Relapsing maybe. I think Im becoming emotionally distant from my parents.

All they do is tell me to do things and get mad when I dont do it. They have problems of their own, and lecture me when Im not cooperating. It drives me further away from them. Whereas I used to feel hypersensitive about other peoples feelings, Im now feeling muted anger in my heart, and apathetic towards everything. I dont think I get frustrated with myself anymore. I know this will pass. My dad things so, and depression articles on the computer tell me that depression is the one talking to me, and telling me bad things about myself, one thing It never gets better, and thats apparently not true. By being in pain yourself, you may recognize others pain. Im actually glad I had this experience because I dont ever want to hurt someone as casually as others are hurting me right now. Emotional neglect is the most painful thing to deal with. Also I think Im coming down with a cold. And I just finished Moral Orel a couple days ago.