I feel a lot better about myself today.

Its like all the pressure that was inside my brain, thats been condensed is slowly disappearing. I suspect that Im repressing these feelings similarly to how I repress anger. I think that this is a good thing. Or it could be due to things like what happened in San Diego. Air quality and stuff. Idk. I have never been this ADD before. I cant concentrate on anything, not even movies, or video clips. I cant keep a thought in my head for a long period at a time. My attention just flickers back and forth between two things. Maybe this is why its hard for me to hold two perspectives in my head at the same time.