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The Girl From My Dreams

So I met you on kadevecer.

So everything was perfect.
So we became friends.
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So I told you things,
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So the messages flew up.
For days and days.
And nights and nights.
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It was a thunder in the sunny day.
Ive never seen a girl more beautiful than you.
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The days flew up like a thunder .
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So the messages to see you started,

and never ended
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but the garbage cans were full.
I was becoming more and more unpatient.
Come on till when we will play this game?
I will never get to know you this way.
I want to see you!!!
Whats the purpese to know someone just on the net.
That doesnt make any sence.
To communicate with someone and not to want to,
go with him to coffee or ice cream.
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and I told her to erase me from friends.
Because it was just an illusion for me,
and I was suffering with days and days
End my pain !!!
Left me and never came back.
Ilusion of a perfect girl.
You will never know what you are missing.
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a girl with no feelings !!!
It was just a test I told her.
A test to see how much I meant to you?
And I meant to her shit.
Because now she ignores me.
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I like just to get to know her.
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No time for poetry.

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No time for me.

No time for kisses and hugs.

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No time for you and me.

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he long kiss for goodbye

No please dont kiss me tonight.

Dont go.
No babe dont go.
Dont leave me

I was just kidding with the other girl.

No nothing happen be twin us.
She was just cleaning the bed sheathes.
No babe dont go.

Please trust me.

You know I love you.
I cant stop loving you.
You are the one for me.

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That was just a passion, adventure.
With you its the real one.
No please, please Im begging you.
Dont leave me tonight.

Lets make love for the last time.

Me and you just like the last time.
When was that? I cant remember.
But everything will be ok tomorrow.

I dont like goodbyes.

I hate to see you cry.
It makes me cry to.
Ooooh the long kiss for goodbye.

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