I remember talking to my dad about Gessica, and Kayla.

Hed use words to describe them, like Kayla was a master at mind games and Gessica was extremely good at manipulating peoples emotions. He never used that kind of strong language with anything I did. He used strong positive words when describing the negative things Gessica and Kayla did, but while I was feeling so depressed and alone, he used negative words to describe suicide. I dont know why someone would do that. When I cried after someone yelled at Mrs. Fox, he said I was wimpy (Im sure he was serious though). When I said that he was the person I admired (in elementary school), or my hero, hed brush it off, Oh, no Im not. I think that hurt me more than we both realized.