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COLLAPSING TIME — SELF-CRITICISM CONSUMED

IN VIOLET BONFIRE
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There is an interesting new flow in the journals. Perhaps you’re

seeing it - I don’t know. If they were just posted chronologically,
based on the date they were written, these things would be clear
- but they’re not - so be alert, if you want to sense the changes
I’m going through. I always provide the original date - the date of the
journal - when I upload.

It seems there’s a whole new level, down deeper within, that

has been opened, or is opening to me. There’s an increased focus
- an intensity - that appears. I wonder if you sense it? I certainly do.
It’s take me a few journals to begin to really tune in to it - but it’s
coming more clear. How interesting - what else can one say?

Okay, what’s for now? Oh, I see. What has been coming to me is
how, even though we are all entering heart together, here in
and through these journals, and your working with them - we haven’t
gone really deep. Oh, there have been a few times - some really
special journals - along the way. Mostly, though, I’ve stayed ‘top-
side’ here with you - ushering you in.

That means I haven’t gone nearly as deeply - well, as it looks like

we’ll be going, up ahead. I feel you, you see. I’ve had this
experience, down through all the years, the decades, really, of
writing the journals - of being aware of the readers, the viewers
of them. I just sense you - like you’re right there.

So we jump time with that - enter the simultaneous nature of

time - take advantage of that - in this strange way. It was quite
strange for me, at first - I’d often comment about the oddness
of it in the journal as I was writing it.

When it happened again and again, though - and I was clearly in

flow with it - at some point I just accepted it. To do that I also had
to accept that I just didn’t know what or why it was this way.
It was an “is what it is.”

So, by now it has become so very familiar - this pliable nature

of time - that I am quite used to having you here with me, as I journal
- and feeling your response. By staying close in heart I work to
help keep you there, with me - Light is supportive that way.

Well, here’s a fun part. The reverse is also true. That means
that, when you are reading or listening, there - to these journals -
you can have me with you. I can be right there with you - I
really can. If time is simultaneous - then it is - it is always that
way.

So, don’t think you are missing something by not having me right
there, as you take in the journal. Get rid of those ideas - of those
concepts around time - those beliefs. Just let them go. One of the
ways you can do this is just stay or keep centering in heart there
- be determined. Stay in flow.

As you do this, you should quite naturally sense my presence

with you. The only thing that has kept you from that, up to now -
is your beliefs around time - what time is. So, rather than use
the mind to pick apart those beliefs - which is only trying to come up
with better ones - just center in heart. Ignore the mind talk.
Center down.

You can consciously, as you step into heart, there - make contact
with me. Just see me with you, there - see us seated, within your
chest. Take me along with you as you go through the journal -
heart to heart. Try to stay out of the mind with its asking of
questions - this doesn’t help anything useful. Just ignore that.

Stay in the presence, in the feeling - stay in your heart. Just be

with this - just be there - that is all. If you’re really doing this, you
won’t even have to reach out to me with your consciousness, with
your thoughts - you’ll sense me right close.

I may seem to be outside of your body - across the room, in a

chair, walking around. Just know I’m really within. Your mind may
objectify me that way, for a time - till you get used to anchoring
deeper within. This is fine. Same effect, pretty much. Just don’t
get into mind with it. I’m not supportive of that. It’s not in your
best interests.

So, we’ve been exploring, maybe for the first time, some practical
aspects of the simultaneity of time. Rather than just
introducing concepts - these have been introduced in earlier
journals, after all - we’re now diving a bit deeper - into the within.

You’ll likely find yourselves disappointed, as we move forward, to

discover how shallow an understanding you’ve had about
many things - things you thought you understood, maybe quite
well. When it comes to spiritual things, the mind really gets in the
way. It grabs onto them so quickly, then says, hey, look at me - I
got it! I understand. Aren’t I neat?

If we don’t trust the mind, what it’s saying - then maybe we’re
onto this - maybe we catch it - shoot it right down. Don’t forget to
be regular, for as long as it takes, with the Mantra for Mind.
Links in the transcript. Let this be a part, an evidence of your
determination to win over to heart - tame the mind. Enter
deeply within.

Okay, what we will be finding, again and again, is that we have

had a superficial, mental grasp of various spiritual concepts - of
aspects of spirituality. Words will fail me here - often and well - but
I plow through, anyway - knowing that if you’re in heart - you’ll
still get my drift. The words won’t always do it - they never will,
totally, actually - but your heart will. So, best advice - stick close to
that heart.

This is looking more like a training course - at this point. I can see
how the groundwork, the foundation was laid. My gosh, with
more than 500 videos - I think that is well done. It better be - ‘cuz
we’re moving on. Now we’re going down deeper - putting the
teachings to work in your life in a more realizable way.

Be cautious, though. Don’t think this is an invitation to mind.

It is not. I expect you to be alert, to be centered all the time - as
much as you can - even if that is only short bits. The length of
time is meaningless, here. Just that you do it - that is what
counts. And for every time you do this - make that heart connection -
you are immeasurably blessed.

Let this be enough. Let all self-criticism, all self-condemnation

go - right now - right up in smoke. Let’s take a moment, here, and
actually call on the high spiritual fire - the Violet Flame - to
come and consume this stuff.

Okay - be in heart with me, now. Pretend, if you like, you are
sitting on a chair - a little version of you - right there in your chest.
You’re relaxing there - centered within. Now, I’m sitting there
with you - what the heck - give me a chair as well. I won’t say
anything - just be there to support you - in what you do.

Okay, have you got us together, there - in your chest? Now,

staying heart centered, look at your life and at all of your
tendencies to be hard on yourself. Take a fair look at that. Get
the sense of it - what that feels like. Okay, now, there at your feet
is an open box. It is empty. The lid is thee, next to it. See that
there.

Now, take all of that self condemnation, every bit of it, grab it
up, and toss it into the box. Hurl it there, if you like - it doesn’t
matter. It will stay there. So gather it up. Look for all of
those tendencies - they’re all in the mind, by the way - grab each
one. Toss it in. Move on to the next.

Just know you can do this - even if it seems strange. Just

gather all those self-harming things up, toss them in, when
you’re ready, place the lid on it there. Toss the last minute
stragglers in there, too - lift the edge of the lid for this. Now. Look
over there, by your feet on the floor, there’s some packing tape
there.

Do you see it? Now, this is the right sturdy kind - this is duct
tape. We’re taping those buggers up - sealing them shut. They
can’t escape. Get it done - get that box sealed. Okay, now, look to
the floor between our chairs there, and see what is appearing
there. The Violet Flame - do you see the bonfire that’s starting
there? Isn’t it beautiful? It’s quite awesome - very powerful.

Okay, whenever you’re ready, I want you to make a call, in your

heart, first - before you toss the box in. (If you threw it
already, that’s fine - you can still make this call - but stay more
in tune.) Okay, this is a call of surrender.

This is you, using your free will in the highest way possible,
here, and being willing to surrender all of this self-critical
nonsense that you’ve ever been part of - at any tie - in any
lifetime - why not - go ahead and expand that call - there’s no
reason why not.

Okay, you are making an act of conscious will - one of the

strongest kind of acts there is - to surrender a certain aspect, an
unhelpful strategy of life. You’re letting that go. This is to
acknowledge, as well - you’re cleansing yourself of this energy.
You need never indulge it again. Now, throw that box in.

Watch what happens, now. Keep your eyes on the fire, the box -
on the flames. This is a spiritual fire - so sometimes it moves
more like water than flame. It is amazing. You may feel some
effects of being freed of this grime - of this crime - crime against
Light. This is a part of The Big Lie you’re throwing away, here.
You’re going free from that. Now your vision is cleansed.

It will be much easier to see it, now - when the old tendencies
- enter back in. Just keep the memory of this Violet
Transmuting Flame in your heart - toss the new stuff right in.
Take advantage of the simultaneous nature of time - this flame
will always be there for you. So will the boxes, the lids, and the
tape or the twine - whatever you used.

This will, or it can - empower you tremendously. This Violet

Flame is quite divine. For millennia and aeons it was kept as a
secret - for the high initiates - into the ancient mystery schools.
They’d wait a long time before being given the knowledge of
this - it’s so sacred - it really is.

Now the times are quite different, though. This sacred Violet
Flame is perhaps going to be the hallmark of the new
oncoming age. Just as Jesus the Christ was in charge, was the
hierarch or Lord of the Piscean age - so is St. Germain - the
Wonder man of Europe, as he was called in his embodiment there - is
the Aquarian Age hierarch. He’s in charge of it - in many ways.

Okay, let’s pull it together, now - get ready to close. Take a last
look at the scene in your heart there - that Violet bonfire. Take
an inner picture of that. Store it away. Label it “Now.” It will
be thee for you. You can call on it at any time.

You can make up your own meditation with this. Or, better yet,
you can continue to use this one - only each time, pick a
different sort of energy to throw into the flame - sacred flame -
flame of transmutation, holy cleansing. Holy fire.

Be aware of and alert for two things. The first one is this - you
can expect to see continual vestiges of the self-condemning,
self-criticizing energies continue to show up. As you’re alert, as
you’re ready, prepared for them - that is fine. Just catch them up,
toss them into a box, close the lid, then into the sacred flame
with them. That works quite well.

The other is this - is it ore subtle - so be prepared. Pay attention,

now. Listen up. You can be rid of these energies, and as simply as
this, on one condition, alone. You must give them up. If you
wish to truly be free of them - you can have that - but it takes more
than one act of will. You will be tested on this - testing how deeply
your determination runs - to be rid of that thing.

So, don’t let it be some mental exercise you do and go through.

That is not effective - not efficacious at all. This will also alert
you - where you’ve been in the mind, not in heart, if your work
doesn’t seem to be taking - if the negative energy remains as
powerful as before.

Now, here’s the last thing - realize that you have identified with
this negative energy - whatever it was. Be it self-condemnation,
or pride, or a tendency to anger, or anything at all - realize you
have identified with that to a certain extent. You that that was
really a part of you. That’s what kept it alive.

Do you see how this is so? Do you see how that kept it going,
there? Your belief is what we’re working on, here. So, you will
work, will continue with the various layers of this energy - there
in your forcefield - working through them - tossing them into the
flame.

What you are doing here is following the spirals downward - deep
into the psyche - into the past, if you will - way down deep. The
outer layers cleanse very easily - the grime is not encrusted
powerfully there - it washes, or is fired right off.

As we get deeper and deeper into the psyche - into the being -
which is really the mind of you - we touch the more ancient,
more hardened encrustations of this energy. We follow them,
deep. The going may well get slower, here. We won’t see the
instant, the powerful vanishing of this stuff. We’ll get small victories,
instead.

Just keep calling on the Violet Flame - some call it the Violet
Transmuting Flame. Call it into battle with you. Call it in to
consume this stuff. See it going to work there. Never give up.
Just stay with it.

At a certain point you will reach the last of this stuff - the
particular energy - you’ve been working on. Be ready for this.
Here’s what will likely happen. What ever that energy is - let’s say
it is self-condemnation - you’ve been very critical of the self.
You’ve come a very long way with this energy - gotten rid of most
of it. It is much less in evidence, there in your life, now. And that’s
fine.

You’re not quite finished, however. There is a large victory you

might be able to claim. This is how. At a certain point, you will
find that same old energy - that self-condemning vibration -
arising so powerfully within you, maybe over some silly little
something where it seems all out of proportion.
It will really feel like - that is the key - it will really feel like, oh,
my gosh, you haven’t gone anywhere with this - done anything.
There that old energy is, in all its dark glory.

The temptation here may be to give up. It will clearly be to

condemn the self for this - for being a failure, as well. The
temptation may be to depression, to sadness - to who knows
what. Well, just look at that. Don’t give up on your observation
of self. Always stay back a few paces - so you can just look.

Okay, so you see that scenario, playing out there. You see the
temptation spread out before you. But you just watch. You don’t
give in. You don’t fall for that. This is important. It is at this point,
my friends, when you are called on to claim your new state - your
new state, which is quite free of this energy, whatever it is.

The challenge, the test, itself - is to recognize that energy - and

to reject it. No matter that it feels like it is real, like it is now, like it
is there. None of that matters. If you’ve done your work with
this energy, whatever it is - and with the Violet Flame, (which is
also called the Flame of Forgiveness, since prayers for forgiveness are
answered with the Violet Flame) - then you are ready for this.
You’re prepared.

You’ve disidentified from the mind, there - you’ve stepped back.

That is a big part of the secret. Only in this way are you able to
see the testing aspect of this - the unreality of it. In this way you
succeed in really ridding yourself of that age-old momentum
of darkness - whatever it was.

So, the call is to be alert, to be in heart, as well, and to see -

simply see - what is acting there. This - and your work with the
power of the Violet Flame - gives you what it takes to see through
the scenario, there. You can see through it, to the victory on the
other side of this - once you finally, and for the last time, reject
that energy, there.

You finally recognize, here, that it has no more power over you.
You, through Light and your Higher Self, have claimed the victory
over what may have been a very old momentum of misqualifying
the pure Light that you’re given each day. You may have carried
that tendency through uncounted lifetimes - it doesn’t matter -
you can vanquish it this way.

Many things are operating, here. This is not totally simple, and
I have not been able to give you all of the ins and outs of it. Heck,
I don’t know them all, anyway. As long as you stay in heart, my
friends, you will have no problems with this. Just don’t listen to
mind. Mind is the wily trickster - the snake in the proverbial
Garden.

Thank you. Good day.

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