Paradigm Shift Lookin at my struggle While staring at the one in the mirror My eyes are jacked up So what I see

looks hacked up Get the picture? I turn away and look around Thinking how did it come to this? How are my feet still on the ground? Pride wont let me ask for help So my dreams which must involve other people Are wasting away on the shelf I got something terrible in the pot And to add a little spice to this non-delicacy Im a perfectionist But of course Im not perfect But I have to admit this Its a struggle sometimes not to feel worthless Not to mention this constant struggle with this flesh Ive got to hold on to Gods Truth Because it is the devils lies that I detest And he is only adding to my stress And what about the kingdom cause? I know Ive got much to do But in my mind my pain must first be dissolved Then to add some kick to whats cookin I find it easy to start pushin certain people away Like I dont want them involved In my being deceived, Its easy to say, Its easy that way. In my anger, I cant stand to see certain people well off Those who lie, cheat, and steal their way to the very top Dont give me a sword Cause you might see some heads gettin chopped off I know you think my raving rant is ridiculous And maybe even self-centered But Ive got something buggin me And its worse than pulling out a splinter Its summer, but my heart is growing cold Im scared itll end up colder than the coldest winter I need to be delivered Just being real, in me youll find no pretender Feel like I gotta change my game up Call me Ender Switchin things around because I need the peace of mind

Im thankful Jesus heals Im glad I am His and He is mine What in this world can even come close to being so divine? Nothing because without Him, things are on decline. Well back to my story Thank God its not gory I just need to give Him glory No matter what state Im in My financial struggles and other troubles cant last forever Cant wait til they get put under rubble Or maybe Ill blast them so far into space To see them youd need the scope called the Hubble Ive been sittin here too long At times my mind seems too gone With things weighing me down how can I move further along? Im giving my burdens to Christ I know its in Him Ill rise Theres no need to fantasize Cant wait til He returns But that day and time will truly be a surprise And I surmise That what I need to do until then Will be revealed to me by the Almighty So Ill carry on and say, Alrighty. As I hold on to His precious promises tightly But I cant help but feel like Ive stayed the same too long While things around me keep changin Its not material things Im chasin But its Gods presence for eternity For which Im waitin and anticipatin Godly choices are what I should be demonstratin At least I havent been pulled into the world of drugs and freebasin A trap stars life is what I dont wanna be imitatin Ive been prayin Im not losing my way in And havent started the way of flakin and takin what I shouldnt be takin Im not faded, but Im feelin jaded Shoot Id hate it if I ever did damage while wasted Dont wanna see me take that drink to the head and have to chase it And I know Ive been shadin some things the wrong way and I need a paradigm shift easy Eyes to see is what I really need, best believe So Lord please quickly shift me Before I mess around and jump off where this cliff be I need the real me safe from myself, see?

Well Thank God for His peace I look for it when I see the sun rise from the East. I will not stop progressing No matter how much Im stressing I recognize each day is a blessing So I will just take this time to not worry Because its in Christ Im resting Yea I will not worry or try to vainly hurry No matter how strong the troubles flurries Ill be trusting in my Lord Come what may Because Ill be using Gods Word, That ismy Sword 2013, Dynamic View