taste of the seafood in Boston. In Waterbury I started my residency in internal medicine at a hospital that was affiliated with Yale Medical School. Although Waterbury was a small town, everything to me was new so I had to struggle with a now environment. But I have a strong lingering impression that people were eager to help me become familiar with the community. After living in America for over 10 years, I went back to Japan and joined the Ministry of Health and Welfare. 10 years is along time and this caused me a certain uneasiness since a lot had changed in the intervening period. What perplexed me was the attitude of my colleagues who expected me to know all of the changes that had taken place. Instead of trying to help me become familiar with what was essentially a now environment, I was baptized by bullying or "ijime". When you compare my first year in America with the first year after I returned to Japan, I am convinced that coming back to Japan was far more stressful. Since I am Japanese it should have been easier, but this was not the case. [WB7: This is a very well known social phenomena in Japan, the stigma of those who return home. You are treated as a nail that has to be hammered down.] Americans were kind to me, but upon returning to Japan I found that bringing back foreign ways, for example, clarity in speech or an individual style of dress, was rejected. Many Japanese who have been abroad try to erase any acquired foreign habits because of their fear of ostracism through "ijime". I resisted this pressure to conform. In fact, I more or less preferred to be isolated from my colleagues, because by being ostracized I no longer had to dine or sing together with them at a karaoke bar, which meant my evenings were my own, to spend as I wanted. However, I was not happy with the way the Japanese bureaucracy functioned, and this is why I wrote a book called "Straitjacket Society," which is a clinical analysis of the psychology of the Japanese bureaucracy and society. [WB7: The English version of the book is out of print but was a best seller in Japan and is considered a must read for those who want to understand the iron triangle of business, politics and beureacrats. It is available used on Amazon.] I have no regrets about writing this book. In fact, through writing this book my world has expanded. For me to give a speech in front of you today is a good example. Being able to give speeches about the bureaucracy reminds me of the opening