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Sweetheart Hubby:What a party was given for me yesterday: But Im a bit ahead of my story. You know (I told you) Celia called May and Stella ~nd invited them to Tea (thats the story that was told me). I was out when Celia called up, so of course believed it. Well May and I were stuck in the office until after three oclock and as we were leaving called Stella and told her to meet us at the subway. I never suspected a thing wrong though now I realize how unusual it is for Stella to leave the office (even on Saturday) before 5:30. Upon reaching Celias unconsciously I gave four rings (which Stella and I always use for each other) and that was to be the signal for Celia, though I didnt know it. Celia gave us the devil for coming late and said we were to take our things off in her bedroom. As I reached the door of that room a yell was let out and a bell over my head seemed to spread and a mass of packages fell upon me. For a moment I looked about. There seemed to be two of each person my head went round. Then someone shouted pick them up. I did so and quite mechanically kissed them all. Someone removed my hat and coat and I sat down to open the packages. Honey - love, lve never seen such gorgeous underwear. Each piece is more beautiful than the other. It was a silk underwear shower. Each had a card attached. Stella is giving me my bridal set so hers is the camisole (corset cover) in white satin with lace which she made and every bit is handmade. Her mother gave the bloomers to match, while my Mother gave pink satin and chiffon bloomers which are perfect dreams. There was one ni6htgown and combination (corset cover, drawers in one) to match which is exquisite. Two matinees (one short lacy and one short chiffon Jackets to be worn in a boudoir over pajamas or over a beautiful corset cover if I dont want to get into a waist at once). Altogether I got five camisoles, one gown, two matinees, two pairs bloomers, three combinations. Boy, oh boy, Im so anxious to show them to you. Someone suggested you take my picture in each, but I objected as I said such scenes were for home consumption only and not to be shown to the public as only my husband would see tb~m on me. Thats right, isnt it, dear? Well then all said they were hungry and they formed a line in the hall and sang the wedding march while I passed into the dining room. That was a wonderful creation. It was all decorated in red, white and blue. The American flag hung in the centre of the room and
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Immense statue of Kaiser Wilhelm der Erste (#I), located at the mDeutches Ecke," where the Moselle River empties into the Rhine River at Coblenz. Statue about i00 feet high.
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the table was in national colors. There were all kinds of cakes, salads, nuts, candies, Jams, cheese, fruits, relishes, crackers, cream, coffee, and heaps of other things too numerous to mention. The favors were small duplicates of the Statue of Liberty. These two letters were delayed as Ive already acknowledged #170 and 171. However, they are different and more intimate.than those previously written. But I like your frankness as it is all new to me. Im so glad, honey, that no matter how many babies we have Ill always be your big baby. If bringing a child or two into the world would mean sacrificing your caresses, I should feel that I were attending my own funeral the day our first baby came on earth. In my opinion, a child of ones own flesh and blood is a blessing and it is the natural result of a perfect marriage, but that happiness must be shared by both Dad and Mother equally, not to the exclusion of the love we bear for each other. Your talk on a mans attitude towards women is very interesting and entirely new. Strange that your frank talk should come at this time. Only last Thursday, May was handed a circular letter addressed to her brother. As she was on her way to business, she put it in her muff and fount all about it until noon. She opened it and it was something about segregating vice, because of disease, etc. I paid little attention to what she was reading to me, but it evidently made an impression as that night I had a hideous dream of disease, filth, dirt, etc. and could not shake a most revolting feeling. It was really the first paper (or talk) I had heard on the subject. But what I did not know is that a man succumbs so easily to a pretty face. Do you mean to say a man would hug and kiss a woman with whom he flirted? How could they? When a man goes in search of vice, he is always told where to go - isnt he? - else how would he know where to go (or to whom?)? Take myself, for instance, we have lived in some pretty rough neighborhoods, and I have come home alone all hours of the night or morning and n@ o~ne ever even spoke to me while five minutes later Harry or Clarence would come home with some story about someone having been held up in the block. I-have yet to have the first man speak to me when I am alone (without an introduction). But, Honey, Im so glad you keep away from pretty faces if it means so much to us. What a lot of stories the prisoners will be able to tell. Your talk with some of them must have been
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interesting. Conditions must be very much worse than we imagine. Still there is going to be a lot of romanclng and Im inclined to feel that a greater part of the truck we hear is the result of e good imagination. That is why news you send is so much appreciated it is authentic. Sweetheart, I love you with all m~ heart and soul end am longing to be in fact as well as spirit Your devoted wife Nine All send love and best wishes for a happy new year. Monday, December 16 Busy all day moving across from one building to building A36. Have a nice room for myself on the third floor. No patients as yet, but were getting ready for them shortly. Meanwhile managed some bridge with Officers Furman, Hall and Robinson. Was Officer of the Day and caught some German kids stealing helmets. Moved my bedroom into B20 with Dr. Furman (suite of two rooms with a toilet between), then more bridge. Wednesday, December 18 Was put in charge of B Building to handle medical patients including contagious. Received first two new patients, one with mumps and the other with some as yet unidentified stomach disorder. December 17 Dear Folks, After that eighteen page letter I wrote you two days ago, you cant expect much this time so dont be disappointed. Ill repeat what I wrote in that one, namely, that our hospital got orders to proceed to Germany with the 3rd American Army (Occupation); that we left Baccarat
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on the lOth and went by slew stages through Nancy, Pont-a-Mousson into Lorraine; then to Metz; then through a corner of the Duchy of Luxemburg to Treves, Germany. Then to a little village called Winningen near Coblenz; and finally we landed here at Coblenz. Other~ise,theres nothing new. Havent had another chance to go through Coblenz and cross the Rhine as I did two days ago. Must have passes to go anywhere as the city is strictly under American martial Am Officer of the Day and must make rounds now. Were in a hostile country and we have five guards of oar own unit besides thirteen armed sentries loaned us by an infantry outfit, yet we have hard work keeping German kids and older ones from stealing our staff. Havent had any mail for so long Ive forgotten all about it. Nor seen any newspapers since we left Bac carat. Am enclosing views of Coblenz. Loads of love to all. Affect ionat e ly, Lee
Darling Hubby What have I been doing? Well as it is nearing the end of the year the books must be brought up to date so they can be closed as soon after New Years as possible. That means a steady grinding from now on. Then there is an annual meeting which will take place on the 19th. Stock must be looked after, banks and Trust Company must receive reports and minutes prepare d Sweetheart, so you are in Germany - further away from me than ever, yet nearer to me, because in my heart I feel that you are very close to me - a part of me. Therefore distance makes little difference to me. My love for you is so strong that you are always at my side and never away from me. Hubby, dearest, Im glad you are seeing more of the Old World as it is only the bravest of our boys who have this honor bestowed upon them and my boy is always to be found among that class. God bless you, honey, and I am glad Uncle Sam has found you as brave and noble as I have. Youre my hero and I worship you. Have I told you that we have free press again? The papers publish names of towns and movements of different divisions. All steamers are listed -when
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The Kaiser W$1helm Ring in Coblenz,a beautiful boulevard.
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they leave port and date of arrival. Soldiers are permitted to write all details as censorship has been lifted. Enclosed clipping appeared in this evenings paper that tells its own tale. When it is all over and you come back to me, a whole army couldnt take you from me as I shall follow you to H--- if necessary. This prolonged separation is the first real disappointment Ive had - but Im glad for your sake. Honey, I adore you and am so anxious to be in our dolls houseo Your wife-sweetheart Nina CITYS NURSES REACH RHINE Doughboys Cheer New York Girls in Hospital Units. German Praises Army Colonel Says Americans Knew How to Go Ahead. With the Americans Across the Rhine, Dec. 15 (by Courier to Nancy). -The first American women to reach the Rhine in the line of duty have arrived here. They numbered seventy-two and were attached to evacuation hospitals 2 and 9. Their arrival attracted considerable attention from townspeople. Some of the girls walked to the river, where columns of the 1st Infantry were crossing. The doughboys spied and cheered them. Included in the party are nine girls from the Presbyterian unit of Chicago, half a dozen from New York city and State, and a number from Cleveland, Kansas City and other middle Western cities.
December 17 My own dearest wife, This is not going to be as long a letter as the last one, I can assure you, for that one was one of the longest Ive ever written. I hope you received it (#183) as it told all the news about how we were ordered to go to Germany with the 3rd Army and how interesting a trip through France, Lorraine, Luxemburg and Germany we had and about my experiences in these places. But Ill repeat that were now settled down in a former German barracks Just a short distance from the central part of this pretty city of Coblenz and not far from the Rhine. (As I wrote in my last letter, I crossed the Rhine the day before yesterday).
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Did I say settled down? Well, not exactly. Were all busy getting ready to open our hospital in a day or two and were to care for 1,500 beds. To do this well need more doctors, nurses and men and Im told these are already on the way. Were going to be a sort of stationary hospital now to handle medical cases only. In addition to turmoil due to preparations to handle patients, Im having my own little hubbub for I keep moving from one place to another. First I slept in a big hall with the other twenty doctors. Then I moved into my present quarters of a large room on the third floor of A Building. But it is very inconvenient and tomorrow Im going to move into a suite of two rooms on the second floor of B Building and will room with a Lieutenant Furman from Newark. So I keep busy packing and unpacking. Otherwise, theres very little exciting. Mail has been conspicuous by its absence. The last letter I had from you was dated November 6th - forty-One days ago. you cant realize how lonesome I am without those loving messages from you. Honey, do you remember I asked you to, and you said you would, write me a nice long letter for Xmas, written entirely without reserve, Just as though we were in each others arms and were talking to one another? Xmas is near and Im hungering for that letter for I want to know you and your every feeling, for you are my own little wife and I love you truly and devotedly. And I want that letter to be but the prelude to more, each one better and more confidential, for those messages are my solace for our continued separation, if you only knew how I want and how I devour your loving words. Honey, our separation is cruel, isnt it? Both for you and for me. Both of us keen for each other and keen to enjoy one anothers company and to sympathize and rejoice with each others sorrows and victories. But the fates, in the person of General Pershing, have willed that practically all veteran units shall compose the American 3rd Army of Occupation. And Evacuation Hospital #2, though it has only been in France since January, is one of the veteran units. We have been honored by being selected. Yet it does seem as though our separation gets harder every day. Im not kicking. I realize that my visit to Germany is a marvelous opportunity and I intend to take full advantage of it, to see and to learn what I can. I find my German coming back to me, such of it as I
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once had, and I feel that Iii soon be able to speak it fairly well. That will be a big help. So good night, sweetheart, and loads and loads of love and kisses. Your devoted hubby, Lee Enclosing two pretty views of Coblenz and a postcard I found in the German barracks.
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Do oembe r 18 Deare st Nina, Put in a hard days work today and feel pretty tired, but before I go to bed I want to write you these few lines. What have I been doing? Well, I moved from the third floor of one building to the second floor of another, and believe me, I did some work. I had to carry all my junk including a very heavy trunk and bedding roll and souvenirs, etc. Then I had to put up m[ cot, get a mattress, sheets (yes, Im living O.K. now), pillows and pillowcases and I made up the bed in a manner Im sure would have pleased you. Then nailed up a long row of hooks for my clothes, put a blanket on the floor for a rug, carried in chairs and tables and washstands and clothes chests, fixed electric lights (current is not on yet, nailed a piece of waxed linen to cover a defect in one of the four windows in our suite (get that?) and did odds and ends. Besides that personal job, our hospital is now open and ready to receive medical cases up to 1,500. So far we have 1,000 beds all set up and awaiting occupants. That tremendous Job was very quickly and satisfactorily done. The cases are in A, B, and C buildings. A Building is reserved for chest cases including pneumonias and influenzas and also for emergency surgery such as appendicitis. B Building is for all other medical cases, especially contagious cases, such as mumps, measles, scarlet fever, meningitis. C Building is going to be for specialties such as eye, ear and nose, and neurologic cases. Im in charge of B and have a lieutenant (my roommate, Lieutenant Furman) under me. So far we have two cases, one mumps and one soldier withindigestion. So were not busy, as yet. Weve finally received our passes to go into Coblenz before twas forbidden to go by Military Police (American) though I managed to go in once and even crossed and recrossed the Rhine as I wrote you in my volume entitled #183. But now each officer has a pass and can go where and when he pleases in this area and Im going tomorrow.
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Still waiting for mail. A telegram came today from Baccarat saying that nine sacks of mail had been shipped from there to Coblenz. Dearest, this separation becomes harder every day, but it cant last forever. Soon the occupation will be a thing of the past and a boat will set sail with me on it. And then, little girl, the long-deferred union will be realized and two people will become happy, my little wiley and I. I wish I had you here so I could tell you Just how much I love you, but I cant and am sorry I cant. But, sweetheart, you are everything that is good in my eyes and I dont ever want to be any other than Your loving boy, Lee Thursday, December 19 Well, now have six patients; our capacity is about 1,O00. Took a long walk through the city of Coblenz and also, with the aid of our officer pass I crossed the Rhine again along with Drs. Hiele and Furman. December 19 Dear Folks, This Job of writing and writing and getting no answers is not the easiest one in the world. Every day I send my letters out, or almost every day. But nothing in return. I know its not your fault. This afternoon three of us took a long walk through Coblenz and once more crossed the Rhine and recrossed it. It is certainly a lovely picture by that stream and the more you see it the better you like it. Coblenz is getting more Americans daily. I buy the daily Coblenz newspaper and try to read it. But its eight years since I studied German and it s very difficult. Heard that President Wilson was in Paris. Miss Wilson is due to sing here in Coblenz tomorrow, so shall probably go if I can. The Y.M.C.A. has Just opened up in Coblenz. Well, enough. Sending you a .German New Year card I bought today. It says:
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Miel Gl~ck zum neuen Jahre Coblenz, Germany, December 19, 1918 Dear Folks, Heres wishing the best of luck and happiness to father, mother, two grandmas, Joe and Ed and Paul, Ruth and Gerald and Marie, Joe and Eugene. Loads of love. Affect ionat ely, Lee. And Im sure 1919 will see the big reunion. Good night and lots of love to all. Affect ionat e Lee #186 December 19 Dearest girl, Another mail-less day. I can stand wheat-less days and meat-less days, but deliver me from mail-less days. No telling when mail will come in. Its not easy to keep on writing and never getting any. The mail system over here is to blame, as a captain in the post-service told me. He said, for example, that there are many thousands of bags of mail and many carloads of mall still unloaded - all these sidetracked at Thionville, a city in Lorraine and north of Metz. Had another most enjoyable promenade this afternoon with two other officers. We walked through most of Coblenzs strasses and also crossed and recrossed the Rhine again. (You must not mind the way I spell proper names over here for each one seems to be spelled catch as catch can. For example, the city of Cologne is also spelled Koln and Coln. Coblenz is sometimes Koblenz, Coblence and also Coblentz. Rhine is English for Rhein. Take your choice). Anyway, we took in some more excellent scenery along the beautiful river. The more you see the better you like it. We crossed on the iron bridge and recrossed on the bridge of boats. While on the latter, some small river boats flying German flags went by and it was interesting to see how some of the pontoons on which the bridge is built were drawn out of line by cables to let these steamers go by. Once more we visited the Deutches Eck where the Moselle flows into the Rhine and where there is a huge statue of Kaiser
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We were like children while going through the streets. We stopped and gazed at every shop. Coblenz is doing a rushing business now, it seems, for Weihna~hten (Xmas) is at hand and everyones buying presents. The Germans seem to celebrate Xmas at least as much as we do. And the stores are very nicely decorated and all have fine window displays. Indeed, the shops are the fine st lve seen since I left the United States. Evenbeat Parisian, I think. The whole town seemed bent on buying and the streets were congested. The streetcars run close to the narrow sidewalk and you have to look out or youll be run over. Toys, books, papers and cigars seem to be the chief articles for sale. The cigars look O.K. and many are decorated with gorgeous red bands. I havent tasted any, but from what I hear, their looks is their only recommendation. Toys are pretty, though, and are of all sorts; a good many are, of course, of a military nature. We stopped in at every bookstore and I tried to buy a German-English dictionary and grammar, but they wont have them in for a few days. We were walking along when we saw a sign Ice Cream. It was too much. We fell and entered and found two American nurses ahead of us sitting at a table and calmly eating some icy material. The man came over and asked us if we wanted fifty pfennig, one mark or two mark portions (peculiar way, isnt it?). We opined that one mark would do to start, anyway. Well, it was enough and no more was called for, for the title was Just a camouflage for some thinly grated ice with a little saccharine and some coloring. Reminded me of those Ice-balls we used to buy in school for one cent only these were not as good. We went out sadder but wiser. The next time I eat ice cream, Ill have to have proper credentials presented be forehand. I forgot to mention that I came on something today that tickled me immensely. Twas a real honest-togoodness American military band sitting on the bank of the Rhine and playing Therell be a Hot Time in This Old Town Tonight. That struck my sense of humor and caused me great joy. And they played it mighty well. Came on a New York Herald and Daily Mail of December 13th and as we hadnt seen a paper in English since we left Baccarat on the lOth, twas very welcome indeed, even though six days old. Had a ride in a German streetcar today, Just for the fun of it. Coblenz is a regular city and has several short car lines. The trip set me back fifteen
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pfennigs and I had to figure a long time to find out that that was less than two cents in American money. You see, finance is pretty frenzied over here. I had to figure thusly: how much is fifteen pfennigs at p.resent rates of exchange. One hundred francs equal lh2 marks elghty-five pfennigs and five francs fortyfive centimes equal one dollar. Many a hair has turned grey over this problem, and no doubt some have given up the job in despair and have resigned and simply fallen
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Our hospital opened yesterday and now has six patients. Were ready to handle 1,000, though I hope we dont get them. Learned today that Evacuation Hospital #2 was the first medical unit to enter Coblenz. Since then #4, 6, 9 and l~ have come. Our suite of rooms is fine. Electric lights are on now. Our big German stove keeps us nice and warm (the weather is only cool, though). We are as comfy as can be under the circumstances. Bought some very pretty German New Year cards and am sending one to you and one to Stella. Do you mind getting era in a hostile language? Also enclosing a number of fine postcards of this region along the Rhine from Mayenne to Cologne. Thats all tonight, dearest, except to send you loads of love and kisses and more of them. Your hubby, Lee Going to study German now and then to bed. Friday, December 20 Business is picking up - now we have forty patients including one with measles and another with diphtheria. Rained so hard I had to miss the speech of Margaret Wilson, the Presidents daughter. The next day our census in our hospital reached about 150 including five with diphtheria and one suspected meningitis. A major almost outranked Furman and me - after a bit of a squabble, we won and managed to keep our suite of rooms.
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Dearest girl. Another mail-less day, the only kind of day I regret and bear with difficulty. But cheering word has come that ninesacks of mail have been forwarded to us from Baccarat. Im due about a sackful myself, for loads of letters, papers and a few parcels have been on the way to me for months; w~ere they are, I dont know. For example, I believe I asked either you or the folks to send me some things, including underwear, m~ny months ago. Ive bought new ones for I couldnt be naked. It seems to me that the authorities should either forward parcels or refuse them. This idea of taking them and then sidetracking them gets my goat. And Im convinced the entire blame lies on this side of the water. Nothing exciting today. Also received some new nurses and a couple more doctors. Also heard that our C.0. Colonel Morrow and a Captain Emmons have had a telegram informing them it was the intention of the A.E.F. to send them home soon. Why they are picked, I dont know. If it goes by length of service Id be home first for Ive been here t~e longest. In fact, am putting on my third service stripe in three days (eighteen months overseas). If they dont hurry up and send me home, 1,11 be having era up one arm and down one leg. The arrival of two new MDs and that telegram may mean that theyll send us home gradually. Maybe Ill draw the lucky number next. Dearest, I do wish I could see you soon. Just think, tomorrow will be eighteen months since I dropped in on you. I cant bear even the thought of another eighteen. Im in hopes one or two months will see us reunited. Good night, honey, and loads of love to you from Your devoted hubby, Lee P.S. My roommate, Lieutenant Furman, is engaged to a girl in New Jersey and hes written 210 letters to her since January 2nd when I started to number mine. So you see hes more faithful than Ive been. But hes never been interrupted as I have by battle conditions. Tuesday, December 2h Dr. Gerstley, a fine Chicago pediatrician, Just reported for duty here and I helped him do spinal punctures
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on two patients with meningitis. Another new officer is Major Jackson who finished at Rush Medical College in 1902. Pershing visited here yesterday and lm sorry I missed him. Also sewed on my third army insignia and my third stripe for overseas service - one for each six months of service. That evening Furman and I went to town and took in a fairly good entertainment given by our M 3 unit at the Catholischer Leseverein. Then to the Schloss Cafe for some good music; many Americans were there including Lieutenant
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December 22 Dear Folks, Nothing exciting in the last three days since I wrote you except that we get busier each day as more patients come in. Have over 200 now and they keep coming. At first, I was put in charge of contagious building, but today was transferred and am now boss of C Building where medical cases are handled. At present we have a few cases of rheumatics, two heart lesions, a few dysenteries, scabies and cooties, and a case of typhoid. The last is very interesting to me as its the first typhoid lve seen since lve been in service. Theyre as rare as the dickens - shows how wonderfully effective our typhoid vaccine inoculations have been. Also caring for a couple of nuts. Have taken in a new roommate, a Lieutenant Gerstley who lives at ~3rd and Michigan Avenue and was for a time a partner of Dr. Hess (now Major Hess). Hes now caring for ou~ contagious service. Seems to be an awfully nice fellow and graduated from Rush in 1909. Also have a new major on the staff who finished at Rush in 1902. Besides that, OLLr hospital staff has been increased by the addition of two more doctors, about eight nurses and i00 enlisted men. Wish I could have had Ed here. Hed surely have enjoyed himself and we could have had great times together. Wonder where Ed is. Last I heard from him was his letter of December ~th from Saint-Nazaire saying he was about to sail when a case of mumps broke out and they were
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all quarantined. Havent had a single letter in two weeks. Guess Ill write one to myself. Sent you two more parcels of souvenirs including two nice new polished and spiked helmets, caps, shoulder straps, buttons, hooks and paper. Hope you get all I send you. Well, must go and take my annual. Were nice showers here - Just like at County. Loads of love to all. Lee
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December 22 Dearest Nina, Have been having a quiet time since my last letter of two days ago, though have been getting busier every day. General Pershing was in Coblenz today, but I didnt see him. Our nurses were invited to a big dance at the 3rd army Headquarters at Neuwied, a tc~n about twenty kilometers from here; the dance was held last night and some of the nurses went and came back elated at having had a fine tlme. General Pershing came into the hall about 12 oclock and danced for about an hour. We doctors were not invited, so we didnt go. Am enclosing a copy of this mornings Coblenz paper. Mother can no doubt read it if you cant. Do you speak German? I can read the paper after long study and with help of my dictionary. My roommate, Lieutenant Furman, is stoking up our German stove which is far superior to French ones as you dont have to watch the former for fear theyll go out Honey, tomorrow will be eighteen months since we parted; let us hope that at least within the next six months well meet once more. Gee, girl, lm longing to see you and take you in my arms. Look out for yourself then, sweetheart, for youve contracted to have and to hold, to use army phraseology. Husband, vicious: Loads of love, dearest, even if I do bite I
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Wednesday, Xmas Day Snow on the ground. Lots of patients now, so have been busy caring for the fifty assigned to me. Had a fine Xmas dinner with both officers and nurses sitting together for the first time. Presents were distributed and I received a toy banjo with the following c omme nt : Captain Unger TUM TE TUM~ TUM TE TUM: ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT: YOU CAN HEAR CAPTAIN UNGER WITH ALL HIS MIGHT. SO HEEES A BANJO TO KEEP YOU IN TUNE TO PLAY HOME SWEET HOME? WHEN YOU GET THERE NEXT JUNE #189 December 25 Dearest sweetheart, Xmas night, about ll:O0 P.M., and all alone. Wont you Join me, honey, and entertain me a bit, though Just your presence near me will be sufficient. Wont you do this for a sick man, a man sick for a look at you again? Have had a busy time since my last letter of three days ago. Patients keep pouring in and were well over the 300 mark now. Out of these a little over fifty have fallen into my care and that spells work. Many of these are seriously Ill, and I have to spend many hours each day examining them and directing their treatment. I put in all morning and afternoon on them today, even though twas Christmas. Im handling medical cases and skin cases. The medical ones range from typhoid fever to backaches and lumbagos. The skin cases are chiefly scabies. But Ive managed to get away for walks at times. Yesterday afternoon a Major Jackson and I walked downtown and witnessed a splendid American guard-mounting and listened to a regular American band. The drilling
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was wonderfully well done - Ive never seen even the most veteran British and French troops ma~neuver so neatly. A large crowd of German civilians watched the exhibition. I wonder what they thousht. We only know they are usually very courteous to Americans. The women seem a b~t offish. The children frankly like us. Last night Lieutenant Furman and I went to a performance of the 3M theatrical unit under auspices of the Y.M.C.A. They gave a song, Joke and magic show and some of the stuff was good. It was held in the Catholischer Leseverein, a magnificent building. The hall seats about 1,000 and about 5,000 were fighting for seats - all Americans. Coblenz is so full of us you bump into two of us for every civilian. Last night was Xmas eve and the streets were crowded. All Coblenz seemed to be out and shopping and bundles galore were in sight. The Germans certainly do celebrate Christmas. After the entertainment, we dropped in again to the Schloss Care. This is a large German place, but to look inside last night youd think it was American, for the tables were Jammed with United States officers. Saw no enlisted men. Only five or six German civilians were there and one British major and two-three French officers. There was a good orchestra and we spent a very pleasant hour there listening to soft German and Austrian music and sipping some Moselle wine. That wine, by the way, is much stronger than French wine. As one of our officers said, one glass of Moselle wine would make a rabbit sit up and spit in a bulldogs face, and hes about right. We had nice celebrations here today. At noon Santa Claus, in the person of our fattest enlisted man, went around all the wards. First would go a nurse who would bang a dishpan with a soup ladle - were all out of sleigh bells - shed open the door, in would go a Xmas tree into the ward and the delighted patients-would each receive a stocking full of presents and other gifts, all donated by the Red Cross. It was nice work and the patients were tickled. The enlisted men had their Xmas tree celebration at 6:00 P.M. and each received a couple of gifts or more like tobacco, candy. They also presented our sanitary officer, Lieutenant Nolbohn, with a toy shovel and rake, and me with a toy set of tools. Why we two only were picked out Je ne comprang pas. I forgot to mention our dinner. We had four lon8 tables and doctors and nurses were seated side by side, the first time Ive seen this since Ive been he re. And we had tablecloths. Astounding, but true. The food was excellent and included some Juicy steaks,
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mashed potatoes, sweet corn, custard pie, dates, chocolates, fudge, coffee, Jam, bread and butter. Each of us received favors - I got a tiny mouth organ (sent it to Eugene). We each also received a little German saying. I enclose mine - do you think its true? I also send you my place card. Some class to us. What else is exciting? Well, I put some more Junk on my uniform, namely, a third service stripe (I look like a sergeant now) and also donned the third army insignia, an A (white) enclosed in a red and blue circle. Its rather pretty and worn on the left sleeve two inches be low the shoulder. "~ell, dearest, its late. Good night, Merry Xmas and a Happy New Year and loads of love. Your own hubby, Lee December 25 Dear Folks, Merry Christmas to you all, and loads of love and good luck and good health to father, mother, two grandmas, Joe,Ed, Paul, Gerald and Ruth, and Marie, Joe and Eugene, and to all our many uncles, aunts and cousins. Its a real Xmas here on the Rhlne. Everybodys ce.lebrating it, both Germans and Americans. Snow fell last night and gives the real touch to the day. All our wards are decorated with Xmas trees. Received a card with this poem: Schonen Frauen soil man trauen Nut sowelt die Augen schauen. Isnt that a true saying? The stores last night were pretty busy and the streets thronged. Twas almost like Xmas eve on State Street. Everyone carried parcels as in days of yore. The Germans certainly do celebrate Weinacht s. The French evidently dont think it much of a day. The British consider it one of their big days and celebrate it like we do New Years - by Joy and carousel. Have tickets (five marks each for best seats) for opera tomorrow at Stadt Theatre. Will tell you more about it later. Tonight the nurses are giving us some sort of entertaining. Hope its a dance. Love to all, Lee Thursday, December 26 The patients are piling in. I have over ninety now - too many. I spent from 9:00 A.M. to i0:00 P.M.
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examining them and sorting them out. Six typhoids and am afraid that our typhoid vaccine wears out in a year or less. We must re-inoculate. So busy had to give my opera ticket to Dr. Rau. #190 December 26 Dearest girl, Just a note tonight as am very tired and am going to hit the hay tout de suite. Have put in a strenuous day and feel the effects of it. The population of our hospital is growing rapidly - we have over 500 cases now. Im trying to care for about ninety or lO0. I say trying advisedly. Anyway, I worked from merning till lO:O0 P.M. and many of these soldiers are really sick. Our staff has been increased by the addition of some new nurses - I dont know how many. I do know my building (c) received four of them, all Red Cross nurses. Two of the four are old enough to be my grandmothers, the other two could only be my mother. But theyre good nurses, so whats the difference? Beauty is only skin deep and you know the German saying I sent you yesterday: ~Schonen Frauen soll man trauen Nut soweit die augen schauen. Received my first letter today since I left Baccarat sixteen days ago. Twas a message from Ed of December 9th saying he was still at Salnt-Nazaire and still quarantined so he couldnt get home for his Xmas dinner. Poor boy ! Did I tell you we all answered three questions recent ly? l) Did I want to stay in the regular army? Answer
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2) Did I want release from the army now with new commission reserve corps? Answer no. 3) Did I want immediate and complete release from the army? Answer yes. Our hospital staff was almost unanimous. The mark keeps sinking. Today it has fallen to 166 2/3 marks for i00 francs instead of yesterdays I~2.85 marks. Normally, i00 marks equalled 125 francs. Well, honey, Im all in. Good night and loads of love from Your loving hubby, Lee
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Dearest Soldier Sweetheart, Honey, just where are you? You may tell everything now, as papers publish names, locations and news freely. Censor has been lifted altogether and Im glad as you can tell me everything without reserve Just as I do to you. New Years Eve is approaching, and as all the world rejoices in the welcoming of a New Year of peace and good will, I shall thank God for the year Just passing and shall ask His blessing and guiding hand in our future. New Years Eve I shall spend with you in spirit (and probably with Mother and .~tella in person as I shall not agree to go out with anyone or anywhere without them). The year Just passing has been wonderful. It has brought and wrought a glorious change. Let me go back to last New Years Eve. Even then, though you had not professed your love for me in particular, I knew that I loved you beyond any earthly being. I knew that regardless of consequences or whether you reciprocated, I was more in love with you than with life. So as 1918 was ushered in, I was with you in spirit and with Mother (who holds my filial respect and love) in person. And so week by week passed and each day I was in a state of excitement because something within my breast was undergoing a very decided change. Suddenly a letter was delivered to me which told me that you too loved me. It wasnt a surprise, but the candor, unpretentious straightforwardness of your declaration of love made you more precious to me and caused me to look with awe at my many faults, because I realized what a prize I had won. So the year wore on and you became more and more a part of me. All modesty disappeared and I let you read my soul and poured forth to you every dream and thought, though I would hesitate to voice them to any other living person. Every thought and dream was of our future. My life means nothing to me if it cannot be shared with you. I dream of you, your present work, your home coming; the beginning of our life together, our dolls house, your future work and my part therein; our companionship as pals and sweethearts. Our struggle and ultimate success, our devout love for each other and our offsprings. Our absolute faith and divine trust. All this and more I feel as the old year closes and all this has come into my life during 1918. Therefore, I proclaim 1918 the most beautiful year of my life for it was filled with every conceivable emotion. Sorrow and anxiety (when I thought you had been captured),
love, faith, confidence, truth and sincerity. And, Honey, from the moment I pledged myself to you I have been all yours, for no man has even taken me out, nor have I seen any one except when Mother and Stella were with me, or when I was with Lou and Jack. I have been and shall remain your wife as much as though we were already united, and nothing can make me forget for one moment that the man to whom I am wed is the finest, best, bravest and truest man on earth and that I will have much to do to reach his level. However, side by side we will work and play and in the end we will surely have worldly goods as well as spiritual love for each other (which cannot be purchased). And so the old year vanishes - the happiest year of my life because you have entered into it. And as the New Year comes in, I shall again be with you in spirit and with Mother in person. But this time it is with confidence that you love me as much as I do you, and I feel that during this coming year we will be reunited never again to be separated except in death. I know that our Angel has golden wings and that He is hovering over us and our future in His hands is (I am sure) to be bright as His wings for it could not be otherwise when you are its Master and mine. God bless you, dear, and send you back to me soon. Im waiting, darling, waiting for my boy. Dearest, it is 10:30 A.M. and I havent done a stroke of work yet. A.F. will be in soon and I must hustle to catch up. All send Compliments of the season and all hope that you will soon be home. Darling I adore you and sincerely hope you will soon be home - in our home - yours and mine where we can love and live and live and love and where I can love you as much as I like for I will be Your own little wife Nina GEN. DICKMAN S ARMY IN EXCELLENT HEALTH Illness Much Less Than Peace Time Ratio. By the Associated Press. Coblenz,Dec.2~.-The percentage of sickness among the occupying American troops is unusually low, according to the estimates of the Third Army medical officers. The number of cases in the eight evacuation hospitals within the occupied area is about ~,000, most or ~hem being influenza.
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Figuring the approximate number of occupying troops as 300,000, the sickness amounts to less than I~ per cent. In peace time the sickness among soldiers averages from 2 to 3 per cent. The excellent condition of the men is due partly to good billets. There is Just enough drilling to keep the soldiers in condition, and there is no overcrowding or illness from fatigue or exposure. The Third Army has five hospitals in Coblenz and two in Treves and one at Mayen. Most of these are former German hospitals, and the equipment is modern in every detail. Saturday, December 28 Just received twenty-eight letters and feel wonderful. This was the first mail in such a long time. Best news: "The Engasement between Nina Kleinman and Capt~ain Leon Unger has been officially announced:" Meanwhile, our hospital is Jammed with hundreds of patients - many with severe influenza (flu) with or without associated pneumonia. Am caring for these from early morning till late at night. Received a long letter from Sam Solomon with the American Siberian Force. Monday, December 30 Remain busy with over 150 patients on my service alone - many very sick, including one with tuberculous meningitis (very serious). That evening received some help and Furman and I went to our first German movie; picture was fair only and the air in the theater was bad.
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December 29 Dear Folks, Though Its just after midnight, I want to write you a few lines before retlrin~. Firstly, I want to tell you how happy I am tonight for some long-delayed mall has come in and Ive received Pas letter of November 19th, Pauls of November llth and 18th, and one eaoh from Millard, Mr. Forster and Herb R, besides a load from my wlfe. I note you had a wonderful time celebrating Germanys surrender. It must have been a stirring festival and would like to have been there to share in it. Regarding the wedding of Nina and me, weve decided to leave it up to you entirely. We want an early wedding, as early as possible, but we want all of you including Grandma H, Ruth and Gerald at the wedding, if possible. If not, well postpone it till I return to Chicago first and then have it a few weeks later. So let me know at once what your wishes are and write Nina telling her what Im writing you here. Am glad everyone is feeling well. That influenza epidemic has been worrying me conslderably, and I cant tell you how relieved I am that youre all O.K. So Joe is off on a trip. Tell him to write me once in a while and let me know how he is. Glad Will is getting better. Hope Pas knee and Mas stomach are improving. Finances here are in tangled condition. And as a mark here buys at least as much as a franc in France, you can see were in clover and expenses are practically nothing. For example, the best seat for opera at Stadt Theater is only five marks - about flfty-five cents. And they have excellent opera, too. Were supposed to handle up to 1,%00 cases, Im told. Weve well over 600 now; that isnt so many, but the trouble is were short of medical officers at present (though more are on the way, I guess). However, Im caring for 120 cases myself and that means work. I dont get through till about I0:00 P.M. each night. Im in charge of C Building and my cases are a mixed lot of medical ones. Acute nephritics, acute rheumatic fevers, intestinal and stomach cases are my chief o~es, but I also have seven cases of typhoid fever~ some anemias, some lumbagos, etc. A Building is filled with cases of influenza and pneumonia. B Building has about fifty cases of mumps and some influenza. The contagious building has about twenty diphtherias, some measles, scarlet fevers and epidemic meningitis patients. We also handle venereal and skin
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diseases and Im the skin specialist. So you see were a regular hospital. We have sixty-one nurses now instead of thirty-three and have 310 corpsmen (enlisted men) instead of 180. All we need is more doctors. One of the new nurses used to give anesthetics at Cook County Hospita-i and another was a nurse at Reese. Well, must close. Loads of love to all. Affectionately, Lee Same address will get me. Tuesday, December 31 The last day of one of the greatest years in history finds me in Coblenz, Germany in the American Occupational Forces. Who would have thought that a year ago when I was in the little town of Moreuil that Id be here now? I spent the day working like a horse from 8:00 A.M. to i0:00 P.M. Have about i~0 patients and simply cant handle them all. Have no rest at all. At I0:00 P.M. I quit work and Joined Officers Vadale, Chaney, Gerstley and Furman in a room - we had a little music including my mandolin and some singing. Then took a shower and wrote a letter to my sweetheart. And so the old year went out and 1919, the new year, came in. 1918 was a great year for all of us, especially including me, and probably best told in my letter #193 to Nina Kleinman to whom Im engaged and will marry as soon as I can, after returning to the good old United States of America.
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#193 Coblenz, December 31st,1918 De are st, I ~Ive above date, but were I to wait Just five minutes, it would be January 1st, 1919. Yes, the most stirring year in the history of the world is Just ending, a year filled with thrills which even a movie can never hope to emulate. Listen. There goes the first bell and now another and another as the church chimes all around are ringing out the birth of 1919. Cant you hear it? It is sweet music in my ears, for to me it is the symbol of hope for even more good fortune than in the past year. What a year it has been. When it began, the war seemed at a standstill or even a bit in Germanys favor. Russia had fallen away and America didnt seem quite ready. The Hurts transported armies from east to west and on the memorable March 21st, a day Ill never forget, they launched their gigantic offensive and succeeded in driving back the French and British. The offensive took place in stages and each one gained ground until the fateful July l~th. On July 18th the pendulum swung around. Marshal Foch, with the aid of thousands of Americans, attacked; the Huns were driven back, back, ever back. Four months saw the finish of the enemy and their complete surrender. The occupation of part of Germany has followed. What has the year done to me? Many things. Good fortune has smiled on me throughout. They say all is fair in love and war. In my case it has been all good luck in love and war. I have come through the struggle unscathed, yet I have been captured. I have kameraded, I have surrendered unconditionally to the sweetest girl in all the world. And she has graciously consented to rule me now and forever. Surely no one can point to better success this year than I. When the year opened, I was at Moreuil, a small town near Amiens. I was attached to the l~th Royal Irish Rifles and our division, the 36th (Ulster) Divlslon was enjoying its well-earned rest of about five weeks. About ten days later, we started our march east and soon found ourselves in the trenches facing the German position at St. Quentin within sight of the cathedral of that city. My leave came and I put in fourteen lovely days in Paris with A1 Barnett, two weeks of solid Joy and p lea sure. I came back to find that a reorganization of the B.E.F. was being carried out. Each division was being
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reduced from twelve to nine battalions. Our battalion was picked out to do reserve duty as a sort of entrenching battalion. We went back seven miles or so. l~or ten days I went to a Royal Army Medical School of Surgery and Sanitation, seven days at Ham, three days at Peronne. I rejoined my unit in the middle of March. March 21st came and with it the onslaught of the Germans. Our division was part of the British ~th Army. The odds were too great. Our corps of three divisions was attacked by seven Boche divisions. The 36th held its ground nobly and suffered severely as a result. The 20th division on our left a~d the l~th on our right gave way under the pressure. A break-through occurred and the llne fell back. The 23rd Entrenching Battalion, my outfit, a~d the 21st Entr. Batt. with about lO0 of the Kings Royal Riflemen and equipped with only two Lewis guns and little ammunition and with practically no support from our artillery and aeroplanes, undertook to hold the Boche back temporarily while a new line was forming behind us. The Hurts attacked us as we lay along a canal near Ham; the attack began on the 22nd. We repulsed it. Several attacks on the 23rd. We repulsed them. The 2~th opened with a heavy fog and under cover of it the Boche crossed the canal and when the fog listed they were on us in front and in flank. We had to fall back under this great pressure. We gave ground slowly, fighting a rear guard action. The French were lined up behind us and we took up positions with them. And then for several days there were fighting and retreating, fighting and retreating. Finally we came near Amiens, we were relieved and sent to Feuqui~res, a little village near Treport on the Atlantic coast. There we were received with open arms and there we spent three blissful and happy days. The l~th Royal Irish Rifles had suffered heavily. We came out ~00 strong. We had had about 1,O00. Out of thirty-two doctors in our division, ten were casualties of whom eight were captured, including Lieutenant Robinson of Cleveland; six wounded and one killed (Lieutenant Morgan of New York City). I was fortunate and escaped without more than great fatigue. Our battalion was broken up,and I was transferred to be Medical Officer in charge of the 1st Battalion Royal Inniskilling Fusiliers, a battalion of regulars who have always had a great tradition and who in this war have lived up to it. We went to Belgium and soon were in llne in sight of the cathedral of Ypres near Poelcappele. No more desolate region can be imagined. I have described it to you and sent you a sketch of it. For almost three
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months we were there, rotating from reserve to support, from support to front line, from front line to reserve. The days witnessed a continuous struggle, chiefly by artillery. Our guns never ceased. Day and night our eighteen pounders and ~ inch howitzers sent their iron rations over tO Fritz. We gave them ten for every one he gave us. The infantry was only locally active here, with a few raids and patrols. A little shooting one morning at 3:00 A.M. In the month of May almost lost you your hubby while he was making rounds of trenches. That was a close call. On June 22nd I was transferred to the A.E.F. and went leisurely to my destination. I visited Paris, dropped in on Ed at Angers and on ~illard at Tours. Then reported at Chaumont and was assigned to Evacuation Hospital #2 at Baccarat. And to Baccarat I came on July 3rd and there I stayed, except for my second leave in October, until we all left for Germany on December 10th. Baccarat was dull in comparison with my former llfe with the B.E.F. Only air raids disturbed us and they werent very dangerous. We came to Coblenz December l~th and here we are. That brings that part of my story up to date. Thats the tale of the war as it affected me ~ersonally. And now comes the r-~mance of love. 1918 will always be my shining year for twas in that twelve months that a lovely little girl promised to be my wife. She is a glrl any man would be proud to have with him at any time, a glrl of sterling quallt~es and a credit to her sex. How such a glrl accepted me is still one of Lifes Little ~ysteries. But accept ~ she did and my happiness was assured for the rest of my days. And love her: No girl ever had such a hold on me. Im bewildered, confused, intoxicated, overwhelmed, conquered. Cupids arrow made a deep cut in my heart. I have succumbed utterly and completely. I do not belleve any slave is or was so devoted as I am to this queen of the United States of America. Bhe has promised to share my future dollhouse with me, to live as I llve, to eat what I eat, through thick and thin, through joy and sorrow, through success a~d failure, till death do us part. And I promise, for my part, that I will always love and cherish her with all my heart, soul and body, and that I will be as good and true and faithful a husband to her as I can. Together we will climb to the heights. We will work and love together, love and work. And a smile
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shall be on our faces and a song in our hearts. Happiness and joy await us. Has any man ever had a finer year than lve had? Can any man say he has gained more in 1918 than I have? I defy anyone to surpass me in the conquest of a womans heart. No one can show so pure, so true, so devoted, so lovely, a flanc~e as the one to whom I now say Happy New Year, dearest, and may we soon be one: Your happy husband Lee Loads and loads of love to you dont forget Mother, Harry, Clarence, Celia, Gussie, Mortie, Adele, Stella, Mr. and Mrs. Kraus and May. Good morning, sweetheart.
January i, 1919 New Years Day, but was not here on a vacation. Instead I was swamped with patients, I only cared for medical cases plus some skin (dermatological) patients. So busy I hardly had time for myself. One thought, though, was interesting. Here I was with the American Army of Occupation in the typical German city of Coblenz. How did the German citizens act toward us? If a German or any other foreign army had been in charge of Chicago or any other American city, how would we have behaved? I do not know, but I am sure we would have felt that that army constituted an enemy force and we would have acted accordingly, with little or no friendship. But here in Coblenz, I did not notice a single act of hatred or animosity toward us. The Germans did not seem to resent us - in fact, they seemed to enjoy our visit here. They were, as we were, happy that the war was over. Shopkeepers probably were glad because Americans had money
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Happy l~ew YeaP Ca~d ( In Ge rman)
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and spent i~ freely, especially for gifts for their own families back in the United States of America. Personally, I had a bit of advantage over most of our Americans here because I took courses in German at the University of Chicago, and, while I was not an expert, I got along better with the German language than I did when I tried to carry on in France. January I, 1919 Sweetheart Mine, Happy New Year. May the year 1919 be the happiest year of your life; full of love, health, prosperity and devotion. I sincerely hope our little family will be united very soon, and that the world will never again participate in wholesale murder. Many hearts were made sorrowful as the flower of our youth fell on the battlefield. Many of our finest men have come out of the fray to be a burden to themselves and humanity because of the loss of one (or several) limbs - and to them our hearts go out as they have made the supreme sacrifice. But to our boys who went in~ did all in their power, worked and sacrificed and healed, we extend the heartiest greetings, for God has watched over them and guided them, and is sending them back to continue administering to humanity. There is a Supreme Being and His hand has been felt over the universe. Now that peace has been declared the reconstruction of land and man is taking precedence, so a great work is still to be accomplished. But if we make as much progress in this year as in last we will have every proof that we are living in the most wonderful age in history. To me the past year has been llke a fairy year in my life. It has brought me the love of the noblest man on earth, and in return I have given myself to you. I worship you above every conceivable possession. During the past year I have learned the t~ue meaning of love and the meaning of true love. Nothing could tempt me to do anything you would not approve of, nor would I hesitate to follow you to the end of the earth, so long as you would greet me at the end of my Journey. Little sweetheart I adore you. If only I could express the longing, ~and the love I feel for you. Why, boy omlne, you are my llfe, my ambition, my ideal, my sweetheart. I want an opportunity to prove my real love and to be your pal and wife.
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Sweetheart, I must break away, or Iii be late, but before closing let me hug you tightly, and tell you over and over again that I love you and am all yours, body, spirit, soul and strength. You have all of me, for I idolize you and am glad to be Your sweetheart wife Nina Coblenz, Germany, January 3, 1919 Dear Folks, I hope youll pardon my not writing you a letter since December 28th, but Ive been busy as can be. I thought wed come here to Germany and take things easy. Far from it in our line of work. Our hospital is running full tilt and weve over 1,000 patients, chiefly medical. And as I have charge of about 180 of these and have to examine, diagnose and treat all these myself you can see Ive not a moment to spare. I havent even time to read newspapers these days, and as for letters,- I simply havent written any. Cant even write home to you and to Nina - Just now and then chiefly then. Never was so busy since I Joined the army,- I mean for a long stretch such as our present
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Sorry this is so brief - Ive loads to tell you, but havent time to say anything but that Im in good health and send all of you much love. Affe c t ionat ely, Lee Smm~ a~dress. Write often.
Two social events were interesting. First came the usual New Years Military Reception; then a wonderful Military Ball. Both were described in my letter of January 7th to my flanc4e Nina Klelnman. Wednesday, January 8th The big rush of patients seemed to be lessening, though one of our patients had severe typhoid fever with a temperature of 106 Was able to get out of our hos pltal (still Evacuation Hospital #2 A.E.F., though now
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stationed in Coblenz, Germany). Managed to take a walk from our "Stein Strasse" address to the main shops, and bought fancy handkerchiefs for Nina, my mother and mother to be. Also welcomed eight more medical officers,- great relief as I had been almost killing myself with the overabundance of patients. Despite the new doctors I still wrote up histories for forty patients and this took me till 10:30 P.M. Boy, was I tired: Coblenz, Germany January 7 #2 My own sweetheart, Dearest, wont you please pardon me for not writing you more often? I try and I try to get time to send you long letters, but I simply cant find the time. And the pity of it all is Ive so much to tell you I dont know where to begin. ~ I wrote you last on New Years Eve - I dont count #1 written January 3rd - that was merely a note. And since New Years Eve, Ive received your letters of November 15, 30, December 1 - I have these to answer besides some from the big batch which arrived December 28 and 29. Im much in your debt. The note of January 3rd had a picture of me. I suppose by this time Ed is in United States as I believe he sailed on December 22nd. Possibly he,s talking to you even as I pen these lines. Dont forget to kiss him for me - Ill kiss you back plenty. As 1,11 not be able to answer all your letters tonight, Ill begin by telling you what Ive been doing this last week. Ive been working, young lady, yes, actually earning my pay. Were busier than ever before. I thought that being with the Army of Occupation was going to be a cinch - nothing like that at all. Were over 1,250 patients, and up to yesterday, I was looking after over 200 of them myself - I rebelled as I simply couldnt give these patients the attention they needed. So theyve taken away some and now I have only 150 cases to care for. And Im getting along better. Our hospital is short ten doctors -we surely naed them, too. The cases are varied -
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chiefly nephritic, typhoids, rheumatisms, trench fevers and dysenterles with a liberal sprinkling of heart and stomach and other medical cases. For a while I had charge of skin cases, too, but I got rid of these. Anyway, lm in. the wards from 8:30 A.M. to i0:00 P.M. almost every day, only taking time off for meals. But I have ~anaged to get away a few times and get some fresh air. And lve had some good times on these occasions. New Years Night was a gala night for me. The 3rd Army Officers Club opened up and gave a military hop and I went, along with Lieutenants ~urman and Gerstley, my two roommates. And, oh boy, I surely did enjoy myself at this, my first regular dance since May, IpI7. The affair was held in a large and magnificent hall, the floor was excellent, there was a military band (American) which poured out music as it should be poured, and the audience was tremendous and most brilliant. There were about i00 women altogether, mostly nurses from the five evacuation hospitals located at or near Coblenz (Nos. 2, 4, 6, p, i~). There were also some Canadian and English nurses and a few female Y.M.C.A. and Red Cross workers. Some of the nurses were very pretty and some danced well. But no one there would have disputed the fact that at this affair, unlike most civilian balls, the men easily outshone the women. Girl, there certainly was some class there. Major General Dickman, Commander of 3rd Army, was t~ere and another double-star general. Six men with single stars were in the grand march, and there were so many colonels, lieutenantcolonels and majors that the two-bars and one-bars werent in it at all. I kept falling over these big guns. During one dance, I almost b~led over a brigadier who got in my way - Im H--- on them. My roommate grabbed a girl away from the 2nd Major General. But more often big guns would come along and grab your girl away. You see, there were three men, at least, for every girl and girls were in demand. Its pretty easy for a Colonel to outrank a lieutenant and remove his lady; its not so easy for a lieutenant to return the compliment. It takes nerve. But I danced every dance didnt miss a one, and when l:O0 A.M. came along and with it the strains of Home Sweet Home, I regretfully put on my coat and cap and left the ball. I vote that night as the nicest time Ive had since I left the United States. New Years morning General Dickman held his reception at the 3rd Army Headquarters on the Rhine here in Coblenz. I never had been to one of these annual affairs, so out of curiosity, I went. But, Ill never go
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again if I can help it. Twas as cold-blooded a reception as One could imagine. All the officers got into line to go up one by one to a room with two entrances. A lieutenant stands by the General and asks you your name. You mumble Captain U and he says, in a loud voice to the General, Captain U and you shake hands with the old boy who tries to smile while giving you his hand; though after a man shakes hands with a thousand or two, the smile gets a bit mummified. No regular army life for me. That was all there was to the reception. I forgot to mention that at that dance there were many French, British and Canadian officers in addition to Americans. The Frenchmen with their dress uniforms of blue coats and red breeches were very dashing in appearance. The evening of January 3rd, Dr. Furman and I beat it downtown and took in a light opera Boccaccio at the Stadt Theater. They were supposed to play Mignon, but changed the program. The theater is the only high class one in Coblenz, seats about 750 and is rather nice. Best seats in Germany are in the first balcony, at least they charge the most for these. We coughed up five marks apiece for the best seats - can you imagine grand opera for about fifty-five cents or sixty cents? (A mark is now about twelve cents). Its ridiculously cheap. The orchestra turned out some lovely music and the cast was excellent. I thought I could understand German fairly well, but found great difficulty in following the play. Yesterday afternoon I took a short walk to town and back. Stopped at a nice little department store Coblenz is a regular place - and bought you some views of the Rhine and mailed era. Yesterday the parson came along with Red Cross Xmas boxes for each one of the patients and personnel. Mine was from Lord & Taylor and donated by the New York County Red Cross and it was really a treat. I received a big bar of peroxide soap, a bag of candy, a handkerchief, a safety razor, a pipe, and a tin of plum pudding - I then traded that last for a bar of violet soap and gave away the pipe. Oh, yes, a toothbrush and a pocket comb were also welcomed. Tonight we took another little excursion. This time we went to the Festhalle, a lovely big building situated at one end of the spacious Kaiser-Wilhelm-Ring. The Y runs a show there every night and the place was Jammed. There were fine music by the band of the 39th Infantry and some good movies. The pictures that interested me most were taken in Chicago some time ago and were views of a lot of the relatives of men in the
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A.E.F. It did me good to see all these fathers, mothers, sisters, wives and sweethearts of our boys here walk smilingly up to the camera. Many carried signs Hello~ Bob, or Merry Xmas, Son, etc. The folks wrote me they were in the film and I searched my eyes out for them but the reel was wound so rapidly I missed them. But Furman saw one card which said Ed Unger on it too bad I missed seeing who carried that. The other movie was a Fox film I saw before I left Chicago. And as we came into this spacious building, the Y.M.C.A. women told me the sad news of the death of Teddy Roosevelt. And though I voted twice for Wilson, Im shocked and grieved at this loss to the United States for Teddy was a mighty good man - few better. Did I tell you, dearest, that on December 31st I ordered Guaranty Trust Co. of New York (Paris Branch), where I have an account, to mail you a draft for $250.00? That leaves me with at least $150.00 so dont worry that Ill be short. Just invest the money in stamps or other things Just as though your own - its half yours, you know. So many things have come lately that I dont know whether I thanked you and Stella and May (and I believe Mrs. Moren) for the lovely parcel of chocolates and fruit tablets which arrived Just as the old year went out. The eats were fine and my roommate and I unanimously thank you - and, honey, I thank you some more. Sweetheart, its l:00 A.M. and I must get some sleep as Ive a lot of work for tomorrow. Wont you please excuse me now? Iii try and resume tomorrow. Good night, little glrl, be brave and keep your spirits up. It wont be long before youll be in the arms of Your loving hubby, Lee January 9 Dearest wife, Have the evenin~ at your d~sposal tonight as worked like a t~oeper today-so ~I could spare a ~ouple of hours for you. So lets draw up our chairs, or, better yet, please com~ here and sit on my lap and lets talk - and love. Yes, please put your arms around me - thats right. Girl, youre very dear to me. And now to try and answer some more of your letters. Do you know, honey, I have about thirty of yours to answer, chiefly from November, a few from the first five days of December. Today one more came, yours of November 29th. Well, here goes. Ill try and answer them in order, beginning with that of November ist. Necessarily Ill have to be a bit brief as there are so many
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things to write about. Well, kiss me again and here goes. You say I cant help you clean the china next year as my hands are too large. That shows you dont know me physically as my hands are very dainty - for a man. Wear 7~ size glove. Im not speaking, mind you, of my feet Six size shoe is my regular size, but 12s fit me much better. Glad you received the book of views from Nice and vicinity. Yes, theyll look nice in our den. Im also sending you a similar collection of views of the Rhine from Mayence to Cologne. Dearest, were going to have a wonderful den, for in addition to your knickknacks, Ive got a lot of souvenirs. Some Ive already sent home (I havent sent much to you because theres no use trucking it back to Chicago). Ive sent home a steel helmet and two black leather ones, some shoulder straps, buttons, etc. In my trunk I have an American, English, French and two German gas mas~s, about six French bayonets and swords and about six German bayonets including a saw-edged one. Also some odds and ends and two more fancy leather helmets. And from time to time I gather more Sunk. Those things will look nice in our doll home, wont they? Did you ever get the postcard I sent you from Italy? And the one from Monaco (Monte Carlo)? Yes, I made inquiries regarding my bedding roll, but couldnt locate it, nor could I receive any damages on it. Guess its a goner. Lieutenant Avery is, so far as I know, neither engaged nor married, but hes a nice bald-headed chap. The city referred to as N was Nancy - thats about forty-five miles west of Baccarat where we were located up to December lOth when we left for Germany. Thank Adele for her note to me and give her another kiss for me. She must be getting to be a big girl now. By the way, dear, wont you please send me a list of birthdays and anniversary of mother, Harry, Clarence and the others. I sent you a Chicago list, as you requested. Mays and Stellas, too. Yes, were officially engaged. Isnt it wonderful? Id never have thought Id be in this delightful position two years ago - as I didnt give marriage much of a consideration then. For one thing, I couldnt afford to even think of marriage. I received your clippings of announcement in the New York Herald and Times and also one from dad. And received a nice letter of congratulations all over again from Dad and Mother. The wording is O.K. I hereby officially and affectionately approve of it.
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Glad the Guaranty Trust Co. is O.K., though I wasnt afraid of the little I have there. As I wrote in my last, I ordered them on December 31st to mail you a draft for $2~0.00o Let me know when the draft comes, wont you? That leaves me with about 600 francs in the bank and about 600 francs with me - more than enough as my expenses are small and my pay comes in regularly on the 31st of each month (except February, April, June, September and November). ~o you wear skirts when bathing. They dont at Nice nor at Boulogne nor at other French places. At first I didnt think it was right for girls to wear these tight one-piece mens suits, but later on I became reconciled to them. As the F~ench say, why not? You go to swim and you cant swim as well with skirts as without, and stockings and shoes are nuisances in the water. Im liberal minded - yes, and Ill admit that a pretty glrl in one of these abbreviated costumes is very attractive in my eyes. No, I didnt wear sunglasses on the beach, though I kept my eyes peeled and dont think I missed anything. Between you and me, honey, I think the mens costumes were far more immodest than those of your sex. That was a wonderful fake victory day you had on November 7th, but I guess November llth was the real day. Did Clarence and Mortie celebrate both days or did they limit the spirits to the 7th only? And so you got stewed, almost. I cant blame you - Id have been right there with you if I had been in New York on that llth day of November. You must let me take you to Churchills when I get back. It must be a regular place, from what you say. Did Miss Buchanan ever hear from Colonel~Dent? What do you mean by letting twenty or thirty men kiss you on Peace Day? Young lady, Ill take you over my knees and chastise you Dont you know your kisses are reserved for me? But Ill forgive you - only Im glad there arent any more Armistice Days. Going to celebrate the day when peace is signed in a similar way? Let me know at once so I can do some on my own hook over here - this is most important. When peace is signed, I guess Ill try to kiss all the nurses. Cant kiss any other women around here as nothing but Germans around and no social relations between them and us are permitted. A United States captain, was arrested a couple of nights ago for having a fraulein in his auto and hes due for a court-martial, I think. The order is very strictly enforced. Are you still working on War Work? Dont overdo it, honey. And you ought to get some exercise. Dont
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you go swimming any more? You know I want you at your best. No, dearest, the reports that first over, first back are not true. You can see by the lineup of the Army of Occupation that it is made up of the veteran divisions, llke the first, second, forty-second and twenty-sixth. Dont know when Iii be home. As the English say, I havent the foggiest notion. Still I hope to be among those who see the Statue of Liberty before next July. We received about eight new doctors today and among them one who was on the way to Brest to go to the United States, but had his orders changed en route and is here instead. Hard luck for him, but we surely need all of them here and now, perhaps, I can take things a little easy and see some of the beautiful sights all around here. Funny that the cable company should have said they refused your cable to me on that day of victory for, as I wrote you, I received it O.K. on November 20th. About informing A.F. of your quitting work, ld ~o easy on that, if I were you. You know, the wars not over yet, Berlin is having daily street fighting, and the Lord only knows when Iii be home. III cable you before I sail and that will give you plenty of time. Your Xmas letter, which Ive already answered, is charming, honey; it cant be beaten. 0nly your letter of acceptance overtops it. I have that Xmas message in front of me again - I cant get enough of it. The letter you received from the War Work campaign is great: Its as good as a D.S.C. for it shows youve done well. And Im proud of you, dear. Heres another big kiss for the good work youve done. You did right in answering Joe U. that he was not to be best man at the wedding. I want Ed, if possible. Hope he can come. Ill bet the rascal is kissing you as I write this. Im green with envy at even the thought of Ed there at your home. Though I dont begrudge Eds going home at all. I believe hed prefer to have come with me to Germany. Your letter of November 18th takes me by storm, dearest, for your love stands out in big red letters, and you call for me so piteously that I cant say how deeply moved I am on reading and rereading it. God has been very good in that He has given you to me, you with your pure and wholesome love. And He knows that you are the only girl in the world whom I love and I love you madly and wildly. You say that electricity is shooting through you and that you tingle from head to toe and want to know if that feeling is passion. Yes, sweetheart, it is, its the call of the mate; it is the same feeling I have for you. Even now, as I write this, Im
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aflame with the wildest desire to have you in my arms. I want to crush you to me in a fierce embrace. Lights Out is correct. It will always be that with us. No, honey, passion such as we bear one another, that between man and wife, is not immodest. It is natural and wholesome and I frankly tell you that tonight lm boiling over with it. If I had you here now, ld be apt to be very brutal and savage with you and ld eat you alive. Sweetheart, lm crazy to be in your arms and to feel you next to me. I want to put my head on your breast and to feel your fingers running through my hair and to hear the beating of the heart thats pounding in response to mine. Girl, girl, I want you badly and IIi come to you as soon as Uncle Sam will let me. Nothing exciting around here in the last couple of days, nothing but work and plenty of it, too. But I managed yesterday to take an hour stroll to town and bought five handkerchiefs in a pretty shop on SchlossStrasse near the Kaisers palace - one each for you, Mother, Sarah, Marie and my New York Mother. I enclose the two for you and Mother; the one with the squares in the corner for you. Please give the other to Mother and tell her her new son-in-law sends much love with it. Good night, dearest. Its late and lm going to hit the hay tout de suite or sehr schnell. I still have your letters from November 20th to December 5th to answer and will do so soon as i can. Heres a big load of kisses and hugs for my dearest dear from Your loving hubby, Lee Am sending you also some Stars & Stripes and Paris editions of New York Herald and Daily Mail. January 8 I should have added that at that dance the Prince of Wales was dancing with a pretty American Red Cross Secretary. The prince was a slender chap and wore the uniform of a British Captain. A brash young American lieutenant cut in and took his girl from him. I wa~ sure that neither this chap nor that girl realized that that British captain was Edward, Prince of Wales, who later became King Edward VIII
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and who still later fell in love with Wally Simpson and made his famous abdication speech from his throne -- for the woman he married "at long last." That night my roommate, Lieutenant Gerstley, was talking to the Prince when I nudged Gerstley. Gerstley promptly said to the prince, "Your Majesty, or what do I call you? I want you to meet Captain Unger." The prince and I shook hands and he seemed interested when I told him I had spent almost a year as medical officer with the 36th British Division (Ulster) and was with that division in the battles of Cambral and St. Quentin and two in Belgium. I should add that Edward was a handsome boy with healthy, rosy cheeks and blue eyes and light, almost reddish hair and very pleasant. He wore ten ribbons on his uniform, one the Military Cross. IYears later, I had the pleasure of again meeting Edward, then the Duke of Windsor, and his wife Wally. We were fellow passengers on the S.S. United States. I was delighted to be able to introduce my wife Nina and my lovely granddaughter Nancy to these two illustrious passengers. They were both quite cordial; personally, I thought Edward was better looking than WallyoS Sunday, January 6th Things were less hectic at the hospital and Avery, Furman and I took in a fine opera "Mignon" at the Stadt Theater.
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days ago and though there are several of your letters missing, I didnt get one from you or Ed. And, honey, I was so lonesome for you. Mother asked me to stamp some towels and all the time I was marking U on each, a little thrill went through me as I thought that you would use those same towels, and that it would all come to pass when we were in our little nest where you and I would have a kingdom of our own, and where we could love to our hearts content. Oh, boy, it is so much to look forward to. After Mother went to bed, I felt that I had to come close to you, so I pulled out your letters and read them. The letter written just a year ago was delightful as it told of your love in single, beautiful phrases. I read that through twice and then reread the one before that. It was written the last day of the year and you quoted part of your diary. It was all so interesting and the fact that you spent the last hours in the old year with me (in spirit) again filled my heart with Joy. Honey, I sat for a long time thinking of the war and what it really meant for you. It brought you adventure, for which every man craves. Opportunity to travel and further your studies professionally. Money - as it would have taken you several years to have saved so much. Love - which gives us both an incentive for higher ideals. What a wonderful year it has been. What a difference the war has made. Today when looking through the safe, I put my papers together. We have $515 in war savings stamps and $250.00 in bonds. It is the first time in my life I ever saved $350.00 in so short a time. You surely ought to be proud of your influence. Tell me, dear, can you save money? I always spend too much on others. Honey, the doorbell Just rang like mad and the mailman handed me four postals and two letters. Oh, boy, lm so glad they came as I felt blue all day. The letters referred to are #178 and 179 enclosing letter from Ruth Unger. Shall answer Ruths letter before going to bed. The postals are very pretty and so is the Xmas card you sent me. When I was a kid, I played checkers, but not since. You may teach me providing you dont win every game. lm not the champion of New York so you need not display your skill. And as I have no board to practice on, I will have to practice with you. What shall we play for? If I win, you must give yourself to me and if you win, I will give myself to you. Lets pretend I won.
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Close your eyes, dearest. Now Ill take off your collar as It annoys me and I turn down the band of your shirt. Then I put my arms about you, sit in your lap and kiss your eyes and nose and mouth. No, dont open your eyes, honey. Then I tousle your hair. Now I tease you by taking some of my hair and tickling you in the ear You Jump so that I almost fall. Then for revenge, you grasp me tightly and kiss me viciously. I break away and remind you that you arent playing fair as I won the game of checkers. I run away and when I return, Im quite comfortable. It doesnt take you long to find that out, but as your arms go about me and your fingers tickle my ribs, I slap your hands and tell you to behave. I turn up your sleeves and run my hand up the arms as I kiss you many times. Then, as you turn your face for me, I Jump up and run away. When you realize what Ive done, you run after me - too late. Im locked in the bathroom and laughing at you. I take my bath and come out, but as soon as the door is unlocked, you grab me (as you have been waiting outside the door). Oh, boy, dont. You are squeezing me. You soon let me go and I laugh and run into our room and then into bed (negligee, slippers and all) and though Im covered head to foot, you get me and I cry for mercy. Soon you join me and I pretend to be fast asleep. You dont move for fear of disturbing me, but as soon as I think youre asleep I burst out laughing. Oh boy, what you do to me then. You actually hurt and Im licked - down for the count. But, honey, Im so happy. Its been a wonderful game of checkers. Am glad you are not sending any of your loot here as it would be additional expense to reship. Really, honey, you are so thoughtful of all details. You are simply wonderful in every way, and I realize more every day what a blessing you are. Am glad you are sending the souvenirs directly to Chicago as that is the only sensible thing to do. They will look flne in your den or office. Please tell Captain Rau that I agree with him that you are a flrst-class crook,as you have stolen my heart and by so doing have made me the happiest glrl in the world. Your experience with your dancing shoes was funny. Yes, honey, Ill teach you how to reverse, though some little French glrl may cheat me out of ~y Job - eh? Teaching dancing is my speciality, though I dont know what a ballroom looks llke any more. Came very near winning several prizes, but never won any. At one affair I danced twenty-f lye minutes without stopping. There were only two couples on the floor - the other ~euple got the prize and they deserved it.
Honey, I adore you and am longing for your kisses and caresses. Im simply made to be in your arms and to feel your kisses. ~y heart is yearning to be close to you. I want to be your wife in body and soul and comfort and sympathy. Boy, you are my honey, my own little sweetheart and I am Your true worshiping wife, Nina Honey, Id give anything to throw my arms about you and cover you with kisses. Lee, Lee, I love you. January 8, 1919 Dearest dear, Cant you possibly come here for a little while? Honey, honey, Im so lonesome for you. Something very depressing has overtaken me. It is so annoying and I know it isnt your fault that no mail has come. Still I have absolutely no control over my feelings. Oh boy, how I love you. I have no desire except to be near you so that I might touch your hands, kiss your eyelids when you are tired at night and caress you in the moonlight. By day I want to be your pal, to share your thoughts and trials. Darling, you mean so much to me. My heart is beating rapidly and an electric current is passing through my whole diaphragm. If only I could be with you for a little while - Just till I quieted down. Lee dear, Im glad youre with the 3rd Army of Occupation. Glad that so much honor has come your way, and that you were given the opportunity to see Germany as well as England, France, Belgium and Italy, but Im lonesome and sincerely hope you will soon be released from service abroad. All business down here has been stopped because of Roosevelts funeral. The Exchange closed at 12:30. This morning it snowed quite hard, but it is cold and clear now and the sun is shining. Shall meet Stella and go over to her cousin in Brooklyn. Suppose well go knee-deep in mud, but anything is better than my own company tonight as Im entirely too morose to be left alone. It is one of those days when May looks at me, shakes her head and says, You poor lovesick kitten. Darling, I love you very, very much and want you badly. If only I could throw my arms about you and kiss you again and again and again I could get off this awful lonesomeness and longing. Honey, how soon will you come to the United States and how soon thereafter will we be married? My answer
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is Im ready now to be your wife and am only waiting for you to come and get me. All my life Ive been waiting~ so come, honey, come and claim Your lone some sweetheart, Nina
January 12 Dearest Sweetheart, A peaceful Sunday afternoon and an opportunity to write you again after a stormy period of three days when I could hardly sit down for a moment. But more of that later. I first of all want to answer your letters. In my last one, I tried to answer those of yours from November 1st to November 19th. Ill begin today from that of November 20th. The latest one, of December 12th, came today and those of December 6, 8, and lO yesterday. Oh, honey, you are a Jewel to be so faithful and your letters reach into my very heart and soul. They are just what I need, Just what the doctor prescribes for my delicate case of love-itis. Im desperately ill of that dread disease, and I dont want to ever be cured. First of all, dad enclosed a letter you wrote him on November 2nd and he said he was delighted with it. But I want to correct one misunderstanding you have about me. I dont object to your writing me on a typewriter and by all means type your letters to me. All I said to you was that those written in the still of night in your own room appealed to me as your best because they showed me your heart and soul more clearly and frankly than those written in the busy atmosphere of your office. Isnt that natural, honey? I know I have to be all alone to write a decent letter and I can always write you best at night. I dont know why exactly, perhaps its because I miss you most then. And for some reason you are doubtless affected in similar fashion. So may I suggest this, honey? In the future write me all the newsy letters on your typewriter in your office time; and the real confidential and loving messages at home. How does that strike you? I hope that arrangement wont be for long. That dream of yours about my home coming and our dollhouse is beautiful. Happiness radiated from both of us as we lay in each others arms. If only it would soon come true. Your (our) gifts seem to be piling up. I note youve received a relish set from Breyers. Im glad you thanked them for both of us. And note also that the beaded bag
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I sent you from Baccarat has come. Yes, I think its pretty, too, and am delighted it appeals to you as it did to me. Honey, is there anything especially that you want me to get, either here or in France? Dont be bashful - just speak up - remember you and I are one and everything I have belongs to you. Of course, Im in Germany now and cant buy French articles, but expect well pass through France before we go back. Please let me know what I can send you. We were pretty lucky to get those cordial glasses home O.K. One of our nurses sent a set home from Baccarat and all but two were broken in transit. And thanks very much for the two Xmas cards. I also received one each from Stella, May and Mr. and Mrs. Moren. I didnt get any from Chicago, but then they havent got that habit - they never send Xmas cards and, for that matter, neither do I. Though I did mail a few this year - written in Germa~ - I hope you get the one I sent you. Honey, your letter of November 2~th made my heart ache. In it you tell how busy you were getting your linens, etc. ready, having your trunk fixed up, listing your outfit, etc. - all in anticipation of my speedy home coming: That letter came to me here in Germany with the Army of Occupation, with practically no hope of getting home before June, at the earliest. Can you realize how that letter hurt me? It was torture. I could picture you bustling around, working like a trooper, getting things ready for my home coming; and here I am, further away from you than before. I seldom get a real fit of the blues, but when I read that, I felt something grip me and almost choke me and I longed to fly to you and hold you to me. Im better now and sane again, but for a while I was almost wild with a desire to crush you against my breast and to taste of your lips again and again. But, honey, dont get an elaborate trousseau. Please dont ~ it isnt necessary at all. When we can afford to, I want the pleasure of buying all these things with you. And if you get a lot of personal effects, youll absolutely put your hubby in the shade. ~ny, Ive not got enough civilian attire, etc. to fill a suitcase. Another thing. Did you ever know you are marrying a savage who knows practically nothing of the uses of a dress suit or tuxedo? I only had on a dress suit once in my life - at a nurses graduation reception and never have worn a stovepipe hat. You can see what you have in prospect. Never owned a dress suit - borrowed the one I wore once from Sam Solomon - a pretty near-flt it was, too. Please dont overwork sewing and fixing up a
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lot of linens, etc. Remember Im used to living like a barbarian, so I wont be hard to please. Really, with you by my side, I could be most happy living in a dugout, even one thirty-forty feet underground, as the one was at Wieltje, Belgium, which I described in my letters of .last May (1918). That must be a splendid gift Dad and Mother sent us. Sterling silver knives and forks. Gee, therell be class to our little home, wont there? Am glad you thanked them. Ill do the same in my next letter to them. You ask if meningitis is contagious. There are several kinds of meningitis. The one class I was taking care of is called Epidemic Meningitis and is the most frequent variety and is contagious in the same way diphtheria or influenza are - by contact with the secretions of nose and mouth, chiefly of nose in the case of meningitis. Its a severe disease and I shouldnt llke to have it. However, Ive handled many cases and guess Im immune to it. Glad Frieda S.received my letter. It certainly is nice of her and your other friends to send you gifts like tablecloths and luncheon doilies. I have a h~rd time spelling that last word. Also show towels. Youll add my thanks, wont you? You know, honey, its awfully hard for me to act correctly in these matters as Im so far away and mail is so uncertain. Its a good thing youre there to guide the helm. I rely on you to get me out of all scraps for not acknowledging gifts - I suppose Im in many already. That reminds me of a German sign I saw downtown announcing that Miss So-&-So the noted American songstress would sing tonight at the Apollo Theatre. That struck me funny. Once more about my going to Chicago first before the wedding. In all your letters you urge me to do that as its my duty to please my parents and not to come to New York until just before the wedding. And I want to repeat that on receipt of your letter, I immediately wrote home and left this up to them. I hinted that it wouldnt make me angry a bit if they decided to come to New York to see me land and then have a speedy wedding. But I left it up to them and told them to make up their minds and then let you know - and me, too. Regarding the second point, that I should not come to you first and then go back single to Chicago, I appreciate and sympathize with your point of view. You are afraid to be with me unless were man and wife. That is a powerful plea and Ive given it much thought. A lot depends on Uncle Sam. If he should land me anywhere else in the United States but New York, that plea may not be necessary. But if he wills that I enter the
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harbor of the Statue of Liberty, -well, Im human, too, and I know Id not be able to deprive myself of the opportunity to call on you. I couldnt, honey, please dont ask me not to come. Why, Ive called out for you so often in these past months, and yet you tell me I shouldnt come under these circumstances. I cant grant your plea. If I land in New York, Ill fly to you as fast as I can. And abolish your fears, sweetheart, you and I are not children. You ~eed not be afraid. We will kiss and well hug as long as we like, wont we, little Nina. Youre not frightened at that, are you? I think I can control myself and I think you can also. So away all fears. Let us fly into each others arms as soon as possible. Viva the day of reunion: Viva Nina Kleinman: May we meet soon: Dont think I dont appreciate the noble spirit in which you tell me that Dad and Mother come first and you second. Honey, I love you more than ever for your unselfishness. You are far too good for me, and no man in the world ever drew so lucky a prize as I. Glad you had a good Thanksgiving Day spread. We did also. Hope your Xmas meal was as good as ours. We had a peach of a dinner on that day, though nothing to brag about on New Years Day. But when you speak of grapefruit, celery, duck and chicken and mince pie you make my mouth water. Yes, I like mince pie - and heres a tip - lm very fond of lemon cream and apple pie, and lm a bear on chocolate cake. Havent had a piece of chocolate cake since I left United States of America almost nineteen months ago. Please, honey, have one for me when you see my boat in the distance. From eats to finances is but a step, so lets delve into that matter a little. Your letter of November 28th acquaints me with the fact that, after all my resolutions that I wouldnt marry an heiress, here I am plunging headlong into an alliance with one. I had no idea you were well to do. You make me feel more llke a broker now that I know youre wealthy. Why, girl, with your money and mine, things will be easy sailing with us. You say you have about $1,350.00 in cash, bonds and stamps (including the ~00.00 I sent you) and will get $200.00 more from the boys and about $1,000.00 from mother - good Lord, youre a millionalress. Thats about $2,500.00. Lets see how I stand. To date Ive sent home $2,0~0.00 in drafts or in allotments (I allot $100.00 each month, began July 1918). I Just sent you a draft, through Guaranty Trust Co., of $2~0.00. I have about $250.00 more with me and at bank in Paris. I dont know exactly how I stand at home. I think Joe paid my $1,000.00 debt to Grandmother.
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He also has paid two years premiums on my $5,000.00 Mutual Life policy (about $220.00 plus $150.00 for extra war risk - maybe Ill get that refunded - about $370.00). Also had given mother $25.00 a month for me, or about $~50.00 in eighteen months and has paid incidentals such as storage on my office furniture, subscriptions to medical societies and magazines, amounting to about $50.00 or so, probably $75.00. He has purchased $300.00 worth of Peerless Stock. I figure he ought to have very little spare cash, if any. But from now on, he o.ught to put away for me at least $70.00 a month, say $400.00 in the next six months. Enough of this financial matter. No, Lieutenant ~cNeil came from Texas, though he is a graduate of Johns Hopkins. We all miss him. His initials were Herbert L., I believe. Did I tell you, honey, that we all got Xmas boxes through the Red Cross, doctors, nurses, men and patients? You should have seen the nurses when they opened up their packages and found in each a razor, a pipe and shaving stick. Twas awfully funny. Nurses went around and offered to trade away any of these for a piece of soap or what have you. One nurse presented me with her shaving stock; Ive a big supply now. And now for what your hubby has been doing in the last three days. Well, January lOth was a most busy day for me, and I didnt get through working in the wards until almost ll:O0 P.E~.; I came back so tired I hit the hay tout de suite. I had to write up a lot of cases and examined at least fifty patients that day. A new doctor, Lieutenant McLaughlin, took over one of my wards leaving me with ouly lO0 patients. That was a relief. Yesterday, the llth, was another big day. In the morning about eighty patients left by ambulance for the train which is to take them back to a base hospital and probably to the United States. We are sending back only men who will probably not be fit for duty before two months, and most of these patients were mine (fiftysix of them), chiefly nephritics, chronic rheumatisms and hearts and dysenteries. None of my typhoid patients was quite well enough to make such a long trip, so Im holding them for awhile. When I went through the wards the day before and told the men selected that they were going back, probably to the United States of America, I felt like Santa Claus as the men were wild with joy. Home! It means so much to all of us and those sick men wanted to go home. Their faces lit up with the smile that wont come off. Those who werent selected surged around me. Say, doc, one said, Ive
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got acute nephritis. Wont that take me home? And when I shook hands and said good-by to these men, I surely did want to have a label put on me, too - back to the United States of America. But no chance. Medical officers are needed here, at least at this hospital. But last night was the big night. About ~:00 P.M. I grew restless. The thought of another meal at our mess, with its absence of frills and ever similar foods made me long for variety. So I kidnapped Lieutenant Avery and we beat it from the hospital about 5:30 P.M. and made for the new restaurant for officers run by the Y.m.C.A. on ~2 Rizzi-Strasse. There for four marks apiece (about forty-elght cents) we had an excellent dinner of soup, roast beef, potatoes, Brussels sprouts and a pastry whose name Ive forgotten, though Ive eaten lots of em in the states. Its a cone-shaped cake made with butter douEh and filled with whipped cream. Cant think of the name. Im all out of practice on that kind of stuff. Met an officer there who told us there was going to be a dance at the 3rd Army Headquarters Club (the same place where the dance on New Years Night was held) and that the Prince of Wales was going to attend. Those two attractions were enough. I beat it down to this club, forked up twenty marks for my dues for the month, and then hastened back to the hospital to put on my good clothes. I never have to worry much about a selection. I have two suits, the one I left the United States in and its pretty decrepit, thank you, and the one I had made in Paris last June which is more presentable. And exchanged my hobnails for my garrison shoes. That process of dressing consumed five and a half minutes, then back I went to the dance alone; Avery wouldnt go as he doesnt dance. I got there at the beautiful hall Just as the fine military band of the 39th Infantry struck up for the first dance. Almost the first chap I saw on the floor I recognized at once. He was a boy in the uniform of an English captain with his three pips on each shoulder. Yes, you guessed it. He was the Prince of Wales, next King of England and the rest of the British Empire. But to see him dance and mix and laugh one would never have thought he was other than the usual type of British officer. He scarcely missed a dance and there were few more graceful dancers on the floor. He seemed to derive real Joy. He danced with many different girls, but there was one lovely American Red Cross Secretary who seemed to charm him for he danced almost every other one with her. But she was pretty. It must have been a big night for her.
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The audience was, otherwise, not quite so brilliant as that of New Years night. That was chiefly because of the scarcity of women there. A recent order forbids United States nurses going to any dances in this area other than those in their own hospitals. So they had to send down a special train to Treves (Trier) to get up a load of Red Cross Canteen workers and telephon~ girls. But, all in all, including about ten Canadian nurses and some United States Y.M.C.A. and Red Cross workers and a few Y.M.C.A. theatrical stars, there werent more than seventy-five women. And it was a wild scramble for partners on the part of the 500 or more officers who attended. At first only the high officers were dancing, the rest of us adorning the wall and looking foolish. But pretty soon we individually resolved that rank had no place at a social affair, and we began cutting in on the generals and colonels and majors. And pretty soon the lieutenants and captains were dancing away, I among them. Gee, it was a wild game, though. The cut in rule was in effect and youd seldom get more than halfway around the hall before some other chap would tap you on the back and walk off with your lady. Then youd lie in wait for somebody elses mademoiselle. Of course, if you had one of those non-turners for a partner, you werent pestered much. No one wanted to take that kind away from you, though you wanted em to do so. There was an American Indian girl there, too, a Y entertainer by the name of Tchinina - a very pretty girl, copper-colored and dressed in the full regalia of her race including the sash around her black hair which hung down. Her dress was a pretty thing with beads and everything; thats a good description, isnt it, especially the everything. She had on Indian Moccasins and you had to be pretty careful when you danced so as not to hurt her tootsles. She spoke English perfectly, was born in Oklahoma and went to a government school there and is here singing and dancing for the Y. I had three-four dances with her as I liked her conversation, even though she was president of the non-turners. Lord, how I worked trying to swing her around. It couldnt be done: The person who designed the uniforms of the canteen workers ought to be shot. In their loose-fitting light blue dresses that looked like kimonos, they looked more like a bunch of kitchen maids than anything else imaginable. Its a horrible uniform, just the reverse of the neat one worn by a Red Cross Secretary. Today (its now midnight) has been another busy day. Worked in the wards in the A.M. and am glad to say some
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more doctors have come, making ten or twelve new ones, and now I only care for eighty beds and only have twenty patients in them, chiefly typhoids. And from now on you can bet Im going to get out and see as much of Coblenz and surroundings as I can. With this in view, Avery, Furman and I beat it down to the Stadt Theater tonight to see Faust. We found that Mignon had been substituted, but the latter opera was perfectly beautiful. The tones are very pleasing, the cast was fairly good and the orchestra excellent. General Dickman and a French General occupied the royal box tonight. We sat in the box next to them. You can be a sport here in Coblenz for five marks (sixty cents). A funny thing happened at the opera. At the end of the third act, the heroine Mignon was caught in a fire and was brought in and laid on the floor. I thought she was dead and, if so, the opera must be over. So we got our coats and hats and started to go. But found that the citizens were sticking around and so we did, too. Lucky for us as there was another act. Another funny thing on the way up. We started late and had to walk pretty fast. Furman and I take big steps. Averys small and pretty soon he fell behind us. Then up piped Avery: Say, what am I supposed to be, the orderly? That struck my funny bo~e, all right. Poor old Avery, we all pick on him. Had some pictures taken at a German place on January 1st and got them today. I dont llke them, but enclose one for your approval. The A we all wear now is the insignia of the 3rd Army (Army of Occupation) of which were members. Its a deep blue piece of felt with a red ring and a white A inside the ring. The 3rd service chevrons I hoisted December 23rd. Will probably have at least four before I get home. Hope no more than that. Dearest little girl, its very late and this is a long letter. I dont want to weary you and, besides, Im tired. Good night, sweetheart, and loads and loads of love to you from Your loving hubby, Lee Millions of kisses, Nina, and love to all. January 13, 1919 Dearest Little Soldier Boy:With your permission Ill rush a few lines on the machine. It seems I get less and less time each day even to eat. Theres only one advantage to this Job,
and that is one never gets bored, as there is always something interesting, fascinating or new about the work. Honey, I wonder if your work is as interesting as mine. Sometimes I lose patience with my employer, but the Job has its advantages. However, my dreams are all of my next Job. You ask what my next Job will be? May I suggest it to you? Of course, you are my employer. My salary is a meal ticket and kisses for dessert. For meals Ill have companionship. For recreation Ill have caresses. My hours will be twenty-four a day - each one full of love and life for Ill be the housekeeper, (heart-keeper) pal, wife, and helpmate of the best little hubby in all the world. Just think, darling, well have a nice little four-room dollhouse where well have our own little kingdom. Ill be your subject, and youll reign supreme. If we have any offsprings, theyll be our subjects in our dominion and we will have the bestest little kingdom in all the land. Oh, honey, I wish you were home. Im so lonesome for you - I want our dollhouse, and lonesome for the love and caresses which you have for me. Please, hubby, come here and kiss me - cant you see how lonesome I am? Boy, boy, Im just madly in love with you. If you dont come soon, Im afraid Ill be tempted to fly to you. Please, please, boy, take me in your arms and hug me tightly. Thats it - dont stop. I feel it all now - just as if you were here. Darling, I do hope they will send you back home with the Third Army of Occupation as I understand they will soon return. Please, dearest, hypnotize some officer of rank so that he will send you back among the first. All send love. May and Stella send kindest regards. Mays birthday is on Wednesday and we will all go out to celebrate - its her blow. With loads and loads of kisses and hugs and all my love, I am, now and always shall be, Your own sweetheart wife, Nina. Darling I adore you. January 13 Dear Folks, Sorry I cant write more often, but have been busy as the dickens and simply couldnt do more than write some postals. Received Pas and Mas letter of November llth - some letter, too, and I thank you both for it. November llth was surely a great day.
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Note in Joes letter that the allotment of $100.00 for November came. Have you received all now from Jul~ on? Also note Joe is paying my insurance premium of $110.O0. Tell me, ought I be married in uniform? Is that the style? For one thing, I have no civilian attire worth a darn and I have a uniform fairly presentable. Gee, I wouldnt know what to do in a dress suit - only wore one once in my life. Im scared to death even at the thought of it. Im used to the uniform; wont know how to act without it. I still wear the one I left with over nineteen months ago, but its pretty decrepit now. ~y other suit (my entire wardrobe is not very extemsive) is the one I had made in Paris last June and is the one I wore when the enclosed picture was taken January 1st at a German place on SchlossStrasse near the ex-Kalsers palace. The 3rd service stripe I hoisted on December 23rd (eighteen months from day of sailing). Lot of 3 stripers around here as all the veteran divisions, the first, second and fortysecond, are here with us, but Im the only 3 striper in our unit. Another chap, my roommate, Lieutenant Furman, will get his 3rd soon. The rest of this outfit just put on their second - for Evacuation Hospital #2 sailed from Hoboken on January V, 1918. Funny thing is that they reached Paris on January 29th, the night of a fierce air raid; A1 Barnett and I were in Paris at the same time on our first vacation. Work has been most strenuous and Ive been in the wards most every day from early morning till ten or eleven at night. At first I had 220 patients to look after. Then new doctors kept coming io (we have ten or twelve new ones now) and soon I had only 150; that was reduced to eighty (my present number), that is, a possible eighty if all the beds are filled. As a matter of fact, Im now down to twelve typholds and two suspect typholds and one nephritis. The rest of my beds are empty. May they stay empty. A funny thing happened today. A lieutenant came in and complained that though he was a case of suspect diphtheria, his orderly had received his antitoxin. ~istakes will happen. Thats about all thats new. The coming of all these new officers makes it look as though wed be here for months yet. Ill be satisfied if I get home by June. I suppose Ed is home now as the last letter I had from him was dated December 20th and he said he was sailing in a day or two. Ill bet you had some grand reunion all right.
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Gee, I owe so many letters Im ashamed of myself. Cant be helped. Hope to catch up soon. Well, bon soir, or gute nacht, ~as they say in this country. Loads of love to all and write often. Affectionate ly, Lee Wednesday, January I% Did a chest puncture on one of my patients; also found all my typhoid patients were doing well. However, I have fifteen soldiers here, all with typhoid fever. Also four with nephritis (a severe disease affecting the kidneys). Cases are piling up as we had 1,~00 patients in our hospital that day. Since we received more medical officers, our patients were well taken care of. Monday, January 20 Was sick as a dog because yesterday I received an injection of Typhoid-Paratyphoid vaccine. I had fever all night and chills and a very sore arm - this very similar to what happened to me tw~e while I was an interne at Cook County Hospital back in Chicago. Despite this, I did care for patients with sore throats. January 16 Dear Folks, First of all, I want to send my heartiest congratulations to Grandma H on her birthday on February 5th, and to Ed on his of February 8th if hes home with you, and lots of love and good wishes go along. And also please give my greetings to Grandma U on her 90th birthday and please send me her address. Ive lost it so cant write. Received Pas letters of December 16th and 20th and Pauls of December 9th. Paul doesnt write me as often
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as he used to. And Joe writes me about once in four or six weeks. Wish theyd write more often. Twas all right as long as Ed was over here and we used to exchange letters. In that way I heard from home twice as often as I do now. And, for my part, I write every two-three days, though I havent always been able to keep that up. I suppose Ed is with you by now as I havent had a line from him since December 20th. So Pauls still a soldier; an acting corporal hum: Has he got any stripes up? Delighted to know both Will and Blanche are well now. They surely must have had their troubles. Whats Joe U. doing now? Glad to know allotments coming along nicely. You should get $100.00 a month regularly from July 1st, 1918 to June 30, 1919. So my office is still vacant. Id like to get it again, all right, but my home coming is so indefinite its no use your paying rent on the office. But when you get my cable that Im coming, please take an option on it or tell him to hold it. Of course, dont rent it definitely as my coming to the United States may be months before my discharge. And now I want to thank you ever so much for the beautiful gift you sent to Nina and me. Nina writes that the knives and forks are wonderfully pretty. Shes delighted with the gift and though I haveot seen the set, Im very grateful to you for your kindness and generosity. Also received 100 two-cent stamps thanks. Ive sent you lots of souvenirs, etc. and hope they came. One was a nice cane for dad. Did that arrive? Others were a helmet (steel) and a lot of papers, etc. Also sent some toys to Eugene on November 30th. No, the parcel you sent me for Xmas hasnt come yet. Glad Mother got the silk handkerchief. Did Marie and Sarah get theirs? I sent Nina a beaded bag for Xmas. She likes it. Would have sent Mother one also, only I heard Ed sent her one. Mailed her another handkerchief the other day, a German one this time, Just for variety. Also sent one each to Nina, Marie, Sarah and Mrs. Kleinman. Mail continues to be good lately. Have received several more from Nina. Shes very faithful. Of course shes much disappointed that I was sent with the 3rd Army to Germany instead of home. Another delay in our wedding. Well be lucky if we meet again by June or July. Of course, theres one advantage in staying away a while or rather several, I should say. lm getting more experience every day, especially as a diagnostician (internist). For example, lve handled more meningitis cases here than ld see in a lifetime in the United States, and typhoids and nephritics and other cases are
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plentiful here. Its very interesting work and is leading me away from surgery and into the realm of medicine. I dont know which Ill choose as Ive handled both kinds and like era both. Shall I toss a coin? Or let Fate decide? Also had a letter from Sam today dated October 29th, but the censor made hash out of it and I couldnt make sense out of it except that it was cold and dreary where he was and mail was conspicuous by its absence. Poor chap has my sympathy. Hes liable to get home any year now. Gee, Id hate to be transferred to the A.E.F. in Siberia as he was. The weather turned lovely today and the sun was out strong. All day long aeroplanes were skylarking overhead, beautiful sight. The day was a pleasant change for weve been here thirty-three days now and its rained part of, at least, twenty-five of them. So a perfect day is rare and doubly enjoyable on that account. Nina sent me another diary - thats the third since I left Chicago. Ive kept up right along, ever since I left the old depot where you were all gathered. Lord, how long ago that seems to me, though its only nineteen and a half months; but Ive been through such a varied experience ~ince then that my life seems to have started on that 6th day of June, 1917. Enclose a receipt for fifteen pfennigs on streetcar line here - about two cents in American money. Its a one-track line like the old Robey Street line was. Well, must hit hay as its almost midnight. Good night and loads of love to all. Affectionate ly, Lee And please dont send me anything for my birthday parcels are too uncertain. Just write me a letter thats plenty. January 16 My own wife, Though I owe Stella, Millard, AI, thin folks and others letters for many days, how can I help writing you every time I get a chance to breathe? Ive written practically only to you and home for the last month. Seems I just cant write others. Ive been terribly busy. And how can I help but be your most abject slave after the beautiful letters I received from you today, those of December 9, 13, I~, 17, 18, 19 and 20? Especially after that of December 13th which is truly one which went straight to my heart and set me tingling with
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the fiercest and most vlolen~ love for you. Girl, you dont know what a savage hubby you have. First of all, honey, thanks for the diary. Its exactly what I wanted and Ive proceeded today to transfer the notes I had written in a book Id bought here in Coblenz - a poor little German notebook. In return, dear, you may read all notes with me when we meet. A bargain? And heres a great big kiss for you and some more. Also received letters from Stella, two from dad and one from a doctor friend of mine. ~y parcels home seem to arrive O.K. and quickly. One of our officers got his orders today - from his wife. She wrote him to resign right away. He told me if he did send in his resignation, theyd probably send him to the A.E.F., Siberia. What a hope: Would you llke me to resign? Yes, dearest, I can imagine how disappointed you were when my letter came saying I was going with the Army of Occupation. When your previous letters came to me and told me how busy you were getting ready for my home coming, you cant realize how cruelly hurt I was, both for you and for me. ~y little wife getting things ready for us - and I here with the Army of 0ccupatlon, further than ever from her. Its a cruel separation, sweetheart, but perhaps it will be for the best. Lots of things have happened to me I thought at the time were unjust and later realized were not. Do you remember, dear, how, when I first landed in Boulogne on August ll, 1917, I chafed and grumbled because they kept me there a whole week? And did I ever tell you that that week the 36th Division to which I was assigned, was in the hell of the battle of Passchendaele and that it lost fifty percent of its number? In other words had I gone up right away, Id have had a fifty percent chance of having been a casualty right off the reel. No, I vow never to grumble again - until next time. Yes, little glrl, well be married just a~ soon after I get home as I possibly can - I hope in less than a month. In fact, as I wrote you, I hope Dad and ~other have reconsidered their request and have consented to come to New York for my landing and for our wedding to be held at once. Nothin~ will please me more - that arrangement would be ideal. Then we could have each other and them settle in Chicago and start to build up together. So you received a nice letter from Sam Solomon. Hes a brick. You know, Im positively ashamed of myself for not writing him more often. I know how a fellow appreciates mall when away from home as he is. Ill try my best to write him tomorrow. Yes, Sam,
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Millard, Ed and I have been the closest of pals for many years and we usually were seen together. I owe Millard letters also. By the way, Im mailing you some more English periodicals. Tell me if you like em. Theyre handed out by the Red Cross and after theyre read here in the hospital I send them to you. One of them is the English Smart Set and theres a good article by A. Conan Doyle, the official British historian on the war, on the battle of Cambrai, and youll find references to the Ulster Division in there. Please hold the magazine, wont you? Thank you, little sweetheart, for liking my letter #171 to you. When I wrote that I was, as many other times before and since, in a perfect frenzy of the wildest and almost uncontrollable love for you, and I wrote without reserve and more frankly than ever before. I didnt know whether I ought to have done so or not and I awaited your reply anxiously. And, darling, I thank you for saying it was the best letter Id written, and that it filled you with the same storm of love as I had when I wrote it to tell you how I appreciate your permission to write you Just as I want to and to dream of you and picture you as I please, without reserve. Glad you liked the game of forfeit. Lets pretend weve just come in after a brisk walk and a movie. Were cold, but the warmth and comfort of our beautiful home and a strenuous embrace soon warms us up and were ready for the evening. While youre looking after some things, I bang away on the mandolin for a while, and then you come over and sit on my lap and I lay the instrument aside and devote myself entirely to the pressing business on hand. And we sure do some pressing. You hug me so strongly Im surprised at your strength. You suggest we play forfeit. I say O.K. provided that the Judge can order anything he or she wants to and that the order will be carried out. You agree and the game s on. Youre Judge first and you order me to unlace your shoes and bring your slippers. When thats done, I tell you to kiss the judge - oh, girl, how fervently you obey. Its your turn again and you announce you want to sit on my lap and be hugged. That suits me to a T and at once youre on my knees and my arms are about you and I grip you to me as hard as I dare. Im afraid Ill break the steels of your corset. So when its my turn, I calmly announce Im going to dress you to suit me. You gasp at my impudence and only your promise to obey the Judge causes you to permit my bold undertaking. I pick you up in my arms, 135 pounds and all, and carry you into our room and deposit you on the bed. Youre sitting on the edge with your feet
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hanging down. Then I open up the buttons of your waist, one by one, until theyre all ready and then off comes the waist. The sight of your bare arms and shoulders intoxicates me, darling, and I cant resist drawing you to me and holding you tightly to me. You little rascal, you: Youve gone and opened up my shirt and have your arms inside it and around me. All right, two can play that game. While youre pulling off my shirt, I open your corset cover and take it off. Oh girl, your beauty thrills me and sets my blood boiling. You open my BVD shirt and have your arms underneath it and around me. The touch of your arms against my chest adds to my tingling and a tremendous wave of love seizes me. Im helpless. Im your abject slave and you can do with me as you wish. I unhook your corset hook by hook until its off. Then, in a terrific embrace, our souls go out to one another. You slip off my shirt so Im bare to the waist and I let down the straps of your chemise. Do I keep my eyes closed? I ought to, darling, oughtnt I? But I dont. Instead, Im bewildered by your loveliness and an electric spark shoots through me and sets me on fire. I tremble with joy and happiness. Your lips meet mine in a real soul kiss of love. But its getting late - I bring out your nightie and place it neatly over your head and shoulders and soon youre under the covers. Then I join you and were in each others arms. And so ~r. Sandman comes around and finds us and waves his magic wand. Im glad you lock up my letters and that no one sees them but you. Such a letter as this, for example would be misunderstood by others. They might think it sensuous. But you and I are husband and wife, and we understand one another and we can pour out our hearts to each other without reserve. Confiding in each other is the test of love, sweetheart - let us love and confide. Not very much exciting in the last two days except that last night Lieutenant Furman and I went to the Stadt Theater again and saw a good musical comedy, Die Fledermaus. And as I have no secrets from you, I can tell you that, for the first time in months, we had female companions, two of our nurses here. Lieutenant Furman, like I, is engaged, but we both thought our fianc~es would not object if we did a little to make our nurses enjoy their stay here. Theyre no longer allowed to dance except at their own hospitals, and they have so many restrictions tied to them that life is not very Joyful for them. One nurse was a Miss Skelly from New York, the other a Miss Dunn of Boston.
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Both fairly attractive. After the show we stopped at the Monopol Hotel on Schloss-Strasse and had a couple of sandwiches and some tea and at eleven we were home again. Merely a friendly escorting. No familiarities whatever. For one thing, the two girls are good girls amd pure-mlnded. For another, Furman and I are not on the lookout for anything more than mere friendships. I hope he loves his fiancee as I do mine, though, between you and me, I know he cant. Its impossible. No girl was ever loved with more real and true fervor and yearning than I do mine. Nina, darling, you own me, heart, soul and body. Wont you come and take possession of Your most devoted hubby, Lee Heres a barrel of kisses, sweetheart and love to all. My grandmother Unger is now ninety years old. Shes a wonder. And best wishes for St. Valentines Day. Dont see any valentines around to send you, but my heart belongs to you - take it instead. January 17
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My own Nina, Though its almost ii:00 P.M. here I am again. This evening Lieutenants Furman, Hall, Robinson and I started to play bridge. We finished a rubber, then Captain Chaney (our registrar) came along and I resigned in his favor. Just then the electric lights went out and we lit two candles and while the other four played, I tum-tummed on my mandolin with Lieutenant Gerstley accompanying. Twas real enjoyable, too, and we dug up a lot of old songs especially Sari, My Hero, grand opera and ragtime - Im not very good at ragtime as I cant play fast enough. I like to play waltzes best and so brought forth a lot of era tonight, and though Im a rotten player, the evening passed most pleasantly and quickly. Then while the others were finishing up their game, I slipped across the grounds to the bathhouse. And here I am, all dressed up - in heavy gray pajamas (I swiped these from the British) after a wonderful hot shower bath. We have fine showers here with a tile floor and everything. The last two days have been uneventful except that, after many days of rain, the sun has been showing its face again and the change is most welcome. Have taken several long walks to town and back. Today I thought Id try my luck and asked the C.0., Colonel Morrow, if I could have a three-four day pass to go up the Rhine to Cologne (Koln); I want to see the
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lovely scenery and perhaps IIi bump into some of my old outfit. You see, that pretty city is now held by the B.E.F. I thought the Colonel would refuse at once, but, instead, he said hed try to get me the pass through our Provost Marshal. Yesterday I had a gala day and wrote eleven letters. Didnt write you - I wrote so many my head was in a whirl when I ended. Your letter of the 15th of December is one of your masterpieces, dearest. Few have appealed to me as much. It is Just oozing with love and frankness and confidence. Have no fears that anyone but I sees your letters. And lm glad all mine to you are locked up safely. We write to one another as we would speak to each other as man and wife. Gee whiz, girl, you overwhelm me with details of the wonderful shower given you. It must have been a great party and the gifts must be beautiful. But what I dont know about womens apparel would fill books. I never heard of some of the things you received, lve learned, since in France, to recognize some of the things as every shop has era stuck straight in your face so you cant help but see them, and the mademoiselles insist on showing them to you whether you want to buy them or not. But lm too modest and havent learned much about them, least of all their names. But some things puzzle me. Wont you be my teacher and explain (can you explain by letter or must one see these pretty but unmentionable articles in order to understand?) For example, are there different kinds of combinations seems to me there are from what lve seen. Some are merely skirts and others are - oh - different. But what, for the love of Pete, is a matinee? And whats the difference between a bloomer and a knicker? lm anxious to inspect those articles, though a bit diffident. Youll have to educate me slowly, dearest. Thanks for saying I can see them some of these days. I guess lve a lot to learn. The eats at the party sounded well, also, and many thanks for the pressed rose. The fragrance is still present. Regarding a mans attitude toward women, which lve written about before, there are lots of things you and I will never understand. Every man and every woman is Just a little bit different from everyone else. We can only discuss in generalities and what we say may not apply to this man or to this woman. But to answer your questions. Yes, lm afraid that many women are too attractive for men and some of us, many of us, fall easily for their wiles and beauty. Yes, I think many men would hug and kiss a woman with whom they flirted. You ask how they can. Thats the problem. Women have always attracted men and I suppose
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they always will. I dont think men are any worse than women. I think its 50-50. And men find women all over, not only in segregated places, but in the streets, in palaces, everywhere. Some women look respectable and are; some look otherwise and are; but many are in the doubtful class, many more than either you or I imagine; these often prove the stumbling block for a man. Do I make myself clear? Personally, I think that fear of consequences holds back more men than does sense of morals. Preachers will argue this, no doubt; its just my opinion. Men stay clean more often because theyre afraid not to, rather than because of right and wrong. Nina, the world is full of evil women and men succumb to them right along - some men, I mean. I think the majority do not. Ive run into these women everywhere. They were thick in London and Paris and every small town has them. Theyre here with us in Coblenz; the only difference here is that social relations with Germans are not permitted whereas they are in France and England. Naturally, a little goes on here, but very little, Im glad to say. But dont worry bout me, sweetheart. I keep away from them for Im human, and dont want to have to face temptation for I want to come to you clean and true, just as I want you to come to me. Id never come to you if I were diseased or ever had been. I respect you too much for that. Thank you, dearest, for letting me be your maid. Surely, Ill be delighted to draw your bath each evening. Other duties Im not very good at and will need training, but if youll be patient, Ill promise to do my best. My wages are to be paid in kisses and hugs and lots of them. Im disappointed, though, that you say I must leave the room after I remove your waist and open your skirt. Perhaps I may stay if I keep my eyes closed? Just to be near you, honey, is delightful - heaven for me. Dont drive me out. All right, if youll come to the sitting room when you finish, Iii be satisfied. Gee, youre going to have some wonderful silk things when we meet, arent you? Dont forget that I want to see all of them. And after you show them to me, Ill Just take you in my arms and kiss you and hug you and Ill deposit you gently under the covers by my side. You little dickens, youve got pajamas on, havent you? Never mind, I know what to do. Ill put my ear to your heart and listen to its delightful music. You wont let me? Well, perhaps the coat is large and, if so, Ill slip my head in under it and gain my objective. Do you surrender? No? Well, Il~ just rest my head on your breast and put my arms around you. And so I
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want to fall asleep and I want to wake up to find you with me so I can kiss you and fondle you some more. Good night, little wifey, Im mad with love for you. Ill go crazy if I dont see you soon. You cant realize how badly youre wanted by Your loving husband, Lee Merry St. Valentines Day - accept my heart, honey. The following is an article from th~ New York Times: RHINE ARMY BORED BY LIFE OF INACTION Mild Weather, with Much Rain and Little Excitement in the Last Month. Force in Cities Not Large. Most of Our Men in Small Towns or Villages--Prince of Wales at Officers Dance. by EDWIN L. JAMES.
Copyright, 1919, by The New York Times Company. Special Cable to The New York Times. WITH THE AMERICAN ARMY OF OCCUPATION, Jan. l~, 1919. It has been a quiet month for the soldiers of the Third American Army since they reached the Rhine. As a matter of fact, it is deadly dull for them. Guarding Coblenz bridgeheads brings very little excitement, and for our boys the beauties of the Rhine are good for about one afternoons entertainment. In truth, all the boys are doing is waiting--waiting to go home. It is not such a bad wait at that. Every man has a bed to sleep in, and if some one could get trains running right would have plenty to eat. The weather is not cold, although very rainy. The doughboy spends twenty-five hours weekly in drilling and studying things military. He has other duties, which take up some more of his time. But for the most part he has not overmuch to do. We are watching over some million Germans, scattered over 9,000 square miles. We have two cities. Treves and Coblenz, but they are not thickly populated by Americans, most of our men being in small towns and villages. We have men who speak German, and many others who are picking it up fast--easier, I believe, than they did French. Military Police on Watch. I would like to take this opportunity to correct a report going around in Paris to the effect that our men
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are fraternizing shamefully with Germans. International politics and so on mean very, very little to our soldiers, and having defeated the Germans they would probably make friends with those they left simply because Americans make friends with every one. But set it down in your mind that the doughboy is not left to himself. The most apparent part of American occupation is the M. P., which is short for Military Police. One of these hopeful lads decorates every corner and cross roads equipped with a full set of rules and regulations. One of these rules says that fraternizing will be discouraged, and it has been. An American soldier cannot hold a conversation in public or, if he is caught, in private with Germans. That includes all Germans except little children. Wherefore, the doughboy does very little fraternizing. If he talks to a German girl he takes a chance. I am not going to discuss how many chances a day are taken by 300,000 young Americans in Germany. But I do want to set it down that there is no widespread fraternization and friendship-making between Americans and Germans along the Rhine, and if the American doughboy does get in a word sidewise with some fraulein he is doing no more than his friends the Tommies and poilus do, the only difference being that he probably has an easier time about it. Use German Officers Club. The doughboy has his Y.M.C.A. reading and writing rooms and Knights of Columbus clubs, which are mostly concentrated in the larger towns, and then he has his own devices. Officers have their clubs in Treves and Coblenz and in larger towns in which they find entertainment which is partly limited because of rules against drinks after 7 oclock. But they have frequent dances attended by Red Cross nurses and Y.M.C.A. workers. Occasionally girls come down from the British aone to the north. The Officers Club in Coblenz is in the old German Officers Casino, where some Red soldiers made a raid on November 12. Here there seem to be five or six ornate rooms on the ground floor, and on the second floor there is a dancing saloon that is hideous in its decorations. An army band of some hundred pieces plays for the semi-weekly dances. The other night the Prince of Wales came to see us and attended a dance, and there I saw something that was truly typical of the American Army. Somehow or other he went to dancing with the prettiest girl there was. Whereupon an American Second Lieutenant cut his own dance and took the girl. In what other army dances
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would the lowest grade of officer take a girl from the heir to the British throne? All throug~h the dance the Prince had to trust to luck for girls. He is not a good dancer, but he made quite a hit among the Americans because of his democratic behavior. While he is generally known as a retiring lad he is not bashful, as this incident will show. He was again dancing with the prettiest girl when Major Bozeman Bulger, head of the press section, cut a dance and took his girl. Prince of Waless Retort. The Prince got her back next dance, when Bulger cut in again. Again the Prince regained the girl, and the Major tried again and got the girl. Just then the music stopped. Serves you right, Sir, said the Prince. Major General Dickman regularly attends these dances, while Major General Hines of the Third Corps ~ known as a most enthusiastic dancer. He never misses one. As for food-privates have their messes in regular army style. It is forbidden, but food comes from the Germans, so far about as usual. Officers have their messes where they can best locate them. Generally they have an army cook, and sometimes some German delicacy, such as the plentiful Rhine pike, finds its way to their tables. There are numerous good restaurants in Coblenz, which, however, are not largely patronized by Americans because of lack of white bread and coffee. The famous Rhine wine is scarce and very dear. Wine which before the war cost 5 marks now costs 25. However, these prices obtained before Americans came, and in general there has been no boosting of prices by Germans. Officers Must Exercise. On the whole, the Third Army is not busy. Staff officers in particular find little to do, and General Dickman has Just issued an order prescribing an hour each day of exercise for them. We have our quota of aviators around, but because of the weather they do less flying than other things. I give these few notes to preface the conclusion that life along the Rhine comes very near to palling on the Americans, and now that the novelty of the situation has worn off I look for a rapid increase in an already fervent desire to shake the dust of Europe off American shoes along the Rhine. (End of article) From Nina: January 16, 1919. My little Honey Boy:Today Im just wild with delight for when I arrived at home last evening I found two perfectly wonderful
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letters - #183 and 18~. Besides some splendid views of Coblenz. Ive enjoyed your letters very, very much. Your descriptions are so vivid and the snatches of humor throughout are good. Honey, youre some letter writer. Your trip must have been very interesting, though it is too bad it rained so much. Honey, now more than ever Im glad you had the opportunity to see Germany and to meet the people on their own territory. You have probably learned much about them that you could not have learned in America, France, or any other country. But, little boy, Im having an awful time keeping myself in check because I feel I want to fly to you. Yes, I was glad to receive your letters but (Ive promised to tell you everything you know) I cried when I read your letter #184 wherein you put your love in such pretty language, and then tell me that we will probably have to wait six or seven months more before you return. Dear Honey, my heart is crying for you at this minute. I want you, I need you and simply cant llve without you. Im Just like a mad woman these days for nothing will satisfy me but you. During the war I felt that you had to do your bit and that our country came first. But, Ive grown selfish and long for you. Do you know, dearest, though we are engaged several months, I havent even had one tiny weeny kiss from you? Never have I felt your arms about me; never have I looked into your eyes and read the love message, that is there for me. Can you blame me for feeling as I do, and almost hating Lieutenant Furman and Lieutenant Avery and all the others who can talk to you, and hear you laugh, and touch you? You are mine, still they have you in person - boy, cant you feel the awful tension of this love, which is almost beyond my control? After reading your letter last night, I took my bath and had a good cry all by myself. It relieved my lonesomeness somewhat because I felt closer to you than I had for several days. You wont mind my telling you Just what passed through my mind and body while in there half submerged in water? If so, dearest dont read the rest of this letter, as I shall tell you Just how I felt. After the cry I hated myself for the selfish strain in me. I lay back thinking, and wondering if I were Jealous, but found that I was not, as I only envied those who surrounded you. I knew that I was glad the unusual opportunity had come your way. I wondered whether the thought of your going to Chicago before
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coming here made me Jealous, but found that it did not, as I felt sure you would be in New York within one month after you reached home, and then you would be mine forever, and we would never be separated again. You would be mine forever, and I would be yours I wondered if I could be yours any more than I was at that moment. There I was in a bath tub, but I closed my eyes, and honey, you came to me. My heart went out to you, and I could feel your arms about my nude body. You kissed me, dear, but not on the lips on the chest, and it burned a hole clean through me. My arms went about you and I held your head there until I almost smothered you. I buried my face in your hair as your head was bent over me, and clung to you because I could feel the vibration pass from you to me and neither of us had the power to move. All we knew was that we belonged to each other, as we never had before. We remained wrapped in each others arms for a long time. Then you raised your head and your face was flushed as our llps met. We kissed again and again and again, and then I heard you whisper my name, and it never sounded so sweetly before. I was almost wild with excitement and tried to get out of your grasp, but you held tightly, and instead of loosening your hold I found that I was kissing you franticly until I was quite exhausted. Then I wanted to sleep. I felt so tired that my eyes were heavy. Here, honey, I shook myself back to earth. I was so tired that I hardly dried myself - but thr~e w On a gown, and bathrobe, and went to bed. I must have fallen asleep as soon as I struck the pillow, as I remember nothing more until Mother called me at seven oclock this morning. Hubby, dear, if I have told you too much by permitring you to know my thoughts, please remember that I have thrown discretion to the winds. Also remember that I warned you at the beginning of my story of what happened to me when I was all alone at midnight yesterday. What has come over me? Why do I tell you these things? Surely there isnt a living soul besides yourself who has ever heard such things from me. I never even thought them, much less felt them, and feeling them (as I do) why do I tell them to you. You are not even of my sex - yet in all honesty I tell them to you as they actually happen. Honey, have I lost my pride? Am I no longer a fit associate for society? I think things I have no right to - no, I dont think them - they actually take place within my soul. I dont understand myself. Can you diagnose
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my case? The worst of it is that I want to tell you, and feel much better after having done----~o. Still I know that if Stella, May, Gussie, Celia, Frieda or any of the others knew I thought such things they would be shocked beyond words. If they thought I wrote them, they probably would not associate with me. Honey, after this confession you certainly realize that you must not come here until you are prepared to marry me. I would lose my head and say things I would have no right to say. Much as I long for you, and yearn for you, I could not stand a separation after we next meet. I must have all of you forever after. But, oh boy, come to me quickly. With loads of love to the best little sweetheart on earth, I am, Your own wife, Nina.
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My own wife, Today a delightful surprise came inside a parcel bound up in paper much the worse for wear. The surprise consisted of some proofs of you, dear, and they are all good. But my eye saw first the large one in which you are dressed in the waist I sent you (I recognize it, you see), and in which you are smiling and showing your white teeth - that picture captivated me at once; I had no eyes for the others - they are not in a class with the laughing one. It is a positively beautiful picture, dearest, and if you havent already sent me a copy, please do so at once. I want a big one to put on my desk in front of me as I write you. Please pack it securely so it cant break. Honey, thank you. Too bad these are only proofs as I cant expose them to light. Also received your letter of December 16th with enclosed clipping. So you knew we were at the Rhine almost as soon as we did. That was ae good as a cable, wasnt it? Enjoyed your letter very much, dear. So youre busy, or were, with getting accounts up for the old year and getting ready for the new. Will you help me do that in the future? Im afraid you wont have many to do at first. Thanks, dear, for buying that Xmas gift for Eugene and adding my name to it. I also sent the kid something, some French toys from Baccarat. No, I havent put on heavy underwear yet and dont intend to unless it gets cold. Its been very warm as weve had only
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a little snow at Xmas and none since. Just about what October is in the United States - only it rains here more often. But Im well protected and wont get cold. I feel fine and dandy with the exception of my left arm. This afternoon I took a shot of typhoid vaccine and my arms a bit stiff, though not sore and I havent even a headache. Were all being re inoculate d as typhoid is getting a foothold in the A.E.F., and the vaccine is evidently not of much use after a year, though wonderful before that. I hadnt had any since June, 1917 so I needed it. All in one dose this time. Took it in six doses last time. Add to that that Im Officer of the Day again and you have about all the news there is. Yes, I had a ticket for opera tonight, but, of course, as O.D., I cant go. On December 31st I sent my paycheck for deposit to Guaranty Trust Co., Paris, and told them at the same time to mail you a draft for $250.00. Today a letter came acknowledging the deposit, but not mentioning the draft. But I suppose they sent it Just the same. Oh, honey, Im so lonesome tonight. One roommate, Lieutenant Furman, went to the opera; the other, Lieutenant Gerstley, went to a dance. And here I am all alone and Just longing and longing for you. All day Ive been thinking of you and kissing your picture again and again. If only your lips would meet mine instead of those drawn on the paper. Nina, Im wild tonight. Im so lonesome for you, honey. Im aching to put my arms around you. My heart is calling out to you. Im almost delirious with love for you. Cant you hear me calling you? Girl, you havent the faintest idea what you mean to Your own hubby, Lee January 20, 1919 That night I felt a little better, so Furman and I saw and heard "Faust," a fine opera, but on my return to the hospital I had to visit sick patients so it was 12:30 A.M. before I was able to sleep. The next day I was O.K. again and my arm was no longer red and painful.
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Saturday, January 25 The past few days have been busy with work. Still many patients, many very sick including more with typhoid fever (total twenty-three so far). In the afternoon visited the huge castle known as Ehrenbreitstein, a real fortress on the Rhine opposite to Coblenz. That night an old friend of mine, Edgar Forster, went with me to see a delightful light opera called "Orpheus in der Untervelt." The next day Edgar and I saw a German movie about German colonies in Africa. Tuesday, January 28 Worked hard each day. Many patients with diphtheria and still patients with typhoid fever. My chief, Colonel Morrow, left for the States, but before he left he said good-by and gave me my "Record Book" - a document which each officer receives when his service is about completed. His appraisal of me was much appreciated. It said: Captain Unger has been in charge of Medical Wards of Evacuation Hospital #2 since June, 1918. He is well qualified for internists work. A. Morrow Colone 1 United States Medical Corps" I might add that before I left the B.E.F., I received a similar "War Record" which said: Captain Unger was attached to the 36th (Ulster) Division from July 1917 to June 1918. During this time he served both in a Field Ambulance and as M.O. in a
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Combatant Unit. He proved himself to be a thoroughly reliable and efficient Medical Officer, very keen at his work and courageous in action. He showed special gallantry under fire during the retreat in March-April 1918. I have much pleasure in placing on record my appreciation of the good work he performed when serving undo r me. T.S. Roch, GC A.D.M.S. 3/2/19 36 Division, B.E.F. Woodbine Hill Yonphal Ter. Ireland Feb. 13, 1919. My Dear Unge r I was very glad to hear from you again and I hope my little testimonial is the sort of thing you want I am Just at present on leave and am taking the opportunity to cast the cloak of bachelordom. I hope to be married next Saturday and Padre Hollahan who is home in Dublin is coming to help me off:: I return to the Division on February 24. I wish we were up in Germany as you are but I suppose we must not grumble. Keep up your reinoculatlon, it is the ONLY way toward enteric, I do hope your present epidemic will not spread and that everyone is being inoculated. I started a regular inoculation campaign in November and the figures for the Division now are really very good. I am naturally a bit busy so will not write longer, with every good Wish Yours Sincerely T. S. Roch
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January 21, 1919 My own wife, Just nineteen months ago we were together - another month ago - and were further apart than ever. Yet tonight I feel very near you because Ive received some peachy letters from you today and have been thinking of you all day. You seem to be sitting by my side now and Im having a heart-to-heart talk with you. Your letters were deli6htful. They were dated December 21, 22, 23, 25, 2~ and 30. That last only took twenty-one days, the fastest of any since with the A.E.F. Of course, your Xmas letter was wonderful, but also the one of December 22nd - that was a pippln--all full of love.
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You ask about morality among nurses. Thats a difficult question and Im not competent to answer it. But from what little Ive learned, Id say that the percentage of immoral nurses was Just about the same as that of any other bunch of women. Women, like men, are human all ~over the world. I dont think the percentage varies much anywhere. And nurses, thou6h subJect to more temptations, are at least as virtuous, in my opinion. Id say the percentage of immorals is very low among nurses. Only tonight my two roommates and I had a hot discussion on morality among men and women. One said relations with the opposite sex was physiological and necessary. The other and I said they were not. We argued back and forth for over an hour and Im afraid no one convinced the others. Of course, I maintained relations were necessary, but said that the time for them was after marriage. The other said that social conditions prevented early marriages and therefore relations were vital before marriage. I argued for early marriages and protested against the growing tendency of waiting till you were well to do before marrying. One of my roommates is engaged also and he backed me up. It was a great talk. This, of course, is confidential. No, dearest, even though your mother might be angry at both of us if she knew how frank we were, I think were Justified and right. Wed be frank if we were together. Why not when were apart? We know that it will only be a short time before were united as man and wife. Down in our hearts and souls were already one. Weve vowed eternal love and faith. Let us be open and clear and frank. Please, honey, dont stop writing as your heart and soul dictate and I will conceal nothing from you. Why, if I were not confident of you, do you think Id tell you each time I took a ~irl to a show or for a walk. Of course, these occasions are rare, still I never fall to tell you. Im not Jealous and I know youre not. We trust each other and neither of us will be disappointed. In your letter of December 22nd you tell me of yourself and I love to hear about you more than anything else in the world. So youre a solid youn~ lady, more so than Stella. I shouldnt have thought so at all. Stella looks heavier than you. And now thanks for your description of how you retire. Seems a bit complicated to me, I Just take off my shirt and let down the top of my union suit and put on my pajama coat. Then off go my leggings and shoes and socks and breeches and union suit and on goes my pajama trousers
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andtout de suit# the windows open, the lights are out and Im under cover. Of course, thats my army costume and civilian clothing is slightly different - even less complicated. So you refuse to let your maid be present. What have I heen doing since my last letter of three days ago? Well, Ive been sick - for twenty-four hours, but such a twenty-four hours I never want to live throu6h again. You see, dearest, it was nineteen months since I had injection for my typhoid vaccine and as cases of typhoid a~e increasing, were all being re inoculated . I r~ceived mine, all in one (a new method) in left a~m, at 4:00 P.M. Saturday and was fine till I went to bed at ii:00 when I had a severe chill for fifteen minutes. But I managed to sleep. Then, as luck would have it, a new patient came in at 4:00 A.M. and I was O.D. so out of bed I hauled myself (I use hauled advisedly as my head was beating hammer and tongs and my teeth were chattering as I shook all over). I went to the reception tent where I examined and admitted the patient though I was so dazed I could hardly see him. Then I staggered back to bed and had my third violent chill getting undressed again and under the covers. Woke up at 9:00 A.M. Sunday and my head ached and my left arm was so sore I couldnt lift it. Made hurried rounds of patients and came back to my room where I stayed all day except for meals. When I woke up the next morning, thank the Lord, I felt like a new man. My headache was gone and I felt chipper again. My arm pained very slightly, though still a little red. Instead of feeling like whistling Chopins funeral march, I felt like singing Alexanders Band. That twelve hours sleep was a lifesaver. How am I now? Fine and dandy. And I wont need any more inoculations for another year. You know, thats my fourth series of typhoid inoculations and all have knocked me cold. I took one while at Cook County Hospital and at that time I was rooming with A1 Barnett in a concrete-floored room with a telephone. About i0:00 P.M. of the night I had the injection, I was called to the phone for a new case. I dont remember anything more, but A1 told me that I started talking and then fainted away and my head was about to hit the stone floor when he Jumped out of bed and caught me. So you can thank A1 for probably saving my life as I can assure you that that floor was hard. Last night Lieutenant Furman and I heard Faust at the Stadt Theater. Have you ever attended that opera? The music was great, yet I was a bit disappointed for the cast, while good, did not seem to be appropriate for the different parts - in fact, no German cast would be - theyre too heavy. I always thought Marguerite, for instance, would be a trim and pretty little lady.
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Last nights Marguerite was a little lady of about one hundred ninety pounds. The ballet for the wonderful minuet ought to be light and graceful. Those German girls last night hopped around the stage like a bunch of cows. Faust was played by a man of about two huntired twenty. But the devil surely was good, as good as any actor Ive ever seen. No, the Germans are not cast for all operas and as dancers, theyre rotten (I mean sta~e dancing--theyre too heavy). And the German language is too harsh - it doesnt listen as well as the soft French or Italian. Otherwise, theres very little new except that we evacuated some more patients back to the United States of America. I sent back six convalescent typhoids and six nephritics. Wish I could have made myself number thirteen. All my typhoids are doing nicely, much better than in civil practice as all the men have been inoculated, and even one inoculation seems to either prevent typhoid entirely or lessens its severity markedly. We have had no deaths in about twenty cases and all but one are past the critical stage. We give no medicines whatever - the care for typhoids is entirely a nursing problem, and Im fortunate in having these rooms under the direction of a nurse who is experienced at the game. She spends almost all her time Just cooking for the men for, of course, the diets must be much better cooked and finer than those for ordinary patients as there are two things to avoid especially in typhoid hemorrhage and/or perforation. Either one is usually fatal and only the most careful feeding will prevent them and then not always. Besides this ward, for the last few days Ive been put in charge of the rooms for acute tonsillitis cases have about forty of these - will be an expert on sore throats when I get back. Of course our main problem is to make sure none of the cases are diphtheritics. If so, we immediately transfer them to contagious building and watch all others in that room. Honey, its midnight. Wont you come to me and put your arms around me? And give me your lips? Oh, girl, how Im aching to hold you to me and to taste again and again the honey from your mouth. Its been so long since I saw you - nineteen months is a long time. And I am impatient to be with you and never more be separated from you. If I had you in our doll home, what would I do with you? Thats easy. Id be very rough and vicious. Id squeeze you and kiss you forcefully. Honey, wife, I do love you with all my heart and soul and body. Please tell me once again that your heart is mine for that is the sweetest music in the world for me.
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Good morning, honey, you are very much worshipped by one whos dreaming of you and is most impatient for the day when hell be with you as Your own husband, Lee January 21 Dear Folks, In the last few days Ive received some more letters. Mail seems to be quickening up. Also received a letter from Marie which I answered two days ago and one from Sarah and one from the kid - Paul, I mean. And hes getting fresh, you know? Saucy as can be. Just because I correct him on spelling is no reason he should remind me that transferred is spelled with two rs and not one. I think Ill have to take him over my knees and beat him up as I always used to do. So Pauls a mailman -well, well. The kid is surely following in my footsteps all right. Ive been an errand boy, a candy manufacturer, a manufacturer and salesman of college pennants and arm bands, a salesman of cigars, shirts, drugs, etc., an apprenticed druggist and ice cream vendor, a telegraph boy, a newspaper boy and a newspaper worker (for one day), a waiter on table (also one day), an operatic star, champion of the supes, and other genial and genteel occupations have helped to fill up my young life and then wound up a doctor. But Ive never been a mailman - I envy Paul. Am sending you under separate cover two packages of German magazines, Die Woche. They are very interesting as they give excellent views of Germany before and during the war. Please preserve them and also all other souvenirs I send home. Nothing else to write about except that today we received five more nurses and these were with Colonel Beseleys unit (the one A1 Barnetts with) o They said that that unit was going home very quickly. The five volunteered to come up here. Two of them were at Cook County Hospital with me. Well, must write some more letters. Good night and loads of love. Affect ionat ely, Lee #i0 January 22nd Dearest girl, Just a brief letter tonight as its late and Ive had a hard day. But I feel I Just must write you before I let the sandman beat me over the head.
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Received two nice letters from you today, of December 26th and 27th and one from Paul of December 30th. Mail is improving. I note you are very curious as to the two things I bought and am holding for you but, as I wrote in my last, Im not going to tell you what they are except to say that your guess of rings is wrong as the rings are going to be bought in the United States of America. Im not going to take any chances on getting one here and getting stung. Gee, is that six percent income tax act a law? Holy smoke, thatll cost you and me a young fortune. I had a surprise visitor today - Edgar Forster, Millards brother, also a Corporal. He came in to the hospital to see me for a flying visit of about fifteen minutes. He was on his way from Bordeaux to Derndorf, a little .town across the Rhine from Coblenz in the bridgehead area. He came all the way by freight train helping along a load of those giant caterpillar tractors which are used to haul big guns along. He used to play third base on the Colonial Athletic Club, the renowned bush league team of which I was captain, manager, pitcher and/or center fielder. And I surely was glad to see him. He visited me and then we hurried down to the tracks and as we came near he saw his train pulling out and shouted good-by and was off like a shot. I watched him run and run and finally Jump aboard O.K. Twas truly a flying visit, but very welcome to me. He goes back to Bordeaux soon as he delivers the tractors. Nothing else exciting, honey, except that my love for you is strong and true, as ever, only more so. Wish I had you here so I could hold you to me as I want to do and kiss you so that you have to plead for mercy. Good night, little girl, bonne nuit, gute nacht. Yours devotedly, Lee Theres a rumor going around that when we go home, when we do, well go by way of the Rhine and Rotterdam. Hope so as that listens well. Have only seven countries so far to my visiting list and would like to add Holland f or number e ight.
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Dearest sweetheart, Received your lovely letters of January 3rd and 4th this morning - Just think, only twenty and twenty-one days across - the best since Ive been in the A.E.F. If mail would only keep up like that, things wouldnt be bad at all, would they? Also received a nice letter of January 2 from dad. I think hes fallen in love with you almost as much as I. He thinks your picture
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fine. Which one did you send him? He tells me that two of my doctor friends have returned, are civilians once more and back in practice. As both live close to where I do, they are competitors. I should worry. Dad and Paul write me regularly once or twice a week. But then I never send money home - Just the $I00.00 a month, $25.00 of which goes to mother. Hope youve received the $250.00 draft I sent you through Guaranty Trust Co. on December 31st. Will send more that way shortly as get paid again in a week. No use keeping it in Paris as it draws no interest there. Probably will send you another $i00.00 or so. Your photo came yesterday and is now in front of me. Its beautiful, dearest, and next to you, I love it best. The face is most attractive; the hair is wavy and looks Just as though it would feel most delightful if let down and wound around my face ; and the neck is Just made for my arms to go around. Yes, and the waist I recognize. I had no idea it would look so nice on anyone. Honey, youre very, very pretty. How did you ever come to accept a homely specimen like me? The one regret I experienced from your letter was that it did not mention that Ed had landed safely. I understand he sailed on December 22nd and felt sure hed land before January 4th. But by now he s surely somewhere in United States of America. You seem to think hell land at Newport News. Surely Ill be glad to play checkers with you. But Ill bet youre better than I. Im not a shark at the game. Yes, I think the stakes you suggest are Just right. If you win I give myself to you. If I win, you give yourself to me. Thats fine. Youll win the first game and I the second. After I win the game will be over for if you give yourself to me therell be no other game played than the oldest one of all - love. Glad you enjoyed the magazines I sent you. I send some from time to time and also Stars & Stripes and some Paris editions of the New York Herald and London Daily Mail. So you think the illustrations of women decidedly fascinating - must say I thought so too. I like those advertisements in these English papers. Of course I never look at them! Oh no: Now, dear, I must scold you for refusing to go to that dance youve attended each year for seven years. I want you to have a good time. I want you to dance. I even dont mind if other men put their arms around you, just so its at dances only. Please, dearest, dont turn down any more dance invitations because you think I might object. I dont. How could I, especially when Ive been to two of them myself recently as already written you? But glad to know youll teach me dancing when I return - I surely do need instruction.
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When I return home - how often I use that phrase. I write it, I speak it, I think it. Its my goal for the present. It is the thought which makes life worth living for me, for beyond that I see other things clearly. I see my old home, dad and mother, and all others of my relatives and friends. I see dear old United States of America with customs and traditions and conditions dear to me. But most of all I see you, you and all that goes with you - love, happiness and service to people and success. For all of these you are vital - that is the same as saying that my whole life is bound up in you. Do you wonder that When I return home is such an important phrase? Well, when do I return home? The Lord only knows and he wont tell. Rumors fly around daily. Were going home in a month. Were going home in six months. Were going home in a year. Take your choice. 0nly rest assured that as soon as I know positively, Ill cable you and, of course, youll telegraph same at once to my folks; its senseless of me to cable both you and the folks, isnt it? Cabling is rather expensive, at least it was from France. Dont know what the rate is in Germany, but I imagine about the same. Last night went to the Festhalle and saw a minstrel show, but the place was so packed we couldnt get close enough to hear so we (Furman and I) went to the Officers Y.M.C.A. Club, a nice clubhouse on Rizzi-Strasse. We sat there for a while, then beat it home again. On the way, we stopped at a bookstore where I bought for ten marks (about $1.20) a copy of Baedekers Rhine. Its a good book and I hope some day to be able to get time to do a little sight-seeing. At present were so busy I get very little time to prowl around. The weather has turned a bit colder and yesterday morning a little snow fell. I like the change as the ground is hard and mud is a thing of the past. Today was an ideal day for a walk, but was too busy to go. Was Just called over to the ward to see a typhoid case and am back again. I have ten typhoids in one room and theyre a sick lot. One has a temperature of 99.4. All the others are over 102.5 and three are above 105. Keeps the nurses busy sponging them for each case gets a cool sponge every four hours for temperature of 103 or over. And sponging is work, Ill assure you. Typhoid is a disease, like so many others, almost entirely up to nurses to treat. Doctors can only make the diagnosis and if theyre wise, leave the rest almost wholly to nurses to handle. Well, dearest, its late and Im tired. Please come here and kiss me good night. Im very lone some for you. Your loving boy, Lee
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January 27 Dearest Wife, First of all I want to bless you for four more lovely letters, those of December 29, 31, January I and 2. They surely are welcome even though I had your letter of January 4th three days ago. And thanks for enclosed letter from Evelyn Friedman. It was a nice letter. So Sarah sent you a view of me in a group picture, did she? Just for that Ill get even and enclose a copy of one I had taken recently. I sent you a postcard photo of me, but it was so bum I had these larger ones taken. The result is better, though not particularly gratifying. But I leave it to you - you cant expect a good picture from a homely man. If only I were like you - honey, your picture is lovely. I cant kiss it often enough. Your two letters of December 31st and January 1st were very nice and I enjoyed those greetings of the old and new year. Your New Years Eve spread listens well. What have you on tap for next New Years Eve? Have been very busy these last three days, both in the hospital and outside. In the wards I still have about 100 cases and that number keeps me hustling. Outside activities, though, picked up for two days for I had company yesterday (Sunday) and the day before yesterday. You remember I wrote you that Edgar Forster, Millards younger brother, paid me a surprise visit on the 22nd? He came up with a convoy of tractors from Bordeaux. Well, he delivered his load and spent the last two days with me and we surely have been doing some sight-seeing. Takes an outsider to come alon8 and make one see his own region,doesnt it? Anyway, on Saturday afternoon we climbed to the top of Ehrenbreitstein (no, thats not the name of a New York cloak and suit concern)- its the Gibraltar of the Rhine - an immensely powerful and fortified hill Just across the Rhine from Coblenz (I enclose a postcard of it). The view from the summit is magnificent as it shows the whole country for miles around, especially the Rhine and Moselle sections. Saturday night we occupied loge seats (the best is none too good for us - at five marks a seat) at the Stadt Theater. Orpheus in der Unterwelt was the bill and it was the best opera Ive attended to date. Funny as can be, yet the music is delightful. Yesterday afternoon we hiked up the Rhine and visited the famous Castle Stolzenfels, one of the castles of the former kaiser. Twas last occupied in 1873 by Queen Elizabeth, the wife of King Frederick William IV
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who was Wilhelm ls predecessor on the throne of Germany. That castle has a splendid location of top of a high hill. Id hate to even try to attack it. It has towers, a drawbridge, a moat, chapel, armor room, drawing rooms, etc. -everything a castle ought to have. The floors in .the main rooms are brilliantly polished hardwood and we had to wear soft slippers over our shoes before going in. The King and Queen had nice bedrooms with dandy views of the Rhine as it winds around. Our C.O. (Colonel Morrow) and one of our Captains, Emmons by name, leave tomorrow for the United States. Lucky dogs. Our new C.O. is Major Hill who seems to be a pretty decent chap. Honey, pardon this Jerky letter. But its 12:30 A.M. and I put in a hard day in the wards today. Good morning, sweetheart, loads of love to you from Your loving hubby, Lee
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January 30 My dearest girl, Have been busy as the dickens. Our hospital is crowded to the doors with over 1,650 patients and were supposed to handle 1,500 only. And some of my patients are pretty sick. Today was a strenuous day as one of my nephritics had two severe convulsions and I had to bleed him; another patient developed severe abdominal pain and that necessitated consultations with the surgical staff; and two of my typhoids ~emorrhaged. And Im very anxious to save them all if I can. Typhoids, especially, cause me anxiety; perhaps its because to date Ive had twenty-five cases of that illness and no deaths - knock on wood. Of the twenty-five, fourteen are convalescent and safely out of danger; two have been transferred to surgery because they developed pneumonia and pus in the chest (empyema) - both doing well. The other nine are running high temperatures and are critical. The reason for the low mortality in soldiers is that all had been inoculated previously and all are young and vigorous. Im very fortunate, too, to have a splendid nurse, Miss Kaloric, at the head of this ward and shes a bear cat at feeding (the allimportant treatment) for these patients. Otherwise, its colder and snowing and the grounds getting white. Just came back from a short walk to town with ~urman. Bought a German grammar and two souvenir knives for birthdays of Joe and Ed. Received a postcard from Ed today. Twas dated January llth and said hed landed safely in Newport News, Virginia after a nice trip. Too bad he couldnt see you.
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Last night Furman and I took in another grand opera or rather two - Pagliacci and Cavalleria Rusticana. They were well acted, on the whole, and the orchestra was splendid. The voices were fair but Id heard these two shows in Chicago and, of course, that was so much superior to last nights performances that I was spoiled a bit. By the way, Der BaJazzo is German for Pagliaccio Yesterday Lieutenant Gerstley conducted me to a most welcome place here in Coblenz,- a swimming pool, and a peach of a one,too. Girl, I surely did have a nice swim. The pool is clean and well kept,- about forty feet long and twenty feet wide. Stairs lead down into the shallow end and a good diving board juts off the deep end. The water was cool and invigorating. Had a nice shower before and after the swim. Each person gets a little dressing room to himself - all for eighty pfennigs (about ten cents) which includes a towel. The attendant was a German. This pool used to be for Hun officers and is now for American officers exclusively. I mean to go there three times a week. Im getting flabby from lack of exercise and the swimming will come in great. All of which is preliminary to answering your nice letters of January 5, 6, 7, 8 and 9 .and card of the llth. That last came yesterday - only eighteen days across, the fastest time yet. That letter of yours of last 6th of May which I received on the 21st while in the front line in Belgium still holds the record. You ask if I will go with the 3rd army if it should move to the rear. I dont know: Thls makes about the seventh army Ive been with, four British and the first, second and third American armies in succession. So if ever a fourth American army were formed to relieve the third, Id bet Id be one guy whod be left with the fourth. Im getting a bit despondent of ever getting back to the United States of America. So the gifts are still piling in. Well certainly be in clover - those thirteen doilies ought to be lucky. Whats Madeira? I always thought that term related to wine. Yes, dear, I got the package of candy you sent me in September - it came in January. But the parcel of underwear never came - I guess its lost. Dont send any more as Im getting some through our quartermaster
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Delighted that Gussie is once more O.K. Give her my love. Your clipping about love, the great panacea, is good and very true. Im expecting great things of you, honey, and also expect to be pretty nice to you. Sweetheart, Im very lonesome for you. Its so long since I saw you and I need you very much, how much
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you cant even imagine. I want to be with you all the time, to be your pal by day, your lover by night. Just you and I in our nest, sweetheart,- that sounds so simple, but what a flood of thought and emotion that arouses in me. Last night .I had a terrible dream, the worst I ever had. I dreamt I was ordered to the A.E.F., Siberia. In my dream I raged and fumed and protested, but all in vain. And I could hardly believe that when I awoke, I wasnt in Siberia. Banish such dreams forever. They are horrible. Eoney, its late. Wont you kiss me good night? Thats fine. And one more. Now one for good luck, one to get married, and one to have a million children (lets cut down on that last rash wish). Good night, Nina, and Just barrels of love from Your boy, Lee
January 31 My darling wife, Tonight is the last one of the month. Another month has passed quickly and were no nearer to each other, physically, I mean. Mentally, we have drawn very close as our letters to each other are no longer written with reserve. I write to you as my hear~ dictates and sometimes, especially lately, Im afraid my heart has dictated too boldly. Tell me, Nina, have I been too forward? Do you want me to express, as Im doing, all my emotions and thoughts to you or should I be a bit reserved? But, honey, I cant help writing as I do. 1~or example, tonight Im all alone. My two roommates have gone out and left me with you. Ive Just read over your letters of the last month and the message of love in each has set me a~lame. Dearest, as I write my hear~ is beating rapidly, the blood is violently coursing through me, and my face feels flushed. And from head to toe I have the most passionate desire to have you in my arms. Dearest, I cant help talking this way. I simply must tell you the truth. Im almost insane .with love and desire for you. Why, girl, I,d eat you up if I had you he re tonight. In one of your letters, honey, you let me into your sacred room as you prepare to retire and you let me into the secret of how you get ready for bed. Oh, darling, wont you let me be your maid and into the secret? Please do. The very thought sends a thrill through me from head to toe and sets me on fire. Why, of course,
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Iii behave myself. III be a model of virtue and a perfect maid. I must pay you for the privilege. Name your price. Oh, thats easy. Here are three long and clinging kisses. Will I kiss you good night? Well, rather - oh, Nina, your lips are burning. Will I come in with you? Yes, dearest, and soon youre in my arms and our lips are together and our hearts pound violently against one another. Then you draw my head down to your breast and lm happy. And so sleep overtakes a lovely wife and Her loving husband, Lee
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February 2, 1919 Dearest Nina, Another month has rolled around. I wonder how many more before were united. No signs, no indications, of being relieved. Our hospital is crowded to the doors over 1,600 patients. Tomorrow lm evacuating twenty-one of my cases to the base. The men are very happy and lm sad I cant go with them. The leave question is puzzling me now. lm due again as its over four months since my last one. To go or not to go, that is the question. They are granting leaves much more readily now, so all I have to do is to apply and I could go. And the bars have been lifted so that we can go to England, Belgium, Italy or any part of France. Fourteen days, including time of travel, every four months, ld like to see more scenery, of course, though I must confess lm a bit blas6 on sight-seeing. The Statue of Liberty would be the welcome sight for me. If I go Iii probably choose England as Italys too cold to really enjoy while in London they speak English and have good shows. But leaves cost money and I dont like to spend more than necessary. You see, I spent about 800 francs on my first leave to Paris a year ago, and about 900 francs on my second one last October. Other officers spend more, but their extra expenses can be put down, chiefly, to wine and women, lm strong for the song. My roommate, Lieutenant Furman, is likewise undecided as to leave. He, too, is engaged and needs the money. Love to you and yours.
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Sunday, February 4th Heard that Brother Ed landed safely at Newport News and is now back in Chicago. Meanwhile I continued to work
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hard with special attention to soldiers afflicted with typhoid fever, nephritis, diphtheria and tonsillit~. Furman and I took two of our nurses to see "Orpheus in der Untervelt,; and enjoyed it again; this was followed by more sandwiches and tea at the Monopol Restaurant with a total cost of seventy-seven marks (about $12.00). One of our typhoid patients developed a very rare complication (an abscess in the parotid gland near one ear - we had to open it to let out pus). On February 4th Furman and I attended the won r derfal opera "Martha"- I did not know that the main song was "The Last Rose of Summer, "- it was beautifully sung. The next day our new C.0., Major Hill, announced that our Evacuation H.ospital~..#2 was soon to be relieved by Evacuation Hospital #49 - this news was great - my first hint that soon Id be able to return to the good old United States of America and claim Nina, my lovely bride to be; and then return to the private practice of medicine and see my parents and the rest of my family plus my many friends. Suddenly I felt good again and very hopeful. Otherwise, no special news. I did buy German pocket knives for brother Paul and cousin Gerald. Also was O.D. and had to arrest one of my patients for ~giving bread to a German - this act was a part of the American policy of nonfraternization with Germans. The next day we started to evacuate as many patients as possible. We transferred many to hospitals in Trier
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(T~vos). That night Furman and I took two more nurses to another opera - this time a poor one called eDer l~elschutz,w it was terrible and I almost fell asleep. Coblenz, February 4, 1919 Dear Folks, 8:30 A.M. Just a few minutes before I go to my ward and give the patients the once-over. Just had breakfast of oatmeal, coffee and biscuits - tasted good. Its a brisk mornin~ - the kind on which you debate a long time before plunging out of bed. Furman and I wait each morning for the other to get up,- usually with disastrous results for we both get up late and get no breakfast. Nothing exciting since my last letter of the 31st of January. Were still here and will be for some time as far as I can see. And were busy as can be. This morning there are over 1,650 patients in the hospital - were supposed to handle 1,500. I suppose you think we associate with the German population. All wrong. There is an order against any social relations with the Huns and that order is strictly obeyed. We talk to them when we want something done an~ thats all. One lieutenant was court-martialled the other day for conversing with a German woman in a public cafe. That little talk cost him a public reprimand and $i~0.00 fine. Did I tell you I saw a German bridal couple the other day? First spectacle of that sort in my young life. The bride was all in white including the veil. The groom was in black in full dress and silk hat. Opposite them in the carriage sat two little children all in white. The carriage was a fine one and closed, and was drawn by two spirited horses which were adorned with plumes. They were driving down the Kaiser-Wilhelm Ring, the finest boulevard in Coblenz. I asked a German if bridal couples ever drove away from a wedding in an auto. Oh, no, he said, neverl I didnt see any rice nor old shoes nor tin cans. I suppose Ed is with you as I received a card dated January llth that he landed O.K. on the lOth at Newport News, Virginla. Well, must go now and make rounds. Good morning, all, and lots of love. Affect ionat ely, Lee Same address will get me.
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February 5 Dearest Mina, Its morning Just before lunch. Have a few minutes to spare so here goes for another brief letter. Am ao busy I d6nt get as much of a chance to write as Id like to. Our hospital is running along full speed. Over 1,600 patients; some go back to duty, some are evacuated to base hospitals, and occasionally one gives up his life here; but as fast as beds are empty, new patients come in and so it goes. Work and plenty of it for all of us. Last night it snowed and this mornin~ there is a thin veil of white all over. Every day has been overcast and gloomy. Wish the sun would come out as Id like to do some sight-seeing and at the same time take some plctur~s. The ban on photography is lifted now - did I ever tell you that while in Baccarat, I bought an Eastman Kodak A1 for ii0 francs? But havent taken many pictures as French films are wretched and American ones not to be had. But German films are good, I think. Expect to get some pictures today as Im having a German firm develop for me. If good will send you copies. Most are of different members of personnel. I like to have pictures of each one to remind me of old memories apr~s la guerre. The other day I read an article which gave the interesting information that Fatima was the daughter of Mohammed. Did you know that? Yes, and that Piedmont (Duke of) is heir apparent to the throne of Italy. So you see where some of our most noted or rather notorious fags (British for cigarettes) get their names. We learn something new every day.. Did I ever tell you the song the C.O. of the l~th Royal Irish Rifles used to sing a great deal? This C.O.s name was the Rt. Honorable Colonel Odo Vivian, M.V.O., D.S.O., etc., etc. Hes the brother of the Lord of Swansia (Wales) and is himself extremely wealthy. His income tax for IPI7 was over a million pounds - some taxl Anyway, we used to have song feats at times, especially when we were travelling de luxe on one of the French cattle cars and this old boy would sing:
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Were all getting older, older every day, Older, bolder, so the ladies say, Some of us are uglier, Some of us are gray, But were all getting older, older every day. The nurses are giving us a dance tonight, the first one in this hospital. I understand that the fine band of the 39th Infantry will give us the necessary inspiration for the fox-trotting, one-stepping and waltzing. More details after said dance. Yesterday afternoon the Red Cross opened up its new recreation room for personnel, and patients and some of our officers stepped over and had tea and rolls and salted almonds. Rather attractive Red Cross secretaries, two of them. Think Ill dance with them tomorrow night. You dont mind? I promise to be nice to them. But, dearest, Im all yours, every bit of me belongs to you only. Im awfully lonesome for you and Just longing to be in our dollhouse with you. I can hardly wait. Every day I hear of more of the A.E.F. going home. But here I am waiting my turn. I guess I cant kick for the streets of Coblenz are full of 3-stripers like me. Surely I have no claim to go home earlier than these other boys whove been away from home eighteen months or longer. It wont be so long before four stripes begin to appear on some sleeves. Ive almost five months to wait for mine - till June 23rd. Hope to be with you before that - Im not looking for that fourth chevron. Honey, must close now as its twelve noon. We have an officers meeting every day at this time - lasts a few minutes - orders read, etc., then we eat. And God help the ones who come late for meals. Au revoir, auf Niedersehen, my own sweetheart, loads of love to you from Your boy, Lee Later - after supper First call $5.00, second call $I.00. Here I am again, doctor. Honey, lve some news for you. Dont get excited, though. At the officers meeting today, Major Hill, our new C.O., announced that all the Evacuation Hospitals now on duty in Coblenz, that is, Numbers 2, 4, 6, 9 and 14, are to be relieved shortly by other units and are to return to the United States quickly. Evacuation Hospital ~49 (was stationed at or near Nice) is to relieve us and should be here any day now. But heres the rub, dear. No one of us knows definitely that hes going. The unit is going and some of the staff--~ to be detached and left behind. I certainly
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hope I wont be one of those unlucky birds. But the best dope is that all those who came over with the unit are to go back, and also all those now attached to it and who have served a year or more in the A.E.F. As that includes me and also my roommate, Lieutenant Furman, I think the chances are good for an early return to Gods country, lm feeling Jubilant tonight, almost as happy as though I were actually on my way back. But dont rely positively on my early return and dont stop writing to me. Ive been in the army too long to be sure of anything. When orders come positively, Ill cable you and you can telegraph folks. Of course, Ive no idea where well land if we do go home, but lets pray its New York. And little, sweetheart, if it is, no~hing, no, not even your plea for me to stay away until were to be married, will keep me away from you. Your boy who will soon be with you, Lee February 5, 1919 Dear Folks, Just had supper - steak, baked spuds, beans and some sort of gelatine pudding and am now back in my room. Its been a warm day after a cold night. Snowed some but all melted now. Still busy as can be as our hospital still has well over 1,600 patients. We send some out, but new ones keep coming in and the beds are filled up almost constantly. Now for some news. At the officers meeting today, Major Hill, our new C.0. told us that all the Evacuation Hospitals in Coblenz, that is, Numbers 2, 4, 6, 9, 17 are to be relieved shortly and to go back home. Evacuation Hospital 49 is coming to relieve us. Well, ~ets hope we have ze grand reunion bientot, for Im crazy to see you all again. Good night all and loads of love. Keep writing to this same address. Affe c t i onat ely, Lee
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February 7 Dearest girl, In my last letter I wrote you t~at Evacuation Hospital #2 was going to be relieved and sent back home and that Id possibly go along with It. Since then the order h~s been read out to us. Evacuation Hospital 2 will be relieved shortly by Evacuation Hospital
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49, and all officers, nurses and enlisted men who came over with the unit or who have served a year or more in the A.E.F. will go back to the United States with the unit. All others will stay and become attached to the incoming organization. So, honey, I guess there s little doubt but what Ill soon be on my way back home. I can scarcely realize it. Seems too good to be true. We dont know when well leave here. It nmy be a week or a month or two. So dont stop writing till I cable you that Im leaving (will you please telegraph the folks on receipt of my cable?). But dont send any more parcels or anything else of value. Wish I knew how soon were going and where we ii land. As soon as I know will cable you so if you get a message March 29th, NYG, Lee youll know what that means. Itll mean I expect to land in my wifes city on the day of her birthday. Last night the nurses of our hospital gave us the first of a series of weekly dances. It was a nice affair, too, and I thoroughly enjoyed it. There were about seventy nurses and i00 officers, Just enough to add zest to the pursuit of the fair sex. Four members of the 39th Infantry band gave us a peach of a musical stimulation. The dance began at eight and ended at 11:30. Refreshments consisted of lime Juice, sweet rolls and salted almonds. No dance was missed by L. Unger. And L. Unger was gratified to find that a good many of the nurses are excellent dancers. Im O.D. now. Had a busy night. Arrested a patient for stealing bread from enlisted mens mess; admitted three new cases during the night, inspected patients and enlisted mens messes, inspected the guards (we have three posts each night) and made rounds through all the wards. On top of that, we were evacuating cases again this morning, and I had to sign up eleven of my boys to go back to the States. Do you wonder I didnt get to bed till ~:00 A.~.? At seven was up again, saw that patients left, had breakfast and here I am with you. Four of the cases sent back are convalescent typhoids - that makes sixteen recoveries so far out of twenty-five cases of typhoid that Ive handled. Of the other nine, four more are almost well. three are critical and two have been transferred to surgery but are doing well. No deaths to date. Hope it keeps up. Well, dearest, I do hope now to see you very, very soon, and to clasp you to me and call you my own, my very own. Au revoir, Nina, and loads of love from Your-b oy-who i i - s o on- s e e -y ou, Lee
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February 7 Dear Folks, Well, I dont think it will be long before I call you. May I drop in at the new home, 4~30 Indiana Avenue? Yes, I think well be on our way home soon, Just how soon I cant say. It may be well start in a week, or a month or two. But dont stop writing till you get my cable which Ill send as soon as movement orders come. But dont send any parcels or anything of value any more. But do keep on writing till I give the word. It was officially announced yesterday that Evacuation Hospital 2 will be relieved shortly by Evacuation Hospital ~p and will proceed to the United States. For me, Ive done all the traveling eastward I want to for a while. The Statue of Liberty and ~830 Indiana Avenue will look pretty nice to me. I can hardly believe Im to go home. Today makes twenty months since I left Chicago. I hope Im back before the 2~th one is
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Must close now. Loads of love and do hope to see you soon. Affect ionat ely, Lee Saturday, February No new typhoid patients - instead we admitted ten new patients with "flu" (influenza). That evening went to a dance followed by tea and a walk across the Rhine and back. The next day had our first death from typhoid fever due .to a sudden hemorrhage. Also now have twenty "flu" patients. February P, Ip19 Dear Folks, Waiting patiently for our relief - well welcome Evacuation Hospital 49 with open arms for when it comes, it will let Evacuation Hospital 2 go home, Home, boys, home, its home we ought to be. Home, boys, home in our own country. Thats the place for us.
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Our hospital is st~ll crowded to the doors. Typhoids have quit coming in and now Im running some rooms for influenzas - weve lots of them and many very sick. Received Geralds letter of January 13th yesterday. Glad everyones O.K. Is Ed home yet? I got his card of January llth from Newport News. I like the way Gerald says, Ive got a rotten teacher for the subject (geometry) and I have to teach myself. All kids of that age feel that way - I did myself. But Gerald writes a very nice letter and didnt misspell more than a dozen words - no, only two - semester and rotten. He spelled them cemester and rotton. Also got a letter from Ruth Unger and one from Harry Solomon enclosing two interesting letters from Sam. And, of course, a few letters from Nina. Shes fine and dandy, only much disappointed that I was sent with the Army of Occupation. However, it wont be long before shell change her name and residence. Almost forgot to tell you I had a visitor this morning. Doctor (Lieutenant) Seidler whos attached to the 33rd Division and came up all the way from Luxemburg on a sidecar to visit me. ~Hes looking fine and expects to go home within a few weeks, though he thinks his division is coming up here to relieve one of the divisions now in Coblenz or environs. He had to go right back so we could only talk a few minutes. Well, must do some work. Write often, but dont send anything valuable. Loads of love to all. Affect ionate ly, Lee
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February 9 Dearest wife, Each day now is a big stride toward my goal - you. Each day means Im closer to you for Evacuation Hospital ~9 is on its way up here to relieve us. And Evacuation Hospital 2 is ordered to go home and to take Captain L. Unger along with it. Yes, honey, Im as sure to go home as one can be in the army - youre never certain of anything while youre in the service. They may take it into their heads to hold me here or to send me elsewhere, but Im prett~.~ sure they wont, and that it wont be long before Im on my way back to the United States of America. Rumors are rife that were going home by way of Rotterdam. I hope so as the trip down the Rhine
will be very interesting, and the prospect of visiting Holland appeals to me. Wish I knew where we were going to land. If New York, nothing on earth would keep me from-calling on you. My dearest, dont try to dissuade me. If I were in Mew Yo~k, ~ Just couldnt help coming to 945 St. Nicholas Avenue. Its been colder these last two days, though the sun is out bright on this nice Sunday afternoon. Were still very busy as the hospital is full; influenza cases predominate. The small epidemic- of typhoid (twenty-five cases in all) has ceased. Sweetheart, I received your lovely letters of January 15, 16, and 17 and card of the 14th and Valentine greetings. Many thanks for all. Your heart is the ideal Valentine gift, and is what I desire most of all and-what Im soon to have, God permitting. Glad you told A.~. about our engagement. Have you seen Ed yet? Wonder whether hes home or still at Newport News. Last I heard was he had landed on January 10th Sweetheart wife, your letter of January 16th has ~et me afire. Such love as you bear me I never dreamed existed. Its a priceless possession and nothing can take it from me. I cant understand yet how I came to be so fortunate as to win the devotion of a girl like you. Nina, dearest, I want you to know we are husband and wife, even though the formalities may not take place for another two-three months. You belong to me and I to you. Your heart is mine and mine is yours. And I want to impress on you again that we have no secrets from each other. Our very hearts and souls and minds are one even though were thousands of miles apart. And so, honey, you cant be too frank with me. I realize, as you do, that we dont write each other in a conventional manner. I realize that our friends might misjudge us. But you and I know, heney, that we belong to each other and have for many months, and that love like ours cant go hand in hand with secrecy. I simply must tell you what I do, what I feel, what I think. And Im very happy to know that you, too, feel that way. No, wife dear, I dont think our frankness is immodesty. It is only the natural expression of a vast and intense and true love for one another, a love rendered unnatural by circumstances of distance and separation. That is all. I want you, honey, oh so badly, and next to you, I want those letters of yours like that of January 16th in which you reveal you~ feelings for me as never before. That is the letter you wrote after you received my two (183 and 18~), the first two from Coblenz. You remember how sad you were at the thought of a further separation, of six-seven months, as I thought at that time. You remember how you cried when
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you read my prediction and how you longed for me and for my love and kisses. And how you thought of me while you were bathing and how I came to you even into that sacred room. My spirit came to you thou6h my body was here in Germany. You have never before let me peep into that room, and I know you would never did we not belong utterly and forever to each other. And do you know your picture of my coming to you while you lay there in the tub half-submerged has set my blood on fire? As I write this I am actually hungering to be with you Just as you thought me. No, Im not ashamed before you. You are my wife. ~ny should I be? Censored a letter today that was so funny I must give you a copy of it. It was from a patient here to General Pershing and goes like this: Germany, February 7, ~eneral Pershing: :)ear Sir : I, the undersigned, submit my name for discharge from the United States Army. My reason for so doing is I am an employee of the Cincinnati post office in the parcel post division and on leaving in July, iplg, the office was in dire need of help owing to the number of men called to service and the increased amount of mail and parcel post; and it wont be long until the Easter rush will be there and for these reasons I submit my name and for future reference I will refer to the following~ Postmaster X ) Mr. Y ) Cincinnati, Ohio Mr. Z ~ Post Office Hoping to hear from you in the ~ear future, I remain Yours in appreciation Pvt. James F. H. Bat D - F.A. A.E.F., Germany P.S. Am now recovering in Evacuation Hospital #2 Coblenz. Hows that fellow for an optimist? He certainly must be one. Of course, I had to check the letter. Will send it back to the patient and have him submit his application in regular military form. From: Pvt. X To: General Pershing SubJeot : Discharge from army I hereby request early discharge from army for following reasons : I
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Its now about 8:00 P.M. Im going to study a little German, then read a bit and then to bed. Good night, dearest little wife, and loads and loads of love to you from Your husband, Lee
February i0 Dearest Nina, Borrowed a sheet of this regular paper from Lieutenant Gerstley; he paid nine marks a box for it and Ill help him get rid of it. Today has been quite uneventful. Its been cool but bright. Worked in the wards till ~:00 P.H. and then walked till 5:00. Exciting life, nest-ce pas? Nicht Wahr? Received your very nice letter of January 18th today. Very sorry to hear Adele is sick - Gussie certainly has her troubles, hasnt she? I do hope my niece is once more O.K. Yes, please kiss her for me and Iii pay you back. How many do I owe you now? No further word as to going, but well be lucky if we reach the United States by April 15th as conditions at the base ports are congested. If we happen to go by way of Rotterdam, we could make much better time. But we probably wont go that way as its too easy for army use. Today we were told to get our trunks and bedding rolls, etc. well labelled. Ten of our nurses are sick and off duty. One is very sick with bronohopneumonia, the others not so serious. And, as we have only ninety nurses altogether, that means a high percentage of sickness. All doctors on the Job. Some of enlisted men sick, though not many. lm handling influenza cases now. Also have twenty beds for heart and nephritic patients and some trench fevers; and have only ten left for typhoids - typhoid is no longer spreading. Sorry to say that I lost one of my typhoid patients last night; he had severe and repeated hemorrhages and is the only death in the twenty-five cases here. Thats a very low mortality (4%), but low figure is due to fact all men have been inoculated and are at least partially protected. Honey, I want to correct you a bit for what you said in the letter which came today. You tell me how you love me and how your heart and your whole being are aflame with love for me,- then you say you cant write more as it wouldnt be fair for my fiancee to
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write more while in that state of mind, though if we were married it would be different. Now, dearest, I conter~ that it would not be different if we were married. For many months we have pledged ourselves to each other. For many months weve been husband and wife Just as much as possible. Please, honey, dont again make any difference between your state as fianc6e and wife. Now promise that youll write me as I do you.
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February 12th Furman and I went to the opera "Tannhauser," - an excellent show but much too lon~. The next day one of our nurses and one soldier died of flu complicated by bronchopneumonia. Its really an epidemic. Also went to our daily noon medical m~eting and I gave a report concerning my twenty-four cases of
typhoid fever with one death. Much discussion. Letter from Nina January 26, 1919 Dearest Soldier Boy, Honey, lve received your letters #191 and #I. Letters #185, 186, 187, 188, 189 and 190 are still missing and also the one written New Years Eve. Darling boy, you know I love you very much, dont you? Why, every inch of my body belongs to you. Im happy when Im in your arms with our lips pressed together and the warmth of your body penetrating through my heart. Oh, honey, how often I dream of our dollhouse when we will have each other, and where we will rule with the strong arm of love in our dominion of paradise. There you need only to express a wish and if it is in my power it will be fulfilled. Life and love will guide us for they are synonymous. We are Just children dancing to the most enticing music the calm strains acting as a magnet which draws us until we are one in thought, soul and body. It is irre s ist ible.
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As I sit here writing I wonder what power you have over me to have cast this spell upon me. I admit frankly you have me completely in your control, and you are the only living bein~ who has awakened something in me that I dont understand. Ive already appealed to you f.or an answer because I dont know what has come over me. You, Lee, have cast aside my sham personality and instead I am your wife stripped of my modest cloak and appealing to my husband. To all outward appearances I am the same,- how changed inwardly. My boy, the love you have given me is more than I ever hoped for, but it couldnt be greater than the deep devotion I have for you.
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Darling, when I finished writing the last of the above, I couldnt continue as I was so lonesome for you that I almost went mad. I wanted to say good night but couldnt. Yes, Iii admit I cried for you as I went in to take my bath. Then I went to sleep with yo~ir picture under my pillow. Do you ever grow so foolish? Must start to answer some of your letters. Honey, you are the bestest hubby in all the world to write so often and so interestingly. How I love every word you write! Why, your letters are the only things that count for they are your proxy. Before me I have the book of views of the Rhine. They are glorious and Just the right size for framing for your den. That is the room in which you and I will spend much time, for everything in it will recall some tale of interest in your present life, and you will tell me each story as we are clasped in each others embrace. It will be like a dream to you. Only I will be real as you bend over and kiss me when your story has been told. Also have your Xmas card. Thanks, honey, for your thoughtfulness. No, I dont mind the German - in fact like the sentiment. Postal cards of December 21, 24, 24, 25, 27, January i, 2, and i0 are very beautiful. The colorin8 and scenes are so exquisite. Mother was delighted with the German newspaper. I havent had time to look it over. Can I read it? Well, if I sit down for a week Iii probably finish a column-maybe Iii know what lm reading but most likely I wont. Iii let you know how I succeed. ~ay I correct a wrong impression you have, friend husband? I am not an heiress. Firstly, my mother has very little, but--~nough to keep her for the remainder of her llfe. She is giving me only the amount she would spend on a big wedding if we had one. By the time I am
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finished buying things, I will have about $~,000.00 (including bonds, stamps, mothers money and mine). Then there will be the gift from the boys which I want to use to fill in on the knives and forks our Chicago folks sent us so that the set will be complete. In other words, our dollhouse is assured, but it is up to us to maintain it. Please dont ever again say I am an heiress. Besides, please dont mention again that you are a pauper. Youre not. Its now i:00 A.M. and I promised Ma Id be in bed by midnight. Still I havent started answering your letters. Today I wrote you, but forgot to put return address on the back so dont suppose youll get the letter. Since starting this (last Sunday) Ive received ur letters #192, 193, 185, 186, 187, 188, 189, 190, , 3 and ~. Oh, boy, what letters! Too bad, honey, that you are so very busy. Hope the new doctors and nurses have relieved you, and that you are getting the proper rest, recreation, food, etc. February i Cant answer the letters tonight as one must have her wits with her when working with auditors in business. So must get some rest. Honey, before going to bed may I call on you? I llke to sit in your lap. Its so comfy. As my fingers run through your hair, your head falls on my breast and I press it closely to me. I love your head there because your lips are Just above my heart, and as you impress your kiss, it burns through until I feel a quiver through me and I am in a state of ecstasy. Then I lift your head and while clinging ~to you, I kiss your lips again. You lift me in your arms and carry me into our room. Soon we are snuggling closely and so we live for each other when I am Your own
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Letter from Nina Dar Iing Hubby, Well, here goes. Im going to try to answer some of your letters. As they are some of the finest Ive received, you can imagine my Job. Judging from your descriptions and the views youve sent me, ~ermany must be beautiful. You know, dearest, if you keep on making a collection of relics (and keep sending pictures suitable for framing, youll have a
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most interesting den. I can picture that room now with its grim reminders of war relieved by the brilliantly colored scenes in somber frames han~ing on the walls. The comfortable chairs and cheerful hangings are very inviting, but we prefer the cozy corner with its many pillows so that. we sink right in among them, and while we are exchanging confidences, a divine feelin~ of peace comes over us. It is a delightful room and though the atmosphere is decidedly heavy (because it is a mans room in every way), one cannot escape the comfort of it. ~oney, it is true that I too think the separation intolerable. But when your ship comes in, I will be the happiest girl in all the land. Im waiting, dearest, waiting. You can rest assured well make up for lost time. Of course Germans make a lot of fuss about Xmas. Thats why we make so much of it. You see, Mother is German by birth and has always observed Xmas and ~aster. ~hen we were children shed color eggs on Easter and put them in nests and hide them so we had to search the house. It was lots of fun. Xmas we always hung up our stockings. How we looked forward to those days! Never mind, dearest, youll get ice cream and apple pie and chocolate cake and chicken and everythin~ when you come home. May I pay for the first blowout we have? After that youll pay for mine for life. Its ~erfectly all right for me to pay the bill now that prohibition is nationwide. Cocktails cost almost as much as an entire ~eal. Too bad you didnt meet General Pershing when he visited near you. He is subject to much critieism at present because of his treatment of drafted men and reserve officers in comparison with West Point men. In fact, it was due to the opinion of the returning troops that his name was withdrawn as a Republican presidential candidate (this, of course, is not generally
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Am glad you are not working so hard. Proper rest and recreation are so essential to enable you to do your work well. When we are exhausted, we cannot do our best. Honey doll, when you are tired come here and rest awhile. Let me soothe your tired brow. Dont talk, Just relax and put your head on my shoulder. Soon you will be snatching a half hour of sleep, but when you awaken, you will be quite refreshed. Of course, my arm is a bit tired from being in the one position so long, but Ive feasted my eyes on you while you slept and thats my reward (more appreciated than gold). Lee dear, I dont overestimate your part in the war. You are doing noble work and I defy anyone to show
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greater courage. In my opinion, you are a hero and please dont say youre not. Your modesty is c~arming, but I know there isnt a braver man in the army than my boy. Your picture of our future is most alluring. As I sit here reading it again, it makes the blood rush from head to toes. I worship you, my little sweetheart, and longing for the time when all our dreams will come true. To entwine our souls and bodies (as our thoughts are entwined at present) will cement the bliss of our perfect union. All Joy and happiness shall be ours, and I am ready to be clasped in your arms and held tightly to your heart as your lips meet mine. The thought of being your pal during the day, your companion at every meal and your wife at all times is quite enough for me - that is all I ask to make our future ideal. Your letter of December 31, 1918 is a marvel. It is the best yet. In that letter you give me a r~sum~ of the year - your year. Oh, boy, where did you get so much spunk? Then you dare say your part in the war was very small. No one can show a cleaner slate nor a cooler head. Why, I think you are the most splendid hero we have. Honey, would you mind telling me how so great a man could fall in love with a simple ignorant girl. Yes, Im ignorant as beside you I sink into oblivion. Still I adore you and worship my hubby with blind devotion, and shall climb to the very apex with you, always believing in you and trusting you. It is a glorious love I bear for you. Stripped of pettiness and Jealousy, but infused with a wild desire for bigger things, higher ideals, wider scope and greater achievements. Only pure love and absolute trust can accomplish this for us. Hubby, dearest, your wife is insanely and entirely in your power. Good night, darling. Cant you hear my heart and soul calling for you? Lee, Lee, I adore you. Your own Nina From Nina Dearest Hubby, Shall continue answering your letters as briefly as possible, as I have many things to do today and its now almost time to set the table. As I told you several days ago, I did receive the picture and snapshot. The postcard is splendid and lve kissed it so much that the paint (if there were any)
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would be kissed off. If that picture could talk, it would tell you the most fascinating tale of love you ever heard. Ive talked to it, carried it inside my waist and slept with it. Lee, dearest, I worship you. Day after day I ask myself if it is possible to love more. The answer comes no, but the moment Im alone you come to me and something deep down swells and things shoot through me from head to toe - even through my hair - and I close my eyes and say if only Lee were here. Honey-boy, now I know that life without love is like an egg without salt. Lee, wont you come here and draw me close to you? It is all I ask. No, that would not satisfy me. I want your lips, more, more, more. My heart is yearning for you so that I can hardly hold the pen. I seem to be sailing in the air and Im almost bursting with a peculiar feeling. Sweetheart, I appeal to you. Why do I get this funny delicious feeling when I think of you for several minutes? It is most peculiar because it starts at the head, goes down my spine to my feet, and then I tingle and have a wild desire to yell your name and hold out my arms for you. Ive never felt that towards anyone else. I can feel your kisses as they are burningly impressed upon my llps. I can feel your warm body close to mine, and I can feel our hearts pounding violently as they rest against each other. It is glorious, yet pathetic because my longings are but empty dreams - my sensations but tricks of the imagination. I want you - the real lover - the creator of my true self. No, Im sorry Ed did not return via New York. Im sorry about this - Jealous - as I had my lips all puckered up for him. Just for that, Ill save it until I can deliver it to him in your presence. Received a splendid letter from Paul. His composition, concise expressions and construction are beyond criticism. Will says he (Paul) is glad Ed cant wear his clothes and hopes you wont be able to wear yours. The dances you attend must be delightful. By this time you must be a real spieler. Will you teach me? I never go to dances any more. What takes my breath away is the fact that my hubby is mingling with the nobility and elite. How can I (a poor little office scrub) ever hope to come up to your level? As for the future king of Great Britain, from what you say, he must be very democratic. Honey, do you think I am the proper wife for such a big man as you? Calling on Major General Dickman (In state) shaking hands with the Prince of Wales and, no doubt, talking to the President. Where do I fit in? Not at all, say I. But with your love and patlence, Iii learn.
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Honey, you are becoming quite an opera fan. Its a good habit, only Im sorry I cant be with you. Tonight Ive received a lot of magazines and newspapers. It is kind of you to send them and I read every word. They are great. The story of Cambrai by A. Conan Doyle is so interesting. Yes, honey, I received the cards from Italy and Monte Carlo, and also your Xmas card plus a number from Germany and a large and small book of views of the Rhine. All are much appreciated as they speak for themselves in the language of love and constancy. Certainly you may take me to Churchills, though youll find prices a bit high. Still it is a real Breadway institution. Sweetheart, I cant write more tonight. Too much for my arm as Ive been writing on books all day. Honey, good night. May God bless the bravest, truest, most adorable man in all the world who is idolized by His sweetheart wife, Nina Feb. ~ My own little boy, Honey, Im sorry you got a fit of the blues when you read my letter about my trousseau. But I know Just how you felt. Never mind, dear, Im glad you have an opportunity to see Germany and that is my only consolation for the present separation. As for my outfit, I havent bought any personal apparel yet. Outside of the beautiful underwear I received at my shower and my nightgowns, I must buy everything. Dearest, youll have an opportunity to help me buy some personal attire. I was Just saying to mother that I must buy stockings, gloves, petticoats, corsets, etc. and then Ill be finished except for outer garments. Never before did I realize how much a girl needs. But I havent spent any money on clothes this winter - even for shoes. Thats some record. Let me assure you that Im getting a very simple outfit, but we must have linens and things so that you need not be ashamed to ask people to our dollhouse. Of course, when we can afford it, well replace some of it with better quality as it is almost impossible to buy things at present. For instance, Mother went to one store for napkins. She asked for linen and they tried to sell her cotton. When she told them, they answered that the napkins were good enough for a kings daughter. Mother answered, That may be true, but they are not good enough for my daughter. However, even Altmans havent linen except at outrageous prices. Still all who have seen my outfit rave about it.
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February 12 My own dearest wife, Merry Lincoln s birthday and St. Valentine s Day and Washingtons birthday as well. And perhaps its not too early to wish you a happy St. Patricks day, too. You make me positively eager to see you in all your new things - your descriptions are alluring. Will you try on each and every article singly for my sole benefit sort of a performance for me alone? I want you to - you will, honey, wont you? Yes, though I know Ill be embarrassed by looking at some of those lovely but unmentionable articles, still I want to see my wifey dressed Just as prettily as can be. Besides, Im her own hubby and Ive a right to see these things. Nest ce pas? To which you must answer oui, oui. Gee, Im awfully ignorant on feminine attire - youll have a lot to teach me. I dont believe I know yet the difference between a nightgown and a negligee. And as for the intricacies of more delicate articles - Im lost - I kamerad completely. Wont you show me sometime? Mens attire is so simple Im sure women have no guessing about it. Dearest, I was Just thinking - what shall I wear for the ceremony? If the wedding can take place before Im mustered out, of course Ill wear my uniform. That would be easy for me. But if a month or so later, Id have to get fixed up in some sort of outfit. Honey, do you want the services in the afternoon or evening and whats the custom? Im an absolute ignoramus about social etiquette. Please tell your husband whether he s to wear a full dress suit or a cutaway, a black or white tie, black or white vest, etc. Ill have to read up somewhere. Twould be very simple if I could come and take you away while in uniform. Hope to be able to do that. So youre going to sleep six months after were married and want me to keep you company. Fine. That Ii suit me to a T. You say whoever wakes up first will be Officer of the Day and is to command the other absolutely.
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Gee, dearest, youll always be O.D. then for I never wake up first. Id never get up if my roommate didnt Jump up first. So youll be permanent commander and I your buck private. General, what orders today? Oh, thats easy. Heres one and two and three: And an extra one for good measure. Im too rough, am I? Well, you know we buck privates must treat era rough. Tomorrow night is the second of the weekly dances at ou~ place. The first was last Thursday night and I had a dandy time. Hope tomorrow night will be as sociable. Am improving with practice and Just ~etting so I can reverse a bit if I have a good partner. But if I draw poorly and get one of the non-turners, I dont try to reverse era much. About half our nurses are good or excellent dancers, the rest fair or poor. No one ever cuts in on the poor ones, but how they scramble for the llght-footed dancers. Want a transfer? Its genuine, and is given in exchange for fifteen pfennigs or about one cent in real money. The Germans are certainly great on long words. Yesterday afternoon Lieutenant Avery and I took a long walk to Castle Stolzenfels and back - my second visit there. The day was bright, but a bit misty. took some pictures and hope they turn out O.K. At places the Rhine is frozen over, and there were lots of kids out skating. The second tour through the castle was aa interesting as the first. The walk each way took us about an hour and a half and walking rapidly, too, so I was pretty tire~ last night, and stayed in my room peacefully and read up a little on some medical subjects. We also always have a supply of chocolates. We buy a pound tin of Schraffts chocolates (excellent) for four marks (forty-eight cents). What do they cost in New York? Are they rated high in the candy world there? Dearest, Im Just yearning to be with you and, oh, girl, what Id do to you if I had you here or, bet%er yet, if we were alone in our dollhouse. Honey, I Just want to be with you, and Im continually drawing pictures of the happy times to come when I will be in your arms. Girl, girl, do you really know how much I love you? Every fiber in me is aflame even at the thought of you. Im all yours, yours, and yours only. Please take me to you, sweetheart, for I belong to you for Im Your own hubby, Lee No news when relief outfit is coming. Coblenz, Sun. 2/16 Major Hill, our C.0., said Evacuation Hospital
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started packing. My trunk is packed full, but my beddin~ roll, lost in Paris, is still missing. That evening Furman and I took nurses Reutinger and Kaloric to another opera this time "Ii Trovatore" - excellent; and then again to the Monopol for sandwiches and tea. We also climbed up the huge statue of Kaiser William I (Der ]~rste). The next day a fine show at our hospital, this one called "The Pillshooters" from our 3rd corps. Our hospital now down to twenty-five patients, a great decline from our high of 1,625 sometime ago. So we are all taking it easy and Just waiting for our homeward bound finale. Coblenz, February 16, I91p Dear Folks, Though its almost midnight, I want to send you this brief letter. First of all, want to tell you not to write to me any more as we expect to be on the move homewards very shortly. The C.0. received a telegram today that Evacuation Hospital 49 (the unit relieving us) is on its way here. We ought to leave Coblenz by the end of. next week at the latest. If we go home by way of Rotterdam, we ought to be home by March 10th or 15th. If we go by way of a base port in France, say Brest, well be delayed at least a week, probably longer. But at any rate it shouldnt be long before we have the grand reunion weve all been looking forward to. Dont forget to have a nice chocolate cake ready - havent tasted any since I left the United States. Spent the early part of this afternoon packing my trunk,- some Job as the bayonets and sword make an awfully heavy bundle. Id hate to lift it. After that.my roommate, Lieutenant Gerstley, and I strolled over to the Y.M.C.A. Club for Officers. Every Saturday afternoon from four-six they have tea dances. The dancing was fine, a good orchestra and cakes served by the Y were tres bien. Have been very busy lately. Our hospital is still crowded to the doors. In addition went to a funeral
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yesterday as one of our nurses, a Miss Golden of Boston, and one of our enlisted men died of pneumonia. So we marched behind two open ambulances each carrying a casket. The cemetery is on a little hill on the other side of Coblenz. The services were conducted by our chaplain and were most ,impressive. All the Germans saluted the coffins. I regret to say they were much more courteous in this respect than some of our o~n American soldiers, nurses and officers whom we passed on the way to the c e re mony. Ive been busy preparin8 a paper to present at the first meeting of the newly-organized Medical Society of the 3rd Army. Evacuation Hospital 2 was given the honor of holding this first meeting and I was asked to present the first report. The affair came off yesterday afternoon and beaucoup colonels, majors, captains and lieutenants were there - all doctors gathered from every unit of the Army of Occupation. I spoke about fifteen minutes and gave a report of the twenty-four cases of typhoid Ive handled here in the last seven-eight weeks since our arrival in Coblenz. Twenty-three of the twenty-four recovered; one died of hemorrhages and pneumonia. There was a lot of discussion. Lieutenant Dempsey of our staff then reported two surgical cases and Lieutenant Vadala spoke on Trench Fever. After this the Red Cross lady here dished up coffee and doughnut a Received dads letter of January 23rd with enclosure of Eds landing. Also received letters from Ed of January 22nd from Camp Sherman. Answering both together as by now Ed is probably Citizen Ed. Glad you got two more parcels, but sorry the cane didnt come. Mailed you another helmet about a week ago and before that a couple of bundles of German magazines. Sorry to hear about renting my former office. How about the office Dr. Long had? Is that for rent? Has he come back? Keep your eyes open for a likely location for me. A1 Barnett is not yet on his way home. Hes still waiting for orders. Mr. Barnett was wrong in telling you I did not have to go with the Army of Occupation. Our hospital was ordered to go to Coblenz and I with them. We were not consulted about the matter,- that isnt done in the army. And you speak of my visiting Hungary as though I were here on a pleasure trip. I assure you I never worked so hard in my life as Ive been doing these last two months. Ed wrote he had a nice trip across the Pond on the Madawaska. Love to all, Your affe c t ionat e Lee
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From Nina New York, February 12 Dea~e st Boy, Are you celebrating Lincolns birthday? If only we could celebrate it together. Dearest, I dont see why February 12 or 22 should be any more of a legal holiday than March 16th. Just as great a man was born on that date. In fact, Im sure he is greater in his own way. Of course, you arent the father of the country nor did you free the slaves, but you are you; my hubby, my sweetheart. Why you are more w.nderful than the whole world, and I love you with all my heart and soul. Lee dearest, time passes so slowly now. Days grow into weeks and weeks seem months. Oh boy, life will only begin when you return. Now it is empty - full of longing and visions of our future. Darling, I adore you. Good night, dearest. That was a delicious kiss you gave me. But if you continue holding me so tightly, I wont want to break away. Darling, darling, was there ever such a man as my hubby? Honey, I am Yours through eternity, Nina
Sun. February 16 Dearest glrl, Just before going to the ward to make rounds, I want to dash off this note. The main thing is that you may now stop writing to me till further notice I hope we shall not have to write each other any more at all. Yesterday, Major Hill, ou~ new C.O. announced that Evacuation Hospital #~p was on the way up here to relieve us. That means we ought to get away from here in a few days. Received your three letters of January 21, 26 and 27. Though short, Im very thankful you wrote at all as you were suffering from overactivity at ~work and eyestrain. I think its Just fine you should have written me under those circumstances. Of course, I excuse the brevity of the letters, especially as each one conveys to me that wonderful message of love you bear me. Dearest, I can hardly realize that the end of our sepa~atlon is approaching. Somehow I cant bring myself to earth. Ive been away so many months its hard for me to even imagine Im going home. But there seems to be no doubt. Yesterday afternoon Lieutenant Gerstley and I convoyed two nurses to the Y.M.C.A. Officers Club. They
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run a nice little dance every Saturday afternoon from fou~-six and serve tea and delicious cakes at no charge. What more could a fellow want? So we were sports and took the Misses Hilton (Chicago) and Schreyer (Canadian) to the dance and we all enjoyed it very much. Only trouble is that there are ten men to each girl and the competition is very keen. After the dance Major Jackson (our surgeon) Joined us and the five of us adjourned to the dining room where we had an excellent dinner. Rates very reasonable at the Y-only four marks a plate or about forty cents. Did i tell you the marks have fallen again - to 161 marks per i00 francs (old rate A mark is about a dime now and used to be twenty-four cents before the war. Must go now. My laundry was Just brought in by two German kids. Au revoir and loads of love to you and many kisses. Your hubby expects to be with you shortly. Your own Lee From Nina Feb. 17 Dearest Sweetheart, Shall write you a few lines before leaving my office. Sweetheart, youve got me guessing. Wont you tell me what you bought for me? Im very curious. Please, honey, tell me. Ill put my arm around your neck, sit in your lap, and put my ear to your lips. You know, honey, it isnt nice to tease a poor defenseless wife like me. Why, youre as bad as Stella and May. Theyd do exactly as you. Roney, you certainly have saved a lot of money since you Joined the army. Why, to have paid Grandma was accompllshing a great deal. But you also have stocks, bonds, stamps and cash. Were way ahead of the game and Im sure we will always be able to take care of ourselves. Ill confess that at the time I accepted your proposal, I didnt think we would be on easy street and my finances together with yours looked mighty slim. But I felt that I could always earn at least $25.00 a week until we could live on your income. Now that seems unnecessary, thou6h ld go to work at any time in preference to going into debt. No matter what conditions are, I am always ready to help you - us - in any way. But I think you are deserving of a lot of credit to have saved so much money in less than two years besides doing your little bit towards the folks. Honey, you tell me lm pretty. I wish I were - for your sake. I feel lm not exactly ugly, but really lm
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not pretty. My hair is attractive when its up, but when down it is very short and wavy. It isnt a bit pretty when down as there isnt enough of it. Girls all envy me and I laugh because I know it is short, etc. Glad you like the picture. The waist you sent is very beautiful. Please dont say mean things about yourself to me as it hurts. Youre not a homely specimen and I wont have you say so. How did I come to accept you? Thats easy. You asked me but I believe I said yes even before your letter reached me. My reason for saying yes is because a sleeping sensation had awakened within me, and your dear face was indelibly imprinted in my heart. My thoughts were all of you and I had lost complete control of my soul - it had fled overseas and had mingled with yours. Dreams had come to me of a dollhouse with all its comforts where you were master and I your lady in waiting. We were pals and sweethearts. And soon our guardian angel blessed our dollhouse with a human doll. Who, but you, could be the father of my (our) child? No, dear, there is nothing wonderful in the fact that I accepted you. The wonder is that we found each other. And when we get each other, oh boy, how I shall eat you up. It cant come too soon for me. Its so long since Ive seen you that sometimes I grow terribly lonesome. Darling, you seem to take particular delight in undressing me. Has it ever occurred to you that sometimes I get dressed? Of course, my ladys maid may not have been hired for that duty. But I insist that if you take the Job, it must be a twenty-four hour case. Thoroughly enjoy all the newspapers and magazines you send. We all read them and some I keep - mother likes the German ones. Honey, I wish you were on your way home. This waiting, waiting, waiting grows worse and worse. But rest assured that within five minutes after I receive a cable from you, a telegram will be on its way to Chicago. In your next letter wont you tell me what you think I ought to do about A.F. Shall I arrange to leave him within two weeks after I receive your cable? You know I cant get any personal effects until I quit the Job and I do need clothes. And I cant leave him on a minutes notice. If my calculations are correct, youd reach New York (or United States of America) within a month of the time I receive the cable. If we are to be married at once, that would give me only two weeks to finish buying my clothes, etc. and get some rest so I will look my best when you come. Of course, if you go to Chicago first, it would depend upon how long you stay there before coming here. My plans about the office
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are entirely up to you, dear. Of course, I wont quit until you are on your way back as we need the money. Well, honey, I must get out. I love you very much and am all yours from head to toe. Darling, Im yearning for your kisses and caresses. Im so lonely for you. Lee, dear, I adore you Good night, be loved Yours through eternity, Nina #22 February 19 Dearest Nina, Great news: Earl~ this morning Evacuation Hospita.1.49 ulled in: And as thats the unit to relieve us, you can et we,~e all happy to greet them. And as soon as we can, well pull out bound for home. Home: How sweet that sounds after being away twenty months. Home and my own sweetheart! Girl, Im Just pinin and achin to see you and call you my own, my very own. Its 8:30 A.M. now. Just had breakfast and must go around wards soon as Ive not turned over my patients as yet to my successor. Guess we wont get out of here for another week or so. If we go home by way of Brest or some other French port therell be about another threefour weeks delay. But keep your eyes open and if you see Evacuation Hospital 2 sailing, youll know thats us. Nothing much exciting here otherwise than prospects of an early relief. On Monday night saw fine performance of I1 Trovatore, - youve taken in that opera, havent you? On Tuesday night the Red Cross staged The Pillshooters here, thats a bunch of medical enlisted men from the 3rd Corps Sanitary Trains. They gave us an excellent, rattling minstrel show and we all enjoyed it. The audience of about 500 patients and staff applauded frantically. Last night the Y put on the Liberty Concert Co. - three beautiful girls and two men - they sang, played piano and harp and told Jokes - very, very good. And tonight the nurses are giving the officers the second of the weekly dances. So Just as were leaving, society and recreation are booming. Twas ever thus . Well, honey, must make this Just a note as mush see how my patients are getting along. Heres a great big kiss and another and another from one who has waited for you for a long time, whos madly in love with you, and cant get to New York too soon in order to claim you as Your own hubby, Lee Dont write me any more.
2/20 Dearest wife, The mail was very generous today as it brought me you~ letters of January 30, 31 and February i, 2 and 3. Those of February Ist and 2nd were especially nice as they were long and full of the best love messages I could desire. I also had a nice long letter from Ed (Civilian Ed) and the mail was much appreciated. Ed surely did have some homecoming. You dear child, of course Im not angry at you because some of your last letters havent been as long as previous ones. I know youve been overworked - thats enough. It is more important that you get sufficient sleep than for me to hear from you every day. But youre to rest up now as youre not to write me any. more Were being relieved today by Evacuation Hospital ~P which came in yesterday. Ive not yet been relieved of my ward, but expect to be any hour now. My roommate, Lieutenant Furman, Just rushed into the room and yelled that he was a free man - that he had been relieved. It will certainly be nice to throw off the shackles of responsibility after the last two strenuous months of real work. We expect to leave in three days and I think the dope inclines toward departure via France rather than Holland. If we do go by France, well be at least three-four weeks getting on the boat, as there are all sorts of red tape to go through before you walk across the gangplank and say Good-by, ~rance. Glad you got so many letters from me and the book of views of the Rhine and the handkerchiefs and photos. I sent you three photos altogether, one snap, one postcard and one mounted photo, besides some other views. Note that you havent received the draft for $250.00 yet. Well, it only went out about January 14th accordir~ to the bank. You should have it now. I only have 200-300 francs in the bank in Paris and shall have that transferred to New York to Guaranty Trust Company there. I must have about 800 francs with me and next payday is due in eight da~s, so Ill have enough and more than enough. Just blew forty marks for a cheap suitcase thats about ~.~0. A leather one costs 300 marks here leather is prohibitively expensive in France and Germany. Just need the suitcase till I get back and its no use buying a good one here. So you want to pay for the first blowout well have together. Just as you say, dear. ~hat,s the difference? Whats mine is yours and whats yours is mine. You may pay if you like and after that, Ill do all the paying. Yesterday afternoon Gerstley and I had another nice swim downtown at the tank reserved for officers. Then
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we beat it for the Officers Y Club and shamelessly had tea and beaucoup pieces of kaffee-kuchen. They were sehr gute. Also Furman and I attended the opera Barber of Seville - Fair only. Its now 7.~00 P.M. Just had supper of beefsteak, potatoes, sweet corn (canned), soup and raisin pie very good. Tonight the nurses are giving the new officers & dance and as its also to be the farewell one for us it should be pretty fine. Besides, let me whisper in your ear that the dance committee has decided to add some real punch to the punch so look out for me - theyre liable to have to carry me home. Must clean up a bit, so will stop my chatter. Au revolt, sweetheart. Each day that passes is now a big stride for us. Gee, girl, the prospect of seeing you makes me feel good. I do so want to clasp you to me as my very own. Heres a big load of kisses for you, dearest, and then some more. Your loving boy, Lee P~om Nina 2/20 - 1:30 A.M. De are st, Rather late to start writing you, but Ive been blue so Ive read over all your letters from the time you left here. Dont know what set me in this mood except that I was working on my negligee and wondered how long it would be before you would see it. Honey dear, tomorrow will be twenty months since you reached my home town. What a lot has happened since then. At that time you were almost a stranger. New I feel that I knew you before I was born. When you sat in this room with me, it was nothing at all to me you were a guest. Now as you sit here (in spirit), I am in your lap. Just now my hair is very untidy and Im in a lavender kimono with pink flowers. Its a cotton affair with loose sleeves and tied at the waist. I have a nightgown underneath. The rest of my attire is a pair of slippers and a ring on each hand. Not very elaborate, but Im comfortable, particularly where Im seated (in your lap). Dearest, you arent a bit more conventional for Ive tousled your hair and as you are in a pair of paJamas and slippers, I dont see how you can object to my attire.
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Honey, if I could fly to you, Id be perfectly happy. I only want to be near you where I can touch you, fondle you, love you. Twenty months is a long time to be separated from you when I need you so badly. But, oh boy, when you come Im ready. Its a long wait, but no girl ever was truer to her beloved than I am to my boy, for no girl ever loved more than I do. Each inch of my body is saturated with a love so deep and sincere that even when I sleep you are with me. Your dear face is ever in my mind, and that alone has kept me from my lonesome moment s. Good night, beloved. I shall go to bed and try to dream that Im in your arms and that our bodies are close to each other and that our llps are touching. Then I will surely be in heaven for I will be (in my dreams). Your own wi fe, Nina
Dearest, darling wife of mine, Can you forgive me for not writing other than post cards for the last four days? Perhaps if I tell you I was away for two days on a trip youll let me off easy? First of all, I want to thank you for some delightful letters received in the last few days. They were dated January 29, February 3, ~, 5, 6, 7, 8 and P. The last came today - Just think - only fifteen days across equals previous record while with the B.E.F. All the letters were nice, but that of February 8th tops era all f~r it is so full of love that it has made me absolutely wild to see you, to clasp you to me. Why is it, dearest, that you can sway me so? Though you are many miles away, you control me absolutely. And when I read the words that are dictated by your heart, the blood rushes through me and my heart beats a responsive note. Am glad the tension at your office is relaxing a bit and that youre getting more time for yourself. And till I return, youre to spend all the time you usually give to me in outdoor exercise and swimming. Your boss commands you. In my last letter I told you not to write me any more as we expect to leave here any. day. Were now being relieved by Evacuation Hospital 49 and are simply marking time and awaiting movement orders. The information is that we go by way of Brest. Am relieved to know that only two-three men kissed you on Armistice Day. Was the dose repeated on the second Armistice days (the fake and real ones)? Thats important.
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Twas nice of you to send Ed some candy for his birthday. I sent him a souvenir knife from Coblenz. Have received some nice letters from Ed and Paul and a dandy twelve-pager from Stella. Also one from the quartermaster of my old battalion (Ist Skins), Lieutenant DeLacey. He said his battalion only had seven officers and i00 men left as most have been demobilized. on atl ~ust got tonight for twenty-four hours. And as ~:00 P.M. the note that Im appointed 0.D. - go its 4:~5 P.M. now, must shave, eat; etc. Au revoir for a little while. 7:00 P.M. (Letter continued) Salute the 0.D. with a big kiss! Thatstres bien, and sehr gute1 My duties are not heavy - principal one is that I must be within grounds of the hospital for my time of duty. You see, Evacuation Hospital ~p is now runnin~ the hospital and we of Evacuation Hospital 2 merely look after ourselves now - weve nothing to do with patients any more. Ive been relieved as well as the others of Evacuation Hospital 2. So we are all ready, Just waiting impatiently for the word to go. I surely am anxious to see you and the good old United States of America. Now for details of my trip to Cologne. Friday I applied for a pass to go up to that city and back and received it, though had to go through lots of red tape. Anyway, I left Coblenz at 11:05 by train Saturday morning (today is Monday), and reached Cologne in two hours. The train schedule is strictly adhered to here and compares favorably with American speed - far greater than French. The trip was delightful as we clung closely to the left bank of the Rhine and could see the beautiful scenery on both banks. We passed through some pretty villages (Andernach, Remagen and Rolandseck) and the city of Bonn. The seven mountains opposite Rolandseck are very imposing, especially that labeled the Drachenfels on top of which are the ruins of an old castle. From Bonn to Cologne the country is flat. As we went
along, the Rhine broadened. At Cologne it is much wider than at Coblenz. Cologne is a real city. Baedeker says its population is 500,000. With the British garrison and visitors, it is much larger now. The Cathedral is the most
imposing edifice. It dominates the whole city and is perfectly beautiful from without. Yet, when I went in I was unfavorably impressed by its cold, damp atmosphere,- even worse than that in the Notre Dame Cathedral of Paris. But the windows are gorgeous. I sent you some views of this building.
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I stopped at the E.F.C. (Expeditionary Force Canteens) Officers Club (British). Had room there for three marks and meals for three-six marks apiece. Cologne, of course, is under British control as Coblenz is under American. In Cologne all inhabitants must be off streets by P:00 P.M.; in Coblenz, no time limit. In Cologne all shows start early, about 5:30 P.M. and finish at 8-8:30. Seats are reserved for British troops. I went to a musical comedy at the Millewitch Theater; the play was called Liebes onkel and was very funny - at least, the German audience laughed very heartily. The streets are interesting and I spent most of my time Just rambling around. The shops are clean and neat and have very attractive displays in windows. The Tommies were buying almost as freely as we do in Coblenz. Prices about the same. There is almost an absence of military police in Cologne. Saw lots of Tommies pretty much under the weather. Was much amused to see six Scotch kilted boys do a snake dance down the main street (HoheStrasse). They were singing and shouting and had their arms around one another. All were pretty well blotto, as the British put it,- and thats a good word, I think as it sort of gives the idea of slow ab s orpt i on. Took a walk across the Rhine on the fine Hohenzollern bridge and then along the opposite bank and then back on a new bridge Just completed. The sky line of Cologne is magnificent as viewed from across the Rhine. Also took a ride around the city on one of the many car lines. The British pay no fares at all on streetcars (we do in Coblenz); they Just get on and off when they please. I paid no fare coming to or going from Coblenz - not necessary. You see, were the conquerors: ~hy should we pay fares? You should see the troops who are on duty in Cologne. All the guards at bridges, headquarters, etc. are Grenadier Guards and theyre fine-looking soldiers. Every one about six feet tall and straight as can be. And they salute with a snap which almost takes an Americans breath away. The Grenadier Guards there were Irish, Scots and Welsh. I did not see any Coldstream Guards, though they belong to the same staunch division. And I regret to say I did not meet a single one of my old division (its stationed back near Lille, France ) . Yesterday noon (Sunday) I left Cologne and Journeyed to Bonn by the Rheinufer-bahn (interurban) - a nice three-quarter hour ride. Bonn is noted for two
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things especially - its university and the house where Beethoven was born. I visited both. The university is in a three-story building on a very attractive spot close to the Rhine. It is said to have had ~,000 students (mostly medical) before the war, but now Tommies sleep on two of the three floors and the third is used for education of Tommies. The home of Beethoven is on the Bonngasse, one of the smaller streets of this city of 150,000 population. The room where the composer was born is very small and cheerless. The attendant showed me his favorite pianos and violins and the original scores of his main compositions. Though he was born in Bonn, he moved to Vienna later and died there, and in this house is a model of the immense statue which stands in Vienna in his memory. There are also the brass horns he used. You know that he was deaf in his last years. Otherwise, Bonn was about the same as Coblenz, so I didnt stay long but pulled out on the ~:I0 train and was back here at 5:20 P.M. yesterday. And so my tale of travel is at an end. A most enjoyable trip has become history for me. Did i tell you about the dance last Thursday, the 20th? It was a real affair, held here in Coblenz, and there were about sixty nurses and I00 officers there. Refreshments were served by the Red Cross. I enjoyed th~ dancing immensely. And when I add that the punch had a wee bit of a spike to it, youll realize I had a very good time. The weather turned lovely today, quite warm and sunny, Just like real spring. Gave me spring fever. Do wish I had a horse - rather hard to get here, and, if you do get one, you never get the same one on your next ride. Have been swimming several times at the tank downtown, and last time even plucked up enough courage to fall in a couple of times - lm some diver not ! Am enclosing a Cologne paper for Mother. Glad she likes to read the German papers i send. I dont try to read them as it takes me too long. I can speak German much better than I can read it. And can read French better than I speak it. Dearest, thank you for your information about ladies wearing apparel and details of the shower ~ou were recipient of. No, I did not know there are three kinds of female pajamas~ Thought all were like meos. Please, sweetheart, pose for me sometime in your different costumes - Just for your hubbyo Sweetheart wife, your messages of love have set me afire. Im like a wild man, wild with a terrific
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passion to take you to me, to squeeze you and fondle you and kiss you to my hearts content. And to think t~at the day is coming when youll be mine and Ill belong to you. ~h~t a vision of delight, a prospect of happiness which thrills me, of love given and received, of trust and faith and honesty and companionship. Friends well be, but more than that well be chums, confidants, lovers and life-partners. Well live for one another, live and love. Good night, little girl. Its i0:00 P.M. (lve been interrupted by one of the doctors visiting) and I must now go and make rounds as 0.D. Honey, my love is all yours. Every fiber in me belongs to you. lm your slave, your chum, your pal, your lover and Your own hubby, Lee From Nina 2/22 Deare st Hubby, Thanks for your letter #12 enclosing two postals and a picture. Honey, when you send me a picture, its as though you yourself are coming here. I love every one of them. You are on the table now (not the proper place for you to be) and as I glance up I see the dearest sweetheart in all the world, lm so proud of you that occasionally I wonder whether you are really mine. It seems hard to realize that I should have won such a priceless prize. Please, sweetheart, dont call yourself names in my letters because to me you are the bestlooking man on earth. You know there is more than one kind of beauty. The kind that is skin-deep, and the other kind of face radlatin8 beauty of nature, strength of character (strong yet gentle). The latter is your kind of beauty - the beauty of the handsome st man living - my hubby. What have I on tap for next New Years Eve? My plans are rather indefinite except for the fact that I shall be with you. I shall enjoy the sort of New Years Eve I have prayed for on that night (in 19181917 as well as 1919-1918) ever since I knew that I love you. All I ask for is to have you at my side so that as the old year rings out, you will turn to me, clasp me in your arms and as I whisper Happy New Year, darling, I want to feel your kiss upon my lips. That is my plan for next year 12:01 A.M., 1920. Your description of Castle Stolzenfels is quite good. Dearest, by the time you return, youll know everything, wont you? Will you teach me so that I
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wont be so very stupid when people compare us? Thanks. I know you will, but Im not a very apt pupil in anything but the demonstration of my love for you. Do hope you will be among the next to return home as time lags now and I grow more and more lonesome every day. The reason you have not been sent back to the states is because the Government recognizes a good man and wont let go quite so readily. I dont blame them, but I hope they will soon discover that you have a sweetheart who needs you more than they do. Glad you like Major Hill. Is he new or has he been with Evacuation Hospital #2 some time? Hope your work has let up a bit. Dont overdo it, honey. Several days ago, I read that officers in the navy or army need not file income tax unless income exceeds $3,500.00. Therefore, you are exempt. Dont know whether I told you what I am earning. When downtown I get $25.00 a week, but for the past month I have been getting $30.00 each week. Occasionally I get an extra O0 or so. Give all to Mother except ~I0.00 with which I buy lunches, pay carfare and incidentals. Mother is buying my trousseau out of that money (also gave her my Xmas money for that purpose). Have been told I could earn more money, but am sure I couldnt find a better side partner than May, and I always thought of her when I was about to throw up the Job. This letter will probably reach you on your birthday so Just let us pretend that were together. When you awaken I kiss you many times and say H.B., darling, but what you dont know is that an hour ago I stole out of bed and put a box at your place on the breakfast table. It is a pin. When you see it I hear you say That little minx. I told her not to buy anything, but you come in and kiss me very tenderly and though you havent said a word of thanks, I know by looking at you how pleased you are. We sit down to breakfast and soon I see you to the door. We say our usual goodby and each tells the other to be careful. You are Just outside the door and return for more kisses. I laugh, but am delighted with my big boy. You go all too soon. Then I hustle, bake a cake, do marketing, clean the house and come back home to cook. My gracious, is it as late as that? You come in cold and tired. I help you remove your coat and then I rush into your arms and as they close about me a warmth creeps through both of us which makes us cling tighter to each other. It is delicious. We walk arm and arm into the dining room and I serve luncheon. After we finish, we sit together on one chair while you tell me of your cases. I listen and then we talk of other things. We soon find that its time for you to go. Then you are gone. I wash the dishes and promptly set
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t~e table for supper as we expect Mother, Dad and the boys for supper. After supper we wash the dishes and Just as we finish, in come some of your (our) friends. We all spend a very pleasant evening and at about lO:O0 P.M. we serve coffee, chocolate cake, fruit, candy, cheese, Jam and crackers. Our guests leave about ll:30 and I turn to go into our room, but you beat me to it and draw me close to you. I can feel your heart beating wildly against mine and your kisses burn. It is too much for both of me as it sets us into a mad frenzy, and you fairly tear open my waist and kiss my chest, neck, shoulders and crush me madly. I take off your shirt, collar and tie, and undershirt and kiss your body until there is hardly an inch above the waistline that has not been touched by my lips. I then lock myself in the bathroom and shout Lee, darling, bring me my gown and kimono, please. You answer, I guess not after the way you treat me by neglecting me most shamefully. Why, I havent had a kiss today. I say, Very well, Ill stay in the bathtub all night. The thought of sleeping alone doesnt appeal to you, so you bring my gown, put it on the knob and go into the den to read. Boon Im out and tell you your bath is ready. Meantime I am in our bed and waiting for you. In less than twenty minutes you are with me under the covers. Your arms are about me. We kiss and kiss until the sandman comes to both of us. Then you and I dream - the dream of love, happiness and devotion. And you know you have all the love and devotion of Your sweetheart-wife, Nina From Nina 2/23 Sweetheart Mine, Cant you recall every little thing that happened twenty months _ago today? Then it meant so little, now every moment of that day is a precious memory and never to be forgotten. Many people think it rather odd that we should love each other so much when we know so little about each other. Still, can people know each other better than we do? It is true we may not know little things about the other, but isnt the greatest thing in llfe true love? And if so, can there be truer love than ours? We love so much. No love has ever stood the test as ours has - both of us have overcome temptations, and without utterance of caution each has heard the calling
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of our souls. Even our prolonged separation is putting us to the test for other men are returning, former acquaintances have been transferred to your hospital, etc. Still, we remain true - ever faithful - to the choice of our hearts. Its glorious and such devotion can only be rewarded by stauncher confidence after we are united. Darling boy, I am unquestionably head over heels in love with you, for to me you embody everything noble, beautiful and good. My life is entirely in your hands. You are my keeper - my soul has fled overseas and my heart is no longer mine. You have left me a body which is not mine because it too belongs to my lover. So come, honey, and claim what is rightfully yours. Im waiting. Even when you come, I couldnt be your wife more truly than I am now. Dearest, I worship you. Yours through eternity, Nina
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Dearest Sweetheart, Today has been wonderful, but Ive been too excited to concentrate and Im still too full of Joy to write. Oh, honey, honey, Im so happy. Cant you feel it? Why, its oozing out. Youve guessed right. I received your letters #18 and 19 before I started for business this morning - result; rotten work. Simply couldnt think of anything but your home-coming - only you. Lee, dearest, I want to yell, shout, laugh, cry all at once. Im soon to have you, my most precious possession. My dreams are soon to come true. Instead of paper love, Im to have you. Darling, if you only knew how Ive longed for you many, many times. How Ive loved you in my dreams, and how Ive caressed and fondled you, and now its actually going to happen. Im so happy. There are still several letters missing (these only took fifteen-sixteen days), but Im glad #18 and 19 reached me first. Again I had the right dope. Thats three times I guessed correctly. Firstly, I didnt want to announce our engagement until peace was declared, but finally sent the notice to the newspapers on the seventh to be published on the eleventh of November. On the eighth of November, we had the rumor that the Armistice had been signed (though I didnt know or even surmise peace was so near when I sent the notice). Secondly, I wrote you December 10th that I felt you had moved and on that day you started for
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Germany. Thirdly, I told the girls I did not want to buy new clothes until I heard you would soon be home, but on Saturday (this is Tuesday), I insisted that Ma go with me to buy some material, and last week I made arrangements with a dressmaker to start in two weeks to sew for me. All this was done prior to the time I heard that you had been ordered home. Isnt it strange that everything should come Just as I wish - or think? Wont try to answer your letters as I cant. Im absolutely wild with Joy. Stella said they will have to tie me down when I get a cable that you are actually on the way home. She is right for I have a picture of myself sleeping on the pier for fear you might slip in at night. Do you know my telephone numbers? Downtown - Broad 1826. Uptown (lm there now most of the time) Chelsea 9027. Home - Audubon 524. Honey boy, now more than ever, I love you. Come, dearest, come quickly and let me give you all my love as lm longing to do, for lm madly in love with you. Darling, lm in heaven since I read your letter. Your sweetheart, Nina
Wednesday, 2/26 Our hospital wards being relieved one after another, leaving me practically a free man except for the necessity of still inspecting our own Evacuation #2 staff. All packed up and ready to go. We were also kicked out of our sleeping headquarters. Evacuation 49 has taken over; one of the doctors in that group came from Wesley Hospital back in Chicago. Walked to town and bought a bedding roll for forty francs; also a clothing roll for eighteen francs and shoes for twenty-five francs. Otherwise, very little to do except to wait for the final command "lets go:"
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Dear Ed, Received your letters of January 29th and February 5th and enjoyed both. Also have had an onslaught from
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Paul; his letters were dated January 26, 31, February 3, ~ and 5. For all of which please thank him. They were nice letters, too, and made good reading. I can laugh now when I think of you trying to get into your clothes you wore avant le guerre: Why, boy, youve gained twenty-five pounds at least. Am anxiously waiting to hear what your new occupation is. Why dont you marry an heiress? Thats an easy way out of difficulties (and into others). You surely are the society kid. Guess you dont go out more than eight nights each week, do you? Go to any dances? So youre meeting some old friends, are you? If you get any letters from Sam, be sure to save them for me. So Pauls a senior. Congratulations. I see the boy looks with scorn at the poor little freshies. I was the same way. Wait till he becomes a freshie again - at college. I think hell like chemistry if hes like his brother. Tell him not to blow up the lab. I note Paul is also a swimmer and a corporal at high school. This military training is good stuff. Well, Ed, its late and I must be up early. Good night and loads of love to you and to Pa, Ma, two grandmas, Joe, Paul, Gerald, Marie, Joe and Eugene. Your loving brother, Lee Don t answer ! ~rom Nina
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Darling Boy, Started a long letter this evening but Clarence came in and later Stella Joined us, so we sat talking until 11:30. Then I washed the dishes (we had cocoa and cake, etc.). It is now 12:30 A.M. and I havent had my bath nor even started to undress, so will have to make this a brief note. Honey, Im the happiest girl in New York ever since I heard that youd soon be home. It is glorious, if only you were here already. You cant come quickly enough to suit me. Im ready, Lee. If you land in New York, you can rest assured Ill meet you at Lands End (Quarantine) if I can work it and I think I can. Why, I couldnt sit here knowing that you are so near. Ill be with you as early as possible. If you land at Newport News, I might meet you there, but I understand housing facilities there are poor. However, I am so anxious to see my sweetheart that nothing seems impossible. Honey, honey,
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2/27, Coblenz, Germany My own girl, Were still here and still awaiting our movement orders. May leave any day now or any week - I hope not any month. St ill dont know which way we ll go. The fourteen officers of Evacuation Hospital 2 who are goIng home are being kicked out of our decent rooms and pushed into two ordinary wards, seven in a room; Im moving today. We had our choice of going into one of these wards or of being billeted downtown. So Furman, Avery and I spent yesterday A.M. looking at a half dozen different places, all in German private homes. Most of these rooms were nice and the people seemed agreeable. But when we came back to the hospital, we decided to put up with the simplicity of a part of a ward rather than the comparative luxury of one of these rooms because we wanted to be near the rest of our outfit and we dont know how long it will be before we leave. If I thought wed stay in Coblenz as long even as two weeks, Id go to one of these places as in that way I could improve my understanding of German. But things are so uncertain I dont like to move today and then again, perhaps, in a few days. So here we are markin6 time. Nothing to do except to look after our own 20~ enlisted men who are going back with us, and to look after ourselves. No patients to worry about. Last night Furman and I went down to the Y.M.C.A. show at the Festhalle. A dancing carnival for enlisted men was on and about sixty of them were in fancy costumes, some as clowns, etc., others as girls. Some of the costumes were stunning and first prize went to a cute little girl (?) with black, bobbed hair, dimples and a simple white, short suit; second prize to an immense woman (?) all veiled and everything. The dancing was open to all enlisted men and it was lots of fun to watch them. About twenty real girls were there, chiefly Y workers, and the boys certainly did dash after these - they paid scant attention to the make-believe maidens. And when the whistles blew (signal to cut in), thered be a regular football rush from the sidelines, and a chap would find himself
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tackled and his partner taken away - yes, before he could say Jack Robinson. And twas odd to see boys dancing with each other - both wanting to lead. Received a nice letter yesterday from Colonel Roch, the A.D.M.S. of the 36th (Ulster) Division who was chief medical officer of the division when I was attached; he is a fine soldier, too, a man who has served in almost every part of the British Empire. I had written him some weeks ago enclosing my Officers Record Book and asking him to fill out my record while under him (this is required before an officer can get home). He answered with a nice letter and a splendid recommendation really too good to be true. I only wish half what he said about me was so. However, his remarks were gratifying, Ill admit. Will show you this book later on. Must write a few more letters this morning. As I told you, please dont answer this as I hope to be home before I could get your reply. Im not cabling you, at least not yet, as my sailing time is uncertain and, besides, you seem to know whos sailing and when, even better than we do over here. I understand we have little chance of sending cables from Germany. Honey, our period of separation is not over yet, but Im in hopes it soon will be a thing of memory only. Wont it be grand when we can talk to each other instead of writing? Youll think me a regular chatterbox because Ive a lot to tell you - Just loads and loads of things. Sweetheart, I havent mentioned your birthday as lm still in hopes Iii be at your side on that big day. So I wont congratulate you yet. ld much rather give you my good wishes in person in a way I know you and I will like the best. Words are so empty and futile in love like ours. Au revoir, Nina dear. Heres a big, big kiss and then some more. ld like to give them all in person and hope to do so soon. Love to mother and all the rest. Your own Lee Coblenz Branch Coblenz, Germany, 2/27 Jewish Welfare Board Dear Grandma, Merry Purim greetings - or do you say Happy Purim or Just Purim greetings? Anyway, you know I hope youre well and happy on this coming 18th of March and will be so for many and many more Purims to come.
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Went down yesterday to the home of the J.W.B. here in Coblenz. They have nice quarters with a big main reading and writing room, ao library where books are in English or Hebrew, and an office. They serve tea, have concerts and debates, and they attract many Jewish officers and soldiers. I enjoyed my visit and shall go again soon. Am enclosing Cologne newspaper I bought when in that city last Sunday. Also a Purim card given out by J .W .B. Please give Furim greetings to all and also loads of love. Your affectionate grandson, Lee Monday, 3/3 Still waitin8 for orders to leave for the United States of America. Took walks and at night attended a goed opera, "Die Fliegende Hollander" ("The Flying Dutchman"). The next day came our orders to leave Coblenz - we are to go home by way of Saint-Nazaire, France. Previously mentioned that I had Just received notice that I was promoted to Captain. I was already a captain since May 2, 1918, so I was furious at this so-called promotion. I promptly sent back this promotion notice and refused, and urged that I should have been promoted to a major. Unfortunately, I never became a major. could have had I chosen to stay in the service:) instead
Dearest Nina, You have a very angry hubby writing you today. Yes, angry through and through for today I received a letter from the War Department addressed to Lieutenant L. U. and promoting me to the rank of Captain; can you beat
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it? Ive been a captain since last May and evidently one of the departments of the government hasnt awakened to that fact. In the last few days there has been a wholesale promotion of medical officers. I understand that some 1,500 lieutenants have become captains and some captains have become majors - and that is the worst of all. Throug~ that mistake I probably lose what little chance I had for my majority. Now I have to go through sixty channels of red tape to show them I was promoted last May. So if you have seen my name amon8 the list of promotions, dont think I wasnt promoted previously. Can you blame me for being angry? Whose mistake it was I dont know - probably mine - lm not as familiar with army regulations as I should be. Probably in my letter of acceptance last May, I didnt make same out on proper form to suit them. I shall have no difficulty in proving my previous promotion as I have my promotion papers. Am glad to say Furman is now a captain. Several other lieutenants here now sport two bars and one captain is now a major. At any rate my chances of becoming a major now are those of the proverbial snowball. Well, lets cool off. I want to thank you for three nice letters of February i0, II, and 12. Hope by now your heavy work is over. I also received some letters from Pa and Ed and Ma. Pas of January 29th is interesting to both of us. This is in reply to my letter to him asking whether he wanted our wedding in New York before I come home to Chicago or later. His reply: In resards to your wedding, I think it would be wise to make it as you come home, but you expect too much that all of us should go. I believe mama will go. It costs too much and then you will bring Nina to us. You tell us that you are comin8 home then we will decide at once. Isnt that splendid, honey? The only obstacle now is Uncle Sam. Where will he land us? How long after that will we be mustered out? But now that the folks are agreeable, we will get married Just as soon a-s possible so you can get ready. Ive been on the go a lot. Thursday night was the third of the weekly dances here and I had a dandy time. I find Im improving a wee bit. The orchestra was excellent -came from the 9th infantry. Friday morning Furman and I took an excursion up the Rhine on one of the German river-steamers, the Elsa, now used by sight-seeing American troops. We left Coblenz at 9:50 A.M. and returned at 3:~0 P.M. and it was a splendid trip. The scenery as we went up (toward Switzerland) became more and more beautiful as we went along. The banks became more and more rocky and wild till they culminated in the sharp mass of rock
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famed all over as the Lorelei, where the Rhine is narrow and rapid and dangerous. We went past that as far as Oberwesel; unfortunately, we did not get as far as Bingen. I should have liked to see that. But we did see enough old castles and fortresses to satisfy any mortal. We had an American band along; 451 other excursionists enjoyed the voyage with us and we all voted the day a grand success. Yesterday I made up one of a party of six, three doctors and three nurses. We first went to a dance at the Officers Y.M.C.A. Club, had supper there, and then took in the opera Faust. I had heard that before, but the second performance was much more enjoyable to me. The music of Faust is certainly delightful. Thats the sort of bum your hubby has degenerated into. I do a little work once in a while, like O.D. and physical inspections of men. But not much work at that. The hospital is not crowded now, has only 1,000 pat ient s. Lieutenant Avery is leaving us tomorrow. Hes off for school in England somewhere - he applied for a course in chemistry - three months duration. Too bad "to lose him as I like the boy. Hes thirty-five but we all call him a boy. Hes one of those scientists (not a doctor) whos a true one - a good worker and honest in all ways, but awfully sloppy in his appearance and surroundings. Well, dearest, this Sunday afternoon is drawing to a close. I must write some other letters, to home and to Sam (received one from him from Siberia dated 1/16). Sweetheart, Im very lonesome for you. The anger I had when I began this letter has melted away and love has replaced it as master of my mind and heart, with love to the nicest, purest, little queen a boy ever won. The prospect of seeing you soon dazzles me. How should I act? What should I say to you? Perhaps I wont say a word, but Just draw you close to me. Will -that be O.K.? Loads of love to all and especially to you. Your own hubby, Lee (Letter continued) Sweet heart, This is March 2nd. I had hopes of being with you by the 29th, yes, even of offering myself to you as a birthday present. But were still here and every day we stay lessens our chances of getting home by that date. So perhaps its not too early for me to offer you my good wishes on your coming anniversary. I cant write adequately, but I wish you every happiness and
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Joy for the years to come. And, dearest, I promise to do what I can to aid you to have and to hold happiness and Joy. My love lies before you. My heart belongs only to you. Every bit of me, heart, soul and body is yours. So if fate keeps us apart on the 29th, Ill be with you in spirit and love. If you feel a bit lonesome or blue, just remember Ill also be a bit lonesome and blue for you, and in our separation our spirits will meet and well console each other. Congratulations, Nina dear. Honey, if you get this and havent read weve sailed, wont you please write to me - merely short notes Just to say youre well? We may be delayed longer than I think. Lee
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Dearest sweetheart, And still were here. No news. Please, dearest, resume writing me till further notice or till you see were on the sailing list. I hate to think of being without news of you and it may be weeks before we leave. Besides giving myself to you, I want to get you something material and Ive thought and thought what to buy, but havent solved the question yet. Your request for a damask linen tablecloth set was considered and so yesterday I induced Furman and two nurses here to go on a shoppin~ tour with me. We looked and looked, but didnt spend a red cent. Guess we visited every store in Coblenz. Saw one nice damask linen set but also saw some other tablecloths so much more beautiful (and expensive) I didnt buy any. I may yet bring home a set of something. Do you mind, honey, waiting for your gift till I get home so I can deliver it to you personally (and under no circumstances send me any gift for my birthday). Honey, Im getting more lonesome for you every day. I Just want you and more each twenty-four hours. I want you, your love and your companionship. Im tired of living with men, men, men - the word almost drives me insane. I want you. Can you hear me calling you? Loads of love to the best girl living. Lee
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in three days, but I h~ve special permission to go ahead so I can straighten out the tangle about my promotion. Ill do that in the Chief Surgeons office at Tours, and then will rejoin my outfit at La Baule near Saint-Nazaire. I leave Coblenz at i0:00 A.M. tomorrow and go to Paris by way of Treves, Luxemburg, Metz and Toul. Am all packed up. My trunk and bedding roll go with the unit while Ill haul my suitcase and clothing roll - yes and mandolin. Must quit now. Loads of love from Your boy, Lee Dont write.
Dear Folks, Last letter from Germany. Our orders have come. Were to leave Saturday or Sunday (three-four days) for La Baule (near Saint-Nazaire). Busy. Good-bye, Germany. Hello, France. Loads of love. Lee Dont write.
ON WAY BACK TO UNITED STATES OF A~ERICA Thursday, March 6 Good-by Germany: By train back to Paris by way of Cochem, Treves (Trier), Thionville, Metz, Nancy, Bar-le-Duc, and Chateau-Thierry. Reached Paris at 9:00 A.M. with poor sleep in the train compartment. After breakfast at the American Red Cross, drew out my 260 francs from the Guaranty Trust Co., and caught the train for the city of Tours that afternoon, arriving 6:30 P.M. #30 Saint-Nazaire, France Dearest glrl, Hope you wont think me negligent for not writing lately, but Ive been on the move almost every day since I left Coblenz five days ago - seems like weeks instead of days. I wrote you from Paris on the 7th and will go on with t~e story. As I told you in that note, I got special leave to go on ahead of my unit to Tours and try to mend the mlx-up about my promotion. Anyway, I left Paris on the afternoon of the 7th and reached Tours that evening. Stopped at Hotel Bordeaux - not much of a place. Had supper there and t~n took in a movie (American) at the Trianon Theater. This is a very pretty garden place. Tours is f~ll of troops including many blacks. The next morning, after my leisurely arising and breakfast in bed, I beat it for the Chief Surgeons office and presented my case to the colonel in charge of personnel. As I told them, they Just promoted me to a captain even though Ive been a captain since May 2, 1918. Well, twas all a clerks fault who had failed to change one file while he changed the other.
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So on one file I was carried as a captain and on the second as a lieutenant. And, of course, that file was the one used for promotions. Net result: Im still a captain dating from May 2, 1918. The Colonel said there were hopes of my getting a majority, but I doubt it. That afternoon I beat it out of Tours for La Baule where I was ordered to await Evacuation Hospital 2. We passed through nice country on the way from Tours to Nantes, then to Saint-Nazaire, than three stations on to La Baule. Well, when I came to La Baule I found it was for nurses chiefly - that I was in the wrong place. There were about 150 nurses there, all awaiting embarkation for the United States. ~et one who had been with Evacuation Hospital 2 at Baccarat, a }~iss Bu~k of New York City. It was late when I came, so I beat it for a fine hotel. This is a beautiful building located close to the Atlantic Ocean. You hear the waves roar all day and night. La Baule is one of the prettiest little places I ever saw - an ideal location with extremely attractive homes, each with a name engraved over the door. The next day - the 9th - I Just stuck around. I liked it there and went on an excursion in auto trucks with a chaplain and about sixty nurses. I helped chaperon. We went to see a buried city, some salt beds, and some villages along this Breton shore. But I was most interested in Guerande, an ancient little town all walled in with quaint old Breton people and customs. Women are very shy and one ran away in confusion when I wanted to take her picture. Yesterday A.M. I decided Id better get out and try to rejoin my unit. Was advised to go to Camp #l, Saint-Nazaire, so did by motor bus. When I got there, they didnt know where Evacuation Hospital 2 was, but told me to go to the Base Surgeon, Saint-Nazaire. By that time it was late, so I got a room at Hotel Bretagne where my kit now is. I was at the Base Surgeons this A.~. and he advised me to go back to Nantes - only nurses go to La Baule, the rest go to Nantes. I found out Evacuation Hospital 2 left Coblenz Saturday (Sth) and due in Nantes today. So this afternoon I leave by train for Nantes. Am at Officers Y Club now. Raining and dismal. Just going to eat lunch. Dont expect well sail for a few weeks as theres a load of red tape to unwind. Honey, you know I love you and am Just waiting to get to see you and clasp you to me. Im very impatient. Au revolt, Ifttle girl, and loads of love to you and the folks. Lee Just saw the Susquehanna pull out loaded with troops. Oh boy:
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City of Gu~rande, in Brittany (France Bridal Couple (Breton Costume).
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#31 Port illon, France 3/13 Dearest Sweetheart, Well, Im settled down again, after a week of wandering through France and Germany. Yes, and Ive rejoined Evacuation Hospital 2 and were stationed in this fast city - fast because its one of those Here she comes and there she goes burgs. If you take thirty steps in any direction from the center of town, yes, even twenty steps, youre out of town. The two roads on the sides of which this metropolis is are named Pershing and Main Streets -names donated (no extra charge) by some American unit which preceded us here. There are exactly eight houses, a cafe, and an epicerie (grocery store). I sleep in a room above the epicerie; the men are billeted in a chateau, in rooms, with a few unfortunates in barns. There was a lot of excitement here this morning. A truck went by and Just a few minutes ago a funeral procession passed. The city is also fast because youre glued fast. You cant get out except by special passes. We twelve officers eat in the dining room of the care and were faring very well - have plenty to eat and also have vin blanc on the table twice daily, and beaucoup des oeufs, - freshly caught and strangled promptly. And the old lady of the tavern is there with the pommes de terra frite - (fried potatoes). So we eat three squares a day and do practically nothing. Have plenty of sleep, too. The men drill a little, and we give them plenty of inspections to get them ready for embarkation. The men eat all over the place - every hedge is full of them. We have 166 enlisted men. The three nurses from Evacuation Hospital 2 who are going home are at La Baule awaiting embarkation. Theyll probably leave in a few days. The other nurses of Evacuation Hospital 2 were transferred to Evacuation Hospital ~9 and are still in Coblenz. My last letter was from Saint-Nazaire two days ago, ~ritten at the Y Officers Club before dinner, while the S.S. Susquehanna was pulling out. After the meal I went to the dock and watched the loading of the Kroonland. Saw about 200 men of the 30th Division climb up the gangplank and onto the boat. Yes, Ill confess to an acute attack of envy. Saint-Nazaire is the worst mudhole Ive been in France - almost as bad as Flanders. By luck I managed to get a lift on a fast autobus and came all the way from Saint-Nazaire to Nantes that way, doing fifty miles an hour in spots. Passed through Savenay (biggest hospital center in France) and St. Etienne on the way - a very pleasant trip. When I reached Nantes, I stopped at the Central Hotel, the best hotel
Ive seen since Ive been in France. It has baths in the rooms and everything. Had a hot tub bath; those things are luxuries in France and it costs two francs extra and you furnish you~ o~n soap. Also took in a concert at the Opera House. This theater was very beautiful and was a perfect picture in gold and scarlet with red plush seats, oil paintings and everything including lovely mademoiselles. First time I ever saw French ladies really dolled up,and some were very attractive, all were in evening attire - some here - some there - some nowhere. Yesterday A.M.,after a long sleep and a trayful of du pain, chocolat, comfiture, la buerre et omelette: served appetizingly to me in mon chambre, I promenaded leisurely down the Rue DOrleana to the Headquarters United States troops in Nantes and inquired for the whereabout of Evacuation Hospital 2. They answered that the unit had Just arrived on the llth at Vertow, a little to~n about twelve kilometers southeast of Nantes (though actually were at Portillon two kilometers beyond Vertou). So I said good-by to Nantes and got a lift to this prosperous and busy center and here I be. Once again Im living the simple life amon8 the cows and chickens (feathered). The electric light plant is out of order, so we use candles. The water is not running either, so we pump it up and wash in bowls. And the water is only hot if you get busy and heat some over some twigs. For recreation we walk all around the place and come back again and are always present at meals. Ho, ho, hum, a gay life. About getting home, all dope points to a stay of at least six-eight weeks in ~ance. We probably sail from Saint-Nazalre. Seventy-five percent of ships from there go to Newport News, Virginia, twenty-five percent to New York City. Evacuation Hospital 1 has already been in Nantes district for six weeks, and has no immediate prospects of sailing. Nantes is full of base hospitals waiting to sail and, like us, doing nothing but marking time. A1 Barnetts bunch is still in France. Last I heard was they were at Vannes, near Saint-Nazaire. Als been promoted to captain and deserved it lo_ng ago. Evacuation Hospital 2 left Coblenz on March ~th and came here in three days. The boys all say they had a very pleasant trip across Germany and France. Lieutenant Furman (I beg pardon, Captain Furman) broug~ht me real cheer from Coblenz in the shape of eight letters, one from Clara Straus (a birthday card), one from A1 Barnett, one from Padre Corkey, former chaplain l~th Royal Irish Rifles, and five from - yes, you. Girl, those five were lifesavers as I was awfully anxious to hear from you again. They were dated February I~,
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i~, 16, 17 and 18 and they are real letters, too, especially the long one of the l~th. Dont expect Ill get any more for two-three weeks as mail is always delayed when we change stations. But please write me again and keep on till I tell you to stop. Sorry I did tell you to before. Address Evacuation Hospital 2, A.E.F. France. Now to answer your letters. Glad you got $2~0.00 check and have deposited same, and thanks for statement as to whereabouts of the $600.00 I sent you. Instead of transferring my account in Paris to New York, I withdrew it while in Paris as twas only about $45.00 and not worth troubling with. I now wear a money belt and have my possessions on me at all times - about $300.00. Did I tell you Joe did not pay all of the $1,000.00 I owed to Grandmother as I instructed him to? There is still $275.00 due her. I told him to pay all at once. I have not the slightest idea how I stand in Chicago as Joe h~snt sent me a statement since last August, though he gets $100.00 each month for me from Washington, D. C. and Ive repeatedly asked him to write me. In fact, I havent had a line from him in several months, though Ed, Pa and Paul write regularly. Am delighted to know that A.F. was so pleased with your work uptown as to pay you extra for it. Youre all there, though not a yard wlde. So youre still C2K (curious to know) what I bought for you, but youre stingy. You only promise me two kisses if I tell you. Thats not enough. Come on again - lets hear what more youll promise me if I tell you. Dont worry about my health. Im fit as a fiddle. All bad effects of inoculation gone. Yes, and Ive plenty of underwear (heavy) and use the articles. You ask my advice about you and A.Fo and Im in doubt as to what to advise, i.e. when you should quit your Job. You say you need at least four weeks notification from me, two to quit and two to buy things and rest up. Well, Id advise you dont quit until I tell you to because I heard today Uncle Sam will demobilize us at the city in which we were mustered in, i.e. Chicago, in my case. You see, if I land in Newport News, therell be slim chance of my getting to New York before being demobilized and that process will take a month, Id say. And even if I land in New York we wont be stationed there; the men will be split up and sent to camps nearest their homes. And I may not be able to get leave sufficiently long to enable me to get married, though I shall try. So if you think we need the money you earn, why stick to the Job until more definite news comes. At any rate, I believe were good for six-eight weeks more in France, at least.
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That war bride article you enclosed is great and very, very true. Youre almost a war bride, arent you? The girl who wrote that has a good sense of humor and keen insight. Dearest, its almost midnig~ht now. I was interrupted. I do wish I could write more, but the room is like an iceberg and I dont know whether my feet belong to me or not. So Ill have to draw this to a close, as the Tommies used to say. But first I want to tell you once more how completely I belong to you. Im so impatient to get home to you I havent the heart to even think of other things. All I want is you, you, and you some more. Please, dear, give me your lips in a long, fond, good night kiss. Loads of love from Your ever faithful and devoted Lee Portillon, ~rance March 13 Dear Folks, Well, Im settled down again after a week of wandering through France and Germany. Yes, and Im with Evacuation Hospital 2 again and were stationed in this small village. ~ina is fine, she writes. Guess it will be a June wedding at the earliest. I believe the ~2nd Division, still in Coblenz area, will beat us home as they are due to sail first week in April via Antwerp. Wish we were going that way instead of through all red tape of France. Well, thats about all for this time. Hope you are all well and happy. Affectionately, Lee
My own girl, Were still in this huge city of fifty souls and likely to stay here for many days to come. No prospects of any very speedy return, although one rumor has it (and I think it is only a rumor) that all but three of the twelve officers here will be returned quickly to the United States as casuals to assist in demobilization in the United States, i.e. to work, not to be demobilized. But in the main, the prospects seem good for a foureight weeks stay here, at least. Ships dont seem too
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plentiful. The acquisition of eight German liners, Just announced, ought to be able to carry a lot of us home. Nothing very exciting in this neck of the woods. This place is too small to be exciting. Yesterday (my birthday) five of us made a day of it. After dinner here, we hopped an autobus into Nantes and went to the Theatre Graslin, a very beautiful edifice. There we heard a lovely opera Manon, with the wonderful Mlle. Brunlet as heroine. The music was fine and the performance admirable in every way. The theater is large and richly decorated in red and gold. The red plush seats are an outstanding feature and very, very comfy. After the show we wandered through the streets of Nantes for a while. Nantes is a large city, as French cities go, as its population is at least 200,000 - and they all seemed to be on the streets yesterday as it was Sunday. The ladies (?) were attractively gowned with skirts as short as I ever saw. Most of these dolls were painted and powdered to the limit. Nantes is full of fast girls, though undoubtedly there are many respectable ones, too, only you dont notice them as much. Saw very few Americans with these girls, lm glad to say. After the walk we adjourned to the Care Meurice where we had an excellent supper of potage, sole, beef, French fried potatoes, French pastry and coffee; we also split some Anjou wine rather good, I thought - sweeter than vin blanc ordinaire., After that I went to the Jewish Welfare Board - a congenial place. Met two J.W.B. female workers there, both from New York City and very kind. Also met a French family (Jewish) who invited me to dine some time. I learned that there are twenty Jewish families in Nantes. This one was in the embroidery business and the husband told me that its very foolish to buy things in France now as prices are excessive and quality not as good as before the war. For example, he said that embroideries which cost twenty francs before the war now cost 17~-200 francs and are not as good as previously. Do you know, dearest, I havent bought you a birthday present yet? I dont know what to get you. Will probably buy something before I sail. I will not mail it, but will present it personally. Am learning some French again, but not rapidly. It seems I Just cant learn that lingo, though German comes much more easily to me. I talk frequently to Madame here at the care and to the grocer over whose store Im billeted. This grocer was demobilized January 1st after four and a half years of service, and the other night he tried to tell me all about those four and a half years in about four and a half minutes. And when a Frenchman starts to talk rapidly, I Just throw up my hands and Kame tad.
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Dearest, Im getting more and more lonesome for you. It seems its Just one damned delay after another - excuse my Portuguese. Its easy to get into the army, but hell to get out. I feel like cussing tonight. Perhaps the fact that weve had no mail since we left Coblenz nine days ago may have something to do with it. At any rate I feel pretty mean. Do you ever get that way? Gee Willikens! But Im anxious to see you. Its almost twenty-one months, and thats a long time. Dearest, I wish I could tell you adequately how I love you, but words are failures. You do know my heart, soul and body belong to you - entirely, and to you alone. Good night, sweetheart. My love to all. Yours to a cinder, Lee Please write . #33 Portillon, 3/18 Dearest girl, Today was a big day for the mail came in for the first time since we left Coblenz. And the mails what we boys want - as much, at least, as food. Well, I beat all the others - got one dozen messages, tliree Saturday Evening Posts, the March Worlds Work, and two Chicago Sentinels (Jewish weekly), plus six letters from you, dearest, those of February 20, 21, 22, 23 and 24 and birthday card of 22rid. Also got a long letter from Stella and a birthday card plus a card from May; in addition, a letter from Sarah, one from a Herb Rosenfeld of Chicago, and the twelfth from a nurse, Miss Hooker, who was in training when I was an interne, and who I wrote you sent me socks and a sweater some time ago. Yes, she knows Im engaged. She is with Base Hospital #23 at Langres, France. Your letters are the real thing, little lady, and I thank you over and over again and for your kind wishes on my birthday day before yesterday. Your letters and card would have come just before and not Just after my anniversary had I not moved from Coblenz. Honey, your letter of February 22nd in which you congratulate me is a gem. I prize it highly for your heart lies open to me and its love is bared. Your description of a day in our doll home sets me on fire, it is so full of bounding impulses and affection. May the time come soon when such a day will be our regular occurrence. I thought A.F. was going to give you a letup, but evidently hes working you for fare-you-well. Over here I have my busy spells and then my easy times. You seem
to go on working hard all the time. Dont overda it, dear. Be sure to get out every day for some exercise. I note in Worlds Work that Liberty Bonds are selling way below par. If I had much reserve cash, Id invest in more, wouldnt you? I have only two bonds, $50.00 you bousht for us and $50.00 Joe bought. Well hold on to them. Glad you got the Rupricht photo of me. I thought that the best of the last three I sent you, didnt you? But you flatter me when you call me handsome. I never was accused of that before. No, I did not see the funny performance of Carmen you mention, but am going Saturday night to see the real Carmen at the opera house in Nantes. Had some strenuous exercise today. In the morning went out on a five mile hike with the men along the country roads around this little village. I enjoy these walks as I get a combination of good exercise and companionship. The men are in good condition and march well. Then, in the afternoon, Furman and I loosened up our arms and threw around a baseball for several hours and batted some out. Twas good fun and my spring training trip may be said to have begun. Its late now, dearest, and Im a bit tired from the baseball workout. Will try to write again tomorrow. Good night, Nina, and all my love to you. You know I belong to you entirely. Many kisses. Your own Lee Please write.
3/19/19 France Dearest, darling wife, It is late and almost time to crawl into my most comfortable French bed, but I want to write you a few lines first as Itm awfully lonesome for you. Today a major came out from Nantes to inspect our enlisted men, the official inspection necessary before embarkation. He looked the men over carefully, had them maneuvered, etc. and then gave us his O.K., and said the men were the best looking medical outfit he had ever inspected or even seen. So bring on your ship - not that the prospects of getting on a vessel are much nearer, but, at least, we wont be held back if ships are forthcoming. There are about forty medical units in this Nantes district, almost all awaiting orders to sail, as we are, and nonfunctioning, as in our case. But the units are small, hardly any over
200 in strength. Ours is composed of twelve officers and about 16~ enlisted men. One of our enlisted men, a notorious drunkard, was transferred to a labor battalion today for being A.W.O.L. (absent without leave) and drunk; and five other drunkards were handed over to Military Pollce~of Nantes for drunken and disorderly conduct a few days ago. On the whole, weve a splendid bunch of men - about 150 first-class boys and we dont intend that the few drunkards we have will keep us from
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it, they are apt to put it back a few places on priority list for sailing. Its pouring cats and dogs now and is Just the night for a little home performance - when you and I are the principals and the play is Life and Love. Oh, honey, lm in a perfect frenzy to be with you, and the five letters which came yesterday and which lve Just reread have set my blood boiling, especially that of February 22nd in which you describe a perfect day. And I know youre some little describer. Lord, how I long for a taste of the Joys you portray so skillfully. You tell me that unless I consent to be your maid twenty-four hours a day, I cant have the job, and you accuse me of always disrobing you and never dressing you, and you say that sometimes you do dress as well as undress. Very well, I accept. The only reason lve not dressed you is that dressing requires skill and undressing doesnt. IIi do my best at both. I also dream of when, after breakfast, we go for a long walk through the park and over to Mothers for Sunday dinner. Her home is so homelike we both enjoy our frequent visits there. We sit around for an hour or two, and then off we go for another long stroll along Grand Boulevard and Michigan Avenue and greet and meet many friends and acquaintances. We pick up Ed, Millard and Sam and convoy them to our home where we five pitch in and set the table and soon have a nice supper of bread and butter, coffee, Jelly, cheese, salmon and cakes - a real Sunday night supper. After that we chat a while and then beat it for a movie. After the movie the three boys escort us home, then go and we are alone again in our dollhouse. We go into our cozy den, all adorned with war souvenirs and other odd surroundings, and read on the couch. You sit at one end and I lie down on my back with your lap as my pillow. And then to bed and it isnt long before Mr. Sandman comes around and taps us on the head, and two happy souls come to the end of what I call a Perfect Day. Your loving husband, Lee
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The prospects of sailing seem nearer today. A new order has come to several hospitals in this area (not ours yet) detaching all medical officers but three from each ~nit and sending them home quickly as casuals, by way of Brest. I have little doubt that our unit will get the order within a week, and, if so, that I will be detached and will leave Evacuation Hospital 2 and go home as a casual officer. If so, will probably go by way of Brest and will probably land in New York City this is all dope, mind you. Nothing authentic. Will write more when more definite word comes and will try to cable you before sailin8. But do continue to write because Im blue if I dont hear regularly from you. Were still in Portillon, but we relieve the monotony by visiting Nantes from time to time. Yesterday ~urman and I visited the famous old cheteau and thoroughly enjoyed our tour thro.ugh it. Its a real old place and was built in the 14th century, and it is notorious for its awful dungeons and the many noted prisoners. Bluebeard was a prisoner here - you remember he killed 120 childmen, plucked out their hearts and bathed in their blood,- he was a toug~ guy. Henry IV signed the Edict of Nantes in the chateau in 1598. The dungeons are interesting - you must get down on your hands and knees to crawl through a hole in the wall to get to them. ]~ach cell is a dark hole in the ground with plenty of mud and water and little air. Those prisoners must have had a fine time there. The place (not the dungeons) is now used by French troops. We also took in the Cathedmal that was begun in 1434 and finished in 1891 - some speed - typical French rapidity. The fact is the cathedral isnt quite finished yet! Its rather pretty, though doesnt compare with those of Paris or Cologne. We had lunch at a French restaurant in Nantes and also had baths at St. Marie Baths. The baths cost two francs apiece - result, most French abstain from such a luxury. Am O.D. again and will be till 6:00 P.M. when Ftu~man relieves me. Not much to do except inspect guards ~nd men. Tomorrow night four of us are going to Nantes to hear Carmen. Its raining again - seems its rained every day since I landed in France. This sunny France stuff is pure fiction. Once in a while the sun does shine, Iii admit, but only by accident.
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The drop yesterday in value of the franc from 5.45 per dollar to 5.76 was most unkind as Ive about 1,500 francs with me - a loss of about $18.00. Wonder whether its wiser to carry money home in francs or dollars at this abnormally high rate. I feel sure it will go down again, but when? Have to write to Sam now, so will beg off for today. I do hope to be with you soon. Speed the day, dearest! Your own Lee
3/@3 Dear girl, Twenty-one months ago today I sailed away and said good-by to you. I didnt know how long Id be away and neither did you. We went our ways as cousins. We are to meet again as lovers and quickly as husband and wife. It cant come too soon for me. No special news about sailing. Last night the colonel, adjutant, Furman and I heard Carmen at the Theatre Graslin. It was a wonderful performance. I saw Mary Garden as Carmen at the Chicago Grand Opera Company, but I honestly believe that Mlle. Malthieu last night put it all over Mary. Mlle. was wonderfully effective...she portrayed the coquette as I never imagined could be done. And her voice was splendid and her face and figure very beautiful. The boys chorus in the first act was well done, and the little urchins were typical French rascals. The one funny thing was the presence of two homely and old women in the chorus - the authorities must have raided a home for the aged and infirm. Had to miss the last act as the bus to take us back had to leave at 11:30 P.M. and French operas are notoriously long-drawn out. Their intermissions are from fifteen-thirty minutes each. Am in the dining room of the cafe in which we eat the Burette Gautier. Its Sunday morning and raining and miserable and the officers are gathered around the table. Some are writing, some reading, one fellow is losing heavily (to himself) at solitaire. Gay life. Madame Just came in - have to close now as shes going to set the table. After dinner three of us are going to Nantes to see La Boheme. Loads and loads of love and many kisses. Your own Lee
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A dull rainy day as per usual and no news. Rumors Celebrated the fact that I sailed twenty-one months ago yesterday by taking in another opera at the Theatre
Grashin in Nantes. It was La Boheme this time and I found it charming and full of good music and delightful acting. M. Devries, especially, was wonderful in the role of Rudolph. Mlle.Dumaine, the leading lady, was not as good as her male co-star. The performance, as a whole, did not delight me quite as much as Carmen. Wish I were with you instead of in this lonesome village. I get fits of depression at times when I Just long for you and almost cry out in my anxiety to be with you. Twenty-one months is a lon8 time to be separated from ones wife ; I call you m~ wife for I have bared my very soul to you Just as you yours to me, and even personal contact can hardly make us understand each other more than we do now. But bring on your personal contact, I say. Kisses and more kisses are whats in store for you when Your loving husband returns
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Dearest Nina,
Received your letter of February 2~ 25, 26 and March 2rid Just a few minutes ago and hasten to answer them. I see you are happy as can be over prospects of seeing me soon - gee, I wish the government would shake a leg and get me home. Befo~ I go further, I want to tell you something thats been on my mind for some time regarding the date of our marriage. Ive spoken to some higher officers here, and all agree in stating that, until actually discharged from the army, an officer cannot call his soul his own. He may land at New York, yet they hustle him out to Camp Merritt or some other outlying camp and he may not get a chance to even visit New York City. Now hotels the rub. Its all well for you to say, Lee, dear, Ill marry you any time, any hour that you come
to New York City. I appreciate that spirit and love you for it, but I dont want to be a party in one of those Here Comes the Bride and There Goes the Groom
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affairs as the authoress of the clipping you enclosed puts it. The prospects are too vague. I dont want to ~arry you, kiss you good-by, and run away to some camp, and then wait perhaps a month or two or three before I get my discharge. And what if Uncle Sam wont discharge me? Suppose he ~puts me on duty for some months before letting me go? The prospect of you living at an army ca~p also does not appeal to me. Again, what about our Chicago folks? Suppose I cable when lm coming and mother and Ed and others hustle to New York City. And suppose, which is a likely supposition, that lm unable to get leave in order to be married? You can imagine how disappointing it will be, also, how expensive to the folks and to you. Therefore, because lm still in the army and because a soldier cant call his soul his own, lve decided definitely that we had better abandon entirely the idea of a marriage immediately on my return to the United States of America. I hope youll agree with me in this decision. Im also telling the folks today the same news so that they wont have to go to needless expense. That decision does not mean we wont be married soon. We will. But it means that instead of an indefinite plan liable to collapse, well substitute, if you agree, the following plan - namely, marriage in New York City Just as soon after my demobilization as possible. Ill probably be demobilized near Chicago, will go home for a short time, and then rush to you, get married, and carry you back with me and then to work with and for you. I hope you approve. Let me know as soon as you can. The news that you might be able to meet me if I land at Newport News is splendid. Do try, dearest, as Id love to see you before I go to Chicago, no matter where I land. Still no news. Just waiting in this country of rain, rain, and more rain. So Joe bought a floor lamp for us - thats fine. Yes, Ill write him a letter of thanks, especially as I Just received the first letter from him in six months. He congratulated me on my birthday, and also gave ~e a statement of my account with him up to February 26th. I had $260.73 cash with him and I still owed ~275.00 to grandmother. I thought I had more, but insurance ($119.55) cut a big hole in the amount. Also still seem to be paying for bonds - dont know how much I own in Liberty Bonds. So you see I have very little ready cash - merely the amount with you and the $300.00 or so I carry. Of course, I have March pay coming and that will help, and also have about $50.00 mileage due me and $60.00 discharge money. Guess we wont starve.
Love, ~Var, and Medicine
The expenses of my new office ought not to be more than ~350.00 as the initial outlay as I have furniture and medical supplies. A microscope (about SpO.00) will be my most expensive single item. I sold the one I had before I left, so will have to get another. My other letters were one apiece from Ed, Paul, Marie and two doctor friends (Lewin and Greenberg, the latter still in the army, the former Just demobilized and practicing on 51st Street, Chicago at his former office). Both are good friends. Thats all for today except to repeat how I long to be home with you. The sooner I sail, the sooner I land, and the sooner I land, the sooner Ill be demobilized, and the sooner I,m a civilian again, the sooner Ill rush to you and claim you as Your own Lee
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Dearest girl, 3/28 First of all I Ii repeat what I wrote in my last letter about the wedding date. I think it will be better for all concerned if we plan the ceremony to take place soon after Im out of the service. Ill probably stop in Chicago and bring along Ma and Ed and any others with
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Nothing new here. Were still awaiting orders. Had a chance to go to a medical school for three months here in France~, but turned it down. This morning was beautiful and the detachment went for a nice two hour hike. We marched about seven miles and enjoyed the first sun weve had in many days. I intend to go on all future hikes as theyre very stimulating. This afternoon - it rained again, so I read magazines. By the way, I read a book yesterday which was good: When Knighthood Was in Flower - I suppose youve read it or seen it acted. I enjoyed the story immensely. Am sending Stars & Stripes again. Hope youre getring them regularly as I send them every week. I believe I missed a couple when I couldnt get copies. The paper is very good and I know you enjoy it as much as I. I also send one each week to Ed. Dearest, it may not be very long before you and I are together. Then look out, young lady, for Im a ravenous man hungry for the presence of my own wife who has been denied me all these twenty-one months of separation. Honey, when you and I are one, well be very happy, wont
we? For well be two persons who have every interest in common and who love each other. We cant help being the most contented couple living. Gee, girl, I wish the ceremony was over. Im a bit nervous, Ill confess. You know I,ve had no previous experience at all. Honey, please tell me once more what the size of the ring is to be; your other letter is at the bottom of my trunk packed away. Also tell me what size gloves you wear as a Perrins shop is in Nantes and Id like to get you some gloves. Also tell me what kind you want - full length or wrist length, color, material, etc. If Im still in this area when your answer comes, IIi get the gloves. And perhaps if Stella wants a pair youd send me her measurements. Well,dearest, its late and Im tired. So good night and loads and loads of love from Your boy, Lee
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3/29 Dearest girl, Many, many good wishes on this anniversary of yours and all my love. I cant write all the good things I want you to have - my pen is not well enough directed, but if I were with you, youd soon know that I want you to have the limit of happiness and good luck. Nothing specially new. The sun came out for a short time yesterday morning and we took the company out for a seven mile hike. Twas a very stimulating and pleasant exertion. But today its raining again, a steady, miserable and constant downpour. Have clung close to the fire in our mess and studied French. Hope that in a few years Ill be able to say bonJour like a Frenchman. All the recent rains hereabouts (a civilian says it has rained part or all of each day for over three months) have caused a great increase in the size of the Sevre River close by. This was a little creek about twenty feet across when we came here, but now is a regular stream over i00 feet across. Its still rising and is coming uncomfortably close to where I billet. Sunday, March 30 Was interrupted yesterday and could not resume till now. Last night it got colder and snowed for the first time in months. And the river has increased in size so much as to be menacing. We had two roads down the hill to the grocery store where Lieutenant Moody and I
billet, but the water has broken through the banks and flooded both passages. Fortunately, we both have high rubber boots so can wade in safety. By tomorrow, though, unless no more rain, were likely to be an island-billet and may have to swim to and from meals. Sorry I left my bathing suit behind. Our bathhouse has been completely flooded and is out of business. My landlady has removed her fowls and horse to a higher place for safety. I tell you, t~e civilians of Portillon are all stirred up about this flood - for thats what it is - almost. If worst comes to worst, Ill sleep on the dining room table so as to be present at all meals. There is a strong rumor that well leave about ~/6 for Brest, but Ive been in the service too long to believe anything unless I see the order myself. So dont put any faith in that. Its getting late and I must go to my grocery store room. Wont you wade there with me? Would love to have you. Good night, little sweetheart. You know that I love you truly and with all my hea.r~-add soul. Heres a great big kiss and a strenuous hug from Your loving boy, Lee
3/2~ Dear Folks, Still in this large city and leading the simple life of the country. Getting fat on good food and little work. We get fresh eggs once or twice daily - every morning we each have two fried eggs, and often Madame Gautier, the president of our mess, slips in a Jelly or other variety of omelette. Madame is a wonderful cook. She roasts our army beef till you couldnt recognize it as the same stuff we used to eat. I believe she could make an old shoe taste like a million dollars. But she cannot make pies, so yesterday we had one of our army cooks show her how; incidentally, we each downed onehalf of a delicious lemon cream pie. Dont forget to have some of your old-time chocolate cake ready when I get back as I havent tasted any since I left. Other news? Nothing new about going home. Wont I be tickled to death when my train rolls into the Windy City. It may be windy, it may have its stockyards odor at times, it may be cold in winter and hot in summer, but me for Chicago, first, last and always. Yes, even though it goes dry - that will surely be tough. I suppose all the saloons will sell ice cream sodas.
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Received three medical Journals and a Saturday Evening Post today - no letters. These Journals have come regularly. While in Coblenz, I wrote to the publishers to send you the periodicals instead of to me. Just hold on to them, please. Have started studying French again. But I go by fits and spurts and never seem to improve. The verbs and pronunciation get my goat. The French swallow all their endings. The German language is much easier to learn as every letter is pronounced. But I can read French better than German as the French sentences are simple; Germans delight in long drawn-out, complicated sentences, each one-half a page long, and with the verb on the end. Well, thisll have to do for this time as Ive given you the main news from this town of Podunk (otherwise called Portillon, France). Loads of love to all and dont forget to eat some matzos for me. Ill try to get some, too, from the J.W.B. here in Nantes. Write. Affect ionate ly, Lee
Saturday, March 29 Ninas birthday - wish I were with her. Indoors most of the time and studied nine lessons in French. Im making progress in that line, but still waiting for final orders to board a ship for the good old United States of America. Tuesday, April i No rain for the first time in over a week, and the Sevre River which was flooding seemed at long last to contain less water. We took another long walk to celebrate the dry weather. Lieutenant Colonel Schleiter (our C.O.) left for the United States and our new C.O. is Major Burg.
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April i Dearest Nina, April has come and still were here with no prospects of getting away. Rumors come along every day. But our colonel was detached and left for the United States of America today, so I know some people do go home. An offer Just came to go as part of relief parties sent out by United States government to look after feeding women and children in Poland, Jugo-Slavia, Finland and Armenia. The offer was tempting, to say the least, but I ~urned it down. One of our men, Captain Nathan Rosenthal from New York City, intends to go on one of these. But I want to go home to you and the folks. Did I tell you I also turned down a chance to go to school in a French university (medical); also to an English one. The flood has subsided and good weather has suddenly shown up. Today was a glorious day and much warmer - and it hasnt rained all day! We celebrated this fortunate accident by taking a sixteen kilometer walk this afternoon (ten miles). Captain Furman, Lieutenant Dempsey and I constituted the party. We strolled along for Just about three hours,and came back feeling fine except for being a bit footsore. The scenery around these parts is certainly nice when the sun shines. Yesterday I went to Nantes and visited the commissary run there by the United States government. Its located in a steel building way out in a district where an hours walk is required to get there. And when you do get there, you have to observe the most antiquated and foolish system of selling imaginable. You go to one clerk and tell him what you want - after you stand in line thirty minutes. He writes out bills for each person, in duplicate; you get one slip and take it to another line, and in fifteen minutes or so you get to the head of that line and fondly congratulate yourself on your nearness to the end. But hold on. In this line you dont get your purchases - no, you only pay your bill. You then stand in line for the third time and after further delay, you finally get what you bought. Can you imagine any such system in an American department st ore ? The commissary is located in the midst of barracks full of black soldiers hanging around and playing baseball. No, I did not see anyone rolling the bones. At the Y.M.C.A. hut, a negro class was in progress, arithmetic. The negro teacher was funny and his pupils funnier. I had to laugh when I heard the teacher say to his pupils, Now, dont get scared Jest becuz I put this dollar sign in front of that 9.
I was O.D. again. Not much to do except to release one of our men from confinement. I wonder if you can give me some advice about francs and their value. You know that up to about ten days ago, they were valued at 5/45 francs per dollar. But they went down lately to 6.00 francs per dollar and will probably stop at 6.20 or so. I have about 1,200 francs and dont know whether to exchange them for United States money at 5.80 (new government rate) or hold on to them and take them back to the United States in francs in hopes theyll be more valuable some day. They ought to be 5.20 instead of 6.29. Let me know your ideas. Well, honey, its late and Im tired from the long walk. So good night and loads of love from Your own, Lee
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April 3 De are st N ina, Just a wee note, but a nice one. Am leaving tomorrow morning at 7:00 A.M. for Saint-Nazaire-~d the dope is that it wont be long before were on a boat headed back to a regular country. Were going as casuals - six of us, Majors Burg and Howard, Captains Furman and I, and Lieutenants Dempsey and Notbohm, along with about 200 other medical officers. We are no longer part of Evacuation Hospital 2, so dont expect us with that unit. The men and the three officers remaining are to stay here at Portillon till further orders, but theyll probably go soon. My trunk and bedding roll are packed and tagged, but I have to pack my suitcase and clothing roll yet, so will say au revoir and good night. Will try and cable when Im to sail and on what boat and destination. So if you get a cable like Madawaska, NY, April 20, that will mean name of boat, destination and probable date of landing. Will say good night once more and loads of love to my sweetheart girl whom Im soon to see. Your own Lee P.S. Met Major David Homer (obstetrician), an old friend from Chicago. He, too, is anxious to go home. L~FT FRANGE FOR UNITED STATES OF AMERICA Friday, April 4 A strenuous day. Up at 6:00 A.M. and six of us said good-by to Evacuation Hospital 2 and left by truck for Nantes.
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Then by train to Camp #I at Saint-Nazaire where we had lunch at the officers mess, followed by long waiting in line for physicians examination and exchange of money. Then cabled ~ina and boarded the S.S. Zeelandia at ii:00 P.M. bound for Charleston~ South Carolina. Six of us in one room and pretty crowded, slept some, but up at 5:00 A.M. to see our ship leave Saint-Nazaire. Good-b~ France. So we sailed for the United States of America at about ten-twelve knots with fine, sunny weather and a crowded ship (about 2,600 troops aboard). The food was fairly good.
Sunday, April 6 Another smooth day of sailing and I was made Admiral of six rafts, also in charge of any sick soldiers from 4:00 A.M. to 8:00 A.M. Just two years ago Woodrow Wilson declared war on Germany. Our ship did 316 miles today and the clock went back an hour and twenty minutes.
Thursday, April I0 Still sailing along, but ship pitching and rolling and many of our soldiers seasick. Read two books these past few days and also kept on studying French. Ship rather slow, but averaging 300 miles a day. On the ship much relaxation as regards saluting, etc., and all of us passengers were Joyful because we were on our way home.
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Sunday, April 13 A perfect day and nobody seasick. Read Kiplings "The Light That Failed" - very good. Our ship is so crowded I can hardly get any exercise except for some walking when the sailing was smooth. Played checkers a lot and kept winning. In fact, I became checker champion of the S.S. Zee landia. Thursday, April 17 Just sailing along and getting closer to the United States of America. Some entertainment that night. Clock back another hour.
CHAPTER XXVI REUNION WITH FOLKS IN CHICAGO AND MARRIAGE TO NINA KLEINMAN IN NEW YORK CITY Friday, April 18 The most memorable day. Up early. We passed many ships and sighted land at 8:~5 A.M. Our ship passed Charleston, South Carolina, and we landed ten miles up the river. There was a pretty good crowd to greet us with applause and Camp Jackson. America, and was grand. some bananas at the pier. Then by train to Twas great to be back in United States of I almost kissed the ground, and the weather
Saturday, April 19 Received fifteen days leave of absence, so off to New York City by way of Sea-board Airline. The train was well equipped with Pullmans and everything, so I slept like a rock. Meanwhile, expressed my trunk and bedding roll to my Chicago home,- some 300 ibs. at cost of $I1.25.
Sunday, April 20 T~ Big Day: There was Nina at the Penn Station in New York City. She was wonderful and beautiful and we
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kissed and kissed in front of the public. Mortie, Gussie and Adele were also there. Stopped at Ninas home and had a long walk with her after supper at Stellas. A happy day. I should add that we hugged and kissed each other over and over again, but we were not yet married so that was it. New York City April 23 Dear Folks, As I wrote you in my last letter two days ago, Im stopping here at 945 St. Nicholas Avenue. Am having a peach of a time here with my queen. Ill bring her to Chicago soon. Nina and I have been on the go all the time. Banquets, dances, shows and everything. Ye gods, theyre feeding us like king and queen. The Kraus family gave us a big spread the night before last, and last night we dined at friends of Ninas, Frieda and Nat Silberstein and their little Paula. Just came home from matinee at New Amsterdam Theater. Victor Herberts Velvet Lady was excellent and splendidly played. Just Nina and I at that show. Nina and I have been having a powwow and were decided to embark (on the sea of matrimony) on June 3rd. Weve also decided to have a very quiet affair and we scheduled it for ii:00 A.M. Nina is right here and she says she loves me. What do you know about that? I applied for permission to be mustered out at Camp Grant instead of Camp Jackson, but was refused. So must report back at Columbia, South Carolina on May 4th. Will leave here on the 3rd. Expect to be mustered out quickly, probably on the 5th or 6th of May, and as soon as I get my papers, I shall take the first flier to Chicago. So I ought to be home on the 6th or 7th of May. Going to Celias and Clarences in a few minutes for supper, With my better half, of course. Chocolate cake and/or lemon cream pie every dinner, of course. Called up Mrs. Spingold yesterday. She asked at once for mother. Nina and I will call on her Saturday afternoon. Ninas my secretary and, believe me, our appointment book is full. Am pretty lucky to have struck New York in good weather. The sun is out every day and thats quite a relief after France.
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Hows grandma H? I heard she wasnt feeling well. Please let me know. Is Will coming to New York this we ek ? Have an appointment at 6:30 A.M. tomorrow with Joe Englander to do some horsebacking. Ill probably not want to sit doWn for the rest of the week. Nina Just received a letter from Ruth Unger. Am anxiously awaiting news from you. Please write and dont forget to send any letters for me alon~. Have my trunk and bedding roll come yet? Please ask Marie to keep her eyes open for a four room apartment for us. Also, if you see any prospectlve office for me, remember the address, please. Everyone is well here and all send love, especially Nina. Shes fi~e (Dont believe him - Im sick - lovesick). Shes right here now and she Just gave me a kiss for you. Ill deliver it - and more soon. Great to be back in Gods country: Loads of love to all. Affect ionate ly, Lee New York April 26 Dear Folks, Was tickled to death to get Pas letter of the 23rd this morning as its the first letter from home Ive had in a long time. And happy to know you are all well. Will try to call on those you mention. Nina and I are calling on Mrs. Spingold this afternoon. If any official or other important letters come before next Thursday, send them please. After that, youd better hold all. Glad to know trunk and bedding roll came. They weigh enough, dont they? ~y orders have been changed, thank goodness. Instead of reporting back to South Carolina, I will be mustered out at Camp Dix, New Jersey. I report there a week from tomorrow (May ~th) and ought to be free in a day or two. Then home, James. Still living the gay llfe here. On the go all the time. Nina works only in the mornings. In the afternoons and evenings, we go out together. Last night we had supper at Gussies. Mortie is a splendid boy, isnt he? Hed make a sick horse laugh. Mr. and Mrs. Isaacs (Morties parents) were also there and are a very handsome and likable couple. The whole crowd here have treated me splendidly, and I feel almost as much at home here as in Chicago. But, oh boy, me for Chicago and all of you.
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Few unusual events,- Ive been away so long Ive forgotten some social customs, and Ive erred by wiping my hands in their fancy guest towels; and also had troubles in proper use of all the forks, knives and spoons,- you see Ive been accustomed to one knife, one fork and one spoon. Yesterday afternoon Mr. Fries, Ninas boss, loaned Nina and me his $7,000.00 Locomobile car plus his chauffeur. We took a ride up and down New York along the Hudson River. Dont know but what the Hudson is almost as pretty as the Rhine. Have taken in one show already, and tonight nine of us are going to the Beaux Arts Restaurant for supper, and then to the Palace to see Eva Tanguay and her co-workers. Have any of you seen anything likable in the way of an apartment or an office? Ill only have about twenty days in Chicago to do lots of things like renting a flat and an office, plus supplies for office, announcements, etc., not to mention visits of which there will be many, I suppose. Then on June 1st Ill hit tb~ trail back for little old New York for the ceremony on the 3rd. Do try to fix everything up so as many can come to the wedding as possible. As we are having invitations and announcements, please think over and prepare names and addresses of those you think these should go to among our friends and relatives. Ive already listed some. The license well get before I leave New York as its good for thirty days. Only costs a dollar here - dog licenses $3.00 - much cheapter to get married, you see. Whats that you say about it isnt the original cost, but the upkeep? Rents in New York are frightfully high. Clarence was raised $16.50 per month and Mortie $12 00. Thats going some! How about Chicago? Have you been raised? When looking for apartments, dont spend time looking for anything around $100.00 a month. A nice little four-five room flat from ~30.00-~40.00 will suit us better. New York had a cold streak yesterday and it snowed. I went out horsebacking two mornings a~o with Joe Englander and still feel a bit reluctant to sit down. Well, enough nonsense today. Nina says she doesnt love me a bit, but,as she kisses me when she says that, I dont believe her. Shes a wonder, is your new daughte r-to-be. Loads of love to all. Affect ionat ely, Lee
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And so it went - as in the letters above and following. I spent much of the time with Nina and her folks, then off to Chicago for reunion with my folks, plus time spent in renting a nice five-room apartment and a small one room office close by.
May I, New York City Dear Folks, Re wedding, weve advanced the date to June 1st as per your wish. So youre all to be here on the morning of June 1st. The ceremony will be simple. Ive told Ma Kleinman to tell Rabbi Lissman to cut it short, to tell him we must catch a train. And whatever you do, please dont wear anything fancy for the wedding. Ninas to wear a white dress and Iii have a blue serge suit with a red necktie and purple socks (I think). All formal clothes are verboten. Tomorrow Nina and I will get the license and that will save time later on. Were going away for about a week to Atlantic City all arrangements made. Then back to New York City to pick up Mother, then to Chicago for good. Must close and beat it downtown to meet Nina. Were scheduled for the theatre this afternoon and dinner at Kraus tonight. Tomorrow we lunch at McAlpin, shop, then dine at some restaurant with Mr. and Mrs. Moren (friends of Ninas) and then theatre again. Guess President Wilson hasnt a thing on us. Bon J our all and loads of love. Affect ionate ly, Lee Camp Dix, N. J. Sunday 6:30 P.M. May ~ Dearest girl, I lost no time, you see. Reached Camp Dix 4:35Its a big place and sandy and d .... d hot. Filled out lots of papers and was informed I was to report again Tuesday 10:O0 A.M. to go through discharge routine. My discharge papers have to come from Washington, D.C. and cant get here before Tuesday. I will probably be discharged same afternoon, and if so will go straight to Philadelphia and then to Chicago. Am lodged in a big barn-like room - twenty-four beds. However, theres a mattress and four blankets,
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so Iii sleep O.K. Mess tonight was fair - sixty cents fo~ fruit salad, cold ham and potato salad, bread, butter and cocoa. Am at the Y. Officers Club now. Its hot here and lm going to take a walk to Wrightstown and back and then to sleep,Ja~ss. Did not see nurses on train. Guess I didnt look hard enough. If any special messages should come for me in care of you, please let me know. My address is Building 3~ and if anything important, you could call me, I suppose, care of Headquarters for Casual officers. Dont write, dearest, to this camp - no use. Lots of kisses, dearest, and many hugs from Your own hubby, Lee
Camp Dix, New Jersey May % Dearest Nina, Just finished supper - I suppose you call it dinner but Im still in the service. But at this time tomorrow I hope to be a free man and on my way west. My orders are due at 10:O0 A.M. tomorrow. Then a physical examination papers to sign, then receive pay and putting on red chevron and discharge papers - then home, James, home. If I get through early enough, will catch 8:00 P.M. train out of Philadelphia and reach Chicago at 3:~2 P.M. day after tomorrow or Wednesday. Reach Philadelphia by way of Trenton. Today has been very hot and I Just about roasted. Stretched myself out luxuriously on my bed and read all afternoon. This morning met Furman. He came in late last night, so late that his discharge will arrive a day later than mine. As he had two days to wait, he got a forty-elght hour leave back to Newark and left on the l:lO P.M. train. Havent done a thing today- just loafing. Its pouring now, and Im glad as its been too hot to suit me. Guess Ill go back to France. Want to come along as my secretary-wlfe? How is my little wife anyway? Is she getting enough sleep now or is she up to her usual stunt of three hours sleep per twenty-four? Three hours for sleep, three hours for work, that leaves eighteen for love, nest ce pas?? Hope Harry slept better last night with the extraadded room in his bed. Hows Stella and how are all others? Tell Mutchie, not to work too hard and tell her I missed her delicious pancakes this morning.
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This is a vast place. Ive walked for miles, but havent come to the end yet. All I had to do today was check in at 9:00 A.M. and l:O0 P.M. Just to see if any new orders. Learned last night quite a number of medical officers are being retained in service, some against their will. Pray for me, Nina, pray hard. Will try to write you tomorrow after my discharge, but may not have time before catching the train to Philadelphia; if I miss writing, youll know Im on my way to Chicago. Well, honey, I hope youre O.K. Dont let yourself get lonesome. Get lots of sleep. Smile all the time and be brave until I return,- then youll need all your bravery for ill be very fresh and vicious when I hit Manhattan again. Heres a big bunch of kisses, hugs and caresses and some more. Please return at least an equal number of each - send them to Chicago. Seeing as how its pouring and as how my bed may be getting soaked, Ill quit for tonlght. Be good. Your loving Lee Camp Dix, May 6 Dearest Nina, Just a wee note. Its i:00 P.M. now. My orders for release came this morning and since then Ive filled out 4,698 different papers and had a complete physical examination; went through flying. In a few minutes, I get my final pay and discharge papers and then Im through with the arm~ - hoorah: Have my red chevron on already. Then will beat it on the 3:00 P.M. train for Philadelphia. Then catch the 8:00 P.M. train from Philadelphia and reach Chicago 3:52 P.M. tomorrow. Cant write more now. Next from Chicago. All my love, sweetheart, and please share a little with Ma, Harry, Clarence, Celia, Mortie, Gussie, Adele, Mr. and Mrs. Kraus, Stella and May. Your hubby, Lee Chicago, May 8, 1919 My own sweetheart, Its midnight now and the first chance Ive had to sit down and talk to you. I put in one busy day, Ill tell you.
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Ive been going steadily from 9:00 A.M. till now. First thing I cleared up some of my Junk which the kids had thrown all around the room. Then I hopped on an L train and went downtown and called on Joe Unger. He returned my bankbook to me and I cancelled his power of attorney over my account. I had $189.00 in the bank and $150.00 (paid up) Liberty Bonds and $300.00 of Peerless Light stock (by the way, the Peerless is rated over a million now and is doing wonderfully well). The entire $1,000.00 I owed my grandma was paid April 5, so Im entirely free from debt. I deposited your check in my bank and also $486.00 more. (As yet have not opened a checking account). So my total assets (not counting yours) consist of
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Thats not too bad, is it? Add to that is three years paid up insurance (about $350.00) and a lot of office furniture, etc. which is worth more now than when I bought it. Your bonds and my bonds, etc. - our stuff - I put in a safety deposit vault I rented at Masonic Temple. I clipped some coupons, but havent cashed them yet. Went to Buchsbaums and said hello and ordered wedding ring. That will be done in a couple of days. Then hustled over to the insurance agent whos handling my mutual life policy. He advised me to hang on to my government policy, but not to convert it for a year or two, to see how conditions are. As to the 3% extra war premium I paid two years ago ($150.00), he said the company was figuring on that now and theres a good chance Id get it back. Hope so as @150.00 will come in handy. How many shoes will that buy, dearest? [I never did get it back]. I called on my grandma Unger and on Dr. Lewin, a friend of mine, had supper at home, and this evening helped entertain a vast throng of people here. Ye gods, but they came in swarms. Had to explain all over again all about the different souvenirs I brought home. Ill say it was a busy day. Havent got my bearings yet. Am enclosing list of invitations, eighteen as you see. The announcements Im not enclosing as list is not complete, but have thirty-nine so far -there wont be over forty-five, Im sure. Have you had things printed yet?
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Now for disappointments. Mother is the only one who can come to the wedding for sure. Ed cant come. He has a new Job and is doing well and cant get away. Good night, little glrl, and Just bushels and bushels of hugs and kisses from Your own Lee Tomorrow I go flat-hunting and office hunting. Also will buy some glad rags. Chicago May 9 My own sweetheart,Received your nice letters of the 7th and 8th today and am delighted to know youre resting up. The menu and price at Marie Antoinette seem O.K. Please let me know what you decide. Did I tell you mother received your letter of the 5th and thanks you very much ? Noney, your hubby rented his office today. Ive leased a small room on the corner of 55th Street and Prairie Avenue for $25.00 monthly,- 2 year lease rental to begin June 15th. A splendid location, dearest, I couldnt want a better - its much finer than my last one. Shall move in my stuff there about next Wednesday after the owner finishes decorating. Flats, oh you flats: Theyre scarce here. But I havent really had time yet to do any looking. Shall take Marie out Sunday and hunt in earnest. Was at Maries for lunch today. Eugene is certainly wonderful. Went to a pal of mine, Dr. Newberger, a dentist, and had my teeth cleaned this afternoon. Tomorrow Im to have a busy day as am going to buy duds, visit Cook County Hospital, go to Buchsbaums for dinner and then, with your permission, am going to escort cousin Mildred Buchsbaum to a dance downtown Joe and Ed going too. Some sort of affair - Ill tell you more about it later. Honey, dearest, its 12:15 A.M. and I want this to get off. So Ill say good-by and go out to mail this. Bunches and bunches of fine, big kisses and hugs and lots of love. Your own Lee Chic ago, May II Dearest Nina, I hope you will pardon my failure to write you yesterday, but Just couldnt get to it. Ive been on
th~ go all the time, honey, and hardly slept at all. For news, firstly, I rented a nice office as I told you for $2~.00 a month, rent free till June l~th, an excellent location. Have not yet signed the lease, though will do so tomorrow. Re an apartment, the path is rough. Scarce isnt the word. Ive traveled around all day yesterday and t oday. Am going to get clothes tomorrow and look llke a regular citizen again. Yesterday I visited Cook County Hospital and renewed some old acquaintances. We had a big crowd up to the house tonight including A1 Barnett and three other doctors. A1 Just got discharged from the army today and looks fine. His plans are indefinite. He sends best regards to you and Stella and Har~y. As usual, its way past midnight. Seems as though I Just cant get time to write before that. Sweetheart, the days go rapidly though the nights are very lonesome. But only twenty more days and we will be one: Isnt the prospect wonderful? Good night, dearest, and accept all my le~ and kisses. Your own Lee Please give my love to mother on this Mothers Day and tell her I love her like a real son. Sam 8till in Siberia.
May 12 Dearest girl, Received your card of the 10th and also letter of the 10th enclosing letter from Sarah and one from the Alamac Hotel, Atlantic City. I Just wrote to that hotel to reserve a double room and bath, American plan, $90.00 for one week from June 1st. Satisfactory? I told them to answer me at once. Furniture is exorbitant. The cost of loving is high, but youre worth it. Wish you were here to help share my troubles. Tomorrow Im going to flat-hunt till Im blue in the face, and hope to be able to write you of better luck tomorrow night. This morning I met A1 Barnett at the LaSalle Hotel and we went shopping. By good luck I heard there was a way to save twenty percent on clothing through the Salvation Army; so A1 and I beat it to their office and got orders on Maurice L. Rothschilds store (an excellent establishment) and we each bought an outfit. And, Nina, prices are fairly staggering - twice what
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we used to pay. I blew in $II~.25 in three hours. Can you beat that? But I saved about $40.00 with the discount and bought a peach of an outfit - a nice blue suit, dark gray spring overcoat, one pair shoes and one oxfords, socks, underwear, pajamas, collars, shirts, neckties and ablue hat. Will get the suit Wednesday as it needs a bit of altering, and then will discard my uniform forever, I hope. That $14~ made a big hole in my bank account, but I must have clothes in these socalled civilized days. Honestly, Nina, I have so much to do I Just dont know what to do first. I dont call on anyone, I havent even been to a movie since I came back, yet Im on the go from early morn (9:00 A.M.) to late at night - chiefly flat-hunting. I still have lots of things to fix up, and dont know if Ill be able to get through with everything by next Monday. Gee, girl, I wish you were here. Id love you to death and squeeze you - well, I believe you know I can squeeze. Heres six bushels of love and kisses -what variety do you like? Love to all. Your hubby, Lee Only nineteen days more - oh, boy! Chicago, May 13 Dearest girl, Your two letters of the llth here and they are very welcome. Also many thanks for three pictures enclosed I think theyre very good, dont you? I especially like the tulip one. Didnt you get the list of names and addresses for our invitations? I sent you the list and hope you have it. I cant as...~yet give exact date when well leave Chicago for New York. It depends on when I get through here. Ive loads of things to do yet, but Ive accomplished a little. I walked miles and miles today looking for a flat. I called up thirty real estate agents unsuccessfully. Apartments simply cant be gotten except by rare good luck. But I guess I must have been born lucky for toward the end of what was a discouraging day, fortune smiled o__n you and me and I found our dolls house. Immediately got hold of Marie; she liked the apartment as much as I, so I beat it to the agent and wrote out an application and paid the $5.00 deposit required. The flat is Number 358 East 5~th Street, situated beautifully within a few yards of Washington Park and about
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one-half way between mother and Marie - about one-half mile from each, and only two and one-half blocks from my office. The rentV$~JU.5Ul "but I believe Ill-~t it for $~5.00. There are five rooms, all large and very light with a nice bathroom. The living room is good-sized, there are two large bedrooms, one in front and one back (one will be our den), a fine big dining room with a sideboard in the wall, and a good-looking kitchen and private porch; also have use of huge backyard. No sun parlor. Third floor, but Ill be able to put my shingle on the first floor. Entrance clean and handsome. The apartment was Just cleaned and decorated and will require very little more for us to enter. There are two people living there now, but theyre leaving before June 1st so we can enter then if we wish (rent begins June 1). Its a sublease. Told agent to hurry up lease. Of course, cant leave till I sign the lease, and will turn one key over to Marie as she wishes to have the place cleaned up completely before we turn. Its a peachy flat, Nina, and I know youll like it even though a bit expensive. I hope we get it. Your hubby had a case today, the first since he came back. I happened to be at my office this morning when a negress whod been washing windows across the street fell from the second story onto the sidewalk, turning a somersault as she fell. She landed on her head, but didnt hurt anything but the sidewalk. However, her leg got twisted under her and her ankle was banged up a bit. No malposltion, but I believe her ankle was broken. I helped get her upstairs to where her employer lived, a Mrs. Wheeler, and improvised a splint and fixed her up. As she had little money, I sent her to Cook County Hospital. Mrs. Wheeler agreed to pay for my care, so shall send in a modest bill of $5.00. If I get it, and I think I shall, it will help a bit, wont it? Its the first case, anyway. Have decided not to get announcements of office opening until I get home with you as cant have era made until I have telephones installed. Shall try to get extension telephones (same number, to ring at same time in both office and home) - this will save many cases in the future, I have no doubt. Costs $26.00 a year extra, but its worth it. Then if Im away, you can answer, and when youre away from home, I can answer your home calls. Simple? Office will be cleaned and decorated tomorrow and on Friday, I hope to move my Junk in and fix it up a bit. The other doctors in the suite and the dentists are apparently fine fellows. Paul and Gerald hover around me though its midnight. Cant get them to sleep. Paul asks me questions
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in chemistry and Gerald in physics. What Ive forgotten about these two would fill fifty libraries. I can help Paul a little on French, but not much. Honey, will try to get things all settled; can leave on Monday, as planned, with Mother, but cant promise. Will .let you know, of course, when I leave. Dearest, only eighteen days more and p~obably only a week or so till were together once more. I count each day as a day nearer to heaven and you and our dollhouse. Heres a long, long kiss and all my love. Your hubby, Lee P.S. Four big closets in the flat. May 15 Dearest glrl, Was disappointed in not getting a line today, first day thats happened. But received two yesterday, so am not complaining. Honey, I signed the lease on our flat today and aid $~0.00 for first months rent - had paid other %.00 as deposit. Have lease and will place in safety deposit vault. Have not yet received lease for the office nor is cleanup of office under way yet. Im trying to hurry them along so that Ill be able to get my stuff out of storage. Re apartment, I signed two year lease (till April 30, 1921). Had choice of having decorating done now or next year and chose now. Present tenants will be out before June let and before we arrive, floors will be pollshed,walls cleaned, etc. so we can enter a neat dollhouse. However, there wont be a thing there to sleep on. Have not yet made inquiries as to where well stop when we come to Chicago, though Marie and Joe Goldman are insisting we come there. However, weLl find a place. Ill write Marie to fix up some room for us at a boarding house. The only piece of furniture we can have right away is a cot -my cot - our cot, I should say. Want to sleep on that? Sort of camp in, one night, say. Re furniture, I believe it will be better to buy retail than wholesale u~less we ca~ be assured of quick delivery as Im told it takes months for furniture bought at wholesale to be delivered and we cant wait that long. It will be cheaper for us to pay more and get our furniture at once, dont you think so? I told you I saved twenty percent on my clothes by getting an order through the Salvation Army on Maurice L. Rothschild & Co. (best mens outfitters in Chicago). Tomorrow Im going back to the Salvation Army again and try to get an order
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from them on some place to buy furniture. Twenty per cent would save us more than twenty-percent as wed save on luxury tax besides. Mother thought I was a bit extravagant in buying my trousseau, but I saved the twenty percent so could afford to buy the best quality and I certainly did buy a decent outfit. Dont think Iii be able to get all my Junk in one suitcase. Probably will take three suitcases between Mother and me. lm trying to persuade mother to travel light, but its hard work, especially as well be away so long (four weeks). But we can get things washed thats a satisfaction. Honey, must close as am going home now. Loads of love to all of you, chiefly to you, of course, lm Just aching to be with you once more, and am trying hard to get things fixed up so Mother and I can leave Monday. Heres a big kiss from Your Lee
Chicago, May 15 Sweetheart Mine, Though its 1:30 A.M., cant go to bed without saying hello to you, can I? And as I can sleep a bit late tomorrow Im O.K. Received your telegram this morning and your letter of the 12th this noon. I should say yesterday morning and noon. Thanks for both. So now weve a nice flat and Im going to sign the two-year lease tomorrow. Will probably have the flat completely decorated before we go in. This will mean no decorating next year as they wont do both. Glad Mrs. Spingold has room for Mother and thanks for taking care of this. Dont know yet whether I can get away by Monday but Ill do my best. So Hotel Marie Antoinette is wh~re the big event is to occur seventeen days from today. Let er come: Have decided to take 10:30 A.M. train, Pennsy; this reaches New York about 3:00 P.M. - not a fast train, but dont have to change and faster trains cost $I0.00 more and a couple extra hours on the train wont hurt us. Will let you know exact time and day. You seem to be almost as busy as I - probably more so now that Ive rented both office and flat. Yes, am still wearing my uniform. My new suit is having a bit of altering and my old suit is being pressed. The latter still fits me well, so I guess I didnt gain much. Transferred $500.00 from my savings account to a checking account at Citizens Trust Co. near my office.
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Leaves about $225.00 besides. Im wondering, honey, if its wise to take much money east with me. I can always cash a check in New York and, besides, we h~ve some cash there, havent we? So I dont think Ill take more than $200.00 cash - what do you think? Was examined again by Life Insurance Company today and passed easily. This was to re-enter into my policy the waiver of Premium Disability clause which was stricken when I Joined the service. Must close, dearest. Im awfully lonesome for you and cant tell you how I miss you. When I come to you, Im never going to let you get far away from me. Good night, honey, and all my love. Your own Lee Chicago, May 16 Dearest girl, Your nice long letter of the l~th came and was better than a tonie, I can assure you. Its fine to be able to write and get an answer in three-four days instead of three or four weeks, or longer. The folks also received the invitation to the wedding. The invitations look very classy indeed - much nicer than formal printed or engraved stationery. We do have a splendid apartment. I believe I made a bit of a mistake re lease on apartment. I signed it yesterday (and paid first months rent) and I agreed that cleaning and decorating should be done this year and not next year, but both Mother and Marie think I should have had it other way about, that is, no cleaning this year (flat is pretty clean now) and complete redecorating and cleaning next May. So I went down to the agent and asked him to change about, but he didnt seem anxious to do so and I doubt if hell agree. He seems to be a tough person to get much out of; as for the owner, Mr. Anderson, hes as bullheaded a Swede as you ever saw. I had an awful scrap getting him to consent to my having a brass plate with my name tacked up downstairs - he didnt want to let me do that as he was afraid Id have patients come to our apartment. I finally agreed to sign and did sign a special clause agreeing that he could order me to remove the sign if my patients bothered him or other tenants in the building. Re the office, theyre Just decorating it and Im ge~tting signs put on windows and doors. Office hours 2-4 P.M. and 6-7 P.M., though other doctors in the same building have 7-8 instead of 6-7, but I dont want to be
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tied down and I think 7:15 P.M. is the right time for dinner, dont you? After the office is clean I shall move my furniture in and fix it up a bit. Owing to uncertainty of fixing up the office a~d mothers wish not to leave till after her wash-day (Tuesday), we will leave Chicago for New York on Wednesday morning on the 10~30 train - will reach New York Thursday 3:30 P.M. (Pennsy Railroad). Another thing i fixed up today was the telephone and lucky I went down because It takes two-three weeks, at least, to install phones now. I contracted for one phone for both home and office with extension between, same number (Englewood 30~), $~.00 a month for privilege of eighty calls a month between us and about three and one-half cents extra for each call beyond eighty. Single party line. The extension costs $2.21 a month extra. Besides, I had to pay $5.00 extra to install a phone in the office. Have not yet contracted for gas and electric light and will let this go till I get back as service is quick. Have completed list of announcements, but shall not mail them to you as can Just as well bring them. How many invitations did you send out? Am I invited? By the way, dont know where I can get a bathing suit here - can I rent one in Atlantic City? Maries been wonderful to me since I came back, especially in flat hunting. And she promises to help us to the full extent of her powers. I shall give her a key to apartment before I leave so she can get the flat cleaned up. Yes, I reserved a room at Alamac, though havent received answer yet. Tried on my new suit and it fits at last. Shall bloasom out in civvles tomorrow night for the stag were having here. About a dozen fellows will be here No-Woman s Land. Its Friday night - thats always an institution at home when eats are especially good. Can smell the good food now. Well participate in many of these suppers in the future. Tomorrow afternoon Im calling on ~Irs. Gerstley whose son, Lieutenant Gerstley, is still in Coblenz. You remember he was my roommate and he introduced me to the Prince of Wales. Paul left this morning for Culver, Indiana, to swim in a meet between Culver Military Academy and his school (Hyde Park High School). Paul goes as plunger. All expenses paid. Class to the boy: Au revolt, honey, and just loads of love, more love and some more. Add forty big kisses, stir well
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with hugs and caresses and serve on a hard couch with a hump in the middle. Yes, even that couch will look good to me when I see you next Thursday, - six days from now. Your own Lee Pardon my insulting your furniture. Love to all. Chicago, Sunda~, May I~
Hone y Mine, I must beg your pardon for not writing you yesterday~ but I simply couldnt get to it, chiefly on account of the stag here last night. Spent a busy day looking after my office. This is now almost ready. The ceiling and walls have been decorated and only the floor meeds attention. All should be done Monday (tomorrow). But I shall not move my furniture in as I wont have the t ime before Mother and I board the rattler Wednesday morning. No use answering this: I wouldnt get it on time. Have received your letters 14th and l~th and 16th (Special Delivery - thanks) and last nights telegram. Many thanks for all. Shame to have to answer all at onc e. The pictures are good except those with their heads off. lm some photographer, I am. But some are excellent, especially those of mother and Adele; the one of you and Gussie is fine and the one of you alone is the best of the lot. I also like t he one with the two of us. Mother took it away from me - she thinks its wonderful. Please remind me to have some copies made of them. Too bad the boys were all in the pictures I spoiled. Honey, please invite Mrs. Spingold to the wedding by mail as others, wont you? And please do it right away. Women are peculiar - you know - and she might take it into her head to think were inviting her only because mothers to stay at her home. All the folks here received your letters of invitation and like them. But none can come except Ma and Will and Mrs. Spingold. Yes, I believe announcements would be O.K. for all, but dont believe At Home cards advisable now until we know when we will have our flat ready. You know it takes a long time to fix things up, especially as furniture deliveries are slow. Did I tell you everythings O.K. at Alamac? Received acknowledgment of reservation yesterday - nice room and bath at SPO.O0 for the week.
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Milt He~rzgg (Mildred Bs fiance) came to Chicago yesterday, and the way those two kissed and hugged made me wildly Jealous. I wanted to take the first rattler east. But cant get away till Wednesday. Tomorrow morning Joe Goldman is opening up his new fixture store and I promised to help him. In the afternoon Iii buy railroad tickets and try to get that Salvation Army order I told you about. Went to apartment this afternoon and measured all rooms. Will bring data along. Ed helped me hold the tape measure. He likes the apartment. The people who have the lease have their stuff there yet, but do not move out and give up possession till June 1st. After that flat will be decorated - agents refused to change the lease so decorating to be done next year instead of this. The owners tough. Mother hasnt seen it yet. It was a lovely day and all Chicago was promenading. I had on my civilian outfit and felt fine in it, though my legs seemed a bit loose and cool - I missed the snug leggings. Will close now. If you only knew how lonesome I am for you, youd want me to come sooner. Honey, heres a big kiss and a crushing hug. Hope it didnt hurt you, but I do love you so much I cant help holding you tight. Lots of love to all. Your own Lee
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OUR ~EDDING DAY And so my mother and I took a train from Chicago to New York City. Mother stayed with her friend, Mrs. Spingold, and I with Nina and her mother and brother in the ir apartment. We were married on Sunday, June I, 1919 - a simple ceremony with about twenty guests. I could not restrain myself when I placed the wedding band on Ninas finger and we were officially pronounced man and wife. Im afraid I kissed her and hugged her more than is customary at a wedding ceremony. But, after all, we started to fall in love on June 23, 1917, when I left for overseas service. Our love increased by letter after letter to such an extent that we could hardly exist without one another. I should add that I had discarded my army uniform and was attired as a civilian. That afternoon we left by train on our honeymoon to Atlantic City,- for one solid week of happiness and Joy. Of course we had the usual send off plus buckets of rice. Our week at the Alamac Hotel was wonderful. We did not tell anyone where we were going, but somehow a big bottle of champagne was on the dresser in our hotel room when we arrived. No longer was it necessary to express our love for one another by letter writing, and I must confess
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our devotion to each other was completely unrestricted. Nina was adorned with the gorgeous negligee I bought her in Europe, and I was overwhelmed with her beauty. Im sure no one had a finer reunion than we two. And so began our long and happy wedded life.
EPILOGUE I am adding some brief notes on what has happened to us after our marriage. A wonderful honeymoon, one week in Atlantic City, then back to New York for a few days, then to Chicago to our five room apartment (our dollhouse ). From New York to Chicago by train. We took a double berth with my mother in the lower berth, and Nina and I. in the upper. Strange, eh what? We did not have a fortune so we purchased modest furniture for about $I,000.00. We also saw an advertisement in the Chicago Tribune and bought beautiful but used Oriental rugs for only $200.00. We lived in this apartment for eight years while my family practice was increasing fairly well. One rather delightful incident happened shortly after we were married. I was in my office talking to one of my few patients when the phone rang. My wife was calling: "Hurry home, lm frightened:" So I said to my patient, "Wait here, III be back shortly," and I ran the two blocks, climbed up to our third floor apartment and unlocked the door. There was Nina standing on one of our new chairs, "Theres a mouse in here," she exclaimed, - a bit of soothing plus a mousetrap helped a lot,- and back to my office.
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One medical problem was Ninas migraine headaches. She had severe attacks since childhood, but had not consulted any physician. I watched her diet from that time and after prolonged search found she was allergic to five vegetables: cauliflower, Brussels sprouts, and broccoli, all in one food family; also to asparagus and curly endive. Avoidance of these five did the trick and her migraine spells disappeared. In 1924 1 started the Allergy Clinic at Northwestern University Medical School; I was chief of this fine clinic for about fifteen years; it is still doing well with much additional attention to research in the fields of both clinical allergy and related immunology. Personally, both my sons now specialize in the field of allergy, one in E1 Paso, Texas; the other in Palm Springs, California, and, of course, I am proud of both of them. In addition, my daughter Connie married a fine attorney and they have six children, two of whom are physicians plus her daughter who married a physician. The others are also quite successful. One other grandson is now in medical school. In addition, twelve grandchildren and fourteen great grandchildren are added blessings. I would like to add that my experience in World War I was tremendously interesting and rewarding, not only
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in its actual work as a Medical Officer with both the British and Americans, but especially with its delightful tale of love. Then I moved my office to the new Medical-Dental Arts Building downtown. Am still practicing in this office, although now only four days a week instead of six. Have quit general practice and now specialize in the field of allergy plus some internal medicine. In 1941 we bought a large home and lived there for about twenty-five years,- Nina and I plus our two sons and a daughter. Our love never faltered for our forty years together. But, sad to relate, my wife Nina passed away suddenly. She was a splendid lady and a great help to me for all those years. I missed her a great deal, especially so as our three youngsters grew up and each married and left me. I was very lonely then in that big house. I used to stand in the hallway and shout "Hello there," but no
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After about three years alone, I was introduced to my present wife Rae -we fell in love and were married
about eleven years ago in the presence of my three children and their families as well as Raes two daughters and their husbands, along with her four grandchildren. Rae and her children and families have been wonderful to me and I appreciate all of them.
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One lesser but important point: that war gave me the "travel bug" with special attention to England, France, Belgium and Germany, the countries in which I served. This "bug" has never left me, and along with Nina I went abroad to medical meetings and took, in turn, the seven oldest of our twelve grandchildren. These youngsters enjoyed their travels, and even attended some of the lectures I gave on allergies to those medical societies. Those seven, I believe, still recall those trips, and our affection for them and the five youngest grandchildren has never wavered and I believe is reciprocated by them. I should add that one of my happiest work has been due to training students at Northwestern University Medical School; I was particularly pleased that almost everyone of a special group which studied with me to become internes at the famous Cook County Hospital succeeded in passing really severe civil service examinations for these positions. In addition I have been privileged to train many physicians in the field of allergy; all of these have done well. Most of these students were referred to me by the Cook County Postgraduate School. A n a r t ie~le relating to meningitis (the disease with which I became very familiar in World War I) was recently published by the National Institutes of Health
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from Bethesda, Maryland. With my patients who alread~ had meningitis during that war, injections of antimeningltis serum made by the famous Pasteur Institute of Paris was very successful. In this new article a vaccine to prevent meningitis caused by group A meningococci has been very effective in young children. In 70,000 Finnish children given this vaccine recently, not one child developed meningit is. So we must add meningitis to our remarkable "Golden Age of Medicine," along with our astonishingly successful results in the prevention of poliomyelitis, scarlet fever, measles, whooping cough, tetanus, and smallpox. After personally taking part in World War I and its destruction, its vast loss of life and the millions of wounded, and its tremendous sad effect on the whole world, Im sure that everyone who served in that "Great War," the first name given to that war, must have agreed with me that World War II could and should have been prevented. All we needed at the end of World War I was a strong "League of Nations" headed by the victorious nations in that war; i.e. the United States, Great Britain, France and Belgium. Unfortunately, a number of our American leaders at that time were stubborn, and they actually succeeded in preventing the United States of America from Joining that League of Nations. As a result Germany again became very powerful, this time under Hitler. And World
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War II with its second vast disaster to the whole world came along, this time also ending with the defeat of Germany and its allies, but at the cost of millions of soldiers and civilians on both sides. Now the "United Nations" has taken the place of the former "League of Nations." This new organization, while not 100% effective, has so far prevented anything resembling a World War III. So let us all help the United Nations to the best of our abilities, and thereby prevent another similar disaster, especially now as such a struggle would be even worse because of the new atomic weapons. A recent interesting article about World War I and the American balloonists who were mentioned in this book: Saw themselves as sitting ducks World War I balloonists were eyes of the Army By Linda Loyd Knight-Ridder Mews Service Philadelphia - Craig S. Herbert could spot the front lines during World War I by the hundreds of artillery lookout balloons floating for miles. They stretched as far as you could see, from the ~nglish Channel to the Swiss border, recalls the 77year-old man. He should know, too. He was part of the Second Balloon Company in Europe in Ipl8, known as the eyes of the Army. Sometimes we were called The Sitting Ducks," he says. Back in the Big War, before the days of helicopters for patrol missions, 4,700 enlisted men and 400 officers were assigned to spot enem~ action in ~rance from tethered hydrogen-filled balloons at 4,000 feet. The Germans were doing the same on their side.
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Recently, Herbert and 75 of his wartimes compatriots were in Philadelphia from as far away as Hawaii and Alaska for a three-day reunion of the National Association of American Balloon Corps Veterans. The men who tended the observation balloons, most of whom are now in their mid 80s, say an attack by enemy airplanes on a balloon was an adventure you cant forget. I may not remember what I did or ate yesterday, but I can remember every detail of the war, Herbert says. Frankly, I didnt know how many of the guys to expect, he said, who founded the organization back in 1932. Were dying off fast. Most of us who are left were the balloon ground crew. It was the older men, the officers, who were usually in the balloons, and most of them are dead now. A lot of us were kids, 16 or 17 years old. During the 1920s, when Herbert and other balloonists were getting together at American Legion conventions, they decided to form their own association. In 1932, in Portland, Ore., Herbert helped found the original group. This years meeting is the 46th annual reunion, and the veterans now number 600. Altogether, there were 36 balloon companies. Craig is the spark-plug, one of his war buddies said. Hes kept it going. When enemy fire struck the huge elephant-shaped balloons, they burned or exploded. When that happened, the trick was for the observer to parachute from the wicker basket hanging below the balloon. Another interesting event: several years after World War I was over, I was holding a clinic for the famous American College of Physicians, the American equivalent of the equally famous British Royal College of Physicians. My clinic was held at the Cook County Hospital in Chicago (I was Attending Physician there). As I was lecturing to this distinguished group of physicians, I looked up and saw a familiar face in the audience. For a moment I was puzzled, but this doctor looked at me and said, "Dont you remember me, Captain Unger?" Quickly I did remember him
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and said, "You are Captain Robinson from Cleveland. You were captured by the Germans at the Battle of St. Quentin in France." "Righto," he said. Then he told all of us what happened to him. When the Germans suddenly opened fire that morning (March 21, 1918), he was in his deep dugout; the gunfire was tremendous and he was unable to get out. Then he heard a German soldier yell down to him: "Heraus" - so up he came with his hands raised. Dr. Robinson then told us he was taken back as a prisoner through more heavy gunfire. He had with him none of his extra clothing, merely his uniform. He was a prisoner till after the Armistice some eight months later. He told us that the Germans treated him very well and even let him take medical care of other British prisoners (we were both with the B.E.F. at that time). But his stockings gave way - he h~d only the one pair of woolen hose. He had seen his mother patch stockings. Holes in these stockings came one after another - in the heels, so he got hold of a needle and scissors and kept taking off some wool from the top of these stockings - and mended the holes, but by the time of the Armistice his stockings only reached to the top of his shoes. Otherwise he came out O.K. Unfortunately, many members of my families have passed from the scene, including both of my parents at the age of 86, plus my two sisters and one brother. Fortunately, my two brothers Edward and Paul are still hale
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and hearty and we three see each other frequently; and cousin Gerald and Mildred B. Herzog and Ruth Unger, mentioned in the book, are still going great guns. For all of this I am grateful. Did manage to write a monograph entitled "BroDchial Asthma" (19~5). In 1975, my good friend, Dr. M. Coleman Harris, Editor of the "Annals of Allergy" of the American College of Allergists, and I put out another volume, entitled "Stepping Stones in Allergy." In thinking back of my experiences in World War I I was always excited and busy before, during and Just after battles. But during prolonged periods with no real activity things became boring. I suggest that military service during long periods of peace can be rewarding as relates to caring for sick soldiers, but can also be quite boring. And so we come to the end of "Love, War, and Medicine," Adventures of a Physician with both the British and American Expeditionary Forces in World War I. I hope that my experiences and adventures have been interesting to the readers of this book.

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