Mirror Images and Shards of Glass: Beautifully Dangerous Poetry
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Travel with Philip past words into imagery and imagination - surreal and metaphysical. Imagine the great poets, composers and painters creating inside your thoughts where there are no edges and a center is unconceivable. Every artist working their genius on a swirling palette of lush options, each giant filling in moments with grand expression and evocative exploration - never symmetric but illusionist and provoking. Penetrate your mind, leave convention and enter the realm of inclusion of all that could be imaginable.
These poems have the power of conveyance all that is needed is for you to start reading and stepping into your dreams or nightmares.
Philip M. Butera
Philip Matthew Butera grew up in Buffalo, NY, earned a BS degree From Gannon College in Erie, PA, went on to serve in the US Navy then received a MA in Psychology from Simon Fraser U. in Vancouver, Canada. He expanded his education with post graduate courses in Psychology and Creative Writing. He believes that the journey of life for him has been more of an astute perceiver than a determined participant with the outcome never considered – it has been a pure meander of instinct, experience and knowledge. “Mirror Images and Shards of Glass” is his first book of poetry. He is currently completing his first novel, “Caught Between” – the true story of an off duty NYC policeman who killed a mafia leader’s son. He is a contributing editor who writes a weekly Art and Literature column for EatSleepWrite.net. He also has a column in the quarterly magazine, Per Niente. Philip has taught, lectured and owned businesses. He lives in West Palm Beach, Florida.
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Mirror Images and Shards of Glass - Philip M. Butera
CONTENTS
Preface
Cottage
Canadienne-Française Femme
Conscious Synergy
Introspection
Way Station Express
Other Side
Epitome
Pondering
Searcher
Unwanted
Twentieth Century
Grasping
Foreign Land
Graceless
Uncle Phil, Caesar, and Sinatra
For Kathryn
Damned
Zippered
Androgyny
Quicksilver Questioner
Trickery
Western Women and Cumulus Clouds
Escape
Galahad at Sea
Sunday Serenade
Bravado
Last Ride
Pale Wish
Interruption (for Elizabeth)
Just Empty Air
Nihilism
I Remember
Revisited
Mahogany Room
Kathy’s Linear Thinking within Philip’s Last Name
In Other Words
Release
Harrow
In Passing
She Brought a Big Bass Drum to the Funeral
Phaedra
Exposed
Current
Dylan’s Berlin
Contempt without Forgiveness
Goodbye
Full Moon
Dominoes
Cornerstone
Cross-Legged
Blue Light
Aperitif
Apprehension
Alone
Audio Books
Attempt
Outcast
Cold Rain
Viola
I Was Numb
Picnic at the Infirmary
Beautifully Dangerous
Still Life in Tears
Statues in Marienbad
Cold, Dark Room
I Never Saw the Scalpel in Your Mirror
Dreamless
Illusion
Voltaire Dances with Your Disappearing Image
Melody Misfortune
Thoughtless Moments in Lost Memories
Crime in Punishment
Freudians
Self-Deception
Strindberg Translates Lennon’s Thoughts
Yoke
Marlene Dietrich Undresses for Clare
Saint Thomas Was the Doubter
Sartre Said, No Exit
Journey
Time Stamped
Overcoming Language
Lasting Impression
Obscene in the Cathedral
Coriander Tabernacle
Almost Touching
Uterine Migraine
Diethylstilbestrol
Dedicated to the memories of
Rose Butera,
James Cellini, and
Elizabeth Luxon
He spends long periods of time thinking and calls it working.
—Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Crime and Punishment
Leave my loneliness unbroken!—quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!
Quoth the Raven, Nevermore.
—Edgar Allan Poe, The Raven
PREFACE
But words are things, and a small drop of ink,
Falling, like dew, upon a thought produces
That which makes thousands, perhaps millions think.
—George Gordon Byron
Encoded in every word is depth, history, psychology, philosophy, significance, length, width, energy, faith, intensity, meaning, imagery, mystery, nuance, power, biochemical elements, and particles of all thought—past and future. A word is thought pared to its most elemental instance; now combine words, and you have secrets uncovered and the potential of every emotion, every moment examined. But is this experience real or imagined, or maybe a combination of both?
I love words; they are the essential tip of the iceberg, and what lies beneath is thought, deeper thought, and finally, knowledge (delusional or significant)—and that is what fascinates me. The big bang is happening still in this instance in our thoughts—before, now, after, real, fanciful, or insane. It churns from everything we explore consciously or unconsciously. We also have multiple experiences. We may say one thing, think another, imagine another, and feel yet something else with impulses pushing, and this is all tied to biochemistry with billions of neurons firing, new thoughts forming, and memories flashing. I try to challenge that break to interpret the gestalt of maximum indulgence for intellectual freedom whether nonsensical or holistic.
My poems are existential and surreal vehicles that carry thoughts, past words, and past boundaries to extend imagination. When we read, we really search within our inner distance, evocatively pushing and provocatively searching for that illusionist key to move past our normal realm, sewing reality to experience and allowing ourselves to breathe in uncertainty. Imagine Picasso has painted frantically everywhere inside your head, and now you view all his work with awe. Your mind races to make sense of this new reality. My poetic statement challenges one to think beyond the words and imagery. Nothing real or imagined is exempted; we are wellsprings of everlasting beginnings and forever’s continuality.
My influences are endless, but those mentioned are critical: French surrealist poets, German expressionism, French impressionism, surrealism, metaphysical art, postimpressionism, Dada, illusionist art, existentialism (all aspects), French New Wave cimema, Paul Delvaux, Magritte, Dostoyevsky, D. H. Lawrence, Poe, Camus, Robbe-Grillet, Lagerkvist, Hesse, Fellini, Bergman, the Marx Brothers, Debussy, Dylan, Freud, Heart of Darkness, Macbeth, The Bell Jar, Hanover Square, Surfacing, Fantazius Mallare and the Kingdom of Evil, psychology, philosophy, and the eternity between the lines—pleasurable, heartbreaking, or imagined.
COTTAGE
Flocks of ducks continue to pass over the blue lake,
And the mild, late summer breezes are full of stories.
Was this all part of why I have remained outside myself?
The habitual waves against the break wall reminisce about childhood,
And the white, puffy clouds are ageless in the unconcerned sky.
Was I the same person who started, watched, and enjoyed the fire?
The time was August; seagulls played and squawked,
And the deaths of those we loved were distilling inside us.
Was the numbness forever one with our restless blood?
The cousins gathered all manner of wood for the fire,
And we felt the emptiness not one of us could understand.
Was I the only one afraid we had lost a common language?
The bonfire mound grew with driftwood and tree trunks,
And we could not stop searching for more; we needed more.
Were the dragging and the labor part of the grieving?
The memories became part of the journey for missing pieces,
And a distance away, we found a large wooden door with rusty hinges.
Was this to be the final offering, sending sparks as messages to heaven?
The journey continued—so many cousins looking, searching, wanting, and waiting—
And the process became the backdrop for all the sins man created.
Was this group any less guilty for the grudging handing over of relatives?
The lessons we would never comprehend, yet they would survive in us,
And the blue merle collie herded us together, the connection to all that is valued—
Was the decision ever made not to continue because we knew the penalty?
The blaze roared, enthusiastic with all the forgiveness of life noticed through the flames,
And we fed the hungry fire for hours, silvery moon and stars now on their watch.
Was this the time even the youngest knew life had changed this was the final bonfire,
The bewilderment of entire long tomorrows was now creeping toward us?
And yet what we thought we imagined looking through the flames never quite appeared.
Was now the full consecration of the door to be consumed for the night to end?
The dawn overcame the embers, blotting out and overcoming all our explanations,
And yet the hinges glowed blue and iridescent red, hinges in glowing, blistering coals.
Was this a way to remember all the faults I had yet to overcome? I still don’t know.
The family had found their beds in the cottage, and the quest shimmered like gold.
And the fissures, the convolutions of everything I