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Robert Yarber
Robert Yarber
Penn State University
Abstract
The author presents a case of self-organizing daimonic mythopoi-
esis. The spiritual tourist, entheogenic experimenter, and the painter
enfold a matrix of inter-developed “sorties” into the allotropic dif-
ferentials of the autopoietic process. Fieldwork in Mandi, Himashal
Pradesh, India provides an introduction to the virtualities of the
peripersonal as it manifests in a “darshan” or self-showing of the
goddess where the velocity of the psychopomp’s body approaches
pure phase-space. The immersive space of the peripersonal is further
revealed in the author’s absorption within the wire-frame virtuali-
ties of currently available three-dimensional modeling programs.
Parallel work is conducted through experimentation with Animita
muscaria, a traditional entheogen revered in various cultures. Possi-
bly the ancient Soma of the Vedic scriptures, the mushroom pro-
vides occasion for somatic dissociation within which phenomeno-
logical data is gathered. Use is made of the phenomenological
method of introspection, which more literally becomes a driving in-
ward of the homuncular eye along a trajectory of the cine-somatic
gaze through an introjected, intra-corporeal immersive scene. In the
conclusion, this ancient “gaze of the clinic” is deemed useful to cur-
rent research, as corporeality and the politics of peripersonal space
enter new technological and juridical frames of reference in relation
to agency, identity, and the state.
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“To this day God is the name by which I designate all things which cross my will-
ful path violently and recklessly, all things which upset my subjective
views, plans and intentions and change the course of my life for better or
worse.”
C. G. Jung1
“It is not the gods which we encounter: even hidden, the gods are only the forms
of recognition. What we encounter are the demons, the sign-bearers: pow-
ers of the leap, the interval, the intensive, and the instant; powers which
cover difference with more difference.”
Gilles Deleuze2
Mandi
I have arrived in Mandi, the capital city of the former kingdom of
the same name, located in the Himalayan foothills of Himachal
Pradesh, northern India, in the summer of 2000 (Fig. 1). I accom-
pany my friend and guide Ram Alexander,3 of Haridwar on the Gan-
ges and Assisi. We have arrived at the decrepit palace of the heredi-
tary Wazir4 of Mandi and I sleep the night in a spider-infested garden
side-room (when I at first enter, flipping on the light, I see furry,
black polka-dots moving across the greenish-yellow walls and ceil-
ing) cocooned in my sleeping bag with my face covered in DEET.
The next day, we visit assorted temples of the district, as our prog-
ress by car north toward Kullu-Manali has been delayed due to road
closures, avalanches, and torrential rains. Although confident we
can proceed safely, we have been encouraged to stay. Later in the
day, the Wazir’s son, a man of age thirty named Raman, the owner
of a dry-goods store from whom I have purchased assorted fabrics,
invites us to join him that evening for a darshan5 of the goddess. As
the sun sets to the clamor of drums, cymbals, and horns through
the streets of Mandi, my friend Ram and I move through a medieval
maze of alleyways to the designated location, where we meet Raman.
Entering a dusty courtyard, I am instructed to remove all leather and
place it on a small table at the bottom of a wooden staircase leading
to the upper room where the darshan is to take place. Being the con-
scientious spiritual tourist I am, I remove my shoes, belt, and leather
wallet full of identification, cash, and credit cards, along with skep-
ticism, cynicism, and any other impediments to my purpose of ex-
periencing without prejudice, as impossible as that may be, the self-
showing of the goddess.
Going up the cramped stairway to a low-covered balcony, we are
brought, being shown some deference, to the front of a line of local
devotees. With Ram, my American friend, and Raman, the heir ap-
parent to the Wazirship of Mandi, I am led into a small room filled
with the smoke of incense, the pounding of drums, and the shrill
keening of flutes. About twenty of the devotees are squeezed into
the chamber, with flute players and drummers standing against the
crumbling brick walls. I am seated on the floor facing the back of a
curly-haired young man of age twenty or so who is unremarkably
dressed in a loose plaid shirt and khaki slacks. I had met him earlier
in the day. He is one of the clerks in Raman’s dry-goods store. He sits
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6. Lt. Col. John Paul Stapp conducted a series of manned-rocket sled tests during the
late 1940s and ’50s, in which broken bones and other injuries were regularly experi-
enced. At the time, he was known as “the fastest man alive.”
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Our prompter Raman now comes to our defense: “But they have
come so far, and they have come to you O Devi,7 and they seek your
protection. Can you not give them your assurance?”
Kali, through the boy, replies again in her fierce yet tremulously
sing-song cadence, in Hindi, or English, I cannot recall: “You must
take me into your heart, you must walk in my fire. Then I will pro-
tect you.”
Satisfied by her answer, Raman motions to us and we rise to leave,
as others crouch down to take our place. We wedge our way through
the crush of shrouded supplicants at the doorway as we make our
exit. I walk wobblingly down the staircase, aglow in the light of the
darshan, all the while remembering my wallet and its surfeit of
worldly documents and legal tender I have left sitting on the table
in the courtyard below. I arrive at the table to find my wallet and
other items as I left them, thanking Kali for her mercy.
The next day, Ram and I continue our journey north along the
water-swollen and decomposing roadways toward our next stop,
Kullu-Manali, with our final destination being the Ki monastery in
the Spiti Valley of what was historically western Tibet, where the
Dalai Lama is to perform the Kalachakra Initiation. Having delayed
our trip by one day in Mandi, we are now concerned that our plan
to take a rarely traveled route through the beautiful deodar-covered
slopes of the Rampur Valley will have to be abandoned for a faster
one. Do we regret our delay in Mandi, and have we forfeited our
discovery of a seldom-seen land of the high Indian Himalayas? That
night we repair to the restaurant of the 500-year-old former palace
stronghold of Naggar, now a government-run hotel. As we sit en-
sconced in our booth with a surreptitiously supplied bottle of Johnny
Walker, we ponder our squandered possibilities. Suddenly the waiter
comes, shaken and greatly upset, to relate to us the news that has just
arrived. It has just been reported that the road, the valley with its
many villages, and the town that we would have been in this very
night had we not lingered in Mandi, have been destroyed by a power-
ful torrent—a massive floodtide washing away all before it—from out
of the steep mountain valleys of Tibet.8 Many lives have been lost.
7. The goddess.
8. On August 1, 2000, a sudden cloudburst over the Tibetan border joined a torrent
from the faraway origin of the Sutlej River on Mt. Kailash—the abode of Shiva—caus-
ing devastating floods and landslides along the length of the Sutlej in Himachal
Pradesh, India. The frequency of devastating floods in the region can be accounted for
by the steady deforestation of the hillsides, the attempted modification of the river
flow through public works, and the yearly northward advance of the monsoon line due
to global warming. See R. S. Pirta, chhaya@nde.vsnl.net.in.
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Virtual Worlds
Upon my return to the States, I throw myself into a spiritual regi-
men fueled by my experiences in Mandi and at Ki. Balancing this
13. A blood-red mushroom with white veil remnants found throughout Eurasia, and
the western United States. In the northeastern United States, the yellow-skinned Aman-
ita muscaria var. formosa is reported to have varying levels of psycho-activity depending
on locale, time of season foraged, and age of development; ingestion of raw specimens
can cause a muscarinic reaction; drying or cooking specimens converts ibotenic acid
into psychotropic muscimol. Ingestion can cause delirium and the loss of motor coor-
dination; the periphery of the perceived body image becomes a-positional and de-real-
ized as distinctions of inner and outer collapse; also, induced, inadvertent bellowing
and shouting can occur. These involuntary broadcasts become enunciatory ejacula-
tions of sound—the somaticized word.
14. Identified by R. Gordon Wasson, Soma, Divine Mushroom of Immortality (New York:
Harcourt Brace Jovanovich, 1968), a view supported by Doniger O’Flaherty, as reported
by Wasson in “The Soma of the Rig-Veda: What Was It?” Journal of the American Oriental
Society 41:2 (1971).
15. A Mexican entheogenic plant of the mint family identified by R. Gordon Wasson
in “Notes on the Present Status of Ololiuhqui and Other Hallucinogens of Mexico,”
Botanical Museum Leaflets 20 (1963): 161–193.
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Figure 2. “Eye Cave,” by Robert Yarber. Ink on paper (2004). (Reprinted with the permis-
sion of the artist.)
23. Friedrich Nietzsche, Dionysosdithyramben. The word panic, derived from the name
of the god of nature, Pan, is perhaps related linguistically to the ancient Vedic Soma:
“Since the ancient Eurasian word for Amanita muscaria, pangk, and ancient words for
inebriation in Finno-Uralic languages such as pagal derive from the same root (the lit-
eral meaning of pagal is ‘bemushroomed)’” (Wasson, as cited in Ott, Pharmacotheon
[above, n. 9]), the association of pangk (Soma) and panic seems reasonable.
24. The daimonic, “that which binds the body to the soul”—i.e., tutelary genius, follow-
ing Homer in the Iliad—is used throughout the writings of the Neoplatonists. The
Yarber / The Cloud of Unknowing 279
Figure 3. “The Triumph of Polyphemus,” by Robert Yarber. Oil on linen (2004). (Reprinted
with the permission of the artist.)
daimon often refers to the individual “genius” of a person, although it can also refer to
the daimon of a place or thing, such as that inhabiting Proclus’s heliotrope. The demon,
on the contrary, as is found in Christian literature, usually bears the connotation of an
evil, rather than a neutral being. Proper usage is therefore as indeterminate as the many
opposing views regarding the beneficence, neutrality and malevolence of demons.
25. “The daimons of Iamblichus may be likened to ‘laws of nature’”; see Gregory Shaw,
Theurgy and the Soul (University Park: Penn State Press, 1995), p. 195.
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Figure 4. “Encosmic Hearer,” by Robert Yarber. Oil on linen (2004). (Reprinted with the
permission of the artist.)
31. Ibid., p. 17: “The death instinct must be understood in relation to masks and
costumes.”
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Figure 5. “Eye Propagator,” by Robert Yarber. Oil on linen (2004). (Reprinted with the
permission of the artist.)
The gods are attributes, accidents arisen out of chaos. Across al-
lotments of attributes, the masks of the divine and the abject are
exchanged in silence, a quiet pandemonium. The dice are thrown,
the wager made. Through quiet perturbation, painting propagates
its errant species in molecular distribution, across the aetheric vel-
lum. Should it enter the brain, through the eye in the flesh, a sig-
num, signature, or chip implant might lodge to form a new disjunc-
tive synthesis, a post of the outside, a somatogenesis of a new
flesh—an exchange of the mask of the state body for the mask of a
god.