2005 My day goes on envisioning his face; my day goes on drifting in space.

Mind wanders to his distant side; I let my body go along for the ride. Eyes closed, what's he dreaming about? , These feelings, ma es me shout, above the clouds, above the rain !"m I going insane?# $o, I%m not& "s the day turns to night, the feelings of loneliness I have to fight. 'oes he now about the echoes that empty hearts ma e? My thoughts turn to dreams, love turns to unbridled screams. My eyes close on dar ened s ies as my dear sings me lullabies.

March 2005 Have you ever felt like you knew someone a long, long time ago? Another place, another time, an am cus of the souls? Two people who share a bond for reasons neither know, A feeling that they were more than friends, a long, long time ago? Did they stumble onto each other by pure circumstance? Or was it fate and destiny that played a certain hand? Two souls intertwined, they are worlds apart, But the soul, it knows no difference, in matters of the heart !omehow they are drawn together, fate has brought them back, "ach living worlds apart, they #ourney separate paths $hen this life is over, and a new life begins, Their souls will find each other, two souls that we%ll call friends

Oh, how can I explain the gift that you have given? The flutter of the heart, as its beat becomes driven. Li e the beauty of the roses, when carefully tended. The loneliness in my heart finally being mended. It caught me by surprise, you see !ith the simplest smile you gave to me. The heart was brea ing from wounds long past, "ut the spar le in your eye was so vast. Though I was caught off#guard, $o scared of bearing my scars %ou gave me the courage to be open To the dream that I had once chosen. Tuc ed away so long ago, I thought never would it happen The anxiousness that I now felt, !ithin the heart that I feared might melt. $tarted to change into this warm, caring lady, That I had never met. I now its hard to believe, "ut, you, my dear, had found the ey. The ey that opened the real me, &nd now I am that and more to be. The gate is now wide open, !ith my heart full of hope, not bro en. %ou, the gardener of my soul, 'ave ta en the rose bush and made it whole. (ever have these words that I have written, )lowed with such ease. Ive been smitten* I hope you find within these words, The meaning that I have accord. )or they are written with the love, That you have given to me.

March (), *++, "s I sit here, loo ing at the s y of blue, My thoughts drift afar, across the miles to you. I can see the faint spar le coming bac to your eyes, "nd the smile that comes to your face, as you reali-e.. /es, that is my presence that you feel brushing your side& /es, that is your heart beating, see 'ear, you have not died& Ta e my hand now, and let go of your world, Trust me, it is easy, li e a new butterfly unfurled. 0ee you will not float away, En1oy the sensations as we start our day.. 2oo at the stars, far and above, "s we gracefully fly li e the doves. 3ome see my special places, where I run, My daffodil covered hill, where I played as a child, where I had fun. 4ic all you want, there are so many, a whole hillside covered in yellow, " slight bree-e blowing through the trees above, always so mellow. The birds singing, the river down below flowing, the smell of sweetness in the air, 4ic ing elderberries and whittling cedar with 5randpa%s poc et nife, oh how I miss his tender loving care. This is my place that I go to, I share it with you and our inner child. "nd then you smiled.

March *6, *++, My 'earest 7ne, my 8night who brings himself to me bare, "s your Maiden unlaces her corset, the cords blow in the wind. The sunset mirages into a beautiful painting, Two souls merge together, sinuous on top of the canvas. I stand, in9uiring the scene :hat a glorious moment the artist did portray. 'id he propose to bestow a cherished desire? " moment in time today, whilst I ga-ed at the mural, It appeared surreal, the creator turned to me.. ;7bserve, it is not done, I have more blending.!

Cargo Muchachos 4risms of rainbows fill the air 3rystals twirl, bending the rays :armth beams down <eat penetrating the waves of sand. 0ounds of the fan Monotonous hum, would rather watch =lades circle overhead "waiting words printed on a page 0ouls 1ourney to this place " place of refuge, a place of search =oys found much 4oc ets filled with treasure 'eep dar eyes wander the path 0leep arrives in the circles =ro en pottery shards, 1agged pea s and ironwood washes =odies left for the vultures of times past =lac volcanic basalt and white 9uart0cattered across the desert 4etroglyphs tell the story 0piritual pilgrimages, timeless, still pass.

May (*, *++, I hear the pain screaming from the written characters I feel the sorrow from your soul If I could only ta e it all away 5rief, sadness, uneasiness, and anguish 2ay your head on my chest, hear the soft breath >eel the gentle rise, the love enveloping your whole essence 3lose the eyes, let tran9uility ta e hold I am there, right beside you I will hold your hand while we wal to higher ground <ere let me wipe the sweat from your brow 0ee the vast e?panse before us, peacefulness unfolds 3almness, harmony, contentment, and repose