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SET MIND ASIDE - FOLLOW BLISS - ENTER YOUR DIVINITY WHILE OWNING YOUR DARKNESS
♥ This video Well, the previous journal entry flowed along just great. It was lovely, watching it coming through. Still, it didn’t touch where I thought it was going. There’s still something in there that wants to be said. Though I’m not sure what that is, let’s plow ahead, and see if this second journal of the day brings it out. What am I trying to say? Heck, ‘What am I” is a better question than that. I don’t know. It’s more a feeling than anything mental, any knowing. The only thing this mind knows is that there have been changes during this seeming illness, and I want to explore that. I’ve watched some of them happening, but without strength or impulse to write them down. Well, now I’m back. Let’s dig in. What brings you bliss, my friend? Make room for that in your life, in some way. Make it a priority, somehow. It will help connect you with yourself. It’s not an indulgence. Instead, it’s connecting with the real you. It’s finding and following back the string trail into heart. Find and follow your joy, and live in that. You can do this. We all can. Oh yes, you’ll have to leave your allegiance to mind aside, that is true. Mind can’t contain the dualities, the polarities, and see them as whole - but heart can. They are drastically, distinctly different ways of viewing life. Nor do they mix. One can’t even take a little bit of mind into heart. The very minute you start thinking, heart ejects you. Thinking is not a heart energy. You have to discover this on your own. I’m just offering a heads-up. No one else’s attainment is going to do you a bit of good, overall. Sure, you may get some temporary boost from associating with certain ones - beings of Light. We have all done that. We feel the flow of the divine energy, flowing through. It feels great! It lifts us up,
yes - but it won’t carry us home. We’ve got to do that - come into our own attainment, our own heart. Are you wiating to be rescued? Is that you? Even just a little bit, maybe? Come on, give it a fair look. Self observe. You’ve got many disappointments ahead, as you discover that there’s not any vice in the world that’s not represented some way within you. I know, that’s tough. You want, we all want to think we are somehow ‘Better’ than that - but we’re not. Sorry folks, for the bad news here. Somehow, in our hypnosis, we managed to forget - we’re all one. We ARE that - no matter what it is. The outside world - all of it, everywhere - is but a mirror reflecting this inside. Can you own that? It’s a tall order, I know, but can you at least allow that it might be so? Can you allow for the possibility? That would be good. That’s enough. You don’t have to believe it - or anything - just because I say it, here. Don’t do that. I don’t speak Truth - no one does - can’t be done. We all do our best, and sometimes what comes through us resonates with Truth. That’s the string trail back to Higher Self, to higher realms. Let’s follow it together, but be ever aware - we make our own choices. Don’t let me or anyone, make yours for you. If we didn’t have any darkness, within, then there’d be none in the world. Pretty simple, overall. The outside world is as ugly as it is due largely to the fact that we’ve let a dark cabal run our earth for too long. They’ve gotten their way through hook and crook, war and cruelty, in terrible abuses of power. That was their way. Well, here’s a danger to be aware of - thinking we are holier than thou. Life will take us down a peg or three if we take that way of thinking and seeing on. We are neither the scum of the earth nor these lily white ones we aspire to being. We find ourselves, if we look truly, a combination of both. Yes, we are the divinity I often speak of. Absolutely, we are that. And, since all is one, in some way all partake of that divinity, too. There’s a thought. But it’s a long unfoldment, and has its ups and downs. We’ve been in a long trough - touching the bottom - for quite a while. Now, we’re rising up.
It’s good to own that internal divinity - that’s our birth right. Let’s not go around being one-sided coins, though - that’s no good. Hard to even imagine - much less to be. We’re not that. Come up higher into heart - and find self as the perfect balance or harmony - the twosided coin. Don’t be afraid to look at and into the dark. Don’t think, in other words, that the darkness is somehow all outside, all external to you. That’s not so. We’ve all played parts on both sides of the drama, my friends. We’ll all find we have dark incarnations, too - not just those of Light. Why is that? Step into heart and heart (‘typo’ for hear) the answer - both for the experience, itself, and to grow and learn - to explore. We’re terribly curious, you know - always wanting to expand and explore. Don’t you find that within yourself, even now? How much of your real self do you have access to, at this point? How well do you know you? Have you had experience of both your depth and your height? Be in heart. Leave mind out, here. Spend some time with Dimitri Halley, if you like, to get a better view of this. We’ve got to quit being afraid of the darkness, my friends. It’s not evil - just dark. And it’s in us, as well as ‘Out there,’ so it’s time we owned up to this. Time to lose the fear, and take a look. It’s not owning our own internal darkness that’s got the world in this shape. When we don’t own it and work through it, then it must manifest outside, give us a punch in the nose. Life loves us like that. It may not seem so - on the surface, it isn’t like that - but that’s just surface and seeming. That’s not reality. Go within. Life is deeper, so much deeper, than what we see displayed before the senses for our view. Find Life, real Life, in heart. It’s totally different than anything the mind could dream up. Trust me, just for a moment, on that - a long enough moment to have the experience, yourself. You’ve got to allow - or these things won’t become a part of your reality. You’ve got choice to exercise, here. You make the decisions, create the life, that is yours. Take control - conscious control. We’re becoming more conscious. That’s the best way I can describe it, right now - simply more conscious. We’re becoming aware, selfaware, of so much more. The reality, my friends, is that the world, the
whole Cosmos, is one big Self - one big I Am. I Am That, and so are you - but that’s too much for mind to bear. Mind simply can’t go there. Don’t try to force it, would be my advice. Just let it go, let it do its own thing. You go your way. I know this sounds probably crazy to some - well, you’re in mind. If you were listening from heart, your experience would be different. Until you disentangle, disidentify fro the mind, there, you are trapped - self-trapped. It’s your choice. I’m presenting alternate choices for you, here, but it remains up to you. How much can you let go of, to have this experience, to test it out? How far can you fly? Let loose your moorings - be a Jonathan Livingston Seagull - take off and fly. No, of course it won’t be easy. Divine isn’t interested in easy, you know. That’s a joke. And yet, the divine humor is never more evident than, when you’ve surrendered a good lot, to find nothing but ease, there. It’s uncanny - rather bizarre. You won’t take my word for this, and that’s fine - the experience is there to be had. You just have to slog through the “hard” first. That’s required. No short-cuts here. Sorry :-p ~~~~~~~~~~~ I chatted some in the video after recording the above part.
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