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I'm a Male, Indian. (60). Tamilian. Was born into a Catholic Christian family. Date of Birth: 17th September 1951, 12-18-30 p.m.(Noon), at Tiruchirappalli, Tamilnadu, India. Graduate in B.A.Sociology. On 4-11-1970, 8-00 a.m. I entered into Government of India service as Stenographer, with M/s Bharat Heavy Electricals Limited, Tiruchirappalli. For two years after joining duty, I lived a normal young man's life of music, movies and friends. In 1972, suddenly I found life was not as it seemed to be. I became acutely aware of the suffering of Humanity. I first read the book, 'Thought Power' of Swami Sivananda of Rishikesh, Himalayas, India. Then I had a meeting with Fr. Bede Griffiths, of Shantivanam, Kulittalai, Tamilnadu, India. His meeting promised me safety in spiritual life. In the mean time, I devoured thousands of spiritual books available on this earth. But I was growing more and more panic stricken. And I found a great spiritual asylum in a magnificent Guru Sri La Sri Pandrimalai Swamikal. He initiated me into a powerful Mantra towards worshipping god Murugan, the Deity of Tamilians. It was a successful pursuit that benefited me with material and spiritual benefits, along with rare siddhies, psychic powers like telepathy, precognition, and healing powers. I was happily married to my wife Bella. We were blessed with a rare and highly gifted girl child, who is now a Dentist abroad. i
I got spiritual ENLIGHTENMENT on 30-4-1984. I resigned my lucrative government job, which was a shock to many. But my wife who also worked for the Government took it all cool and supported and sustained me. For few years I managed to live my Enlightened state, though all along I felt it to be a limitation. I started feeling uncomfortable in it. On 19-2-2007, by 12-15 pm I stumbled upon the website Actual Freedom of Richard. Then I never turned back. I became actually free in 3 years.
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PREFACE
Universe is Free. Everything in it is also always free. Only the human species have the idea of bondage and freedom. All other species are born free, live free and die free.
Some thinkers all along the history of human kind have created many theories of bondage and freedom.
An ant, a rose flower, an elephant, a tea cup never thought of bondage or freedom.
Or he blends both in a strange way and makes out his living. I have written exclusively a Chapter on COMMON MANS WAYS TO FREEDOM.
I too was a common man. But life was too much for me to bear. I wanted to find freedom, happiness and harmlessness. Common mans satisfactions were not enough for me. iii
Suddenly, I found my questions were answered in Actual Freedom through www.actualfreedom.com.au.The progenitor of this web site offered me the shortest and sharpest way to freedom. I have shared here my experiences of Actual Freedom through Chapters like, My way to Actual Freedom, and Essence of Actual Freedom, along with some practical clues that helped me to arrive at actual freedom in my life. For me the message of Actual Freedom worked. I feel when it worked for one person, it will work for others also. But I wont claim that this is the only way to freedom. One has to see it for oneself. For me, this is the only freedom that is worth to be called as actual freedom. For another one, it can be something else. And it is not my intention to harm anybodys faith or practices. After all we are all free to follow our own way. Also, I dont claim, in my presentations, exact authenticity to the report as was envisaged by the progenitor of Actual Freedom web site. For precision and accuracy please go to their web site. It is said that, one who is really COMPLETE, will never attempt to educate others because, there will be no more any other for him. That way, since I aspire to share my experiences with others, if not to educate which I can never do, this itself may be a sign that Im INCOMPLETE. But, there is a delight in sharing. So I do! But again this is the beauty of Actual Freedom, in Actual Freedom there is neither me nor the other. No entities at all. No issue of completion or incompletion. There is only the Pristine Actuality that is shining FOREVER!! iv
Those who want to analyze my experiences, through these pages, are welcome to do so, to take it if it pleases them, or leave it, if they feel that it is not their cake to eat. This Universe is free. Everything in it, are already free, inherently free and peaceful, including the one who reads this manual. Regards, Justine.
INDEX S.No Contents 1 My Story 2 Preface Book : I I Common Mans Way To Freedom Book : II II My Way To Actual Freedom 1 Q&A Book : III III Essence Of Actual Freedom 1 Reality 2 Time 3 Identity 4 Affective 5 Psychic 6 Ecstasy 7 Fact 8 Actual Freedom 9 Oblivion 10 E.O.A.F in Short Practical Infinitude 11 Infinitude - 108 12 A Typical Day In My Life 13 9 Tips To Quick Attainment Of Actual Freedom
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1) Universe is always free. 2) So, everything in it is also always free. 3) Only the thinkers and so called philosophers started talking about bondage. 4) An ant, a rose, a lamb, an elephant or even a dinosaur never worried about freedom. They were born free, lived free, and died free.
9) In every age, new thinkers come, and teach new ways to freedom.
10) But nobody cares to see as to whether these teachings have any influence on the people and more than that, the Infinite whether cares about it, we dont know.
11) Any teacher, or psycho-spiritual inventor, simply imposes his findings on humanity with considerable threat, finality, banality and claim theirs is the only way to Freedom and Peace. 12) These things have never worked in Humanity.
17) Atheism has saved people from superstition, religious fanaticism, crooked thinking etc.
18) But, spirituality also enslaved people in lethargy, fatalism, and slavery. 19) Atheism, also took people to anarchism, irresponsibility, and cruelty. 20) Both spirituality and atheism have failed to bring happiness and harmlessness to people.
21) The third kind of Pacifist theories have also failed because, they simply say, the Infinite is Pure, so all is Pure, ignoring the fact that the whole world is in dirt and in chaos here. 22) Karma and rebirth are facts in Human Condition. 23) But from the Infinite Condition, they are not true or fact.
24) For many to succumb to the fact, either to any one of them as the ULTIMATE fact, is a disaster.
25) For them both the views are to be embraced as equal facts, because, the Infinite works that way. 26) Karma is a fact; as well as it is an illusion. 27) Karma is a fact, because, the person suffers or enjoys its consequence. 28) Karma is NOT a fact, because Infinite has no Karma. It is Utter Purity. 29) For them, a person who teaches Karma as the ultimate fact is as wrong as the one who preaches that there is no such thing as karma. 30) Many are able to accept both as facts, as follows.
31) For them those who preach God and gods as the ultimate fact are as wrong as those who teach that there is no God or gods.
32) One who preaches rebirth is the only truth is as wrong as the one who tells that there is no such thing as rebirth, or avoiding rebirth concept is the only safe way to freedom.
33) One who preaches that Ancient Wisdom is the only Truth, must be wrong as the one who denounces that wisdom, as the root cause of all evils.
34) Ancient Wisdom has truth in Human Condition, and it has no truth in the Infinite.
35) They feel one should have tolerance to embrace both. Somehow they blend both and live.
36) Those who stick on only to Ancient Wisdom are as mistaken as those who advocate a theory only against it.
37) That way both will spoil the natural peace of humanity.
38) How the so called fall of Humanity happened, no one can say. Only the Infinite might know it. 39) Apparently, there seems to be a fall from grace, harmony, peace etc. 40) But in the Infinite, it may not be a problem at all. 41) There the Ancient Wisdom comes to help. But it is a fact that it steeps humans in deep ignorance and laziness too.
42) Atheists who dont accept the Ancient Wisdom may be quick in their decisions, and impose unnecessary hardships upon humans. That way both the spiritualists and the atheists - work for the cause of confusion and chaos.
43) On the contrary, the Naturalists, who are neither spiritualists nor atheists can embrace all the facts of the Infinite, and keep themselves serene and peaceful under all circumstances. 44) For common people, the way is simple. Embrace all the people, the spiritualists and their Ancient Wisdom, the atheists with their penchant for direct Purity of the Infinite, and the Naturalists who dont care both of them, and are able to meet life, as it comes to them. 45) One who synthesizes all these three, the spiritualist, the atheist, and the Naturalist, seems to be a far better human being, free from all fanaticism and radicalism. 46) The spiritualist ridicules and condemns the atheist, the atheist laughs at the spiritualist, and the Naturalist abhors both. 47) But, a person who can accept all really lives in the Infinite, with total acceptance and simple peace that a flower, an ant, a cloud, an elephant or even a dinosaur enjoys.
50) The common man lives his ordinary life in whatever way it comes.
51) He feels to be in line with the Infinitys (Natures) vibe. 52) The common man is not worried about God, or no-god. 53) He doesnt know about his instinctual passions. 54) Of course, all history is only about this common man. 55) The spiritualists, the atheists, the Naturalists, all lament about lack of peace and happiness in the world. The common man lives his life peacefully. He feels there is infinite sky and there must be something more than us, say like Nature. And he lives carefree and casual. 56) Common man does not know mysticism or its opposite, or any other ism. For him life passes smoothly as it is for an ant, or perhaps an angel, real or imaginary. 57) For him highlighting Love as the panacea for all the ills of life, or talking about its opposite as the only way to peace is cruel and insensible. He is ready to fight or kill if needed. Speaking of dispassion and detachment is also a crooked human invention. The other species have no such problems. They obey the will of Nature and the Infinite. They neither love hate nor try neutrality. This is only a bane on humanity, self-invited by humans.
58) Common man knows that astrology mostly works for strange reasons. But he has no time to bother much about it. Only the pundits who are for or against astrology make a big fuss of it.
59) A Guru is a great support to a common man. But that common man is not much bothered about it, as a spiritualist or an atheist for or against. 60) An anti-guru person speaks and writes vehemently against it as cultism. But the common man doesnt care about that at all. Also he has no much investment to one proclaiming guruthought.
61) An ant never contemplates its death. But the spiritualists, their opponents, and the naturalists give much significance to it.
62) Common man rejoices both in the gods are real and gods are not real. Mostly it never bothers him. But the intellectuals are making such a war over it. 63) Someone wants to make it known, he is against God/gods, and another one wants to be known for no God/no gods. 64) The Naturalist just enjoys his time, delighting at the beauty of Nature.
65) The common man has no time even to think over these things.
66) Astrology is a fact/lie, as is experienced by a common man. Still many believe it is as true as gravitational force I cant jump and stand in space even for a single minute or second the gravitation will pull my body down. Some believe, the celestial bodies, planets, might be sharing pulls between themselves that may tell upon the humans too. Still, I am a part of the Infinite. The planets are only dusty particles of the Infinite. Here two schools of thoughts happen, one says all is due to planets. Another school says This is all ridiculous! How can planets affect me? Both are fools for the common man. Because, he knows both are true. as he intuitively experiences these things as the play of the Infinite and he has no time for serious thoughts over them.
67) Both the spiritual guru and the atheistic guru take people for a ride which never gives peace or happiness, because the common man is safe from such hair-splitting dissections in his life. His life is as happy and spontaneous as that of an ant or a rose flower. 68) Common man believes and disbelieves astrology whereas spiritual people uniquely believe in it, and atheists uniquely disbelieve it. Who is in the natural position? The common man. 69) Too much faith in astrology and total disbelief in it, both are extremes. 70) A common man who doesnt care for both is in more peace.
71) Everyone claims authenticity. Every spiritual teacher has established his message into a school of thought. Every atheist too has established his theory beyond all disputes and arguments.
72) It is only the common man who never bothered about these things and he lives and dies without any trace, in the bosom of the Infinite. 73) Every prophet and the anti-prophet promised peace on this earth. 74) They all say, Peace is yet to happen. There is no Peace. 75) Is not the Infinite, PEACE itself? 76) And yet, how there are wars, discards, rapes, murders, suicides, famines, etc? 77) These things happen, in spite of the Already Existing Peace of the Infinite. 78) Human failure? - Failure of the teachings of the Prophets and Saviours? 79) Perhaps, the Infinite may know it all, as it runs this Universe. 80) But any one can claim authority on the Infinity, and claim his message as the authentic and final. Infinite doesnt care about it. Common man too.
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81) These teachers are genuine people. Most of them dont want to cheat people. But the power, purity and infinitude they experience by the Infinite makes them get dazed, baffled, and excited and each one of them claims that he is the chosen one, long awaited one, etc., to save this earth. 82) Common man smiles. He has no time to listen to these craps. Some have time to listen and spoil their lives, along with these visionaries. Most others escape.
83) Invariably, all these teachers threaten humanity with some statistics. They are clever in their arguments. Common man, all along the history, has remained impervious to their logical arguments. For him, it is the Infinite that takes care of, and not these over-felt beings called prophets and anti-prophets. 84) Of course, it is all awful. The Infinitudes or the ways of Nature are horrible. But the solution given by the teachers of various schools of thought for peace are much more horrible. Each one tells something as if it is the final insight. They all claim themselves to be the son of god, messenger of god, or the most awaited incarnation, as the only harbinger of Peace. Centuries pass. Infinite keeps on smiling. It is not bothered. This gives renewed impetus to each teacher and so called prophet. Each one suffers megalomania that he/she is the only chosen one. They self-choose themselves. But the common man simply lives his life as it comes and dies in peace whether happy or unhappy.
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85) But strangely, astrological researches reveal special people taking birth to redeem the fallen world. The birth charts of them show remarkable points about their life mission. There may be a truth in astrology. It is said, there are ways to decipher a birth chart exactly whether it is that of a murderer, teacher, musician, actor, writer, savior, yogi, atheist etc. Within the human condition, they seem to be true. But, in the Infinite Condition, that is all meaningless. To limit oneself to the Human Condition or to limit oneself to the Infinite Condition both must be wrong. It cant bring peace and happiness. 86) Again these are all based on our limited human intellect. Infinite must be fully aware of its ways and means. 87) Common man never cares for such things.
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92) This does not mean seeking knowledge, peace, harmony, is wrong. The point is, they are so simply available than through yoga, anti-yoga, spirituality/atheism, third way, fourth way etc. Common man considers them as a sort of luxury or as it is not his cake to eat. 93) Astrology, anti-astrology, guru, non-guru and the one who teases gurus and the non-gurus, etc. are never a problem for the common man. 94) But, still all these are welcome provided none of them claim final authority on humanity. Common man shuns their shadow and lives merrily with his business called life. 95) Infinite will never claim authority on any one. Because, it is the Infinite that is experiencing itself as one and all. 96) It is the so called teachers who claim to come and give peace to humanity that do the mischief. 97) Otherwise, Universe functions well. 98) Common man has common sense. If the earth, the Universe has existed eternally, infinitely, these wars, discards, misfortunes are insignificant in the totality. Thats why common man is not bothering much for the appeal of the teachers threatening for a Judgment day or eternal damnation etc.
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99) As the Infinite is infinitely aware of itself, no ultimate harm can ever happen. But human conflicts baffle us. Only the Infinite can answer and not the teachers with false promises of Love or hate.
100) It is really painful to note that all the teachers and antiteachers failed to bring peace on earth as they have all promised. 101) Is it a human failure, or the very nature of the Infinite? 102) It seems both, or it is something which we could never comprehend. 103) But the life of an ant, a rose is far better and they are spontaneously peaceful than humans and the warring creed of gurus/anti-gurus, the third group ridiculing both of them, and isms. 104) The bottom-line is, for common man, those who say that Ancient Wisdom is the solution for Peace on earth, and their opposite who say, Ancient Wisdom is the cause for all evils on this earth both dont bother him. And he can make a strange mix of both and make out his living. Because, we cannot fathom the INFINITE. And the Infinite remains dumb and neutral. To a common man, all that he can do is to mind his life as an ant or a rose or an animal. He is able to be quiet or to quarrel with others too.
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105) Common man feels, Life knows how to lead him on and it knows better than us.
106) Common man feels we are safe. 107) Common man knows INFINITE IS ALWAYS FREE. 108) Common man lives as ALL IS WELL!
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Bliss too is that of an entity. Pleasure is felicity. Blitheness is Peace. Actual is gaiety. I am in Pristine Actuality.
So, I am FRESH, THIS VERY MOMENT, NEXT MOMENT, And so on...! Q 2 . What happens when you sleep? Who is aware? A n s : INFINITE is aware of itself- when I sleep, or I am awake, or I become dead, or even when I was not born. Infinite is already complete, already peaceful. My imaginary I is an alien entity inhabiting this actual physical, flesh and blood body.
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Q 8 . How can I give up the imaginary I? A n s : The I cannot give up the I. Altruistic self-immolation brings that extinction. Then, the already existing Actuality reveals itself, in all its pristine purity.
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A n s : UNIVERSE is always in PEACE. In this magnificent Universe, This tiny earth has a species called Homosapiens along with other million species.
It is the humans who miss the ALREADY EXISTING PEACE. PEACE IS THE PRISTINE ACTUALITY OF THIS UNIVERSE. We humans massacre the already existing Peace.
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A n s : They are affective states. ACTUAL CONDITION is devoid of such states. Pristine Actuality is blitheness and gaiety, far superior than the affective devotional involvements. A sensual pleasure basically.
Q 1 3 . Religions ask you to reject sensual pleasures. A n s : That is 180 opposite of Actual Condition. Asceticism is radical departure from the Actual. But altruistic self-immolation is the way to the Actual State.
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Infinitude has no beginning and end. It is already FULL and FULFILLED. It is astoundingly aware of itself. Earth rotates precisely on its axis. To the Infinite, this person J of to-days evening, say 4.00 pm, happens to exist precisely at that moment only. Not before, or after. It is so on.
As social beings, we have to plan things. For social coexistence we have schemes and civil conduct enforcements and proper executions of them by societal laws. As social beings we identify each others by a name, profession, status etc. But the actuality, and its instrumentation called Nature too dont know this J (me). They are concerned with me as a unique part in the total beingness of the human species. All the human hearts on this earth, beat 72 times per minute by average. Nature pumps the hearts, not me. Humanly, by observing certain natural events, like rotation of the earth, we can predict in our own realm to some extent. It depends on the physical facts. Some psychic periodicity may also help in predictions. But nothing is pre-ordained. Fate is human invention and madness. Physical Universe is ETERNALLY FREE.
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All words, even ONENESS are coined by us. We want to create unity where unity already exists. Already there is Actual Intimacy. One should realise Actual Intimacy, instead of creating Oneness born of love for another human being or for anything.
Q 2 3 . J.Krishnamurti, Osho and many teachers spoke about
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A n s : Yes. All was old wine in new bottles. They are based on Spiritual principles, that never take one to Actual Freedom. They spoke against religions but ended in finding a religion- sort-of-thing by themselves.
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Altruism takes you to self- immolation and results happen. The false I/Me are to be extinguished. It is a sort of psychicsuicide. Happiness and Harmlessness are the final result.
Q 3 0 . What are the other aids towards it? A n s : Pure Consciousness Experiences. We all have had a brief spell of PCE at various stages of our life. The confidence born out of the perfection experienced in PCEs will be great pulling force towards Actual Freedom.
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A n s : It is a pleasant memory of a past event. Mostly it will be very brief. When you revert back to it you will sense a state of temporary freedom, ease, sweetness, unearthly flavour, a longing, a power. It will be very difficult from all the other memories of our past. For many - time stands still. An extreme relaxation from the fetters and pains of the world. It varies from minutes, hours, days and to some months even. One person was in PCE for four months at a stretch.
Q 3 2 . Can PCE be induced? A n s : Yes. For some drugs did it, even alcohol to some extent. It is said that PCE can be induced on daily basis. For some it may be music, poetry, dance. To one person it happened just while dipping a biscuit into his tea-cup. But many mistake Altered State of Consciousness to Pure Consciousness Experience. Q 3 3 . Can meditation help to enter Actuality? A n s : No, Contemplation helps. Q 3 4 . What is contemplation? A n s : Looking squarely at FACT. Meditation becomes redundant. Contemplation is always NEW.
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In Samadhi there is a person, and a state called Samadhi to enter. In Actuality both are missing.
Q 3 6 . Are you affected by past memories? A n s : They are there. It is like reading the old papers of somebody elses diary. Waste of time. Q 3 7 . Do you have anxiety about future? A n s : There are necessary essential plans and thoughts about future. But no affective state of anxiety. Actuality has no future. Its always only this Moment. I am aware of the man-made calendar future also. Q 3 8 . Can music take us to Actual?
A n s : Music is affective. It can trigger sadness or happiness. These are Altered States of Consciousness. Poetry too can take one to ASC. Sometimes they can induce a PCE.
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A n s : There can be no God. Only the boundless physical Universe eternally exists. Q 5 2 . Then what is there? A n s : Physical Universe permutates in perpetuus mobilis. There cannot be anyone outside the Universe. God is human imagination.
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A n s : I could never be. I have no missionary zeal. Actuality will take care of it. I am not even an instrument of it. I simply rejoice in this discovery and get delighted to share with other human beings. Q 5 8 . Do you experience pain and anguish at the sight of
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A n s : Certainly. But it is on the surface. Deeply there is no one, no entity to identify with this universal suffering. I am not the son of god, or a messiah, or a teacher, nothing. I am neither joy nor suffering. I am blitheness, the neutral peace of this physical Infinitude, that is in Perpetuus mobilis. Q 5 9 . Why life on earth is dull and glum? A n s : Due to the dull and glum people. Q 6 0 . Why are they so? A n s : Due to false identity and religious repressions and revenges. Animal and plant kingdom are neither dull nor fiery. Q 6 1 . Is nature dull or jubilant? A n s : None. It is neutral Peace, felicity, gaiety.
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A n s : Boundless, infinite Physical Universe alone is. That Universe is experiencing itself as you and me.
Q 6 9 . Can we say only nothingness is? A n s : That is opposite of saying UNIVERSE IS. Physical Universe is forever. Religions call matter as Maya, nonexistent and a metaphysical idea of Absolute. This is 180 opposite. UNIVERSE IS IN ALL ITS GLORY! But for you and me or for anything, this moment only is. You can see, it is never not this moment. Where else I could be actually than this place and at this moment? Mystics go astray here. Mysticism is a complex metaphysical thought. Imagination. Q 7 0 . What is the use of realizing the actuality? A n s : Illusion and delusion ends. Benefits are beyond price. Instantly peace is found to yourself which you can share with the world. Finally intelligence operates in you unimpeded. Blind nature is superseded. Actual perfection and excellence is free. Unadorned I stand on my own, more free than a bird on a wing, cleaner than sea-breeze. To be me is to be fresh, each moment again. Owing nothing to no one, I am Free from corruption. Perversity has vanished forever. Goodwill freed of social morality comes effortlessly. All internal conflicts are over. I am gentle and peaceful in character. Physical Universe is magnificent.
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A n s : Free mind is the perfect neuronal activity of the brain, always here now, freed of I/Me. It is joy to see that everything happens by itself, in this moment. Q 7 4 . What is Actual Freedom?
A n s : It is actual peace, innocence. No sin and guilt. Untouched by evil, malice, or sorrow. And all this without effort.
Spiritual effort struggles in vain to resemble the purity of the Actual. Actual is a magical wonderland. No furious urges, anger, rages, hostilities.
Benign, benevolent. Morality cannot attain this, Good. Spontaneous, no necessity for virtues. No good and evil here. A veritable paradise. One can be in it 24 hours. No need of belief. It is so perfect, that theres no need of belief. It is so perfect, that theres no need for love, compassion, bliss, euphoria, ecstasy, truth, goodness, beauty, oneness, unity, or wholeness, all such baubles.
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dirt, poverty, deception, cruelty and disgrace. Do you live creating for yourself an imaginary paradise?
A n s : Just look at your hands. It is as old as the Universe, atoms rearranged out of the perfection of purity, welling in perpetuus mobilis, as actual material universe. There is only ambrosial perfection. There can be no imagination in the Actuality. Q 7 8 . Where does god exist? A n s : God is an imaginary entity, of vain- glorious psychic entity.
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The lucid perfection in which I am in this moment, is like the crystalline perfection and purity seen in a dew drop in a leaf in early morning sun-shine. Breathless wonder and immaculate simplicity.
When you learn to live this magical perfection of this Purity, 24 hours a day by ceasing being me, and be what you genuinely are there is no separation from this something which is precious. This purity wells up constantly in boundless stillness, utterly immeasurable in its magnitude. This stillness of Infinitude is the PRECIOUS. This stillness happens as me. intrinsic basis of everything. It is life at its genesis. It is not centre of everything. There is no centre here. Stillness everywhere all at once, be all and end all of LIFE ITSELF. I am the Universe experiencing itself, as a sensate, reflective human being. Got it?!
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Once knowing this - you can relish the actual world, still more intensely without I/Me, sustain a family, buy a home, get married, have children, pursue a hobby, eat, drink and make merry yourself. Q 8 2 . A boring daily life, you call wonderful?
A n s : Yes, Truly wonderful! Q 8 3 . People are like weeds being born and dead. I am one of
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Freedom?
A n s : Freedom is that one wants like one has never wanted anything before digging ones psyche, is a most mammoth challenge one could ever take on, which would not appeal to the desultory dabbles. Q 9 5 . What is virtual freedom? A n s : Virtual means almost as good as or nearly the same as ACTUAL FREEDOM.
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All this is impossible to imagine. One should be confident that the actual world does exist. PCEs give confidence. One need not generate confidence as in the spiritual path.
Experience of purity is a benefaction. With this comes Pure Intent. It guides through one in daily life. Gently ushers one into increasing ease and generosity. With this growing magnanimity, one becomes more and more anonymous, self-less. Being ceases it was only a psychic apparition anyway- and is over, forever, in one human being. It is all thrilling and enthralling, yet utterly and exquisitely normal at the same time. Q 9 7 . Is Actualism a philosophy ? A n s : The pure consciousness experience enables one to know, for oneself, that actualism is not a philosophy.
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Q 1 0 0 . Why time seems to be fleeting one?
A n s : In actuality, this moment lasts forever. In reality, it seems fleeting, because ONE IS OUT OF TIME.
Q 1 0 1 . And you mean peace is a possibility? A n s : Irregardless of our words PEACE already exists on this Earth and the Universe. Only humans have contaminated it. Q 1 0 2 . How can I flow in time? A n s : You are already flowing in time. Stop flowing out of time.
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A n s : Your psychological time. The time of clock moving. The time happening due to earth moving. In the Actual, time does not move. It is moving/stillness. Stick to it. It is moving in time. There one is not out of time.
Q 1 0 4 . You really mean, actually there is no suffering in the
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A n s : The suffering of the individuals, and the society as a whole is true. In actuality, the entire universe is free of any kind of suffering. Q 1 0 5 . There are earthquakes, floods, famines, epidemics besides
man-made wars etc. How do you say you are free from anxiety and suffering?
A n s : Natural catastrophes are true. Nature is red in tooth and claw. But the Universe is perpetually still and free of calamities. I am the Universe, experiencing itself as a sensate human. Universe knows more than me. I am in its moving/stillness. Compared to the Calamities, Universe is serendipitous, benevolent, happy and harmless.
Q 1 0 6 . I think you know the cruelties of one man doing to another.
A n s : Yes. That is where I want to share my tried and won actual freedom path of happiness and harmlessness. The tried and failed spiritual path is to be given up.
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Those who want to have a TASTE of ACTUAL FREEDOM in 10 minutes, they can read this, and if feel good, contemplate to become actually free, so QUICK!
REALITY
1) Real World though Real, is not Actual. 2) Spiritual world of sages is delusion. 3) Actual exists forever as Actual.
IME
1) Many don't want the purity of this moment. 2) Mystical Now is Metaphysical, not Actual. 3) Time has no duration, when I am not. 4) Time is a localized phenomenon. 5) For all, this life is the first and the last. 6) Matter arranges and rearranges endlessly. 7) It never repeats anything twice. 8) Each moment is anew. 9) I enjoy afresh, each moment, again and again.
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IDENTITY
1) I/Me identity induces stress and anxiety. 2) Any identity as man or god is delusion. 3) Karma, rebirth are insanity.
AFFECTIVE
1) Actual Freedom is sensuous, not affective bliss state. 2) Affective imagines past and future as Real. 3) Affective though Real is not Actual. 4) Silence too is only a pure feeling. 5) Actual Silence has no 'me'.
PSYCHIC
1) We are all connected by Psychic Web. 2) Catalyst is the psychic programme. 3) Love psychically connects.
GURUS
1) Spiritual Gurus are deluded people. 2) Gurus don't reveal fact and the Actual. 3) They are full of lust for POWER. 4) Bloodshed and hatred follow any Guru. 5) Evil still exists in Spirituality. 6) 'We are One', 'I am That' are Solipsism. 7) Actually, there is no separation at all. 8) No self-absorbed narcissism in Actual. 9) Spiritual Gurus make people believe non-sense.
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ENLIGHTENMENT
1) Spiritual Enlightenment is a nightmare. 2) It is delusion born of illusion. 3) It blinds one to Fact and Actual.
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ECSTACY
1) Ecstasy is emotional distraction. 2) Love, beauty, bliss are baubles. 3) Calenture, emotions bring disasters. 4) All vibes are unpleasant. 5) No vibes in Actual World. 6) Ecstasy is affective deep feeling. 7) That is self-aggrandizement of delusion. 8) Vibes are emotional atmosphere. 9) Actual Freedom is sensate blitheness.
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1) 'TRUTH' is human invention; 'what' is Actual. 2) Rebirth, gods are imaginary. 3) Real obscures the Actual. 4) Infinitude experiences itself as me and you. 5) Alcohol shows a deep urge for oblivion 6) Urge of 'me' to disappear forever. 7) Abandoning Humanity is Peace. 8) Actual World is Nectar. 9) To vanish without a trace is the Fact.
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ACTUAL FREEDOM
1) Actual Freedom is dew drop Perfection. 2) For me, no 'others' of past, present or future. 3) Infinitude is as actual as a tooth-ache. 4) Apperception is non-feeling Actual. 5) Universe is stunningly aware of its infinitude. 6) Oneness is restless metaphysical space. 7)Actual Infinitude is utter stillness. 8) Inexhaustible PURITY stems endlessly. 9) I am fresh - each moment again and again.
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EXTINCTION
1) In A.F. software of self is deleted. 2) It is as if it was never installed. 3) My demise is as fictitious as my appearance. 4) There is nowhere to arrive at. 5) Intense aspiration automatically opens it. 6) Extinction is blitheness and benignity 7) Altruism opens Actual Freedom. 8) No imaginations possible after extinction. 9) The 'I' ceases to exist permanently.
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OBLIVION
1) Sleep and death are total oblivion. 2) Nobody wants just to be the body. 3) Because oblivion is mortality. 4) But death is the end. 5) No after-death continuity. 6) Identity can end in one fell sweep. 7) No dragon on the way to stop you. 8) Just one short step, and poof! 9) It's all over, done, in this body!
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2) Barefoot walking enhances the process of A.F. 100 times more faster than walking with shoes.
3) In yoga tradition, they do Ahimsa Enema everyday. That is cleansing the colon. Your bowel should always remain almost empty. This keeps your body and mind lighter. A.F. insight pulls down from the Universe great energies. Your body should become accustomed to bear them. Otherwise they will blow the fuses off, or you will only be repeating them mentally without becoming actually free. I do three times a day. 4) Wearing no undergarments, and wearing loose clothing, avoiding ties and socks, tight belts around waists, avoiding bras for ladies will tremendously boost the perception and enjoying the rarefied heights of Actual Freedom. Otherwise you will be pulled down every time miserably when you take flight into A.F. And you will grow irritable than normal people and bark at others even for silly things. Because the Purity you envision will be overwhelming you, while your tight-fit body will be suffocating you. 174
5) Before going to sleep forget about A.F. Have little drink, music, anything pleasant and be in abandon. Learn to sleep like a log of wood deliberately forgetting everything at least for 6 to 8 hours. The process that went on whole day will now be settling into your subconscious sharply as laser beam and the next morning you will find that your realisation growing faster and faster and very very easy. 6) Always inwardly keep on repeating any three or four syllable words whatever you do. As a sample, 'All is Well'. I follow 'Actual has no vibes'. The Originator of A.F. recommends 'How am I experiencing this moment of being alive?' Anything you like. You can invent your own meaning. This is electric route to A.F. 7) Learn to ignore other people's opinion about you, be image-free, as much as possible. Just be yourself, almost adamantly. Niceties, compromises, adjustments are blocks to realisation and actualisation. 8) Avoid arguments of any kind. Never try to justify A.F. is the ultimate fact with any one. They will rob you even your little confidence born out of your realisation of Perfection. Always keep in mind the falsity of all kinds of relationships, except Actual Intimacy. 9) Always keep in your person some sentences, written by your own hand, words that dramatically influenced you from Actual Freedom readings, preferably, not more than 9 points. Because brain has limited retention power. A short prayer penetrates the heaven. With limited words clarity blooms faster.
Q.70: WHAT IS THE USE OF REALIZING THE ACTUALITY? ANS: ILLUSION AND DELUSION ENDS. THE BENEFITS ARE BEYOND PRICE. INSTANTLY PEACE IS FOUND TO YOURSELF AND YOU CAN SHARE WITH THE WORLD. FINALLY INTELLIGENCE OPERATES IN YOU UNIMPEDED. BLIND NATURE IS SUPERSEDED. ACTUAL PERFECTION AND EXCELLENCE IS FREE. UNADORNED I STAND ON MY OWN, MORE FREE THAN A BIRD ON WING, CLEANER THAN A SEA-BREEZE. TO BE IS TO BE FRESH EACH MOMENT AGAIN. OWING NOTHING TO NO ONE I AM FREE FROM CORRUPTION. PERVERSITY IS FINISHED FOR EVER. GOODWILL FREED OF SOCIAL MORALITY COMES EFFORTLESSLY. ALL INTERNAL CONFLICTS ARE OVER.