I cradled my face in my hands as humanly as possible when Charlie

came over. Charlie swung the now 9 month-old Renesmee into his arms and
softly sang to her. I smiled when his voice cracked, although he had no idea
that we could all hear.
 "So, is she 2 maybe 3 years now? Why haven't I been invited to the
birthday parties?" Charlie complained. Renesmee now had her head on
Charlie's shoulder and she was sucking her thumb and index finger. I shook
my head and laughed, "She's not even 1 yet, Dad." Charlie looked at me
skeptically, but continued to sing to Renesmee. Edward was sitting on his
piano bench playing my lullaby softly. Alice and Rosalie were upstairs
choosing Renesmee's outfits for this week. And Emmett, Jasper, Carlisle,
and Esme were out hunting. I got up from the white couch and went to sit
beside Edward.
"Hello, my love." Edward murmured in my ear, continuing to play. I
smiled and kissed him on the cheek. I watched at his hands glided over the
keys and then asked, "Will you teach me?" Edward stopped playing and
nodded. He set my fingers on the correct keys to begin and put his hand over
mine. "Just like dancing." I commented. "Just like dancing." He agreed. He
guided my hands over the keys until I had played my entire lullaby.
"Beautiful." I whispered. "Not quite as beautiful as you." Edward said. I bit
my lip and lightly punched him on the shoulder. Edward lifted me onto his
lap and switched places with me on the bench. He gestured at the piano and
said, "Try it." He took my hands and placed them on the first keys.

I hesitantly played my lullaby and an applause filled the room. I

turned to see Rosalie and Alice on the steps and Charlie and Renesmee on
the couch. When I looked at Renesmee her wide, brown eyes were sparkling,
her cheeks were a faint pink, and her plump hands were clapping together. I
smiled at her and she squirmed in Charlie’s arms. He set her on the ground
and she danced toward me. I opened my arms and she climbed into my lap.
She pressed her hot hand to my cheek and I saw myself playing the lullaby.
Then the sight changed and it was Renesmee now playing the piano.

“Do you want to learn?” Edward asked softly. Renesmee nodded

excitedly. He set her on his lap and put his hand over hers. Within minutes,
Renesmee was playing Clair De Lune flawlessly. Charlie’s mouth was gaped
open when Renesmee finished.

“I told ya she was special.” Jacob said, walking through the front
door. Charlie just nodded, not bothering to close his still gaping mouth.
Jacob strode across the room and opened his arms, as if asking me if he
could take her. I nodded slightly annoyed and he took her to the corner. It
seemed that Jacob got more time with her then I did.
 Jasper and everyone else who went for the hunting trip entered the
room and went to there usual places. Esme went to her room to work on blue
prints and Carlisle went along with her. Alice glided down the stairs to take a
seat next to Jasper, looking worried. Edward gasped beside me and my eyes
locked on his.

“What? What’s wrong?” I asked in panic. Edward shook his head

staring directly at Alice and muttered, “Later.”

“What’s with you, Bella?” Jasper asked feeling my annoyance. I

sighed and jutted my chin toward Jacob. He was in his own world with
Renesmee, too busy to notice my gesture. “Oh.” Jasper said. Alice casually
made her way back upstairs with Rosalie. Jasper opened his clamped fist and
quickly scanned his eyes over the note Alice had given him. He met eyes
with Edward and it was obvious they were having a conversation, well to me
at least. Charlie seemed completely oblivious to the quiet exchange.

“Well, I better get going Bells. I’m going to meet Sue in Port Angeles
for dinner.” Charlie said quickly. I waggled my perfect eyebrows at him and
he chuckled. “No, it’s not a date.” I nodded slowly and said, “Sure Dad.
What ever you say.” Charlie rolled his eyes and waved as he ducked out of
the house, into the pouring rain.

I heard a loud crash from upstairs and Edward and I darted to Alice’s
room. “What happened?” I yelled. Rosalie and Alice were arguing, “I told
you, Rosalie! One pair at a time!” Alice’s entire armoire of shoes was on the
ground and heels were everywhere. “Well maybe you shouldn’t stick 1,000
pairs of shoes in one place!” Rosalie shouted back. Edward chuckled quietly
at their stupid fight and yelled, “Break it up, break it up!” Rosalie rolled her
eyes at Alice and picked up the heavy armoire. In less then 2 minutes
everything was back in place. Soon enough they were chatting like nothing
had happened.

“Well that was easy,” I muttered as Edward and I descended the

stairs. He chuckled and took my hand. “Jacob, Bella and I are going to go
back to our cottage could we please have Renesmee?” Edward said. Jacob
growled, but let go of Renesmee so she could run back to us. “You wanna go
home, baby girl?” I asked her softly. She quietly said, “Yes.” And rocked on
her heels. Her voice was still like a shock to me. Although I had heard it
quite a few times it was so new to me every time she spoke.
 She sprinted out of the front door at full speed and I heard her
giggles in the distance. Edward and I traveled not far behind. It was almost
dark when we got inside the house. Renesmee yawned loudly and Edward
and she sat in the old rocking chair in the corner. I smiled and thought, This
isn’t a wonderful dream at all. This is my real family.

I walked to our room and sat down on the bed looking at myself in
the mirror. I’d actually gotten used to this new woman that was supposedly
me. My slightly curly hair was to the small of my back and my lips were still
marginally uneven. My figure was slightly less curvy then Rosalie’s, but
there was really nothing to complain about. I finally made my way up to my
eyes. I almost gasped at the beautiful topaz color that they were.

Edward’s faint footsteps stopped at the entrance of the door and he

sighed. I turned around to see him smiling his crooked grin. “Gorgeous.” He
whispered. “Same to you.” I said as I made my way to him. He took my
waist and I wrapped my long pale arms around his neck. He bent his head
toward mine and our lips met in a new kind of way. He towed me toward the
bed, our lips never parting.

After almost 5 minutes, I gasped for an unnecessary breath. “Wow.” I

said. He chuckled and said, “That was a huge understatement.” I laughed
and asked, “What were you and Alice thinking about today?” Edward laid
down on the bed. I mimicked him impatiently. He grabbed my hands in his
and held them to his lips. We laid there for a while until I couldn’t stand it.
“Edward, please tell me.” He shook his head and pulled our hands away
from his lips. “It wouldn’t be right.” I looked into his liquid amber eyes and
batted my eyelashes. “Please?” Edward scolded himself and said, “It’s
impossible to say no to you, but you’ll most likely be angry at me or Alice.

I propped myself up on my elbow and laughed at his absurdity. “I

could never ever be mad at you or Alice.” Edward groaned and said,
“There’s a first for everything.” Then I actually began to feel angry.
“Edward, tell me. Please.” “Alice…had a vision of you.” He obviously
wasn’t finished, but it didn’t seem as if he was planning on continuing.
“Okay, and?” He furrowed his eyebrows and said, “Your eye’s were scarlet
and filled with thirst and excitement. Bella, you killed a human.”

My breathing had stopped and Edward began to look worried.

“Bella?” All of a sudden, a million emotions were released. “Edward, no!
You can’t let this happen! I don’t want to kill some one. You have to stop
me! Lock me up if you have to! Do anything you can to keep this vision
from coming true! Please, Edward, please!”

I was crying tearlessly and Edward wrapped his arms around me,
pulling me toward him. He kissed my forehead and said, “I’ll do everything
in my power, love. We can go somewhere until Alice is sure it won’t happen.
Alright?” I nodded, still crying. Edward pulled my chin up and kissed me
passionately, forcing the thought of the vision to the back of my mind.

The sun began to rise and I was lying across Edward’s bare chest when he
whispered, “Renesmee.” I sighed against him and pulled myself off the bed.
“Your haystack hair is back.” Edward chuckled. I smiled and went to the
mirror. I examined my pale body and my wild hair. There was a tiny red
heart just above the left side of my pelvis. I raised an eyebrow at Edward
and he had one too, but his was on his right side. I tried to rub it off, but it
seemed permanent. “A tattoo?” Edward nodded and said, “You said you
were okay with it.” I couldn’t recall that part of the night, but I shrugged it
off.

I pranced into the closet and decided to please Alice today. I grabbed
a casual long sleeved ocean blue dress and an old pair of converses. She’d
love that combination. Edward pulled on kakis and a pale blue v-neck. I took
the brush and combed out my tangled mess until it was perfectly smooth.

“Are you ready, love?” Edward asked with Renesmee in his arms. I
nodded and we rushed back to the house. When I walked through the door I
did a 360 for Alice and she applauded. “Finally! Something sensible for you
to wear, but the shoes? I was thinking something more like stilettos.” I
looked at her like she was crazy and said, “I could always go and change
into sweats.” I began walking toward the door and Alice yelled, “No!
Converses are just fantastic.” “I thought so.” I laughed.

“Alice would you like to go on a hunting trip with Edward and me?
You’re also invited Rosalie.” Alice jumped up and danced out the door.
Rosalie looked at Emmett unsurely then said, “Thanks for inviting me Bella,
but I’m gonna go later. You can leave Renesmee with me, though?” Edward
set her down and she pranced into Rosalie’s arms. Edward grabbed my hand
and we dashed out the door.

We leapt across the river and began walking at an above average

pace. “Alice? Do you know who I…killed?” I had to choke out the last
word. We sat down on 2 big boulders across from each other. Edward put his
arm around me and I began to sob into his shoulder.

Alice gave Edward a questioning look and he nodded. “I believe it

wasn’t in Forks, but definitely some where near by. Bella, you were crying
in the vision, so it’s either because you’re disappointed in yourself or
because…it may be someone you care about.” “What?” I shrieked a couple
octaves higher. “Bella, Bella, Shhh. It’s alright. Edward and I will protect
you. Remember that it’s your choice. You can stop it. You just have to find
the will.” I kept on crying and then said, “And if I can’t Alice? Then what?!
You can’t let me! Please, Alice, Edward!”
 Edward brought his lips to mine for a deep kiss. “Trust me, love.” He
murmured against them. I nodded and continued until I heard a little throat
clearing. Edward pulled away, but I still clung to his shirt.

“Sorry Alice.” He said, chuckling. I closed my eyes and put two

fingers to my temples. The rock suddenly disappeared below me and
Edward was carrying me into the woods. I sweet scent hit my nose and my
throat began to ache.

“Mountain lion?” I asked quietly.

“Very good, Bella.”

“Where did Alice go?”

“She went back to try and look for a different future, but just to be safe
we’re going to hunt.”

I nodded and we continued until we reached a small clearing that was

new to me. The water was a beautiful aqua color. It seemed it could’ve come
right out of an amazing story book. My eyes darted from the water to its
surroundings.

3 mountain lions were drinking from the clearing. 2 males and 1

female. The males we’re especially plump. “You take the one on the left.
Should we let the female be?” Edward asked in a whisper. I nodded and
focused on the beating pulse under the lion’s thin skin.

Edward counted to 3 and we lunged at the males. I’d definitely

gotten better at hunting since the first trip. After draining the mountain lions
Edward and I were spotless.

I smiled at myself proudly and Edward pulled me into a tight

embrace. He put his chin on my shoulder and whispered, “I love you with all
my heart. You know that, right?” “Yes, I know. I love you with all my heart
also, but what if I can’t resist Edward? What if tasting human blood will put
me in the stage where a newborn should be? What if I won’t want you like I
do now?” He sighed on my shoulder, sending electric waved down my back
and I shivered with pleasure. “Trust me, love. I believe in you and I will do
everything I can to keep that from happening.” I pursed my lips but didn’t
say anything.
 He let me go and we ran back to the house hand in hand. Renesmee
was sitting in Alice’s lap, under the stairs listening to her sing when we got
home. I smiled at them and Renesmee turned her rosy-cheeked face toward
mine. She was probably half an inch taller since when we left and her bronze
ringlets hung about a third of an inch past her waist.

I could hear Emmett grunting in the garage, because he was

apparently lifting cars and Rosalie was out shopping with Esme according to
Alice. All of a sudden, a beautiful male voice chimed in with Alice’s. I
turned me head to see Jasper singing with Alice in his lap and Renesmee in
Alice’s.

I began to walk to the piano, still holding Edward’s hand, but it

slipped from mine. “I’m going to go to the grocery store so Renesmee can
give human food a chance. Jacob has robbed our fridge in the past month.”
He kissed me quickly and ran to the garage. I continued to the piano and
took a seat. I placed my hands on the correct keys and played through my
lullaby. In the middle, I absently mindedly began to sing along with the
melody.

When I finished I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around to see

Alice with a shocked expression. “That was absolutely beautiful, Bella. Your
voice is even better then Rosalie’s!” I laughed without humor and muttered,
“Yeah right.” I’d never been good at singing or anything really. “No Bella,
honestly! That was amazing!” I could see the truth in her eyes and I asked,
“Really?” She nodded excitedly and exclaimed, “Yes! Really!” I smiled now
and patted the bench.

Alice plopped down and began to play Clair De Lune. She and I both
sung along. At the last note my jaw was to the floor. She was right. We
sounded absolutely gorgeous together. Edward came through the garage
door clapping. I hopped up and ran into his arms. He kissed me and
murmured, “Beautiful” Against my lips. I pulled away and laughed, “Thank
you.” He smiled and said, “Anytime, love, anytime.”

We walked upstairs to his once bedroom. “I added something for you

in the cottage.” He said. I sat down on the black couch and asked, “What?”
He sat next to me and pulled me onto his lap. “You’ll see later.” He picked
out a movie and put it in the DVD player. I watched half of the time and the
other half Edward and I were kissing.
 About a half hour before the movie ended and there was a loud
piercing crack. I heard Renesmee scream and then there was a mouth
watering scent that filled the room. My throat burned with thirst. I lunged
out of Edward’s arms and began to run to the smell. “No! Bella! Jasper,
Emmett be ready!” I couldn’t make sense of his words. I looked down the
staircase to see Renesmee crying as warm, sweet blood oozed from her tiny
arm. The entire front glass wall was gone. I sprinted down the stairs then
stopped dead in my tracks.

Was this what Alice had seen? Were my eyes red from my own
daughter’s blood? I couldn’t keep my thoughts straight as I crouched into a
hunting position, my eyes locked on Renesmee’s arm. I smiled and sucked
in a sweet breath.

“Please, find the will.” I heard Edward’s pained whisper from the top
of the stairs. I broke into a sob and sprinted out of the door. I held my breath
and ran until I heard Edward yelling my name.

My knees trembled and I fell into the wet grass. Thunder boomed
and it began to pour. I didn’t care that my brand new Marc Jacobs dress was
getting ruined. I sobbed into the grass until I felt arms under me. Edward
pulled me into his arms like a baby. I buried my head into his chest and
began to cry again.

“Shh, Bella, shhh. It’s alright.” I looked into his soft, butterscotch
eyes and choked out, “How can you say that! I wanted to kill my own
daughter! Edward, I’m a danger to my child!” He stroked my hair and
whispered, “You may have wanted to, but you didn’t. I’m proud of you
Bella. Carlisle will stitch her up and we can pretend this never happened. I
knew you had the will to avoid it.” I shook my head and yelled, “I can’t go
back! What if it happens again? What if I don’t have the will next time,
Edward? Then I kill her and we move on? I’m not willing to take that risk
with our daughter!” He kissed my forehead and said, “Of course not. You
can wait as long as you feel is needed, but risk is a part of life. I’ll stay with
you.” “Why, Edward? Don’t stay away from Renesmee just because I have
to. Why would you do that for me?” He looked me in the eyes and said,
“Because I love you.” “I love you too, but—“ He interrupted me by pressing
his lips to mine.

“No buts. I’m staying as long as I have to.”

 I was still in his arms as he ran to the cottage. He set me down at the
front door, but kept hold of my hand. We walked to the closet to change out
of our soaking clothes. I put on a camisole and pink, silk pants. Edward put
on fleece plaid pants and that was it.

“Well you look awfully nice.” I murmured. He smiled and walked to

turn on the stereo. I classic song came on and Edward put his hands on my
hips. I placed my arms around his neck and put my ear to his bare chest.
“You’re not going to hear anything.” Edward reminded me, placing his chin
on my head. “I know, but I can imagine.” I murmured. He pulled me onto his
feet and we spun around. A rapid knock on the door broke our trance. I
pulled my robe on and Edward followed me to the door.

“Are you guys ready for bed?” Jacob laughed. I glared at him and he
put his hands up. “Just kidding Bells. Nessie has been screaming for you
since you left. I saw what happened and I will get on my knees and thank
you a million times for not going at her!” “She was never going to ‘go at
her’, Jacob!” Edward growled. “Okay jeez sorry, but you really should come
home. She won’t stop.” I pursed my lips and shook my head. “I can’t Jacob.
At least not now.” One of his dark eyebrows shot up and he asked, “How
come? She’s all stitched up Bells.” I looked into his dark browns eyes and he
saw the fear in mine. “I’m afraid Jacob. I don’t want to hurt her. I don’t think
you want that either, so it’s probably best if I stay away. I’ll call Rosalie and
she can take care of her for awhile.” Jacob just nodded. “Go get some sleep,
Jacob.” Edward said coldly. Jacob just nodded and ran away.
 I grabbed the silver phone Edward had given me and hit Rosalie’s
speed dial. “Hello?” Her beautiful voice rang. “Hey, Rose. There was an
accident today and I’d really appreciate if you could get to Renesmee as
soon as possible? She’s at the house.” “Of course, Bella. I’ll see you soon.” I
flipped the phone closed and threw it on the couch.

“Why did you sound so mad?” I asked placed my arms back around
Edward’s neck. He lifted me and we began to spin again. “He was imagining
you…” He didn’t have to finish for me to understand. “He was imagining
me killing Renesmee?” I asked in a whisper. Edward nodded and placed his
cheek to my neck

We spun for hours. I looked at the clock to see that it was 2 a.m.
“Would you like to go for a dip?” Edward asked. I nodded. I changed into an
appropriate bikini and admired my bikini body in the mirror. Edward came
out laughing in swim trunks. We walked out the backdoor and into the warm
water hand in hand.

The water was sensational against my cold skin. Edward could see
my stressed expression and he pulled me into his arms. “Not to worry, love.
You’ll be able to see her again in just a few days.” I sighed and turned to
look at him. “How can you know that?” Edward smiled and I heard soft
footsteps running toward us.

Alice appeared in a robe and waved to us. “Alice?” I asked happily.

Alice slipped out of the robe wearing a swimsuit and she canon-balled into
the water. I never knew anyone could look so graceful doing that until now.
She swam up and smoothed back her hair.

“Yep! Bella you’ll get to see her in just five days. Oh and you’ll
never believe what’s doing to happen in a week or so!” Alice was patting the
water with excitement. I hugged Edward and practically shouted, “Oh,
Edward this is great! I was so worried.” He smiled and said, “I knew you
would get past it.”

“What were you talking about when you said something is going to
happen in a week?” Alice waggled her finger and said, “You’ll just have to
wait and see.” I sighed. “Please Alice!” Alice sealed her lips and shook her
head. “Let’s just say that some one in your life will be a lot happier.” I still
didn’t understand.
 We swam and talked for hours. Time didn’t seem to matter anymore.
The sun rose and fell.

“I think I’d better get to Jasper. Oh!” Alice’s eyes focused on

something far away and I heard Edward sigh in relief. “Fantastic! What are
you doing Bella?” Alice shouted frustrated. I hadn’t done anything. I raised
one of my eyebrows at her, but she shook her head. She jumped out of the
water and put on her robe. “Bye.” She yelled, running home.

“What did she see, Edward?” Edward grinned and jumped out of the
water. He offered his hand and helped me out, although I didn’t need it. I
pulled on my old sweats and went to Renesmee’s room. I knew her scent
was strongest there and I needed as much help as I could get. I stepped in
and inhaled through my nose. My throat burned, but it was nothing
unbearable. I observed the area and saw a grand piano in the corner. It was
identical to Edward’s.

“Do you like it?” He came up behind me and put his hands on my
waist. “I love it. Thank you.” I turned around and pecked him on the lips.
“Could I hear a song?” He asked. I nodded. I would have never said yes if I
was still human, but being a vampire gave me confidence.

We walked to the piano and I began to sing and play my lullaby.

Around the end, Edward joined in. Our voices were possibly the most
beautiful thing I’d ever heard. “Lovely.” I murmured after the last note.
“Absolutely.” Edward whispered. I turned my face and his golden eyes
scorched with love and happiness.

“You like this.” I whispered. “You have no idea how much I love
knowing that you and I have a daughter and Bella, this is the most wonderful
thing I could have imagined. I love you and in some amazing way, I have the
opportunity to call you mine forever. This is what I always dreamed of when
I was human. Being with you for eternity is not something I—“ I put my
index finger to his lips and whispered, “Me too.”

He cupped my face and leaned toward me. I threw myself against

him and we hit the floor with a loud thud. “Oh, gosh, sorry!” I said as I
began to pull myself up. He put his arms around my waist and pulled me
back down. I was pulled into the night with Edward’s arms around me.
 The sun began to show and something clicked. “Oh, Edward! I can
do it! I can see her!” I shouted jumping off of him.” “I know.” He said.
“Why am I always last to know about Alice’s visions?” He chuckled and got
up.

I ran to the closet passing the mirror. I now noticed the tiny E-R in
my tattoo. Edward and Renesmee. I looked at his and it showed B-R. I
smiled at him and touched his tattoo. “Do we really need a permanent
marking to resemble our eternal love for each other?” I asked. He shrugged
and said, “No, but it’s still nice to have some part of each other when we
can’t see one another.” “True.” I changed into jeans and one of Edward’s
over-sized shirts.

“Hmm…that shirt looks a lot better on you then Emmett.” I giggled

and said, “Why thank you.” We ran to the house and I saw that the front wall
was repaired, but all it showed was our reflection from the unusual sun, so I
had no view of Renesmee. The hit us and our skin sparkled, but something
drew my attention from our beauty.

Her scent hit me like a bomb. I stopped and turned to Edward. “Can I
do this?” He took my face into his hands and looked into my eyes. “Yes.
Bella, you’re her mother. She has nothing to fear and neither do you. She
knows your coming. She’s dreaming of you right now.” I smiled and asked,
“What am I doing in her dream?” “You’re playing her a song on the piano.
She’s very happy, Bella. She loves you and so do I. You can do this.” I
nodded and exhaled.

I took a cautious step into the house and saw that Renesmee was
sleeping in Jacob’s arms. He tensed and glared at me. I furrowed my
eyebrows and stomped across the room to him. “Rose, take Renesmee.” I
demanded. She quickly took her and went upstairs, “How dare you glare at
me?” I shouted to Jacob. “Bella, I’m sorry, but you said it yourself. You’re a
danger to my Nessie!” I heard Edward growl behind me. “Your Nessie?
Jacob Black I want you out of this house in 5 seconds!” I screamed. “But—“
“Leave Jacob.” Edward said curtly. Jacob snarled at us and dashed up the
stairs.

“Get away you mutt!” Rosalie shrieked. There was a thud on the
ground below the east window and I sprinted to see.
 “I’m sorry Bella, but I can’t put her in danger!” I heard Jacob shout
from a distance. The sound of clothes tearing brought me to hysterics.
Edward pulled me to him and I shouted, “He took her Edward! I have to see
her. I have to! I honestly hate him right now.” “Em, Jazz go find him.”
Edward growled. They ran to the woods and Edward pulled me away from
him so he could look at me.

He stroked my hair and traced my quivering lips with his finger.

“She’ll be in your arms as soon as possible, I promise.” All I could do was
nod.

“Edward, we’ve got a bit of a situation on our hands.” Alice said

coming outside rubbing her temples. Edward growled and asked, “When?”
Alice sighed and groaned, “One hour.” “What? Who?” I asked. “Mike
Newton. He wants to come and check on you.” “Edward, what do you mean
by check on? What could have happened that he’d need to check on?”
Edward grunted and said, “Renesmee.” I froze. He’s coming to check and
see if Edward and I have had a child? What a— “Well I’m not seeing him
after he walks through the door of your house, so I’m assuming Renesmee
should be back by then. Whether you have her with you or not is your
choice. Oh, and he’s going to be stuck in traffic so make that 2 hours.” Alice
said. I groaned.

I went back to the cottage alone, because Edward said he had to

make the house more human. I laughed, but accepted it. I went to our room
and curled up on the bed. Knock, knock, knock!

“Bella?” Jacob’s deep voice asked through the thick wood of the
door. “Leave. I have no interest in talking to you.” “Mommy?” Renesmee
asked. My heart burned with happiness when she said my name. I opened
the door to see that Jacob was nowhere in sight. I took Renesmee in my arms
and completely forgot about her scent. “Hi baby girl. I’ve missed you.” “Me
too.” She whispered.

She reached her hand to my face, but I caught a glimpse of her

stitched arm. “Oh Renesmee! Are you okay? I was so worried when I saw
you get cut! Does it hurt?” She nodded and I leaned down to kiss the
stitches. She placed her hot hand on my face and the vision of her in her in
her crib and me playing the piano to her filled my mind.
 I set her into her crib and sat down on the piano bench. I began
fiddling with different notes until I had produced a lullaby. Renesmee’s
lullaby. Edward walked into the room and kissed my cheek. “5 minutes.” I
groaned and asked, “Is he coming here?” Edward nodded. “Are you
planning on holding Renesmee?” I rolled my eyes and answered, “Of
course.” I quickly gave Renesmee the same talk Edward gave her about no
biting. She nodded and reached her arms toward me. I picked her up and we
curled up on the couch with a blanket. I cradled Renesmee, but hid her under
the blanket.

Edward had the door before Mike even knocked. “Hi, Edward.”
Mike said emotionlessly. Mike turned to me and his eyes widened in shock.
“Hey Bella! You look….amazing. What have you been up to?” Edward sat
down beside me and put his arm over my shoulder. “Well I’ve been thinking
about college, but nothing really.” I heard Renesmee inhale and she threw
the blanket back with her tiny hand. Mike gasped, trying to hide his shock
with a small smile.

“You had a kid while also thinking about college, huh?” I nodded
and he got on his knees in front of me. He smiled at Renesmee and shook
her pinky. “Well she’s beautiful. You guys have really settled in, haven’t
ya?” I nodded and asked, “What have you been up to, Mike?” “Well I’m
going to Seattle Community College and I’m looking for a place.” Mike’s
eyes never left Renesmee as he spoke. “What’s her name?” “Renesmee.”
Edward and I said in unison. I smiled and pecked him on the lips. I saw
Mike’s face twist in disgust. “Well I better get going. Bye, it was nice to see
you guys.” We waved and he finally left.

“He’s really isn’t happy. His thoughts were quite disturbing also.” I
laughed and asked, “Like what?” “He was trying to imagine us conceiving
Renesmee.” I shuddered and he continued, “And when he saw you well that
was just disgusting.” I giggled and looked into Renesmee’s chocolate brown
eyes.

“You were very good.” She smiled and nodded. Edward chuckled,
“She thought Mike looked like a creep.” I laughed and got up to put
Renesmee on the stone floor. My cell phone began to buzz against the
leather of the couch and I rushed to get it.
 “Hello?” “Bells! I’m engaged!” My dad shouted. My mouth dropped
open and I asked, “To Sue?” I heard him sigh and he shouted, “Yes! Isn’t it
great?” The joy began to kick into my system and I said, “That’s amazing
dad! Congratulations!” I heard Sue mumble in the background and Charlie
yelled, “Well, gotta go Bells! I love you! Bye!” I smiled as I hung up the
phone.

Edward’s arms were around me in a second and he said, “This is

what Alice saw. Charlie is the person who is a lot happier in your life.
Charlie decided he couldn’t wait a week, so it happened a bit sooner then
Alice had suspected.” I traced my tongue along my bottom lip and then
smiled. I got onto my toes and pulled him into a deep kiss. I let go and he
smiled widely, baring his teeth.

“Charlie and Sue are going to be here in about a hour. Do you want
to go back to the house?” Edward asked. I nodded and picked up Renesmee.

Just as we stepped in the door Alice jumped in front of us. “Oh Bella,
your mother has been calling, but no one has answered and she keeps on
changing her mind on whether or not to come and visit!”

I’m sure my expression mimicked her worried look. “Just piles and
piles of fun things are happening today, aren’t they?!” I shouted angrily.
Edward now had Renesmee as I threw my hands in the air out of frustration.
 “Well Bella, she’s all the way across the country and air fare is
expensive so it can’t be too soon.” Edward said, trying to reassure me. Alice
shook her perfect little head and said, “Wrong. She’s either leaving Sunday
or not coming at all.”

I groaned and threw myself onto the couch. I heard a car coming up
the pathway towards the house. Charlie.

I put my arm over my eyes and shouted, “Edward, I can’t handle all
this! Where is Jacob?” I heard a howl from outside and Edward said, “You
said you didn’t want to see him. So he’s staying away.” I threw him a
sarcastic smile an exclaimed, “Good. It should stay that way for now.” There
was a low whine that came from the depths of the forest, but I ignored it.
Edward handed me Renesmee and I laid down on the couch with her in my
arms. I closed my eyes and put Renesmee’s hand to my face.

I could tell she was already sleeping so I pretended to dream using

her dreams. “Good. Sleep. Well not technically, because we can’t sl—“
“Okay Alice.” I said throwing in a light giggle. A thin blanket was thrown
over us and I focused on Renesmee’s dreams.

She was dreaming of Jacob. They were riding through the forest. She
was on his back riding toward a rainbow. The sun was shining and her skin
was slightly glittering. They were almost to the rainbow when it all
disappeared. Clouds came over and it began to pour. The lush grass turned to
cement and the trees turned into fast moving objects. The objects cleared and
black cloaked figures began walking toward them. One by one, their hoods
fell to unveil their face. The Volturi. Caius set a fire and Aro was striding
toward them.

I felt a tear fall on my arm that was under Renesmee’s head. Her
nightmare continued.

Aro swung her down from Jacob’s back and Jacob faded away. He
cradled Renesmee and cooed to her. I saw Alec’s face go into concentration
behind Aro and Renesmee’s face went blank her eyes closed and her body
limp. Aro raised her above his head.

“Renesmee!” I shouted. Her eyes flashed open in shock. Tears were

streaming down her face as I sat up. I pulled her into my arms and Edward
put his arms around us. “That was terrible.” I murmured. “I know.” Edward
said quietly. There were 2 sets of footsteps coming up the stairs towards the
door.

Charlie pushed it open, holding Sue’s hand. Sue’s skin was tan and
her dark brown eyes were identical to Jacob’s. She was wearing a long red
sundress and her now shoulder length hair was pulled into a pretty bun.
Charlie was wearing tuxedo pants and blue button up shirt.

“Well you look fancy, Dad!” I said, tossing him a fake smile. “We’re
going out dancing in Seattle.” Sue gushed, hooking elbows with Charlie. Sue
flashed a bright, white smile. She had never spoken to me directly. The ring
on her left hand was beautiful and simple. The diamond was about the size
of my pinky nail. Sue noticed me staring and she held her hand out to me.
“Do you like it?” She was still smiling as I nodded. Charlie mouth
“Grandma Swan.”

I laughed at him and said, “Have fun you guys!” Sue bit her lip with
excitement and pulled Charlie out the front door. I smiled, happy to see my
dad happy.

Edward smiled and kissed my cheek. “See, it has all worked out.” I
nodded and pressed my forehead to his. “I love you.” I mouthed to him. He
mouthed the same thing back and became stiff.

“Renee’s coming?” I guessed. He nodded and said, “She should be

here in about 2 days or so.” I groaned and got up.

“Alice?” Her black bob shot up at the sound of her name. “How long
will she be here?” Alice bit her lip and looked into the distance. “At least 4
days, Bella. But I highly doubt it will be long enough for her to notice
Renesmee’s growth spurts,” I sighed in relief. “So, we will be showing her
Renesmee?” Edward asked excitedly, still on the sofa. “Yes, but nothing
about werewolves or vampires.” It was strange how naturally I could say the
word now. It now held more meaning and feeling. It was effortless, now that
I was included. He smiled and nodded.

I walked to the garage to find Emmett lifting my Ferrari. I laughed

and he set down the car. “Wanna give it a try, Sis?” I bit my then nodded. He
took Renesmee expertly into his arms and I walked to Emmett’s jeep. “You
sure you don’t wanna try the little girl’s toy first?” He asked motioning to
Edward’s Volvo. He chuckled as I rolled my eyes. “I think I’ll be just fine.
You were seeming to have a hard time with my little toy.” He burst out
laughing, startling Renesmee awake.

She blinked a few times and looked around. She pressed her tiny hand
to Emmett’s face and he darted back into the house. He was back before the
door shut again, without Renesmee. “Well lets see it, Sis.” He said. I laughed
and placed my hands under the car. With little force I picked it up and said,
“Who needs the little girl toy now, Em?” He raised one of his eyebrows and
walked to me. “Give me that, Super Girl.” Emmett took the jeep and I
brought my arms up, flexing my muscles. Emmett continued saying, “Why
don’t you and Edward go play some chess back at cottage like you do every
night. There really must be nothing better to do. Did you grab his queen last
night?” I pursed my lips and glared at Emmett. “You promised that when I
won our wrestling match that you would stop making jokes about my sex
life.” He now flexed his muscles and said, “Well how ‘bout a rematch? Since
Super Girl can do everything.” “Deal.” “You, me tomorrow across the river.
I know the perfect place. Plus it’ll give me chance to make fun of you
because of tonight.” I punched his arm and he quietly winced. “See ya, Em.”
I muttered walking through the door to the house. “Bye, Super Girl.”

I giggled and Edward’s arms wrapped around my waist. “I can’t wait

to see that tomorrow.” He murmured in my ear. I giggled and pressed my
lips to the hollow of the throat. A low moan rumbled in his throat and I
traced my lips up his neck to meet his. “Save it for tonight, Super Girl.”
Emmett said, walking in through the door wiping his hands on a towel.
“Why hold back now, Em?” I muttered against Edward’s lips, still kissing.
“Oh not need to worry about that, Sis. I’ll have some good ones by
tomorrow.” I laughed getting on my toes to make our kiss deeper. Edward
began to pick me up, but Esme was about to enter the front door, so we both
pulled away. I tried to straighten my twisted blouse and smooth out my
ruffled hair. Edward re-shaped his hair and buttoned the two buttons I’d
accidentally pulled open. It brought back a cloudy human memory.

I quickly pushed my shield out and replayed the entire night that
Edward officially proposed to me as clearly as I could. His head snapped up
and his smile was dazzling with the pleasure of reading my mind. He took
my hands in his and put his forehead to mine. “Thank you.” He whispered,
his sweet breath caressing my face. “Anytime.” I kissed him quickly and
Esme came in with a huge smile on her face. Seth and Leah filed in also,
Leah looking a little happier then usual, but still sad or maybe it was mad. It
was so hard to tell.

“Hey Bella. Jake wants to know if he can come back in. It’s
been killing him, not being able to Nessie and all.” Seth said, casually sitting
on the sofa. Leah sat on the arm of the couch, silent. Huh. Until now I had
completely forgotten about Jake. A small growl escaped my throat and I
gruffly said, “Fine.”

Jake came running in and practically grabbed Renesmee from

Rosalie’s arms. Rosalie growled, but Edward held his hand up, causing her
to stop. He placed it back around my waist and I sat on his lap in another
chair. Renesmee giggled and kissed Jacob’s nose, acting as if nothing had
happened. He flashed a smile—my smile--and kissed Renesmee’s forehead.
She put her hand to Jacob’s cheek and he went to sit in the corner with her to
catch up on what he had missed.

“You won’t believe how different this whole marriage thing, has made
our mom!” Seth exclaimed. I smiled and said, “Same with Charlie. I’m so
happy for them.” I turned to look at Leah who was staring off into space.
She nodded absent-mindedly, meeting my gaze. Looking into her sad dark
eyes reminded me of Edward’s eyes just before he left me. Hard and
emotionless. It was heartbreaking to think some one so beautiful would have
to go through so much pain. I imagined what it would be like if Edward
suddenly stopped loving me because he was destined to be with someone
else. Edward shuddered and I realized that I had never pulled my shield back
into place. He kissed the side of my neck and whispered, “Never.” I nodded
in agreement, but my eyes never left Leah’s. Her brown hair was now to her
shoulders and she was dressed like any other bored teenage girl. Jeans and a
t-shirt.

Esme walked to the middle of the living room and called

everyone to come and sit down. Alice flitted down the stairs with Jasper at
her heels. She and him sat on the bottom step impatiently. Her face was
twisted in confusion. Alice doesn’t know what’s going on. Well there’s a
first. Emmett had one of his arms wrapped around Rosalie, leaning against
the side of the stairs and Carlisle strode to Esme’s side, smiling.

“We have a surprise guest!” Esme said, excitement filling her

wind-chime voice. Nahuel the only male half-vampire, half-human vampire
came through the front door, also smiling. His hair was no longer braided, it
was now cut short and spiky, almost like Jacob’s had been when he first
joined Sam’s pack. His impossibly rich skin was almost glowing. He was
still beautiful, just as he had been a few months ago when we had our
encounter with the Volturi.

Nahuel looked around the room to nod hello to everyone, but he

stopped at Leah. They gazed into each others eyes for a immeasurable
moment and he walked toward her. “Nahuel.” She whispered his name,
tenderness and love wrapping around it. “I’m…Leah.” She finished. “Leah.”
He murmured. His beautiful voice caressed her name with love. Then it hit
me. Leah is imprinted. I looked at Seth, kind of doubting my thought. He
met my gaze and nodded. My solid expression formed into a full teethed
smile. His hand cupped her jaw and he leaned in and softly pecked her lips.
Happiness took over my whole body. I felt so happy for her. After losing her
love she has finally found her soul mate and of course he is also something
impossible.

Everyone dispersed, acting as if they had something to do so

Nahuel and Leah could talk. Alice began to tidy up the unnecessary kitchen
that didn’t even need tidying. Carlisle grabbed a thick book, that I had seen
him read a million times, and began reading it. Emmett and Rose made their
way up the stairs, their eyes never leaving Leah and Nahuel. Esme was
cleaning the front wall and Edward and I just stared at each other.

I could stare into his golden amber eyes for the rest of eternity and
never get bored. Every time I looked into them I discovered something new.
It was like a journey into the beautiful, golden unknown. This night his eyes
were filled with deep, affectionate ardor. It felt like I was home. I was in his
lap, surrounded by his embrace, and I was deeply in love as I would be for
the rest of eternity. What more could anyone ever ask for?

He scooped me up our eyes never unlocking from each others. He

carried me along the trail at human pace, appreciating the clear, starry night.
A full moon came into view behind the trees. The silver light casted over us,
like magic. He set me down and I wrapped my arms around his neck. I
wasn’t sure how much more love I could take before my frozen heart
exploded. It seemed impossible to love Edward Cullen anymore then I did
now, but then again, maybe I was wrong.
 He put his hands on my hips and we swayed side to side. Dancing
without music. The moonlight was covered by dark clouds and the rain came
pouring down, but we didn’t stop. We twisted and twirled for hours, not
speaking much. Our arms stretched out and I twirled into them. We swayed
like that for a while and Edward pressed his cheek to mine, so his mouth was
by my ear.

“Words could never give justice to how much I love you.” He

whispered. His voice was seductive and sincere. “Well I’ll give it a try.” I
paused; sucking in an unnecessary breath and continued, “I love you with all
my heart and so much more Edward. I’d give up everything including my
life for you if I ever had to and I get to spend all of eternity loving you and
being loved by you.” I took a fake gasp of air and finished, “Is that enough
justice?” He chuckled and shook his head. “Not even close. But in summary,
I feel the exact same way, Bella, love.” “That’s all I need to hear.” I said
before I pressed my lips to his.

Our tongues met and I explored his mouth with new enthusiasm, as he
did mine. The rain continued to pour, but it didn’t matter. As long as I was
with Edward, nothing really mattered. We tumbled into the grass and
continued kissing. After some time the light began to show past the clouds.

The sun beamed from between to clouds and covered us with

diamonds. I smiled at Edward’s beauty. His hair was still slightly darkened
from the rain and his clothes were soaked, but he was the most beautiful
thing I had ever seen. I pulled myself to him and he wrapped his arms
around me. I buried my head into his chest and fiddled with the grass under
us. I tried to hold it back but I broke into tearless sobs.

He pulled back to examine my face. “Did I make you cry?” He asked,

pain thickening his voice. He began to get up, but I pulled him back down.
“No, you stupid, beautiful vampire. I’m crying, well, because I’m happy.
No, I’m so much more then that! I am absolutely convivial!” He smiled and
murmured, “I am too.” I brought myself together and sat up. He pulled
himself up and began playing with ruffled, grass-filled hair. He chuckled
when he pulled a daisy from it. I kissed the center of the flower and tucked it
behind his ear. I was the one to laugh now. “Flowers aren’t really my thing.”
He said sarcastically.” I giggled and insisted, “No, no! You look adorable!”
He smiled and got to his feet. I placed my hand in his and he pulled me up.
 We ran to the cottage to change into dry clothes. I walked into our
huge closet and sighed. Alice could be such a pain sometimes. I’d just worn
my last pair of good jeans. She’s going to have to go shopping sometime this
week. Edward noticed my hesitation and sifted through my area of clothes to
find me an outfit. He took out a black, silk pencil skirt and a blue blouse
close to the same one I had worn the night he saved me from the drunken
men. I shook my head and let the dim memory fade.

I zipped the skirt just as Edward had finished pulling on a sky blue
button up and black pants. I raised one eyebrow at him and he looked at me
with confusion. I walked to stand in front of him and I pulled his zipper up.
He looked away in embarrassment and I laughed. “Never miss a thing, do
you Mrs. Cullen?” A wide grin spread across my face and I shook my head
with confidence. “No, I do not Mr. Cullen.” He grabbed a hair band from
box atop of one of my dressers and pulled back the sides. I rolled my eyes at
his perfection and tied on a pair of black converses.

“Are you ready?” He asked waiting by the front door. “Um, yes, just
one second. Can you come here?” I called from Renesmee’s room. He strode
in and sat next to me on the piano bench, “I’d like your opinion on
something I made up.” He nodded and smiled encouragingly at me. I played
through Renesmee’s lullaby and began to sing along with it towards the end.
“I know it’s not that great, but I just wanted you to hear it.” “It’s beautiful. It
took me years to learn the piano and you’ve got it down in one month, love.
I envy your skills.” I laughed at his absurdity. “I believe you have it
backwards. You’re the perfect one, here.” He shook his head and chuckled.
Edward grabbed my hand and led me back to the house.

Edward and I walked through the door to find Rosalie and Emmett
arm wrestling on the ground, Carlisle and Esme cooking for Renesmee,
Alice and Jasper chatting under the stairs, and Renesmee playing with the
piano, as if it were only her in the large room. Alice looked up from hers and
Jasper’s hands, to see us. She was at my side in a second and swiftly kissed
my cheek. Emmett’s laugh boomed as he slammed Rose’s hand to the
ground. He looked up and groaned when he saw us.

“I didn’t hear much last night. Chess must’ve been boring” Edward
growled, but Esme interrupted. “Leah and Nahuel will be here soon. Behave
Emmett.” Emmett scowled and asked, “No sex jokes?” Disappointment
filled his voice. “No Emmett.” Esme said sternly. I laughed and walked to sit
beside Renesmee.

She looked up at me and smiled, her perfect teeth shining. “Listen

Mommy!” She exclaimed. She carefully placed her hands on the keys and
played through a song. It was absolutely beautiful. I clapped and kissed the
top of her bronze hair. “Did you like it, Daddy?” She turned around to ask
Edward. “It was beautiful, Princess.” She smiled again and pressed her hot
hand to my cheek. She envisioned me playing her the lullaby I had created. I
nodded and patted the empty space next to me for Edward. He sat down and
pulled Renesmee onto his lap with that crooked grin of his. I played them
Renesmee’s lullaby and got up, so Renesmee could take my place on the
bench. She kept on hitting random notes as Edward got up.

“So where are we gonna do this, Em?” Emmett looked up and threw
me a full-teethed smile. “Follow me.”

We sprinted out the door and over the river. We ran east for a couple
minutes until we came to a big tree stump. Emmett got to his knees and put
his elbow on the stump. He opened and closed his fist a couple times and
smiled. I got down and placed my hand in his. He gave it a gentle squeeze.

“Ready, set, go!” Edward shouted. Emmett put a lot of pressure on my

hand causing me to lose 5 inches. “You can do better.” Emmett growled. I
shrugged and added a little pressure. I gained back those five inches.
Emmett snarled and flexed his muscles. I lost 2 inches. I flexed, pushed, and
slammed his hand into the stump. His arm and clenched fist left a deep,
distinct outline.

“Damn it!” Emmett boomed. He drove his foot into the stump, leaving
a stamp of his shoe. He punched another tree as he zoomed back to the
house. I laughed and turned around to see Edward reshaping the stump. He
stood up and opened his arms. I jumped into them and laughed with victory.
“Fabulous job, love.” He leaned in for a kiss, but I out of his arms. “What
are you trying to do Bella?” He asked in frustration. I gave him a sweet grin
and tugged on one of his fingers. We ran back to the house, Edward
growling every once in a while.

He put his arm over my shoulder as we walked through the door, then
froze. “No! Not now!” He shouted, glaring at Alice. She shrugged and threw
him an apologetic smile. “What?” I asked, frightened. “Tanya!” He boomed.
I relaxed and slid out from under his arm, to put my hands on his waist. “So
what?” “So what, Bella?! Me! That’s what!” He shouted. I raised an
eyebrow. “I thought Tanya was over you the second she knew we were
getting married.” I smiled at the last word. Although it had almost been 10
months since Edward and I had made vows to each other, the word had
always made my frozen heart flutter, almost with warmth. The exact
opposite of what I had felt about the word when I was human. “Well you
didn’t have to read her mind the whole time at the wedding and when she
came to protect Renesmee!” Now I was the one to freeze. Uh oh. “Do you
see what I mean?” I nodded speechless. “She’ll be here in a week.” He
added. I was about to speak, but loud laughter stopped me.

Jacob, Seth, Leah, Nahuel, and Paul walked through the door. My
mouth dropped open. “Hey Bella! Long time no see! Well there’s not much
of a difference to you. Whaddaya know! I’m part of Jake’s pack now!” Paul
laughed at his stupid joke and casually threw himself on the couch.

“Great. More dumb mutts.” Rose muttered in the kitchen. Nahuel was
on the opposite side of the couch, holding Leah in his arms. Her eyes were
now full of life, happiness, and most importantly, love. “I heard that
Blondie! Ooh is that steak I smell?” Paul got up and ran to the kitchen. I
heard Rosalie growl and then I heard flesh tare. A horrid smell filled the
room and Paul came out of the kitchen, blood coming out from three
separate gashes on his arm. This was nothing like it had been with
Renesmee. Her blood was so much sweeter smelling. His was just…
disgusting. Slowly I watched his skin close over the cuts. “Good as new.” He
muttered going to sit on the couch again.

Esme’s soft footsteps came in from the backdoor and she began
scolding Rose softly. I turned to Edward who was now staring out the
window thoughtfully. “Let’s do something!” He exclaimed. I stared at him
with curiosity. “Yes! Let’s go to Seattle! Do you want to go dancing or see a
movie?” He sounded so excited. I laughed and nodded. He swept my off my
feet into his arms and we were in the garage. “Which car?” He asked. I bit
my lip and looked from the Volvo, to the Porsche, to the jeep, to the Ferrari,
to the BMW, to the Mercedes.

I pushed my shield away and replayed the night I had found out he
was a vampire, in the Volvo. He smiled as my thoughts entered his mind. I
snapped my shield back into place. He offered his hand and led me to the
passenger seat of the Volvo.

Our drive to Seattle was fast and quiet. Luckily it was a cloudy day, so
we parked on the side of the street and walked to the Bellevue Arts Museum
hand in hand. Every once in a while, on our way to the museum, men
flashed me a smile. I would have blushed if I could’ve.

Edward and I observed the paintings for almost 4 hours, which was
surprisingly interesting. Being around other people wasn’t too hard. As long
as I didn’t focus on any one scent. But being with Edward was always a
distraction so there wasn’t much to worry about.

We walked to a near by clothing store, so I didn’t have to look so

teacher-like. I chose designer jeans and decided to keep the same blouse.
Edward pulled my hair band out so my thick, brown curls could fall to my
waist. “How do I look?” I asked, pirouetting for him. “Stunning as always,
love.” I laughed

We walked around Seattle for a few hours and came upon Emerald
Queen Casino. I’d never been to a casino, although I wasn’t technically legal
to be in one either, my ID was as real as one from a DMV.

“Hey Handsome.” A woman in a tight, red satin gown that was way
too short slid her fingertips along Edward’s shoulder. I was assuming she
hadn’t noticed that I our hands were intertwined. I highly doubt she had even
noticed me. Her black, straight hair hung to the middle of her back and she
was disgustingly thin. I dug my finger nails into Edward’s hand and he
gently squeezed mine in return.

“Actually miss, my name is Edward and this is my wife, Bella.” I

casually brushed my hair back with my left hand and she caught a glimpse
of my wedding ring, like I was hoping. She finally looked at me and I
watched her face fall. “Would like to play a game of poker?” I asked, hoping
to lighten the mood. She shot an annoyed glare at me, but nodded.

Of course, as expected Edward won. Jeanine, the girl, left with out
word after the game had ended. Edward and I then walked to the Alibi
Room. Although Edward was a classical kind of man, he really knew how to
dance when it came to hip-hop. I tried to keep up, but failed miserably.
 I took my cell phone out of my pocket and the time said it was 3 a.m.
“Renesmee?” I asked. He smiled. “Don’t forget Rene.” Some how I had
managed to forget that she was coming later today. I groaned with
frustration. He grabbed my hand and led me back to the Volvo.

“Hey, man! Is this your ride?” 2 men in dark, baggy clothes were
observing the car. Edward nodded and the men’s eyes widened as they took
in my appearance. “Well hello, pretty lady. Mind if we take it, or maybe you,
for a spin?” Edward wound his arm around his waist and shook his head.
“I’m afraid not. My wife and I must get home to tend to our daughter.” One
of the men cocked his head and stepped closer to the both of us.

If I were still a fragile human I’d probably be shaking in fear. But

knowing I was immortal, and probably 100 times stronger then both of the
men combined, it made me more confident. “Come on dude. Just one short
spin with the pretty lady” “No.” Edward said coldly. “And no thank you.” I
added. Edward drew his keys from his pocket and the second man attempted
to snatch them. I shoved both men away, so I could get to my seat. I slid in
and locked the door. Edward was already next to me starting the engine.
Both men stood in front of the vehicle, which was the only way to get out of
the space, seeing at we were too close to the car behind us to back out.
Edward growled and revved the engine. One man jumped out of the way in
fear and the other didn’t move. Edward tapped the pedal and the car lurched
forward. The man still wouldn’t move. “Edward.” I said, uncertainty filling
my voice. “Relax, love.” He made a very fast, sharp u-turn, rolling over one
of the man’s feet. He screamed in pain and crumpled to the ground in the
rearview mirror.

We were home in less then a half hour to find Renesmee asleep. We

ran back to the cottage and I kicked off my converses. I slowly pulled on an
old t-shirt and silk pajama pants. Edward changed into fleece pants and came
to lie beside me on our bed. For the first time I (hypothetically of course) felt
tired. He fondled with my hair that was spread across the pillow and kissed
my hand multiple times. He pulled our hands together and played with my
fingers,

I stared at our hands and sighed. “I love you,” I whispered. I could say
that a million times and it still wouldn’t feel like enough, “I know. Bella,
love, please don’t stress. I know this is a lot to take on, but we’ll get through
it.” “How?” He smiled and pecked my lips. “We have each other. And that’s
all we need to get through it.” I knew he was right, but things were just so
complicated. It didn’t seem possible that the answer could be so simple.

I closed my eyes and curled up on his chest. He wrapped his arms

around me and sang “I’ll be your love too” in my ears, softly. I smiled and
just lay there, until the sun began to rise.

He finished humming the last part of my lullaby when I finally opened

my eyes. It was unwillingly of course, but Renee was coming today, so it
was necessary. He grinned his crooked smile and said, “I never get tired of
watching you sleep.” I giggled at his impossible comment and sat up on the
bed. He grabbed my waist, pulled me back down, and murmured, “Not yet.”
“Then when?” He raised his eye brows in confusion. “I don’t know. Just not
now.” I laughed lightly and brushed my lips against his neck, then the
hollow of his throat, and finally his jaw.

“Are you taunting me?” He asked, chuckling. “Maybe,” I sang against

his neck. That was enough for him. He put his finger under my chin and
pulled my lips to his. It was hard, but I pulled away all too soon. Edward’s
eyes looked crazed and hungry for more. I bit my lip as stood up. My
attempt at hiding a giggle, when he growled, failed. I quickly ruffled his hair
and went to the closet, pulling the door shut behind me.

I snuggled on a pair of jean shorts and took one of Edward’s white

button-up shirts. I grabbed a hair band and tied the shirt at my waist. I
looked and myself and groaned. I look nothing like I did when I was human.
I pulled my hair into a side ponytail and tied on a pair of sneakers. I came
out of the closet to still see Edward on the bed with a bewildered expression.

“What?” I asked in frustration. “What are you trying to do to me?” He

motioned to my clothing as he got off the bed. “Should I change? Do I look
bad?” Renee has to be reminded of the old me as much as possible and I
think I looked about right. “No, Bella. You look so gorgeous and tempting
and what you just did…” He trailed off in thought. I waited for him to speak,
but before I knew it, Edward’s mouth was on mine and his arms were tight
around my waist. I held my hands up in surrender, but I didn’t reject the kiss.
3 ½ minutes later, Edward’s grip loosened and he stepped back from me.
“There.” He claimed, smiling. I looked at him like he was crazy. “Go! Go!
Renee’s going to be here soon!” I pushed him into the closet.
 He came out wearing a white button-up shirt and jeans. “Now we’re
matching.” I groaned, but laughed. He took my hand and we made our way
back to the main house. Renesmee had slept in Rosalie’s arms last night. We
didn’t want to disturb her sleep by running home, so we left her.

“Well, hello. I’m Renee Swan. It’s nice to meet you.” My mom held
out her hand to me when I stepped in the door. Her scent was mouth-
watering. She smelled delicious. The second I inhaled my throat was on fire.
I held my breath and my chin was probably to the ground with surprise. “I’m
sorry? Did I say something wrong?” My mom looked worried. I inhaled, my
throat burning. “Mom.” That one word made her eyes widen and step back.
She managed to gasp out, “Bella?” I looked at the ground and nodded. “Oh!
Sweetheart! What happened!” She rushed in and wrapped her warm arms
around me. Luckily, Edward’s shirt covered my entire torso, so she couldn’t
feel my cold skin. I didn’t breathe while I wrapped my arms around her.

“Bella was…” Edward began to explain, but he snuck a look at me.

He wanted to know if I could get Renesmee. I nodded and asked, “Where?”
“Up in Alice’s room.” Renee looked confused. I walked up the stairs at a
normal pace and found Rosalie dressing up Renesmee.

“Grandma’s here, baby girl.” I was crying now. I didn’t know why
though. Renesmee cocked her head, but danced into my arms. I cradled
Renesmee and she sniffed. She pressed her hand to my cheek and replayed
my talk to her about Mike. I nodded and she tucked her head into me.

I walked down the stairs and the second Renee had me in her view I
whispered as loud as I could. “I was pregnant mom. I was really sick. If I
wanted to live I had to change my appearance. I would have done anything
to be able to see my daughter, Renesmee, grow up, so I agreed and now we
are here.” Renee’s heart was thundering with anger, but it softened into
sorrow. I was at the bottom of the stairs and she rushed toward me. “Oh
Bella!” She cried. She threw her arms around me and Renesmee. I held my
breathe with fright.

“How much does Charlie know?” She asked as soon as she pulled
away. “Everything.” Edward admitted. Renee’s face turned a strange shade
of pink then turned back to her normal, pale complexion. “Why wasn’t I
told?” “I was afraid, Mom. I am so sorry, but you know now…” I heard
Renee’s teeth grit. Her face softened and her eyes focused on Renesmee who
was sleeping.

“What’s her name?” I smiled and kissed the tip of Renesmee’s nose.
“Renesmee Carlie Cullen.” I said proudly. “Re-nezz-may?” Renee
pronounced each syllable individually. I nodded. “Like Renee and Esme
combined. Her middle name, Carlie, is like Carlisle and Charlie combined.”

Tears filled her blue eyes and a smile spread across her face. “Oh,
thank you honey! May I hold her?” I looked to my side and Edward nodded
in encouragement. I carefully placed Renesmee in Renee’s folded arms. As
soon as I let go of her Renee’s arms sunk a little.

“Well she’s a big girl, isn’t she?” I gave her a fake smile. “My oh my.
She’s absolutely beautiful. The most gorgeous baby I’ve ever seen, besides
you of course.” I laughed and said, “Dad didn’t seem to think so.” “Well
Charlie isn’t the best with women.” I laughed again and felt Edward stiffen.

A car was turning onto the dirt path to the Cullen’s house. Charlie.
“Oh no.” I whispered. “What is it sweetie?” My mom asked, worry filling
her eyes. “Charlie.” Edward breathed out. Renee relaxed and shrugged.
“Alright, and?”

“Hey guys! Renee?” Charlie opened the door. I heard Sue’s heart
stutter. Renee’s eye went straight to their entwined hands. Sue’s left hand
was behind her back, holding above her right elbow, hiding her engagement
ring,

“Oh Charlie! It’s so nice to see you!” Renee walked to Charlie and put
the arm, that wasn’t supporting Renesmee, around his waist. Out of the
corner of my perfect vision, Sue rolled her eyes and ran her tongue along her
lips. Edward tensed again and I looked into his eyes.
 He leaned down to my ear and whispered, “She’s debating on whether
or not to kiss Charlie.” A tiny gasp escaped my lips, but I kept my face
blank. Renee planted a kiss on his cheek and began to pull him forward. Sue
kept her place and Charlie was jerked back by her strong grip.

Renee eyed Sue and said, “Oh….” Renee was searching her memory
trying to remember Sue’s name. “It’s Sue.” Charlie said. He looked into
Sue’s angry eyes and she nodded, as if telling him to proceed. “This is Sue…
my fiancée.” The smallest gasp broke through Renee’s dried lips. She gulped
and shook her head.

“Well congratulations! It’s absolutely great to meet you, Sue!” Renee

composed her expression and her face was currently full of fake joy. Sue
gave her a fake smile and nodded in thanks. “When’s the wedding? Is Alice
planning it?”

Alice trilled down the stairs, holding Jasper’s hand. “Nope. Charlie
said, ‘I’m sorry Alice, but you’ll make it bigger then I want it to be.’” Alice
said, perfectly mimicking my father’s voice. Renee giggled, never
unwinding her arm from Charlie’s waist.