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we're never going to win this truth remains self evident this lie so often told we screwed ourselves into this yet still we are so bold how did we get so arrogant what did we do to you? we stabbed you in the back and we expect you to help us through you have no right to trust us we're flawed in every way but still we fight each other day after day after day. reset button broken democracy close but without hope the president's a waste of time while we fight worthless wars he sits there with indifference unaware of what he's done death is not a tragedy it's today's entertainment come one come all to witness fate anarchy's a fickle thing to begin a new is what we need or else we're fucked again why can't people notice why don't people care why don't the see our faults and flaws almost like a mirror. watch us get fucked prepare for war prepare for death that's all that's coming from this path of arrogance, hate
deceit and lies you never know until you've tried what lies ahead the truth is near what you see is what you fear the words you wish you had not said in their wake leave only dead of 1000 friends of 1,000 dreams what it is isn't what it seems what you see is what you get but what you hope for is never it you hoped for love and happy things but what you got made you scream, from pain, misery sadness and despair for all the things you thought you loved but they didn't really care so what you found now is gone but you never gave up hope for optimism misplaced as be might be useful now but, no! all is lost you are distraught there is no hope optimism was for naught the moral here is not too clear but this you can obtain never be too trusting for it is all in vain
american idealism american idealism what the fuck is wrong worshiping false gods and fucking for virginity no one understands searching based on lies politics are worthless shit relationships mean nothing love is a lying bitch no one understands death for entertainment it's now a funny thing why do people enjoy it it makes them cheer and scream no one understands we've dug this hole we can't escape so deeper down we go down to hell and back again everyone understands an ode to pain and apathy what the fuck is wrong with me? i twist and bend but do not break under pressure, under malice understanding no one cares about my situation i'm not sure if i can bring my self to see the brighter side of my condition i'm wallowing in self hate and mental pain smothered by my insecurities and anything else that feels my pain the pain of knowing what's beyond the glass ceiling, or whatever else you cannot reach. no matter how hard you try. you lose. and then you die. lost and tragic Fire and brimstone?
hell's under ice. God's so fucking stoned he's clearly been once or twice militants enslaving children to fight in fucked up wars whatever has happened? to make us so poor poor in judgement poor in love poor in all the things we readily gave up for greediness and hate remain quite wealthy bitterness and strife ever so healthy i write of our problems in the hope of being heard but no one's ever listened no one's ever cared in what i write there's only truth so what caused you, God to be so ruthless in the wars you wage every day life struggles underneath your steel-toed boot, you crush us all. now there's nothing left no love no hate no pain what you love is fading now life is just in vain i love you, i hate me happiness is over rated the world will continue to spin it's not always worth trying you might not always win in pessimism there is truth optimism is misplaced cynicism for entertainment you can't imagine what we've faced i'm surprised it wasn't hard for us to become this fucked
you might as well assume we've just run out of luck if happiness is the key bitterness is for worth why can't you imagine me trapped within my girth if hate is not the answer why is it portrayed like poison and like cancer love is going to waste what you feel is only pain what you want you cannot gain the feeling of self worth has gone through me like a sifter how did i get this fucked? no longer am i with her your understanding has not gone to waste so why did you give up?your love for me, shown through your face was enough to keep me up you should have chosen to stay i miss you even now but it's a feeling gone astray i miss you even now to the other side and back again i wish you'd never left being here without you i feel dead and depressed please don't go i'll miss you so i hope you will for me to a new place, please be strong go now, be set free. losing side welcome to my head fucked up thoughts spin round and round thoughts of hate thoughts shrouded in mist why do i feel this?
michele i hate you fuck you, go die look what you have done to me fucked always. fucked forever. i thought i was done for until you came along i thought i was alone you comforted me it was all you needed to do but you went way over my expectations now we're together i love you so much please never leave me the way i saw it, you're all i have but you showed me something else not as fucked as i was before, all because of you welcome to my head. nonexist God is an illusion we pray to nothing, day after day we do what we want and call it religion we've lost all hope of redemption if the messiah comes, he'll be disgusted he'll say, 'fuck this! these problems are yours' and we must fend for ourselves while the earth's clock ticks away but everyone dies, left and forgotten no one will remember you, so what's the point? once this hellhole stops working, everyone shall rejoice. for maybe we can begin anew, and fuck it up again. Here We Go Again If humanity was given another chance, what do you think it would do?it will repeat time we always do it. we'll never stop. the pain will end when we give in
we will continue to find new ways to thrive until we thrive solely on hate it will slowly build up and then consume us now it's only a matter of time like an epidemic, it will take us slowly, until it has everyone. everywhere. forever. then all goes black. and peace returns. Crashing Waves there is more hate than love because it's easier to hit someone, than to hug them to kill someone, than to save them to be resilient, than to be willing america has taught us that. now it's 'cool' to be mean you just need to find someone less 'cool' than yourself. i have been that person time and time again but why would someone care? my problems don't matter people can fend for themselves now who would help me? extent their hand into a sea of hate to pull me out, and dry me off but someone did. more than once. while i was drowning, you were there for me you helped me stay afloat, and brought me to shore for the barriers she created in my mind, you took down. Love, Confusion love is a strange emotion regardless of experience, it still confuses no matter your age, it's still amazing love can make you happy or love can make you sad the are so many reasons i love you i can't begin to explain
you're perfect in my eyes so what does that make me? am i doomed to follow you like a lost puppy or do we have something good ahead? i hope so, i love you so much your very presence makes me smile once you're gone, i don't know what i'll do i'll be fucked, because of you but right now i'm in love, because of you. No Reason to Care i don't know love it escapes me every time. i'm too incased in my own world i don't understand anyone else lost in a picture of burning bodies who gives a fuck? persona does not reflect who gives a fuck? 'seriously. grow a penis' who gives a fuck? lost on the inside i have no anchor who gives a fuck? you said the words i wasn't ready to hear i told myself it was in the most loving way possible but we know that's not true but i needed to hear it so in a way i'm glad but you'll float away maybe later, but it will happen but i'm not ready maybe i do know love. unbearable light depression takes me let's all watch a.j. die there's no problem with that it's a form of entertainment
no one reaches out their hand but instead watches as i float into the darkness not even those i thought i knew felt like saving me for it's all in good fun until someone loses an eye i was that person but everyone else was already blind I Succumb to Pain tears drip down my face no one notices me people don't understand when i hurt it's worse than they think jokes make me cry insults make me want to die look at me! how fucked up can i get? i'm a pussy i'm a loser i have no life i'm not 'cool' enough what else do you want? the list goes on and on forever. i'm sick of pretending to smile now it hurts too much are you prepared to see me before you've only seen a mask what you'll see is far from 'marvelous' nowhere fucking near it I Love You i wish you were with me i need you now close to me holding me you're the only one that will i don't even understand why you do but i appreciate it i love you so much
how can you return the favor? it's quite a feat loving someone as fucked up as me Ups and Downs Forever within my anxieties i cry and cry as you slowly drifted away because you no longer care who would? could you love a fuck up? of course not, who could? but is this just an anxiety or is it blatant truth i can't say for sure but one seems far more believable than the other Darker Side of America smoking, drinking the cool thing to do punch the fat kid blame it on your friend love has become superficial welcome to america we have the 'best' society the cool kid table you can't sit here! individuality is lost on the follower as the leader sits alone Humanity fuck this, we're done everything ends begin anew, end it again humanity sucks that's blatant truth welcome to my world people are starting to see things my way but the change is too late,
now it's only a matter of time for this moneypit to fill and for us to realize the error in our ways but it's far too late now everything ends as we fade to black Me vs. Reality a green vine wrapping a blackened tree the vine breaks everything falls strongholds forget pain deeper than love in my own world again where there is no love there is no perfection there is no right or wrong there is only me fucked as usual but no longer for you broke my fall took my hand helped me up rewound the vine the tree is no longer blackened but still a deep shade of gray Pain or Love? while my blood drips from my body i feel a kind of disappointed happy i wish i hadn't done it, yet it felt so good like my one escape when you're not around i feel it's all i can do but now that's over as glad as i am i want to feel regret when i lack the ability but my word shall not fail
you're worth more to me than that which would i prefer? me, the disfigured human or you, the absolutely amazing person? your call. Run. Hide. to mask myself, is only human the faults i see, larger than life i hide again, behind a smile a laugh, a friendly punch inside i cry, cliche as it is somehow, you stay for me you talk to me, you understand when it seems i have nothing else i have you. love? i fucking hope so but i would accept something less but only from you. that is truly love.
// i write to escape it doesn't do shit to sort out my life nothing. you are my escape but i must depend on you but i can't always rely nothing. my love is forever people's for me doesn't seem to last nothing. but the people around me do they hate/love me? yes/no, no/yes? nothing. Fall Away from Me Falling faster
deeper always you held me up because i lacked the strength to stand for myself but it's ending as you let me stand my will collapses i fall again down down down forever will i rise or will i stay defeated, dying i don't know love me, hold me tell me it's not true when will it go away? i succumb to thought the dangers unfold Teehee. to mask myself, is only human the faults i see, larger than life i hide again, behind a smile a laugh, a friendly punch inside i cry, cliche as it is somehow, you stay for me you talk to me, you understand when it seems i have nothing else i have you. love? i fucking hope so but i would accept something less but only from you. that is love. Fun and Games kick the faggot he won't fight back only cringe and cry curled in a teary ball. on his feet again? supported by a 'friend'
but as soon as they let go curled in a teary ball. his feet touch the floor he rises for a while 'faggot!' down. not permanently but not for the last time. Apologies for Anything/Everything fucking look at me. my faults more obvious as if there's nothing else. i descend a lonely trail not because i want to! things forced upon me pity the little bitch, if you can what do i lack? no. lets talk about what i have. nothing. i have nothing. i never will. this is me. sorry. But Humor MYSPACE during school! silly, yet useless. whaaa? thats dumb. it's like fishing... for BABIES it's easy but you won't get anything. so why do it? next time, you should THINK before you 'space Buh-Bye without me life goes on without me no difference. watch the time pass people grow older
no one remembers i'm just another face. chiseled by society tear stained phony smiles and now it's gone. Sonnet Shit from day to day it blends from year to year it blends life goes on whatever happens no rhyme or reason live with it. people die lives mixed with pain but at the end of the day the dark still comes but if you live with compassion, it could be worth it.
Nikki, Marry Me. i crash and burn i sink to the ground you were there for me and for that i thank you a thanks for your love lost before you by option you trust dying without you i give you my heart do what you want with it i love you baby i'd die for you this is good for my love is so strong
i can't express it in a shitty little poem. i look to the future the problem is mine always mine you're perfect, i love you.
Back, Back Again Every time I enter this space I am overwhelmed by hate portrayed almost merrily why does this consume me? grievance for gratitude bastards masked as friends dropping living's worth i recede to what i was worthless pitiful dying fuck this.
a stretch of pavement to nowhere a deserted sidewalk now flooded with people memories and regrets as i walk alone unaware of what's around me mistake after mistake i show no signs of change leave my little peace of mind restored to it's fucked up state but not yet! oh no, not yet
and not for a very long time
blood and tears emotions leave my body like children to the playground the tear from my eye or the blood from my leg and as i fade away i look back at what could have been with a regret, yet i smile but the smile doesn't last it's construed by tears because what i wanted was there but i couldn't bring myself to take it and with that i recede with the tear of my eye and the blood of my leg
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