Doe.

7, 1941
Que~ltlon$
I

Sonmthlng lntolerablr
qreU;

happen8 in my work*
got 8 better

1n 8plte
xta

of my effortr to met myroll

oannot rrmembsr

to
your

quallt7. w?

urelar8

hours of work by the olook. Anrrerr

llm t oomea from

I got no m8ult.
~01~m~

Partloulrrly

big rgoirm
g8t
Out

in which you
Of for

have lived
out, YOU mul

till
t

nowI
18U'A
t0

You are enolormd in it4

WOPk.

8OU a8t
dOnO,

it.

%O

@t

Not

UKIl7

iOr

JOUr88lf

but

Oth8r8. Take a mw

You began with work on 7our parant8. one, the 88118 one on the nolghbor,
the &MOP18aPOm8t

You aunt ohanga your tuk. no nnttrr who, a11

yourself
beings,

or oho,ore

from

YOU. You murt work for

through

the aim of bring

rble

to h8lp them.

Thir alone ~111 rtrugglr a partloular

agalnrt

ego18m.

Z uoe that 700. oome8 to

both have a very bad pelt, to thp iore. order,

vd
you

egO18mr All

the old material

2h.t ID 'Ihy you oan do nothing. to law,

ThL d.fOZ-0
fLttr!ming

It

$8 normalt

l ooordlng

maordlng

th8 ah,

th@FO 81, -7

a8omt8

db80Eltl.
lUU8t

8hOUM r8a8mAr8 you*

I oould Pea88UJW you Uf3UplOtOly~ hrt

work yow8e1fr

Qr (ILro klndr
rxtarla.

To get out oi thlr

rtate

oi ruff8rlng,

00 vivid

and 80 negatltr.

0r 8ufferlng,
Ieeil8,

cm8 objaatlve,
ior

one 8ubJeotivo~)

Can 1 make ~88 ai

take opium,

lnrtallor?

~1 No, jou aunt work on 7ourmlf.

hroe alwyr llrrd. iw what f ray* %th to reaoh a new atage.

hrtroy

the l ,(folrm in whloh 7ou

It ir naoerraq now

Ohmgo your tark,

of you are m thewy

to the aare de Lyon, but you

You are both at

go bg dlffwent

rout88,

one by London md onr b7 the OPeraa

about the 8ame dirtanoo.

Qf do nothing for
thing

I ume my power1e8moa8 and rpr oowardloer

I aan ray nothing olwrlr.

mother.

and

mothor,
18 right

&oa\uO my ?Mp

whethrr k4OWWbt
parpore

or not, bu iI 'I~,(ianot&l.alk!why
anythbg p3r86%ie JOU aU'IOt
]oOW

18 n I' Olb8Fr 4

1 hal8 a ,#8n8atiQn Of

At

Y6u oannot ry

or do anyttLLng for

You do not NOrk With

7GWln8md ter for

what he nUd8e
lntmrzul*r

him,

Wi play four rele.

apnrt

Umr.

ktornally

apeak 01 hs Qe8,

80 a8 not to

hurt

him.

You mart 8oqulro

you work

the

fomo

to do thir,

Flay a rol8.
I tell to etoryoas

deoome double. vhloh you felt

&or the preront

as ~vofsoor~ that

Do what

you, you omnot that

do m(~r8~ Love of your aoighborj

18 tha WAY. Bpiql

for

your para!at8*
one ha8 thlr de8lr0.

4: Brom the boglnnlng

Aa returns

of the work,

C,rtalnly,

it
degroos

18 the IP, fairs

thing3

always the 8-0

thing

thah
this

in a dlfferrnt Eyerythlng
Wloh

Mow another

degroc),

You mast overoomo

of the opinion

orlrlr. of onrrelf,

oome8

from

love of onrrelf, uprlde

of

one hu

18 liar. ha8 8ron turnwl down ln me by the aeroolr the work, bar made it heavy orrt
whioh
thors
l

Q# Everything ln all my
work.

- _ _-._

It ha8 taken army the joy 1 foe1 llkr

It

pal&i,
It i8

w4thout hope,
At like
l

a donkey pulling

a tory
part8

up a hill.

la beoeure in you are other

r8 touohed.

paintor

mho always mlxor the rime oolourr

and

18 never 8ny md.

Bhen he puts red in, Q: &en I try lblr

it ohanger svery'thlngr
uerolro ha8 made +e fed

You murt oontinuo.

romething whioh i8 new for point me; aid

to do it

and put my attention

on thlr

small motlcmlers

8ae that no88 ad tbn I.

oanot

hold myrelf

in fmnt

of it, hotter.
in yourrelf

I have a ronration
'Ihi ropall point

of my nothlag18 greater

I eoaa to underrixnd (fr

humility

B~osuse

you

have

dog

uhloh hlnder8

you in every-

thing.
Afterward

It 18 oalled you will I h8n

lmolerme feel

toward onet8011. point, in the artl8tlo with exterior

You mwt doltroy type whloh liver thlnkr

thingr~

this

dog.

master of thlr

that you are 8tronger it foal8

pnd it 18

nothing,

no oonfldmom only 18 wouplod not lnrldo, they know. &8olut8ly

that

ln the lmaglnu-id l %perlanoar~ of r81~11~ aU

thm

l tlon,
surfaoe,

ha8 idea8 behind it8 hoad, not lnaido, autrida, not ln itrelfo Do not trurt nooerra~

but in remllty

It 11~08 only an thm know nothing

Artl8t8 y0umd.f.

and lmag!.na that parts of yourmlfr

Enter into
to fool
llfo*

youm*lf,
at

to lram
&y

an4 think

88nl8 tlrw in l vmrythlng

persoxh

you do, la l nry

You am ml sal#ty

0:
rubrtanoo

I will the earth, Of th. to enter

SrplaIn,

but it

is ior

l&or.

In Our solar

rJ8tem

orrteln

rmanets from the run end the pknotr,

by

in thm fame way @# there

ammated

making oontaat thearelvrr All Highart into aonteot

at aerteln

polntr

In

the aolar
rhioh

ay#ta.
ara the

And tbbee polntr

inverted

OM refloat

In matrrlali~ad

lugs8

invgsr

- the Absolute. If with

l telli

you that

than

almaya thlo

ulrtr

a nrterialltod thereby

lmago In our l tmorphere.

thlr

poop10 oould have enough line 0; like Yea. the

oonoantretlon rubrtanoej telephoner

Q;

Image, they rould rsoelve

a tolepbtla

rrarlrlng,

no ortabllrhlng

Do those

image8 nrtsrlallre

in humen fozm?

in touoh with thlr Ipyge, and l reati Q: If someone puts hlmrslf person OM put hlmaslf In touah rlth him, and a third and a fourth, oan they

all reaeiva 0; touohrlth bottom

it

this If
thlr

IIppget reven psrrons oan oonosntratr anough to put themaelvsa

by the line

fn

image, they oan oommnloate , at any dirtanoe,

them and the reven form one.

normthing

They oon help woh other.

that one underrtands

the way,

Is only by explaining onerelf 48 sompletoly.

I rent

to others

and errlml-

later will

to kncm if

by matarlallzing
desire,

the image of a saint,

thlr

get me what I wrtloularly 0: You think mything aerr life. like nou.

an ordinary

ptwsone

You have not bhe menn8 of

matsrlal1ci.q have deoldedr mat in ordinaq

For the present the other

W,qIto

take a tark

of auto-ruggertlon, to it what you

develop

80 that one part

oonvlnoor

and repeatr the fir& 'lb

and mpsetr

lr a rerle8

of rrvon ueralres

for the ruooo8slvo the emotionit

af the 8ave1 aeatore.

the brain, other,

the one uhlah ooattr

olroj

(The hoad ir, ~,,luxurye) lo neoa#aaTf lr

Thlr l oralro

but tbm aal~ one rMoh

flrrb
drrilop

tho rplnal

0014, tha on. willoh you met

it.

uad rtirongthon.

~111 #truingthen

Bald out fixedly

at

both arm# hori8oatall.g

at an aurl

an&a,

at

thr

8-0

tlu

looking

a point You will you will

b&ore find

JOU. that

Divide

your l ttMtiOn

exactly

batrsen

point

and am.

therr

ax-s no l rroolatlons, and poaltlon minutes OS arms*

no plaoe for us this sitting

them, so oooupisd
down, standing,

be with

point

then ar knoer. er*

metor

Tuenty-five

raoh position, e hours without

roveral

timer a dy

- or few-

4100 1; hsd pupil

l

oould stay for

moving arm6 ane arati-

sor other Qr

thlngr

he was nothingnoes. to make suah efforts to overaome. for rork, a hard borrtir foru

When I. drh impossible

It

in my chest, Cl:

What should I do? in hsblt of using this aantsr - it

18 nothing.

You are not - just

is a musolo whlah oantraatr

mu80ularr till I felt "I"

Continue,

oontlnue.

Q1 5 have dons thir doing It,

J; had tlm sensation

exarolse
of "I'.

I had aohlng shoulders. myself apart, r6alll "II.

Whllo

fft oheap.

You oanriot have l1". It

1s vary axpensive thing. me, snd do not

You are speak of "I".)

"1".

Do not philosophlre,
l

does not interest

Do the exerolse Results will Qr 01 learn to. Q: Ot 0r sslf-love. "I8

l

b servlae,

as an obligation, Today it
18 only

not for result8 rsrvlcs* Only that

(llks

oome later. I feel

la real.
P olored

more wlthln

myself,

but a8 if

I were before

door.

Xt 18 not one door but msny dOOr8o

You must open caoh door,

1: have worked Without

srpeolally

on 88lr-lOV0. There are two qualities love of the resl

sslf-love

a man oan do nothing. thing. The other, to move.

One 18 a dirty
thlr,

sn impulse, An snolent I sse

~lthout suffering,

Without

it

1s lmpo88lbla for

Eilndu saying - %H~PJ

1s km who loves that no me hu

himself,
understood

he osn love m8**

me.

rrpa &se. str

fire, there without

report

One needs flro, vol.uatary

will whloh

never

be snything.
lmposrlble
aurrer

This
to areate

m-0

lr

l ufiorlng,

it

1s

8nfthing. 18 there;mpkr

One mU8t prepare, use ol

it.

mu8t knOWWhat

wlllmaks

ona

and when it

Only you asn prapere, rhioh aooks,

only you

know what makes Lou suitor, DCES. Suffer

by your dafestr,

imkes the fire

in your

asments, orystaUse8,
egoi-*

pride,

in pm

Remind yoursalr

of ths alm.
one ir

hlthout

~epar08

rtiierlng

there

18 nothing, No further what lr life,

ior

by &I ma

aonoQioU8, them

i# no nora rufiorlng.

poogaa,

nothing, you om

That lr why with to NtJwer

thorn
8Ol0~8

your oonrolanoo

you mwt prepare nour:rhmr

l

neogmqmy. You
muat

The food you eat rhloh You ~VO

your

my for

oormlc oub8t8noea.
work.

debt,

UI obligation,

to repay by oonfor uhat rha tir

Do not eat lllp your mother. yeare,

an animP

but rrnddr

to nature

gltrn during

you, nature,

Work - a drop,

a drop,

8 drop - ~oo\usulatod

d ay8, months, QI

oanturie#, at the point

perhnpr will

give rmmulfa, untippy, everything

I*VO arrived

where I am vrry

18 dl8t@8tOfUi

t0 Sk8, Of n0 htW18te hudkerahlrf n8tum ,\ I/ niahs;l;yp

Ox And that lnt l meto renl

mU8t

l mnged~5ks that
well " ? am p$ad, ii!'1

in your pooket? Aha bhngr

ltimt

you*

Roll,

you to

work by m&king all

the rert

dl&i8t.iul"-' the more you will

,lt's

a ordain

ororslng

you

nmke.
Q;

The more you work, thicl laok. Even work

do
18

oome out of this

diroomfort,

this

emptlaers,

dlrtorteful

to me* iherr - it 1s never any work i# empty. ior QIO

the.

Sslrmnt
l var

%meuaa you do not work.

with you, nothing

between ua whrn we are together alone.

psrrm
Tonight

oamnot osrry
it

everything

YOU must make ths effort

younelf.

la the 8411~~ lobody 01 on4 mu8t try

LI there

- nobody maker the dffort. Inrtead or aooumulatlng

Then one muat ohmgo the way of working. to keep OonBtantly

during

one hour,
Swmo

the orgnnia
rlthout

reneatial

oi
One'0 I thought la

the body.

on018 body @gain, oontinually

interrupting

ordlnacf

oooupmtlma
would
l

- to keep a little
allow

anergye to taka the habit,

8 long time,
it

the l xorolrer
not 80* cot

you to koap the onerg

but I IO@ it

hmdkorohlel,
@hm it Our aim lr

wring )so have

lt

out,

put

am your rkin.

The OolltAet
of ono(8 bearu)o

dll

remind you.

18 d~,b@gin

Q&.

%%i.Em m mmY!fHItiQ

Remain wart,

oonotantly
bo
utprarred

a rlarrtlon you lndepl#mt,

of mo8olf,

indirlduallty. it iy6rgmlor
It

%la l arrtian
10 romething

l anot

lntollaotunlly,

uhloh vklu

rhen you are 81th

other people.

Thurrday, SC ror me* I give I am very people often oredlt

them,

$ulp

1,

1943 o? othorr, porrrrs) *hAt

ad

dooelvrd for

in my opinion thby only

18 b&d
l I

qu&lltlar I ame it

do not

$or

the people I don't would ursful

who do po88a.e

later rlrq8

when I krmw thorn better. reelng it too

late.

know how to dsteot like to hmvo

l mean8

hypoorlry of judging

and I'm people

and rcaognlalng

who oan bo

to me and who 18 1~01888.

Ourdjieff z
YOU

OUtnOt,

YOU

lRU8t

fir8t

prepW0

JOUrsblf

to

8W

rsollty,

Khllr

waiting, You dont

WrJ,

play

a role

utorlorly. If
my.
time

hterlorly, you have

l%y *Qood
t0 keep

reoognlre of
~8

your

nonisntltyne88. king8 alWay

Ill & Oerth3

know anything.
do
8Ut

the habit
IOl-ning

doing
you work

thm
at the

fn

thf8
8um

8Py gOOd!6Ol'ning.

rork he

up with
At

the
present,

uefrb doing hero and then you'll

8V8Fym8 l8 lib YOU8 nothing,

be able mro.

to r8oognlss
b8

p8oplr.
l
WOrkMn,

tiath8r
not

or a senatoo,
work, 80 that

he is metie like
ln o day, I month

you*

Oet to work at you will

to

being

P nonentity;

or a year

not

br a nonontlty. &it you

lau8t

DO everything play
and
l

l rootly
your

PIJ you aru aaaustomal without 18 - nothing. in&? romethlng

doing. yourrelf

Cole,

without

mrtlolpatlng, value

identifying

fnttrPiOrly~ in

r8rIIembbr what to ohmge that

Rork, work and agaln work,

derlnlte. UhM

order

nothfngnerr

QfUcrdiCXC make8 a um8k. llO8k.

l

you 8eQ people,

you believe

in thlr

After

a while
I?0 uttrr wltln

the lark

fall8

and you 8ae that

ho reprerefntr

they UPO the 8ame mm-do

a malk.
If

8 yourroll.

whom you 801,

and

you look away8 it

at

him 1onpr, l bl8

t0

1mpartlAllty at the

attmtim, BIOlQt,
l

you 80~ that the merda Will 8 you are

he 18 not

kaep hi8 lar8k;

l8

8-e

8hoW through,
l

l8 a are

the l rarwhleh oolonrl, then. raator Xl8

it.

ln Jotie or rllltmalr~~

Be 18 nothing,
It'8

nothing,

Vdn ii life

ho ir that

only hi8

the oombinatimr father wa8 llko

of thl8,

grandfather h8 him8Qlf hr lr

wa8 llka
t~&WO8Wt8

that,
Odf

md ha profltr

froa

hat Only

nOthingCnr88, imr undor8tood hi8 nothingnrrr and haI

not a nathlng

rho

~-

-7-

worked on himelf "rosoaw. It lr Fork, work are nothings a gamral, obllgatlonej

to ahmga itic still

put

Xhat men lr

anothor

quality

of merdet

with

mcrde but it everything

toward

has not the #ame odour.

it

, and

be

aurn

thkt

all

rho do not lie ir all In life

work

like

you,

You nro nothing,

things1

but ha also ia nothing. they oort nothing. porltlm, It ~ollooman. - oooupations,

a aolonel,

there am exterior the nyor

In llf e, everything whethor one ir

lm l aoldental

or the aomer Interiorly,

rhlah ore&e@ there obnormalltier. thing. Exterior 31~: very different peroeload I have like mom?
Ourdjitffr

everything
thlngr.
and

is always the a.ame

Only aonsaloum

thing8

do not

ohange the lnterlor

- aonralour labour
time

lo able to ohangr the interior

voluntary

rufferlng. end
oomrmln(r

I have notloeI>,Lfor
mettbra, an lntrx$or

a long

that

very often, on what it

it,

X heard what It othamlse i rhould

l 8aldr but without I

l

volae told

me what I had to do, l otlng told alwaya right.

I me* I would it makm

aotod

and afterward

ee the voles lr to it that.

to know if

pay no attention

or on the oontrary 3uy a llttlc

follow

Do nothing

a bout

all

notebook,

n reoord. lnstinot 8111 pave

Write dorm, but do nothing.

lhat

fro100 18 your instlnatj but It lr ram.

will

somtirr rhow that.

OM appear through that you ham true find gimr

t?UrdjhffJ

the aonsalousness, lnr tinot,

But

Perhapa lt

&HJ if
do

your reoordr nothing beion, aatually.

low psrhapr we dll

an exeraias. It, I till

But to write

have to do it

(roallrar). nay what But aa aa you

Make a note,
fantary, ldloay.

1. will

#peak afterward. $8 a wry

Parhapr ltr f #hall that, thing. aontlnue

ruggertiblllty,

Aoaordlng to the rerult, Beforr

It ir

nnthunatloaUy. know*

Sometimer inatlnot I will rprak

independent

for you, I don't are doing, Sin1

aftonard. lataly
think

before .you notlood

It

anything. if that, I had done what it

told I**

would ham barn hotter

o~dji0rr;
omtrarya

10 8hrli LOO* You

it'
l

but perhaps It's

the

Pwhapr
gltmn

payohopabhio.
1900rdm.

I do not rimh to believe

IOU rpeak

anything

rxoept
'%a

the iaOt0

by thm

(statlrtlpuo)r

rubjootltrlyb

objratito

I 40 not know. Lu:

f trg to maintain

the ieellng thr futility

0r nonantltJa0ar

md r0luntprJ

.aatlon
before,

la oonoemedr aollar of thlr feeling lffm?

it

rbar

of all

rotion

mdbuaynare,

If,

I had to make an afiort

to do I given thing, ihe effort dorr not pa~lyre

today z murt 0180 army ir doubledc ikaat ahall I

the iron

nawntltynrrr~ of nullity

do ao that thlr with exterior

me, dosm not interfere

Gurdjlerf~ third
rlx

Do aa I hats l lrsady I tats.

told

you.
tlno

One murt work only tb

for thr work. Duntt

part 0r ones raking

thin@; iIx a time:

Make m rpeolal
and

tomorrow batween 10 free to drive

11 oolmk,

ordi.nory

liio.

zho other ideas, Lua nothingnera.

the work,

rend them to the dooil.

away the feel&q

&e la no longer Putarlde

of me)8

ffurdji@rrr when youhadn~t the results

your

new atate.

And do aa you did before, Do not yet use You are nt You would
life lr

begun to work.

On@murt never mix matter@* work. Hot yet. for life, not for

OS the lntsrior
l

work fog exterior

irn@t

l ohool, like
know I gmrt
mother thikqe

ahild, rramt

It rhloh

sarnlng money,

you should not umI

Yrldey, Sunday,

Thrt 10 one thing, imped.

~e&nsud&y,

you do what you l&km, rend

the

to Uaa

derl1

&l1 othw Lur

thoughtrj The fooling

fi

you mix thorn , one will oi nullity, the unoalledl arida

Othw. ir

Mioh

oome8 by itself,

lnm

&utonrl.tls
Ourdjlcrlf

and thrrefore
I

drrtmotirm.
rat for

In thr

the rark,
It lr

make a crommat
pryahopathy.

more lively. toioo. aythlng

iho tvtat oi the timeI

Qurdjirif

to thm devil,

to An (or Au?);

I hove never hard

the aour4 of your

I know your voloe in lUo, to me? Ant

Ant

bub got hrco in our oirolo~

CM you ry

I hav*att

worled mmagh ye8 t68rk

a ~~rtioar

Our4Jlef~;

Xer 46 yau knor thmt? Memu, I: 69 plot dwo*

ourd j1err I hi

xha

you do have l quatim.

130t t0a8x.

Ourajlsffa ounljieff
bo m aator ir

Ball,

then, yertordayr
tellr

(gmcrl de ~alsmmn

Qurdjioff

what

quertlom

An, bar arkad her)

2 Ho rho work8 beoower mn wtor,

a role l

a real

rotor ia 1iro.

lb

to play

Liie is a thutxw whore IVO~J mh p&70 a

robr he, day they ohngo It, TodaJ al* Ml., tomorrow another polo. w only ir (I good l otor who lr able to rmnembrr himralf and omraiourly p-1 hir ml., no
mttrr what it

rnw bat role one mUrt play?

Ana

hat how doe8 a10 know the

ourdjlsff I you rprak with %urrik - you know who rhe ia, how me mtut bo with her, tint rho likoa. sol1 then do it. kteriorly rho is nothing for me, rho lr morda for END* %s likrr poop10 to k&u her hrnd; I do it boomum rho liker hub I dm't a0 1t. A don** roaot. AXU I don't auoood in
Qurdjlatfa

that.

I am kind to her,

I p&y ry role,

&teriorly I rant to kmalt her, SO tha rho baoonor my I&&toa Interiorly

good to othorr. Yorh8pr you are not yet frro.

being

An1 I rlrh to profit four role throrettoally, nothlngrrrrrrr

Dre

Wm etrrythlxq

@gotirtloill~

for yrol,f.
to ~0u.r

Your
Abt

tmk

but rory quiokly you forget a& JQU ruturn will be to ramubor loaqpr*
ir it

Whmt good

to

hvo

Qurdjldir 09 mmOna* Dr* Ab. Qurdjidtt

Yor llf@J ii t
%nnot rve~mo

f"

alatrr? havaa't mar rlwoo,

you u-o the rlavo

/ &ply 8. equal? YOU hub f0~ 0p~ -a x tro. Wovore H9 io it porrlbloi

-lo-

wall-balng

02 IM

18 that

wsry~na

ba

hia

81avo8.

You ray theh the work hu 8

mordri thanks
it.

ahangrd you*
rolow labourr
Dr.

Thank8 to the wrk and voluntary

41 At prersnt

you am no lmger ObjWtlVOly

obllg8

to

OQI-

rufferingr
our
dog8

YOU ds88rVl,

U8 to u88 oth8r8

for

our 8nd8. Tod8y you

parm

'

Ourdjleifr am M ordinary you will

dOgI,

Tharo you h8ro good ground for being-work.

to br

pm1 ln your work try

ma& thOr; a real thi8

rugerlor

rut.

Ajto2w8rd

b8 I oomglata

r;11*

At the moaart Maa you feel

18 ZiOO.88837 fOF far, lind thOrU in ax9 8tlll

your OF&r ao'29 t0

8tn\g&8

l &rl8t
man) it'8

OODf118t for

btoomo dog8 ln

a real

good 8Oil.

the mark*

you th8t or* 4,

ax.8 lnvlrlbbl..
BUt

rhouldn't

-8

(tiV*

U&BU8i.Xlg

~gOti8tieal~

On.'8

-F

over

othorr? fhWdjisffi %dy YOU da it UnOOn801OU81t~ trJ t0 da it

18

OOll8OiOU817.

l'218n It

will

be good, both

?or thorn md for you*

There

no other

jurtloo.

Thur8dny.
@Wdj%OffJ (a0 lOOk# at

.T;8pttu!Ib8r

16, 19&i
OppO8it@

mO+

v.

8itting

8nd
At

8wa

t0

t&M8 P.)J

Now after 8aw &at

over then,+

the holiday8 her expression

your

rlrtor

look8

mom like
it it

you*
WI

flrrt

right,
8itting 0Y.J

h8d ahanged.

1 thOU&frt BUrY

YOU WhO IR8

(n,

the othsr8):

1 I 88

that

W88 B1ald8

Who Wa8

there,

but it

ir her 8i8t8re
*rb jU&

(To Mm., ll,)t

OppO8ite.

Uau8lly you 81p@ 8lU878 l lttlng

in a good poritlon to bcnrflte

at

tb8

8id.e

NOV JOU

You are lo

Nor, Hr. Dlatrlat

demn$r

Attorney,

if

no me

l rklng
mrrer

a quartian,
good for

you ask one trloh lrlte

aak8 lt

an ut8vor

uy

to fonuulat8,
(&bile J,

8n

8verybotQ. ClUldd$df 8itS

8nd m8d ltrftsrwud.

to take OUrd~isff
the

18 WritLng th.

hi8

qud8tj10nl

L+

rsat

of 8,

ubo 18 in

kltohdne
rlth
ad

Bq oom88 bask.
hlnl. not
ba

behind I d8 not

rho &8k8 1. to ohangd ~tioor If h8 uk8 8 quutim

X0-u wderrtmd,

know hlm yet.

bh

he lr

faoing
8UbjMbtlvilf

1110)1 do not8ee
good for him

hm

81~3 108~~10% rkr

an an8vsr that vi11

It

18

rule
8lt

tbt

bar not ret

@orrxanxpla,
of

bem formlatrcl, he haantt lt oortr *.

Bara it

ir:

new peoplo

rhould it

hare.

yet drunk

any l loohel,
for

Aloohol
bnowlng

opsar,

8horr mm7 a8peat8 It

your interlOr; aloohol

18 very fZ+pOrtmt too muoh,

already

8omeoner bottle.

18ntt my .fPLtlt,

1800 franor

tb

Have you urlttm Jar Sir,

your quortlon,
To a aertaln

Spcciallrt? on them&y Ita In rhloh oao

you have enlightened

me greatly degree,

mU8t
ooumo
8.4

aOOOnrpli8h

One'8 ta8ke
uno~s ata

ruaoesding.

but ln tb One docmtt

on0 8~8 that

of +e dq,
perron
ha8 aa

aotiv~tle8 ha8

am romotimes vary l brorblng.

one's tark
and aftwnrd

the

OhO8On for

the day
fir0

boon anpty, for onefr

Bow 0111 me keep,

tark?

in the l brmor

of that perlaa,

f&a0

neoerrarg

ItioWOM one put 8OmOthing in it8 it 18 a very lmportcint thlnnqe that

plaae?
You havr permonr you &err

13urdjleffa ohosan a t&8k toward E'J8t be paU8e8m

havent
CnOUgh It

In general,

3omeona~ But you are not alwaya with

18

iPagO88ibh For thi8

to rork

a11 the tlme,On

an objeat;
the

rnargy* for

r8aaon,

one half
oi the tark,

of your
Its

should go to

your t&8k and half tion, You

arat U81

ths pri3sparatlon

a very good oomblnapeX'8On t0 prepare

&LO tim6 when you aI'0 not 8@slng th.

You oan only do one thing with that perbone
oon8oiou8ly.

youraeU* lnooearo
raying YOU 8V

How to 7our ri8h

prepare?

- you otm oonralourly it by vha

for omtaot "I alla".

You Oan lnoreara You sayI

to yourrelfr 'X",

You breaths

"I ~4". elrmntr

you breath4 %en you

oi u8i.ng
ray

la the alr
%m,

4onrol.ourly

with all
8om

the l otive

of the air.
8ad you think

you aeuuaulate

enorgy

in your battery

thlr

4n4rgya

You r4yresrnt that

to yourlielf
perron

tha per8m with you will

what

whom you are working more oonoentratod, rould

to

md yau think 7ou will

when you #oe that ulth him.

br

havr aom oontaat

go that

you

have done la rovan hlaea, you vlll

what

do in oao*

Aad now8 dootor,

eaplakr

him l&oOa firnob

Abr
ta8k

I have jurt
aOmpO8ed

mid.

'I% tuk lib prron

18

o# tua partrl ohor=,

md

i.nth8
in

flrrt,you

aooomplirh

thr

with

whom yclu ha&

t2aa

other you pmpll~

tm-djiefrt pate.
8aJ
one

HO, a00t0r,
h
AI) if
UM

Dont uplain 18 @baant.

alpw&

like hlr

that.

%at ir not a
irea,
p&e quertion?
gr YOU

*hare are no pmrtrr

PAX-t",
you

All
for

time ir
0110

LOU
think,

"a
part

it

im

YOU W1)re

i?%af~pie,

do.

Dont

rometimer he war far hlr time for that1

How did ho aak hlr away ,urd ho raked how ho rhould UsplOJ
word.

thl,

tie

hlr

time.

raid @J

not

pad*

(Dl~l&gu~ fn fiussiu~)~
HIAS. de Salpunn: (Sllalor)r SI: raet t&t I have notloed
better,

Mr. iturdjloff

raya, why did he hook unto that? - that, berldra the

- it

la a voriiiartion

I up. working

ln reality

thoro are (L thouland lntersrt and that

reaeonb that ln that bg. xel,atlm

I h8ve never aebn A& thdt Appear to me now, ce8~oru for

#lrc$, it fsalll trtrr my exterior
work

givar

ao a bettrr

With hfml and then I do nd mrdjletf! Ihr l*rt

identify

nl th him,. I do not got nervous with hk. anything

(rpealal)

dp the w&f, hate you notlosd tIIs thlr tntrX;tr

rimo

tiara I gAV0 you a tmkt

Jar Certainly t

bran Very produativrt

yea* But not th@oretloally - rsrlously, oompa.att that, qou rlll do ma?

Ourdjlsff
Jar Yea

Qurdjlsff

If

L ray that

h +,t pou ror~a,l~ay;~ done id f Steen,

it

lika

la one year what you would have perhi& Jat work wsll, helplug I OUTIevm t
rap

do you belleve
a nn Uoork

that lirtan

1 ham roan

likr

Qudjleff
that

Brother, roll

to what hr I&JO* roll. you are helping

that l

It he oontinusr him egotlrtloally, you a tow

to

aould help you ~180 to ooatinua that him for

How, take M A task,

that

hlmj uul underrtand

you are helping

that,

f0ttr80irl 00
ramrmber

rterwwd he my hap 7ou.

I rhall glvr

in order
to

that you may

ropeat

tbir,

kd r0r good Peaal

#

I am going

to you r-thing

that Elo1de hmr noalled brother Qolng Mat 8~ aaah oth4m

to mo by
bkn l

~mulatlan~
never

&oh day pu
brothor

and farr without

Bark

to moot your

I am gokrg to tell

you*

TotI Win

ray to hlmi
l.ntcrlorlJ~ thin prooesr

aRemembor yourmlf
1 an thou, for a8 lag thou art

&ad rha I with all

you have rid

it,

you till

think aontlaw _

your bolng,

llnd you will

a8 you ara l blr.

Al:

As 10r-q a8 ha 18 thoret And with thoao word*,

Al800 M&o @ aont&ot

(iurd#idf I x.8,
emnations go out towarb hll

it

la neoerrary
will if do it rsaeloo

that

hour
He hu

with your brother. thlr

the name blood an JOUJ through aontaot. or for

the bl/ood your brother in td,,at. *ftemard, in,

Your ho1.p oan oonrlrt

something

he goa8 out in bu8iner again. Noah tlw fir.

mlnlat.*,

elm,

illoar the moront he uwc8 hs h&r bran abront If an out8ider ir

, l

you a(10 him again you will begin

after

v.n 1s it

ba Only fir
it 8ofQy;

again.

prerent,

JOU uy

but if
l elm.

he is 010x-i?, ray it You oen prom dth him.

hi8

aloud.

If

8omeo~le la than,

you oan mwn make hlm

foot,

rhake hand@.

you oan have an underrtanding

beforehand
And

You oan 6v6n rlap it: that

hlu . . . And at onae you begin the ta8k. not him, but your8d.f.

never forget himreli (unique) rolldly

you lx-0 holplng, he will

LLf he QPD put

on hi8 feet,

help you afterward.

He 18 the only

person who aan help you*

LiOotor, have you 8omethlng to ray7 you were talking about a while not with , how bug ago, mu8t

Ai?: one try

to do it

Sir,

the prsprmtloa
rent hat

allthe

of the time , when one ir

the psrront
one lr in lLia,

(lurdjleff'a what bu8lnrrr divida thati

deyendr on the individual

You have perhspr your tire* in prinoiple, dlvldo thing.

affklrrr
part, tank,

one hare

one hundred thing8

(to do))

them into another

l

100 parts, another

One p&rt of the time you do you nhould prsparo yourroll, to

J3ut he ham

you have another. he ir

You am a domtor,

70~ have somrthin~ he do*8 thlngr*

do, you have mauy purnultr~ nothing*

But

only tha Wr&8itO He pampa

Of hi8 iRth@,

YOU, you are not a parmite

OooupatianB~

bar llore or other

well what

you# 7cm harm

them

(To Ja) If

you formulatcr

I. have j\ut

raid,

'la in it
&who om

I good phlleeop~
gramp it

whloh OM 1orv0 ror

many thing8

undomtanding

thln$rr

will

mdrrrturd

crarleorning

sduoatiaa.

-14. Some other time I shall

srpl&~ Still

f0 you w
enother, Our Bode
18

703.1U'OI 709

par88itb.

3oar~a.l.

8l80, a half-parasIter
prrulte,
wM8ita.

a one-fourth

pararlte.

'Ihe unlqw

do you know who ha ir?

fn the world l veryoae la a

a8trea.d

ihe on17 p.rsoe

Who

ii+,

OU!

Mullah

tiW8r

sddh,

Ha

lr Impart 1aL
-1 m0 i8 ti?

t&8 de$almann;

A WI80 8lUl Of th8 E88t whoa yaU d0 not IfnOW U Hb 81Way8 ha8
M apprOmi8tb r&ping iOr

yrt,

d!io 18 rpoken of in the book.

*very thing* ffu~~Ijlcffr

He is 8 ~188 ma& un~quo on earth. X8 If

ha8 l

MIMI de Salsmannt
For example, he 8ayr that violin, th8 eon will alway

maxia for hU like

8vsry oIroumrt8noo to
du\@8 drum. to

ln lltr.

th8 father

the tUn8 of tb yet in

and by bsating

the (big)

@wdjIeffr
galorhert au:

(to Zu)

Well, dear new perron,

you ar8ntt

ssatbd

Yen, rlth

a foot-rtoo1.

%rdjleffr

I don't

remember that he rent

In sntlrsly.

He ir Perhapr 7ou the relatl~r embarra88d,

omaiaato for being giut In

hml rcmmthinng to a8kT Zur
that

ga1?8he8.

%s galosh of 01 old Jew,

&hen

one

begins to work here (here rind outride) different yerrons

sX~rO88iOn

one 08n have rlth onrrolf

8ecm a8 before
91 fOrXtarl7 on8*8

to be modified,
(Md On0 i8

halting*

tdwt one k88p tkm 8uII8 ahanged),

Wall,
preparo

for one fralr

8clf

or mu8t one ohange

faoo wd engage a&eoapablo OfoArryIng

out7

in a oenfuslcm and an IEQrOV8llWlt that

hrdjibff I

OXl8 lrn*t

you hatm*t
7ourrrlf

WidbflltOOd the ta8k f gave yarr

to ply cutlsrlorly
l

told

you to 18am,to

role and latbrlorly

her8.

not to

ia83tir7 7our8*lX+
the l UII)*

Iaterlorly,

701~do the work glvm hior*

&terlorly,
that)

70~ ohan~nothin~, DOI 7ou do

7oti rheulnl b, l 8 bofoxv,

7am war8 dOti8 like

that
oSWtt%iIkg

?ly

a PO18 WithOUt

ur7-0

nOti@I~

ti

-ItS-

going a~ in play a role.

~tlr;liborthp.mms

you* Roll

hutgo than,

nothing.

you reada

# you lll)r. it

before,

but you You

you wiljhandor~tmd
rix
nmthr

what

18 to play a role. only brtoslorly, like

thing

you did

ago.

You ollange

Zur gala r&l s

YOU gave me that

advlas for

on4 parson,

but itfr

that

in

ourdJlorf a Par that person rlro

are interiorly other notloer
It

it

rhould

bo like

that,

Until the it

pu

changed, aompletely that

ohnngrd,

ihen at that momsnt, if

msyeot

you have ohonged, he OII only

you. Othemlrs,

ho

rauemberr will bellevr

today that that

ti you have ohanged, he ~111 take you for an ldlott . You .rlll give hlr the lapression you have a new ld& ilrr. or that yours
r8ih

0r gaiety, lort
at

88cIner8, or ldiooy,

ln low,

or that

you(~4

oardl.

keopl4 must not notloe you have undarbtood. and cxterlorr is that

you have ohangod,

Us

d@or them the

two thlngr

aam

aa before. oonsldsrcd,

Doctor, Interior Abr

harp4te

The

muat be

%e diffloulty

one Uoe8ntt kn.#r th8 person one wa8

on4 warn*

bafors.
didnt

One was uno oneoloua~ abe orie8elf.

Ourdjlefft

One doaanf t knww what

on4*4 former

Sin00

on4

How oam one imitate Ii

8bir7 you rhould knar what you

you have en objsotive baokw4rdr

tarte,

l r4*

You oan remember by looking Ab; But onrr persmallty

had romethlng
lmltat4

epontrnoour
it. iht

whloh lo
it 14

lnlmltabla. The laltrtlon

Per&pm in tiitm m ~111 mmagc, to lr owdjidr 8rwh4aa 4 here lr one thing that

birti0uit.

oan help you. In four birlotr

&oh

morning

b&ore

going to work rlt

down for

lb wlnuter
you

(To Doniro,

ho

1, IN@A~.xI~)~
TOW

Jlnd YOU, rlrter

oi oharl$, ortmnr

underrtma

~11 medioal mattom,

dootor

aurt

omault
about
the

;I-

(To Jaoqube)t
Brrvsot

Did jou wx'lte it d own? tnanf utplumtlcau

Alao

what 1 ral4 hir

ringlr

bidet?

vlna word oontolns

for
on4

rho hr lntrlligont.
PIOtur4.

Oae word aan explrln

morr than o thousand worar. notloed somethin+

(% Mar,, Vij)a 1 raarbwbhd

By the way, 1 ha+* jurt a little rhlle

A half

hcnrr hrr prrrodj

ago you had the rrsn

oolour

a8

your

8illtaC.

Slnoa halt

8n hour you ha*.

gram pale, paled.

f,wampiro

Blond, you

have raalned pO8aIblo that hm. hut

the 88me a8 bofom. on her right

oan bo found

YOUF rlrtrqhas ,( 11 ar aa h~,$$~ Ia#rted ',

o8ntiiihrrr

It is very whd 18 droinlng or left,

up to flttr-fotar

to the rl&t

Abe
not*
Ourdjisffr

f dcm't brlirvo

that Louirr

is a vamplr~~

I'm eveMji 8ure shefo

You aurt

never bo maror
18 a 8018tlOe.

'&at pxwve8 thnt It It*

you don't

know what 801OU8 4.

il WW8pilVt 18.

v-Qil'i8lp

OM be ~~Oti8ed~UXloOlP @or example, you are that. Or the arc0

0amtrax-y~

MedIoal 8oIonCo do08 not know about ahe ir a8 thin thin lib, thlr,
and II&or.

humband and rlfs. month8 later, Or betwren has ohanged. he ir

brother

a8 thir,

and you are IIke

like

rho 18 frt exirts

that.

Or two frlcndr. VampIrIrll lhere

ati

six month8 later

oon8olou8ly

everything

unoon8oIOusly.

and uno~nsCIously. evoryone~ If I

Here where we am happen8 a oertain Be are all

take tie

08mpirim.

It

is a very axplairn bls law, the dwtor like a

around the table, hand of my nolghbor until

Is
dmr rho die8

Ir a ohain oaaneotlng
hold handr,

we all

I OM drain

(Andrr'b)
vampire,

of It.
I dont

Psrhapr

It
It

I8 ihe Jlo, happan If il'ha

not looking that three

jurt

thee.

know*

would be namrrary Xi it

to cna&ne the f nOtiCe 8OmethlBg

timer,

questIon

l~ordrr. a note 0r it,

I 880 the fao8.

mom, I m&e
m a irot,

xi
but It

tuioe,

I remark It.

It

18 for

l'hen I study 8gIourly I p0rCOIve It,

I look

md rpeolally.
for the

first
It

time might be m
it a 8eOOnd

UWidmtj
tlJlM* th8 thm

i8 onoe# I ray nothing.

renmacLc and if Tour mrk (TO jaoqueis)a 1 put -8.U

I 8.0

So I pay attention, 1 8tUdf shier mtI it

happen8 a thlx4
18 vary 1 pity UiffloUlt, YOU iOF _ .-

8peOlti4.
108retaryb

our l 8t@OmOd
the time grodng

in JOIW y&oOb

being* rlthout

ID glad

io&ivuinth0futum. any rWlmon0y~

l

Yoprbank

aooountlm

your having

to doporlt ho ark
& day,

Ba:
1 nnamkr Blr8.u

1 rhould
yny

lib
tin.8

qUO8thle
f bolLieve

I rhould &hat r? uhiah

lik8

to ]mw
ir

bqh

FUEm&ering load8

not

vo&ntaryr

It

i8 on17 tRo r l rult

of +n rrrooiatim

II@ to mrk,

-17. How oan I mako a rc!m3mberlng

JJJOJh ti QlJ :

that

ouulta

from my wlahlng

an4

not

from

Ig

chrdjhrf t
rothar alive?

Ihero

l %lata

vary good my*

18 your rather

or m

Bmx Both oi thun. Gurdjlaffr Le4In to 40 It. iti I oontaot Bat 'I aR*. bn Later Warn 1 u Good, you QM be happy. L ahall dth arplaln
and

I rlll

glvo you 8n l ~ozwlao~ Plrat OS all,

to you the dot~lla.

with your father

your mother*

thaw them* You 40 it for interlorlJ* For txuplo, yarr you look l t then* You l y titer to youraelfr I will to
be

Cbl-djldf: reprerent "I am ttlou,

name

with or without

they are them', thou 8rb I". wmmutber tbt. your father,
add:

Wha they &re not then, *aoh ona of them, You are the &hi16 woltlng, more

them to youraolf.

You era the result lntarlorly

of your wanta, to you* they

blood, affsotlon

explain very &et

40 a&
God.

this.

Aoouatom yourself

an4 to ~86 alnosraly

are then

with

your mothaw.

Objsotlvely,

Oal hlmaclf for y'nh

aa long ~ your father one thua reyreaant It la a 18lr* aftor their

and mother llro, to oneaeli

I do not exlrt ad mothor? qusatlmj objeotlrely.

~0d

J3as Why muat Gurdjleffc we &&ill aa.

that

one*8 father

You owe your 1lSe to than.

IAtsr.

But that

la mother

In the meantlmo, take it

30~ PMJ t0

Pour father
opn

and mother 8ro

more

than Ciod. of
l xer~lro aswola~~
orrnot

Q04,

hi~dr
ocmtut It it la

am4
l

you to the 4wilr

oxpreaalm,

4oath you ~111 oozm to aa@' (oh88 roi) whloh oonalata Q~la will do it tbaoratlo8lly, of thla for help yaw

Xt la

J glvo you thla you for urothor your~alf~ huroolatlonm

offort

in or&r
diifioult

to

prqnlu

to rmmbor
l utorwtlo.

You dl& of will,

brow. mlf, llotlalng

not help youi ia OlbW to rcmsmbor yourYou undoratand Xaw uaoalrtlauara

what

oar mu t maka 8n
mn bo

I nlah to l ayo

born l paatlaoow4r

not y'ar, theyaro

autam tie. -in

Afterward

(why 7ou hare rorkti)

have
l

your l uroolatlau relatim,

till

alrayr

autolnrrtio,
but

arsooia%ions,

nor% mill : with fcnr* \ (Q'# and Air

but your

not any more with your

From Lesturo Q: there Jlalrh

of Prenoh plroug)t,
It

9. loBI

to amk &out
brtrecn

work and fmtlepe.

IOC)HISto me l ffortr,

that

ir a differsnor

efforts work, One ir

of work and l utomatio on the oontrary, wry

tired,

Exterior

work talcor

OUP em$!g#; the other lr the opporlte.

rhould

aooumulate
energy4 yau sat the This OOWlt~tUtO8

energy4 But it

one lore8 ~onrolourly, it,

from

0s
eleotrlolty your forae4
l

And In the meantlras, you keep it.

that
Hot

you have la your body and you tramdorm the mme kind that of fatigue. will ihe totigus

real work haa

m-ohm-go

futuroj

you are tired,

give you a rubstantlal

mault,

your aooumulator+
rlaioh fi1le~you.r

And it

you oontinus, (battery).

aubatmoe, Ir

you aooumulate a rubrtantlal lhr more you

tirs

subatmoo the mom

aoouaulator
elatorater 18 14 that this

yourrslf,

your or&8nlsa
QI tlonT
AI

fatlgua

favorable

or not to l fforfir

of oonosntra-

If

it

ir

ordinary

fatigue,

tt

ir

not worth wh:le You will

to make the
l

aif0 rt ,

It Ilrpondr

on the other

l owmulatorr

not bo able to do

VQ

ordinary fatiyr

tRInga,

You ~111 1088 your final law,

foroea.

tit

for

u1o ther sort of roaelvrr

I omnot I am

thsrcl lr rnothor Q;

the aoro you 8100, the more 7ou dll thot in the mornlnq shun I am rertod,
attor

I have aotiaod

work.

In the WUIIXIJJ, on thr oontrrxq, AI am part

all

thr iatlgus

of the day,

morw 8uooo88fU1~
hoawe

of 7ou 18 tired
two

md booaure 7ou work without You mat in the mrk

it la

that part*
if

You

work

with one or it
7ma door ollr

oantor&,

work with all

three*

am ombor
If

$8 biro&,
76~

not tuke part

work bettar

mnd you obtain

8ubJeatiret no*

no

remaltlir

thl,nk

at night,

-199 worth mythlang; Q: 3t ir ohup.

Can one rlrep

oonrolouuly

- roauln

oonaoioua during

alee~,
romething

Al
80 that it

It lr

porrlblo,
lnto you

but not for jou nowl

0x1s oan ranembor

mtora during

l utomatloally~
bororr be&g rblo
Tbro

Auto-uggeatfaa. to alrep
we gradationa.

One oan ruggoat

one murt
l ra

to mraslf
hvo

rI,rp. quality
of

oonaaiously
There

a dlifernt

~1~9. a sixth,

four

. kinda of rlropj

one oan rlrep

a quarter,

a half

or oomplstrly.

It

4opmda on what your rakin&rtate you only rleop

ha8 bean.

If

you drram while houra)

la

you #loop, If that you lr

hrir.

You than need aovar and a half

and a half

l lorpl

do not dream, iou

*ortant*

houra ara l ough.

a

It

thr quality

You sleep awan and

two houra to oontraat houra of aleap.

half

houn.

You take two houra to mlu Tht

but

I !

at

night,

again

In the morning. oonaolourly conroioulry

leaver

you threr tilla

md a half

You do not relax yourrelf

l utMaatlaally,
you alrsp

od

that

takaa tlmo.

You oan relax

uatll

OLI the other

hand you ratabllah

the xmosaeary relation

between your body and Nati

your oonclolouanrsa. a program lpnedlatsly,

In the morning when you wake, do the #MO thing. refleutlng, to #pond ttr, Qy. will ruggerting
to yourself

the way In whioh

you IFO dotemlned

about.

Do the amum wor)F whloh you hare thought Bake a real only little

Pour aotlvlty

double ltaelir You oan do this qunllty

program, not
by little. 4ve
to

a fmtuy.

You mat -9-r

#ad

ornate

the habit*

Nothlng

al& at oaoo.r
oold ~bdom briorr

Change thr

of your aleap,

youraeli pny sloop.

a for your,

you alrope

%m you are going

aloop,
f#r

mar

onma who are dead,

you

bra

thlnga

U% a good propatratim

Othwwiro,

will

oantmu

four drlsma and fmtaaira da1 they oannot rleep O* uklrerrrr I f8lX

oi the owning,
ELI Qnarrdaya, a third0

Two ot thoao pore&

the wotingr QI

tha da7 oi

for Aa

quertlom

and anawor8r

&ou thla happa no, II

to twl,deatorT
my l ym. ulmep. ir net

Doon a8 f elm. e*oryono /

08 Nell,
a ooula

of mm* (Qa),

48 So* oan cute roquln

ALI

aotaohmmtt Orbat UI
iaiw ior f0~80u.

On0 muab ham an ideal. will

ai8 md

till

I@V'Qyou from automat10 l ttaoh8ut8.

thir

Think

about

thl8

oa-~ralcmrly

wtonatioally

wow and form a o6nt.r

t0 betaoh Om8Oli

of gravity.
irOn ataterlal thing8 th8zi

4;
from f@Olitlg8t
A: or tm other*

18 it

not 8a8iar

All

hate

th@ 8MO value.

at

You attaoh

youmelf

with

one aenter

You mu&t look

m Ldral

thl8

in thl8
aire

ray, without ritb

ph1108OphiSing.
You muat 30 that
rOOU8tOm

IOU
hare

have neither oontmt with

oc a rerlara

You are a meahanl8m. nothing.

YOU

8OQething, but Jou hare oontaot YOU - you

work,
are l

eterp
lOU98@=

thing

ha8 Oontaot8 with

yourrelf for

8kvb

8U8t

to prepare rork;

One orrtaln
Yw raorlflor
the

tine
this.

of day muat bo oonaearatod And if 7ou omnot

8Omthing

to

you do nothing

1188.

uork_re,
rith to br t0 t&

you do nothing. the flow. rarerrod ro*. rOti. mrk. It

You TBIttK about all the tit

work.

You read

OOMeOted the
work

And you allow la not for work.

yet

uaoalatlans JQU Six a tlm8

oameotsd
in whloh

with

work.

the future thi8

will tifB8

You preparm

the ground.
a OO~afn

YOU OOn8a8ntO

You l ooopt the 14.a that And if

it

time
you

mU8t

be OOn8OOratOd to thr
On0 iOr

a tark

i8

&iron

JOU,

0,

if

make for

JOUr8elf, 'Qao plaoo

you WI&l will thlr

Jot.

do
It

during
7au.

tha time you hwe already mm undW8bnda, It ir

Yau ray TQU uork. play.
You think
l

fixed

thi8,

bo udo.
+ill

18 by M)lllO that

You will
801

8.e the Z'~8UltWhl6h

But no on0 here work8

bring

Al%

th18 18 only ohildtr

urk,

little
lt
l

bottsr

than titillation. intOF88trd

In roml these qUeatim8,

1 bt0,

th0 8WOat run8 frO8 the brow, Q8

Whm I

aten run8 frOrr th8 heollr

1Y 8lightl~ in

ma8t

$tOOplo

rho

ar brrlad rJ1 that

887 ha'.,

bf

thl8

8UbJOOt, a8 800121 I pa88 tm What 11th

ha-8 Qlmlnirhor
ir a ~18; and aftrnud our liicr tborr

Uperi~OO

I hmvo lemnrd
Al &ro

Ii@@1 8nmllor. 18 ~eptlmal~

What wa

horr

What w. 40, LL@fmm 8umt k&W%

QI

Bat I rrq notu8#

*I what wa do.

Al dlmlnl~he~ if

But thlr

rub

alro

aonoomo the ldear. and 7ou fool

%at

lnkrertr

7ou

7ou give it

to aothor

mpt7r

xaap the nm l.dur

for 7ourr ru .

ldatlfylnging
Q: *kq I do it. Aa

In llfa 70~ oan UIO th8 idear aa lnrtruaentr. ~verytthlng 0Qa.B out OSy ou with four UOrdl.
I think I am urged b7 4 feeling of ruperiority

But

dthout

and thir

ia

I dll

toll

7ou romething

else.

You have a meaknrrr uhlah ti

You
muat

rho worth 81th aec mart dortroye rurt

uad

You brl&ew. nothing rhioh

nwrr

belleve. like

Yap

orltloira

merythlng,

&wept

79~ oarmot prome it lr worth nothing.

two

twoales

r-.
idatlSy

Bollevlng

door not aowt,

You
aaaatlms.

believe, 7ou
You idatify,

and 7ou rich to parr on 7our bollof with your

all

you give

four

(~nmr@~

If

Lou do not belleva,

ii

you mlrin
it

qulto

lmpartirS,

in wlrhlng to trmrmlt

somethins to somamo, 7ou do (To romsanr l line)

if 7ouwers
thir?

mndwlng

*en a rortlom.

Ewe 7ou ssrperlenoad

r&

I harm notlood

that one lorer uhat one har ii OLIethrowr it to

otherm. QI X have the improrrlon that I aannot p avant qr elf from urlng tha forcrer given to ma b7 the work in order to be ruporlor with tha paoplr
lhom I moot*

You are a mall perrone on. upoot in you haa grown* six other8 rumt alro grow. Artor thla, jou 0~1 imagine that 7'0~ uo not u
AI

other@. You
neu*
nothlngaoas, Mrpurrd

muat

not forget

that

thr firrt
If rou

thing

to remonb~r 18 7oumothiagthe

You have a lot thir

of Llrglnctlcm. till

have

hlowlodg* that

of your hmo

ldoa of 7mneU
I am

#how 7ou b&tar

the others

you*
~a msn it

aloao,

or

with r\brtmzktlal people, I mea4 nothingpeoplee

thia~ Roooepllse Uorlr m

nu

l r

formt

when I an with radioero

AI I will

&vo 70~ a

tark,

your rwknorr

JA; I re.1

(bsglnr

to road the queatfon

ho ha8

rrlttan)t

More and mope,

hor.muah my work 18 mental , how little

thnt I truly

lb nnimatar mo*

hd

I lure

mdarrtood

amnot

l pproaoh my work with real fir*

JIM8 r&id
underrturd what you wlrh

(&an]. la not logloal. Don'8

thud Jioff;

Ejrouro me, but what you ha** I dont

Onr dortrofr road,

the othore

bo ray.

put your p~por away0

JAI I laok an lmpulrr for IIJ work, 1 feel
present

I do.nct ruoorrd
l

in approaohfag

my woti

in a ratlrfaatory

mnnor
rsallcatlon

unlerr

oortaln
rltuatlon

urge whloh OM ml.y u3f.l my

prasant

oome to me from 1 olsar nothlngnrrr~ that

of my that

I heeo \mdsrrtood

very alearly* for thlr

And that

mad8 mu undoratard But X oanft of oon8oienaat not one, aomo8 fororr

I ought to havr remor thnn t-w.8 atataaent* OurdJlefir Ihat

of oonroleme

nothlngnerr.

go further

what onn I do to have raaorae orrrlerwlth lt moon rrpaatrj

qurrtiar

but oven* thrro

One I till
oortaln him.

tell8

Evew aan when ha oome8 into

ihera ar@ o~u8e8~ that

the world,

ior

roaaon8.

18 to aayr outrldo

have areated

*hoeto foxuea perhapr 18 life worth py

were not obll& romething romething toyout

to 81~1 gou life. 11.11 then, if you

Pro you glad to bo l llvot are alive ad glad of

it,

rou rhould But for her,

ln return.

#or axn~lr, the warld.

I BOOyour mother her@, It her, ohlef I.8 to bar that

you would navy If you are gird

hava oomo into to live,

you owa your

iih

you mu8t repay OTM oi of her

that the

You are or age nowI the tlma ha8 some to rrttle oau808 of Jour be&g ullvo

your 4ob8r. lr bemum

18 ymr mother.

It

you ha+@ your 9laa8urer On* of tb thoa, remona,

and that you have 9or8lbllltle8

of devoloplng

your8elf. 18,

en0 af tha aspootr Aad I uk

of your oaping into

thlr

-worl#,

year mother, J&t No.

you, have you bogma to py

your dobtr

to hart

OurdJlofir

Tharr
Eoglb, t&a,

am by

rtlll
thir

rlx
first

o8har u@o$~.

&t

I rpoak to you
ROR,PY

0r

08

a8pm.

umotr

raurmothor.

her.

Even it her life parred, fulfilled in ycru, r0rg0t

ahe lr

cibJeotirely hrr llfr.

bad,

rho

ir

your mother*

And how ban Lou pay ho?? Pou m&o

You should unify

hat l.nrt@aU of that,

uha* do you do? her.

more dlifieult. ofta!

You unnwv@ harp YOU 1rHtabo

Unoonsolourly, You hava a&

r6morsO of oo~olmas
remomborr

oould flow irot

you hto
bun

that.
very

%ke the gear that haa JIM& bad* You are merdr. thlr,

your obllgatlonr Thlr la but th08.

&fore

o Ii pm have underdoed I aould uplaln by thla

remo~eo om b egtr others, this but and t q

aae IIDIQ~.

bo you rix hmmbe~ It

Imowlng them, bogln

on@, kor the part two roan, 1~ 8 very dl#dloult and doubly

how many tlmrr to repair thing.

have pa

bna

bad, vorr

bad, Ii0 her?

the part with your lutulr If you forget, first ii

in the, pre&ent* it
lr

you do not do it,

your fault

your fault;

you am to blama for it

to&j.

the pa8tj

and you dfd 8 reoondtima lr it not? %rpno JAedPme,it

to blame for not rep&lrlng hero lr glad. ir fw hoopt

A good anmetr,

one permm - do ftm know nhoT Pour mothac~ I aay this.

ho bmrflt

of your 8021that

(He speaks in ~~ua8lan rim

?&a0da Silfmana}. YB6 da S~~SBUXIS (to IQpe. E,): Ourdjletf are hem. YOU might think that if Mr. t rpeekr like this, it la bepwe he ouqklnd hort and ,$eoaurr you . rjf / 1,! $,: 41t it irnrt for th8t. 4': V" 'I J&or Ive thought aboidtlhat you raid to na the other day, that I or nothing.
Thlr

nwt

ohoome cl1

Vve
talk

drolded
was to put

fo t8ka a bark and 8 tlok arlba

l oerbain

to it of the by to do

no matter

what happens. Ive

tire

to do ut exorairo,
thl~ 0xem18e,

the exarolre

0r the atoaded
truly

1ml8*

And la trying it -B for

underrtood

Sor the rlrrt

tlma what it
bit

18 to b@ l uterior

ncuxentlty~

tint11 now, I thought

I had mhmtood,

htrdflotf:

(rim
I hd

rw3akain hamian to Mmer de Silrmann) Roure me.

forgotten jorxm .X arkd
f have
to

Psrhapr Lou bellered everyone

wmt

&o.

do Skl.smumt

Rhea

8~87 for

Iho hoU&ym,

woh oum 8 bottle

of nedlolno

-x4-

to take uhlle t&l8 that

about

working.

18 it po88iblr it to your

@hat X &id not give

it

to you?@ Zpu t&Lu@"

PP. that
quoationr
par

I did not girr

low 1 understand you rouldn't

80 frlt

why you arked mo have thought

If you had had that bottlr

(He Ipeakr to all).

nothlngnerr.

in general

a nothingnerrr

But tody

he porrorre~

nothing1

ho bar aoowrul8trd by ll$tlr reaping

am

nothing the rrwltr b8 dono*

during hia holldaya. of your work. (Jb Ab) ,Do rou

You on the aontrary

xow you

are llttlo

have a

barir

for mearurlng
of

h t w that af 1t0

amderrtmd

now the for@8

Ab:

ohalrtr+? lr gour bu8inm8. 1 if you

-take

I t,ook about a third $ 'tit IS not ry rult

wrdjiaff f ora.* foraer to thir

future

You're all,

had only a third

of th8

%t It

you will

have three time8 more give 8xkou&alaw in thr

18 for that

that I 8ald ita

Porhapr you didn't

m8dlalnoc in order e W.do

his

Perhaps that will to obtain another

glvo you a remorse of aonralenao of attention+

A8 to him (

quality

I aan ray I regret holldap

rea8on for

not having glvaa him the bottle

~~SRMIIKA rmyr 1 did

I gave to overyone for tb,

to hirr.
he would

not

glvs

one

I underrtand

tha

qUo8tiOtIr

ff he had had hlr the holiday8 1'18 rorry ha 18 not

bottle

have done romething

t&cod

ebs with hi8 tims during

You and

- he would not have

in the Saturday

that

quertim.
Ha ian**

underrtand, ItI 8 for thnt

itr

Tra801?

groupm

reason ho arked

th8 qusrtion. had hi8 bottl8

If

ha ha8 l 8kodthat It
in

idiotio your fault, a lang

quertlon it8

beoau88 he hadn't
a larg

of mdioine~

the follt

of Madame the P&ldmto time1 he*8 It8

(40 oiforr
been your

and th8 fault

frlond a lmg

of all
time)

hio frlendr.
and for

Ho's been hen

tit&e ha*8 bean doprlvab of every perron herow

to have 0vorgthLng~

the fault
olgantt$

of Nm8 de Salmann,
to HEMIEt%)

oi the PNlldQb,
you dorervo

Mother,

You rhould

have l verythlng, Tou hat.

P#r

ronr rhould

givr you
to

l VWythbg,
reaponslble
@t&m,

OKldth8 friWd#
age, %y rhould

Of YOUr IMIm
givr you what fr

tmught
for,

up your 8Ql8
If ir you llkr the f l ult

you aan

algalof Tour

you 8hould have alprattos* th8y

murt

you haron@t an7, It

twa rerultrj

be

l mlhilatrdr

-R&s-

L&at Lao8 ad

May I flnlah Flnlrh. I have notloed

RJ quortlaa? in doing thlr axrralrs

that for the firat free t*

chrdjleff~

for e very rhort againat of timt

romont , I hnd the f'eeling

of being free,
l nU that

of this

inertia
tute

whloh I alrayr
oould be liverty.

up rtm8Jlng, (&wd~leff her).

underrtoodr

hrr

gitem me the mot who

interrupta

Mme do Salwann the ,une roazon.

tranrlater,

but liurdfloff
QurdJlaffc

rtopr

I:rve tinady

It'8

YOU

have understood

with your head, but your organlrm Bell results then,

bar not the possibility you the fin

it

of

being what your hemd wl#he#*

give you

the ohemloal umtterr Whore fault

I spoke of amn
for

thah and l cuaulate It's

you rhould

ln you and glro

ruvital-

l~lng

your funotlonre

the mmo reason. #aa President

groups

is I do not know,

but for the future

he

take every mea8uro~ - aak,

beg, 8up&loato

do SaWnann to help youa

you

al80 ha8 the possibility

YOU

of

getting
that

into

the Saturday has a meaning, turn. enlighten

(To Mae Err):

ought to 88e to it

your title

In the beglnrling Traool,

you thought

It

wan a jow,

but It'8

talnsn a serious

how la your pupil

((tsrb)?

You ought

to help your pupil, rympathetlo interior. (MU..

&iVe

him do that he may underrtandr but not lnterlorily. Attorney

He has a very For that,

hir

exterior,

I know him exteriorly tongtip.

he must manlfert Dal).

wit21 hlr

Yau should help him 80 I may understand +*~a Proreoutlng

18

In the 8ams way that You hew notloed

HOW, 1 011IlOtr

governor
am

for her able to

A8 with %nlal,

that when I know someone ~011, I

I #U8t know with vbt

&JOOd rdV108t

ho i8 rtuffmd. (Ho joker people for

for her (Ml10 Dal),

Ml10 Do1 and Sum filver bonbon8 and

f know with what rploor

about
dh~lrrer

rhe 18 8tUffOdr invitor oertaln

raring

ol~rettr,

than)*

ourdjidf:
18

*t&r,

May

1 8-bt

(To Ja)

SOtO

thlr l x8mpla
tha
h8t

tire,

8br

l othar,

th. mot&or

oi

the howei

yotz r.rembOr

WrYt Iraid

tht

no on. rry

do ~nylih3.q without

the nofhrr'm

~mnrimmion.

tie

mother lm

hemd (of the houms). (C)urdjleff no lmgor hm ulll j&em about JA., mayr Ja* 18 jeAlou8 beoaume hlr mother

bmlongm only to him but to svmrybody PrmmQt,

remllrm
Ourdjlafi8

And when he lomem hmr

the ralue
E,hl
it

of what ho pommommmd).
Mtor what 80 bv8

jU8t read

About the omre~lq &at evmn 80)

oi

Chrimt,

1: think

is diffloult

for Anyone to Amk A qummtlon.

l

mo muat try, Big1

even though it be l @oMmtlaml to u air, fqd like tom rk

l

quomtlanr
mmveral nymsli
mlnom then In

quertlon. quell,
l

Having iinimhmd
I find

weeks Ago the tukm A hqpy

worklag

I had 1Ald out for A htitum

tbmrr

belAna

witbout

And without

dmmfreb

I rlmh to Lo on

bsoAumm I ire1

lm I unlvor~a

above the one where I now am, but that Alone I oan do

I oatact make my

progromm

minoe that

timq And I fiel

hdjibrrt
You mre contmnted You ehould ba hrving your funotioaa.

It'8 with little.

A bad ml&n*

You ziumt look for thim period

bctwren
%e

a mhock fmm outmldo.

low during mtrugale

you should mrke mfiort. mnd 0m0t WOF~

thlr

An interior

your indiriWliity
r80t

You mumt not aalm y0urmeU. You

mumt

that

70~

18 l vmry good mlgn.

small orlrim,

roroe yourulslf. mftsnmrdr

If

you pars

tbl8

crrlrim,

you omn begin

a&n

lilg; ln flew*

I don't

moo mxaotly uhmt path to follow

and

uhAt Ati

to kuv~

Ch\rQjlafft obtoln Xou will

A path imnft Gollwt,

nmmsmsmry~

It

18 only nosmmary

thnt

you

romultm la yourmmlt~ nomd thorn for

aotrumulmte thr rcmultm You AIumt 0sounIulato~

tdr

of l trugglm.

oontlnuing.

you have bAttsrim8 rlsotrioity, armAt*

l

k, you in rhiah7ou
rubmtnar

nrurt &oouaul~tr

mubmtmncw, like %er*fora

f&i. rtrugglr

am an&y ba aaoumulated w

rbrug&lao

never

used

to

tie

alrtak6~

=d

now

X begla

too

1 rdrlre

you - aom that I hww

but wlthOlP*
of atrmggle.

you a thouamid dting

r0r

timer better reat8.

- not to rtope

continue

your rtruggle,

Aawmulate
interiorly with

the rea~ltr
thought, belongs, t,,ir r: )
that

of the proorrr feeling and body,

Yarn we rtrugglr rubrtanaa *em that

that

gibrr

in the plaao where it plaar

te hare no latrmrt thiC 1 that Ilr laoking Cakhnue

today la kaawlag In, you* You m aaai-

18.
So

rboumukte.

YOumJ. You havent

exporlenoe,
that if yau

Yii @w omgl ;' d

ray you l r6

the rtrugqla
that

dentally
the Etolle.
Boulamm!

be-r

aatlsflbd,

prover you
far: turn

are oa the right

road,

But you

mart not

atop*

You bed aa a plan to go to

You are ln the rum d@Alnarrllli.

Camot,

The Etoile
20 rtationr.

18 atill
low then,
your

thera

are SO lampportr, road.

lkaat 18

to tin
Too

right.

ihat

Is the H&it for that

to 8ayD aontlnus
har no

rtrugglo.

are reawhing aeaesrary rhall

mhat you

the meanr?

What you em doing important.

uhatrrer it

im?ortmCa.

Rhat ir

lr

you murt have in you the proassa

&at halt

of #truggle.
You know

what mew
bettor than I

employ? *or it,

struggle.
your body likes,
he

rtnaggle. of giving

example, dont

whatever
thing

you bvo
is to

the
ham

habit

give

any moree

Important

a rontlaual will

proarrr

of rtruggls,

boaaure you nerd the rubrtanae

that

rtrugglo

give you* Jaur Mr. @urdjieff, that you gave me aa 6 hark, with that for the purpore of I

rommbering

myrelf,

of working my die, and that

roqoone Mho lr near to me0 Ihd

have notload, mly

mad l o hr point,

this

aim har ahanged our relation,

that neither

but

to m oQrt*in
oven

them uaa an obrtmzle

rhe nor

I aould parr
part thlr

And you told

her that you would ray what to do to get eivory paroat, obligatlorm one mwt begin by bringing
Wall, ii you hwr

obrtmlar

fhwdjleff~
forwax
ehlldran, a quoatha;

Flrrt,

for

you aad your w&fr have ohlldra*

they

oreats

ior you rpeolal

be

Living

jurt
for

for yourrrlrer

ir finlrLwd.

You should

obliged to r&arlfier

evwythlng

your

ahlldrm

to llvo rhould

far your ahildrent int8rfetre with

it

lr

#a

l im of you end JCW rife.

Nothing
this

your mutual

r4latimr.
a ocmmn

You rhould
ain,

have

oommm rk
and thir ID an

between you* oommon allo objeotloe your wffo,

Hot for alryr,

You should have an al.m, rou will glvo a

between

you,

botnen

oontaot

for

the work, Begin this.

beosuure it

ain and the work is also lklth her,

but for

objeotloe.
8aOriflOO

Dlsoura
to

it

with

p&n a8 an ain to
l

everything All for

your ohildrrn.

8peoIal

period
thir ala

of tlm.

your ohlldrm, there rinoe w111 be

Your aim Lill

l

be a oomt~on one.
ror if JOU both plan

And la your porronal

dth

rolrtlanr

8 trugglo,

your aindr,

your ohm-a@air ais -

tore am en lntorlor
will havm

dlfforcnt rtruggle
pured

eaoh one will

have - beoauro mob will And he who dll

have ohoren hir attain thir

nay

to 8uataSn in hinuelf9 utten titerward.

thir alPI.

hia
oom

In order to have another

In the ssantlme
rpeak

objsltlve
guiotly

(noyqn)

that

rlll

and iran-

with
will

your

wife and plan

U you do thlt3 for

one or two weelm, you

thaa dererbo
PoPrt May

to know the obfeetloe

1 ark If P CJUO8tiOIl? YOU

way*

Wrdjleff: irnt
it4

&dd~llO.

Thi8 is th.

fh'8t

the

YOU

have 8JYOh,

Pom: I rhould
work

like

to lmou whut to do to prevent, of time, my imagination

outside

of

th8

whloh

lutr

rortaln

length

from running

airy

with YD
Cturd~leff
I Well, for that fm goin are underrtmd to give you l

very aimply and

NOW

very ordlnay
add80

gleor
l

ot advia*.

You too
To

on the right logloalty thnt

path.

what I

&OU 18

VOW 8:U>10 thing.

oan give you

abrolutely

nothing,

You will

undemtand you* During

eftsrward

mly

this

8dvloo 18 1,3,3,4,
you

good whloh III

516, up
I tut8d.
to

&bout to $1~
Aftorwmd8

all your ipoe time,

rto.
tbaer,

oount:

501 All

30,49,4$3,47,46,

until

yau me

baok wham
lit

the tiae.
to

Aml if

yori do 10 7 I wirh

b or 10 nlnutrr, I om bo, ba I ahall

Not

doa, to un f u.

relax it
to

ad

8&y

your8&lfl

f aa, I will.

to bra,

do evil,

krt

I#,

Rolp my nal$lWmr

boo

-noI

After all

thati,

oount l &&b for

nut

oonreloual7,
that?

not
l

yltmtioal17.

You do
But

that

Tour free the.

ihe first mat I gird

it

~111

eom ab8urd to 712~~ thnnk me with all

when 7ou

have done It

t*o or three uoeka, you will

your hoart.

Hava 7ou undorrtood ;urUjieffr thtngre him. fiir entlro llfo

PomI vary well* 7& nothing @i&e thing. 0180. I know a thousand other And that will dorth he will
l

But I glvo you thlr rill

(20 the othera) the hour of Ur and that ir all*

avo

ahange and until forget me* ti that,

thank me, he will.

as, Et.:

never

May I l mk you for

mmo advlarY I un alrayr m7 Uyr, jurt I; think

I maa wanting

to

uk

7our

when 1: do lag work of remembering m7$elf, how 8~1 I do my home ir hapw? the ldsar that
work,

hampered by the aam@id-8 everyone in thr I am hawend b7

ha OM I organire the dpy, It'r the work*

a0 that

And during

the opgosite. impedes mar

have to do with

about what Itoe heard here -

and at Mae de saltmpnn'a, ourdjleffr happen6 to everyoneb time csaah day

for
the

and that oonrtantly often raid thin.

That ia the reoult I've work. blot all all

of the dsinanda of daily You mwt

living*

It

sot

aside a spsolal

the time, day. To thir

l ll

the Work lr

a very rerloua

You aarxiot work intorlorly a-* end irLoraa#e it little by littler g4 houra. It'r work a litit tiring tblr You rrclriflar
funotimr0 lt

You mumt make & rpeolal work 7ou give a holf the rrrt, put all ior

thae

hour of the the rrrt8lido~ all 7our interior ll.for to be.

half hour forget

thing*

to thlr uldo for

time al1 7our ooouprtiaxr, ovarything thinga of ordlnarg

the work of your

and

srtarior

aaeriiloe
tha

afterward
do

7ou ap1 put s think #oe

You ommot

thlr

work (111 da70

That beaomea aeokmnloall

mr Et.r OudJhff ordkui-7

have on.

I au , L l lrh
work

a You rir,

70~ Iwt

note

hat
et

mix thlr

with

work*
aotlto

PO have 8ue kbdr

waking l
k8. l

of waking 18a801.
a balt
hour obir

For 8hicl work, 7au rhould

waking l tate lr on-

But

for the rort

of the day, rhiah And if you

work

you live
oan't

LB you have the habit

of doing. ir
thir

YOU OQI do thir?

do a hali
liju Burt

hour , eron tan minutrs

glrr rind
8rorlri08

rloh work
8

for him who oen

rpeolal onother* time.

ton mlnutorr or wh thir

to

You oannot give all

your time.
O~Q

Life

18 one thing, for thlr

the work work you mtut ymw

lhe l abrtmtlallty Iloo

work.

ia difroratr

ba more amtlve, task, preparo it la y&r

f0~80ir,

add
YOU

nmny time8,

When you begin your work,

rhould, won badore beglnnlng,rrlu

Mtorward, with all

purrelf,
you
it

oollaot

yourrelr.

your being,
ii
for
you

aocompllrh fire that to It;

glvr
ooalng

your tarkr

St ir a very oomplIoatad thing. It take

You oannot do It's

until

for
it

a long t1ms.

You are loOn tired.

l 11 your rtrengthj

do

hinutor too muoh, 70~ are drained of all strength.

I soy you munt lnarears the time little by little,

that FO~IQI

you are wed

iiT8 minuter,

rix mlnuter, And if

being -

ten minuter.

only thlr

ry*tem WI11 alray, 18 boyou de hit a8

you (1 good beginning

to l l-861 IPan*

ta prepare you for you work

l

aoqulring

the 8t@to that prover that

long time , that

not uorkrlth to that, worth nothing. but the quality things. hvr

all

ymr

you are working

only with your mind. g&in&g

Hare

you oan do it

for

a thousand yonra
time, but work

without

anything3

it ir

Work II rhort

roll*

it .lan't the quantity

with other

that oountrb
minutes

Itlie

la one thing.

uo not mix it

of good work lr worth more thm 84 hour8 oi another kiad, work 8 mlnutrr~ thr I*rt
Let

If you haven@t auoh tSrs,

ordinary

iii0 oontlnus mitething,

Othenlro 18

matloallg l ooordlng to habit

aamam

of the time. yourr*llr

What you ray doer not mind - it l lee.

the

work.

Our llfr
8 gqaho&mthe

ir am thing, the work mother

IOU renl0nb.r
wit~r

you rbllbeoonr
mrthlorr~
LOU d2-b

rmmnbsr
y0w88ir.

yourrelf
Do it ior

with all your being*

8 mlnutsrl

You oan@t do It for lcag., Ba in Rurrirn

huabrad, 7our ahildm,
rptdtu

but forget l rexythbg (4

l goirt, Zargat rvwythlng, &our OatI, par #aoy - rumlab* onl? thrwtir #herb, butrubrt*ati&
an abraluk

-SlBart Ma7 I uk 4 querthm? How aan I dlrtinCprirh b&woa~ ~7

ment81 oeutsr

and my phlrbal I

e*ntar?
toakr hen you think, JOU think. ho-

Ourdjieff cktionr whm you

I&La fi sisple that fr

go on autonutiorlly;
l

your rind.

&ha you ire1 lilw

hot or oold, that

re nePvou8, angry,

when 7ou like,

when you dont

your $ealirlg. Bars tit In on. s aQthnn, thInking how @an one provart with ~rj ioellng, th, oontrr8
l

irr

l ncorachlng
feeling,

on scuJh otherr

to Uvr,

mcmtd

and to ml8 tab OurdJieff:

onu for

the other, you oa*t think

bsonure you l m

You W&&I to say that

fosllrq?

Bar!

I mean that

I have an amotional

thought. you Lo think

m-tart

OuxiJieff with your f esllna; ir

8 You hnve P reaknerr, you muat think rlth

n rloknersi your head.

not think

with your feelia6 and the oenter of

a woakne8a, u sluknerr~ is only a funotiorh

be beglnnlng T)ut the omter indlvlduollty~ your oenter

come8 from Zaeling of grovlty

thought

must be the thought,of gravity

And now you aan knou what is ir in hour thowht . Co, if

Iti is rhen your owltar of gravity

f8 not In your thought, Xtr a simple explanatlaP. an lndepcadog, oat*

you are not

an indlvldual,
try to

you are an ,aut-tOP,

aocustom

Every man rslould dent person,

Kt ie l

hlmsdll'
(uoys@

to
the

bslng
word)

an Mlvldual,

something,

not merdq

, not m animal,

very

alrople rymptcm. there

Xi you ooncentrote an aany drpsr

your being in your thought, Uong indlrldwlr, but iUB

you are

nn lndivldu8l;

i,nf t trportent
oatw

for tho momentr in the It

thlxddng

you N-D nn indlvldual

emter.

when you hew ycur

ir la

of gravity

Aad if

it

another

omtor,

vap

are only u1 eutomatm* you nrk you rhould

If

oa

be & your bodr

and in your foaling, thought. unconroiourly

but wbn a0

rlwq

II havr for

a4.m to W in four doer itroli

And thlr ln you*

oonroious4,
Tour

7ar do not,

r8orything

work &ould

be uoluaively
km,

to oonamtr8to To 7ou rlro lt

7ourroU rhoufd

in your thought. -7 thaoe

ltrr

a sS.m@r u$luut

Phil@?

a@l6ln

___ -.-..-.

-sorhi11p: cmdjieff romething %.orrtlmlly t But for ymr I know

it.
thlr rhould have glvan you

undermtandlng

new, aano interesting

ZUl

oonalurlmrl harmday,

sir,

I arked
that

you lart

if

there Iam a my to develop that I one

l ttantlont rammberr

you raid

attontlm

(IO@meumred in the degree

oneself.

You told

mo to arpeaiallv

look into
l ttentlan

mymalfr

l ape&lly
of A#

asked you that Rselsrbub. many ?a if

bsoaws

I wasn@t able to put ay attanticm

week

on the reading

During thir aa them

I undrrrtood

that

was what I uaa.

uora , $0 mu17 different daveloping methods? Cne thing I aan explain attention,

l ttmtloarm

I wanted to a8k you

the 1-6 wa8, for rpeaial mmljleff:

only the method of 1 ama or if

than

are othrr

I oan telJ&ou. nor svergthlng

Methods do not rlmply. It

@clrt.

I da ln lntererting all that

not know any*

4rt

For ammpla,
la a very haa oxlated,

Baeltsbub,
book. aan cbxlet. world; all&r

I know, there 1s everything its there. All that all

one must know. dJtisfa, all that

&ergthlng

&e brglnnlnq,

the end,

the l eorets
and

of the oreation to undarrtand

of the

thare.

&at one must undarrtand,

%a more mm kar

depends cm say, the

oneta lndividuallty~ mom ha oan 1.0.

been lnrtmotsd ir

in a osrtaln

9ubjaotlvely,

everyone

able to undbF#tand aoaordlng book,

to the

level

he ooauples,
bn it, X?&, find

for

It

la an objaotive
undorrtmds

and evrmone

should underrtand a thouaand tlmw all of Baslro8M.

something more l

One perron

one part , another

a way to put your attention

tark,

on undbrrrtandlng

Thlr ml11 be your can put rral

You didnt

and it

18 a good way to fix you oan ban

thing,,
about

a real

attention.

Xi you in llfo.

l ttmtlm
kna

on Bmltobub, aeerot.
a rold

a real l ttontlon 11 l to~thlag,

it
oookfag.

thlr lrn't

In Beolssbub them
~aong 0th~ in molsebub l ttonflan
the l

I har4 maid
and at

it,

ova, ha
l ttmtlon
and

to make an omelotto. on Beolrob\ib, be

rblo

lr

explained;
so,

the

emi) tima then

you put your

aothar

thm

that

to wbloh jou am aoou~tammd~

you will

to ham

ao

attention

In &ii*.

45s(A job, with Pear about tc\bmmo 8nd how to m it, and thon,about rise mp

md DWOma@rl and about the Frmoh between tax1 dritsrr), +tt8 de salmann:
JettJ

l@lRUaRO uhioh I8 rioh

only In the in8aw

ReUly

nor,

ha8 no ate anything Uhih ago I ua8 &Ioh

58

tuorw to ray? b7

Mr* @urdjieff,

a littb

vorg fntereated
OU8trXWilJ vev

Porn*8 quertlonmd
bu8tWtg

b7 your anawer~ I obrervo 108te belong

fn 8ty liid how little Nhioh

i8

ad

very trlvIa%, L f.81

ppr8elf

room there

im for the rorko nurmal whioh in 10,

g&V,

All
18

to0 critm that

aOmPljrw But what Ia lorr to thir who

18

I nm rttoohtd tit8

to,

to ,

thir

hurtle,

triviality th8 8trOnga8t

eraotly

ator the 0rdinu-y

me, th.

itldi~ithtd

And S a&k you if

1 should not apply to I4J own O&8. the addo* that

8qUimd

whioh 70~

to Porn, beO8urO I believe will pull me out of the ChArdjfefft oounty like more 8imy1iIr Jaor

it

OOntdXI8

8omthiAg

01*&r

ad

81njdO rhiah

o@&@ in

rhioh

1 am a1r8yr you at all, It

tunlngr
i8

That world not do for up to 50.

f mnlly .

dlfflault

to

that a 110,s.
You
hve l

I am going to glvo you 8omsthlng yet A mother?

A brother?

A fathrr?

And 4 8illt.l'.

Qurdjierit a8
m~rrilng,

A rioter
tarkt avery

l18Ot

f Ire pQFlOn8.
ainutO8,
a

&ginning
1088 or

tomorrow
8 little more@

you hut.8

takwa

tan

litth

about 10 10 tiutsr

- It'8 Jo*

tb0 mu8 t0 me 1% It 8 8 or 18 - nmsmbar your father,

mother,

later

*to0

You rrmrmbor with the

them and you reprcmnt

four,

thorn

to ycur8d.f. I Rtt, aftctnard

m8a

And nbn to bon,

7ou hvr
with

f1nlrhrd

tan pnrsnoo; oto.

InhAter

aftrmatd

"I drh

thr

menring of rll

70~

and ten minutor And llkr 3 that you the wy,

tlao, l rd you

you begin a&n

your
h~V8

- your rather,
BWO 815&
lik8

your not&r,
that.

all

tire, UI ia&

It8

you mdorrtandt *aoh fifth

YOU ItBt8t
thlak glro that

fiX0.

Whan 7ou think 0ilV.r

ot 7our rather

@he8

hers, with
to 7ourrolf

thingm in her 0sF8# 6tmap thtng8j 7ou am grown up and are earing
#old cxtm (Ib 1010 ?$&)t

your ra?d

&hat wha
bar

nortry,

rou will for ator

take am a ta.mk to urn

($0 Jap)t Yeu hare

Ten perattat

wlorrtood

rot

liar4 dadnarr from *hloh

ytr. hrdJlrff,
me

when one in rrirod

with e feeling

oqgrofund mm

ournot
it9

manage to *merPgo, with rht

neohanlool

OarI 0110get am Ourdjirffr aart

from

If one doe8ntt
t,

her

the oauno of

it?

Ilo, one doeant

~urdJtotfr
801 oiAll8tr

Than

18 no ruoh rrdnm88~ it a nouropatholog18tr

$8 idiooy,

00 to 8ea well,

M moomend

I haor him tory

ho

giver

mo 10 peroalt,
Barr Somrtlnw L notlo@
It

after

lunohecm.

Gurdjieff: Eat 1088. Don't

Oh, oh1

thet'r ple44,

u rymptomj you eat aore then you rhould, tDhM'8 011. Do you under8tand Then bravo,
ir

eat thr &at

thett Teat thir If it

YOU know whet It

nd next tlmeue

irl, will

the la8t
rpscrk,

pieoe, It8

You undlorrtandt
porrlble

the aaure of it I)r,

there.

imtt

well

find Big:

mother
Sir,

wey. like

(Yokes with to l sk another I don't

Ab. about mediobne). question,

I'd

I dont

unrlerstand

,,why the luoudlty with whioh 1 opr not at doe kill it. ma armlaer oneta perrion end dlsol$d'a its ~b8.8 2 4 QurdJieffr Well then, rey tdit lbvei'brlly lntereatr the functionr. whut oon8oloua love oen be. underrtay St ir 0~14 phyriael pdarity
to

theh i8 workin,jr your

ahrn YOU h.e~a thou&t

thAt

that,

lotr But

wU1 bs@oae rep.qpent

oon8aiou8

&e love

rvorybody

her, you have*

on rexj it is

low, bday,

t&t

ir

reel

lwra. low
thir

You have only love bawd

"Ihet whloh perhepr

& aloknrr8, fAthAX' had.

a weakaeaa~ for

Youoen~ot

hevo love.

your @'end-

overymr,

la bud i8 obJ&lVO~

on sax and 8ax cm polwltyr

l ho hemIt
ti 80%~ lrlrl#

So if
that,
down

a poreon ham a no80 like you dont

t axlr
t

you love h4rJ if

but

A no8e llkm objeotivs

dirtr

love here
You
hove

aoal 1-e
anda

10~

tha word rontlment

for

Or

thingI)

you hrr

forgotha
H@r
But

2wl
mat

loto. oaa reek to roprsrr

lt li8 (r wakmrr
it

for
and mt

the rake of the other?

it mid.0 Aad at

OurdJieff

&sa.rd

the

lSbin8tinQt lou will

~-~lud lowe %a

parhapr

br

able

to foe1

ta8to will
for

per&m
lib, who

QOms t0 JQU*

%QO that

you have Pity

tOr a psrron

rhm8

no80 you dont

or for

aother for

who wmas 111, for

a nm without

a abild

without for

a mother, rQh psrron,

8 gorson

la hungry,

a rlfo

-i

then,

you will

bo abh
and if 7~

to enter hi8 situation,

reamin lawrtfurl,
la merdr, another und rt qurllty to

Have aontrot

(with your differant

impulrea;

you ml11 8ee that ovk?rfthin&

tbo 8me

you hata ha8 in ?a~ until

nm
oi

tire

you ~111 be l bls

to
it

try

to have

the

ta84o

0r lwe. jau+

AntI if

the tarts

ai

aome8 to youI

I aan eaplti

the dot8118

Abt

sir,

ln order to esp~rrlenoe thle

oonrolms

love,

oan polariw

he a help or a hindranoe? Ckwdjieff it. I

A hlndrmoa,

naturally.

But

you

aant t do Your

anything

about

You are a etlave oi thlr Conroioualy,

lav.

Wish or not dr& you oan be no longer All

body makrn you

a? your

love or not l-0.

polarity,

the slave

ylt

fir&t

you must have the taste. objective About this, love, All that

1 oan say in the msantimo would ~OnOetXWin~

is that gg8m-d

love bxlste, we will

But you must ?ii&a&~~%ltPhrSktaxurt ue aan u&y beforehand many thfngse

apeak about it.

renoaln theoretlaal.

Eeseltebub explains f8 th181

the ooanmmlmmts of Aahiata

Shiemash there

Love of oonrolcrumeas evokes the mime ln rOuPQW& Love of feeling evokea the oppositee LOW O? body depends only on type ad Pohri4y.
And

then

Ir alao thlr

about hope t ir 18 strength 81a7sryb

Hope of aon8oiouttnerr

lbps of the body 18 dimsare* And about fnithc

Hope of feeling

Ideetlnar
me hbt

Thursday,

Y4

10,

1946 beaaure but L find of -aelf

I oan*t

Qome on saturdaya, for worklnq in

aa you prnnltted, the day ln time, the

9 ln
u

Job* trouble
at the

I have found with the

nn impulse l xomi80 I fall tellr lha of

renumbrring

xyrelt,

mum dlfflaultia exoraiao~

beglnnlng~
(Gurdjioff

l rlaap

when I do the

relaxing

Mme do Salmmnn teaahing bar ti

to go on with to be born

tha

reading) of t0 1

Mlls WitnO
8trUg@e Qmft relu

Talr

oauaed

in mo a kind

Who Ob88ZVJ8 PO ~~~~1088~

QJnindi any thi.

&hpt iQpgdO8 JIMi gNatlye 8elf-rWlemb0I'ing

FOVOlt.

1 &TO IpOre*

Witn888.
x @AS ti Along rfth a

I QUUiOt do
8-t. t&la Of Witna88

My

mOr6~

ab8OhltO

Gurdjleil'; alO8ed up in you? a3.t

, perhaps

8ORiething

elre

ha0

MllS mak.8

YO8r

klre'r

a struggle

between

two

tfllngsr

!iiS At I

RitnO88

ma 880 to auah a point

what L am that

I up dirgusrted.

haven't

8ny rtrongth. @Wdji8ff: al0

oant.

\ 18 the wish+0 Ye8.

ahange at

anr

prlae

alr~stalliced 1. oould.

in

you? I

TI;11

But n0t'Lmgl.y

enough.

Before,

XOW

Gurdjloffi namntlty you are* have the

You mut You ferl

kp8tO.

work that

hard.

Hardar, sxi8tr

In order

to 1ee what a Oi ahoning* t0 &I'd titerior go Q1o Yau

there

a yosrlbillty thank8 times

porhapr
l&our.

A0 Ohan@ ir for that18 work.

it,

only

pO88ible

Xi you don'triah Hlle Tal:

But

you ax'+ wartag pnairaly %ruggle, what

You mu8t not

f wish

to dOr

C&~rdjleff; XLU A!dr e

'Ihm

rtmggle~ at t&Ill tAm#, that whl& you are two will

oryrtti88

nwAr 1# tb8orvtioel 'uaen, Itrugg1.r

Gurdjlaff1 jW'8OEWr
diifOPOnt

You have undorrtood will

iunOtiiOn

TIM rorult
f+8tOP8 in

of your
YOU fOrU

rtruggle )rti

b8 a rubrtwaoo
0f &88Q@idiiOE&

(RU8018.nl

mS de hh8UTUA~ /' chrrdjldll

ki8010U8

a8000tittlon8+
iutar.

you h~vo raohmloal

Tou are a mohlne.

liow TOW

01sl

0~8tilu80

ra0t0rr

ror

00nroiow

l r8ooktionrr
10 l

(WriW

Yaa De Srlmann~ quotatlon mark8a

Ml10 boll uaroiao botter, You hve

bmroioumerr

property 0r man rlth0~8

to do the ramsnbsrlng againat relaxing, prlnolpally

mWi@ad na, in order

md

to hold out my arm

to rrtoh

in the nnpa of the nuke l# artonlrhW nrlang

In mynape thora are rnny l oraokbqpn.

and #my@to Mile Dol. that I go down inta a lavor oi And raoh tiao

mudarf
rho lr urh4

at the word oraoklwu

u~rerrion#)r

l moolntlonr,

doapor than boforor nnnap to brelL* Qurdjlafr Kale Dolr Ourdjleri only rtop romething,

Now I alwafr

ao& to tha aam@lycrr

whloh I don't

Mq break? I airh 8 $hir to go deepar. iant t our aim. AaaoaiatSonr onnnot ohango, busy with Your naroolationr lr abrolutsly ho7

at our death, it

Nhen your attmtlon Thlr

la oonrolourlf

doernt t ##a themr

18 a flood sxunpler
During

go on mora freolfe

%t doerntt

in thla

oa#er your oonroloumc,rr

at a
ah

rtandrtlllr

It

nota anything,

the dey, 1 t lr the #ame thing. noed (of) for your

your attention
if not dlrturb

10 wloupled with a work whloh pu bvr

lf
YOU

you do work oonrolourly,

do not mmturbnta,

than urooirtlonr

till
ei

roue %oy uirt

brought oonom

Sor thmmltor~ by l rroolntionr lr

YOUOUI WM rommfliatr Wa
proportional to thr degree

@Art

the obrtaolo

oonroiour

tratlaa

(Rumlm) %oy hindac you la I)O f&r ao you l TI low I rrlwayr too maha ad by droamin(r
oon-

Mme de Salaunaa oenbra~od. #Ill@ Dolr tmdji0frt Mllr

~ersrtholorr, You do it

Do18 Ter,

Im Imn out*
bsginningr

t-hwd$iaffr
tm 11, la alnlabo,r*

I rmld la th,
Sarcltlarr,

make l
fou rrt
brrak

pro(~ram~

Work

no

mom

l ooldatally,

roaasthlq

&at Dmt

perritr

JOU to wopk a(1 hcmmr Daat

de 18, tou omld

rarrtihingr

um

porrlbllitler with ~1.a lhir

do ltr

when they aoff.. *.

rtim

+v UUI~ iI0; mum Ilaag.iiSb.Q@

4

b~~hanse

you

take

Ooffe@

you upi thlr

forno.

You oould'worlr

UC hour.

You rhould not

You tthou.Ld not tue

HO&8

Your progr8ac ir

oal7 11 mlnuto~. there am momdntm rba

otijim,

in aaooqiirhing

af tark

I fd,
by little, sryrttilire ulthout

uld rh0tt s rarer ~WNII tying iaid.

Ourdfieift I)'8 a normal thing, &at )1ou should h8ve hops, It ulll 8erve to m&a &ugglm 1)c0OOtlO* it
with a pro-

Lltt&

amke grow We mabrtmoe whloh I haven in Lou the frotorlr moaptiag Ear; nythlng. for be&g Do it u if

a ma1 man*

struggle* for I
do

it war. h rrnloo 1-0 ttit, rurrthatif OUI relu. you POIIIII*

POD, but even when I rtrugglo I fulfill It a t&ok, lra*t like And Im that, pu

dotewlnod offort, rmmlourly Xf thq

&rn~

I amke memom You aan rtrugglr You have battorlu.

I would not l uaoomb. Ourdjieffr mly Herr in proportion to the ener~

are empty, you aert do nothIn& Then, one murtn't

rtrug&lo,

Ouwdjleffr me noed the remAt, pu are empty. be orJotalUredw ill little.

quartlam

Elersn minutea, thlr aubatanao.

no moron Later,

The following

week, 12 mlautor. Bow and it will the amterm. work with

\>J

we will

be able to uae ita of all

When fou have it,

I will

give you an injrotlan

to hare a drrlrv
g&i WQiUtO=sd

You murt haw 8 ma01 derirs , a doabe It 18 nstre8smy

yams,
YOU N8t

sot anly with t2ra rind. your

bring. You am

for real
t0 it little

Qh.i ta piano, 3 uolpioll.

to tmn

t*

waol

(Rho go08 rlowly, All $ha% fillr

tiu, UmmriPg

goer rafo171r g haad. and ii

then.

'Lhe80

am not 7.17 da8hab.l.. Life L iwflrul~

it aalma*

full
l
m

at this
go to

My hmd ir tix'om&y __ _/-_ my*rttention gd;i~

qmrttozrr*

llffloaltlor,

SOldEQUESTIONSAliD ANSWERS FROM l'!fiE FRENCHffR3UP

Q: only ior
I never

do a taok

thorou@ly.
l

I: think

about It,

I do it,

but

+cooond.

I aonnot hold

thought

or a fooling.

("a taok*

l vldontly

mean0 ano of Mr. @@oxorolooo.) l Mr. 01 You forgot,

repeat, timI*
It

you have no memory, you forget,

to l ay that you hvo

You mmt
If a aan

ropaat, lo the

rapeat.
l

You rioh

no power of aonaontm-

ome with

awrybody.

Thlo lo the aim of th@ work. of an hour only,

oould really

oonomtrato

ror a quarIm
werybody

ho would bo bigger

tbon your BIetro Dome, than chrlot. sverrybody aould do thlr,

I ohoulA& ok him to be nr~ teacher, would bo otinf#* oalnto. You mot repeating,
try

If
thora

In three oaturler
to l ahl6va

have been perhapo ono and a half

glning
it lo not

perhapa one l oaond a month by repratlng, Q: the objeot When I

l

repeating. that

ee a negative It doer not

CmotldP, I OOQvery olsarly

oxlot, lt lo the
eoverlng.

that it

oounta.

A8 l oon am I

haves l een it,

dloappeara objsot,

but the negative no mtter uhloh,

bmotlan rsmainoa nd beaomeo

then l omething else. I hew

ooaupled with another notload tie

oame negative

anotlona

some beok again

and again by rosooiatltm

and they oaun to aorrespond thaa ao *I@o? Hr. 08 lot 00 my klnda

They are

to a tandenay.

By l oelng them, oun I think

of

aanpliootiona.

(For example)

you are hungry.

'Ihere are dliferont of the clvallng.

the Prenoh 8t night, ready rrde foryau*
(throu&?)

of hunger1 the hunger of the morning,

of mid-day,
la the mornln& It

not

the

l omO*

lho Engll8h to bra

eat a lot

You bvo

the opportunity

thlr

mtorial,

lo

Oth4wm rlll anotlan

hr.

to make it.

(Irro.

de salomann) By

negatlro

on0 know8 l orothing

atom

whloh one oonnot know without thlo from omeoolf neoosoary by

l

having it.
that

&Ivy@ roar,
nob rrlia

on&or,
in
the

One muot rep-ate

it

doer

l 8oenoo and a*11 bo aood Ron

rarlnlqg

apart*
01 I oaa how l rpty I on, fuLl of -11

mundco deolrao,

aontradlotloclr

llkr

a all1

where everything thlr.

-4o\ eoni, fin and goes out.

I ha*0 no will

and I ham

no rraef37 for

I laok fora.. The task har boon

Mr. 01

glraior it

that,

rr

70~

d0

not

uo

th

tark,
pill night
hate
to

then

let

jourroli

gor opm # vein,

will

bo l aaio~~

I am give you a

make 7ou r1e.g fOroYoPa muoh more l %pen~lv@~ If

okabe*

A pill

ir ahoap to rlosp roll

well for on0 night,

alone*

on.

lr

on0 aupr

one OM tha

a go04 waking
Q1

bhaa I 8.0 ag nothlngnor~,

roon 4ar No.

L am oompletel7

biroour8g*d

ThaT.!

to

ma

that

I hare

lt

giver

m b&ok hogo awl groat

l atirfaotlon

of m7rolfr

Should 1 allow

thir? Look, rlwa7a lram

four rho10 llfo. Q6, that it

Mr. 0: into 7our part,

yourrelf meaeureur

to me Wfer

more

and

more,

%aroh baok To11

time 11 IW

Into

for

all

your

fallurer.

you ale already

18 too late
old, it

to do an7thlnlngj that late, Alwq~

aven when one ir

one fear

is alread

your miattier
es

more anb repaIr

1 108 m7sslr in my cireomawith rush oharlty,

that

with

suoh foraa

mu dlIgwtl

it W&k.8 la. up.

I rprat 16 7earr lrarning rlesp not to droun. and a atate
glue

Mr. 01
one must do.

One murt not d-u,

There are two rtater;

of rrrking.

Nhen on0
rubdoa,

rlrspr, rtand for wall,

one must rloep. ta nlnuter

T!nk@ oold rhowsr, a ultb

arnm utsndod

7ourralf

a vigorour
If

l nU 7w will

l leop,

aar rloepr

one watoher roll.

timr

ne~m l t09 wii

tha

Xi one dream, l terythlng lo donr b7 halvrr. tb 66 mi8 ir iirh ait m0 OM l top pying %o dream or uroolatlanr
and (thorofors) whloh roourr You oan

Arrool~

attention

to l rroalatlonm.
noa t habitual

whioh oontlnur
%on

ro thoro
(book)

mhloh are

lr alro

tbo Kq of Drounr MU thr

Gdelr

of LOW I&torre

ahooao.

QI
thl8t

Oalr 4

hu6 partlolpatmr

(in the awalror).

Row oan I avoib

Mr. 02 ho haad lr only Mm dlrootor.

ft

lr

tha polioamm

with hlr

-419 ramming yourrelt.

Repeat, tlP88. rapokt, Only QI Yr. thir

1 - up,*
repeat, will

%a - aa.

Hot on4

your

head

th.

whole of

111111.

~oraieea, bring ma reeult8. mdrrrtand

exer01808,

thourandr

and thourand

Row sh&uld 0: You

rrpalr It you havr the

the

partiT more

I8

it

by

remor8.t ho in the my

am too oamplloated.
of the

18 muoh aoquired habit oi

rlmplr.

pxwmt
peat, thumb8 in

18

the

rrrrult

part.
that

If

a bad habit
&lwaya Do not future. the turning make

ycru muat atop it.

I SW

I have

the aanm diraotlon.

and prsparr
would Repoat, 1 aee vile, olra I)t It now you in Ro;or& rbould to ia that do holr to

Stop.
the the

,thlr

lr

repairing.
bar
muat

the

mo

error l gain
praotlor your t lngerrm Cl fssllngr, there

ror
play

ruture,
piano.

prepare You

the dovelop

Praotio8, rtrength of

am you

repaatr
I 8pend hour8

a day ooauplal
myself to

with to

very remedy

small thla,

paltry or 18

very anything Hr.

Should be the you well.

I attaoh

a tark

done?
8ame 800 Tvsn you be for thlae aatlng everybody. Thir . One but not If muat is It what you work sat haa alway to you on When Mve In it been 80.

For
Do well.

you,

it

la

only that

w8 wish ~811, greolrely P need.

change. pray

everything Be holahcartsd preaia*.

evrrything not

do.

something beoomrr only. Ibptd, to

l

a damire, You give have

a need,
the

n$rd,
Thim i8

you
not

will

have enough*

an anewer* It will

rlgbt

to

Qsrlre
yourself. easily ronethlng, life. objsotlv8.

nothing.

Create
E.verything

a need

repmat,

reprat

You never
(Dertroy]

ropeat

mollgh~

thnt
oort8

oome8 you

you, uko

tohlk. !BE Al&

Choose

8omathlng 18

whioh ior

uhloh lr an 8rf0rL.

&at mh1ah lr
Alway

l ary

bad
l

your interior
18 your

hart, mar,

an

iqafedfato

you muat 8ohlew

&way,
get

thlr,
alme

arm mm# &a;

. Thir 4 1 ,

f&ix the ky. Yoydnut

Do not dolay.
rind the the m08n8 flrrt to QIO

800
there.

the

rtnow whora yo$ue I will

bo

going and you will

l k.

Later dr qr

ladlaatc,

another

mttaln

flrrtj

tb

should

olmar and mlwryr beform your

te

whelk I tm

rork

01 romQraO# there

lr alrqr

man

jmrt

of 1)

-4s that rrfu~er, or to mythlag. that t8118 18 that I wlrh

to

it

18 u8.1088,
better

that

it

will

not led
ltr

8nphrr8
neoorri~,

~dor8t8ncl slmpl8. Thlr

But

the u80 of ag8lnrt this

remoraa,

to onmblo mo to ocnrinoe

myrolf

8nd rtruggle

refu881. of a
It

Mr. (9: Xt lr wry tmgwlae

J-B
mud it be

Look a8 thlr.
to boooms of raltr

(He t8k88 a rrotlon J&a, it

What rhould be don.7

from hi8 pinto).

WEI rued6 Sor tht.

10 dmrtlmd it lr full

bar to beoome

washed, l oaked, ole8aed

to remove the 88lt.

Afterwrd

it

oen beoomo
tha ult.

Jm*

Ylth

thr 88l$ it
Q;

ir

lrpo88lbl8.

Bemorr(, 18 that rhloh

removma

lhlr

in whet purlfle~.

You uadomtandr I hero to rtop ~8lnr for a momnt to oolloot thlr?

._ ~-.

When I take my ol~rr

myrslf .

It

room8 to me empty, u~ole~e, Isr. 0;

How oan I prevent enter into

You murt mke your o\pllg&tlonr

your work.

Evoq-

thing

that

you do murt beooms a prrt muet be plrt in their of your task. manifoetatlon8,

oi your work. ;Your tark

but in thblr in their

Thlr mu8t be your

tank.

Your olarr the ohildren help that were

at

18 to h8lp.
future. plaoe.

You mu8t nob *@a

You muet wleh to

future.

You rmut put yourself Then you will

&member how you &en you think

theSrsgeo

m8ke them 8ee differently. You will

"1-8~88 at the 88me time uleh to help.

love you*

eee than how the ohlldren their fathers 8nd

dll

You will

then be able to tell do it,

them to go kill
for

mothere md they will

It

will

be nothing lhlr
you.

them.

I have 8een thlr

the

over there with real

ohlldren.

Yl8ter8.
to put

(Magi)
for myeelf

ia the

yeaet

of the work,

It Q:

le ea opportunity When I try

You muet beoone a good laborer. ln 8omeone'a plaoo, there l8 alway whloh L -0

part

of me whloh rcfursr,

whioh does not partiolprte,

rhloh hider, ltrolf.

It

ooouplrd with

ltrelf
ro8ult

and uhloh bar enJoymat

aatuh. Wk.8 ln my work, ranlty

with
On thr

lr
l

romething
o roe0 81 I

whloh 811~8 a8y hn18 a wall done thlr-"

and whlcrh 1; oaaot

other hand,
It

hold o# it

18 I who have

md ahi8 rpollr

8vtrrythlng. gito you a uared

rlwm~

Mr. 01
them

I dll

8urato
~088

Yeu ramrmbor BeU8obub from one to the other;

4re trio surrontr,

tw

You ham bb

you are lllu

ln ula air.

fi8h

whoa. natural

l loment

ir

uatar

anP who are obl%g&

to llvo
lr

You murt now learn

to live

in both ourmntr life in rhloh

at OLIOO~ l9uwe

thr habitual
mat

ourrsnt

uhloh ir ordla~ry
tha

701111~8, and then ia 70~ your interior life. qulot,

uirt

the other aurront, 1Um I:: with

rooond ourront, hum 7ou are with

whioh ir a perron,

Up to now you have hrd oofitaat now you

BUBt Othera,

with 7ourrelf

on17 when 70~ uero alone,

remain in 701~

own ourrent, rejroted.

in your Interior In the All

eyatem,

wurrmntr tt
8aeuB

that

utlrfmotlonr, rightl7t All

plsaEun8

plea8ure8,

era

Ace they all? Mr. 0:

Have I undorrtoad

plo~rurer

are rhit. objeotlve

u&e

you 8 #law.

HOW dd.d90tl0n.

~hsrcr are two qu~lltlsr

On one rids

of ploaaurerz plse8ureg
if

two qualltlsm 7ou work well you,

of 8nd

agreeable

senratlons. sffortr

got a result, whlah orown in them. 8tlon, rlther allvo? 8urfrr.d.

murt

you om h&Ye m~tlrf~otlm Other,

of your@olf*

'Ihi

18 good 8atIrfaotlaa You m-0 lort reluX live till

maohnnloal pleasure3 exoopt for

giving

drrtrofr onarelf

Qwy ar 9 aI1 Ln~urllour, an

aim,

voluntary

neoosrrary for ~1 I notios In lndlffsrenoo Mr. Or

iin myrs1.f) a drgnsre, or hortllltyr me*

but

an abrenoe of enotlons.
done? parent8

Q&at; 18 to be I wlrh

You lntenrt

to help 7011. Are your

81. kmvo not known them, Tbq omnot for I.0 do lometblng

perhapn the7 hnd 80~18. of You

Perh8pr tho7
You

bo 07 aora where the7 are,

tha. You rurt think
them.

ths]r have no bcdler.

muat

plotura life.

thu You

to yourrolf, of all runt low

them agrin,

have their

faoer bsforo

your W.8,

7ou mu8t think they have cothe

ROQO~O.
pmt

that you OIO them. them, exprom You nuat

l amoa

You are a rmall gra%ltudr

pi600 of th-, Think b&k

them.

of their on all

your

to thar torard
hrvr

done fo*ouo~ oonrtmt

tlewr

moo your &kea when 70~ ude

bad

Por8l.t rly.

in thlr, ~-live

the rurfrr

tliaa 8uff@r,
You
mint

porhp8 pay ror ruomo~

when JOU 8ero a

ohlld.

PPQOFI~ of aon#olonaoI

on. aurt
mart

voluntull~tOo

rapair.

one nut Cruta

the parte Doator,

The

be re@redr

Baa-oh in your part*

7ou al80

do

-44. ttllr oXeralBor bar the monant, your parmtr are your uodr YOU aannot know lhern 18 no plaor for Elm in you. Your parent8 ar8 @pd. He la too far may* ood, they aI% the future pl.bo* for ood ln you* You owe thorn everything, life,
l vsrything,
Qk tirk flrrt with themj rftor there 8111 be other Really exerol8e8. I loo8 my prmt8 during
l

I have dono the work rhloh a v8ry of rral

you gave u8e ryeold quality

very muoh and I have dlroorered rooond perMp8, lng for one partlola torwdr

of emotlant rufferlng,

one rufferat the

love , al.80 great Ihr

nal there

my ah8

them.
rufferlng brought

Of remoreer
and happin happine88,

two l motlon8 rare by th8 frellng

88ms time, It

very vivid
which

glvan

of love,
the I have

taa the remor

for after

thnt

dlrappsard my patient8

happlnars discoverad at that feeling

also dlrappeared. In myralf for

gomat buss

when I aa rttondlng

a reoond smotlanr
their

of 10~8 of the lam@ quality. sufferings and bring them a

And

moment I oodld relieve 0r hnppinesr, Mr. 08 Is there

phyarioal

a aonneotion?
the roudetlons,

Real love 18 the bar18 of all,

the Souroo. Jesur

lhe xullglons

have pervertrd

tind deformed (love).

joined ourrant ~8~ with

It

wan by love that All

performad miraoler. tlone

a onate

Real love 1~8

magnetism.

aooumulated bib=Real love 18 bsoomea a

a aurrent.

@ring8 the forae If we argrtallire Later you will

bnd

of love.' it, it

oormlo foroe

whloh gorr through

power - the greatort bookr, no mrtter

power ia the world.

It will glvr

study magnotlra with

800~

in

whioh,

you materlalr

lovo an a barb,

you ~111 bo ab& to our@ paralytlor

and

make

th8

Ulnd

4g I
for a long the, and whloh 0-0

brr

bwn

rurprlred

by the ~outeno88
with

Of rsnirtl~r

ob8orved

80 lntaro, baok. lhfn

no vluld,

all

the lrpnrrlane

I had in qe31

Yr. 0:
hour of one'8 birth, what rent.on thing

18 normal.

Our om tram

reglr tar ovarything, rlmp,

%orythlng
qo

from thr
1p1 l vey-

Ii

I put you into

ribor

an hypnotlo me told

you OM toll
18 rrltton,

around you & roti

your birth.
by

18 thoror

P rubjoot
hir

put to #loop
at tbr momant.

the plum

rata of the Everythlag

perron who wu borldr

whloh I rado him m-11~0.

in written, why you rwt

a8 on a photograph,
be

but

a Wowand

time8

nor*

rarltlto~

That

18

0r the purity of your roler.)

oeroful Qc Doer tN# then, &ve
work

tha lnroriptlonr~

Choore them,

(Boelrrbubr

"Hatoh

balng mmething

to my p@rmbrT

Y~o~ it

touoh

than aomothing? Mr. Ot You murt 40 thir

l

for

yourrolf, It
ir

ior
thir

rspalrlng.
IWPLOFII

Have OQOCN~
whloh oountr;

Let your remorse be it ir the rufforlng the

l

r) rtrong

no porriblr. voluntary

whioh matter@) rrorme

ruffsring

rhloh

paya for thr pmt,

whioh repairs

rXr. 01

You have ~mag%nation (Vld faritaly* of

art.

I hero alaaya It

said so* is light.

You am a repremmtatlvs Philosophy, Thir

the l

Poufou~

Thsre i8 no weight* It rhioh la this

imagination.

A rtata

18 a rtmult. hppinera

uhlah giver

weight.
it.

10 the oomter ne

balanoe of real thr-.t it

gosr in l top with

Ai

time in order Your nature

should be genuine , me murt not have fmo without result of inorth) rtatea it
J you

the other*

ha@ a tendonoy (tht

lot

your-

ralf
borir, rtate

go toward thim tendency of having l xtraordlnary

wlthout wrlp&t. You muat slklnate arias@, make tohlk. thin, drive it,

without away.

a ma1
l

As noon it.

# a

of ratlsfaotlon your parmtr

agdn.

crurh

sllmlnata

@or)C0 rh@n your

remem*,
you ndo

renumber yourrolf, oryI

revlvr
perhapr*

the #aone whan you won a bad ohlld,

Fael again ln all the dotallr,
ruftsring

find

raa1tr

Saaroh in your part,

Suffer. thlngr

In that

you aan have

real laapplwrr S)

glva

by real body.
eating,

lowe under different

body obey0 ltr

Thorn are two dlframnt

body~

lawma
law@.

1)

'0e orgrnir
It wlrhor Qne lrurt

the prJahlo
ltr

The organlo

It on4 wl,br else.

to ration

needr-

alooping,

IQ,
mot

It

Imow~ nothing
it

nothlry

l 11)o. It

la a real 8niul0

One

fool

am an animal.

feel

it

a8 a Strangers

One must subdue it,

train
othsr It

it

aml m&o

it

obop, lnrtoad

of obeying it.
The pmyohio body knows sosmthlng other nsrda, It 10 other arplratlonr, naturn. doss not. than the organlo
body,

It has world.

other deslrea. 'i2~ero la a oonfllot It 18 a struggle It

belong8 ta a different between there

0r a differant
the other

two bodies -

one wIshbe, roluntarl1yr

whioh one must relnroroe f'lght uhloh exists naturally,

Up- our wrkj rtats

by our will. of ran,

1s this

wMoh l.8 t2m rpeolfio a third united stat& different with roaethlng
Ibe taak

whloh wo must use to areatv two, whioh ir the Master,

a third

thing,

from the other else*

nhloh 1s

1s therefore

something preolro and ONLY by rtrugglr my organlrm

whloh relnfomer

this

stmggb,

booaure by struggle For lnrtanoe,

oan a new polrlblllty

of rmoklnng. habit.

of bat

being be born.

is in the habit this

la its

med.

I do not wish to smoke - 1 ellminatc to satisfy it.

xhe need 1s
a conrolour form whlah

always there but L refuse voluntary will

be

There Is a 8trugqle,
forno.

rtruggle

whloh oal18 the third "1" - whboh will

It

1s the third

the faotor-

oonolllate make it

and make tha equilibrium.

The body 1s an animal.

one md the other,

The psyohe la a ohlld.

und6rrtand

One must educate the It must obry, not One must soo
very small and eon rind to a

BLU the

body,

that

oomnande Put baoh one in it8 what goes on* begin with.
tukj

plaoo,

011smust kr.ow oneself. jour porrlbll~ty,

!l'ah a task % ratlnge

whloh 1s wlthln Q1 a habit. &oh

one knowr hlmrolf

it

la hi8 interior

thing,

a will

whloh 1s opporad to a noad and areatos

rtruggle.
Pike only pO8Slbillty of 6rsating a 8eOOnd body 18 by an l ooua&.atioa

of a dlfformt
&la*

#a&t))tanee.

!I&0 only l k

18 that
all

rrerythlng

rhould

8ervo thlr

Qr me lut
werk

I hrr
about

thoroughly

undorrbood

during

the waok what you told all the week 1

thr pbjalml dlr~otlonf

body and the psyohla body and

have wwked in thlr

I ham rtrugglad.

%o nlgbt

I was arleop.

-47.
I RSD sraklosd by my IQ~

- I hate a four-7amr

old 8on - who had been bittfor me* He UPI

by mo8qultoo# and who ~a8 in pain 8nd bog8n to ary and aall rufforlng
before
ad

arglngr

I want
time

to hir

and booare

ho wa8 orying ln myaolf? aftor

md rufiering, u~78elf

I even hed the

to

to SO* m788lf,

I beat blab vlolenar

its

I did not 8llow

to go wbtIn7 on ita

rlrsp bod7 lr,

again. wtit
it

How asn I oru8h thlr 18 aapablr of and

I have awn
of

reaatiat

a rook

mrk

Yr. 0;

Ther8 an
works,

foraor

around

7 ouO foreign

to 7oug

It

18 porrlblo

that when a man really evrnt it like

thlr

ro8l17

rlrher

to rtruggls,

they produao an In ay aase, rhothor

thir,

'lbey a8n OYOSI areata

the mo8qultoo8.

was

or ahonae, nothing

aould hevr bocn bettor. your head onl7. ha,t?penr in four

sm-41 70~ kt~

rat,
&roe

you hpve undaa%tood, n&t with

I am very glad and work Sor a rook,

I arkyou

now to m&e notes of all

reaks, md 7ou will Ihd

that

two wcekr,

oompanimm~

thlr will bo uroful for 7our rpeak about it"\@ere, beaauro \ do not forgot tbt A-w your aon i8 your ma&tar. Thankhk.
And

For PO# he is my friend.

ouldler
l

i ahargo you with a oonmlrriar

for hlmj flvo

da7 for a 7ear*

January 18, 1944 Umr. Duboau: 18 trw, ba8i8.

It

is dlrfiault
diffioult

for mo to rap&rata

what I senre,
I

what

from what l.a imaginary~ For cxamplr, YLr; 0; it

to 8ee

lf

what

men80 hao a real

#memolmpo8sibl8

in the uoraire from this Others will

whrt

to ii.11 x117 am..** l xerol~e. It i8 tbr Then

I told

7011to expoot nothing

u8rolso

whiah will find

give 7ou undorrtnndhg.

it

some after0

perhaps 7ou will real . will b&ore

To undrrrtand,

porriblr

to undentand

18 imk87

8nd what ir

it

18 neoorrary

to DO, to h&va l xperionae,

wore l rtabl.i8hed amturhr

%e e%oral#ol
ago, ova

glto

7ou l xpcrlanoe.

Therm axaml8~r

IEuropc~ ubtrd.

P.awreu:
ambi)lm

I would llko for

If it hrlps

to know rhethor

the work ir
world.

oompatbble with
For l dvloet

- a dcrlre
Mr. Qa

power - in the oxtamal you with your

ex8rol~s.

you OM do it, oatsgorloal

example, you oan even kill

someonee I havs given you this at present.

34Jan l gotlstr
your feet, After

You OM do nothing
that,

Pirat

put yourself

solidly

on

you oan do saneth+g.

YOui quo8 tlon the work?

1s abstract,

Pomrreur

Can one have ambition it

outsldo

Mr. Or IOU s an glro on suoassdlng

work.

to yourssli It

as a tmk
bo

but you mustnt

oount

- you may or may not.

may parhaps

oomgrtlble

with the

Pomereut
Qr No. must kill

50 it
tit

18 not nsorssary ugssts

your

to try serious

and 4e8troy work ,

it

right

awry?

lP it

ii it is 8 ~aahr088,~a
it.

it. Pt

If you CM do It
But if it

oonsulou~ly,
tning,.,.

you aan brp

is a phgrlabl

Or. It a uonraiour

asn be a physioal it out,

thing,

but no automatic!.

Olvs yourself

task and oarry

even by lnartla. my dsclslon ie oon~olous? If I want money,

Pa How OM 1 know that for lnstanoo, Q:

It

Is surely

from ouyldlty.

Another

qwsttonoa llfs.

What gou have aoqulred

through

the work utunt

not bo ueed In ordinary

So long a~ you have to do with me, you Mt

During

outuss

wardlq play a role,

the work such things
them for ordlmq

but lnwa;rdlp you muat learn never to idantliy~

do 0-0 - extraordinary gosslbllitlss

- you must never

life.
Jolllngerr Can am be h&pad In work by prayar and how oan

Mllr. am wry Q; it lr

You can only pray with Muit lntsrestr oentom*

your thrso

oentsrs, praysr,

and at the sams tiw 10 1s your oonomthan your

you will
bo

an exarul8*.

sks is not your Tour prayer gsu

far

tratfm

wlth your thrso

(aura)

no frrthar
as Aaerloa,

atmosphere.
able

Rhsn ~aur

prayer

aan $0 u

to

pray to the Pmeidentr

Mile. (tt futun, think,

D.

How OM one prr$ with ths three thing,

osntors? ror the rake 0r thm

three.

NOWyou must do a rerlour

Lea=,

to oonosntr@to not only with tocl an4 amao+ YOU om pray, hi8

on8 oontor but with the

You rurt

18 lmpart8ntt,

For thir

thsrs

rs dlrfarsnt
the
throw ooa201,

OX~rOl808*

a*

'I,

anything

7ou ZLke - but with jurt

now lerver
certain

Hlgnstts: seen8 to me that

am thinking at making without

'ha ruls

r0-htr4

mo wondering,

1%

sometlmer one oan't

help urlng

re8ultr

of work.

oi my o&88

an4 how ditferontly

1 msnags it now rroa berore, dlfrorent.

l

What I wlsb to tell

l

you 18 8omUMng thing.

111s were n&

0r thst mer
your

Thir

18 a n*tural

You 00~14

von hpve done that

&oh year you are older,

mars praotirrd.

You gain axgerlenoe

and ohangr

way of going about things.

Ahin t olearsr

~ometlmsa I suoose4 in reaahing a kin4 of thinklngwhioh

ln whloh I underrtand msny more things* a8 one learn8 Can L 118s thlr? to pl*y the

is

md bigger,
(3;

Just 40 your of all,

exerolres . . . .Exmtly

plsno.

First

you 40 many cxsrolses

bet&e

PlayZng 8 tUZ1s. NOWyou that you srs 10 play a

must 40 your sxsrolss

and live

aa bciors.

No one must notloc not to identiry.

inwardly role

worklnq.

ltmt

is your aim - inwardly dlreotibna

its tine, only

lr not an slm, but a mesna*

AC I w8ntQ4 more deflnlte
02 %erythlng oome8 in

how

not

to ldentlfy.
You
em

neoesaary praatloe. Consider

phllorophlring. work m4 you will

Now your ala

18 not to ldmtiiy. you 88re l ln~r

%ir ir i8p08ribib

your pent l Otim8.

reaogplire

th4t

iuairisd.
ror thr

It
mOm0nt.

lo nsasrra~
10

ror ~8 to br lmw4l~ look &t maoh thing, weakno 1190. Homnar :

impartial.

animato or banlutc), br, Iu lnab&b the rtart~

prtially.

Thlr

ia whm-8 our
I smtorytlrs4.

rtthomomeatadl dootor, thlr

rork

Oc I to&d ymu fra ~leotrlolty.

burn8

lot

oi

--

HI simple offort
aated by

For a rook Z. bavae~ t been l blr to remsni,or for a quarter

to do my (~~arel~e,

even tha

of an hour,

bsaauae I have bran intoribut f dont ruoosed in

the results

1 have had.

I think a bout work,

doing anything

deflnl te.
You oannot slpeot
tnker

08

result

pt.

You onn only do tha

axeroher

. thrr

To be able to play tuner a dirlllurlonment. ploylng may aoquire Mine, Dz ir a dream.

08
you, but

a long tlma.
that,

Perhaps you had an lllualm,

It

~OIIIOBlike

Think only of the future,

when your

P different

quollty

and you may booome a platnl8t. somet~mer make@ me think I tell myself nil thet thin all Ianft thir true,

My ray of reasoning feel

dog8

When i dont
You have many

like
ln

working,
youa

As Mr. i)UrdjlorP

I oannot help in Frana@.

only aa a dootore on only Einglirh Mrne, P:

08

tit

1: have not the right patients. give up*

NOW If

to praotise

I take

and Amerloan

Ahen 1 night
get

PI well

You must

over thir

orfris.

you have reclognlsed

your
a pin

nothingness, to aala you,

you o(u1 make e real I wouldnt it give it he

deoisian to you.

to ahange %omethlng, You must thank nature rhlllppo hor a aria18

Ii
that

hid

this
that

orisir

har begun, md that twiae a year, Donirrr 0: tog0 tbw* othera,

begun 80 8oon.

like

11 slnoerlty

coizpatlble
but

with lr

spontanbityO that they doat with go

hey oan go together, lr

it

doalrable

Spontaneity but with

not oontrolled.

You muat not

be rlnoero

yourself.

YOU murt

trurt

no ana, neither

#l&tea- nor brother, you put la you

l

You murt bo rlncrere til your ear&

with youraolf. He will

U you are rinoera

l lt

with mother, !fhle rlnaerlty im&.ner

oa the t&la.

on your hmule but the other

dlHUO*

Parhaps you have nothing Lot him imagine

ltr

inaid@,

that

have raothlng.

January 16, 1944

-81one, whnt Ir your pur8tIont : LUOa %e ueralre v&i&& oonalrto in demanding of the body the \ 8ubrtmOe8 neaeraarg to bring to thq inos upreerlonr of goodassa, justloe, 01 Little

honsrty,
tsnna

impartiality

and Intrlligenoe

ha8 led mo to reoonsldsr 18 the relation of honesty,

aaah of them the balanoo

md partioularly what one taker

honertyr and tit

apd

Ikmt
one

bstwoon

giver

In

roturn

f had mom satlrfaotlm

mom

whim I wa8 l arnlng la88 rltuntion -

am embmwrrod

now In a

oomfortable

ul4 eaq

CI: I have already

Luo : thmo quartrrr

undrrrtood

yam question. honrty,

00 one

I ice1 doubtful of my monoyo

about g

oven though I gIv*

away
that

I rant

my llfo

founded on ruoh prlnoipler

my mema of livelihood G$ And nar, Luo; 0s

ooul4 be purIiI@d. will you formulate that your question?

one

5 what aan one fro1 There I8 a prlnolglc,

ir

honertt when you hate given yourrsli

a orltsrlonr

your word to do something and you hare done It, 0 ont eatmrnt .
thnt

you have

oertaln

feeling

of

It

I8 thlr

feeling

of ratlafaotion
thim feeling?

In yourrelf

whloh show you

you are hone8t. Lua I

You underrtand

PeDc But now in my evsrydny mroltr I8 exterior we llie.

life

I have more and more to

use triokn

and that 01 %at

You do thlr

for

them*

I havr alrmdy

raid now you mart br an absolute future rltrulrr.

agolrt,

a good rgolrt,

For the rake oi mcl If you try what YOU arm* yourmelt %J you In yourrelf m4 to, YOU

Today you annnot give muoh to others, to ohmgo yourraM, af giving arb It you will %t rmaln

you will

not be ablr

aa8t make the rlorIfI4e your word that 00 ~promII)o. you will

to another.

you mu8t glrr tea-fold.

up to h%a In future

You have two olusr,

bat&

two prInoIplrr; dOnmn48, n4

rrtiafaotiaa

prodma to py

mush nora later cm* Olatlmrd1g, ho plays one's role,

Inwardly on0 &08 not Idmtli'y. natur, willhr1.p youa For thr am who is working,

l 000~4lag to what th0 8ItitIm

ft you 08'. worklag Inwar4ly,

nature
WOIk*

ir a rlstop6f

ohrrlty;
for

oh@ bring8 your work aldoer

neoersary
I

him what he har need of for

even if you

him
it, m

If you need maney

do nothing
0918,

to get will

money will all

ooma to you room all if

it

In another for his

nature

out 0tr Do you

Raouroes a mcu-1~2

ir

work.

(To Siraone)
evening,

underrtand?

For inrtanoe,

had you had money

c oertaln

you would ban Nature lr

gone to a oaf; but having ncna c you 8tapd more lntelligant oond~tlona for than you) aho bnows bbOter your work1 and lf

at ha@ and rorb de

than you whloh are the beat

oalls

you work , nature you need,

on oonrolour

rplritr

who ~111 arranp,e for man who doer not mrk, nature

you the cmdltions there 18 nothing spirits

For ordinary %t iOr

mm, for

the

but ohanoer all

the m6n who world,

givea him through Phillpps :

oonscioua

that he nesbs. ma more than kll ir. I feel thr

bat

you ihave Just at this

raid haa glum

exxsrcisas*

1 feel

in syaclf

moment what epirlt

a 1330 I murt

in meb Wow I: undaratand what i must da, undertake

WI6r)

X mm t give up my ~)calo*

obllgstians,

give mys ali my word aonoctminng -11

thhlngs, not big

whioh are too far Ot lhorr

rrm
in all

ae* very simplyW it A man must

II I law whloh fs rormulated aarer,

keep hia

glvcln word;

whatever happenBe

ia an &broluta a lowtoin
tlmo,

cornrpand, If
wm ii they

you have given your word to come and 8ee me at

out you II.8 piaoer

, till

you,

you mWJt OOmer A mall wN& you do not Wow*

UprOt

thin& but If you

do not

p@rhaysm it

ir aonnaotrd

with many oth~rr franos, It

some, it my oost a mlllion aftar youra and

that

will

thr

~pointm@nt rlrs

I ~WS and 10 QO not it ir

tin,

~111 make it

nrrersar;p
fdrdlaer

to ahange ranethin~ Lf one #mall thing out. Iith

through oarrled

a ohsin of otentr out, tha

no

you ouurot thing dll

ir

big

be oarrird

big thtigr

easyj they are iar W&n it want it planar

away md you axv only %t

oonoomed with them from you all the time,

time to

pnue

amall &In;, ;\ am ne te, glro

whether you

or note

Try 0-e

about overgthIx&

iwor+ pbout 8 mall thlnge llot i$,i +lf 7 beoeuro a prmiyr givau mu& $0 hold to and you murt h3arr d keopln(l it. T!Jro a mall
thing that

that yma are orpablo

you oan do.

-- -

CMter dutier, hir (f: oneta affalrr mm *even* If

lunoheon 3, reproaohod au dlreator, thing, ) but if

+P ior

not Sulfilltng

well ~8

obligatlonr It

3a a small it

one underetnnds

how one muat 4bot therr w

time

in life,

18 a big thing, affair8

andyou

There i8 not one aapeat, do one well,

you have nvon

the six othprr the Zlrrt

8ven go well l utonmtioaUy~

in your life, tlon the result OS dlreotlng
ove&nw

You nsgleot la bad.

one,

men though for if all

For instanoe,

you un4ertake the 4etai.18. with

unetitudr.

the obU@torget If you

the 8ervlrg,

fou muat dlreot all

ovarything, are dlxector,

004, to supsrvlro emlet but that, that

Ootoilrr

nothing forget0

even if

you have l ffrlrs

worth mlllioar.

Those you mwt worth mll)lone

00 well

whlah ;lou have to 40. way*

@ml your aear one

18

oome up, you will will

do them the mm If

Lo not ma Just

ampcat but s&van and all

good.

be well&

one asHot

Fs nQt good, nothing

rind

Acaurtom yourrelf you will else. learn All

to

to do well do ovarything pre3mcc,

aXl things wllr bl your

at the tlae, You nro here, thou&t, till If

parallel

with

this,

you morifioe your asaooiatiolu gou do well mt

l verythiw

ymr

must be drawn

to iho nffalr

whloh oonrtituter

your work.

you have to do in the 1. C., you will in ohuroh.

al80 do WU

tuat whloh you have to 40

If ycu do not do well what you have well in ohuroh eltherr

obli&atiti8

to do ln the I%&., you will things of life you

not do anything
SRU8t fUkf%n

In the ordinary

tilyour

, even think

about them two or three weeka

Think 0P everything, pepme l vary-

abemd an4 never fail.

iihlngt You l f, alwayr

You have the time,

loalng tlma~

Kith

ruoh an Interior

organimtlan,

a ma

will

naver go ran

30

I hare

aIrsad

armwer8d thla

quortion
teaoher

rha if

#QPOQ[~O a&ad

t&a in

mune thing. God, tbon your

1don.l.

I I)PLdk father,

ii

you do not lure your mother,

your

an Meal,

you do not belleve 70~ 81 m

~wi 8ex-w for

UC I have an ld @al, I have l lr87r longar abe 3~9~0 Chrirt

0:

bwn a Catholio.

T)ut I 20

In the I MO n7* Catholicism was very good, but not latterl7, they diluted eierythinz, In the

In the beginning

ihey reamhod beginning it

for midday at two o~olock; -8 superior to the Orthodox the faith

rslfr$on

and

to all

wthera.

Qa I: oannot a: are no longer automatfoally~ mlllicns

im~O88ible.

Faaaptura

of my ohildhood. that
posslblllty.

That la not neoe8ssryr

a ohild,

You have lost

You and not ssaroh Mllllona

t'tli8

you are big nor*

You shr?uld have logla

God 18 impo8slblee with

10 have dlrsot nlih

eon taot with to have rslatlona

and
i8

of nonentities

Mr. God dlreot,

But you oan have a relntlon has thla 4hanged your interior

in thlr ideal

line.

ahat 7ou do hem,

for

lnst#noe,

- slnoe you took part

in our

conversat ims?
direUt8

(yes) (Yea)

Then porhapa you have uoniidenca Ben he can 8erve aa teacher met entirely.

in the person rho

here?
Q:
3:

in the meantime. I aant

ramthin a18e.

That doea not sntlsig hen make a program* that

Tour

You do not kn m what you want. mother, him, this

teaOh6r oan

I wiuh
s8m8 a8

you to undeP8tmd
7our

neareurt - father,

ideal

in plane oi Ood.
relation8

The rem1 God, forget

Aa 7ou are,

you oan

never harr

uiap God.

Khan you hnvc gram,

could be, but you hOOVer an ideal

far,

are on0 among million8 1s naare8t

of naaentltles~
pn7

S(WntlmO, take &I M ideal

psr8Cn b8

and then 7ou am

to God , b8Oausa thir

and

alas,
there

thla idral
are annf

ha8 in turn &n id881

rtrgrr

80 cm, On to Ood.

OOd 18

beforo

7o1qreroh him, do not think another

ho who la

about Ifin.

Your ldwl to

uillba

70~ God. Later

Mao, dr 88lmmin1

you oan $,a

Qly

ideal* away* You ar8 too rrnall

abOV8

304 lrptmh

too far

hare dlre~toontub

withhire

izErN+dl&8~

you oan bo

435~ God for yma* He ir a Ood rho in hir turn hu a God. It ir a ladder, there 0 arA

1.r l luaym romrthingabon~

you got your anamw by tha

&eh degroo (mu&

I am ohin.
to

lead8 you to aother

01 your timer dinotly, It

You 04tlnot pmy dIr*otly la frQm then He

mnLpulatr8

uod.

You ipugAu~ 80~ but you raato Uks a monk,

He ray8

that

pryohQpa&hy 0~888~ llbr thir

having

Oodr

(gerturer) rsoa,ivod

and sixty rnythingr

years later
me want& TUr your

ho perlcrhar like Ood direotly law axirts relf .

a dog d thout No one hu

every

IOWI Him, for You will dlreotIon, be your wxlr with

the 1~1 of oontacrte is 8 trlot.

evexyuhere~

look for your Jod vhsn you havr felt QI a good road, for inrtanoo Shr ir not &n3, but
396 through

guldod in the right hen rhe will

by ?&me.dr be you?
prayrn

8rlamuur. firat

bhe will
your

rt@ge; you oan have oontaot

her) itrelf it

make all will tr

pnd good manifestation8 with prayer relative another and it the next rtwgs.

y&88 throuljh Then a thkd

her and that 8 tap axi finally like frcs

make oontaot that your

porulblc
a

~111 reaah the real in the country

Goda Lxaatly Fir8t

then

the telegraphy
Parir

marsage to a than to 9 rtatos

near Lyats~

to Lyonal

town, then to the village, take+ome Qa oa

(ihi

to your relative'8

house,d

ttir quration arkr

about

%juatioes.

) W.ng in thr they go aaoordlng

You know Juati@e

fAin~8 are

i8 a big word - it is m big thlngr like miorobea,

world.

Obj88tiV8

not rmali

to law, aa the law hu will

oourtoaed

thaa to go.

~emWIIber; a8 you 801, lo yo$ and natiour. rhloh

thr

reap,
tlwt

ot thet

only

poop14

reap, but alao famillrr

OIL earth
22~4 rem&t8

It

QftBU

hppsnr

rhioh

h4pp4n4

OQBW from romething

oonverge on you,

-8

don4

bz & father ran, vary prrt

YOU in 209. YOUPBdf

or 1 grandfather.

ran or &rmdIt

it
grclrt

i8 you rho have to ra@ate hour for louj it

thr,
444114

llhir

lo not an inJurtla0,

ir

wl11 br a

nhiah

will allow to rrgulata

&f al8fortwa
th= for thi8 not

the

of your father,
youor, & iB youth, b+d, it It

grandfrtbrr,
n44111 that

grert-grm~ather~
IcJruQII4 OQ 4Uth

aoma to

brought

you Pnut
1OQk 4t

%4 urOt#&@X

WhO lPUR#o

ICOU mU4t

4gQti8ti4&tJ.

You

4~4

a link

in

th4

dzrrir

of your blood.

Bo proud

I-436-

of i tS it the part,

an honor to be thlr

link. remmA

?he more you ma

dbllgod

to mpalr Auoored in Those

the more you ndllhrvr lhioh

of ooneo1enoe.

You till

remsmberln8 a11 that

you ham not 60030 I) you Ehould in the part, a to JUSTfCE have mortW.ad

thlnngr whloh you have done oontr*rj

your grmiVatbr.

Thus you OM have ten tFarts plorr remorea of oonroienoe rupm ities,
entire

and your worth will You hare respcmslbil-

t in proyort Ion, 0 familyr family it All

You ~6

not tail

of

dmkqr

your SmLly,

past and future,

the

depend an you* If you repair it $8 bAd,

Your for You An

depends on ther ir good,

If

my fcnr repair

past*

evsryono~

you do not repair

Sor f~eryone# let it

your a 1tuat 1 al.

pi#U with thing. with ft JuBtdce.

Lq~lorl4,

do you

ea what Justice

Juetioa

is not MAI,+ big

your little is tdfotlo

aff'alrr,

unredeemed pledgea,

is oaaupicd with It

to belLeva God thinka

of small thinga,

is the 0

Jia6tloa doss not toua lrqll thsf, and at the same tpe, nofhiarg 7 i io done on earth without it,' 3emo&t& ths' rihp~onni 1 You are obliged to oP rcaponrlbillty the anut. It l!n the line is dlff loult he amnot of your blood; you murt work
at

hove a poeitfon more to repair (3: rntisraotlon, 01 %gln with a

to underrtand

a11

moeb
to hlr

(A man aasertu
ib It
mall

work wall,

can do nothing

troubled

by oonsoienoe,) to do t&i& all at once, one must rearoh.

to put on lsf$

la Impo8sibls thing.

hIa!? you wake,

rtWMmb6r

oonsoiaualp

rook first, oar firAt,

tnrtead
not

of the right

one, remrmbnbrlng yourself. of rashinq.

Wan the l&t Alwayr

the one you are in heblt

or romething

Make a promem,

either this

A fly

else ~111 appear to prevent

you from onmyS.ng out you, Then whad on the left At the

pmgrunb

But even lf
the &Peet,

there

is a fire,

do what I tell into

you go out into

inrtoad

of looking

the wlndor

at the blond who Interertr

bruiettar And 110 cub If

you, look toward the window on the right you do not suooeed In trying
you aan l ek your quosblon

Ii

thir,
again,

do not #peak at
md I w%ll

it

my' aor6r

you do th11,

cep4

md explain a thousAnd mom dstallsr

me ona old@,

the

opinion

I harm of wrslf, po
nothingnds,

m th@ other
the
OBiIliOTl

oartain

foap,
~4

I auooadd in rems&erlng
no longer

of

my8elf
the

alung.a

hMar8 this
Ot

met but

th8 fm

gawk8 and dotwmino.8

negative ckf rtruggling

amotion

and prevents agalnat

me from reri8tingr fear.

om mumt doold.
you knew your
this noth

I h8va notfoti

*mana
It ir

%ll

or nothlngw.
then

8i~pls, either

~11 or you rant

nothing.
to trm8fer

If

part
into

nothlngn88e,

deoidr)

lngnr88

romrthlng,

or &ou will be
J.rr8

prirhr
iapOrtMtr

Ii

you
If you

dcoid8, decide

all

Or nothing, than

after
that

thir

your faar will

quortion.

to perish,

1s another

You are not

frightened?

(NO)

Then the fear flu-Pciw

la nothing.

Tblr

18 lib8 meul# Of liquidating

your8d.l hrV8P i8 fOU-fOur. YOU &I?@ a

yOUIlie8re Your father

nOnentltJa

Wmt you firat ws alraadg

merde.

said about your Qbinlaa of 30 what OpiniM

thir. under8t8nd

em you

You must

Objsotivelg

what opinion
You amnot

oan you have? or nothfng like

thS

You can do nothing. You dog.

world,
must

It Ir a11 ium@nation. the i'lsld %thsr something will

evbn make a olgar8tts. &he all 8

deolde within

of your nothingne88.

car md your fear.

for your

happen or you ~111 parish YOU are a aouroa Of evil

Lither YOU Ulll aea#e in

YOU should not eXl8t a8 you are*

nanrest end for
l veryonrr

to be 8Wh

II soume in ardor to
perS8hh
Have

aoquire

a real It
hat.
18

indlvlduulity, (L new
JU8tlaONa

rralnot it
ha8

fantasy, enothw

or drO88.

you undemtood:

A belt

aad a h&t al80 - a hill

Ymrtlnu of April Dr. Aboulkert rcemorwv ovomhelm8 me* hanged hinmelf. f

hat8

20, 1944

tried forget

t0 foe1 ramo~80 Of OOn1018nO0, but the t&t

it

I oumot

wu from reaorrb

that

Jiulu

Iir. Aboulkert
murt be doing the exorolrs

Ihe rorlah rrcqlyjl

for

~QIIOFIO leadr I
try

ID. to to find

doprrrsim.
X'WUOl'~.T

Her should ~ymor$o it

Ot
will,

Kn order
real

to axpsricnoe
ail*

18 neacrrrary tranquility. two or three It

to awaken raI

to remember Dr. At

You murt daatroy

I hare felt

remora@ in flasher

timer.

#rt

do not know how to make it

Oomer hhan I look for

the kind

lntentlmally, rner

I do no8

reoapture

thlr

quality
ht

but ilnd

that dopre#lo#
relt-love , it rrlf-1~8,

01 somathing Ihe erfsot bet

N-~cn ramor~e coma without

tere

qivem PI the derlrm

10

ier

when it

la mixed with
hatred

weights

you dorm.

of true remora8 ir

of youneli,

repugnanoe toward younell.

Dr. A:

One time wha to feel

1 felt

it

I wu

nauseated,

litCrally+ your enemy,

0% YOU have When gsu feel be afraid thlz

~~.;lat of that

in order to kill

deprarsion,

you\~ahould do the 1 am, then you neednt Only through that this impulse oan you trarr-

of beoomlng more deprcrrsda

oend your nothlngnnsas, you a real will Self-love thin filthy

You should rejoloe

an lapulrre has awakened ln on osretnony with self-lover crgakut

to ohan&&

You must not rtand enemy*

1s your greatest arsaturs. repamtlon

for

3ne must punish

0nsselP meroilerrly xhe fooling of our pawnto, the inner manI

Not only you - but everybody. all thinga , all con,miona. the mirtakss

or remo1~0
of your

@an mke eduoatorr, which will daotor, pleasant,

your childhood m&s you warthy 18 whrt

You mwt aaquire

for

freedam % dear It ir not try thlr

to beoomr a oandidate

future

thlr

I l dr38 e and

It

is a very dlffioult If you wirh

It,

thing.

but that
ihe

is not my fault.

to have a future,

In the preaente
for point the future. rbere it

more

you

oxperima6

the more porsiblllty

you have to a

YOU tnuat ruooeed in bringing be6onwr hatred

upbringing

rg3orae of oonrolenus of your mat,

or relf

and Mtred

of your Cdl
upcm

prmtr, ldml

of the

you bar6 had,

h-80

roerythlngr

your

to halp you to baar the burda ymr parlit

and to bwomo wrthy

of it.

On ono you give

Iand you awoe

cm the other,

in the naao o? your future,

your

word

a8

agalnrt the point

thlr

atar

- to hrlp
aonraisnar aPrperi8nOti I. find
8OmOthitiigj

than
rpr8kr

a8

mah

a8

you in

08nr you*
as

(Panntr?:

YOU mut

reaah

whcce I haV6 have it,

m6mllerrly
8uIne a8 dopros8tOn 1 WI8

bdmSw Etisvanr

the mJT801f

th8

doo tar,

but
Ot

I no

longer

before.

1 8m eU8yiOiOUl

of

9Wh48

YOU UIe

getting

Ured

to

It

automatioully.

%at

i8

l lro

bad

- an

idi.

ii%*. inIl@r 8xtama1, SOUP tima

One
Ielf,

aannot lf

braoma you beam you mom your

l oourtoaad

to rCUUOP8~j it
you your

aBUti pa8trat@
autcmatla~ YOU ure
it

to the
bwomar

l oouetomsd,
do it with WXOif88Blyr

mke
hmd

it only.

wlthout BOing not alp

ualght, again with

WUting

You muat do thlr

with

the threa amtor8,

head. hhnst

hen 1 examine
never work. the Only laokod 1 buw force crnc thing driving this whioh oan

the

lnr forks

par8

1 havr that; ms I phyafoal You Or, mua t; lf pnrt

been oi

in

the

work, alway ulll.

notioe
run xharc away

I have from I get 0:

, but told no

me hae

when JOU
will hrlp give you*

lrakad
will?

phyrio8.l

ian

suffer

phyalaally. doa8nvt llko

&or lnstanocl
ao3rs. water,

dont
make

eat anoughj be mngg4

bear

your

organirm

paur8aelf

oold wmtor*
in

WM.+ with hot water.

of doing. We it

20 the Lt ir

oppanits

OS what your body is

the habit

mffer.
rufferlnge
18 nea88aarye

the one and only

a Wikh two
ff

way to maLtc the form

rumrir4* aan but the it, to nlUi1@#81y body if
dO88

you lack.
you, bodily
YOM ff&V8

Not a mmtal
autiering
-k8 it

tstk~8 goui
part8

8et0n

kbd~6f

For

61ain#$ou work,

gOV@PtI not.

body,

8UtfW.

&I

YOU,

yOU Undlrr8tOOd 8tMggill, JOu a-0

Jour

8EIOtiOna 8tifW* &t8cl

gOU hV&3

Ob8&WVd be
yOUrr.~r

YOU b81i~cl

ULI)) d0 trzi8, I *PI g&ad

rnrtj you will

QUQI

8ble

work on ~ouc8olf1

to thi8

tiCtl

by

6: with
wish

Very good sx*qple

tsr

fOUb

Perhaps you ally

know that

psrsaa

one part to ohm&e

al gour@@lf - the intelloatti and pioture

them with

part,

for

lnstsnoo

- @ad now 7~nr with sU

f rollng~

You will

have aontsat

your ssntsrs,

but One by aier I

muat

f&e* 08 w ona*@ldsdr will

find

sornsozis rho fulfills asver

find

ths csonditians, Psrhsps you am ailal al* pu

Perhaps you will 1f you osmot find

suoh s gerscm~ T&s in

otle psrsc~ with another

two OF thraae
md

be in the iesllng Por.r@u;

part,

thinLing

SO rn.
breathing I am kttrr

I hsvs notioed
Should

that uhen 1[w stoh 9

1 do thist

able to remember myself.

I)4 lot lf

you think

them

18 risk

of its

beaombq

a fixed

idea.

If

lt

hilpe PI 08

you,aontlnu@~

Only you asn judge, it is a f lxod ids&T I have understood

how would I. know that blow f hsvo understood. %st is the osntsr

gr your queetlcmr of gravlt~

your

imer

st8te.

of your rack? ths -1 and the @@V(ILI

PI breaths. oa aonf ldrnoet P; for Py,

The sxsraise

whioh oonaists

of feeding

bhiah is ti3e one that

interests

you most, gloom you most

1 dont

do thr

in the @@me oondltians~

Both are inportsnt

G& Chsnge the aonditiuns

in whiah you do ths Ueral@e@+

set

00 ths
and

one wh;oh ;~rou bsve bssn QLng in the time

viee versa0

@side for rarkiog,

in life

Change the tlnu

may make it

to overaowe automatism+
01s~ (lsks
tb

1 am @u@plolou@ of

suuatihlngl. and this

IIS
about

liime* Vera Wmal~ xa tall@ t&o rl$lt Or

a q)aemM= or
*st

aoral up momt with rdlJ

oi 7 breaths)

WSJ to oaltimu Psrkps that

I o&an

Contime,
toawako,

you sr@ dew

it

psrt

of ~oursolf~

How you begin

have objeBtiv@

prtiuses

alsundwstsndlngr

00 cm until dth

you

oont8st

with pur

thrso ssatshs~

%tut

oae is rnlg

hystsrlr~

0;

%han do it

all

the tima,

f lx u new habl

t.

After

that

I till

holo yau*
%,I)1 I have made a great
idfOrt

all

week.

1 have felt

something

I): not ured to It

For the fir& yet,

tine

romething

haa awakened in you,

3ut you are

you havenrt

pet anouap material. br dlrgurted

You are on the right that

0r

road. you*

If you are able to ourad and ~eali~s how muoh tlmo

by your put,

will

help

you have lost,

That 18 xmor80
bad

00n8almce.
t-Q

In t:Air way you prepare nr *or ooms. Kaokr intentionally result

0r

a good future*

Uithout

things,

good

Rasra La one part

of me thtit

I never summed in brInglag %i~ part cmly

rwaksa

up

nnen I try an outside 01

to rcxnnembarmyself+ How wu-i I make it

ad a

shook.

appear? You have to make rodll a definite

.nuaher

You muat kill

aomothlng in your6elJ.

Par this

new feeling.

he have in our syaten tho faotors

(organlem?)

of fwtora.
rscordr,

In you all

are already faire.

writ ten upon, like You must destroy

gramaghcno one of

and thsae insurlptionl rcmord~~, put moither v; 08

are already

thsre

in ita
foroe.

yloce.
it? Chooic an Wctemal idoel. Reli&ous

How oan one dertroy y P drfinlte

faith,

for

lnsturx~e~

&xnething

which you are #~XVJ&bout and which 1s outside belief,

yourself.
for

Then

liquidate

thir
or

dsatroy

it.

You will

lose nothIn&
For

it lr faire.

%oner

later l oeqthj.ng
you to take faith4 In any uare, IO that

muut be now in you,

the

moment ev~ythlng ror a xhowllre.

la mardo. I advired

Mnke room, 80 WI to orystalire

a new faotor

perham

you hm

another

felellng

ol alloh

you are l JrI*

there 18 one whloh you must you will have a reel aontaot

l uooeed la dertr&ng rith rwbg,

and replooing,

WI Rat

will

the new f-tar mtll

hot l bnomalltler

O& Coneoienooe ooming from the outsldr. Mm. David:

70~

now JOU hat0 oaly or7ataliaad

hat rru t one do to follow all

6hoy

tha adtic,.

7ou &ha

in

book)
to

to perruadr
work am if

thr nmttora,
8are oon8olou8,

all

the un~onrolour
and l O m,

partr

of ona@l

prermoeB

01

;Lt lr

not nj book, it b hir

Then it

ir MP, Beelrebubr,

and it

ti adoire

whloh he L giving
&a.. DI

grandamw
in cnlJ for hir it ,q%ndrOn?

01
mothor

Uorlrrbub

will

u9lail-i

to JOUI

Ar r0r rad# I glw0 7ou Berlrsbub, la that m7 dear him ho

pleoo of ~vior~ bat will

get roourtomd he19 foue

grandfather,

to oalllng

@%ndSatbm . rer9eotfully, ml11 8nawerb

Zhs oondltlm
with all

7au ad&err Ihan psrbapr

*my dear

the d&ails.

January 2.8, 1.944 Dr. Aboulkert week. ratlrrfiod fcrsling 1llj.a break hu You advlrad ahown me that me to make a break in I was 8orkinq
jurt

my work this to kssg mo I have a

enou&

urd subdue my nogatlvs of remrrej negatlvs

smotlonsr emotlonr

When I do not work,

take up the whole of me+ For lnrtanoe,

J; m relred

oonatently (31 It
18

by envy of othera.
JOur Sault.

not

It

la tha fault

of your mother and

iathorb

llis will
&nobln~

dertrg

thr

rerults

of thi8 that
&en app@titBB

upbrfaglng.
I

I have

notlood

work,

at

the

mm8

tlmo

oerkaln

OOlr8B
rtrmgor

t8nd~Oi~8

urd dB8b88,
t&r

08&Rin

iOr lOW thh#Jr

beooma

and
0:

a 810~8 important

plaor

than before* 9aoplr.

ior

In thlr

room therm 1c1 twelve

If 7ou wantsd to bring hem

in two mom people,

it

would

ba nooerrary

tmo of the pro910 almady

.-08go out while mother @by hnva their mrk prmn there wisher to aoma in,
th.7 rro rtopped, ona bl the

other.

eye on the door.

Parhpm
Uttla

you

era in that 8ituatlim.

you make room*

fn th.b
one

muat be no oarpronrlrr. another some8 in. Ckrrdjiaif

by little

gooa out, Leacurt

Monalrur

UK It 1s n lcq
Lr work,
ioraer

tilmo now rino* I *a8 Jurdjleff.

oom to PO, quits apart from the pulses felt and

!lM.r week them tarts

a oertaln

of mysslf whloh 1 have nr)tm of wr*lf that usually to do with

till
I dont

now,

md

whlah

me to bo in a part
broawe

X am never in. It)

!Fh.lr tastr want It to 80

lr

dlrdpated

I don@tknow what

loat

but help me go further, UI YOU mum stop all t things and do Inwardly whet haa to be done for

pour work and &at

I,: quits dUfcrent, ht

oan halp you for your future*

this feeling oomel at a moment when i M doing aQImthing with people and ann't rtop whnt 1 am ~Aoing. thing In life. This 38 something you shake hands with when f mburg
hot

0: Bet are
quite difiertnt. land* Zubrrr %rlt the right

rpcaking

about

You must play n role. You dont need to think

For instanoe, for that.

I found mymslP thlar reek in a rl tuatlon I felt only I soul f

l

where I dmuld hato

t

mnor~e but in faot t6 %ho real

rllrrtrt
,fAke

twinge whloh oouldnt to, 4. ow whether E

be

aonprlvd

feeling.

thera are 801110

rpealal munI for srperimolng

ua hnvmt PzLnk of all

remor4b.~~~
in

you hmadms

,jh your lifs,

til

mom&a

when you
Lou

boon u you should diva borne of remor80D I hmo notioed I aa rorklng. that

You mmembsr and at the a am tlnm

hnva n fr*ling

Solangm: rmKoro0 thnn now thw

I: ured to hmr

r@onger

foelingr

af

I had violent

frelingsl
7eu usrd

now thcr ma
to mnke rlem

int01100tuil*
08 It

1 judg0 9 utiaar
58 qNit* 8 rl#plr

but f don't feel u I ured to fml.

tlllng.
8eion

--64from

nr

and ily 48 a fly

froill l nQ

elephant.

That

18 the way you are by nature,

How you

800 fly

l lephukt
if
batter

a+ an elephant*

a:

I M wondering
l lre

L rhould
ruitod

keep m with

the work

I M dolikm

01

tmko up romething an alm in UPe. (fl withrhnt work, the the future*
you

to q

oapaoltler~
now,
YOU

I 8houl.d

to hata _-

YJ advior &LY doing your

18 do 8omethlng lt
PC@IQto Ihe

quite
1088

without
pP8

any oonnn&&&~-'With your

8PtilliilVd
again

pe8tor A nW

po881bilttp
th0

of doing
0el-y
pO8t
thl8

more*
thing
for

aart
JOUe

to loum

for

OacIOP 18
0o1npromi808, OUt8l llio

fEl 11f8

OZle OIDll You rurt

but

with

work

there

ara none.

and begin\
Pebruary

all

ovec &+a.

a, 1844
of my8elf, about myself. mo or nott be&n from earnothing
not 8taI-t

G111.8: 8886nb.r gatlon I never 08n L ure 0; r8al. therm upbringing. father
hi8 bd. 18 8 NOW thl8

;I have little

knorleidgo

88~8olally

of nq inr88t1-

knon how to be oertain to know lf 8 thing

What mcana of

oomer from

low you mro @xilorophlsljl&

18

Neoeeeary

l m,pty
man*

for ml8

me i8

beoaU8e

you are WptJ.

hven raotorf4 You were not

You did
were that

cm
your

of a real

eduoationL flrrt.

8bssnt for

from

I oan tell
For

you the

taught age, hla

you TOW mart be thm with tp put relatlfm*

18 JOW God* %d

8&Qh nmnI, up

to
in.

a OOrbin

father

1OY.8 him rho 88tO(lPLI hi8

wh,ro God qW8tiCIO oan enter

fPtheI'. You ham that* Und8r

bhhar the not thi8

father

dim,

there your

plmo

relationship

father

and your tb8e your

Ill&e.

rprlngr
yourrelf

from whlah

How take 88 a task you; l 8tabllah a real

down all &alp with

fratorr
fdhaPe
uuboayl

In

But

lit

al8

rnthar

18

MWoDpthJ

low?
the
lOWc8t -8

a&

li;rOn li
BU8t

ho 18 th8

WZ8t

8rbiEl&

it

h8 18 ;88Id6,

rPorrg 8011)you
boocmo
l&k8 that*

meogai@e your obll~tloa,

8.~0 $8 a bW*

You dont
t@Ue

know why he
YOUI

88

OF8atrd

YOU 018

l Xi8tC!Q@8

-66to hlmr lowest

And he 2s atmremble

fer your llfo

ln mother

uarld.

If

he ia the you murt

of men in the eysr of l er~ons,

obllgetlon. Oillb I t

lot

it

be EJO but inwardly 0 your exlatcnor,. xwlatlonshlp

ml

yarr

You have to JSBT h2m for But in orclor to eskbllrh

a right ons8elf.

with

romeone, one haa to be aura of what onr ir 00 You divldo

you murt

JourseU

in two parta. %ks all This ir

kwwdly things
aa

you muat not your guide,

id=Your

tiryI
iurtbbr,
meen,

outrmdlp

play a roler inner traedon,

teak non ir

to aoqulre

the starting told you*

point

for

going
it

And for

that you have to do what t have Try to undorrtand If it

Y&at doer

to play a role? gltea h2m plea~ura~

in a broader

aenao. right, rit

Do everything on his

that right.

he llker

you

to

rlt

m hlr

If at another moment he prefers role.

the oppor2to.

do it,

Subjeatlta

role.

With eeoh perron a d2rferQnt tlonsr

You aaourtom yourself

to fulfill

obllga-

Xt 2s one of the aspeota of the future

After, gas, Firat prepare

oi a free man+ IVot neasrrmy the ..youndr

TJhe ground haa

to phllo8ophire. 8ever1 aapeota.

After

that, for

you can go ar you llker your cgoimn.

In iutufa,

with eaoh man You

you murt play a rolei

9~ maalca eaoh person ycrur slaver

do not do what you lllm, Mm. DI 01

but what he likcss.

Towards one* 8 father, inwardly

is it an 3.m-m ob

o4ter

oblfgatlon?
tit

I said aat

you have objeotive

obll,~atlons. bveqone*

at
ir

the IIMPO time you play a role

with him outwardly,

you

a8 rith

Thlr

dlffloiilt
ohmgol.

at fhb brgianing,
Yerhapr later
your

but i&mfather

~111 orno to see how evoqthlng

beaome your rlavej even Ood OM beoou

will

your l lavea Dal1801 SO at present should not do aat

pour ~0aks~h

WC like.
you
m8t nil I*.

01 POUbye
fi you rot%,
you muat

LIO tinre L~OU adry t0

not Cuporlre
If the objut

with
ir

7ou.r

wealam~e~
l

You murt be ~~erailam~

omecmo slur?

Den1r.r

lCI.n

to oadort at

08 b arm rgeakltq of ourrsl+ea

this

moment.

Denl8er

Eor inrtmao,
help*

I mmlirlng
It wed

among people rho tal&

aim too* low I malls.

Tim 0110

of devotion aan do Uttlr

0: da anything r0r ;lourrelrj DI
Ql

and mutunl

to bo 9

for
at

others.
i8 true, it i8 a mt88ti0 lor you gtrs idoh ~0fom, pm 0oulthtt exarpt your word to do nothing
your

cp,od for

anybody*

put y0u~881f

023pour

mt,

prrpm0

f~tUr0,

low people oonrlder

no indiffrrmt.
a role.
OtheIVi8@

xhea you havent

You are

playd 0pel-k

the7

rauldxdt

kre

notload

the ahange*

Other pOOplO miU8t not

809 What gOa8 m

il38ibe YOU*

D:
01

These are the poopls who are rlwayr

It It is suotly IS dirfiault.
l

around me*

with

suah psople

DI 01

Bad thin458
lhsn

X'0 (ltt8Je to domeono r-thing ite foroe ror ma* that I feel hu Upponod otherr to

I&U@.Dt IJIO, I roe1 that

I aonfide

what I rag lores

f afiaot

in getting

bad things G:
Iha

off my ohert,
badly.

you play your role Yam, biat it

Mne. i)t Qr

take8 the cstrength from what is bad in me. everything for the sake of the future.

Loday you murt l aarifioe

All

present

~I~P~LIPB~~ One oonnot enter the kin@.nu of hoeven and at the eat OekO8r
his

8atne the to identify.

F&abli@h

good r#letions for

dth

everybody ond letam never At the you to

~111 be a good instrument in you a oertain

ahenglng yourrrelf. allow

same time thlr work better.

vi11 oreate

enorgy whloh will

rQ.dngr whioh ara rary Paotsrru: I would like

dolng

never give energy1, a brtter way to UC)

to know it there

phyeloal

anorgy then

8poHa~

08

lell,

do the one nhLoh ~8) given cm SundaTc

you have.

m mr4mI.f L# you

hour

r om pump Into you ten timer more onergy that

reyr

r0d *I you
I 8-t
rgain.

it

O&JWS you havent atle4 Dr

und,rrtaodr work beoaur ar I felt Then I started by little. xem t

or

a long time I didnt

doing

tha axrraiae 01

of filling It

the body rightly, oomsr little

Qo on trying+ time

timer it any not

- You here to do a@ do all the exemiaea, ,!I bst you have to get a tarts for t&h and t#lftq it ~pooums eaayJ Polla II i \ 8. , Jj,, a&d 16 omj 'md that wll&3.~Ap you. the n&18 o*refully; relax yburaelf, 8oal.r or inter you will Da moorned. iht one must not sprre the fctlllnq of ffllinq csneaslf. tha body, but a genaml

OOIUO,but the eleventh

I. havent

really

f eellng*
0 At the beginning ~au oan UBC. that. knowledge of oneI a l rrene&l and with very diffecsnt better? Oerbeaur My sensatima remratlonr, 0s Can ona have n more subtle a sort of imaglnatlon

mingle with often

aompletely

oppaolte.

How man I mmoge to do thlr

You have an l eroloe~ ruoosbd in doing it at all wollr thlngrs philoropby, bit

ob a I dont 0: fentary

Perhaps beaaure you are thlnMng

of other

- You have not my erssnae yet.

You are a llttls

dog - a little

of dog8 mardo. Qbr

It

im

boaclura my l ttentlab

18 naturally

drawn to very subtle

a:

Stlok

to two timer

tro

are tour*.

POU go too far

rhead,

ihi0e

Ar
08
Al

Yet

in

lot8

of ryr

I remain

on an0 8poh. (l(arvellou@ oxoro1so, it I wonder

ii

Booman

you go an rho&de with

In oonneolhn
OUR whlah pnvontr

8unUayfr

it

irnlt

quertlon

of

rae Won do&s

well?

I
01 Dont Enoh tine you fael phiforophlre~ the beginning
of

-?aPar you rpeolally, of weakner(l, I give an l xwalae.

*I alsh the rasult

mulate

mlu and than think retiousl~r my weaknear to bmome lay 01lll rtrangthe* ihls will aacuwo** Laoh man knows whloh waaknesr ha haa l,r~
and

in you for your iuture Looh time this

him.
It

weakners appeara in you , @top yoursblf exsroiae for you0 You will talk

do thir

rreralaq

is a vary neooessary

about IL rimerely

one dry with

Mme. salmann~ I have a little qirl four years olda What role
should

Hormdsr

I ploy with her?

Qt 81 a: that the child Role
of

father.
l

nut I Poe1 I am not

iJo a good rather,

real

father* oritiaise ovarything, one lover 10

Ijo not enaouragr,

ehnll

not have imagination. come into

But inwardly, being,

ths uhlld~

In tlzLa way your r:c6il love will

At

other

tlmes 01

f Pet my afLeotion It must not ahor.

show through, It mutt Se just. If onac you show your show a child that thing.

affection, lnnrr n elf.

hour authotity

~111 be arippled.

You muet never

your
to And

Your Weaknese - to love, Hot you. A fathers iathcr,

to oereabL and a0 on - leave authority ir a very important

l v0ryone elret in
t&h

ut~y YOU ~111 be 8 rdi iiigns t te :

Imft

there a ri&

of risking the ohlld

timid

and

otlfllng

its

personality?

ar Xi ho door a8 f harr explaiasd, the ohild will not be afraid~ Hc will have mapoet. It 18 another qualit of iear. You aurt not frighta
hir.