Book of Toni Volume II

God and Angels A modern day scribe of the Holy Words of the Mighty I AM
Toni Jackson

Dedication
A clarion call to angels everywhere.

Information
March 17, 2012 © Toni Jackson, P O Box 1173, Blairmore, Alberta, Canada T0K 0E0 www.oneheartoneworldonelove.com
ISBN 978-0-9880962-1-9 issued in the beautiful country of Canada, e file format by Toni Jackson Revised on May 30, 2012 with ISBN and grammatical content corrections.

My name is Toni Jackson and I am the author of this work. The copyright on this material is copyrighted as attribute, non-commercial which means:

If you have any questions about this, you should contact me. For me, I only want you to know you can read and share this work and I appreciate being given credit for my writings. May God Bless you and that you know it as I do.

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TABLE OF CONTENTS
1. GOD: ESSENCE OF SPIRIT ................................................................................................. 4
1. A. God ................................................................................................................................................................ 4 1.A.i. Names of God...................................................................................................................................................4 1.B. Jesus is Lord! ................................................................................................................................................... 5 1.b.i. Yehweh and Yeshua .........................................................................................................................................6 1.C Judgement Day ................................................................................................................................................ 6 1.D. Let Nothing Come Between You and Your Soul .............................................................................................. 7 1.D.i. Jesus never said, “Hey wait a minute, let me go get my magic wand.” ...........................................................7 1. E. Miracles ......................................................................................................................................................... 7 1.E.i. Look for Miracles Everyday ..............................................................................................................................8 1. E.i. Purify Your Thoughts as you Purify You Body..................................................................................................9 1.E.ii. 2 for 1 ..............................................................................................................................................................9 1.E.ii.a Why bother to reduce negative thoughts? .................................................................................................10

2. ANGELS OF HEAVEN ........................................................................................................ 11
2. A. Why the Differences between Angels and Humans Do Not Matter .............................................................. 11 2. A. i. Angelbumps not Goosebumps .....................................................................................................................12 2. B. What Do Angels of Heaven look like? .......................................................................................................... 12 2. C. Physical Differences between Heaven and earth ......................................................................................... 13 2. C. i. Touch ............................................................................................................................................................14 2. C. ii. Sight .............................................................................................................................................................14 2. C. iii. Hearing .......................................................................................................................................................14 2. C. iv. Empathy ......................................................................................................................................................14 2. D. Memories of the Star Angels ....................................................................................................................... 15 2. D. i. A Poem From Before and Beyond Time .......................................................................................................15 2. D. ii. The First Fairy Tale: The Star Angels Meet the Sun Angel ...........................................................................16 2. D. iii. The Second Fairy Tale: The Creation of the Rainbow .................................................................................18

3. ANGELS OF HELL ............................................................................................................... 24
3. A. Lucifer .......................................................................................................................................................... 24 3. B. History of the Fallen Angels ......................................................................................................................... 26 3. C. Where is Hell? .............................................................................................................................................. 29

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3. D. Why and How the Truth Is Covered-up ........................................................................................................ 30 3. E. Understanding the Fate of the Fallen Ones .................................................................................................. 30 3. F. Manipulation of Evil on Earth ....................................................................................................................... 31 3. G. There is no Evil not explained by the Fallen Ones ........................................................................................ 32 3. G.i Extra Terrestrials/Aliens .................................................................................................................................32 3. G.ii Ancient Knowledge .......................................................................................................................................33 3.G.iii Giants ............................................................................................................................................................34 3. G.iv World Domination ........................................................................................................................................34 3. G.v Destruction of the Earth and those held captive in this realm .....................................................................34 3. H. How the fallen ones do it ............................................................................................................................. 35 3. I. Angels of Heaven Infiltrator into Hell ............................................................................................................ 36 3. J. Soul Eaters .................................................................................................................................................... 36

4. ANGELS OF EARTH ........................................................................................................... 37
4. A. Human Angels.............................................................................................................................................. 37 4. A.i. Why the Differences between Angels and Humans Do Not Matter .............................................................37 4. B. Earth Angels ................................................................................................................................................. 38 4. B. i. Soul Family Bonds .........................................................................................................................................39 4. B. ii. Soul Bump ....................................................................................................................................................39 4. B. iii. Connecting With Soul Family through the Internet ....................................................................................40 4. B. iv. There are no coincidences ..........................................................................................................................40 4.B.v. Soul Family Face to Face from technology ....................................................................................................40 4.B.vi. Soul Family Face to Face where ever you are ..............................................................................................41 4. C. An Exercise in Love and Encouragement for an Earth Angel ..........................................................................41

5. FORTH COMING ................................................................................................................. 42

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1. GOD: Essence of Spirit
Chapter One details the Essence of Spirit which resides in each heart. The essence of spirit is that which is intangible and often times just out of reach of the physical realm but so close you can almost feel it as a memory that bubbles up to the physical. The existence of spirit, your spirit, is as real and solid as your own skin and your spirit is always a part of you guiding you and protecting you.

1. A. God
The first leap of Faith you must take in your existence on earth is that there is a God. God is the Mighty I AM creator of all that is seen and unseen. There is a purpose for each soul that is upon this planet and your mission is to remember your connection not only to God but to each other. We are one family created from love and the greatest Joy that can be is for each of us to honour not only our creator but each other and the planet upon which we reside as humans. Acknowledging your own soul is the foundation for understanding the mission of your own soul’s purpose and desire. Upon your faith of your own soul and to seek to connect with your own soul will allow you to connect with the Mighty I AM where you can then take residency within the flow of the River of One Love that connects all souls together on all levels of existence.
1.A.i. Names of God

In Heaven, the essence of God is known as the creator of all that is. God is a being of love and justice who claims dominion of all that is known and unknown by humans. God is the Mighty I AM who answers to all who seek. It is up to the seeker of God to open the heart to the truth of more than the earth and the wind and water and the seasons. God answers each soul who seeks. God answers to many names all conceived in love for the essence of the name of the creator is the same in all known languages and is Holy in all known and unknown languages. Yahweh is an old human name for God. It is familiar resonance which is heart-felt and takes one back to the beginning of the knowledge of more than a secular world. Take the name and call for the one who waits to be heard.

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1.B. Jesus is Lord!
It has taken me, your scribe, oh so many years to understand and then acknowledge the truth of the life of Jesus. His name was not Jesus but Yeshua and he came to earth as the physical manifestation of Yahweh (God). The hard core reality of this brings me to tears of love for it was the physical outreach to show that the design of human beings is so much more than that which we see with our eyes and feel with our touch. To know there was a God was a leap of faith for me. To know there was a man called Jesus was a leap of faith for me. To know that Jesus is the physical manifestation of God was a leap of faith for me. I am all about faith and I have it. I have faith and the depth of faith has more phantoms than the oceans and more stars than the sky can hold. It has layers and layers of love that are revealed as the heart steps up and asks for it. If I had been guided by a human hand I would have probably arrived at my essence of faith sooner but I would not be the person I am. If I had been schooled in a particular fashion of God (a specific religion) that is where I would still be instead of the one who can witness to you that religion is not about God. God is not about religion. God is a way of life. God is life. I would not be the person who can say to you, “Yes, there is a God and he loves you.” “You are a part of the family of God.” There simply is no other reasonable explanation for this planet. I can look backwards onto my own life and see there were times when a hand guided me and kept me safe and inspired me to be more than who I was or who I thought I was or who I thought I could ever be. My soul needs no confirmation as to the existence of God but I give you my witness to know God as the Mighty I AM that he is. From 2000 when I first witnessed to the voice of an angel, I leaned upon Jesus. I called him my brother and I pledged my alliance to him.

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Now I know the truth of it, when I have leaned upon Jesus, I have leaned upon my creator and I humble myself to him knowing that when I spoke and speak to Jesus, I am speaking with my creator. This has been particularly profound for me and I wish that I had the words to explain the change and the knowledge of it has had upon me. Now I can understand the profound change in Simeon Peter for when it was revealed to him who had been reared into it –it is illusion shattering.
1.b.i. Yehweh and Yeshua

From this time forward from me you will hear of Yahweh and Yeshua more than God and Jesus for this is the heart of it. The western world has so clouded the names God and Jesus that there is not much love left in the meanings or the intent of the names. They have become fear-based names along with such thoughts as “You are surely going to Hell!” I assure you I know I’m not going to Hell unless it’s an operation I’m volunteering for. Alas, from what I have seen and experienced here, there is enough of it here on this planet already.

1.C Judgement Day
For all of the confusing and deceit of those who believe they are in control of this earth, there is a truth stronger than ego. It is love and love always survives. There is a judgement day coming. Many people speak of it and call it many things. For me, it is this first and foremost. Upon passing to the other side of the veil into Heaven, your awareness is omnipresent to itself. You know with the last beat of your earthly heart that you are more than that. You know every breathe you’ve have taken. You know every thought you’ve thought. You know of each unkindness that you have cause to another. You know. At that instance of being, you have a choice to make. You can accept who you are or not. If you cannot accept the negativity that you have been a part of, you do not even allow your own soul access into Heaven. You judge yourself before you even get to Heaven.
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If you judge yourself harshly and cannot allow yourself to love your own self, then you will, more than likely, not stay in Heaven. This does not necessarily mean that you go Hell. It means you ask for another opportunity to try again. This happens all the time and it is the reason for many reincarnations onto this planet. Forgiveness of others and of yourself on a soul level is a key in the development of your own soul. Do it, make it a point of awareness. Forgiveness coupled with unconditional love is a powerful key to empower yourself and others with. Preach it. Be it. Allow it. Do not fear Judgement Day. Rejoice for the truth shall set you free.

1.D. Let Nothing Come Between You and Your Soul
The layers of deceit upon earth are so dense that it literally chokes the soul into a despair so deep it can close like a rose that never buds into the beauty that it is. Anything or anyone that prevents you from connecting directly with God or the angels of Heaven is a deception. Anyone who does not empower you to have or be that connection to spirit is not of the light. It is one thing to cleave to another in love; it is another thing to cleave to a way of being that keeps you blind to your own essence of beingness. Do not settle for less than that which you are as a child of God.
1.D.i. Jesus never said, “Hey wait a minute, let me go get my magic wand.”

As one who has memories of being with Jesus, let me assure you I never heard someone ask for a miracle and for the reply to be from Jesus, “Hey wait a minute, let me go get my magic wand.” The miracles of God come from God not from any gadgets or human inventions or earthly essences.

1. E. Miracles
Miracles of God, for all miracles are ordinated by our creator God; occur each day and each night of our existence on earth. Miracles are simply the manifestation of God in our individual and collective lives. Miracles are as numerous as the stars in the sky. They are not witnessed to and recognized for what they are just as we say the stars only come out at night. This is a falsehood for the stars are always in the sky but until darkness (night) comes at the end of the day, we cannot see the
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stars. This is the way it is with miracles. They are always there and always happening but it is humans who put a limit on the miracles that abound. Most miracles are not recognized as a miracle when they occur. The main reason the miracle occurs without being consciously realized is that humans think with their minds instead of their hearts. The mind becomes cluttered with needless thoughts of a particularly negative slant and miracles cannot be witnessed to without a positive outlook into the possibility of it all. Most negative thoughts are due to the “what if” scenarios in life and because of how difficult it is to live in the now time rather than in past times or in the coming future time which is only a minute away. Without being in the now of this moment you cannot physically see miracles as they occur nor to see them for what they are in truth. If you do not stop your mind from being absent from this precious present moment, you will not see the miracles that are all around you with every breathe that you take.
1.E.i. Look for Miracles Everyday

If you do not look, you will not see the child that hesitates before darting into the street as you pass by. You will not notice how the street lights change to allow a car whose brakes have failed to continue without harming others. You will not see another who is choking on something that suddenly becomes clear of the throat. You will not see the beauty of the sunrise. You will not notice the birds singing for you as you exit your home. You will not see the flowers that are blooming in the yard nor be strengthened by the smell of the blooms. You will not notice the shy smile of the one who is too shy to approach you. You will not notice the sun shining on you as you asked just that morning. You will not notice the deer standing across the street from where you parked. You will not smell the delicious smells coming from the kitchen. You will not realize that your favorite song played on the radio for you.
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You will not see the miracle of thinking of someone you haven’t seen in 20 years who walks right by you. You will not understand or appreciate the miracle of the car that won’t start which saves your very life even when you hear later in the day of the horrible accident on the highway you use on your way to work. A miracle for every breath you take. Can you accept the magnitude of the miracles all around you? You are missing your miracles by festering in the negativity which is all around you and which permeates your every thought. Your thoughts, ah yes, your thoughts. It is time to think with your heart and feel with your mind. Doing this will alter all that is.
1. E.i. Purify Your Thoughts as you Purify You Body

In Volume 1, there is a section about how to center yourself so you can focus. The purification of your thoughts is the next step along this journey with Yahweh and Yeshua. It is common to bathe and to cleanse one’s body. It needs to be common to control one’s thoughts as well. You are always free to feel as you feel and to think what you think but negative thoughts beget negative thoughts. This has always been true and many more schooled than I have written on the topic. It is not a complicated process but it is a process that must be met with continual acknowledgement to become a habit. Negative thoughts are just that, a habit, and repeating negativity continually creates the reality around you. This is a very simple process to retrain yourself away from negativity. I call it 2 for 1.
1.E.ii. 2 for 1

Negative thoughts do not have to be big to be negative. “I don’t like you.” “You never listen to me!” “I hate commercials.” “That’s not how you do it.” “I tried but it didn’t work.” None of these examples seem worthy of rethinking but they are for they are the thinking blocks of how you organize your thought patterns. For that which we think, we often SAY and DO.

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Be wary of words such as never, don’t, hate and try. The most damning word of all is try. Delete this word from your vocabulary – thoughts, words, written, oral or action and immediately there is a change in your brain pathways. You do something, you learn something, you make progress on something or you let it go. Using the word try is setting up the option for failure. You are worthy of more than that. Listen for these and other similar words in your thoughts. Whenever you think a thought with these words, vow to yourself to say two positive statements. The subject matter does not need to be the same. It is stressing the difference between negativity and positive energy. If you say, “I don’t like that.” Remind yourself of two things you do like such as “This is a lovely flower.” “The sun feels so lovely today.” “I like your shirt.” “You are a wonderful cook.” Another example, “I hate the cold.” You could replace it with “I know spring is coming.” “Isn’t the snow beautiful?” It is the little thoughts we have that build upon the bigger thoughts we wish to have.
1.E.ii.a Why bother to reduce negative thoughts?

Have you ever met someone and as soon as you meet them you know you don’t want to be around them? I’m sure it’s true. They did not even need to say a word and you slid away from them as quickly as possible. This has probably even happen when someone met you-- maybe even someone you wanted to meet-- and they fled away as soon as they could to get away from you. It is about thoughts and it is about being empathic. Each species created by God is empathic. It is the unspoken language that helps to protect and guide each species. Humans deny this gift from God to the degree that some cultures spurn those who are more sensitive when just the opposite would give better results of harmony to all cultures. Acknowledge these times, remember the setting. If someone was trying to get away from close proximity to you, what were you thinking at the time? Where they right in trying to back away from negative thoughts you were expressing in your mind and therefore empathically? It matters.

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2. Angels of Heaven
Chapter Two provides you with some information of the Angels of Heaven, a poem and two fairy tales written with love in their honour of love.

2. A. Why the Differences between Angels and Humans Do Not Matter
Of utmost importance to the angels of Heaven are not the differences between angels of Heaven and humans but that which binds the two together eternally. With the creation of the earth and the plant life and animals, the immortal angels of Heaven learned of mortality. Ever curious the angels of Heaven asked their creator to create a race of beings in their own image as their image was created in the image of the creator. With the original thought of this came the knowledge that the physical bodies of the humans would be mortal and that in passing from mortality, the humans would cease to exist. This was debated in Heaven for having already learned the lesson of mortality versus immortality; the angels did not want the humans to cease to exist upon the failing of the human body. God explained to the angels of Heaven that is was possible to create a race of beings whose physical bodies would expire but that the soul of the humans could become immortal and exist in Heaven. The width and breathe of Heaven is as immortal as the immortal souls of the angels themselves and therefore it was more than possible to extend immortal human souls into Heaven. The condition necessary for a human soul to pass into Heaven is love. Access into Heaven is only possible through the heart which possesses love. This is a truth that the only access into Heaven from earth and from Hell is through the heart. Humans were created of love by love for the purpose of love. This is the primary essence of the love for humans by God and by the angels of Heaven. Humans are beloved by the creator and by the angels of Heaven. The rights of existence is Heaven is extended to all humans who have love in their hearts and who share that love in the way they live their lifetime on earth. Furthermore before the creation of humans multiple incarnations or reincarnation if you will was the domain of the angels of Heaven with the assistance of the creator. As the right of
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immortal existence was extended to humans within the given parameters above, additional rights of immortality were also extended. One of these rights is the ability of a human soul to reincarnate on earth just as those who are called earth angels do. It is of importance that you understand this ability. For as is true of the angels of Heaven it is also true of the humans of earth, this is only possible with a petition to God. All things must be for a reason for there is no randomness to incarnating to earth. As a soul on earth, you are loved and it is of no consequence to the angels of Heaven if you are a human, a human angel or an earth angel. You are supported by God and the angels of Heaven but it is YOU who must support your own beliefs. It is you who must commit to a life of love centered from your heart. Your heart is your key to Heaven. The ratio of humans to earth angels to human angels varies dawn to dawn and is of no concern in Heaven for all souls on earth are loved. But to the souls on earth the questions always come. Am I a child of God? Have I been here before? Did I come from Heaven? What am I suppose to do? How am I supposed to know what to do? Is God real? Are angels real? The list of questions never stops for the human mind is rarely still. What is utmost importance is for you to understand is that love is the answer to all questions.
2. A. i. Angelbumps not Goosebumps

Goosebumps are not some random physical reaction. Goosebumps are angelbumps. You get angelbumps when you hear the truth. Like right now. When you are exposed to a truth that opens your heart that is when you allow yourself to feel the touch of an angel. High emotions rather perceived as good or bad are a point in time when you unconsciously heighten your own perceptions of (all) reality and not just your physical body. This is often times when miracles are witnessed and known for what they are, an intervention from God or the angels of Heaven.

2. B. What Do Angels of Heaven look like?
The angels of Heaven wish you to know more about them because they wish to have more conscious communications with you and it is the innate curiosity of humans to always ask and the angels would like to move beyond this question. That which is the essence of spirit (discussed in Chapter One) in the non physical applies to the rest of creation as it does with humans.

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If you can begin to believe in the essence of spirit for yourself in the physical world we live in on earth, it opens the doorway for more conscious decisions by you to rediscover the essence not only of your own spirit but the essence of the spirit in all living creations including the angels of Heaven. Before the creation of human beings, there were angels in Heaven. The angels in Heaven were one family and all were created by God the creator. The angels were made in the image of God. Their physical bodies are made of light which in the dimension of Heaven is a semi-transparent solid form. Each angel is unique and special and has a soul. Angels are immortal which means they do not die as mortal life on earth does. They were not born as babies and they did not grow into adults and they do not grow old and die as is the normal process on earth. That stated, it is also true that which is created can be uncreated by the creator. This has never been done by the creator of the angels for the angels are beloved by the creators. Not even the fallen angels have been uncreated for the spark of love still exists but is veiled by evil. There are many different angels within the realm of Heaven. The angels are all different than each other as well for each is special and unique. The vibration of Heaven encompasses all love and radiates love. It is a pure existence and there is no greater love than to be of service to another creation of God the creator. This is the true essence of the angels of Heaven. There is color in Heaven in and all angels have hues of color that radiates from within and radiates out from the heart center. It was a grand time in Heaven when the angels were created for all that is was their playground to learn and explore.

2. C. Physical Differences between Heaven and earth
As old as the species of humans are the questions and the wonderment of what it must be like in Heaven. It is as the question before about what angels look like. Here are some brief answers to encourage you to go beyond the differences and to accept that which is the same. Every sense known and unknown exists on a vibrational level. Therefore, for all of the senses known and unknown you, smother it and yourself in love and vibrate it to the purest form and then you can only begin to image the depth of the senses in Heaven.
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2. C. i. Touch

When a human being touches another, the touch is felt by both the giver and the receiver. Humans touch things with their hands to know how it feels physically. Angels in Heaven are composed of a spectral light body which does know touch but it is different than on earth. When two angels come close together, the essence of their light bodies can flow together and this is touch in Heaven. The light bodies are a semi-solid which gives the angels the ability to feel objects and to carry and use things that are created to create other things such as musical instruments and music. Touch in Heaven has more to do with empathy than with the physicalness of touch as it is on earth. This is a very simple explanation for the words do not exist to explain it any better. Thought is touch in Heaven.
2. C. ii. Sight

There is sight in Heaven but it is more than the sight seen by the eyes. Sight involves the heart and empathy. Sight in Heaven is not limited to the earthly timeline but exists outside, before and beyond time. To think it and to know it-this is sight in Heaven. Angels have a limited degree of omnipresence that humans do not.
2. C. iii. Hearing

The language of Love speaks volumes. There are words but they are words with meaning. When an angel of Heaven speaks to you, the words are true. There may be multiple meanings but the words themselves speak for themselves and you do not need to wonder or worry that the meaning of the words is false for the language of Love spoken in Heaven will always ring true when listened to from your heart. When you hear words from an angel of Heaven, they are words meant for your heart no matter how many may hear the words.
2. C. iv. Empathy

All the senses known and unknown were created in empathy.

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2. D. Memories of the Star Angels
Many earth angels have vague memories and dreams of star angels. To these dreamers I dedicate the following poems and two fairy tales.
2. D. i. A Poem From Before and Beyond Time

a ka show la te na shay ken a to Before And Beyond Stars of Light Stars so Bright Twinkling Joy From the Void Dancing Our Way To This Now, To This Day Through The Central Sun We Came, One By One Through the Milky Way We've Come To Play Tag and Peek A Boo Oh, I see you!!! A, B, C & 1, 2, 3 Can you see me? Through the Purple rain Through the pain Star of Light Stars so Bright As We Were As We Shall Be From Before and Beyond February 12, 2004

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2. D. ii. The First Fairy Tale: The Star Angels Meet the Sun Angel

Once upon a time there were Star Angels. The Star Angels danced in the black velvet darkness of the void and they were the light! They had such fun. They laughed and played in the void for it was their playground. They played such fun little games like peek-a-boo and tag. They laughed all the time for all they knew was love and joy. They never needed for anything for they had each other. They were Star Angels, beings of light and love and they let their light shine and love they did and laughter filled the void. For it was not a void to them for there was love and laughter there and it was home. And it was good. One day, while playing in the void, they were quite surprised to see a light far off in the distance. The Star Angels looked among themselves and counted 1, 2, 3…to infinity. No, the light was not from them, for they were all there. "How could that be?" they asked. So they set off to see whom the Angel was that burned so brightly that was not a part of them. As the Star Angels got closer, they heard a great noise. It was a sigh. They looked among themselves. It had not come from them and they did not know this sound for they only knew laughter. So they laughed. When the laughter came, they stopped to play there near the new light they had found. As the Star Angels danced and laughed they grew nearer the new light. They could only laugh again for this was different then playing in the velvet blackness of the void. Now they were in the shadows. They laughed and played and made more games. Their new favorite game was hide and seek. And so it was that the Star Angels played their games in the shadows for a long time. The Star Angels were so very clever with their new game of hide and seek. They learned they could hide in the light of the new bright light and not be seen. It came to pass that during one of their games of hide and seek, they all ended up in the light and they could not see each other for they were all hiding in the light!--a new game!!!! While they were all there in the light they laughed. The big light heard them, there in his light and he turned and he laughed!!! The big light said, "I am a Sun Angel and I have been so lonely!" So it was that they met: the Sun Angel and the Star Angels and they all laughed with joy!! The Star Angels shared stories of the velvet blackness of the void and of their time in the shadow of the Sun Angel. The Star Angels told the Sun Angel of all the games they loved to play.
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There was much laughter all the way around. Then the Star Angels remembered what the Sun Angel had said and asked of him, "What is lonely?" The Sun Angel said, "Look behind me in the darkness, my brothers and sisters are all asleep." The Star Angels looked but they could not see in the darkness beyond the light of the Sun Angel. Sun Angel said, "Here I will show you." So as he had done for so very many days before, he turned his light and called, Mercury! Venus! Earth! Mars! Jupiter! Saturn! Uranus! Neptune! Pluto! Awaken!" But, there was no reply and the Star Angels knew loneliness. With their newly discovered knowledge of loneliness, they knew something needed to be done. They asked of the Sun Angel, "What can we do to assist, for we do not wish you to be lonely anymore?” The Sun Angel laughed and simply said, "I do not wish to be alone anymore!" And so it was. The Star Angels and the Sun Angel played together for a long time. It was such grand fun! They all had so much fun playing in the shadows and the light! Sometimes, the Star Angels would remember the void and talked of it. The Star Angels remembered the velvet blackness of the void and of the joy of being home. But, they were quite happy and content to stay with the Sun Angel and play and laugh. And it was good. As time passed, the Star Angels again thought of home and spoke of it. The longing to go home became stronger within the hearts of the Star Angels. Home….they wanted to go home. They did not know what to do. They could not return to the void for they could not leave the Sun Angel alone and the Sun Angel could not go for he was still waiting for his brothers and sisters to awaken from their slumber. The Star Angels would ask and every day the Sun Angel would turn to check but, alas, his brothers and sisters slept on. So, for the second time the Star Angels knew loneliness. The Star Angels could not leave the Sun Angel to face loneliness again for they understood the loneliness! Still, sometimes, when they played in the shadows and the light, they thought of home and longed for it. June 24, 2004

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2. D. iii. The Second Fairy Tale: The Creation of the Rainbow

A long time passed and the Star Angels stayed with the Sun and played. There was much joy and the Star Angels loved the Sun and the Sun loved the Star Angels. As time passed, the Star Angels again thought of home and spoke of it. The longing to go home became stronger within the hearts of the Star Angels. Home, they wanted to go home. They did not know what to do. They could not return to the void for they could not leave the Sun Angel alone and the Sun Angel could not go for he was still waiting for his brothers and sisters to awaken from their slumber. The Star Angels would ask and every day the Sun Angel would turn to check but, alas, his brothers and sisters slept on. So, for the second time the Star Angels knew loneliness. The Star Angels could not leave the Sun Angel to face loneliness again for they understood the loneliness! Still, sometimes, when they played in the shadows and the light, they thought of home and longed for it. At the beginning of each day, the Sun would turn his light and shine on his sleeping brothers and sisters, the planets. He would call out “Mercury! Venus! Earth! Mars! Jupiter! Saturn! Uranus! Neptune! Pluto! Awaken!" Each day, the star angels would turn with the Sun and look as he called to the planets. The Star Angels always danced and looked with glee but the planets slumbered on in a sleep that seemed to never end. The Sun would sigh and the Star Angels would sigh with him. Not today, perhaps tomorrow. So the Star Angels and the Sun played on. Sometimes they told stories. The Sun loved to listen to the stories of the void and the Star Angels loved to listen to the stories of when the Sun’s brothers and sisters had been awake before they had all gone back to sleep. What they loved to do the most was to play games. O! The fun they had every day with their games of tag and peek-a-boo and hide and seek! Day after day it was the same. The Sun Angel would turn to face his sleeping brothers and sisters and the Star Angels would turn to look as well. But the sleeping planets slept on! The stories the Star Angels told of the void seemed like such a distant memory and they longed to return home and play in the void but they could not leave their dear friend the Sun Angel for to leave him while his brothers and sisters were still asleep would make him lonely and the Star Angels could not bear the thought of the Sun being lonely. One day, after the Sun had called to the planets as he usually did, and still the planets would not wake up! The star angels went closer to the planets to check, surely it was
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time for one of the planets to awaken and they called and called to the planets to awaken but the planets slept on. As one, the Star Angels sighed and the sound of the Star Angel’s sigh made the Sun sad. The Sun knew how much the Star Angels missed their home in the void and that the Star Angels stayed to keep him from being lonely. The Sun Angel sighed with the Star Angels and if it had not been for the sadness, it would have been quite a song for it was quite a loud sigh! The Star Angels asked the Sun, “Why do you sigh?” The Sun replied, “I am sad!” The Star Angels did not know this word! They asked, “What is sad? We are here and we will not leave you to be lonely for surely loneliness is the most awful thing!” The Sun called the twinkling Star Angels to him and said, “No, loneliness is not the most awful thing.” The Star Angels looked amongst themselves and counted 1, 2, 3 to infinity and looked back to the Sun and said, “No, we all agree amongst us, loneliness is the most awful thing.” “We would not wish it on anyone else especially you, our dear Sun Angel!” Again, the Sun Angel sighed and this time he trembled all over as he told them, “No, the worst thing is the sadness I felt that I have kept you from your Home and I cannot do that anymore. You must return to the void so that you can be happy again.” “I felt your sadness when you sighed and I will have none of that. I wish you each and all to be happy.” The Star Angels were stunned. First, they hugged each other and they laughed and they danced at the thought of returning to the void! Then above their laughter they hear the Sun Angel. They turned to look at the Sun and they could see he was still trembling and now his sighs had turned into a great heaving and it sounded as though he had the hiccups. The Sun Angel was doing his best not to be upset at the thought of the Star Angels leaving but he just could not help himself. The sadness was too great and he just kept on trembling with sadness. The Star Angels were stunned. They had never seen anything quite like this before. They rushed to the Sun and told him, “No, we will never leave you like this! This thing called loneliness was enough but this sadness is too much!” We will never leave you!” The Sun blinked his eyes at the Star Angels and slowly the trembling slowed down and the Sun Angel was again calm or at least calmer anyway! It had been such emotional start to the day that none of the Star Angels or the Sun Angel felt much like playing that day. So, the Sun Angel asked for a story from the Star Angels. As the day went, he listened to the story of the place the Star Angels called home, the void. All of the Star Angels took turns recalling their favourite memories of
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the void. After the last Star Angel spoke, the Sun asked, “So what are we going to do now, my dear Star Angels? I have grown to love you each so dearly and I have caused you nothing but pain, I have taught you both loneliness and sadness and I must tell you, this knowledge makes me even sadder than I have ever been. Sadder even then when I knew it was time for my brothers and sisters to go to sleep. Whatever are we to do?” The Star Angels were so surprised! The Sun had given them so much more than he knew! He had given them JOY and Love beyond measure. He had given the Star Angels the light and the shadows to play in and he had shared his stories and they all had laughed together for so long. The Star Angels looked amongst themselves, 1, 2, 3 to infinity and replied as one and said, “We love you Sun Angel. You have been a great joy to us and we can only hope that we have given you the same!” So the Star Angels and the Sun comforted each other that day, feeling the great love of their friendship and talking about solutions to the loneliness and sadness situations. One of the littlest Star Angels asked, “How long would it be before you got lonely if we left?” The Sun thought and thought about the question. He finally replied, “I would not be lonely until after the start of the day when I called for my brothers and sisters to awaken and then I would only be lonely if none of them awoken!” So the little Star Angel asked, “So how long before their nap is over?” The Sun shook his head sadly and simply said, “I do not know. I only know they will awaken when they have rested. That is the way it has always been before.” Then the Sun had a bright idea asked, “Can’t you take turns going to the void? Couldn’t some of you stay and some of you go and you could take turns going back to the void?” This was a new idea for the Star Angels. They looked amongst themselves, 1, 2, 3 to infinity. Was it possible that some of them could stay and some could go? The Star Angels spoke as one and said, “No, we could not do that, we do not know how to do that. We are always together.” So the Sun and The Star Angels all sighed together. What were they going to do? Was there a solution? At the start of the next day, the Sun turned to his sleeping brothers and sisters and called out, “Mercury! Venus! Earth! Mars! Jupiter! Saturn! Uranus! Neptune! Pluto! Awaken!" And, as had been since the Star Angels had come and since before then, the sleeping planets slept on. The Sun Angel sighed but the Star Angels did not. They laughed. They laughed so hard and so long the Sun Angel could not help but to join them in the laughter. Finally the Sun was able to stop laughing long enough to ask the Star Angels, “Why are we laughing?”
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The Star Angels were still laughing and smiling and giggling and could only say, “Because we know that at this moment you are not lonely because we are here and that gives us great joy! The Sun Angel was stunned and it was the truth. He was not lonely nor was he sad! So the Sun Angel and the Star Angels laughed that day. When they would stop laughing, they only had to look at each other and one or the other would begin to laugh again. At the start of the next day, as was his way, the Sun turned to his sleeping brothers and sisters and called out: “Mercury! Venus! Earth! Mars! Jupiter! Saturn! Uranus! Neptune! Pluto! Awaken!" Still the planets slept on. And the Star Angels laughed and the Sun Angel laughed. When the Sun Angel was done laughing, he said, “And now my dear Star Angels, it is time for you to return to the void.” The Star Angels replied, “No, that will not do! We will not let you be lonely!” The Sun smiled so brightly at their words that even the Star Angels had to blink. “Yes” said the Sun Angel, “you will return to the void and play there and you will remember me and when I become lonely, I will do my best to remember you and to be happy. I do not want you to be lonely for your home. Perhaps one day you will return and visit me again. Perhaps even one of my brothers or sisters will awaken soon so I will not be lonely. But, for now you need to go home. I do not want you to be lonely.” Then there was more laughter because the Sun Angel said over and over, you must go and the Star Angels said over and over, we must stay. And it was all quite silly so they all laughed. The Sun Angel was willing to be lonely so that his friends could go home and the Star Angels were willing to stay so the Sun would not be lonely and there was just so much love there. Each was willing to give to the other so the other would be happy. The Star Angels and the Sun Angel both understood just how much it meant to be happy and they wished it each for the other and so, back and forth, it went that whole day. The Sun Angel was very big and the Star Angels were very small but there were very, very many Star Angels as anyone could see 1, 2, 3 to infinity. But the Sun was very determined that the Star Angels should go back to the void, so he scooped up a Star Angel and with a mighty BOOM flung the Star Angel as far as he could only to see the Star Angel immediately return to his side for all the Star Angels could not be separated. They did not know how to be separate. Yet, the Sun continued trying. He would scoop up a Star Angel and fling it across the galaxy only to look down and see it sitting right beside him. The Star Angels thought this was great fun and a new game! They called the new game boomerang because that was the sound the Sun made as he would fling a
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Star Angel, BOOM! They all agreed and liked the way it sounded. The Sun Angel tried to get mad at the Star Angels but there they all were, lining up and pushing closer, each saying, “Me next!” “Me next!” What ever was the Sun Angel suppose to do? Never one to give up, the Sun Angel gave each Star Angel a fling, just to see if he could fling them back to the void. Yet, 1, 2, 3 to infinity each one would be right back by his side even before he could fling the next. And so it went all that day. The Star Angels so loved games and they surely did love the new game! They still enjoyed playing all of the games they had and they thought about it and without the Sun Angel they wouldn’t have had some of their new favourite games like Hide and Seek and their newest game Boomerang! How very different everything would have been if they had not noticed the bright light so far off in the distance that day so very long ago. They did not even know how long it had been since they had been with the Sun. The Sun did not know either, but his heart was very, very glad of their company for he surely would have been lonely beyond lonely without the Star Angels for his brothers and sisters had slept so very, very long this time! One day the Star Angels were talking amongst themselves and they decided they wanted to let the Sun Angel know how much they loved him. It was true, they were still lonely for home but they knew that someday they would return there so it was ok. It was ok to be lonely for home. That was part of the love they had for home and for the Sun Angel and they knew one day they would get to return to the void. When the Star Angels all approached the Sun, some of them were giggling but most of them were very serious. Well as serious as a Star Angel can be. When the Sun Angel saw them coming, his first thought was for the Star Angels and that perhaps they were indeed now tired of being lonely for home and they were ready to return to the void and he would be left all alone! Even though the thought made him more than a little sad, he was actually glad because he felt bad they had stayed away from home so long already. It was his turn. Yes, that is what the Sun decided; it was his turn to be lonely. The Sun Angel looked down at all the Star Angels gathered around him and he smiled. The Star Angels all loved it when the Sun smiled down on them so they all smiled back and twinkled brightly. So it was that the Sun and the Star Angels simply looked at each other like that for a long time. Each was happy to see the other and to see the other happy and that is the way it is with someone we love. The longer the Sun and the Star Angels looked at each other, the happier they each got and soon there was just so much love swirling around, it was difficult to see where the Star Angels stopped and started with all that happy twinkling going on!

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Finally, the Star Angels said, “We have something to tell you!” The Sun Angel continued smiling and could only say, “I am listening.” So the Star Angels continued, “Sun Angel, you have come to mean so much to us. We have loved our adventures with you and we just wanted to tell you, we love you.” And then the Star Angels all gathered closer and gave the Sun Angel a hug. It was not what the Sun Angel had expected. Here he was, ready or so he thought, to hear the Star Angel tell him they were leaving and they only said, “We love you.” The Sun was stunned. The Sun blinked and said, “So you aren’t leaving?” The Star Angels laughed & said, “We will not leave you lonely!” The Sun laughed; it was good. The Sun Angel was, again, amazed at how big the hearts of the Star Angels were. He had often wondered how it was possible for such small stars to have such big hearts! But it was the truth and he knew it. This day, the Star Angels had taken the time to gather around him just to let him know how much they loved him. The Sun Angel seemed to be shining even brighter than normal and he felt something inside growing himself. He felt his heart and was amazed to feel that it felt like his heart was growing! What a totally amazing day he was having! The Star Angels stepped back just a little from hugging the Sun Angel to see whatever was happening to the Sun Angel for they could feel the change. Was he ok? What should they do? And just then, just like the heart of the Sun Angel, the hearts of the Star Angels began to grow even bigger than they already were. The Star Angels were all looking up at the Sun Angel who was looking at them and everyone knew the answer was that their hearts were growing bigger because there was so much love inside it just had to get out! What happened next was totally a surprise for the Sun and the Star Angels. For out of the heart of each Star Angel, a ribbon of love came streaming out, streaming in beautiful colors, streaming ribbons of love and the streams of love all curved and bowed and joined next to the ribbon of the Star Angels nearby and the ribbons all were headed to one place! The heart of the Sun Angel! All the ribbons 1, 2, 3 to infinity joined together and laced themselves into the heart of the Sun Angel. The Sun Angel was truly having an amazing day! The Sun Angel said to the Star Angels, “I thought it was raining colored ribbons and bows right at me!” Raining Colored ribbons and bows? The Star Angels and the Sun Angel stood looking at each other and wondering what this was about. They were all quite happy and full of joy but they were all quite curious about this new adventure! January 15, 2005
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3. Angels of Hell
Chapter three provides you with some information of the Fallen Angels. Some words within Chapter 3 about the fallen angels are taken from Volume I, Chapter 2. There is no better way to explain the fallen ones. Excerpts from Volume I are noted as such.

3. A. Lucifer
Lucifer just the name has always brought forth anger in me. Love lights the way to forgiveness in my life, for myself, for individuals who caused me pain, for unknown peoples who caused others pain, for God, for injustices that are specific or unspecific. My heart has much love in it for God, angels in Heaven and human beings. The last two nights, March 6-7 2012 I had experiences that warrants my adding a revision to Volume II which I published to the internet on March 5, 2012 even though the listed publish date is March 17, 2012. I thought it was done. I thought it was complete. It was not. It is not unknown for me to be surrounded by seven Arch Angels. When this happens I know that there is a lesson or something that must be faced and released to go forth in my life. This is how the vision began two nights ago. I understood what they wanted me to do and I initially declined for I had no desire to do such a thing. It did not seem necessary to me to do such a thing. I am stunned that I declined. I don’t know that I’ve ever consciously done that before. Let me tell you this, they did not go away and it was not my option to decline the invitation to move forth in my life or my writings. Furthermore, it shows me that even though I say “Yes, Lord.” on a regular basis, it is not always easy or joyful. It took 30 minutes of consciously being aware for them to get me to face that which I did not want or desire to do. Surrounded by seven Arch Angels, I looked into the face of Lucifer. As though watching a movie film on rewind, I watched as his face transformed and changed. Even as I wrote in Volume One and referenced below in 3.B. History of the Fallen Angels, before the fall of angels into hell within earthly realm, they were all angels of Heaven.

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As one who has faith to know I am an angel of Heaven, it pained me to see the transformation of the one called Lucifer. There was a time before earthly time when all of the angels of Heaven were as one in their love of creation, the creator and of each other. Last evening the vision began again where it left off. This time, the movie began at the beginning and I watched as duality became unbalanced leading to the division known as the fall of the angels from Heaven. I could not help but to have a heavy heart for I could witness to the fall of the angels whom were a part of my soul group. I wanted to step back emotionally from the vision but it was not possible when the truth was once again revealed to me as to the ties we each have to Lucifer. After so many years of offering unconditional love to so many, I still held the pain of separation and despair of the seemingly hopeless loss of angels in my human heart. I had hate in my heart for Lucifer and the chain of events he lead and harbored against our Heavenly Father. Held within the circle of Arch Angels and as the tears fell from my heart I knew the answer and I understood why Volume II had to be revised and this section included. Lucifer for all the pain he has caused to himself, other angels, humans and every species of life within the realm of his thoughts was once an angel of Heaven. It seems a simple enough truth. Yet, it was beyond my grasp of reasonability! And I watched as the hate for and because of him left my heart. The light left was only love. I would be remiss and hold it as a regret of which I could not forgive myself of if I didn’t set the record straight about Lucifer and all the fallen angels. I did not support the fallen angel’s actions then or their continued actions against all lifeforms. Lucifer is a tyrant who showed the way to the human tyrants we have witnessed to in the past and to all the many tyrants who do as they please in these times. He is no God as I know God to be. Nor will he ever be God for only God is God! I will continue to stand on earth and in Heaven with God and his mighty band of angels and seek the resolution of the unbalance of duality within love. Love of all that is – that is the only answer that is possible.

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I give a mighty bond of gratitude to those who advise, protect and are patient enough to stay with me until I see the light of any given situation. The answer is always love. With each incident, my heart is bigger and allows for love in all its varied hues. If your heart hold hate for Lucifer, as mine did, or for others who have grievanced against you or others, replace it with love and continue your vigilance against their actions. It is a different kind of battlefield we build with our emotions. The big picture is so much more than we can see and we can stand with our faith and give it to God and God’s timing and God’s plan. Gabriel’s horn is heard now around the world as a mysterious noise of unknown origins. It is not unknown for it calls from within the heart of those who hear it. Let there be love and let it reign. It is not up to us to judge Lucifer. Don’t let him eat you up inside like that. It is what he wants but it is not the heart’s desire. Sometimes the love of it is to walk away and allow. Allow God, it is his place and his plan.

3. B. History of the Fallen Angels
(Excerpt from Chapter One, Volume I) As the game progressed, lessons were learned and the more that was learned, the more the angels realized that they could grasp onto that they were more than humans in human form. Over more EONS of time, God shared with the angels and the Humans and all the species on the earth, guidelines to assist them, to help them remember that they came from LOVE and would one day return to LOVE and the reason for the very existence of earth was to learn the differences between Mortal and Immortal. It was Gods great JOY to speak with an Earth Angel who could understand God was the creator and that God very much loved all his angels – the Immortals and the Earth Angels who would at the end of their mortal existence return to the place of Love known as Heaven. All of Heaven, God and the angels watched over earth and the Game of Free Will. It was good. There was a moment in Heaven when an angel who had incarnated to earth many times, realized that he could have a thought in Heaven and the other angels did not hear him. God heard his thought and he realized the angels were, indeed and in thought, learning much. God allowed this particular angel the right to have his individual thoughts so that he could experience the feeling of being alone in Heaven as he had felt alone and individual while incarnated on earth. So it began, an empathic race of immortal beings began to have individual thoughts. From the occasional random thought, some angels realized they could hide all their thoughts from their
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fellow angels and as more moments in Heaven passed, there was a moment when an angel had an evil thought and no one in Heaven said anything to him about it. God heard the thought but it was just a thought and not an action so he continued loving all of his angels. As the existence of earth continued to evolve, so did all that is. Within duality, added to the negative balance were the purposely individual negative thoughts of some angels. Individual thoughts of these angels made the negativity of emotions on earth begin to outbalance the positive emotions. This created a non balance within duality. As there must be duality in mortal space, there was a natural occurring incident which created a new lifeform in the known universe. The new lifeforms were entities called egregores. Egregores receive their breath of life from negative thoughts that surrounds the earth. Within time and space, it is the law of attraction and like attracts like on earth. Negative energies and negative humans and negative thoughts attracted to each other. The negative humans (most simply angels trying to experience the emotion as a lesson) became susceptible to the negative emotions and thought forms and sadly angels who had learned to hide their negative thoughts from the other angels joined with the negative people and the negative thought forms. The negative thought angels began to learn more. They learned that negative emotions evoke negative responses including fear from other humans and other species that had no idea they were being manipulated by the angels with negative thoughts. The negative angels shall now be called the others. The others learned yet more about negativity and how much easier it was to control an already negative human by bombarding the humans with negative thoughts. It happened quickly and the others realized they were actually controlling certain humans with their thoughts and their actions. The others learned about Control and Power and they enjoyed it. The others enjoyed the POWER of being in control. The others infringed on the free will of all humans and many other species with their cruelty and the way they controlled them with fear and vileness. The angels in Heaven saw it happen and cried to God at the injustice of what was happening on earth. God replied, “This is the Planet of Free Will you asked for. Do you wish me to end the game?” Horrified at the thought of the annihilation of the earth and all the lifeforms including humans, the angels in Heaven cried out, “No, please do not end the game!” And as it is in Heaven it was that moment that all the angels in Heaven realized that not all the angels had cried out in pain at the thought. They knew in that instant that there were angels in Heaven who had evil thoughts and evil actions that matched those evil thoughts. A mighty roar was heard in the space of all that is. A war of no comparable war ever had on earth irrupted in Heaven. Immortal angels who had been side by side for all of their existence now knew in one moment in Heaven that there where angels among them who no longer loved anyone, not the earth nor its inhabitants, not the other angels and the greatest injustice of all – the others did not love God.

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Angel stood against angel. Vengeance grew from there in ways that humans cannot begin to understand. Angels were ripped apart from angels whom they had always known since creation. God did not want it to happen this way. He empowered his angels with free will for the game on earth. It was the negative thought forms that enticed the others to the power and control that comes with negative emotions and negative control patterns. Since, all the angels were Immortals and God still loved all his angels, he would not and did not wish to terminate their existence at this time, he instead banished the others to the earthly realm. The others are known as the fallen angels. It was their own negative thoughts and negative actions that caused the banishment from Heaven. And as earth was the reason for the fallen ones, this is the realm were the fallen angels were sent to exist. By the time the banishment was completed, 1/3 of the angels in Heaven had fallen from Heaven to the earthly realm. The Game of Free Will took a radically different turn at this time in earth’s history. It was no longer necessarily about learning lessons but angels of Heaven working to save the souls of the fallen angels and to save the planet earth and her inhabitants. The angels of Heaven incarnate on earth to better communicate to the fallen angels to tell them they are still loved. But evil began its reign on earth with a vengeance. The fallen angels, for the most part, did not want to be saved. So began in earnest the negative manipulation of humans on earth. Evil permeates everywhere. Earth Angels still come but there are more true humans then there are angels. There are some angels that promised at the beginning of the Game of Free Will to look out for and to protect the humans. These angels, and there are billions of them, fulfill their duty every day. It is only up to the human – rather human being or human angel - to believe and then beyond believing to step into knowing and being that example of faith for the other humans to grasp. The Reign of Evil has corrupted some humans into believing POWER and CONTROL is a better way than LOVE. The model for evil on earth is all around you. Earth history is full of the victories of the fallen ones. Human history is documented as one war leads to the next war. Human history is NOT documented by lessons learned and moving on to the next ordinary level of evolution. When Jesus Christ incarnated on Earth, it ended in an evil way as he knew it would and that is the way it is documented with his death on a cross.

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Your eyes are hidden from it because you have become accustom to it. It is time for you to see the truth for what it is. It is everywhere as is the air you breathe. It is in your governments, your for profit businesses, your tax collectors, your medicines, your food system, your courts, your schools and it is the Legion of the fallen angels who rule this domain. There is no mortal human who could orchestra this abomination of the past EON. Generation after generation of humans have been controlled and manipulated by the fallen ones.

3. C. Where is Hell?
Do not shield your eyes or your heart to the truth of this matter. For as the phrase Heaven on Earth is used so is Hell on Earth. The difference is so disguised by falsehoods, that the truth of it is hidden. The answer lies within your heart and here is that truth: Earth is that which you see with your human eyes. If you close your eyes, you can still feel the wind you feel on your face or the warmth of the sun shining on you and you know because of the truth of earth, that you are on earth. In addition to earth, Heaven is all around you and hell is all around you. It is like a veil or thick curtains that prevent your human eyes from seeing it. When you are inside of your home with your curtains drawn closed, you do not know if it is daytime or night-time but you know that you in your home located on earth. Imagine if you could see with more than your human eyes. What could you see? This is not something of just fantasy or fiction for you can see with your heart. If you close your eyes you still know where you are rather it be at a table or a desk or the bathroom. There are other things you still know when your eyes are closed. You know who your family is, you know who your friends are, and you have memories of other places you have visited on vacation or just down the road from where you are, and you know the color of the room. These things are still real even if you cannot see them with your eyes. This information is stored in your heart. This is the basis human knowledge that even a two year old can understand. For most humans, this is where the basis human knowledge of sight stops learning and remembering because of fear. Fear is a powerful tool used against humans on a planet that has such duality of emotions. You do not need to fear the truth of the existence of Heaven or of hell. In fact, just the opposite – take Joy in knowing rather than denying the truth of the existence of Heaven and Hell and of earth itself. The truth shall set you free. So let us take a jump in time together from being a two year old to an adult whose eyes have seen so much more than a two year old. Let us be rational in our quest for our eyes, both our human eyes and our human heart, to see the truth.
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3. D. Why and How the Truth Is Covered-up
Human beings have long been shielded from the truth of the existence of fallen angels and angels of Heaven. It has been so very long a part of the human experience that humans seek explanations conceived outside of the human experience. Yet, in the breathe and moment of understanding, the human mind turns away from the existence of the angels of Heaven and the fallen angels as something so simple it cannot be the truth. The beauty of truth-- the simplest explanation is often the truth, isn’t it? It is the same truth of the quickest route between two points is a straight line. To say any difference is to wander around the truth. Do not fear the truth for it will set you free. When you can understand the simpleness of the truth of God, angels of Heaven but most of all the truth of the reign of evil orchestrated by the fallen ones, your heart will know it and sing it for all to hear and feel. You will wonder: “How did I miss the truth?” The fallen angels imprisoned within the earthly plane know that if all human beings understood the truth about the reign of evil that rules on earth, the humans would turn away from evil and return once again to God for this is what the human heart yearns for. It is a thirst never ending in the human existence. Peace is sought and never found. Regardless of the words or the actions of love, it is easier to look away and accept evil than to stand for love. You know the truth of these words for you see it and feel it each day. It is far more evident than that for every history book shows the struggle from one tyrant to the next tyrant. The glory of the fallen ones can be witnessed and evidenced to in the history of earth.

3. E. Understanding the Fate of the Fallen Ones
(Excerpt from Chapter 2, Volume I) It was the negative thoughts and negative actions that caused the banishment from Heaven. As earth was the reason for the separateness, this is the realm were the fallen angels were sent to exist. By the time the banishment was completed, 1/3 of the angels in Heaven had fallen from Heaven to the earthly realm. Empathic still, some of the fallen ones called to the angels in Heaven to plead their case to God. God is all-knowing and his will is known in cases such as this in those times and in these times. It is we who forget the way of God’s will for God does not allow lawyers with forked tongues to speak for another’s soul. If a soul seeks repentance, the soul in question must represent itself with God.
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There is no other way. There is no other way in Heaven. There is no other way in hell. There is no other way on earth. Pride and ego stops some of the fallen angels from rejoining angels in Heaven. It is not the place of humans to speak on behalf of the fallen angels or of fallen earth angels nor of other human beings. Open your eyes to direct your actions thusly through your heart. Love allows and shows the way. Stand within your own heart and be with God. This is love and this example shows the way to those who cannot hear beyond their torment. You are worthy of love for love is what you were created from. Only you can claim the love that you are.

3. F. Manipulation of Evil on Earth
(Except from Chapter One, Volume I, The History of Earth) The Game of Free Will took a radically different turn with the fall of the fallen ones. It was no longer necessarily about learning lessons but angels of Heaven working to save the souls of the fallen angels and to save the planet earth and her inhabitants. The angels of Heaven incarnate on earth to better communicate to the fallen angels to tell them they are still loved. But evil began its reign on earth with a vengeance. The fallen angels, for the most part, did not want to be saved. And so began the negative manipulation of humans and life on earth. Evil permeates everywhere. Earth angels still come but there are more true humans then there are angels. There are some angels that promised at the beginning of the Game of Free Will to look out for and to protect the humans. These angels, and there are billions of them, fulfill their duty every day. It is only up to the human – rather human being or human angel - to believe and then beyond believing to step into knowing and being that example of faith for the other humans to grasp. The reign of evil has corrupted some humans into believing POWER and CONTROL is a better way than LOVE. The model for evil on earth is all around you. Earth history is full of the victories of the fallen ones. Human history is documented as one war leads to the next war. Your history
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is NOT documented by lessons learned and moving on to the next ordinary level of evolution. Even when Jesus Christ incarnated on earth, it ended in an evil way as he knew it would and that is the way it is documented with his death on a cross.

3. G. There is no Evil not explained by the Fallen Ones
(Excerpt from Chapter 2, Volume I) Your eyes are hidden from it because you have become accustom to it. It is time for you to see the truth. It is everywhere as is the air you breathe. It is in your governments, your for profit businesses, your tax collectors, your medicines, your food system, your courts, your schools and it is the legion of the fallen angels who rule this domain. There is no mortal human who could orchestra this abomination over such a long time period. Generation after generation of humans have been controlled and manipulated by the fallen ones.
3. G.i Extra Terrestrials/Aliens

(Excerpt from Chapter 2, Volume I) The fallen ones can represent themselves to humans in any form the human is willing to witness. As tales pass through time, it is easy to see how an uneducated populace could mistake the fallen ones as off-world creatures which in reality they are as their origins were in Heaven. The fallen ones were cast out of Heaven to the earthly plane as a prison and within the fallen ones realms of abilities is to manipulate and control living creations rather human or animal or plant through empathy. This manipulation of the masses continues to this day. It is not Extra Terrestrials/Aliens as we have been exposed in popular media. They are the fallen ones and their mission is to deceive you and to suck the soul out of your body and to take over your soul while you are on earth. The fallen ones are having quite a party with New Age beliefs of ETs and star ships. There are people who believe ETs and star ships will save the earth and humans from itself. This is delusional from the beginning because this is the veil of lies told to humans by the fallen ones. There is no self-empowerment of love with this falsehood for the responsibility and control is given to the fallen ones instead of self responsibility. How the belief of ETs/Aliens came to be so common is because of low self esteem issues. When some humans raise their voice to Heaven and cry out for help from God or Jesus Christ, it is that they already do not believe in the possibility of an answer from God because they feel unworthy. This situation was foremost propagated by organized religions who say they are the divine who speak for God. This is a lie. The mighty I AM speaks for the mighty I AM through each heart. The only exception to this would be the angels from Heaven on behalf of the mighty I AM. This is generation upon generation of human history where humans are told how God works and who speaks for him and that you cannot speak to him yourself. You must act through the church and
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give us money to support their good words. That is what organized religion was manipulated into and this is true for many organized religions today. This is a mighty falsehood. So with this conditioning of generation upon generation even though there was an answer from God, the people did not hear it for their hearts were closed to it. Alas, through negative manipulation they do hear the fallen ones who whisper the falsehood of God, Jesus Christ, angels, Religion and Spirituality and this begins the additional fracturing of the soul to be filled with other falsehoods. In recent times, there have been a few humans and earth angels who are more easily manipulated than others by the fallen ones through trickery and the likes of witchcraft and the occult. The fallen ones reach into their bag of tricks and lies and stand in between a human soul and the light of God. The fallen ones stand in the light but away from the light and say, “It is I who come to save you.” But within the duality of it all, this is a lie. Nevertheless, the voice and the thoughts of the fallen ones are heard by some humans and as is true of all mass psychosis, the messages were and are taken as truth by many who have closed their hearts to the voice of the mighty I AM. There are several subcultures within societies that revolve around the falsehoods of the fallen ones. These subcultures have such low self esteem, they can only hear the voice of the one who is their leader and it is usually just this person who “hears” the voice of the fallen ones. It is easier to accept another’s words then to find your own words, your own truth and your own self-responsibility. There are many examples in human history that bear this out. In these times, whole groups of people partake in the grand illusion put on by the fallen ones.
3. G.ii Ancient Knowledge

(Excerpt from Chapter 2, Volume I) Within the guidelines of modern science, it is undeniable that there exists physical structures and information not of the normal timeline of humankind. Do not be deceived by this into believing, again or still, in ETs. The answer lies with the immortal angels of Heaven – both the fallen ones and the messengers of God. It is not complicated to understand or believe. Even to witness the birth of Jesus Christ, the Arch Angel Gabriel appeared to herald the news. It is no more or no less than angels, rather of Heaven or rather now of earth, dispensing information or manipulation as it was and as it is.

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3.G.iii Giants

(Excerpt from Chapter 2, Volume I) In ancient times and in recent times, the concept of a giant race of humans exists in our memories. The fallen ones did and do many evil and vile things against God and his creations up to and including to others themselves. Know it for the truth it is in your heart.
3. G.iv World Domination

(Excerpt from Chapter 2, Volume I) The Planet of Free Will (and the inhabitants thereof) is in a battle for the right to existence. The fallen ones were condemned on the earthly plane for their acts against their co-created angels, against earth and against life on earth. There is no other logical explanation for the eons of despair, fear and evil upon the planet earth. Just because you cannot see something, does not mean it is not as real as you are. You cannot see the wind but you can feel it and you can witness to the effects of the wind. Evil is exactly as the wind in this respect. Just because you cannot see it with your eyes does not mean you cannot see the results of evil. 100% of the human inhabitants of this planet are here today for a reason. We bear witness to the Planet of Free Will with its duality of good and evil. We seek to protect life for it is precious rather it is immortal or mortal. Evil seeks to control the earthly realm on all levels including the one you eat and breathe on. This is happening more with each day for more evil is allowed and even tolerated and accepted with a blind faith that it must be so for it is so. That is a falsehood and this is where the lines are being drawn and this is the timeline for the lines to be known and seen by all who will see.
3. G.v Destruction of the Earth and those held captive in this realm

(Excerpt from Chapter 2, Volume I) The truth of the destruction of the earth is close at hand. The truth is all around you and you have been blind to the complete picture of it. Perhaps you knew the truth of various species going extinct or the truth of the poisoning of the earth or the truth of the medicines that do more harm than good or the truth of the poisoning of the watersheds or some other truth but not until you step back and look at the whole of the earth and all of her inhabitants can you see the truth of the game at play. The fallen ones now believe and know that God will not allow them to be free without repenting for the crimes against all that is. The majority of the fallen ones have no intentions of repenting for their minds and hearts are corrupted with evil as their normal. The fallen ones seek to explode the earth and to be free of humans because the fallen ones understand the sadness of the angels of Heaven if this should happen to the beloved humans whom they themselves once loved with such passion.

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There is no place that has not been touched by evil on this planet. While much of the destruction on the earth has been done by humankind, it was a hand guided by the fallen ones to hasten to their own destiny. It is written in history of the fall of the fallen ones. It was even written that they would be freed after their imprisonment within judgement. There are many scenarios to go forth and that said, the mighty I AM allowed the Planet of Free Will as a place to learn about being mortal and so that the angels would understand the cycle of life outside of the immortal range of experience. The fallen ones fail to appreciate that destroying earth will not free them. Destroying the earth only leaves them to fight amongst themselves for they are and will stay imprisoned within the earthly realm even if the earth itself is destroyed. One mistake of the fallen ones is their ego. One mistake of the fallen ones is continuing forth with the reign of evil upon earth. One mistake of the fallen ones is to believe in their immortality. For the truth is that which is created can be uncreated. One mistake of the fallen ones is not asking for forgiven from the creator themselves. Nothing on an altar of forgiven that does not come from the heart of one’s self goes to the wayside. One mistake of the fallen ones is to believe they are equal to the creator. They are not or they would not be limited to their prison on the earthly realm. No fallen one, no angel of Heaven, no earth angel or any human can free the fallen ones except for our creator. It is not the earth realm itself that holds them prisoner. It is God who holds them there as he will do until such a moment as he does not.

3. H. How the fallen ones do it
As Chapter 6 in Volume I speaks of, it is empathy. All of God’s creations are empathic. It is encoded within all living DNA to be empathic. I am not referencing abilities that come from a horror movie but the results are just as vile. Non-verbal communication exists. It is part of the reign of evil to insure that humans believe and accept that non-verbal communication is an evil trait to possess when the truth is the opposite. If humans would embrace their God-given abilities, humans would live from their hearts and know the truth for themselves of the reign of evil controlled by the fallen ones. Every day, every hour, every moment, humans are bombarded by evil and negativity. Humans allow it because it is the normal but it does not have to be. Humans empower the fallen ones by
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their acceptance of the vile and evil that is spurted from impure hearts of the humans who choose power and control instead of love and peace. It is that simple.

3. I. Angels of Heaven Infiltrator into Hell
Infiltrators into Hell, can you even imagine that? I am sure you have heard of the saying, “Truth is stranger than fiction” and this is so very true and so very important for you to understand. It is well known amongst readers of Holy Bibles that following the time Jesus died on the cross and before his resurrection from his burial tomb that Jesus’s soul went to hell. He did not go there to visit but to remind the fallen angels there that each had the key in their own hearts to return to Heaven and that God looked forward to that day. There is no thing or no one that is not thought of, loved and cherished by God. This includes the immortal souls of human beings who detoured in their human lifetime from the belief of God and ended up in hell. The injustice of this does not go unnoticed by all that is. For it is the fallen angels who tempt and torture human souls while still on earth to entice humans into evil ways which will divert their soul to hell instead of peacefully awaiting the day of judgement to step over into Heaven if they have not already been to Heaven. Once the human soul resides in hell, the energy of that soul is feasted upon by those in hell. It is not a fate to wish upon any soul. In all ways in his lifetime, Jesus showed the way to those upon earth and those in hell to come to Heaven. With his example, other angels of Heaven followed suit and it was arranged for a particular group of angels of Heaven to incarnate upon earth and to purposely live a life that would guarantee their acceptance into hell upon the death of their physical body. This particular group of angels of Heaven hide the light of their hearts just as the first angel to fall hid his thoughts from his fellow angels.

3. J. Soul Eaters
As explained in Volume I, egregores are a naturally occurring lifeform created from negative thoughtforms on earth. Within the realm known as hell, there is another naturally occurring lifeform created from the negativity with hell. These are the Soul Eaters whose job it has become to help control the negativity in hell. Within duality, Soul Eaters are balanced with the Infiltrators into hell who come from Heaven to save the immortal souls of humans who become trapped in hell because of the lies of the fallen ones. It is not that soul eaters consume fallen souls to non-existence but rather into a temporary silence for (a hoped and maintained) resting and healing amount of limitless time in hell.
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4. Angels of Earth
Chapter Four provides you with some background information about human angels and earth angels.

4. A. Human Angels
4. A.i. Why the Differences between Angels and Humans Do Not Matter

(Excerpt from Chapter Two, Volume II) Of utmost importance to the angels of Heaven are not the differences between angels of Heaven and humans but that which binds the two together eternally. With the creation of the earth and the plant life and animals, the immortal angels of Heaven learned of mortality. Ever curious the angels of Heaven asked their creator to create a race of beings in their own image as their image was created in the image of the creator. With the original thought of this came the knowledge that the physical bodies of the humans would be mortal and that in passing from mortality, the humans would cease to exist. This was debated in Heaven for having already learned the lesson of mortality versus immortality; the angels did not want the humans to cease to exist upon the failing of the human body. God explained to the angels of Heaven that is was possible to create a race of beings whose physical bodies would expire but that the soul of the humans could become immortal and exist in Heaven. The width and breathe of Heaven is as immortal as the immortal souls of the angels themselves and therefore it was more than possible to extend immortal human souls into Heaven. The condition necessary for a human soul to pass into Heaven is love. Access into Heaven is only possible through the heart which possesses love. This is a truth that the only access into Heaven from earth and from Hell is through the heart. Humans were created of love by love for the purpose of love. This is the primary essence of the love for humans by God and by the angels of Heaven. Humans are beloved by the creator and by the angels of Heaven. The rights of existence in Heaven is extended to all humans who have love in their hearts and who share that love in the way they lived their lifetime on earth.
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Furthermore before the creation of humans multiple incarnations or reincarnation if you will was the domain of the angels of Heaven with the assistance of the creator. As the right of immortal existence was extended to humans within the given parameters above, additional rights of immortality were also extended. One of these rights is the ability of a human soul to reincarnate on earth just as those who are called earth angels do. It is of importance that you understand this ability. For as is true of the angels of Heaven it is also true of the humans of earth, this is only possible with a petition to God. All things must be for a reason for there is no randomness to incarnating to earth. As a soul on earth, you are loved and it is of no consequence to the angels of Heaven if you are a new human soul, a human angel or an earth angel. You are supported by God and the angels of Heaven but it is YOU who must support your own beliefs. It is you who must commit to a life of love centered from your heart. Your heart is your key to Heaven. The ratio of humans to earth angels to human angels varies dawn to dawn and is of no concern in Heaven for all souls on earth are loved. But to the souls on earth the questions always come. Am I a child of God? Have I been here before? Did I come from Heaven? What am I suppose to do? How am I supposed to know what to do? Is God real? Are angels real? The list of questions never stops for the human mind is rarely still. What is utmost importance is for you to understand that love is the answer to all questions.

4. B. Earth Angels
Ah, earth angels are everywhere! Their soul was born (created) in Heaven but they are free to roam through the known and unknown spaces of all that is. When earth was created for the angels of Heaven to understand the difference between mortal and immortal, the earth angels learned so much more than that. With the assistance of the creator, angels of Heaven were allowed to incarnate onto earth from its creation and with the awareness of the angels that that could do such a thing for it was all a part of the learning process. After many eons of time, after the human beings were created by God, the angels were allowed to incarnate into human form to experience mortality and duality. The angels of Heaven who incarnate and even reincarnate onto earth in human form are earth angels. Unless an earth angel is awakened upon God’s command or is given the awareness at birth (and it is not lost in the day to day of surviving the task of being human) an earth angel may never even know the truth of their own soul’s purpose as the light of God.

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This stated as a known truth, an earth angel always stands alone. I assure you that they are aware of this difference within themselves but have no explanation of it or why it is so and they may never speak of it but their heart has a yearning for justice and truth that they cannot deny to their own self. Look around yourself at yourself and those who are nearby and follow your heart for that is where the seed of truth of earth angels begins and end – the heart for the heart is that which is bound to the soul and it is always the soul’s purpose to be known. Did you just sigh or get angelbumps? The truth of earth angels is in your heart. Ask for the answer and know it when you hear it. Let no one tell you that you are this or that, only your own heart has that answer. In previous lifetimes being an earth angel could be a very lonely path and for an earth angel to shine their own truth was not easy when one cannot see other earth angels with whom to travel and study the heart with. This lifetime is different because of technology. On the internet it is not so hard to find others who are like-hearted. While physically you may not be in close together in physical proximately, there are instant bonds created between souls who identify with each other. As technology has spiralled in the past century, so has spirituality. Technology has assisted in the spiritual more than more people realize. Technology is a tool that binds us one to the other.
4. B. i. Soul Family Bonds

Sometimes you meet someone and it feels as though you have known them all of your life. In essence this is the truth for the soul of earth angels are the souls of angels of Heaven who have always known each other in Heaven. It could be for only a few minutes in some random meeting and it is someone whom you will never forget. And they could very likely even change your life.
4. B. ii. Soul Bump

When you meet a seemingly random person who affects you so deeply as to change the very direction of your life, I call this a Soul Bump. It is a soul known to you from Heaven who agreed to face you probably face to face and remind you of a mission or task that you wanted to complete while on earth. Neither of you may be aware of the Soul Bump before it happens but you surely know it when it happens. Now you have a name for it and you have a reason why it happened.

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4. B. iii. Connecting With Soul Family through the Internet

These days it is very common to meet someone or whole groups of people with whom you feel an intense and immediate connection (good or bad). These very real connections occur because on a soul level or the physical ethereal level you have already been searching for someone(s) who is like you. You may or may not be conscious of this desire to connect but it is very real and those connections already exist along the heart strings that connect us each to the other already. On Friday the 13th in the month of October, 2000 I found a website like this and in both the online chat room and the message boards I connected quickly to several dozen people. Within six (6) weeks I was the moderator of the chat room and over the course of the next 18 months I met more than 1,000 people on-line with whom I realized I was already connected with on a whole new and different level of understanding. This includes a woman who stood on the west coast of the USA with a sword in her hands on the same weekend as I did. Neither of us from the west coast but we both stood and made a conscious choice to serve alongside Arch Angel Michael. Unknown to each other, we were in different states but doing nearly exactly the same thing. This was but one thing that binds us together through our hearts.
4. B. iv. There are no coincidences

Once you move beyond accepting coincidences, you understand there is a synchronicity to life. This woman with the sword whom I have yet to meet face to face and I are soul sisters. That is the way we both call it. We both understand there are no coincidences and for us there are far more incidents that bind us together than could ever break our soul bond. We provide support to each other through social media, forums and email. But more important than the technology that brings us together are the heart strings that bind us together on a soul level. Just knowing she lives and breathes encourages and strengthens me. I speak of her here so she will know how very much she means to me. And as there are no coincidences, I am writing these words on her birthday and that’s a gift not only to her but an acknowledgment to the universal that I know there are no coincidences! That which you may still call coincidental is an opportunity for you to open your heart to the truth of how spirit speaks to us.
4.B.v. Soul Family Face to Face from technology

I have been so blessed to meet several hundred like-hearted folks face to face after meeting then on the internet. It has always been an interesting experience for that which is in the heart is not always the physical. I have no regrets in meeting any of these souls face to face. As I originally met my husband this way, I am content with it all. The date of this Volume to be public is the 8th Anniversary of our meeting face to face in Montreal, Quebec, Canada. It has
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been a very interesting process and there is not a day that passes that I do not stop and give thanks for the opportunity to be with a man who is on a similar path as I am. I am forever grateful to the universe for the ability to speak from my heart to another soul on earth and to be acknowledged. It is why I can now compose my thoughts and write, another blessing. And another truth is that God always provides. Thank you God! Thank you for every soul I have met face to face and to those I have yet to meet but I know I will. In-deed and in-thought, follow through and trust your heart.
4.B.vi. Soul Family Face to Face where ever you are

Look around you wherever you are on the planet and you are surrounded by members of your own soul family (group). This is also true when you move from location to location on the planet. There will always be people with whom you have a soul relationship with. You will be drawn to them as they are to you. Some could be for a soul bump, a short period of time to help you or teach you something specific or for a long time such as people you are related to by blood or other family bonds.
4. C. An Exercise in Love and Encouragement for an Earth Angel

Imagine you are at a public park with many people around. When you look around what do you see? Who do you see? Do you see the one who stands off to the side alone? This person is not unhappy but they are not joining in with any of the group activities you see. Others may even ask this person to join in but he still stands alone. Do not be sad for this person for his function is much like the Guardian angels that are all around us but that we do not see. He may not yet realize what he is doing but if you stop and watch you will see that he is actually standing guard over all he can see. All he needs is the awareness of what he is doing and he will know. He might deny it at first but he will likely not pursue the discussion with words. But you should, you should walk right up and engage him in a talk about the weather or the ballgame or the friendly dogs. Then you should look him in the eyes and say, “Do you know you are an earth angel?” Then say, “Thank you for guarding over us here.” If you wish to say anything else, this is the time and this is the place for you will probably never see him again. He needs to hear these words; he needs the awareness of why he does this everywhere he goes. He needs to know that someone here noticed.

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To encourage the heart of each soul is a wondrous gift only you can do. Encouraging the soul of this type of human being will do more good than just for one soul. For to encourage the heart of an earth angel is to further empower him to do good. If you truly seek peace and love on this planet, encourage those who can make it happen. When an earth angel knows the truth of the heart of love and is encouraged to do so, the love will radiate out and find others of love and they will join together in love for all that is. Until you walk in the Kingdom of Heaven you will never know the full extent of what your words of encouragement mean to an earth angel.

5. Forth coming
Volume III, Walking in the lifetime of Jesus will be published June 21, 2012 Volume IV, Yu and DreamDancer will be published October 2, 2012 Volume V, Your Heart and God will be published Dec 21, 2012 Volume VI, The Heartstring Theory will be published March 17, 2013.

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