Ill Never Be the Same

The Last Word

Had I remembered the connection Id gone in a different direction But, really it is best to enjoy the most loaded response to employ OK, youre allowed your reaction, but; please, after pouring out my heart, I just have to say that for my part, hearing that is a great affliction. I struggle to keep my boundary; but, it seems even if it hurts me, youll have your say without compunction. I am sorry, I feel terrible, and my thoughtlessness incredible, I fully accept your conviction. I have made it difficult for you, and gracelessly breached your boundary, too. My heart admits its imperfection. I apologize for the pain and hurt, your heart and soul I over-exert. I so deserve your disaffection. I cant deal with such a grim enjoin the flip side of the enjoy-me coin -I am so "done" with this dysfunction Yes, I admit to my mixed distance but now need clarity and balance for my life must have redirection Give me your gentle and kind help lest I wont be able to heal and rest. and please pray for our safe protection. I tumble, brooding and blubbering, the I can't deal is too resisting -the flip side of the seemly sanction. I feel the palette of emotion; and, I know in joyous expectation the both-and of authentic action: centering involves sincere bumbling, and balance needs honest blundering clarity comes from obstruction with all my heartfelt prayer production you have my benign benediction. March 29, 2011