NOT PREPARED FOR THE CLIMAX,

NOT PREPARED FOR WHAT'S NEXT,

I AM SCARED I MUST CONFESS,
I'M IMPAIRED, BUT I'LL TRY MY BEST,
CAN'T BE COMPARED, THE LEVEL OF MY STRESS,
SO DON'T YOU DARE, TRY TO RELATE OR GUESS,
HOW A GUY LIKE ME, GOT INTO THIS BIG MESS,
I DON'T KNOW WHY, YOU SEE, NEVERTHELESS,
ALL I KNOW IS THAT CHANGE IS ON THE WAY,
WHICH WAY TO GO? SO STRANGE I MUST SAY,
MOVE TO OR FRO? MIND IN A DAZE EACH DAY,
IMPROVEMENT FOR JOE? A MAZE? IF YOU MAY.
CRAZY SCENARIO, WILL I MAKE IT THROUGH,
THE THICKENING CLOUDS, DISTRACTING MY VIEW,
TELL ME AM I ALLOWED, TO GET A CLUE?
SO MOTHER IS PROUD, OF EVERYTHING I DO!
CAUSE I FEEL LIKE FAILURE, DID I FLUNK?
A WASHED UP OLD SAILOR, WHO'S PUNCH DRUNK,
WITH A SINKING SHIP, WHY HASN'T IT SUNK?
WILL I SLIP, LOSE A GRIP, AND TAKE A DUNK?
IF ONLY I CAN HANG IN A LITTLE LONGER,
MAYBE IN TIME, I'LL BECOME A LITTLE STRONGER,
LIVING IN THIS GRIME, COULDN'T BE ANY WRONGER,
I'M SURPRISED THAT BY NOW, I AM NOT A GONER!
WILL I BE OKAY? THAT'S WHAT I TRULY WONDER,
CAUSE THE GAMES PEOPLE PLAY, ONLY PULL ME UNDER,
THE RIP CURRENT, SWEPT AWAY, LOST IN THE TUNDRA,
HOW WILL I FIND MY WAY, IS WHAT I STILL WONDER!
DOING WHAT I DO BEST, THAT'S PROCRASTINATING,
A SPARK OF INTEREST, AND SO FASCINATING,
IS MY LIFE, YES! NO NEED FOR THE DEBATING,
A MIND FULL OF INFEST, INSANITY'S CREATING,
A FINE LITTLE NEST, MORAL IS SLOWLY FADING,
NO EASY WAY TO DIGEST, ALL THE HATE THAT'S PAVING,
A PERMANENT ADDRESS, WHILE POSITIVITY'S CAVING,
BEING LAID TO REST, BUT MY TEXT I KEEP ENGRAVING,
TELL ME IS MY DOWNFALL REALLY WORTH SAVING?
I'M KEEPING MY NOSE CLEAN AND I'M BEHAVING,
BUT LIFE AIN'T WHAT IT SEEMS, ALWAYS BEING MISTAKEN,
FOR DYING WISHES AND DREAMS, WARPED THOUGHTS, ONLY FAKING,
SOCIETY IS TOO UGLY AND MEAN, AND COMING IN FOR THE TAKING,
MAKING ME YELL AND SCREAM, THIS THE A MAD MAN IN THE MAKING!!