. you are a murderer too. It is part of you. If you have two people in a family. I have got the spoons back in the spoon drawer and everything put away in the kitchen and I know what supplies we need. [knocking them] behind the storage bins. I go to a downtown church and the downtown locales are the poorest part [of the city]. So instead of putting away the new clothes with tags and sizing them. We are all 360-degree people. in greedily trying to get something that other people did not have access too. therefore we don’t get to enjoy the house. I was lucky . Unfortunately. We go out and get the bread. When you see a murderer. but you know what? That is what you are seeing. you have got issues having to do with what I am doing over here. I had a two-hour window of opportunity. in your heart. Everybody has to work in order to afford what we think we need to live. Just sit with it.(Laughter) What you are. expressing itself to you. from time to time. We bring it home and we enjoy it briefly. that is the shadow side of self. We have people sleeping in the side yard of our church because they have no home and we give away a lot of clothes. that is the way we live now. there are tons of professional people. had trashed all my four storage boxes of out-of-season clothing. this is what we do. we have no rules. and tons of working people and all are working. So I was at church for this precious time. so that people have their pride. I had an experience this last Wednesday while I was doing my housekeeping at church. The shadow is your strength. It is a great joy to me. It’s a strange little thing we do. But. The last half hour I storm upstairs. We give away free clothes to the homeless people in our neighborhood. We need the house. And you will. the person that had been there before I came to clean up. so we go out of the house to make the money so we can afford the house. Other people see themselves in you and you see yourself projected onto other people.

But it is not the first thing that comes to mind. it is not precisely what we are thinking. There is no lack of holiness or sacredness in cleaning the bathroom or washing out a diaper. So I was just folding. And usually. “Gaze at the creation that lies all about” you. is the best place to be. “This is why I am right. and that is a place of respect and honesty. If we would communicate honestly. We all know what people want to hear. You just want so badly to say. and I was realizing. And the last thing about respecting. they say. when you are taking out garbage. Open communication is one of the hardest things to do.. I just do what I can and go home. but you felt bad in your heart. because I really wanted to serve. there is a place that. let these experiences flow through you and see the shadow side and embrace it. “See the Creator. Maybe you didn’t give the guy the finger when he cut in front of you. The energy is. when you are changing a diaper. or was I just treading water here? Not mine to judge. loving and honoring others as you do yourself. Then [I realized] they’re the Creator and they just needed stuff. the most skillful place to be. I don’t think so! I will get as far as I can. and don’t judge yourself because you lost it in road rage. But I did for a while. Make that possible. that is a bad example. briefly. though finite.. Before I leave loving. and they didn’t understand about how I had to go back and get all these shoes and put them back. the desire to be defensive and to be justifying yourself is almost irresistible. I don’t have to worry about this. I am on Principle Four of Seven and I have four minutes . when you are doing common chores. pouring out of everything. quite large. I’d like to talk about the value of communication. Well. I do it too. So. And when you are in a challenged situation. and we all do. We will come together tomorrow and I will tell you about the other three. You know. da-da-da.. When you are at work.” Well. To be honest with kindness is a very good challenge. Well. and that will be Principle Four. I think. these people have no respect. It can be done. It can always be done. We all do it.] “Picture the activity within all that is created. what difference does it make? What you are trying to do here is to create an atmosphere in which you can tell your truth and the other person can tell you his truth. nobody washes out a diaper anymore. So I played ‘pick up shoes’ and got a good back exercise and had some really shadow-self thoughts until I got myself dealt with. As of those of Ra said. many walls would fall down. respecting and honoring others. {In another place. and was I serving. Respect and Honor Earth and All of Nature. PRINCIPLE FOUR: Love. Throwing away a particularly juicy diaper! That too is the Creator. I can’t emphasize that enough.just to be able to clean up the shoes and put stuff back in the bins because people had just thrown things all over the place. tell your truth. when somebody at work is telling you one thing and doing another and making your life difficult. This energy is intelligent. almost ever. when you are cleaning the bathroom. listen to the other person. The sacredness of everything is intimately at the heart of things. It is .

. We added a meditation at 9 o’clock in the evening.hierarchical. he was trembling in his motorcycle boots. We need to talk to the trees. we asked quite a bit about 9-11 in one of the channelings we got after that. Actually. it was a wake-up call when 9-11 happened. indwelling in all things of nature. He couldn’t get [enough] in touch with Gaia to hear any more than that. that there just wasn’t any way that she was going to continue to trust or to cherish humanity because humanity had basically indicated that it was not interested or loving towards her. brilliant with computers. specifically for Gaia and for the consciousness of peace. All that the Earth would say to him was that she was going to give up on humanity. huddled together and not knowing what to do. to withdraw from humankind. whom I believe is a member of the Elder Race. the day that I got that letter from Bruce. if we will just dance back. in a world where the trees are giving out oxygen and taking in our carbon dioxide. They hope that you will notice them and come and play with them. So. “We have got to start meditating for Gaia and for peace. We were in an emergency situation.” When one can speak to that intelligence. It had gotten so bad that she needed. About 10 days before 9-11.[21] This happens due to the cooperation of the infinite understanding of the Creator. the dance is endless and its harmonious. that which you desired has been carried out. as those of Q’uo said. So. We are in this together and we truly need to come more into a right relationship with our Mother. this very large. We need to realize that there are fairies in the forest and that there are devas in every bush and tree and blade of grass that love to dance with you. instead of taking from her without finding ways to cherish her and to give to her and to be her children. for her own good. I got a desperate e-mail from a very good friend of mine. We need to invite the nature spirits. right at the beginning of September of last year. at 9 o’clock. This is the mechanism of action at a distance. if we will just join in! I mean. It was really alarming because Bruce and Gaia are incredibly close. He could not find the Earth to talk to. who is also a physicist and a tech guy. sure enough. We need to learn how to cherish her instead of tearing her down. The whole world is dancing with us. the people that rescued them were from the inner planes and they were the Native Americans who had sold the island for a few beads to those from Holland who had come to New York and had decided that they liked that island. But they have forgiven us for that and they came and they sat around the campfire with them.” We meditate in the morning already. and we are a part of it if we will allow ourselves to come into harmony and rhythm. For the first time that I had ever seen. there were some souls in the 9-11 disaster that had departed their bodies so quickly that they weren’t aware of where they were. They thought they were still alive and couldn’t find their way out. But I can’t say that I was particularly surprised. They were sitting around a campfire on one of the upper floors. I said. (I’ll let that one lie there. It was interesting. We found that. and he was panicking. motorcycle type guy. You know. We need to learn how to feed back into her.) He has been here for a long time and he has a very close association with Mother Earth. NOW! Every day.

He goes out and he cuts lawns. We can do that and see all the people and the environment as part of us. see that love.and spent some time with them and gently explained what the deal was and helped them to depart that building in the astral plane. He is behind a chariot and he is dancing with the devas in his little mower with the Velke [22] on the back and he is bobbing and weaving and going around the trees and having a good time. He doesn’t just cut lawns. I have died. The Lord God made them all. Consciously see that the moment contains love? I like to put it as a question: “Where is the love in this moment?” It is really obvious in this moment. and between ourselves and each other. everything will really want to harmonize with us and really want to give us the best and the most and more. he doesn’t just go around.” Consciously. The Creation is incredibly generous. have a tremendous need to feel loved. Some . I was just in another world and there was no discontinuity whatsoever. too. or density. to leave that location and to get on with the healing that takes place after physical death. All things wise and wonderful. it was a better world. The first attempt is the cornerstone. That is the lesson of this illusion. I am very proud of him. between ourselves and the water. are second-density creatures.[23] That’s it. to be asked to be ourselves and to be valued for ourselves. It is just that realization that there is spirit everywhere and that if we talk to everything. Jim’s Lawn Service. Each little bird that sings. He is inviting the spirits. It will just change the nature of the world that we live in. between ourselves and the air. All creatures great and small.] “The moment contains love. Each little flower that opens. at least I didn’t have any. And made their tiny wings. too. You have heard about Findhorn? The Native American way is Findhorn squared. everywhere. Because we. We. So we need to bring the harmony back between ourselves and the land. Upon this choosing rests the remainder of the life experience of an entity. Every place that he gardens. looks better than the places around it because he does the dance with the devas. a tremendous need to feel needed. All things bright and beautiful. He made their glowing colors. (Applause) PRINCIPLE FIVE: Practice Consciousness Expansion [Those of Ra said. there is no break in physical consciousness. Jim does that everyday.

That is what waiting is. through the discomfort. They don’t have the barometer of the world’s popularity as blessings. we all want to get things done quickly. I am hard on myself. let’s put it this way. These are blessings. through the sleeplessness. There are always chinks in the armor of light. I see myself as above all things an honorable and ethical person. even if it is the place of a Beatitude. You know. You can’t slow it down. I know not where the road will lead. I walk the king’s highway. It is where I try to live. but nevertheless. The Ra group says that before the body can be initiated. I am so devastated when I find out about one of them. why would I be upset because I made a mistake? It’s what we do here. And a lot of times that means waiting and feeling like nothing is happening. unfolding every hour. I only know I walk the king’s highway. There is always a place for love to stand. I follow day by day. uphill or down.moments it is not so obvious and you really have to look. Call it being a knight. as opposed to worldly spiritual things. And no one else can say. Trust the timing. of being humble. for a while. I make many mistakes. And in the spiritual life we are not on the world’s time. You can’t push it. silly me. of being a peacemaker. How does the mind get initiated? The mind gets initiated into a mystery. but there is always a place. the mind must be initiated. But. I have many. the Beatitude is the best blessing of all as far as I am concerned. The bud may have a bitter taste. as it is an unending cycle. “Oh! I have now seeded that information. You can’t rush it. even if it is a place of blessing those who spitefully use you. of being poor in spirit. And in God’s time. rough or smooth. The place of the unknown is what initiation is. What you can do is cooperate with it. Just get up. of being a person who mourns. I think we all are. I know not if the way is long. I try to keep my armor polished. a lot of skill in going through initiation is to be able to sit with it and to wait. Why would that be necessary? You know how it is. we are on God’s time. there is no schedule. and when you look back you will discover. and go to bed.” And then you will get uncomfortable again. the body and the spirit for service in the Creator’s work. but sweet will be the flower. An initiatory method is necessary to provide the mind. So there are lots of unscheduled moments of waiting. How nice! And now I am on another learning curve and I am much more comfortable. His purposes will ripen fast. Or where it ends. . trust the inconvenience that it seems like there is in your worldly life. through all that your body is throwing up to you to explain to you that something important is happening. And a lot of initiation.

Spirit is like water. And it enables you to do a lot of work in defining for yourself where the polarity lies. “seek and you shall find. says those of Ra. So the kundalini is a child of your desire and your will to focus. that for truth I hold. I don’t know how that happens. ask and it shall be given unto you. but we all create these endless ripples. Knock and the door shall be opened. to thee surrendered. The important thing is not to be a “goody goody” at all. and then your asking. verity unseen Who thy glory hidest ’neath these shadows mean Lo. and you just have to trust that. it is a very helpful thing to move from the intellectual appreciation of the excellence of certain thoughts. it does bring you many an interesting challenge. I think I see where the ground is beneath my feet. but there are these transcendent moments where you think.” And. And you can’t explain it. And when you try to live absolute ethics in a profoundly relativistic consensus reality. Shopping some more and trying this and trying that. and then refining your response. do yourself a favor and go have fun for awhile. Let me work with this picture a little bit. The function of the spirit. You have to search until you have these moments where you know what it is you know. Faith. pierces through the veil. If you see yourself going there. but no food. that comes by hearing. Because really. What the truth hath spoken. you have to live your belief system. “I think I see where my feet are now. and then going back and shopping some more. The temptation is to walk the spiritual supermarket with a cart. Because this is a very fluid reality. is to integrate the up-reaching yearnings of the mind and body. I think I could stand here. honest response. trying to envision what this is. The things that you do. my whole heart is bowed. But it is a shortcut if you have looked at the kundalini model at all – in which you are inviting the spirit down into the energy body. you know. because I had trouble myself. you will get it! Humbly I adore thee. you can’t rush it. to the nitty-gritty of trying to figure out how to live that. at that point.” Look out what you ask for. and where your own body energy meets it is what makes that kundalini rise. until you feel that that is your true. other people will know about half-way around the world.The thing of it is. And so you end up with a lot of groceries. ‘lighten up’ does mean. with the down pouring and in streaming of infinite guidance. invite the light and open the self and don’t be stiff about anything. I believe whatever the light of God hath told. . Just have a ball and get your light touch back and lift up and lighten up. Taste and touch and vision to discern thee fail. putting stuff in your basket and putting it back on the shelf because it doesn’t engage you.

because I was seeking more silence than my church practice offered me. . I have to make that time. as a personal favor to me. And she invites everybody. And expect your body to revolt. Carla: “It could be said I have a leaning towards the left!” (Laughter)) Her thesis basically is that this is the hour of the salvation of the world. I am not one to go. “Oh. She said that the story of Scheherazade. It doesn’t come to me. “Did you know that …?” and telling you something wonderful. How many times do we sit and not process. “Would you please learn to channel?” I didn’t want to. I yearned for it. She was talking about the wolf within in a very special way. I have so much good work to do that there are never enough hours in the day. and that that salvation will come through welcoming. That is why I didn’t channel until Don put it to me as. political-savvy. I don’t get to sit in my chair and go. 87. which is a story she wanted to share with everyone … (The microphone slips. Expect yourself to develop headaches. not multi-task even? How many times do we just sit and have zero function? For me. and I was just really looking for a group to meditate with silently. The Episcopal Church is not huge on having silent retreats. She is trying to get at the truth. Getting back to a theme. in that I don’t look forward to it. don’t do too much of it. Think of how we live. inviting and becoming the feminine principle. what is the being of the self? I love Caroline Casey’s solstice talk that she gave last winter. since it is powerful stuff. anything to distract you. It is a matter of it being an honor/duty for which I do a great deal of preparation. I heard a tape of it a friend of mine sent me from California. And she has this wonderful way of saying. she invites people on the right. she invites people on the left. I would say that if you are just starting out with a silent practice. stomachaches. It doesn’t matter if you are male or female. Book I) The value of silence in my life cannot be overestimated. but it is astrology. I found Don Elkins. “Isn’t this nice! Let’s see what shall I do? I am so bored!” It doesn’t happen. She is on the radio there as an astrologer. not do something.” (p. I just wanted to listen to the silence or to the channeling. Expect whatever hurts to hurt.“The prerequisite of mental work is the ability to retain silence of self at a steady state when required by the self. the key is silence. you know. but of course it helps to have the outer form of a female in terms of identifying yourself with that feminine principle. The Law of One. I can do that!” When it comes to something like that I have always been. and still am. The mind must be opened like a door. guests from the whole spectrum of activism. visions. Taming the wolf. and I sought it as a child. a reluctant one to channel. What is psychic greeting. I was very solitary and took myself on rambling walks. I longed for it.

And. And he let her live so he could hear the end of the story. and give us. PRINCIPLE SIX: Investigate and Develop Methods of Service to Others There is not a whole lot you can do in one day to alter the vibration of your being. Your peace in our hearts Lord. What is the story of Scheherazade? In brief. at the eve of the day. At the dawning. beauty. Scheherazade was in line for this glorious tasking. many people. He removed them. This is what we need to do. Be there at our homing. and started another story and she went through a thousand and one stories. whose presence is balm. the grip. This [business garb] is the working outfit for many. is that utterly useless beauty of the embroidery and the decoration and the embellishment. There was this virgin/slut thing going on. because then they could not be faithless. and he decided to let her live. So she started telling him a story and charming him and delighting him and wooing him with soft images and sweetness. they were no longer virgins.This is why I have started wearing costumes that are very beautiful. We too are negative entities because the light and the dark together make us up. The darkness is like the strength. Lord of all grace. Lord of all kindliness. Your love in our hearts Lord. the will. but utterly debased in terms of their ability to withstand temptation. . it will give you a tremendous amount of strength. When it is tamed. They had no ability to withstand temptation. she finished that one in the middle of the night. We need to share with all of the shadow self. we have it in this culture also. But what we women have released. intimacy. that energy just to be beautiful. He didn’t want the pain of them being faithless. The dawn was coming. Whose voice is contentment. Only their virginity kept them from being sluts. By this time they had three children. all of that 360 degrees. Your hands swift to welcome. Be there at out sleeping. of course. And it has its own beauty. in order to be more functional. What we need in this world is love. Lord of all gentleness. Your arms to embrace. and that move beyond the western paradigm of physical beauty in the United States today. when you have wooed it and asked it to become your knight in shining armor and give you its strength. and give us. You may be familiar with this [bias] in other forms. We need to tell the murderer within our stories. We need to listen to the story of Scheherazade because she tamed the male principle. emotional safety. so he killed them. Right? Face it. he had despoiled them. we pray. we pray. at the end of the day. it is that there was this oriental king that felt that women were utterly beautiful. 180 of them are in the darkness. Lord of all calm. so he wouldn’t even let his partners for the night live the next day. and she decided that maybe she would tell him a story. We need to tell our wolf our stories.

trust it or it wouldn’t be in your life. Visualize that. It’s the colors. by just appreciating your own self. You can’t put your finger on it. PRINCIPLE SEVEN: Become a Responsible Co-Creator . but don’t expect life to give you a ministry according to your outer gifts. Matter of fact. There are some people that whose colors really enhance the aura. I almost think the definition of spiritual work is being given things that you can’t do and being told. and being easy with yourself. and yet the mass mind could move the mountain. spin the energy. plus all of our distortions. And pray for these before thee now That closely knit in holy vow. And we are all wonderfully colored beings with wonderfully complex energies that we offer to each other. It is working in my life. we have no reason to believe it is working. add to it. Except that wonderful. and working at that. It is the start of a ripple. And people don’t exactly get what it is about somebody that they like. begin to come more into an awareness of your own being. and identifying places where you feel your energy is blocked. Gradually. as you sit here in this circle. very subjective process of coming into an awareness of [the fact that] it is not just working. Those of Ra say. because each one of us is a spark of the divine flame. There are some people that seem to infringe. See what you can do to offer the gifts that life is asking of you. and being comfortable within your own skin.” There is a connection. you do it with those gifts. And the angels are thick around us. Today. a column that extends way up into the heavens. They may in thee be One. it is wonderful to use the outer gifts. all of our colors. Each one of us is that holographic picture thrown out by the one infinite Creator that remains one infinite Creator. I have seen it sometimes in visions. But in the case of a mass understanding of unity. it is working big time. or that they don’t like.” Oh God of love. just a nudge.There is not a lot you can do in a decade or even in a lifetime. See what you can do to become an aura enhancer. each individual may contain an acceptable amount of distortion. Because we do it by faith alone. give it your own shot and get the thing really going. of course. just a little. add to it. You’d be surprised. in the case of only one individual acting. there is a column of light. you can imagine energy moving clockwise around the circle. Let’s see what you can do to apply your gifts to this situation. You can keep nudging at it. to thee we bow. clustering and praising that beautiful light that is being generated by those of us within the veil. I think that is the thing that you need to do before you can get to the outer gifts and then using them. and the power and the magic of that being. but its spreads you see. but you can change it a bit. unceasingly. And each time that you visualize that. “Well. Then. that that individual must be purified of all flaws to move a mountain. constantly. We in this circle can change the story that the Earth tells to those that come after us. So.

To work for the good. We need to realize our priesthood. to work for what we think is good. Come labor on. while we have being. No one so weak but may do service here: By feeblest agents may our God fulfill His righteous will. Away with gloomy doubts and faithless fear. while we have breath. and we need to say it. . To share the best we know how. to work for what we believe in. We need to find out what it is we have to say. It is time to work. that we are a sacred and holy people. while we have life. We need to be ministers.It is calling us to work.

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