IF BELLA DIED FROM JUMPING

OFF OF THE CLIFF AND EDWARD

NEVER WENT TO THE VOLTURI
TO DIE…

Edward's POV

starts after he leaves

i kissed her forehead and ran. ran far away, not paying any
attention to where i was going. i couldn’t stop the sobs that
spilled out of my chest. i’m surprised i was composed
through the actual break up. just thinking about it made me
slow down. i eventually stopped in my tracks and collapsed
out of sadness.

what have i done…? answer: she needs to have a normal

life.

the mention of bella in my mind made my dead heart feel

hollow. i gasped for breath, forgetting that i didn’t need the
air, and lay down trying to forget everything. there was just
one problem. i couldn’t.

Alice’s POV

“do you think edward’s ok? i asked carlisle.

“i don’t know. can you look for him, please?” he asked,

hoping.
i nodded.

edward is lying down in the forest of vancouver sobbing and

barely breathing.

i gasped.

“what? where is he?”

“vancouver forest. sobbing. lying down. i need to go and

help him.” i whispered.

i ran through the forest and picked up edward’s scent and

followed it. soon, i saw a pale figure on the ground trembling
and breathing deep, ragged breaths.

“oh my god…” i whispered.

Edward’s POV

alice is here. of course. i just want to lay here and be alone,

but of course alice ruins it.

“edward?” she asked.

i rolled over so she could see the front of my body. she

gasped at the look of me.

“how could this happen to you in a month?”

a month had passed? wow.

“please answer me.”

i wasn’t sure i could talk between the uncontrollable sobs.

alice came toward me and sat down next to me.

“i know you don’t want to, but can you please come home?”

she rubbed my arm.

“no.” i barely whispered between the sobs. my voice was
unusually rough.

alice looked like she was trying not to cry along with me, but
failed. a faint sob escaped between her lips.

“please. seeing you like this is just sad. come on.”

“no.” i whispered again. i felt ice-cold.

alice laid down next to me. “ok, then if you’re not coming,
then i’m not leaving. you can’t –or shouldn’t—be alone in
this condition. you need someone to be around you,
comforting you.”

“i don’t care.” i said. my eyes were burning. they felt as if

they had tears in them, but that would be impossible.

alice sighed and laid down next to me. “the whole family is
totally messed up. they’re worried about you times a billion.
esme cries all of the time whispering your name, emmett
won’t even make jokes, carlisle stares blankly into space,
jasper does nothing but try to endure everyone else’s pain,
and even rosalie isn’t acting like herself. she’s being too
nice. and me, i’ve been in my room waiting for a vision of
you to come. then carlisle told me to look for you, so i did.
and now, here i am.” she hugged me.

“ok,” i whispered. “i’ll come for a while. but not for long.”

“good.”

Alice’s POV

poor edward.

“are you thirsty at all?” i asked with concern.

“no.” he said.

“then try to run. at edward speed.” edward speed is what i

call edward’s invisible running speed.

he tried to run, but the fastest he could was human pace. i

frowned.

“sorry.” he murmured.

“it’s alright.” i said, rubbing his arm. “i’ll catch that mountain
lion behind the trees over there, ok?”

“there’s a mountain lion nearby?” he asked.

“yes. there is. you don’t smell it?” he shook his head. i
sighed. “well, i’ll kill it for you, ok?”

“alright.”

i killed the cat that’s more than twice my size with a snap of
its neck. i dragged the dead lion over to edward.

“thank you, alice.” he thanked me and sucked the blood

down within 5 seconds.

“don’t mention it. i would do this a million times for my

favorite brother. but don’t tell emmett that ok? he just jokes
around too much, and never takes anything seriously.
anyway, you’re welcome.”

Edward’s POV

i still had black eyes, and i was still thirsty, but i was strong
enough to run home at a normal vampire pace. i was still too
weak for my fastest though.

new house. new place. new everything. because of me.

when we got into the house, everyone’s face was happy and
sad at the same time. happy, because i was there. sad,
because of how i looked and acted.

“oh edward!” esme said and hugged me as tight as she can.

if i wasn’t in this condition, i would be smiling at her love.
laughing, even. but i was frowning and sobbing. everyone
was in the house except for one…but i couldn’t even think of
her name without yelling from the agony or running back to
her.

“i can’t stay here.” i said with visible sadness.

“why dear edward?” esme said, still hugging me, but not as
hard.

“i can’t bear to have you guys worrying about me. just look
at jasper. he’s trying to endure my pain.” jasper is on the
floor in a far corner with a horrified expression. “i’m just
gonna go, ok? never to return. say your goodbyes. i’ll call
sometimes, if i’m up to it.”

“edward! come on!! we want you to stay, bro. everyone will

miss the crap outta you!” emmett said. i closed my eyes and
turned around, not wanting anyone to see my agonized
expression. i headed for the door.

“goodbye, son. we will all want you to come back, and so we

will be waiting for you.” carlisle said.

“goodbye…” esme barely choked out.

“goodbye. but let me tell you this, i will endure any kind of
pain you bring along with you, because if you’re here, i’ll be
happy.” jasper said. i sighed.

“bye, bro. i’m sorry this happened to you.” emmett said.

“bye edward. you do know that i will be looking for you,

right?” alice said. i opened my eyes and turned around and
nodded.

“goodbye edward. i really do feel bad…” rosalie whispered.

i couldn’t even whisper anything as i left, but i ran again.

when i recognized where i was, i was about to turn around,
but her scent was there. i was in forks. near bella’s house.
since she is at school right now, i went closer to the house.
her scent was overwhelming. i smiled for the first time since
the horrid birthday party.

“bella…” i whispered. i took another deep breath of her and

ran again. i caught some deer because i was still thirsty.
that’s when i found victoria’s scent. i tried tracking her. i
sucked at it, because i doubted that she would be in brazil,
because that’s where i ended up. i walked for miles and
miles, never really knowing where the hell i was going…

days passed……

weeks passed…….
months passed…..

i called my family once, and they never called me. but today,
my phone vibrated in my pocket. i didn’t want to answer it,
but i did.

“hello?” i answered. i knew it was rosalie, because of the

number, but all i could hear was hyperventilating. “rose?” i
asked.

“oh my god. oh my god. oh my god!!!” was what she said.

“what?!”

“alice had a vision!!!”

surprise, surprise. “about…?”

“bella!!”

“and what was the vision about?!” i asked, frantic.

she stopped with the hyperventilating, but she started

sobbing. that’s not good if rosalie’s crying over a vision
about bella. “she…jumped off a cliff in hurricane weather.
she committed suicide, edward. she’s dead.”

i hung up the phone and immedietly called bella’s number. i

missed calling that number…

after 4 rings, a deep voice answered. it kind of sounded like

Jacob black…

“swan residence.” he said.

i composed my voice to talk. “this is dr. carlisle cullen, and i

would like to know if chief swan was available.” i used
carlisle’s name, just in case if anything happened.

“he’s not here. he’s at the funeral.”

funeral. bella’s funeral. she’s dead…bella…

I MADE EVERYTHING UP FROM HERE ON. (THE

STORYLINE)

“who’s funeral?” i asked.

“b-bella’s.” he stuttered. “why do you need to know? does

your bloodsucker family still care about her? if they do, then
your son, edward, should’ve never left her. your fault.”

i was speechless. i dropped the phone and stood there for

god knows how long.
i couldn’t move, nor did i try to. nothing is right anymore.
nothing. i collapsed and started sobbing again.

Alice’s POV

oh my freaking god… bella is dead.

rosalie tells edward…great. so now i bet he is the happiest

vampire alive…perfect…just perfect.

i looked for edward.

edward is sobbing. he has collapsed and can barely do

anything. similar vision as the one from before, only
different setting.

i gasped.

“i need to go.” i whispered.

“where? i’ll come.” jasper said, immedietly at my side.

“edward…he…” i trailed off.

“alice, do you want me to come?”

“i-if you wanna. but…the emotion thing….”

“so? if it’s worth saving a family member, then i’m all for it.
no matter the agony.”
“i love you, jazz. you know that?”

he smiled. “yes. i know.”

we kissed and then ran.

“he went to brazil?” i asked myself.

“what?” jasper asked.

“brazil. edward. whatever.”

“ok…?”

“ok. his scent is coming from there.” i pointed west. jasper

nodded then soon collapsed. “JAZZ!”

“i’m fine.” he whispered. “edward’s near. his pain, not mine.

just unexpected. god. poor kid.”

“ok. i’ll help you up.”

we got to edward and jasper was all but screaming with the
agony. edward was sitting and sobbing.

“edward.” i whispered.

“edward…?” jasper said.

edward’s head turned around and when he saw us, he went

into the same position.
“edward... i know this is like the worst time of your life, but
please…come home…” i whispered. “jazz, you ok?” i asked
jasper. he nodded. “can you make him happier?:

“i’ll try.” he said, and concentrated on edward. at least now

edward was able to talk.

“i’m not going anywhere.” edward finally said. the voice

coming out of his mouth was not his.

“why not? you’re just... not you.” i said with a sigh.

“she’s dead alice…dead…because of me…” his voice broke

on the last word.

“it’s because of me. if i weren’t so crazy around paper cuts,

you two would be a happy couple right now…” jasper said.
edward sighed.

“can we not talk about this? CAN WE JUST GO HOME?!” i

asked.

“there’s no conversation. i’m not going anywhere. it was bad

enough when i left, and she was alive, but now…its worse…
much worse…no words can describe me right now.” edward
said. i gave him an apologetic look.

“it’s true. i’ve never felt any emotion this strong before on
anyone.” jasper whispered.

Jasper’s POV
my god. edward’s emotions are just…woah. it’s horrible. i
tried to make him better, or at least happy enough to come
home and stay there. the power was no use. this is just…
wow…poor kid…

Esme’s POV

i hope edward’s ok. i’m so worried...

Edward’s POV

why can’t they just leave me ALONE? can’t they see that i
want to be AWAY from everyone? i sighed unevenly. “can
you please just go? i can’t really talk anymore. especially
about why i’m here. just leave. please.” i said in my
unfamiliar voice.

“edward—” alice tried to say, but i cut her off

“go.” i said, icily.

“ok. but me and maybe jazz will come and check on you…
ok?”

“there’s really no point. i’ll be like this for the rest of

eternity.”

she just nodded and left.

2 WEEKS LATER

Alice’s POV

i had a vision.

bella’s grave is being put into place in the forks cemetery

“guys.” i said. the family came around me…except for

edward who was still in brazil. “bella’s tombstone is being
put into the cemetery.”

esme gasped. “when?” she asked.

“today. it’ll be ready tomorrow.” i whispered.

“should we go?” emmett asked.

“not after edward does.”

“should we go tell him?” jasper asked.

i nodded. “we can tell him tomorrow.”

all night, i was thinking about edward’s reaction.

me and jasper ran to brazil in a couple hours and found

edward…unchanged.

“do you think he even hunted?” i asked jasper.

he shrugged. “how am i supposed to know?” he asked.

“i don’t know. i’m just worried…”

um, edward? bella’s gravestone is gonna be up today, and

no one wants to go there before you. do you want to go? i
asked in my mind.

“jazz, control edward. i asked him in my mind.” i said. jasper

nodded.

“yes. i’ll come…” edward barely whispered.

“jazz, go catch him something…without drinking the blood

yourself.”

“ok.” he said, with a hard laugh.

i sat down next to my brother and tried to cheer him up

unsuccessfully.

jasper came back with a dead mountain lion. damn. there is

a lot of mountain lions here. edward went to it and drank the
blood super quick. wow. never seen any vampire drink blood
that fast…but this is edward, and everything is unexpected
with him…

the three of us ran back to our house in canada and

everyone greeted edward with smiles and hugs.
Edward’s POV

everyone was happy to see me, and i wasn’t happy, but i felt
better when i saw my family.

“i’m going to the cemetery.” i whispered.

“i hope you feel better.” esme said. i nodded i slow nod and
ran off to forks.

i got to the cemetery and tried to stay composed…it was

likely that i was going to break down at the sight of bella’s
grave though.

i caught sight of chief swan’s car, and i saw him walk to a

new tombstone. bella…. 10 minutes passed, and i went over
there.

on the grave, it said:

isabella marie swan

September 13, 1987 – March 8, 2006

we all miss this young, beautiful woman,

but she was welcomed into heaven

i fell on my knees. “i’m so sorry…” i mouthed, not able to

talk. sobs started to build up in my chest, and i just wanted
to be dead next to her underground right here. “it’s my
fault…all my fault…you shouldn’t be here…”

i sat at the grave until closing, went outside until the staff
closed the cemetery, jumped over the 15 ft gates and stayed
all night, sobbing.

in the morning, i kissed the stone, said a prayer to whatever

god there may be, and left before the place opened.

i got home and told my family that they could go. i did go
along with them, but i stood behind everyone and mourned
in silence.

“um. i’ll be back. actually, i’ll meet you at the house…in

forks.” i said.

they all nodded in unison. i went to bella’s house while chief

swan was at work, and i went into bella’s room. i laid on her
bed taking in her scent, and remembering coming up here
when we were together. i went hunting until i knew when the
chief got home. i acted smart for him to believe that i felt
horrible that his daughter was dead, and so i went to the
river, put fake tears on my face, and thought of bella. i went
to the house and knocked on the door.

when Charlie opened the door, he looked aghast. “what the

hell are you doing here?”

“i heard what happened, i’m so sorry. i-i…” words failed me.

“you do know it was your fault though, right? she was

completely distraught since you left her.”

“she was?” i sighed. “i…listen, leaving bella was the most

stupidest thing that i have ever done. can you forgive me? i
mean, i know you probably won’t, but…please?”

he scoffed. “i’m not gonna forgive you after you made my

daughter commit suicide! LEAVE MY PROPERTY!” he said and
slammed the door in my face. i sighed and wiped off the fake
tears from my face. i walked home through the woods, not
wanting to run.

i was halfway home until i caught scent of something

familiar. it was bella’s scent…what the hell? i followed it
anyway. i ran faster toward the scent, and it kept getting
stronger and stronger. the trail led up to a girl…it was from
the back, so i didn’t get to see her face. she turned around,
and i saw…bella…

“bella…?” i whispered.

“edward…?” she whispered back.

we went to hold hands, but my hand went through hers. i

just imagined the scent and the bella. i went to the nearest
tree for support, until my strength took over and made the
tree break and fall over. i ran to my old house. i stopped in
my tracks until bella’s scent overwhelmed me.

i started to sob.

“edward? what happened?” alice asked me. “where did you

go?”

ci told her and the rest of my family what happened, and

went upstairs. i went into my old room that smelled a lot like
bella and laid on the couch. i looked at the ceiling.

“i should join the volturi…” i said to myself. there was really

nothing to do with my life, so i guess that’s what i’ll do for
the rest of it. i jumped out of the window with no goodbyes
and ran to Italy.

Alice’s POV
i had a vision

edward is part of the volturi guard

“oh my god.” i said.

“what is it alice?” carlisle asked.

“edward is gonna be part of the volturi…”

“it’s his choice alice…”

“i know, but wow.”

“edward can do whatever he wants.”

Edward’s POV

“aro.” i said, when i got in the volturi castle.

“yes, edward? what brings you here?” aro asked.

“i would like to become part of the guard.”

“really? that’s wonderful! of course you can.”

“thank you.” i whispered.

“but, you need to feed on a human before completely

staying.” aro added. i nodded. “oh good, Heidi has a new
batch of human tourists coming now.”

“great.” i whispered sarcastically.

the humans came pouring in, and when aro took the first
bite out of a middle aged man, everyone went frantic. a
young teenager, probably around 14 was the only one who
wasn’t freaking.

of course i get brought here to die. i’m not freaking

surprised. her thoughts said. she looked at me. he’s cute. i
hope he’s the one who gets a chunk outs me.

“ok, i will then.” i said to her.

“wh-what? are you talking to me?” she said.

“yes. i read your thoughts. if you want, i will be the one to

kill you.” i said in a sad tone.

“are you alright?” she asked.

“no. but that doesn’t matter. i’m sorry, i need to kill you.”

“ok. do it.” she seemed so ready for it…. i took a bite out of
her neck and drank the warm, tasty blood that was running
through her veins. she whimpered and then her heart
stopped. i finished her off and it seems everyone else has
finished feeding also.

“edward, your last name is not cullen anymore…you are now

edward of the volturi.” aro said.

i spent the rest of eternity in the volturi, never getting over

bella…every once in a while i would sob over her loss, also, i
would ask aro to visit forks and bella’s gravestone every
once in a while. i missed my family like crazy, but being here
takes my mind off of things.