DANG!! AM I INLOVE WITH MY MORTAL ENEMY OR WHAT?!!

PART 4

Two days has passed since the whole incident at the parking lot. Ive
been hiding myself out in my bedroom ever since, crying my eyes out all through the day. The more I thought about him, the more stupid I felt for myself for ever thinking giving him a second chance was a great idea, for even trusting him. I was so upset and disappointed at him, but more likely at myself. I didnt bother going to school anymore. Nobodys stopping me. And, Im absolutely cool with that. My parents havent called since they left. I dont even think I could stand to look at him without my world crumbling down. If I wouldve known he would do this in the first place, I would never let him near my heart. Let alone let him in. But of course for being stupid that I am, I let him. And, what did I get for in return? A broken heart. And, nobodys there to help me pick up the pieces. I sighed. Its not like someone know that Ive already fallen for him. . . Unfortunately, mom called just now, somewhere around noon. Asking if Im alright and because she got a call from school saying I was absence for two fucking days. Big fucking deal, its not like the worlds going to end if I didnt show up at school! So, I told her I am fine and that I promised to go the next day. That is, Friday. I was going to anyway so I could go to this Karate meeting and get it settle with as soon as possible. When I woke up the next morning, I almost second guess whether I should just stay home or go ahead attend school and face the devil himself. Im not sure if Im ready for it yet, but seeing as theres only one way to find out. I cant hide forever. I shouldve known better by now. I shouldve known to face him sooner or later. But, Im just too big of a coward to do it. So here I am, helplessly dragging myself to school. My heart pounded so fast that Im afraid it's going to burst out of my chest any second now. I'm not

surprise if it did, though it'll probably save me from going to school today, or ever. I laughed, quietly. Silently scolding myself for being stupid. I walked down the hall to my locker to get my books. I sighed in relief when I didnt see him in my first class. Maybe he went back to the ditching-school-ismore-fun-than-learning. Oh well, thats fine by me. I am more than glad if he decided to stay away from me like before. But, I know deep down I was anything but. This went on the whole period until lunch, he didnt show up at any class at all. And, I hate to say this but it bugs me, a lot. I just couldnt deny my heart asking for him. I couldnt help but wonder what made him absence today. What could he possibly be doing right now? Is he safe? Did he ever think of me while hes away Hold up there, Vynnie! Thats enough. Back away before you hurt yourself even more. Do yourself a favour, forget about him! Hes probably still out there celebrating with his friends for the success of ruining your life. He probably knows what youre going through right now. Yep, that sounds more like him. I skipped lunch and head to the library instead for studying. But, no matter what I did, my mind would always wander around trying to search for that asshole. I sighed, and ran a hand through my hair. I looked a mess right now. I hate that he had the ability to do this to me. And whats even worse is that, I dont even hate him, not entirely. I just hate for what he did to me, but I couldnt help myself but missing him terribly. And that saying a lot since I havent even thought about how Aiden would react after he finds out about his iPod. Of course, I already know how he would react but I just couldnt bring myself to think about him other than Edward. I missed the time we spent together, the way he smiled when he saw me coming, the way his beautiful emerald green eyes sparkled after that, the sound of his laughter like it was a music to my ear, his touch, his scent intoxicating me whenever we get too close to each other. And last but not least, how he cares for me whenever I feel down or sad and how he knows just what to do to make me feel better. Every little thing reminds me of him.

And, thats how I realized that I, Vynnie Sullivan, is in love with Edward Jameson, my mortal enemy. Im dead. . . When the bell rang, I quickly gather my things and jumped out of my seat realizing Im going to be late for my next class. I seriously cant put up with detention right now. Apparently I wasnt really looking where I was going when I suddenly crashed into someone. It knocked me out of my breath and almost sent me flying back when suddenly two hands caught me on my elbow right on time. I was about to send my apology to the person but stop when I caught the scent of the person. The smell, his cologne I wouldve recognized it wherever I go because honestly only he could smell as amazingly as that. Its his scent! My sorry stuck in my throat. I couldnt find my voice as I gaze up to his face, his eyes. What I saw really torn me apart. His expression, its almost mirror mine, with black circle under his eyes, tired of sleepless night maybe. His hair was a lot messier than the usual, he had dark bruise on his forehead. Did he get into a fight again? I want to ask him but I just cant seem to find my voice as I helplessly stared at him like an idiot. Truth be told, he werent that much better than me. He seems. Lost, broken or whatever in that category. I watched as he open his mouth trying to say something but all I hear is silence. He closed it and re-open it several times before I hear him. V-Vynnie? his voice cracked a little. It automatically sent to my already broken heart. Not wanting him to see me break down and cry, I pushed his hands away and ran straight to the girls restroom. There, I finally let go. I slid down onto the floor and cry.

Goddamn! I miss him so much! His voice, it hurts me to see him like that. But, why? What happen to him? Its not like he felt the same way towards me. I mean, thats downright impossible. What with the incident with Aidens iPod, me being his slave, torturing me all throughout the years. Thats just impossible. Unless, it wasnt him. What if its trick? Someone sabotage me. Plus, I didnt even give him time to explain that day. I just ran, like I always do when things go wrong. But Aiden was always there to help me fix my problem, and now hes not here. Im pretty much fucked up right now. But, one thing for sure, beside Aiden and I, only Edward knows how important that iPod is to Aiden. We couldnt replace it because it wouldnt be the same. And, judging by how we treated each other throughout the years, it couldnt possibly not be him, right? I know he hated me. And, somehow that statement really punched me right through my heart. I ignored the pain and focus on trying to figure things out. So, yeah he hated me. And, he knew that Aiden is my whole world. Without him, Im nothing. Hes my best friend, my brother and my protector. Hes my everything. And if the opportunity comes, of course he would immediately jump to it just to see me suffer. He wants me and Aiden to break our friendship apart. Well, not if I have anything to say about that. Was that it, though? I somehow feel that theres probably something more behind all this. But, what? Or my mind just playing tricks on me, again. I sighed, and pulled on my hair. This is really fucking frustrated.

Turns out, I ended up spending all my time bawling my eyes out in the girls restroom until the last bell rang. Oh well, at least Im here. I got up and washed my face. Dont let him see you like this. Dont let him see how weak you are because of him. I kept repeating the words in my head. As I started to gain more confidence, I take a deep breath and walked out of the restroom. The hallway was pretty much empty the time I got to my locker. Did I spend that long time crying in the bathroom? I put my books back in it when a loud sound and a scream suddenly echoed through the hall causing me to jump in surprise. What the hell was that?! Curiously, I slowly walked over to where the sound coming from, leaning on each of the lockers on my way to the dark and empty hallway. As I walked closer to one of the empty classroom across the hallway, I heard a voice. Too late for you to apologize! Maybe you should think twice the next time you talk about her! Or better yet, dont ever talk about her, dont even look at her, and dont even fucking say her name again! You fucking hear me?! I pause on my step. It was Edwards voice. Suddenly, a loud bang echoed the place followed by a muffled scream, moans and groans. Like someones in pain. And, you! I suggest you to stay away from her! And, if I ever see you as much as standing five feet from her, youre dead! And, you know I wont hesitate to do that! Ill kill you with my own bare hands! Edward all but yelled menacingly. He what?! He wants to kill who?! Theres the sound again. I cringed when the sound echoed around the hall again. Bang, thud, more groaning.

When I reached the front door of the empty classroom, I stopped dead on my track. Shocked at the scene in front of me. There was Edward and two of his gang, Felix and Jonathan. There were two guys lying on the floor, unconscious I think. Blood running through their face, I could barely recognize the faces. Edward was holding a guy by his collar shirt. He looked murderous. He was all but yelling at the guy even though the guy barely conscious in his hand. Finally, Felix step forward and laid a hand on Edwards shoulder, trying to calm him. Enough Edward! You know you dont mean that. Cool down dude, we got em right in time. Theres no way they could hurt her. Shes safe now, Edward. Edward was literally trembling when he spoke, S-Safe? How can you know that? You heard what they planned! I-I wont let them get to her. Theres no way they could after Im done with each and every fucking one of them. his voice an eerily calm sent shivers down my spine. The guy choked when Edward strangle the living shit out of him. Dude Stop! He cant breathe! Youre going to kill him for real! I dont fucking care! He deserves it! Spat Edward. Tears streaming down my face making the scene all blurry, but still I can see the guys face all pale and bloody. I dont think hes going to last long. Whatever these guys did had unleashed the monster that everyone was deathly afraid of, including me. But, I know I have to do something. And, real fucking quick! Before I even realize, I found my voice echoed throughout the hall as I scream at him. E-Edward Stop! Please! Suddenly, everything stopped. He stopped. And, drop the guy whom was now unconscious.

His eyes wild with shocked as he stared at me, looking between the unconscious guys then me, as if he cant fucking believe I was here, and witness it all. He gulped, and V-Vynnie? struggled to say my name. I-Its not what it looks like. I watched as he slowly takes two steps toward me, but I back away three and he stopped. He shook his head no at me, almost in pain, as if telling me that its okay, everythings okay. He move again, and finally I turn around running toward the parking lot. Ignoring Edwards calling from behind. I ran and ran until I was out of the school, the parking lot and.him. Struggling to catch my breath I stop and just fell to the ground. Hoping that somehow the ground would just open up and swallow me whole. A few moments later, I saw a taxi about to pass, suddenly remembering the Karate meeting I had to go to, I wave at the driver and thankfully he stop. I slid in and give him the address of the Sensei Andrews gym. This way, if Edward decides to find me at home, I wont be there for a while. Along the way, I kept thinking of what could happen if I wasnt there to stop him. Would he really kill the guy? And, oh God, I had stopped him! Which means, hes going to go after me now! What have I done to myself? At least, theres a down side which if I didnt stop him, he might end up choking the guy to death. It seems that I made a wise decision of running away from him, because who knows what could possibly happen if I stay. I shivered at the thought. Its a good thing I wont be alone for the next few hours. And, maybe I shouldnt go home today, or tomorrow that is. Maybe I should ask Aidens dad if I could sleep at Aidens room for the next few days, claiming that I missed him terribly. What? Its true! Jeez Am I that fucking scared? I sighed in frustration and try not to think of anything involving him. The ride wasnt too long, it only takes about 20 minutes to get there. After paying the taxi driver, I step out and watch the place of where I grew up.

Taking a deep breath, in and out, in and out. I walk in. I have known this place since I was seven, this is where I learnt Karate with Edward, all the bittersweet memories I had with him. The thought of him suddenly brought me to tears and again I was back running to the bathroom before anyone could see me. I splashed water on my face and stare at my reflection in the mirror. I looked completely a mess. Horribly messed! My hair was sticking everywhere, like I just roll out of bed and didnt bother combing it. I have red puffy eyes and red nose from crying so much. And, of course the black circles under my eyes. This is all his fault! Why couldnt you fall for someone whos more like Aiden, nice and sweet, charming and humorous? Rather than Edward, that good for nothing piece of shit troublemaker. You just had to fall for the wrong guy didnt you! Look where it got us? I sighed. You know what they said, you cant fight fate. Maybe its meant to be. I closed my eyes and shook my head furiously at the thought. Fate be damned, I dont want to have anything to do with him ever again! Taking a deep breath, I walked out of the bathroom and went to the usual spot of our meeting. Feeling a little odd, I look around the room and found no one in sight. Usually the place would be filled with people walking around doing their own stuff. Huh, maybe Im too early? The text said the meeting will be at 2pm and looking at the big clock in the centre of the room, its already 2:30pm. Odd, maybe theyre in the other room, perhaps the training room. I decided to check all of the four rooms there after finding the training room was also empty. Hmm, or maybe theyve postpone it? Well, they couldve informed me back so I would know. You know the feeling when suddenly your gut is telling you to be afraid and your stomach started to feel uneasy and fear starts to rise up on you and you know you should probably run but you stubbornly refuse to? Yeah, thats how I feel now after checking the third room. The last one was the shower/locker room. How can they possibly have a meeting there?

Dont be such pussy, Vynnie. Youve known this place like the back of your hand. Why the sudden fear? Youve practically lived here. Now, just go and check the last room. If its empty too, you might as well run like hell. Because seriously, this place without anyone here is seriously creeping me out. Screw my inner voice trying to scare me. Taking a huge breath, I walked to the last room. I open the door and walked right in. The first sound I heard is the sound of a water running. I sighed in huge relief after hearing it, meaning I wasnt alone after all. H-Hello, whos here? I asked, loudly so the person could hear me. No one answer, though. So, I unconsciously move closer to where the sound coming from. I stopped in front of the dark shower curtain, just staring at it, covering whoever was on the other side. Sensei? I-Is that you in there? I asked, again. But, still no one answer. Whos here? I asked, again. My eyes narrowed and biting my lip, I stretched my hand out and quickly pulled back the curtain. Unable to stop my gasp when I found no one was in here after all. My feet slowly backed me away from the place, when suddenly I felt a presence behind me. I swallow a lump in my throat, my breath heaving and I closed my eyes when I felt someones breathing on the back of my neck. Clenching my hand in tight fist, ready to defence myself, I spun around and gasped. Standing there in front of me with an evil smirked on his face was the person I wished to never see again, Sensei Nicholas. Y-You? Hel-lo, Vynnie. Long time no see, huh? W-What? W-Wherere the o-others? He chuckled, Dont know, hopefully not anywhere here. I would hate for whatever it is to happen to ruin again, like the last time. And, the smirked was back.

The last time? He tried to.rape me the last time. I cringed at the thought of the memory. I tried to buried it deep inside my mind so I wont ever have to remember again. It was the reason I quit. Long story short, it was the last day of my being here before I quit, I was taking a shower after a long training session in his gym because the next week after that I had this really big tournament, and I really wanted to win so I stayed a few more hours to train after everybody went home, except me and sensei Nicholas. He said he was more than happy to help me improve. Little did I know he got something up his sleeve. After I was done taking shower, I went out to change and there he was, leaning against one of the lockers closer to mine. I remember his arms were crossed, and he was staring at the ground before noticing my presence. I asked him what he want but he just shook his head and told me I done great today and that he was sure Im gonna kick everyones ass in the tournament. So, I thanked him and told him I was going to go change because honestly he was starting to creeps me out by the way he watches me. He shook his head again and this time he step closer, burying his face on my neck, and I froze in shock. He told me how I look good with just a towel, and he was hoping if he could take a look of whats underneath it. I snap out of it and pushed him hard against the locker. He got mad and .there it goes. We fought, but I was no good like him so he had me lying on the floor with him pressed on top of me. He ripped the towel away from me and I was naked as the day I was born. I havent given up easily so I kept fighting him off of me, but he managed to kiss and suck on my neck and nipple. Tears blurring my vision as I thought of what was about to happen. Never had a guy ever touched me in my private place before, but when I felt his hand pressing it right there, I scream and trash more. Kicking him so hard on the chest he stumbled backward and I punch his face before he crashed to the ground beside me, groaning in pain. After that, I took it as my cue to leave as soon as possible. And with a tears running down my face, Ive promise to never return to that place ever again, or anywhere where he will be. But, unfortunately, I just did. So, back to the present.

I take it theres no meeting in the first place, and youre the one who send the text. He nodded, Indeed, my dear. I just missed you so much. I kept thinking about the day I almost got you, you know. And yet you couldnt because you got your ass kick by a girl. Hows that make you feel for a twenty times world champion, huh? I snarl, fighting the rage inside of me. He only smirked, Feisty as always. Mmm, I love that. Did you actually think you could run away from me by quitting? I narrow my eyes as he starts to move in circle around me. Oh, Vynnie, dont you know me at all? I hope this time there wont be any interruption again till Im finish with you. And, with that, he close the distance with one large stride and envelope me in his arms. I struggled from his grip but manage to turn my back on him and jab my elbow as hard as I can on his stomach. He immediately releases his hold on me and rubbed the spot where I elbowed. I was on guard now. My hand clench to a fist and brought up, ready to fight him back even though my body is trembling with fear and anger. He chuckled darkly, You got a lot of nerve fighting back. Im impressed, baby. But, since Im your sensei, Im the one who taught you all the tricks. You might as well give up. I mean, why bother? he charges to me again. Get away from me, you sick bastard! Help! I screamed, hoping that maybe someone could hear me. When I feel his hands cupping my breast from behind, I lost it again. I tear his hands off of me and turn around to punch him in the face. But, he blocked me with his right hand and pinned it behind me. Give it up, baby. He whispered in my ear, and lean down to lick my neck. Out of nowhere, I heard the sound of zippers before my sweater got tear off along with my tank top. Oh God, no! This isnt happening to me again! He groaned and his brown eyes darken as he stared at my now half naked body. He licked his bottom lips and reached forward to touch my breast, but I responded fast by blocking it and kick him on his knee and as he crouched down in pain I kick his stomach again.

He was literally lying on the floor and I know its my cue to escape but he caught my ankle and I too stumbled to the ground. Oh God, No! Please no! He crawled his way on top of me, eyes glaring daggers at me, while I scream and trash around. Stop it! You wont get away this time! he spat, and before I could respond he lift his hand up and slapped me hard on my face. I was sobbing and silently prayed that somehow someone could save me. I wouldve never thought this could happen to me, twice now. P-Please, N-No! Dont I pleaded him, as I feel his hand unbuttoning my jeans and zippers. Shut up! Or this will hurt! he spat, again. He uses his left hand to pin both my hands above my head, and the other one to drag down my jeans until it reaches my knee. After that, he unbuckled his belt and unzipped his jeans. Oh God, hes really going to do this! I screamed when I felt his finger enter me, it hurts! I could feel his long nails digging inside me and I know its going to bleed. N-No, p-please, n-no! I cried. But, he lean down and smash his lips to mine to shut me up. I closed my eyes tightly when I felt his erection pressing against my clit. Then, he was gone. The body that was just on top of me was gone. I heard voices, well, more like shouting. It was familiar but very loud so I couldnt tell who it was. Out of nowhere, I felt a hand on my face and arm and I lost it again. I screamed and struggle to let go but this time I heard the familiar voice again, and it was very close. It was calling my name repeatedly. Vynnie! the hand gripped me tighter and I screamed in fear. No, not again! Vynnie, Vynnie, baby! Its me. the voice said. Its okay, I got you, Vynn! I screamed louder. Vynnie, its me, Edward! and, I stop struggling. I realised my eyes were still closed and I couldnt see him, I could feel panic rising in me.

Its okay, just open your eyes, baby. Im right here. So, I did. Opening my eyes, desperate to see him and I found him. Hes really here. Finally, I could see his beautiful face, staring down at me, twisted into a mask of concern and pain. Youre okay now, Vynnie. I got you. He wont be getting anywhere near you again. I wont let it happen, I promise. He says, as he cupped both my cheek and brushed away my tears with his thumbs. I suddenly felt the urged to burst out in happiness and overwhelmed that hes here, he saved me. I take a look at him and his beautiful face, his eyes starts to water. He cupped my face delicately like hes afraid I might break or something, and brought me closer to him. And, I threw myself to him. I wrapped both my arms around his neck and he hugged me back just as tightly. Sokay, baby. Let it out. Youre safe now. He says, as I sobbed more to his shirt, probably soaking it. I felt him kissing my hair and repeating more soothing words in my ear. But, I was too busy hearing the sound of my own cries as the incident kept playing in my mind like a movie and the fear rises again. A moment after my cries turn to sniffles, Edward let go of me and starts to get up. I panic again and Edwards arms instantly wrapped around me. Im just going to take off my jacket for you, Vynnie. I dont want you getting cold. Can I do that for just a second? Then, you can have me back for as long as you want. He says, in a really gentle voice. I nod once and slowly let him go. He took off his jacket and slowly helped me in them. He asked if he could help me with my jeans, and I nod once. I watched as he helped me put on my jeans and panties without looking down. His eyes on mine, staring intently at me, like he was trying to tell me something with his eyes. But, I couldnt possibly know what. Lets get you out of here. He says, and lifts me up carrying me bridal style. I lay my head on his chest and wrapped my arms around his neck, suddenly feeling exhausted as I never had before. Do you want me to take you to the hospital, Vynnie? Edward asks, out of nowhere. We were already outside.

N-No, please, d-dont. I pleaded, because if he sends me there, the doctor will ask question. Such as why am I in this situation, and if I answer the truth, the words will be spread, and parents will get involve. And, I seriously dont want that. God knows if they find out, they might send me somewhere as far as here, like my grandparents house. Its okay, Vynnie. We dont have to go if you dont want to. But, just to make sure. Are you hurt? D-Did he do anything before I No. I cut him, H-He did used h-his finger to e-enter m-me. And, suddenly he stopped. His body was trembling, which cause mine as well. I look up to see him closes his eyes tightly, and his gripped on me went tighter, almost crushing me to him. E-Edward? I called. He was starting to scare me. Not because him might hurt me, but he might end up hurting himself doing that. W-What else? he asked in a calm eerily voice. I think hes trying to calm himself. We were now outside of his black Mustang. Oh, how I miss his car! He then proceeds to let me sit gently on the hood of his car, him standing between my legs waiting for my answer. H-He touched m-me. But, thats all. Y-You got here in time before he c-could do m-more. I explain, and tears trickled down my cheek. Before I could say anything, he silent me with a finger on my lips and brushed away my tears. He sighed, Im so sorry I couldnt get there faster. I could have stopped him before he could lay a single hand on you. He apologized, shaking his head like he some kind of disappointment. I placed both my palm on his cheek, making him stop and gave me a look that made me wants to crumble to my knees for him. His stare was so intense that I could feel like he was staring right through my soul. Call me sappy, but fuck me side way if it aint true. I shook my head, It couldve been worse, Edward. But, no, you were there and you saved me. You saved me before he could do anything. And, I cant thank you enough for doing that. I said, and lean my forehead to his.

Thank you, Edward. Youre my hero. Finally, he smile and closes his eyes, both arms wrapped tightly around me. Ill do anything for you, Vynnie. I promise. And, like I said before, he will never get anywhere near you again. I wont fucking let him. And, also my brothers and the gang are taking him to the police station to report him. And, I can see he wont be getting out anytime soon or in the future that is. Good. I smile a little, feeling my chest sigh in huge relief. Lets get you home, then. He says, and helps me sit on the passenger seat. He gently leaned down to help me buckle my seatbelt. I watched at how carefully he touches me, and how gentle he can be, if he wanted to. Feeling my eyes on him, he gazed up and our eyes met. His eyes envelop me, and it scares me of how much I feel for him. Without even realizing it, we were leaning to each other. My tongue darted out to lick my bottom lip and surprisingly heard a little gasp from Edward before he too did the same. Our noses touched, and I could feel his sweet breath fanning across my face. Then His stupid phone starts ringing. Funny how a few minutes ago, I couldve be the next victim of rape but here I was desperately wanted to get a kiss from this handsome devil. My hero. He sighed, and dropped his head for a few second before he get up and closed the door. I watched as he talked to whoever it was on the phone, and I couldnt help but notice that the more he talk the more he look angry. Why? I have no idea. The way he was grabbing his hair while pacing around the front car and probably shouting profanities to the person on the phone, made me wanted to know whats going on out there. I could be involved. Finally, after a few pacing, hair pulling and shouting been throwing out, he stopped. He stopped outside the drivers door, and tried to regain his composure. He took a few a deep breath before nodding and talking again, then he hung up

and get in the car. He was still panting from his rage and I started to ponder around to decide whether to ask him if hes okay and whats going on or just let him cool himself down first. But, when out of nowhere, he groaned and punches the steering wheel, I jumped out in surprise and blurted out, Are you okay? He shook his head no, and Give me a moment, please. he says. Oh, Fuck it! I said in my mind. Still panting from the shocked, I reached out and touch his hand, gently loosen his gripped on the steering wheel and place it on my lap. He was startled at first, but when he looked down and saw our fingers intertwined, he smile a little and lean back to relax in his seat. God, hes so beautiful. Ive truly fallen hard for him. A moment later, he seems to fully regain his composure. He starts the engine and I know it was time to let go of his hand. But, when I did, he tighten the gripped and shook his head no without meeting my eyes. Well, I certainly had no problem with that, gentleman. I smiled as he took our joined hands and place it on his lap. And, thats how it was for the rest of the way to my house. I was still over the moon from the previous moment that I didnt even notice were already park outside of my house. He killed the engine and waved his hand in front of my face, asking me if Im okay. Im fantastic! I wanted to shout, despite of what almost happen to me a while ago. I couldnt even care less if I was going into shock, as long as hes here with me then I know Ill be able to get through it. I sighed. Ive got it bad. I blame him for this. After a few times assuring him and myself that Im fine, and that maybe Im not going into shock. He got out of the car and rushed over to my side to open my door, but I already beat him to it. He sighed and rolled his eyes at me. I smiled and playfully bat my eyelashes at him. But, it seems I get quite the effect from Edward when he swallowed as his eyes widened and looked

slightly in dazed. Did I do that to him? I couldnt help but feel all giddy inside and somewhat hopeful that he may be feels the same about me. I ignore the thoughts, and try not to get my hopes up. My eyes landed on Aidens house, frowning as I saw a Black Range Rover parked right in front of Aidens house. Huh, either Mr Joseph got a visitor or he just bought a new car again. Did I ever mention that Aiden is rich? Like really rich. Before I could think more, I shrieked as I suddenly lifted in the air. Or in that case, Edwards arms as he carried me bridal style to my house. Hey, I can walk ya know. I protest. He smirked, I know. He says, and squeezed me to him. But, let me spoil you a little longer. Who knows how long Ill able to before I have to let go again. He frowned, and thats where it gets quiet. Let go? Why would he do that? I dont want him to let go. In fact, I dont want him to even think about ever letting go. I want to stay in his warm arms and be surrounded by his sweet scent for as long as I can. So, with that, I wrapped my arms around him a little tight and buried my face on his neck. Dont. I whispered, somehow hoping he could hear me and yet also hoping he didnt. Because if he didnt feel the same as I do to him, then I might scare him away. And, I wouldve never thought I say this but that was the last thing I ever want right now, or ever. But when his arms on me tightened more and practically crushing me to him, I know he heard me. He didnt have to say anything. His action speaks louder than words. I smile on the crook of his neck, letting him carry me up the stairs to my room. He lay me down gently on my bed. Not even surprise that he still remember where my room was. Thank you. I say, smiling up to him. He smiled while crouched down between my legs, You dont have to thank me. Just take care of yourself. You wont ever have to see his face again. I can promise you that. I nodded, I trust you.

With those three words, his face broke into a huge smile and suddenly I was crushed to his chest tightly. You have no idea what that means to me. You werent joking, right? D-Do you really truly t-trust me, Vynnie? Please, be honest with me. I promise I wont be mad. he asked, in a desperate tone. I nodded, confused, Of course, Edward. Why would you doubt something like that after everything that happened? He didnt answer at first, and I started to think he didnt hear me. But, when I felt his body started shaking and heard him sniffle, I quickly lean back and look at him. I was shocked to see a sheen of tears in his eyes. Edward? Whats wrong? I asked, cupping both his cheek and have him look at me. And, boy did my heart melt at the sight of him. But, was it something I said? Edward, please tell me why are you crying? Please. I asked, sounding a little in pain as him. I couldnt stand seeing him this broken. I felt so hopeless not being able to help him. He shook his head no, and the tears trickled down his cheek. He pulled me back in his arms and buried his face on my neck. Edward, p-please. I pleaded again, in trembling voice as I found myself crying with him. I-I d-dont want to l-lose you okay! Ive already lost you t-twice before. I please dont leave me. I w-wont let you. Not again. P-Please dont. he said, and squeezed me hard to his body. I could feel my lung starts to protest for air, but I just stay there frozen as his words slowly register in my head. I-I dont understand. I thought you hated me. I thought Its all a fucking lie! he cut me in, breaking our embrace and gaze at me with tears and menacing look. It was as if he was mad at me for thinking like that. Its all for a fucking show! Why couldnt you see how torture Id been since you walk out of my life at the playground 10 years ago? Why did you only see what people see in me? Why couldnt you see the hurt I felt whenever I see you with Aiden? Every fucking time, Vynnie! Why?! he yelled at me.

I just sat there, stun and unmoving. He continued, Over the years, Ive watched you hanging around with the guy that took you away from me. Ive watched you guys all over each other. You let him in what used to be my spot. Youve broke our promises to stay friends no matter what. You forgot everything! he spat out, pacing the room then suddenly stop and looked at me with so much pain written on his face. Youve forgotten me. E-Edward, I No, please let me get this all out. He says, and crouched back down between my legs again, Im tired of pretending. Im tired of hiding my feelings from you. I want to wait for the perfect time to tell you how I truly feel about you. But, I dont think I can wait any longer. He lean in and cupped my cheek, our noses and foreheads touching I want you. I want to be with you. this time, I couldnt contain the gasp that escapes as I stared at him. He heard it and assumed it wrong as he shook his head furiously and closes his eyes tightly. No, dont say it please. He pleaded, almost whimpering. So, I remained silence. I want to say that I like us to go back to how we used to be. But, I dont. I want more. He says, and opened his eyes. His green orbs burn with mine. One look and it was enough for me to know. Im sorry, but please dont push me away again. Not after I pour my heart out for you after this. I want to be with you so please, please at least think about it? he asked, sounding almost in pain as his expression. He continued, with a look that so intense it sent shivery and thousands of butterflies in my stomach flying I-I Im in love with you, Vynnie. Im miserable without you, as you can see throughout the years. Im lost because youre nowhere near where I want you to be. You can say Im only like this because I want peoples attention. Yes, but not all, only the people that I love and care. And, you did. You finally did. Although, it was quite the opposite of how I want it to be. he chuckled suddenly, and stroked my cheek tenderly.

I know you hated me. Hated for what Id become. And, Im sorry for hurting you. I didnt mean for it to happen. I know Ive caused a lot of trouble to everyone, especially you. And, I know one of those moments you wish to just kill me right then. But, trust me when I say I only want you to notice me. Thats all. I missed you, so much. I was so angry at you for letting Aiden replaced me. I want to be the one holding your hand while we walk around the school, hugging you when youre sad, be the one that always puts a smile on your face, make you laugh for no reason, all those things you guys did in front of me. You dont know how hurt I felt the first time I saw it. I took out my anger on everyone, including my family and friends. But, it wasnt enough to make me forget. I was 14 when I first went out and search for trouble. And, the rest youve heard, I got into a fight, join my brothers gang, became the leader, trouble maker, bike racer, a bully and so on. It was quite fun and exhilarating, almost making me forget about you. But, it was never enough. I dated a few girls just to forget about you, move on. But, strangely none of them have this strong pull like you had on me. So, I give up. There was a time where I wanted to quit. To stop what Im doing and just beg you to forgive me. But, when I saw the look you had when youre with Aiden, every single time, I know I was too late. So, I continued. Im so sorry, again. I just dont want you to forget about me. A single tear trickled down his cheek. I quickly wiped it away with my thumb. When I first found out that Aidens going to be away for a while, I was ecstatic. I knew it was my time to work on getting you back. So, I did what I had to do. He stopped for a second, taking a deep breath. But, was it really necessary for me to clean the house in the woods? I asked, half joking. He smile sheepishly, it was a thousand time better than crying. Thats for sure. I know, and I apologise for that too. And, also with Aidens iPod. But, hear this, I will never regret taking you there with me, or at the cliff. These past few weeks had been the best time I had in a very long time, and it was all because

of you. I felt different. When Im with you, I feel invincible, like theres no trouble ahead, and somehow I feel happy even though I know I irritate you to death. I know I started warming up to you, Im not sure since when though. I didnt use my bike because I know youre afraid to ride on it. Dont worry, I will never force you to do anything you dont want to do. So, I got rid of the bike and take out my Mustang. Turns out you love it. He smirked, but suddenly stopped and gave me a serious look. You do love it, right? Because I once overheard you said you like Mustang. Otherwise, I can, like, buy a new car or you can help me choose one I silence him with a finger on his lips, Yes, I love it. But, dont be silly, Edward. Even if I dont like the car, I wouldnt want you to just buy another one to replace it. Thats just wrong. You shouldnt do that. I just want you to be happy. He replied, quietly staring down his lap. His lips pouted a little. Him, Edward Jameson pouting! I smiled and lifted his chin up to have him look at me. I know, and thank you. I really appreciate that. His smile appeared. I swear my room just got brighter. So, you bought the car just to impress me? I asked, also smiling coyly. How did you know I even like Mustang, anyway? He blushed suddenly, Um, yeah, I kinda overheard you and Aiden talked about cars the other day. And, I vaguely remember you saying that you like seeing guys drive in a Mustang. He averted his eyes from me and stared down at our joined hands. So, I was thinking I could, maybe, try to impress you with it. he said, while chewing on his lip. I bit my lip to stop smiling but I could already feel the warmth spreading around my face and neck. This is so not the right time to blush! He continued, still staring at our hands, his face became serious. I-It was also the very same day that I overheard Aiden talk about his iPod. That got me to snapped out of whatever I was thinking in that moment, Like you said the oother day, b-before you slapped me. we both cringed at the memory.

Aidens mom gave the iPod to him. To Aiden, its not just an iPod, its something more valuable than any present he has ever gotten. Its from his mom that he barely seen in years. He cant ever replace it. I know Ive gone too far. I know I shouldnt take away what isnt mine. I was just so lost at the idea of having you that Ive completely forgotten about whats really holding you to me. I am so sorry, Vynnie. He croaked. Im sorry for being such a jerk to you from the beginning, Im sorry for being a pain in the ass, Im sorry for forcing you to ride on my bike, Im sorry for making you clean the house in the woods, and Im sorry for Aidens iPod. Im sorry for everything. Tears were streaming down his face non-stop. He laid his head on my knees while murmuring apologises here and there. Never would I think I could see him like this. My heart ache for him. He shouldnt be so hard on himself. People makes mistake, and theres people out there that has done something even worse than him. Without even realizing, my vision starts to get blurry as I found myself crying with him. S-Stop Edward, thats enough. I said through my tears. P-Please dont cry. I cant stand it. I-Im s-sor No, dont apologize. I-I forgive you, Edward. He shook his head, No, y-you shouldnt. Please, just, b-be mad at me. Hit me if you want. Do something! I grabbed his face between my palms and have him looked at me. No, I wont. I know now the reason why you did all that and its enough for me to forgive you. I know theres probably a zero chance that Aiden will able to forgive me after he finds out his precious iPod was smashed to pieces. But what more can we do now, except go and apologize to him. He said so himself that no one can replace it. I closed my eyes, hoping that somehow Aiden will be able to take it easy at this and forgive me. I dont want to lose him. He may need some time to cool down and distance himself but hopefully not forever.

I run my thumbs over his cheek as he gave me a disoriented look, Smashed? W-what do you mean? My eyes narrowed, confused by his words. What? Dont pretend No, I-I didnt do anything to it. The iPods fine. In good condition. What? Now Im way fucking confused! He lean back and his hand went down his pocket jeans, searching for some Oh my God, i-is that? H-how? I-I thought my hand fly up to my mouth, shocked when I saw Aidens iPod on his hand. In good shape, just like I left it with him the last time. I-I want to give it back. As I told you before, I only took it because you seem so protective over this iPod that I know you will be force to stay with me as long as I have this thing in my hand. He explained, looking a little embarrassed. He grabbed my hand out and placed the iPod on my palm. I stared at it, with open-mouth. I couldnt believe it, I had gone through so much for this piece of thing that got me all worked up with Edward. Which what brought us closer, and making me realised that Ive also fallen for enemy but only got trick into thinking it got destroyed by him. Fuck, I was right in the first place. Ive been sabotaged! And, after believing what I saw in the box was really Aidens iPod, I confronted Edward and I slapped him. Oh God, I slapped him. I gasped as the memory coming back to me. Edward was innocent this whole time, well not completely. But, he kept to his words that he will do nothing to the iPod as long as I obey him. But, I was stupidly enough to believe what I saw in the box and didnt care to wait for an explanation from him so instead I went up to Edward and slapped him, not only that I had to open my mouth and say some hurtful stuff that he probably didnt deserve to get. I gaze over at him, his face. The memory of what had happened still weighing on the back of my mind, repeatedly. How he looked at me all this time with so much love and adoration written on his face that I wondered why I couldnt

see it before. He had never stopped loving me, even when I was too busy hating on him. And because of me, he turned into something hes not, a monster. And how miserable and destroyed he looked after what I done to him. It was all too much. And that did it, a ripping sound of sob came from me as I burst out in tears. V-Vynnie, whats wrong? he asked, but I shook my head and crushed myself to him. Comon, baby Please. Tell me. He pleaded as he held me tightly. I-Im so sorry. I sobbed on his chest. I-I didnt know. Shhh, V-Vynnie, dont ever apologise. I never blame you. He said, quiet but firmly. I love you. Ive never stop hoping that maybe someday youll love me back. I nod on his chest, I did. I whispered and hiccupped. It was said so quietly even I can barely hear it. So, Edward continued, I know its impossible for it to happen now but, Vynnie, I will never give up. Now that Im so close to you, Im only hoping for the best. I shook my head, and lean back to gaze at his green eyes, You dont have to do that. What do you mean? Of course, I want he stopped when he saw me shaking my head. Vynnie, please he pleaded almost in pain, but I silence him with a finger on his lips. The other hand came up to touch his face softly. You dont have to do that anymore, Edward. I already did. I said, and then I kissed his chest, right over his heart to let him know, Ive already fallen for you, Edward. I love you. He blinked a few times, Y-You l-love me? I nod again, Yes, Edward. I love you. Youre my Eddie.

His answering smile was so beautiful that I couldnt help but smile back as big as his. Its crazy of how much feeling burst through my chest at the moment. A tear slid down his face as he lean in and captured my lips with his. As soon as our lips met, a slight tingle shot from the top of my head all the way down to my body and I was glad I was sitting on the bed because I could feel my legs turning jello. Vynnie Edward called breathlessly after we broke the kiss to have some air. The sight of him, his eyes darken as he gaze at me with complete adoration, his chest heaving, lips swollen from the kiss made me whimpered. Edward heard me and reached forward claiming my lips back to him. Our mouths moved as one, tongues sliding out and doing a sensual dance. Right then, all thoughts of what had happened today flew out the window. There was nothing, no one but us, me and Edward. I was about to lose my mind when Edwards hand moved from my face to my shoulder, gently pushing me down to the bed without cutting the kiss, crawling on top of me. Then, he pressed his body to me. It was all too much. I didnt want to stop. Ever. But, all of sudden Edwards form disappeared from me. I couldnt feel him, I couldnt touch him, I couldnt see him, nothing. Then, I heard a crashed and a shouting voice. Thats where I noticed I was still closing my eyes. And, when I finally open them, I was in complete shocked to see the scene in my bedroom. Edward was the one that crushed to my computer desk at the corner by my best friend, Aiden. After throwing him like that, Aiden grabbed the collar of Edwards shirt before lifting his fist and slammed it on Edwards jaw, once, twice, third, fourth and fifth times. Then, he turn to me with a furious looked that even got me coward a bit, WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE, VYNNIE?! I WAS ONLY GONE FOR A FEW WEEKS AND NOW YOURE SUDDENLY ALL OVER HIM?! He yelled, pointing his finger at Edward. OUR MOST HATED PERSON IN THE WORLD, VYNNS! DID

YOU FORGET THAT, HUH?! OR DO YOU WANT ME TO REMIND YOU, AGAIN? He growled the last word. This time he charges towards me, flashback of what had happened in the gym came replaying in my head and I tried to get away from him. I backed off slowly until my back hit the headboard and I was suddenly trapped between it and Aiden. "Aiden, s-stop. You d-don't understand. H-He saved me j-just now from getting attack -" "Save you from what?! The only thing that you need to be saved is from him, away from him, Vynnie!" Aiden spat on my face, his red face inches from mine. I could see him trembling with anger and his breath fanning across my face heavily. "Are you that stupid to fall for his trick, Vynnie?! Do I need to be here to constantly remind you of what he did to you, to us this whole fucking time, huh?!" he shouted on my face, grabbing my shoulders and starts shaking me furiously. I was so scared and starts to get a little dizzy when Edward suddenly came out of nowhere and yank Aiden off of me sending him tumbling down the floor. Edward then towered over Aidens body and crouched down, raising his fist and punched Aiden on his face several times before he wiped out his bloody lips and spat out, Dont you ever touch her like that ever again! Or I swear to God, youll going to regret it! he said in a deadly voice. F-Fuck you Jameson, speak for yourself! Why the hell would you care?! Did you forget what you did to her all these times, huh! Aiden shot back, a little weaker. Like you dont know, asshole! I did it because I want her! I love her! You know that but yet youve had the most fun torturing me dont ya?! Edward growled, taking out his anger as he strikes again and again. Aiden may not have a black belt in martial arts like Edward, but he sure can handle things on his own. Ive watched him picked a fight with other guys

before, he rarely lose or better yet never actually because he got his own dads gym to help him build up. But, oh for the love of God, I need to stop this! I was a little too late when I heard the most disturbing sound coming from Aidens nose as it cracked, followed by a Fuck. I quickly scrambled off the bed, ignoring the pain in my lower abdomen and charges toward Edward who had his fist raised and ready to strike again but I slammed my body to him from behind and hugged him tight hoping it could make him stop. Both of them. Stop, please! Just stop! I screamed. Edward did. He turned around and faced me. His expression unreadable, D-Did he hurt you just now, baby? Did he? he asked in a painfully soft but firm voice. He reached up and laid his hand on my cheek. I shook my head no and turn my face to the side just to kiss his palm. Then, all of a sudden hell broke lose as I watched Aiden raised his fist behind Edward, his eyes on him. Edward still hadnt noticed him, because he was too busy staring at me in complete love written on his face. Then, its like an adrenaline rush through me as I pushed Edward out of the way and I watched as Aidens fist connected to my face. Hard. Real fucking hard because I could it in my bones. Fucking ouch! The last thing I heard was Edwards voice screaming my name before blackness took over me.