Trying to paint the perfect picture, Ain't easy, without first, the mixture, Solid grounds, foundation fixture
, Looking around, as clouds surround and get thicker. Cooling in my zone, Doing shit alone, I can handle my own, So just let it be known, Reinging king of this throne, Although I'm hazard prone, I will make it through this storm, This cold heart once was warm, My payback, you all been warned, From way back, my vengeance forms, It's been building up, as evil swarms, Around my head, these Devil horns. I have done lost my mind, I been looking, but no find, In this crazy life of mine, Once everything was fine, So exquisite, so divine, Like the sun, constant shine, There once used to be a time, If only I could rewind, Relive it, leave this shit behind, And revisit to the times more kind. But that is only fiction, It doesn't fit the description, Of the way this nut is living, I just hope in the end I'm forgiven, Cause this isn't the way I envisioned, My life to be, caged and stuck in this prison, The wheels have turned, although they're still spinning, Past lessons now learned, different road to be driven, Different route, bridges burned, alternative decisions, Are about, happiness yearned, but only collisions, Do the math, add it up, no gain here, only division, Finish last, just my luck, no end near, with no provision. Story of my life, wrapped in a nutshell, No glory all trife, trapped in eternal hell, So stormy, watch these huge waves swell, Crashing down on me, lying here is where I dwell, In the moistened sand, yes here I fell, With all these choices, damn, but oh well, The infamous saga, of my raw epic tale, About a lost soul, who became derailed, All he was trying to do, was stay on his trail, But it seems people's only motive is, blackmail, If I only had the strength to achieve and excel, I wouldn't be here stressing, this true story I tell. Trying to paint the perfect picture, Ain't easy, without first, the mixture, Solid grounds, foundation fixture, Looking around, as clouds surround and get thicker.
So much fog, I cannot see, Oh dear God, this misery, Trying hard, can't break free, From this jar, my insanity, I need a way or plan to flee, Be on my way, live happily, Cause I can't play, with sympathy, No more, okay, please let me be, I got my shade, find your own tree, Rain on my parade? Less than likely, A renegade, your toll is pricy, I'm tired of conducting myself nicely, I don't fucking care, heart made of ice, see, So cold, beware when you try to entice me! Words are just words, Action never occurs, Just like each verse, In this rhyme, I disperse, Thinking back, time reversed, It's a fact, I been cursed since birth, I never asked to be put on this Earth, Troubled days, just keep getting worse, I need a way, to satisfy this deep thirst, I'm searching for where to start first, No matter how much it may hurt, There's gotta be a way for this to work, I wish this vicious circle would just burst, I miss the blisses and joys, for all they're worth! But now that I'm older, I've become more boulder, Less weight on my shoulder, My anticipation is now over, As this world becomes colder, With society as my scolder, My remorse has come to closure, And of course, each day I get closer, To my destiny, coming to exposure, Another day in the life of this rover.