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Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?” When you asked what level am I, I never thought I would say I’m a 1 but truly that’s what I am. I am not humble. I don’t organize tasks and people well. And I sure as h*** don’t pass the glory of success off when my group succeeds. So weather 1 is the loneliest number or not, I cant argue that I am not. But don’t confuse me with other 1’s. All 1’s are scared but we are scared for different reasons. I am scared of what I wont be come. Other 1’s are scared of what I could become. I will not let myself end where I started or finish where I began. I am like not other one, pun intended, because I know what is within me; even if you cant see it yet. For the higher levels one must contain characteristics I do not yet contain. I don’t have the courage nor selflessness for the high levels of greatness but have something more important than courage; I have the patience for all that I need. I have the patience to understand my greater significance while others do not. I have the patience to become what I know I am.
I wasn’t missing anything important by not traveling to Chicago for school but I would miss out on MY family if I did. Truthfully I can’t say that I’m fine with being a 1. I understood that god has a purpose for me in my sister’s illness. I was going to return home as rarely was possible. and my I say quite good looking but what I hadn’t understood was that this didn’t do anything for the job of being a big brother. I had the rest of my life to travel the country and live in the city but when I left in a little over 16 months my sister would be alone. I am a one because of my failures. For most people there life is defined there failures and a lot of “what if’s”. The other failure I was running from was my failure as a brother. It was to show me that although college was for me to have fun and rock my economics level 2 economics professor. I also was suppose to be there for my sister. But the reason I told myself was because I wanted to be adventurous and explore when actually it had nothing to do with it. Yet I am not afraid of failure. Since I can remember I always wanted to go as far away for college as possible. My failure gives me the strength to continue. I knew that if I wasn’t the brother I knew I could be by than I never would. I realized that however far I went. Unfortunately it took my sister getting sick to figure out that I with my parents relationship as such. my sister needed her brother more than ever. The pain in life is just my motivation to succeed. fame and glory drive . I wanted to go far away because I was running away from my fears and failures.I learned this patience from life its self. I had been born with the tools for success. I will admit that riches. I had was smart. socially normal. First I was running from my shaken family life.
My success has nothing to do with the 20 hamburgers I was born into but how many Big Mac’s I can earn before I kick the bucket. For me my motivations come from some less nice ways. God and I can only determine my success. I want to succeed to tell everyone that doubted me they can go **** themselves. I cant argue with that because I do enjoy looking ahead in the Economics power points so I can finish early but I also have something an economist cant say. I want to play college baseball to tell every kid that thought I was crazy they can go screw themselves. The opportunity to live where you want or to not have to deal with public schools is a privilege most Americans never obtain. be popular. or even a U. Of course any economist would say that I am a 1 because I want to be. I ask why not me and am already 5 steps ahead on inventing those car periscopes everyone is going to want. The funny thing is that they don’t always have to be Big Mac’s. Doesn’t Good to Great say that most 5’s start as 1’s? Just like most girls that are true 10’s were once 5’s? I mean that what Shallow Hal says. and that’s what I will become. than you will be successful.S.A soccer player for a wife. I feel that to succeed you must want it more than anything else. I feel that to when you want to succeed as bad as you want to breath.me. For now all I can say is that I am and will be the best 1 around because while you are asking who am I to be. . You must want it more than to go to parties.