Just realize that woman wants to be treated specially. It is something that I couldnt tell, even to my best friend.

It's about something that I kept hidden, locked inside my heart. Until when should I suppress it? When it got bigger and bigger, and my heart couldnt cover it anymore. Im afraid that it will go beyond my rationality could reach. Im afraid that one day someone will notice it and take my pride away. Pride. How come it makes everything become so complicated?

I will strive not to fall in love with you. I will try very very hard not to fall in love with you The very first rule when you got a boy best friend is that you must not fall in love with him. That way, your relationship will always be comfortable. The very first trouble is that its almost impossible to not fall in love while you always s hare everything with him. the most painful thing is that you have to keep your feelings hidden or you will risk your current relationship with him if you tell him you love him. The most ridiculous thing is that that love doesnt give you a warning. It comes in a silence, grew in every breath you take while talking to him, and then bumped you to the brick walls of dead end. If you dont have any courage you have to let that love go away. Yet, if you have enough to tell him your feelings, you dont have any certainty that everything will gone well. Will there is a day come when I could convey this feeling without being burdened about the result?

Wishing you would have a feeling for me too good to be true.

25 april Its okay. You will never understand it anyway. Have this thought ever crossed your mind that I will end up liking you? 27 april

Let me love you. Trust me; I will never let anyone know, including you. June 18, 2013 Aku selalu tahu dimana bisa menemukanmu. Dan aku tak pernah gagal menemuimu. Kini aku hanya tahu dimana engkau berada tanpa pernah bisa melangkah ke tempat yang sama. July 23, 2013 Cried loud, laughed hard, prayed sincerely, then forget you instantly.. that was the way I liked you. I wonder, if that was what you called like, then what would love would be?