I feel calmer today. I think I can control my anxiety, or at least I can stop obsessing over unnecessary things.

My uncles death affected my dad pretty badly. I wondered if he was conscious of his own mortality throughout the funeral service and viewing. He wrote a speech to say at my uncles funeral. He didnt expect to get emotional while reading it. He consistently asked me today if he forgot something or not during the speech, but I think he did just fine. Everytime daddy and I try to do chemistry together, something always goes wrong. Twice, the internet connection went out (at night). It almost went out again when we were trying it in the morning (but we reviewed for so long that the wifi came back on again). Today, we had plans to do chemistry in the morning but the power went out. Daddy said that we must have the worst circuit board ever.