STAR

Why did it kind of hurt when I found out that Star and Moon were dating. I know I never told star but I
kind of wish it was me. Now a rumor started spreading and I really wish it never started. I want them to
be happy even though it hurts I can’t even imagine what Star’s going through. I wish I could stop it all
and just hold her though it, but I can’t were not that close anymore, she makes it look okay to be
bloomed… but I on the other hand don’t have everything in my favor, can’t even grab even if I wanted
to.

How does one have a crush on someone for 2 years? I never thought it was possible until I met Star, is it
love? or I just want her for myself. I was talking to Perl earlier today and we had a proper convo the she
told me bloomed I felt some kind of comfort in that like I wasn’t alone in all this fucking shit, maybe
before I didn’t like her because she changed but everyone is growing and it feels like I’m stuck in year 6
all over again I wish I was different.

I don’t even know how I bloomed I think that was back in 2020, damn… that was 4 years ago I can’t have
been but it’s true.