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Lifting the Wheel of Karma
Lifting the Wheel of Karma
Lifting the Wheel of Karma
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Lifting the Wheel of Karma

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A searing epic of redemption between a tormented boy from Montana and a mystical old wise man from India, alleged to possess supernatural healing power, who is the guardian of a magnificent secret.

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PublisherPaul H. Magid
Release dateOct 5, 2011
ISBN9781465742704
Lifting the Wheel of Karma
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Paul H. Magid

"Lifting the Wheel of Karma" is Paul H. Magid's debut novel. He is also an award winning screenwriter and independent film director. His autobiographical film, "A Life Unfinished" screened in The Hamptons International Film Festival.

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  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
    This book really is amazing. It's the perfect length, for if it had been longer, it would have lost it's impact. Of course, this is a novel, but the main character Joseph is so real, it seems almost an autobiography. Joseph has been tormented his entire life by nightmares and visions. Little does he know that these occurrences will lead him to his destiny in life.

    It's funny how I keep reading books that deal with reincarnation. Each time I read about the phenomenon, the further I come in believing it. Something that was said in the book about reincarnation was, "Because it only makes sense. God is not cruel. He is trying to teach us what we need to learn, and giving us many opportunities to learn it....there is too much to learn in just one lifetime. Secondly, do you really think this little planet is the only place life exists in the universe?" That is a convincing argument, in my opinion.

    I really liked the spiritualism of this book and that it touched on something I truly believe is the answer in our world. Kindness to everyone. At one point, Joseph says, "...God wouldn't mind if we spent a little less time telling him how great he is and a little more time loving each other, and not just the people we're supposed to love, but everyone." Wise words and ones I think we could all live by.

    I have to say that this book did have a couple of problems. I found myself wondering what happened to the girl Joseph fell in love with. And the story didn't flow as smoothly as it could have at some points. However, in all it is well worth a read because of the message it conveys. We could all learn something from this book.
  • Rating: 3 out of 5 stars
    3/5
    Seventeen-year-old Joseph Connell experiences years of haunting nightmares that often turn violent. A catastrophic event eventually pushes him away from his supportive Montana ranch family to the Himalayas in India in search of physical, emotional, and spiritual healing. I enjoyed the authors description of nature in the book. However I found that some of the plot was hard to follow as it tended to jump around a bit. In spite of the fact that the plot tended to jump around a bit Lifting the wheel of Karma was an enjoyable read. I really enjoyed the poem at the end of the book. For me it is not a must read book, but not one to avoid. I think this book would appeal to late teens/ 20 somethings who are looking for meaning and who they are.
  • Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
    5/5
    Engaging and compelling, Paul H. Magid draws the reader into the story from the very first page. With skill and knowledge, he weaves a tale about a young man coming of age with a past life that he must reconcile with his current one. Tragedy, a family's love, and a man from half way across the world will open young Joseph Connell's eyes to the life beyond this one and the debt of karma that we all must pay at some time. Rich and endearing characters come to life on the page, grab you and never let go. A wonderful book!
  • Rating: 1 out of 5 stars
    1/5
    I must agree with the other reviewers who were disappointed in reading this book. As a Buddhist, I was excited to see how the story of karma would be laid out to those without a familiarity on the subject. Suffice it to say, if you didn't know anything going in you certainly didn't know any more having read the book. The Author is capable of writing beautiful, moving pages about nature and the wild state of Montana but, when it came time to explain karma, he stuck in a jump of 40 years of time and added a slapdash ending. I cannot recommend the book as a novel or as a philosophic guide.
  • Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
    5/5
    Seventeen-year-old Joseph Connell experiences years of haunting nightmares that often turn violent. A catastrophic event eventually pushes him away from his supportive Montana ranch family to the Himalayas in India in search of physical, emotional, and spiritual healing.The reader finds himself in the midst of mysterious events that encourage the prediction of outcomes and the search for solutions.I enjoyed the detail that is characteristic of Paul Magid's writing such as descriptions of the care involved in a horse's training from yearling to adulthood and the concise comparison of the Sikh, Hindu and Buddhist religions.A few instances of profanity and a vision involving three violent deaths earn this novel its young adult rating. This engaging story of hope and forgiveness should appeal to adults as well.
  • Rating: 3 out of 5 stars
    3/5
    Lifting the Wheel of Karma is a book with a promising story: Joseph, a young man from an idyllic setting in Montana suffers from horrible nightmares, and after a horrific accident in a martial arts tournament, goes to India to fins peace and fulfill his karmic destiny. Parts of the novel deliver on this promise. The book is written in a minimalist style, which works in part, leaving us as readers, to connect the dots and link the ideas. The narrative picks up after Joseph's accident, and continues with his first trip to India to seek Lahiri in search of a cure. The problem is that not all of the book is this smooth. The first chapters, before the accident, move slowly: I was bored, and it seemed that I was being told (instead of shown) what was going on. Some emotional content seemed flat - OK, Montanans are described in the novel as stoic, but this is a family and logic does not really apply! After Joseph, who had been basically unbeatable in martial arts, becomes paralyzed his brother takes him to India. The brother's lack of emotion and curious mix of concern puzzles me: he takes him to an isolated part of India with great effort, but does not bother to check that Joseph will be OK. After some twists and turns which also lack any depth of emotion, the ending was disappointing. Forty years passed without a clue, and while I have to assume the character grew in some way - that's what Karma is for - we do not know how, or even if this happened. I felt that one of the better parts of this book was a poem that was included at the end, with a young and an old man walking to the light. I would have really liked to see the rest of the book convey the same depth of feeling as the poem. Perhaps the next book should be poetry.
  • Rating: 1 out of 5 stars
    1/5
    There are two things I strive for in reviewing a book: fairness to the author - writing a good story is never easy - and; honesty to the potential reader - one's time and money deserve a quality product.At root, Lifting the Wheel of Karma has an interesting tale to tell: Joseph Connell, a young man haunted by violent dreams, is severely injured in an auto accident. He seeks out the help of Lahiri, a wise (very) old man in India who may hold the key to curing Joseph, who is left confined to a wheelchair and able only to use one arm. As it turns out, Joseph may be the key to Lahiri's destiny, as well.While this would seem to make for the foundation of a good story, I am being very generous to Paul H. Magid in giving such a coherent summary of the plot. Magid's writing, however, manages to obscure what may have been a promising premise by subjecting it to very poor treatment, and "poor" in many more ways than one.The story is told in a most juvenile fashion. Magid, who makes his debut as a novelist with this book, shows an extreme lack of depth in virtually every aspect of writing. His narrative style is choppy, moving from point to point and scene to scene without any sense of direction or purpose other than to simply move to a new point or scene - the effect is a jarring experience of sudden leaps with a minimal sense of why anything is occurring. One of the more disturbing examples of this is what is perceived to be a budding relationship between Joseph and Madhu, a young girl who lives near Lahiri in the mountains of India. This relationship starts and disappears with neither rhyme nor reason - even though such a relationship would have been a significant development for the haunted Joseph.Magid is prone to simple enumeration of points rather than a coherent, cohesive description; this tendency highlights a lack of reflection and perspective with regard to virtually everything he presents. One gets the sense that he is simply ticking off factoids about whatever happens to be going on at that point in the story, be it descriptions of Montana (all derived from having viewed a website about Montana), caring for horses, traveling through India, and (one assumes) Joseph's recalling in his dreams a previous life. In all of this, there is simply no development of anything that would give a reader reason to care about anything going on in the story.Character development is virtually nonexistent, even where the main characters of Joseph and Lahiri are concerned. We get little or no sense of who these people are, what motivates them, what they seek, or even why they are where they are. Ultimately, it is left up to the reader to decide what is the true relationship between Joseph and Lahiri, and even that is possible only because of the ham-handed way in which Magid tries to explain that relationship.Other, supporting, characters are virtually less than one-dimensional. Joseph's brother, Billy, seems to serve only to transport the crippled Joseph to India, at which point he essentially disappears (but for "cameo" appearances later, as the book winds down). Madhu, Joseph's prospective inamorata, enters and leaves the story with virtually no explanation, even though the prospect of a romance between the two would have given depth and meaning to Joseph's character. No other characters seem to get even this much attention.Things are dealt with by Magid in the most simplistic (almost childishly so) way imaginable. After a karate match, Joseph is left severely beaten, to the point where the doctor attending the fight determines that, among other things, Joseph has a "significant concussion," and every rib on his right side is broken. He suggests having Joseph taken to a hospital, but Joseph says he will be alright to drive himself home. The doctor acquiesces(!).On his way home, Joseph runs into a huge deer, and is left comatose, multiple internal injuries (including a ruptured aorta and a broken neck), and with his brain so swollen doctors have to remove part of his skull (his brother encourages Joseph by saying "I've seen you take worse shots than this" !?!?). I'd hate to be Joseph.I could go on, but this is becoming a matter of overkill.My last criticism involves something that has become a pet peeve of mine: the inability of some writers to write in proper English. In part, this is the fault of modern word processors most writers seem to rely upon to make sure their spelling is correct and their grammar is appropriate. Too often, however, writers and editors fail to examine what is being put up for publication to make sure that what is produced is at least grammatical. Based on the writing in this book, however, I believe Magid must take substantial responsibility for the flawed nature of his writing.To go on would be brutal. This novel fails to be a contribution to literature on so many levels that I can only strongly recommend that potential readers avoid wasting their time and money on this "book."
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
    This story was serious, yet light enough that I did not feel weighted down while reading it. I found it difficult to put down and the characters were extremely likable. The pages seemed to turn by themselves as I lost myself in the story of Joseph.If I had one criticism it would only have been that I would have liked to have read more about what the author saw and felt. I feel a little bit as though I was an outsider peeking in the windows and though the story was warm, touching, heartbreaking and uplifting all at the same time, I thought it could have gone just another step further.Regardless, I wouldn't hesitate to pick up another book by this author, Paul H. Magid, in the future.
  • Rating: 1 out of 5 stars
    1/5
    Lifting the Wheel of Karma: A Profound Spiritual Journey of Extraordinary Healing and Redemption, by Paul H. MagidPoint Dume Press, 2012"Ergo silebo." - J.R.R. Tolkien"I think we must get it firmly fixed in our minds that the very occasions on which we should most like to write a slashing review are precisely those on which we had much better hold our tongues."- C.S. LewisI seem to always be in the minority. I did not care for this book, and would not recommend it. I looked in vain for anyone who shared my opinion. When I keep finding objectionable things as I read a book, I finally get to the point where I have to reject the whole thing. And now, meditating on the words of Tolkien and Lewis up above, I shall make this review as constructive as possible.I should start by saying that I do not reject this book because it presents Eastern religion or mysticism. I actually enjoyed the part of the book which discussed the various aspects of the Indian religions. As a reader, knowing this to be fiction, there were certain things which happened in this book (spoilers) which I took as plausible because they were consistent with the eastern mysticism presented in this book. In short, I went ahead and, for argument's sake, assumed some things to be true which I know to be not true. I would be more specific, but I would have to mention a spoiler.I'll start with the things I did liked about the book. I think Mr. Magid described the settings very well, especially those of the scenes in India. I especially thought that he did a good job describing Lahiri's village and environs. Perhaps it's just reminded me of the time I spent in the mountains of Switzerland when I was a little boy. Either way, I felt as if I were in India, in the mountains.Now onto the negatives........Joseph's brother Bill accompanies him all the way to the other side of the world, traveling by airplane, rail, taxi, and finally even by ox-cart to reach their final destination in the Himalayas. Then, once Joseph meets up with Lahiri, Bill turns around and leaves. Just like that. He doesn't rest overnight before starting on the long journey home. He doesn't eat. Heck, he doesn't even go to the bathroom before leaving his brother. What about his return ticket? Did he know how long it would take to escort his brother to the mountains? These are the kind of inconsistencies which bother me about books. I finished the book still fretting over Bill leaving so abruptly.Then there is the question of the wheelchair. Unless I misunderstood, the main character needs a wheelchair to get around. Not only does he need a wheelchair, but I think he also had use of only one hand, which would make an electric wheelchair an absolute necessity. I have a little experience with wheelchairs, from assisting my brother with his wheelchair, to transporting patients throughout a hospital while I was a college student, to spending an arduous day in one as part of our training in medical school. So it seemed a bit farfetched to have a character who relies on an electric wheelchair go off to a village so remote that he had to reach it riding in an ox cart. Every rock, carpeting, any slight pitch or camber in the sidewalk - not to mention curbs - were like insurmountable obstructions to my patients and I as we traveled along; just imagine that same wheelchair in a village without any 'advanced' amenities.Don't get me started on things which were smuggled through airport security......Finally, there is the question of what constitutes a novel. Reading this book, I suddenly realized that I was halfway through it when I reached page ninety-five. Around the same time, I noticed the phrase 'A Novel' on the front cover. While the definition of a novel does not stipulate a certain number of pages to qualify, it does suggest that a novel should encompass a span of time completely, not sketchily. This book covers about fifty-five years in less than two hundred pages, leaving a lot of questions as to what happened in the gaps in the story. I figure that there could have been a lot of friendships made and broken, loves found and lost, and mayhem created which the author could have included in his book. This was the ultimate disappointment.I suspect that most readers will disagree with me, but thats how it goes sometimes. I welcome you to read this book and make your own judgement on the merits of this book.
  • Rating: 3 out of 5 stars
    3/5
    From page one, it is apparant that the author has a particular fondness for nature. Rolling hills, running streams, wild horses...the works; all are beautifully detailed as we explore Joseph's hometown in Montana. When we meet this young man, we find a troubled soul trying to make sense of the oddities that life has thrown his way...his means of escape, karate. To say he was a black belt would lower his standings...that's how good he was; of course, that's what nightmares about fighting for one's life will do sometimes, push you in real life to be able to handle everything and anything. Unfortunately for Joseph, there is one "anything" he couldn't see coming which leads to a chance meeting, a terrible accident, and the beginning of a journey that would last a lifetime.Admittedly his meeting with Lahiri and the accident that followed, threw me for a loop. His desire to warn him about the impending failure was admirable....but I was left wondering, why? Who was he to him? Why would he show up out of the blue JUST to warn him? Then we have the fated meeting with a GIANT deer.... I couldn't see where the animal fit into the puzzle being revealed. Was it a means to meet an end? Sort of. It's briefly touched on later in the story (thank goodness) and the explanation given makes sense even if it's more philisopical. Once Joseph is confined to a wheelchair, his spirits are dampered....understandably. It takes an unexpected news broadcast about an unusual form of "treatment" to break him from his cycle of self-pity and restore his hope. Hope is a powerful thing; it can move mountains when necessary and in this case, send a lost soul across the globe in search of a new future. His experiences with the sage are intended to heal his body yes, but more importantly his spirit for when balance is achieved in both areas, the soul can be at peace.There were only two drawbacks I experienced during my reading adventure; both small, both connected but both mentionable. First, I didn't always connect with Joseph and his family. It could be the confusion that was abundant in his life from the nightmares to the fight matches but I wasn't always able to stand beside him in his adventure. That being said, the second occurance was a little outburst around page 102. It's so unlike the Joseph we came to know, so out of character that it felt off. I understand he's in a foreign land seeking out an unsual means to conquer his limitations but it simply felt like another person altogether. A strange and at times complex journey, but one that was worth taking. It's not a story to be rushed through despite the short length of the novel. It's a story to be read, felt, and pondered. Does he find enlightenment? Does he ever walk again? Yes and yes but those simple answers will not give you the same satisfaction as following Joseph's journey will. Who knows? You may even discover something about yourself along the way.
  • Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
    5/5
    Refreshingly different. That's what Lifting the Wheel of Karma is. It's not your average read. Paul H. Magid mixes the practicality of a Montana farm with the spirituality of a Himalayan retreat. What seems like two disparate worlds are blended seamlessly in the fictional life of Joseph Connell. Plagued with nightmares throughout his life, this teenage karate champion is paralyzed as the result of a car accident that seems predestined. Afterward, he catches a television news report featuring a meditation expert in India proclaiming the power of mind over matter. With the hope of walking again, he gets on a plane with his older brother, Billy, in order to track this man down.After a long and tiring journey, he arrives at the house of Lahiri, a man he met right before his life-altering crash. The encounter is jaw-dropping. The realization of their shared destiny becomes even more profound as the intricacies of reincarnation are explored. Actions from their prior lives are being held accountable in the present. What happened between Lahiri and Joseph in the 19th century must be resolved before they can both find peace.Throughout the Indian culture comes alive with lush detail. The country's inherent sense of celebration is depicted through ceremonies and festivals. Fires enliven the night sky. Colored spices fill the air. Brilliant saris twirl through the streets. The friendliness of the citizenry is heralded. The pulse of the subcontinent energizes the pages.India is beautifully contrasted with the big sky country of Montana where words are precise and rarely used. Neighbors are miles away, but there in a time of need. Natural abundance is tempered with frugality. Prosperity is ignored and trucks are run into the ground rather than replaced with the latest models.Joseph is the product of both of these locales. He is a son of the American West, but finds fulfillment atop the Himalayas. His journey spans the globe, but it's only when he stills his mind through meditation that he is able to reach his intended destination.Overall, this wheel will take you where you need to go, if you let it.
  • Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
    5/5
    Joseph needed to heal himself. It may not have been possible at the time to heal his physical injuries but mentally, physically he needed to get with it or he would pass on. The troubled child grew into a troubled young man with nightmares keeping him from sound sleep.Warriors trying to kill him, horses, people all putting Joseph’s life in peril. He worked out daily, was strong and healthy – in his body at least. He was a feared Karate champion and was at the top of his game until his last tournament where he lost miserably. As if the embarrassment of losing wasn’t enough, he was involved in a horrible truck crash on the way home.In a coma, Joseph tries still to fight through the haze until he succeeds and goes home in a wheelchair that will be his life’s companion. He remembers a man he spoke with in the locker room before and after his match: Lahiri. Somehow he knows to search for this man and he and his older brother set off to do just that.Lahiri lives in the Himalayas of India and the trek just to find him is a test of will. How he impacts Joseph (and vice-versa) is a tale of thought, need and, yes, Karma that the two are together now.Paul H Magid was paralyzed from the neck down in a spinal accident and eventually made a full recovery although he had to deal with several other issues along the way. It is his fate to pass this beautiful story on to us and it is our fate to receive it with open arms.
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
    4/5
    This is a wonderful story of self discovery. I fell in love with all of the characters and their personalities. The story progressed at a great pace. Though the length of the book did leave me wanting more, and left some questions hanging. It definitely was not the ending I was expecting, but was genius none-the-less. The accurate details of the religious aspects of the book were amazing, and the aura of the book itself was one of calm acceptance. Definitely a book I will be recommending to my closest friends

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Lifting the Wheel of Karma - Paul H. Magid

What Readers Around the World

Have to Say About Lifting the Wheel of Karma

Brought me to tears.

—Lori, U.S.A.

I couldn’t put it down.

—Philippe, France

The entire story had me completely hooked.

—Maja, Denmark

I found it enthralling, the characters captivating.

—Denise, Belgium

Lovely book. Lovely author. Wish it had been longer.

—Jacquie, United Kingdom

The book was such a page turner that I had to force myself not to finish it in one go.... I had to slow myself down to avoid losing the brilliance and profundity of the metaphysical issues.

—Charu, India

Wow! I have never read anything like this before. I find it amazing how much wisdom, honesty and insight are found in the pages of this book.

—Shahrun, United Kingdom

"I absolutely fell in love with this book. It reminded me of The Alchemist in its pure simplicity, yet profound message."

—Lynda, U.S.A.

It seems that the whole book is permeated with lightness, delicacy, and discretion.

—Dely, Italy

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A deeply affectionate thank you to Sharon, for being the love of my life, and for making happiness possible. Life would also not be complete without my dearest friends, who never let me forget that even if laughter can’t cure what ails you, it can sure make it easier to endure.

Lifting the Wheel of Karma

Paul H. Magid

Copyright Paul H. Magid 2012

Published by Point Dume Press at Smashwords

Foreword

While the concept of karma is not the only gem that India has shared with the world, it is by far the most well known and one that is universally embraced. But karma is more than a concept. It is a force, or more accurately, a set of forces that influence, affect, and ultimately determine the course of our lives.

To me, karma has three components: there is the karma that you came into this life with—your personality, your traits, your family. Then there is the karma of the forces that act upon you (some might say happen to you). We are all familiar with those.

Lastly, and I believe the most important force of karma, is simply…us. The choices we make, the actions we take, and the outcomes that we find ourselves experiencing.

Lifting the Wheel of Karma is a fictional story, yet it was born from the wellspring of my karmic journey –one that was often quite painful. It was on this difficult journey that I found benefit and comfort from ancient wisdoms, while determining some modern ones of my own. Both are explored in the context of this novel and the Reader’s Guide Questions.

Early readers and reviewers from around the world have thoughtfully let me know how much they have enjoyed Joseph’s journey of healing and enlightenment, and how it has given them an opportunity to reflect on their own lives, their own paths, and their own karma. It is my sincerest hope that you find that to be your experience as well.

Warmly,

Paul

Contents

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Seven Years Later

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Reading Group Questions & Topics for Discussion

Epilogue

Acknowledgments

About the Author

Copyright Information

Chapter 1

The harrowing landscape was a disorienting mix of darkness and hypnotic light that appeared to ignore the rules governing its path, causing the eye to question what it saw. Joseph, age seventeen, ran through lush vegetation in the entangled forest as he wielded a sword in his left hand. The sword was fashioned of thin steel with a curve that extended from the handle to the tip. Carved into the sides of the steel were ornate designs of unknown origin. The handle was made of ivory and was capped with a slightly oversized gold tip to make sure the pinky finger was held in place when in use—which it surely was to be now.

Joseph was barefoot and dressed in an animal’s hide about his hips as he ran. He had an athlete’s muscular build. His handsome face was flushed with blood coursing through his veins. Sweat poured from his brow, stinging his eyes. He wiped away the sweat with his free right hand as he jumped over a tree recently felled to block his path. His breathing was loud and deep and echoed through the cold air searing his lungs.

He looked back for his pursuers—three large, muscled warriors that were ten yards behind him and gaining. They ran in perfect single file formation. Dressed as he was, they had no body hair, no head hair, not even eyebrows. Standing over seven feet tall, they were exact replicas of each other and dwarfed the otherwise sturdy, five-foot, ten-inch Joseph. Though their hands were empty of weapon, this did not deter their intent or pursuit.

Joseph struggled to run faster and he managed to increase the distance between himself and the warriors chasing him. Moments later they simply ceased running and disappeared where they stood. The misty fog grew thick and the air colder, making his labored breaths visible with each exhalation.

As he came to a clearing, his chest heaved and he strained to breathe. He surveyed the open terrain, trying to decide which way to go, but his decision turned quickly moot as all three warriors, whom he had just so exhaustedly outrun, suddenly materialized a dangerous eight feet in front of him. They each now held a sword of their own, much larger than the one Joseph possessed. The razor sharp blades of their swords, easily capable of cutting through bone, glistened in the tormenting light.

Knowing he was too exhausted to resume his fruitless flight, the three warriors slowly and deliberately maneuvered to form a tight circle around Joseph. A lone, involuntary tear streamed down his left cheek from the corner of his eye—not because he knew that there was no escape, but because in all the years he had been fleeing them, the three warriors had never stepped up their attacks with such frequency or ferocity as they had so recently. They seemed to be on an ever-shrinking timetable of mission and Joseph was crumbling under the ascent of their assault.

His enemies attacked in unison with smothering speed. The first warrior on his left advanced with a two-handed overhead blow as his sword sliced swiftly through the air. The second warrior stepped back to give the third warrior room to move. Joseph’s response to the overhead assault from the first warrior was a successful defense in a loud clash of metal, but this left his unprotected back turned toward the third warrior.

This deadly enemy could now most certainly have cut Joseph in two through the waist and put an end to this torment. Instead, he flipped his sword from his right hand to his left, curled his powerful right hand into a tight fist, and drove it with penetrating fury into the small of Joseph’s back along his spine.

Shock waves of pain, so piercing they prevented sound from escaping his throat, reverberated throughout Joseph’s body as his powerful legs collapsed and his knees buckled to the earth below. Tears streamed down his face as his torso recoiled from the brutal assault. Time ceased to exist for Joseph as his body attempted to process and recover from the violence inflicted upon it.

Seconds passed.

The three warriors stood over him without attacking.

More seconds passed.

Yet the warriors did not move.

With Joseph still on his knees and his jaw jutted skyward, he vomited up blood.

As the blood spewed from his mouth, he bolted upright in bed and awoke from the nightmare.

He coughed several times to clear his throat and his mind, then labored to breathe to calm himself down. After several moments his chest stopped heaving and his breathing returned to normal. Slowly, with a familiar defeated exhaustion, he surveyed his blood-stained pajamas. He sighed, lowered his head, and quietly climbed out of bed.

Minutes later he stood in the shower as the water cascaded down over him and washed the blood from his body. With his left forearm pressed against the shower wall, he lowered his head and broke down crying. He tried to stop, but the more he did the more his chest seized and the more violently he cried.

Downstairs, Joseph’s mother stood at the kitchen sink cleaning dishes as she looked out the window to enjoy the beautiful expanse of the Montana countryside. Mrs. Connell would not live anywhere else given the chance. This southeastern corner of Montana was filled with foothill mountains of sandstone rim rock crowned with millions of tall ponderosa pine trees. Ponderosa pine was a slow growing, patient tree with long green needles. It was a determined species.

It could grow right out the top of a sandstone rock formation from just the smallest fissure, and as it grew, it would separate the rock by forcing the tiny hole to grow larger and accommodate the tree’s growth.

Sandstone, geologically speaking, is an easily eroded rock formation that lends itself to rising ridges that were poetically followed by descending slopes, only to have another adjoining ridge rise up again, so that these majestic foothill mountains, rising and falling between one hundred and three hundred feet high, gave way to fertile native grass meadows.

These meadows would slope and fall lower and lower until finally the lowest pitch would start back up the other side, and a hundred yards away the hillside would climb to the next series of rock slopes to be covered by another forest of ponderosa pine trees. The darker green of the pine tree needles contrasted with the lighter shaded grasses below.

Directly outside Mrs. Connell’s kitchen window was a meadow of improved pasture—a mix of Blue Grass, Crested Wheat, Alfalfa, and two-foot high Timothy Grass. The Connell ranch was over twenty thousand acres in all, but had just one hundred and fifty acres of improved pasture—grasses introduced via agriculture for its high nutritional content for the thirty horses in total that populated this horse ranch. The improved pasture grasses yielded more pounds per acre of feed for the cattle and horses than the native grasses of Green Needle, Blue Bunch Wheatgrass, and June Grass.

The gentle spring breeze blew white blossoms from the three apple trees directly outside the window of Mrs. Bonnie Connell’s house. This particular variety of apple tree did not produce big juicy apples full of sweetness when a person bit into them, but they were perfect for baking apple pie when enough sugar was added to them, and that suited Mrs. Connell just fine.

The Connell household, of course, had all the requisite conveniences of modern times but did not suffer the afflictions of modernity, and the patriarch of this tight knit family, Mr. John Connell, would not have it any other way. This region of Montana did not even get electricity until the mid-1950s, and that sense of self-sufficiency was fostered by Mr. Connell into his two boys, Billy, who was age nineteen, and his younger son, Joseph.

Mr. Connell stood six feet tall but seemed taller to all who knew him. He was a man who

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