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wbwl× Bk‡Znvi (AYyKve¨MÖš,’ GKz‡k eB‡gjv 2005)
b÷vjwRqv (†QvUM‡íi AYyMÖš,’ GKz‡k eB‡gjv 2005)

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ï‡b †bq ey‡Ki DcRvZxq Xv‡Ki w`ªg w`ªg! Kx n‡e ZLb?
GB AvwocvZv mgvRUv Rvb‡e bv
Avwg ïay gvbylUv‡K fv‡jvevm‡Z †P‡qwQjvg|
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Avwg wKš‘ Kv‡iv fzj fvOv‡Z cvi‡ev bv|
njy` Wvbvi cvwLi cvj‡K gyL †X‡K
Avwg Zvi Kv‡b Kv‡b Avev‡iv ej‡ev, †kv‡bv, Avwg ïay
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cvMjvwg Pj‡Q, Pj‡e...A‡c¶vq Avi A‡c¶vq|
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Kz‡qvi wb¯—äZv - Avwg c~ev©ci †emvgvj|
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Avwg GgbB n‡qwQ †h, †bB kw³ †Zvgv‡K GK KYv bZzb K‡i nvivevi|
Avwg Zv‡K e‡jwQjvg,
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Zvi †`qv eivf‡q gvby‡li mxgvbvq
Avgv‡`i GKvš— k‡ãvrme, b¶‡Îi mvwgqvbvi wb‡P|
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Zzwg nv‡mv R‡jv”Q¡vm

`y †Pv‡Li †iKvwe‡Z
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fyj c‡_
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fv‡jvevm‡ev bv!
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K‡Zvw`b ci †Zvgvi Avmv
AvKv‡k `yóz †gN fvmv
mi‡jB †iv` Suvcv‡e|
eiwd-Av‡jv †QvU Pz‡j
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cvK w`‡q †Nv‡i, AùzU i‡e|

GKw`b hw` Zzwg Avwg

GK AvKv‡k nB GK Nywo
Dwo k~b¨Zvi gMWv‡j?

Zzwg `xN© n‡j Avwg k¦vm

`yR‡bB Kg †ewk `~e©vNvm
ZL‡bv wK wcó Ki‡e c`Z‡j?
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AvR wQj avb ï‡Kv‡bv †iv`

Z_vwc Avgvi Z¡‡K ¸”Q ¸”Q QÎvK|
wek¦vm Ki‡e bv Rvwb
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hLb Zzwg Ôn¨v‡jvÕi mv‡_ ej‡j
Avgvi bvgLvwb|

K_vi Qywi
ey‡K i³¶iY
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Aw¯—‡Z¡ `nb|

†Zvgvi †Pv‡L wgki

Avwg †`wL LvRyiv‡nv
Bw½‡Z fyj bv _vK‡j
Ggb me©bvk Kx K‡i n‡jv?
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Zzwg PvB‡jB
‰ekv‡Li mgv‡ek,
Avgvi †gN Mw”QZ|
†Zvgvi `y †Pv‡L
K…òP~ovi DuPz kvLv
Z_vwc Avwg mgZ‡j GKv|

†Zvgvi †g‡nw`‡Quvqv Pz‡ji e¨vKeªvk

†f‡O‡Q Avgvi mbœ¨vm|
Rvwb bv Zzwg Kvi
A_P Abvqv‡m wQu‡o‡Qv cvj
Avgvi mßwWOvi|

†gvevB‡ji Icv‡i Zzwg

Avgvi ey‡K cÙwSj
cÖÖwZ k‡ã gvqvi Av‡jv
`~‡i m‡i hvq †e`bvi bxj|
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`uvwo‡q †Kb? e‡mv|

kixi Ry‡o kxZjcvwU
w`‡qwQ †c‡Z,
Zey G‡Zv wØav †Kb
†Zvgvi Av¸‡b
Avgv‡K †muK‡Z!

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`ytmg‡qi cv‡q †ewo,

†Zvgvq †`L‡jB
fvlv nq ¯’wei;
Zzwg wK n‡e KviY g„Zz¨i
†Kv‡bv GK AL¨vZ Kwei?

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wQbœ n‡q L‡m cwo evievi

Avgvq ¸wQ‡q Ry‡o `vI
n‡q hvB ïay †Zvgvi|
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_vK‡e†bB GB Avkv kxZiv‡Z w`‡q‡Qv

b¶ÎI nvwi‡q hvq Kvwk¥ix kvj
i‡q hvq ïay aª“c`x †Zvgv‡ZB mgwc©Z AZxZ
GK‡c‡k fv‡jvevmv| eZ©gvb
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fwel¨r Kvj|
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`y Bw †Vuv‡U
iwOb Aa‡ii Vvm ey‡bvU
GLbB Dov‡e dzu‡q MÖx‡®§i ¸‡gvU|

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hw` fyj †ev‡Sv

Z‡e LvB wel
fv‡jvevmvi R‡b¨
nB m‡µwUm|
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GKz‡k †Zvgvi †dvb-Kbdv‡iÝ
†mw`bB Avgvi Avkvq dvUj
K_vi wkwi‡l DVv‡j g‡bi evKj
ü`q Ry‡o Kvwj`vm, Aweivg †gN-gv`j|
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Avgvi wek¦
†Zvgvi †Pv‡L
Avwg wbt¯^
nviv‡bvi †kv‡K|

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Avwg GLb
†bv g¨vbÕm j¨vÛ
evsjvi wQUgnj
Aš—i Ry‡o
mvgyw`ªK m¨vÛ
bv cvevi njvnj|
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†h †Kv‡bv k‡ã
B`vbxs eÇ Kó
mewKQy A_©nxb;
†divjvg bv wKmmy
_vKzK †Zvgvi Kv‡Q
Avgvi Avg„Zz¨ FY|
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Kvj‡KI †Mvjvc-evMvb
GB e„× kn‡i|
GLb DV‡Z K¨vKUvm
em‡Z KuvUv
KuvcwQ GKk Pvi R¡‡i|

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`k AvOy‡j
cK¡ Wvwjg
P‡j †M‡j
k~b¨Zvi wng|
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WvbvfvOv cÖRvcwZ fy‡j‡Q Iov;
GLb gvwUi Kv‡Q ïay †eu‡P _vKv
Rxeb †bB †Kv_vI, g„Zz¨ †hb Kv‡QB
A‡c¶gvY, Avev‡j¨i m‡nv`iv|
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wQjB welYœ myi
n‡jv mvgvb¨ Mvp
Zzwg _v‡Kv †Zvgv‡ZB
†Kb Gfv‡e gv‡iv!
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Zzwg wK AvKvk Qyu‡q‡Qv,

gy‡Vvq a‡i‡Qv gvwU?
Aek¨B| ZvB‡Zv Zzwg
G‡ZvUv gvbweK, gvbyl
wn‡m‡e Lv`nxbLuvwU|

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†Kv‡bvw`b †Zvgvi †Kv‡j gv_v ¸u‡R Zzgyj Kuv`‡ev|

Rvwb bv †mw`b m¤ú‡K©i bvg Kx n‡e!
Z‡e GUv mwZ¨, hw` Avgvi ¯’vqx Liv †Pv‡L
KL‡bv e„wó bv‡g, Z‡e Zv Ab¨ †Kv_vI bq,
Avwg †Zvgvi Kv‡QB ivL‡ev|

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†dvb ivLvi ci g‡bi g‡a¨ LPLP

ï‡b †d‡jv wb †ZvAvgvi ey‡Ki †fZi Pjv
GKvbeŸB‡qi N~wY©S‡oi muvBmuvB, Mv‡Qi kvLvq kvLvq
evwo LvIqvi g‡Zv `uv‡Z `uvZ †VvKvi kã,
†ev‡Sv wb †Zv dzmdz‡m Aw·‡Rb wKfv‡e Aei“×!
Gme Avk¼vq fvmwQ hLb ZL‡bv †c‡U
`k †cM ûBw¯‹ covi g‡Zv Ujgj mËv;
evbv‡bv Mí bq, wek¦vm K‡iv, Aw¯-‡Z¡i Szwo‡Z
wece-we‡`ªvn evR‡Q, fxlY...G‡Kev‡i cÖgËv|
Avgvi GL‡bv ¯^c œ A‡jŠwKK bvg‡e GKw`b
meyR Puv‡`vqv wb‡q, wfwR‡q †`‡e Avgv‡`i e„wói cve‡b|
kn‡i ay‡jv-†auvqv wKmmy _vK‡e bv,
†mw`b Zzgyj øvb n‡e `yR‡b|
_vK‡e bv kixi †Rvov KviwdD wKsev
wbq‡gi GKk Pzqvwjk aviv|
Avwg `iLv¯—- †`‡ev, Zzwg Avgvi mnR Z…òv
i‡³i `vwe‡K Ki‡e Aby‡gv`b
`iLv‡¯—i A‡½ Gu‡K †`‡e †Zvgvi Pz¤^‡bi wmj‡gvni-Mvjv|

we:`ª: †Zvgvi †dv‡b hLb kvš—- gvwU‡Z wkKo †c‡ZwQ,

ZLbB g‡b n‡q‡Q, †gvevBj †Kv¤úvwb¸‡jv‡K Gevi †_‡K
Av‡iv GK UvKv †ewk w`B| myLx Avwg, Avb›` AvR †mev`vm
†Zvgvi e„wó‡Z wf‡R, †XD‡qi gv_vq Rov‡bv iv‡Zi dmdivm|
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Avwg AvR wejvmx b~cyi

mvivw`b evR‡ev bv
c‡o i‡ev GK †Kv‡Y
Kv‡iv cv‡q mvR‡ev bv|

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†Zvgvi m¤úbœ mËvq

Avgvi Kvwe¨K hvÎv c_ nvwi‡q‡Q cÖwZw`b,
GgbwK cÖwZ wgwj-†m‡K‡ÛI|
K¬vš— KzKz‡ii g‡Zv wRf †ei K‡i e‡mwQjvg K‡Zv mgq,
Zzwg Av‡mv wb †`Lv‡Z mwVK c_|
RvbZvg, Gfv‡e Avmv †Zvgvi c‡¶ wQj bv m¤¢e, AeyS g‡b
Zey cÖZx¶vB K‡i †MwQ|
†Kv‡bvw`b, †Kv‡bv GKw`b Avm‡e Zzwg AwZw_ cvwLi g‡Zv,
wb‡q †Zvgvi k¨vg wP°zi i~c†hb ev a¨vbgMœ eK|
GB kxZI wK P‡j hv‡e AvMvgxi Kv‡Q, †Zvgv‡K Qvov?
Avgvi wecbœ Aw¯—‡Z¡ DËiv‡ji Rvo-R¡iv| gvqveZx nI,
wemª¯—- Avwg Djç‡b cvi nB kwbi ejq,
n‡q DwV gy-K&-Z aviv|
†Zvgv‡K Avkªq K‡i Swi A-we-i-j, Avk¦vm `vI|
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Avwg †Zv c‡_i ay‡jv

AKviY DovDwo
Zzwg nuvU‡jB c~e©vqb
KYv n‡q Rwo‡q awi|
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AvR ïay Kzqvkv
†g‡Ni XjvXwj
Zzwg Av‡mv wb, ZvB
welYœZvi c`vewj|
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_v‡g©vwgUv‡i I‡V bv
Gi bvg Ôjvf wdfviÕ
Zzwg G‡jB R¡i bvg‡e
wgU‡e nvnvKvi k~b¨Zvi|
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Zzwg Pwj‡ki cyó cv_i
PKgwK VyK‡jB Av¸b,
Avwg QvweŸ‡ki †Kqvidzj
†Kqvi‡jm hÎZÎ dv¸b|
Zzwg mvRv‡bv FZzi
ev‡ivgvwm Mvb,
Avwg G‡jv‡g‡jv my‡i
a‡iv †Zvgvq evRvjvg|
(†mB myi eyS‡Z Zzwg
`qv K‡i G‡bv bv †Kv‡bv
e¨envwiK evsjv Awfavb)
†Zvgvi j‡K‡U Szwj‡q †`B hw`
Avgvi fvM¨vnZ AvKvk,
civ‡e hZ‡b bxjvi duvm?
†`‡Lv bv Pwjk,
wKfv‡e R¡j‡Q QvweŸk
†Mvcb †nv‡g `xN© `x-N© gvm...
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: †Kgb Av‡Qv?
: fv‡jv bv|
: †Kb?
: Bk&, Rv‡b bv †hb!
: kixi Lvivc? gb? Awd‡m †Mvjgvj?
: †mBme wKmmy bv| Avgvi gw`ivi Mv‡m
†_‡K †_‡K GKRb
GB KíbvB Ki‡Q R¡vjvZb|
: Mvm Dcyo K‡i me †X‡j w`‡jB nq|
: ejv mnR, Kiv wVK Z‡ZvUv bq|
: _v‡Kv Zzwg A™¢yZ mgm¨vq, Avgvi mgq †bB
†kvbvi ev‡KvqvR, †dvb Qvojvg|
: †Q‡o `vI meB, Zey †Kb Gfv‡e euvav cojvg?
Zzwg Rvb‡e bv mgªvÁx cÖRvi R¡vjv,
AvKv‡ki Mv‡q Nvg,
G¶zwY †PvL Ry‡o bvg‡e †gNgvjv|

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†Zvgv‡K †K›`ª K‡i †h e„Ë

Zv nv‡gkvB A`„k¨ Kvwj‡Z
Avwg wfbœ †KD †`‡L bv
GgbwK ZzwgI bv|
hyMUv wQwb‡q †bevi AwaKv‡ii
n‡Z cvwi wb WvKvey‡Kv wKsev
cwikxwjZ fvlvq ÔBg‡cÖwmfÕ GB †d«‡gi|
mhZ‡b ZvB B‡”Qi g„Zz¨ w`‡q
Kwg‡q †dwj †Zvgv‡Z we¯Z…Z e„‡Ëi †Ni
Zzwg ¯^w¯—‡Z _v‡Kv...
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Bb÷¨v›U byW&j&‡mi g‡Zv
†f‡ewQ AvaywbK evwjKvi Kó‡eva,
nvwi‡q hv‡e SUcU
NUbv NU‡jv Dj‡Uv,
kiwe× cvqiv cÖZviYv Rv‡b bv
ï× Abyf‡e Ki‡Q QUdU|
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kã mvwgqvbv h‡Zv`~i †PvL hv‡e
†`B hw` UvwO‡q, Zzwg †b‡e? D”Pv‡iv Ônu¨vÕ;
AvR‡KB WvwK B‡›Uwiqi wWRvBbvi
bvgvB Kjg-KvMR-B‡iRvi Ges Kw¤úDUvi|
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AZtci Avwg Avev‡iv c_ nvivjvg
cwiYwZnxbZvi ay‡jvq,
ay‡jvq †Pv‡L Rj, R‡j b-wbfš— ü`qvwMœ,
AwMœ‡K ey‡K †P‡c K‡i hvB
cÖkvš- hvc‡bi fw½,
†h †Kv‡bv GKUv m¤úK© iwPZ †nvK
k~b¨Zv‡K wc‡Q †d‡j, GB wQj cÖv_©bv;
†Zvgvi ÔbvÕ-†Z Awgj, we-d-j Aweivg mvabv|
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GB e„× _yi_y‡i kn‡ii aywjI

†Zvgvi RjcvB-Z¡K ¯úk© Kivi AwaKvi iv‡L|
kxZe¯¿ weZi‡Y hvI,
†mLv‡bI gvbyl Lywk n‡q Rovq †Zvgv‡K|
ïay Avwg kã nv-D-B Quyo‡jB
wb‡l‡ai ivevi-ey‡jU,
†Pv‡Li †`Lv †`L‡Z PvB‡jI jvwVPvR©|

c‡ii Rb‡g f~wg`my¨ n‡ev,

wVK Pvjv‡ev evavnxb jyVZivR|

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kvš—Rj, R‡ji wb‡P k¨vIjv-cÖvPxi

ZviI c‡i a¨vbgMœ A‡±vcvm
†Zvgvi †_‡K †dvb †i‡L Avgvi
ZvB g‡b n‡q‡Q wZb.GK.cuvP-G wb‡R‡K evievi|
AvU evû †Rvov †Zvgvi ejv k‡ãi muvwR †c‡Z
Avwg e‡m AvwQ w`wM¦w`K,
w`b-iv‡Zi wn‡me LyeB gvgywj, Pvicv‡k aŸwbgq ey`ey`,
†m¸‡jv ai‡Z-mvRv‡ZB Avgvi cÖvYvš-;
nvj †Q‡o w`‡q †f‡ewQG‡Zv WvUv‡eR, mvP©-BwÄb
fv‡jvevmvi wn‡me ivL‡Z †Kb Av‡m bv †Kv‡bv hš¿,
hv‡Z mn‡RB a‡i ivLv †h‡Zv w`b iwOb!
gb †n‡m ej‡jv, Ôey‡K Kvb cv‡Zv,
me cv‡e, GgbwK mw¾Z cuvP.GK.wZb|Õ
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ey‡K Kó, å“-†Z Kó

cv‡q c_ †bB,
m-I-e bó, KvR åó|
K‡e Avm‡e?
G‡jB b¶‡Îi †mwgbvi WvK‡ev
AvKv‡ki Kbdv‡iÝ †Uwe‡j|
em‡e cv‡k?
hw` e‡mv Z‡e Kó-bó-å‡ói
KK‡Uj cvb Kwi Abvqv‡m|
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Avwg evsjvi cwiewZ©Z FZz,

kxZnxb wW‡m¤^i|
mg-Zv‡c cy‡o hvq
Avgvi †fZi-evwni-Ni|
Zzwg G Rxe‡b AK¯§vr K¤úb
ÔmybvgxÕq ¶q-¶wZ-¶Z
wKQyB i“L‡Z cv‡i bv,
me †R‡bI Avwg †Zvgv‡ZB AvRvby bZ|

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wRnŸv Ry‡o eviy‡`i bKkv, †h †Kv‡bv LveviB we¯^v`

kixiUv digvwj‡b Wyeš— msiw¶Z jvk
B`vbxs GgbB Avgvi aviv| GLb ¯úó eywS,
fv‡jvevmv wKfv‡e †Zvgvi Ôïi“Õ, Avgvi ÔmvivÕ|

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‰btm‡½i †cQ‡bi QvqvUzKz Avgv‡K `vI

Avwg †Zvgv‡K AbymiY Kwi wbtk‡Z©
GKvwK‡Z¡i †bvOi mvgwqK n‡jI Zz‡j bvI
Zzwg †Zv Rv‡bv Zzwg Avgvi †ev‡ai ci‡Z ci‡Z|
GKevi fimv K‡iv, Avwg †Zvgvi g‡bi †bvbv †`qvj
†X‡K †`‡ev cvw÷K Bgvjkv‡b|
ïay nvZ evovI, m½x n‡ev
†h †Kv‡bv AjxK-†jŠwKK e‡b Mn‡b|
MÖnY K‡iv Avgvi GwZg `y evû
Avwg AvwkªZ nB, GKjv cÖni gvwo‡q...
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eyS‡e bv Zzwg, Rvb‡e bv mgªvÁx kã‡iYy

wKfv‡e Rovq `ytLx evwjKv‡K
welg FZz‡Z civMvqY, G †hb jMœ-†diZv KzjUv
euvav c‡o‡Q mvZcv‡K|
A¶‡ii dvbym, †jvwnZ KwYKvi †QvUvQywU
fv‡jvjvMvq gv‡Qi e`‡j ewU‡Z nvZ KvwU|
week †envM †divq weaŸ¯- AvdMvwb¯-vb
f~Zz‡o ü`‡q nvRvi Iqv‡Ui SvoevwZ
Avwg bB Avi †Kv‡bvµ‡gB kxZj †Mvi¯’vb
G wbwðZ Rvbjvg, †Zvgvi fvlvi †nvwj‡Z
h‡ZvB e‡jv bv Zv wbf„‡Z...
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cwicvwU Ni eb¨ nvwZi `vc‡U ZQbQ

AKvj U‡b©‡Wv‡Z D‡o †M‡Q g‡bi †ZPvjv|
meUv ï‡b Zzwg ej‡e, ÔAvwg Avwm?Õ
Zzwg G‡jB †Zv Avevi BgviZ, ¯^‡cœi LyuwU
Kwo-eiMv ¸b‡Z ¸b‡Z mvgvwRK `vqe×Zvq
B‡”Qi ewj`vb; bvn&, G †ejv Avi Zzwg G‡mv bv|
Puv‡`i Av‡jv‡ZI B`vbxs Zvc Luy‡R cvB,
Zzwg n‡q _v‡Kv Avgvi ÔfyjÕ †RvQbv|

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wbivfiY gb‡b Pwl

GB †KvwU bvMwi‡Ki kni webv wØavq eZ©gv‡b;
gb Rv‡b, evûj¨wenxb GB AvwgB †Zvgvi mnbxq n‡ev
†Kv‡bv GKw`b|
ü`‡qi bMœic ~ ‡K Avwg wKQy w`‡qB Avi XvwK bv|
†`‡nI wbiveiY nevi ¯^cœ †`wL wbi“c`ª‡e,
Avwg wek¦vm Ki‡Z fv‡jvevwm,
Zzwg †Zvgvi RjcvB-Z¡‡K
G-K-w`-b Avgv‡K wbtms‡Kv‡P Ave„Z K‡i †`‡e|
ZvB †Kv‡bv †Kv‡bvw`b
Avwg bMœZvi †Ljv †Lwj wb‡Ri mv‡_ wb‡R Av‡qvRb K‡i|
Zzwg K‡e Zv‡Z †hvM †`‡e?

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e„wó, evZvm, ˆkZ¨cÖevnG‡Kev‡i we‡jwZ AvenvIqv

g‡b †gN Rg‡Q †Zv Rg‡QB
evwniUv †bvsiv mv`v kv‡U©i g‡Zv ¤vb|
Zvi gv‡S †Zvgvi GK jvB‡bi GmGgGm
ey‡Ki †fZi †ivÏy‡ii muvZvi, †eRvi Ly‡j
†Pqv‡ii Mv‡qAvwg Avb›`-Zß dv‡b©m|
GgbI Zvn‡j nq! wb‡R‡K Avevi †`wL Ô†Zvgvi †Pv‡LÕ
cix¶vi n‡j cÖ‡kœvËi bv-Rvbv evwjKv
†hfv‡e A‡b¨i DËi †Uv‡K K¤ú-Ziv‡m,
†Zgwb K‡i †Zvgvi fvlv ey‡S †bB †Mvcb Djv‡m|
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AvenvIqvwe`‡`i me c~e©vfvm wg‡_¨ K‡i

m~h© †`Lv w`j Abycg| gb-†g‡Ni Wvbvq †ewo,
†Kv_vq P‡j †M‡jv ûZv‡ki †e‡bvRj|
GKzk evi †ZvcaŸwbi g‡Zv †_‡K †_‡K
PÂj Avgvi mviv‡ejv| Zzwg G‡m‡Qv,
ZvB AhyZ AY©e, k~b¨‡K SuzwU a‡i mwi‡q SgSg
myi †gvrmvU©, †e‡R P‡j †f‡bmv gvI‡qi
mgKvjxb QgQ‡g †envjv|

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n¨vwi‡Kb-UvBdyb
fi`ycy‡i wcPiOv Auvavi
†iv‡`i Mv‡q Kv‡jv †eviLv
cÖZ¨vL¨vb †g‡j w`j WªvKzjv Wvbv|
Avwg †cv‡ov evwo,
N~wY©i mv‡_ cvK-LvIqv Siv cvZv
†Kv_vI n‡Z cvijvg bv G‡ZvUzKz w¯’i;
gb‡b gM‡R Awekªvš—- fvOb
wb‡R‡K †evSv‡Z cviwQ bv
Zzwg Avgvq †Kv‡bvw`bI Ki‡e bv MÖnY|
c„w_exi wbqg-Kvbyb-mgvR me wg‡_¨,
†Zvgv‡K fv‡jvevmvi G ¶Y mZ¨,
øvqy‡Z GL‡bv †Zvgv‡K †`Lvi AvYweK b„Z¨
Avwg Lyb n‡q hvB...
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ZzwgI ej‡j Ôgy»ZvÕ
Avwg ewj ÔbvÕ
fv‡jvevmv bv _vK‡j
gb ÔR¡j‡ZvÕ bv|
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†cb GÛ †ccvi †bB `iKvi;
GLb †jLv, GLbB DËi
GmGgGm-Gi P°‡i
Kv‡U ivZ Uz †fvi|
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Aweb¨¯— `ytL¸‡jv‡K †Kv‡bv ¯^Y©vwj w`‡b
†Zvgvi wPi“wb w`‡q AvuP‡o †b‡ev|
Zzwg GKvš- e¨w³MZ wRwbm e¨env‡i
nq‡Zv wKwÂr wei³B n‡e,
Avwg †mUv †gv‡UB Avg‡j †b‡ev bv|
gvÎvbyhvqx Kó _‡i _‡i mvwR‡q
Avevi RvqMv Ki‡ev ey‡Ki †fZi| †¯úm n‡jB
evwo‡q †`‡ev wb‡R‡K †Zvgvi w`‡K,
`ª“Z Av‡iKevi| fv‡jvevmv †c‡Z bq,
cÖZ¨vL¨v‡bi Aek¨¤¢vweZv †R‡bB,
Avgvi †h `ywLqvj Kvievi|
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gv‡S gv‡S AvgviI R¡vjv‡Z B‡”Q K‡i

wR‡àv jvBUv‡ii g‡Zv bxj aKa‡K Av¸b|
MbM‡b Zv‡c eid M‡j Sibv n‡e
†Zvgv‡K wfwR‡q bvg‡e
Eli f~wg‡Z Z¡wir N‡U hv‡e meyR cÖRbb|

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†hŠe‡b hhvwZ
ga¨g MvÜvi
AvKv‡k b¶ÎevwZ
R‡j †f‡R †PvL wcÖqvi|

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Gfv‡e Avgvi Dovi ¯^vaxbZv †K‡o wb‡e,

fvwe wb `yt¯^‡cœI| kiv‡ei †duvUvq wb‡la AwjwLZ,
†Zvgvi gyLwbtm„Z GUzKzB h‡_ó|
†auvqv †g‡b bvI K¡wPr, g`¨c †Zvgvi N„Y¨,
fve‡ZB Mvm Qyu‡o †`B Ab‡š-i c‡_|
Avgvi mKj ï×Zv †hw`b cv‡e cÖvY,
†mw`b wK Zzwg Avm‡e †ø‡ni ïåi‡_?
Avwg A‡c¶vq iBjvg...
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Ôfv‡jv †bB gbÕGgbB PjwQj eûw`b|

PjgvbZvi †ejvf~wg‡Z KuvUv-K¼i AMwYZ
wQj Qov‡bv wQUv‡bvcv †K‡UwQ, †Pv‡L †`‡LwQ
gixwPKvi bvPb fi`ycy‡i;
Kjg-KvM‡Ri mw¤§j‡bI gb Lviv‡ci evb
†W‡K †M‡Q kªxK…‡òi euvwki g‡Zvb,
kixi †e‡R‡Q †emy‡ivQÕZvi GK GKUv
Ckvb-‰bF‡Z| wek„sLj evDÛy‡j GLb
wbcvU-wbfuvR, gv K¨v½vi“i _‡j‡Z
mš—v‡bi wbwðwš—i Avev‡mi mgmËvq AvwkªZ,
AvwkªZ GKvš— †ZvgviB gvqvq|
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Zzwg †cQb wdi‡j, wmuwo‡Z ivL‡j
gi“ †Nvovi cv, G¶zwY P‡j hv‡e,
AvR‡Ki g‡Zv ¸wU‡q wb‡j †Zvgvi mxgvbv|
†kl we›`yI †Zvgvi Aeq‡ei
wgwj‡q †M‡jv GB wfo-fvÆvi ivRc‡_|
_vB A¨vjywgwbqv‡gi evB‡i †iv‡`i Puv`i,
h‡Zv¶Y wQ‡j Avwg †hb b¶Î
†e‡o wQj wb‡Ri Kv‡Q wb‡Ri K`i|
Zzwg we`vq wb‡ZB `y †Pv‡L AvgvR‡bi Auvavi
gb P‡j †M‡jv kxZNy‡g, A‡c¶vq _vwK
mgªvÁxi cvwUbvg-nx‡ii KvwVi †Quvqv cvevi|
Zzwg bv G‡j K‡i †bB e¨e¯’v
¯’vqx wb`ªvq gMœ nevi|Lye m¯—v D”PviY,
Zvi †P‡qI m¯—v G Rxeb Rvwb,
Zey ¯^c-œ `y¨wZ‡Z †ZvgviB cv‡k euvPvi RvqMv
`vI bv GKUzmLvwb! m¯—v Li“‡P me AwZµvš—-
†Kej fv‡jvevmvi PZz‡`©vjvq `ywj K‡qKUv w`b
Zzwg m¤§Z nI...
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ü`‡q ¯^c,œ gw¯—‡®‹ ev¯—e
G †hb wn‡mwe Kveywj
n‡Z Pvq c‡_i ˆeòe|
g‡bi †Nvov QyU‡Q †e`yBb
†K Rqx n‡eÔjvfÕ, Ai †e&ªBb?
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a‡iv, wb‡KvwU‡b †cvov †VuvU wd‡i †c‡jv Rb¥gyn~‡Z©i jvwjgv,
kive-wea„Z wjfvi†m-I ¯^¯’v‡b, a‡i †bB gvZ…¯—bKv‡j|
web¨¯—- †ekevm, ï× fvlvi DØvû Awf‡hvRb hw` N‡U ‰`evr,
(hw`I Lye Kó nq ï× evsjv ej‡Z)
Z‡e wK e`‡j hv‡e †Zvgvi Avgvi m¤ú‡K©i mgxKiY?
Zzwg ej‡emeB Avgvi fv‡jvi R‡b¨|
Avwg Avgvi fv‡jv K`vwc PvB wb, Zey Zzwg PvB‡j
AvwgI Aek¨B ÔPvBÕ|
Zzwg Avk¦vm †`qvq wek¦vmx bI, KL‡bv w`‡q w`‡j
Avbg‡bwebv wØavq ïi“i Ôa‡ivÕUv e`‡j †`B
†h †Kv‡bv wgwb‡U; G Avgvi dwmj ü`‡qi kc_
Zzwg ïay GKevi e‡jv n‡e ˆØZ-i_|
Avwg ivm c~wY©gvq RvwM mvivivZ, mvRv‡Z †KvRvMix Dcnvi|

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