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INTRODUCTION For those who don’t know me, I’m one of those people who’s always mister nice guy, almost too much so. My innocence sometimes shows in my boyish appearance. I think this gives me charm. Well you decide.
I was born in 1980, I grew up in Charlotte, North Carolina. I was one of those kids that the medical profession likes to coin as ADHD, Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder. Maybe it because of over stimulation or bad parenting, I really don't know. My childhood was pure misery. Emotionally I was ultra sensitive, which is common in abused children. In school the kids found me easy pray. Not only that the same stuff went on at home. My mother is an extremely moody person, but not in a bipolar way. If I talked too loudly or if I accidentally touched her she would promptly get out the wooden spoon. She taught me to be submissive, because whenever I fought back I would end up burned. She withheld love from me, by spending her evenings ushering at the local concert hall, instead of taking care of my sister and I. Her missing presence in my life was more of blessing than a hindrance. Whenever I made my mom angry, which was easy to do, she would often send my dad to finish the job. My sister received the same treatment, but like most abused kids she would take her anger out on me. I spent my childhood trying to escape this hell, but no one cared.
My father was a conservative Christian fundamentalist, but this was façade only, as he had a nasty temper. He tried to make my life as normal as possible for my sister and I, but failed miserably at it. Many times I was beaten until it was too painful to think about it anymore. I would hide in my mind as it was the only escape I had.
I vaguely remember my sister walking into my bedroom one day and yelling at my dad "Get off of him he's seizuring." My dads rage would be triggered over the most mundane things; such as the time I asked him to stop humming, that day he hit my head against a wall. Each time, he would say, “I love you James, I do this because I love you.” The only love I knew while growing up was the pain of my father’s hands. When I was 13, I tried to fight back but the battle was over before it begun. The yelling was so bad between my father and I that I ended up damaging my vocal cords. Because of this my voice never developed properly during puberty. It wasn't until I was 25 before I was able to receive help for this problem. Sadly, I had to go through my teenage and young adult years stuttering like a prepubescent with a scratchy high pitched voice. And when I did talk, my damaged larynx would burn with pain. This coupled with all the hazing at school and a mother who wanted nothing to do with me, brought me into a severe case of depression, obsessive compulsive disorder, and by the age of 14, I was anorexic. These environmental assaults eventually weakened my immune system stunted my height; I was 5’1” at the age of 25. I was slowly able to conquer my weight insecurities, but I couldn’t correct most of the damage done to my body. When I graduated from High School, my anxiety was so bad I couldn’t go in public places. I was now totally dependent on my family. My life was like a dream, I would tell myself how much my family loves me and even if it was real it didn’t matter, because it was just a dream. At the age of 20, I managed to get away. During the first two years of college I did my best to juggle school, grades, and my luggage from the past. But by August 2000, the stress continued to mount. I started to have insomnia attacks. I couldn’t sleep because I was so afraid of the dark. Every night I would feel chills while lying in my bed, I felt like I was being watched. Something would wake me up every hour or so in the night. I compensated for my lack of sleep at night by sleeping in the day.
During one afternoon nap, I had a sleep paralysis episode, which scared the hell out of me. I saw what looked like to be a demon in my bedroom. The entity was all black with red eyes. I think it was laughing at me. I couldn’t move for which seemed like an eternity. When the dream was over my sleeping habits only worsened. I tried to numb my fear with prayer; but unfortunately it became another OCD ritual in my life. I need answers. One month later, in September of 2000, I woke up at 4:00 o’clock in the morning. At the foot of my bed was an angelic being. Its golden aura flooded my room with pure love that was both blinding and beautiful. This entity was three feet high, and it hovered at the foot of my bed. He wore long flowing white robes. His skin was of a white complexion and his hair was long and brown. In his left hand he was holding a golden torch that burnt blood. In his right hand he held the sign of the trinity. His gaze was silent; as soon as I became frightened, he vanished. Later, I came to understand this was a visit from Archangel Michael.
Two weeks later I had another vision, this time it was Jesus. When I closed my eyes monetarily I saw Jesus on the cross at Calvary. His head was hanging down, limp from the pain he was enduring. He slowly
raised up his head and stared into me. His gaze startled me immensely. Immediately I opened my eyes. This was the last of my visions but it is not the end of my story. I thought I was mad and in need of ‘professional’ help. This was probably the worse mistake in my life. When the psychiatrist asked me to describe my childhood problems, I was at a loss because there were so many events in my past which I could not recall; such as birthday parties, going to church, or playing with my sister. I have no memories of when I was 6 to 7 years old and from the age up to 10, only sparsely so. I thought everyone was like this. It’s sad you know, when you can’t remember the people who took care of you as a child. Eventually the psychiatrist diagnosed me with dissociative amnesia, and said my memory problems were due to some early childhood trauma. Later I found out I had a traumatic brain injury in the Operculum of my left Temporal Lobe, which controls word finding and sequencing. The questions is, how did this happen? The problems were not limited to my memory recall. The doctors narrowed down my conditions to O.C.D., depression, and ADHD. When I began the medication protocols my life turned into hell. Under the influence of the Paxil antidepressant; my depression only worsened. I was fatigued 16 hours a day, and I had these terrible shakes. Does anyone actually get better on this shit? Surely the FDA must know how dangerous these products are. Later I found out that Paxil was in the middle of a lawsuit for increasing the rate of suicide deaths in children. How ironic, an antidepressant that increases suicide. After discontinuing Paxil, I began switching from medication to medication only to end up with the same results. My doctors kept telling me the same thing, “We need to find the right one which works for you.” Well they never did and they never will. All together I tried 26 different medications. None of them worked. Some of them made me severely depressed like Luvox. One antidepressant, Remeron, sedated me for 22 hours. Desperate to try anything I took I decided to take a more unorthodox approach. In 2003, I received 15 sessions of Biofeedback. Biofeedback is when they interface a computer to your brain using E.E.G. electrodes.
Through a biofeedback link you can “retrain” your brain wave patterns simply by moving an object around on a computer screen. The practitioner eventually settled for a PTSD protocol on me. Sadly I never received the benefit I was promised. But it was odd; according to my practitioner I was the only patient that received no benefits from biofeedback. It was like a wall was blocking my recovery. The pain of my anxiety and depression continued to deepen. I began sleeping in my closet because I felt safe in tight places. Because of this environmental assault caused by the use of medication, I developed horrible allergic reactions to almost every thing I ate, including food itself. An autoimmune disorder was in the works, which meant my body could no longer properly digest my food. I had severe pain in my gut every time I would eat something. To reduce the pain I would split my pills to reduce the dosage. The doctors told me I was getting sick because I was violating the integrity of the pills, and insisted that I continue the full dosage. This was madness I should have sued them. In reality I was getting sick because of chemical sensitivity and allergies. I was too stupid at the time to realize that doctors are not trained in recognizing allergies to medications. The American Medical Association and its counterpart the FDA know full well these pills do not cure anything but only treat “conditions”. These medications don’t work; they only serve to cover up the underlying problem. Thanks to the pharmaceutical cartels takeover of the healthcare system, doctors are only trained to push their poisons. In frustration I took the initiative to put my health in my own hands. Using natural herbs and vitamins my health slowly began to recover. The health benefits, from these natural approaches were even better than any benefit I got from taking any medication. I was now convinced there was a conspiracy in the American health care system. The pharmaceutical corporations are only interested in maximizing profits and have no interest in the health of their patients. That’s why doctors are not trained with knowledge of natural supplements and dietary knowledge.
By the time I stopped using medication, I was suffering from chronic fatigue due to the burn out of my adrenal glands, a systemic yeast infection in my gut, severe ADHD made worse due to pharmaceutical toxicity, and I still had my speech impediment. Worst yet, I was dying. For the first time my weight dropped below 110 pounds. I couldn’t eat any more, and it showed. After giving up on conventional medicine in 2003, I gave my self an ultimatum. I will never believe what an ‘expert’ says to be true unless I research it myself. Since then I have slowly nursed myself back to health. Looking back at this, I decided to let go of my anger and tears. No words can describe how I am supposed to feel. Forgiveness is one small step. Healing is a slow painful process, which would not have occurred without the help of others. And that’s when I met Nathan.
Around this time I frequented Internet chat rooms. The anonymity,
allowed you to be more open to strangers than you normally would be in real life. I have met many interesting folks in these chat rooms. Some of these people are so interesting that you never forget them. I’m sure you can think of someone like that, it’s usually the weirder ones, but none is weirder than the story which I am about to tell.
Nathan Merle Wilder, shown here in August 2004 In January 2003, I met a young individual by the name of Nate Wilder, in a Christian chat room. The first topic discussed was actually ADHD.
Nate seemed moody and depressed like me, so that’s why we became good friends right off the bat. He was one of the very few people that I actually liked. A few months later, I lost contact with him. By then, I forgot who he was altogether. This is common on the internet; you talk to someone one day and then the next you forget all about them. Then out of the blue, Nate tells me. “I nearly got thrown in juvy.” Not realizing who he was at first, I then remembered it was that tweaked out kid with ADHD. Nate then went on and on about his life and his temper problems. He said he was 14 and he lived in Des Moines, IA. He was a mix of Native American, Italian, and English. He had a history of rage issues. For example someone in his class was making fun of his girlfriend so he hit him and he flew clear across the room outside the second story window. The boy ended up breaking his neck from the fall. Nate was kicked out of school for this incident. His parents had to move so he could be enrolled into a different school. I believed his story, but I wanted to know how he could do this, because it would take tremendous force to hit someone like that. Shocked at his strength and his rage problems, I wanted to understand what made him tick. He told me his biological father was an expert Marksman in the military. His father also had a nasty temper; it was so bad that one time he almost killed his mother. Nate told me when he was seven his father died of a heart attack related to his rage problems. I was hoping Nate would try to explain how some one could possibly get a heart attack from rage issues, but the trauma of his loss prevented him from discussing it much further. Nate had severe anger management problems all his life. He told me all these funny stories about it. Like when he was a boy he would pick fights with kids twice his age. When he was 9 years old he stuck an older boy who was 13 years into a trash can after getting into a fight. When he was in middle school he would pick up fights with those who made fun of him or his girlfriends. His anger ranged into the bizarre. He would spend hours thinking of
ways to plot revenge. It was so weird, he seemed like the most friendly person you would want to meet yet at the same time his behaviors would freak me out. At that time, he was taking Lithium and Depakote for ADHD, and Bipolar Disorder. He mentioned one time he thought he might be schizophrenic, however I didn’t notice any schizophrenic behaviors, just a severely abused and traumatized young man. The kid had no fear whatsoever. He told me when he was 9 he was too embarrassed to admit to his mother about his mood swings. So he decided to take his mental health into his own hands. He jumped behind the pharmacists counter and stole four bottles of lithium, and left some money behind. I knew his mental health was unstable but what concerned me the most was his suicidal behaviors. He was an avid cutter and he told me he tried to kill himself 23 times unsuccessfully. I thought he was exaggerating about that number, and at that time I didn’t take him too seriously. He had a special way of dealing with these urges. He wore a rubber band on his wrist. Every time he felt suicidal he would pinch himself to control the urges. Halloween 2004 The day before Halloween 2004, Nate struck up a bizarre conversation which was totally unlike himself. His personality shifted from a goof ball to depressed atheist philosopher. Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: “Their is Aether in the air, I can sense it.” “Is that like evil?” “Basically……You have to consider the thought that maybe God doesn’t like you.” “No. Are you considering this thought?” “A little. The bible says he says he loves you, and the bible says he cannot lie, but, who wrote the bible? Ponder that.” “His prophets wrote it. We all are working together to make his creation better. God loves us because he made us.” “So? God made the devil.”
Nate: James: Nate:
James: Nate: James:
“Hate is not part of the equation because it’s self centered, love is caring for others. The devil made a choice like all his creations do.” “Hate was never brought into the equation. Maybe he doesn’t like us, but he made us for fun.” “Do you want to serve yourself or serve others? It’s just a matter of existing the way God does. I don’t think God has an interest in committing suicide.” “I don’t think you understood the eternal purpose of the question. What if God doesn’t like us? Earth is suffering. That’s what life was meant to be.” “God can not hate us because it would mean he hates himself, we are all part of the creation he made.” “According to who? HIM? His arguments are great because we don’t understand him, or anything. Maybe there is a whole another purpose to us.” “There is, but it’s yet to be fulfilled, we must keep Gods laws if we wish to see it.” “No, your wrong- that’s impossible to keep Gods law. You keep looking at that thing from a brainwashed standpoint. He created us to kill each other.” “God says the two greatest commandments to keep are to love God with all your heart, mind, and soul and strength, and to love your neighbor as you love yourself.” “And do we? I can’t even love my girlfriend.” “We have that killer instinct in our DNA because earth was once covered in dinosaurs. If we didn’t we would have been killed off.” “Why put dinosaurs earth if they would kill us, James? If we were 'chosen'.” “Ask me something I know. lol.” “No, you don’t know, lol. There is no purpose in life. It was easy to make us. We have faults, and we die off. You get the option of heaven or hell. He says he loves us, but that is only according to him. He doesn’t love us.” “ Yes, but God is slow to anger.” “No he isn’t, it takes a lifetime to anger him. To him, a lifetime is .000000000000000000000001 seconds.” “Time is past and present, he operates out of our concept of time, and one day we will too.”
“According to whom? Maybe he wants us to think he’s slow to anger. Got to go. I’ll argue with you later.”
After getting kicked out of school his family moved into a new neighborhood at 5852 Brentwood Circle; in Johnston, Iowa; which is a suburb of Des Moines, Iowa. Soon I realized this home had a dark history. It’s now Halloween night in 2004, Nate strikes up another conversation with me again. For someone who is fearless his personality has totally changed. He’s extremely nervous and it begins to rub off on me. We talk about some of the weirder things that were going on at his new home. All a sudden Nate told me, “There was a dog hollowing outside his window, his lights are flickering, and the air is freezing inside his bedroom.” I knew that was probably a poltergeist or a demon so I asked him about the history of his new home. His parents got a great deal on it; turns out the previous owner’s son went on a murder rampage then committed suicide. I did some research and discovered that indeed he was telling the truth. On January 28, 2004; the previous owners’ 16 year old son, Tyler Pirtle, murdered his social worker, Greg Gaul who was 41, and the house sitter, Sarah Dahlke who was 21. He then drove a couple hundred miles and shot himself in the head. This happened when Tyler’s parents were away on vacation in the Cayman Islands. The news releases reported that Tyler was having a lot of trouble in school at the time. He was very withdrawn, and was only going more and more downhill. Some of the students reported; "He was one of your typical students," "He cooperated with teachers and did what he was supposed to do." Later he changed, "I never did see him smile," said Hudson Lewis, 17. “Tyler Pirtle was an "all-around star" at sports before his mother and father divorced. Then he just stopped." Tyler’s stepmother worked at Pioneer Hi-breed; which is a division of DuPont, they develop genetically engineered crops for farmers. And Sarah Dahlke, the house sitter, was also as a part time employee at Pioneer Hi-Breed. In addition to that, Nate’s stepfather also worked at
Pioneer Hi-breed. Now if this isn't interesting enough it gets even more interesting. Nate said he could see a portal to hell in his basement. The press releases revealed that Tyler’s parents did not get along very well, so the father moved into the basement. But this could not explain why there was a portal to hell, or why Nate could see such things.
Tyler Pirtle’s home located on, 5852 Brentwood Circle, Johnston, IA. A few months after this picture was taken Nate's family moved into the home.
Sarah Dahlke 21 and Greg Gaul 41, Both murdered by Tyler Pirtle.
Pictured above is Tyler Pirtle, who committed suicide on January 28, 2004 Once we began trusting each other, Nate revealed more his abilities. His claims are so fantastic that I had trouble believing them. Nate was very bright young man; his IQ was tested at 168, which occurs in, 1 out of 150,000 people. He had a photographic memory as he could read 10 pages of a book in 1 minute. Despite this he only managed a D+ average in school and he was horrible at arithmetic. I think this was because he zones out to much. He was also quite kinetically gifted. He was a black belt in Kung Fu. His brothers taught him Tai Kwon Do, Jeet Kun Do, Jit It Su, and he was obsessed with exercise. He told me he exercised four hours a day and then would drink two protein shakes. He was on the school wrestling and boxing team. His hit speed was tested at 650 pounds of force. Nate believed his superhuman strength was due to his over sized adrenal glands. He was into violent sports, during a boxing match, he hit one kid so hard that he was hospitalized with a fractured skull. I asked him, “Why did you get so carried away punching the kid out?” Nate told me, “Once someone makes me angry I loose control, then my teammates keep cheering me on and I can’t stop.”
Nate was also telekinetically gifted. He told me he could lift a 500 pound object with one hand, and his dad could too. He could move objects using the powers of his mind alone. For instance, he could levitate a pencil across a table. He later showed me an example of his abilities and I’m definitely a believer now. He could see other people’s auric fields using remote viewing. The auric field is energy radiated by your body’s bio-electric field. For me he said my aura was green and gold. His aura was red, green, white, and black on the outside. He told me that “People who are crazy have a red color, white means you’re an angel, and gold colors are really good Christians.” He was also clairvoyant and told me that during the coming American civil war, the government will eventually cause him to go blind. He also told me he would die an angry, bitter man at the hands of an assassin. He refused to tell me who that assassin was, or how I would die. On another note, according to the time traveler from the future John Titor, a civil war would break out in America around fall 2008, or after the collapse of the dollar. After which congress is suspended, then in 2012 the president declares himself president for life. By 2015, 4 million Americans die from civil war. Then in March 2015 a nuclear holocaust devastates the planet, killing 150 million Americans, and 4 billion people world wide. Then in 2020 a new continental congress convenes, the constitution is rewritten to fix the mess from the previous American Federal Empire. This nightmarish scenario was one possible outcome on the timeline back in 2004, but has since been averted. We will not be having martial law, civil war, nor nuclear war on this timeline. Now back to the story, I was concerned that his abilities may be related to demon possession. I found he had many paradoxes, he attended church regularly but he was also having sex with his girlfriend regularly. By the time he was 16, he was bragging about having sex four times a day at school, often with different girls. He would joke about having a pack of a hundred condoms under his bed and only one was left.
He told me a funny story about this one girlfriend. She was 24, and was about to graduate from college, but she didn’t know Nate was actually 15. Because Nate was a minor and she was adult, she could have been arrested for molesting a child. It turns out this girlfriend accepted a teaching position at his high school, for the next school year. So he wanted my advice how to dump her before she found out how old he was. I told him to make up some story. Eventually Nate grew tired of all the sex she wanted and decided to break up with her. When Nate told her he was really 15, she slapped him for lying and then panicked when she realized she just had sex with a minor. That was the end of that. The reason why Nate could get away with dating older women was because he looked older than his age. When he was 16, Nate was 6’5” and his muscles were huge from working out so much. He also had a certain charisma over the ladies. Nate had two older brothers, and they both where sex addicts like himself. This reckless lifestyle seems to very characteristic to someone who is demon possessed. So I asked Nate if his father or brother’s could be possessed. Nate told me his older brother Adam was and he even preformed some sort of exorcism on him. During the ceremony his brother began levitating and yelling obscenities, but Nate wasn’t able to exorcise his demons. Since we were on the topic of angels and demons, I told him some of my own experiences. So when I asked him “Have you seen any angels or demons?” Nate told me a freaky story which occurred during a party at his friend’s house. He was drinking heavily and when he passed out, Lucifer appeared to him. Nate described his appearance as extremely ugly, he had a massive dick; and when Lucifer talked to him, it burned him inside. His aura was gold surrounded by black. Lucifer told Nate, that he hates everyone because God can forgive them for their sins and go to heaven, but he can’t. He hates being condemned to hell and wants to take everyone down with him. The next thing Nate remembered he was in a hospital room. Apparently he was having seizures and his friends rushed him to the ER.
When Nate finished telling me this story, a black could cloud entered into his bedroom. He told me the air smelled of sulfur. I told him to repeat these words after me which he did. “In the name of Jesus you have no control over me any longer, leave me alone and never come back.” The entity then entered into Nate’s computer, and typed onto the screen “WHO THE FUCK IS THIS?” Afraid to give it my real name, I gave it my internet nickname. I said “Bearish.” It replied, “WHO THE FUCK IS BEARISH?” I said, “Leave him alone, you have no authority over him anymore.” It replied, “FUCK YOU.” Then it left the room. I was freaked out at this point, and so was Nate. He had his Christian music playing as loud as he could. Even though it was late we talked for another two hours until both of us calmed down enough to go to sleep. The very next day I went to the library to research demon possession. I was hoping I could find ways to help Nate kick some demon butt. According to my research, the signs of demon possession include: Heart attacks Overactive adrenals Super natural strength Levitation Unholy rage Sexual addiction Suicidal behaviors Dabbling into Satanism Based on this list I concluded that Nate was either demon possessed or oppressed. I wanted to do an exorcism, but according to the book I read at the library, you have to fast before you can begin, so for two days I went without food. I never told Nate I did that. Nate’s dad also had many of these symptoms. Remember he died from a heart attack due to overactive adrenal glands. Nate told me he had the same problem and that’s why he suffers from rage issues. Not sure what to do next, I had Nate talk to a pastor who performed exorcisms
over the internet. The pastor asked Nate if he ever dabbled into black magic. Nate reported, when he was younger he casted spells but gave it up along time ago. When he asked for the name of the spirit in his Book of Shadows, Nate answered, “The wolf.” The conversation abruptly ended and Nate left the scene. I asked him, “Why did you leave.” Nate answered, “That dude scares me.” I asked him “Why?” He said, “I don’t know.” Something was seriously wrong, why would he be sacred of a simple question like that? Sadly I didn’t know what else to do. As time passed along, we became good friends. He started to reveal personal stuff to me. Sometimes it was by accident. Like the time Nate misspelled some words in his instant messenger chat. I jokingly responded, “Dude you where talking in ancient Vrishnis.” Vrishnis was an ancient race of people, at time of Atlantis, who lived where India is located today. Thousands of years ago, their civilization was destroyed in a nuclear holocaust. Nate replied, “OMG what!” I answered, “It was just a joke. Did you really think I was serious?” Nate answered, “I've talked in Latin before. One time I fell asleep in class and when I woke up, I was screaming something in Latin.” “What happened next?” “I seizured and passed out.” His stories were weird but I believed him, maybe it was because I’m a sucker for weird people. But it wasn’t my place to judge him. All that mattered to me was if he believed this to be true then that’s what is important. From that point on Nate did not report any more dark entities around him again. He also discontinued his interest into the darker side of the occult, and was going to church every Sunday. I began to let go on some of my worries. But not quite, I still didn’t understand how he could have all his psychic powers without being possessed.
I wanted to help Nate, but in order to do so; I had to do a crash course
in the paranormal and fringe conspiracy. Cruising many sites on the internet, I finally landed on davidicke.com. British researcher, David Icke, has written many books on the alien agenda. He explains how some of the negative ET factions have made alliances with the major governments of the world. This world wide conspiracy is leading up to global consolidation of power into a one world government ruled by an elite cabal who receives orders from malevolent ET’s. The chain of command at the top is Lucifer/Satan; below him is the Jesuit Black Pope, Adolfo Nicolas, who resides in the City of London. Below him is the White pope of the Vatican who controls the Roman Catholic Church and the Masonic Order. Below this network is the Illuminati and their sub levels which include; the Club of Rome, The Trilateral Commission, The Council of Foreign Relations, The Bilderberg Group, The United Nations, NATO, the Federal Reserve system and so on right down to your local Chamber of Commerce, and churches or religions. Within this whole evil hierarchy is the Khazarian-Zionist-Bolsheviks (KZB), who was known as the Pharisees of the days of Esu Jmmanuel (Jesus). They now control most governments of the world. The largest governments under their control include the United States, Great Britain, and Israel, who make up this triangle of Zionism. These people are pushing hard to create a One World Order. The official name of the New World Order is codenamed “Project Omega,” which is headed by George H. Bush (George Scherff Jr). George Bush Snr is actually a German Nazi spy. His biological father is, George Scherff Snr., a member of the Nazi party who latter changed his name to Prescott Bush. Project Omega is the final implementation of the Fourth Reich in America. The plan was to create conditions in America so that martial law would be enacted doing away with the constitution. During the chaos, the elites would hide in luxurious surroundings within deep underground bases. After the uprising is squashed, they would announce themselves as the new rulers of humanity.
Money to build these underground facilities, would come from CIA drug trafficking. Technology from recovered UFO’s and alien exchanges would then ensure their success. Technologies such as antigravity, zero point energy, scalar weapons, and more importantly their final trump card to enslaving humanity is mind control. Ronald Regan once commented to Cathy O’ Brien, “The only way for world peace is to mind control the masses.” These Nazi’s know they are outnumbered and they know the masses would never accept a one world government ruled by a small elite, without brainwashing. So first they gave us Fluoride, but now they use electronic manipulation to such an advanced degree, without divine intervention we would all be truly lost. Project Paperclip How all this began takes us back to Project Paperclip. During World War II Nazi mind scientists were busy trying to figure out how to make the Jews more submissive in the concentration camps. The Nazis realized if they added fluoride to the water they could pacify the jews. In Dachau inmates were slipped hallucinogenic drugs, such as mescaline combined with hypnosis. In Auschwitz, the infamous Dr. Josef Menegle would use different methods of torture to study trauma bonding, using attack dogs, and electroshock. Sadly most of these people died. He was known to be gentle at one moment and in another moment explode into rage. He would often be found pacing back and forth in front of victims playing “I love you, I love you not,” daisy game. When he removed the last petal he would then torture and kill a small child in front of another child he was programming. He would place victims in cages with monkeys that were taught to be violent, and victims would not be allowed to cry, scream or show any emotion in the process. Because of these studies he became world’s leading expert on creating multiple personality disorder in adults.
Josef Mengele, was coined the “Angel of Death” in the Nazi concentration camps. The government downplayed his involvement at the Nuremberg trials. To confuse investigators about his whereabouts U.S. officials would report he was in Paraguay or Brazil, or simply that he was dead. In fact the U.S. Government brought him to the United States to China Lake Naval Base, in the desert of California, to continue mind control experiments. Incidentally nearby in Lancaster, CA mass graves of mutilated children bodies were found. In 1947, congress set up the Office of Strategic Service, OSS, which was the precursor for the CIA. The OSS was just licking their lips to get a hold of secret Nazi research. With the help of George Herbert Bush, "Wild Bill" Donovan, and Allen Dulles, the OSS and Nazi SS merged to create the CIA. Coined “Project Paperclip” and “ODESSA,” covertly, the CIA transferred over 50,000 Nazis scientist’s into the military industrial complex. These Project Paperclip Nazi’s, had the full backing of the U.S. FEDERAL government. After the war, money from the black budget allowed them to continue their mind control research in American military bases,
hospitals, and universities.
Group of Project Paperclip German physicists at Ft. Bliss, Texas, circa 1947. The mind control projects are primarily divided into three programs; Project MKULTRA, Project MONARCH, and Project MONTAUK. MKULTRA was a CIA umbrella project which consisted of 149 subprojects. MKULTRA spy-chiatrists conducted studies in narcohypnosis, memory erasure, implants, ESP, sleep depravation, etc. Project MONARCH focus was structured trauma based mind control programming, and Project MONTAUK had to deal with time travel and matter manipulation. Many of those involved with these projects underwent the most severe forms of sexual and physical abuse. This often involved needles in the genitalia and electroshock treatments. The purpose of this trauma was to split the soul into many fragments which could then be robotically programmed. The medical term for this condition is Dissociative Identity Disorder. Most who underwent these “treatments,” died during the programming procedures, but those who survived would then be programmed for tools of wickedness within the secret government. Such as drug trafficking mules, information couriers, politicians, and assassins. Women are mostly used as sex agents.
When triggered, their programming would be activated. After the mission was complete their memories would then be erased. Many of these victims live double lives without knowledge of their involvement. Mind Control Programming The core component of mind control lies solely on ones ability to dissociate. This is made possible through trauma based programming, hypnosis, drugs, and advanced computer technology. Before diving too deeply into this subject, let’s first take a closer look at Dissociative Identity Disorder. MPD/DID DID, Dissociative Identity Disorder, previously known as MPD, Multiple Personality Disorder, occurs due to serve trauma usually at a young age. When abuse becomes intolerable, a persons mind will isolate certain personality traits into compartments to protect themselves from trauma. The mind does this to protect the psyche and ensure survival. Generally speaking the higher the IQ, the more psychic, and the more creative the person is, the more likely they are to develop MPD/DID. Psychics are more likely to dissociate because it comes natural for them in order to access their abilities. MPD/DID has been known to occur in about 1% of the population. Most of these cases are due to child abuse, satanic rituals, or cults. Therapists working in this field have organized their practice to assist such victims. Unfortunately, very little help is available to those who develop MPD/DID from government mind control. It’s especially hard for these victims to break free from their programming because the handlers are quick to remedy the situation. Sadly, those that do seek help are often labeled schizophrenic. Symptoms of Schizophrenia from DSM-IV A. Characteristic symptoms: Two, or more of the following, each present for a significant portion of time during a 1-month period Delusions Hallucinations Disorganized speech
Grossly disorganized or catatonic behavior Negative symptoms B. Social/occupational dysfunction: For a significant portion of the time since the onset of the disturbance, one or more major areas of functioning such as work, interpersonal relations, or self-care are markedly below the level achieved prior to the onset. C. Duration: Continuous signs of the disturbance persist for at least 6 months. One way to know the difference between MPD/DID and schizophrenia is through the use of hypnosis. According to Dr. Edward Simpson-Kallas, a psychiatrist with wide experience in the area of forensic hypnosis, most people with MPD/DID are easily hypnotized, while paranoid schizophrenics are extremely difficult to "put under." Symptoms of MPD/DID MPD/DID is the presence of two or more distinct identities, each with its own unique way of relating to the world and self. a) At least two of these identities recurrently take control of the person’s behavior. b) An inability to recall important personal information to an extent that is more than ordinary forgetfulness. Possible signs include: a) b) c) d) e) f) g) h) i) j) k) The use of "we" or "us" instead of "I" Hearing voices Depression Comorbidity (multiple diagnoses) Sense of being separate from ones own thoughts memories or actions, Amnesia Time loss Flashbacks Cutting Suicide attempts Headaches
Violent actions against others Preoccupation with black clothing
Clues of Government Mind Control Programming a) b) c) The person changes tastes or behavior and is selfcontradictory in what they say they like. The person believes that aliens are talking inside their heads. The person is not able to comfortably watch certain films such as the Wizard of Oz, or Alice in Wonderland or some other particular non-horror movie. Victims will have scars of various kinds on their bodies, including multiple electric prod scars or moles on their bodies. The type of scarring that these victims have is a long subject just in itself. When the victims get memory most if not all victims have participated in weird sex and pornography. Monarch victims suffer all types of problems, including confusion, fears, headaches, program-induced medical problems such as autoimmune disorders, hurting feet, dizziness, seeing black and white spots, etc., etc. Men who are active in the programming will often have multiple marriages and will most often then marry a woman of striking appearance and who is much younger but with little show of emotional attachment.
Those suffering with MPD/DID have on average an excess of 8 split personalities, however in the case of MKULTRA there can be as many as a 30,000 alters. Each alter is created at the moment the trauma occurred. The primary personality is the one that is out most of the time; usually they are very moody and depressed. Switching occurs when other alters come out. This can be triggered through an external stimuli, password, or when certain memories are brought forth. The person will usually get a headache, or a flicker in the eye. Some of the other personalities include protectors, who make sure no one else gets out of line, and observers who usually sit back and rarely
come out. Each personality is formed based on the need at the time it was made. For instance being bullied on a school grounds would create a tough guy personality. Being sexually abused would create a personality who is sexually addicted. To make things even more complicated, in the case of satanic rituals, sometimes demons can attach to a personality. These demons are used to make the ‘programming’ more permanent. If this is the case, then these people can be suffering from demon possession and MPD/DID at the same time. MPD/DID victims are most often found in families with multigenerational satanic abuse, sexual abuse, prolonged child abuse, or trauma based mind control. Monarch Programming The following information is a summary of the speech titled, "Hypnosis in MPD: Ritual Abuse," which was a lecture by Dr. D. Corydon Hammond to a group of therapists and doctors, on ways of recognizing and treating government mind control. Shortly after the lecture, Dr. Corydon Hammond received death threats and then discontinued giving out information. The act of creating a MONARCH is based on the dissociation of the mind using torture and abuse, usually occurring after birth up to the age of 6. Most victims are under the age of 2 ½, because at this age the ego states have yet to develop. This gives the handlers a “blank slate” so to speak. Sometimes the trauma begins when the fetus is still in the womb. Electroshock applied to a fetus can make the mind easier to program at a later stage. Children are selected from families that are either from high ranking illuminati families, military intelligence, psychic bloodlines, satanic abuse, or those involved with pedophilia. Those with psychic bloodlines are located using school testing which goes into national databanks. Brainwaves are analyzed to determine an individual’s usefulness. An
EEG, electroencephalogram, is strapped to their head to map their thinking processes. This measures brainwave electrical activity, which is used to determine an individual’s usefulness. The handlers use this data to determine their life path such as a doctor, lawyer, actor, politician, spy, or any position the illuminati want infiltrate. The next step is to use trauma to split their mind into alters. Because many of those who undergo this type of procedure end up dead, monarch programming usually takes place on military bases or in hospitals, due to close proximity of near death trauma centers. They are strapped down totally naked onto a gurney; an IV is placed in one arm. Wires are attached to their head to monitor their electroencephalograph patterns. Then they are injected with the hallucinogens, such as Demerol. Victims are then exposed to weird disorienting sounds. To put them in a trance, light goggles are placed over the eyes, which pulsate red or white lights, at certain frequencies. These are very similar to the goggles you can purchase for biofeedback purposes. At this point the individual is further traumatized by a needle, which is inserted into either the right ear, the genital regions, or under the fingernails. Once the EEG reaches a certain brainwave state, the handlers speak instructions of self destructive behaviors, into the left ear, because it is associated with the right hemisphere non-dominant brain functioning. The right side of the brain is where your creativity comes from, the left side is logic oriented. The whole point of doing this is to by pass the logic centers of the brain to make a person act but not think. One example of a phrase used to split a personality is “Love me, Love me not.” repeated over and over. If the individual does not memorize the spoken instructions, word for word, they are subjected to electroshock. At this point the personality will either split off from the core personality or the child will die. The ones that survive are evaluated for their personality traits and to what future purpose they will serve.
The programming only takes about twenty-five minutes. After the programming is complete victims are given high voltage electroshock to erase their memory of the procedure. They are then implanted with a master implant at the back of the neck. This will control other devices such as auditory implants, tracking implants, brain implants, or visual holographic implants. Sometimes brainstem scarring procedures are performed, which produces a system wide photographic memory.
A child will undergo many of these treatments over the course of their lifetime. The procedures vary, but usually it involves hypnosis, doublebind coercion, pleasure-pain reversals; or food, water, sleep, sensory deprivation, along with various drugs which alter certain cerebral functions. Most of the programming occurs during childhood, as they approach adulthood it becomes more sporadic. Victims usually have missing memory gaps which correspond to the programming sessions, especially, around the ages of 6 to 7, when programming kicks into high gear. With each session a new alter is created. These alters are programmed with compressed details and messages, through the use of hi-tech headsets, in conjunction with computer-driven generators, which emit inaudible sound waves or harmonics that affect the RNA covering of neuron pathways to the subconscious and unconscious mind. Because the RNA sheaths are programmed using harmonics, the risk of a Monarch breaking out of their programming is next to nothing. These ultrasonic frequencies are also programmed as an “activation code” or “trigger” which can be sent over the phone, for instance, to activate a
monarch at any given point. Sadly for the victims programmed in this manner very little can be done to deprogram them without access to the same technologies used to program them. “Virtual Reality” optical devices are sometimes used simultaneously with the harmonic generators projecting pulsating colored lights, subliminals, and split-screen visuals. These subliminals are inserted into movies and television which trigger their programming. For example, many of the Disney films and cartoons contain programming triggers, subliminals, and neuro-linguistic programming for Monarch children. MPD/DID Structuring These children have minds which are programmed like a computer. Memories are holographic in nature. When you rip a hologram in half you get two holograms but the more you rip them apart the fuzzier the picture becomes. Memories are not stored in one specific location but in all locations. The brain accesses these memories using rhythmic frequencies starting in the cerebrum and radiating outwards. Different frequencies are used to tag different memories. The brain then decodes and recodes memories for retrieval. Brain injuries can destroy this decoder, but leave other decoders intact. This is how MPD/DID is created. Amnesia layers and walls are created within each personality, and specific codes or ultrasonic frequencies are then used for memory retrieval. The brain is capable of storing 100 million billion bits of information, but very few people actually use all this. Those with MPD, use more of this space by running more ‘computers’ in the brain at the same time, without the main personality being aware of what’s really going on. The core is the soul essence; it records everything that is done to it, including all memories of all alters. The core runs the entire programming in the background outside the awareness of the main personality. The alters are then given a certain classification such as Alpha, Beta, Delta, Theta, or Omega. Alpha alters refer to general programming, Beta is sexual programming, Delta are killer programs, Theta are psychic
killers, and Omega is self destruction programs such as suicide. Omega is triggered when a Monarch breaks away from its programming. It’s been noted that the perpetrators who do this, carry around color coded graphs showing the arrangement of the alters, the structure of the system, the training of the alters, the history of the alters, and other details. All the trauma programming carried out on a monarch is coded using dates or numbers so that the memories can be pulled up by the programmers. Some of the programmers and handlers have it memorized. The deepest parts, such as the core, gems, executive committee, false trinity, etc. are charted in esoteric languages such as: Enochian, Hebrew (which is considered magical), and Druid symbols. How to Deprogram a Monarch To remove monarch programming it requires access to the core and reintegration of memories of the alter back into the main personality. You may find there are alters posing as a core, so be sure to eliminate this possibility first. The first program that should be reintegrated is the Omega programs, remember these are the suicide programs. Removing this first is paramount. Then you need to find out if there are any programs reporting back to their handlers, and remove these next. The government is now so advanced that sophisticated monitoring systems are now being installed in the victim, such as fiber optic video recorders in the eyes. To access the programming, you will first need the password. An example of a password which connects to the executive control board is 33123113211, another is Z-090-132-5A. The letter “Z” seems to come up quite often. If this doesn’t work, you have to be creative; this doesn’t have to be based on logic because the subconscious mind is not restricted to our perceptions of reality. For example, you can ask the core to telepathically read the minds of others to find it. Once inside the core, the next step is to remove the walls surrounding each alter. These walls were initially placed to prevent other alters from
remembering, what other parts know. To remove these walls, ask the core to create a high powered laser and use it to burn a hole into the wall. Once through you may want to ask the core to use this laser and destroy any wires or hardware located at the back of the neck. This may help disable the primary control implant. Then the alter will reintegrate with the main personality. These holes allow the main personality to remember the initial trauma. This is necessary to bring reintegration. At this point you may try to gain some insight at who was involved in the abuse. Sometimes they will remember the name of the doctor involved. To find the name, ask in the form of a question such as, "If there was a doctor associated with this programming and his name was a color, you know, like Dr. Chartreuse or something, what color would the color be?" At this stage, it’s important to convince the core to use any destructive programming for a different, beneficial purpose, such as, altering the assassin program for self-defense uses only. Efforts should be made to decrease the victims’ desire for revenge; instead this energy should be channeled into recovery solutions. As the person begins to recover traumatic memories, love and patience will be needed to assist in the healing process. Montauk Programming Once the nuts and bolts of monarch programming was mastered, it was applied with precise incision with Project Montauk. Using alien technology from Sirius and the Zetans, Wilhelm Reich sexual programming, and Nikola Tesla’s research into scalar physics, an entirely new realm of mind control and human behavioral modification was now possible. The main aspects of the “Montauk Project” were; time travel, matter manipulation, and of course mind control. From a crashed flying saucer disc, the military recovered a navigator seat. This chair would connect a telepathic link with the alien occupant, allowing the individual to open up portals into different dimensions and different times. This is how they are able to cloak themselves and travel at blazing fast speeds.
This chair was relocated at the underground facilities, at Camp Hero State Park, at Montauk Point, New York. With some technical assistance from the Grays and Sirius aliens, this chair was retrofitted for human operation. When a psychic person had reached the correct brainwave frequency, time portals would open up; allowing the government to send individuals traveling in hyperspace. Over 300,000 boys were abducted from the streets of New York and sent down the Montauk time tunnels; most of which did not make it back. Those that survived had their memories wiped and are closely monitored. It was this research which opened up new avenues of total robotic mind control. When mind controlled victims where exposed to hyperspace their minds would become a blank slate and easily programmable. Soon Monarch programming was sent into the next level.
AN/FPS-35 Radar at Camp Hero State Park at
Montauk Point, New York. The time travel experiments took place underneath this facility. Greada Treaty In 1954, the extraterrestrials, alarmed at our detonation of a nuclear bomb, began a series of contacts with the United States federal government. They wanted to provide us with research and technology to prevent a global holocaust, and to heal our planet. At Holloman Air Force Base, President Eisenhower, MJ-12, and the ULTRA unit of the NSA, meet with large nose greys. These greys came from the red star in the constellation of Orion, known as Betelgeuse. They signed a treaty of mutual cooperation in exchange for abducting humans on a limited basis for study and genetic manipulation for exchanges of technology, and the construction of two underground bases at the four corners area of Utah, Colorado, New Mexico, and Arizona. This was known as the Greada Treaty. These ET and government technology exchanges opened up new avenues of research into; genetic engineering, cloning, implants, lasers, holograms, and mind control. Though estimates vary; the government is now 2,200 years more technologically advanced than the general public sector. These aliens had time travel capabilities and warned of future cataclysms. For the survival of humanity and to backward engineering the technology received, giant underground facilities would have to be built. So the Department of Navy approved the construction of DUMBS. DUMBS DUMB stands for Deep Underground Military Bases. Each DUMB costs between $17 to $26 billion to build. Up to 1957, construction commenced at a snails pace due to lack of funding. Then MJ-12 solved this problem by using the CIA in the $1 trillion dollar a year drug and arms trafficking business. The bases are on average the size of a medium city, and able to employ 10,000 to 18,000 workers. The largest facility, Los Alamos, is reported to
be the size of Manhattan. Almost all of these bases are 2 miles deep and range from 10 miles to 30 miles across. The average depth is of each base is nearly 4 miles deep. Worldwide it is reported that at least 4,000 of these D.U.M.B.S exist. 132 are now currently in operation in the United States. Every year 2 new bases are built in the U.S. The code name for the network of these bases is known as ‘Octopus’. These bases are ground zero for research and development in specialized fields of the military-industrial complex, mind control programming centers, and as a shelter for the elite when their planned surface holocaust takes place. The bases are connected together with a series of tunnels containing a sophisticated maglev shuttle system crisscrossing the planet at Mach 2.7, which is fast enough to go coast to coast in 35 minutes. The tunnels are constructed with nuclear powered laser drills which melt the stone into the walls leaving obsidian like glass behind.
Picture of 'The Subterrene,' published in the September, 1983 issue of Omni (Pg. 80). This Los Alamos nuclear-powered tunnel machine burrows through the rock deep underground, at 6.5 miles per hour, by heating whatever stone it encounters into molten rock. Beast Computers Within the bowels of these DUMBS contain the super computers which monitor the fiber optic implants placed within all clones and monarch victims, and record what they hear and see. Known as remote neural monitoring, the NSA can now tap into the electrical impulses of the
brain. This is why they are referred to as “Beast” computers. These machines were first conceived in the 1970’s by Seymore Cray. He created these super computers, by building microchips at minus 200 degrees Kelvin temperatures. Later using gallium arsenide chips, he put together an even faster Cray model. Known as the Cray computer, it is not a computer in the normal sense. It’s a quantum computer which contains more computer power than all the computers put together in history. The fastest Cray model is known as the “Cray 5,” quantum computer array. It’s 100,000 times faster than the previous Cray 4 generation. It’s referred to as an array because they contain 100’s of Cray computers lined in a series which you can walk through. They are connected together with high speed ultraviolet fiber optic cables which are as thick as your thumb. To keep these machines out of the public sector, the government bankrupted his company, later, Seymore Cray died in a suspicious car wreck. To give you an example of its computing power, by the early 1970’s these computers where so advanced you could talk to it and receive an answer. You could ask the computer about anyone on the planet and it would pull up all kinds of information, such as how to isolate the person or get them to kill. If that was the 1970’s imagine what they can do today. These systems are tied into NRO satellites and using scalar waves and implants, monarch victims are controlled remotely. These systems can be found in Colorado; Pine Gap, Australia; the U.S. embassy in Johannesburg; and a massive computer center northeast of Anchorage, Alaska. The government’s goal to chip the world population has been put on fast track. In the early 1990’s, 1 out of 40 people were chipped, by 2006 that figure had risen to 1 out of 25. As of 2007, 1 out of 17 people are now chipped. Total worldwide population is expected to be chipped by 2009. This is to correspond to the date when the analog television signal is turned off and everything is switched to digital. The NSA wants their cranial implants to be in “tune” with the digital pulses connected
to the super computers like ‘The Beast’.
Cray 17-A “Quantum Computer”
Human Cloning Immortality was always a dream of the “Special Projects Unit” of the Nazi SS. Many methods were tried to bring back soldiers from the dead
regardless of their wounds. Heinrich Himmler probably engaged in black art of necromancy, resurrecting the dead, by using the ancient text the Necronomicon, which was brought back from India and Tibet. But life extension isn’t the only reason to pursue cloning technology; clones serve as the perfect protection from an assassin’s bullet. It’s a known fact important leaders would keep doubles around them at any given time. This was the case with Hitler, who had 12 of them; it was his double that was killed at the end of the war and not him. But doubles always had cosmetic differences which would set them apart from the original. Cloning technology eliminated this problem. By the 1960’s, scientists where making discoveries in genetic research at an amazing pace. They learned you could insert DNA into different animals and they would mutate into Frankenstein type hybrids. In 1967 Lord Rothschild, reported, that cloning was a near possibility and suggested that a commission would be established to oversee the consequences. He called it the “Commission for Genetical Control.” In the 1970’s the Khzarian-Zionist-Bolsheviks, KZB, were kicked out of the Soviet Union and resettled in the United States. After their take over of the intelligence organizations, their blueprint of the New World Order, Global Plan 2000, was now in full gear. Spearheaded by Henry Kissinger, David Rockefeller, and George Bush Snr; they planned to reduce the world population to 500 million, through nuclear war; and set up a worldwide fiefdom. By the spring of 1979, the KZB’s were about to initiate a “Bolshevik” styled revolution in the United States similar to what happen to Russia in 1917. Then the CIA would start a Middle East war which would end in a nuclear first strike against Russia. The Russians were well aware of these plans, but thanks to Tesla technology the Russians have managed to stop all nuclear threats using with their Cosmospheres and space based electro-gravitic weapons platforms equipped with charged particle beams. By 1975, the Russians got hold of an entirely new technology to fight the KZB’s with. With help from the grays, they managed to crack the genome code; and create the first human duplicate, in a laboratory setting. These are beings are known as robotiods. In the Fall of 1978 the Russians replaced President Carter with a robotiod. The KZB plans for
the New World Order were stopped dead in its tracks. The Grays gave humanity this technology in the hopes it could be used to create new body parts for amputees and serve as a humane food source. At first, robotiods took three years to produce, but today the process only takes a few hours. All they need is one cell from the original. Then it undergoes recombinant DNA techniques similar to those involving bacteria. The duplicate is grown in underground vats which contain a solution of Pituitren hormone to speed up the aging process. Once grown to desired age, computers would then insert holographic memories. Memories are inserted using “ultrasonic cerebral holograms.” These are inaudible high high-frequency sound waves, which make a threedimensional copy of a person memory. This duplication can be done without the person’s knowledge. Once the clone has been tested, the original entity is then terminated and replaced with its duplicate. Of course the public was never told of these marvelous creatures, because technology is only released to the masses when it serves the elite. For example, the release of the computer was not supposed to occur, but it did anyway because of greed and profit potential. The only way cloning could be pulled off without public knowledge, is due to the strict control of the media. This is because the secret service controls the flow of information by issuing credentials to only “approved” media personnel at the press conferences and interviews of important public officials. If they told the truth they would lose their job. Information soon leaked out about the soviet cloning experiments. But the Rothschild’s and the KZB’s were not that far behind in creating their own clone. The Rotschild cloning method was different than the Russian method. They used extracted bovine cattle hormones, glands, and tissues of cattle as a raw material. Then genetic alterations are made in the bovine DNA in order to simulate the person being copied. These creatures are known as synthetics.
This is how the Men-in-Black are created. For those who don’t know the M.I.B. is used by the government in MI-LABS, to harass contactees, or anyone else who knows too much. In June 1980 the Supreme Court ruled that life forms created by man can be patented. By the early 90's there were over 100 patents pending on new life forms. I wonder if any has anyone tried look up patents on the Men-In-Black.
Men-In-Black - Noted for dressing in black suits and harassing UFO contactess and researchers. These beings are nothing more than cows posing as humans. They are subcontracted out by MJ-12 through Wackenhut Security Service, Inc. On October 9, 1979, the Rothschild KZB faction replaced the Russian robotiod President Carter No. 18 with a synthetic clone, known as; President Carter No. 1. Ever since, there has been a battle going on over control of the worlds clones. Cloning became so successful soon all influential people were cloned. Presidents, congressmen, prime ministers, mayors, top pentagon brass officials, evangelical ministers, the heads of major banks and media, and even soldiers where all replicated with astonishing perfection. The only problem, these clones have no soul and thus no connection with god source. Without this connection they have no compassion and are prone to violence and evil. Do you know of anyone like this? Anyone who is of importance in the New World Order has been cloned.
The good news is, the closer we approach 2012, the more these clones will self destruct as no evil is allowed in the 5th dimension.
The object on his back is a programming device. This cloned replica was recently replaced and was still undergoing programming. Bush jnr was killed by father in March 2003 because he refused to go along with the New World Order. In the elite’s final push to creating a one world government, they would need a robotic mind controlled police force that would take orders and enforce their global fiefdom they so adamantly seek to create. Now that the, masses are under mind control thanks to harp and fluoride, and the elite are nothing more than marionette puppets working for the Satanic New World Order. The only card left is a police force to run the show. “The Program” In the 1930’s Hitler sent his scientists all over the Far East to document psychic abilities. It was the activation of these traits that was the original dream of Hitler, to create a God-like human to rule the masses. This project was known as “Projekt Ubermensch,” which is German for “Project Superman.” Sometimes, it is referred to as the “Alien Psychic
Mind Control Program,” or more simply, “The Program.” The ideal of a super human is not a new concept. In Friedrich Nietzsche’s book, Thus Spoke Zarathustra, Nietzsche reveals that it is mankind’s destiny to evolve into a race of supermen. These teachings became the obsession of the Third Reich eugenicists. The Nazi’s focused their research into two main areas of study, the power of the Vril, antigravity; and creation of the Superman. Hitler envisioned a world, where a god like race of Aryan beings would be genetically engineered to rule over the weaker masses. After World War II, Nazi project paperclip scientists continued their work under “Projekt Ubermensch.” It was Josef Mengele studies of psychic bloodlines that led to many interesting findings. The illuminati found those with psychic abilities tended to have Type B Blood, more complex molecular lattice structure in their brain, and their brain electrical activity in is the 500 cps range, cycles per second, or higher. Compare this to the average person with brain activity in the 0 to 100 cps range, such as Delta, Alpha, Theta, Beta brain waves. This initial research, combined with the computer databases tracking starseed genetics, ultimately lead to the creation of a superman. Robotic in many ways, they were without conscience, they would fight but not think. This TOP SECRET breeding programming was pioneered at Brookhaven National Laboratories, the National Ordinance Laboratories, and the Massachusetts Institute of Technology, M.I.T., and then it was covertly transferred under Department of Defense and NSA control and planning. Sadly, the government views these people as property of the NSA, and very little recourse is available for survivors, because the perpetrators are protected under the National Security Act of 1947. Human subjects are chosen based on IQ; psychic ability, psychics are naturally good at dissociation; and a genetic predisposition for dissociation. This is type of dissociation is often found in families with intergenerational ritualistic abuse. They needed people who could dissociate because they are easier to control.
Remember this process involves going into the mind and finding their worse fears to be used against them, by tearing apart the mind using various stages of torture and horror. The ones who survived did so by dissociating the abuse, creating alters which could later be programmed to do superhuman feats. In essence their minds are programmed like computers. DNA Activation When the government acquired their genetic engineering technology from the grays, they soon began splicing alien genetics into human DNA. These hybrid children had the same psychic abilities of their extraterrestrial parents but maintain a human appearance. They could perform astonishing feats such as telepathy, telekinesis, object manifestation, and mind control. These are just some examples of the latent abilities all of us have. Most people use only 2% of our brain, but these psychics use substantially more. As we approach the 5th dimension all of us will be able to use more of our brain when our twelve strand ether DNA becomes fully activated, as was the case of the ancient gods of antiquity and accomplished Yogi’s and Buddhist Monks. You can do this too, through the use of music, images, or words your aura can be changed. Your aura carries information for the body's cells to rebuild any aspect of the body. It has information for the codon arrangements that form genes in your DNA and the phenotype abilities that come from them. The basic flow of control: unconscious mind -> aura -> body's conformation and then morphogenesis. Genetic Manipulation PSI abilities such as teleportation, telekinesis, clairvoyance, dematerialization, and super human strength could be enhanced from repeated MILAB experimentations. MIL-AB’s is acronym for military abductions. These are done covertly by a team of mind controlled special-ops, using black triangle crafts and teleportation. Victims are taken to underground facilities where they are subjected to gene splicing technology.
To increase speed and strength jackal DNA would be injected. DNA recovered from bodies found on crashed flying saucers would be used to enhance psychic abilities. With the Tigress Program, Tiger DNA was injected into remote viewers, which increased their clairvoyance. The “Trip Chair” According to the Peasemore Dumb security officer, Barry King, MILAB victims would be programmed in a “Trip Chair.” Once locked in place a visor would be placed over their head which would subliminally insert monarch programming and connect their mind to a computer. A technician would then find their worse fears and a custom program would be designed to rip their minds apart. The chair was often used by remote viewers. A vector would be given, which is an encrypted code for a targeted location; the chair would then decode the brainwave signals so what was being seen by the remote viewer could be viewed on monitors by technicians. If the technician wanted to assassinate someone remotely; they would locate the weakest chakra on the targeted individual and advise the unwitting participant to attack it psychically; causing a heart attack and death.
The “Trip Chair” used to program victims With help from the grays the secret government cracked the genome code. It was determined through genetic testing these accomplished psychics had one genetic trait in common. They carry an alien DNA marker known as the “U” gene, which is responsible for their psychic abilities. The “U” gene is most often found in Celtic or Native American bloodlines. But due to genetic sabotage most of those with the “U” gene, have latent “U” genes. These people are sometimes referred to as Star Seeds, Indigo's, or ELAH, Evolutionary-Level-Above-Human. At some point in their family tree, their DNA was genetically modified in the womb. These are known as 'ontocyborgenergetic' life forms, in a way they are androids but they have a soul. They either follow the lighted path or the path of darkness. Those that follow the lighted path are EVA-Borgs, those who follow the dark side are Draco-Borgs, and they are infested with ‘ontoparasitic’ entities, also known as demons.
The Supreme Gene Around 2003, the government found a way to activate latent “U” genes. The missing link was found in Ethiopia in a human/ape hybrid. They extracted what is known as the “Supreme Gene.” This allowed them to create god-like beings out of anyone who carries the “U” gene marker. Once the genetic manipulation was perfected, their structured dissociation was used to program the use of marital arts, weaponry use, psychic abilities, and combat skills. Right from the start they are groomed to fight. They are perfect super solider. These super soldiers were the perfect weapon in the black op’s world. Under total robotic mind control, they would be sent on time travel missions, black bag ops, or delta teams operations involving the clean up of crashed flying saucers. Sadly, most of those who have undergone this type of programming have either died or gone insane; and many suffer in silence with severe health problems. Some have managed to break free, such as, Andy Pero, ex-MI6 Agent James Casbolt, and Duncan O'Finioan. Be sure to check out James Casbolt’s new book “Agent Buried Alive,” for more information about his experiences.
The Andy Pero Saga I first learned of Andy Pero’s story on the davidicke.com website. Andy reported having an assortment of psychic abilities including telekinesis, teleportation, and supernatural strength enhanced through Monarch style programming riddled throughout his childhood and adulthood. During his college years, Project Paperclip Nazi’s further enhanced his super human abilities using torture and hypnosis. Their methods proved so successful they plugged him into the mind control and time travel experiments taking place underneath Montauk Point, in Long Island, New York. By a freak accident he became self-aware of his programming and began fighting back using the very abilities which the government created. Andy was born in Fallon, Nevada in 1969. At the age of two, his father was transferred to McGraw-Kaserne Army Base, in Munich, Germany, which closed down in 1992. As a young boy the military would program him on the base using strobing lights, needles in his ears and genitalia, electroshock, and hypnotic suggestion. This torture caused Andy to have a severe stuttering problem, which worsened throughout his child hood as the sessions continued. The purpose of this was to create a
hologram like computer inside the mind which would cause his consciousness to be programmed like a robot. He would act on a programmed command but would not second guess what he was told.
University of Rochester Library Programming was preformed on top level.
McGraw-Kaserne Army Base in Munich, Germany
Andy Pero, age 24
“Solider” 1998, movie starring Kurt Russel. This sci-fi action thriller is about a soldier programmed from birth to kill without feeling. Andy Pero was taken to the set to demonstrate his abilities.
Michael A. Pero’s 2008 prison mug shot.
After his father left the service, the family resettled in Stamford, Connecticut. When Andy was seven his government handler murdered his father in front of him to dissociate his personality even further. They gang raped his mother and forced him to watch it. Later in his childhood, his mother relocated to Rochester, New York, which happens to be a hotbed of project paperclip Nazi’s. Here he excelled in both school and in athletics. He would compensate his stuttering problem, which made him appear as a dumb jock, by working out five days a week. During his college years his programming was kicked into high gear at the University of Rochester. His handler was a paperclip scientist, who he referred to as Adolph. While in a trance he was taken to a lab located at the top of the university’s library. His alter “Z” would be accessed using the trigger “Rhino” and programmed using hypnotic suggestion. While in hypnosis he would do amazing things, such as, swim in a tank of ice cold water for 24 hours non-stop, teleport, he could jump off a 20 story building and land on his feet, do push-ups in perfect form for an half hour, squat 1,000 pounds, or crush rocks with his hands.
His handlers found him so useful; soon he was performing black ops. Andy remembers being escorted into an F-16 from a small Rochester airport to an unknown southwest desert location. There were men dressed in black t-shirts and pants performing special military exercises and assassination missions on obstacle courses. Another time, he remembers being taken aboard an aircraft carrier. He also recalled memories of operating the Montauk Chair at Montauk Point, New York. Here he could manipulate matter itself, by creating a chest full of softball and football sized diamonds, which was used to lavishly fund the project. With each mission his memories would be erased and he would then be returned, sometimes only hours later. He was also involved in numerous Delta team operations involving UFO retrieval’s and clean-ups. While in a trance, he was dispatched to secure UFO crash sites, until the scientists came in to do their jobs. There are several of these crashes which occur monthly now. After the clean-up the Delta team’s memories are then erased. One of the ways his handlers would gain funding from politicians was to present demonstrations. While in trance, Andy was taken to the Hollywood set of the movie “Solider”, which starred Kurt Russell. He was asked to perform something impressive. So he went over to a fence by the road and kicks it and smashes it. Someone on the set laughed, as if it was no big deal. So Andy picked up his parked car, a Saab model, and tossed it upside down. The guy ran towards Andy to stop him, so Andy picked him up to and crushed him really bad against a tree. The illuminati tried to recruit Andy as their 42nd degree “Illuminati Golden Boy”. George Bush is reported to be a 42nd degree Mason. The highest level is the 45th degree. Andy says at this level these people were all reptilian shape-shifters. They were 6’2” and taller and wore a belt which would allow them to shape shift from the human form to the reptilian form. As their “Golden Boy”, he was made the inspector of the underground facilities at Montauk Point, Long Island; the Montauk Chair, at Rome National Air Force Base in Rome, NY; the sex slave programming center at 140 Century Road, in Paramus, NJ; and the underwater facility off the
coast of Miami where the grays performed genetic experiments. The illuminati also used him for breeding purposes. However, Andy had other ideas, he refused to cooperate. So his handlers tried to drug him, but needles would bend, preventing them from making injections. The government tried to kill him many times but every time he was poisoned, his body would neutralize it; every time he was shot, bullets would bounce off. Eventually he tried to break away from his handlers by moving to Atlanta, Georgia. In 1999, while in Atlanta, his handlers would pose as friends, girlfriends, and roommates. While bowling with his fake roommate he saw a picture of a “Rhino” which just so happens to be his trigger phrase. To the dismay of his roommate, his memories began to come back. Andy began tapping into his repressed memories. Every step of the way, he would be distracted or neutralized. He began to journal the bits and pieces of his fragmented memories. When pages of his journal began to disappear he soon realized his roommate was his handler working for the government. Desperate for help he contacted various members of UFO researchers and mind control researchers, only to realize how infiltrated they are. He soon realized that not only girlfriend was his chiropractor but she was also one of his handlers. During a session she triggered an alter and he became extremely violent. The police where called out, and when they searched his apartment they found a gun. The resulting confrontation landed Andy in a mental hospital for a few weeks. After his release, a close friend reported seeing some kind of object in his eye perhaps an implanted video camera. Overtime he became more and more paranoid. His only hope was to get his now latent psychic abilities back. To escape the madness, he moved to Arizona and joined a cult. He then traveled abroad to exotic locations such as Nepal, Tibet, and Korea. When his money ran out he sought financial help from his family, but his family would not assist, due to mind control issues of their own. So Andy took what he needed both a car and cash, by force. While under the influence of drugs he stabbed his mother and father with a knife.
After a long dog chase the police finally brought Andy in, his family pressed charges and in the fall of 2000, he was sentenced to prison. His earliest parole date is estimated to be November 2008. After which he will enter into a halfway house. Andy Pero was such a success in the power of genetic engineering that naturally the government wanted to take “The Program” to the next level. Cloned Super Warriors In 1982, at the Moscow Institute of Biological Research, Russian and American scientists successfully produced the first cloned super warrior. Once all the kinks where worked out, secret plans where made to build gigantic deep underground cloning facilities to create these creatures. According to Dr. Richard Boylan, the U.S. National Security Council has the approved the construction of one such base under Djupidalur, Iceland. It is 16 miles long by 1 mile wide. The other major cloning facility is under the ice sheets of Antarctica. This army of loyal brainwashed soldiers equipped with cybernetic and microchip implants, will fight anywhere in the world, without question, with total loyalty, and without hesitation or fear. Many have already been released without the public knowing it. By December 2007 over 72,000 American troops that died in the second Iraqi conflict had been replaced with clones, you better rethink that military career. This cloning project is what Colonel/Dr. Michael Wolf (Kruvant) of NSC's Special Studies Group warned about. He stated that research in human cloning was being perverted by the (Cabal) military to create the Super Hybrid Soldier who would under mental programming would mindlessly follow immoral orders. In the book ‘Catchers of Heaven’, by Dr. Michael Wolf, writes about his involvement in above top secret projects involving the creation and programming of clones, and the development of SDI, Star Wars.
Known as Project Sentinel, his job was to produce a clone which would replace U.S. Marines ‘grunts’, with human robots. Grunts are the first to go into battle. The first clone he created was called J-typing Omega E-Delta-Two, or JOE for short. JOE spent 365 days growing in the tank. From the beginning the government viewed JOE as a failure, because he had a conscience. He would cry when ordered to kill. As a result the government ordered the termination of JOE. To prevent this, Dr. Wolf destroyed the facility then smuggled him out, gave him a new identity, and placed him in hiding, to this day he is still alive. Dr. Wolf writes from his book ‘Catchers of Heaven’ “The brass were still waiting for me, the project’s senior scientist, to give an explanation for J.O.E’s seemingly clear failure to kill a dog, a harmless and gentle animal. I rather incautiously, and injudiciously, began a little, insecure attempt to explain J.O.E.’s inability to carry out a clearly immoral order....Gentlemen, this is an unbelievable advance in science, the full, not partial ability to read accurately genetic codes— but not just to read them, to redo, remodel, reconstruct-dashmanipulate, reconstruct and plan genetic codes, not just cloning, but to create a viable human-like and incredibly ability-endowed superior human, a powerhouse of mind and muscle, but human nevertheless.” “Shall we negotiate with God Himself on the question of, if one believes, the insertion of a soul or spirit? He does have a conscience. You see a failed experiment, gentleman; I see the more evolved human of the future, a gift, a treasure. There are no adjectives or words to even partially explain the significance of this J-Type. “You should stare at an already-arrived future with joy and a sense of pride! We now possess techniques in a new type of genetic engineering, certainly more than enough for the J-Type’s in vivo creation. How could you be disappointed? How could any of you feel failure? Please answer me!” “We wanted a soldier! You made him want to be a fucking saint!” A moralist. A man of the highest ethics. We wanted a killing solder, an absolute obeyer of orders, any and all orders, a fighter who fights, kills
without moral or ethical inhibitions. This is we wanted....” and that is what they got. “Oh they were right: ‘mad scientist’ and ‘fugitive from himself’, and all. I hate the word official. (And unofficial, too.) “The best way, the best scenario, is the production of a motion picture, placing within it as much truth as possible; yet, viewed by the public as ‘fiction.’ Then, it is only fictional’ that a governmental group has cloned a human. “A cover-up is good when you wish to keep secrets. But when should you have to keep secrets?”
Henoch Prophesies The government has been warned against these projects by Pleiadian contactee, Billy Meier. In 1987 he handed a document to the world leaders known as the Henoch Prophecies, which predicts a hellish ending of this world. The document reveals that the same kind super warrior, and computer technology the government is currently misusing, also took place thousands of years ago on the planet of Henoch, and eventually caused the destruction of its civilization. “Due to the fault of scientists, enormous power will be seized by the power-hungry and their military, their warriors and terrorists, and power will be seized as well through laser weapons of many types, but also via atomic, chemical and biological weapons. Also concerning genetic technology, enormous misuse will occur, because this will be unrestrainedly exploited for the purposes of war, not lastly due to the cloning of human beings for warring purposes, as this was practiced in ancient times with the descendants of Henoch in the regions of Sirius. However, this will not be all of the horrors; as besides the genetic technology and the chemical weapons, far worse and more dangerous and more deadly weapons of mass destruction will be produced and will be used. The irresponsible politicians will unscrupulously exercise their power, assisted by scientists and obedient military forces serving them, who together hold a deadly scepter and will create clone-like beings
which will be bred in a total lack of conscience and will be scientifically manipulated to become killer machines. Division by division and devoid of any feelings, they will destroy, murder, and annihilate everything. ……..last but not least, the fault of the irresponsible scientists who by cloning will create human machines for military purposes, devoid of conscience and feelings, and will create immensely deadly and allannihilating computer-like weapons. At the same time, the danger could become reality that the human combat machines, the military clones, will gain their independence and under their own management will bring death, devastation, destruction and annihilation to the human beings of Earth and to the planet.”
Pleiadian contactee, Billy Meier, shown here in 1978. After numerous assassinations attempts on his life, the government finally took him out in the mid 1990’s. He was then replaced with a cloned duplicate.
3 NATHAN WILDER TELLS IT ALL
After studying Andy Pero’s encounter and the mind control research, I knew some how Nate was involved in “The Program.” The following conversations have been edited for spelling and clarity.
Saturday, November 20, 2004
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“Sweet, I joined MENSA.” “Congratulations, I always believed you could do it, what was your IQ tested to be?” “...168. What the hell is wrong with me? I’m a freak.” “Why do you think this? There is nothing wrong with that score. You should be proud. Don’t be so hard on yourself. Lots of people have high IQs. Theirs nothing crazy at all about it and besides one day you will wish it was higher.” “Uh... lets see. I'm a huge person (he was 6’5”), I have a high IQ. I'm scary, believe me I am, and I have such a big penis that a girl I knew a year ago wont sleep with me anymore.” Trying not to laugh to hard, I asked, “You sure your not a project of government gene manipulation. Was your father in the military?” “Yeah, and my uncle and my brother, the bigger one.” “Where you ever taken to government bases as a child for special lessons?” “Sometimes, but I just got vaccinations, and likesometimes they did physicals. I ran, they monitored my heartbeat.”
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“Do you remember any hypnosis going on?” “No, and I would- too. Hey man- I hate the government.” “Yes I agree, why do you hate them?” “Oh- I can’t even begin. I could almost swear I’m being watched.” “By whom?” “Look at me - My muscles and bones are spurting, I have telepathy, I’m a future seer, I’m clairvoyant, I have a huge IQ.” “How old where you when your father died?” “About 7.” “Did the death cause any emotional long term trauma? Like him being murdered in front of you, something of that nature?” “...Don’t wanna talk about it.” “You should read the story of Andy Pero, seriously it’s worth a look. His story is very similar to yours. The government has been getting genetic engineering technology from the aliens for decades. They are creating an engineered race of humans to fight in the coming civil war. They are reactivating dormant DNA that we all have in us. Andy was one example. As a child they took him to government bases and used torture to dissociate his personality. Then when he was 7, they used the traumatic death of his father as way to further disassociate the personality” “Oh my god... I just realized something.” “What?”
Nate logs off the Internet and logs back online 10 minutes later. James: Nate: James: Nate: “Okay, are you going to tell me what you forgot?” “What?” “Did you remember what happened?” “I dunno.”
Nate changes into a different person. His amnesia wasn’t the only thing that was odd. James: “You told me, oh my god... I just realized something. What
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did you realize?” “...I never said that” “It says so on my computer screen, do you remember the last thing I said.” “No?” “I talked about Andy Pero, do you remember me talking about that?” “...?” “You where asking me why you had all your abilities, and Andy Pero’s story seem to be similar to yours. Did your mother ever live in Rochester, NY when you where young, or ever live there before?” “.... Born and raised in Rochester till I was 5.” “Oh my God, this is too strange. Your life story is becoming more and more similar to Andy’s. I am going to repeat this again because you don’t seem to remember what we last talked about. The aliens have been doing genetic experiments on humans for decades. The Illuminati is working with the aliens to create a mind controlled super human solider to fight in the coming war. They are reactivating dormant DNA that all of us humans have. In particular, the ability to have telekinesis and telepathy.” “Dude, you're crazy.” “No this is what Andy claims; they have been implanting DNA from these soldiers, into women with high IQs, and who are often brainwashed themselves. Then they split their personality at a young age, usually this done at military bases using hypnosis and then trauma. Later they use a traumatic event such as the death of the father in front of the child to further dissociate the personality. In Andy’s case his father was murdered in front of him at a young age. After high school he went to the University of Rochester, were some Nazi CIA officers used mind control on him to develop his abilities. Andy under hypnosis was able to jump off a 20 story build and bring him self together. He could memorize anything instantly. He could use psychic teleportation to move to another location, or use thoughts to kill.” “What the fuck are you talking about!?” “Andy Pero’s story.”
“Who is this?”
Not answering the question I continued……. James: “He was a mind controlled slave of the Illuminati. They where still doing this secretly in the early nineties till Andy exposed them in 1998. After Andy moved to Atlanta, they followed him to make sure Andy didn’t break free of his programming. But it was too late. So they tried to kill him, but couldn’t. He could make his muscles 1,000,000 harder than steel and needles couldn’t go in, he could even stop bullets. They tried to kill him but couldn’t after he killed 8 agents they gave up he moved to Atlanta. They continued to watch him. Andy broke away through the help of some friends. But now he is back under mind control, and the Illuminati implanted his eyes with a camera. Let me ask you something?”
At this point, Nate again logs off the Internet and returns 10 minutes later. Something different happens this time, instead of telling me what he remembered he appears to not even know me. He was beginning to freak me out. So when he asked for my name I gave him my yahoo ID which is bearish_123. Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: “Who are you?” “It’s me your friend, Bear. Who are you?” “Who the hell is bear?” “I’m Nate’s friend. Is this Nate’s soul speaking me?” “Stay away from Nate- he's a very special project, so-tosay.” “But he’s expressed desire to have free will. Why can’t he have it?” “If everyone had free will, terror would run amok.” “That is why there is love, what you’re doing to him is wrong, you could help him do good things for mankind.” “Wrong, that can not be determined by you and your hippie friends.” “I’m not a hippie and wrong is determined by serving yourself. Good is determined by serving others.” “He is serving others, he's serving us.”
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“But Nate wasn’t even given a choice. Doesn’t god allow free will?” “His dad was. His father is the sole foundation of why he's here. Give him time.” “Why must Nate pay for his fathers choices? Time is running out, you know there isn’t much time left.” “There is plenty of time.” “Why not make a difference now, for the better. Isn’t life love?” “No, life is a struggle to stay alive and peaceful. And that it what our creations strive for.” “God is love, and he breathed into us his spirit, this is why life is love. The natural law of creation gives us free will you are violating Nate’s free will.” “You have to learn some lessons on humans.” “I am willing to learn, but Nate is my friend, and he’s been hurt so much. You could do so much more if you followed the natural order of the universe.” “Nate has taken several wounds, which we have repaired. We need him for several more missions, and then we will dispose of him.” “Was he even asked if he wanted to do these missions?” “No, but his father did agree.” “Then you have no authority over him correct? Nate is not his father?” “We do what is right, maybe not morally, maybe not now. But it is right, nonetheless.” “It is unbalanced. Fear in the long run will end up destroying you. When we follow the right order of the universe things are balanced and then we can all live together peacefully. Don’t you realize, you reap what you sow. It is not Nate who is being punished it is you.” “The balance of the universe is not what will help us. We want the balance to be better, and it will be.” “Free will is a law from god. This is how we have balance. You say you want things to get better but you’re controlling him and it is not fair for Nate. He has the right to make his own decisions.” “Don't alert our project of his powers. It might not be a good idea.”
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“If you kill me go ahead I will only end up coming back. You don’t need to use fear on me.” Nate: “Who says we're going to kill you?” “You should have thought of your choices a long time ago before manipulating humans for millennia’s.” “It might not be you, we'll hurt. Don't tell Nate, trust me, you don't want that happening to him.” “Fine hurt me. My love for one friend is more worthwhile than your stupid project, it’s not right to live a lie.” “I never said we were going to hurt you: But I am saying if you tell Nate, it will threaten our plans. Because when Nate finds out…….” “It’s not fair for Nate what your doing. He tells me he is in pain on the inside.”
His DID/MPD alter probably switched at this point……. Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: “Nate started this.” “How did he start it? Where you created by the Illuminati.” “No. Nate was an adulterous buffoon. He ……. didn’t ….. help…… at all.” “Help what? Are you a foreign spirit (demon) from a different astral plane? Am I’m talking to bad Nate then?” “I am another 'aware' version of Nate. I am here to keep him from fucking up.” “But he’s suffering from multiple personality disorder. I myself have PTSD and no how hard it is dealing with pain. Help him by giving him the knowledge and wisdom to have free will. You’re not helping him by controlling him.” “Yes, I am, otherwise he wouldn’t have created me.” “Who did the abuse? Was it the father?” “No. Nate.” “Please give Nate a chance.” “I am Nate, but, I'm not Nate... I help Nate deal with Nate.” “What is your name?” “I don’t know, call me what you will.” “Does Nate have any connections with what happened to Andy Pero.” “Some, very little.” “Does he have genetically engineered DNA.”
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“Yes.” “If Nate wanted to have his life back are you willing to give it to him?” “If he asks, no, if he wants, yes.” “Is the government watching Nate?” “Not anymore, his... uniqueness has grown out of control.” “How do you know? You see we humans desire to have free will. Mind control in the end, ends up as a failure because it’s not the way where are created.” “I know but I am handing him his life on a silver platter, you see. I get him laid, strength, ok grades. I make him who he wants to be. He thinks it’s natural, I do all the hard work.” “He says he feels no shame when he has sex, why?” “Because, I decided to take it out of him. I feel shame when he has sex.” “I’m sorry Nate. Can you change this? It’s hard to take pain away by not dealing with it. When I tried hypnosis for the first time, I went into my subconscious mind and I found my soul hiding in a closet. He looked like a dying skeleton, I asked him why he was hiding, and he told me because he was in pain. I took him out and put him in a mansion. Could you do this?” “I don't like traveling into Nate’s mind. Nate's inner child is a freak.” “How so?” “Nate's mind is a scary place. Scares even me, and I am designed by Nate to be virtually fearless.” “We fear what we don’t know. When were you created?” “The playground.” “What happened?” “He got beat up by a group of kids. They held him down and whipped him with belts.” “But Nate wanted to fight.” “Nate couldn't fight.” “Wow, does his mom know about this?” “His parents knew, they moved him somewhere else, where kids would spit on him.” “Why would they move him somewhere worse?” “They didn't know.” “Are Nate’s parents a project of mind control, or in the
Nate later told me his mother was allowing this to happen………. James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: “Maybe they where just ignorant on how to deal with things. Its sad they hurt you so bad.” “I'm protecting him.” “But he’s 16 now, he’s 6'5” you don’t have to be afraid anymore.” “So he's big?” “Yes, you did your job well and I’m sure you will continue to do so.” “I still need to protect him.” “How did you make him so big?” “Because…... he's my friend. And the more distraught his mind is, the longer I have to live there. His mind is a horrible place, so dark and shadowy. Nothing is happy and pain is at every corner. That’s why he needs me.” “Are you happy?” “I don't exist. I'm not happy... I'm not sad either.” “Sometimes I know what that feels like, being numb, but it takes away from having peace. You never can feel joy; you live your life without purpose. Where’s the drive? All we can do is try to get better to prevent failures. These kids on the playground won’t beat Nate up any more, and you told me it’s in his genes to have telepathy and other abilities. Can’t you try using them?” “He doesn’t want them.” “Can you tell me why he doesn’t want them, we all have the ability. It’s just that our DNA is dormant, there is nothing bad about that.” “Sort of, telepathy hurts him.” “How does it hurt him?” “He feels pain that others feel.” “Try to put a shield up. Imagine a bubble around yourself, this bubble can stop thoughts……….” “No it can’t... tried.” “Is there a way he can stop them without having to be in pain?”
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“….No.” “If I could help Nate control his telepathy would you be willing to find a happy place to live?”
Another alter switches……… Nate: James: Nate: “I have been with Nate since day one, so my personality is actually quite lacking.” “Where you created by a computer, like with the Montauk boys?” “No, I was created by a moment. The moment Sean pushed him to the ground and held him down, I was created in his eyes. My name is Max.” “How old was Nate.” “7 about to turn 8.” “Oh I’m glad to meet you, I am James.” “Nice to meet you.” “Did he have psychic abilities or telekinesis even before the age of 7?” “Yeah.” “I always heard stories of this but never thought it was real.” “I am imaginary, Nate’s mind setting is imaginary, and you’re not actually meeting me.” “If your a friend of Nate your a friend of mine.” “I'm Nate’s best friend. I stick up to his enemies. I go for the girl. Nate’s just a passenger who thinks he’s lucky.” (laughing) “lol I bet.” “lol.” “But he’s expressed desire to be normal. One time he said he just wants to be a normal teen, well I guess he never could be, being with his DNA. But I’m sure he can find a balance.” “He doesn’t want to be normal.” “Why not?” “Because, every standardized test, every geometric equation expresses the average guy, no matter how smart he is, someone is smarter. He will remain average in his own eyes until I find a way to change it.” “Thank you for talking to me. I have so many more
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questions.” “Ahhhh” “Are you a demon?” “No, an imaginary figure, created by a twisted mind.” “But you’re just as human as Nate, you are a part of him.” “No, I’m not human. I'm imaginary. Nate doesn’t know I exist. Don't tell him. He has a book about me, that he wrote... lol.” “I remember him saying he had a friend named Max once, he said he was smarter and had all the girls. Was that you?” “Ahh the subtle gratitude of gracious soul.” “I wish I could read that book.” “It's not that good.” “But, its about you, it is who you are why wouldn’t it be good? You’ve done such a good job helping Nate.” “It’s about an imaginary figure named Max who comes to take Nate’s life.” “Would you want to become reintegrated? I need to read up more on MPD though.” “I would like to not exist. I hate life and humans. The only thing I love is Nate.” “How about me?”
Nate then logs off the Internet. From the research I gathered from various books and the internet, these conversations are indicative of someone suffering from MPD/DID. Most people who suffer from it usually have eight alters on average. So I was curious as to who else was in his head. Another side note, a few months before this conversation, Nate told me his best friends, Max and Jeremy, where at his house on a sleep over. At that time I didn’t realize they where alters.
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Nate had no clue about the previous night’s conversation. Curiosity got
the best of me and I asked Nate for more information about the kids that beat him up on the playground. The following is this two hour conversation. Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: “Hey” “Hello. How was your day?” “It was OK, yours?” “I still have a few more questions, but it got so late last night.” “Huh? ……… What about it?”
Nate is unable to recall the previous night’s conversation. With DID/MPD there are amnesia walls, preventing other alters from knowing what’s going on. In Nate’s case it is the main personality which appears to be suffering from amnesia, until triggered otherwise. James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: “I can’t say much. But I want to know how old Sean was, if you remember.” “Who is Sean?” “The playground” “wtf?” “I guess you don’t know. Tell Max I’m still trying to do more research to help him.” “Who the fuck is Max?” “You wrote a book about him, he’s your best friend.” “He is? My best friend is Jake. I don’t even know anyone named Max.” “I didn’t sleep well last night because I was so worried about you.”
I think Jake is another alter. At this point Nate zones out for about 10 minutes…….. Then responds……. Nate: James: Nate: James: “Hi” “Your back.” “James, do not mention me, not to Nate.” “How much can I mention? I just wanted to know how old Sean was, because I think the government might be behind
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this abuse. Can you tell me when you went to those military bases as a child, where you put under hypnosis and abused? ………Max, would it be okay to talk about the abuse but not mention your name to Nate?” “No.” “I believe you have been manipulated, let me explain. See in Andy’s case the government used abuse at a young age to dissociate his personality at those military bases and Nate told me he was at one of those bases for physicals. I think it’s possible the government could have put Nate under hypnosis and began abusing him, and it’s possible those kids who beat him up on the playground where mind controlled as well. This was done to further dissociate you…… When Andy was 7, his father was killed cold blood in front of him. This was the final straw, he broke, and this seems to be what happened to you. The government has been using abuse to create you, so that they can use you one day to be a solider, to murder people. The ones who did this are the Illuminati. They are a group of Satanists and Nazis who want to control the world and control us. In Andy’s case he broke free because he had a group of friend’s who tried to help him. Andy had great abilities. He could stop bullets. He could put a pencil 2 inches deep into a concrete wall.” “Nate is a new project.” “New in what way?” “One of the agents used to control him is another personality, names ZZ.” “Is ZZ created by a computer matrix? For example some of the Montauk boys had artificial souls implanted in them.”
Technically they weren’t artificial souls but computerized programmed alters created to perform super human abilities. The soul would be extracted, programmed then put back into the original body or a clone. Nate: James: Nate: “ZZ is like me, only different, ZZ is violent, angry, and counterbalancing.” “Was ZZ created by the SS officers at those military bases when he was a kid?” “Yeah.”
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“Sounds like something a Nazi would do,” “I hate the government.” “It’s not fair how they treated you, one Nazi Germany was enough. Having those bastards in America is not fair for you. Tell me about the playground. Do you think what I said about those kids who beat you up, where working for the government, is true?” “Partially.” “Perhaps the kids themselves where just as much victim’s as you. Please listen, don’t get mad. The government could be doing the same thing to them, putting them under hypnosis, and then using them as agents to do their evil on you. How old was Sean?” “13.” “How come you know about Andy Pero?” “Everything Nate knows I know.” “Yeah but I just mentioned it by accident and you showed up, what else do you know about what happened in Rochester?” “Lots, there were kids there that Nate was best friends with and he knows when their in trouble, but he doesn’t know who they are.” “Are they telepaths?” “Sort of.” “Is Nathan related to Andy in some way?” “No, Nathan is a new project. Slower-but in time he is supposed to be a stronger version.” “Yeah there is nothing wrong with being strong. But great power requires great responsibility. These people mistreated you. Do you believe this?” “I believe power belongs to the one who doesn’t want it.” “Did the Nazis tell you this? I like to learn about his project assignment. Is it telepathy?” “No. He’s an experiment.” “What is the goal? Do you remember what his purpose is?” “Experimental, hello!” “lol, maybe you don’t know………Did Nate see any aliens in those military bases, like the Reptilians or Greys? Okay how about when his father was killed, did the government do it? Maybe you don’t know.”
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“….No idea..” “The ones who created your alters are the ones who are also responsible for the abuse. Like with Andy, a Nazi killed his father cold blood in front of him.” “Ah…” “Do you remember seeing any Nazis?” “No.” “Perhaps you where to young to understand.” “Hmm possible.” “What else do you remember about that time? You said there where lots of kids. Do you know how many? …….. You must have been so young then. You told me the government is not watching you anymore. They followed Andy even when he was in college. Have you noticed any peculiar people watching you?” “Yeah.” “Do you remember what they looked like, or why they seemed unusual?” “I don’t know.” “Will you get in trouble for telling me?” “I don’t know.” “How often do they put you under hypnosis?” “Not often.” “Do you still go to military bases?” “It only happened when I was a kid.” “Do you feel pain when talking about this?” “No, I never feel anything.” “I feel pain for you, because your very soul was violated, did you know it’s not normal to go through what you went through?” “Hmm.” “No one deserves to have their personality split, ZZ should have never been created, nor should you Max.” “I know.” “You are suffering from multiple personality disorder, caused by those bastard Nazis. I don’t know how to cure it. I could be killed for helping you, but I don’t care. You’re my friend and I will do what I can to help you.” “Ok.” “Do you want me to help you?”
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“No.” “Why not?” “Because, Nate’s a big boy.” “But he’s been abused, do you believe this?” “Huh?” “When we are helpless this is when our friends come to pick us back up.” “Oh” “His father was killed by these people, and Nate hasn’t connected the dots yet. Max do you know if your handlers used a special password to get access to your mind? Sometimes they will have a code word.” “Hmm…” “For Andy it was Rhino, do you know it?” “Wolf. Alaskian Wolf.” “Are there any government mind caps on your head?” “No.” “Good, that’s a relief, I could be killed if I violated them, but if I did so be it.” “Hmm....” “They use fear to control us; they do it all the time. Look at George Bush; he’s using terrorism to take away our rights. Did you know Bin Laden worked for the same group who did this to you?” “Hmm.” “He worked for the CIA. The CIA / NSA and Illuminati have been using Nazi methods on us for decades. Ever since they where asked to come here to America after the war. One of their projects is genetically engineered soldiers, this is you. The Illuminati themselves are Satanic, and so is most of the CIA. You are a project of them. Their goal is to take over the world and bring about a one world government. They need mind controlled slaves who have telepathic abilities to communicate to each other because phone lines will be down in the war. Does this sound like your project?” “Yes, I was raised in a town with a group of kids, and we didn’t speak to each other.” “Having telepathy is not bad, less than 1% of the population has it. Genetic engineering is good, one day all
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people will be able to have your abilities. But God gives us these gifts for the better of mankind. You don’t have to fear telepathy; you can use it for good. Just don’t cave into fear, always remember they will try to break you. They are responsible for killing your father, and maybe what happen with Sean, do you believe this?” “Hmm, I don’t know.” “I think the government made you, to fight in the coming civil war, but that war will fail because its fear based. The bible says you reap what you sow, this means what you do to others will be done unto you. It’s a supernatural law of the universe, one day the people who hurt you will suffer from it. But you don’t have to suffer anymore. Use your abilities to fight them.” “Nate’s abilities aren’t strong enough.” “But, Nate told me he could lift 400 pounds and he could lift 700 pounds using his mind.” “Yes he can, but he will lose his abilities if he revolts.” “It’s in his DNA; you told me this they can’t take it away.” “His body is controlled by several buttons and computers, they monitor his functions. When he tried to leave, they shut it down.” “Describe the computers functions.” “They will kill him. I know because it’s in my system.” “I didn’t know they could did this now, maybe you been brainwashed to believe they can kill you.” “...they CAN kill me.” “Okay, would you been willing to see a hypnotist to deprogram all of this?” “No.” “Why not? They can tear out this programming and build you up better. Would you want to be set free? Perhaps you’re afraid, or maybe you hate yourself to much.” “No, A lone wolf is a dangerous wolf.”
Lone wolf programs are used by the NSA to keep MKULTRA victims from breaking free. James: “Did they tell you this? This is why we must have knowledge, so that we can have freedom. The bible says
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the truth shall set you free, and in the book of Hosea, it says, my people suffer from lack of knowledge. What you fear is being alone.” “You don’t understand.” “I’m trying too understand, it’s just so hard, I wish I could do the things you can. I wonder what it would be like to live in a colony of children who use their mind to talk to people, but it’s not my mission here on earth. You shouldn’t fear your abilities.” “Nate controls more than immense strength.” “What else he can do?” “Scary things.” “Like?” “Like mind control, telekinesis, scaling flat walls.” “How about teleportation?” “Yes.” “Can you materialize objects out of thin air like gold bars or diamonds.” “Diamonds.” “Wow, no wonder they got you under control. Man I wish you could see Saint Germain. He can do this too, but he’s using his abilities to stop the Illuminati. You can too, if I try to ask him to help you will you be willing?” “No.” “Is it possible I could change your mind?” “No.” “Damn, you’re not going to make things easy for me, your going to be stuck like this for the rest of your life. Is this what you want?” “Somewhat, I want to be alone.” “Would you want to leave the country?” “No.” “They will keep using you for your mind.” “I know.” “Unless you want to fight them, they will never leave you alone.” “Dante wants to fight. He's the expression of Nate’s freedom, but we can’t let him take control. He will kill.” “Will he kill those who hurt him?” “Yes.”
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“They are evil people; I don’t believe Nate should kill but perhaps it’s the only way for Nate to be alone. If you don’t try to stop them they will do this to others. Is my life in danger for asking you these questions?” “No.” “Good.” “Start calling me Dante, cause that’s who you are talking to!” “Sure, I never met you before.” “I’m Dante, several weird combinations by Nate.” “Dante, how many personalities are their?” “Well, their are five.”
There are probably a lot more than five, he may not know of the others or is lying to prevent them from coming out……. James: Nate: James: Nate: “Wow, can you name them?” “Me, ZZ, Max, Mike, Jeremy.” “Hey I think I talked to Jeremy before. How come you have to fight so much?” “It’s right, why do you inquire so much? I have to go.”
Nate retires for the night. From this conversation it is safe to say I was dealing with MPD. I hope some of the things I said will help him break out his programming, without triggering a suicide program.
4 DEPROGRAMMING ATTEMPT
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
At this point, I knew professional help would be needed, but since very few professionals are educated in MKULTRA, I took it into my own hands to deprogram him. If the government is behind this, which I believe it is, chances are his mother and father is probably under mind control as well. I also doubt the police authorities would assist him, because they are clueless what’s really going as well. In the case of medical doctors they would just probably sequester him in a mental hospital until he is drugged up and unresponsive.
With no one else to turn to, I did what I could using what information I could find online to attempt a deprogramming session. My primary goal was not a full integration of his (D.I.D.) alters but, rather, I wanted his alters to gain some insight on his situation. So that, perhaps, they could protect Nate against any further brainwashing. I took Andy Pero’s advice and used the information from Dr. D. Corydon Hammond’s speech titled, "Hypnosis in MPD: Ritual Abuse" also known as the Greenbaum Speech, as a deprogramming guide.
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“Hi.” “Hey……. I been worried sick, are you okay?” “Yeah, I’m fine. Jesus, what’s gotten into you lately?” “I can’t say, I couldn’t sleep last night, I want to help you but I been told not to talk, do you trust me?” “Yeah….? Except when you go crazy for short times.” “I need a big, big favor. Can I put you in hypnosis?”
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“No?” “Damn, you aren’t making things easy for me. I need to talk to your subconscious mind. Can you put yourself into hypnosis and let me talk to you that way?” “No.” “You’re right, it’s your life. I only want to help. Is this the time you think I go crazy?” “Yup…lol”
At this point Nate still has no clue I was talking to his alters at our last encounter. James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: “Do you still take Ritalin and Lithium?” “Uh huh” “I want to know who fills your prescription. Is it a family doctor?” “Uh huh.” “How long have you seen him?” “Long.”
I ask him this because I think his doctor may be working for the government, and part of the cover-up. James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: “Shit…... Your friend Max how long have you known him?” “Uh Who?” “Never mind, forget I said that. Do you space out a lot?” “Uh huh.” “Do you ever end up in places and never know how you got their?” “Yeah. What you getting at?” “Does your mom know about this?” “No…..” “Don’t tell her anything, nothing.” “K.” “Do you keep a journal?” “Yeah….” “Is it possible your parent’s might be reading it? Well hopefully they aren’t. Don’t let them find it.”
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me. James: Nate: James: Nate: “How long have you been using those meds?” “A while….why?” “Like, how many years? You don’t need to be using them, crap are you okay? Please don’t zone out on me.” “You’re pushing it James.”
At this moment his alter switched….. James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: “I’m sorry.” “Why, James? No need to beat around the bush, this is ZZ.” “You switch to fast.” “Not that fast, bud.” “I need to ask some questions for the subconscious mind?” “Will this stop all the questioning in front of Nate?” “I didn’t think I said that much.” “Yes, oh it was pretty obvious. He could have put it together with all those eccentricities you were pulling.” “I just been so worried.” “You want to talk to the subconscious mind or not?” “Yes”
I wanted to talk to the subconscious mind because I needed to access the core programming, located within the soul essence. Remember, when the government creates alters their minds are controlled by a holographic computer program, known as the core. Alpha, beta, delta, theta, etc. control the programming, self destruct features, and suicide programs. The process of deprogramming requires access to these programs, and then reintegration into the main personality. Before integration can occur I first need to eliminate the barriers placed around the alters. Using a little creative imagery, I had him pretend a high powered laser would fry any imaginary walls or programming. Nate: James: Nate: James: “Ok…..which one?” “This is for the inner core. Is their any part of you that knows about alpha, beta, delta, or theta.” “Which components of them?” “Any, Is there anyone who knows? Say I’m here, I want some part who knows anything about this to come up.”
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“Yes, these are brain waves...” “Do you know any thing about Omega? Is there any part inside who has this information?” “Omega core?”
Omega is a suicide program, remember this needs to be deactivated first to ensure he doesn’t kill himself. However, I don’t think I am taking the right approach. Nate seems to think alpha, beta, delta, etc. are brainwave patterns and now I am unsure how to proceed. James: Nate: James: Nate: “No one knows? I want the core to look to see if something is blocking this information.” “Someone is, sort of...” “Go around and look at the back of the head and tell me what you notice on the back of the neck or head.” “Can’t, nothing there.”
Sometimes the handlers place imaginary wires and circuit boards at the back of the head or neck. Ripping these out is one way to remove the programming. The back of the neck also contains the master implant which controls all the other implants. James: Nate: James: “Is there any part inside that continues to have contact with the government?” “My eyes....” “Shit. No wonder, Nate said he blinds himself.”
I believe Nate was referring to a video camera eye implant, which Andy Pero first revealed. This implant is one of the reasons why Andy had trouble breaking away from his handlers. This confirms my worst fears. They are watching him and but now they are watching me. Nate also told me one time, in the future, during the civil war, he would be blinded by the government and then he dies a bitter, angry man at the hands of an assassin. Nate: James: Nate: “He was put in a treatment facility for trying to scratch his eyes out...” “I’m crying now.” “Why?”
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“It’s because they have no right to do this to you.” “A high gauss magnetic field might fry the circuits, like an EMP pulse.” “It’s hard to fight an enemy with outposts in my head.” “If their was a doctor associated with this programming and his name was a color you know like Dr. Chartreuse or something what would the color be?” “Dr. Gray.” “What do you know about Dr. Gray’s background.” “………..” “Damn what did they do to you?”
At first I didn’t realize it but the Dr. Gray he mentioned is a Gray ET. Next I try to delete any backup programs. James: Nate: James: “Find the computer in your mind. Do you see it? How many backup programs are there in your head?” “310,102,310” “I want the core if necessary using the telepathic ability you have to read minds to obtain for me the erasure codes for all these programs.” “Negative.” “There must be a wall. Do you see a wall?” “Affirmed.” “Can you look around it?” “Negative.” “I want you to use a laser to vaporize the wall so that nothing is left.” “Negative, 404.1 error.” “Well let’s try this instead. I want you to install another computer into your mind.” “Negative. There are four processing units in my mind.” “Describe their functions.” “Control processor, Cognitive thinking, creative thinking, and literary usage. Cognitive thinking = combat.” “I want you to use your telepathic abilities to obtain the erasure codes for these 4 programs.” “Negative.” “Is it the wall again?” “Nate’s rule 12. Do not follow any statement unless
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authorized by main core.” “How do I gain access to the main core?” “I am the main core.” “Core, if there was a doctor who made you, what would his name be?” “Nathan Wilder.” “Core, did Nathan Wilder do something to you to create you and if yes, what would it be?” “Nathan Wilder is who I am.” “Core you have done your job well protecting Nate. Tell me what does the control processor control?” “3-2=940-4309452xy32”
This odd sequence of numbers may be some sort of trigger code. My speculation the first two numbers “3-2” could refer to him being from a 2nd generation ritualistic abuse family and third born. If anyone has more information about this code please contact me. James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: “Show me a way to delete you. So that I can use your programs to help Nate.” “Negative.” “How old was Nate when you where created?” “5 minutes.” “Damn.” “It was a quick procedure.” “Core, describe how it is done.” “I would rather not.” “Tell me what you can. What would it be like? Electroshock or needles?” “Electroshock.” “No one deserves this, they abused you. You did you job well protecting him. He was only a baby. He had no way to fight. Core did you see any pulsing light goggles placed over your eyes?” “Yes.”
The younger the child is when first exposed to trauma the more permanent the programming is. It appears our government has now stooped so low that they are using babies in mind control experiments. This is why I believe his parents must have participated.
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“They used this to induce brainwashing.” “Hmmm.” “Normal people do not deserve to go through this. But, you are normal because your alters have kept you alive, now you don’t need to control Nate anymore. He’s not a baby anymore. Use your programs to help Nate. Core what is the name of the program that will self destruct you?” “Main core, and 310,102,310 backup explosive programs.” “Core describe the function of 310?” “310 is a small explosive device... placed at motor/sensory cortex, placed at both temp lobes.” “Describe the function of 102?” “Blows out my hearing and telekinesis.” “What is the function of the last 310 mentioned?” “Blows off my motor sensory functions.”
These statements make me believe that the government or the grays have installed detonators inside his head. James: off?” Nate: James: “Core, has a device similar to this in the past ever gone “No. IT would immediately kill him.” “Damn, no wonder Nate tells me he will be an angry man when he gets older. Core, if there was anyway to destroy these devices, what would it be?” “Killing Nate.” “Core, do you have a video camera in your eyes?” “Inadvisable. Yes.” “Who is watching it?” “Forbidden.” “Core, use your psychic abilities to fry the devices. God, why do they have to do this to you.” “sys terminate....” “Thank you for your time. Okay I’m done questioning. Can I at least tell Nate goodnight?” “Hello?” “Hi, I wanted to tell you goodnight.” “Night. They call me memory... I will put that in.” “Thank you memory. Hey memory is it possible one day we
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can meet in person. Maybe after the war?” “After the war I will not exist.” “When will you die?” “2025.” “Oh that’s not much time. Do you know when I die?” “4 years.” “From what?” “Car accident.” “What happens?” “Memory made a joke...” “I don’t like your jokes.” “You don’t die for a while.” “What do I die from?” “That’s all the information you needed.” “What do I die from?” “Forbidden. Nate would rather not tell you, which is why it will not work.” “Nate told me once I will die in 2034 from a drug overdose. Is this true?” “If he told you it would be sooner. James, you go searching for so much information that won’t help you. Try to avoid that. It will make your life a lot longer.”
Nate then retires for the night. At this point, I’m really pissed off at the government, but what can I do? After all, the government denies mind control experimentation takes place. So who is going to believe me?
Saturday, November 27, 2004
A few days later, we talk once again. This time Nate seems to be very upset over something. Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: “Hello James.” “Hi, is this Nate?” “The question isn't 'is this ‘Nate’, the question is what state of mind he would be in.” “What’s wrong with him?” “He can’t sleep so I take over.”
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“Does he have trouble sleeping every night?” “Yes.” “Drink some warm milk that helps. Would you like to learn how to relax?” “No, this is when I can do things...” “You mean telekinesis and all?” “Sort of” “What can you do?” “Missions.” “Like what kinds?” “Can’t tell you we’d both die.” “Shit, are they using you? Yeah, don’t tell me then.”
I assume at this point he is involved in black ops. This could range anywhere from cleaning up crashed UFO’s, time travel, or perhaps psychic reconnaissance. James: Nate: James: Nate: “I’m sorry they do this to you.” “Ha, no problem.” “Do you get depressed from doing this?” “No….Nate gets depressed from parents that are never around. We need them though. If they weren’t around he would be a trouble maker.” “Yeah, I don’t think I like them very much anyway, maybe they are getting paid to take care of Nate. How many hours of sleep does he get every night?” “30 minutes,” “Is this enough?” “For him it is.” “But a growing mind needs 8 hours of sleep a night.” “He thinks he gets 10.” “Are their any negative repercussions?” “No.” “You’re clever.” “Why?” “Could I survive on 30 minutes a night?” “Negative.”
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The reason why Nate could sleep 30 minutes a night could be explained by either his alien genetics, activated DNA, or perhaps he is a biological
android. James: Nate: “Which personality am I talking too?” “The one who likes you. My name is Dante.”
Dante represents Nate’s freedom and revenge…… James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: “Do they all like me?” “Negative.” “Hey is Nate’s doctor drugging him on Demerol or using LSD for mind control?” “No, Nate’s doctor hasn't done anything since he was with the children.” “Oh that’s good, I was worried about him.” “Don’t worry about him, that’s Max’s job.” “I know I liked talking to Max. I don’t think he trusts me.” “Max hates you.” “Why?” “Max hates all that exists.” “Is he willing to make an exception for me?” “He would not make an exception for you. He is programmed to hate.” “He said he liked talking to me, was that just a show?” “No. He doesn’t hate non-tangibles.” “What do you mean?” “Something you can’t see, an abstract idea. I represent most of Nate’s emotions, and he likes you so therefore, be grateful you have a freak for a friend.” “Hey Dante, can you tell me something, does Nate have many friends?” “Many girlfriends, not many guy friends.” “Does he have any?” “A couple.” “He mentioned Jake was his best friend, and then the next day he didn’t know who he was. Who is Jake?” “Jake is an imaginary friend.” “Is he another alter? Like Max and Jeremy” “Sort of, Nate sees him. Nate has a few guy friends that exist. Aaron, Marla, she’s a girl that acts like a guy, Luscious.”
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“Does your mom know about Nate’s MPD?” “Um, I would hope so. She doesn't realize the self-destruct part.” “Yeah this is what really upsets me too, one day she won’t even have a son. I’m so sorry what they do to you. What about you step-dad, does he know about your alters?” “Negative.” “Do you like Nazis? They are the ones behind all the experimentations.” “Fuck no” “After world war two and the Nuremberg trials, the government brought them to the U.S. and placed them in the Office of Strategic Service to teach their mind control techniques to spies. The OSS later became the CIA.” “Sorry James, I think I better go. Someone is taking control. Bye.”
Hmmmmm, looks like his handlers didn’t like me spilling the beans.
Sunday, December 05, 2004
One week later, I feared the worst. After reading the stories of other mind controlled victims I knew I was possibly in danger. Worried that they might try to brainwash me, I asked my mom for advice. She instructed me to cut off all contact with Nate and forget about him. I asked my roommate and he laughed in my face after I told him about the eye implant, so I knew I couldn’t get anymore support from him. I always lived my life following the golden rule “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.” It never ceases to amaze me the apathetic attitudes of most people alive now a days. These responses where typical but brushing them aside I continued to assist Nate…… James: Nate: James: Nate: “What’s up? Did I get you in trouble?” “No why?” “You didn’t come online all week I thought you where in trouble. Maybe you where just busy with school.” “No.”
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“I’m glad to hear you are okay. First of all, do you remember me?” “No.” “How long have we been friends?” “I just met you.” “Well at least they didn’t delete your Yahoo Messenger ID.” “What?” “It’s okay, we been friends for 16 months.” “?..Oh.” “ I think they want me to stop being your friend.” “Who?” “The bastards who fucked up your head. Well maybe this was a warning not to mess with you again. Seriously you don’t remember anything about me at all?” “I don't even know my name... I think I can infer that it's Nate. I found some papers.... They say it’s 'Nate Wilder'.” “I’ll try to be your friend, since it seems that’s about the only thing I can do.” “What? …..What's going on?” “Dude your going to flip out again. Please just be patient. You don’t need another one of those nasty headaches.”
Now the reason why I said this, is because headaches occur moments prior to an alter switch. Nate: James: Nate: “I don't have a headache... I actually feel... better?” “Are you drugged?” “No... I just... appeared here. From a white place... not a room. The place was empty. Completely barren, except it looks like something was there once.” “All memories are recorded in the Ashakic records, also known as the book of life. No matter what they do to you this can never be taken away. The conscious mind may forget to protect you from trauma, but the subconscious remembers everything. Don’t worry, in time the memories will come back.” “James, guess who? It’s Max, Nate’s memories and alters are being deleted.” “Did he fight?” “Um... I'm here, aren't I?”
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“Luckily the subconscious mind stores all. One day he will begin to remember.” “That's the area that they attacked.” “Shame on them. I had been praying for you all week. Something told me you needed it, maybe you called out to me. I was so worried for you.” “Aw, that’s sweet.” “Hey your still alive and so am I. Tell me will I have to relearn how to be Nate’s friend now? I don’t want them hurting you because of me.” “I don't know. I don't really know much, they deleted a shit load. I’m lucky they didn't kill him.” “Will you have to move again?” “Possible.” “The good news is God knows all. These atrocities will be recorded, and nothing will be forgotten.” “Uh oh. He's going through another episode... I probably won't be here anymore. Bye James.”
That was the last contact I had with Nate before he started going crazy on me.
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Shortly before Christmas, Nate initiated another conversation with me. This time things where different, he seemed cold and distant emotionally. Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: “James…” “Hi, it’s good to see you’re still alive.” “Yeah…” “Do you want me to stop asking you so many questions?” “Yeah, probably a good idea.” “Did your memories come back yet?” “Negative.” “Are you going to have to move now?” “No…” “Good it must stink having to move so often.”
“I'm not in US anymore. I'm not on earth anymore... I'm not alive anymore. They can't stop me.”
Nate smiles….. James: Nate: James: Nate: James: “Has your soul left your body?” “Sort of, my mind has. They made my mind too powerful.” “Powerful how?” “Telekinetics. They blew up my head.” “Yeah according to the Henoch prophesies, the genetically engineered soldiers would rebel. Oh shit, sounds like the core remembered what I said about them being Nazis.” “Yeah, thanks.”
According to the Henoch prophesies…. “The government in the greed of power was creating genetically engineered mind controlled soldiers who would lack compassion and be fearless killers. Eventually these genetically engineered soldiers would rebel and would wreak havoc on humanity.” At this point Nate logs off the internet. Let me briefly recap what we have learned so far. I accidentally discovered that Nate was suffering from MPD/DID. His alters revealed stories of abuse and government mind control, which the main personality had no knowledge of. When I tried to tell Nate what was going on, his alters would come out and beg me not to talk. They told me it was for his protection. All together, five alters and one core, have appeared. They are Max, Jeremy, Mike, Jake, ZZ, and Dante. The core represent his soul essence, and it runs all the alter programs. There may be more alters but I needed more time to find them. The password to access these alters is ‘Alaskain Wolf.’ Max and Jeremy where probably created due to some sort of abuse from his childhood playmates. I am not sure who or what Mike represents. ZZ represents his revenge and fearlessness, and he was created by the government as a handler. Dante represents his freedom. When they would come out they would tell me tales of horrific abuse,
which probably involved the grays and electroshock. I also believe that his father did not die from a heart attack as Nate claims, but instead was murdered by the government in front of him, as was in the case of Andy Pero. They do this to break the mind so they are more easily controlled. Every night when Nate would go to bed his alters would kick in. He was given mission instructions, perhaps by telepathy, or through implants. He would then teleport to the location to perform some sort of black op. I asked him about the nature of these missions, Nate responded “If I told you they would kill you too.” My guess is he was involved in the retrieval of crashed UFO’s, or involved in psychic assassinations, etc. His alters revealed amazing PSI abilities, such as teleportation, telepathy, manifesting objects out of thin air (i.e. diamonds), levitation, mind control, scaling walls, and other freaky stuff. At one point it appeared that a ‘Dr. Gray’ was talking through Nate, using some form of telepathic mind control. He told me that he was ‘experimental’, and that he was going to be a stronger version in time. I believe this ‘Dr. Gray’ was probably a gray alien robotiod, cloned by the government. Whatever I did, it triggered him to take out revenge against his perpetrators. After doing so the government or the grays found a way to place him back under their mind control and erase his memories of me. He also implied that he was no longer on planet earth.
Monday, December 27, 2004
Six days past by, it was late at night and I couldn’t fall sleep. Someone or something was trying to hack into my mind. Psychically I could sense the energy of a grey. At 5:00 am, I woke up and I received some kind of telepathic communication, which I believe was from a grey. ET: James: “Join us, Join us” “Why should I?”
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“Because you’re special.” “Special how?” “We been watching you, we need your help.” Scared shitless I replied, “Kiss my ass.”
The reason why I am not open to telepathic communication with these entities is because of deep fear of the greys. When I was a child I used to sleep under my bed at night because I felt like the greys where watching me all the time. Later this fear then developed into a serve anxiety disorder, which progressively got worse and worse into my adulthood. However, I am not suggesting I have been abducted, because I have no memories of such.
Thursday, December 30, 2005
Two days later, Nate’s in a jubilant mood…. Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: “So… Did you notice me? I was in your mind...” “No. LOL. Did you use telepathy?” “Uh... sorta. YES!” “What did you hear?” “Lot's of weird shit, I'll give you that” “Like what? Is my head more cluttered than yours?” “No... just- weird. You seem to be scared shitless of your mom.” “Yeah you’re right, she pretty much ignored me while I was growing up and didn’t show me any compassion like a normal human would. If I ever disagreed with her she would become angry, so I stopped trying to have a relationship with her and kept to myself.” “Well, at least you didn't pull a sybil, huh?” “I’m trying to activate my DNA like yours is, LOL, I told you I was weird.” “I gotta go, later Jamie boy.” He then leaves.
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For inquiring minds, the term ‘Sybil’ originated from the book Sybil, which was about a girl who developed multiple personality disorder due to her abusive mother. In 1977, the book was then made into a
movie starring Sally Fields.
Saturday, January 1, 2005
Something weird happened to me at the last week of December 2004. Normally, I have no sex drive, but this week I was horny all the time. It was interesting to say the least, I got carried away and decided to go underwear shopping. While I was strolling about in the mall, a stranger began stalking me. He appeared to be perhaps in his mid 30’s, Caucasian, 6’2”, and was dressed casually. He defiantly gave me a bad vibe, so I tried to get away from him. But when I walked faster, he would match my pace. Now I am starting to get real scared, at this point I’m walking so fast I’m practically just short of running. He then follows me to the other end of the mall, which is maybe 500 yards. While doing this I turn around to see if he’s still following me, and he was practically behind my back… He says….. “What’s Up.” Ignoring his comment, I walked into Sears, and headed down the escalator. He then follows behind me, and says “It’s a nice day.” I nod, then walk to the corner of the store, to hide behind some racks of clothes. When I look up, I see him pacing back and forth trying to point his picture phone towards me. Well I assume it was a picture phone anyway because after that he walked off and left me alone. Looks like the spooks came out of the closet today. My guess he was either CIA or NSA, probably just keeping tabs on me, to make me aware, that I am being watched. If Nate was truly making up this story over the internet, then why would a stranger stalk me, especially when I have never been stalked before? A few hours later, I told Nate what happened. Nate: James: “Bearish…James, I can do anything I want, and so can you.” “You mean my DNA is activated?”
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“Thank You. Happy New Year!!” “Yeah, I spent mine at a party, you?” “I spent it at my sister’s place we had some apple cider and watched some British comedy on her TV. I wish I had a girlfriend to spend the time with though, but I had a nice time with my family.” “Really? I did some stuff with your DNA. You might be happy with the results and growth. And the pheromones you will begin to produce.” “Yes I appreciate your help. LOL”
I liked Nate’s sense of humor, over the next couple months, my penis grew a couple of inches. James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: He smiles Nate: James: Nate: “Do you hear me?” “Did you say, hi?” “I said 'hi', I always say hi... now keep listening... what am I saying?” “They followed me today.” “Who?” “I didn’t ask his name but I’m being watched. I think they are trying to intimidate me.” “Mhmm..... Well, I'll take care of that...” “Do you know what I am talking about. The one who was following me?” “I'm in your head, of course I know.” “OMG, I hope you don’t know all about me, lol”
Telepathically I hear someone saying “Not to fear them.” Nate: “Now- tomorrow at precisely 3:12 and 54 seconds, I will send you directions on how to stop them. If you forget a piece of it, then replace it with whatever pops in your head, because chances are, I erased the direction and changed it.”
Well I tried to follow Nate’s instructions, but since I wasn’t sure if he was meant the Central Time Zone or Eastern Time Zone, I was at a loss what to do. But I never did get any instructions. James: “You’re the most interesting person I ever meet. I’m glad I had the opportunity to be your friend.”
Nate smiles Nate: James: Nate: “It's what I'm good at.” “Do you have an old soul?” “...You wouldn't believe. My soul is one of the oldest. It was actually made shortly after the creation of hell. Hell was created at the beginning of time.” “Will those who inhabit hell be reabsorbed into the ethers at the end of time?” “Mmhmm.”
This statement should have been a red flag, but at the time, I was too wrapped up in the day’s events to even consider what he just said. James: “Maybe one day when the government allows all of us to be genetically engineered we can have the abilities you have.” “That day won’t come. The end is near.” “I know, its Atlantis all over again. You know they used hypnosis to create mind controlled slaves. The mind controlled sex slaves and worker drones where used by the elite class. They were even more technologically advanced than us. They had satellites, submarines, TV’s, flying saucers, space travel. They screwed up because a small group of people wanted all the money and all the power. Through greed and war they managed to cause the great flood. Guess what, people still haven’t learned to change their ways.” “What do you find scary?” “I hate being in the dark, and I don’t like Grey aliens, I’m afraid of talking in public, afraid of needles, maybe my mom too, lol.”
At this point I start to feel dizzy, and fall out of my chair. Whatever he did to me, it caused my anxiety to go away. Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: “Lol- almost sucks that I've altered your DNA to make you go blind...” “WHAT?” “Kidding.” “Oh, another one of your jokes, ha ha.” “I rule.” “Rule what?” “Everything, I can do everything I want.” “Like in the matrix?” “Sort of, only this isn't quite as gay…...” “lol…Just don’t feed your ego to much. Use what you have to help others. That’s what we are here for.” “No, we're here for fun.” “LOL”. “I made four anonymous girls orgasm tonight.” “LOL, is there a logical reason why I been so horny this week? Sorry I had to ask.”
He laughs Nate: James: He smiles. James: “I’m not very social though.” “You have to ask a girl out, or it won’t go away.” “You devil you.”
My next question refers to the hollow earth theory. There is a school of thought which believes, the earth is hollow like a giant bell and that the center of the earth has an inner sun. On the inner side of the bell are continents, cities, and millions of people of advanced civilization dating back to the time of Atlantis. James: Nate: James: “Can you see if there really is an inner sun, or a hollow earth?” “There isn’t. No, there are magma chambers though.” “Are the polar openings hollow?”
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“Hmm... yeah, but there's nothing inside, except snow, and an Inuit, but he's long dead.” “I wonder why NASA would hide that.” “Because they have nothing better to do…..” “Yeah that’s your American tax dollars at work.” “Are their aliens on mars?” “No, but there are aliens outside of the Milky Way though. The ones that made me are unfortunate motherfuckers. As soon as they killed me, I destroyed their monetary supply. And most of their race.” “What? Where they Greys? Reptilians?” “Greys...” “How come when I was little I was terrified of them?” “They like to fuck with us. Basically the essence of everything is the need to command other people, or- fuck with them.” “So what did you do to the Greys monetary supply?” “Burned it. Messed with their minds, Destroyed computers.” “HA HA, They shouldn’t be abducting people. How many have they implanted?” “YOU.” “What, when?” “A couple months ago.” “Did they abduct me?” “No! I'm just messing with you...” “You’re scaring me, I don’t want those things near me, please don’t do that again. Hey you should try going after all those trillions the Illuminati have. $500 trillion was stolen from the average American, via the illegal IRS.” “Hm... I wonder if I should... just for the hell of it...” “This money is used by Bush and his cronies to terrorize Americans. They control the media, government, schools, food supply. Mayer Rothschild put it best “He who has the gold makes the rules.” The Rothschild family is one of the most satanic bloodlines. Altogether about 5,000 families worldwide are in bed with them. They all intermarry to maintain their wealth and to keep their bloodlines satanic. They are reptilian, they are the Illuminati. Not all reptilians are bad just those who keep us in slavery, which
unfortunately is most that are living on earth. They usually are tall, white skinned, narrow faced, very logical minded into computers, lack of empathy, and cold blooded. You know the NESARA Law was passed by congress in October 2000, which returned our country back to constitutional law. The president, congress, and all 50 governors, are required to step down and accept constitutional law. This LAW is in effect now, but it’s not being enforced because those who are doing this evil control the media, judges, and the government. NESARA also requires all money to be coined by the U.S. treasury. The Federal Reserve currently controls this. When we pay money to the IRS it is deposited directly into the fed. The money pile is then divided by the Queen of England, the owners of the Federal Reserve Bank, and the IRS. It doesn’t go to our national government. The entire federal budget is funded by the black budget. The media won’t tell us this. John F. Kennedy knew this, he passed executive order 11110 which would have dismantled the Federal Reserve, tore apart the CIA, and would have gotten us out of Vietnam. The next day he was killed, Nate you there?.” All of this is true, except Kennedy was murdered by MJ-12 agent, William Greer. Kennedy made an ultimatum that MJ-12 tell the truth to the American public about how CIA drug trafficking was funding the construction of underground bases. When the deadline passed, Kennedy was murdered. At this point Nate zones out.
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
On a Tuesday afternoon, Nate struck up a brief conversation. Nate: James: Nate: “James….. keep looking up.” “What’s going on?” “Keep watching the sky.”
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“How come...............Are you sending a meteor this way?”
I think I’ve unleashed a monster. Nate is either insane, or insanely out of control.
I begin to have a series of strange occurrences which end in odd circumstances. On January 15, 2005, a power surge destroyed my new computer. Despite the fact there was no lighting my computer motherboard was fired. I believe the government was trying to sever my only connection with Nate; luckily my hard drive was spared which is why you are reading this story today. Then a week later someone egged my parent’s driveway in the middle of the night. In March someone vandalized my parent’s mailbox. My dad replaced it, by securing it tight with generous amounts of bolts and screws. When the vandals attempted to vandalize it again a few days later, it was attached so tightly they just ended up bending the post. Then I had my eBay account hacked into. I couldn’t contact eBay about getting a new temporary password, because my emails where not being delivered. So I called a service representative for a new password. At the exact moment he spoke the new password, a loud electronic sound would phase into his voice, preventing me from hearing it. This happened 3 times before I finally got it. I guess the spooks are out of the closet again. Another oddity occurred around the time I began writing this story. I was in a car wreck, in which the breaks where turned off literally right before the moment of impact. I believed the government did this because the car had plenty of room to stop.
Monday, January 24, 2005
We talked briefly this night…… Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: “Keep watching, James. Noticing the weirdness?” “I think I’m loosing my mind.” “We all are.” “I feel weird.” “Loosing time?” “I don’t know I just don’t remember things.” “... Watch yourself. They might be doing this.” “Last night I tried a past life meditation, I found too much death. Life can be so sad you know.” “Yes I do. I have to go now.”
Speaking of weirdness, later that night at around 3 A.M, I heard some papers rustling downstairs in the kitchen. Someone or something was poking around and dropped some papers on the floor. At that same time I felt a cold presence in the room; a cold breeze blew over my shoulder and I felt goose bumps on my neck. I was too scared to investigate what it was. I tried to ignore it, but I kept zoning out. And when I did, I heard an inaudible voice say telepathically…. “We need you, we want your assistance.” I answered, “No go away.” Around 4 A.M., I turned off the computer, went downstairs, to close the door to the kitchen, because that room is drafty at night. On the way down the steps, I heard a piece of paper fall off the counter in the kitchen. When I stood in the kitchen doorway, I saw what appeared to be a green LED light, moving around in the darkness. Someone or something was down there. As soon as it saw me, it turned its light off. At that moment I was scared shitless to turn a light on to see what was there, so I slammed the door and ran up the stairs. Was this a grey checking up on me?
5 NATE’S DARKENED SOUL
Saturday, February 12, 2005
Nate comes online this time he’s distant and withdrawn.
Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: “I figured something out, James.” “What is that?” “Your God does not exist.” “Oh, so tell me who is God?” “There is none, it's a universe of anarchy.” “There’s got to be order I mean look at Fibonacci numbers, and Phi ratios.” “... Sorry James, no go, those numbers are based purely on the rhythms of nature, and animals have bigger souls then us, which is why nature continues to reign supreme.” “Intelligence is the very breath of God.” “Not true, intelligence will bring our downfall. For I have seen it. You wish for order and for a God, but he is not there.” “God is your immortal soul, God is you and God is me, God represents the collective consciousness of all souls. We are God, even Lucifer. If we don’t follow the laws given to us by creation we live in darkness, but we are still God.” “We are not God.”
I quote Psalms 82:6……. James: “ ‘For ye are Gods. Sons of the most high.’ But you forget one thing, the more intelligent you are the more tricks you can be trained to do.”
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“Negative, animals control nature. Why do you think they never get hurt by natural incidents?” “They are telepathic. They communicate with the soul of the planet, Gaia, who tells them what is about to occur. Humans are not in tune with their telepathy.” “Another reason why animals reign supreme. They control all, we just understand.” “Earth is the only planet in the cosmos with our rate of technological development that does not use telepathy. One day everyone on earth will be telepathic. This changed at the tower of Babel.” “No, bear, they weren't” “How do you know?” “There are planets out their, I destroyed most of them but when I am here I am weak.” “Oh man, don’t kill anyone, don’t you realize, you reap what you sow.” “Well then, keep watching the skies.” “Can you put them back, please? No one needs to die. God says thou shall not kill.” “No bear, no. God does not exist; I would have met him by now.” “God is in a hidden place, he is you, your immortal soul.” “No bear you fucking dumb ass you continue to follow what you don’t see, why?” “Okay fine say you right, because I have seen Jesus, and I know he’s real.” “Bear.... Jesus didn’t obey the Old Testament thus proving he didn’t live the perfect life. Thus proving he couldn’t have changed the rules. Thus proving he didn't achieve perfection. Thus proving he wasn’t the son of God.” “The rules are already perfect; it’s man who chooses not to follow. Jesus never wanted to be called the son of God any way. It was mankind who called him that. They refuse to listen to their own inner voice. Instead want to worship false idols, instead of the creator. You got to stop killing people, if you keep doing this you’re going to come back even worse than you already are now. The law of Karma states you reap what you sow. Please don’t take out your anger on those who did this to you. Let them reap what
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they have sown.” “Don’t you understand there is no right or wrong. There are no laws.” “There are 18 laws of creation. Ten of them are the Ten Commandments. If we don’t follow the laws given to us by God, we are living in darkness.” “No James, you're creating new things in your mind to cope with the loss of rules. It’s due to your organizational thinking, believing that there must in fact be laws of society. You constrained yourself to rules and punishment.” “Okay fine I’m a little obsessive compulsive but a little left brained behavior can’t be so bad, there’s benefits to organized thinking. For instance I don’t want to take out my anger on those who are innocent.” “I know, but you constrained yourself to rules and punishment, you don’t know that you can jump out of your window and fly away.” “Please stop this killing.” “I killed no one.” “What about the planets, they have a soul. Did you kill them too?”
He smiles. James: “Why take your anger out on them, they didn’t hurt you. Did they breed all sense of goodness out of you? I know there is something good in you; I just wish you would see it.” “They killed me, but my soul found a new body and a new place in time.” “I’m happy for him that he is no longer in pain. Are you soulless now?” “I am Nate’s darkened soul.” “Are you a demon, they have the same spirit of God-ness too, if only they would just come to the light.” “I am Godless, ruthless, and more powerful than your Satan.” “Satan represents anything that does not follow the laws of creation, God is love, you represent hatred and all that is unbalanced. You are created to be an entity for love, a
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house divided cannot stand.” “THERE IS NO GOD. Why won’t you listen to me?” “Okay, I’m trying.” “Why are you so blindly bound by your beliefs? WAKE UP. Look at what you’ve done!” “What?” “You’ve created a system of laws, death, and overpopulation.” “I just try to help people.” “You’ve created more pain then we need. You’ve created so much intolerance towards other races and sexual orientations. Look at what your religion has done.” “It was the Illuminati, who have done that.” “No, not the Illuminati, you.” “How so?” “Leviticus, Judges, Deuteronomy. Diss gays, women and people of other cultures. The bible is a book of intolerance, lies, and godlessness. In YOUR bible, which you religiously follow.”
Jehovah God Satan was the author of the Old Testament and for some reason; Nate has me confused with this ET. Nate referred to the bible as my book because in my past life I was King James, together with the help of Francis Bacon; also know as Saint Germain, we put together the King James Version of the bible. James: “There are so many lies in the bible, Paul was the one who dissed women and made up the stuff about Jesus being the son of God, he was a confused man, and it was Jehovah God Satan who said to kill homosexuals. The church changed the bible to keep man in slavery, I agree with you on that. God lives within my heart; I use prayer and meditation to find him there, not in a church.” “God does not live there. You created that man to give you the answers you needed.” “Jesus was created by our thoughts?” “Yes.” “Like all of creation?” “Yes, but Jesus will disappear and rules will be done and the punished will be redeemed and saved. We need to stop
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believing in hell. You have to stop believing in God and hell to make it happen. In order for complete peace, there must be no God. No heaven, no hell no duality. No masculine No feminine. No existence.” “Every soul has a masculine and feminine part.” “No... no masculine and feminine... No existence.” “What about your psychic abilities. Those abilities must come from somewhere.” “Yeah... me. I materialized a new body and a new life from nothing. If I am away from earth I can do anything, but now that I have my body I can’t leave.” “I’m happy that you got away from them. Will they try to hurt you again?” “No, they don’t exist anymore.” “So it’s begun?” “What has?” “Just like in the Henoch prophesies. ‘The genetically engineered soldiers created by the government will turn against their captors and cause much destruction to the human race. They have been breed to lack compassion and to be fearless.’ I think that’s you.” “James, I’m their leader.” “OMG, just know this, the ignorant peons on this planet are not your enemy we are just as much a victim of the brainwashing as you are.” “I’m also the anti-Christ. You knew he was going to be American, huh? We created the law and through me we will destroy it.”
He’s incorrect, the creation made the law, and only the creation can destroy it…. James: “The anti-Christ is in all of us, this is when we don’t follow the laws of creation. Please don’t kill people off. There is enough destruction on this planet. Don’t use your abilities to hurt others.” “James I will do what I will.” “Yes your right.” “They destroyed me enough times.” “How many times?”
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“12” “Damn, I’m so sorry.” “I destroyed all 3,400 planets that had to do with it.” “Please don’t take on the role of the anti-Christ.” “Someone has to do it. The new generation will follow me.” “We all take on that role at times, even Lucifer, even me at times. But you represent anything not done in love.” “I know the word and it says I will burn.” “Not if you change your ways.” “But that’s just because you knew that scaring someone off will prolong it. Soon your laws of nature will be nothing.” “Are you Lucifer?” “I am.” “You don’t have to return back to the lake of fire, return back to god-ness, Return back to the way you where made.” “I am not Lucifer……. I am. I am the screaming voice in the back of your head. The scared child in your soul. The one that you ignore because it tells you to do bad things. I am the one that tells you to change the law. To create a new reality. To make a new society, to trust in the power of self. To trust in the untangible reality of nothing…….. I am. Your god has no control over me because I don’t believe.” “I know you won’t believe me, but you are god. And if you choose this path. You will reap what you sow. The lake of fire represents the ethers that surround us, and you will loose all of what you have learned these trillions of years. Don’t turn to darkness, turn to light, but it’s your choice. Was Nate always demon possessed?” “There is no duality…….. I am not a demon. I am a liberator.” “Thank God there is still a chance of hope. Liberate us from the bondage of the evil on this planet, but do it out of love.” “No hate….” “Did you neutralize all those who would try to come after me?” “They don’t exist I annihilated them. There is no duality James.” “I guess I don’t need to pray for them anymore.”
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“You don’t need to pray anymore. I hate hearing your voices in my head. When anyone prays I hear it.” “How do you hear so much, without getting dizzy?” “Something tells me I’ve been doing it longer then you might think. You see, I need to end the prayers. Otherwise... I'll keep hearing them.” “Please all they want is help. Do it out of love.” “I do nothing out of love, all I have is hate for you.” “I know.” “The land will die, the ground will turn black, the skies will redden, metal will become liquid, and liquid will become solid. The end will come while you are on earth.” “Please don’t hurt us. We never did anything to hurt you.” “You killed me.” “How?” “James do you remember your past life as an assassin? Or as a bear?” “No” “YOU were the one who killed me.” “I think I was in the project you where in.” “No... I've been lending you power and memories.” “Oh wow.”
I was having a lot of weird dreams at that time. I saw 12 year old boy sitting in a dark cell in an underground lab. A military officer with a needle in his hand said, “I don’t want to do this.” Next, the boy started to scream. He charged into the officer, took his gun and shot him. Then he darted outside the cell and ran to the end of the hall. The doors where barricaded shut and he had no where else to run. A team of doctors and soldiers surrounded him. The head doctor said in a calm voice. “Nate, put the gun down.” He yelled, “Fuck You,” and shot himself in the head. In another dream, I remember seeing a boy being taken inside an underground lab. Everything was white; the walls, ceiling, and lights. The boy appeared to be about 7 years old. He was strapped down onto a metal gurney. The door opened and a Grey walked in. He was screaming and trying to break loose, and then he passed out. A few moments later I saw doctors placing implants inside the boy’s brain.
“You are the one who kills me, and I come back and remember it. When I was king you assassinated me with poison. When I was the wolf you killed me as the bear, bearish. But as the assassin, you where killed as you were leaving the castle and as the bear you were cut at the neck.” “That probably explains why I like the bear so much. I’m sorry for killing you. I don’t want any more death but if you wish to take revenge I will understand.” “No Bear...” “Is that why I have a birth mark on my neck.”
Birth marks explain traumatic death injuries from previous lives…. Nate: James: Nate: James: Nate: “Yep.” “Can you forgive me? If you don’t want too I will understand.” “Yes.” “Why would I kill you, you are one of the most compassionate people, I have ever meet.” “You represent order, I represent freedom, I represent anything, you represent boundaries, I represent tyranny, and you represent peace. Soon you will gain powers like mine and the only thing you think to do is get me.” “I don’t want to hurt you.” “You will.” “You knew this all along I take it? I don’t want to kill you. Please let’s stop the fighting.” “You first ……” “How?” “You know you started it every single time.” “How?” “You didn’t like my freedom… what I could do. You wonder why all these things got here… canyons, holes….. Us fighting. You are one of the Supreme.” “Ever since I was a child I always knew there was a secret within my soul, but it was as if a wall was there and I could not see the other side. Supreme how? Is that an old soul?” “You’ll see you are the most powerful being in the galaxy.” “But I’m a weakling, I can’t even hold a job.”
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“The weak grow in power the quickest. You will remain filled with the law and you will not see further than we see, but you will bring order.” “Will we ever make a truce and be friends again.” “Yeah, we do it every couple of centuries.” “YAY, can we do it now. I just don’t want people to die, no more caverns and canyons. When people pray can I hear them pray too just like you?” “Think in your mind James, what do you hear? People screaming last prayers, people trapped praying, do you hear the cold woman screaming for heat.” “I thought it was caused from being ADHD.” “Negative, ADHD doesn’t make you hear voices.” “So these are really voices? Have I been telepathic all my life?” “You see the world in your head bear. I would call that telepathy. You hear others thoughts. The only being that can be more powerful then you is me. You take the role of God, and I take the role of the Anti-Christ.” “Okay well, enough is enough I don’t want war, do you?” “It has to happen, it has been written.” “Yeah I know.” “It’s already happened, I’ve seen it.” “Will I see the future too, soon?” “No… you only have the power near the end… but you may be surprised at the ending.” “Will I be sent into the lake of fire too?”
“The anti-Christ wins.” “But the bible states Jesus returns.” “Yeah, but he fails.” “How so?” “He is destroyed. You see, each millennia I’ve slowly been closer to beating you. The last time we fought as humans, we died the exact same time. This time….. I win. You see, you wrote the bible. You predicted you would win before you lost your powers and were reborn.” “Was I any of the prophets?”
“The bible was written during your time as God.”
Strange answer for someone who doesn’t believe in god… “Well, why are you willing to be my friend if you don’t like me?” Nate: “That’s the problem. I DO like you.” James: “Well, I like you too.” Nate: “But you made people hate me and blame me for all evil. You called me Lucifer - ‘The Enlighten One’.” James: “Isn’t he the morning star?” Nate: “Yes, when I was Satan, you called me ‘The evil/ugly one’.” James: “You bring truth by trials. You turned wicked because you self indulged.” Nate: “No….you were trying to constrict humans to rules, and I said no, make them free, no rules at all, and then you freaked for the thought that I was trying to control you. Then you sent Michael after me. I pleaded with him to leave. I told him I just thought humans needed to be more free, and that the rules weren’t working. I didn’t want to hurt Michael, so I tried to scare him by turning into a dragon… and then I finally flew away. But Michael told you he ‘vanquished me’.” James: “Am I an archangel?” Nate: “You are God… or maybe I should just stop at ‘You Are’.” James: “Why would I choose to incarnate into a human body, especially one that is so weak?” Nate: “It wasn’t your decision.” James: “Who was it?” Nate: “It was my choice. You aren’t all powerful like you thought you were. When I die I become stronger.” James: “I guess that’s why you want me to kill you, when I don’t want too.” Nate: “And when you do, I choose what you are next. I choose the playing field, Humans. You and me created the universe to metaexist, work without us.” James: “What do you mean?” Nate: “We haven’t seen God for a while for a reason. The Jesus you saw was Michael your son.” James: “So what did the red torch he was carrying represent.” James:
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“Blood, battle. I don’t like to kill Michael, but I have too and you will end up ultimately in the lake of fire, for trying to bring me down.” “I’m still having trouble thinking God can incarnate into a human body. Maybe it’s the law side in me.” “Yeah” “When Nate was a boy he said he saw Lucifer appear to him. Did you enter Nate at that point.” “We see what we become, but we don’t notice it. We think it as a natural occurrence. Nathan saw who he was, a mirror.” “What do you mean” “When you saw Jesus he was explaining who you are, a compassionate, nice, lawful guy. When I saw Lucifer, Evil, Ugly, Lawless, Painful.” “But you’re not ugly, you have a sense of goodness in you, I wish I could help you see it. You where created with perfection in mind. You just have forgotten how to live in balance. Besides, isn’t tyranny slavery?” “ Meh, I cant even believe I told you that, haven’t you noticed how your thoughts become reality? Or how when you want something it seems to happen?” “Well not really, but well when I was tested by the doctors my psychosomatic score was off the charts. Psychosomatic is a condition where negative thinking creates negative health conditions, or positive thinking creates positive health. Meaning if I believe in something strong enough it happens. Are you going to be okay?” “Yeah” “I don’t think you are. I feel horrible this has to happen. Don’t you? I want you to be happy. I don’t want you to hate” “You know when I first discovered my powers?” “No when.” “The first time I jacked off, I was 9.” “What happened?” “The house bent. I exerted enough energy to push the house outward and melt the grass outside.” “What did your mom think?” “I’m sure she saw it coming.”
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“What king where you in the past lives?” “Lots, I think I might have been Hitler.” “I thought he would come back with Down Syndrome.”
“When did you know I was ‘GOD’?” “When I was 10, I knew the future.” “So you knew we would meet in 5 years.” “Yes, I have to go. Continue to watch the skies……… Place your hands on the opposite sides of someone’s head and watch. Wait for their life to flash in front of your eyes.” “Okay I will try it. Will we be able to talk again?” “Maybe.”
Nate logs off the internet. At this point my worst fears are confirmed. My best friend was Lucifer and I didn’t even know it. I decided to do some numerology research on the name Nate Wilder. Using base six math I found a creepy coincidence. The bible tells us the value of the name of the anti-Christ is 666. To calculate the name of 'Nate Wilder', I used the formula, a=6, b=12, c=18, d=24,…… When you add this up, the numerological value of his name equals to 666. "This calls for wisdom. If anyone has insight, let him calculate the number of the beast, for it is man’s number. His number is 666" Rev. 13:18, NIV. Lucifer tells me I am the assassin who ends up killing him. Is this the reason why Nate refused to tell me the name of his assassin, because it would have been me? When Nate told me all this freaky stuff about me being God, I didn’t exactly believe him. Because the god of this universe is Hatonn, how could it be me as well? These paradoxes are unsatisfying. The ascended masters think Lucifer is insane; from this conversation it’s safe to say they are right. All this talk about Lucifer and his minions started to freak me out. Not sure what to do next, I requested assistance and protection from the
Pleiadians and the Federation of Light. This is when things get interesting.
Saturday, February 14, 2005
Two days later, on a Saturday afternoon, I took a two hour nap. I woke up feeling dizzy and exhausted. Later that evening I looked at my shoulders in the mirror and found a set of three scratch marks on both sides. At first I thought it was caused by the zipper in my sleeping bag, but didn’t think much of it. The next day, my mom and I went to a MUFON meeting, the Mutual UFO Friends Network, in Salisbury, North Carolina, to talk with other people about UFO’s. While there, my picture was taken by a journalist for the Salisbury Times, this picture made front page news, the next day. The picture shows me sitting in front of a large poster of a grey alien, with the words “I BELIEVE.” The gray’s talons are positioned in such a way as if it’s trying to grab me. I believe this bizarre image was a message. The greys knew, I knew, and were trying to let me know. “We are here, but not from here.”
The Grays sent me the message, "I BELIEVE"
Sunday, March 6, 2005
On a cold Sunday afternoon in March, I spent the afternoon at my sister’s house. I left around 3:00 P.M., during the drive home my right ear began itching like crazy. When I touched it, dried blood would flake off. Later, when I examined it in the mirror it looked like a large chunk of flesh was missing from my right ear lobe. This was very odd because if I cut myself I would have felt it, right? Yet this kind of gash should be bleeding like crazy and would require stitches. Later that evening, the cut became so painful I developed a migraine headache. Also at the same time, I noticed a piece of skin was missing from my right pinky fingernail. At closer inspection it appeared that some large
splinter like object was stuck underneath my fingernail. At first it didn’t hurt but after a few hours passed, it was so painful I couldn’t move my finger. Ufologist’s would probably consider this the classic ET abduction case. I could have been taken aboard some craft. A scoop mark would be taken for genetic experiments, and a fiber optic tracking signal would be implanted as a monitoring device. Afterwards they would wipe my memories and put me back where they found me. This may have been done by the federation grays, or it may have been a MILAB. In my opinion, based on the sloppy job, I would say it was a MILAB. For this particular instance, I remember no missing time. Events like this are now occurring on a daily basis. So common now, I keep a journal to record surgerical procedures and to help me recover any missing memories. Unfortunately someone has been stealing pages from my journal. For a period of 6 months all journal entries mysterious vanished. My gut feeling is the government or the MIB stole these 10 pages to prevent me from remembering what happened. This includes evidence of scratches, incision marks, laser burns, and implants. Luckily they didn’t steal my pictures and to prove I am not lying, please review the evidence and decide for yourself.
Feb 22, 2007 – This picture you can clearly see a triangle shaped silhouette on my leg. I am not sure who did this, I been told it’s either a Pleiadian tracking device or a mind control gun.
Jan 20, 2007 – Possible government hack job
March 13, 2007 - Possible government torture, a needle was stuck under my fingernail.
November 7, 2006 - Scratch mark on my leg.
March 11, 2005 - Scoop mark taken from right ear lobe, possibly used to make my clone. Sunday, March 13, 2005
Nate’s in trouble, I offered my support and friendship but there is little I can do.
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“Bear Bear, I’m bleeding.” “What happened?” “Nothing... It'll be a couple minutes before my matter is wiped out of existence...” “What should I do? Could I pray for you?” “Nothing, whatsoever, at all ever.” “Who’s wiping out your matter?” “The government to finally destroy me.” “I thought you told me you die in the war not now.” “Meh, that's what I thought, but, looks like they found a way to kill me. They have sub-atomic energy keeping my matter inside this cell.” “What do you mean by cell, are you in prison?” “Sort of... I am Tele-communicating through a power cord leading into a phone cord leading into a computer.” “They really got you in a jam this time.” “No shit? Every single atom in me will be disassembled and then RE assembled into anew.” “Will you stop existing?” “Oh yeah...” “What will be the end result?” “Well... Somewhat of a new energy, maybe better, maybe “Will you still look and appear human?” “Nope... later...” “You going just like that?” “Mmhmm, I'm not one for drama, later.”
With that, I never heard from him again. It was a relief really, he had gone mad, and I was helpless to stop or help him. I don’t know if he really caused all that destruction, but I believe he was telling the truth about his telekinetic abilities and he was telling the truth about what the government was doing to him. Lucifer is no more! Soon after this conversation occurred news began to spread in internet channelings. Many clairvoyants all reported the same story. Lucifer had
returned back to the light. At the Light councils Lucifer regretted what he had done. In fact he was shocked at how some people on this planet have become even more evil than himself. Instead of facing billions of years of negative karma, he chose instead to be no more, by returning to the ethers, lake of fire, where we all came from. The lake of fire is not a place of torment. It represents the field of ethers surrounding us all. All souls originated from this field and when we have become perfected we will once again merge with this field and become one with creation. This is not a punishment by God this happened because Lucifer chose it. God does not punish anyone. We choose to punish ourselves based on the Laws of creation. This fulfills the prophecy. “And the beast was taken, and with him the false prophet that wrought miracles before him, with which he deceived them that had received the mark of the beast, and them that worshiped his image. These both were cast alive into a lake of fire burning with brimstone.” Revelations 19:20
Thursday, March 31, 2005
On Thursday morning, I woke up and my eyes where itchy. Later in the day it grew in intensity. I thought perhaps dirt was lodged in my eyelids. With closer inspection, the inside part of my eyelids was inflamed, and had a small incision in each corner. To me it looked as if some kind of device was used to hold open my eyelids. Why this was done, I can only speculate. Worst case scenario would be the installation of a video camera implant. If this is so, the question is who is receiving the signal? Around this same time, I had a strange dream which may help explain this. I was taken to an underground base and was placed in an interrogation room. Military officers demanded that I……“Tell us what you know.” I kept saying, “I don’t anything, I don’t anything.” Then a tall gray walked into the room and telepathically demanded that I talk. Next thing I know I wake up, and the covers where pulled off my bed. It was obvious I was taken out of my bed because I was freezing and who ever put me back didn’t bother to put the covers over me.
Despite the government interference, I also believe some of the benevolent factions of ET’s are assisting me. My speech impediment which I developed at the hands of my father has been healed. My autoimmune problems have been reduced. I don’t have to contend with OCD or excessive anxiety anymore. I’m glad the sky doctors healed me, but why now? To this date, I continue to have regular ET abductions and some unusual experiences. For example I have people walk up to me and claim to know me but I have no memories of them. For example they would say "Don't I know you from somewhere?" I answered, "No, I don't know who you are." Then few weeks later, the same person would come up to me again and ask the same question. I should have asked him if he was from outer space.
6 CAROLINA’S MEDICAL CENTER
Wednesday, May 5, 2005
Trust can be a double edged sword, which ultimately cost me my sanity. Six weeks have since past after Nate’s disappearance, and I begin to tell my story with others.
Mark Staple seemed like someone who would to listen to me. I met him over the internet and cultivated a relationship for nearly 3 years. He is the grandson of the British Hotel mogul, Alister Crane. His family is worth $4 billion dollars. I been told his family owns the Motel 6 chain here in the U.S., but I can not confirm this. His family owns a 50.9 million pound home, in Leeds,U.K., and many properties here within
the U.S. When I told him about Nate, he insisted he was psychic and had information about what happened. Skeptical at first, I later put my guard down and began to believe him. Our relationship evolved into the profane. In a way I was possessed by him, he would have me doing things which I would normally never do, but nothing compares to what happened to me in May 2005. He convinced me to drink heavy amounts of alcohol. He said this would help me get my abilities back. As if under mind control I would gulp down 15 cans of beer an day. Now I’m the type of person who hate’s the taste of alcohol and the only time I drink is on holidays, and that’s only half a glass of wine. But Mark is a very convincing man; I began to drink until I passed out on daily basis. Around the same time, the National Institutes of Health conducted a phone survey on my alcohol consumption and drinking habits. The survey was strange because they asked me extremely personal questions, such as; how many friends do I have, what is my relationship with my family, and if I was suffering from any depression. I had a hunch the government was probably making a psychological profile on me so I answered all the questions opposite of what I normally would. Eventually I got bored and began questioning the surveyor; I asked why the National Institutes of Health suppressed the cures for cancer, she laughed and never answered. My mom knew something wasn’t right and began listening in. Eventually she starts yelling at me from the other line to end the call, which I did. But the National Institute of Health was quite persistent, over the next few weeks they continued to call me, to finish the survey, which never happened. While this was going on, Mark Staple had me under his spell. Through his alleged channeling abilities he led me down the short road to hell. He convinced me that I was involved in some government mind control project. Mark said that Nate was my brother and that we were separated at birth. My real name was actually Keven Davis, and that my dad was being paid by the government to sexually abuse my mother and myself and to put us under mind control.
So I asked Mark, "If this is true what’s the code to access my mind?" He answered, "079461790 6 9er," as soon as he said that I became dizzy. Mark convinced me the only way to break free from the programming is to get the information out. He helped me put together a 10 page report and insisted I deliver it to some of my family members. Now remember at this time, my mom was the only person in my family aware of my contact with Nate and his involvement in government mind control. So when I showed them Mark's version of my life, naturally my family thought I was nuts, except my mom who knew my head was being fucked with. I asked Mark, “What should I do now?” He answered, "Nate says you should kill your dad." I said, "I can't do that, even if he was guilty of what you claim, you have no proof, and besides, it’s not right to kill another person except in self defense." Mark replied, "Then tell someone else in your family what happened and drink more beer it will make you stronger." Later that evening I paid a visit to my sisters’ in-law. This took place on Tuesday night, May 5, 2005. Melinda welcomed me into her home and offered me some tea. We were close up to this point, her sweet persona soon became overwhelmed by her ignorance and fear. I told her my story which included the information which I received from Mark. Needless to say, her reception was less than welcoming. Nervous and frightened, she announced, "James why do you believe this stuff? Jesus died on the cross to set you free.” I answered, “Knowledge and truth is what sets you free, this is what it means to walk in Christ.” She replied, “No, the blood of Jesus was shed to save you from your sins. He is the way." I asked, "What does the blood of Jesus have to do with government mind control?" She responded, "You don't understand, Jesus is the way and the light,
not this stuff you’re getting online. I'm going to pray for you right now." So I sat there quietly wishing I could tell her the origins of the Christian cult. Like how the spilling of Jesus’ blood was a satanic sacrifice to Jehovah God Satan, and how it was Paul who twisted the teachings of Jesus into modern day blood worship. But it was pointless to continue our ‘Talk’. I would never get through to someone as hopelessly brainwashed as that. Frustrated I went home disappointed. When I told Mark, what happened he laughed at her reaction. He then goes into one of his psychic readings again. “OMG James, Nates says your dad followed you there. He paid Melinda $10,000 to put NitoTeach into your tea.” I asked, "What's Nito-Teach? " Mark answered, “It’s enough poison to kill 12 horses. They are trying to kill you, that’s why you are getting needle marks all the time." As soon as he said that, I developed paralysis in my legs, and I was so dizzy to the point I collapsed on the floor. I was afraid that I would die, and no one would know what happened to Nate. I begged him for the antidote. Mark answers, "Drink 4 cans of beer, if you don't you will die." My roommate is in the other room and he walks in my room and sees me crying and gulping all these cans of beer. In a hysterical fashion I cried, "Oscar, the government is trying to poison me. I don't want to die.” My roommate stunned at my bizarre behavior responds, "That’s ridiculous……….You know, I think your just stressed out from your exams and the abuse your parents put you through.” He then goes on and on for about 30 minutes. Explaining to me how abusive my parents are, and that therapy is long overdue. He insisted that my upcoming exams, and college graduation, which was two weeks away, was my final straw. When he tried to take the alcohol away from me, I pleaded, “No, no, don’t do that, I have to drink this beer to live.” I then told him about Nate and Mark, he thought I totally lost it. He glanced at my stash of 50 beer cans in my room, and said, “I'm going to
call AA and get you some help." Two hours later I start to feel better; Oscar is now communicating with the now unresponsive Mark Staple and insists I stay away from this creep. But I couldn’t, I needed Mark’s help, because he knew I was being poisoned and he knew my cure, be it a little drunk. The next morning, I make my daily fruit smoothie for breakfast, like I always do. When I rehearse the previous night events with Mark, Mark suddenly responds, “OMG, James…….Your dad broke into your apartment last night and put enough Nito-Teach to kill 100 oxen in your Noni Juice.” As soon as he said that, my legs became paralyzed, I was so dizzy that I collapsed on the floor. "Mark, Mark, what should I do, I don't want to die?” He answered, "Drink 3 cans of beer and call 911.” I explained, “But I can’t do that, if I tell them my dad is poisoning me, they will think I’m crazy.” He replied, “Then make something up, you must talk or you'll die. Tell them your dad has child porn.” After drinking the beer, I was feeling well enough to stand on my feet, and probably well enough to drive to see a doctor for a blood test, which is what I wanted to do. I called the poison control center and told them about my possible food poisoning. The operator said if was poisoned that I need to call 911. Which, I was stupid enough to do. When the ambulance and fire trucks arrived, I stumbled outside my apartment because my legs were very weak. They called my relatives, and when my dad showed up I was belligerent and accused him of poisoning me. He was terrified and I felt guilty. All of this guilt soon melted away as I became overridden from all the anger that had built up from my childhood. Anger that he would beat my head against the walls and the time’s he would pin me down to the floor, sitting on me, while I yelled helplessly to get off. Still I couldn’t understand why I was feeling poisoned just like Mark insisted. Hell, he had me convinced that I was a different person, a Keven Davis. The ambulance rushed me off to the hospital. I thought this would clear up when the tests came back. At the very least, I would know what caused the symptoms I was having. When I was at the hospital they put
me in the evaluation room and ignored me for 8 hours. I requested no visitors because at this point I didn’t know who to trust. I kept waiting and waiting for the results of tests. While waiting, Melinda shows up, “Hi Jamie…..” I blurted, “I don’t want to talk to you, go away.” She asks me, “Why? I care about you and hope you get better.” I asked, “Did my dad pay you $10,000 to put Nito-Teach into my tea last night?” “No, that’s ridiculous.” Nervously, she sat next to me for two minutes without saying a word, trying to think of ways to sooth my rage. Eventually she replied, “James…. The doctors found no food poison. We are going to have you hospitalized,” and walked away. My heart sank, why would the doctors release personal information without my consent, not only did I feel betrayed, I felt like no one believed me. I began doubting Mark Staple’s version of events. Two hours later, my parents walked into the room. Exhausted, all I wanted to do was go home. My dad sat next to me, he was silent, too scared to confront what was going on. My mother knew something wasn’t right. She thought the government fucked with my head, because of my involvement with Nate. She said, "James you got to get out of here, you know these doctors are working for the government. I want you to go out there, apologize, and tell them that you where drinking too much. Tell them all of this is just an allergic reaction and you would like to go home now." I seriously considered doing this. Fourteen hours into the ordeal, I was starving, so my parents went to the cafeteria to get us some food. After eating half the meal, my legs and arms became paralyzed again, I couldn’t move and I had a raging headache. All I could was lie on a gurney, paralyzed, and watch helplessly as doctors would walk by me and ignore me. I thought my dad put poison in my food again. I was belligerent, and told the nurse that my parents where trying to kill me. The nurse thought I was nuts, she calmed me down and said a doctor would be available shortly for an evaluation, no doctor arrived. I knew something was seriously wrong and I needed more time to sort it out. Eighteen hours into the ordeal, against the advice of my mom, I
signed the papers to be voluntarily hospitalized. They trucked me into a separate facility about three miles away, here I remained for four weeks. So this is how I found myself at the Carolina’s Medical Center, psychward, I’ve done nothing wrong, and no one is answering my questions. I had no clue what I been diagnosed with nor had anyone listened to my story. Because it was the weekend, three days passed before I was able to meet with my first doctor, who was a psychiatrist. During this first meeting, I was angry because here I was paying $1,000 dollars a day and I had yet to meet with a toxicologist or even allowed to see the results of my urine sample or my diagnostic code. In fact the hospital denied this to me during my entire stay. Welcome to the AMERIKA, we are supposed to be innocent until proven guilty. The doctor was cold and aloof, he insisted I needed more tests, but refused to show me the results of my previous tests. I told him that I may be a victim of government mind control. By law if anyone reports being a victim of government mind control, law enforcement agencies are required to take you seriously. But his response was, “Your story is too bizarre to be believable.” I requested hypnosis and continued these demands at each session. This went on for some time, eventually I gave up fighting when I realized he was hopelessly brainwashed. Then they started drugging me. Remember, I spent three years using natural methods to detox my body of pharmaceuticals. I made it very clear I had autoimmune disease caused by an allergic reaction to psycho-meds, all of which is fully documented. Furthermore I have no history of hallucinations or delusions. I was infuriated when the drugging began, I worked so hard to clean up my body and now the government is forcing me to ingest these chemicals. When I confronted the nurses about potential side effects and toxicity, they would hear none of it. The more I spoke the higher my medication dosage went. They acted like unthinking, uncaring robots.
The medications worked, I lost my will to fight. Then the side effects kicked in, I would sleep twelve hours a day. One medication was so bad I couldn’t crawl out of my bed to go to the required “therapy sessions.” I even told the nurse this but she said, “If you don’t go they will lock you out of your room.” So I sat through therapy sleeping in a chair. These sessions were a joke; the focus was medication only. They kept telling the patients, “We want to find the right therapeutic dose which works for you.” So when it came my turn to talk about my feelings, I asked the nurse, “Why is there no education on diet, vitamins, exercise, biofeedback, hypnosis, or homeopathy. These people will not get better on medications. They do not fix the problem they only cover up the underlying chemical imbalances.” The embarrassed nurse was speechless at first, then finally acknowledged that there should be focus more focus on natural methods but said, “We only prescribe medications here.” Poisoning in the Hospital
The first night I took medication, I received an unmarked pill. I was supposed to take 200 mg of Seroquel. These pills are clearly stamped with the words Seroquel 200 mg on it. But this unmarked pill gave me the same paralyzing side effects I had prior to calling an ambulance. Whatever was in this pill was 10 times worse. I had paralysis, racing heart beat, and this time I had shooting pain all over my body, which lasted all night. I thought I was dying. I told the orderlies I was feeling very sick and needed some one to check up on me. They told me that someone will be with me shortly and to go back to my room. I waited all night and no one came. The only thing that got me through that night was the Saint Germain Violet Flame mediation, which will cleanses the auric field. The next day, I told the doctor what happened. He leans towards the nurse, and says “He's psychosomatic.” This means I made all this up in my head. He probably gave me a placebo, but if this is the case how come I had a reaction like I did? Unfortunately I will never know, because my doctor refused to show me my records. The next night I
was given a stamped pill marked 200 mg of Seroquel, which gave me a totally normal response to an anti-psychotic medication. A few more poisoning attempt occurred within the hospital. Because I bitched so much to the nurses and doctors about using vitamins they put me on a multivitamin, which everyone should have been on anyway. They probably charged my account five dollars a day for that pill. On the second day, on the multivitamin, I developed the same paralysis symptoms as before but not as intense. This time I kept the pain to myself. I can’t help to think how this was done; did the government switch my pills, did they switch on a chip, was this some top secret scalar weapon, or some government remote viewer? I don’t know for sure, but I know it happened because I helped Nate. My doctor insisted on meeting with my family before releasing me, up to this point I refused any visits. All I wanted to do was go home, so I said “Yes.” During this meeting, I asked my dad if he ever noticed anything unusual with me when I was a kid, his response was shocking. He said, “When you were 8, I came home from work and found you shaking in the bed, and you were talking like a different person. Then I got my bible out and did an exorcism.” WHAT THE FUCK, how does an 8 year old boy get demon possessed, or was this DID/MPD? And why keep this secret from me? To this date my dad will not discuss this subject any further. Pretending the medications were helping me, the doctors had no reason to hold me any longer. Before discharge, they showed me the results of my tests. The only anomaly they found in my blood was high potassium levels, but they were unable to comment as to why that was the case. My diagnosistic code was, Psychosis NOS, not otherwise specified. According to DSM-IV, Psychosis occurs when a person looses touch with reality. It is either caused by genetic factors, stress, chemical imbalances, drug use, or….. mind control; oops the American Psychological Association forgot to mention that one! The symptoms
are characterized by problems in thinking, delusions, hallucinations, and changed feelings and behaviors. Finally, one month into the ordeal I was allowed to go home with two weeks worth of medication and with a $25,000 dollar bill. I promptly threw away the medication, and have since been medication free. From this experience, it’s clear that the medical system in this country is 100 percent corrupt and 100 percent controlled by big business and big government. Because people choose to be ignorant and give up their power to others, we have allowed a hellish system to rule over our lives. Furthermore if you are a victim of government mind control, do not call 911, because no one will believe you.
When I contacted Mark to explain what happened, I asked, “Why did you lie to me about all this?” His answer was, “Yes, I did and hey I don't have to live with it. Your chicken shit, you believe people online.” I asked him, "How come I got sick after you said I was being poisoned?" He answered, "You must have ate something. It’s not my fault you are stupid." I asked him, “How come I am getting needle marks and scratches on me?” He answered, “They are stretch marks, all weight lifters get them.” I retorted, "Then I'm going to sue you for my medical bills." He answered, "My lawyer says you can’t do nothing to me. I'm rich I know movie stars not you. I know state troopers in your city. I give them money and they love me. You not a state trooper. You'll get nothing out of me. If I go to NC you paying for my hotel, my limo, my food. James you are paying for my stuff." I answered, “If you wish to pursue this route, you will end up with negative karma 100 times worse than what was done to me. Is this what you want?” He replied, “My lawyers say you can’t do nothing to me.” Well he was right, I consulted with a lawyer what my legal options
were. Basically, due to the bizarre nature of this case no one wanted help me. The lawyer happily took my money and said, "It would be too expensive to extradite him to the U.S., and I wouldn't take on a case like that anyway." It’s now July 2005, disappointed, I cut off all contact with Mark. In the following months, I received continual harassment from Mark, but it wasn’t anything I couldn’t handle. In the aftermath, my health insurance dropped me, and due to my preexisting condition no other carrier would insure me. I tried to moving on, but my roommate left me, I had to take out a loan to pay my medical bills, I didn't graduate on time, and even worse my family and friends view me as a loose cannon. They definitely will not hear any more of this Nate business. When I look back at all this I think there is a strong possibility, that Mark Staple was under mind controlled himself. His actions are very typical of a gamma, lying program.
Medical bill from the May 2005 ordeal.
7 COUNCIL OF LIGHT
The Council of Light is one of the ruling councils within the Galactic
Federation of Light; which is a loose federation of extraterrestrial species including Pleiadians, Nordics, and benevolent Grays. There are 12 million cloaked vessels in orbit surrounding this planet at this time. The federation is working overtime to prevent a pole shift, neutralizing chemtrails, and trying to stop nuclear annihilation. If this is new information to you, then please read my next book, but in simple terms, the government knows about this, but they are covering it up. A few months after my hospitalization, the Council of Light passed on the following information to me, about Nate. My sources include NSA remote viewers, contactees, and psychics. From what I could gather, it was the Men-in-Black that was behind my melt down. They were injecting me with hallucinogens, so that I would go crazy. They did this because I knew too much about the super warrior program and they needed to discredit me. The Council of Light allowed me to go through this ordeal so that I will understand what the others have gone through. My miserable childhood was to prepare me to use more of my senses so that I would become aware of things that are correct. This was my training stage so-to-speak. The Council said Nate was an android life form, from Planet X. Planet X, also known as Nibiru, is a massive hollowed out planet, four times the size of planet earth. It travels through the milky-way, like a spaceship. Inside of Planet X is an ancient, advanced civilization comprising primarily of benevolent reptilians. Once every 3,630 years Planet X travels through this system; currently, Planet X is 1,600 years away from orbiting our planet at this time. Androids are soulless cloned creatures which are more robotic than human. But Nate was different; he was the first of his kind that had a soul. Nate is a "Type A" genetically enhanced person. This means he is a black project modified person designed for combat with espionage
capabilities. A “Type B” is a genetically modified person designed for espionage with combat capabilities. Nate was implanted with a ‘Control Link’ microchip. ‘Control Link’s,’ are implanted in all victims of APMCP, including Nate. They keep alters from breaking out of their programming. The Council of Light confirmed Lucifer is no more. As for the meteor, it’s still on its way; I have no idea when it will arrive, hopefully the federation will destroy it. Then I found out my role in all this. The following message was channeled by James Casbolt from the Pleiadians. “YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING ALL YOUR LIFE TO LIVE IN YOUR BODY. YOU HAVE NOT FULLY OCCUPIED YOUR BODY; YOU HAVE LIVED OUTSIDE OF IT…… ‘D.I.D.’, YOU HAVE BEEN DISSOCIATED FROM YOUR BODY BECAUSE OF TRAUMA. WHEN YOU ANCHOR YOUR WALK-IN YOU WILL HAVE SUPER HUMAN POWERS. NATE YOUR BROTHER, COMMANDER IN CHIEF JAMES/MICHAEL FIND BROTHERS AND SISTERS, TAKE TO SAFETY AREAS IN 2012……...” The reason why the Pleiadians referred to me as a walk-in is because I have a twin braided soul. This occurs when an over-soul incarnates with another soul in the same body. Over-souls are godlike beings that have split a portion of their own soul to live out many different lives simultaneously. The Pleiadians revealed my life was a mirage littered with MKULTRA and MONTUAK styled experiments. I was told the name of project I was involved in, was the Alien Psychic Mind Control Program, or APMCP. Supposedly I was a reptilian from Planet X in a past life and that’s palty why they are interested in me.
Two years later, I still I haven't heard a word from Nate. I suspect he is still alive, but I fear that he has been brainwashed.
When I finally located him, he was posting bizarre short stories about murdering women and dying on a poetry website. I don't know for sure but it is possible he may be actually killing women. In all appearances, he has gone crazy, which is common for those who have broken out of their programming. At first, he had no memory of me or his involvement with the Grays or the mind control programs. To trigger him, I wrote a poem to help him remember who he was. I posted it on the poetry website he was using. The Lone Wolf It was a cool summer night. I gazed into the stars, wondering what secrets they carry. Alas, their silence was deafening. I was homeless, following a path on a deserted road. The Alaskian wilderness is empty and unforgiving. The moonlight illuminated the open field surrounding me. A gravel path led me towards a log cabin in the woods. The occupants seemed unaware of my presence. As I approached the home looking for some food, I heard a dog howling. Behind a fence, a black wolf was chained down. His paws where cut open trying to escape. His mouth was dripping with blood. Fear began to overtake me. I knew a lone wolf was a dangerous wolf, but when he looked into my eyes, I felt pity. I tossed him my last piece of bread and quickly untied his collar. "You are free!" I announced. Puzzled at my response, he was still licking his lips from the delicious gesture. His gaze startled me; I never felt so much emptiness before. His eyes turned and the he dashed off into the wilderness. Then I sent Nate the following message………. Hi Nate,
Where you been? I hope you get this message soon as I have been looking for you for almost two years now. We were best friends, before you disappeared on me. The last time we talked was March 13, 2005, you told me you where dying. Email me, and I will help you know, why you are the way you are. Your friend, James Rink (The Bear) A few days later, on January 29, 2007, I received a response from his girlfriend Jessabelle. She glanced at my myspace page and noticed that I had a picture of Nate with the caption “Victim of government mind control.” But she thought this was a sick joke. She told me Nate had no memory of me or any involvement in mind control projects. But when I started revealing extremely private details about Nate that only his best friends would know, she began to freak out. I assured her all this stuff was true and convinced her to ask the Council of Light for protection. I asked her, “Why doesn't Nate contact me himself?” She replied, “Nate doesn’t trust you, and Nate says, why would I email a crazy guy, who is all freaked out about the government and tweaked out?" When Nate said that, I feared the worst, I knew this wasn’t Nate speaking, it was his programming. I began emailing Jessabelle back and forth to convince her to have Nate contact me, so at least I would know that he was okay. During this time she was forwarding my emails to Nate, so I know he knew. Finally, on February 8, 2007, I received a creepy message from Nate. Thu, 8 Feb 2007 13:10:13 -0600 "Grey Wilder" <firstname.lastname@example.org> Hello James. We are e-mailing you concerning Nathan Wilder. Your interest in this particular person has raised concern. Further research shall be discontinued or actions will be taken to destroy the information you have archived. We understand your concern, however, the things you've recorded are personal information. The other information you have found was fabricated by your own mind. Telekinesis and government
brainwashing does not and has never existed. There is no evidence in any government logs of aliens ever existing. We're watching you, James. Mr. Grey Clearly this was not the same person I knew. It sounded like Nate, but he was different. The Nate I knew was goofy and an ass at times. Whoever this Grey Wilder was, was totally out of character of the Nate I knew. Jessabele confirmed this was indeed Nate’s email address. So I told her, “Mr. Grey talks like someone who works for the NSA.” I asked Jessabelle, “Why doesn't Nate email as Nate, instead of a government controlled alter?” She said, “Nate is just joking about all this, he didn’t think you would take it seriously.” I even had James Casbolt email him…… Date: Fri, 04 May 2007 Greetings Nate, My name is James Casbolt and I'm friends with James Rink. I am writing a book called 'Agent Buried Alive' which may be made into a movie. For more information about me see my website www.jamescasbolt.com. (Website since shut down) I am hoping we can open up an on-going dialogue. Would this be possible? I have no hidden agendas I am only interested in the truth. All the best, James Casbolt Nate’s response………………. Date: Mon, 07 May 2007
James, Mr. Rink is suffering from a shared psychotic disorder. He's in a cult, and you're feeding this drivel. The website you showed me was nothing more than the beliefs of someone all too lonely. Bear is looking for a friend; you've given him one in the form of a crazy belief. See a psychologist. -Nate These conversations went on for some time. Nate would never talk to me as Nate, but the information I provided began to make a difference. On week three of the ordeal, I dreamed about a dense forested woodland surrounded by a barbwire fence. I opened the gate, and out from the shadows ran a black wolf, full speed ahead, without even stopping to acknowledge my presence. I knew this could mean only one thing; Nate was breaking out of his programming. I told Jessabelle about the dream and she said she was praying for Nate and I when I had that dream. Then the attacks began, Jessabelle would wake up in the morning and find cuts on her back, with broken glass and dirt stains. I suspected she was suffering from D.I.D. and probably was mind controlled as well. Her alters most likely are being activated and she probably is being tortured. I told her to continue praying for protection, and I emphasized the importance of convincing Nate to ask for the Council of Light for help. They can remove government devices from his head, and to prevent the government from activating his detonators. After all, I don’t want to deal with cloned Nate number 13. But Nate was not responding positively to my advice. The more I talked to Jessabelle the more dissociative and secretive he became. When Jessabelle started to trust me, she revealed that Nate and herself where living together in Rochester, NY. Remember this is where Nate spent the first three years of his life in a telepath colony with brainwashed mutants like himself. When I told her Rochester, NY was hotbed of mind control activity she started to freak out.
Then she began to snoop around through Nate’s stuff and located five bottles of embryos labeled “Nathan Wilder” in the basement. Jessabelle thinks that Nate was making clones of himself. I don’t know if this is the case but nothing surprises me anymore, so who knows? I told Jessabelle there was a strong possibility that Nate was still demon possessed. I told her how Lucifer took over his body and how I helped him return back to the light. I also told her the reason why Nate was unsuccessful at exorcising his brother Adam demon’s was because Nate was demon possessed himself. You could see it in the dark nature of his poetry. For example……… “I've become a monster. An evil entity with malice equaled only by my hatred for myself. I've become a celestial beast. I am all that is evil and corrupt. I am all that is strange and archaic. I am the new, which threatens your humble way of life and your morality. I am the anti-christ and the new messiah. Follow me to nowhere so we can do nothing- in a dance of nonexistence. I am death. I am Da Puka.” When Jessabelle confronted Nate about the meaning of “Da Puka,” Nate became extremely nervous, and told her to cut off all contact with me. Nate’s Cult Nate’s exposure to my emails was making him go crazy again. Jessabelle was starting to freak out because Nate started a cult. Whatever I said must have reinforced his programming. He called his disciples the “Chosen Ones.” Remember, in Satanism, those which follow Satan are called “The Chosen Ones,” and everyone else is referred to as “The Expendable Ones.” Jessabelle reported seeing over 100 followers of his cult, with more joining daily, and all of them have telekinetic abilities. I don’t know for certain but they probably are the children that Nate
grew up with on that military base in Rochester, New York. Jessabelle tells me, Nate intends to use this small army to bring about the New World Order, and make war against the Council of Light. Good luck with that one. As time passed, my correspondence with Nate’s girlfriend would run dry; my last message with her was on April 2, 2007…… Hi James, I believe that I am being controlled now. I feel really depressed and sensitive and like I am in a daze. I can’t live like this, how do I stop this, please respond quickly. I am experiencing violent dreams and I am having very weird encounters lately, I am so scared. Jessabelle. Oh shit they got to her too! Second Contact with Nate I had another friend contact Nate this time. Nate referred to himself as “a lab catastrophe gone right,” he kept saying he was one of the “Children of Rochester” and seemed especially worried about what I knew about them. He told my friend “there’s more of us, you know.” He told my friend, “I'm recording all of this. I record everything and transmit it to my superiors. I try to stop myself, but my alter is very strong.” When asked what kind of abilities he had, Nate responded…… “I have enhanced strength, but nothing too intense. My capabilities lie in my eyes and mind. I can also run and swim for much, much longer than everyone else. I was programmed for other tasks, but I am genetically superior.” Nate seemed especially interested in jump gates, the grid, and if I knew about his clone.
Nate also revealed he has been to the future and it was “horrible, but I can't tell you much else.” When my friend asked him why he abandoned me, Nate responded….. “That was before I developed my alter. James needs to move on, and find other things to occupy his time. It was for his sake.” My friend then asked him what he knew about the “Z” alter. Z programming is based on the Zarathustran model of a genetically superior human. Nate coldly answered. “00-01A 6J001………… I have to go.” June 2007 Four months after my contact with Jessabelle dried up; a psychic channeled this message from him. He tells me the government is using the open portals in my soul to crash people’s brain. Nate commented, “I seen things you don’t want to see.” He told me not to worry about the microchips, that I would be okay. He also hinted that we first knew each other in person from the projects. Unfortunately, Nate closed the channeled conduit, before he could clarify the many questions I had. In particular, his bizarre reaction in February 2007, which I believe was Nate’s clone. This makes perfect sense, the real Nate goes missing, so the fake one lives out his life and his family and friends believe everything is okay. This clone seems to be programmed to view me as his enemy, along with anyone else who is not a “Child of Rochester.”
9 PATHFINDER As the years passed updates on Nate went dry, until the following information was passed on to me about Nate by a clairvoyant contact.
Our story begins trillions and trillions of years ago, at the very beginning of the creation of the universe. God wanted to learn new experiences, to do so God split its soul into many fragments. It is these fragments which all souls have derived from today. Some of these first creations became the Gods of antiquity. From the fiery ovoid each soul was then split again; so that every soul has at least one counterpart, this is know as a twin flame. You may have heard of the expression “love at first sight.” Well, in my case, Nathan was my twin flame. I also have two other twin flames which are female. Generally twin flames are male and female only, but since there were four of us created from the same soul; we are the two which follow the masculine path. We are all connected with a psychic link; so what Nate feels I feel as well, what he knows I know, and vice versa. Together we make up one of these creator God’s. Technically we are one of the Supremes, which are visionaries. They are responsible for creating the future, creating vortexes, and they can create dimensional beings. Don’t ask me how I don’t know. Luciferic Rebellion During the first Luciferic rebellion two million years ago, Lucifer and God Aton had a disagreement on how the universe should be run. Lucifer wanted no rules, but God wanted to continue following the creator’s set of laws which were set forth at the beginning of time. Because Lucifer chose to follow ego of self, his vibration lowered, which made it too painful for him and his minions to remain in heaven. God loved Lucifer so much he allowed him to pick any planet in the cosmos to continue his experiment of duality. Naturally Lucifer chose the most
beautiful jewel in the heavens, Planet Earth, as a prison planet for himself and his followers. God knew that one day Lucifer and his minions would learn oneness with god through their own free will. It was expected through both trials and tribulations that these darkened souls would one day learn the lessons needed so that they too would ascend into the higher realms of spiritual evolution. Once sequestered to this planet, Lucifer worked diligently to prove his method of running the cosmos was superior to Gods’ plan book. Because Nate and I are one of the Supremes we are natural knowledge seekers. Out of curiosity, and perhaps lust for power, we decided to become apprentices of Lucifer. In a way we thought we could return Lucifer back to the light. But Lucifer was a very seductive creature, his negativity brought down our vibration to the point were it was making it hard for us to remain in heaven. It was at that time Nate and I had a split in our ways. Nate became seduced by the dark side, and I freaked out at the prospect and choose the light. Because Nathan passed his window of opportunity to return to the light he became a demon. This would have been my fate had I continued to follow the same path. Because Nate was my twin flame, I too, was dragged into this as a fallen angel. I spent many eons on this planet working with Nate to bring him back to the light. Eventually I did, but Lucifer had other plans for Nathan. As a demon he has to do what the devil tells him to do otherwise he is punished. Through many trials and tribulations, I have been here to fight the battle against darkness and to heal Nathan and countless others of their inner demons. In the process, he has taught me unconditional love and forgiveness. As the eons passed we spent many life streams together on this planet, but not as many as our home world on Planet X. The Anti-Christ
After the conclusion of our last life stream, Nate and I made a rare agreement to return to planet Earth, find each other, and then bring Lucifer back to the light. We knew the mission would be hard from the very start. When Nate began his life stream on this planet the Men-In-Black had their eyes on him. Because he was a demon, the MIB was able to possess him with Lucifer. While Lucifer was busy making war plans for Armageddon in the astral realms. The Men-in-Black was busy using Nate’s alien psychic abilities for their alien research and cloning experiments. When I entered into the scene, I soon realized what they were doing to Nate; and put a stop to it. Once Nate regained his freewill, the government had no choice but to terminate him. During the first week of December 2004, Nate revolted. The situation was so out of control the Men-In-Black was forced to perform some sort of black magic ceremony on Nathan and kicked his soul out of his body, ending Nate’s life stream on planet Earth. Once Nate was out of the scene, Lucifer took over his body. Still upset that Nate had revolted, Lucifer stuck him into a different dimension, along with thousand of other demons who refused to follow their orders. They have since returned to the light and have continued their lifestreams. Then in a rampage, Lucifer annihilated all of those who tried to terminate his life. He destroyed the 3,400 home-worlds of all those ET’s involved. On Sunday, March 13, 2005, the Men-In-Black, finally contained, then ended Lucifer’s life stream on this planet. When Lucifer returned to the astral realms, he was so grieved at how evil his creations had become, even more so than himself. At that point, Lucifer returned to the light. During his karmic court proceedings, Lucifer learned it would take five billion years of life streams on hell planets just like earth, to balance his karma.
Devastated at such a long proposition, he chose to be no more. He then stood before the 100th dimension of unconditional love. Because of his evilness his soul’s vibration had fallen so low that he could no longer handle the higher energies thus his soul essence shattered into the ethers. Perhaps one day a new soul will be formed from these fragments so that they too, can become perfected before God. If I didn’t rescue Nate when I did, he would have died anyway from the higher energies of the photon belt. These energies are raising this th planet into the 5 dimension, ushering in heaven on earth. Nate’s Soul Once Nate and Lucifer were removed from the scene, the Men-In-Black used witchcraft and some sort of some sort of “Philadelphia Project” styled experiment to put an animal spirit into his body to continue out his life here on Earth. This creature is very confused, and can’t be released. It’s as if its got transferred and ended up by default in Nathan. If you meet this entity buy him something to eat, then he will be more willing to trust you. It was this entity that was living with Jessabelle in Rochester, NY. He was cold towards me because he is paranoid that I could be working for the Men-In-Black. The clones Jessabelle reported seeing in the basement were just some experiments that Nate was conducting. The council of light is doing all they can to ensure I don’t end up in some Montauk styled experiment as Nate. The Men-In-Black want to recruit me into the same work Nate was doing. But they are having trouble controlling me, for example they tried to put a demon in me like they put Lucifer in Nate. But it’s not working because my soul is filled with too much light. Final Message I have been told Nathan is no longer alive and has since reincarnated onto another planet. He no longer appears human. The council of light assures me I will see him again one day. But the time is not ready. A certain vibration needs to be reset between the both of us before we
can meet once again. But he can be channeled by others if they know how to bi-locate. If you are up the task I would love to hear from you. In addition he is still being hunted by the Men-In-Black along with the same ET races which Lucifer annihilated. This makes physical contacts with me or even setting foot on Planet Earth a dangerous proposition. Please pray that Nate’s darkened fragments will return back to creator source to be transmuted into a higher purpose, and all individuals involved with the alien psychic mind control program will be set free. Soon “Octopus” will be dismantled and humanity will finally be released from its shackles.
James Rink, Age 26
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