Me in Your Journal Youve got to take these things out that you wrote about me in your journal.

Your wrote twice that I didnt get my degree to get revenge on my father. I never said that because its not true. I didnt get it because my Italian wasnt good enough to pass the written exam. My art itself got high marks. I did say I had problems painting for years because I feared I couldnt come up to my ads standards. !"lso her " source of serious problems# she $me% has difficulty grasping many things& but refuses to accept her limits' !she has become very aggressive and hostile with a high degree of irrationality because of her " '. !does (have serious " resulting in faulty anaylsis'.. )I think eb is a just another version of *am& only di++ier' !,hes messed up with wrong deep seated values and " limitations from childhood and will drag -eili and me down with her' I am not the competitive "merican you make me out to be. I am weighed down by guilt of not being as good a person as I could have been. I was never diagnosed with " & but because I told you once I wondered if I had it when I was young&& you use it to make me into mentally deficient for every matter you dont agree with about my behavoiur or needs here. !.akes revenge for her fears on me' *ushing on my front teeth is !spiteful& stupid& nasty and selfish behavior'// it was a habit because the front tooth hurts& still does& and the dentist told me I should have it looked at. I am not the driveling moron influenced by one book on amalgam fillings or reading !0uestionable sites' deemed by your judgment. I !behave with self righteous hostility and aggressiveness ! !.he only thing that matters to her is art& painting and success' !1uite dangerous in her lack of responsibility and can be very irresponsible about our savings 2 expenditures' 3ow/ I dont spend money on myself& -eili says we live a frugal lifestyle. I dont spend on clothes& entertainment& etc. I did want to fix my teeth& yes. 4e came here and spent a lot& and I have said I was sorry do+ens of times that I didnt appreciate 5ruguay and pushed you to come here. 6ut when prices went up in 5ruguay& and the kids wanted us to move here& you thought we could swing it here& so you werent completely not agreeable to it.

!7ull of resentment& envy and spite' !8epeats something she knows I disagree with for nth time& I get upset& does it for revenge.