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Inner Discomfort – Could this be Heart-mind? Working thru That
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I write strictly from a sense of discomfort, within tonight. I don't know what it's from. I've been sitting with it for a while, so I think it's time to bring it to the journal and maybe discover what more can be found in heart this way. Part of this feeling may be that, when I come on things I may want a second opinion on, there just aren't that many who understand me well enough that I can go to them and get their opinion – and have it be useful. As we all probably know, being understood in today's crazy world is pretty rare. It would be different if all things spiritual were the focus of the society – but it isn't, as we know. With the majority lost so firmly in mind, but all thinking they're found, and not asleep – not mind controlled – well, that's pretty distant from reality, the way I see it. What help would they be? So, though it's just not true, one does get to feeling alone at times, and that can be hard. We all have a perfectly good set of spiritual advisers, the only issue with whom is that they're on other dimensions – and we're not yet competent travelers there. Grrr. Oh well – back to loving what is, to loving the now-here moment, no matter what it brings. No matter what, that's always the best way – at least it's my way. Being understood – what a rarity. I do get so much from the comment streams that go with my videos, though. I know I have people out there who really do get it, to various levels – some better than I do. Hey, we're all just where we are, and I like to
always remember – that's perfect. Nothing less. It's just that sometimes it doesn't feel that way – perfect. Well, we give it our attention to the extent that makes heart sense. Included in that is knowing when to let go. Often, it turns out that the best thing is just to leave it alone. The only way to find out is by watching – just quietly letting it happen, whatever it is, and just watching. No one ever said the spiritually focused life would be only roses. We know that. Stamina, my friends – we're almost there! Yes, I know, I'm talking to myself, there. I always am, and I know that pretzels a few minds out there. Why have a conversation with one's self, right? What can that produce? Heck, I don't know. Maybe it's that me, myself, and I thing – maybe there's something to that. I just know that, whatever the mechanism is that kicks in when I come to the journal, it's quite special. It's communing with higher levels, somehow. I couldn't even tell you who or what – just that it feels like self, somehow – maybe Higher Self – but I don't really know. It will be fun to find out. It's a pretty strange route to take, for one's Higher or divine Self, to take the route of putting communications out on the Internet, just to commune with lower self. Pretty strange, to be sure. Oh well – the Internet thing is just two years new. Considering the decades the journals were private, that's not so much. It worked the private way, too, and very well. I think I would have gone crazy, in this life, without the journals. I don't even want to contemplate that. Yech! Hmm. Something pretty funny just came to me. Here I'm feeling kinda sensitive about not having a wide acquaintance who understand me, no group where we can go to have really deep conversations – and what have I right here, close as my breath, but my own divine one, my Higher Self? Now, who could there possibly be in all of Cosmos, all of time-space but that One to better understand you? I can't imagine.* Yep, pretty funny. Guess there may be some more private journals, upcoming. But heck, how do I know? So many things one would think ought to be private become a part of my public life this way. What can I say? I guess that there's something to be gained for others
there by sharing it. That's all I can figure, though I don't waste much time trying to figure such things out. Heart calls, I answer – that's that. I leave the whole “why” thing to Source. Life is ever so much easier that way. Then, when I really need to know something, I can be quite confident that my life will manifest in such a way that I'll find it out. There's no use trying to figure that out, either, as there's no telling how the information will come in. It's like trying to second-guess your next serendipity – a waste of the nowhere – waste of time. I think what may be happening, here, is that I may be getting acquainted with the heart-mind. I mean, I know the heart does things like up your IQ when you focus there for a test and produce neurotransmitters. But, a whole lot of real life experience with sorting out heart-mind from brain-mind, I don't have. Thus, it's a little disconcerting. I've grown used to a silent and cooperative mind, lately. I don't mean all the time, of course – my mind chatters a bit now and then – but overall it's gotten pretty quiet in there, and I like it. Heart is pretty silent, too, so it's been really peaceful. Now this. Just wait until you see the more recent journals. There's really some evidence of mind there. I just don't know what to say. So, as usual, I'll just wait and watch things for a while. As they say, don't move until the elephant steps on your toes. There are no elephants anywhere in sight, so I guess I'm safe for now. LOL. It's one thing, being uncomfortable with the world. There's even really good justification for that. But, being uncomfortable with your self? That's pretty strange – well, at least for me. I can't tell you how peaceful and joy-filled my life is – really. Okay, enough of that. Heaven knows there are more serious issues just about anywhere. I'm sure you all know what it feels like, though, when your heart just isn't comfortable – and you don't know what's what. Sometimes it's important to just put one foot in front of another. All we can do in our now-here is our best, and that's quite good enough. I'm quite through with whipping myself, trying to be perfect. If we're true to reality, then we know this isn't the realm for that. Perfection ascends – takes us higher.
That will come on its own when it's ready. That takes care of itself. Meanwhile, there is one last thing we can do to bring a little comfort, and that's to spread our wings out nice and wide. Get out of the box! If we find ourselves slipping too far down into misery, we're too focused on 3D. We may have forgotten how small a slice that is of you or me. As we back up just a bit – pull back from identifying with whatever it is – we're reminded of what we forgot – that we're divine. Though we may not feel like it at the time – like now – I can promise we do soar with the angels. The planets and stars are our friends from long ago. Do you realize you may have even been a god at one time – the kind ancient man worshiped? Hey, it's more than possible. We really don't know Self. Just stay in heart. It's a treasure trove. You've got all those other lifetimes to call on, as well. So, there's much to lift us up – IF we need lifting. Staying in heart is the only way (I know of) we will know. And that's where all the gifts are. It may be that there's something truly precious that is brought by this pain or discomfort – but we won't know if we've gone looking outside for relief. Do you see? Sometimes, too, all it takes is a quick whispered prayer to Source. Let us stay humble, and that way, alert to whatever comes up. It helps – a lot – to know that everything, barring nothing, is for blessing. If you begin to see this way – heart vision, of course – then you get more creative. You just KNOW the darn blessing is there, and it changes how you look at things. I hang my hat on that one. Your perspective gets way more flexible. That blessing is always there. Wait – I feel it starting to lift, just now. Hmm. Well, it lifted a bit. It would be so nice to be able to see into this stuff. My gosh, it will be soooo great to have all of our DNA restored, and again have full access to 100% of self - mind, spirit, and body. We've been splintered and separated out for so long, now, we've quite forgotten what that even feels like. Well, hey – I'm ready! I know you are, too. :))
* Looking at this whole paragraph, do you see what's going on, here? It's being outward-focused seeking answers instead of going within (in friendships rather than heart). Yes, deep friendships are more precious than gold or gems. Still, ultimately they can't stand up next to That which is within. As we go within, FIRST, then we have more to bring to those friendships, as well :)
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