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Elemental Perceptions - A Panorama by Sophie Sills Book Preview
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Sophie Sills
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Buffalo, New York
Elemental Perceptions: A Panorama by Sophie Sills Copyright 2010 Published by BlazeVOX [books] All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced without the publishers written permission, except for brief quotations in reviews. Printed in the United States of America Book design by Geoffrey Gatza Cover art: "Interventionby Sean Higgins First Edition ISBN: 978-1-60964-026-2 Library of Congress Control Number 2010931942 BlazeVOX [books] 303 Bedford Ave Buffalo, NY 14216 Editor@blazevox.org
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The flaw, the gap which is the aware of being, tho it is within it. The flaw on which being presses. George Oppen
The light enters the glass, bending and refracting it, breaking it up into its constituent colors. The tower separates the color from the light. She said, believe me that you're a beautiful human being. Think of your insides like a grand spectrum, a forgivable animal, teasing and mortal. The big mirror splintered, then came the din, bearing the cosmos and urging you. You are a body, but try watching your mind think, listen to the maundering; it traces the pacific coast. You can mesmerize all that daunting blue. And when the light breaks, try to appreciate the view.
They see the place they stand in Dont know anything about the place
Pains, or color are intrinsically conscious There cannot be unconscious pain Or unconscious red
Later he dreams because for consciousness, there is sleep
His brain compares it to the stored fantasies, and keeps those that agree with this experience
A language tumescent in an encompassing dream The flood wandering ankle-deep mutable red sky remembered in the red lakes the body slips out of its skin gone quiet under the red
one of color the other the experience of color each memory has a unique representation
What sort of red? besides The bridge to what place?
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the neurotransmitter prompts the brain to give abnormal importance to its own representations
The man losing his form into that of the red lake As the sun goes down sees only the red of seeing
The condition
Where she says, I am the I in I love you As Ive willed it,
Neurons give a story about red Neurons give a story reactivated upon remembering you
And the man says, It is not will
In this way, the brain builds up categories that abstract the elements of the world
What sort of story? He says, It isnt a story, its a threat
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The sand and the pail, and even our moving eyes are not things but possibilities to choose from. We stand here strong as bullets, dreaming that the incorporeal soul is possible. And it is popular. But this soul is material in essence. Memories of experience are preserved in the brain. Our dream body shifts from one identity to another, a sojourn of temporary residences. The interrelation of all things affects one another faster than the speed of light. The sunlight through the water only as waves of possibility. In the atoms of our consciousness, structures disappear. Think of your thoughts like mercury. Feeling is earthed into actuality. Waves in the sea, with all that was and all that will be swaying in quantum foam.
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The winter light is like the halo that surrounds space elements. A pile of pine tree branches in a heap outside my back door lay as a reminder that the breakdown of the natural world begins with a decline in luster. We fret, as if we are the sole agents of the dead and disappearing. There was preparation, but it has passed. And that smell of sweet and cold. The channels travel straight like the trigger to a moment relived. Youre leaving work now, in the evening, when the light is all violence and dusk. Travel down the trembling line with your headlights on. This cold erects emptiness. And Im already tired of the dark coming so early. Ready to build a fire. Build it from everything we own.
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Ive been careful not to go under some distends of space. Because electromagnetic radiation cant escape the event horizon and because tarnished stars quell from this dreams bank. Within all connected matter is a leaking torrent stitched to its center. Wanting a reason to empty danger of shadow and rhythm. I return solitude and insomnia for headache pills, cigarettes. My death unfolds in the last dream, a cracking of further clouds. Birds turn upside down. Ensnarled in dusk, even oceans boil. I tumble in charred branches and wander the hills. Im outside my memorys oscillating tantrums, stubborn humiliations of panic and toothache. Every nightshade in all of dark nature has gone to fire, a labyrinth bound by sutures of sulfur and what cannot be placed. Each blooming burden fulfills a purpose. I still walk this lighted maze.
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