THIS TIME
A short fan-fiction by Joseph Houk
The first time I remember seeing the lights were when Iwas a toddler. I don't remember much about it, because I wasonly about a year old at the time. What I remember is wakingup from a nap and seeing a greenish light on the wall on theopposite side of the room. I got up, walked toward it, and sawmy momma, laying on the bed and looking sad. I waved at herand tried to say something
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which wasn't much back at thetime, of course
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but the light suddenly disappeared.As the years went by, I'd forgotten about that weird greenlight, until 1998
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when I was 11. It was the Friday of the lastfull week of school, and my older sister, Cassie, wasgraduating from high school the next day.Cassie was an ultra-smart girl who had just sunkeverything into studying and getting good grades ever sinceher little "incident" with that ass-wipe Allen three yearsearlier. She was always a pretty smart gal
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though she could be a huge pain in the butt at times
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but after the whole thingat Six Flags, she just went headfirst into her studies. I can'tblame her, in retrospect. She had her friend, Bethany, but thatwas it. And after the court hearings and the stat-rape charge
that got slapped on that Jefferson idiot… well, I
only heard whispers about it, mostly because none of
my
friends wanted to say anything about it directly to me. Mostly, I think,because they were afraid I'd go off on them.Anyways, that evening I was going to take advantage of the fact that I didn't have to get up in the morning, and satdown in the den of my parents' place in Tyler
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which iswhere the TV with all the cable channels was located. It wasalso where my dad kept his stash of extra spicy pork rinds, ontop of the mini-fridge by the pool table. I can't rememberexactly what movies I watched, but I was sitting there,munching on the pork rinds and relaxing when I saw thatgreen glow coming from the kitchen.This time, though, I didn't think it was somethingpositive. I heard some footsteps, and then a click and aFZZZT sound, like someone unplugging an old TV set whileit was still on. I muted the TV and crept down to the kitchen.I saw this figure walking around in the dark, looking atsomething in their hand. I decided to try to gain the elementof surprise by turning on the light and saying "WHO GOESTHERE?"Turned out it was
Cassie!
It was funny, because I thoughtshe was upstairs trying to fill out her college applications. Iasked her the obvious question
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you got a guy in your room or something
? She busted me, though, when she found out I waswatching late-night Cinemax movies. I begged her not to tellmom
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Dad, I wasn't worried about, but
mom
? She'd
kill
me,and then she'd ground me for a year!I remember her response: she covered my mouth with herhand and told me, "I promise not to tell mom if you'll just shutup and stay in here for the next half-hour, no questions asked,deal?" I nodded my head and jumped back on the couch,burying my head under the pillow I'd brought down from myroom. After a few minutes, I lifted my head to see if she'd comeback down the stairs. I didn't hear anything, so I decided toshut off the TV and get back to my bedroom. At that point, Ireally didn't care to watch
Reform School Girls 3
or whateverwas on.When I got up to my bedroom, I saw that green lightagain, coming from across the hallway
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and under Cassie'sdoor! Curiosity got the best of me, especially when I saw herroom door was slightly ajar. I pushed it open, and saw her,passed out on her desk and fast asleep.
She didn't LOOK thattired when I saw her a few minutes ago
, I thought. I shrugged it off and decided maybe I should just get in bed and go to sleep.I also swore off eating extra spicy pork rinds after that.Time went on and Cassie graduated from Oklahoma,interned at MIT in Boston, then got that cushy job at TerConin 2003 and moved to Dallas with Bethany. After graduatingfrom JTHS a few years later, and despite mom's objections, Isigned up for the Army. Two years after playing in thesandbox that was Iraq, I got into Texas A&M on the GI bill inthe fall of 2008. By that time, she and Bethany had moved intothat cushy place in the north part of the Metroplex, and she'd met that Matt guy. And, I had completely forgotten about anyof the stuff with the green flashes.As part of my Aggie Outreach Project back in 2010, I'd been working with a group that helped homeless and disabled veterans in the Houston area. I remember taking Cassie tomeet one of the guys, who shared his story with her. I didn'tthink much of it, since I had to be back to College Station onMonday, but next weekend when I did a run back to Tyler topick up some stuff for Cassie, she asked me about a guynamed "Jake Holland."I suddenly thought it was funny, because Jake Holland was the director of the charity. But the guy we had visited theprevious weekend? Couldn't remember his name. Thisactually bothered me a bit, because I had been the one to gethim hooked up with Gary's Guys, the charity Jake ran inhonor of his buddy who'd died in Viet Nam.And I really got into Jake's charity. Not just because of allthe good work we'd done for vets in the Houston area, butbecause of some of the people I met. Like Geri. GeriShepardini was blunt and forthright
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and a fellow Aggie,though she was three years older than me. Now, I didn't meether until after Jake had hired me on as a social work intern inthe summer of 2011. He had me in charge of arranging housingfor vets through the charity. I met up with Geri at a fundraiserthat fall, and we hit it off perfectly.I remember bringing her with to meet my family atCassie's 30th birthday party. She had her older boyfriend Philip along, and there was a big to-do when Cass got into anargument with mom about her sleeping with Philip. Of course, she then let slip that she'd actually seen Allen again;this nearly set dad off, too. I was actually kinda scared thatGeri would never want to see me again after that, but she said it was nothing compared to all the crap she had to do at theHouston Metro fire and rescue dispatch center.Cass left a message on my voicemail a few weeks afterwith a very cryptic message. "I just wanted to let you knowthat you owe me. BIG TIME. And you'll never know why." Ikept the message, wondering exactly what she meant by it.On a lark, I decided to look up Allen on the Texas statesex offender registry
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again. When I was at A&M, I had done