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zkef; 01-253721?01-282248

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udk, fvdkcsi fwmudk&wmu
at mi fjri frIaygh... /
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t laMumi faMumi f jydK;jyufae&jyD/ t aet xdki f cufjyD; ywf0ef;usi fudkvnf; &Sufvdkufonfhjzpfjci f;/
t at ;qdki fwpfqdki fxJrSm jzpfonf/ t jcm;0dki f;rSvnf; lyudk MunfhjyD; t prSmawmh
t HhMoMu\ / aemufydki f;rSmawmh NyHK;pdpdjzpfvmMuonf/ t csdKUuvnf; pm;yGJxdk;udk ac:jyD;
t aet xm;udk wD;wdk;avhvmyHk &onf/ bmrSrodaom pm;yGJxdk;uvnf; rodovkdraeyJ
aygufu&awGavQmufajymyHk &onf/ 0dki f;wpf0dki f;rS aumi frav;awGqdkvQi f lyudk MunfhjyD;
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t ararG;uwnf;u rsufvHk;rsm;ygvmjyD; xdkrsufvHk;rsm;uvnf; , ckxufxd
ruef;ao;aomaMumi fh lyu xdkt jzpft ysufrsm;udk jri favonf/ rjri fcsi fa, mi faqmi fjyD;
olUeHab;rSoaumi fhom;oHk;a, mufudkomai gi fawmi fawmi fMunfhaerdonf/
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a&Ta&mi f0wfxm;wmudkjri fbl;onf/
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t at ;rSmaomufjyD; at ;at ;aq;aq;yi fjzpfonf/ lyudk Munfhvdkufrdaomt cgusrS
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lyrSmt awmfyi f pdwfnpfrdavonf/ &J0i f;jri fhu t m;ay;\ /
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, m;wmrSef;vnf; rod/ b, fudkukwf&rnfrSef; rodojzi fhacgi f;udkomukwfaerdjci f;jzpfonf/
at mi fqef;OD;u...
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lyqdkonfht wdki f; lyaA' t "duESi fh bGJU&jyD;ol/ ol wpfEdki fwpfydki f&Sdaom pufbD;ypnf;
t a&mi f;qdki fav;udk zGi fhxm;jyD; pD;yGm;a&;vnf; t qi fajyaeol/ kyfacsm oabmaumi f;onfh
N*dKvfaumi fav;jzpf\ /
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' kua&mufapcJhwmawGu wpf wpfvDwpf? ESpf ESpfvDav;uae q, fhajcmuft vDavmuf wdki fcJhjyD/
t ckrSyJ ' i f;udkjyef ynmay;&jci f; jzpf\ /
pm&i f;udki foi fwef;udk(bGJU&jyD; vkyfp&mr&Sdjzpf 0i fwufaeol) aumi frav;wpfa, muft m;
lyu &nf;pm;pum; vdkufvH`rGufMum;rnf jzpf\ / ykA? rkO? y& apwemoHk;wefwdkYudkrqDrqdki f
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ly &nf;pm;pum;ajymrnfhaumi frav;u olwdkY\ oli , fcsi f; aumi frav;yJ jzpfonf/
t xufwef;ausmi f;rSmvnf; t wlwl? wuodkvfrSmvnf; t wlwlyJ/ ar*smawmhuGJonf/ lyu
BudKufrnfqdkvQi fvnf; BudKufp&m/ aumi frav; emrnfu "mwkwJh/ "mwkaA' t "dueJY
ausmi f;jyD;xm;ol oli , fcsi f;r jzpfavonf/
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eD;vmjyD}}
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xi foGm;r, f}}
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xdki f&mrSxawmh&J0i f;jri fhu wGJxlay;onf/ EIwfuvnf; wGef;t m;ay;vdkufao;onf/
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ajymMuOD;rnf xi f\ / ajymi fajymi fuawmhxm;ygawmh...? wi f;wi f;u bmwkef;/ t dk... Iyfygonf?
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odkYaomf vlawGu olYudkuGufMunfhuGufMunfhvkyfMuavonf/
rwwfEdki fonfht qHk; lyuyJ olwdkYudkvspfvsLIxm;vdkuf&ygawmhonf/
"mwkwdkY oi fwef;csdef jyD;qHk;oGm;NyD? oi fwef;om; oi fwef;olawG avSum;t wdki f;
wpfa, mufjyD;wpfa, muf qi f;vmMu\ / "mwku awmfawmfESi fh qi f;rvm/ avSum;t wdki f;
qi f;rvmbJ avxD;ESi fh qi f;vm&ef jyi faejci f;awmhvnf; r[ kwfEdki fyg/ aomufaumi frav;u
aemufqHk;usrSqi f;vmonf/
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uHaumi f;axmufrpGmqdki fxJrSmvl&Si f;aeonf/ qdki f&Si ft rsdK;om;a&m? pm;yGJxdk;av;rsm;yg ly\
t jzpfudk rsuf0g;xi fxi fjri fcJhMujyD;jzpfygonf/ ly xD;ESi fht acgufcHvdkuf&onfudkyi f
udk, fwdki fudk, fust acgufcHvdkuf&ovdk0rf;ajrmuf0rf;omjzpfcJhMuolrsm;jzpfonf/
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]]a[ haumi fav; [ dkrSm{nfhonfawGudk pm;yGJoGm;xdk;av/ bmudpi ghem;rSm&pfoD&pfoD
vmvkyfaewmvJ}}
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]]t pfudkYt usu a&Tqdki f;awGuyfxm;ovdkjzpfaevdkY}}
]]' kuygyJ.../ pdwfnpf&wJhMum;xJ oGm;prf;yguGm.../ oGm;...oGm;... udk, fht vkyf udk, fvkyf}}
]]&w, f...[ dkbuf0dki f;udk wpfjcm;pm;yGJxdk;ay;r, fholawG&Sdw, f/ qdki f&Si fu t pfudkYt em;rSmyJ
uRefawmfhudkaecdki f;xm;w, f}}
]][ i f...bmjzpfvdkYvJ}}
]]apmi fhMunfhxm;wJh/ odyf pdwfrSefyHkr&bl;wJh}}
]]t m...uGm}}
qdki f\ wpfae&m&mrSm xdkt pfudkMuD;u rSefabmi fxJ0i fjyD; "mwfyHkt jzpf
rdefYrdefYMuD;NyHK;aewmrsdK;om&SdvQi f em;befoGm;usi f;vdkufcsi fonf/ vl t &Si fvwfvwfMuD;udkawmh
rvkyf&J/
xdkUaMumi fh...
]]at ;yguGm... i gu pdwfrrSefbl;yJ xm;ygawmh/ ri f;ajymygOD;/ i g yxrwpfacguf
vmoGm;zl;w, f/ [ kwfvm;}}
]][ kwfw, fav}}
]]ri f;u awGYvdkufvdkYvm;}}
]]t pfudkMuD;yJ ai G&Si f;ay;oGm;wm?uRefawmf rSwfrdwmaygh}}
]]b, fvdk...b, fvdki ghudk&Si f;at mi f ajymprf;yguGm}}
]]t m... t pfudkuvnf; t J' Dt pfrwdkYoi fwef;rwufci f t pfudka&mufvmw, fav/ ' Dqdki f
' Dbuf0dki f;rSmyJ t pfudkwdkY xdki foGm;Muwm/ t pfudku &nf;pm;pum;ajymw, f/ t pfru OD;pm;ay;
pOf;pm;r, fvdkY ajymw, f/ aemufawmhoi fwef;csdef eD;jyDqdkjyD; t pfrMuD;u jyefzdkY vkyfw, f/
t pfudku ydkufqH&Si f;ay;jyD; t pfrudkvdkufydkYw, f}}
]]i gqdkwmaocsmvdkYvm;}}
]]aocsmygw, f.../ t J' Dwkef;u t pfudku aumfvHuwkef;eYJ/ aumi f;aumi f;rGefrGef vmwm/
' Dvdkr[ kwfbl;}}
]]t ckt ckbmjzpfaevdkYwkef;}}
]][ i f...t ck[ mu l;ovdkaygovdkvdkMuD;}}
]]bmuG}}
xdkpOfrSmyi f qdki fa&SYu ra, mi frvnfjzwfoGm;aompaeN*dKvfoHk;pi f;udkawGYvdkuf&ojzi fh....
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]]a[ haumi fawGat mi fqef;OD;?odef;aZmf0i f;?&J0i f;jri fh}}
oHk;aumi fvHk; qdki fxJ a&mufvmonf/
]]a[ haumi f t ajct ae b, fvdk&SdovJ}}
ukvm;rjci f;qGJ EdkYqDvdk qJypfvdkufonf/ yspfyspfESpfESpf qJypfvdkufonf[ k
qdkvdkjci f;jzpfonf/ oHk;aumi fvHk;u ar;r, fhomar;aomfvnf; jzpfjyD;orQudkodxm;yHk&\ /
odef;aZmf0i f;u...
]]at ;....ri f;t a&;rvSbl;qdkwmudkawmh ' Dt eD;t yg;rSm vlajymolajymrsm;vdkY i gwdkY
Mum;jyD;ygjyD}}
ly rsufESmav; i , foGm;onf/
]]b, fvdkawGrsm; ajymaeMuvdkYvJuGm}}
]]aMomf...a&Taq;okwfxm;wJh aumi fav;udk olpum;vdkufajymwJh aumi frav;u
t eufa&mi fokwfxm;wJh xD;eJY wD;vdkufw, fwJh/ aumi fav;crsmt em;u qdki fwpfqdki fxJ0i fjyD;
rsuf&nfa&mESyfacs;yga&mokwfae&w, fwJh}}
]][ muGm}}
ly pdwfroufromjzpfoGm;yHkudkMunfhjyD; oaumi fhom; oHk;a, mufu w[ m;[ m;&, fMu\ /
qdki f&Si ft pfudkMuD;u , yfawmi fMuD;ukdcwfvsuf olwdkY0dkki f;qDodkYavQmufvmjyefojzi fh...
]]ri f;wdkY&Si f;MuOD;/ ' Dqdki f&Si ft pfudkMuD;u i ghudkpdwfrESHYbl;vdkYxi faejyD}}
&J0i f;jri fhu qdki f&Si ft pfudkMuD;bufodkYvSnfhum...
]][ m;...[ m;... ' Daumi fu rl;ygbl; t pfudkMuD;&m.../ uRefawmfwdkYu cRefwGef; wGef;jyD;
a&Ta&mi ft usabmi f;bDawGqi fay;vdkufwm}}
]]t J' gudk ajymwm r[ kwfbl;/ i gu yxrwpfacgufvmjyD; "mwkudk &nf;pm;pum;
ajymxm;ao;w, fwJh/ "mwkwdkYoi fwef; rwufci fav;rSwJh.../ ' Dqdki frSmyJwJh...}}
]]bm...}}
t ukefvHk; em;Gufaxmi foGm;Mu\ / lyu t jzpft ysufudk&Si f;jyvdkufjyD;...
]]t J' gudkajymjyvdkufOD;/ i gu wpfreufvHk; ri f;wdkYeJYt wlwl &SdaewmvdkY}}
]][ kwfw, f t pfudkMuD;&/ ' Dvdkav...}}
odef;aZmf0i f;u 0goemyg &Srf;pm;aomufqdki f zGi fhxm;yHk&aom qdki f&Si fwkwfMuD;udk
vdyfywfvnfat mi f &Si f;jy\ / xdkqdki f&Si fMuD; ajymaomt csdefwGi f lyu a&Ta&mi f0wfpHkMuD;udk0wf&ef
jyi fqi f&i f; t vkyfIyfaecsdefjzpfaMumi f;.../
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qdki f&Si fwkwfMuD;u acgi f;ESi fh, yfawmi fukda&maxG;, rf;cgjyD;...
]]oi fwef;csdef rprDvmoGm;wmvJ olygyJ/ i gwi frubJ pm;yGJxdk;av;awGuyg rSwfrdwm/
aumi frav; pdwfqdk;oGm;wmuvnf; ' Da&Ta&mi f0wfpHkMuD;aMumi fht "dur[ kwfbl;/ olYudkESpfcgjyef
&nf;pm;pum; vmajymvdkY?olYudkoufoufapmfum;w, f xi foGm;vdkY}}
]]Asm...}}
]]ri f;rSmt `rTmawGbmawG&Sdvm;}}
]]t m... r&Sdygbl;}}
]]aeygOD;... ri f;wdkY reufu [ dk0dki f;rSmxdki fjyD; pum;ajymoGm;wm/ ESpfa, mufvHk;u
acsmawmarmawmav;awGrdkYvdkY ' Dt wGJu vdkufw, fqdkjyD; i gowdxm;rdwm/ ri f;wdkY
emrnfawGuvnf; vdkufygw, f/ bmwJh... aumi frav;emrnfu "mwk? ri f;emrnfu lyav.../
ri f;wdkYpum;awGudkwpfcsufwpfcsuf Mum;ae&w, fav}}
]]Asm...}}
[ dkaumi foHk;aumi fwi f r[ kwf?lyvnf; rsdKrusawmhacs/

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(3)

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]]ri f;uvJuGm... MuufemMuD; t dyfa&;r0ovdk vkyfraeprf;ygeJY/ ' Davmuf
pdwf"mwfrusprf;ygeJY/ t qi fajyat mi f jyefBudK;pm;Muwmaygh/ i gwdkYvnf; aemufudk ' Davmuf
' kuray;awmhbl;}}
]]awmfprf;yguGm}}
]]wu, fajymwmyg}}
]]"mwkudkri f;wdkYjyef&Si f;jyay;}}
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]]at ;yg...pdwfcsyg/ t J' gudkpdwfxJu arhxm;vdkuf}}
]]' gayrJhi gr[ kwfwJhaemufwpfa, mufu &Sdao;w, f/ bmrSef;vJ rodbl;}}
]]at ;...t J' Dhudpuawmh wu, fOD;aESmufpm;w, fuGm/ wpfckawmh &SdwmayghuGm..../ "mwkeJY
pum;ajymMunfhvdkuf&i f t ajzxGufvmrSmyg/ b, fhES, fvkyf ri f;u ESpfa, muf jzpfae&rSmvJ}}
]]i gawmh"mwkeJYpum;rajym&Jawmhbl;}}
]]t dk... bmjzpfvdkYrajym&J&rSmvJ}}
]]rdef;raqmi f;xD;vnf; emwmyJuG}}
]]t m...ri f;uvnf;uGm}}
odef;aZmf0i f; pdwfnpfonfhMum;xJ &, fcsi foGm;onf/ t laMumi faMumi fEdki fwwfonf
rSefaomfvnf; kd;om;jzLpi fvSonfholi , fcsi f;jzpfol lyudkvnf; oem;oGm;rdonf/
ly\ pufbD;ypnf;t a&mi f;qdki fodkY ola&mufaejci f;jzpfonf/ t csdefuvnf; naeci f;/
t eD;t yg;rSm &J0i f;jri fh\ pmt kyft i Sm;qdki fvnf;&Sdonf/ at mi fqef;OD;wdkY t drfvnf;&Sdonf/
at mi fqef;OD;u t drfwi fruyJ nDrawG t pfrawGvnf; &Sdonf/ xdkYaMumi fh odef;aZmf0i f;u
ly\ qdki frSmt epfemcHjyD; vmvmxdki faejci f;jzpfonf/ oludk, fwdki fuawmh bmudkrS r, fr, f&&
rvkyfjzpfao;bJ t vkyfa&G;aeqJ/
xdkt csdefrSmyJ at mi fqef;OD; a&mufvmonf/ lyu pdwfnpfaeojzi fh odef;aZmf0i f;u
t m;ay;aeaMumi f;udkvnf; ol oabmaygufonf/ [ dkaeYu udp yJ qdkwmukdvnf; &dyfrdonf/
]]ly pddwfnpfaewkef;yJvm;/ rnpfygeJYuGm... *Em&DodyHynm&JYoabmt &qdk&i f}}
]]a[ haumi f awmf...awmf}}
lyu xat mfojzi fhat mi fqef;OD;u yg;pyfudkvufav;wpfzufjzi fhydwfjyD; Ni drfvdkufonf/
ly qdki fxJrSukwi fay:wGi f arSmufcHkMuD; vSJt dyfaejci f;jzpf\ / aps;0, folvmonfudkyi f xra&mi f;/
odef;aZmf0i f;ESi fh at mi fqef;OD;uvnf; ra&mi f;wwfojzi fh t cufBuHKum aemufqHk; ypnf;ESi fh
ai GudkomvJ, lxm;vdkufMu\ / qdki fvl&Si f;csdefusrSat mi fqef;OD;u...
]]ly&mjy em&Sd&i f t ajz&Sdw, f/ ri f;udpu wpfrsdK;MuD;jzpfaew, fqdkwmudki godygw, f/
' Djy emxJrSma&Ta&mi f0wfpHkMuD;u t "du rusawmhbl;/ ri f;xuft &i f wpfjcm;wpfa, mufu
BudK0i foGm;vddkufwJhudp/ "mwku t J' gaMumi fhapmfum;w, f xi foGm;wm/ "mwkudk i gwdkYawGUjyD;
ar;Munfh?ajymMunfhvdkuf&i f &Si f;oGm;rSmyg/ udpu pdwf0i fpm;p&mvnf; aumi f;ygw, f}}
odef;aZmf0i f;u...
]]' DudprSmlyt jypf bmrSrygbl;qdkwmudkri f;&Si f;Edki fr, faygh/ [ kwfvm;...at mi fqef;OD;}}
]]at ;...bmcufvdkYvJuGm?t rSefudkajymjywJh[ myJ}}
]]' gjzi fhvnf; &Si f;ayawmh/ [ dkrSmvmjyD}}
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at mi fqef;OD; qwfceJ acgi f;axmi foGm;onf/ lyvnf; &i fxJrSm' dwfceJ ckefoGm;\ /
]]b, folvmwmvJ?"mwkvm;...}}
at mi fqef;OD;\ t ar;udkodef;aZmf0i f;u jyefajzonf/
]]r[ kwfbl;/ jrwfpki , feJYoufa0csdK}}
]][ i f...olwdkYu b, fudkvmwmvJuG}}
]]aps;0, fvmwmaerSmayghuG}}
lyu pufbD;ypnf;t a&mi f;qdki fudkaps;wef;wpfckt eD;wGi f zGi fhxm;jci f;jzpfonf/
at mi fqef;OD;u...
]]olwdkYu aps;udkvm&i f; ' Dqdki fudk0i fwwfovm;}}
]]0i fwwfw, f 0i fwwfw, f/ vmMuvdrfhr, f}}
xdkpum;udk odef;aZmf0i f;u jyefajzjci f;r[ kwf? arSmufcHkMuD; t dyfaeaom lyxHrS
xGufvmonfh at mufuvdt mt oHjzpfonf/ at mi fqef;OD;u odef;aZmf0i f;udk ykcHk;wGefYjy\ /
odef;aZmf0i f;u at mi fqef;OD;udkwpfpHkwpf&mjyefajymrnft jyKrSmyJ...
]]aMomf....ei fwdkYvnf; &SdaeMuwmudk;}}
t oHESi fht wl jrwfpki , fESi fhoufa0csdKwdkYqdki fa&SUa&mufvmMuonf/ odef;aZmf0i f;u...
]]aMomf...jrwfpki , fwdkYygvm;/ rawGYwmawmi f MumjyDvm; rodbl;/ ei fht pfrawGa&m
aeaumi f;Muvm;}}
]]i ght pfrawGeJYei feJYbmqdki fvdkYvJ}}
]]t J' gudkawmhum, uH&Si fawGt odqHk; jzpfrSmaygh[ }}
]]at mi frm... vmvmcsnfao;/ ei fhvdkESmbl;udki ght pfrawGu rpOf;pm;ao;bl;}}
xdkYaemuf vQmESi fvQmcsi f; "m;oufoGi f;umolwdkYawGt Edki frcHt IH;ray; ckwfMu\ /
jrwfpki , frSm t pfrESpfa, muf&Sdonf/ jrwfpkOD;ESi fh jrwfpkvwfwdkY jzpf\ / jrwfpki , fu
odyfrvSaomfvnf; t pfrESpfa, mufurl vSavonf/ xdkYaMumi fha, musfm;av; oli , fcsi f;rsm;u
pMu aemufMuvQi f (olYudkawmhcsefxm;ojzi fh) jrwfpki , f t vGefpdwfwdkwwfonf/ olwdkYESpfa, muf\
ji i f;cHkoHawGnHoGm;awmhonf/
]]t m;...em;nnf;w, fuGm}}
dk;dk;MuD;aZ, sr[ kwfonfh arSmufcHkMuD; lyu xat mfvdkufjci f;jzpfonf/ xdkt cgusrS
olwdkYESpfa, muf t oHwdwfoGm;jyD; oufa0csdK\ t oHxGufvmonf/
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]]ly...ei f [ dkaeYu vkyfwJhyHkr[ kwfbl;aemf}}
at mi fqef;OD;u 0i far;onf/
]]bmvJ...a&Ta&mi f0wfpHkMuD; 0wfvmvdkYvm;}}
]]t i f;...t J' DhaygaMumi faMumi fEdki frIuvnf; wpfcsufaygh/ ' gayrJht "du...u}}
]]bmvJ}}
]]oi fwef;rwufci frSmvnf; vmajymjyD;oGm;jyD;jyD/ "mwku &i fawGckefvdkY.../
OD;pm;ay;pOf;pm;ay;r, f? t jrefqHk;t ajzay;r, fvdkY ajymvdkufjyD;jyD/ t J' gudk oi fwef;qi f;csdefrSm
t laMumi faMumi f t 0wft pm;eJY &nf;pm;pum;udk t puae jyefvdkufajymjyefa&m.../
rdef;uav;wpfa, muft aeeJUb, favmufcHjyi f;zdkYaumi f;ovJ/ ' g oufouf apmfum;wmyJ/ ei f
t J' Dvdkrvkyfoi fhbl; ly}}
lyu oufjyi f;udkt omcsjyD; bmrSjyefrajym/ at mi fqef;OD;uom...
]]oi fwef;rwufrDlyvmw, fvdkYei fu bmvdkYajymEdki fwmvJ}}
]][ Jh...i gwdkYyJ oleJY"mwkeJYudkt J' Dh&Srf;acgufqGJqdki frSmxm;cJhjyD; a&Smi fay;vdkufwJh[ m}}
]]ei fwdkYeJYt J' DlyeJYa&mpum;ajymjzpfao;vm;}}
]]rajymbJaervm;?ajymMuwmao;wmaygh}}
]]' Dlyqdkwmaocsm&JYvm;}}
]][ Jh... raocsmbJ aervm; lyudk odaewmu ESpfaygi f;renf;awmhbl;/ rSm;p&mrS
r[ kwfbJ}}
jrwfpki , fuvnf; 0i fajymonf/ (xdkYaMumi fhodef;aZmf0i f;uvnf; 0i fajymonf/)
]]aeygOD;.../ t J' DhlyawG?' DlyawGeJYei fwdkYajymwmawGwpfrsdK;MuD;ygvm;/ bmjzpfaewmvJ}}
]]at ;... ei fht pfrawG&JYrsufESmudkaxmufxm;jyD; i gajzay;yghr, f}}
]]bm}}
ESpfa, mufom; &efjzpfMu&ef t oi fhjyi fqi fvdkuf\ / lyu...
]]t m... awmfMuprf;yg/ ' Dudpu aemufp&mr[ kwfbl;/ t a&;MuD;w, f}}
at mi fqef;OD;uvnf;...
]]at ;...[ kwfw, fuG/ ri f;wdkY &efjzpfcsi f&i f aemufrSjzpf? avmavmq, f ly&JYudpudk
t &i f&Si f;&r, f}}
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xdkodkY t pcsDumat mi fqef;OD;uyJ t jzpfrSefudk &Si f;jy\ / jrwfpki , fESi fh oufa0csdKwdkY
rsufvHk;uv, fuv, f jzpfaeMuonf/ odyfvnf; r, HkMu/ t rSefawmhvnf; , Hkp&mvnf;
t aMumi f;r&Sd/ olrwdkYu lyudkvlrSm;p&mrvdk/ i , faygi f;oli , fcsi f;awGjzpfonf/
]]ei fwdkYvQmt dk;r&Sdwdki f; avQmufajymraeeJY/ i gwdkYu oli , fESyfpm;awGr[ kwfbl;}}
oufa0csdK\ uefYuGufpum;ukd at mi fqef;OD;u pdwf&Snfvuf&Snf xyf&Si f;jyygonf/
axmi fhaphapht uGufaphaphyi f/ t csdeft aet xm;? ae&mt aet xm;? oufaot axmuft xm;rsm;t &
&Si f;jyjci f; jzpfygonf/ jrwfpki , fESi fhoufa0csdKwdkYrsufcHk;t wGefYcsdK;jyD; Za0Z0gjzpfaeMu\ /
]]ei fwdkYr, Hk&i f BudKufwJhvludkar;vdkY&ygw, f}}
at mi fqef;OD;\ pum;t qHk;rSmodef;aZmf0i f;u...
]], Hkyg[ m... lyudk t Jh' Da&Ta&mi ft usMuD;csKyfzdkY? abmi f;bDMuD;csKyfzdkY qdki faumi f;aumi f;udk
at mi fqef;OD;&JUt pfreJYnDru a&G;ay;wm/ t J' DhaeYu qdki fuae a&G;vmjyD; at mi fqef;OD;wdkYt drfrSmyJ
vJ0wfwm/ at mi fqef;OD;&JY t pfreJY nDruawmi f zpfqdk' fyJvdkY ajymaeMuwm.../ ly prf;0wfjyD;
[ dk[ dkonfonf avQmufoGm;Munfhaeawmh at mi fqef;OD;&JU t pfr&, f? nDr&, f? i g&, f
' ef;ay:rSmxdki fjyD; t uJcwfaewm/ i gu owd&jyD; b, fESem&D&SdjyDvJvdkY ar;awmh
at mi fqef;OD;&JUnDreJYt pfr ESpfa, mufvHk;u wpfNydKi feufwnf; jyefajzw, f/ ' gqdkxGufxm;wm
aumi f;r, fqdkjyD; i gu at mi fqef;OD;&JYnDreJYt pfrudkEIwfqufjyD;...}}
olUpum;udkat mi fqef;OD;u onf;rcHEdki fawmhacs/
]]a[ haumi f vdk&i f;udkajymuGm/ ri f;u i ght pfreJYnDrukdyJ t &rf;aZmi f;ay;aew, f}}
]]at ;avuGm... olwdkYudkyJ t vDbdki f jy&rSmaygh}}
]]ri f;[ mu ydkvGef;ygw, fuGm}}
]]t [ J...' guawmhuGm}}
olwdkYESpfa, muf\ t ji i f;t cHkpum;udk jrwfpki , fESi fh oufa0csdKwdkYu
t av;rxm;t m;awmhyg/ wpfa, mufrsufESm wpfa, mufMunfhjyD; pdwfxJrSm vdyfcJwnf;vnf;
jzpfaerdMu\ / xdkYaemufrSmrSoufa0csdKu...
]]ly}}
ly pdwfysufvufysufavoHjzi fh....
]]bmvJ}}
]]olwdkYajymwmt rSefyJvm;}}
]]t i f;}}
]]wu, f}}
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]]wu, fygqdk.../ ' gaMumi fh i g ' Davmufpdwfnpfae&wmaygh/ b, faumi fursm; i geJY
' DavmufwljyD; ei fwdkYeJYyg odae&wmvJ pOf;pm;vdkYudkr&bl;/ i ghudkyHkrSm;&dkuf&avmufat mi f i gu
urmausmf yk*dKvfMuD;vnf;r[ kwf? oef;MuG, folaX;vnf;r[ kwf/ avmavmq, f t J' Dhaumi f
0i faESmi fh, Sufvdkufwmi ghudk"mwku rkef;oGm;jyD}}
ly\ t oHu cHpm;csuf t jynfhygonf/ vdrfnmajymqdkjci f; r[ kwfaMumi f;vnf;
odomonf/ jrwfpki , fESi fhoufa0csdKwdkYcP t Mumi dki fawGaejyD;rS...
]]at mi frav;}}
oufa0csdK\ at mfoHaMumi fhodef;aZmf0i f;u...
]]bmwkef;[ }}
]]t ckrSawG;awG;jyD; t onf;, m;vdkY/ ' gjzi fh&i f t J' gMuD;u b, folvJ rodbl;/ lyvnf;
r[ kwfbl;/ "mwkudkawmi f &nf;pm;pum; ajymoGm;ao;w, f}}
]]at ;...t vSnfhuswJh/ aemufqdkei fwdkYESpfa, mufwJh}}
xdkYaemufrSmawmh pum;rqdkjzpfMuawmh/ xdkudpMuD;udk wpdrfhpdrfhawG;jyD; &i fxJrSm
av;aerdMuonf/ ly\ rsufESmu t xl;wnfNi drfum vQdKU0SufeufIdi f;aom t m;rmefawG
jynfh0aeonf/
]]bmjzpfjzpfav...' Dudpudk i guawmh jywfjywfom;om; t ajzay:at mi f vkyf&rSmyJ/
avmavmq, frSmawmh"mwkudkem;vnfat mi f ajymjyay;xm;yg}}
]]at ;yg.../ ' gayrJh owdxm;ygOD; ly&, f..../ ' DudpMuD;u wpfrsdK;yJ/ &Jwdki fvdkY
&wmrdsK;vnf; r[ kwf/ awmfMumei fhudkt E&m, fjyefay;&i f...}}
]]vTwfay;xm;vdkufrSi gt E&m, fa&mufrSm}}
t m;vHk; Ni drfoufoGm;Mujyefavonf/

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wpfcsdKUawGu
t cuft cJudkt aMumi f;jyKjyD;
OD;usdK;w, f.../
wpfcsdKUawGu
pHcsdefcsdK;w, f.../
(0DvsHt mom0' f)
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]]lyt wkqdkawmh' Daumi fhudki gwdkYvlvSvdkYavmavmq, f emrnfay;xm;r, fuGm}}
at mi fqef;OD;\ pum;udkt m;vHk;u axmufcHMu\ /
olwdkYawG 0goemyg &Srf;t pm;aomufa&mi f;aeyHk&aom wkwfMuD;\ qdki fodkY
jyefa&mufaeMujci f;jzpfonf/ olwdkYawGqdkonfu xHk;pHt wdki f; at mi fqef;OD;? odef;aZmf0i f;?
&J0i f;jri fhESi fhly/ lyt wkqdkaomvlvSukdqHkvdkqHkji m; qdki frSmvmapmi fhaeMujci f;jzpfonf/
wpfBudrfwGi fawmh lyu &Syft ust jzLESi fh &cdki fvHkcsnfudk wGJzuf0wfqi fxm;jyD;
dk;dk;uav; &nfrGefoefYjyefYaeonf/ 0goemyg vmvmpum;ajymaomqdki f&Si fwkwfMuD;uvnf;
olwdkY\ udpudkr, Hkwpf0uf , Hkwpf0ufESi fhpdwf0i fpm;aeonf/
]]ri f;wdkYajymwJhudprsdK; i ghwpfoufrSmwpfcgrSrMum;zl;bl;}}
odef;aZmf0i f;u bkawmonf/
]]b, fMum;zl;rvJAs/ t pfudkMuD;u &Srf;acgufqGJyJ a&mi f;aewmudk;}}
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]][ ... &Srf;acgufqGJ a&mi f;wmuawmha&mi f;wmyJ/ b0t awGUt BuHKqdkwm&SdwmyJuG}}
]]t pfudkMuD;uom' Daumi f lyae&mrSmqdkb, fvdkcHpm;rvJ}}
]]wpfrsdK;MuD; aerSmayghuG}}
]]b, fvdkwpfrsdK;MuD;vJ}}
]]' gawmhrajymwwfbl;uGm}}
]]b, fajymwwfrvJAs/ t pfudkMuD;u &Srf;acgufqGJyJ a&mi f;aewmudk;}}
]][ i f...ri f;ajymyHkqdk&i f i gu wpfjcm;[ myJ ajymi f;a&mi f;&rvdkjzpfaejyD}}
0dki f;&, frdMuonf/ odkYaomf lyuawmh cyfwnfwnf qdki ft jyi fbufqDodkYom
rsufvHk;upm;aeonf/ vlvSu "mwkudkvma&mufcsOf;uyf&i f; olwdkYESi fhqHkEdki fonfav/
odkYaomf vlvS\ t &dyft a, mi fudkyi f rawGU/ "mwkwdkYt kyfpkudkvnf; t &dyft a, mi fyi f
rawGU/ jzpfcsi fawmh"mwkwdkYt kyfpku lyt drfodkYa&mufaeMujci f;jzpfonf/
]][ i f...orD;wkdYygvm;/ vm...vmorD;wdkYoli , fcsi f;awmhr&Sdbl;}}
olrwkdYuvnf; lywdkY&SdaerSmudk pdk;&drfaeMujci f;jzpfonf/ odkUaomf [ efudk, fzdkY qdkaom
pum;t wdki f;...
]][ kwfvm;...qdki fa&mufaevdkYvm;}}
]]qdki fudkvnf; aeUci f;zuf ydwfxm;w, fuG, fh/ ckwavm' Daumi fav; ajc&Snfaew, f/
xdki fMuOD;/ a[ h...axG;&Da&t at ; oHk;cGuf vkyfygOD;}}
]]t efu, fuvnf; kH;oGm;w, faygh}}
]]' gayghuG, f}}
t drfu olrwdkY\ pm;t drf aomuft drfqdkvQi fvnf; rrSm;ay/ lywdkYt drfu Ni drf;csrf;onf/
ly\ t azu Hk;vkyfi ef;wpfckrS t &m&SdMuD;wpfa, mufjzpfonf/ rcsrf;omaomfvnf; rqi f;&JMu/
jynfhjynfhpkHpkH aeEkdi fonf/ lyt xufrSm t pfrwpfa, muf&SdjyD; t drfaxmi fusum
Edki fi Hjcm;a&mufaeonf/ t m;vHk;u azmfa&Goabmaumi f;Mu\ /
]]orD;wdkYb, fu vSnfhvmMuwmvJ}}
]]pm&i f;udki foi fwef;uav.../ ' DaeY t wef;csdef aemufusoGm;wmeJY rwufjzpfawmhbJ
' DbufukdvSnfhvmMuwm}}
]]at ;...at ;/ uJ...t at ;aomufvdkufMuOD;}}
]]aomufwmayght efwD&JU.../ t efwDudkar;p&m&SdvdkY}}
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]]t Hrm...xl;xl;qef;qef;ygvm;/ qdkprf;ygOD;...bmudkar;rSmvJ}}
lywdkUt aru wuodkvfu uxdua[ mi f;jzpf\ / q&mr Ofav;u raysmufao;ojzi fh
olUudk pmar;rnfat mufarhjyD; i , frli , faoG;awG wufMuGvmonf/ pum;awGu
a' gi f;wi farmi f;wi fcsD ajym&efjyi fvmol "mwkyi fvQi f t rf;oGm;onf/
]]ajymavuG, f... bmrsm;wkef;}}
]][ dkav...t efwDlyudkb, fvdkrsm; arG;cJhwkef;vdkY}}
]]t rf...}}
lywdkYt ar t lka0a0 jzpfoGm;onf/ jrwfpki , fu...
]][ Jh..."mwkei fuvnf; ar;wmMuD;u b, fvdkMuD;vJ}}
oufa0csdKuvnf;...
]]at ;av...' Dvdkygt efwD}}
]]ajymuG, f}}
]]t efwDh&JUt wdwfa0' emawGudkorD;wdkYu jyefwl;azmfwmr[ kwfygbl;}}
]]t J...}}
]]t efwDhESvHk;om;xJrSmESpfaygi f;ESpfq, fausmf emusi fcJh&wmawG&SdEdki fw, fqdkwmudkvnf;
orD;wdkYem;vnf udk, fcsi f;pmygw, f}}
]][ i f}}
]]' Dvdkaygh t efwD&, f.../ avmuMuD;rSm t opfvnf; aqG;wmyJ? cspfvnf; a0;&wmyJ
r[ kwfvm;}}
]]bm...bmawGvJuG, fh}}
lywdkYt aru em;rvnfwwfavmufat mi f jzpfaeyHk&onf/ t ajct aeudk &dyfpm;rdaom
jrwfpki , fu oufa0csdKudk0i f[ efYvdkufonf/
]]oufa0&, f...ei fajymrSyJ ydkIyfukefawmhw, yJ/ ' DvdkygyJ t efwD}}
lywdkYt arjzpfaoma' :oufxm;jri fhu pdwfroufromjzi fh...
]]uJ...uJ qdkprf;ygOD;uG, f}}
]]lyudkrarG;ci fu t efwDi SufaysmoD;t rTmwdkYbmwdkYudkpm;rdao;vm;}}
]]i , fi , fuawmhpm;zl;yg&JUuG, f/ aemufawmhvnf; odyfawmi f rawGUrd?rjri frdygbl;}}
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]]uav;t rTmarG;&i f aumi f;rSmyJ qdkwmrsdK;aumawG;rdvm;[ i f}}
]]t dk;...rawG;rdygbl;/ wpfa, mufxJudkawmi f AdkufxJxnfhvG, fxm;&wmxdki f&cuf x&cufeJY
t &rf;yi fyef;wJhudp}}
]]t J' DMum;xJu t rTmarG;vmawmht efwDaysmfoGm;ovm;}}
a' :oufxm;jri fhrsufvHk;jyL;oGm;onf/
]]b, fuvmt rTm&rSmvJ.../ lywpfa, mufwnf;av}}
]]aocsm&JYvm; t efwD&JY}}
]][ Jh...bmvdkYraocsm&rSmvJ/ udk, farG;wmudk, fodwmaygh}}
]][ kwf&JYvm; t efwD&, f}}
]][ , f...[ kwfygw, fqdk' Duav;rawGb, fvdkjzpfaeMuygvdrfh}}
]]t efwDu rD;wGi f;xJrSmqdkawmh t J' Dhwkef;u t jzpft ysufawGudk odcsi frSodrSmaygh/
uav;t rTmarG;jyD; t efwDly wpfa, mufwnf;vdkYajymcJhwmqdk&i faum}}
]]t dk...awmufwD;awmufwJhuG, f}}
a' :oufxm;jri fht awmfpdwfnpfoGm;yHk&onf/ ukd, fhbmomt drfxJrSmt Ni drf;pm;uxdu
vkyfaewmaumi f;wdaumi f;&JY&Sdom;ESi fh/ ckawmhb, fhES, f/
aemufqHk;awmh"mwkuyJ 0i fajym&awmhonf/
]]' Dvdkt efwDa&.../ lyeJYwpfax&mwnf;wlwJhwpfa, mufukdorD;wdkYawGUcJYvdkY}}
]]a[ ...}}
a' :oufxm;jri fhudk, fhbmomt Ni drf;pm;uxdu vkyfaeygvsufuyi f yg;pyft a[ mi f;om;
jzpf&jyefonf/
]][ kwfvm;.../ b, frSmawGUcJhwmvJ}}
]]orD;wdkYoi fwef;em;rSm}}
]]wu, faumwlvdkYvm;}}
]]t dk;...wpfax&mwnf;yg t efwD&, f/ ' Dkyf ' Dt &yf ' Dvdk t csdK;t pm; ' Dt oHygyJ/
orD;wdkUuawmi f lyat mufarhjyD; pum;awGajymvdkufao;w, f}}
]]EdkY...r[ kwfbl;vm;}}
]]r[ kwfvdkUayght efwD&JY}}
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]]olu b, folvJ?b, fuvJ}}
]]t J' gawmhorD;wdkYvJ rodbl; t efwD/ aemufwpfcgawGY&i fawmhodat mi fvkyfcJhr, f}}
]]' DudkvJ ac:vmcJhprf;yguG, f}}
]]&&i f ac:cJhr, f t efwD&JY}}
a' :oufxm;jri fhu pdwfIyfaxG;pGmt a0;udkai ;onf/ odkYaomf eH&Hu cHaeojzi fheH&HudkyJ
jri f&onf/ olYbmomwpfudk, fwnf; ajymovdkvdkESi fh"mwkwdkYudkajymonf/
]]bmrsm;vJ t efwD}}
oJvGefp &rvm;[ k"mwkwdkYu t armwaum0i far;rdonf/
]]lyu t azwlom;uG, fh/ olYt azeJY wpfkyfwnf;.../ olYt azursm; t efwDeJYr[ kwfbJ
aemufrdef;reJYaemufuav;wpfa, muf arG;cJh&i f olwdkYcsi f; wlEdki fw, f/ t i f;...udkpdk;vGi f...udkpdk;vGi f
aeESi fhOD;/ kH;ujyefvmrSawGYr, f/ [ i f;....t Ni drf;pm; uxdu oufxm;jri fht aMumi f; ' i f;odoGm;r, f}}
]]Aka' g...}}
"mwkwdkYt jrefqkH; jyefvpfcJhMu&avonf/
cufawmhjzi fhcufjyD.../

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bkrodbrodHk;rSjyefvmaom? t i f;... kH;rSjyefvmonfuawmhbkrodbrodr[ kwf?
Hk;qi f;csdefa&muf jyefvmjci f;jzpfonf/ t drfa&mufrSbkrodbrodjy emwuf&jci f;jzpfonf/
cspfZeD;u ndKrIdi f;aomrsufESmESi fhapmi fhaeonf/
]]xm;... bmjzpfaewmvJ?aeraumi f;bl;vm;}}
bmrSjyefrajym/ vufqGJJt dwfvmo, faom axG;&Dudk ar;cGef;xkwfaom rsufvHk;rsm;ESi fh
MunfhawmhaxG;&Du at mi frSwfr0i faomrsufvHk;rsm;ESi fhjyefMunfhoGm;onf/ wpfckckawmhwpfckck[ k
OD;pdk;vGi f odvdkufavonf/ cspfZeD;MuD;\ t rlt &muvnf; xl;jcm;aeonfukd;/
]]xm;...ajymp&m&Sdajymav.../ bmjzpfvdkYvJ}}
xdkt cgusrS a' :oufxm;jri fhu "mwkwdkYvmajymoGm;onfh udpudk jyefajymjyonf/
OD;pdk;vGi fuawmh wt hHwMojzpfaeawmh\ / aemufqHk;rSm olYoHk;oyfcsufukd a' :oufxm;jri fhu
wi foGi f;vmonf/
]]t J' g&Si f uRefreJYr[ kwfbJ wpfjcm;rdef;r wpfa, mufeJYrsm; om;&cJhbl;ao;vm;}}
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]]t dk...usm;om;rdk;BudK;uGm/ aygufu&awGrawG;prf;ygeJY}}
]]t dk...aygufu&r[ kwfbl;}}
]]at ;...aygufu&r[ kwfbl;? uav;uvm;/ ri f;vdkt Ni drf;pm;uxdu wpfa, mufu ' Dvdk
uav;uvm;awGavQmufawG;&ovm;}}
OD;pkd;vGi f\ pum;u a' :oufxm;jri fhudk csKyfudki fvdkufEdki fonf/ OD;pdk;vGi fuvnf;
t vkyfMuD;t udki fMuD;vkyfum 0efxrf;aygi f;rsm;pGmudk t kyfcsKyfaeoljzpf jy emrsm;udk
ajz&Si f;wwfonf/ a' :oufxm;jri fhu avoHMurf;csi fvmvQi f olBudKxdef;wwf\ / ]t Ni drf;pm;uxdu
uvnf; pdrf;pm;i g;yd usaewmyJ} [ k aemufajymi fwwf\ / xdkpum;vkH; wGi fus, foGm;rnfukd
a' :oufxm;jri fhuvnf; vi fr, m; &efjzpf&rSmxuf ydkaMumuf\ / OD;pdk;vGi fu t 0wft pm;vJjyD;
jyefxGufvmum...
]]' Dudpu enf;enf;xl;qef;aew, f}}
"mwkwdkYt drfodkY zkef;aumufvSnfhvdkuf\ / a' :oufxm;jri fhu OD;pkd;vGi fudk rodrom
t uJcwfaeonf/ ododomomt uJcwf&rSmudkysi f;aomaMumi fhvm;rod/
]][ Jvdk..."mwkwdkYt drfuygvm;}}
wpfzufrSa, musfm;oHMoMoMuD; xGufvmonf/
]][ kwfygw, f.../ ckpum;ajymaewmb, folygvJ}}
OD;pdk;vGi f pdwfnpfoGm;onf/ wpfzufrS zkef;ukdi fonfu "mwk\ zci f OD;rsdK;jri fh jzpf\ /
at mi fjri faeonfh 0wfvkHawmf& a&SUaewpfOD;jzpfjyD; t vGefav&Snfonf/ olESi fh pum;ajymoludk
yg;pyfxJrSmyDauvdk xnfh0g;Edki f\ / arsmoGm;? &SdorQt i ft m;av;awGukefcef;oGm;jyD;rSol\
pum;ajymazmfu jyefxGufcGi fh&\ /
odkYaomf OD;pdk;vGi fuvnf; OD;pdk;vGi fygyJav/
]]udkrsdK;jri fhvm;...uRefawmfpdkd;vGi fyg}}
]]aMomf...[ kwfjyD [ kwfjyD udkpdk;vGi f/ raeYuawmi f uRefawmf ci fAsm;wdkYkH;buf
a&mufao;w, f/ ukrP D vTJajymi f;pmcsKyfwpfckt wGuf vdkufvkyfay;&i f;eJYav/ 0i frvm;
pOf;pm;ao;w, f/ r0i fjzpfvdkufygbl;Asm.../ wpfjcm; t yGdKi fhrefYawGuvnf; &Sdaeao;wmudk;}}
]]at ;Asm...uRefawmfwdkYuvnf; t yGdKi fhrefYudk, fpDeJYqdkawmh t csdefudk vkaeMu&wmygyJ/
uRefawmfawmi f cP uav;t csdef&wkef;rSm "mwkqD udpav;wpfck ar;csi fvdkY
zkef;vSrf;qufvdkuf&wm}}
]]"mwkudk... [ kwfvm;}}
]][ kwfw, f...&Sdw, fr[ kwfvm;/ cP ac:ay;prf;yg}}
]]&ygw, f... &ygw, f}}
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OD;rsdK;jri fh av&Snf&ef cufoGm;onf/ avonf jynfolydki fypnf; jzpfjyD;
olwpfa, mufwnf;\ yk*vduypnf; r[ kwfaomaMumi fh yk' fr 6^1 udkajy;jri fjyD; "mwkudk
ac:ay;vdkuf&\ /
]][ kwfuJh...ajymygt efu, fvf "mwkyg}}
]]at ;... orD;ajymoGm;w, fqdkwJhlyeJYwlw, fqdkwJhaumi fav;qdkwmav.../ t J' Dht aMumi f;
aoaocsmcsmxyfMum;csi fvdkY}}
]]aMomf...t J' gvm;}}
]]at ;uG, fh...jyefajymjyprf;ygOD;}}
"mwku aoaocsmcsm&Si f;jyvdkufonf/ a' :oufxm;jri fhudkajymjyonfxuf ydkpkHaphonf/
OD;pdk;vGi f aphpyfwwfaMumi f; odxm; vnf; jzpfonf/ OD;pdk;vGi fu t aot csmem;axmi fonf/
jyefar;onf/ a' :oufxm;jri fhuvnf; ododomom acgi f;ndwf&rnfudk ysi f;aomaMumi fh
rodrombJ acgi f;ndwfaeonf/
]]orD;wdkYu t J' Dhaumi fav;udklyvdkYyJ wnDwnGwfwnf; xi faeMuwmaygh... [ kwfvm;}}
"mwku t aMumi f;t csufrusef&at mi f xyfajymjyonf/
]]t i f;...t i f; ' ghxuf olajymwJh pum;awGxJrSm lyr[ kwfaMumi f; xi f&wJh
t aMumi f;t &mawGawmi f ygrvmbl;vm;}}
]]t m...vkH;0rygbl;/ wu, fh lyt wdki f;yJ/ t efu, fwdkY t efwDwdkY t aMumi f;awmi f
ygao;w, f/ orD;eJYu t at ;xdki faomuf&i f; awmfawmfMumat mi f pum;ajymjzpfwmqdkawmh
ydkt HhMordw, f/ ly r[ kwf&i fvnf; orD;u &dyfrd&rSm.../ t ckvkH;0 r&dyfrdbl;}}
]]orD;u bmt aMumi f;udkt "du ajymovJ}}
]]cP av;aemf t efu, fvf}}
"mwku (a' :oufxm;jri fhvdkyJ rodromem;axmi faeyHk&onfh) olYt az OD;rsdK;jri fht m;...
]]azaz orD;udk[ dkaeYu vdkufaESmi fh, SufwmckjcHa&SYu jzwfoGm;wJhaumi fav;awGaygh}}
OD;rsdK;jri fhjcHa&SYxGufoGm;ykH&onf/ xdkt cgusrS"mwku...
]]olucsnf;yJajymwmrsm;ygw, f t efu, fvf/ orD;u em;axmi fHkaygh}}
]]at ;av...bmt aMumi f; t "du ajymovJvdkY}}
]]vlt dkpum;awmhr[ kwfbl;av t efu, fvf&JY}}
]]a[ ...}}
]]vlt dkpum;awmhr[ kwfbl;vdkY}}
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xdkt cgusrSyi f OD;pdk;vGi f oabmaygufoGm;jyD; w[ m;[ m; x&, fonf/ "mwkESi fhqdkvQi f
lyudkt m;awmi fay;&OD;rnf/ odkYaomf cufoGm;onfu xdkow0gonf ly r[ kwfqdkawmh...
]]vlysdKpum;ajymwmudkorD;u b, fvdkjyefajymvdkufovJ}}
]]pOf;pm;yghr, faygh}}
]]t i f;...t J' g}}
enf;enf;yg;yg;qufajymjyD;rSrSmp&muav;awGrSmjyD; OD;pdk;vGi f zkef;csvdkufonf/
a' :oufxm;jri fhbufodkYvSnfh ...
]]awmfawmf xl;jcm;wJhudpyJ xm;&JY}}
a' :oufxm;jri fhu bmrSjyefrajym/ xdkt csdeft xdawmholYyg;pyfukdt ji drf;pm;ay;xm;onf/
]]om;a&mufvm&i f ukd, fht cef;udkcP vTwfvdkuf?ajymp&m&Sdw, fvdkY.../ [ kwfvm;}}
a' :oufxm;jri fhyg;pyfu csufcsi f;yi f vkyfi ef;cGi fjyef0i fawmh\ /
]]bmudp &Si fht cef;xJ vTwf&rSmvJ/ ajymp&m&Sd&i f {nfhcef;rSmyJajym/ yGi fhyGi fhvi f;vi f;aygh/
uRefrvnf; em;axmi frSmaygh}}
OD;pdk;vGi f pdwfysufvufysufESi fhat mf&, favonf/
]]aMomf...xm;&, f udk, fu r[ kwfwm bmrSrvkyfygbl;/ {nfhcef;xJrSm xm;udk
ab;xm;jyD;ajymqdkvnf; ajymyghr, f/ rdom;pkoHk;a, muf wdki fyi fMuwmaygh}}
OD;pdk;vGi fu t cef;xJ 0i foGm;onf/ em;OD;rnf xi fonf/ a' :oufxm;jri fhuawmhrem;Edki f/
lyjyeft vmudkapmi fhjyD; pdwfapmaeonf/
n ckESpfem&DcGJavmufrSmrSlyu qdki fodrf;jyD; jyefa&mufvmonf/ ' i f;u a&rdk;csdK;ao;\ /
jyD;rdom;pk xri f;pm;Mu\ / xri f;0dkki f;rSmOD;pkd;vGi fu bmrSrajym/ vufzufokwfwpfyef;uefudk
cv, frSmcsjyD; oHk;a, mufom; pum;ajymMu\ /
]]om;u azazwdkYudkjyefrajymbl;udk;}}
]]bmvJazaz}}
]]ri f;eJY wpfax&mwnf;wlwJh aumi fav;wpfa, mufu ri f;t a, mi faqmi fjyD; "mwkudk
&nf;pm;pum;ajymvdkYqdk}}
]]aMomf...azazwdkYu b, fvdkvkyf odovJ}}
]]"mwkajymwmayghuG/ uJ...ri f;bufu ajymprf;ygOD;}}
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lyu olYbufrS awGUBuHKorQudk jyefajymjyonf/ a&Ta&mi f0wfpHkMuD;ESi fh "mwk\
acgufxD;t aMumi f;udkawmhcsefvSyfxm;cJhonf/
OD;pdk;vGi fu ezl;aMumIHUjyD; pOf;pm;onf/ lyuvnf; xdkudpt ay: b0i frusEdki fjzpfaeqJ/
a' :oufxm;jri fhuvnf; t awG;&Muyfaeonf/ t wefMumrSOD;pdk;vGi fu...
]]kyfwlwmwdkY t oHwlwmwdkY bmnmudk jzpfwwfygw, fqdkjyD; z, fxm;vdkufOD;/
t ckaumi fav;u ri f;t jzpfeJYudkw&i f;wESD;ukdajymqdkqufqHoGm;wmt HhMop&myJ}}
]][ kwfw, f azaz/ "mwkwdkYqdkwmu om;r[ kwf&i f csufcsi f;&dyfrd&r, fhvlawGMuD;yJ}}
]]uJ...arar t MuHay;r, fuG, f}}
a' :oufxm;jri fhu olYt pDt pOfudkajym\ /
]]ri f; cP c&D;xGufvdkuf om;/ "mwku t ajzjyefay;r, fvdkY ajymxm;awmh
t J' Dhaumi fav;u vmEdki fao;w, f/ t J' gudk apmi fhzrf;&rSmyJ/ ri f;u e, fuaejyD;
t drfudkvnf;zkef;quf? "mwkeJY oli , fcsi f;awGudkvnf; zkef;quf/ ri f;' DrSmr&Sdbl;qdkwJhoabmyJ/
t J' gqdkwpfcsuf&Si f;oGm;r, f}}
OD;pdk;vGi fuvnf; ]at ;...t J' gaumi f;w, f}[ kajymonf/

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vrf;ab;wpfzufwpfcsufrSmu t NydKi f;t dki f; &Si foefaeaom opfyi ft dkMuD;awG?
v, fuGi f;awGudk jzwfjyD;jri fae&onfu xef;yi fpkpkrsm;? ajr&eHYwdkYuyi fvQi f &efukefESi fhrwlovdk
wrluGJjym;pGmSLIdufcHpm;&\ / ly awmi fi lrSmqi f;vdkufonf/
t vkt , uf 0dki f;t Hkvmaomqdkufum;rsm;udkvufumwm;&i f; t kyfxJrSvkxGuf&\ /
]]q&mb, foGm;rvJ/ c&D;aqmi ft dwf uRefawmfhudkay;}}
t m;vHk;ukdji i f;qef&i f; eD;&mpm;aomufqdki fwpfckxJodkYt &i f0i f&\ / vrf;c&D;u qdki frsm;rSm
pm;&wmt qi frajyvS/ wdkYueef; qdwfueef;ompm;vmcJhojzi fhckawmhAdkufqmjyD/
Adkufjznfht jyD;rSmolt &i fqkH; owd&vdkufrdonfu "mwk.../
aumi fwmrSw, fvDzkef;qDavQmufoGm;vdkufonf/
]]&efukefudkzkef;ajymcsi fw, f}}
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aumi fwmrSt rsdK;orD;u...
]]&w, f}}
uHu aumi f;onf[ kqdk&rnfjzpfonf/ zkef;u wdkufkdufwef;0i foGm;onf/
]][ Jvdk...oufvsm"mwkeJYpum;ajymcsi fvdkYyg}}
"mwk\ emrnft jynfht pkHu oufvsm"mwkjzpf\ / udkapmNi drf;\ oDcsi f;pmom;xJrS
, lxm;jci f;jzpfonf[ kod&onf/ oufvsmrsdK;jri fhrjzpfvdkuf awmfygao;onf/
wpfzufrSt rsdK;orD;t oHudkxdkodkYomMum;&jyD; cP t oHwdwfoGm;onf/ aemufrS...
]][ Jvdk...ajymyg}}
]]"mwkvm;}}
]][ kwfygw, f}}
]]i gyg... ly}}
]]aMomf...at ; ajym}}
a&jcm;ajrjcm;rS "mwkt oHav;udk Mum;vdkuf&wm ESvHk;om;xJ aEG;axG;oGm;ovdk
cHpm;&onf/
]]i gt ckawmi fi lu qufaewm}}
]][ i f...ei fu awmi fi ludkbmoGm;vkyfwmvJ}}
]]aMomf...awmi fi lbk&i fvdkoufvsm"mwkudkoGm;vGrf;wmyg}}
]]vJaovdkuf/ t ckei f ei fh&efukeft drfuyJ qufaewmr[ kwfvm;}}
]]r[ kwfbl;/ awmi fi ludkwu, fa&mufaewm}}
]]bmoGm;vkyfwmvJ/ aMomf.... t J rajzeJYawmh? rajzeJYawmh/ awmfMumckeu t ajzudk
xyfMum;csi fw, f xi faeOD;r, f}}
ly cyfwkd;wdk; &, frdonf/
]]udpwpfckaMumi fhqdkygawmh[ m.../ t J' gudk xm;vdkufygOD;/ ei f [ dkaeYu i ghudk t &rf;
pdwfqdk;oGm;vm;}}
]]t [ i f;....t J' Dhwkef;uawmhqdk;wmaygh/ aemufawmhrqdk;awmhygbl;}}
]]pdwfqdk;w, fqdk&i fvnf; i gu awmi f;yefygw, f[ m}}
]][ i fht i f;...i guomawmi f;yef&rSmyg}}
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]]bmjzpfvdkY}}
]]ei fu i ghudkawmfaumufcsi fw, f r[ kwfvm;}}
]]t m...}}
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]][ m...ei fuvnf;}}
"mwk\ &, foHvGi fvGi fav;udkMum;&\ / lyuvnf; vdkuf&, fjzpfonf/
]]ei f awmi fi lrSmb, fESpf&ufMumrSmvJ}}
]]ei fpOf;pm;csdef&at mi f wpfywfq, f&ufygyJ}}
]]i gu bmudkpOf;pm;&rSmvJ}}
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]]at mi frm...vlyg;0vdkY}}
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]]t r, fav;..av;/ t J' DudpMuD;udkjyefrajymprf;ygeJY[ m.... ausmcsrf;vGef;vdkY}}
]]' gayrJhbmyJjzpfjzpfav.../ ei f olYudkajymcJhwJhpum;awG[ mi ghudkajymwJhpum;awGvdkYyJ
i gowfrSwfw, f/ t J' Dawmh....}}
]]udk, fawmf qufrajymeJYawmh}}
]]ei fvufcHjyDqdkygawmh}}
]]bmudkvJ}}
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]]t vdk...vmvmcsnfao;}}
]]ei f i ghudkwpfcgwnf; t ajzjyefay;vdkufjyDyJ/ i gawmfaumufwmudkvufcHvdkYei fu i ghukd
udk, fawmfvdkYw&dkwao ac:wmayghaemf}}
]]bmei faemf}}
ly &, frd\ / rcHcsd rcHomjzpfaernfh "mwk\ rsufESmvSvSav;udkvnf; t mkHxJrSm
jri faerdonf/ ' Daumi frav;udkp&aemuf&wmbmESi fhrSrwlat mi f aysmfp&maumi f;onf/
]]i gu pufbD;ypnf;a&mi f;wJhaumi f qdkawmhei feJYt wlaecsi fwmaygh[ m}}
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]]bmqdki fvdkYvJ}}
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ei feJYi geJYaygi f;pnf;jyD; b0MuD;xJudkc&D;xGufMuwmaygh}}
]]ei f awmfawmfpum;wwfaeygvm;/ aeygOD;...ei feJY i geJY [ dk;i , fi , fuwnf;u
t wlwloGm;vmpm;aomufaecJhwm/ ckrSei fhpdwfawGb, fvdkajymi f;oGm;vJ}}
]]q, fwef;at mi fjyD;uwnf;u i gei fhudk MudKufaewm[ / t J' Dhwkef;uwnf;u
&nf;pm;pum;ajymrvdkYyJ/ wuodkvfwufvdkuf&vdkYrajymjzpfvdkufwm}}
]]wpfrsdK;ygvm;}}
]]ckrSwuodkvfqdkwJht 0dki f;MuD;udkywfjyD; ei fhqDudk*i , fauGUjyefauGUvmwm}}
]]t J' DhMum;xJrSmi gu olrsm;aemufygoGm;&i faum}}
]]t Jvdkawmhb, f&rvJ/ t J' Dt cgusawmhvnf; i gu rD;eDjyjyD; wm;rSmaygh}}
]]ei f pufbD;ypnf;a&mi f;vdkYyJ?t mumo, mOfypnf;a&mi f;&i f b, fvdkaer, f rodygbl;}}
]]bmudkyJa&mi f;a&mi f;[ mei fhudkawmhcspfrSmyJ}}
]]uJ...awmfawmh awmfawmh/ ei fzkef;zdk;awG odyfukefaer, f/ i gvnf; t drfrSm
t vkyfawG&Sdao;w, f}}
]]at ;..at ;/ aMomf... ' geJY"mwk}}
]]bmvJ}}
]]ei fhqDaemufwpfcgvlvSvm&i f...}}
]]bm...b, fu vlvSvJ}}
]]i gt wkav[ m.../ i gu lyqdkawmholYudkvlvSvdkYt rnfay;xm;wm}}
]]MuHMuHzefzef[ m}}
]]at ;...t J' Dhaumi f ei fhqDxyfa&mufvm&i f owdxm;OD;aemf/ ' DwpfcgrrSm;apeJY}}
]]at ;yg}}
]]wwfEdki f&i fvnf; pkHprf;..prf;/ ajc&mcHprf;yg}}
]]at ;yg...i godygw, f}}
]]aemufjyD;...t cki gzkef;qufawmhvmudki fwmb, folvJ}}
]]ararav}}
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]]aMomf...}}
cP t MumrS zkef;csvdkufonf/ OD;rsdK;jri fh r&Sdae awmfao;onf/ "mwkwdkYt ar
a' :uvsmu OD;rsdK;jri fhESi fhqefYusi fbuf?t vGef pum;enf;onf/
qdki fxJrSxGufjyD; qdkufum;i Sm;awmh....
]][ m...q&mb, fvdkjzpfvmwmvJ}}
qdkufum;orm;av;u olYudkrsufvHk;jyL;ESi fhar;onf.
]]bmvJ.... bmjzpfvdkYvJ}}
oluvnf; rsufvHk;jyL;ESi fhjyefar;vdkufonf/
]]t ckb, foGm;rvdkYvJ}}
]]a[ mfw, fwpfckckudk}}
]]raeYu uRefawmfydkYay;cJhwJha[ mfw, fudkoabmrusvdkYvm;}}
]]t m...r[ kwfwm/ i gu t ckrS ' DjrdKUudka&mufwmyg[ / apmapmurS t a0;ajy;um;ay:u
qi f;vmwm/ ri f;vlrSm;aejyD}}
]]q&muvnf; aemufaejyefjyD/ q&mht dwfudk uRefawmfyJ a[ mfw, fxJ xrf;ydkYay;wm/
aumi fwmrSmawmi f [ dkw, f0efxrf;awGu q&mhudk aemufaeao;w, f/ q&mhemrnf lyqdkawmh
"mwkuvsmqDvmwmvm;vdkYav}}
]]a[ ...}}
ly yg;pyft a[ mi f;om; jzpfoGm;&\ / aoG;aMumawGvnf; zsi f;ueJ jzpfoGm;onf/ vlvS
acG;rom; ' Daumi fu BudKa&mufaejyD/
bmvkyfrvJ...
bmvkyfrvJ...
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wuf...wuf t dwfudkuRefawmfwi fr, f}}
qdkufum;ay: wufxdki fvdkufjyD;rS...
]]ri f;raeYu ydkYay;cJhwJha[ mfw, fudkri f;rSwfrdw, f r[ kwfvm;}}
]]rSwfrdygw, f q&m&JU}}
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]]at ;...t J' Dha[ mfw, feJYt eD;qHk;a[ mfw, fudkoGm;r, f}}
]]&w, fq&m.../ t J' Drsufapmi f;xdk;em;u a[ mfw, fudkykdYay;r, f}}
]]aumi f;jyD}}
a[ mfw, fa&mufjyD; t cef;xJrSm t em;, l vJavsmi f;um cP pOf;pm;onf/ xdkYaemufrS
0efxrf;wpfa, mufudkac:jyD; vlvSwnf;cdkaeonfhrsufapmi f;xdk; a[ mfw, fudknTefjyum...
]]t J' Dha[ mfw, f&JUzkef;eHygwfudkodovm;}}
]][ kwfuJh}}
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zkef;eHygwf&jyD;awmh....
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]][ kwfuJhq&m}}
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]][ Jvdk....]................}[ dkw, fuygvm;}}
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]]ckpum;ajymaewmb, folygvJ}}
]]&efukefuyJ?olYt odyg}}
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udk, fu pdwfavmaeonfhMum;xJ wpfzufrS t ar;t jref;xlaeojzi fh ly rausreyf
pkwfoyfvdkufrdonf/ wpfzufrSvnf; &dyfrdonf/
]]cP aemf}}
wpfzufrSzkef;oHwdwfoGm;onf/ jyD;rSwpfjcm;wpfa, muf vmudki fonf/
]][ kwfuJh...uRefawmf ' D[ dkw, fu refae*smyg}}
]][ kwfuJh...uRefawmf lyeJYawGUcsi fvdkYyg}}
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]]' Dudpudk 0efxrf;u ajymjyvdkY uRefawmfodjyD;ygjyD/ udkly&JU t odqdk&i f
uRefawmfwdkYuawmi f jyefar;p&mav;awG&SdaevdkYyg}}
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]]bmrsm; ar;rvdkYygvJ ci fAsm}}
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]]olxGufoGm;wmudkci fAsm;wdkYb, folrSrodvdkufbl;vm;}}
]]rodvdkufygbl;}}
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]]t puwnf;u uRefawmfwdkYqDrSm rSwfyHkwi f rt yf&ao;bl;As/ c&D;aqmi ft dwfxJ
a&mufaew, fwJh.../ xkwf&cufvdkYreufusrSyJ , lawmhwJh/ olu wpfywfq, f&uf wnf;rSmwJh}}
]]Asm}}
vlyg;0wJhvlvS/ olu udk, fhvdkyJ wpfywfq, f&uf wnf;rSmwJhvm;/
]]aeOD;.../ olYrSwfyHkwi fuwfudkr, l&ao;ayrJholYrSwfyHkwi feHygwfudkawmh, lxm;vdkufrSmaygh}}
]]' guawmh, lxm;&ygw, f}}
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]]cP apmi fhyg}}
aemufrS....
olYrSwfyHkwi f eHygwfu ............... vdkYay;oGm;w, f/
]]Asm...}}
ly\ vufxJrSzkef;cGuf vGwfusoGm;onf/
[ dkaumi fvlvSay;oGm;onfhrSwfykHwi feHygwfu olYrSwfyHkwi feHygwf jzpfaeonf/ wpfvHk;rS
rvGJ/
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zkef;qufajymcsi fpdwfvnf; r&Sdawmh/ zkef;cGufudkjyefwi fxm;vdkufonf/ t dyf&may: ypfvSJ&i f;
ezl;ay:vufwi fumpOf;pm;aevdkufonf/
bmvkyfrvJ...
bmvkyfrvJ......
bmvkyfrvJ........./
aemufawmh zkef;cGufudkrjyD; zkef;eHygwfawGudk ESdyfvdkufonf/ ' Dwpfcguawmh
&efukeft drfqDudk.../ azhazhqD.../

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olYpum;t qkH;rSm t m;vHk;u rsufESmt rlt &m t rsdK;rsdK; ajymi f;vJoGm;Muavonf/
yi fhoufIdufolIduf?oufjyi f;csolcs/ olYqdki fuav;xJrSavawGyi f uarmufur jzpfoGm;onf/
]]ri f;udpu odyfawmhrvG, fawmhbl;uG}}
]]at ;...t jyuf t jyufeJYESmacgi f;aoG;xGufr, faemf}}
&J0i f;jri fhESi fhodef;aZmf0i f;u xdkodkYrSwfcsufcs\ /
jrwfpki , fuvnf;...
]]ly&, f...ei fht pm; i g&i farmvdkufwm}}
]][ kwfw, f ly&, f... &Jwdki f&i fvnf; wdki fygvm;/ t a, mi faqmi frI ajrmufrSmaygh}}
oufa0csdK\ pum;udk lyu acgi f;ndwfjyaomfvnf; vdkufvHt aumi ft xnfazmfrnfhyHkrsdK;
r&Sd/ &J0i f;jri fhu...
]][ kwfom;yJ.../ oufa0ajymovdk&Judkwdki f&i f wdki fxm;ygvm;}}
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]]odyf t qi frajyvSbl;uG}}
odef;aZmf0i f;u rsufarSmi fMuKwfvsuf 0i far;onf/
]]bmjzpfvdkYt qi frajywmvJuG}}
]]ri f;wdkYi gwdkY"mwkwdkYudk&Ju t ukefac:ppfOD;rSm}}
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]]t i f;...}}
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jzpfrSm/ EdkYrdkYqdk&i f &J&JYnTefMum;csuft wdki f; oGm;vmae&jyD; i gygajccsKyfjyefusaer, f}}
]]t i f;..}}
lyu pum;udk qufrajymawmhacs/ t m;vHk;ji drfoufoGm;Muonf/ cP t MumrS
oufa0csdKu...
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&J0i f;jri fhu...
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cyfoJhoJh&, fMuavonf/ odkYaomf &, foHrsm;u t oufryg/
]]awmi fi luae t J' Dht aMumi f;awGudkri f; vSrf;zkef;qufawmhri f;t az rsufvHk;jyL;oGm;rSmaygh}}
]]t [ i f;.../ at ;ayghrsufvHk;jyL;oGm;wmaygh}}
]]zkef;xJuae ei fujri f&vdkYvm;}}
]]jri fw, fa[ h... jri fw, f/ i ght az&JYrsufvHk;u &efukefuae awmi fi lt xdvSrf;jyL;wm}}
]]t i f;...rsufvHk;rdkYvdkYawmfygao;w, f}}
&, farmvdkufMujyefonf/ oufa0csdKu...
]]uJ...uJ &, fraeMueJYOD;?b, fvdkvkyf&i faumi f;r, f qdkwm0dki f;pOf;pm;vdkufMuOD;}}
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jrwfpki , fuvnf;...
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]][ i fht i f;}}
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]]ri f;awmi fi lrSmuwnf;u [ dkaumi fhudkt rdzrf;vdkuf&i f aumi f;rSmuG}}
odef;aZmf0i f;u vufcHvdk[ ef r&Sd/
]]bmjzpfvdkY}}
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rdEdki fw, f}}
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&xm;awG?t a0;ajy;um;awGrpD;bJ olYt pDt pOfeJYol xGufoGm;&i faumbmwwfEdki frSmvJ}}
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]]i gvnf; t J' Dhwkef;u awmi fi lrSmwi f ' Daumi fhudk t rdzrf;rvdkYuG? aoG;u
t &rf;yloGm;w, fav/ ' gayrJY aoaocsmcsm pOf;pm;Munfhawmh &efukef jyefvdkufwm
ydkaumi f;w, fqdkwJht ajz xGufvmw, f/ ' DvdkuGm...}}
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0i fovdk jzpfaeOD;r, f/ i gu olYudk rodayr, fh olu i ghudk BudKodaewm/ i ghrSmawmi f
t E&m, f&SdEdki fao;w, f}}
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vlpkHaeMujci f;jzpfonf/ ly\ udpudk udk, fhudpvdk oabmxm;&i f; aomuayGae&jci f;jzpfonf/
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OD;pdk;vGi fu lyudk a&SUaemuf0J, m vSnfhywfMunfh\ / acgi f;wqwfqwfndwfjyD;
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OD;pdk;vGi fu pum;rajymeJY[ laom t rloabmjzi fh lyudk vufndK;&rf;jyjyefonf/
t laMumi faMumi f lyuvnf; emrnfESi fhvdkufat mi f t laMumi faMumi fjzpfjyD; yg;pyfydwfxm;&jyefonf/
xdkt csdefrSmyJ...
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OD;pdk;vGi fuvnf; &JqDt yfzdkYt pDt pOfudkacgi f;xJrSmqGJoGi f;vdkufjci f; jzpfygonf/ odkYaomf
a' :oufxm;jri fhu onf;rcHEdki f/
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lyu bkrIwfrdawmh\ /
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]]lyt wkudkvlvSvdkYemrnf ay;xm;Muwm}}
a' :oufxm;jri fh\ rsufESmu lybufodkYjyefvSnfhum...
]]ri f;u i ghom; lyqdk&i f qdkprf;/ reufu i gbk&m;&Sdcdk;wmb, fvdkcdk;vJ}}
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ajymw, f}}
OD;pdk;vGi fu rsufarSmi fMuKwfvsuf...
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]]i gu bmajymvJ}}
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xdkt cgusrSaygufuGJolu lyjzpfavonf/
]]"mwk&, f vkyf&ufvdkufwm/ vlvSudkawmhvTwfvdkufjyD; i ghudkawmhzrf;xm;w, f}}
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]]ri f; bmvkyfrvdkYvJ}}
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wpfcsdK;wnf; xGufoGm;awmh\ / t m;vHk; NyHK;wrJhrhJESi fh ai ;Munfh usef&pfcJhMu\ / t wefMumrS
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"mwku jyefajymjyawmh jrwfpki , fESi fh oufa0csdKwdkYrSm &, fvdkuf&wm t awmrowf/
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rsufESmjy&yghrvJaygh}}
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jrwfpki , f\ rSwfcsufaMumi fh"mwkwGefYueJ jzpfoGm;jyD;...
]]i gu ly&JU&nf;pm;r[ kwfygbl;aemf}}
]]ckr[ kwfvnf; aemi f[ kwfvmawmhrSmyJ[ m}}
]]oGm;prf;yg}}
]]bmvJ...ji i f;vTwfrSmvm;/ t ajzvSvSav; jyefay;rSmvm;}}
]]acgi f;xJrSmbmrSawmi f r&Sdbl;}}
]]ESvkH;om;xJrSm&SdzdkYyJ vdkygw, f/ ' gayrJhwpfckawmh&Sdw, f}}
]]bmvJ...bmajymOD;rSmvJ}}
lyudkt ajzray;rdbJ vlvSudkoGm;ay;rdrScufaeOD;r, f}}
oufa0csdKuvnf; ]at ;av...[ kwfw, f}[ kaxmufcH\ / "mwku...
]]t J' Dhudpudki godyft , kHt Munf r&Sdygbl;[ m}}
]]bmudkt , kHt Munf r&SdwmvJ}}
]]ly P fqi faewmvdkY}}
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jrwfpki , fESi fhoufa0csdKwdkYrsufvkH;0dki f;oGm;onf/
]]bmaMumi fht J' Dvdkxi f&wmvJ}}
]][ dkaeYu i ghudk&nf;pm;pum;vmajymwJhaeYu yxr wpfacguf vmwmvnf; olyJ/ ' kwd,
wpfacgufvmwmvnf; olyJvdkYi gxi fw, f}}
]][ i f... bmjzpfvdkYvJ}}
]]wdkYu olajymorQ, kHae&wmav}}
]][ dkat mi fqef;OD;wdkY?odef;aZmf0i f;wdkY?&J0i f;jri fhwdkYuvnf; ajymw, fav}}
]]t dk;...olwdkYu ykvi f;wl bl;qdkYawG}}
]]' gjzi fhSrf;acgufqGJqdki fu wkwfMuD;eJYpm;yGJxdk;awG}}
]]olwdkYpnf;kH;jyD; t uGufqi fxm;wmjzpfrSmaygh}}
]]t m}}
jrwfpki , f ji drfoGm;onf/ oufa0csdKu...
]]xm;ygawmh.../ t J' gqdkolwdkYu bmvdkYt J' Dvdkvkyf&wmvJ}}
]]i ghukdxl;xl;jcm;jcm; csOf;uyfcsi fvdkYaerSmaygh/ olrsm;xufpm&i f lyu olYudkydkOD;pm;ay;
pdwf0i fpm;at mi f vkyfwmvnf; jzpfcsi fjzpfrSmaygh}}
oufa0csdKu acgi f;udkjznf;jznf;csi f;cgonf/
]]r[ kwfao;bl;[ }}
]]bmr[ kwfwmvJ}}
]]' Dudpudklyudk, fwdki f t awmf pdwfIyfaewm.../ ' DudprSmolrvdrfbl;vdkYi g, Hkw, f}}
jrwfpki , fuvnf;...
]]at ;...i gvnf; t J' DoabmyJ&Sdw, f}}
"mwku rsufcHk;uav;udkvSvSyy jri fhcsDvsuf...
]]qdkygOD;... bmaMumi fh}}
]]' Dudpt ay:rSmolt awmfcHpm;ae&wm/ ol awmi fi lrSmbmawGjzpfcJhw, f qdkwmei fodvm;}}
]]a[ hat ;}}
awmi fi lrSudpudkjrwfpki , fESi fhoufa0csdKu jyefajymjy\ / t m;vHk;qHk;rS...
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]] ly[ mt laMumi faMumi fEdki fw, fqdkayrJhrawmfwqjzpfwJht laMumi faMumi fawG[ / ckvdkrsdK;
t uGufqi fjyD; vkyfrSmr[ kwfbl;/ t J' DavmufvJ olu t m;aewJhaumi f r[ kwfbl;}}
]]' gjzi fh...}}
]]wkdYt xi fawmh' Dudp[ mwu, fjzpfaewm}}
]]' gqdk...}}
oufa0csdKu ykcHk;wGefYjyD; vuf0g;jzefYjyavonf/ "mwkuawmht i f;...rausvnfvSao;yg/

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(9 ^c)

lyu pum;EIwfqdwfvsuf wdwfwdwfuav; xdki faeonf/ at mi fqef;OD;? odef;aZmf0i f;ESi fh
&J0i f;jri fhwkdYuompum;awGazmi fzGJYaeMuonf/
]]t rSefawmhlyudki gaemufwmr[ kwfbl;uG?t wnfajymwm}}
]]bmudkvJ.../ ri f;uvnf; t &i f;r&Sdt wdk;r&Sd}}
]]t &i f;r&Sdt zsm;r&SdyguGm}}
at mi fqef;OD;ESi fh&J0i f;jri fhwdkYt jyeft vSef ji i f;ckefMuawmhonf/
]]uJ...uJ ri f;u bmudkajymcsi fwmvJ/ ajym...}}
]]i gwdkY*Em&DodyHynmt &qdk&i f...}}
]]awmfygawmhuGm...a&Ta&mi f0wfpHkjyD;awmhai Ga&mi f0wfpkH0wf&OD;rSmvm;}}
]]aeygOD;uGm.../ i gajymwmudkvnf; qkH;at mi fem;axmi fygOD;}}
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odef;aZmf0i f;u 0i fa&mufjzefajzonf/
]]at ;av &J0i f;jri fh&m.../ olajymwmudkqkH;at mi f em;axmi fygOD;}}
]]uJ...ajymajym/ vdk&i f;udkajymuGm.... *Em&DodyHawG?*efzvm;odyHawGvkyfraeeJY}}
]]i glyudk"mwkqD&J&Jwi f;wi f; &nf;pm;pum;oGm;ajymcdki f;&Jwmt aMumi f;&SdvdkYuG}}
]]oGm;prf;yg.../ t aMumi f;qdkwmzi frSmyJ &Sdw, f}}
]]zi fu[ mu t aMumi f;r[ kwfbl;uG/ ajrmi f;}}
]]ajrmi f;qdkwmyvufazmi f;at mufrSmyguG/ zi fu t aMumi f;udkb, fvdkac:ovJ ajymygOD;}}
zsefajzol odef;aZmf0i f;uyi f pdwfrSnfjzpf&awmhonf/
]]ri f;wdkY[ mu bmawGvJuGm.../ pum;aumi f;aumi f; ajymMuprf;yg}}
[ dkESpfaumi fpdwfavQmhvdkufMuonf/ at mi fqef;OD;u qufajym\ /
]]t J' Dht csdefrSm' Daumi fu vufonf;yGi fhaew, fuG}}
]]t J' gbmjzpfvJ}}
]]t J' Dhwkef;u vufonf;yGi fhyHkudk t "dyg, fzGi fh&i f t drfaxmi fjyK&awmhr, f?
t cspfa&;t qi fajyr, fqdkwJhoabmuG/ vHk;0aocsmw, f}}
]]' gqdkbmjzpfvdkYjy emawGxay:ovJ}}
]]' Daumi fu aemufvufacsmi f;wpfacsmi f;rSmygvufonf;xyfyGi fhvmw, f}}
]]t J' Dawmh...}}
]]aemufxyf vufonf;yGi fhyHk&JU t "dyg, fu t aygi f;t oi f;awGeJY rwlbJ
olwpfa, mufwnf;u wpfrsdK;jzpfaer, fwJh/ t aumi f;t qdk; cGJ&cufwJhoabm}}
]]ri f;u bmvdkYt J' Dwkef;u rajymvJ}}
]]aMomf...i gwdkYvdk&nf;pm;r&SdwJhaumi fawGxJrSmolu xl;jcm;jyD; &nf;pm;&awmhrSmyJvdkYi gu
xi frdwmudk;}}
]]t J' gqdk&i f *Em&DodyHvdkYrajymeJYawmhuGm/ odyHqdkwmwdus&w, f}}
]]at ;yguGm...t jypfajym&i fvnf; cH&rSmyJ}}
at mi fqef;OD;u 0efcHojzi fh&J0i f;jri fhpdwfajyoGm;onf/
odef;aZmf0i f;u pum;vrf;aMumi f;udkwnfhat mi f jyefwnfonf/
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]]uJ...xm;ygawmhuGm/ lyeJU "mwku cspfoljzpfEdki facsawGrsm;ygw, f/ avmavmq, f
cufaewmu lyeJYvlvSudp?b, fvdkvkyfMurvJ}}
]]ly b, fvdkpdwful;xm;w, fqdkwmt &i far;&rSmyJ}}
t m;vHk;\ t Munfhu lyqDodkYOMorqGJbJ qdkufa&mufvmonf/ lyu ji drfae&mrS...
]]i gpOf;pm;xm;wmwpfckawmh&Sdw, f/ ri f;wdkYvufcHzdkYawmhrvG, fbl; xi fwmyJ}}
]]Oya' eJYrvGwfwm?udk, fht wGuf t E&m, f&SdwmawGudkrvkyfeJYavuGm}}
]]t J' grsdK; r[ kwfygbl;}}
]]pdwf0i fpm;vmjyD...ajymygOD;}}
]]' Dvdkyg.../ ri f;wdkYu i ghudkt laMumi faMumi flyvdkYac:Muw, fr[ kwfvm;}}
]]aemufjyD; cspfpEdk;ac:MuwmyguGm.../ t rSefawmhri f;u wdkYxuf t rsm;MuD;awmfygw, f}}
[ kwfawmhvnf;[ kwfonf/ lyu q, fwef;at mi fawmh i g;bmom*kP fxl;ygonf/
rdbuvnf;wwfEdki fygvsuf aq;wuodkvf0i fcGi fhvnf; rDygvsuf lyaA' udkyJ t xl;jyK
ar*smt jzpfa&G;onf/ lyaA' ausmi f;om;rsm;xJrSmcHkeHygwf (1) jzpfonf/ t laMumi faMumi fly
qdkaomemrnfuvnf; xdkudprSp wGi foGm;jci f;jzpfonf/
]]vlvSu vQdKU0Sufw, fuGm/ olU' P fudki gcHae&w, f}}
]]t i f;... [ kwfw, f/ t J' gbmjzpfvdkYvJ}}
]]i gu vdQKU0SufwJhae&mrSmolYudkNydKi fvdkYr&bl;/ t J' gu olY]uGi f;}jzpfaew, f}}
]]t J' Dawmh...}}
]]olYudki ghuGi f;xJ t &i fqGJMunfhrvm;vdkY}}
]]ri f;uGi f;u}}
]]t laMumi faMumi fEdki fwmav}}
]]a[ }}
at mi fqef;OD;wdkYoHk;a, mufvHk; jyL;oGm;onf/ lyu ajymonf/
]]ol vdQKU0SufwJh ' P fudk i g cH&jyD;jyD/ i ght laMumi faMumi f Edki fwJh' P fudk olcHEdki fat mi f
BudK;pm;av}]
&J0i f;jri fhu...
]]ri f; t laMumi faMumi fEdki fwmudkolcHEdki fr, f rxi fbl;}}
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0dki f;&, fjzpfMu\ / lyu NyHK;a, mi fa, mi frsufESmjzi fh...
]]at ;av...t J' Dht cgus&i f lyt wkvlvSqdkwm&SdvmyghOD;rvm;qdkwmpOf;pm;p&myJ}}
odef;aZmf0i f;ESi fhat mi fqef;OD;uvnf; aysmfoGm;onf/
]]at ;...t J' Dhpdwful; aumi f;w, fuG/ ' gayrJh...}}
]]ri f; t laMumi faMumi fEdki fwJh' P fudkvlvSu cHEdki fjyD; i gwdkYu rcHEdki frSmudkompdk;&drfwm}}
&, fjzpfMujyefonf/ lyu aMunmcsufxkwfonf/
]]t J' Dt pDt pOfudkeufjzefcgpr, f}}

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rD;SL;rD;yef;uav;awGudkMunfhjyD;
' Hk;ysHudkvlawGwDxGi fcJhMuw, f/
ajymp&mwpfck&Sdvmw, f/

udk, f[ m' Hk;ysHMuD; jzpfcsi fjzpfaevdrfhr, f
' gayrJh
rD;SL;rD;yef;av;vdkyJ oabmxm;yg
ayghayghyg;yg;
vi f;&Jvi f;yGi fhpGmb0udkjzwfoef;prf;yg/
(armi fa, m)

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lyu pufbD;t a&mi f;t 0, fudpwpfckt wGuf vufzuf&nfqdki fwpfqdki fxJrSmcsdef;xm;oludk
apmi fhaecsdefjzpfonf/ NrdKUxJrSmr[ kwfaomfvnf; udk, fhNrdKUudk, fh&yfuGufxJrSmvnf; r[ kwfyg/
wpfckawmh&Sdonf/ "mwkwdkYNrdKUe, f?"mwkwdkY&yfuGufxJrSmawmhjzpfaeonf/
vufzuf&nfqdki f rxdki fci f "mwkwdkYt drf oGm;vnfOD;rvm;[ k pOf;pm;ao;onf/
t vkyfudpjyD;rSoGm;vQi f ydk at ;at ;aq;aq; &Sdrnf[ k jyefpOf;pm;rd\ / xdkYaMumi fh
vufzuf&nfqdki fodkY OD;wnfjyD; xGufvdkuf\ / 0D&d, vGefjyD; udk, fuapmaeojzi fh csdef;xm;olu
ra&mufao;/
vufzuf&nf wpfcGufrSmaomufjyD; wpfi Hkwnf;i Hk&ao;onf/ jy emu pdefat mi fri f;
i dkcsi f;csovdk&i fbwfpnfwD; 0i fa&mufvmjci f;jzpfonf/
]]at mi fr, fav; u, fMuygOD;&Si f?u, fMuygOD;}}
t armwaum at mfoHwpfckESi fht wl qdki fxJodkY t rsdK;orD;wpfa, muf ajy;0i fvmonf/
qdki fxJrSmpm;yGJ oHk;ckomvl&Sd\ / ly\ pm;yGJaemufrSmxdkt rsdK;orD;u 0i fykef;onf/ t rSwfwrJhrdkY
lyvnf;vefYoGm;jyD; xdki f&mrSx&yf\ /
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]][ bmjzpfwmvJAs}}
]]uRefrudku, fygOD;&Si f.../ uRefrudkowfrvdkY0dki f;vdkufaeMuygw, f}}
xdkpum;rSefavonf/ nmoHay; at mf[ pfoHrsm;? qJqdkBudrf;armi f;oHrsm;udk Mum;&jyD;
qdki faSUodkYwkwf?"m; udki fxm;aomvlwpfpka&mufvmonf/
]]a[ hxGufvmcJhprf;}}
]]xGufqdkxGufvmcJh?qdki fxJu ypnf;awGxdcdkufukefr, f}}
wkwfawG"m;awGajrmuf&rf;&i f; t rsdK;orD;udk ac:xkwfaeMujci f;jzpf\ / t rsdK;orD;u
cEmudk, fwpfckvHk; wqwfqwfwkefat mi f aMumuf&GHUjyD;...
]]t pfudkMuD; t pfudkMuD; uRefrudku, fygOD;&Si f}}
]]ci fAsm;u bmjzpfvmwmvJ}}
]]aemufrS&Si f;jyyghr, f&Si f?t cku, fygOD;}}
ly qdki fxJudk a0hMunfhawmhvnf; t jcm;ESpf0dki f;rSm t zdk;MuD; t zGm;MuD;ESpfa, muf/
olwdkYuvnf; t ajct aeudkxdef;odrf;Edki fpGrf;&SdyHkray:/ vufzuf&nfqdki frSmwm0efcHqdki fydki f&Si fu
vnf; r&Sdaomt csdef/ pm;yGJxdk;av;rsm;u rsufvHk;uv, fuv, fjzpfjyD; aMumuf&GHUaeMuonf/
xdkYaMumi fhlyuyJ (oufjyi f;wpfcsufcs&i f;)
]]bmjzpfMuwmvJAsm... at ;at ;aq;aq; ndEIdi f;Muyg}}
]]a[ hvl ci fAsm;rod&i f 0i frIyfeJU}}
]]a[ haumi f ri f; ab;udkz, fay;prf;}}
wpfzufrS wkwf? "m;udki folrsm;u lyukd [ def;a[ mufonf/ q, fa, mufcefU&Sdonf/
t m;vHk;\ rsufESmu xdkt rsdK;orD;udkowf&rSauseyfrvdkvdk}}
]]r[ kwfbl;avAsm...jy emudk wkwfwpfjyuf? "m;wpfjyuf ajz&Si f;wm raumi f;ygbl;/
ajyajyvnfvnf aqG;aEG;Muyg/ EdkYrdkUqdk&i f t ukefvHk; t usdK;, kwfp&mjzpfukefr, f}}
]]a[ haumi f t ydkawGajymraeeJUuGm/ ri f;...z, fprf;/ ' i f;udkxkwfay;}}
]]r[ kwfbl;av.../ uRefawmfajymwmem;axmi fygOD;}}
]]rvdkygbl;uGm}}
]]a[ hvl ci fAsm;ajymwmudkem;axmi fzdkYvmMuwmr[ kwfbl;/ t csdefukefw, f?z, fprf;ygAsm}}
wpfzuft kyfpkuvnf; b, fvdkrSudkajymr&acs/ t rsdK;orD;uvnf;...
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]]t pfudkMuD; t pfudkMuD; uRefrudkolwdkYvufxJawmhrxnfhvdkufygeJY&Si f}}
]][ kwfygw, f rxnfhygbl;}}
xdkae&mrSmawmh lyu owd t jynfh&Sdonf/ wu, fhpdwf&i f;jzi hf ajymjci f;jzpfonf/
bmawGyJjzpfcJhjzpfcJhxdkvlt kyfxJodkYt yfvdkufvQi f xdkt rsdK;orD; t dk;t om;yi f &Sm yi f&awmhrnf
r[ kwfacs/
xdkYaMumi fh...
]]pdwfavQmhMuygOD;Asm.../ olvnf;aor, f ci fAsm;wdkYvnf; axmi fusr, fqdk&i f b, folrS
t usdK;r&Sdygbl;/ w&m;Oya' &Sdygw, f/ wm0ef&Sdolu wm0ef&Sdovdkaqmi f&Gufay;oGm;rSmyg}}
olYpum;aMumi fh vlt kyfMuD;onfyi fvQi f t rf;oGm;\ / axmi fus&rnf?
0&rf;ajy;jzpf&rnfqdkonfudkawmh t enf;ESi fh t rsm; t m;vHk; aMumufMuonfcsnf;jzpfonf/
wkwfawG? ' g;awGudki fjyD; aeYci f;aMumi fawmi fMuD;rSm vlwpfa, mufudk
owfzdkYvdkufaeMuonfuyi fvQi f vGefvSjyD.../
]][ Jhly}}
vlt kyfMuD; t rf;jyD;onfhaemufrSmlyu t rf;oGm;&jyefonf/
t b, fhaMumi fhqdkaomf vlt kyfMuD;udkwdk;a0SYum"mwku qdki fxJodkY vdkuf0i fvmjci f;aMumi fh
jzpfonf/
]][ i f..."mwk}}
"mwku lyudkrsufapmi f;xdk;Munhfumaumi fwmqDodkYoGufoGuf avQmufoGm;vdkufjyD;...
]][ Jvdk... 0rf;Edki f;Edki f;uygvm;&Si f}}
vlt kyfMuD; wGefYceJ jzpfoGm;\ / lyaemufrSt rsdK;orD;uyg wGefYceJjzpfoGm;onf/ "mwku
zkef;udkwdkwdk&Si f;&Si f;ajymjyD;aemuf vlt kyfMuD;bufodkYvSnfhum...
]]wm0ef&SdolawG ckcsufcsi f; a&mufvmawmhrSmyg&Si f/ w&m;cHudkvnf; olwdkY
t a&;, lay;rSmyg/ avmavmq, f &Si fwdkY&JUwkwfawG? "m;awGudkz, fjyD; vlpkudkvnf; cGJxm;vdkuf&i f
t aumi f;qHk; xi fygw, f}}
vlt kyfMuD;u wpfa, mufrsufESmwpfa, mufMunfhjyD; awGa0oGm;Muonf/ odkYaomf olwdkYawG
pdwfrmefusdK;onfuawmhaocsmonf/
"mwku qufajymonf/ lyudknTefjyvsuf...
]]uRefroli , fcsi f;u t jzpft ysufawGudkrodao;vdkYyg/ olu rdef;uav;wpfa, mufaemufudk
a, musfm;MuD;awGu owfzdkYvdkufaew, f xi fvdkYyg}}
ly pdwfwdkoGm;onf/
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]]i gbmrSm;ovJ}}
"mwku lyudka&SUwnfhwnfhrSMunfhjyD; rsufapmi f;xdk;vsuf
]]t J' grdef;r r[ kwfbl;[ Jh/ a, mufsm;MuD;}}
]]a[ ...}}
lyu olYaemufrS t rsdK;orD;udk vSnfhMunfh\ / jyi fqi fjc, forI t enf;i , f
vGefuJoa, mi f&Sdaomfvnf; t rsdL;orD;[ kyJ oljri frdygonf/
"mwk\ t oHu em;xJodkY0i fvmonf/
]]t J' grdef;rvsmawmfa&U... ewfuawmf/ zJvnf; vdrf&dkufw, f? pdefyGJpm; ausmufyGJpm;vnf;
vkyfw, f/ t "du uawmh vlvdrfyJ/ olYaMumi fh ' D&yfuGufxJrSm ' kua&mufcJhwJh rdom;pkawG
renf;awmhbl;}}
]]a[ ...}}
"mwku vlt kyfMuD;bufodkYwpfzefjyefvSnfhum...
]]uRefr oli , fcsi f;u rsufrSeform;yg/ t ckrsufrSefrygvdkYolu rdef;reJYrdef;rvsmudkawmi f
rcGJwwfbl; jzpfaew, f/ aemufqdkrdef;reJYt ajcmufudkcGJjri fEdki fwJhrsufrSef wyfcdki f;vdkufygOD;r, f}}
]]Aka' g}}
lyrSmrsufvHk;jyL; rsufqHjyL;omjzpfae&awmh\ / "mwkudk...
]]' g...' gt ajcmufMuD;aygh}}
]]aMomf...' Dt csdefu ei fhudki gaemufajymi fae&r, fht csdef r[ kwfbl;}}
xdkt ajct aeaMumi fhlyudkt m;udk;wMuD; uG, fykef;aeaomt ajcmufu...
]]at ;...[ kwfw, f?i gu rdef;rvsmyJ/ rxl;bl; ri f;rvIyfeJYawmh/ t m;...}}
olYudk, fay:rS"m;wpfvufudkt vQi ft jref xkwf, ljyD; lyudkvnf; vnfyi f;axmufzrf;&ef
MudK;pm;jci f;jzpf\ / "m;pmcHvkyfoGm;rnfhoabmyi f/ rSm;awmht awmfrSm;oGm;onf/
ol lyudk "m;pmcHvkyf vnf; odyfxl;rnfr[ kwf/ olYudkomol a' goxGufaeojzi fh
rnfolurS lyudk i Jhrnfrxi f/ aemuft rSm;uawmh lyudk ol t xi fao;oGm;jci f;jzpfonf/
ol"m;xkwfjyD;jyD;csi f; t csdefrSmyJ lyu olYaygi fNcHudk aemufaygufESi fhuefvdkufjci f; jzpfonf/
rdef;rvsmMuD; aqGUaqGUckef at mf[ pfaeawmh\ /
t jzpft ysufu jrefvGef;ojzi fh"mwkyi f rsufpdvnfoGm;onf/
]][ Jhly?ei f bmjzpfoGm;ao;vJ}}
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]]rjzpfygbl;}}
]]awmfao;wmaygh/ olu ei fhvnfyi f;udk"m;eJYaxmufrvdkY}}
]]r&ygbl;}}
]]b, folurSawmi f owdray;vdkufEdki fbl;/ ei fu b, fvdkvkyf odovJ}}
lyu olYb, fbufvufz0g;xJrSmaysmufaeaomrSefav;wpfcsyfudkjyjyD;...
]]' DrSefav;xJu wpfqi f jri fwmaygh}}
]]aMomf...w, f[ kwfygvm;}}
t rSefawmh ' DrSefuav;u lyvufxJrSm &Sdaewm MumjyDjzpfonf/
pufbD;ypnf;t a&mi f;t 0, ft wGuf olcsdef;xm;onfqdkonfrSmvnf; rSefESi fhywfoufonf/
pufbD;aemufMunfhrSefrsm;udkjyi fnDrSeft jyi f rSefcHk;rSefcGufrsm;udkvnf; wyfqi fa&mi f;csEdki fonf[ kol
pD;yGm;a&;t uGuf awGUxm;onf/ xdkYaMumi fh wpfzufvlESi fh t qi foi fh pum;ajymEdki f&ef
xdkrSefwpfcsyfudkvufxJrSmudki fxm;jci f;jzpfonf/
]]"mwk... ei fajymwm[ kwfw, f[ }}
]]bmvJ}}
]]' Dvlu a, musfm;MuD;[ }}
]]aMomf...aygi fjcHudk ajcaxmufeJU uefjyD;rSyJ a, musfm;rSef; odvm;/ t laMumi faMumi f
ly&, f.../ ei f[ mav i grajymvdkufcsi fbl;/ ' gaMumi fhei fhudkrdef;reJYt ajcmufeJYcGJodwJhrsufrSef
wyfay;r, fvdkYajymwm}}
xdkt csdefrSmyJ &Jrsm;ra&mufci f &yfuGufvlMuD;rsm; a&mufvmjyD; rdef;rvsmvlvdrfudk
zrf;qD;umvlt kyfMuD;udkvnf; vlpkcGJvdkuf\ / t m;vHk;udpawGjyD;oGm;rSyJ...
]]aus;Zl;yJ "mwk&m}}
]]awmfyg}]
]]wu, fajymwm.../ ei foma&mufrvm&i f i gt laMumi faMumi f jzpfae&rSm}}
]]wpfoufvHk;jzpfaewmyJ/ vmajymraeeJY}}
]]ei f vufzuf&nf aomufOD;rvm;}}
]]aomufrSm...aomufrSmryleJY}}
"mwk vufzuf&nf aomufaecsdefusrSyJ lycsdef;xm;olu a&mufvmonf/ olwdkY
t vkyfpum;awGajymMuonf/ odyfrMumvSyg/ xdkvl jyefoGm;onf/ "mwku a&aEG;ylyludk
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zdaomufaecsdefrSm lyuvnf; bmpum;udkrS rajymbJ ji drfae\ / vufzuf&nfqdki f
ydki f&Si fjyefa&mufvmonf/ t jzpft ysufawGudkjyefMum;&awmholYcrsm&i foyfIarmjzpf&Sm\ /
xdkMum;xJrSmol pdwf0i fpm;aeonfu rdef;rESi fhrdef;rvsmudkcGJodEdki fonfqdkaomrsufrSef.../
(rSwfcsuf xdkrsufrSefonf uREkfyfxHwGi f r&Sdyg/ uREfkyft aejzi fh jri fyi frjri fbl;yg/
t u, f pdwf0i fpm;olrsm;&Sdygu uREfkyf\ xkwfa0ol (OD;) armi frsdK;? aMumi fESpfaumi f
pmt kyfwdkufydki f&Si fxHwGi f qufoG, fawmi f;, lEdki fygonf/ pmt kyf\ a&SUydki f;pmrsufESmrsm;wGi f
olYvdyfpmESi fholYzkef;eHygwf yg&Sdygonf/ um; pum;csyf- pma&;ol)
]]"mwk}}
]]bmvJ}}
]]ei fuvJ[ m... aumi f;aumi f;xl;prf;yg}}
]]' DvdkyJ xl;wwfw, f}}
]]r[ kwfao;ygbl;/ uJ... ' gjzi fhvnf; i guyJ jyi fac:Munfhay;yghr, f/ a[ ;... oufvsm
"mwkuav;a&...}}
"mwku jyefrxl;bJ lyudkcyfwnfwnf jyefMunfhaeonf/ lyu...
]]xl;av}}
]]rxl;ygbl;}}
]]a&mf... bmjzpfvdkYvJ}}
]]ei fac:wmu [ kwfrSr[ kwfbJ}}
]][ i f... ei fhemrnfudkac:wmav}}
]]i ghemrnfqdkayrJhei fac:wmoabmdk;rSr[ kwfbJ}}
lyu acgi f;ukwfjyD; &, f\ / "mwku...
]]i ghukdac:raeeJY/ ei f ajymp&m&Sdwmudkajym}}
]]at mi fqef;OD;&JYt pfreJYnDrudkei foGm;awGUw, fqdk}}
]]at ;}}
]]bmvkyfwmwkef;[ }}
]]i ghudkvlvSpum;vmajymwJht csdef olwdkYt drfrSmei f&Sdw, fqdkwm[ kwfr[ kwf oGm;ar;wm}}
]]t ckawmh&Si f;oGm;jyDaygh}}
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]]t i f;}}
]]' gayrJh[ mei ft J' Dvdkvkyfawmhi ghudpMuD;udkvlydkodoGm;wmaygh}}
"mwku ESmacgi f;av; IHUonf/
]]ei fhudpMuD;udkt m;vHk;u odaeMuwJh[ m}}
]][ i f...[ kwfvdkYvm;}}
]]' Davmufxl;qef;wJhudpMuD;udkb, folawGu EIwfvHkMurSmvJ/ ei fhudpu wdk;wdk;wdwfwdwfeJU
wpf&GmvHk; odaewm}}
]]a[ mAsm}}
ly t rSefwu, f pdwfysufoGm;onf/ oufjyi f;vnf; csrdonf/ "mwku...
]]ly}}
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]]at ;yg/ i ghrSmt pDt pOf &Sdygw, f}}
[ dk[ dkonfonf avQmufajymMujyD; olwdkYawGvlpkcGJvdkufMuonf/
"mwku t drfjyefa&mufawmhvufzuf&nfqdki frSmjzpfcJhonfhudpudkazazu Mum;jyD;aejyD/
Mum;jyD;om;udkxyfar;ae olodjyD;om;udkyJ "mwku xyfajzae&jyefonf/ lyudkulnDonfuawmh
aumi f;aMumi f;? odkYaomf rdef;uav;wpfa, muft aeESi fh xdkodkYaom kwfkwfoJoJ
t ajct aeMuD;xJwGi f 0i fygjci f;udkaemufaemi f a&Smi foi fhaMumi f; azazu pDudk;q, fwpfacGpmavmuf
ajymonf/
aemufaeYrSmoi fwef;r&Sdojzi fh "mwk t jyi frxGufjzpf/ AGDpD' Dt acGxdki fMunfhaewkef;
t drfa&SUrSmxDvSnf;MuD;u qlqlnHnHESi fha&mufvmojzi fht aESmuft , Suf jzpf&jyefonf/
]]uMuD;t u&mygci fAsm.../ t *Fvdyfvdk]at }aygh/ t m' HeJU{0wdkY&JUt xdrf;t rSwfygyJ ci fAsm/
]1} t p ]0} t qHk;/ cv, frSm]50} zHk;xm;ygw, f/ xdk;olt rnfu udklyci fAs/ t wdwfuawmh
]jyefrcspf&i f owfypfr, f}... wJh}}
t ay:xyf 0&Hwmudk xGufMunfhawmhxDxdk;olu t rSefwu, f ly/ olrwdkYt drfbufudk
i Jhapmi f; yi frMunfhbJ xGufoGm;onf/ wpft p oknt qHk; cv, frSmi g;q, fzHk;xm;onf qdkawmh
]1500} ayhgav.../ t wdwfuvnf; jyefrcspf&i f owfypfr, fwJh/ vmvmcsnfao;/ xDa&mi f;oludk
vmbfxdk;jyD; olat mfapcsi fovdk at mfcdki f;jci f;jzpfrnf/ aomufly t laMumi faMumi faumi f/ "mwk
jyHK;rdwmawmhaocsmonf/
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(xdkuJhodkY rodrom&nf;pm;pum;ajymenf;onf t usOf; ]36} enf;? t us, f ]108}
enf;&Sdonf[ k od&onf/ rdrdt aejzi fh rwwfuRrf;yg/ xdkenf;AsL[ mpm&Gufudkvnf;
jri fyi frjri fbl;yg/ t u, f pdwf0i fpm;olrsm;&Sdygu uREfkyf\ xkwfa0ol (OD;) armi frsdK;?
aMumi fESpfaumi f pmt kyfwdkufydki f&Si fxHwGi f qufoG, fawmi f;, lEdki fygonf/ pmt kyf\
a&SUydki f;pmrsufESmrsm;wGi f olYvdyfpmESi fholYzkef;eHygwf yg&Sdygonf/ um; pum;csyf- pma&;ol)

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ly t laMumi faMumi fEdki frIudk xdk&ufrsm;t wGi f;wGi f qufcH&olu &J0i f;jri fhjzpf\ / ol\
t laMumi faMumi fEdki frI' P frsm;udk vmcHyg[ k lyuvnf; aoG;aqmi fzsm;a, mi f;jci f; r&Sdyg/
wdkufwGef;ydkYaqmi fcH&jci f;om jzpfygonf/ xdkodkY wdkufwGef;ydkYaqmi folonfum; OD;rsdK;jri fh
("mwk\ zci fqdkol) jzpfavonf/
"mwkwdkYt drf\ {nfhcef;t wGi f;rSm &J0i f;jri fhwpfa, mufwnf; wpfudk, fa& avrkefwdki f;
rdcJh&jci f;vnf; jzpfavonf/ t rSefawmh OD;rsdK;jri fhqD vmvnfjci f;r[ kwf/ olYorD;qdkol
oufvsm"mwkxH vmvnfjci f;jzpf\ / , ci fuvnf; a&mufaeus? 0i fxGufoGm;vmaeust drf
jzpfygonf/ "mwkESi fhwpfcGef;ESpfcGef;yJ ajym&ao;onf/ OD;rsdK;jri fhucsnf;yJ 0i fajymaeawmh\ /
olajymonfu a&SUaewdkY\ b0t aMumi f;/
]]a&SUaeqdk&i f wpfcsdKUvlawGu rkef;Muw, f &J0i f;&}}
]]aocsmwmayght efu, f&}}
]]bmuG}}
&J0i f;jri fhaMumi fwufwufjzpfoGm;jyD; wpfcHkausmfrS"mwkudkt m;udk;wMuD; vSnfhMunfh\ /
"mwku olYvufonf;rsm;udkwHpOf;ESi fhwdkuf yHkazmfae&i f;u...
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]]azazhpum;udkolu axmufcHaewmav... bmjzpfvdkYvJ}}
]]aMomf..at ; t J' Dvdkvm;}}
]]t J' geJYrsm; azaz emrnfausmfa&SUae jzpfaeao;w, f/ t Hha&m...}}
]]bmuG}}
OD;rsdK;jri fhu xdkat mfoHrsdK;udk aMumufvQi faMumufrnf? "mwkuawmh raMumufacs/
OD;rsdK;jri fhu rEdki f onf;cHvdkuf&aomrsufESmxm;jzi fh&J0i f;jri fhbufvSnfh rqDrqdki f &, fjyonf/
]][ J...[ J...[ J...[ J}}
&J0i f;jri fhwpfcsufawGa0oGm;jyD;rSt csdefrDvdkuf&, fjyvdkufonf/
]][ D;...[ D;...[ D;...[ D;}}
OD;rsdK;jri fhu b, fa&mufoGm;rSef;rodaomolYpum;udkb, fae&murSef;rodjyefquf\ /
]]' DvdkuG&J0i f;&}}
]][ kwfuJh}}
olYukdomt vdkufoi fht vsm;oi fhjyefqdkae&onf/ olYpdwfxJrSmawG;rdaeonfu wpfjcm;/
rsdK;jri fhESi fh&J0i f;jri fh/ aemufpmvHk; ]jri fh} csi f;t wlwl olu udk, fhudk&J0i f;[ kcsnf; ac:aeonf/
udk, fuvnf; olYudk ]jri fh} jzKwf ac:&rnfvm;/ ]&J0i f;a&...}? ]rsdK;a&...}? ]ajymr, f..&J0i f;a&}?
]em;axmi faew, f rsdK;a&}ponfjzi fhqdk&rnfvm;/
t laMumi ft laMumi fly\ oli , fcsi f;aumi f;yDopGm &J0i f;jri fhvnf;
t laMumi faMumi fjzpfaeavonf/ OD;rsdK;jri fhuawmh owdxm;rdyHkr&/ w&m;cHkHk;r[ kwf
t vkyfcGi fwGi f;rSm r[ kwf vnf; jzpfygvdrfhrnf/ OD;rsdK;jri fhonf olYe, frSm oluawmh
xdyfoD;wpfa, muf[ k &J0i f;jri fh odxm;onf/ OD;rsdK;jri fhu (t m;vyfcsdefrSm) pum;ajymazmf
wpfa, muft aejzi fholYudkvGwfvyfpGm(t wi f;t "r) pum;qdkaejci f;jzpfonf/
]]wpfa, mufu wpfa, mufudkai GrufjyD; vufxyfwmaumi f;ovm;}}
]]b, faumi f;rvJ t efu, f&JU}}
]]at ;...' gayrJht J' gudkOya' orm;u b, fvdkwm;rvJ}}
]]' gu olUvlrIa&;udpyJOpm...Oya' usL;vGefwmrSr[ kwfbJ}}
]][ kwfjyD.../ armi f&i f oabmaygufvG, fw, f &J0i f;/ olYbmomol ai GrufvdkYyJ , l, l?
olYbufu vi fh0w&m;?r, m;0w&m; rysufuGufbl;qdk&i f bmrSvkyfvdkYr&bl;}}
]]' gayght efu, f&JU}}
]]ai GrufvdkY, lwmt jypfvdkYOya' t &owfrSwfvdkYr&bl;/ , ljyD;rSjyefuGJ&i faum...}}
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]]t i f;...ai Grufwmay:vGi fovdkjzpfaejyDayght efu, f}}
]]at ;...' gayrJh olbufu uGm&Si f;oi fhaMumi f; t csuft vuf cdki frmae&i f b, fvdk
oabmxm;rvJ}}
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&J0i f;jri fh t ajz&usyfoGm;onf/ olESi fhrqdki faom t aMumi f;t &mrsm;jzpf wpfcgrSvnf;
rpOf;pm;rdyg/ jAKef;pm;MuD;ar;vmojzi fhajzvnf;rajzwwfyg/ OD;rsdK;jri fhu t dk;wdkYt ef;wef;jzpfaeaom
olYyHkpHudk MunfhjyD; t m;rem vQmrusdK; w[ m;[ m; &, f\ / (xkdt csdefwGi fawmh &J0i f;jri fh\
pdwfxJrSmawmhlyudkowd&rdwmt rSef/ lyudkqdkvQi f yk*dKvfMuD; &, faeEdki frnfr[ kwf/ lyu
wpfaxmi fhr[ kwf wpfaxmi fhrSjyefacsyvdrfhrnfjzpf\ / odkUaomf olu lyr[ kwf) xdkYaMumi fh...
]]t efu, fwdkY&JUOya' ynm&yfudkuRefawmfvdkufrrDygbl;/ t &rf;eufIdi f;w, f}}
]]at ;...t J' gaMumi fhajymprSwfwGi fwJhqdkdk;pum;wpfck&Sdw, f &J0i f;&JU}}
]][ kwfuJh}}
]]q&m0efu vlwpfa, muf&JU t oufudk u, fw, f/ a&SUaewpfa, mufu
vlwpfa, muf&JUb0 ' grSr[ kwf vlwpfa, muf&JU*kP fodumudku, fEdki fw, fwJh}}
]]b, folajymwmvJ}}
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&J0i f;jri fhu bm&, fr[ kwfbJ ar;vdkufjci f;jzpf\ / OD;rsdK;jri fht wGuf
t awmft xdemoGm;yHk&onf/ wu, frodwmvm; od&ufESi fharhaeonfvm; rajymwwf/ olYar;cGef;udk
OD;rsdK;jri fhrajzEdki facs/
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]]' DvdkyJ ajymMuwmyJvdkYajymvdkufygt efu, f&m}}
xdkpum;ESi fht drft wGi f;odkY0i fvmolu lyjzpf\ / xdkYaMumi fhvnf; &J0i f;jri fhu OD;rsdK;jri fhudk
xdkuJhodkYjyefar;&Jjci f;jzpfonf/ ly t drfNcHt wGi f;0i fvmuwnf;u ol jri fae& jzpfonf/ bmESi fhrS
rwlat mi f aeomxdki fom&SdoGm;&avonf/ lyu...
uRefawmft BuHay;ovdkomajymvdkufwmt aumi f;qHk;ygyJ/ ri f;rodjArm' wf? wdki f;rod
Am&mP oD?usrf;rodt *kFwdKvf...vdkYt qdk&Sdw, fr[ kwfvm;}}
OD;rsdK;jri fhpdwft aESmi fht , Suf jzpfoGm;yHk&onf/ odkYaomf t laMumi faMumi flyudkvnf; zuf
pum;rqkd&Jojzi fh...
]]t a[ ;...a[ ; qdkygawmhuGm?qdkygawmh}}
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vufonf;udkjyKjyi f jyD;oGm;yHk&aom"mwku ...
]]ly ei fu b, fuaevSnfhjyD; ' Dudka&mufvmwmvJ}}
]][ i f... ei farhoGm;jyDvm;/ i ghpufbD;aemufMunfhrSef t a&mi f;t 0, ft wGuf
[ kdvufzuf&nfqdki frSmyJ ' DaeUjyefcsdef;xm;wmav/ udpjyD;vdkYei fwdkYt drfbuf avQmufvmwm...}}
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]]ly}}
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ly\ wkefYjyefavoHu olYt ay: t av;t eufxm;yHkr&Sdojzi fhOD;rsdK;jri fhpdwfnpfoGm;onf/
olvdk emrnfausmf 0wfvHkawmf& a&SUaeri f;a&SUwGi f t dkt aoxm;oi fhonf[ k , lq\ / odkYaomf
lyudkt rsm;enf;wl t laMumi faMumi fly t jzpf owfrSwfxm; aAGr, lawmhyg/ jyD;... olwdkYcsi f;u
rdwf&i f;aqG&i f;awG}}
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lyrsufvHk;u &J0i f;jri fhqDodkYapGYceJ a&mufvmojzi fh...
]]i gbmrSrajym&ao;bl;/ a&mufuwnf;u olcsnf;ajymaewm}}
"mwkudkaphaphMunfhvdkufrd\ / "mwkuvnf; ajcumumvufumum...
]]i ga, mi fvdkYawmi f t odray;bl;}}
xdkYaMumi fhlyu OD;rsdK;jri fhudkwnfhwnfhar;vdkufonf/ t rSefvnf; pdwfwdkoGm;\ /
]]t efu, fu t J' gudkb, fvdkvkyfodovJ}}
]]aMomf...wpfa, mufpum; wpfa, mufem;ayghuGm}}
lyu acgi f;wqwfqwfndwfonf/
]]wpfa, mufpum; q, fa, mufem;jzpfzdkYrsm;ygw, f}}
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OD;rsdK;jri fh]vQm}ei foGm;\ / bmqufajym&rnfrSef;yi f rodawmh/ lyu...
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]]uRefawmhrSm t pDt pOf &Sdygw, f/ ' gayrJh xkwfajymvdkY r&awmhbl;/ awmfMum
wpfa, mufpum; q, fa, mufem;qdkjyD; jyefYoGm;&i f t vum;jzpfa&m}}
]]aMomf...t [ D;...t a[ ; [ kwfygw, fuGm}}
OD;rsdK;jri fhoGm;NzJuav;ESi fh(acw) Ni drfoGm;onf/ jyD;rS
]]ri f;udpudkOya' t &t a&;qdkvdkY&w, fuG}}
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, SOfNydKi fwwfMuygw, f}}
]]ri f;vGJaejyD}}
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]]bmuG}}
]][ kwfw, fav.../ t efu, fhudk uRefawmf wdki fyi fjci f;r&Sdbl;/ t ult nDawmi f;jci f;vnf;
r&Sdbl;/ t efu, fvf uRefawmfh ukd, fa&;udk, fwmxJudk 0i fjyD; t mP mjy t BuHay;aewmudk;/
wvGJMuD;qdkb, fvdkvkyfrvJ}}
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lybufu...
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' DudpeJY ywfoufvdkY vQdKU0Sufxm;wmyg/ ' Dt aMumi f;oGm;ajym&i fvnf; ol a' goxGufygw, f/
t efu, fu a&SUrMunfhaemufrMunfhpGwfajymwmudk;.../ olu BudKufrSef;rod?rBudKufrSef;rod}}
]]bm}}
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emrnfausmf 0wfvHk& a&SUaeMuD; OD;rsdK;jri fh vSdrfhcHae&onf/ olurS t aet xdki f
rwwfbJudk;/ acwfvli , fawGudk em;vnf&cufonf qdkaompum;ukd olvnf; olrsm;enf;wl
ajymcJhzl;ygonf/ ckawmh...
t [ i fh...&Twf/ ckawmh...
ydk em;vnf&cufonfu olYorD;acsm"mwkudkyi f/ t azhbufu em&aumi f;rSef;rodNyHK;aph
NyHK;aphvkyfaeonf/ pdwfroufrompGmyi gOD;rsdK;jri fhxdki f&mrSxvdkufawmh\ /
]]uJ...ri f;wdkYudk, fhbmomajymMuawmh/ i goGm;awmhr, f}}
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OD;rsdK;jri fht HhceJ MooGm;\ / "mwku olYudkazazMuD;[ kac:wmudkxm;vdkufygawmh/ lyudk
vufndK;ai gufai gufxdk;vsuf...
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]]ri f;u bmudpazazMuD;vdkYac:&wmvJ}}
OD;rsdK;jri fht zdkY i dkcsi fonfxuf ydk i dkcsi foGm;\ / odkYaomf rsuf&nfu rsuf&nfruswwfyg/
i dkcsi frIu i dkcsi f r&yg/ uav;oHk;a, mufudk&, fjyvdkuf\ /
]]awmfjyD...ri f;wdkYudki gvdkufrrDawmhbl;/ udk, fhbmompum;ajymMuawmh}}
t oHudkaemufrSm xm;cJhjyD; vlu t vsi fxGufajy;cJhawmh\ / b0rSm wpfcgrS odkY
rBuHKcJhbl;ygacs/ olwpfyg;udk]t usdK;aqmi f}vdkvSaomudk, fh]t aMumi f}u qdk;avjyD/
OD;rsdK;jri fhxGufoGm;awmh oHk;a, mufom; wufnDvufnDjyefxdki fMuavonf/
pdwfvufayghyg;oGm;Mu\ / "mwkt aeESi fhzci fudkrcspf rav;pm; r[ kwfyg/ avaMum&Snfjci f;?
ae&mwumrSm q&mvkyfjci f;? vli , fawGt ay:rSm MuD;olwpfa, muft jzpf t oufESi fh
t Edki fusi fhjci f;udkvufrcHEdki fjci f;jzpfavonf/
udk, fwdkY\ vli , fa&;&mudk udk, fwdkYbmom wdki fyi fvdkonf/ cdk;aMumi fcdk;0Suf
pum;qdkaeMujci f;vnf; r[ kwf/ {nfhcef;xJrSm ajAmi fxdki f pum;qdkaeMujci f;jzpfonf/
acwfa[ mi f;kyf&Si fum;rsm;xJuvdk t azvkyfolu cv, frSmvmxdki fjyD; rsufrSef yi fhyi fhMunfhae
&aomacwf r[ kwfawmhacs/
]]ri f;t laMumi faMumi fvkyfaewJhudpudkvlvSu cHEdki frSmr[ kwfbl;vdkYri f;xi fovm; ly}}
&J0i f;jri fh\ pum;ukdlyu rqdki f;rwGacgi f;ndwfjy\ /
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]]xi fw, f/ ' gt jyi f wpfjcm;t csufwpfck&Sdao;w, f}}
]]qdkygOD;.../ bmvJ}}
xdkodkYjyefar;onfu "mwkjzpf\ / lyu NyHK;onf/
]]ei far;vdkYi gajz&wmaemf/ jyD;rSei fr&SufeJY}}
"mwkodkYavmodkYavmjzpfoGm;onf/ odkYaomf...
}}vQm&Snfvdkufwm[ m... ajymrSmomajymprf;yg}}
]][ mowdkav;wpfck &Sdw, f/ rdef;ru a, mufsm;udk ajymwmyg/ &Si fhrsufESmudk uRefr
rjri fcsi fawmhbl;?ckxGufoGm;/ csufcsi f;xGufoGm;wJh}]
]]t i f;...t J' gbmjzpfvJ}}
]]a, mufsm;u jyefajymw, fav/ at ;... i gxGufoGm;ay;yghr, f/ ri f; i ghaygi fay:
wufxdki faewmuae xay;ygOD;wJh}}
&J0i f;jri fhu &, faomfvnf; "mwku rsufarSmi fMuKwf\ / lyudk...
]]i gwdkYar;wJhar;cGef;eJYbmqdki fvdkYvJ}}
]]qdki fygw, f..../ ' D[ mowdkav;udkMunfh&i f t csuf (2) csufawGU&w, f/ rdef;rvkyfwJhol[ m
oluyJ uJaejyD; oluyJ avvHk;xGm;aewmvdkY , lq&w, f/ aemufwpfcsuf t aeeJYu oluyJ
ESi fxkwfjyD; xGufoGm;vdkYr&at mi f oluyJ zdxdki fxm;w, fvdkY, lq&w, f/ ckvlvSt ay: oHk;wJhi gh
enf;AsL[ mu ' kwd, t csufeJYywfoufw, f}}
]]r&Si f;ao;bl; ly&, f}}
]]aMomf... i gu lyudk ESi fvJxkwfcsi fao;w, f? oGm;r&at mi f zdxm;w, fqdk&i f
rjzpfao;bl;av/ ckqdk i guvnf; zdvdkufrdw, f/ i ghrdbawGuvnf; zdw, f/ i ght azudk
ayghao;ao;rxi faveJY.../ oleJYywfoufwJhrdwfaqGawG/ wynfhwyef;awGt ukefvHk;u ' Dudpudk
vdkufukefMujyD/ i gu jyefazmhay;vdkufwmyg/ ' Daumi fvlvSudk xGufvdkY&at mi f zdrxm;bJ
BuGay;wmyg/ oGm;ygapaygh/ olxGufoGm;&i fvnf; jyD;oGm;wmaygh}}
]]aMomf...aMomf}}
ESpfa, mufvHk; oabmaygufoGm;\ / &J0i f;jri fhu (rqi frjci f) t m;ay;pum;qdk\ /
(rdkufrJpGm)
]]at ;...i gvnf;ulr, fuGm}}

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wpf&ufyJ jcm;vdkufygonf/ &J0i f;jri fh cH&aom' kuu urmajrjyi ft ay:
EGm;r' gef;ao;&nfuJhodkYwjzef;jzef; oGefusvmygawmhonf/
oluvnf; t aet xdki f rwwfpGmyi f lyxHodkYoGm;rd\ / t drfrSmr&Sdqdk qdki fodkYvdkuf\ /
qdki frSm&Sdonf/ lyESi fht wl olYudk ' kuay;rnfh udk, faysmuf' kuvnf;&Sdonf/ olu
owdrrlrdvdkufacs/
]]ly b, fvdkvJ.../ qdki fu t a&mi f;t 0, faumi f;vm;}]
]]i ghqdki fu emrnf &jyD;om;? rdwf&SdjyD;om;qdkawmh t a&mi f;t 0, fu aumi f;ygw, fuGm/
' gayrJhi gt ckyJ qdki fukdcP ydwfjyD; t jyi foGm;rvdkY/ ri f;a&mufvmwmt csdefrDvdkY}}
]]ri f;u b, foGm;rSmvJ}}
ly\ rsufESmu wnfoGm;onf/ avylMuD;rIwfxkwfvsuf...
]]i gaumi frav;wpfa, mufudkoGm;awGUrSm}}
&J0i f;jri fht rSefwu, fyi f r, HkrMunfEdki f jzpfoGm;&\ /
]]bm... ri f;ursm; aumi frav;wpfa, mufudkoGm;awGUrvdkY}}
]]t i f;}}
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]]t ...t ysdKvm;}}
]]xi fwmyJ}}
]][ m...ly ri f; bmawGaumufdk;ayGUxm;wmvJ}}
]]bmaumufdk;rSrayGUygbl;/ aeygOD;...t J' Daumufdk;ayGUw, fqdkwmbmudkajymwmvJ/ i g
em;rvnfvdkY&Si f;jyprf;ygOD;}}
&J0i f;jri fhyi f t ajymt qdk&cufoGm;onf/
]]rdef;reJY ywfoufwJh t Iyft axG;wpfckudk ydkufxm;w, fqdkwJh oabmayghuGm.../
' gudkxm;ygawmh.../ pum;vHk;AsL[ mawGudk&Si f;&r, fht csdefr[ kwfbl;/ ri f;udpudkri f;&Si f;prf;ygOD;}}
]]at ;...ri f; i geJUt azmfvdkufcJhprf;yg}}
]]b, fudkvJ}}
]]AdkvfcsKyfyef;jcHudk}}
]]bm...}}
]][ kwfw, f...AdkvfcsKyfyef;NcHudk}}
]]ri f;eJYt J' Dhaumi frav;eJYu t J' DhrSmcsdef;xm;vdkYvm;}}
]]at ;...}}
]]aeygOD;/ i ghudkvnf; vdyfywfvnfat mi f &Si f;jyprf;ygOD;}}
lyu csufcsi f;r&Si f;jy/ &J0i f;jri fhudkt jyi fxGufcdki f;jyD; olu qdki fydwfonf/ jyD;rS...
]]ri f;t csdef&w, f r[ kwfvm;}}
]]&ygw, f}}
]]' gqdkjyD;wmyJuGm}}
]]a[ h... rjyD;bl; a[ haumi f}}
]]bmvJuG}}
]]i ghudk&Si f;at mi fajymzdkYvdkao;w, f}}
]]ajymrSmyg[ / rajymvdkYrSrjzpfyJ}}
lyu Taxi um;wpfpD;udk wm;onf/ aps;wnfhoGm;onf/ olwdkY AdkvfcsKyfyef;jcHqD
a&mufoGm;Muonf/ lyu Taxi i Sm;vsi f enf;pHepfwpfrsdK;udkoHk;avh&Sdonf/ oluaps;qpfavh
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r&Sd/ , mOfarmi f;olu ydkydkxdk;xdk; aps;ac:vQi f olu t i fwi fwi frsufESmxm;udk t xufpD;rS
vkyfjyvdkufjci f;jzpfonf/ , mOfarmi f;oluyJ jyefavQmhay;&onf/
vrf;rSm...?Taxi ay:rSm&J0i f;jri fhu ar;&\ /
]]ajymavuGm... b, fuaumi frav;vJ/ bmvJ}}
]]i gvnf; rodbl;uG/ raeYu i gbD, maomufwmt awmfrsm;oGm;w, f}}
]]b, foleJYaomufwmvJ}}
]]i gwpfa, mufwnf;}}
]]uJ... xm;ygawmh/ pum;udkqufygOD;}}
]]at ;... aumi frav;wpfa, mufudkrl;rl;eJU&nf;pm;pum; vdkufajymrdw, f}}
]]yg;kdufrcH&bl;vm;}}
]]a[ hat ;.../ olu t ajzay;r, fwJh}}
]]b, fawmhvJ}}
]]' DaeY}}
]]jrwfpGmbk&m;}}
&J0i f;jri fhwi fr[ kwf?Taxi armi f;oluygt crJh0i f bk&m;wjci f;jzpfonf/
]]ri f;...ri f;[ mMuD;u [ kwfrS[ kwf&JUvm;uGm}}
]]rodbl;av}}
]]aeygOD;...ri f;u "mwk&Sdvsufom;eJYbmudpolYudkoGm;jyD; &nf;pm;pum; oGm;ajym&wmvJ}}
]]ri f;uvnf; od&ufom;eJU}}
]]rodygbl;/ bmvJ...}}
]]vlvSudkjy em&SmaewmavuGm}}
]]aMomf...}}
&J0i f;jri fhoabmaygufoGm;jyD/ odkYaomf ar;p&mawGu usefaeao;onf/
]]ri f;u t ck&nf;pm;pum;ajymcJhw, fqdkwJhaumi frav;udkb, frSmawGYwmvJ}}
]]t J' DhAdkvfcsKyfyef;jcHa&SUrSmyJ}}
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]]aumi frav;u vSvm;}}
]]rrSwfrdbl;}}
]]a[ ...}}
]][ m...a[ haumi f}}
]]wu, fajymwm.../ t J' gaMumi fhri f;udkac:wm}}
&J0i f;jri fh bmajym&rSef;rod jzpfoGm;onf/ Taxi ' dki fbmu t aet xdki frwwfpGm
w[ m;[ m; at mf&, f\ / &J0i f;jri fhu...
]]ci fAsm;u bm&, fwmvJ}}
]]aMomf...rl;jyD; &nf;pm;pum;ajymwmudkvnf; rSwfrdw, f/ csdef;xm;wJht csdefeJUae&mudkvnf;
rSwfrdw, f/ b, faumi frav;qdkwmudkarhaevdkY.../ wpfcgrSrBuHKbl;ygbl;Asm.../ [ m;...[ m;...[ m;}}
&J0i f;jri fhuvnf; pdwfysufvufysuf vdkuf&, fonf/
]]ly&m... ri f;uawmhwu, fhudkt laMumi faMumi flyygyJ}}
lyujzi fhcyfwnfwnf/
]]t J' gri f;vdkuf&Smay;prf;yg}}
]]bm...}}
]]t J' Daumi frav;udkvdkuf&Smay;prf;yg}}
]]Aka' g}}
Taxi armi f;olu x&, fjyefonf/ &J0i f;jri fhu [ efY&\ /
]]cP wdwfwdwfaeprf;ygAsm.../ ci fAsm;uvnf;}}
lyudkqufar;\ /
]]ri f;bmom&SmawmhbmjzpfvdkYwkef;}}
]]i g&SufvdkY}}
]]aMomf...i guawmht &Sufr&Sdbl;vm;}}
]]r[ kwfbl;avuGm.../ i gu olYudk rrSwfrdbJ vdkufar;ae&w, fqdkwm olodoGm;&i f
raumi f;bl;/ ESrcsi f;pmemwJhoabmayghuGm}}
]]ri f;u jri f&i f rSwfrdw, fr[ kwfvm;}}
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]][ i fht i f;}}
&J0i f;jri fhi dkcsi foGm;onf/
]][ ...i gu b, fvdkvdkuf&Sm&rSmwkef;}}
]]aumi frav;awGudkawGU&i f vdkufar;Munfhay;avuGm}}
]]bm...}}
]]t aumi f;ajymaewm.../ i ghudkulnDprf;yg}}
&, fcsi faeaom Taxi ' dki fbmyi fvQi f r&, fEdki fawmhbJ rsufvHk;NyJoGm;onf/
(jyL;wmxufqdk;onf)
&J0i f;jri fht wGufrl qdkp&myi fr&Sdawmh/ lyudk aMumufrufzG, f ow0gMuD;wpfaumi fvdk
Munfh\ /
]]ri f;[ mu rzG, fr&mMuD;ygvm;uGm}}
]]ri f;uvnf;uGm... &J0i f;jri fhyJ[ m}}
]][ m... bmqdki fvdkYvJ}}
ji i f;&i f;ckef&i f; AdkvfcsKyfyef;jcHa&SUodkYa&muf&SdvmygjyD/
0i f0i fcsi f;rSmum;ay:rSrqi f;rDawGUvdkuf&aomt rsdK;orD;MuD;wpfOD;t m;...
]]a[ haumi f... olvm;}}
&J0i f;jri fhu nTefjyvdkufonf/ lyu rwlovdkrwefovdkjyefMunfh\ /
]]ri f;um;cay;jyD; qi f;rSmomqi f;vdkuf}}
]][ i f... um;cu i gay;&rSm.../ [ kwfvm;}}
]]at ;av...ri f;vmac:wmyJ Opm}}
]]rac:ygbl;uGm.../ ri f;qdki frSmpum;ajymzdkYxGufvmwmyg}}
]][ kwfvm;... rodbl;av/ ri f;kyfu ai Gay;jyD;ac:wJhkyfjzpfaewmudk;}}
]]odMum;ri f; u, fawmfrlyg}}
xdkt csdefrSmyJ Taxi armi f;olu...
]]q&mwdkY' Dt em;rSm&yf&i f &w, fr[ kwfvm;}}
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]]&ygw, f}}
&J0i f;jri fhuyJ ydkufqH&Si f;ay;&\ / um;xGufoGm;jyD;rSlyu...
]]ri f;t &nft csi f;udkMunfhr, fuGm}}
]]oGm;prf;yguGm}}
ajymomajym&\ / &J0i f;jri fhcrsm rdef;uav;awmfawmfrsm;rsm;qD csnf;uyf&ygonf/
yxrqHk;awGU&onfhopfyi fat mufrSaumi frav;udk...
]]nDrav;...nDrav;}}
aumi frav;u [ efyefESi fhjyefMunfh\ /
]]bmvJ}}
]]nDrav;udkav...t pfudkYoli , fcsi f;ursm; &nf;pm;pum; ajymrdao;vm;/ raeYwkef;uav}}
]]bmawGvmajymaewmvJ}}
]][ dk...[ dklyqdkwJhaumi fav}}
]]awmfprf;ygavQmufajymraeeJY}}
]]raeYuav...nDrav;udk' Daumi f rl;rl;eJY&nf;pm;pum; ajymvdkufwmav/ nDrav;u ' DaeY
t ajzay;r, fqdkjyD; rdk;vi f;uwnf;u vmapmi fhaewmav}}
]]at mi frm...at mi frm}]
aumi frav;u xD;ESi fhdkufrnfjyK renf;xGufajy;&\ / lyudk...
]]t J' Daumi frav;vm;}}
]]rrSwfrdygbl;qdk}}
]]' kuyJ}}
aemufaumi frav; wpfa, mufqDcsnf;uyf&jyef\ / wpfBudrfwGi fawmhEl;nhHji i fompGm...
]]uav;a&...}}
aumi frav;u vSnfhMunfhyg\ / olYudkawGUawmhrsufESmplykyfpGmjyefvTJoGm;onf/
]]a[ huav;av;a&}}
ac:rnfhomac:&onf/ udk, fhudkudk, f t ajcmufMuD;wpfa, mufvdkcHpm;&\ / aumi frav;u
rsufarSmi fMuKwfvsuf cyfrmrmjyefMunfhjyD;...
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]]&Si f udk, fhvrf;ukd, foGm;yg}}
]]r[ kwfbl;... ar;csi fwmav;wpfck&SdvdkYyg}}
]]bmvJ}}
]]raeYu nDrav;udk' Dyef;jcHxJrSmawGYrdovm;vdkY}}
]]&Si faem.f.. vludkb, fvdkt wef;t pm; at mufarhvdkYvJ}}
aumi frav;awmfawmf a' gyGoGm;\ / &J0i f;jri fhuvnf; prdrSrxl;awmhjyDjzpf ...
]]' Dvdkyg.../ raeYnaeu ' Dyef;jcHxJrSm&nf;pm;pum;t ajymcHvdkuf&wmnDrav;rsm;vm;vdkY}}
]]&Si f ajymav uJavygvm;}]
xri f;bl;ESi fhaumufxkrnfh[ efjyK &J0i f;jri fhvpfajy;&awmhonf/ lyudka' guefrdawmh\ /
]]a[ haumi f ly/ ri f;udpudkri f;bmom&Si f;awmhuGm}}
]]cufwmyJ... i guvnf; enf;enf;rSrrSwfrdawmhbl;}}
]]aeygOD;... i gar;ygOD;r, f}}
]]bmvJ}}
]]t J' Dhaumi frav;udkawGU&i f ri f;u t ajz wu, f, lrvdkYvm;}}
]]t J' Dvdkvnf; r[ kwfygbl;}}
]]' gjzi fhbmvJ}}
]]bm&, f r[ kwfygbl;}}
]][ muGm...}}
&J0i f;jri fhpdwfqdk;rmefqdk; jzpfrdawmh\ /
]]' Dr, f ly?i gajymr, f}}
]]ajym...}}
]]ri f;u t J' Daumi frav;udk rl;rl;eJY &nf;pm;pum;ajymjyD;jyD/ t J' Daumi frav;u vlvSudk
t ajzjyefay;ygap.../ vlvS' kua&muf&i f jyD;a&mr[ kwfvm;}}
]]at ;... t J' DvdkvJ &w, f}}
]]' geJUrsm;uGm... xm;vdkufawmh/ bmrSvdkufvkyfaep&mrvdkawmhbl;/ jyefMur, f}}
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t laMumi faMumi flyu rsufvHk;ayuvyfayuvyf vkyfaeao;ojzi fh....
]]vm..vma[ haumi f oGm;Mur, f}}
]]aeygOD;[ }}
]]bmvkyfrvdkYvJ}}
]]AdkvfcsKyfaMu;kyfqDoGm;OD;r, favuGm}}
]]rjri fzl;bl;vm;}}
]][ t av;oGm;jyKOD;rSmayghuGm}}
&J0i f;jri fhcHvdkuf&\ / raeYu ' Daumi frl;rl;ESi fhAdkvfcsKyfudkrsm; &nf;pm;pum;ajymcJhwmvm;
rod/
]]t i f;...t l;u wpfrl;omoGm;jyefjyDayghuGm}}

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ly\ AdkvfcsKyfyef;NcHxJrS cspfZmwfvrf; t pkwft jywfudk &J0i f;jri fhcrsm
at mi fht D;zHk;zday;xm;&ygao;onf/ "mwkjyefMum;oGm;vQi f raumi f;/ t laMumi faMumi flyu
t laMumi faMumi fESi fhvkyfcsi f&mvkyfcsi f;jzpfaomfvnf; em;vnfrIvGJp&mjzpfaeonf/
aemufwpf&uf ESpf&uft MumrSmolwdkYawGt kyfpkvdkuf qHkjzpfMuonf/ at mi fqef;OD;awmhryg/
N*dKvfwkpavmi f;rSvmaomabmvHk;yGJudkoJMuD;rJMuD; xdki fMunfhaeojzi fhac: r&/ odef;aZmf0i f;u
enf;enf;rSrauseyf/
]]a' ;Apfbufcrf;udkrsm; olUt azusaewmyJ}}
]]aMomf...olY0goemudk;uG}}
&J0i f;jri fhu ajzmi fzsjyD; t wi f;qGJvm&onf/ at mi fqef;OD;udk r[ kwf/ at mi fqef;OD;udk
0i fac:onfhodef;aZmf0i f;udk.../ 0goemyg Srf;acgufqGJ a&mi f;pm;aeyHk&aomwkwfMuD;\ qdki fodkYyJ
csDwufvmcJhMuonf/ olwdkYESpfa, mufa&mufoGm;awmh"mwkwdkYu t at ;aomuf yi f jyD;aejyD/
]][ i f...ei fwdkYESpfa, mufwnf;vm;}}
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]]at ;...at mi fqef;OD;udkac:r&bl;}}
]][ dkum, uH&Si faum}}
lyukdar;jci f;jzpfonf/
olYbmomvmvdrfhr, f/ olwdkYt drfrSme, fu {nfhonfawGa&mufaevdkY}}
]][ Jh... "mwk/ lyudkyJ arQmfraeeJY/ vlvSudkvnf; MunfhOD;/ ei fu olYudkt ajzay;&OD;rSm}}
jrwfpki , fESi fhoufa0csdKwdkYu "mwkudkp\ / "mwkrsufESmt xm;&cufoGm;onf/
]]at ;[ , f...t J' DudpMuD;uvnf;}}
t rSefwu, fyi f uoduat mufEdki fvSaomudpjzpfonf/
]]a[ m[ dkrSmvmaejyD}}
]][ i f... b, folvJ}}
]]rodbl;av.../ lyvm;?vlvSvm;}}
qdki fxJodkY ly wpdkufpdkuf 0i fvmonf/ (vlvSvnf; jzpfEdki fonf) t m;vkH;
t oi fht aet xm; jyi fvdkufMu\ / vlvSudk awGUvdkawGUji m; qkdi frSm
vmxdki fMunfhaeMujci f;jzpfonf/
]]"mwkwdkYu xdki faewmMumjyDvm;}}
]]at ; anmi f;&i fawmhxygw, f}}
]]ei fawmi f aemufwwfaejyD}}
]]ei fwdkYt drfrSme, fu {nfhonfawGa&mufaew, fqdk}}
]]at ;[ m...pdwfnpfygw, f}}
]]ai Gvmacs;wmyJvm;}}
e, frSaqG&dyfrsdK;&dyf rui f;olrsm;u lywdkYt drfrSmBuHK&i fBuHKovdkai Gvmacs;wwfMuonf/
wpfcgwpfcg"mwkESi fhyi f wdk;wwfao;onf/
]]ck[ mu t aMuG;vmqyfwmyg}}
]]aumi f;wmaygh[ Jh}}
]]raumi f;ygbl;[ m}}
]]b, fvdkjzpfvdkYvJ}}
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lyu "mwkeHab;rSmcHkqGJxdki fjyD; avylMuD;rIwfxkwfvsuf...
]]i gu vmawmi f;jyD; t odray;bJ jyefoGm;vdkYolwdkYu &efukeft xdvdkufvmjyD; ay;wmwJh}}
]]ei fu bmudpt odray;bJ jyefvmwmwkef;?[ kwfom;yJ}}
]][ Jh...t l;r&JU/ i gu b, frSme, foGm;vdkYvJ}}
]]t J...[ kwfom;yJ/ [ i f...' gqdk&i f}}
]]at ;...[ kwfw, f/ vlvSaerSmaygh}}
]]Aka' g}}
t m;vHk;t vefYwMum; jzpfoGm;Muonf/ qdki f&Si fwkwfMuD;u , yfawmi fwzswfzswfcyfvsuf
olwdkY0dki f;udkvSrf;Munfhae\ /
]]ei fhrdbawGvnf; t HhMoae&rSmaygh}}
]]at ;aygh}}
]][ dk...e, fuvlawGaum}}
]]rajymvdkufygbl;/ olwdkYuawmh i gr[ kwfbl;qdkwmudk b, fodrvJ/ ' DvlvSudpMuD;u
avQmufajymvdkYvnf; aumi f;wmrSr[ kwfwm/ &Si f;jyvdkYvnf; rvG, fbl;}}
odef;aZmf0i f;u ausmudkvufjyefukwf&i f;...
]]ZmwfuawmhIyfukefjyD}}
lyu odef;aZmf0i f;udkvSnfhMunfhjyD;...
]]aMomf...at ; [ kwfyg&JU/ i ghrSmbmvdkaeovJ at mufarhwm}}
]]bmvJ[ Jh..../ ei fuvnf; t vefYwMum;}}
]]i gvnf; ausm, m;aewm..../ [ Jh"mwkukwfay;prf;[ m}}
]]at mi frm}}
]]ukwfrSmukwfprf;yg[ m}}
jrwfpki , fESi fhoufa0csdKu...
]]"mwkvdrfygqGJvdkuf}}
]]ei fwdkYukwfcsi f&i f aemufwpfcg, m;awmhajymr, f}]
]]at mi fr, f ... at mi fr, f}}
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"mwku IHUrJhIHYrJhESi fhlyukdausmukwfay;&ao;\ /
&J0i f;jri fhu pum;vrf;aMumi f;udkjyefwnfhonf/
]]ri f;wdkYt azu b, fvdkt MuHay;ovJ}}
]]olvnf; pOf;pm;&Muyfaewkef;yJ}}
]]ri f;uom&efukefrSmt laMumi faMumi fawGvkyfjyaewm?[ dkaumi fu e, fa&mufoGm;wmudk;}}
]]b, fvdkoabmvnf; qdkwmpOf;pm;vdkYudkr&bl;}}
]][ kwfyg&JUuGm}}
xdef;xm;onfhMum;rS&J0i f;jri fhu vTwfceJ xGufoGm;ao;onf/
]][ dkaumi frav;uom wpfcgwnf; t ajzjyefay;vdkuf&i f vlvSu ' kura&mufbJ
ri f;' kua&mufaerSm}}
xdkpum;aMumi fh"mwkacgi f;axmi foGm;onf/
]]bmajymw, f &J0i f;jri fh}}
rxl;awmhojzi fhpum;udkavQmcs&i f; 0efcH&onf/
]]' Daumi f lyaygh/ vlvSa, mi faqmi fjyD; b, fvdkrS rvSwJh aumi frav;wpfa, mufudk
&nf;pm;pum;oGm;ajymw, f/ [ dku vlvSr[ kwfrSef;odvdkYji i f;vTwfvdkufw, f}}
"mwku lyudkpl;pl;Munfh\ /
]]lyaemf}}
]]t vum;yg...ei fuvnf;/ i g&nf;pm;pum;ajymwmei fhwpfa, mufwnf;udkyJ &Sdw, f}}
lyu ajAmi fji i f;&\ /
]]at ;av... ei fyJ i ghudk&nf;pm;pum;ajymxm;jyD;}}
]]at ;yg... i gei fhudkyJ, lrSmyg}}
olwdkYESpfa, mufudkMunfhjyD; usefolt m;vHk; 0dki f;&, frdMu\ /
b, fvdkoHk;oyf&rnfrSef;yi f rajymwwfawmh/ olwdkYESpfa, mufu oHa, mZOfMuD;Muwmawmh
aocsmonf/ t drfcsi f;? rdbcsi f;uvnf; ajymrem qdkrem t &rf;&i f;ESD;Muonf/ t xl;ojzi fh
"mwk\ zci f OD;rsdK;jri fhu lyudkt awmfcspfonf/ ly *Rwfqwfqwf rmausmausmvkyforQudkvnf;
cGi fhvTwfonf/
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i , fi , fuqdkvQi f OD;rsdK;jri fh t pvGefojzi fh lyu t kwfcJESi fh vdkufxkzl;onf/
aemufcH&mZ0i fawGuawmhxdkodkYxdkyHkjzpfonf/
]]orD; a, mur w*sdef;*sdef;jzpfaeygOD;r, fuGm}}
]]t drfcGJaerSmayghuG}}
odef;aZmf0i f;u jzwfajymonf/
]]t drfcGJwmaemufrScGJMuyg/ avmavmq, f vlvSudkb, fvdkvkyfrvJ}}
]]at ;...[ kwfw, f/ ' DudpMuD;u uefYvefY}}
pum;0kdi f;u acwNi drfoufoGm;onf/
lyu rJhNyHK;ESi fht wl acgi f;udk, rf;&i f; pm;yGJay: ydkufqHt dwf wi f\ / ydkufqHt dwfay:rSm
wpfSL;pwpfpudk wi f\ / t at ;cGufudk wusdKufwnf; armhaomufonf/ jyD;... Toilet
qDavQmufoGm;\ /
]]bmvkyfrvdkYvnf;uG}}
odef;aZmf0i f;udkbkawmoGm;\ / odef;aZmf0i f;u oGm;jzD;usefcJh&mrS...
]][ dkrSmrci foef;OD; r[ kwfvm;}}
]]b, frSmvJ}}
]][ dkbufyvufazmi f;ay:rSmav..../ a[ m...' Dbufudkul;vmjyD}}
]]aMomf...at ;...b, foGm;rvdkYvnf; rodbl;}}
at mi fqef;OD;\ t pfrjzpf\ / aMumhaMumharmharmhqi f, i fxm;onf/
odef;aZmf0i f; t l, m;zm;, m;ESi fh"mwkwdkYudk....
]][ Jh...racsmawG...racsmufawG?i ghudkabmhyi f pm&Guf t jrefay;prf;yg}}
oufa0csdKu abmhyi furf;ay;\ /
]]vkyfygOD;[ ...pm&Gufygay;prf;yg/ t jref}}
]]bmvkyfrvdkYvJ}}[ kpm&GufudkEIduf&i f; oufa0cdsKu jyefar;\ /
]]&nf;pm;pmay;rvdkY}}
]][ m... ei fuvnf;}}
]]vkyfprf;yg[ m..../ ' Dt cGi fht a&;rsdK; &cJw, f}}
- 91 -
]][ Jh... udk, fholi , fcsi f;t pfrudk}}
]]bmjzpfvJ...ay;prf;ygpm&Guf}}
]]ray;bl;}}
]]t m...}}
odef;aZmf0i f;u ly\ ydkufqHt dwfay:rS wpfSL;pav;udkyJ qGJ, ljyD; ]rrudkcspfw, f} [ k
t oufat mi fha&;vdkuf\ / jyD;...ci foef;OD;qDuysmu, majy;oGm;onf/
]]rci foef;OD;...rci foef;OD;}}
Toilet xJrSxGufvmaomlyu....
]]odef;aZmf0i f; bmjzpfwmwkef;}}
]]at mi fqef;OD;&JUt pfrudk&nf;pm;pmvdkufay;rvdkYwJh}}
]]olu &nf;pm;pmudkt dwfxJrSmt qi foi fhxnfhxm;wmvm;}}
]]b, fuvm...ei fhwpfSL;puLay:rSmoufa0&JUabmyi feJYa&;jyD; , loGm;wm}}
]]' Daumi fuawmhvkyfcsvdkufjyefjyD}}
odef;aZmf0i f;ESi fhrci foef;OD;udkai ;MunfhaerdMuonf/
]][ ... wu, fudkay;wm[ }}
t prSmawmh rci foef;OD;u dk;dk;vmEIwfqufjci f;[ k xi fyHk&onf/ odef;aZmf0i f;u
pmudkxkwfay;rSt rlt , majymi f;jyD; rsufESmxm;wi f;oGm;onf/ at mfxkwfvdkufaomt oHoJhoJhudkyi f
Mum;&onf/
]][ i f...odef;aZmf0i f;?ei fdki f;vScsnfvm;}}
odef;aZmf0i f;u wwGwfwGwfESi fh bmawGajymaeonfrod/ lywdkY&i fxdwfae&onff/
rci foef;OD;u pmudkZwfceJ qGJ, ljyD;...
]]ei fhpmudk' DvdkyJvkyfr, f/ t J' gwpfcgwnf;jyefay;vdkufwJht ajzyJ}}
pmESi fhESyfnpfjci f;jzpfonf/ pmuvnf; wpfSL;jzpf ESyfnpfcsi fp&mav;jzpfyi f.../
]][ m...[ m...}}
lyu rsufvHk;jyL; rsufqefjyL;ESi fhat mfonf/ "mwku...
]]aumi f;w, f...t J' DvdkcH&ygap}}
- 92-
]]t m...r[ kwfbl;[ }}
]]bmvJ}}
]][ dk...[ dkrSmMunfh}}
lyu vufndK;xdk;jy\ /
rci foef;OD;u a' gowMuD; ESyfnpfae&i f; rsufESmysufoGm;onf/ ar;u qwfceJ qwfceJ
jzpfoGm;jyD; rsufvHk;uygrSdwfvdkufzGi fhvdkuf jzpfaeonf/
odef;aZmf0i f;vefYjyD; aemufodkYajcwpfvSrf;qkwf\ /
"mwku...
]][ Jh... ly ly b, fvdkjzpfwmvJ}}
]]t J' DhwpfSL;u i gESmSLrvdkYESmaq;awGokwfxm;wm}}
]][ , f...}}
xdkt csdefrSmyJ qefYi i fqefYi i fESi fh rsufvHk;ayuvyfayuvyfjzpfaeaom rci foef;OD;
at mi fjri foGm;onf/
]][ yf...[ yf...[ yf... acs;}}
odef;aZmf0i f;yg vefYjyD; aemufckefqkwfonf/ rqkwfodef;aZmf0i f;yg vefYjyD;
aemufckefqkwfonf/ rqkwf vnf;rjzpf/ rci foef;OD;\ ESyfawGyg pi fxGufvmjci f;jzpfonf/
rci foef;OD;udk, fwdki fonfyi fvQi f olYt jzpfudkol Za0Z0gjzpfoGm;\ / arhjyD; ESmacgi f;rSESyf&nfrsm;udk
wpfSL;ESi fhyJ zdokwfvdkufrdjyefonf/
aemufwpfcgvmjyefacsya[ h.../
]][ yf...[ yf....[ yf.... acs;}}
odef;aZmf0i f;u aemufudkckefqkwf&jyefonf/
rci foef;OD;\ a' gou odef;aZmf0i f;udkjymusoGm;apavmufonf/ odkYaomf odef;aZmf0i f;udk
bmrS rvkyft m;ao;yJ olwpfa, mufwnf; Iyfaeonf/ wpfSL;udk vTi fhypf\ / odkYaomf
ESyf&nfwef;u t &SnfMuD; qefYxGufvmjyD; wpfSL;udk qGJxm;\ / wpfSL;u ESyf&nfaMumi f;udk
wGJavmi f;cdkxm;onf/
rci foef;OD;u ESyfudkvufESi fhnpfcs\ / wpfSL;jyKwfusoGm;onf/ odkYaomf ESyf&nfwef;u
vufacsmi f;rsm;rSmwGJjyD; ygvmjyefonf/ vufndK;ESi fhvufrudkum;um;MuD;jzefYxm;jyD; ESyfokwf&ef
wdki fvdkuf&Sm\ / wdki fr[ kwfaomodef;aZmf0i f;u aemufodkYckefqkwfvdkufjyefonf/
odef;aZmf0i f;rSmt ajct aeudkem;rvnfEdki fawmhyJ jzpfae\ /
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rci foef;OD;u cyfvSrf;vSrf;rS"mwfwdki fqDajy;jyD; ESyfokwfvdkufonf/ jyD;... odef;aZmf0i f;udk
rsufvHk;jyL;ESi fhMunfhum....
]]ei f...ei f}}
oGm;jyefjyD/ pum;ajymcsi faZmavmjyD; ESmacgi f;rSvufusefaq;rIefYrsm;udkIdufoGi f;rdjyefonf/
]]odef;aZmf...[ yf...[ yf...[ yf...acs;}}
' Dwpfcg ESyfawGu ar;at mufxdwdki f wGJus\ / yg;pyfxJudkyi fenf;enf;0i foGm;onf
xi fonf/ ar;wpfckvHk;udkvuf0g;ESi fhyGwfypf&\ / odef;aZmf0i f;uvnf; b, fvdkulnD&rnfrSef;rod/
vufuav; umumumumESi fhawmi f;yef[ efjyK&i f; jyefvSnfhajy;vmcJhonf/
odkYaomf...
]]' kef;}}
]]t i fh}}
rci foef;OD;u vrf;ab;rScJvHk;MuD;udk aumuf xkvdkufjci f;jzpfonf/ odef;aZmf0i f;awmh
ausmt awmfat mi fhoGm;a&mhrnf/
]]odef;aZmf0i f; ei fhudkraus[ yf [ [ k[ Gwf acs;}}
aemufawmh rsufESmcsi f; Taxi wpfpD;udk wm;jyD; uref;uwef; wufoGm;awmhonf/
odef;aZmf0i f; t lwlwlav;jzpfjyD; ai ;Munfhusef&pfonf/ rci foef;0i f;udk r&, f&ufcJhaom
lywdkYt kyfpkvnf; odef;aZmf0i f;udkomvufndK;xdk;jyD; [ m;wdkufMu&awmh\ /
odef;aZmf0i f;u...
]]b, fvdkjzpfwmvnf; rodbl;uG}}
&J0i f;jri fhu t &, fwpf0ufESi fhajymonf/
]]w&m;cHuawmhlyayghuGm}}
]]at mi frm...i geJYbmqdki fvJ/ olYbmomol rar;rjref; i ghwpfSL;udk, loGm;wm}}
]]bmawGvnf;uG/ i g&Si f;at mi f ajymjyygOD;}}
]]i gu ZufaMumawGwufaevdkYa[ h/ t J' g...wpfSL;ay:rSmESmaq;okwfjyD; SLSLay;aewm/
ri f;u t J' Dt ay:rSm&nf;pm;pm&at mi fa&;jyD; oGm;ay;wmudk;}}
]]a[ ...aMomf ' Dvdkudk;}}
odef;aZmf0i f; ckrSoabmaygufoGm;onf/
]]wdkufwdkufqdki fqdki fuGm...oluvnf; ESyf, lnpfypfwmudk;}}
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]]aocsmwmuawmhri f;udkawmfawmfrkef;oGm;jyD}}
]]at ;uGm... i guvnf; ' DvdkrsdK;MuD; r&nf&G, fygbl;/ at mi fqef;OD;ukdawmi f rsufESmjyzdkY
cufjyD}}
odef;aZmf0i f; t rSefwu, f pdwfraumi f;jzpfaeyHk& jrwfpki , fu...
]]i gwkdYygul&Si f;jyay;yghr, f[ m..../ aeygOD;... ei fu bmudp&nf;pm;pmoGm;ay;&wmvJ}}
]][ ...BudKufvkdYaygh[ }}
]]BudKuf&i fvnf; aoaocsmcsmBudK;pm;aygh[ , f.../ ckei fh[ mu...}}
]]at ;av...&nf;pm;pmuvnf; wpfSL;ayygMuD;}}
]]at ;... t jypfwi f&i fvnf; cH&awmhrSmyJa[ h/ i gt awmfpdwfnpfoGm;w, f}}
&J0i f;jri fhu odef;aZmf0i f;ausmrScJrSefxm;onfh&THUoJrIefYrsm;udkcgcsay;onf/
]]ly ly}}
odef;aZmf0i f;\ t ufuGJuGJ a&&GwfoHaMumi fhlyu....
]]bmvJ[ }}
]]ri f;[ maumi f;usdK;udkray;ygbl;uGm}}
]]vm...vmcsnfao;? ESmbl;u/ ri f; ' Davmuf&nf;pm;vdkcsi fae&i f i gwdkYvrf;xdyfu
t ar&duef a&wyfrav;awGqDoGm;}}
]]bmvJ t ar&duef a&wyfrav;awGqdkwm}}
]]t ouf 17 uae 45 t xda, musfm;t m;vHk;udk0i fcGi fhjyKw, fav}}
t i f;...t l;u wpfrl;omoGm;jyefjyD/

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]][ Jh...orD;/ vufESpfzufaemufypfjyD; acgi f;i dkufpdkufcsvdkY/ bmawGrsm; ' Davmufawmi f
onf;MuD;rnf;MuD; pOf;pm;aewmvJ}}
]]aMomf...[ dkaumi f ly t aMumi f;ygazaz&m}}
]]a[ ... ' Daumi f bmjzpfvdkYvJ}}
]][ dkudpyJav... azaz&, f/ oleJYwlwJhol aemufwpfa, muf ay:aewm}}
]]' gvm;...olYudpu xl;awmh xl;jcm;w, f/ azazvnf; Mum;oi fhoavmufMum;jyD;jyD/
aoaocsmcsmajymprf;ygOD;/ orD;wdkYudkulnDpOf;pm;ay;vdkY&wmaygh}}
]]rjzpfbl;xi fw, f azaz&JU}}
]]a[ ...bmjzpfvdkY}}
OD;rsdK;jri fhu olYem;udkolr, Hkovdkjyefar;\ / "mwku...
]]lyu ' Dudpazazhudkjyefrajym&bl;wJh}}
- 96 -
]]t Hr, f...' Daumi f bmaMumi fhwJhvJ}}
]]azaz 0i fyg&i f ydkIyfukefr, fwJh}}
]]' Daumi f[ mav...i ghudkqdkb, fawmhrSt aumi f;rjri fbl;}}
]]azazht cspfawmfyJav}}
OD;rsdK;jri fhNyHK;pdpdvkyfaeonf/
"mwkuvnf; OD;aESmufaNcmufaeonf/ MuufOt p &Smr&qkdaompum;yHk Mum;zl;onf/
t ck[ muawmht p&Smr&onfht Nyi f bmrSef;vnf; rod/
aeUci f;uvnf; vlvSu &p&m&Sdonfh t aMuG;awGudk oGm;awmi f;vmay;onfqkd
Mocs, l&\ / okdYaomf odef;aZmf0i f;ESi fh rci foef;OD;wkdYudpu 0i faESmi fhoNzi fh t aot csm
raqG;aEG;vkduf&/
]]uvi f uvi f uvi f}}
zkef;Nrnfonf/ azazhht rIonfvm; [ laom t awG;rsdK;Nzi fh vSnfhMunfhawmh azazu
acgi f;cgNyonf/ ayghayghyg;yg;yi f qkd\ /
]]' DaeYazazt m;w, f/ eufNzefvnf; t m;w, f/ bmudprSr&Sdbl;/}}
zkef;aumufukdi fvkdufawmh...
]]"mwkvm;...}}
]]at ;...b, folvJ/ &lyvm;...}}
zkef;u w*spf*spfNrnfaeonf/ t oHruGJ/
]]ei fuvnf; &lyukdyJ waewmyJ/ i gyg...at mi fqef;OD;}}
]][ Jh...at ;...aNym/ ei f b, fu qufaewmvJ/}}
]]ei fwkdYvkdt drfrSmzkef;r&Sdawmhvrf;xdyfpwkd;qdki fu quf&wmaygh[ }}
]]at ;...aNymav/ bmt aMumi f;xl;vdkYvJ}}
ar;omar;&onf?rsufckH;u cyfvIyfvIyf/
]]i gckeu odef;aZmf0i f;ukdqGJxkd;vkdufw, f}}
]][ kwfvm;.../ at ;...at ;}}
]][ i f...ei fhavoHMuD;uvnf;[ }}
]][ Jh...bmNzpfvkdYwkef;/ i gwkdYarQmfvi fhxm;NyD;om;udpyJ[ m/ rt hHMoygbl;}}
- 97 -
]]odef;aZmf0i f;u aNymw, f}}
]]t i f;...}}
]]&lyudkvnf; xkd;&r, fwJh}}
]]at mi fr, f}}
]]t J' geJYi gwdkdYESpfa, muf &lyudkvkduf&SmaeMuw, f}}
]]at mi fr, f...at mi fr, f/ ei fwkdYu &lyukd0kdi f;xkd;MurvkdYayghav}}
]]aeygOD;.../ aNymwmukdqHk;at mi f em;axmi fprf;yg}}
]]uJ...aNymaNym}}
]]i gwkdYvlvSukdawGYvkdufw, f}}
]][ i f...}}
]][ kwfw, f...t aumi f;aNymaewm}}
]]ao...aocsm&JUvm;}}
]]aocsmygw, f/ ESpfa, mufpvkH;ukdawGYcJhwmyJ}}
]][ , f...}}
"mwkt MuD;t us, f pdwfvIyf&Sm;oGm;onf/
]]' g...' gqkdwu, fyJaygh}}
]]bm...wu, fyJvJ}}
]]vl...vllvSu wu, f&Sdaewmaygh}}
]]at ;...[ kdaumi f odef;aZmf0i f;qkd&i f ' l;awmi f acGusw, f}}
]]&lyuaumvlvSukdbmrSraNymbl;vm;}}
]]r[ kwfbl;[ .../ ' Dvkdi gaNymNyr, f}}
]]at ;...at ; aNymprf;ygOD;[ m}}
OD;rsdK;Nri fhu bmvJqkdaomt rlt &mrsdK;Nzi fh ar;qwfNyNyD; ar;\ / "mwku cP qkdaom
t rlt &mNzi fhvufumNyvkdufonf/ at mi fqef;OD;\ pum;ukdt m&Hkpdkuf em;axmi faevkduf\ /
- 98 -
]]i gwkdYolYqkdi fukdoGm;awmhr&Sdawmhbl;/ qkdi fydwfoGm;NyD/ t J' geJYolYt drf vkdufoGm;Muw, f/
enf;enf;uav; arSmi f&DysdK;NyDaygh[ m.../ &lyuvnf; b, fuNyefvmwmvnf; rodbl;/ i gwkdY&JU
rsufESmcsi f;qkdi fuae i kdufpdkuf i kdufpdkufeYJ Nyefvmw, f/ i gwkdYukdrNri fbl;}}
]]at ;...at ; aNymygOD;}}
]]olYt drfxJ ol 0i foGm;wmaygh[ m.../ i gwkdYuvnf; ' Daumi fht rlt &mu i kdi fawGawGMuD;
NzpfaevkdYvSrf;rac:NzpfMubl;}}
]]ei fwkdYt drfxJ vkdufr0i fbl;vm;}}
]][ Jh...Nyefac:xkwf&rSmaygh/ i gwdkYu olYukdebefusi f;rvkdY[ mukd}}
]]aocsi f;qkd;awG}}
]][ , f...aNymwmem;axmi fprf;ygOD;}}
"mwku aqmi fhMuD;at mi fhMuD;Nzi fh...
]]aNym}}
]]i gwkdYu wkwfMuD;ay: wHawG;axG;NyD; t pkdt aNcmufvSefw, f/ ' Daumi fhukd
b, fol0i fac:rvJaygh}}
]]t i f;...arSmi fMuD;xJrSm}}
]]Nri f&ygw, f[ m...}}
]]at ;...xm;yg/ qufaNym}}
]]t J' Dt csdefrSmyJ i gwdkY yg;pyft a[ mi f;om; NzpfoGm;&w, f/ &lyaemufwpfa, mufu i gwkdY
rsufESmcsi f;qkdi fuyJ i kdufpkdufi kdufpkduf avQmufvmvkdYckeu yHkpHt wkdi f;yJ}}
]][ , f...}}
at mi fqef;OD;\ t pfrurS ESyfxGufuswmavmuf&Sdao;onf/ "mwku &SL;&SL;awmi f
xGufusawmhrnf xi fonf/ t ouf&SL&rSmudkyi f arhaerdonf/
]]NyD;awmhol t drfxJ0i foGm;w, f/ ckeu t wkdi f;yJ/ i gwkdYukdrNri fbl;}}
]]' gqkdt drfxJrSm&lyaumvlvSaumaygh}}
]]at ;}}
]]b, folu &lyt ppfvJ}}
]]rodbl;av}}
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]]wlvm;.../ t awmfwlvm;}}
]]wpfa, mufwnf;t wkdi f;yJ}}
]]t kd...}}
]]aeygOD;.../ t drfxJrSm&lyESpfa, mufNzpfaewmudkt drfu rodMubl;vm;}}
]]odyHkray:bl;[ / at ;at ;aq;aq;yJ}}
]]Aka' g...b, fhES, fhvkyfMurwkef;}}
]]t ck odef;aZmf0i f;u t Nyi fuae ui f;orm;vkyfNyD; apmi fhMunfhaew, f/ i gu ei fhukd
zkef;vmqufwm}}
]]i g...i gu bmvkyf&rSmvJ}}
]]rodbl;...i gwkdYvnf; t rSm;vkyfrdrSmpkd;vkdYei fhukdvSrf;wkdi fyi fwm}}
' Dawmhvnf; "mwkcrsm zci fNzpfolukdom t m;ukd;wMuD; vSrf;Munfhrdawmhonf/
0g&i fh0wfvHkawmf&wpfOD;yDopGmOD;rsdK;Nri fhu olYorD;ukdpdwfryl&ef vufNyNyD;...
]]azazwkdYq, frdepft wGi f; t J' Dhukdt a&mufvmcJhr, fvkdYaNymvkduf}}
]][ Jh...at mi fqef;OD;}}
]]at ;...at ; t efu, faNymwmudk i gMum;w, f/ wkdY apmi fhaer, f/ ei fwdkY
qufqufvmcJhvkduf/ t efu, fygvmawmht rsm;MuD;aumi f;wmaygh/ t awmft m;&SdoGm;w, f}}
]]at ;...i gwkdYt ckxGufvmNyD}}
zkef;csNyD;NyD;csi f;rSmyJ...
]]azazhum;udkxkwfygazaz&JU}}
]]orD;yJ ' Dum;ukdrpD;csi fbl;qkd}}
OD;rsdK;Nri fh\ um;u *spfum;Nzpfonf/ xkdYaMumi fh"mwku rpD;/ ESmacgi f;&HIYonf/ ckawmh...
]]t m...azazuvnf; t a&;xJrSm}}
]]azazYukdvnf; t usdK;t aMumi f;aNymNyOD;av.../ ckeu &dyfzrf; oHzrf;yJ em;axmi fae&wm}}
]]t i f;yg...azaz&JU/ um;ay:rSmaNymNyyghr, f}}
olrwkdYom;t z &lywkdYt drfqD a&mufoGm;Muonf/ NcHa&SUrSm um;&yfvkdufuwnf;u
at mi fqef;OD;ESi fhodef;aZmf0i f;wkdYt aNy;t vTm; a&muf&SdvmMuonf/ "mwku...
]]bmxl;ao;vJ}}
- 100 -
]]bmrSrxl;bl;}}
]]t drfu vl0i fvlxGuf r&Sdawmhbl;aemf}}
]]at ;}}
NcHwHcg;ukdvmzGi fhay;olu &ly.../
olwkdUukdawGUawmholuyi f t Hht m;oi fhaeao;onf/
]][ i f...wpfNyHKMuD;ygvm;}}
OD;rsdK;Nri fhu...
]]a[ haumi f vlMuD;awG&Sdvm;}}
]]' Dt csdefMuD; vmrSawmh&Sdwmaygh}}
olwkdYESpfa, muf\ qufqHa&;uawmh&kdufaygufawGcsnf; Nzpfonf/
&lyaNymovkdyi f olwkdYwNyHKMuD; t xJvkduf0i foGm;Mu\ / t &yf&SpfrsufESmxuf ESpfckydkonf/
t xuft &yf at muft &yf/ vlvSursm; rsufESmusufrSmwufuyfaervm;? ckHat muf0i fykef;aervm;
ponfNzi fh.../
OD;pkd;vGi fESi fh a' :oufxm;Nri fhu aysmfoGm;yHk&onf/ OD;pkd;vGi fu t vkyfrsm;aecsdefawGrSm
OD;rsdK;Nri fhukd av&Snfwwfolwpfa, muft Nzpf pdwfnpfaomfvnf; t m;vyfaecsdefrsdK;wGi fawmh
vkdvkdvm;vm;&Sdonf/
]][ ...b, fvkdawGqHkNyD; b, fES, fha&mufvmMuwmwkef;}}
]]' DukdyJ wri fvmwmygAsm}}
]][ kwfvm;...udpygao;vm;}}
]]udpu ygvmwmr[ kwfbl;?' DrSm&Sdaewm}}
]]bmwkef;As}}
t &i f;a&m? t zsm;a&m? yi fpnfa&m? bmrSr&Sdonfh OD;rsdK;Nri fh\ pum;aMumi hf OD;pkd;vGi f
aMumi ft rf;t rf;NzpfoGm;onf/ OD;rsdK;Nri fhu OD;pkd;vGi fukd vufumNyNyD; at mi fqef;OD;ESi fh
odef;aZmf0i fbufokdYvSnfhum...
]]ri f;wkdYESpfa, mufrSmwpfa, mufu NcH0rSmapmi fh}}
]][ kwf...[ kwfuJh}}
aNymomaNymonf ESpfa, mufvkH; wkwfwkwfrvIyf/
- 101 -
]][ m...a[ haumi fawG}}
ESpfa, mufvkH; &GHUwGefYwGefYNzpfaeMuNci f;yi f.../ &lyuvnf; a0a00g;0g;Nzi fh...
]]NcHwHcg;ukduWefawmf aomhNyefydwfcJYygw, f}}
]]ae...ri f;wkdYrodbl;/ uJ...ri f;wdkYxJuwpfa, muf NcH0rSmoGm;ae}}
at mi fqef;OD;u odef;aZmf0i f;ukd...
]]ri f;u i ghukdxdk;xm;w, f/ ri f;oGm;}}
]]' gqkdt pkdt aNcmufvSefr, f}}
]]wkwfr&Sdbl;/ usm;bkdqGJr, f}}
ESpfa, mufom; cGJwef;csaeMu\ / bmrSef;rodNzpfaeaom t drf&Si frdom;pkukd OD;rsdK;Nri fhu
rsufESm&dyfrsufESmuJNy wm;xm;NyD;...
]]uJ...&lya&...0SL;...armvkdufwm/ vmygOD;uGm}}
]]a&aomufrvm;}}
]]a&.../ at ;...aomufwmaygh/ ' gayrJhxm;ygOD;/ ri f; i gha&SUvmxkdi fygOD;}}
]]uRefawmfwkdYcsi f; awGYzl;w, fav}}
pdwfr&SnfEkdi folu "mwkNzpf\ /
]]&ly oGm;rSmoGm;prf;yg/ azazha&SUrSmxkdi fvkduf}}
&ly rsufvkH;uv, fuv, f NzpfoGm;onf/
]]t i f;...xkdi fqkdawmhvnf; xkdi fwmaygh/ ' Dvkduav;xkdi f&i f &w, faemf}}
OD;rsdK;Nri fhu &lyukdaphaphpyfpyft uJcwfNyD;...
]]t i f;...ri f;uawmh&lyygyJ}}
]]Asm...}}
OD;pkd;vGi fESi fha' :oufxm;Nri fhuvnf; wpfa, mufrsufESmwpfa, mufMunfhrd\ /
]]OD;rsdK;Nri fhbmawGwkef;As/ uRefawmfwkdYukdvnf; enf;enf; &Si f;NyygOD;}}
]]' DvkdAsm...}}
- 102-
OD;rsdK;Nri fhu t usdK;t aMumi f;&Si f;NyvkdufawmhwpfrdompkvHk; xdwfxdwfysmysmNzpfoGm;onf/
NcH0rSmapmi fh&rnfukdaMumufaeaomat mi fqef;OD;ESi fhodef;aZmf0i f;wkdYuvnf; vdIufvdIufonf;onf;
t vkt , uf 0i faNymNyMuonf/
&lyu "m;qGJNyD; NcHxJrSmywf&Sm\ / b, frSmrSrawGY/ "mwfrD;ukdi fNyD; xGuf&SmNyefonf/
rawGY/ t drfwHcg;ydwfNyD; wpfcef;0i f wpfcef;xGuf aphaphpyfpyf vkduf&Smonf/ rawGU/ raeEkdi foNzi fh
"mwkuyi f wef;vef;ygoGm;ao;\ / at mi fqef;OD;ESi fhodef;aZmf0i f;wkdUvnf; wGefYqkwf wGefYqkwfNzi fh
ygvmMuygonf/
b, fvkdrS &SmrawGYyg/ t puwnf;u rawG;wwfat mi f NzpfcJh&onhfNy emukd ckvnf;
rawG;wwfMuyg/ okdUaomf OD;rsdK;Nri fhu rsufvHk;t pHkpl;&JawmufypGmNzi hf...
]]OD;pkd;vGi f}}
]]Asm}}
]]' DudpukduRefawmf azmfxkwfay;yghr, fAsm}}

- 103 -

(15)

pdwfylwwfaom"mwku t drfjyefa&mufa&mufjci f; olr\ zci f (OD;rsdK;jri fhqdkol)udkar;rd\ /
]]azaz..../ azaz azmfxkwfay;r, fvdkYajymw, f/ azaz wpfckckudkodxm;vdkYvm;}}
]]t i f;...xi fwmyJ}}
]]orD;udkenf;enf;ajymjyav}}
]]raocsmao;bJ rajym&bl; orD;}}
]]' gjzi fh[ dkaumi f vlvSu b, fvdka&mufvmwmvJ}}
OD;rsdK;jri fhu bmrSjyefrajym/ "mwku pdwfwdkwdkESi fh...
]]t vum;yg.../ azaz bmrSrodbJeJU}}
OD;rsdK;jri fhu at ;at ;aq;aq;yJ acgi f;ndwfjy\ /
]][ kwfw, f.../ azaz bmrSrodao;bl;}}
- 104 -
]]' geJUrsm;...}}
]]at ;at ;aeprf;ygorD;&, f...azazpOf;pm;aew, f/ wpf&uf ESpf&uft wGi f;odvmrSmyg}}
t vGefpum;enf;aoma' :uvsmuyi fvQi f...
]]' Dom;t z bmawGjzpfaeMuwmvJ}}
"mwku xkdi f&mrS&kwfceJxvsuf rdci f\ pum;enf;rIukdt cGi fhaumi f;, lumoluyJ...
]]' Dvkdav...arar&JU/ [ kdaumi f &lyaygh}}
t pcsDNyD; t lracs;cg;rusef aNymygawmhonf/ OD;rsdK;Nri fhuvnf; a' :uvsmudkrsuf&dyfNyNyD;
ac:oGm;[ lonfht csufvuP mukday;vkdufonf/ a' :uvsmu "mwkukdac:xkwfoGm;\ / OD;rsdK;Nri fh
at ;at ;aq;aq; pOf;pm;NyD; usef&pfcJYonf/
reufrdk;vi f;awmhvnf; pdwfylwwfonfh "mwku &lywkdYt drfokdY apmapmpD;pD;
a&mufoGm;avonf/
]][ Jh..."mwk}}
]]ei f...ei f &lyaemf}}
]][ i f...bmaMumi faewmvJ}}
]]i g...i gawmfygao;&JU/ vlvSat mufarhvkdYvefYoGm;wmyJ}}
]]vmNyefNyD' DvlvS}}
"mwka' guefoGm;onf/
]]at mi fr, f...ei f ' DvkdraNymygeJY/ ei feJYywfoufNyD; i gwkdYu owdNyKae&wm}}
&lyu ' Dvkdawmhvnf; avQmhay;ygonf/
]]at ;...[ kwfw, f/ aus;Zl;wi fygw, f/ ' geJYei fu apmapmpD;pD;}}
"mwkEIwfcrf;&GJYNyD; t aNymt qkd&MuyfoGm;onf/ rEkdi fEkdi f&mrJNyD;...
]]ei fyJ i ghukdt aNzawmi f;xm;w, fav}}
&lyu a&yef;c&m;MuD;ukdcsNyD;...
]][ i f...t ckt aNzay;rvkdYvm;}}
]]i gapwem&Sd&i faygh}}
]]ei fhES, f apmapmpD;pD;}}
- 105 -
]]bm}}
]]t drfxJ0i fOD;vkdYaNymrvkdY}}
]]ei f[ mav...}}
&lyu wHcg;zGi fhay;\ / "mwku ukd, fukdapmi f;0i fNyD;...
]][ Jh...&ly}}
]]bmvJ}}
]]vlvSukdnu awGYao;vm;}}
]][ i fht i f;...rawGYaygi f}}
]]nu xyf&Smao;vm;}}
]]t i f;.../ rawGYygbl;/}}
]]ei f t dyfaysmf&JYvm;]}
]]okd;vkdY}}
]]ei f[ mav...}}
"mwkt aeESi fh&lyukdukdi faqmi fhvkdufcsi fawmhonf/
]]t efu, fwkdYt efwDwkdYa&m}}
]]t xJrSm.../ Ekd;aeNyD}}
]]i gbmrSrpm;&ao;bl;}}
]]awmi f;pm;vkdufav}}
]]bm}}
]]aNymvkdufav.../ olwkdYwpfckckvkyfay;rSmaygh}}
]]ei f[ mav...}}
awmfNyD.../ onfaumi fESi fhbmrSraNymwmbJ t aumi f;qHk;Nzpfrnf/
xkdokdYyi f "mwk qkH;Nzwf\ / t drfxJ wef;0i foGm;vkdufonf/ t Ni drf;pm;uxdu
a' :oufxm;Nri fhESi fhwef;wkd;\ / a' :oufxm;Nri fhu...
]][ , f...orD;}}
- 106 -
"mwku ][ , f...a, mur}[ kNyefraNymyg/
]][ kwfuJht efwD}}
]]apmapmpD;pD;ygvm;}}
]][ kwfuJh.../ nuudpukdodcsi fvkdY.../ zkef;qufrvkdYbJ/ t dyfaeMu&i f t m;emp&mNzpfrSmpkd;vkdY}}
]]aMomf...&ygw, fuG, f/ orD; odom;yJ...t drfuvlawGu apmapmEkd;aeus/ nuawmh
bmrSrawGYbl; orD;&JY/ t efwDNzi fhav wpfnvkH; wxdwfxdwfeJY/ t efwDu
t Ni drf;pm;uxdur[ kwfvm; orD;&, f}}
' guyg&ao;onf/
]][ kwfuJh...[ kwfuJh}}
]]lyt wkqdkwJhaumi fav;udkawmh b, fvdkrS &SmrawGYbl;/ t efwD*gxmawG? rEmefawG
&GwfjyD;t dyf&wm}}
]][ dkaumi fuaum...}}
]]b, folvJ}}
]]t m... lyudkajymwmayght efwD&JU/ t efu, fhudkuRefru t J' Dvdkac:rvm;}}
]]r[ kwfygbl;.../ lyt wkudkar;wmvm;vdkY}}
]]lyu raMumufbl;vm;}}
]][ i fht i f;...aMumufyHkvnf; r&ygbl;}}
]]b, fvdkrSraebl;vm;}}
]]rxHkwufaw;MuD;ygyJ}}
]]uRwf}}
"mwkrausreyfjzi fhpkwfoyfrdonf/
]]orD;}}
]]&Si f}}
]]wdkYbmqufvkyf&i f aumi f;rvJ}}
]]orD;u rajymwwfbl;av...t efwDpOf;pm;aygh/ t efwDvnf; t Ni drf;pm;uxduyJ[ m}}
]]at ;..t efwDuvnf; t Ni drf;pm;, lxm;wmMumjyDqdkawmh...}}
- 107 -
t rSefawmhbmrSvnf;rqdki facs.../
xkdt csdefrSmyJ (uHaumi f;axmufrpGm) OD;pdk;vGi fu bk&m;cef;xJrSjyefxGufvmonf/
]]aMomf....orD;"mwkygvm;}}
]][ kwfuJh...t efu, f}}
]][ kdkaumi faum...}}
]]yef;yi fawGa&avmi f;aew, f}}
]]orD;u apmvScsnfvm;}}
vmjyefjyDwpfa, muf/ rdef;raps;usonf/
]]' DaeY orD;wdkY oli , fcsi f;wpfa, muf arG;aeYyGJudk oGm;&rSm.../ t J' g [ dkaumi fhukd
apmi fhMunfhaewm}}
]]lyukdvm;...}}
]][ kwf.../ lyvm; vlvSvm;qdkwmudkprf;oyfjyD; apmi fhMunfhaewm}}
a' :oufxm;jri fhu 0i fajym\ /
]]aMomf...' gqdk&i fawmh rapmi fheJYawmh orD;/ reuft apmMuD;uwnf;u arG;aeYvufaqmi f
ygq, fxkwfudk' Daumi fpjyi faewm/ [ dkrSm...}}
rsufapmi f;xdk;u eH&Huyfpm;yGJay:rSmygq, fxkwfMuD;awG.../
]]aMomf...aMomf ' gqdk&i fawmhlyyJ}}
]]aocsm&JYvm;uG, f}}
]][ m...t efwDuvnf;}}
"mwk t [ kwfvefUoGm;jci f;jzpf\ / lyukdqufqH&wm Edki fi Hjcm;AGD' D, dkwdwfacGrsm;xJrS
o&Jum;udkMunfh&onfhES, f jzpfaeonf/
OD;pdk;vGi fu t ajct aeudkxdef;odrf;onfhoabmjzi hf...
]]orD; "mwk}}
]]&Sef}}
]]orD;t azu bmoJvGefpawG&oGm;vdkYvJ}}
]]r&ygbl;}}
- 108 -
]]ol t jrefqHk;az:xkwfawmhr, fav}}
]]avQmufajymaewm}}
orD;uvnf; zci fudk odkY yHkt m;ay;\ /
]][ , f...r[ kwfwm}}
]][ kwfygw, fqdk...t efu, fuvnf;}}
]]awmfprf;.../ udk, fht azudk t xi frao;eJY/ bmt &nft csi f;rS r&Sd&i f
ol' Davmufemrnfr&Sdbl;/ ck... ol wpfckckoJvGefp&oGm;w, f/ olYrsufvHk;awGMunfh&i f odw, f}}
"mwkNi drfukwfoGm;&onf/ xdkt csdefrSmyJ lyu t drfxJjyef0i fvmonf/ "mwkudk...
]][ i f...ei fu &Sdaewkef;yJvm;}}
]]bm}}
"mwkxckefrdrwwf jzpfoGm;onf/
]]r[ kwfbl;av.../ ei fu [ dk...arG;aeYyGJoGm;rvdkYvmwmr[ kwfvm;}}
]]at ;..t J' gbmjzpfvJ}}
]][ dkrSmav...i ghygq, fxkwfawG/ ei f vlMuHK, loGm;vdkufav}}
]]ei fu roGm;bl;?rvdkufbl;vm;}}
]]t m}}
ly pdwfnpfnL;pGm rsufESmat mufi HkYoGm;\ / lyu xdkodkYaom yGJrsdK;udk wufavhr&Sd/
"mwkuvnf; odawmhodygonf/ odkYaomf lyudkpdwft ajymi f;t vJ jzpfapcsi fonf/
]]uJ...ei f bmrSajymraeeJY/ ck...a&csdK; t 0wft pm;vJ/ i geJYvdkufcJh}}
lyu HIUrJhrJhESi fht wGi f;cef;xJ 0i foGm;onf/ a' :oufxm;jri fhu...
]]t J' grsdK;uGJY.../ orD;ajymrS&w, f/ t efwDwdkYajymvdkYr&aygi f}}
OD;pdk;vGi fu [ mo0i fazmufonf/
]]at ;aygh.../ i ghvdkrsdK; rzufvdkufjyD; rdkufzufygoGm;wmaygh}}
]]bm...}}
]]&Sef...}}
]]ajy;jyDa[ h}}
- 109 -
OD;pdk;vGi fu t rSefwu, fyi f t cef;xJ ajy;0i foGm;jci f; jzpfonf/
a' :oufxm;jri fhu oufjyi f;csjyD;...
]]b, fvdkom;t zrSef;udkrodawmhygbl; orD;&, f}}
]][ kwfygh}}
]]aMomf...wpfckawmh&Sdw, f/ olwdkYuvnf;ajymw, f}}
]]bmvJ}}
]]b, fvdkom;t zrSef; rodygbl;wJh}}
]]b, folYudkvnf;}}
]]orD;eJYOD;rsdK;jri fhudkav}}
]]bm}}
xkdt csdefrSmyJ oyfoyf, yf, yf 0wfpm;qi f, i fjyD; lyu t jyi fa&mufvmonf/
]]arar}}
]]a[ ...}}
]]om;r&Sdwkef; vlvSvmvdkY&Sd&i f...}}
]]t r, fav;awmf}}
a' :oufxm;jri fhu wu, fyi f wufrwwf csufrwwf jzpfoGm;ojzi fh "mwku
0i fxdef;xm;&\ / lyudkai gufi rf;&\ /
]]i ght aruvnf; t onf;i , fvdkufwm}}
]]ei furSbmMuD;rSef; rodwJh[ mudk}}
lyu racsyyg/
]]wdkYum;, loGm;rvm;?vrf;avQmufoGm;rvm;}}
]]ei fu um;armi f;Murf;w, f i grpD;&Jbl;/ ' Dt wdki f; vrf;avQmufr, f}}
]]ei fharG;aeYvufaqmi faum}}
]]i gu vufpGyfay;wm/ i ghpvi f;bufcfxJrSmbl;ao;ao;av;}}
]]aMomf... i guawmht MuD;MuD;}}
- 110 -
]]bmawGvJ[ / t av;MuD;}}
]]ei f arQmfvi fhxm;rdrSmr[ kwfwJht &mawGayhg[ m}}
]]bmwkef;vdkYar;aew, f}}
]]t dk;awG}}
]]bm...}}
]]t dk;awG?t dk;acgi f;awG}}
]]ei f... ei f bmvkyfwmvJ}}
]][ Jh... t J' Dt dk;acgi f;yGawG[ murmOD;rSmuwnf;u wl&d, mvkyfjyD;wD;rIwfwJhypnf;awG/
aemufjyD; vnfrSmwyf? vufrSmqGJwJh ypnf;awG/ ' DxufydkjyD; wefzdk;&SdygOD;rvm;.../ i gr&ru
rSmvdkuf&wm}}
]]ei f...ei faemf/ t J' gqdki gei feJYt wlwlroGm;awmhbl;}}
]]&w, fav.../ vlvSeJYoGm;aygh}}
]]awmuf}}

- 111 -

(16)

]]orD;..."mwk}}
]]&Si f...}}
]]' DaeYb, foGm;rvJ}}
]]oi fwef;awmhr&Sdbl; azaz}}
]]at ;...t Jh' gqdkt drfrSmyJaeprf;}}
]][ kwf...[ kwfuJh/ bmjzpfvdkYvJ}}
]]t drfrSmyJ azazhzkef;awGapmi fhem;axmi fvdkuf}}
]][ kwf...[ kwfuJh}}
]azaz b, foGm;rvdkYvJ}[ kar;p&mrvdkbJ "mwkar;rdonf/ ]azaz rkefYMumaphoGm;pm;rvdkY}[ k
OD;rsdK;jri fhu jyefrajzyg/ rSmp&mSdwmawGom rSmjyD; OD;rsdK;jri fh xGufoGm;onf/ "mwkuvnf;
ysi f;ysi f;&Sdojzi fhlyt aMumi f;pOf;pm;jyD; usefcJhonf/
(rdef;rawGrsm;...)
xdkaeYu OD;rsdK;jri fh t awmfyi fyef;\ / lyudpjzpfaeonfuwpfaMumi f;? t jzpft ysufu
pdwf0i fpm;p&mjzpfaeonfuwpfaMumi f;wdkYaMumi fh OD;rsdK;jri fh t yi fyef;cH&ygonf/ naeapmi f;usrS
t vkyfawGem;&\ / odkYaomf udk, fht drf udk, frjyef&ao;yg/
- 112-
ola&mufoGm;onfu lywdkYt drf/
awmfao;onf/ aoemuav; lyr&Sd/ OD;pdk;vGi fuvnf; Hk;u jyefvmup jzpfaeonf/
]][ m...OD;rsdK;jri fh}}
]][ kwfw, f...armvdkufwmAsm}}
]]em;OD;av/ uRefawmfvnf;ckrSa&csdK;jyD;w, f}}
]]uRefawmfvnf; a&csdK;r, fAsm}}
]]csdK;...csdK;}}
t Ni drf;pm; uxdu a' :oufxm;Nri fhu rvSrf;rurf;rSvmaom {nfhonfawmfukd
t ukefNyi fqi fay;&\ / 0ufykef;&nf? ykpGeft pdrf;okyf? i g;acgi f;csOfa&wkdYukd OD;rsdK;Nri fh
cHwGi f;awGYavonf/ NyD;...aMumi feuf[ k t rnf&onfh ykvi f;Nym;av;ukd xkwfNyD; ESpfa, mufom;
0dki f;zGJYMuonf/ pum;aNymaumi f; qkdaumi f;&Hkaygh/
OD;pkd;vGi fu...
]]OD;rsdK;Nri fhuvnf; uRefawmfwkdYrdom;pkt wGuf yi fyef;aeNyDxi fw, f}}
]]' DvkdygyJAsm.../ &lyqkdwJhaumi fuvnf; Nzpfvkduf&i f t onf;t oefMuD;yJ}}
]][ kwfyghAsm.../ "mwkuqkd&i f olYukdt laMumi faMumi f&lyvkdYemrnfay;xm;wm}}
]]t i f;...emrnfMuD;r, fqkdvnf; MuD;avmufay&JUAsm}}
&, fNzpfMuao;onf/
]]OD;rsdK;Nri fh}}
]]Asm;...}}
]]t i f;...pOf;pm;p&mawGawmh&SdwmayghAsm}}
]]qkdygOD;}}
onfwpfcgawmh OD;rsdK;Nri fh av&SnfvQi fvnf; onf;cHem;axmi fvkdufrnf[ k OD;pkd;vGi f
qHk;Nzwfxm;NyD; Nzpfonf/ OD;rsdK;Nri fhu...
]]uRefawmfwkdYw&m;a&;avmurSmxl;xl;Ncm;Ncm; Nzpfzl;wmav;awG&Sdw, fAs}}
]]aNymAsm...A[ kokw &wmaygh}}
]]t *gaupDukdOD;pkd;vGi f Mum;zl;w, faemf}}
- 113 -
]]t i f;...yg0geYJ aq;ukwJhyk*dKvfr[ kwfvm;/ t Mum;t Nri fenf;eJY ol azmfxkwfay;zl;w, f/
w&m;cHvnf; ay:oGm;w, f}}
]]' gayrYJ t *gaupDrSmNy emwuf&w, f}}
]]b, fvkdNzpfvkdYwkef;}}
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t Nrnf;rsm;uvnf; zG, fzG, f&m&m&SdvS\ / OD;pkd;vGi fu OD;rsdK;Nri fh\ cGufxJokdYxyfi SJYxnfhay;NyD;...
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Nzpf\ / t Ncm;oabmr&Sdyg/) "mwkukdarG;NyD; a' :uvsmu uav;xyfr&Ekdi fawmhoNzi fh
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OD;rsdK;Nri fhpum;ukdNyefaumuf\ /
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, rumwpfMudKuf armhonf/ pum;awGukdacgi f;xJrSmpOfaeovkdESi fholYbmomNi drfaeao;onf/
xkdt csdefrSm&lyuvnf; pdwfnpfae&\ /
qkdi frSt Nyef t okH;vkdoNzi fh aumfxkyfav; 0i f0, fNci f;Nzpfonf/ qkdi f&Si faumi frav;u
t HhMoovkdMunfhNyD; a&mi f;&aumi f;Ekd;?ra&mi f;&aumi f;Ekd; NzpfaeyHk&onf/
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aumfxkyf, lNyD; NyefxGufvmawmh aumi frav;u pdwf&IyfaxG;aeaom rsufESmESi fh olYukd
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]]uav; NyefvmNyD}}
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Mum;&onf/ okdYaomf t drfxJokdYawmf awmfESi fh0i frvm/ a' :oufxm;Nri fhu...
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Nyef0i fvmonf/
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, rumt &SdefNzi fh &Da0a0MunhfMuNci f;Nzpf aumi f;aumi f;MunfMunf rNri f&/ okdYaomf
wpfa, mufrsufESmwpfa, muf MunfhvkdufMuwmaocsmonf/ pum;pvnf; NywfoGm;Muonf/
t wkdki f; Ni drfaeNyD; i g;rdepfcefUt MumusrS...
apmapmut wkdi f; t oHawGNyefMum;&onf/ t drfxJokdY0i fvmoHMum;&onf/
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&ly t rSefwu, f Nyefa&mufvmonf/
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OD;rsdK;Nri fhu &lyukdwpfcsufMunfhNyD; oufNyi f;csum, rumukdarmh\ /
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]]ri f;uawmhuGm}}
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xri f;pm;OD;rnf/ NyD; T.V MunfhvQi fMunhf? rMunfhvQi f pmxkdi fzwfrnf/ OD;pkd;vGi fwdkYu
om;awmfarmi fukd wpfcsufwpfcsuf vSrf;t uJcwfae&\ / &lyuawmh owdxm;rdyHk r&/
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acgi f;ndwfNyNyD; &lyu olYt cef;xJ ol 0i fonf/ olYt cef;u t drfxJrSmawmh
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avmuMuD;[ mopfyi fwpfyi fqdk&i faygh.../
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(yghbfbvdkuufq, fvfpf)

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a&muf&SdaeMujci f;jzpfonf/ olwdkUuvnf; ]wpfqi fhpum; wpfqi fhem;} [ laomEIef;rsdK;jzi fhly\
t jzpft ysufudkodjyD; pdwf0i fpm;aeMuonf/
xdkYjyi f "mwkrvdkvm;&jci f;u t aMumi f;&Sd\ / ZmZmodrfhESi fh at ;at ;armfu
t laMumi faMumi flyudkrS pdwf0i fpm;aeMuolrsm;jzpf\ / olwdkYa&SUrSmodyfrajymcsi f/ odkUaomf
rajym vnf;rjzpf/ olwdkY&Si f;oGm;rSwpf&yfuGufvHk; &Si f;oGm;rnfjzpf\ / olwdkYbmomxi f&mawG
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]]' Dvdk[ m...}}
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cHxm;&wmrsdK;? t aMumavQmh avhusi fhcef;vkyfwmrdsK;? aeraumi f;jzpfjyD; rl;aewmrsdK;? t &ufawG
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pum;udkquf&\ / t m;vHk;u olr\ pum;udkpdwf0i fpm;aeMuonf/
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&J0i f;jri fhawG;p&m&oGm;ovdkNi drfoGm;onf/ jrwfpki , fESi fhoufa0csdKwdkYuawmh"mwkxHrS
BudKMum;xm;jyD;om; t aMumi f;t &mrsm;jzpfae axGaxGxl;xl; rSwfcsufawG ay;raeawmh/
qdki f&Si fwkwfMuD;u olYpm;yGJxdk;udkolYvufpGJawmf , yfawmi f vSrf;awmi f;&i f; eH&Hudkai ;aeonf/
"mwk\ pum;udkat ;at ;armfu ' dki fcHaxmufay;aeqJjzpfjyD; odef;aZmf0i f;ESi fhZmZmodrfhu
pOf;pOf;pm;pm; em;axmi faeonf/
at ;at ;armfudka&SUxm;jyD; pum;ajym&onfrSm"mwkt wGufvnf; t awmf t aESmi fht , Suf
jzpf&avonf/ at ;at ;armfu rsufESmt rlt , mt rsdK;rsdK;ajymi f;jyD; em;axmi fwwfaomaMumi fh
jzpf\ /
Oyrm...t HhMop&mqdkvdkY&SdvQi f vnfudkqefY? yg;pyfudk [ jyD; acgi f;wndwfndwfjzi fh
t HhMojyonf/ bmrS rajym&ao;vQi fvnf; "mwk\ rsufESmudk ai ;jyD; BudKwi facgi f;ndwfaeonf/
&, fp&mjzpfoGm;vQi fvnf; oGm;aphjyD; &, f[ efjyKonf/ vufcHp&mygvmvQi fvnf; vufndK;udk
wpfaxmi faxmi fvkyfjyD; axmufcHjyefavonf/
oluvIdufvIdufvSJvSJ em;axmi fjci f;jzpfEdki fygonf/ odkYaomf "mwkt wGuf
pdwft aESmi fht , Suf jzpf&avonf/ udk, fhudkyJ &GJUaeovdkvdk.../
]]aeygOD;.../ i gr&Si f;vdkYar;ygOD;r, f}}
odef;aZmf0i f;u t dyf&mrSEdk;vmovdkqwfceJ ar;\ /
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]]t J' DhAma' g*g;u udki fwG, f xdawGYvdkY&vm;?r&bl;vm;}}
]]ESpfrsdK;vHk; jzpfwwfw, f}}
]][ ...wu, fh[ mMuD;ygvm;}}
]]at ;av...wdkYlyu t Jh' gMuD;rSoGm;jzpfwm}}
]]uJ...uJ...xm;yg/ ei fhpum;udkqufygOD;}}
]]jyD;jyDav.../ vlvSqdkwmwpfjcm;olr[ kwfbl;/ ly&JYAma' g*g;yJ}}
at ;at ;armfu...
]]rjyD;ao;bl;av[ m....?lyu t Jh' gMuD; raysmufawmhbl;vm;}}
]]aysmufrSmyg...[ Jh}}
]]b, ft cgus&i f b, fvdkaysmufrSmvJ}}
xdkt ar;pum;udk"mwku at ;at ;armfESi fhZmZmodrfhwdkYqDrsufESmcsD jyefajz&efjyi fonf/
at ;at ;armfudk, fu rdkufrJpGmar;vdkufjci f;jzpfonf/
]]i ghudk, lvdkuf&i f aysmufr, fwJh}}
]]bm...}}
"mwku cyfrmrmyJxyfajzonf/
]]i ghudk, lvdkuf&i f aysmufr, f}}
]]bmqdki fvdkYvJ}}
]]qdki fw, f}}
at ;at ;armfESi fhZmZmodrfhu wpfa, mufrsufESmwpfa, mufMunfh\ / vufcHcsi fao;yHkr&/
rdepfudk;q, ft wGi f;rSm oa&usvQi fus? r[ kwfvQi f t csdefydkrSm oa&us&rnfqdkaom
pdwf"mwfrsdK;&SdyHkyi f/ raewwfawmhaomoufa0csdKu...
]]"mwkuvnf; &Si f;at mi f ajymvdkufav[ m...}}
]]' Dvdk[ }}
]]pm;yGJ ESpfyGJ}}
]]&Si f}}
"mwkyi faMumi foGm;onf/ qdki fxJodkY0i fvmaom{nfhonfrsm;udkMunfhjyD; qdki f&Si fwkwfMuD;u
pm;yGJxdk;av;rsm;xHvSrf;at mfjci f;jzpfonf/ wkwfMuD;u ysmysmovJ awmi f;yefygonf/
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]]qufajym...qufajym/ i gpdwf0i fpm;ygw, f}}
]]ajym&wmawmi f b, fa&mufoGm;rSef;rodbl;}}
]]ei f...ei fu lyudkwu, f, lrSmvm;}}
]][ i f... &Si fh&Srf;acgufqGJawmi f 0, fpm;aeao;wJh[ myJ}}
]]ei f...ei fu lyudk0, fpm;awmhrvdkYvm;}}
]]bm...}}
]]r[ kwfao;bl;av[ m.../ i guvnf; Armpum; odyfrwwfbl;[ }}
jrwfpki , fu t ajct aeudk0i fxdef;&\ /
]]ajymp&m&Sdwmqufajymyg"mwk&, f...}}
"mwku xdkt cgusrSrsufESmudkjyefarmhjyD;..
]]' Dvdkav.../ ly&JUAma' g*g;ay:vmwmudku i ghudk&nf;pm;pum;ajymwJhaeYusrSr[ kwfvm;/
t pu r&Sdbl;}}
at ;at ;armfu...
]][ kwfw, fav.../ lyu t pu Ama' g*g;rSr&Sdwm}}
]]ei hfudk&nf;pm;pum;ajymwm[ kwfvdkYvm;vdkYar;wm}}
]]odyf[ kwfwmaygh}}
qdki f&Si fwkwfMuD;u ][ kwfw, f...[ kwfw, f} [ k0i fajymonf/ at ;at ;armf Ni drfoGm;onf/
rvIyf&ao;aomZmZmodrfhuvnf; Ni drfNrJt wdki f; qufNi drfvdkuf&onf/
]]i ghudk vufxyfzdkY pdwfvIyf&Sm;wJh t csdefrSmly&JY Ama' g*g; obm0u ay:vmwm/
awmufavQmufqufjzpfaewm/ i ghudkvufxyfjyD;&i f aysmufoGm;rSmygwJh}}
]]b, foluajymvJ}}
]]i ght az&JYrdwfaqG?uRrf;usi fol ynm&Si fawGuaygh[ m}}
]]t J' Dawmh...}}
]]i geJYlyudkay;pm;zdkYjyi faeMujyDaygh}}
]]b, folawGuvnf;}}
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]]ESpfzufrdbawGu}}
Zmwfvrf;u qHk;oGm;jyDjzpfaomaMumi fh at ;at ;armfESi fh ZmZmodrfhwdkYu EIwfqufjyD;
jyefoGm;Muonf/ qdki f&Si f wkwfMuD;uvnf; , yfcwfjyD; jyefxGufoGm;onf/ "mwku qufajym\ /
]]i ght azajymwmuawmht Jh' Dhudpu a&S;a[ mi f;t , lt qwpfckeJYvnf; ywfoufw, fwJh}}
&J0i f;jri fhu...
]]b, fvdkwJhvnf;}}
]]Astral body awmhr[ kwfbl;aygh[ m/ Astral Spirit qdkwm&Sdao;w, fwJh}}
]]IyfvmovdkvdkyJ/ uJ... ajymygOD;}}
]]yg&Sm;wdkY?*&dwdkY?[ D;Al;wdkYt , lt q[ }}
]]at ;yg...ajymyg}}
]]vlwdki f;rSmt apmi fhMu, fwpfpi f;&Sdw, fwJh}}
]]t i f;...}}
]]wpfcgwpfcgt Jh' DhMu, fuav;u vlYudk, fpm; xGufvIyf&Sm;ay;w, fwJh}}
]]at m...}}
]]t ckly&JYudk, fhapmi fhMu, fuav;u xGufvIyf&Sm;wmjzpfcsi fvnf;jzpfrSmaygh[ m}}
]]t i f; awmfawmf t aet xdki frwwfwJhMu, fyJ}}
]]bm...}}
]]aMomf...vlawGt m;vHk;udkaer&xdki fr&jzpfat mi f vkyfw, fvdkYajymcsi fwmyg}}
]]aMomf...cspfwmudk;[ }}
]]b, foluvnf;}}
]]lyu}}
]]b, folYudkvnf;}}
]]ei faemf...}}
]]aMomf...ar;Munfhwmyg}}
]]awmfawmf.../ ei fwdkYudkbmrSrajymawmhbl;}}
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]]ajymp&mvnf; ukefrSyJ/ at ;at ;armfwdkYqdkapmapmpD;pD; xjyefoGm;w, f}}
"mwkcHyufrnf t jyKrSmyJ lyu a&mufvm\ / t armwMuD;jzpf\ /
]]abmvHk;yGJu vmwm/ t csdefrDat mi f renf;ajy;vm&w, f}}
]]ei fhMunfh&wmt &rf;yi fyef;aeovdkyJ}}
]]at ;av...i gt m;ay;wJh t oi f;bufuae vlvSu 0i fuefw, f/ 11a, mufeJY 12
a, mufjzpfaeawmhwmaygh}}
]]a[ mawmh}}

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vlt rsm;Mum;xJrSmrdkY rar;cJhaomar;cGef;udk ckrSyJ "mwkar;&onf/ t a&;MuD;aomar;cGef;
r[ kwfyg/ odkYaomf odcsi f ar;jci f;jzpfygonf/
]]aeygOD;[ , f.../ t J' Dvdk 11 a, mufeJY 12 a, muf uefaeawmh ' dki fvlMuD;u bmrS
rajymbl;vm;}}
]]csufcsi f;awmhb, folrSrodbl;aygh[ }}
]]vdki f;pfref;awGuaum}}
]]olwdkYvnf;rodbl;}}
]]csufcsi f;rSmrodwmudkajymwmr[ kwfvm;}}
]]at ;aygh}}
]]vlvSu ausmeHygwf b, favmufeJY0i fuefwmvJ}}
]]13 wJY}}
]]b, ft csdefrSmvlMuD;awGodoGm;ovJ}}
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]]wpfzuft oi f; *dk;orm;u xat mfwm}}
]]t J' Dawmh...}}
]]ei fhvi f vlvSu aysmufoGm;aum}}
]]ei f rrdkuf&dki f;eJYaemf}}
]]r[ kwfygbl;/ pdwfr&SnfjyefjzpfrdvdkYajymwmyg}}
]]ei fu bmudppdwfr&Snf&wmvJ}}
]][ ... i g&Sufwmaygh[ }}
]]bmjzpfvdkYvJ}}
]]' Daumi feJYi geJYu wpfax&mwnf; jzpfaewmudk;/ i ghab;u vlawGu i ghudkvSnfhMunfh
vSnfhMunfhvkyfMuwmaygh}}
]]at mi fqef;OD;vnf; ygw, fqdk}}
]]at ;... olut qdk;qHk;aygh}}
"mwki dkcsi foGm;aomfvnf; rxdef;Edki fyJ &, frdonf/ b, fvdkMuD;rSef;udkrodyg/
]]ei fwdkY[ muvnf;[ m...}}
]]t J' gudkxm;ygOD;}}
]]ajym...}}
]]ckei feJYi geJYu , l&awmhrSm}}
]]' guawmhei fhoabmyJav}}
]]bm...}}
]]at ;av... ei fu i ghudkt ajzawmi f ray;bJ abmi fausmfwmudk;}}
]]at mi frm... at mi frm/ vlyg;0vdkufwm}}
]]ei fu i ghudkcspfaMumi f;ajymzdkYusefaeao;w, f}}
]][ Gef;... ei fhudki gu rcspfaygi f}}
]]' gjzi fhi ghudkbmvdkY, lrSmvnf;}}
]]ei fha&m*gaysmufat mi f ulnDrvdkY}}
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]]raysmuf&i f b, fvdkvkyfrvJ}}
]]t JY' Dt cgusawmhvnf; aemufvi f , l&Hkaygh[ m}}
]]aMomf...ei fu t ckwnf;u t JYwmawGpOf;pm;xm;w, faygh/ [ kwfvm;...}}
]]t laMumi faMumi f lyudkvi fvkyf&rSmyJ?rpOf;pm;vdkY&rvm;}}
olwdkY\ pum;0dki f;u ESpfa, mufwnf;jzpfaomfvnf; t pyft [ yf rwnfhvS?
ESpfa, mufvHk;uvnf; rcsdKrcsOf/ t awmfcufonfh aumi fav;ESi fh aumi frav;jzpfonf/ t ck
olwdkYajymaeonfu r*Fvmcef;rSm/ pum;ajymonfhaeYu r*Fvmaqmi frnfhaeY/
olwdkYu enf;enf;awmh t uGufaphonf/ r*Fvmaqmi frnfh cef;rudk ESpfcsdefquf
i Sm;xm;jci f; jzpfonf/ r*Fvmaqmi frSmu aemuft csdefusrS? a&SYt csdefrSmowdkYom;ESi fhowdkYorD;wdkY
&efjzpfaeMuonf/ t rSefqdk0wfpm;qi f, i fae&rnfht csdef/
t laMumi faMumi f lyu t csdefudkjyefowdxm;rdygonf/
]]uJ...uJ... ei fvnf; jyi fp&m&dSwmjyi fOD;/ ei fhudkjyi fay;r, fht ajcmufawGapmi fhaejyD}}
xdkodkYajymjyD; vSnfhxGufcJh\ / "mwkuvnf; (lypum;udk em;axmi fwmr[ kwfonfhwkdi f)
t ajcmufawGu...
]]uJ... orD;av;a&}}
]][ kwfuJh}}
olwdkU\ yvl;yvJ a&, mOfausmrSm r[ kwfrSef;odvsufESi fh arsmae&ao;awmh\ /
vSvSyy0wfpm;jyi fqi fjyD;umrS t laMumi faMumi f lyu owdkYom;0wfpHk0wfjyD; a&mufvmonf/
"mwku...
]]ei fhudkb, foljyi fay;ovJ}}
]]at ;at ;armfeJYZmZmodrfhr[ kwfygbl;}}
]]b, foljyi fay;ovJ}}
]]rci foef;OD;}}
]][ i f...[ kwfvm;}}
]]at ;av...t apmMuD;uwnf;u aMunmjyD;om;yJ/ ei frodbl;vm;}}
]]olu i gh&JYowdkYorD;t &efqdk}}
]]t dk...i gjzKwfcsvdkufjyD/ olu ei fhxufvnf; t oufMuD;wJh[ m/ rwi fhw, fygbl;}}
]]' gjzi fh...}}
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]]ei fh&JYowdkYorD;t &efu at ;at ;armf?jyD;...ZmZmodrfh}}
]]bm...}}
]]olwdkYoabmaygufoGm;ygjyD[ }}
]]"mwkbmyJajymajymauseyfoGm;avonf/ (rdef;rawGrsm;)
]]aeygOD;.../ ei fu ' Dt cef;xJ bm0i fvkyfwmwkef;}}
]]aMomf...at ;.... vm&i f;udpudkajymzdkYarhaew, f/ i gei fhqDvmwmxl;jcm;wJht pDt pOf wpfck
ygvmw, f[ }}
]]bmvJ}}
]]aMomf... ajymr, fav}}
wpfcgrS r*Fvmraqmi fzl;ojzi fh "mwk &i fckefjyD; pdwfawGvIyf&Sm;aeonf/ lyuawmh
t awGUt BuHKrsm;xm;jyD;aomvlvdkvdk/ bmrSrxl;jcm;ovdkvdk/
]]i gwdkY{nfhonfawGudkxl;jcm;wJht pDt pOfwpfckeJY{nfhcH&i f raumi f;bl;vm;}}
]]b, fvdkt pDt pOfvJ}}
]]ujyr, f[ m}}
]]bm...}}
]]ujyr, fvdkY}}
]]i ayg... at ;at ;aq;aq;aeprf;yg[ m}}
]]ei fu i ghudkaemufaew, f at mufarhwmudk;/ i gu t wnfajymaewm}}
]][ i f}}
olu t wnfajymonfqdkojzi fh"mwkvefYoGm;onf/
]][ Jh... bmvJ}}
]]' DrSm[ i gpmt kyfwpft kyf zwf&i f; t awG;&vdkY}}
]]r*Fvmaqmi fcgeD;udkei fu pmt kyfzwfaeao;w, f}}
]]at ;...}}
]]ei fhES, f[ m...xm;ygawmh/ bmpmt kyfvJ/ [ dkydkYpfarmf' efqdkwmawGvm;/ avQmufrzwfeJYaemf/
ydkUpfarmf' ef0wKawGu usef;rma&;udkxdcdkufapw, fwJh/
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]]r[ kwfygbl;[ / i gwdkYxufawmi f t oufMuD;wJh pmt kyfyg/ t csdefr&Sdbl;/ i gajymwmudk
em;axmi fprf;/ ei fu t &i fqHk; t ysdKawmft u ...u}}
]]' kuygyJ.../ i guwwfw, fvdkYrsm; ei fMum;rdovm;}}
]]' DvdkyJ Munfhuvdkufaygh[ m.../ b, fvdku&r, fqdkwmenf;vrf;ygvmw, f}}
]]b, frSmvJ}}
uzdkYt wGuf "mwk enf;enf;rS pdwfrul;yg/ ly b, favmuf
t laMumi faMumi fEdki frnfvJqdkwmudkodvdkojzi fhly , lvmaompmt kyf? axmufjyaompmrsufESmudk
zwfvdkufonf/
]t ysdKawmft uonf OD;acgi f;? ycHk;? vufarmi f;? cg;? &i f? wi f? aygi f... paom
udk, ft *Fgt pdwft ydki f;rsm;udkwpfrsdK;pDvIyfumvIyfumujy&...}
owddkYorD; "mwkaqGUaqGUckefrwwf jzpfoGm;onf/
]]ly/ ei f...ei f... i ghudkbmat mufarhaevJ...[ i f}}
]]r[ kwfbl;av.../ i ght pDt pOfudk ajymr, f/ t ysdKawmft uudk ei ft &i fu/ jyD;... i ghudk
&nf&G, fjyD; opmawmfcHt uudku/ jyD;...i gxGufvmr, f/ ei feJYi g t JY' DYt cgusrS
ajr0dki f;ESpfyg;oGm;t uudkur, f/ {nfhonfawGt &rf;oabmusrSmaocsmw, f}}
]]t m...awmfprf;ygt l;&, f}}
]]l;wmr[ kwfbl;?wu, fajymwm}}
"mwkxdki fae&mrS0kef;ueJ x&yf\ / "mwkt MuD;t us, f a' gyGaerSef;vnf; lyu r&dyfrd/
cef;rMuD;t 0qDrsufapha&mufoGm;jyD;...
]]' Dt efwDMuD;udki gjri fzl;ygw, f}}
"mwku vdkufMunfhjyD;...
]]i ght ar[ Jh..i ght ar}}
]]aMomf...t JY' gaMumi fhjri fzl;ygw, f at mufarhaewm/ jyi fqi fxm;awmhrrSwfrdbl;}}
a' :uvsmaemufrSlyt ar a' :oufxm;jri fhygygvmonf/
"mwkolwdkYqDajcaqmi fhi dk, dkvsuf ajy;oGm;vdkufonf/
]][ Jh...[ Jh...b, fvdkjzpfwmvJ}}
]]u&r, fwJharar&, f/ t efwDvnf; pOf;pm;MunfhygOD;}}
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"mwku ZmwfpHkci f;\ /
]]ri dkeJY... ri kdeJYorD;/ jyi fqi fwmawGysufukefOD;r, f}}
"mwk&Si f;jyonfrsm;ukdem;axmi fjyD;csdefrSma' :oufxm;jri fhu...
]]ly}}
]]Asm...}}
]]ri f;..a0;a0;oGm;aevdkYr&bl;vm;}}
]][ i f...uRefawmf r*Fvmaqmi frvdkYav}}
]]t csdefvdkao;w, f?a0;a0;oGm;ae/ olrsm;udkraESmi fh, SufeJY}}
qlnHqlnHt oHrsm;aMumi fhxi fonf/ at mi fqef;OD;wdkY t kyfpk 0i fvmonf/ bmjzpfaerSef;
rodaomfvnf; t ajct aeudkoabmaygufMu\ / &J0i f;jri fhu...
]]ly&m... rarTprf;ygeJY/ vm... vm... i gwkdYt jyi foGm;r, f}}
]]b, fudkoGm;rSmvJ}}
]]um;wpfywf avQmufpD;r, fuGm/ ' g...ri f;&JYvlysdKb0 aemufqHk;t csdefav;yJ}}
]]at ;av...oabmyJ}}
um;udk odef;aZmf0i f;u armi f;onf/ lyudk 0dki f;aemufajymi f&i f; wpfum;vHk;
t kef;t kef;uRufuRuf jzpfae\ / ' DMum;xJrSmum;u xdk;&yfoGm;ao;\ /
]][ ...b, fvdkjzpfwmvJ}}
odef;aZmf0i f;u pyfNzJNzJESi fhnnf;wGm;\ /
]]' Dr*FvmyGJqDt mkHa&mufaewmeJYyJ um;qDxnfhzdkYukdarhaew, f}}
]]' Dem;rSmyJ 0, fxnfhayghuGm}}
]]t JY' DvdkyJ vkyf&rSmyJ}}
t m;vHk;um;ay:rS qi f;Mu\ / owdkYom;uvnf; um;ay:rSm xdki f&wm anmi f;ojzi fh
vdkufqi f;onf/ xdkt cdkufrSmyi f xi frxm;aomudpu BuHKvmonf/
]][ dkvlMuD;}}
t m;vHk; vSnfhMunfhrdMu\ / acwfqefqef 0wfpm;qi f, i fxm;onfhrdef;uav;wpfa, mufudk
awGUonf/ t MuD;t us, f wkefvIyfoGm;&Smolu ly.../
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aumi frav;u um;vrf;wpfzufrS vSrf;ac:jci f;jzpf\ / olwdkYawG
um;xdk;&yfoGm;onfuvnf; AdkvfcsKyfyef;NcHt em;rSm/ yg;&nfeyf&nf&Sdaom&J0i f;jri fhu...
]]ly}}
]]a[ ...at ;...vkyf...vkyfygOD;uGm}}
]]jy emyJ}}
]]bmvJ...bmvJ}}
at mi fqef;OD;ESi fhodef;aZmf0i f;u em;rvnfMu/ &J0i f;jri fhu...
]]' Daumi f rl;rl;eJY&nf;pm;pum; oGm;ajymwJhaumi frav;a[ h/ [ kdu olUukdt ajzay;rvdkYwJh}}
[ dkESpfaumi f &, fcsi foGm;yHk&onf/ &J0i f;jri fhu lyukdrauseyfvS/
]]ly...ri f;ajymawmhaumi frav;ukdrrSwfrdbl;qdk}}
]]' DvdkMuD; oluac:&i fawmhrSwfrdw, f}}
]]ck...b, fvdkvkyfrvJ}}
aumi frav;u vufjyvSrf;ac:jyD; vrf;wpfzufrSapmi fhaeonf/ lyu...
]]&J0i f;jri fh&m...}}
]]bmvJ}}
]]oGm;...oGm;vdkufprf;yguGm}}
]][ i f... i gu bmoGm;vkyf&rSmvJ}}
]]Munfh...Munfh&Si f;vdkufprf;yguGm}}
]][ m...}}
]]vkyf...vkyfprf;yguGm/ i gu r*Fvmaqmi f&OD;rSm}}
at mi fqef;OD;ESi fhodef;aZmf0i f;wdkYuvnf;....
]]i gu qDoGm;0, f&rSm}}
]]i guvnf; um;armi f;&rSmaemf}}
&J0i f;jri fhpdwf"mwfusoGm;onf/ aumi frav;ukdwpfcsufvSnfhMunfhjyD;...
]]ly&m... ri f;uawmhpHyJ}}
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lyu olUt ust dwfxJrSwpfoQL;wpf&Gufxkwfay;jyD;...
]]odef;...odef;aZmf0i f;vdkvkyf&i f vkyfvdkufav}}
]]bmuG}}
&J0i f;jri fhu rESpfNrdKUovdkodef;aZmf0i f;uvnf; rcHcsi f jzpfoGm;\ / olYt pfr ci foef;OD;ESi fh
ywfoufaom udpjzpf at mi fqef;OD;uvnf; jrD;anmi fhkd; , m;oGm;onf/ jzpfcsi fawmh
um;wpfpD;u olwdkYukdausmfwufjyD; &yf\ / um;ay:rSqi f;vmolum; OD;rsdK;jri fh.../
]]a[ haumi fawGbmjzpfaewmvJ}}
t m;vHk; t BuH&oGm;awmh\ / odef;aZmf0i f;u vQi fonf/
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