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He left me. In the woods. “Edward” I called out for him.

But I knew that he wasn’t coming back. I would be lonely
again. Forever. After what happened with Jasper I never
would have thought it would have come down to this. I
never would have though he wouldn’t want me. And I
couldn’t do anything about it. How could anyone love me?
I tried to follow him in the woods but know that it was no
use. He was gone….forever.

6 MONTHS LATER.

Jacob and I are supposed to be going to the arcade today. At

first I thought me and Jacob wasn’t going to last especially
when I found out he was a werewolf. But he couldn’t stay
away from me. We were best friends after all. Billy
couldn’t keep him away from me. I was about to get ready
when my door bell rang.

I knew that it wasn’t Jacob, he would just walk in. who

could it be?

As I was walking down the stairs I hit my foot.

“Dammit” I screamed.

As I was walking down the stairs I had the slightes thought

that maybe, just maybe it could be “him”. I never said his
name since he left. But I shouldn’t hope that because all
that would come afterward was pain and regret. And plus
he would never come back.

And then I opened the door and saw what I was running
from.

Chap. 2

When I saw her I tried to make a run for it but I knew I

had no luck especially when I was running from a vampire.
She caught my leg and knocked me down the stairs. I fell
hard knowing that I was bleeding somewhere on my head..
I got up feeling a bit groggy. Knowing that I would die in a
matter of seconds. Then I felt a big thud against my face. It
hurted like hell and I would be shocked if my jaw wasn’t
broken this very moment. And in a instant I had thought I
had caught on fire because someone was burning the hell
out of me.

I screamed telling someone to put the out. Why couldn’t

she just get it over with instead of torturing me like this?

“Fire! It burns!” I yelled but it was useless. No one would

help. As I was dying I thought about Edward. How his face
looked. He when he smiled and I go weak in the knees.
How he smelled. How when the sun was bright glitter
glistened off of his pale skin.
Then I thought about Jacob. How he would be here pretty
soon and how devastated he would be when he found me
here….DEAD.

As I was waiting for this to end I just thought about all my

love ones. I managed to get out my last words before I went
in total unconscious .

“I love you, Edward.” Was my last words.

Chap. 3

I woke feeling something soft and hot touching my face.

Maybe I was in hell. I breathed in knowing that I shouldn’t
have to. I was dead anyway what difference did it matter? I
inhaled through my nose regretting the fact that I did that at
the fact that it smelled really bad.

“Bella, Bella” I stiffened. That couldn’t be. Was Jacob dead

to?

“Bella! Please be alive. Please!”

I opened my eyes.

“Gaaaah!” the bright sun burned my eyes. I closed my eyes

instantly. I counted to 3. then I reopened my eyes slowly.

“Bella! Oh thank god. Your alive” Jacob was crying. It

looked liked he was crying for days. His eyes was puffy red
and he had 80 bags under his eyes.
“Am…I….dead?”
“No! thank god for that” he said as he was hugging me. I
pulled away.

“EEWWW” I said pinching my nose. “You reek Jacob.

When was the last time you showered? You smell like
hoarse poo.” I added chuckling.

“This morning. Do I smell that bad?” he asked sniffing his

under arms.
“Yeah. Anyways what happened and where am I?”

I looked around the unfamiliar place.

I looked up noticing where the sun was coming from. The
top where the ceiling should have been was a huge hole.
Then I noticed I was sitting in grass and dirt. In conclusion
I figured I was in a cave.

Before Jacob answered me his face went cold and anger

crossed his face. “Bella what happened before I got there?”
he asked flatly and concerned.

I thought hard trying to remember what exactly did happen

to me.

“oh! I kind of remember. I was waiting for you to come and

get me so we could go and hang out. Then my doorbell
rang and…” I trailed off kind of impressed that my memory
was coming back. Then I continued. “She came….” I
stopped. Terrified of what I really remembered.
“Bella its ok! You don’t have to explain” I was trying to tell
Jacob no let me explain but the words was stuck in my
throat.
“Why you ask?” I managed to say.
He hesitated for a minute trying to get self control.

“When I showed up at your house that redheaded

bloodsucker was about to bite your head off. I phased and I
was about to dodge at her when she ran. And trust me shes
a fast one.” He said as he chuckled but soon became serious
again and continued.

“Then you started screaming something about fire. So I

raced over to you and realized that she bit you. I tried to
calm you down but you was yelling until finally you
stopped. And whispered that you love…” he trailed off
staring at something in the distance.

“How long ago was this?”

“2 weeks ago”
“2 fucking weeks!?” I screamed.
“Yeah. At first I thought you were dead. But I realized you
wasn’t when you kept moving. I sat here with you the
whole time. I told Charlie that you were missing and he
nearly had a heart attack.”

“Why would you tell Charlie such a thin-’’ I was had then
processed what he had said. He told me that she bit me
meaning
“Im a….” I tried to say the word but it was stuck in my
throat.

“Vampire” Jacob whispered and a tear struck out of his eye.

“I didn’t know what to do to stop it. All I could do was

watch my best friend change into one of those filthy..” he
was now crying. I never seen Jacob cry so hard and it
pained me to see him this way.

“What am I going to do?” I whispered more to my self than

Jacob.

“I don’t know Bella but you cant stay here in Forks, its to
dangerous. You have to leave.” He said crying but they
were silent tears.

“I don’t want to go” I said wanting to cry so bad. But no

tears would form (a vampire thing).

“Bella you have to. You’re a new vampire. You have no self
control and Charlie thinks your dead. Where are you going
to stay if you stay here in Forks?”

I thought about what he was saying to me. He had a point.

I couldn’t stay here. Its to dangerous and the thought of me
sucking on charlies blood made me want to vomit. Jacob
was right. I have to go. To leave my old life and family.

Why couldn’t she have just killed me when she had the
chance?
I stood up off the ground and turned around to look at
Jacob. He looked hurt and disappointed. How could I leave
my BEST FRIEND? I cared to much about him for me to
just walk away without a fight but it was no use. I have to
leave. As I was about to walk away he grabbed my arm to
give me one last hug.

“Im going to miss you, Bella”

“Me too”

And without hesitation I got on my toes and kissed Jacob.

At first he was stunned. But he gave in and kissed me back.
I didn’t want to let go. I wanted to stay in his arm forever.
But we both knew what time it was. I broke the kiss feeling
a little light headed. Another tear struck out of jacob’s left
eye. I was walking out the door when I turned around.

“I love you Jacob”

& soon I was off entering another world. As a monster.

Chap. 4
8 years later……

“Honey do you know where my grey sweater is?” I asked.

“In the laundry room babe.” Kevin replied.

Kevin is 20 and as you know I am 18. He’s a blonde & has

breathe- takenly features. He is 6’’1’ and has a body to for.
We have been married for 3 years now. I met him when I
was in Chicago. He was going to school ( 6th year. He’s 102
in vampire years) and I was on vacation ( I am 8 years old
in vampire years). I needed one especially since my job
was me being the new director of Mac TM cosmetics. Its
kind if funny how I got the job. After I got changed I was
remarkably beautiful and as soon as I walked in they gave
me the job. I’m more paler, my eyes are bigger and lips are
more filled out even more. I get about 1.6 million each [ay
check. Yes im a MILLIONARE!

“Thanks honey” me and Kevin was getting ready to go to

school. We were in college how and even though I have a
job I still loved school. (weird huh?)

“Come on babe. We are going to be late and plus finals are

this week. This is our last semester and we will be
graduating in 3 weeks.” He said.

Kevin is not like most men are. Well maybe I should say
vampire’s are. For one he is very hot, and he is very honest.
I never met any VAMPIRE that was so honest. He never lie
under any circumstances. Maybe the reason I fell in love
with him.

At first it was hard to open up to Kevin well…because…

you know…. Anyways just know it was hard.

But I shouldn’t think that was I love KEVIN and there

shouldn’t be even have tiniest doubt about that. HE will
never come back. HE will not tell me how beautiful I
looked before I was human. HE would not kiss me when I
was sad. HE WOULD NOT TELL ME THAT HE LOVE
ME. So there shouldn’t even be a misunderstanding. Kevin
loves me.

But sometimes I wonder. Should I have married Kevin I

mean think about it. Im not fully over HIM and I don’t
think I will ever be. What if something happen? Can I
afford to let Kevin get hurt?

Kevin Is a male model for Hanes. Even though he gets

invited to a lot of parties and he’s surrounded by thousands
of girls it like when we are in a room together im the only
on there.

“Bye babe.” Kevin yelled out the door before we got in our
separate cars. Usually we would drive together but today I
had to go to my job after work.

I got in the car kind of aggravated by the fact that I got this
car under stupid circumstances. Kevin bought it for out 2nd
anniversary. Even though I told him nothing to much. And
what man, uh I mean vampire buys his wife a Chrysler
300c?

As I was driving I realized I mean I actually realized that I

haven’t seen HIM in 8 years. Since I smelled him. Since I
hugged him. Since I felt him. Since I kissed him. I trailed
off on the last thought. NO! I could never think that I love
Kevin and no one could take that his place. But the funniest
part is that my old life is blurry I mean everything is so
blurry I barely remembered my dad’s name. But I
remember that day he left me in the forest perfectly. I
remember when he told me that he didn’t love me or want
me anymore.

Finally I got to school kind of relieved now considering

that my house is an hour away. I realized that Kevin wasn’t
here yet. But I didn’t push it.

I hurried off to class trying my best not to get distracted I

sat down as the bell rang. Yes! I made it just in time.

The doors at the right swiftly opened. There walking in was

professor Nolan. More like swirling in the room. She was
energetic and reminded me so mush of Alice. She’s a
vampire and had to have had changed when she was like
25. I tried to force the smile that was trying to escape my
mouth from breaking over my face.

The bell rang again. Me not realizing how class had gone
past so fast.

Chap 5.

“Students papers on Shakespeare are due on Monday.”

I retrieved my belongings when I was stopped.

“Bella!” Prof. Nolan said.

“Oh! You scared me. How can I help you today?” I asked
curious of what she may say.
“Um Bella I know you’re a bust woman and I don’t mean
to intrude with your personal life but I have a huge request”
she asked with a worried look on her face as she ran her
finger through her perfect blonde curls.

“Sure shoot”

“My nephew just moved in town and hes a freshman here.

His parents thought that maybe if he moved with me than
maybe he would perk up and find hope and maybe
happiness. He has been depressed ever since 8 years ago
when some incident happened. But getting to the point I
wanted to know if you can like hang with him, take him
around town to see the wonderful New York city. I mean its
so huge I didn’t even see every thing and I have lived her
for 31 years.” She asked kind of nervous of what my
response will be.

“Look Bella I know its a lot for you to baby sit my nephew
but maybe if he meets another female that out kind then
maybe he can find some happiness. And maybe him and
Kevin can hang out. Go to football games.”

As she was saying this I was thinking Hello im a 18 year

old forever vampire that’s married. Why would I want to
make friends when im far from normal.

“How old is he?” I asked.

“113” she replied.
“I mean human years” I said with humor.
“Oh! He’s 17”
“What’s his name?”
“Its-’’ she was caught off by my phone ringing.
“Hold on a sec.” I answered the phone irritated.
“Hello. This is Bella”

Its was Kevin. He was In a accident. My heart stopped

(even though I don’t have one). My husband is in the
hospital. I hurried off the phone trying to make a run for it
at the door.

“Bella! What happened?” Dammit! I forgot she was there.

“My husband had gotten into a car accident. Yes I will give
your nephew a tour. But I really have to go. Here this is my
address. Tell him to come over next week.” I ran out the
room not caring if she was talking. Trying to see the man I
loved.

Chap 6.

I ran out of the car when I got to the hospital. Trying to go

human speed. Because people would notice if I went
vampire speed. I got to the receptionist desk.

“Kevin Marshall please”

“He’s in room 410 ma’am” said the young lady sitting at
the desk.
“Thank you”

When I got there, there he was.

“What happened?
“Um, you must be Mrs. Marshall. His wife?”
“Yes. Now can you tell me what happened to my
husband?”

Well its nothing brutal. He just has some cuts and bruises
and a fractured wrist . but other than that he can go home
today.”

“How did this happen?”

“He was driving and some one was speeding and hit him
and made him hit a stop sign. He just fractured his wrist.”

“Do you know who did this?” I asked knowing I was going
to get revenge.

“No whoever did this kept going”

I was soon done asking the doctor questions and over to
Kevin.

“Hey baby!” he said with a big grin on his face.

“Hey hun. Are you ok?” I asked concerned.

“Yeah im ok. Its just my arm anyway”

“Well that’s nice to hear. The doctor said you can go home
as soon as they get your medicine. Is the car ok?”
“No. its alright though I have insurance. Nation Wide is on
your Side.” He sang. I couldn’t help myself from laughing.

“Are you sure your ok” I asked not a bit convinced.

“Bella babe im ok. Stop stressing it.” He took my hand and
yanked my down so that I was on his chest. He kissed me
and it wasn’t just a peck. It was the most passionate kiss I
have ever received. I wanted to stay like forever.

We rode home in silence until Kevin broke it.

“How was school today?”

“Oh! Today Prof. Nolan came up to me and asked me if I

could give her nephew a tour guide of the city. She said he
needs a friend and im the perfect one to give him the tour.
And at the fact that I will be showing him our campus. Hes
a freshman and will be attending to out school.”

“What did you say?” he asked with a grin on his face.

“I told him that he can come over next week so I can take
him to Central Park to have lunch. Why you ask?”

“Because my being a tourist is hot. I made a list and its

right next to you being a librarian.”

I couldn’t help but laugh. He always know how to make me

laugh.

“So whats his name?”

“oh I totally forgot to get his name”
“Is he a vampire?”
“Yeah hes 17”
As I said I realized that my Metro Station cd was in the cd
player playing “17 Forever”. I laughed to myself.

“Bella?” Kevin said.

“Yeah hun?”
“I noticed something”
“and what’s that?” I asked as we was getting somewhere.
“My powers never work around you….”

Oh shit. Dang I was hoping I would never have to have this

conversation. Kevin has visions but he only gets visions
when bad things happen. But I knew that eventually he
would notice.

“I never see my visions when im around you. I mean it

sounds pretty stupid but I was just wondering do you have
something to do with it.”

I knew the answer but I never told anyone about my

powers. Why? May you ask. Well lets just say if someone
knew I would make a major threat. And the Volturi would
be involved.

“Bella!” he said bringing me back to attention.

I guess I minus well tell him. He is my husband so he
should know everything.

“Ok! The reason you or any one else at that matter cant use
your powers around me is because I absorb powers. Saying
that I can take your powers and use them against you. And I
can keep them for myself and not give them back.” I tried
to say really fast.

Kevin was trying to absorb what I was saying and then

finally he said.

“So your saying that right now if something bad happened

it will go to you and not me?” he said with a grin on his
face.

“Exactly. But baby you cant tell anyone-“

i was saying until I was cut off.

“That’s WICKED” he said as if he didn’t hear what I just

said. Gosh! He can really act like a 5 year old a times. But
maybe that’s the reason I love him so much.

“KEVIN!” I screamed.
“What?”
“You can’t tell anyone. I don’t want any attention about my
powers. So just don’t say anything, ok!”
“Ok.” He said with a grin on his face.

“MY WIFE IS AWSOME” he yelled as we was just getting

in the drive way at our house.

Chap. 7

A week later…..
“Money, Money, Money, Moooney, Money!” ringtone
played and knew exactly who it was.

“Yes Kevin” I said irritated.

“Babe, where is my SpongeBob tie?
I couldn’t help my self from laughing.
“Hun its in the closet. Next to your Ninja Turtle briefs.”
“Oh. Thx babe. How’s work?”
“Its ok. I’m very busy though so I will see you when I get
home. Love you.”
“I love you too. Bye babe” he said before he hung up.

I was just about to go ask my assistant to get me a note

book when I was interrupted by my cell phone ringing.

“Why did I get a cell phone?” I mumbled to myself before

answering the phone.

“Hello this is Bella.”

“Um. This is Prof. Nola
n. I’m sorry that I have to disturb you.”

“It’s ok. What can I do for you today?”

“I’m not really sure what day my nephew is coming. He is

being very difficult about meeting you.”

“Oh! Don’t stress will be here 24/7”

“Oh thank you Bella for being so understanding. Its hard to

find people that is as nice as you are.”
“Anytime. Would that be all?”
“For the moment. Thank you again”
“No problem”
“Bye then.”
“Bye”

Why am I so nice to people? Can I say no to anyone?

“Maria?”
“Yes. Mrs. Marshall”
“Can you give me my agenda for the month”
“Yes. Mrs. Marshall”
“Wow! I love my job.” I said to myself.

Chap 8

Later that day…..

“Baby! I’m home”

“In the shower” he yelled from the bathroom.
“Mind if I join you?” I asked seductively.
“of course not” I slipped off my clothes and got in the
shower with him. He soon began to kiss. And there was so
much passion. Gosh I love this man. Just as we was getting
some where the doorbell rang.

“I’ll get it”

“UGGGH!” he said aggravated “ I wasn’t finished.” He
said with a grin on his face.
“Don’t sweat it. I always finish what I start.” I said before
kissing him and making my way down the stairs with just a
towl on.

What every moment I get, it gets interrupted?

I looked through the peep hole on the door but I couldn’t

make out who the person was because his back was to the
door.

“Who is it?” I asked.

“Um, my aunt told me to meet you here”
He said. His voice sounded really familiar.

I opened the door.

“Hel-“
I was cut off guard finally realizing who was here standing
at MY door.

My mouth formed a “O” and my towl fell.

It was HIM.