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Imagine yourself being an actress. Tell about your feelings before

the opening night of the performance where you play the title role

I’m from small town in Macedonia, Gostivar, where the possibilities for great
and big success are very small. I’ve been always the ambitious girl with big
dreams, and small chances. My life was very simple, like the rest of the
people in Gostivar. My primary and secondary school were also in my town,
so I’ve never been like on my own in other big town. But, when I finished high
school, I decided to go in other, bigger town, to study what I want, and that
was acting. I went to Skopje; I started to go on university. And then, I realized
how hard is to be in big town, without my family, my friends, and to live by
myself. I was working in the cafeteria in my university, so I could be close to
the university and my job. At the beginning, it was very hard, but in time I get
used to it, and I was doing well. Every day in the cafeteria were coming
different people, some of them were students, professors, but also almost
every month were coming directors, who were looking for young talented
actors, for their big performances. One day, I was serving one very famous
director, talking to my professor what he was looking in the actress, what she
was supposed to be for his title role. I heard that, and I jumped into the
conversation, very hopefully that I could get a chance, and proved them that
I’m the girl that they’ve been looking for. I get the chance to go on audition
the next day. I was practising all night so I could be ready on the audition. I
was very nervous, and I was very happy at the same time, because I was sure
that I’ll get that role, I’ll be the star of the show, I was so close to my dream,
that I was ready to catch it and never let it go. The next day was in front of
me. My future depends on that day. I went 30 min before the audition, I was
so confident in myself; I just knew I’ll be great. At the audition I was so sure,
and secure in my acting skills. I did and give the best of me. The director
loved it. And that’s how I get my big title role. The performance was after 3
months. I was so excited, I was going at the rehearsals, I was better day after
day, and the big night came. My family and all my friends were there to
support me, and to see what I have achieved. Butterflies were in my
stomach, a smile was on my face, happiness in my spirit, it was a dream
comes true.

Imagine yourself being an actress. Tell about your feelings before

the opening night
of the performance where you play the title role

Tomorrow is my big night! It could be the night that will define the rest of my
life. How to fall asleep when I am so excited?! I think I am ready, I feel ready!
I worked hard, it is a good movie. I expect good reviews! The theme is such,
so it could be easily related to the auditorium (the common people). So that
field is covered. I got myself the perfect dress and the perfect shoes. I’m
going to look beautiful; I will shine as bright as the stars in the sky. I am a
star! The shiniest star in all Hollywood! People will turn their heads towards
me when I will walk by them! I will shine gracefully and answer the reports
questions. Everyone will want to take my picture! All the lights and looks will
be concentrating on me. I must look fabulous! There is no place for mistakes.
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But wait! What if something goes wrong? What if I stumble on my way and
fall on the ground? Everyone will laugh at me! Imagine the headlines in the
magazines with the pictures of my fall in front. And what if I don’t get good
reviews?! It will be a disaster! My life will be ruined, it will be all over! That’s
it! I am not going! I can’t face all those people, I can’t be humiliated!
No, no! I mustn’t have these thoughts. I must think positive. Everything is
going to be great! It will be more than great! It will be perfect!
I should get my beauty and sleep now, and tomorrow night is my night! The
night that will change my life forever and I will do my best to make THE
impression!
Where do you see yourself, carrier wise, 10 years from now?
I'm 18 years old and 4th year student in the local economics high school in
Gostivar. For about 5-6 months I will finish with the studies and I'll graduate.
So, there isn't a long time for thinking: what my future profession will be?
As the days are passing I keep thinking, can't say that I'm not worried,
because I'll have to decide and make wove that my future depends of.
I think that the most important thing is choosing your profession by yourself.
So whatever I choose it will because I like that because of my own wishes, not
forced by my parents or the surrounding.
For now my plans are connected with economics, I guess management
because I really enjoy learning the subject; it's interesting and keeps me
motivated to learn and improve in that area.
I am convinced that I wouldn't have any particular problems during my future
education, because of my ambition and the fact that I don't give up from
things easily... As my friends want to call me... fighter!
Well after I finish university I'll try to get a good job and develop my carrier.
That is 4 years from now, but 10?
...It's long time in front. I haven't thought lot about... But sure I like to get
married and have a lot of children. I'd like to have a big house and big yard
with toys for the kids...
I have always wanted homes filed with harmony and love between the
families...
My life motto is - future belongs to those who be live in their dreams... But
the most important thing is to concentrate on the present, because the
present brings results in the future... 10 years from now I see myself wiser
and filed with experiences. I don't expect that everything is going to turn out
just like the way I planed... I'm aware that there are wins but also defeats...
They are the one helping us finding the hope and strength we need to go on
with our lives.
If there aren't defeats, don't exist people- we are not going to be able to find
the force that lies in us, to find and realize the real human values and respect
the things we have, the things we've done...
...My future depends of me and only me and I'll try no matter how curved the
path is, to continue walking until I reach my vision aim.

Of everything in the world what would you like to be doing right

now?
Where would you like to be the most?
Who would you prefer to be with at this moment?
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I live in some not very known country in the world, Gostivar Macedonia,. At
this time, my life is quite busy, and full of responsibilities to school, to the
state graduation, to my home, to everything. My time is so full and at a time I
am so mad that I don’t have free time for myself, and for my closest people.
My day just passes by me, I don’t feel the time, and it’s just runs away. I just
want to be at some quiet, peaceful, beautiful place, where I can just enjoy
myself. If I could choose some place to be right now I want to be at Desert
Island, where I would do nothing at all.
I would like to have some little house, with food and bed, nothing else. I
would like at that island always to be night. I just want to feel the peace and
the quite around me. I don’t want to hear the noise of the cars, of the crowed,
the ring bell of the school, and the ring tone of my cell phone. I would want to
be alone with no one else. I feel like I need that time alone. I want to settle
my thoughts, to get some quality time to sleep, and to arrange my spirit, so I
could bring my body and mind to right order. But, also, I would like to see
Simona just for an hour or two in one week, or maybe I’ll pass her also. I am
sure that I could survive at that island. But the reality is completely opposite
of my wishes. My world is to be in this town, with my family, my friends, at
school. I must continue with my life, and I have to be grateful of what I have,
and to take it positive, because it’s not so bad like it seems. Now, at this
moment, I would spend the rest of my life at that desert island, but I would
think twice if I could just abandon my closest which I love them and care
about them a lot, like they love me and care about me.

What are your dreams of the future? Now looking back at

everything you have done what would you change?

While enjoying in the benefits that life offers to us, we are not conscious that
time is passing by and in one moment we are already grown up, and a lot of
commitments are now our responsibility.
When I think about the future, there are some mixed emotions who rule whit
me. I feel a little scared because I know that I am now eighteen years old and
my responsibility is to make some important decisions about my future. One
of them is the decision of continuing with my education after finishing high
school. But in order to achieve that goal the most important issue that I have
to solve in near future is to get higher grades from the ones that I have now.
Another thing that is very important is improving my behavior, and be more
gentle with my friends, my family and my teachers.
In couple of years I see myself in some foreign country, working as a
teacher, and teaching sports education. While working and after finishing my
professional career I would like to travel in a lot of countries and learn more
about different types of cultures. I would also like to go to undeveloped
countries and give help to lots of people who are hungry and who do not have
enough fund to take care about themselves and about their families.
Especially, I want to help them to improve their knowledge and education. I
want to visit lots of developed countries from which I can learn very useful
things related to better living, getting higher level of knowledge about what is
good behavior and improving social skills, and after that to transmit that
knowledge to the people in my country.
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On the other hand when I am thinking about my past, I feel very good
because I had spent very interesting childhood with the people who are still
my best friends. Everything that I have experienced in my life until this
moment is a good lesson for tomorrow. But steel, there are some things that I
regret about, and I am grateful that they are not very serious mistakes, but
only small errors that I won’t repeat again. I have laid my parents sometimes,
and I have been drunken couple of times, but the good thing is that I am
conscious about that mistakes.
I really hope that my dreams will become reality, and I would contribute for
my country and my people.
What are the most important extracurricular or community
activities?
What made you join these activities?

We live in age of technology. Every day, new technology appears, ranging

from mini CD’s contain entire encyclopedias to giant space telescopes that
can send photographs of distant stars back to Earth.
Of all the new technological and communication extracurricular wonders,
personal computers have probably had the great influence on the daily lives
of average people. Through computers, we can now talk to people in any
country, research and topic, work, shop, bank, and entertain ourselves.
Personal computers have especially revolutionized communication and
business practices in the past twenty years. My personal important opinion of
personal computers is that they can expand my ability to communicate with
the outside world, but also they make me more learned of some important
issues. I always want to know everything for something or someone and there
is always someone who knows everything and gives me the correct
information for me.
Working, chatting, searching on a computer is my biggest extracurricular
activity and I think that is happening with all people all around the world. I
have friends from all around the world; we can get together in an on-line ‘’
chat room ‘’ to discuss our problems and interests with others who have
similar interests and problems. For example, a person who is planning a
vacation and wants to know the names of the best beaches in Hawai can ask
others who have already been there for suggestions. The possibilities of
computerized communication are indeed unlimited.
In brief, the computer age has arrived, and it is changing our lives.
Computers have made communicating and doing business faster and more
convenient, and they have greatly increased our access to information. That
is way my extracurricular activity always will be personal computer.

What are your dreams of the future? Now looking back at

everything you have done what would you change?
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While enjoying in the benefits that life offers to us, we are not conscious
that time is passing by and in one moment we are already grown up, and a
lot of commitments are now our responsibility.
When I think about the future, there are some mixed emotions who rule whit
me. I feel a little scared because I know that I am now eighteen years old and
my responsibility is to make some important decisions about my future. On of
them is the decision of continuing with my education after finishing high
school. But in order to achieve that goal the most important issue that I have
to solve in near future is to get higher grades from the ones that I have now.
Another thing that is very important is improving my behavior, and be more
gentle with my friends, my family and my teachers.
In couple of years I see my self in some foreign country, working as a
teacher, and teaching sports education. While working and after finishing my
professional career I would like to travel in a lot of countries and learn more
about different types of cultures. I would also like to go to undeveloped
countries and give help to lots of people who are hungry and who do not have
enough fund to take care about themselves and about their families.
Especially, I want to help them to improve their knowledge and education. I
want to visit lots of developed countries from which I can learn very useful
things related to better living, getting higher level of knowledge about what is
good behavior and improving social skills, and after that to transmit that
knowledge to the people in my country.
On the other hand when I am thinking about my past, I feel very good
because I had spent very interesting childhood with the people who are still
my best friends. Everything that I have experienced in my life until this
moment is a good lesson for tomorrow. But steel, there are some things that I
regret about, and I am grateful that they are not very serious mistakes, but
only small errors that I won’t repeat again. I have laid my parents sometimes,
and I have been drunken couple of times, but the good thing is that I am
conscious about that mistakes.
I really hope that my dreams will become reality, and I would contribute for
my country and my people.

HOW WOULD YOUR FRIENDS CHARACTERIZE YOU? LOOK AT YOURSELF FROM

THE SIDE OF OTHER PEOPLE AND ANALYZE YOUR CHARACTER IN SUCH WAY?

What is the meaning of the friendship? We have often search answers to this
question, but we have never come up with an adequate answer. This is
because this relationship is an amalgamation on beautiful and complex
feelings, which may not often be described in words. Being friends means
being there for each other at all times, whether it's good or bad. A friend
needs to be very understanding and give each other the benefit of the doubt.
Ideally the meaning of friendship is sharing unconditional love for each other.
Searching for the meaning of friendship has always been a burning question.
However as soon as we meet our friends all these questions get answered
automatically. The answer to what is the meaning of friendship lies within our
hearts, because true friendship can only be felt, and not expressed.
Something so pure and essential is not always visible to the eye, but is felt by
the heart.
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Like everyone and I have friends with whom I have fun. I have a lot of friends
but one of them is my best friends. With my best friend I spend a great time.
We talk for everything and everybody. Of all conversations with my friends for
me, my friends say that I am a straightforward person, a person who likes to
have fun, a person to whom friends go when they have problems. My friends
know me as a peaceful and calm person. Sometimes I do something weird
and I'm always with a smile on my face. For me they can say that I am a
realistic person who likes to intrude in everything. I like to know everything.
In many cases I am very shy but with a time I relax. When I am angry to
somebody or something I can be very bad. I say those bad words. I look at
friends critically and I calm down when they apologize if they are wrong.
However, if I have done something wrong I immediately apologize to them.
My friends often tell me that I'm very headstrong. They say that I can't lie,
that I'm very understanding and emotional person. When somebody tells me
something with shouting, I start to cry. I must do something about this. I
understand people when they can't do anything for me or for themselves if
they have good reasons for that. When somebody makes me nervous I show
that. I like to help everyone. It’s natural to help one another, but I think that I
worry too much for others. I would like everyone to be OK, not to miss
anything. This is impossible because in the life something is always missing.
This is my perfection and one of my friends told me this, that I worry too
much for others but I can't help myself.
This is me from the side of my friends and side of me and I know that with all
my good and bad sides, my friends love me for who I am and they will
always be my friends.

What are your dreams of the future? Now looking back at everything
you have done what would you change?

Like everyone else, I have my own dreams; they give me reason for life. They
are part of, and my stilly of living. Every human in this world have own
dreams. My dream is one day to be someone with good carrier; with high
standard of living of course I want to have health in future, lots of luck. I want
to have happy family, thing that is, standard dream, of everyone. For me in
first place is health, because without health you can’t do anything. When our
health is good, then everything is on right place. Career for me is also
important. With good career you get high standard of living. If I Look back of
everything that I’ve done, I wouldn’t change anything, I don’t regret for
anything that I done, because I never do mistakes, that I have to regret. I
always think twice spear I decade for something. So I don’t want to change
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anything, because if I ever change something. I wouldn’t be what I now. But

my dreams are flows now for my career want to be successful women with
my own company , to have my own place to life , I want to have normal live ,
of course I want to have own family, husband, children. My own house to be
not very material I want for myself normal stuff. My plan for the future are not
forever because changes happened day by day, so my plans and dreams
change … so I can’t plan all my future because for minute life can change

What do you see yourself, career wise, 10 years from now?

Now I will write an essay about my future plans, about my interests, and
career wise. Today I am seventeen years old student in secondary economic
school in Gostivar. I learn in economic school, because I want to become a
businessman like my father. My father has a business for accounting and
construction, which is named HINAKOM. If my plans achieve in the future I will
be the owner of the enterprises.
Upon completion of secondary economic school, I plan to enter college in
Skopje at the European University - Republic of Macedonia to study banking
and financial management and I hope that I will end university education.
After higher education I will begin to assist my father in business and acquire
his working knowledge and ability. When I achieve that I can begin work
without the fathers help, I'll say to my father to leave me to work and to go
into retirement and to observe me from side. I hope that this will gladly
accept and that will let me continue to perpetuate the management
company. When the company becomes mine and when I start working
(without fathers help), first that I do will be the remake old office with modern
technology, without cables and lots of modern details, but the office will be in
the same place, because most customers know the current location of the
company. I plan to continue with business, which my father started, because
that is what my father wants from me. My plans for the future of my company
are to expand the business boundary, first on the territory of the Republic of
Macedonia with the opening of offices in many cities of our small country,
then expand business with the opening of offices outside the territory of our
small countries in the developed countries as well as in the Asian state.
However these are only my plans for the future, sometimes the planned
realize but sometimes not, but I hope that some of my plans will become a
reality. Now I can imagine myself just like that, like a manager in my father
company, but something maybe will be different because world spinning
around and we never know what future bring for us.
I wish that my future would be like I imagine!!

What was the most difficult time in your life? How did you overcome
these difficulties?
How did your perspective on life change as a result of the difficulty?

I used to have difficult times in my life, but the most difficult was, when my
brother was going to Shtip to the university. It felt so hard to me… I didn’t
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know how to react on that! I didn’t cry, but I was really sad, because I had
use to him. I lived my entire life whit him and when you get use to someone
or something, it is very hard to let it go! Without him my room looks so empty
and I just can’t sleep there alone, I sleep in the kitchen, or in my parent’s
room.
When he coming home, it is like a holyday in our house! I sleep peacefully
and everything it is just great!
When the difficult times come to my life, I just want to call my friends and
look for some advice, but I know deep in my heart that nobody can’t help, me
except myself! They just can say to me that everything is going to be all
right, but with that they won’t resolute my problems! I’m grateful to them
and I’m ready to feedback to them the same way! We all have difficult
moments in our lives, but it is important to know how to resolute the
problems on themselves and I had learn how to do that!

An E-mail from the year 2105

10 November 2105
Mr. John Cole
President of USA
100 E Main Street

Dear Mr. John

I’m Arsoski Marjan president of Republic of Macedonia. This letter is

answer about your request for help from our country. Republic of Macedonia
will give you 167 000 000 000 $ to help you and your economy. We are very
happy what we can help you. Macedonia like one richest country with best
economy in the world and with best technology and with 87 bases on Mars is
partner of USA and ever when you should help from us we will help you.
With respect

President of Republic of Macedonia

Marjan Arsoski

Where do you see your career wise 10 years from now?

In the future, I see myself as a person that works in a bank. My wish for the
future is to be part of a good successful bank, a bank that is highly respected
in the country. Since I am student at the economical high school in Gostivar, I
would like to continue my studies in the same field and I hope that I will work
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according to my education too. The job in a bank is very attractive to me, a

workplace where I can show my qualities and my values.
First of all, as I already mentioned, I would like to continue my education in a
good university. I would like to study economics at one of our universities and
to graduate as a good economist with very good knowledge which I would get
from the university. A good knowledge that I would like to get will help me to
achieve my gold and to become a member of one of the banks in our country.
After graduating and finishing my studies, I hope that my career an
economist will start. Working in a bank is my wish and my plan. That job is
my favourite one because of several reasons. First of all, that job is the job of
my dreams. I like to work with money and with people. Since I am very
communicative person, that job will be excellent chance for me, a job where I
can show what I can and what I know. As a second reason is my professional
orientation. I am student at economical high school now and I hope that I will
be student at economical faculty. With this educational background, I have
chosen to be an economist as my professional orientation. Employee in a
bank is a good example of this profession. Working with money, providing
services to the people and working in an office is the short depiction of the
job that makes it typical economical job.
In short that is a small depiction and vision of my future and career. That are
my plans and wishes that I would like to achieve and I hope that they will be
realized. Working in a bank would really make me a happy person and person
with successful professional life.

WHAT ARE YOUR LONG TERM CAREER GOALS?

Having a successful career is one of the most important things for lots of
people. Working hard and achieving the top of the career is the dream of
many young people in the world. Just like every young person, I’m now
thinking for my future, for my education and how it will influence my career.
Now I’m fourth year at the secondary economic school “Gostivar” in Gostivar.
I choose to study here because one day I would like to be a great economist
or maybe a manager of a big company. That was my dream from always.
Because I’m finishing with my secondary school, I have a doubt where to
continue my studies. I know that I’m going to study economy but I still don’t
know where, whether on private university or state university. Continuing the
studies on private university brings me more possibilities for better education
and founding a better job here or abroad. But I’m still thinking about that.
After finishing my studies I’m planning to continue upgrading my knowledge
and take master studies. I’m hoping that those studies will help me for my
better future and that thanks to them I will have more possibilities for better
job.
When I’m going to finish my studies and have master degree, I will then start
to look for a job, first in my country where I’m planning to contribute for
better economy and better conditions for living for my nation. If my plans
come true I will continue to looking for job outside the borders of my country.
The only reason for doing this is because the world has many new things and
techniques which can be useful for improving the economy in my country.
I have many plans and dreams for better future that I hope one day will come
true.
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HOW WOULD YOUR FRIENDS CHARACTERIZE YOU? LOOK AT YOURSELF FROM

THE SIDE OF OTHER PEOPLE AND ANALYZE YOUR CHARACTER IN SUCH WAY?

What is the meaning of the friendship? We have often search answers to this
question, but we have never come up with an adequate answer. This is
because this relationship is an amalgamation on beautiful and complex
feelings, which may not often be described in words. Being friends means
being there for each other at all times, whether it's good or bad. A friend
needs to be very understanding and give each other the benefit of the doubt.
Ideally the meaning of friendship is sharing unconditional love for each other.
Searching for the meaning of friendship has always been a burning question.
However as soon as we meet our friends all these questions get answered
automatically. The answer to what is the meaning of friendship lies within our
hearts, because true friendship can only be felt, and not expressed.
Something so pure and essential is not always visible to the eye, but is felt by
the heart.
Like everyone and I have friends with whom I have fun. I have a lot of friends
but one of them is my best friends. With my best friend I spent a great time
and we can talk for everything and everybody.
Of all conservations with my friends for me I can tell that I am a
simple person, person which likes to have fun, a person which everyone who
has some problem can trust me. My friends know me like a peaceful, calm
person but sometimes I can do something weirdly and I'm always with a smile
on my face. For me they can say that I am a real person which likes to
meddle in everything with a point to have a justify. I am nosiness person and I
like to know everything. In more cases I can be very shy but with a time I
relax. When I am angry on somebody or something I can be very bed. I talk
those bad words, I look them frowningly and I will pacify with them when they
will apologize if they are wrong, but if I have something do wrong I
immediately apologize them. My friends tell me a lot that I'm very headstrong
and despite and that is true. They say that I can't lie, that I'm very
understanding and emotional person. When somebody tells me something
with a noisier note I start to cry and I must do something about this and I
understand people when they can't do anything for me or for their self if they
have good reasons for that. When somebody makes me nervous I show that. I
like to help everyone. Naturally is to help each other, but I think that I worry
too much for others. I would like everyone to be OK, to don't missing nothing
or anything to anyone of my closer friends but me now that this is impossible
because in the life something always is missing. This is my imperfection and
one of my friends told me this, that I worry too much for others but I can't
help me.
This is me from the side of my friends and side of me and I know that with all
my good and bad face my friends loves me for that who I am and they will
always be my friends.
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Describe one of your grandparents. What has he/ she accomplished

in life? Would you like to be like her/ him?

I would like to tell you something about my grandfather. He is 67 years old,

and he is a great man. He is a journalist, and I mind that he is maybe an
oldest journalist in our country.
All his life he was an honest man. As a child without parents on 14 year he
went to Skopje to go to school about teacher. When he finished that school,
he started to work as a teacher in a village school. But he liked more. Then he
started to study social science. He learned more then another students and
he finished his study earlier. And after that he had a great career. He work as
a political man, he was a manager of information centre and local radio in
Tetovo. But all his life he was a journalist.
As a journalist he wrote about sport, about political situation, about business,
economic situation in our town and our country.
He wrote about local newspaper, local radio station, national newspaper and
radio stations, and international radio stations.
He is author of the several books; he was included in many projects. I can
write all day about him, and I can have no time to describe him.
I was a little child when my father died, and about him I do not know more.
But all what is necessary my grandfather give to me. He gives me love,
protection, safety. I love him so much, and I would like to live more years. I
live with my little brother, my mother and my grandparents, and we are
happy family. And believe me I would like to be like me Grandfather Gojko
Eftoski.

What is your approach to life? Reveal your life philosophy

I started to ask myself now more often than ever, more complicated
questions than the way they were before …when I was little…
Judging by my thoughts I feel like I’m getting wiser, starting to realize the
world and the magic of the miracle we call life. The main question that
bothered and is still bothering my conscience…
What leads our lives ahead? Are we controlling the thing that controls us? Or
maybe there isn’t anything above us… Are we absolute masters of ourselves
and producers of all our situations, can we be the one and only responsible
for our success and our failures??
Yes…I think we are, we absolutely are…we are the driver of the ship through
the dreamy ocean, sometimes waved, sometimes icy…But the most
important thing – to never let the wheel turn the wrong direction…or if we
are brave enough let’s just try and take a risk. Maybe it will be worth!
Sometimes people learn confronting with the wrong paths. They are their
lesson and experience more in their long voyage. “Be brave. Take risks.
Nothing can substitute experience.” “Do not fear risk. All exploration, all
growth is calculated. Without challenge people cannot reach their
higher selves. Only if we are willing to walk over the edge, we can
become winners.” …But yes, there is suffering in life, and there are defeats.
I guess that no one can avoid them. But it's better to lose some of the battles
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in the struggles for your dreams, than to be defeated without ever knowing
what you're fighting for.
The voyage depends on you and the way you are going to live it…
“When you feel that the world has turn the back on you, just look around and
see how happy you are”, able to feel the present, breath in your nostrils, light
in your eyes, feel flowers at your feet, enjoy the nature, watch the stars at
the dark sky late at night…hear the sound of the animals, surround by the
people you love… I think that we often forget that little things that make us
happy and concentrate only on the big one. Then concentrating only on the
material world, we forget to appreciate what we have and fell the blindness
despite our openness…
We can become blind by seeing each day as a similar one. Each day is a
different one; each day brings a miracle of its own. It's just a matter of paying
attention to this miracle.
Live your dreams follow your ideas and intuition without fear of being
rejected. Respect yourself, Be yourself not what the others want to see in
you, feel proud every time you deserve to. Try to respect the others and their
opinions even if you don’t agree, and help them because you don’t know
when you will ask for them to help you… Spread love, be positive and be the
one who can bright up someone’s day, even if you can’t brighten your own…
Whatever it is sure it’s going to pass…
“Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow”

When you leave school you understand that the time to choose your future
profession, your future life has become. It's not an easy to make the right
choice of a job. I have known for long time that leaving school is the
beginning of my independent life. What do I want to be when I leave school?
It's very important question for me. A few years ago it was difficult for me to
give a definite answer. As the years passed I changed my mind a lot of times
about what science or field of industry to specialize in. It's difficult to make up
my mind and choose one of the hundreds jobs to which I might be better
suited. A couple of years ago I wanted to become a doctor, you know I
wanted to help people who had problems with health. Then I wanted to
become a teacher, then an economist. But all of them now are in the past;
they were like children's dreams and nothing more. Now I have already
decided what to do. I'd like to be a hairdresser. That is not very difficult job
but you have to be physically prepared because you should stand on your
feet all day. I like this job because it is really creative and you meet all kind of
people all the time so after I graduated I am planning to take some courses
and after I'm done with them and after get some experience I hope I’ll open
my own hair salon.

Ten years from now

Every intelligent person who studies a lot and works normally will have better
future. I am like these people. I think that in the future I will be a rich man,
because I work and study at the same time and I don’t have free time for
other things like my peer group. I work in a fish restaurant “PANORAMA” in my
village. I work for weekend. From this work I learn many things, and I love my
job for three reasons. First, because I learn how to speak with people in a
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culture way and this will help me in my life, second, I meet many people from
other culture and country, third for money, but the money for me is not very
important, like other two things .I am very proud to myself because I now
After 10 years I see myself like a rich man who work in company which is very
famous. In this company I will be marketing sector manager, because I like to
study in economic university. This is my dream but probably it can be true if I
care for my future and study too much.

What are your dreams of the future? Now looking back at everything
you have done what would you change?
Now a days it Is very important for a person to have dreams for the future
that one day he will reveal and will make them true. All of us have different
dreams for what we want to be, what our future will look like and we imagine
us in that future, but what is sometimes disappointing for all the dreams that
we have is that they don’t always come true.
My dreams for the future are, to finish my education in finance and
management in Skopje with positive outcome and work in an important bank
or in any other place that will be needed my favors, but that will be well paid
and where my work will be respected and recognized as valuable, in our
country or maybe in another economically stronger country, that is one of the
things that come in first plan in my life because getting good job today is
very important for the further plans that all the people in the world, including
me have. Next comes the family and good place to live, nice house and to be
able to achieve to give my family the life they disserve.
Looking back in what I have done before in taking in consideration that I
haven't done many things in my life regarding profession, I wouldn't change
anything that I did and I don't regret for my actions in the past, and what I
won’t is my life to be as good as it is until now and way better in the future.

My future and changes I want to make

I am 18 years old boy and like many other people I have dreams. I like to
play football and also to watch football on TV,I like to be with my friends and
to play computer games. My plans for the future are: I like to be very
successful businessman, I like to have world famous company, my personal
driver, bodyguards to keep me and mu family also. I like to be healthy for all
my life because the children and health are the biggest fortune for every
person. But my unfulfilled dream Is that one day I will be present on the
stadium "OLD TRAFORRD" the stadium of my favorite football club. Also I like
to travel around the world because I like to visit touristic places and to spend
money because I am that kind of man. I like to travel with plane. I just hope
that some of my dreams will become true one day. Also I like to have many
children.
When I look back in my past I would like to change some things. First I would
like to change my connection with my grandfather. Before he died I told him
something bad. That day I was very nervous and he told me something and I
say to him:"From today I am not your grand nephew I don't like to talk with
you anymore”. He accepts that very hard and he started to cry. That moment
will be in my heart for all my life. I would like to change that. I like to change
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also one situation in my life. I was little boy and my father didn't want to buy
me something that I like and I told him "stupid”. At that moment my father
took me home and he started to talk with me that the parents must respect.
From that moment I respect my parents a lot. Now I am embarrassed for that
word, but for everything exist first time. I will tell to my children the same
thing that the parents must respect. I just hope that I will be good husband
and good father.

HAVE YOU EVER FALLEN IN LOVE FROM THE FIRST SIGHT? TELL ABOUT THE
FIRST TIME YOU HAVE MET THIS PERSON. WHAT DID YOU FELL AT THE
MOMENT?

Love...a word that in itself contains sincerely words, intensity, secrets... and
a lot of beautiful things that we keep deep in our hearts. Love is like a
butterfly that flies near us every time when we feel it, it is like a bird that sing
the most interesting song that we hear, it is like a stone that never cannot be
crushed if it is strong, it is like a rain that comes after the sun, it is like a
rainbow that has all colors on it, it is the biggest treasure that we can ever
posses, it is ocean of tears, it is sky that don't has end, it is a flower that
blooms in spring.
We fell very happy when we love somebody, and when that somebody love
us. Love is something that we cannot explain but we feel it. There is
difference between love and sympathy. We can see somebody and we think
that we love him/her, even we see that person just one, two times. But we
cannot be sure is it love or we only imagine.
We look answer on this question almost every time when we feel some
unknown feeling, id we fall in love? What names love on first sight?
By my opinion love on first sight does exist, because I feel is for one boy. He
had the most beautiful blue eyes, like a sea, the most beautiful lips, like a red
apple. I wanted the meet him, but I feel shame to ask him something, only I
watch at his beauty. All night I dreamed that eyes. The day after that, I saw
him again. Suddenly when he walked, he said me: ''Hello! Can I ask you
something?'' I said: '' Of course you can!'' He asked: ''Do you know me from
somewhere?'', and he said me his name. I said my name also and on that
way we meet each other. At that moment I feel that. I fly, and I heard some
beautiful melody in my ears.
From all this I came to one conclusion, love on first sight does exist, and we
can feel it when we don't expect. Love is something unusual, and we can
meet it in every step. It exists around us, and every moment we can find it.
Only we are its creators, if we live in it, it will never disappear it will last
forever.

WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSEFL, CARRER WISE 10 YEARS FROM NOW

Dream is something that helps in exploring insensibility and knowing

yourself and wish is a hope or desire for something. Everyone has own
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dreams and wishes. All young people dream for something what they want to
come true. Like everyone and I have my own dream and wish for my life.
One morning when I get up I had felt a big surprise. I felt some unusual
freedom like the real life just has started for me. I bring a decision of my life
“What I’m going to be in the life”. Now I am fourth year in high economy
school and time for bringing decision for education is closer and closer. I
would like to be an economist concerning I like to study for accountant. My
wish is when I finish fourth year to continue my education in Skopje on
university St. Kiril and Metodij. After I finish my education my plan is to open
my own firm for accounting. My carrier I would like to start in another city or
country where I can be success. Here in Gostivar I think that I could be
success but not in side like I want and because of that I would like to go in
another city or country. I am very ambition person and I won’t give up until
my dream come true. I think that if you like to be success in something you
first must to have education and then you must be brave and willful if you
want to be someone. I pick this kind of job because I like it and with this job
you can earn a lot of many which make possible to live like a king. You have
time when you go on work and when you go home which means that you
don’t need to worry when you will finish with your job and go home with your
family, you don’t need to tell to anyone where you are going or when you will
back and things similar like this. My other dream is to marry with a person
that I love and to have happy family with her. I would like to live in a house
with big garden where every time when I go home tired of work to felt warm
and nice atmosphere.
This is just some things that I like for my life and I hope that someday
all my dreams and wishes will come true. When they come true I will be the
happiest man on the planet and then I will know that all I want for my life is
succeed.

What do you see yourself, career wise, 10 years from now?

10 years from now I imagine myself as stewardess. I chose this profession

because I think that I am very communicative person and I can fit in every
environment.
Stewardess is a person who looks good and always smiles. I’m that kind of
person.
I study economic school but beside that I love to become stewardess.
To be stewardess you need to go to course that lasts one year and it takes
place in Belgrade. I have opportunity to be stewardess because I like to travel
a lot and visit many places in the world, and meet new persons from different
sides of the world and from different cultures. I’m also good in languages. I
know English, Macedonian, French, Italian, Spanish, Serbian and this is good
for communicating with another people.
This is my wish from when I was little and now I have a chance to make my
dreams come true. This profession is very hard, because it takes in the high
on the airplane and takes a lot of time, because you are always on the plane.
And because of this not everyone can do this job. The science and technique
are always going forward and because of that we are evidence every days
accidents, that takes the life’s of all cruel and passengers and possibility’s for
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surviving this accident’s is very small. But beside this, my wish to work as a
stewardess is bigger that all of this warnings.
For me stewardess represents a woman who is always good looking, smart,
and successful in all areas. And I think that I can be this kind of woman.

Who was the most influential person in your life? How did this
person make you want to become better?

I have no doubts when someone will ask me who the most influential person
in my life is. I’ll firmly say that that person is nobody but our biggest star
Toshe. He was a person that was proud of whom he is. He was a poor child
born in small town Krushevo. Many stars and famous people with their fame
forgot who they were. But he was different than any of them. He had the
biggest fame that anyone did before he became popular.
He was a man that never forgot his real he. A man that never
underestimates discriminates or hates someone. He is a person with pure
heart and soul ready at anytime to share his big love with everybody. A
human man that would gave his last energy in order to help to somebody, in
order to raise money to help the poor and sick people. An earth angel still
wouldn’t be the perfect word to describe him because he was always helping
people and everything he did was for them. He was even the ambassador for
UNICEF and wrote a song “This world” in which he sang that everyone’s the
same and that we should all help each other in this life because that’s all we
have.
Unluckily he was too good to be true, God wants the angels with him in
heaven and he took his life too early, on his 26 years. We couldn’t enjoy too
much in having such a man between us. A man that was equal to everyone,
man that saved so many lives, which even his last concert was for humane
causes. Sadly we recognize and appreciate people like him only when they’re
not with us anymore. After he died we realized everything that he fought for:
to be equal with everyone no matter their color, religion, sex or age and
always to help each other. In his honor today there are a lot of humanitarian
concerts and blood donations. Toshe made us better people and all of us
thank him for that! The thing that I learned from Toshe was to be charitable
person. I can say that several things connected me to be a person like Toshe
was, I want to say that last week I donated a blood, I mean I’m doing that
almost every 6 months and it helps me and it helps the people who needs it,
also I’m giving money when I see some poor kids laying in the street and
begging for a piece of bread.

An e-mail from 2105

Dear Aleksandar,
This is your reincarnation writing. You are wondering how I can know that you
are my reincarnation. Well the technology is at much higher level than it was
in 2008. Everybody knows their own reincarnations but they don’t have to
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write e-mails like me because their reincarnations don’t have homework like
you do.
First of all you I must tell you that it was very hard (almost impossible) to find
a PC and to write you an e-mail because the PC is so old and it can be found
only in museums for technology.
We don’t need PCs anymore because we all have chips in our brains and if we
want to send something to other person we just think of that in our brain and
the thought automatically is send to the person we thought. We also have
other technology devices for listening music, playing games etc. It is really
interesting here in the future and I can tell u that it is so sophisticated and
more interesting.
I have visited historypedia.com and from there I can see that u were divided
into small and big states and that u lived in just one planet. This is not a case
in the future. The population grew bigger and bigger from one side and from
the other the earth was too small to collect all the inhabitants. Also the Earth
supplies were reduced and the people had to find new supplies and much
more space.
As a result of this, NASA had to adept other planets for decent life.
Now the people live in separate planets but the planets are working for each
other.
For example if Mars need water, Pluto will export them the needed water, if
Pluto needs food Saturn will give it to it for a decent price. In every planet
there is a leader. The leader is ‘the one’. He has the absolute power. He can
do whatever he can do. The all 9 leaders meet each other every year and
discuss about their problems.
I hope that I didn’t discovered too much of the future.
Signature …………………… your reincarnation
p.s. if u want to ask me something just think about it and I will try to find a
way to write u another e-mail(although I am a very busy man and oh yea I
have a space shuttle to catch to meet the rest 8 leaders).