08/12/97 2:07 PM Another message on the answering machine this morning at about 10:30 AM from Darlene Yarbrough I heard

it from a distance and didnt pick up the details something about me calling her as soon as possible that was repeated did the check come back unpaid or is it her insistence on inspecting the repairs outside a bick yellow boat without a hubcap pulled up and there was some mention of lawyers and probate while the big yellow boat was in the neighbors (Leo the dying man) a black hawk circled four times right overhead then it went to south east just as the big yellow boat pulled out and drove away I started the morning by waking up from a dream I was leaving somewhere that looked like an abandonned junkyard and someone else was leaving to travel around the Arizona sinde of the Colorado River I put on my clothes and made the bed up came to the kitchen and poured a cup of coffee sat on the back deck in the sun and lit up a camel light a bleached haired woman came out in the dying neighbors yard with a potted plant and walked about a little it was very quiet apart from that no noise from inside the house I am living in I came back inside and felt like following the path of internal signs the realization had reminded me of Intent and Trisna I felt like Is like to review what there is written about these to see if my feeling was well founded so I did and it is yet not perfectly aligned I couldnt help but be impressed by the contrast between how warm it felt outside and how cool it was inside I wondered if perhaps opening another window might allow more warm air in to take the chill off So now Im waiting to see when I might feel likelistening to that phone message if at all and if I will call the bank if the message is that the check came back unpaid despite the pre-cautions I took I just head noises like the front screen door opening the last time I was outside when the hawks came round and the big yellow boat I heard noises in the kitchen like coffee being poured and heated in the microwave oven and then coffee beans being

ground Electronic Solitaire sounds again is it Tulitre

now I hear the microwave American Dream

It is a beautiful day so far just a few clouds it is almost mid August so maybe the Monsoon is tapering off if that is what it is the regular afternoon thunderstorms and sometimes late night and early morning reminds me of the desert monsoon of late July and August in the Sonoran Desert Did the IRS or a private dick contact Darlene?