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Two days has passed since the whole incident at the parking lot. I’ve
been hiding myself out in my bedroom ever since, crying my eyes out all through the day. The more I thought about him, the more stupid I felt for myself for ever thinking giving him a second chance was a great idea, for even trusting him. I was so upset and disappointed at him, but more likely at myself. I didn’t bother going to school anymore. Nobody’s stopping me. And, I’m absolutely cool with that. My parents haven’t called since they left. I don’t even think I could stand to look at him without my world crumbling down. If I would’ve known he would do this in the first place, I would never let him near my heart. Let alone let him in. But of course for being stupid that I am, I let him. And, what did I get for in return? A broken heart. And, nobody’s there to help me pick up the pieces. I sighed. It’s not like someone know that I’ve already fallen for him. . . Unfortunately, mom called just now, somewhere around noon. Asking if I’m alright and because she got a call from school saying I was absence for two fucking days. Big fucking deal, it’s not like the world’s going to end if I didn’t show up at school! So, I told her ‘I am fine’ and that ‘I promised to go the next day’. That is, Friday. I was going to anyway so I could go to this Karate meeting and get it settle with as soon as possible. When I woke up the next morning, I almost second guess whether I should just stay home or go ahead attend school… and face the devil himself. I’m not sure if I’m ready for it yet, but seeing as there’s only one way to find out. I can’t hide forever. I should’ve known better by now. I should’ve known to face him sooner or later. But, I’m just too big of a coward to do it. So here I am, helplessly dragging myself to school. My heart pounded so fast that I’m afraid it's going to burst out of my chest any second now. I'm not
I skipped lunch and head to the library instead for studying.surprise if it did. I looked a mess right now. And that saying a lot since I haven’t even thought about how Aiden would react after he finds out about his iPod. I sighed in relief when I didn’t see him in my first class. I just hate for what he did to me. but I couldn’t help myself but missing him terribly. how he cares for me whenever I feel down or sad and how he knows just what to do to make me feel better. I sighed. I just couldn’t deny my heart asking for him. though it'll probably save me from going to school today. And last but not least. his scent intoxicating me whenever we get too close to each other. I already know how he would react but I just couldn’t bring myself to think about him other than Edward. the sound of his laughter like it was a music to my ear. I walked down the hall to my locker to get my books. and ran a hand through my hair. that sounds more like him. And what’s even worse is that. a lot. Vynnie! That’s enough. Silently scolding myself for being stupid. I know deep down I was anything but. This went on the whole period until lunch. I hate to say this but it bugs me. no matter what I did. But. the way he smiled when he saw me coming. quietly. Back away before you hurt yourself even more. his touch. or ever. Of course. Maybe he went back to the ditching-school-ismore-fun-than-learning. What could he possibly be doing right now? Is he safe? Did he ever think of me while he’s away – Hold up there. that’s fine by me. he didn’t show up at any class at all. Oh well. I am more than glad if he decided to stay away from me like before. Do yourself a favour. I don’t even hate him. . I couldn’t help but wonder what made him absence today. I missed the time we spent together. He probably knows what you’re going through right now. my mind would always wander around trying to search for that asshole. Yep. And. But. not entirely. the way his beautiful emerald green eyes sparkled after that. forget about him! He’s probably still out there celebrating with his friends for the success of ruining your life. Every little thing reminds me of him. I laughed. I hate that he had the ability to do this to me.
is in love with Edward Jameson. tired of sleepless night maybe. It automatically sent to my already broken heart. with black circle under his eyes. Apparently I wasn’t really looking where I was going when I suddenly crashed into someone. His hair was a lot messier than the usual. he weren’t that much better than me. When the bell rang. his cologne – I would’ve recognized it wherever I go because honestly only he could smell as amazingly as that. It’s his scent! My ‘sorry’ stuck in my throat. I finally let go. What I saw really torn me apart. his eyes. Vynnie Sullivan. I couldn’t find my voice as I gaze up to his face. . my mortal enemy. I pushed his hands away and ran straight to the girl’s restroom.And. . There. that’s how I realized that I. Not wanting him to see me break down and cry. broken or whatever in that category. . Did he get into a fight again? I want to ask him but I just can’t seem to find my voice as I helplessly stared at him like an idiot. I’m dead. He seems…. He closed it and re-open it several times before I hear him. The smell. I watched as he open his mouth trying to say something but all I hear is silence. Truth be told. I seriously can’t put up with detention right now. I was about to send my apology to the person but stop when I caught the scent of the person. he had dark bruise on his forehead. Lost. “V-Vynnie?” his voice cracked a little. it’s almost mirror mine. I quickly gather my things and jumped out of my seat realizing I’m going to be late for my next class. I slid down onto the floor and cry. It knocked me out of my breath and almost sent me flying back when suddenly two hands caught me on my elbow right on time. His expression.
it couldn’t possibly not be him. He wants me and Aiden to break our friendship apart. yeah he hated me. But.Goddamn! I miss him so much! His voice. I mean. And. And. what? Or my mind just playing tricks on me. he knew that Aiden is my whole world. But Aiden was always there to help me fix my problem. torturing me all throughout the years. one thing for sure. beside Aiden and I. I’m pretty much fucked up right now. only Edward knows how important that iPod is to Aiden. I ignored the pain and focus on trying to figure things out. it hurts me to see him like that. Unless. What if it’s trick? Someone sabotage me. But. This is really fucking frustrated. Well. somehow that statement really punched me right through my heart. judging by how we treated each other throughout the years. again. not if I have anything to say about that. that’s downright impossible. I sighed. But. like I always do when things go wrong. of course he would immediately jump to it just to see me suffer. And. He’s my everything. my brother and my protector. What with the incident with Aiden’s iPod. Was that it. I just ran. Plus. me being his slave. and now he’s not here. . I didn’t even give him time to explain that day. He’s my best friend. I’m nothing. and pulled on my hair. And if the opportunity comes. We couldn’t replace it because it wouldn’t be the same. That’s just impossible. it wasn’t him. Without him. So. right? I know he hated me. though? I somehow feel that there’s probably something more behind all this. why? What happen to him? It’s not like he felt the same way towards me.
you know I won’t hesitate to do that! I’ll kill you with my own bare hands!” Edward all but yelled menacingly. Bang. you’re dead! And. thud. I cringed when the sound echoed around the hall again. Suddenly. don’t even look at her. Did I spend that long time crying in the bathroom? I put my books back in it when a loud sound and a scream suddenly echoed through the hall causing me to jump in surprise. I got up and washed my face. I ended up spending all my time bawling my eyes out in the girl’s restroom until the last bell rang. Don’t let him see you like this. What the hell was that?! Curiously. I slowly walked over to where the sound coming from. “And. As I started to gain more confidence. I heard a voice. leaning on each of the lockers on my way to the dark and empty hallway. He what?! He wants to kill who?! There’s the sound again. Don’t let him see how weak you are because of him. Oh well. you! I suggest you to stay away from her! And. at least I’m here. As I walked closer to one of the empty classroom across the hallway. . It was Edward’s voice. moans and groans. more groaning.Turns out. and don’t even fucking say her name again! You fucking hear me?!” I pause on my step. a loud bang echoed the place followed by a muffled scream. I kept repeating the words in my head. if I ever see you as much as standing five feet from her. The hallway was pretty much empty the time I got to my locker. “Too late for you to apologize! Maybe you should think twice the next time you talk about her! Or better yet. Like someone’s in pain. I take a deep breath and walked out of the restroom. don’t ever talk about her.
Edward. There’s no way they could hurt her. But. including me.” his voice an eerily calm sent shivers down my spine. The guy choked when Edward strangle the living shit out of him.” Edward was literally trembling when he spoke. Whatever these guys did had unleashed the monster that everyone was deathly afraid of.When I reached the front door of the empty classroom. Shocked at the scene in front of me. we got ‘em right in time. everything stopped. I stopped dead on my track. Edward was holding a guy by his collar shirt. unconscious I think. Cool down dude. “E-Edward –Stop! Please!” Suddenly. She’s safe now. “S-Safe? How can you know that? You heard what they planned! I-I won’t let them get to her. Felix and Jonathan. “Dude –Stop! He can’t breathe! You’re going to kill him for real!” “I don’t fucking care! He deserves it!” Spat Edward. Finally. Felix step forward and laid a hand on Edward’s shoulder. And. There was Edward and two of his gang. He was all but yelling at the guy even though the guy barely conscious in his hand. trying to calm him. . I could barely recognize the faces. And. Tears streaming down my face making the scene all blurry. Blood running through their face. I don’t think he’s going to last long. real fucking quick! Before I even realize. He stopped. There were two guys lying on the floor. There’s no way they could after I’m done with each and every fucking one of them. I know I have to do something. but still I can see the guy’s face all pale and bloody. He looked murderous. “Enough Edward! You know you don’t mean that. I found my voice echoed throughout the hall as I scream at him. drop the guy whom was now unconscious.
looking between the unconscious guys then me. Along the way. I won’t be there for a while. I saw a taxi about to pass. I slid in and give him the address of the Sensei Andrew’s gym. Struggling to catch my breath I stop and just fell to the ground. He shook his head no at me. This way. but I back away three and he stopped. A few moments later. I kept thinking of what could happen if I wasn’t there to stop him. or tomorrow that is. and finally I turn around running toward the parking lot. “I-It’s not what it looks like. I step out and watch the place of where I grew up.” I watched as he slowly takes two steps toward me.him. He gulped. It’s a good thing I won’t be alone for the next few hours. he’s going to go after me now! What have I done to myself? At least. After paying the taxi driver. Ignoring Edward’s calling from behind. I had stopped him! Which means. Hoping that somehow the ground would just open up and swallow me whole. I wave at the driver and thankfully he stop. as if he can’t fucking believe I was here. Would he really kill the guy? And. It seems that I made a wise decision of running away from him. he might end up choking the guy to death. . it only takes about 20 minutes to get there. maybe I shouldn’t go home today. I shivered at the thought. if Edward decides to find me at home. there’s a down side which if I didn’t stop him. and “V-Vynnie?” struggled to say my name. oh God. suddenly remembering the Karate meeting I had to go to. He move again. The ride wasn’t too long.His eyes wild with shocked as he stared at me. claiming that I missed him terribly. Maybe I should ask Aiden’s dad if I could sleep at Aiden’s room for the next few days. the parking lot and…. because who knows what could possibly happen if I stay. I ran and ran until I was out of the school. and witness it all. And. as if telling me that it’s okay. What? It’s true! Jeez – Am I that fucking scared? I sighed in frustration and try not to think of anything involving him. everything’s okay. almost in pain.
I walked out of the bathroom and went to the usual spot of our meeting. How can they possibly have a meeting there? . Maybe it’s meant to be. charming and humorous? Rather than Edward. I look around the room and found no one in sight. I looked completely a mess. I walk in. like I just roll out of bed and didn’t bother combing it. Fate be damned. Feeling a little odd. I closed my eyes and shook my head furiously at the thought. You know what they said. they could’ve informed me back so I would know. nice and sweet. You just had to fall for the wrong guy didn’t you! Look where it got us? I sighed. that’s how I feel now after checking the third room. maybe I’m too early? The text said the meeting will be at 2pm and… looking at the big clock in the centre of the room. I have red puffy eyes and red nose from crying so much. Hmm. in and out. that good for nothing piece of shit troublemaker. of course the black circles under my eyes. Huh.Taking a deep breath. all the bittersweet memories I had with him. in and out. This is all his fault! Why couldn’t you fall for someone who’s more like Aiden. And. Usually the place would be filled with people walking around doing their own stuff. you can’t fight fate. I splashed water on my face and stare at my reflection in the mirror. perhaps the training room. You know the feeling when suddenly your gut is telling you to be afraid and your stomach started to feel uneasy and fear starts to rise up on you and you know you should probably run but you stubbornly refuse to? Yeah. Odd. The thought of him suddenly brought me to tears and again I was back running to the bathroom before anyone could see me. I decided to check all of the four rooms there after finding the training room was also empty. it’s already 2:30pm. or maybe they’ve postpone it? Well. Horribly messed! My hair was sticking everywhere. I have known this place since I was seven. this is where I learnt Karate with Edward. maybe they’re in the other room. The last one was the shower/locker room. I don’t want to have anything to do with him ever again! Taking a deep breath.
again. this place without anyone here is seriously creeping me out. ready to defence myself. you might as well… run like hell. If it’s empty too. The first sound I heard is the sound of a water running. still no one answer.Don’t be such pussy. But. “Y-You?” “Hel-lo. Vynnie. So.” And. huh?” “W-What? W-Where’re the o-others?” He chuckled. Taking a huge breath. my breath heaving and I closed my eyes when I felt someone’s breathing on the back of my neck. loudly so the person could hear me. like the last time. hopefully not anywhere here. Standing there in front of me with an evil smirked on his face was the person I wished to never see again. You’ve known this place like the back of your hand. . when suddenly I felt a presence behind me. Now. Because seriously. though. I swallow a lump in my throat. I unconsciously move closer to where the sound coming from. again. Unable to stop my gasp when I found no one was in here after all. covering whoever was on the other side. meaning I wasn’t alone after all. Clenching my hand in tight fist. Vynnie. I spun around and gasped. I open the door and walked right in. Screw my inner voice trying to scare me. who’s here?” I asked. Sensei Nicholas. Long time no see. My eyes narrowed and biting my lip. just staring at it. “Who’s here?” I asked. My feet slowly backed me away from the place. Why the sudden fear? You’ve practically lived here. the smirked was back. “H-Hello. I stretched my hand out and quickly pulled back the curtain. I stopped in front of the dark shower curtain. I walked to the last room. No one answer. “Sensei? I-Is that you in there?” I asked. “Don’t know. I sighed in huge relief after hearing it. just go and check the last room. I would hate for whatever it is to happen to ruin again.
leaning against one of the lockers closer to mine. It was the reason I quit. He said he was more than happy to help me improve.there it goes. Little did I know he got something up his sleeve. And with a tears running down my face. and I really wanted to win so I stayed a few more hours to train after everybody went home. I’ve promise to never return to that place ever again. and he was hoping if he could take a look of what’s underneath it.The last time? He tried to…. After that. except me and sensei Nicholas. Never had a guy ever touched me in my private place before. unfortunately. it was the last day of my being here before I quit. He shook his head again and this time he step closer. But. groaning in pain. I tried to buried it deep inside my mind so I won’t ever have to remember again. I asked him what he want but he just shook his head and told me I done great today and that he was sure I’m gonna kick everyone’s ass in the tournament. So. We fought. I cringed at the thought of the memory. back to the present. Tears blurring my vision as I thought of what was about to happen. Long story short. I was taking a shower after a long training session in his gym because the next week after that I had this really big tournament. I just did. He told me how I look good with just a towel. I snap out of it and pushed him hard against the locker. and he was staring at the ground before noticing my presence. but I was no good like him so he had me lying on the floor with him pressed on top of me. I thanked him and told him I was going to go change because honestly he was starting to creeps me out by the way he watches me. . He got mad and …. Kicking him so hard on the chest he stumbled backward and I punch his face before he crashed to the ground beside me. So.rape me the last time. I remember his arms were crossed. and I froze in shock. I went out to change and there he was. He ripped the towel away from me and I was naked as the day I was born. burying his face on my neck. but when I felt his hand pressing it right there. I haven’t given up easily so I kept fighting him off of me. After I was done taking shower. I took it as my cue to leave as soon as possible. but he managed to kiss and suck on my neck and nipple. I scream and trash more. or anywhere where he will be.
you know. He chuckled darkly. Oh God. he blocked me with his right hand and pinned it behind me. and lean down to lick my neck. You might as well give up. with that. I struggled from his grip but manage to turn my back on him and jab my elbow as hard as I can on his stomach. I tear his hands off of me and turn around to punch him in the face. no! This isn’t happening to me again! He groaned and his brown eyes darken as he stared at my now half naked body. But. . “Give it up. you sick bastard! Help!” I screamed. “Oh. I lost it again. I was on guard now. “Feisty as always. why bother?” he charges to me again.” And.” He nodded. huh?” I snarl. “Get away from me. I’m the one who taught you all the tricks. I just missed you so much.” He whispered in my ear. How’s that make you feel for a twenty times world champion. Did you actually think you could run away from me by quitting?” I narrow my eyes as he starts to move in circle around me. I love that. He immediately releases his hold on me and rubbed the spot where I elbowed. I kept thinking about the day I almost got you. Out of nowhere. I heard the sound of zippers before my sweater got tear off along with my tank top. but I responded fast by blocking it and kick him on his knee and as he crouched down in pain I kick his stomach again. Mmm. He licked his bottom lips and reached forward to touch my breast. since I’m your sensei. My hand clench to a fist and brought up. He only smirked. But. he close the distance with one large stride and envelope me in his arms. baby. “Indeed.“I take it there’s no meeting in the first place. I mean.” “And yet you couldn’t because you got your ass kick by a girl. hoping that maybe someone could hear me. When I feel his hands cupping my breast from behind. fighting the rage inside of me. baby. ready to fight him back even though my body is trembling with fear and anger. Vynnie. my dear. and you’re the one who send the text. I’m impressed. “You got a lot of nerve fighting back. don’t you know me at all? I hope this time there won’t be any interruption again till I’m finish with you.
” the voice said. Vynnie. Oh God. I felt a hand on my face and arm and I lost it again. “Shut up! Or this will hurt!” he spat. I realised my eyes were still closed and I couldn’t see him. Then. It was calling my name repeatedly. No! Please no! He crawled his way on top of me. not again! “Vynnie. baby! It’s me. I stop struggling. more like shouting. while I scream and trash around. twice now. he’s really going to do this! I screamed when I felt his finger enter me. it’s me. n-no!” I cried. p-please. He uses his left hand to pin both my hands above my head. “P-Please. and it was very close. Oh God. “N-No. he was gone. “Vynnie. Out of nowhere. . I closed my eyes tightly when I felt his erection pressing against my clit. as I feel his hand unbuttoning my jeans and zippers. “Vynnie!” the hand gripped me tighter and I screamed in fear. N-No! Don’t –” I pleaded him. The body that was just on top of me was gone. I screamed and struggle to let go but this time I heard the familiar voice again. well. “Stop it! You won’t get away this time!” he spat. I heard voices. and the other one to drag down my jeans until it reaches my knee. he lean down and smash his lips to mine to shut me up. I was sobbing and silently prayed that somehow someone could save me. It was familiar but very loud so I couldn’t tell who it was. No. Vynn!” I screamed louder. again. I got you. eyes glaring daggers at me. I could feel panic rising in me. I would’ve never thought this could happen to me.He was literally lying on the floor and I know it’s my cue to escape but he caught my ankle and I too stumbled to the ground. Edward!” and. But. and before I could respond he lift his hand up and slapped me hard on my face. After that. “It’s okay. it hurts! I could feel his long nails digging inside me and I know it’s going to bleed. he unbuckled his belt and unzipped his jeans.
you can have me back for as long as you want. You’re safe now. probably soaking it. I wrapped both my arms around his neck and he hugged me back just as tightly. We were already outside. I take a look at him and his beautiful face. he saved me. He’s really here.” He says. and I nod once. . I panic again and Edward’s arms instantly wrapped around me. desperate to see him and I found him.” So. I’m right here. “You’re okay now.” He says. I suddenly felt the urged to burst out in happiness and overwhelmed that he’s here. I promise. I felt him kissing my hair and repeating more soothing words in my ear. I could see his beautiful face. I threw myself to him. baby. “Do you want me to take you to the hospital. and brought me closer to him. in a really gentle voice. baby. staring intently at me. suddenly feeling exhausted as I never had before.” He says. Vynnie. Let it out. “Let’s get you out of here. “S’okay. I watched as he helped me put on my jeans and panties without looking down. I couldn’t possibly know what. staring down at me. as I sobbed more to his shirt. Vynnie?” Edward asks.“It’s okay. I lay my head on his chest and wrapped my arms around his neck. I was too busy hearing the sound of my own cries as the incident kept playing in my mind like a movie and the fear rises again. A moment after my cries turn to sniffles. I won’t let it happen. his eyes starts to water. Opening my eyes. I did. and lifts me up carrying me bridal style. He asked if he could help me with my jeans.” He says. Finally. But. He won’t be getting anywhere near you again. He cupped my face delicately like he’s afraid I might break or something. “I’m just going to take off my jacket for you. out of nowhere. twisted into a mask of concern and pain. I nod once and slowly let him go. Can I do that for just a second? Then. like he was trying to tell me something with his eyes. But. He took off his jacket and slowly helped me in them. And. I don’t want you getting cold. Vynnie. just open your eyes. His eyes on mine. Edward let go of me and starts to get up. I got you. as he cupped both my cheek and brushed away my tears with his thumbs.
Oh. but he might end up hurting himself doing that. and tears trickled down my cheek. just to make sure. Are you hurt? D-Did he do anything before I –” “No. making him stop and gave me a look that made me wants to crumble to my knees for him. which cause mine as well. Before I could say anything. that’s all. and if I answer the truth. he silent me with a finger on my lips and brushed away my tears. God knows if they find out. Y-You got here in time before he c-could do m-more. His body was trembling. d-don’t. I seriously don’t want that. “E-Edward?” I called. Such as why am I in this situation. And. I shook my head. how I miss his car! He then proceeds to let me sit gently on the hood of his car. “I’m so sorry I couldn’t get there faster. please. the doctor will ask question. “It’s okay. I think he’s trying to calm himself. “H-He touched m-me. Vynnie. We were now outside of his black Mustang. And. His stare was so intense that I could feel like he was staring right through my soul. “W-What else?” he asked in a calm eerily voice. I look up to see him closes his eyes tightly.” He apologized. Not because him might hurt me. him standing between my legs waiting for my answer. I could have stopped him before he could lay a single hand on you. He was starting to scare me. You saved me before he could do anything. and lean my forehead to his.” I said. He sighed. But. they might send me somewhere as far as here. But. I placed both my palm on his cheek.” And. and parents will get involve.” I cut him. “H-He did used h-his finger to e-enter m-me. “It could’ve been worse. but fuck me side way if it ain’t true. shaking his head like he some kind of disappointment. Call me sappy. But. We don’t have to go if you don’t want to. like my grandparent’s house. . the words will be spread. almost crushing me to him. Edward.” I pleaded. because if he sends me there. no. and his gripped on me went tighter.“N-No.” I explain. suddenly he stopped. I can’t thank you enough for doing that. you were there and you saved me.
“I’ll do anything for you. And. Edward. I promise. I watched as he talked to whoever it was on the phone.” Finally. made me wanted to know what’s going on out there. he gazed up and our eyes met. he smile and closes his eyes. I could be involved. I watched at how carefully he touches me. Funny how a few minutes ago. and helps me sit on the passenger seat. He took a few a deep breath before nodding and talking again. like I said before. both arms wrapped tightly around me. He gently leaned down to help me buckle my seatbelt. Our noses touched. My tongue darted out to lick my bottom lip and surprisingly heard a little gasp from Edward before he too did the same. he stopped. we were leaning to each other.” He says. then he hung up . and how gentle he can be.“Thank you. Without even realizing it. I won’t fucking let him. after a few pacing. The way he was grabbing his hair while pacing around the front car and probably shouting profanities to the person on the phone. And. Feeling my eyes on him. I can see he won’t be getting out anytime soon or in the future that is. he will never get anywhere near you again. Vynnie. I could’ve be the next victim of rape but here I was desperately wanted to get a kiss from this handsome devil. also my brothers and the gang are taking him to the police station to report him. if he wanted to. feeling my chest sigh in huge relief. hair pulling and shouting been throwing out. And. My hero. “Let’s get you home.” I smile a little. then. and tried to regain his composure. He stopped outside the driver’s door. His eyes envelop me. Finally. You’re my hero. Why? I have no idea. and it scares me of how much I feel for him.” “Good. Then… His stupid phone starts ringing. and I couldn’t help but notice that the more he talk the more he look… angry. and dropped his head for a few second before he get up and closed the door. He sighed. and I could feel his sweet breath fanning across my face.
But. I was still over the moon from the previous moment that I didn’t even notice we’re already park outside of my house. asking me if I’m okay. and that maybe I’m not going into shock. I jumped out in surprise and blurted out. Still panting from the shocked. He sighed and rolled his eyes at me. Oh. After a few times assuring him and myself that I’m fine. I couldn’t even care less if I was going into shock. I’ve got it bad. he tighten the gripped and shook his head no without meeting my eyes. I’ve truly fallen hard for him. He starts the engine and I know it was time to let go of his hand. But. as long as he’s here with me then I know I’ll be able to get through it. when I did. I smiled and playfully bat my eyelashes at him. it seems I get quite the effect from Edward when he swallowed as his eyes widened and looked . he smile a little and lean back to relax in his seat.and get in the car. “Are you okay?” He shook his head no. A moment later. gently loosen his gripped on the steering wheel and place it on my lap. but when he looked down and saw our fingers intertwined. Well. that’s how it was for the rest of the way to my house. God.” he says. I reached out and touch his hand. I’m fantastic! I wanted to shout. Fuck it! I said in my mind. I blame him for this. when out of nowhere. he’s so beautiful. gentleman. But. I certainly had no problem with that. He was startled at first. And. I sighed. but I already beat him to it. and “Give me a moment. he groaned and punches the steering wheel. despite of what almost happen to me a while ago. He got out of the car and rushed over to my side to open my door. He was still panting from his rage and I started to ponder around to decide whether to ask him if he’s okay and what’s going on or just let him cool himself down first. he seems to fully regain his composure. please. I smiled as he took our joined hands and place it on his lap. He killed the engine and waved his hand in front of my face.
” . He smirked. His action speaks louder than words. He didn’t have to say anything.” He frowned. He lay me down gently on my bed. “But. Did I ever mention that Aiden is rich? Like really rich. letting him carry me up the stairs to my room. You won’t ever have to see his face again. “Don’t. Before I could think more. Did I do that to him? I couldn’t help but feel all giddy inside and somewhat hopeful that he may be feels the same about me. Because if he didn’t feel the same as I do to him.” I protest. I wrapped my arms around him a little tight and buried my face on his neck. I don’t want him to even think about ever letting go. Who knows how long I’ll able to before I have to let go again. So.” I whispered. I smile on the crook of his neck. I can promise you that. My eyes landed on Aiden’s house. “I know. “I trust you. In fact. And. or ever. either Mr Joseph got a visitor or he just bought a new car… again. Let go? Why would he do that? I don’t want him to let go. frowning as I saw a Black Range Rover parked right in front of Aiden’s house. Not even surprise that he still remember where my room was. I know he heard me. But when his arms on me tightened more and practically crushing me to him.slightly… in dazed. with that. He smiled while crouched down between my legs. I would’ve never thought I say this but that was the last thing I ever want right now. Just take care of yourself.” I nodded.” I say. Or in that case. smiling up to him. “Thank you. I want to stay in his warm arms and be surrounded by his sweet scent for as long as I can. I can walk ya know. Huh. “You don’t have to thank me.” He says. “Hey. Edward’s arms as he carried me bridal style to my house. I shrieked as I suddenly lifted in the air. let me spoil you a little longer. and that’s where it gets quiet. I ignore the thoughts. somehow hoping he could hear me and yet also hoping he didn’t. and squeezed me to him. then I might scare him away. and try not to get my hopes up.
p-please. right? D-Do you really truly t-trust me. and the tears trickled down his cheek. I– please don’t leave me. when I felt his body started shaking and heard him sniffle. be honest with me. . I thought you hated me.” I asked. “Of course. in trembling voice as I found myself crying with him. I felt so hopeless not being able to help him. and I started to think he didn’t hear me.” he said. He shook his head no. “I-I d-don’t want to l-lose you okay! I’ve already lost you t-twice before. “Edward. “You have no idea what that means to me. I w-won’t let you.” he asked. “Edward? What’s wrong?” I asked. You weren’t joking. I thought –” “It’s all a fucking lie!” he cut me in. P-Please don’t. It was as if he was mad at me for thinking like that. boy did my heart melt at the sight of him. I promise I won’t be mad. his face broke into a huge smile and suddenly I was crushed to his chest tightly. but I just stay there frozen as his words slowly register in my head. “It’s all for a fucking show! Why couldn’t you see how torture I’d been since you walk out of my life at the playground 10 years ago? Why did you only see what people see in me? Why couldn’t you see the hurt I felt whenever I see you with Aiden? Every fucking time. Why would you doubt something like that after everything that happened?” He didn’t answer at first. “I-I don’t understand. Vynnie! Why?!” he yelled at me. in a desperate tone. And. cupping both his cheek and have him look at me. sounding a little in pain as him. I couldn’t stand seeing him this broken. confused. I nodded. I could feel my lung starts to protest for air. breaking our embrace and gaze at me with tears and menacing look. He pulled me back in his arms and buried his face on my neck.With those three words. I was shocked to see a sheen of tears in his eyes. please tell me why are you crying? Please. was it something I said? “Edward. Vynnie? Please. Edward.” I pleaded again. But. I quickly lean back and look at him. But. and squeezed me hard to his body. Not again.
But. You finally did. You forgot everything!” he spat out. don’t say it please. Vynnie. I’m tired of hiding my feelings from you. You’ve broke our promises to stay friends no matter what.” “E-Edward. please at least think about it?” he asked. I –” “No. with a look that so intense it sent shivery and thousands of butterflies in my stomach flying “I-I I’m in love with you. I don’t think I can wait any longer. You can say I’m only like this because I want people’s attention. His green orbs burn with mine. I want to be with you so please. “Over the years. “You’ve forgotten me. I want to wait for the perfect time to tell you how I truly feel about you. I couldn’t contain the gasp that escapes as I stared at him. I’ve watched you guys all over each other. “I’m tired of pretending. He heard it and assumed it wrong as he shook his head furiously and closes his eyes tightly. You let him in what used to be my spot. I don’t. I want more. sounding almost in pain as his expression.” He says. I’m lost because you’re nowhere near where I want you to be. “I want to say that I like us to go back to how we used to be. our noses and foreheads touching “I want you. only the people that I love and care. stun and unmoving. you did.I just sat there. Although. He continued. but please don’t push me away again.” He pleaded. “No. but not all. He continued. and crouched back down between my legs again. So. “I’m sorry. and opened his eyes. Yes. pacing the room then suddenly stop and looked at me with so much pain written on his face.” this time. as you can see throughout the years. I remained silence.” he chuckled suddenly. I’ve watched you hanging around with the guy that took you away from me. . it was quite the opposite of how I want it to be. Not after I pour my heart out for you after this.” He says. I want to be with you. And.” He lean in and cupped my cheek. One look and it was enough for me to know. I’m miserable without you. almost whimpering. But. and stroked my cheek tenderly. please let me get this all out.
and I apologise for that too. taking a deep breath. again. “There was a time where I wanted to quit. “But. especially you. I got into a fight. I know one of those moments you wish to just kill me right then. I quickly wiped it away with my thumb. be the one that always puts a smile on your face. a bully and so on. But. He smile sheepishly.” He stopped for a second. So. hear this. I just don’t want you to forget about me. So. trouble maker. every single time. I want to be the one holding your hand while we walk around the school. I’m sorry for hurting you. was it really necessary for me to clean the house in the woods?” I asked. “I missed you. when I saw the look you had when you‘re with Aiden. I was 14 when I first went out and search for trouble. or at the cliff. And. But. But. I was ecstatic. move on. “I know. And. But. I know I was too late. I dated a few girls just to forget about you. And. also with Aiden’s iPod. And. “When I first found out that Aiden’s going to be away for a while. I took out my anger on everyone. strangely none of them have this strong pull like you had on me.” A single tear trickled down his cheek. That’s for sure. almost making me forget about you. hugging you when you’re sad. I did what I had to do. I know I’ve caused a lot of trouble to everyone. So. I will never regret taking you there with me. it was a thousand time better than crying. it wasn’t enough to make me forget. including my family and friends. make you laugh for no reason. I’m so sorry. I continued. became the leader. “You don’t know how hurt I felt the first time I saw it. so much. and it was all because .“I know you hated me. trust me when I say I only want you to notice me. To stop what I’m doing and just beg you to forgive me. I give up. the rest you’ve heard. half joking. Hated for what I’d become. These past few weeks had been the best time I had in a very long time. bike racer. all those things you guys did in front of me. It was quite fun and exhilarating. join my brother’s gang. it was never enough. But. I didn’t mean for it to happen. I knew it was my time to work on getting you back. But. I was so angry at you for letting Aiden replaced me. That’s all.
” he said. You shouldn’t do that. That’s just wrong. anyway?” He blushed suddenly. Edward Jameson pouting! I smiled and lifted his chin up to have him look at me. Otherwise. And.” “I just want you to be happy. “Um. I can. I vaguely remember you saying that you like seeing guys drive in a Mustang. quietly staring down his lap. Even if I don’t like the car.” That got me to snapped out of whatever I was thinking in that moment. “Like you said the oother day. still staring at our hands.” we both cringed at the memory. I bit my lip to stop smiling but I could already feel the warmth spreading around my face and neck. . Don’t worry. I got rid of the bike and take out my Mustang. When I’m with you. “So. yeah. like. while chewing on his lip. So. I felt… different. don’t be silly. But. right? Because I once overheard you said you like Mustang. b-before you slapped me. I love it. I feel invincible. I didn’t use my bike because I know you’re afraid to ride on it.” He averted his eyes from me and stared down at our joined hands. try to impress you with it. I will never force you to do anything you don’t want to do. and thank you.” He smirked.” He replied. “I know. Edward. I really appreciate that. “How did you know I even like Mustang. His lips pouted a little. “You do love it. Him. you bought the car just to impress me?” I asked. his face became serious. “I know I started warming up to you. but suddenly stopped and gave me a serious look. I was thinking I could. “I-It was also the very same day that I overheard Aiden talk about his iPod. I’m not sure since when though.of you.” His smile appeared. “Yes. and somehow I feel happy even though I know I irritate you to death. maybe. Turns out you love it. I swear my room just got brighter. This is so not the right time to blush! He continued. I kinda overheard you and Aiden talked about cars the other day. buy a new car or you can help me choose one –” I silence him with a finger on his lips. “So. I wouldn’t want you to just buy another one to replace it. like there’s no trouble ahead. also smiling coyly.
.” He shook his head. I know now the reason why you did all that and it’s enough for me to forgive you. He laid his head on my knees while murmuring apologises here and there. “P-Please don’t cry. He can’t ever replace it. Hit me if you want. “No. “I know I’ve gone too far. My heart ache for him. I don’t want to lose him. To Aiden. that’s enough. it’s something more valuable than any present he has ever gotten. I can’t stand it. People makes mistake. my vision starts to get blurry as I found myself crying with him. “No. I was just so lost at the idea of having you that I’ve completely forgotten about what’s really holding you to me. I’m sorry for making you clean the house in the woods. I know I shouldn’t take away what isn’t mine. hoping that somehow Aiden will be able to take it easy at this and forgive me. But what more can we do now. it’s not just an iPod. I know there’s probably a zero chance that Aiden will able to forgive me after he finds out his precious iPod was smashed to pieces. I’m sorry for being a pain in the ass. Vynnie. Never would I think I could see him like this.” I said through my tears. He said so himself that no one can replace it. b-be mad at me.“Aiden’s mom gave the iPod to him. It’s from his mom that he barely seen in years. and I’m sorry for Aiden’s iPod. y-you shouldn’t.” Tears were streaming down his face non-stop. He shouldn’t be so hard on himself. don’t apologize. I am so sorry. except go and apologize to him.” “I-I’m s-sor –” “No.” I closed my eyes. I’m sorry for everything.” He croaked. I’m sorry for forcing you to ride on my bike. He may need some time to cool down and distance himself but hopefully not forever. “S-Stop Edward. I won’t. just. “I’m sorry for being such a jerk to you from the beginning. I-I forgive you. Do something!” I grabbed his face between my palms and have him looked at me. Without even realizing. and there’s people out there that has done something even worse than him. Edward. Please.
shocked when I saw Aiden’s iPod on his hand. I gasped as the memory coming back to me. I stared at it.” He explained. The iPod’s fine. Fuck. repeatedly. his face. In good shape. I’ve been sabotaged! And. confused by his words. and making me realised that I’ve also fallen for enemy but only got trick into thinking it got destroyed by him. I-I didn’t do anything to it. he kept to his words that he will do nothing to the iPod as long as I obey him. He grabbed my hand out and placed the iPod on my palm. “What? Don’t pretend –” “No. I was right in the first place. I only took it because you seem so protective over this iPod that I know you will be force to stay with me as long as I have this thing in my hand. But. just like I left it with him the last time. looking a little embarrassed. searching for some– “Oh my God. i-is that? H-how? I-I thought –” my hand fly up to my mouth. after believing what I saw in the box was really Aiden’s iPod. “Smashed? W-what do you mean?” My eyes narrowed. Edward was innocent this whole time. I slapped him. “I-I want to give it back. In good condition. How he looked at me all this time with so much love and adoration written on his face that I wondered why I couldn’t . I gaze over at him.” “What?” Now I’m way fucking confused! He lean back and his hand went down his pocket jeans. I confronted Edward and… I slapped him. But. Which what brought us closer. I had gone through so much for this piece of thing that got me all worked up with Edward.I run my thumbs over his cheek as he gave me a disoriented look. I couldn’t believe it. As I told you before. with open-mouth. The memory of what had happened still weighing on the back of my mind. well not completely. I was stupidly enough to believe what I saw in the box and didn’t care to wait for an explanation from him so instead I went up to Edward and slapped him. Oh God. not only that I had to open my mouth and say some hurtful stuff that he probably didn’t deserve to get.
Edward. even when I was too busy hating on him.” I sobbed on his chest. Edward continued. It was said so quietly even I can barely hear it.” He blinked a few times. but I silence him with a finger on his lips.” “What do you mean? Of course. I will never give up. a ripping sound of sob came from me as I burst out in tears. “I did. please –” he pleaded almost in pain. “Y-You l-love me?” I nod again. “I love you. I never blame you. “V-Vynnie.” I nod on his chest. Vynnie. “You don’t have to do that.” I shook my head. and then I kissed his chest. “You don’t have to do that anymore. “I-I’m so sorry. I love you. “I know it’s impossible for it to happen now but. he turned into something he’s not. a monster.” He pleaded as he held me tightly. “I’ve already fallen for you. And how… miserable and destroyed he looked after what I done to him. He had never stopped loving me.” I said. Tell me. Edward. and lean back to gaze at his green eyes.” “Shhh. Now that I’m so close to you. I already did. baby… Please. V-Vynnie. right over his heart to let him know.” I whispered and hiccupped. It was all too much. quiet but firmly. “Yes. I love you.see it before. And that did it. The other hand came up to touch his face softly. “Com’on.” He said. And because of me. Edward. “Vynnie. but I shook my head and crushed myself to him. You’re my Eddie. don’t ever apologise.” . I’m only hoping for the best. “I-I didn’t know. what’s wrong?” he asked. I want –” he stopped when he saw me shaking my head. So. I’ve never stop hoping that maybe someday you’ll love me back.
twice. he turn to me with a furious looked that even got me coward a bit. A tear slid down his face as he lean in and captured my lips with his. And. Then. no one but us. I was about to lose my mind when Edward’s hand moved from my face to my shoulder. Our mouths moved as one. I couldn’t see him. VYNNIE?! I WAS ONLY GONE FOR A FEW WEEKS AND NOW YOU’RE SUDDENLY ALL OVER HIM?!” He yelled. lips swollen from the kiss made me whimpered. all thoughts of what had happened today flew out the window. I didn’t want to stop. all of sudden… Edward’s form disappeared from me. Then. when I finally open them. That’s where I noticed I was still closing my eyes. a slight tingle shot from the top of my head all the way down to my body and I was glad I was sitting on the bed because I could feel my legs turning jello. fourth and fifth times. After throwing him like that. Right then. crawling on top of me. his chest heaving. “OUR MOST HATED PERSON IN THE WORLD.His answering smile was so beautiful that I couldn’t help but smile back as big as his. he pressed his body to me. gently pushing me down to the bed without cutting the kiss. I couldn’t feel him. It was all too much. nothing. There was nothing. VYNNS! DID . Ever. I was in complete shocked to see the scene in my bedroom. It’s crazy of how much feeling burst through my chest at the moment. Edward was the one that crushed to my computer desk at the corner by my best friend. me and Edward. tongues sliding out and doing a sensual dance. But. “WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE. Aiden grabbed the collar of Edward’s shirt before lifting his fist and slammed it on Edward’s jaw. The sight of him. Edward heard me and reached forward claiming my lips back to him. pointing his finger at Edward. As soon as our lips met. third. once. his eyes darken as he gaze at me with complete adoration. “Vynnie…” Edward called breathlessly after we broke the kiss to have some air. I heard a crashed and a shouting voice. I couldn’t touch him. Aiden. Then.
his red face inches from mine. I was so scared and starts to get a little dizzy when Edward suddenly came out of nowhere and yank Aiden off of me sending him tumbling down the floor. I could see him trembling with anger and his breath fanning across my face heavily. You d-don't understand. AGAIN?” He growled the last word. asshole! I did it because I want her! I love her! You know that but yet you’ve had the most fun torturing me don’t ya?!” Edward growled. “Like you don’t know. huh!” Aiden shot back. "Aiden. away from him. Vynnie!" Aiden spat on my face. I’ve watched him picked a fight with other guys . H-He saved me j-just now from getting attack -" "Save you from what?! The only thing that you need to be saved is from him. raising his fist and punched Aiden on his face several times before he wiped out his bloody lips and spat out. This time he charges towards me. speak for yourself! Why the hell would you care?! Did you forget what you did to her all these times. I backed off slowly until my back hit the headboard and I was suddenly trapped between it and Aiden. you’ll going to regret it!” he said in a deadly voice.YOU FORGET THAT. grabbing my shoulders and starts shaking me furiously. taking out his anger as he strikes again and again. s-stop. huh?!" he shouted on my face. Vynnie?! Do I need to be here to constantly remind you of what he did to you. to us this whole fucking time. Aiden may not have a black belt in martial arts like Edward. Edward then towered over Aiden’s body and crouched down. "Are you that stupid to fall for his trick. flashback of what had happened in the gym came replaying in my head and I tried to get away from him. “F-Fuck you Jameson. a little weaker. HUH?! OR DO YOU WANT ME TO REMIND YOU. “Don’t you ever touch her like that ever again! Or I swear to God. but he sure can handle things on his own.
“D-Did he hurt you just now. baby? Did he?” he asked in a painfully soft but firm voice. Edward did. I shook my head no and turn my face to the side just to kiss his palm. it’s like an adrenaline rush through me as I pushed Edward out of the way and I watched as Aiden’s fist connected to my face. followed by a “Fuck”. his eyes on him. I quickly scrambled off the bed. Fucking ouch! The last thing I heard was Edward’s voice screaming my name before blackness took over me. Edward still hadn’t noticed him. he rarely lose or better yet never actually because he got his own dad’s gym to help him build up. ignoring the pain in my lower abdomen and charges toward Edward who had his fist raised and ready to strike again but I slammed my body to him from behind and hugged him tight hoping it could make him stop. I need to stop this! I was a little too late when I heard the most disturbing sound coming from Aiden’s nose as it cracked. He reached up and laid his hand on my cheek. . because he was too busy staring at me in complete love written on his face. He turned around and faced me. Then. Both of them.before. But. “Stop. please! Just stop!” I screamed. Hard. Real fucking hard because I could it in my bones. oh for the love of God. His expression unreadable. Then. all of a sudden hell broke lose as I watched Aiden raised his fist behind Edward.