What's the definition of pain?

To complex for one to explain, So much hex has come to reclaim, Its throne, to regain the domain, On my own, riding out torrential rain, All alone, but who am I to complain? Throw a bone, to this dog trapped and chained, To the tree, feeling this feeling of shame, My world, welcome to my house of pain, Everyday nothing new, nothing's changed, No matter what I do, it's here I remain, Eternally burning, scarred by the flame, Forever churning, it's hard for me to reframe, From depression swirving down my lane, I feel the tension, such trauma to my brain, Yet not to mention, I'm slowly going insane! Without a question, I will never be the same, But I guess that's my fate, will I ever gain, Some relief from the hate, and hurting pain?