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1. khDl g
f gHikahd xU nuf fij cL.
njr jiyefukhd Mj efu ndhjkhd xU fhia ehnjhW fhzyh. Mj
efu Kakhd filf TLw mfho wny xU atd Ph if mfsF VathW
ehS bghGJ Ujh. mt tUnth nghnth vnyhiu mj mfsif bfhL Tikahf
ghjh.
mfho kj Tl yhjnghJ j atd Ph ahf eljh. if mfsnfhL,
kf ToW ngRl, khj eyh ciwl, gf, frhiyf, ehlf muFf, fiyTlf,
vyh lfY FJ FJ vijnah njodh, if mj mfsif VathW.
Hhf, nfif fahlf, isahL lf, nuf kyf nghL fsf Ma vyh
lfYnk vijnah, ahiunah njonjo, miyJ miyJ, jh njoaij fhzhj iyny if
mfsnfhL ehbsyh thjh mj atd Ph.
U Nj u kLjhdh if sFl vijnah njodh? iy. glgf nghw ghy
bgh KGk ufY if snfhL mt eljh.
u neuf kLiy, glgfY, fut fhw c ntisYTl, mj atdj
if sFl eljh, eljh, elJbfhnl Ujh.
ehf Xod; thuf cUld; khjf fjd; MLf uld. mj Ph j mfsif
mizf iy. mt njoa bghUis mt D fhgjhf iy.
nuf njr jiyefukhd Mj efuny xU gafhu thW mfsnfhL elJ
bfhoUjh mtid mrhW atd kf VsdnjhL nehUghf. Mdh j ndhjkhd
braiy brtnjh nuf njr xU f bga Ph. vdnt mtDila braiy Vsd bra Toa
kd ahUF iy. Mdh mnj rka mj braiy JbfhL, thshUf Koaiy. mtl
brW nfgjF J ahUF iy. gona ehf, thuf, khjf, MLf fjd.
xUeh Mj efu wik f ky xUt f JnthL mj Phia mQ mtl
ddh :
"Iah, Phahnu, cyf ehLfYs ntj f vyh fhzKoahJ jw flis fhz
v mfsif if V bfhL eluh? kiwfsh ghf ayhj gubghUis j
mfsif bfhL ghJlyhbkW iduh? brhY!"
thW mj atd Phia nflh Mj efuJ ky.
PhDila Kfny KWt bjjJ. mt mj kyid neh ngr Mujh.
"mgnd, kiwfbsyh tw gubghUis fhQ Mir vdF iy. j khbgU kf
Tlny vnfahtJ xU kjid fhz Kokh vWjh njLnw, njLnw, njobfhnl
Unw. mtid fLlh mfsif mizJLnt!"
thW Tdh mj khF atd Ph.
kf Tlny xU kjid fhQtJ mjid mUikahdjh? Mufzfhd kjf thG
mj Mj efuny kj vW ffToa geyf cilat mjid ma bghUsh?
gubghUisl ma bgUbghUsh kj?
J ghfntL. kj rKjhany kjfis ghnwh. Mdh kjid ghnwhkh?
kjf gy Uwhf. Mdh mtfny kj vW msfToa gs kj vjid ng?
jHf jf xUt ghLwh :
kjny kuKL, yFL, gwitL
kjny kjUL, thdtU kjuh tUtJL.
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kf rKjhany kj totny kufis ghnwh. yFfis ghnwh. gwitfis
ghnwh. cl kj cljh. Mdh mj clFns thtdnth yfS gwitfS
kufSnk!
njhw kjf, Mdh csjh m~iz bghUf. Jjh cyf tuyhwhf UwJ.
j tuyhWF eLny "kjny kjUL" vwh j. mnjhL Wjiy. thdtfS
j kQyny wtJ kjfsh njhw jUtJ cL vwh jHf j.
kd cst kj vgJ bkh Ko Mdh mj kdnyjh vjid vjid tiffis
fhnwh! mj tiffSF jfthWjh kjfSila yK th mikJsd. kj kjdhf
thtJ vgJ mjid mjhd brayhf nghlJ. Vbdwh kfg vgJ btW mTikia
kL bghWj fhakhf iy. kuij mWw ug nghw mjid Tikahf cs m xUtDF
UjhY, mt mj ugjh mWfgLw kujh vwh tSt.
"munghY Tika nuD gunght
kfg yh jt"
vdnt kjfis kjfshf MFtJ y mogilahd gfnsah.
kfg vw U ma kdkh tsu tsu, nkbfhSw bfhif, xGf be, FnfhS,
yFfS khWtdthf Uwd.
kj cUt vLjh kL xUt kj MlKoahJ. kjg vw khjh kjid
kjdhFwJ.
mogilahd j cikia czJ, kjfis kjf MfntLbkw caa nehfJl
vGjdnt gil jH rKjha mwfS, kiwfS.
btW tony mwij vLJ brhdh kj rKjha ULkh? bgh ngrhnj vW L
L ia brhlh kL, mij nfL xUt bgh ngrhk UJLthdh?
xGfkhf U vW Mu jlit brhlh xUt xGfydhf Mlkhlh.
kjid kjdhFtjF y mogilahd kd gf aikahk csd. mj
gfis kj rKjhaF tH, kjfis kjfsh mtfis thdtfshf caJw
caj nehfny vGj ng yafns jbkhYs j f.
j yaf, kj ahif thGw khfis kj gs kfshf kh, d
mtfSF mkuiy juntLbkw guj nehfJl vGjitah.
ah bgw g bgWf itaf vW U_y ghLwh. kj clFns thd nggij
EfJ bfhl xU j mj ngg ngUikia cyf KGtJ fhzntL vW Udh.
jh bgw mj fl gij itaf KGtJ bgwntL vW Mirglh. mj Miraha bjt
bgUfUizUJ vGjnj U_yUila Uku . thWjh xbthU jUila Y vGjJ.
j yafny xU fyfiu sfkhf gJ Uku vgJ cyf KGtJ czj
cik. ij nghynt eh MJ fW czu ntoa j f, j W fzfhf csd.
jfSila ghlf, jf tHs w ma sff, jf ma ciuf
Ma midJnk kjid kjdh, d mtid mkudhF nehfJl wjitna.
ekJ ghujeho aij wig Mdj fnghL ghLw ghuah.
"ahfny jt ntfny - j
nahfny gy nghfny
Mfny bjt gbfhlhj
mUny caehL - j
ahUFns ey ehL - vf
ghuj ehL!"
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ghuah ghlny tUw "Mfkha j kj clny bjt g bfhlt ah? mtj
mU vJ? vw nfF ilna jfS, jf ghlfS.
Mfkha j kj clny bjtg bfhL, jD mU ria tsJ, Mk gzhk
kfilna thdtfshf, kj bjtfshf, cy mU th thJ, mUis tH tUw
bgnahfns, kfhfns jf.
ghuj eho Mufzfhd MLfshf tsfny jd brJ, Mknea To, ma rkh iyny
UJ, viyaw gubghU ngg mKiu cL, mkufshf bttJ, kfisbayh bjt beny
tgL ML mUUwhf j Kndhf. ka kiyY, bghif kiyY, iwF
mj ku x bfhoUwJ! m~J mizahj g, ejh sF, aY, kiH, btY, g
mj xia bjhLtiy. mJ fhyid fhyh cijJ, fl jiknahL iyahf x, ekJ
rKjhaij ghJfhJ tUwJ. mj xsnf jf yakhF. mjDila Rlnu U Nj
cy vbwW x gu tUwJ.
jf vw brhYF ifTodtf vW bghU. j mtfSF vgo oaJ?
U_y TWwh :
"nahf rkh cns mfl
nahf rkh cns csx
nahf rkh cns csr
nahf rkh cfjt jnu!"
nahf rkhia cfjt ahnuh mtnu j vW tiuaiw brwh U_y. Jnt "Mfny
bjtg bfhlh" vw ghl bghUshF.
jfSila mogil Jjh. U_y brhYw nahf rkh, j clny bjt ria fyJ
TLw jtnahf Uwnj, mj nahfnk jfSila jtbeahF !
kj cl iyawJ, kj th gadwJ vbwyh TWw btWiy xUw Uf,
"kj w ntLtnj j khynj"
vw iyna ntW!
j kj cl j kj thnk bjtij fhQtjFa xgw rhjdf vW bjw
iy Uwnj, mJnt fSbfyh mogilahd , Uku khKtuhd U_y ghLwh!
"clid Kd GbfW Unj
clD Fns cWbghU fnl
clns cjk nfhbfh lhv(W)
clid ahU(J) X nwnd!"
j cl f bga rhjd. jD Unlhjkdha gukhkh, iwt, nfh bfhoUwh
vW fzhu fL, j clnfhiy gFtkhf ghJfhJ, iwtDFa lkhf gRj iy
ng, nahf rkh cfjt ahnuh, mtnu bkahd jf. mtf bgw bjt Mwf btW brL
ijf my. mj bjt Mwf cyifna cw ngg Mwf M.
"clid ahUJ x nwnd" vW ghLwh myth? j fhuzdhnyjh, cl
Egfis, afis, kd jikfis, Mjhufis Muhw fha cghafS,
ita KiwfS, kdjJt ayha bga Phd m, j ya ggy cWfshf vGjd.
cl jJtnjhL izJ, kdjJtK, Phd jJtK, bkPhd jJtK ghJfhfgld.
vyhtWF Mjhukhf UgJ ru nahf.
"ahbgw g bgWf itaf"
vw fUnj Jjh. Jnt j ya Mjhu fU!
cl _y iwtid tgLw PhdbeF eik miHJ brtjF Mug g
jUtjfhfnt eKila Kndhf, e ehL Phf, ehblF nfhfis W mtut gFt iyF
Vg bjtij tgL Kiwfis tFJ jjhf. eKila jeho vGJs bga bga
nfhf vyh kfhfS jfS ekfhf W jj Mk Lf, bjt iyaf, nehj
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fhfis ghf brw Tlf my mit. fiyaHF bjt rhaK ulw fyJ iyaf
mit. fahidny ahidia ghjh, f kiwJLwJ! csJFns Uw ahidjh fny
ahidahf wbgLwJ. cs ahid iy vwh, fY iyjhnd! Jnghynt, eKila
nfhf mikY Egkhd g jJtij bghJ itJshf e Kndhfsha kfhf !
bt rlFfis, bt brafis cj ngRw ngrhdJ, jDila Mk gFtUJ
bjJ tUw Phd bghahF. CUF ngh nru ntoat, iffho kuijna ghJ bfhL,
mj lnyna Wl Tlhnj vw gY, ftiyY vGj vrif ngR mJ.
mteifdhnyh, myadhnyh, vGj thijf my mit. nghjdij Ww wJF,
cikia btWJ ngRw ngRF cs ahrij eh J bfhs ntL. mnghJjh
jfSila ghl cbghU ekF JyF.
M; eKila ehL jf vyhU Mj bjtg uatf bjtbe ua bjtkhf
fhjyf mtf, mtf bghJ kfSfhf bjt rhaij wtony fho af brj w
mikfns e ehL nfhf. it midJ uhf X jtwhJ tsjhjh rKjha Mkh
brikgL vw ufaij czj jf, j nfhf jf fis fhghf mikJ,
t beKiwfis mUtny W ffhJ tUwhf. it jtwTlhJ vgjF jf
yaY gykhd vrifia gho itUwhf.
nfhf rid Kiwf jtwhk eljntL vg UKy nghw kfhfSF msyhj
ftiy MtK UJtJs vgij eh kwJl TlhJ.
M; ekJ clny Mkf UwJ vwh, kfhf nfh UwJ. ehjfkha
kfhfDila ghlfY mJnt fhjUwJ. j tghL eik vbwW telJkhf!
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2. j ya - jJt sf
j ya vgJ jHf gy whLfshf tHtUw brikahd, jgnghL Toa
xU ngya MF.
jfis ghFnghJ mtfSila njhwij itJ bfhL eh mtfSila taij
mWpL brhyKoahJ. sik bghUF ; Mdh tanyh mtf Katfshf Ughf. KJik
vgJ mtfSila ta MLfznf; mtfSila clY csK siknahL fhzgLtJ
jf clg MF. thWjh, nj gnghL Tojh, jfSila yaK mikUwJ!
j ghlfis goFnghJ mt vik, LF sik bghnthL xr fhnwh.
Mdh j ghlf njha fhy vbghGJ vW fzL ghnjhkhdh, mt taij mWpL
brhy KoahJ. gHikF gHikahd taJila ya j ya MF. mjDila mik
bghUg, JikF Jikahf, sikF sikahf bghtij fhzyh. jf vgo e
fK sik njhwJF KJik PhdnjhL fhwhfnsh mgona mtf gilJs yaK
sik njhwJFns KJik fnthL fwJ.
J j ya mogilahd jg vW brhyntL. Kid gHikF
gHikahdjhf, id JikF Jikahdjhf sFw j xgw w j ya
caj brg MF.
Mfnt, j ya KjyhtJ w KJik sik izj j KughL g.
, ulhtJ xU jw j yaF cL. m~J sik KJik vw uL KughLfis
nghynt, ntW uL KughLf fyj iz MF. j iz j yaF vW jahf
mikj xU bgU wghF. mJ tUkhW :
j ghlf ytfSF ghkufSF xUnf Ujhf mikUf fhnwh. vgo
ytfis cawdnth mgona j ghlf go yhj vGj Tl yhj, ghkufisTl
ftuToa ghnfhL wd. goj kfis nghynt ghku kfS j ghlfis bkU gho,
ghlnfL JJ tUwhf. ntW vj yaF yhj msF, j ft j ghlf
mogil aghf s tUwJ. ytfS, Xus goj kfS j ghlfis fW ya Ritia
EfJ tUtnjhLTl, ya fna yhj f rhjhuz kfS j ghlfis U nfL,
gho, L L goJ, ya g bgW tUwhf. vdnt, uhkf mof iwtid
g TWtJnghy, j j ya fyhF fwtF fgUS fghf, ekJ brj bkhny
gyW MLfshf tH tUwJ. midJ kfis, midJ iyYs kdfis xUnf
ftuty ya g j ghlf bghJ mikUgJ, KJik sik fyUgJ nghynt
kbwhU Kugho izghF.
ta KJik, gh sik, ya Rit fwtiu nghynt fyhjtiu ftUw <
Ma ca jbrik eyf, j ya khbgU tyikfshf j bkhny tUwd.
, j uL wfnshL _whtJ xU bga w jfSnf cajhf UwJ. mJ, mj
ya tH tUw bkh gny fhzgLwJ. Ekh EiHy f ytf ahgik
ghlf fhzgLtJ nghynt, glhufS gunjfS ehLw kfS ghLw ehnlho ghlfis
nghw ah, bkh M, j ghlfny mikJsij fhnwh. D thf MuhJ
ghjh, j ghlf tHtUw jHhdJ yt jHhf UwJ. ghku jHhf UwJ.
ya fw, aha bjj, ytf aa ghlfS j ya Uwd; ya fna
gyhj, mnj rka MkPhd bgw kwtf aa ghlfS, j j yany fhzgLwd.
RUT ya brik thj brfS j yany Uwd; ehnlho gh aa
ehLw ghlfS j ya Uwd. J j ya _whtJ jjikahF.
j _whtJ w bdhU Kakhd cik vdbtwh, br mik thj ghlf
vyh ya yik f Phfsh awbgwit. ghku bkhYs ehnlho ghlfbsyh
fyhj kf aait kLky. fwtfS fyhjt bkhnyna ghoa ghku ghlfshf
sFwd.
ehnlho ghlf nghW njhw jUw j ghlf uL tifahf csd. KjyhtJ tif
Mk iyny gy mDgt bgw ya yikyhj kfsh ghlbgwit. it xUtif, kbwhU
tif vdbtwh ya yikf Mknea ytfS ghku kfnshL ja izj iyny
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W, mtfSila bkhny mtfnshL mtfSfhf mtfSila bkhny nghynt ghLtJ MF.
j uL tifahd ghlfS nrj bgU bjhFng j ya. ggo mikUw fhuzdh
ehnlho ghlf bjhFfSFns gy j ghlfS csd. Ma bga bjahk kf ya
myJ ehnlho ya vw bghJ bgany, aat bga yhk, vj Kiu W
fzfhd ghlf csd. it ju y jf Mdj ahgikny ehnlho bkhfis ifahL
aa ghlfS Mu fz csd. tiw nghynt yt bga bjahk ehnlho ya
bjhFfSFns iykiw fhkiwthf tHFw ghlfS Mufz csd.
irt UKiwf guo 9-M UKiw, 10-M UKiw, 11-M UKiw nghw tiuaiw
bragl ya bjhFfY j ghlfis fhnwh. Phdnfhit, j ghl Mu, j
bkhnfhit nghw bjhFfY j yaij fhnwh. tuyhW bjj bgU ytf
ghlfshf j ya bgUgF fhzgLwJ. mnj rka aat ah vw tuyhW fhzhj
bghJkf ghlfshf, gyhufzfhd j ya vw bjhFFns fhzgLwd.
sik, KJik, yik, gukughF, ah mik, ehLw nghF vW xWbfhW KugLw
gy af j ghlfny izUD, it midY eh fhzToa ca jg
vdbtwh, j ghlfny cnghL Tow bkcz MF. j bk cznt TLghjJ,
fhjiy nghw iwKafkhf, j ghlf}L t cuhf JoJ bfhL a a
tUwJ.
gHikF gHik :
iwF VwjhH 45 MLfSF Kdh xU rka eh UFwhy kiy V, brgfhlF
brW bfhoUjnghJ, kughyij jho xU j elJ bry fnl. mtiu bjhlJ
nghdnghJ mt brgfhl FifF tgt vW bjJ bfhnl. Fj jaF eh
mtiu rJ ciuahtLjfhf, brgfhlF mUYs mj FifFns EiHnj. mtnuhL uL
kneu ngrToa th vdF iljJ. mt mj ciuahlny ililna mfa ghlf vW
y ghlfis nknfhfshf brhdh. mt xW D v id UwJ. mJ tUkhW.
if KltD f FUlD
bk ciwL bkid foo
if UfQ f U if
bghyh cik ygl bkna
j ghl mikig nghif ghFnghJ, U_y Uku nghw gHbgU brik
ny mikUgij fhzyh. brgfhl j brhdUJ mfa aa j ghl 2000
mLfSF Kgljhf Ufyh vW Cfyh. nkY jDila eil vikahf UgnjhL W
kf Mny cs brhfns j ghl gWtUtij fhnwh. tHbfhj vj brhY
iy myth! vdnt jh gHikF gHikahd j ghl JikF Jikahd X vik
fyUwJ. eil nghF thW vikahf UjnghY fny if KisgJ, ifny f
njhWtJ Ma Vnjh X Mj fUJ eik giyf brwjyth! nahfg, Mk mDgtK,
thj khbgU jf, if vW f vW FLtd j clYs ngu, EQz Ma
ikafisna. j ikaf kj cl xnth lf Phd gF ca eu iyfshf,
cl Rufshf mikJ j eu iyfis, j Rufis Mk gdh
aFbghGJ nguhdj mDgtf VgLwd vgJ j thF. if f njhWtJ, f
if KisgJ j Mk ikaf VgLw a Mwfis FLw jf c
bkhfsh, tiw ga fis j ya nahf gia TW ghlfny nkY bjthf
eh fhnwh.
JikF Jik
khnl vw Ma caj ya jikia g brhYnghJ, "caj brik
ya vgJ vjifa jw thjbjwh, mJ vbwW bryht MfToa jik bfhljhf
mikUgJjh" vW FLwh.
j ya jg, vj fhyF bghUJw j cxl ang MF. jF
rhwhf U_yUila UkuUJ vjidnah ghlfis brhyyh. xU a vLJfhlhf njh
xU ghl :
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Na fhjK NgR nghyth
Na fhjnkh Ngir folh
Na r RL khWngh
Ma njhwK mw kyfns.
Nafhj vW nf FfbgWtJ W ehbkyh gHtUw by vw jfzhoahF.
jHf ij Nafhjf vW miHUwhf. goFnghJ vGJ bgjhf bjtjfhf ij
gaLJnwh myth! j by vw jfzho bfhL xU ngUikia sFwh U_y
vw j bgUkh.
jfzho gR xwhf Ujh gR ogiy Mdh mj gir neh bt
ff jfzho tahf Fj ghkhW jfzhoia NaDF vnu onjhbkwh g
g bfhSwJ. j Phd ma cikia rhW fho xU bga bkPhd cikia
sFwh U_y. j clFns kyfsha mGF Rikf, ght _ilf mLUwd.
j clnghL mit UJ izJ thwd. vjid MLfshD j cldh mj
J_ilfis, ght Rikfis, kyfis vJ xf Koaiy. Nafhj fY gR
nrUgJngh mit izUwd. Nafhj fdh mj gRbghia vf Koaiy.
Mdh ekJ cskha j fzhoia iwt vD NaDila Kiy onjh vwh
UtU vw ff cl fzho tahf j ght _ilfsha gR bghfnk FJ ghJ
_ilfis vJ rhghyh Lwd.
xU bga ma bkPhd cikia, gFj bkhny Phdf bfhL ghw mPf
bkhny. mtfSila ma ghny ngRwh U_y, vjidnah whLfSF Kd
awgl j gHbgUghl, j 20-M who Phd cyY bryhtahf Toa jny
ma gnghL tjh mikUwJ. Jnt, gHikF gHikahf JikF Jikahf
xRw ghF. j ghidjh j ya ca wfny xU bga wghf FUkhf
mofo TWtJ cL. j U_yUila ghliy nghynt f gHikahd, irgdh f edkhf
njhw jUw bdhU ghliy ghfyh.
bjhfha bghUsfhu ciufhuf nkbfh brhYw ghlf xW kahdny TjhLw
Ml tyhid gaJ.
l giw miwa
j kUs
l rilah MLnk
l rilah
ML vg
khl rha
kiykf fhznt fhznt fhznt.
j ghl bjhfha ciuny tUw xU nkbfh MF. ff gHikahd ghl vgJ fTL.
MdhY jDila irg fhuzkhf j ghl xU ed ghliy nghw njhw bgWwJ. J
xU j kuig rhj irghlny.
giwf bfhl, jf mr, l rilnahL Toa tbgUkh kahdny TjhLwh.
zf vJ bfhoUw RLfhony j TJ eilbgWwJ. giwf bfhl, ngf mr,
jDila l beoa rilia JbfhL FJ FJ TjhLwh tbgUkh. mij
kiykfsha cikaik fLfwhsh. mt fL fgij, fhznt fhznt fhznt vW
KKiw T fL fL fL vW T mGj bfhLwJ j ghl. J f gHikahd ghl
vgjF j ghlny X crhW UwJ. kh vw brhYF iwa j tHFw
bghUntW. Mdh ulhu MLfSF K j j brhYF khik bghUa vgJ
bghUshF. khik bghUa rhanyhL Toa cikaik j ehoaij fL fL fwh vW
xU gHj ehL j bgUkh ghLwh. j clgha cUu ny ehS bghGJ vJ
bfhoUwJ. eldK elJbfhnl UwJ. jf kUtJ, giwf bfhLtJ j clFns
eilbgW bfhoUwd. j eldij Mkhtha c fL fwJ. jf TWw j
bkPhd cikia kahdny eilbgW TjDila eL eldkhf xa LwJ j giHa
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j ghl. khL vw mj xU brhiy ju kw brhf midJ va j brhfshfnt
sFwd. mnjhLTl j ghl irg nfgt csij ftuToa jikny,
Jikahd ah mikny, thnghL mikUwJ. jDila tanjh ulhu MLF
nkyhdJ. Mdh jDila njhwnkh sikF sikahdJ. j ghliy Ma jUila
njhwij nghynt j ghlY gHikF gHikahf JikF Jikahf mikUwJ.
U_yUila ghl jdJ Phd fUdh iwa ghl nghW sFwJ. j eld ghlnyh,
mjDila ir totdh iwa ghlnghW fh jUwJ. jF f c jfSF eF
iftj Phd fiyahF.
yt yik, ghku vik go j yany xUnru mikUw vgJ
E MthF eF yglToa wbjhU ya ghF MF.
rhwhf, cSiw fUJfis Vnjh fij bria brhtJngh jiuah TWt j. mj
brhf TWw fijFns xU bga cUtf UJbfhL fijf fijfshf kyU ghF, j yfz
fny FLw iw vw ya m nghW, cSiu ctk vw m yfz nghW
sFtjhF. jifa cUtfF rhwhf brik yany xU nkbfh :
mjz xUtDila ony gh fww gRkhLf IJ Uwd vW xU fij brhytUtJ
ngh Muwh j. j ghghDila L gRf IJ ghghDila gRfshf Ugjh
nkgjF ila bt bfhL wd. bjhGt milglhk fhL nkL wdth j
lfh gRf IJ, mlfh gRfis mldhjhnd mit fiw <J ghiy <J gy mF!
ij ghLwJ Uku!
ghgh mfny ghgR IJL
nkghU btJ td
nkghU clh bt mldh
ghgh gRIJ ghyh brhnk.
Iyf aFw j kj cligna, IJ gRf thJtUw bjhGtkhf cUtfgL
TWwh j. ghgh vw j brhYF, ghgt vW bghU jUw f vD tlbkh brhiy
nebuhghf Twyh. f vw brhYF ghgh vw j brhYF uL bghU cL. xW
ghgt, nehFgt, fhgt vgjhF. ijna gft ij rh vW fzbgUkh TWwh.
Jnt c. elw brafisbayh rhahf fL ghJ bfhoUwJ clFUJ, vdnt
ij ghgh vW brhtJ jf ku. mnjhLTl, gh vw j brhYF FHij vw xU
bghU cL. ghgik, ghgh, ghgh (ghgh) Ma brhfbsyh gh vw UJ njha
brhfns. ghgh vw ijUJ KisjnjahF. vdnt ghgd myJ ghgh vwh FHij
jik bfhlt vW is bghU jUwJ. j clFns Uw cuhdJ. mf mtnj
ayhk, jhnd m jikilaJ mW, mjthJ w czj czUnk ju, jhdhfnt czU
jik j cUF iy. J xU FHij a. beU ifitjh RL vW xU FHijF
bjahJ. j , j vW w vrJ FHijia mWj ntoa iyUwJ mjDila
griy m.
ghgh lha, mjhtJ c thw lha j clFns, ghgh mfny ghiy brha
Toa jik bgw Iyfsha IJ gRf thwd. Mdh mit cyf irny btbfhL
wd. j gRfis nkgjFa Madha Phd Vgliy. mgo xU Phd VgL j
gRf bt mldh g jUw j yfS ngg jUw ca gRfsh Phdghiy
brha MuJL vwh U_yuha j bgUkh.
Uku vw yikF yik rhw ngyaaYs j ghl, ah mikY, brh
MY, bkh tHfhY brik yakhf fwJ. yikF yik rhw nj fUij
ehL kf ghku bkhny ngRwJ bdhU j ghl :
khfh ghYL
kiynkU ghF
njfhgh VJfo - Fjgh
njfhgh VJfo.
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Iyf Phd xUikny nrJ Ruw Phdghiy khfhgh vgJ xU j ku MF.
j clYs mF Mjhukhd Rufis tifgL Ts jf t totij
tUJ TUwhf. Mk Mdj mDgtny, mj Mdjkha Phd ghiy Ruw Ru
tot khtLit nghwjhF. clYWfis MuhJ TWw jJt PhfS iwa ma
Kiwny MuhJ fL, khfh totYs Rufsha mffis g vLJ brhUwhf.
jfSila nahf gdh Iy mlf iftj xU PhF kiyKflha jiy cny khfh
totYs RuUJ Phdgh (gland) RuwJ. gia ntifia a ngUzthf j Phdgh
clYFnsna brha MuJLwJ. wF Mlgukhd cztha njfh gh ntLtJ iy.
Phdgh cL kiy Kflha jiy cny jid To iyJ F PhfSF cyf iraha
w gf ntLtiy vgij ehL wJ kf bkhny TWwJ j v ghl.
Fjig j vw kfh ghoa j ghl ghgh mfny gh brhtij idLtjhf
Ugnjhl ehL ghl ghny elJbrw j yakhf mikJsJ.
xnu fUij, brik ya totY ehL w kf ya totY TWw ghik
j yaF mikUw wig j uL ghlfS czJwd. Mfnt, Jtiu eh
fl M bjhF vdbtwh, j yakhdJ gHikF gHikahf UgnjhL JikF
Jikahf mikUwJ vgJ, bkPhdK PhdK izj tifny manyhL j
ya kfis neh ngRwJ vgJ, Ekh EiHy bfhl mP bgUkfis nghynt, f
m yhj ghkukfS U nfF tot j ya mikUwJ vgJ, brik rhj
ngyaf tHFtJ nghynt ehL ghl yakhf jifa j ghl tHwJ vgJ, aat
bgaU tuyhW bjj ghlfnshL ghliy aat ah vW bjahj bghJkf yakhf,
Mufzfhd ghlf j yany tH tUwd vgJ, KGbghUS ahj iyY
j ghlYFns UF Vnjh xU kaf Mw, ghliy jtfis kaFtJ nghynt ghliy
Jbfhs Koahjtfis ka <wJ vgJ; ah mikY, bkh MY j
ya ghf, ghdf, gzf, irgl tiff, ngya bgUbrf, aya
ugj ghlf, yfz tuF aFw brf, yfz tuig kf irghF aY
To izj ghku ghlf vW tifY, bjhifY J guJ sFw khbgU yakhf
j j ya gy W MLfshf jHfny tHtUwJ vgJ M.
, j ya jikfis jjahf M Kiwny nehf ntoaJ mta MF.
vik :
j ya vik vgJ mj yany MsgLs bkh viknaahF. mjhtJ
jf jghlfny ifahSw jeilahdJ ff va brhfshyha LF eilahF. fL
ghJ J bfhs ntoa mta brhf bghUis clnd JbfhsToa tif
jf jeil mikUwJ. irt UKiwf 12- 9- UKiw, 11-M UKiw Ma
bjhFfny cs jf ghlfSF j vik yfz bghUJwJ. 10-M UKiwaha
U_yUila UkuK mjDila brh Mny vik vw aig csl wJ. L j
vW miHfbgWw bgahth ghRufny gy, j af bfhL bghUshY MHjhY Mk
mDgtjhY MJ mfW J brw jikiladthf UD, mt eil ff vikahf
UgJ nf FljfjhF. thnw ggy bfhiffis nfhghLfis cila gntW
fny njha vyh jfSila ghlfS jf j eilny vikY vikahf
sFwd. mik fhyny njha kjh rh, thiyj nghw j bgUkhfS j
yfzF clgltfns. nkhdFU ku tj jhkhdtuha bgU jU jkJ ghlfny
tlbkh brhfis Fahf ifahoUD, mtUila ghlf jeilahdJ vik
gnghLjhnd aFwJ! fyhj ngfns eytf eytf vgJ nghw tfS, rfu rfu rngh
nghw Mdj f tfS Jaiy g ngRw ghlfSTl j vik yfznjhL
fhzgLtij nf Kakhf Fl ntL.
Mfnt, vik vgJ brhf kL cs vikahF. Mdh j brhf jh w
bghUnsh msJ ghf Koahj mJiz MH bfhljhf mikwJ.
vik vw bkheilF yfz TWw nkdhL bkh tYef midtU j
vik wlkhf cs bjitna FLwhf. csny bj UFkhdh mj
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bjthdJ bjJ brhfny cwthLwJ. yikia czJw ghlfisngh m, cs
bjit cz bjj iyny TWw jf, jf fUJfis bjnthL ngrKidtjdh
mtfSila brhfny dY fLik yhj iy vik wwJ. Mdh j vik
xU jw vdbt, j vikahdJ xU taJtj kjDila vik. xU FHij vikF
xU bga kj vikF vjidnah ntWghL cL. xU kjDila Kfny cs ikahdJ,
xU FHij ikia nghwjhF. Mdh mj fhuzdh xU taJtj kj FHijah
Lthdh? FHijia nghw vik Uwnj ju, mj ghlfny mj vik fhuzkhf
griyjik Ugiy. khRkW xU FHij g j yany vikahf cwthLwJ.
mJ FHijia nghw jikna ju FHij jik MlhJ. FHij nghy vgjF FHijna
vgjF mogil vjid ntWghL UwJ! ij eh Jbfhs ntL.
MHkhd a j us xU bga Fsny myJ Ridny nkguig eh nehdh
mokzny fQF bj. mJ gof nghw j adh VgLw fzho jik. mokz
bjwnj vW idJ mj RidFns wtl Kokh? cns cns cns M bfhnl
brWL mj Rid MH. KF ghJ mokziy vLgjF vjidnah MH cns ghJ
bryntL. _R zdhY zwTL. mj msF _ir oF g cstfjh j
ya mokziy ifny bfhL btna tuKo. ghlf va brhfdh VgLw j
bjsbjj gof g j ya midYnk cs jeil a j wghf fhzgLwJ.
MH :
ttha vw j Mk fDila aid f va jikny TWwh :
Xo Xo Xo Xo cfyj nrhia
eho eho eho eho ehfS fJngh
tho tho tho tho tho w khjf
nfho nfho nfho nfho vyhj nfhona
j ghl mikig ghUf. ahj brh vW xU brhTl iy. fod vgnj yhj
ff va j. Mdh mJ czJw bghUnsh vJiz MH ghUf!
j clDFns xahf xU khakhd bkbghU fyJ wJ. j cfyj nrhia
fhzntL vw ehlkhdJ kj kdF aghfnt njhWwJ. j ehl jik EgkhdJ
xwhf izJ, xwhf izUJ, mj xW ulhf jJ, jna tjJ. J tj xW,
jh izJw xiw ehLtJ aif a myth! nguhkhit ehLw ehl Kj _y
JntahF. izj uL J ngh L L iztjfhf jw jjh j
bkbghU ehl, j cUFns cfyJ wJ mj bk bghUsha nrh, j mij
fhzKoahjgo mahik UshdJ fJ ciu kiwJ LwJ. mij fhQtjfhf cuhdJ eho
eho aFwJ. j afjh Mk tuyhny nfho nfhofkhf fhzgLw af. j afkha
Mj bkbghU <ig f va jny ghLwh ttha, mgo ghLnghJ mtUila Mk
bj mtUila brhfny x ufhwJ. Jnt j va brhf yfz MF.
tot tiff :
j eilDila vikia MuhnghJ jf cs bjnt fyw brhfshf wgLwJ
vgij ghnwh. mgoahdh j brhf wJ, ghl cUny tobtLF nghJ mit vjifa
toit bgWwd vgij mLjgoahf eh Muha ntL.
ciu clig Mk ggFtij MuhJ brhYw f w jikfis
gy nfhzfUJ MuhJ TUwd. ekJ a eho MkJiwny mogilahd xU
ngUik vdbtwh, c cliy V vLwJ, vgo vLwJ vw MntahF.
rkzY,rhaY Cidia monfhoL fhLtij jbkhYs fhaf fij
totny ekF czsd. jHf bjhikahd kw rkafY CiH Kw, Kw,
w vgij mGjkhfnt TUwhf. j bghJkiw vW eh tHFw UFw
UtSt Kid wia id wia g TWwh. j cikia nf eh id
bfhs ntoa mta vdbtwh, ekJ eho mogil bfhiff f Kakhd xU bfhif
MkhthdJ idF <lh clig vLwJ. bk bfhwJ vgjhF. mjhtJ id gaDF jfthW
wny J mila ntLbkw mogil mj mj idF <lhd mj cliy c vLJ
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j cyny wwJ. j mogil cikia nghynt jfSila ghlY clbgLJ f totny
cywJ. idF <lhd ah toti nkbfhSwJ j ya, ff Egkhd bghUis yfz
Nu nghW brhyntoa iy vGnghJ, j jh yW j bfhiffis kL yfz mik
bfhL brshf bkhJ Lwh. bjhfha myJ e}Ys Nu nghW mj ghl
mikJLwJ. rhwhf:
xwJ ng%
tahW mjFs
vwJ nghny
UK rkaf
nkfl ghliy MuhJ ghnjhkhdh yfz Nuij brhtJ nghw totny j
ghl mikUwJ. jF Kija ghlf myJ ida ghlf nghW mnj ah mikny
UD j ghl tot mikFns xU Nu nghw nghF mikUgij fhzyh.
D bta
dD ja
MD <r
mUs thiy
j ghl j jkJ nkhd rkhUJ btgL jahf WbfhL xU ngUikia
brhYw nghF mikUwJ.
nj ah mikj bdhU ghliy ghfyh :
MfW njo
miHF mJngh
ehfwh eho
miHnjv ehjid
j ghl j y W ghLw ghlyW. jKila csK jhK mj ghl bghUny
njhJW j Funy j mDgtij btLw ghny j ghl nghF mikUwJ. J
btW Nu iy. mnj rka btW njhuK iy. uLF il NuK njhuK
mw bk mDgt btplhf j ghl tUwJ. J xUtif.
, j uL tifahd ghlfUJ kh, kunghL bkhtJ ja njhJ w
beny kytJkha totny mikj ghlfS j yany cL. rhwhf, fUnjt
vw j bgUkhDila xU ghliy ghUf :
ieahj kddid
iegh bjUnt
Iah cyhnghj
mWKj Wtiu
ifahu bjhGjU
fzhu brhjhY
brahnah mU? nfhil
iunyha Rjund
J j ghljh. jDila af ntWtifahd totny cUt vLj cywJ.
vgobawh, cyh tj vbgUkhDila Unk vny csij gbfhLj ngij jid
HJ, mj jikia csK clY cUw iyny vLJ aw Mknea btpL MF
j ma ghl, mjDila tot mikny Nuij nghw yF jik iy. mnj rka
njhu nghW yhk cik btpL sahf kL njhw jUw jik iy. mnj
rka njhu nghW yhk cik btpL sahf kL njhw jUw jik iy.
j uoUJ khWgL j cU gubghUS izJ w mj < iyny gfthdJ
gia ehLw ghik c cUfnjhL ghl tobtLwJ. j ghlY va brhfns csd.
mj brhf vLJ bfhLs tot KY khWglJ.
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ah :
br tot vW brhYtjF br ah mik vW brhYtjF ya mogilny
vjifa yfz khWghLfis eh Tw ayhJ vD, mj ghlf rhany X xtot mikJ
wJ myth? mj totny Egkhd xU khWghL Ugij MJ ghjh J bfhnth.
xnu ah mik cUbtLJs uL btghf Ufyh. vD mt rhany
khWghLf miktJ cL. mir, , jis Matny uL ghlfSF ah xnwahD, mt
x mikny khWghL Ugij br Efdh eh czJ bfhs aY. yfz Kiwgo
mit uL ah mikny xnu dij nrjitahfnt fzlgL.
j mogil Muhnjhkhdh j yf ah mik _W tifgL.
KjyhtJ tif : KjyhtJ tif : KjyhtJ tif : KjyhtJ tif : KjyhtJ tif : j bkh ya yfz tuyhny mWL xg Koj Kofshf tUw
tt br ku totny mikj ghlf KjyhtJ tifahF. mjhtJ Ma, f, Uj
vW ngrgLw ah mikny, ytf xbfhL ifahL tUw kut totfny
bjhfha nghw yfz nkijf tiuaWJs ah totfny mikJs j ghlf
Kjtif. fhiufh mikahUila btghf, Ukhif njt, fUnjt, godjof nghw
jf mUs ku brf, gy fhyY gy lfY njh yfz ya briknahL
ghoa jf flis fJiw ghlf, jhkhdt nghw Phf mUa Ujf Kja j
ghlfbsyh j KjyhtJ tifny mlF.
ulthJ tif : ulthJ tif : ulthJ tif : ulthJ tif : ulthJ tif : br tot vW brhYnghJ ayt ifahL tUw totfisna
eh FLnwh. j tifahd totf ju, ugjfY yafY ifahsgL tUw
ghdf gy Uwd myth? j tifny mikj j ghlfS Mufz csd.
gS, Fwt, beho ehlf nghw ugjfny tUw ghdfS, fhtoJ, behoJ,
Mdj f nghw ya ghdfS j yany fhzgLwd. bghUsikY, Mk
mY j ghlf kw j brfis nghynt wbgLUD t totdh mj
ghlfUJ ntWgL wd. xnu fliykh tif tifahd ggy glfshf cUbtLgJnghy,
xnu Mk Phd Mu Mu totfny fhto vLJ Mo, Feil elJ, teil brW,
bfhLlD nksJlD Fjho bfhL cyhtUwJ.
_whtJ tif : j yaYs _whtJ totik KY irghl mik MF.
bjhfhany tUw cU vw tifY, gz vw tifY, fhyny tH tUw
jid, gj nghw totfY mikJs j ghlf _whtJ ny mlF. j ghlfS
cfUY, bghU MHY kw j ghlf nghynt UD mt ya eilKiwahdJ
irnahL fyj ghny jhs jobfhL tUwJ. irnahL fyj ghny jhs jobfhL
tUwJ. j tifahd ghlf ghzf irKiwF Vw vyhtiffY mikahoD, Y
bjhifY Fl 10, 12 totfny mikJ, Fl 10, 12 gfny ghlgLtdthf ghLnthUF
nfnghUF cs VgL tif va brhfny ir gnghL mikJ fhwd.
j ghlf bjhfha ciuaha TWw ghd nknfhfUJ W tHtUw gy,
mDgy ruz tiu uhkfY, efwfY Hhfhyf Wfz tHtUwd.
j irghlf tifny gy jf ctJ ifahl xu tot FahF. F vw j
irgh ah Kiwny jj ghlfshf j yf mikUgnjhL Tl, jj
fshfnt mikJ fhzgLwd. thiy F, PhdF nghw f tifahd j
yaF rhwhF. it czJ bghU MkPhd, Mk mDgt, Mk a! Mdh it
tH tUw totnkh F.
ehnlho ya
Jtiu eh Muhj j ya totfis ju ehnlho ya vw jjiyny j
yaij eh ghfntoa mta xW UwJ.
ah ehL ghlf nghny mikw j ya bdhU Ritahd g fyJ
fhzgLwJ. mJ mj jeil y Fl afis csla jikahF.
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idKof : idKof : idKof : idKof : idKof : ehL ghl nghny mikj j ya gy lfny id Kof
ngR tHny mikUf fhnwh. MR, nghR nghw brhfS; brYJ, tUFJ nghw MfS;
brhyQ, bfhLfQ nghw KofS; ngho tho nghw brhyhfS; mk, mf, jf nghw
fS; X, M vgd nghw ilbrhfS; mkho, Mjho nghw a brhfS ehLw id
KofnshL fyJ ifahsgLwd.
brhf : brhf : brhf : brhf : brhf : ya tH yhj d brhfS, rh brhfS cbghU bfhl fUJ brnthL
ehLw ghlfsha j ya Vuhskhf gW tUwd. fl, ila, Kj, is,
Ia nghw rh brhf j ghlfny gW tUwbghGJ mtWF tHfkhd bghU Ugiy.
thnw yF brhfS, gwit bgafS cbghUnshL ifahsgoUwd. Fiu, ML, gR, FuF
nghw yd brhfS k, Fy, gUJ nghw gwit d brhfS cbghUnshL j ghlfny
ifahsgL tUwd. xUy lf j ghlfny ifahsgL tUwd. xUy lf x
bfhsgl br totfns mikj j yaY tifahd brh Mia fhnwh. Eg
vdbtwh j brhf bghU fo fhzgLw bghU iy. mt Mk bghU ntwhF.
wbkh brhf : wbkh brhf : wbkh brhf : wbkh brhf : wbkh brhf : gHikahd j ghlfny tlbkh brhf, brj brhf vw ghFgho
j ghlf eilny brhfyit mikUgJ cL. fhy vGJs j ghlf ghuf
brhfS, cUJ brhfS Tl u tUwd. jF Ka fhuz kf Tlij neh j jkJ
mEgtij neUF neuhf btLnghJ, jkJ Mk thgij kf bryhtYs ehzaf
tHFw KiwnaahF. vdnt ik vW brhygLw bkh yfzij tHfhW vW
brhygLw kuig ifahSw Kiw jfilna fhzgLwJ. Fiu Roa yhany vW
PhdFny xU t tUwJ. bjhG vw j brhiy ifahshk kf mwhl thny
tH tUw yha vw brhiy gagLJwh j j. tiu nghnw XlghLf ghLw
j khY, fhk, ffh nghw brhfis, uhj, nk vw brhfis ifahL j
brhf midF mghgl ngUikfis f va Kiwny btL Lw X mUikghL xU
neaghL j ya bkhkughf UJ tUwJ.
miyR :
j ya ghl mikny ff sfkhf sFw xU g mj ghlfSF cns
fdw beU MF. mJ xU Mk x btpL.
mlg itjh moiy clh
klbfho ahbuhL kjz bfhlh
lgf nkiw behjnj vwh
lf gLjh lbjh jhnu.
Mo Xo mkw kj M tuyhW KGtJ ehF tFns ntfnjhL bjhl, ntfkhfnt
KoJ W XLwJ. mj ntf ghl fU kLkyhk mj eilY, mj ghl brw Lfhd
bryY, brhf JoY xgw X XlnjhL WW vW brW W LwJ.
itaf khj Kd
thwg iyna
vW,
mUjj ehjdhiz
mikahiz cikna
vW,
iyiy iyiy
iyiy iyna
vW ghl tUnghJ mjDila ntf, e cligna nghL MLwJ. XlK eilkhf glJ
brw xU jDila ntfij j tfny fhnwh. mt W ngRwh vwh W ngr
neu yhjiy nghw mj ntf fhwhf gwwJ. fdyhf vwJ. bghahf bjwJ.
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nkhd mik :
flyhdJ bgh bgU miy MLtJ, cns tJ mJ bghFtJ utJkhf vgo
xnu miy rhf Uwnjh, mgogl j yaij nghynt bdhU tif cL. MJ
mfw wiy bga V nghw xnu mikny fhjU j ghlfS csd.
vjhnahL v mg
VnH w
mnw tDF
vGa Mtz
j tfis ghUf. t cs mik MJ mfw V mikahF.
mW UUt
fhzhnj Mgnl
W UUt
fhny - vWjh
vUnth Euh
vghfF vDiunf
vUnth DUt
VJ?
j ghlYs mikig vdbtW brhtJ! Jjh Mknea g. Jnt Mknea g.
Jnt Mk mik. nahf rkh cns mfl vW brhYw mj khbgU rkhny j bgUkh
nkhdTo clY csK mik xLa iyny mkUgJ nghw X Mk nguik j
ghlfny ilTo wJ. J j ya xU khbgU kh MF.
bghUSF bghU :
j ya ghlfny cs brhf mikny ndhjkhd bdhU w
FobfhoUwJ. mJ vdbtwh j ghlf brhYw brhf bghU xwhf UF. mj
brhf czJw cUtf bghU kbwhwhf UF.
uL flhL
cns
uL flhF
xnw bjhGg
vw ghliy ghUf. j brhf czJw bghU ntW. Mdh mt cUtf
czJw bghU ntW.
_ vGjnjh
ntL nt
rhJ lj
gidnyh ghL
vw ghliy ghUf j brhf bghUis itJ j fUij JbfhtJ vgo?
bfho MgY
j Fsil
vo nt
anjh thiH
vw ghliyjh ghUf. giHa yafsha j ghlf tUw jifa cUtf cbghUis
nghynt mik fhyJ njha j yaFS gy ghlfis ghnwh. rhwhf,
ifyh Fila
folh - mij
fyh FUl
fLlh
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ehLw ghl nghny mikj j ghliyjh ghUf. ifyhj xUt fobfhtJ,
fyhj xUt ghgJkhd fUij TWwd j ghl tUw brhf. j brhf
bghUSF ma Kiwny vd bghU UwJ? brhfSFns FJ w mj cUtf bghU
KY khWgljhf UwJ.
thnw cUtf cbghUis ghl brhbghU bfhL fhz ayhj xU kaf j
ghlYF aghf mikUwJ. fUij mbfhL aKoaiy vwhY mj ghlYFns cs
cUtfkhdJ Vnjh brJ eik vgonah kaFwJ. bghU ahj iyY Tl Vnjh xW eik mj
ghlgh <wJ. Vnjh xW eik mj ghlYFns GwJ. mJjh Mk kaf vW
brhygLw Phdhj ngg wfkhF.
Jtiu eh Mj gf bkhj bjhF tUkhW :
j ghl vD ya jeho gyW MLfshf Fj gnahL MuhfgL tUwj.
goj kfis nghynt ghku kfS j ghlfis bkU mDgJ tUwhf. ehL ghlf
vW tHFw ehnlho yaY j j ghl xU jahd bjt kznjhL fkwJ.
idF <lh bk vD Uku thFgo, c idF jfthW cl mikwjyth?
mJnghynt xU fij totK bk mikwd. jf TWw jJtF Vg mtf ghlY
cUt mik vLwJ. fUJF iaj tot bfhwJ. kw ya ghlf nghF, eil mik
MatUJ jf ghl khWgoUgjF j Egnk fhuzkhF.
j ghlf vyh xnu ah Kiw mikuhlhY, t mik Kiw X
xUikghL UF. mj j KF, bkhahwYF Vg ahKiw khdhY, j ghlf
midYnk xU FHij vajik, X j gRik Ma gfis mtfSila brhfY
fhzyh. Mdh xU Kakhd cikia kwJlTlhJ. mjhtJ, vik vgJ brhf vik
jh. fUJ ntW. FHijia nghwnjh vik x dhY, FHijfsh jf! iyna! vik
vgJ brhfny cs vikjh. fUJ ff MHkhf UF. MHkhd Rid myJ V j
gRjkhf Ujh mokz bj. mgogl Rjkhd Rid j ghlf. Mdh fUjhHnkh vwh
jUF K kz vLf nghdh cns cns nghbfhoUF. eKila Mztnk m
fiuJ mJLgoahf UF. mJ mj va brhf jh bfhoUw jJt MH; Mk
MH.
vikia nghynt bdhU w vdbtwh, mj ghlfny mfnf cs miyrhF.
V fhny miy nkhbfhoUF myth? mj miyf gJ xU jUila ghF. mj
miyf fiuny tJ jLtJ xU jUila cyhr isahlhF. mnghJ mj miyR
flyhf fhjU. y rkaf y ghlf rydnk yhk nkhd mikia ugJ F. fhW
yhjnghJ eLny jlhf j cwFtJnghy, mHF nkhdK gag bfhS goahf njhw
jU. J jf eilny cs ahF.
, _whtJ w, f bgUw vdbtwh, j ghlf cs bkahd cUtf,
bkahd cSiw, brhYw brhf btpL xwhf UF; brhygLw fUJ kbwhwhf UF.
ruJF rukhf Mk ru UgJnghy, j ghlfSFnsna cUtf jJt xW xgw
yhrnjhL sFwJ.
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vJ m
IgJ MLfSF K r klyJF nghtJ g ahuhtJ el brhdh, mtid
_leifst vW eifahLnth.
W MLfSF K thdny eh CbfhL gwJ bryyh vW xUt Tdh mtid
xU bgsuhf vW gl No xJLnth.
KgJ MLfSF K eh egKoahk Vsd brjitbayh W e fK elgij
ghnwh.
mjhtJ mW ekJ mF bghUjhk Uj gy brf W a elfshld. vgo?
m KndUgjh !
M ; m KndsJ. Mdh mJ vgo KndUwJ. ghta cz
KndUwJ. vj LF UL rhia fLoJ LwJ ekJ iwa m.
d giffis wnjhkhdh vjid edkhd ULfis ghnwh! mnthL brw
ULf mit ! edkhd fUfis bfhL brw braf mit!
fh bLF kbwhUtDila toia Xirglhk btna UobfhL nghLwJ m !
btna tofis Wj mRnwh! fjfis o bfhL u gLgjF gakhf UwJ ! rKjha
thifia vLnjhkhdh gy CHf. vij brjh ght, vij brjh a vw czna
nghlJ. mF njhWwtiw vyh eh brayh vW idnwh. Vbdwh m gy
ekF mfkhlJ. j kh iy ahjh Uwjh vwh cyf KGtJ UwJ.
nkdhLf ghfsh. mbkfh yhj bghUsh? mbkfh yhj brtkh? vyh trfS
u tw xU rKjha mbkf rKjha. mnf mik Uwjh? mnf cstD kh
KotsJ bfhL j gfkhf tUwh. Vnjh xU j. Vnjh xW jdF njitahdJ
ilfiy. mJ gzjh ilFkh vwh ilf khnl vwJ. thif trfsh ilFkh
vwh ilf khnl vwJ. ewdh ilfyhkh vwh e brtjF njhwiy. e
vw fiyna eKila kj rKjhaij Lngh lJ. go thif xU j vyhlK
UwJ. mY Phd m mfkhf cs ehLfbyyh j j mfkhf UwJ.
m rhLnw vwh. frh onw vwh. khztf iy mgo MlJ. go
braifahf VjhtJ rhL mik ilfhjh vW miywh kj.
m vw ngg Uwnj mJ vnfahtJ ilfhjh vW ahF tUwh. gogl
xU iyia mnghnj kfhkh fh, uh#h ntW y bgnahfS flhf. jF VjhtJ bra
ntL, eKila rdhjd jkij L bfhLJ eKila ghuj #hDila Rajk Uwnj mjF
L kWky bfhLf ntL vW vdhf.
a njr gHikahd vgogl njr ! kw ehLf vah eKila ehL ? eKila gugiu
vd? eKila Kjhijafbsyh ah? vgogl Mkhf elkhoa ehL? eh nghJ Gf kh
CJ bfhL Unwh.
"ea bgUfiyf - gJ
ehyhu bfho eaJw
a ehony - t
bghaw yFf ngh thth
beR bghWFiyna! - j
iybfl kjiu idJlh
beR bghWFiyna!
vW beR bfhjh ghuah.
j khahd X mikFiw V VglJ?mF czF, _isF beRF,
nghuhl Uwnj mJ jh iwF rKjhaYs xU bga nghuhl, _is mj ngh tsJ
bfhnl nghlJ. IgjhLfSF Kdh kj ru kly nghFjh vW brhdh,
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j mPf ethfsh? uhzij brhw ehL eKila jehL. ij jhf xU uhz
vWjh jH TWth. ij vtdhtJ ethdh? j gFj Uwnj, bghyhj m Uwnj,
j mjh ekF nghJ ilwhf UwJ. j mdh mij mW Jbfhs ayhJ. Mdh
W mJ bkahlJ.
kjf Kndlhf. Mdh kj Kndlhdh? fhuz vd vwh j nghuhl
jh. _isF beRF ghuj j nghw xU bga nghuhl fLsJ. xU bga ghuj j
kjDF elJ bfhoUwJ. _isF beRF! _is vij vijnah rhjidfhsf wJ. Mdh
beRF mJ brykhnl vwJ. benrhL iaj m clhfiy. j iy mtyij
ulhu MLfSF Kdhnyna eKila jehL mPf ghodhf.
m vnghJ cikahd mthf UF? j m vj clF vnghJ FJ brY?
ehyoah xU ghl Jg ngRwJ.
gogl rhjidf (Knowledge) bgUJTl, kj Ujiyna, V? j m vnf
WlJ vW ghjh kilnyna WlJ. beir bjhliy. beir jho Mkhit
D bjhliy. kjid mgjfhf Mjfis fLowh. F F UJ xU
fU _ykhf mnf rukly elw brafisbayh msJ ghJ mj Fl dhoF
mFngh wFwh. mUJ Uwh. ij brjJ vgogl mDila Mw. Mdh beR
vgo UwJ? ja vgo UwJ?
fil fhy, mjid ta ts mfiwl mbkfhF gwJ nghdhnu uh#h, mt
vjfhf nghdh. kj rKjhaij j gafukhd FoUJ vgoalh fhghWtJ vW
thjhLtjfhfjhnd nghdh. mj jshj tany mtUila kUJt egf vyh j gazij
nkbfhs TlhJ vW brhdhf. uh#h vd brjh? jKila lhliu cl miHJ brW
lh. mtUF mjid Jau. j kj rKjha zh xU FLF iuahwnj. m tJ j
kj rKjhaij mf nghwnj vW ftiyglh. ijjh ghodhf ehyoahny.
m vnghJ clF nghF? m rhykhdJ. EaJ ; MjJ ; TikahdJ. vyh
brhndh. j Tik, Eik, mfy, MH vyh clD vjhf brYkh? ahUF nghF?
nghJ V bryiy? kilnahL V WlJ? csF EiHJ fUizia bjhliyna!
kj mkhdij tsfiyna? j clF, csF nghUjh kjD
UUghnd! kj rKjha UUFnk! Ujiyna! vd fhuz?
"ghyh f
gyeh czD
thjh gf
UijF UjW"
J ulhu MLfSF Ka j. mjdh bfhr fodkhd brhf, tHF xj brhf
vyh UF caj ghL.
mLfF 'Uij' vgJ giHa bga. mLfia ghyh fGnwh ; gy jlit fGnwh
; xU W jlit mjF gh mnf gQnwh. vjF? mLf JoF!
gyeh czD - gyehf fha itjhY giHago ghyh fGj, giHago czJj,
L ghyh fGj vW thW gyKiw brnwh vW itJbfhnth. gy uhJ.
thjh gf' ; th vwh, giHa j btis vgJ bghU. thjh gf UijF
UjW' vjid jlit mij gh fG fha itJ d, mnf gdhY mLf
btisahtiy. btis w gf Tl tUtiy, btisahfhJ vW brhyiy ; mjF
gf Tl tuhJ vW ngR jny brhwJ nghW ehlfghny UwJ. ghUf, j vgo
tUwJ vW ! mj thij giHa thijna xa, brhyhdJ ngRw gh UwJ. 'thjh
gf UijF UjW ; mJ btisDila gfTl nghfhJ. mJnghy, "nfhyh flhm' - xUtDF
mit cns f ntL vgjfhf j Knowledge Uwnj, jhtua, aa, nta,
ca vyh xU fhj RUo bghlykhf nghL mt fhF nghLtJ vij? mit! fhD
nghL nfhyh flhm cns wJ-FD cns jdhY. nfhyh flhm vw bjhliu ghUf:
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"Poetry Communicates before it is understood" fijDila w vdbtwh brh
tjF Kdhnyna fij JL. flh vW brhdhny FJj vD xbghU tJLwJ
ghUf. mJjh br w. ulhu tUlF Ka j j nghL nghLwJ. "nfhyh
flhm FD fxyh" - cns FdhY cns fhJ. V? "nehyh clF m". neh nehfhj
cl Uwnj, mj clF m fhJ. mj cl neh nehw clghf UfntL. mnghJ
jh j m cns F. iyahdh kilFns jh F.
ghyh f
gyeh czD
thjh gf
UijF UjW;
nfhyh flhm
FD fxyh
nehyh clF
m! (ehyoah)
kjid bfhiy brtJ vgo, bfhisaogJ vgo vgjFjh beRF fhj m
gagL. mj m _isnahL WlJ. mjF nkny berij bjhliy. Mkhit
bjhliy. Mifdhny Phd m ntlh vW brhyiy eh! ra ntL. Kndw
ntL eh. bjyh ntL. mj m vgo ntLbkwh, mj m vj clF
nghfntL vwh, nehw clF nghf ntL. mnghJjh kj rKjhafhf mj m
gagL.
cyf mF Fiwr iy. vd ftiy vwh vyh cl nehyh clghf UwJ.
mjdh m fhnyna jnghlJ. kil ntiy brwJ. beir bjhlkhnl vwJ.
kj rKjhaDila y, xGf, kj rKjhaDila Kndw, eik it gna
ftfkhnl vwhf. nehyh clghf kj rKjha UJlJ. mjdh m mwUJ
JoJbfhL wJ. ja gghoUJ J jdjahf m aFwJ. D
brhynghdh kj _is, kj jaK nghLwd. uLF clgoif Vgliy.
neh vwh vd? ehyoahUF gy Mnyaf vyh bkhbga brUwhf. gy
ehfSF Kdhnyna brUwhf. xUt disciline vwh. xUt Invocation vwh.
xUt a way of life vwh. it vyhnrj bkhjjh neh.
KgJ MLfSF Kdh ghua ah gtdd xU jf btoUwhf. mj
jf xU tha tUwJ; [nuh brhYwh:
"Durinlg the last forty years science has advanced in Many spheres, still the greatest puzzle for the human mind is the
mind itself".
[nuh bga uZa Ma. mtUila vyhU gof ntoa .
j l jh cz vgJ tUwJ. bjyh mDila rkhrhu. yaF cz
ntL. btW mthdJ thijfis Muha gbfhoUF. bghiu, gjiu gona
nghbfhoUF. vj yakhfL, mnthL mQFw Kiw xW, cznthL mQFw Kiw
xW. "fD brD cztJ" vgJ bjhfha Nu. vyh f Egkhd
af. btW VL go mdh kL ghl KoahJ. ahuh mij fhzKo vwh
"fD brD czU cz" ntL. mtfSFjh vW Nuij
tFJlh bjhfha. yanf j cz ntoaUwJ. mgoahdh rKjha
thifny, kj cwny, bjtnjhL eh bfhs ntoa bjhlny, J vts Ka ghfsh!
mj czjh mogil! mj cz yhkny m tsJ bfhoUgjdh vd MlJ?
bga ijfis brnwh eh. Mdh vj fLoF KdU ekF bga bjhiyahf
UgJ j mjh. j gFjjh. j gFj Intuition-I bfLJl TlhJ. Intu-
ition vW e ckdFns c cz xW UwJ. eKila ghuj njrDila wng
j cSzjh. eKila yafshfL, fiyfshfL, eKila rKjha aDila gyjkhd
m brtf vyhtFnk _yfhuzkhf UgJ cSzjh. X cikia fLogjF
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Kdhnyna mt cSzdh Kj fLoJLwh. Phfbsyh j
cSzdhnyjh gy ufafisbayh czJ fLojd. j cSz jhf xiw
MtjF tUnghJ m tJ jilbrwJ. xU a fia idgLJnw.
1875- cyfnyna f Kndw milJs mbkf ehony, mbyrhl ufh bg
vgtUila mDgtij brhnw. blngh fLojt mt. 1875 kh 9-M njjh j
fUia fLojh. nH UjthW xU f Kidia mt itJ bfhlh; mtUila eg
thr vgtiu nkkho kWKidia itJbfhL cfhu brjh. j f _ykhf KjKj
ng ghjh. mtUF Kjny cczny go xiw brayhnk vW glJ. go njhanj
mJjh Intuition. go mj c czF xU tot bfhLjh. mt Kj Kj nga, j
cyfnyna KjKj bjhiyng nga tha vd bjkh?
"Mr. Watson, come here lease, I want you "
vW brhdh. brhghjh. J nkkhoYs j egDF nfljh, mt tUwhuh vW
ghf ntL vgjfhf! clnd eg nH w tJlh.
j bghU vd? jh ngaJ mtUF nflhlJ vW bghU. clnd mt ij mbkf
murhfl bjjh. "eh bjhiyng vw xiw fLoUnw. f _ykhf ngryh. jF
mDk mf ntL. eh patent bra Unw" vW nflh.
ufh bg wjJ vognuhny! mnf cs Niy vdbtwh, vF ghjhY mthf
ka. vdnt, j mthfsh gogl cSz cilatfSF rflfns VgL. mtUF
vognuhny tf Koaiy. mbkfhnf brWlh. vyhtiw JwJL btF bjhiy
brw duhtJ, mj mbkfhyhtJ Mju ilFkh vW ghjh. mnf j m nghuhl
tJlJ. mbyrhl ufh bgiy vd brjhf bjkh? bjhiyng vw xU brafa
fLoig fLoJ, mij ngl brtjF murhfl j nfha Phia vd
brjhf bjkh? mbkf gif xW jiyaf vGaJ. j jiyafUJ xU thafis
nf jUnw:
"Yesterday we have arrested a fellow"
vd kahij ghUf. ifJ brjJ vjF bjkh? mt brj Fw vd?
"Attempting to obtain money under false pretences"
VkhW fha brJ, gzij nkhro brJ, ggjF Ka brjjhf Fw rhlgL t
iwyilfglh. mjF nkY vGJwJ jiyaf. mjhtJ j gFjthdJ kjid vd
ghLgLJwJ vgij ghf ntL. "t xU VkhWfhu vg rnjfnk ilahJ" go brhtJ
vJ? kilayth brhwJ! gFjF <L iz clh? vgogl m! vd brhW, ghUf:
"Without doubt the man is a fraud and an unscrupulous trickster and must be taught a lesson that the American public is
too smart and intelligent to be the victim of this and similar schemes. Even if this insane idea worked, it would have no practical value
other than for circus shows".
"f _ykhf ngRtJ xU igafhu nahrid. j nahrid ntiy brjhYTl,
cikahUjhYTl, jdh j cyfF vjjkhd gaD ilahJ. vd brayh vwh,
rf ijny X mrkhf, kf ndhj mDgtfhf fhlyh. mtsjh! " vW 1875-M
Mony mFj, gFj Fj, Phd m Fj mbkf njrK, mbkf giffS
jiyaf vG, mbyrhl ufh bg vw kfh Phia bfhLikgLdhf; liy mt.
cyf tuyh vjidnah gy Phf iwthif, utijfS mDgUgij eh
goUnwh. cik iw thifna xU jt vW mj Phf Tshf. kuz
jlidia Tl KWtnyhL tuntwtf mtf.
1876-M Mony bjhju jhfKoahk ufh bgYF mDk bfhLjd. nghJ eh
fdh kL ngriy. fyhkny ngRnwh. fdh ngRtijna mj fhy m x
bfhsiy. j m gQw mlfhrfisbayh jf mDila bfhLik vW brhthf.
"m m vW muW cyf" vgJ U_y thF.
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W mnj mbkf murhf, 1875-ny ufh bgiy bfhLik brj murhf, mjDila mr
j Jiw thyhf MLnjhW
"The system of control and communication in animals and plants"
vgij g Muh brtjfhf xU it mikJ, mjF ntoa gzij mrJiw tna
murhf bry brwJ. bjhiyng _y ngRw JiwahdJ, bjhiyngna yhk cs csnjhL
ciuahLw Egij Muhtjfhf MLnjhW gy nfhofzfhd gz brytJ mbkfhny xU
ikaijna WUwJ! yFf jfSF vgo ciuaho bfhwd, jhtuf jfSF
vgo ciuaho bfhwd vgij Muh brtjfhd Kaia nkbfhLsJ mbkfh. j
PhdF bgajh irg beo (cybernetics).
itbayhtiwl nghJ uZah D xUgo mfkhf j Phdny KndlJ.
irgbeo kh vLwhf.
xU jhtu jDila v#khd ah vW milahs fL bfhwjh. jdF j
CWwt ah vgij jhtu, bro, milahs fLoJ bfhwjh, mj gf brw clndna!
jF nkY xW brhwhf; ij ehbkyh xJ bfhs khnlh. btehLf nghJ
bdhU ma nrhjid elUwJ. j a nrhjid vdbtwh; xU J nfhny xU ,
kr wkhf UF. j nfhYF cns kr w itila mnjnghw gy brofis gL
Ujhf. mj xU broYs fbsyh kw broDila fisl bgadthf Ujd. ms
bgaJ. mj ghah ghJ bfhnl tUnghJ J mtiu ftjJ. xnu kh ijfisjh
gnlh. xnu kh cujh nghnlh. Mdh j xU bro kyf kL bgajhUf fhuz
vd vW mtUila kd J bfhnl UjJ.
xUeh mj bro gfny brW cW ftjh. Wtf Phdehd (Baptism) brtjfhf
j j Lwhf. mJ xU a Xil tna gf brwJ. mj j j broF
kL ghtij flh. Phfis TL ij Muh brgo nfL bfhlh. j
jhtufis ga MuhFjh irg beo vW bga.
ekJ bjhfhanyna jhtufSF cz Ugij brhUwhf. ehbkyh rhjhuz
Mf iy. ekJ PhfS vyh lF brUwd. ekJ Phf brw lF
btehlhf D tuiy. tJ bfhL Uwhf vW brhYnw.
irgbeo msgjF vbddnth fUf nghJ fLoUwhf. xbthU Joig
msJLwhf. mJ fQF bjahj f Ea Joghf UF.
j Jofisbayh ed fUf bfhL mj VR nfhny Phf msJ
Muhjhf. mj Muh gadhf mtf fLoj cik vdbt, PhdKG j
xbthU Kiw mj kr w broF ghw nghJ, xUtifahd bk mj broF
Vgld; mjdh eh miHw gutr, sfhj myJ Phd ngUtif vw mDgt mj broF
VgL, mj isthf mj xU bro kyf kL msny bgjhld.
j fLo _y fr ehLf xU a ngUik ydhf bjhlsJ. mJjh
brofSF kufSF cukhdJ vts tik jUwnjh, mts tikia bk vw ctif
mDgt jUwJ vgjhF. j mDgt itbayh Muhtjfhfnt irg beo vw a
ma Jiwia gnfa ehoY, nfhyhahY gfiyfHffny mikJ, Vuhskhd bghUis
j Muhfhf mtf bry brJtUwhf.
j Mfis eh goFnghJ bjhfha kuany Xu, <u Kjyhf Mwtiu yfz
T, mj yfzF ekJ j bkhYs tHfhY l jj gig, ya kuig, eh
fL ngUtif bfhnwh.
bkh yfznyna jid tif bjhiff fLs eKila jeho, j
Jiwbfnw mikj j ya nkY MHkhd gy Egfis fL brhUg a vd
cL?
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j irgbeo vw M ju a bghlhu vw xW fLoUwhf vgJ ekF
bj. fQF bjahj csDila jidfisbayh fQF bjw nfhLfshf
fhLwJ mj a bghlhu. ijbayh nrJ nghJ byuh gfiyfHfny xU j
it itUwhf. mj F bga: The Department of psism.
Psi vgJ nuf bkhDila UgJ _whtJ vGJ. mj Psi-F vd bghUbswh
czfis g ngRw Phd vgJ. j a Jiwia 1967- bjhldhf. mjF UgJ
a % mnghnj murhf tHaJ. nghJ MLnjhW gJ a % nkY mfgoahf
tH tUwJ.
xU nghu jDila Tlhu Kf tJ bfhoUjh. d mj nsil mgona
itJlh. kWgo kWeh mj nsil vLJ tfyh vwh mJ rahf ntiy braiy. mj
nsonk ruDlkila ffis ju ntbwhW gLtjFa rha TWf iy. jid Muha
bjhldhf.
thd cs nfhf fQF bjw ff, bjahj ff vw uL cL. j
uodhny yYs bghUfbsyh ghfgLwd vW flhf. j nfhfDila ff
vyh kjDila clig ghwd. jFjh Cosmo Biology vW bga. thd anyhL xoa
ma J.
jFnk vjidnah Muhf elJbfhoUwd. Catelepsy vw xU Jiw mF tsJ
tUwJ.
uZa ehoUJ j maiy MuhtjF lhl bk vgt ah tjh. mjhtJ
kjfSila kuz uL tiff VgLwJ. xW cikahd kuz. kbwhWF suspended
animation vW fhy Phd bkhny bga. kuzF jF ntWghL fLogJ jh
Egkhd mw MlJ. nahf suspended animation-I self induced animation
Mf brJ jhfns jf clig mirtw iyY, _R iHtJ ydhfhj tifY, nahf
gdh kh cuw cliyngh Rkh lghf. mj neuF gJ gidJ ehfSF
c clny Uwnj xa cl rhfhk brJjh nghlJ; V vwh kF myth
ijJ lwJ. lhl.bk vw uZa Ph j Muhia nkbfhlh. nghJ mt _W
ehf jhnk mthW bra Ko vW flh. mtUila ny vGUwh. "eh ah brwnghJ
khya xU nahia rJ suspended animation-Dila Kiwia mtlUJ gonj. vDila
FUthdt _W khjtiu kQF ijL lf Toat. Mdh vdh _W ehfjh
Uf KowJ. D KaW MuhJ bfhoUnw. vDila FUit nghy j nahf gia
nkY rW nahfrkh vD mj iyia nkY ogjF Kanw" vW vGUwh.
jbfyh nk X maJiw tJsJ. mjF suggestopedia vW bga. uZa ehony
suggestopedia vw Kiwny b#kha bkhia xU tF ehF thuF khztfSF
brh bfhLJlhf. J tuyhW. J FJ uZa f bttUwd. ehF thu b#kha
bkhia fW bfhLl khztf nj vGdhf. mj njny vyhU 100-F 90
kbgfSF nk thdhf. mtfSF ahj a bkhia ewhf ehF thuF
suggestopedia vw ed ma Kiw czjd.
jifa gKiw g j f thf ngsd. tlbkhY jY jifa cgnjr
Kiw ga ghlf gy csd. eKila jzh_ vw iw cUtnk j f Kiwiajh
sFwJ. Kiu vW miHfbgWw tot tyifia fho wJ j cUt. if
Fdh thbrhny yhj nkhd gKiw vgJnt j bghU. ijjh gunrh Kt,
fyh ilakJ ehkiw
Mwf Kjfw nf
tyhf ehtUF thwj
uzkh kiwfghyh
vyhkh myJkh Ujjid
Ujgo UJfho
brhyhk brhdtiu idahk
idJ gtbjhlif btth
vW ghLwh.
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brhyhk brhYtJ vw fKiw JntahF.
tlbkh ij,
FnuhJ bksd ahahd
ZahJ d [raA
vW ghoUwhf.
jifa emit ey Kiw tsf ntL. m jaK nrJ tsuntL. mJnt
Mk tsia eF.
Scientific outlook flha ntL. Mdh mJ ja gghLl izUf ntL. j
izjh a Phd vgJ.
The rediscovery of India vW TWwhfns mJnghy ahit eh giHago fLof ntoUwJ.
kd czD bryntL.
il wgJ
ifahny-kd
il wgJ
bkahny
vgJngh, mj o rhia bfhL eh wnjhkhdh eKila cikahd m tsU.
ngu vW miHw m Jjh. MJ nahjh eKila gFjF mogilna Jjh.
fzh v fhzToaij etjF bga gFj njitiy. fzh fhzKoahjij cJ
mtjFjh gFj ntL! flij bfhL fhzhjij cjtJ, cz thyhf mij
fL bjtJjh jfSilal PhdkhF. j Phdij ekF va jny tHFw ghlf
fsank j ya vgJ.
j Phd jikia U_y eF sFwh.
fhL F fljt fhuz
Vo w vGit bjga
TL FUe To omyh
Mo fG mjfw jnw
"Fgha mfu vGij, fhoa IgbjGij flUifdhny `fhL F flj
mfhuz vD rjJF gu. Mifdh IgnjhbuGY maglhikdhny `Vo w
vGitJ vga vD rjJF gu" vgJ fg j sfiuahF.
cjhuzK milahsK flJ mgh w m fhuz bghUis Rto (ctkhd dJ,
milahs goglJ vd gygoahf J) ggy bkhfY vG itjjdh ahJ gaidjU.
MkhfSF (mtut Uago jD fuz td nghffis) To KojUa tuhdha Mrha _
(vGjU f jJ cgnjjU uz bghUsha jKl) ulw fyJ g Efu brjhy
(mntony vGitJ mjikbjd T mJ) Mo fGny bjhF njhiy Kiyfh vd
idJ cU gh fwf brW vF jikia bahjjh. jid,
ikgoj fzhS jhD f
kahdjh thrilah v dyh
xila dy xUt dy
X%u dy xUt
mgo mwKm tzK
mtdUns fzhf fh dyh
goa wj t zj
tiwt vbwG fhblh zhnj
vD Uehfur ghl ekF eF czJwJ. mtdUns fzhf bfhL fhgJ vwh
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vd? ngu vgJ mj mUf ghitna MF. cybfF guJ w gubghU fhny
ekJ ghit xLkhdh, mnghJ gubghU fbfhL gubghUis fhw xUikghL
mDgt ekF ifTLwJ. mj mDgtij nkY sFtJnghy tUwJ bdhU Uku:
ciuaw bjhiw iubr _kfh
fiuaw bjhiw fiufhz yhnkh
iuaw ngh ijbj thF
iuaW wh ril nahnd
ciuaha Ignjh vGY ml yhj gubghUns iwt vgJ jf thfhF.
ij kd bfhL j ghliy Muha ntL.
vj thdhY, vj iudhY w bghUis ngh maKoahj bghUns iwtdha
gubghU. mJ ciuawjhd xW; xnw xW! kw vyhtF ciu brhyyh. Mdh j xW
kL ciuawjhF. xgw jiytdhf F jiytid eh gL ngRnwh. mjhtJ ciu
brnwh. mj bghU vgoglJ? ciu bra KoahJ. ciu bra Fj eh vgogltf? Cikf,
ciu csjnf Cikah ciubra ayhJ. mgo Uf, ciu flj xiw vj ngR ciuf ayhj
Cik ciubra FtJ vJiz klik!
fiuaw bgU btsij eh vthW fiufhz Ko? mgoahdh iwtid mDggJ vgo?
rghj vw mirtw iyny jh fl nggij mDgf aY. iuaw ngh mirtW
gnj ij caj ahd iyahF. mj iyny iwt fsfkW btgL mU brth.
mJnt mDgt iy MF.
m Kiw mw nguthsUF iwt btgL mUth vwh U_y.
mbfyh mtha j nguiy jf nahf g _y Phd tny brW
bgwntoa mDgt czthF. ijjh UehfurU,
cw nfhehL cz fdh
KWf th filaK Fnk
vW ghLwh.
jifa nguit vgo bgWtJ vgjFa Phd beia bdhU ghl U_y vLJ
brhwh.
mF mtha mit mJbfhS Kiwik mFnsnajh UwJ. ij ghLwJ
Uku. mj ghl cbghUis czJ bj ahdKiw xUw Uf, mit bfhL
braToa braiy Kj czJwh U_y.
kd Uj kth cU
did ulw
idj lnj iybgW kh
midJ bfyh mg ahnk
kdFns csjha m vD thshjij cUbaLJ, dkha KgjhW
jJtfis blhJ, Mzt, fk Ma uil mwnt fisJ, idj lkha ahd
iyny iwz iybgWlh, cf midF mgaha iwtDila jik vL
vwJ j mHa Uku.
m jJt Mdh vjifa Phd nggiy tbjJwJ vgjidna thW
jwh U_y. kdF cnsna mjFa fU elnk mikUwJ vgJ j EgkhF.
j nguiy jkF vthW Mdj jjJ vgij bdhU ghlny vLJ swh.
Mkh wnj mf mUbghU
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nghkh wnj FkhW <bjnw
Vkhg nah liy
ehkh KjtD ehbkd yhnk
" j fhaJFns mUbghUsha gubghU fyJ wJ. Phd FU mUdhny j
mfbghUis eh cznj. ghrfbsyh vidL nghtjFa tia cznj. F MW
vw `brW nrU be cznj. mf mUbghU vgo j clF mikJ wJ
vD Egij flnj. Vkhgha mthdh tUw g Jgf vdiy.
ehnkahl KjtD ehnk vW brhyToa ngg mDgtij thW eh bgnw" vwh
U_y. go bgWtjFa mit mtJ, mJ bfhtJ, mjid JgJ ngu rhjidf
vgnj Uku cbghUshF.
j ngutha maiy X ctik T sFw UkuK cL. mJ tUkhW:
ciybahf bfhy CJ JUngh
fiybahf gh fUjth iy
fiybahf gh fUj thsF
iybahf t WjY Mnk
"ciyahtJ t Ul, Mifdhny tUF ciybahf bfhy UJ, JU
thit th Kndh elJwh nghynt, fha igaha JU uhzthit th,
UgnjhuhuJ mWW Rthr elJw fiyaha bghUis mahk ru tna elJ bgnahf
ngHjh. Mifdhny `ciybahf bfhy CJ JUngh, fiybahf gh fUjth iy
vD rjJF gu, fhuzFU iffhLgona fiyaha uz fuK nrh fyjh nghynt,
Iagj bgwtUF Uid w neh Ujgona Ujh. Mifdhny, `fiybahf gh
fUjthsF iybahf t WjY Mnk vgJ ifyha j vW miHf bgw gHbgU
Ph TWw sfiu MF.
bfhyDila ciyny JU UgJ LtJkha fh bra khkh fwJ. Jnghynt
ilfiy, fiy vD Rthr iyfny khkh aFw fh nghFtuit mJ bfhw
nguthdJ Phf f Kiwny f Ka thj bgUfiyahF. ij mJ nahf iyny
Tlty nguthsfSF iyngW vw kuzyh bgUth LwJ vgJ j ya m
jJtkhF. j khbgU Phdij fh uhz rdFkhu gly nghw y uhz gFfS, tPhd
ah Rgf NuK, ehaf mftY, mit FwS, ntW y j fS thf sFwd.
jifa ngu xU khztDF vd LwJ vgij vyh j fS xnu Fu
awd. FUgu Phd ghitdh khztDF czJw KjyhtJ fahdJ, j ngu
mjidF mogil vgnj Pha thfhF.
nfhj nfhit Fiya FUgu
nrj nrto br itbjhU
thij brh tHfW jhlt
ghj ghit gRku jhna
jfSila f Kiwny MiP myJ MPh ir vgJ KjyhtJ Phd cgnjrkhF. Mrh
jdJ nrtoia khztDila br J itwh. mthW itjU `Jnt bghU vW xU
thijdh czJwh. mj KjyhtJ fnyna fhyDila mfhuUJ khzt
LgLwh vgJ j thF. mthW Lgl khztDF neha lbkF gubghU ydhwJ.
FUgu ghj ghit gRkujh ngh gJLwJ vgJ jf mDgt Phd.
FUguDila Phd f Kiwny _W mogilahd gyfis j ya ekF vLJ
TWwJ. MrhDila ghtiddh Mzt kyK, cgnjrdh fk kyK, grdh khia
Fwd vgJ j ya.
ir vdgL j ngu fia g PhfSbfyh Phaha U_y bdhU
mfhuny nkY sfkhf ngRwh.
"v PhdFUtha Uenjt vdF cza ngu bghUshdJ vjifaJ? mJ _yhjhu
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bjhl tirahf TwgL MW iyfY cs bghU my. j MW iyfis jhoa UTJ
my. brh flj gunrh my. ahf bgWw ku _fS my. ntjhfkf sFw bghUS
my. vf e brhd bghU Njhd ufa cbghUshF".
thW U_y Phd ngutha Efiy xU khbgU ufa vgij Ro fhLwh. bghU
vdbtwh Mrh tJ cz czuntoa mDgt UPhd vgJ mJnt MF.
Mjhu Mwy mgh elky
Xjh xay ck uky
ntjh fk sF bghUsy
Njhd e brhYg njrnk
jf yaf Kakhd y mogil cikfis g f Egkhd gy Mknea
fUJf TwgLsd. MJ njhkhdh eKila jeho thJ tUw jf
Uiffbsyh xUtifahd ma M Tlfshfnt s tUwd. bghif kiyY,
kaY kW kiy rhuY cs Fiff vyh Mk MFa Phd Muh Tlfshf
(laboratory) fJ tJsd.
j Muhf _W tifgL. KjyhtJ cliy ga MuhahF.
cliyga Muh vwh clYFns UfToa gy Egfsh. ita nehUJ
clig MuhtJ xUKiw. Phd nehUJ clig MuhtJ bdhU Kiw. jf yany
j uL tifahd MuhfS tFfgLsd.
iwa Phd Kndw `matter vw gU bghUSF `energy vw NFk bghUSF
cs ilbt FiwJbfhnl tUwJ. D brhy nghdh gUbghUns NFk bghUshf, NFk
bghUns gUbghUshf xiwbahW izJ, xW kbwhwhf kh, xW kbwhWF
mogilahf, aF Mwyhf sFtij fhnwh. j Kiwny Phd nehnfhL `en-
ergy vw NFk Mwiy MuhtjF, ita nehnfhL cl vw nehnfhL cl vw
gUbghUis MuhtjF ilna cs bt ff Fiwthfnt UwJ. mJ angahF myth!
j iyny jf Mk tsia Fnfhshf bfhL khztfSF j miufis
czJw fhuzjh, mtf ita maY eF fW njJ gy ngUikfis ekF vLJ
brhUgij fhnwh. j ita vw ma JntahF.
jfSila itaKiw vwh mjDila mogil `Humoral Pathology vW W My
bkhny miHfgLw jgbtg cliyiana Mjhukhf bfhL mikfgl ir KiwahF.
j Kiw xW kLnk W nkdhL ita Kiwny ifahsgL, vj nehahia Kjny
`Temperature vw cl NL iyia nrhwhf. Mdh j itany j NL iyia
fhgjF kLnk Ka jUtiy. mtfSila ita mogil, j cl afij
eltUw Mwf _W vw ngUikahF. thj, j, nyd vW mit miHf
bgWwd.
nkdhL itaij fw zf eho ghw gHfij ifahlhY, mtf Jo
vifia fzlnt ehoia ghwhf. Jo vif, mj ntf, mj glgl myJ
e Matiw Muhwhf nkdhL ita Kiwny. Mdh jf itaKiw mgo iy.
j clig aFw mogilahd ehof _W vW, mj _ xW FnghJ
nehbehof tUwd vW flhf jf. thj Todh cl VgLw neh vd, j
Todh tUw neh vJ, nyd ngRnghJ cl iy vd vgijbayh MuhJ fltJ
ga gy ufa brfis jfSila yafny btoUwhf. clYs j _W
ehofis ga ufaij fL czjnjhL j clFns bjhQhwhW `Chemical re-
actions vw nta idf eilbgWwd vgij j ya ekF mWJwJ.
j bjhQhwhW nta idfis bjhQhwhW jJtf vwhf jf. j
bjhQhwhW _W iyfny mikJsd. j bjhQhwh xW Fiwjh Tl cl
e mfJ Lf iswJ. uL _W vW j jJtf bra Fiwa Fiwa cl
neh ToLwJ. xU nehah kuz milnghJ j bjhQhwhW jJtf Kakhd jJtf
gy bragLtiy. W j jJtf WLnghJ c cliy L JLwJ. j
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bjhQhwhW jJtfis ga ngu j ya ajF ngUikahF.
U_y j bjhQhwhW jJtfis g mtUnf ca fghny f mHfhf
ghLwh.
brid efu gy ngilfny xL Fojd thw bga bga kho Lfis ghnwh.
go j cl vw khif bjhQhwhW Fokf xL Fojd thwhf vwh U_y.
jsny KgJ ng FoUwhf. mLj kho nkY KgJ ng. _whtJ khonyh
vwh KgjhW ng Uwhf. J cl vw nfhny, mukid khifny xL Fojd
a J MF.
KgJ KgJ
Kg jWtU
brg Sil
nfhY ththf
KgJ, KgJ, KgjhW vw fzny, ewhf brg bragl kfisila j clgha
mukid nfhilny, bjhQhwhW ng thlifF FoUwhf. brg bragl kiy cila
bga khif J. j khif VjhtJ r, Xil myJ s Vglh, FoUgtf clnd
il fh brJLthf vwh U_y. L ijJlh xU eho Tl mnf jf khlhf
Fojdfhuf. bjhQhwhW ngU xnu bkhjkhf clnd il fh brJbfhL XoLthf
vwh U_y.
brg kSil
nfh ijj
xg midtU
XblL jhfns
o gGJ VgLlh fhbrJ bfhL, elJ nghf khlhfsh j Fojdfhuf; Xl
oghf vW tUwJ U_yUila bkh.
fUJ vdbtwh, FoUgtDF trfis brJ bfhLjhjh mj ony Fojdfhu
bjhlJ tgh. mofo il gGJghJ, btisaoJ, Rjkhf itJ bfhoUjhjh
thlifF FoUgt ogh. mJngh j clgha FlT ony bjhQhwhW jJtfS
thlifF twd. eh j clig mnghijF mnghJ gGJ ghJ, brg ituhlh
FoUgtf Xona nghLthf. vdnt mtf Xolhk, bjhlJ tfToa Kiwny, j
clgha il eh ng ghJfhf ntL vgij jf fL brhYwhf. j
cikUJjh j ita vw ma fiy njh tsjJ.
ita fnzhL fblLj cik J. Phd fnzhL j clig ghFnghJ j
clny MW Kakhd lf Uwd vgij eKila jf fLojhf. j MWMW
lfS iwa Mk Phd bkhny brhtjhf Ujh MW `physio psychic centres.
j MW lfis MW Mjhuf vW jf brhthf. j MW Mjhufis g Phd
ghny jf ekF Ts mj mjkhd ngUikf Wfzfhf, j yafny
bghJ lwd. gUbghUUJ NFk bghUSF brtjF, NFk bghUis bfhL
gUbghUis aFtjF, NFk bghU gUbghU MtjF, gUbghUns NFk MtjF cs
Egkhd tfisbayh j ya ekF cgnjr brwJ.
Mfnt, cl vw j ybghUis mnghJ Cd ffnshL ghJ brhygl
bjhQhwhW jJtf ju, Phd fnzhL ghJ brhygLs MW MjhufS Ka
bgWwd. it midJ nrjnj j ya clTW gFahF.
j ya mLj Kakhd gF, csij gaJ. kd vW, cs vW, ber
vW D vjidnah gy brhfY eh TWw energy vw NFk jJt, j clFns
vgo bragLwJ vgij, cyf Phfns aF j eKila jf vLJ
brhUwhf.
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csJFns gy jf Uwd vW, cs xU bga nfh vW, mjhtJ, csnk
xU fUtiw vW, D gyjkhf j cs afis Phf TUwhf.
`mfhuzfvW miHfgLw cs cWfis g W W cikf j
yafny ngrgLwd. it midJ csij bfhL clig a, clnghL c
izj iyny jfuij vw khbgU fiyia gW, mkufshf j cy kjf thH t
br vwJ j ya.
cs fuzfisga ngUikf ju, kd vw jJtF IJjkhd iyfis
fL brhUwhf jf. #hu (), brhgd (fd), R& (RG), Ja (ntf), Jahj
(mntf) vW IJ iyf cSy Uwd vgij j ya ngRwJ.
IJ iyf vwh, j clgha khifny IJ btntW miwfny csK cU
thJ tUwd vW bghU. rhjhuzkhf eh l UFnghJ, elkhL bghGJ, bjh
brbghGJ, kdkhdJ #hu vw miwny elkhLwJ. cwaJ brhgd myJ fd
vw miwF mJ brWLwJ. gy k neu F nghJ Vnjh J neu mJ RG vw miwF
brwJ. wF tUw iyny kdkhdJ Ja vw rhsu tna xU ghit ghJL
clnd #hu vw miwF XotJ LwJ. j #hu vw miwjh Kakhd thtiw.
nkdhL ma Kiwny njw iy `conscious vW, Fiwa iy `sub con-
scious vW, cztw iy `unconscious vW _W iyfns ngrgL. j _W kd
cz iyf. eKila j yankh vwh, j _W iyfSF nk `conscious vw
cz iy, `unconscious vw kaf iy ju, RG, Ja, Jahj vw _W w
iyfisg ngRwJ.
manyhL j clig MuhJ kd afis fL bjJ njhkhdh, RG,
JaK, JahjK vts bga ufaf vgij cznth. `eho[ vw Mfis kaF
fiy njjtf, ghitdhY ntW y kUJfdhY wUila kdij kaLwhf. kaa
iyny j kd vd khWj milwJ vgij MuhJ ghJ, `conscious vw cz iyF,
`unconsciousvw kaf iyF ilny cs iyfis, tWF mghghl Mk iyfis
MuhJ, t cikfis Egkhf vLJTWwJ ekJ j ya.
irt jhj `fha vw brhYF xU wghd bghU cL. jf jf yafny
fha vw brhiy j w bghUny ifahSthf.
jf kuny fhatij vgJ clig vLj Mkh iyahF. mj iyahdJ fha
nfty, fha rfy, fha Rj vW _W tiffis bfhlJ.
fha nftt vgJ kdkhdJ Iy Efia isghW iy.
fha rfy vgJ Iy Efia JF iy.
fha Rj myJ fha vgJ clig vLj MkhthdJ xLfK bjhY , iwt
Utoia idJ brY iyahF.
cl vD gUbghUis, cs vD EbghUis, c vD mEbghUis,
_iw manyhL izj Mkf bfhL neh MuhJ, vyh fhyJF, vyh ehLF,
vyh PhfSF bghUJw Kiwny MuhJ, bjnthL khbgU cikfis ekJ j
ya ekF tHUwJ. eKila Kndhfl vjifa Phd m, bkPhd m
Ujd vgjF, ua eho eilbgW tUw ma MuhfSF, tUfhyTl nkY
gagLw gy fUJfis ekJ ehL Ktf jUwhf vgjF, j ya afjf
tyiknahL rhW gfwJ.
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4. j ya cKiwf
j ghuj ehil g ghLw nja kfhf Ruka ghuah f mHfhd Kiwny jf
jikia vLJ awh vgij Kdnu fnlh.
ghuahUila mj ghlny f Kakhd brhf Mfny bjt g vgitahF.
j clFns bjtgia iyeho, j clgha bjt nfhny mj bjt gia
brYJtJjh, jfSila Phd nahfKiwahF. kw vyh tghLfUJ j Kiw khWglJ;
ntWglJ.
nfhny bjt gbfhL bjhGtJ kfSila g Kiw vgJ bghJthd cik. Mdh
Mfny bjt g bfhL j ahifia tgLw Kiw Uwnj mJ jf Phdnahf
KiwahF.
jf ah vgij eh J bfhnlhkhdh j Mfny bjt g brw Egkhd Kiwia
czJ bfhs Ko.
jf vgtf nahf rkhia cfjtf vgJ U_yUila UthF. Suspended animation vw
iyia MuhnghJ j Ugjh whL Phf Self induced animation vW, jhnd jdJ cliy
cztw iyF brYJw cghaij g Tshf. j Self induced animation vw
czaw, c Tl yhj iyF jik jhk cshbfhL, mj iyny gubghUnshL
tJ W ngg fhQw cia gW bjjtfns jf.
U_yUila fij ekF bj. mtUila Uku njhanj nahf rkh cUJjh.
mj jtnah X ilaDila clig bfhfykhf bfhL, mj ahifFns jdJ ciu brY,
mur kujony mkJ MlhL fhy jt jh. mj tuyhnw nahf rkhia cfj fijjh.
nahf rkhia cfw mj g bgU nggkhF. mj gij clnyhL JJ Mdj
mj j bgUkhdha U_y, fiz J cjLfis wJnk ahbgw g bgWf itaf
vwh.
nahf rkhia cfj mj cfny njhJ fl jKila brhj nggij, j cyf
KGtJ bgw ntL vw bgU fUizdh cjglh U_y. vdnt _oa ffis wJ
ghoa ny jkJ ngg mDgtfisbayh bfhLwh.
kjf khj MtJ, thdt MtJ j ngg nguUis bgWtj _ykhfjh vgjid
czj fhuzdhny, jf jf mDgtfis yafshf ekF tHshf.
a vij
j izao
e sbfd
Phd isjJ
kzt MtJ
thdt MtJ
mz iwt
mUbgw nghnj
j mUis ekF tHFw yank jf yakhF.
j mDgtfis vLJ brhtjfhf jf ggy cKiwfis ifahSwhf. mj
cKiwfny cUtf thyhf, F>c Fbrhf thyhf jf mDgtfis mtf Tw
cKiw j yabfnw mikj xU jgghF. j Kiwny mtf xgJ mogil
jJtfis xgJ btntW cfny TWthf.
KjyhtJ, c jikia, cl jikia, g, gR, ghr afis mDgt bkhf
_yK cUtf c _yK vLJ brhthf.
ulhtJ, tiuKiwfis brh mj fijfny cs cUtf jJtfis, il
wgJngh wJ fhghf. mgo fhFnghJ gubghU nguhw, mj gubghUnshL j
mlK lK izj Kiwf, Kja aif afis iw czfnshL fyJ sf
brthf.
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_whtJ c vdbtwh, kj kdjh cawh vgij s, kjDF yFfSF
cs mogilahd ntWghL, j kd Mwiy bgU bfhtj _ynk bragLlwJ vgij
a, csJFns eh fj ntoa jt xGffis ggy nahf Kiwfis brh sFthf.
xGfkhf Uf ntLbkW L L brhdh xUt xGf ydhf Ml Kokh?
xGfF, yF jt thifF kdij bfhL g bra ntL. mj jt
xGffisbayh c Kiwny jf sFthf.
j yafny eh fhQw ehfhtJ c, kufis gaJ, kufSFa
brhfS, xfS vjidnah W MLfshf gW gW jf fL oJs ufafsh.
mj ufa xfis brhfis j yaf ekF czJwd. mnjhL mj kufis
auf myJ rfufny vg milf ntL vw KiwfisT, x khWghLfdh kj
kdF vgo eik ikf VgLwd vgij j ya sf brwJ. j brhf
_y xfis a ahd Kiwfdh vgo kj kdij cajyhbkW TWw j c Kiwna
j ya ehfhtJ cgnjr bghUshF.
j yafny eh fhQw IjhtJ c iwtid tgLtjFa ehF Kiwfis
TWw mDgt ciuahF.
j ehF Kiwfis tlbkhny ria, ia, nahf, Phd vw ehfhf Uwhf.
j ehif jf jhrkhf myJ bjhLKiw vW, ru khf myJ kfghr tghL
Kiw vW, rfkhf myJ njhHik nahf vW, rkhf myJ caj brt vW
miHwhf. mjhtJ ria vgJ bjhLbe, ia vgJ kf jijia tgLw Kiw; nahf
vgJ iwtid egdhf fU njhHik nahfny <LgLw Kiw; Phd vgJ j _W
Kiwfis flj ngg brtahF. j ehF KiwfSF cs tghL cfis j ya
ekF czJwJ. Jnt j ya IjhtJ brbghUshF.
j ya TWw MwhtJ gF Mk iy vgjhF. j gFny jf xU bga
ufaij kfSF vLJ brhwhf. MkhfSila ggFt iyF Vg iwtnd Madhf
tJ njh, mtutUF jf tifny mU brwh vW jf TWwhf. J j ya
MwhtJ brbghUshF.
j ya VHhtJ gF f Eg thjjhF. j kj clFns physio psychic
centres vW iwa Phf miHw MW Kakhd lf, MW iyfshf mikJsd vgij
ff Egkhd Kiwny j ya ekF sFwJ. j MW lf clny vbfnf
mikUwd vgij s T, j MW lfY vbdd brafis eh brjh, ekF
iwtDila ngg LwJ vgij, VHhtJ gFny j ya ngRwJ. X U Jil
fhjny cuha cuha mj U JL fhjkhf khLwJ. J Phd cik. Jnghynt
btW UJlhf Uw j clig MW iyfny cuha j kj clgha U, fhj
ria bgWLwJ vgnj j ya VHhtJ gFny eh fhQw khbgU PhdkhF.
j ya vlhtJ brgF jf vthW ngg iyia bgW cajtf vw Mk
mDgtij Phd bkhny TWw ma gFahF. j gF jDiu vw solilquy vD to
mikJ, jhnd jhD jikkhf UJ ngg bgnw vW kfis neh ngRw j FuyhF.
j ya xgjhtJ gF, bkhfis J bfhtjF ufafis czJ
bfhtjF f fodkhd xU gFahF. Vbdwh j gFnyjh jf iwtDF X cUt
T, myJ gy cUtf T, j cUtfbsyh j clFns vbdd isahlfis
wd vgij fgid fijfny ngRthf. U_y jkJ xgjhtJ juny j cia
ifahSwh. uzt rkh, y grhfu NFk grhfu, Kjatiw T Ml tyhdha iwt
j clFns IJ tifahd UTJfis elJwh vW ngRwh. UTJ, RjuTJ,
bghgTJ, iyTJ, mjTJ vw IJ TJfis brh, ehj bfhL Modh Phdhdj
Tnj vW ngRth U_y. j gFny Na rghid vw jiyny nkhd rkh jJtfis
brh j nahf rkh cfj fij KW bgWwJ.
Mfnt j yaf fhQw xgJtifahd f xgJtifahd cfis ifahL
vyh kfS nguhdj bgUth thtjFa thG Kiwfis vLJ brhYtjhF. t
isfis jjahd tifny bjhlJ tU sff MJ fhngh.
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5. Phf vgo Ughf?
jf y cshf; jf vW gy cshf. mjhtJ bk vgJ Fiw; ngh F.
cyfiy Jnt!
Fiuiangh nghkl vw X yF cL. kYF nghoahf thnfh UwJ.
mthnw kfis nghynt fatfS cshf. kfns nght fat vgJ tSt!
nghf iwj j cyfny vyh JiwfY ngh UgJ nghynt, Phd cyY ngh
Phf fhzgLtJ angahF. bkia bghW ntW J fhgJ fodnk. vwhY mJjhnd
j Phd vgj jJtnk. bghia bghbaW fhgJ, bkia bkahf bfhtJjh j
ya vLJ TWw ngu.
cik mF yfz TWw UtStU bkbghU fhgJ m vnw cWnahL
ngRwh myth?
iy jf vgo Ughf vw nf ekF aghf vGwJ.
bkahd Ph gfis gy j ghlf ekF Xa tiuJ fhLwd. U_yU gy
lf J FJ ngRwh.
ifta etj vw ny jhlt_ Rthf t Kjfsha Phfis g ma
ghlf ytiw mUUwh. jJt sf gly vw bjhlf gFny j ghliy fhnwh.
j ghlfSF iwahW mUzhry Rthf vGs ciu wghdjhF.
Phfsha t Kjfis ehF fshf TWthf. thdsha ca bfhltfns j
ehtif PhfS. tfis ukJ, uk tu, uk tah, uk tl vD ehF bgaf
miHgJL.
ukJ vgo Ugh vgij TWw ghl:
uh uk jh
bjjt bj Kd
thukh Uj jf
tUzkh uk brhd
ghufh akh dhY
gyFg fhu khf
neujh brth j
iylh t Kj
uKs uk Jfshf bjbgw Phf, mj iyfis miltjF K vj tUzhuk
jUkid filojhfnsh, mij cyfeyJfhfnt bjhlJ brthf; cW jsuhjtfshf ghf.
mnjhL,
fhkkh ft jhY
fzngh kd wfh
jhkiu iyj ngh
rfbjhL To thth
ghku vdfh gh
goj wik fhlh
CkU Mth csJ
ctifah t Kj
Kid gadh y irf vHyh. mit fzny nghL. kdny jfkhlh vgJ
Ka.
jF nkY brhwh:
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ngjf kjh tj
uhuj ehdh thF
Mjyh tfh uf
mtut fhd MF
khjt brD brt
thg brD brt
jy ug Ia
FJg t Kj
mikahd rj fkjh clhd uhuj fk gyj vgij czjtf mtf.
Mfnt, mtuUF bjhf fld vW njJ, vj bjhyhdhY mij brthfsh t
Kjf! jt brgtuhf Ufyh; Moahf Ufyh; t Kj t Kjnu!
uk Jf iyia nkY vLJ brhwJ mLj ghl:
brwJ fUjh ehis
nrtJ idah fK
wJ gh bt
yth GJ J
bghd rtth jhY
Jikah xW ghuh
eW bjdh rh
eLthd t Kj
wj fhyij fUny itah. tUfhyij vzh. ffhyijna ghf; mjhtJ
Jghf vwh uhuj id vW bjJ mDgJ ghf. btyhdJ ythf kh thUJ
Gjhf wdhY, khlt lhY, tiw mrakhf ghJbfhL f khlhf.eyJ bflJ
brhykhlhf. vyhtiw rhahf fL eL ghf tKjfny uk Jf!
kw _tf afis TWwJ ifta:
id_ t uL
ngfS rkh nahf
jid Ugh njf
rrhu j jhdh
cQnth tunt nwhuh
cgt tah MF
ma jkh jh
mahnjh tl Mnk
kw _W jkhd t Kjf uktuD, uk tahD rkh Phd isgtf. cliy
jhFtjfhf jhnd cz eho cgt uktu. mthyhk, l Kja wuh czju cgt
uktadh. jdhnyh wuhnyh cz cgJ vgijna mahjt uk tl. Jbfhs
ntoaJ vdbtwh, uktl rkh nkY ukh njhjt vgnj!
nkY ghLwh:
mjhF tf thW
mnefM dhY K
rahF ghL gl
rkhF gyV bjwh
bgjhd l Jf
uk jDg gh
tahD tuD kiw
tlD Rfkh thth
jifa nkik iwj jf tifY bjhifY UD, tf bgWw K
iyaha LngW xnu jikajhF. tf w Phd braf isthf, uk tahD uk tuD,
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uk tlD ngg bgUiyny thwhf. uk jhdt nahf rkh yhj fhuzjh,
Cid Jgfis mDgJ f ntL.
j PhfSF idgaf vgo wd vgij ggy f vLJ brhwd.
idga vgJ _tifgL. mit rj, uhuj, Mfha vW bga bgWtd.
rj vgJ Kwf brj idf D gadDgfhk v w fUk Rik.
uhuj vgJ, j wF vW gL bragl id.
Mfha vgJ, j w brJ, mLj wF vW nrw id.
j _W PhfSF vgo Fwd vgij j ya tifgL TWwJ.
Phd fdyhdJ rj KGtij vJ rhgyh LwJ.
Mfha id Phia xLtiy. mtid bjhLtnj iy. Vbdwh mt jhkiuiy
j nghW vY njhahjt.
uhuj idahdJ _W tif eJnghwJ vW Phd f TWwd. KjyhtJ tif
_lf thyhf xU gF wJ. vgobawh _lf Phia rF bghGJ uhuj id
xU gF mtfl nghwJ. mthf Phia tzFnghJ mtfSila mw Phia rhwJ.
kW cl mDgJ id wJ.
U_y ntbwhU jkhf Phf idU Kiwia ghLwh.
jid mL jJt Phf
Kid id Koir mghf
id idia oJ irtf
br itj tdU shny
vgJ Uku.
idgajh d wnj ju, thkhit izJs Kkyfsha MztK,
fkK, khia FUDila bjhLifaha gr gllndna eJngh Lwd vgij nf
eh id U bfhs ntL. grdnt vw _ifahdJ bjhlijbayh jfkhL.
mthWjh FUehjUila Utoia eh bjhLtJ, mtDila if ekJ jiyia bjhL
MtHFtJkhF. ij ghLwJ Uku:
grd nt gj bjyh
tir jUbrh tifahF khngh
FUg j Ftya bkyh
ky J tf ahnk.
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6. jf rka vJ?
jf fbrtfsha ma ghlfis nfL mDgw uff gy! tfSila cs
xU nf, ahakhd nf vGwJ. j kfhfsha jf vj kjij nrjtf? tf
Jfsh, bgsjfsh, irdfsh, yhafsh, jtfsh vW ggy nff nffgLwd.
j nffSF il brhY K bdhU nfia ehnk nfL bfhs ntL.
jf vw mkhDlf ah? tf bfhif vd?
jfSbfyh juha U_y j nfF X yfz il Tsij Kdnu
ghJnsh.
nahf rkh cns mfl
nahf rkh cns csx
nahf rkh cns csr
nahf rkh cfjt jnu!
nahf rkh vw iyFns mfl, Mk x, Mk r vyh cs. j nahf rkhia cfJ
TLwtf ahnuh mtfns jf vwh U_y. j mflJ cbsh vw jiy
nkY MuhagLwJ.
nahf rkh iftubgw kfhfns jf vgJ rna. Mdh e nf ijg kLiy.
j kfhf tgLtJ tidah, Ukhiyah, jiuah mUf flisah myJ myhitah myJ
ntW rka flsfisah?
nahf rkhia TLw j Ufis vj kjij nrjtf vW brhdhY bghUjnk MF.
mtf Jf, bgsjf, irdf, Ryhaf, jtf. cyYs btntW bga tHFw
vyh rkafSF catf mtf vW brhlyh. mnjhL j vyh rkafis jho
gtf Mthf mtf.
jf fl eif mwtfS iy. j ml l ruhruf midij aFw
xU r eif cilatf kLiy; j ma bga ria jf mfzh fL, cz
vD mDgtny mjndhL isaho isjtf. mjdh rkaJF cS, rkaJF mghY
mtfis fhnwh.
jf fiy tzFthfnsh vW nffyh. tzFthf. tzfhkY Ughf. cUtij
Muhghf. mUt W cUtij flJ ngRthf. Vbdwh, mtf fhw viyaw
gubghU mF F vW brhyKoahjgo vFkh mtfSila fQF bjwJ.
el fY ngRnkh,
ehj c Uif
vW nfghf. "el fiy bjt vW ehY g rh" tzFtij, mj wrlid,
mtf y rkaf vJ ngryh. Mdh ehjidna monahL vwtfiy mtf!
ehj cns Ujh el fY ehY ntlh vgnj mtf bfhif. mtf rgjgltiu
ehj mtfSF cns tJ cfhJlh. mjdh j rlFfis, rujhafis jho
W cwthLw, ciuahLw, ggFt mtfl UwJ. mj thijia kwtfS, ehjid
cns U bfhs bjahjtfS nknfh brhdh xkh mJ?
xnw FyK xUtnd njtD
J U_y ghl. mjhtJ xUtnd iwt vgij fLbfhlt ngR mJ. mt kjFy
midJ xnw vgij, bkahfnt fL czjt. btW ghLfhf brhyiy mgo. xUtdha
njt cL vg mtUF rnjf ilahJ. mj njtid vgo mQFtJ vgnyjh ekhth
brhdJngh,
mtut jkjk jt tiftif
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vW bjtij mQF tf f Vgld. Mdh j f tsJ, mitfny f
clh rka rilfS, kd fhfS, thj uthjfSkhf fYWnghnj, jf kj
Fyij ghJ whf.
M; yaij LL rhjdfSFns j elwnj vW jf cs J
bfhnl ntjid gLwJ. mnghJ mtfSila Funy xUikghL vw Mk cgnjr xwJ.
rka zFf, rh rilf, cUt ngjf, ca jh nghuhlf Ma mjid
ntWghLfis flJ, jid ntWikfSFS xWikia fL ekF mij fhw kjnk
jf kjkhF. rt rka rkur vD xUik iy, vyh xnw ngjiy vw nehF,
xwhf fhQ mj fh milabgW, gubghUnshL jf vnghJ x gjh, rhjhuz
kf rF mghgl gy tyikfS, Phfl iwJ gij ghnwh.
U_yUila j kuny tjt bksdFU. mj bksd FU khzt jhkhdt. t j
fzJnf tzf T jf afis ngh JJ y ma ghlf ghoUwh. mj
ghlfny jf rkanehF vjid rkurkhdJ vgij, mj kfhfSila mthwY Mk
tyikfS vjifad vgij sfkhf ghLwh.
"vjidnah gy fis brJ, mlfns iy FiyjhY f rydyhk iyahf
fToa tyik giljtf; cfSila Mwf rhkhaiy. ntjhj vW, jhj vW,
D btntW bgafY ntW J brhw mjid ngjfis flJ, vyh khWjfSF
mogilahd bghU xnw vgij fL, rt rka rkur eiyny xU khbgU rknehny fToa
j fznk" vW aJ JJ gnthL, Mj gnahL, jf bjhF KGikF mr
brYJwh jhkhdt.
jfSF gy ytfS, gojfS, vjidnah Kiw tzf brh ghoUjnghY,
j kuny xUtuhf sF jhkhdtUila j ghlny anghL cw, gnthL brhjK
u wd. mJnt j jhkhdt ghl j wghF. mj ghl tUkhW:
ghnuhL euh xnwhblh whfnt
gya Mngh
gubt kU fghj bts
guo mjFnj
Yiw tlh JtLt nahfiy ; fgkh
beoaK VG guJtU nyh
yk klyknj
Cbud sF; ukh Koil
C mUsh cy;
cyff nky jh bgUfhW
cyh ejhuizdh
nkUbtd mirahk ft; ckJ
nkjf vnjh?
ntjhj jhj rkure iybgw
jf j fznk!
go vyh xnw vD xUikghony F j kfhf, Ujthfis nghynt
ngdhY, tfSF vW y j Mk af Ugij ghnwh. bfhifY, gHfY,
KiwY, thifY fLghLfis vyh flJs j kfhf u gfis Muha Muha
a <LghL xUnf iswd.
jhj, ntjhj, Jitj, mJitj vW, Zlhitj vW gy bgaf L gy
iyfny W jf brwJ rka cyf. j jJt rirfSF mogilahf sFw xU bga
xWikia Egkhf fL, rkur eiyaha nguhdj xUikghony, xU bga bjf Iaij
iyehLw mUbgU gig jf Funy nfnwh.
jf brhw i#f vyh Mk i#f. bjt iyfis cUtfny Jw j ghlf
gy cL vwhY, mitbayh rhjhuz kfSfhf rf# iyny W ghLw mrfns. kwgo
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mtfSila jgl tghL vgJ, y Egkhd ufafis csla Mk brafns. j
mogilia eh ewhf id itJ bfhs ntL. j ku tghL, _yfd, vGJ
iy Kja jiyf nkY MuhagLsJ.
vyhkh, vFkh fkw iwj gubghU, ngU cUtK yhjjh, j ngul
csthW wlkha j l ruJFS fyJ wJ. j ngUikia MuhJ fL
Jjtfns jf. cyf KGtJ jhdhf, jdF cyfkhf UF j Mk xUikghL
vD bga Iadh mtfSila cs, cyfs aToa mQ Mwny aFwJ.
cyifngh bgatf; mQitngh Eatf. vJ bghU, vJ r vw ntWghLTl yhj
xU iy mtf iy. RUf a ty Mk rahdJ csij kLkyhk clignk
afToa xU bga Mwyhf mtfl aFtjh, rhjhuz kjfdh bra Koahj gy brafis
mtf vny brwhf. j cy y jyhlfhuf Ufyh. VkhWw j nghfis g
eh brhyiy. cikahfnt brafa br bgnahfisna FLnw. tfis jh
jfz vW bkU tzFwh jhkhddt.
jf nfh j clgha Mk Mya. gy tghLf brJ, j clgha rhjdij
xkakh Lwhf jf. jdh j cl mtfSF xU bga tyik thj fUahLwJ.
space vw viyia, time vw fhyfzif,eventvw f tuig jho,
vnghJ vFkh J kiwJ njh, iyJ fToa xU ria mtf
brJbfhwhf. vL f Kja gFf j it fhzyh. gogltf Mu,
yr xUtuhf vnfh fQF bjahkY, fQF bjJ ekh Jbfhs Koahj
iyY, vgo vgonah cywhf. tf y j clF jhf vd tghL brjhf
vgij yakhf ekF bfhLUwhf. FU l kuny j ufafis tH
tUwhf. gogl tghL Kiwny nrjJjh, fUuh #h vgJ.
clghw il ghLwh fUuh. guhr guhguK xwhf tw lhF j cl vwh.
ehj xw Phdk y vW j clig miHwh. j clgha Ljh jf vyh
njLw L vnw ghLwh:
Nr t thrkJ
iyj L
brhYjnfh vFkh
iwj L
njrk nghsF
j L
jhj jut
njL L
Xirk uk
cF L
Xnfhnfh mraf
cs L
MRf kJukJ
bgh L
mt mUS To
ahL nl!
vW jfSila clgha o wfis ghLwh fUuh. vj clF jid c
Mwf cL. mtiw fL bjJ, ng tsJ, Mtnj j EgkhF.
Mdh, gogl ma Egfis j clD vyhuhY fLbfhs Kowjh? j clF
fyJ w nrhaha guRliu njonjo zhdtf vjid ng
Xo Xo Xo Xo
cfyj nrhia
eho eho eho eho
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ehfS fJngh
tho tho tho tho
khLnghd khjf
nfho nfho nfho nfho
vyhj nfhona
vwh ttha.
go vjidnah Kaf brJ khLnghd kf eLnyjh, kfhfS njh cywhf.
Mdh mtf jfis vgo kfSF dfho bfhwhf? mJjh nf. mJjh ukK MF.
ntlfis Mrhufis w rhWfisnk kw j cyf, itbahW yhk
jiu nghY, ngaiu nghY fh jUw kfhf vjid ng? nfhofhuf vW, btaf
vW vjid ngiu cjhd brwJ j myf. Mdh, mtfnsh w jik ghJ
eifahLtij eifaho bfhnl, vnfh xU _iynyh, Vnjh xU jdFjhnd elw ciuahlnyh
thwhf; tisa tUwhf. eKila jeho kLjhdh? iy. cyf ehLf vY vj bkh
ngR kfilna jifa kfhf Uwhf. mW Ujhf. W Uwhf. cybfY
mtf iy Jnt.
j iyfis nkY Muhw xU j mahank csJ.
PhfS jfS KtfS ua njr ghuj njr. mitbfhL MuhJ, Vnjnjh
Jikfis fLow Phd tsbfhl ehLf vyh nghJ a ehL Phf rhjidfny
cs Egfis MuhabjhlUwd. j isthf ekJ bgUikfis, ekJ kikfis, eknf
mtf vLJ brhw fhy tUwJ.
jf cs ghFfis, tfSila cl iyfisnk Phd Kiwny
MuhantL vw ehl, cyf ehLf midYnk tsJtUwJ.
j Muhf xUw Uf j kfhfis njo oJ, cik vnf UwJ, VkhwK
nghjdK vnf Uwd vgij ntWgL fLbfhtJ, rhjhuz mF rhkhakhf Kow
fhaiy. Vbdwh Phf ngbryh ngrhj ngrhf UwJ. mtfSila ufa yaK
vGjhj vGjhf UwJ. j lghLfis flJ, Kojtiu fLbfhs ntL vw Mt ua
njr ehS mfJ, ua gfiy fHff i[nfhuh vD cs a M elJtUwJ
vgJ xU ey mFahF.
vjid Phd, vts tsjhY, clD aFw Mk ria, mj Mwfis
mJ bjtnj Phd vyh bga Phd. cyfij mUJ fhgh, kjfis
kjfshf thHbrw m j Phdnyjh UwJ. vfhy nkY tsu UF j Mk
fiy tsny jHf gF ff bgajhf UF vg Iaiy!
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7. tgl ehF bef
jf jfSila brhj Kiwny ahd nahf gia filojtnu bawhY,
bghJkfSF mtf jf fny ehF tifahd tghL Kiwfis eF s brhUwhf.
ekJ ghuj ehony ttahf vyh kfhfshY vLJ brhygl khff ehfh. mit
tlbkhny ria, ia, nahf, Phd vW ehF bgaf cilait. j ehif bjhL, tghL
izw, ngu vd ehfhf j miHfyh.
U_y ekJ Ukuny j ehF befis tiuaiw brJ mtFa yfzfis
mWLwh. D mnrwhj y j fY, thbkhahf FU gugiuny tHtUw cgnjr
bkhfY, j ehF befS sfkhf ngrbgWwd. rka rhu f ytY j ehF
tf KiwfS tFJ brhy bgW, mtut be thf Muha bgWwJ.
vyh kfSF vyh fhyJF bghUjToa j, vyh rkadfS x bfhsToa
Kiw Uku j ehF befis sFwJ.
bjhL beaha ria beia jhrkhf vW, ekf beaha ia beia rukhf
vW, ebeaha nahf beia rfkhf vW, ngu beaha Phdkhfij rkhf vW
Uku miHwJ.
ria, ia, nahf, Phd vW Uku IjhtJ ju bghJthf sL, kWgo
mnj ju jj mfhuf xbthiw sFwh j.
ria vgJ cl bfhL brw iwtDFa bk bjhL. Jnt jhrkhf.
ia vgJ bra. nf, tiuaiw brabgw Kiwahd braf brJ tghL MWtij
FF. J ghjh ria Kna ia vdyh.
nahf vwh nrif myJ iz. nf, gubghUnshL uhzid Fl vD
MwnyhL vG xiyny xwitgJ nahf vdgL.
Phd vgJ m. jkF aifahf cs mit gfPhd vW, f thyhf bgWw
Vlit ghrPhd vW miHghf. Mdh nf TwbgWw Phd, FUnjtdh czjbgW
cbjGJ tsw bkPhd vD guPhdkh.
j Phd fis Uku wJ.
jhrkhf jhrkhf jhrkhf jhrkhf jhrkhf
iwt FobfhLs bghJ Myafny sFf VWj, bfhj, nfhiy bkGFj,
Utyl, J brhy, k moj, Ukrdk nrj Kjyhd gf bjhL beaha
jhrkhfgh nrU.
j tny brW iwtid tgLwtfSF rhnyhf vw K LwJ.
ru khf. ru khf. ru khf. ru khf. ru khf.
tgL Kiwfis, rh fsha rlFfis, kufis Mrhl fW, mj
KiwfUJ rW tGthk j tghL brwtfns ruf.
tfSila Kiw _W iyf cL. KjyhtJ, FUehjl bgw cgnjr thyhf kdnk
iwtDila nfh vgij cztJ; mLjJ, Kiwahd kufis XJtJ; _whtJ, _y kuij
rlgo xJtJ.
j Kiwny tgLw ru khfd mil KF rhg K vW bga.
tfSila braf tUkhW : j, thj, nghWj, brl, iwtidna bjhGJ
Uj Maitfns.
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rfkhf rfkhf rfkhf rfkhf rfkhf
njhHikbe vw j ew tahdJ iwtid njhHdhfnt idJ, njhHdhfnt fU,
nahfKiwfny iwtdha njhHndhL fyJ wnyahF.
tf milw KF rh%g K vW bga. tf njtcl bgW iwg
mGUgtf. tfSF nahfK cL; nghfK cL. mjhtJ, iwbah totK, gkha
cWbghU ehif JF ngW, Ma uLKL.
cl iwtot bgWwJ vwh vd bghU? clYs MW MjhufY nahahdt W
W gtjh, cl ehof ik bgWwd. gdhW fiyfY nahf gHFtjh cl
xkakhwJ. bghfS, yfS, KJ fJ Phdkakhwd.
rkhf rkhf rkhf rkhf rkhf
kyfis , FUtUsh Rjhkh Kjhkhth, Phd nggny njhJ, mtnd ehnd
Ma bejh rkhf vw Phd tahF.
rkhaha ahd iyF fgl MrdK, KiwfS eF njJ, ufakhd gy g
Egfis bjJ, mit midij FU Mizgona brJ el, mirtW x wny
rkhf.
jf ya wnghL nthL ggy Phd KiwfnshL, mfuKj Mj tiu
cnghL brh itJs ufafis midJ j rkhfjhUF cadth. FU czj
czuntoa, khbgU be JthF.
U_y j ngutha brtia viyaw fnghL ghLwh :
irt rka jeh af e
ca tFj FUbe xWL
bjt tbe rkhf nrJa
ita JshF tFJit jhnd!
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8. j ya ma - jJt
Phd Egfis eF njJ Knds btehLf kdij c afij
clTW afnshL izJ MuhJ tUwhf. yhny y fHff j Muhia ukhf
eltUwd. mbkfhY j Muh elJtUwJ. mbkf mu mry bjhiyng Jiwd
irgbeo (Cibernetics) vW miHfbgWw ma Jiwny, murhf rhny, gy Muhfis
eltUwhf vgij Kdnu Fnl. uh Kja ehLfY jifa Muhf
elJtUwd.
nkF ehLf elJtUw jifa Muhf Kndwijl, enkhL xoa ehLfsha
uZah, brf byhthah, gnfah, Unkah nghw ehLf elJtUw jifa Muhf f
afjf Kiw ggy ma cikfis W btLsd. Kakhf uZa ehony Rearch of the
PARA NORMAL vw MthdJ, ma Jiwny, ggy Jik fUfis bfhL, a Kiwny
eilbgW tUwJ. mj JiwF mtf Psychotronics vW bgaL, mj Jiwny gy tYefis
aJ, nkY nkY Muh el tUwhf. ua efufY UgJ MTlfis W Psiology
vW, Psychotronics vW, w Jiwfis mikJ, fbgw Phfis bfhL j Mfis
el tUwhf. j Mf Kofbsyh ekJ jfJ jf Ts bjhik ngUikfis
mgona cWgLJwd. t y ma rhjid Kiwfis eh nf FntoaJ mta
MF.
P.K. myJ Psycho Kinisis vW xU ma M eilbgW tUwJ. jDila ghF vdbtwh,
eKila f ghit _ykhfnt kdij xUKfgL, mj kdMwiy bfhL, bjhiyYs
xU bghUis ftJ GgjhF. byuhL efuYs xU bgk, j ma Mwny f
KndUwh vw F mrh bttJsJ. j bgk bga beah bfnyhth (Nelya
Mikailova) j bgk ehfh cfhJ bfhL, jdF vnu, cs nkir J njj
nfhig njj nfhigia vLgjF gyhf, fghit bfhnl mj njj nfhigia
<J, mUny bfhLtJ, jdJ cjony bghU FoJ Lwhsh! j fny FLs j
f Mwiy mtf vW Psycho Kinisis miHwhf.
btehLfny MuhagLw bdhU Kakhd kd Mw (Telepthy) blg vgJ. j M,
fr ehLf eilbgWtJ nghynt, yhY a Kiwny Knd tUwJ. bjhiyuF
mgh Uf Toa uL egf, jf vzfis foj _ynkh myJ bjhiyng _ynkh
xUtUbfhUt gkh bfhshk, kd m _ykhfnt jfSF ciuaho bfhw j Mwny,
(Telepathy) blg MF. yhJ ehoYs gy kd jJt zf j Mny f Knd
jf nrhjidf rhjidfis Rit f Knd jf nrhjidf rhjidfis Rit f
fshf btLshf. eKila jHfJ jf yany j Mw, ggy fny
tifgl bgaNo miHfgLwJ. bjhiynfl, u nfl vW, br vW D gy
bgafY j ( (( ((Telepathy) )) )) blg vw Mw miHfgLwJ. U_y jidna, br nffY Mnk
vW ghLwh.
nkdhL zf MuhJ tUw bdhU Kakhd Jiw, (Suspended Animation) vW
miHwhf. IgJ MLfSF K, o.. rgj vgh btLs j ma mfuh
KjyhtJ gFny mt btLs f ma My KDiu, j Mwiy ga jf
mDgtfis, mtf fhos nahf ufafis, f thf MuhJ, afjf bjnthL
Rjkhd Myny vGUwh. nahfny njj gy jf thu fzny kny ijL
UJ, L kQFUJ bttJ, vnghJ nghy cytnj j Mw vgij, mt jkJ
KDiuny f mHfhf sFwh. mnjhL kuz vgJ, rbgbl mnk (Suspended Animation)
vw cz a iy, xWnghynt fhzgL vW, gy kuzf cik kuzfns
my. Mdh c xL F cztw iyna vW, j cztw iyia kuz vW jtwhf
v, mj clig vJ Lwhf vW, j mP sfkhf vGsh.
nahf, _R ng cztw iyny jf clig itJbfhs Toa Mwiy, KaW
gW iftu bgWshf. j Mw ajF jikdh, c ahj jikY mj cl
cuw z nghy njhw jUwJ. Mdh J kuz MfhJ. j Mwiy g f thf j
ya ngRwJ.
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kakiy grf, g_l FJ fhw F fhyfny, gy yFf aghfnt
jfSF mikJs j Mdh, gfofSFns, fiuJLw fhy, cl vGJ,
cyt bjhlFwd vW j ya ngRwJ. fhy iydhY, ntWgy w fhufdhY,
jhdhfnt clF VgLw j cztw iyia, e j bgUkf jkJ KG idnthL Toa X
Mw thyhf, jf irF Vw j, jhf Uw neu, jhfshfnt jf clig,
cztw iyF cshLw tyikia, nahfg _y tsJ bfhoUwhf. jf
j (Animation) mnk jhfshfnt jfSF clh bfhSw Self-induced Animation vW
miHfgLwJ.
jifa vw cztw br Mwiyg, fr ehLfis nrj y Phf, f
thfnt vGUwhf. lhl bk vw xU Ph kakiyF tJ, xU jl jfhd
g bgW j mDgtij vGUwh. vGUgJ My f xU ff tuyhwhF.j
ya btLs ngUikf j cztw brw nahf rkhiy vw Mw xU Kakhd
gFahF.
Animation vW miHfgLwJ KG cztw iyUJ rW khWgL, mnj rka cl
czf kL yhk, _R kLk iHwJ xU kaf iy j yafny ngrgLwJ. j
MwYF (Suggestive anaesthesia) rb#o mah vW bga. ij gnfah nghw ehLf
(Suggestology) [b#lhy vW miHwhf. j iyF (Hynosis) ndh vw kaf iyF,
xU ntWghL cL. Hypnosis vgJ kd clUJ ntWgL ntbwhU klyUJ aFw iy!
Mdh (Suggestology) vw iyny,kd jdJ czFUJ LgL, xuiw brW mkJ
LwJ. jdh cl nehf bjtiy.jifa X Mwiy tsJ bfhtjdh nahf cl
gnah, fnkh myJ w ntjidfnsh jfis jhfhjthW, xUkdnjhL jf jtiyny
ilpo UJLwhf. btehLf j Mwiy tsJ mik fhy y mWit irfis
elUwhf vW, My f gonwh. kUJf bfhLJ, C _y cl V, clig
xUtif kaf iyF csh, wF f bfhL mWit elJtjF gyhf, j Suggestology vw
Kiw _ykhfnt clig cwf iyF csh,mWit irf brJbfhl tuyhiw, j
fny gonwh. nghf vw j jifa y mWit irfis Majhf tuyhW TWwJ.
j kjDila clig, csij thW Muhw j Kiwfis nghynt, j
kjid j ngulij izw tifny,y Mwfis eKila jf tsJshf
vgij, j yafny mnwh.ml csJ l vW xU j bkh tHFwJ.
wK mfK xnu mik csd vw mogil khw kbwhU mik jhdhf khLwJ vw
ngUikia J vLJ fhLwJ. ir fUny xnu fUYs uL fUfis mUfUnf itJ,
xw euig Rondhkhdh, mLj fU eu jhdhfnt Jof MuwJ vw cikia
eh mnth. ijjh (Sympathetic vibration) gbjo itnu vnwh. j cik mogil,
mlij lij MuhJ fltf eKila jf.
W gy btehLfny j Muh a Phd fUf _y elJtUtnjhL, j ma
JiwF mtf (Cosmo Biology) fhnkh gahy vW bgaoUwhf. j M _y mtf brhtJ
vdbtwh, j ml ruhrufYs nfhf aff midJ, ekJ clig, csij,
ekJ thitnk ghwd vgjhF. jid Vfdnt fLnsh. jf nrhl any
FLs gy ngUikfSF, j Cosmo Biology vw ma Jiw cWnahL rhW gfwJ!
mnjhLTl, KGyh ufSF, mkhthir ufSF. ny y aghwf VgLwd vW
jf TWw cikia, Cosmo Biology vw j ma Muh cWgLJwJ.
btehLfny eilbgWtUw jifa Muhfbyyh f KakhdJ ff w
bfhlJkhd xU Jiw (Operative rest of the mind) Mgnuo bu M ik vw kdjJt M
JiwahF. kdij l g _y xUtifahd cwfJF cshFw Mwny (Operative Rest)
Mgnuo bu vgJ. kd cwF. Mdh mJ KG cwf MfhJ; mJ vW, fhk FtJ
vW miHfgLw j cSzDila jikahd cwfij , nahf KGikahd idnthL,
gW gy rhjidfis Jshf.
_isF vW Alpha Rhythm miHfgLw miy clhFnghJ, mj cs < MwY,
fUJfis thF tik, mfK wK x w MwY, f cathf bjhgLwd vw
cikia, iwa Phd gy rhWfnshL fLoUwJ. j Alpha Rhythm vw m
iyF kdij bfhL brnwhkhdh, thd klyYs vz miyfisbayh jhdhfnt
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thbfhsToa tik kdF clhwJ vW, wthdJ ngunthL x w nahf
ifTLwJ vW, eKila jf jfSila yafny tW TWwhf. j
jikiajh btehLfny Phd Tlf MuhJ tUw kd Muh cikf cW
gLJwd. Operative Rest vw j mJ _y, fyhkny fW bfhtJ, Kayhkny Ka
ifTLtJ fwd vgij ua ehL M f fL brhsd. ijjh jf fhzhj
f vW, nfshj br vW, fyhj f vW, D gyjkhf jf yafny TWwhf.
Jtiu eh ghj j Phd Muhf vyh f Kakhd kbwhU bga Muh,
gUclig Rs E clgha x clig gajhF. j x clig btehLfny (Etheric
Double) <bj l vW miHwhf. j cljh gUlYF NFk clYF eLnt, x clyhf
a, RUF iz ghykhf mikUwJ. ijga j ufaf f gyth.
clig, csij, Mkhit Muhw j yaf x clig ga
Egfis brhs j maYF xjjhf mikJsJ. xU kuis X iy tho tj
nH GtjF K, mj iyia Rs mjDila x clgha Eiy Kj tho wJ
vW, mj wnf gU iy tho wJ vW, iwa Phd ekF czJwJ. mnjhLTl X
iy _ xU gFF nk Jnlhkhdh, mj iy KGikahf tho LwJ vW, W
fL brhwhf. mj Egkhd ufafisbayh EQl vD, tiuaiwny, j ya
bjthd Kiw ngRwJ.
fha vgJ miHfgLw j clF UF Egfisbayh, j yafny gygy
gFfny eehL Phf bkhJsj rhuij uo bfhLgJ ngh, tnah udrghgah.
fha vw jkJ ny f mHfhf vLJ brhUwh. jf nahf g Kiwny y
ufafis, vdF cza Phdhaf xUtuhd tnah udrghgah j ma
sfUJ, xU gFia mgona nH jUnw.
fha vw khbgU rhjidia e jf vgo czJ MJ Tshf vgj rhuijna
jgF ekF vLJ awJ. j yaf cs clTW ufaf ijfis
czJw Kiwny mikJsJ nH tUw j sf gF.
"rhtjF wgjF fhuzkhsJ a tagl kd. mjifa kdij yJl
bghUdnghJ kuzij btwtdhwh. vLj wia kh giljh _ it mQfhj
vwh. j tjidah tkhW vwh. tkhndh cl tiy. w vgJ mtf
Ug csJ. mtf xkakhd njfkh Lt. j cikia Uthrf fl gJ, nfh
UUj Kj gFf eF sFwd.
mik xU whL fhy thj uhkf bgah jifa nahfij bgJ
tWdh. cyf kf mtUila thijf cikahwJ gadilaiy. cyFF ganj mt
xJdh. ttha,
cUjj eho
XLw thit
fUdh Una
fghynkw tnu
UjU ghyuht
nk tL
mik Miz cikna
vW ghLwh.
kjl vQw bra aghf mikJsJ. jdh cs Xahk cyf bghUfis
v v cyfJl Xo bfhlh. kj r_f wilJs ehff vz gandjh.
Jnghynt gila bgnah, m cyf bghU kdij brYjhk vW mahj iy
kdij brY, m bt flnj nahf rhu MW. vyhlK kd UjhY jf Kiw
mij gagLL w ylnk csJ.
kd vD jJt jahdjhf iy. vQ xbthU vzK xU rah kjlUJ
wgLwJ. mj r mj mj jiknfg kjid cajnth jhjnth brwJ. jhJtJ
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vwh nyhfJzl bghU, kj JUtij wJ ghrLLwJ vW bghU.
caJtJ vwh, cyf nrit, fl g Kja jbraf <LgL, idit braiy mjifa
Kaf brY, JUt bragLtij FiwJ, nkJUt xU gghLF tJLkhW thtJ
vW bghU.
vQ kd _isia rhJ, br bra cliy rhJ uhz afkhdJ btntW
irf bjhgLwJ. m kd _is, m, c, cz itfSl rgj gL, X xg ruL
(nl fhL) nghy, kd cl clDFl g brJ bfhnl csJ. gfis jh F xU iyia
cs vW kdkly vW TWnwh. mjifa cs MfhaY clY l bgW _is
M klykhf csJ. Mfnt mkly kjid NUJ Phndafis
fnkafis aFwJ. af kd bjhgLnghJ mF mitgahJ. y
cfUf m bjhlyhkny jafshf csd.
kdij rl vW y rka f brhdhY, cik kd rlky vgij iwa
Phf x bfhwd. a UZo bgwtf vtsnth u kd cl rrhu brJ, L
jkJ y cl tJ fl aij btgLJwd. mjdh m kdJl bghUnajh brW
UsJ. wJ nghdtf jf Ugij clnghL thgtlnk bjwd. mjdh j cl
mjhY kdcl mtfl csJ vgij ma. fdY y wnjh tJ mtf fUJfis
bjwd. mjdh wJnghdtlK kdcl vw cs csJ.
khf, uhz uZil Kja rlFf nehf, brgtUJ njitgl bghU
Mwiy gwh vgnj MF. mJnt gy MLf iybgW jhaJfshf, Mya fUtiwfsh
Mwd. , neh Kjaitfis f, khf jDila vz ria gagLJwh.
vQ w _is csgoah xU a jJt Ea iy fyJ njitgl bghU g
bgWwJ. btF u cs bgnahf tuyhWf fhnwh. vz miyf wgL cyf
KGtJ xU J neu gu Lwd. xU ehoF 1,86,000 ik ntf eilbgWwJ vgij
Muhahs TWwd. ij IgJ tUfSF K x bfhStJ uk. nghJ nuonah fUf
bfhL, gyhu ik fia Uj l nfnwh. Uj l vyh u miyfS, od
miyfS csd. ekJ Ugnfw xgu iyaij U Ud fia nfnwh. vyh
ff miyfS xbthU lY csd vgij mnwh. mjdh rj %gkhd miyfSF
fhyK uK iybaw cikia fhQnghJ, rjijl Ja kd miyfSF, njrK
fhyK vw jJt iybanw brh lyh. vgo x miyf cyfij NH UJ
bfhLsdnth, mJnghynt vz miyfS cyfij Nnj csd. ghLgt vzyhJ
ghliy. vzfS Xir t glJ vF brj bghUshf MLwd. Mfnt xbthU
kjD mtDila jgl vzfnshL nrJ r_f Vgl vzfSlD fynj csh.
jifa vz miyfsh brw kj, rhkhadhf cstiu TlijL
JbfhtJ fodkhdjhfnt csJ. Xus ituhajh njh, nkyhd iyf Ug bfhnlh
miknghJ, kdkhw mikJ, Xus xGfK gghL mikjtdhwh. jD wj xGfK
g mika bgwtl, kdnfw g clY mikJ, cl khwij clhFwJ. j
mogil jJtij bfhL, tjidna bfhl xUtDl y ufhfjf nj#fl bghU,
mw clY kh, X mahj cliy UZoJ bfhs Ko vw rka bgnah fld. jid
U tkh vW kthrf Tsh. ey kd ikia ehlhJ. mig br myJ rhahf
mikJL. ikia ehod kd ikia brnj U. vj ms m bgUFwnjh mj ms gif
iy. mflkhd fll m bfhlt, cy vgifyhk thHTL vgnj gilnah
fl Ko.
ilfiy, fiy vw uL ehofis xU ghghf cUtJshf. mit uL vw
cfuij, vL vw mfuij FF. j mRu cfukha ehof _W klfhf mikJsd.
it bghUJ tif guL ufil nrJ wd. ghitila uL ffis,
nkghit bghUJ tif brJ, ml kdij Wdh vLj cl mahJ.
kj cauij bjhW ghf brjh, _yhjhuF nH gh nkny gh
mik. xU ghF ehgbjL ufil MF. MW mo caukhf bfhlh xU gF Kfh mFy
myJ xU ufil MF.
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uL ehofS fh bgUu tahf FJ uir neh brwd. mit ehF lf kh
_W flij clhFwd.
be eLKj ukiH tiu fyhlhdkh. j nk uhjhu fiyf bjhlF. mit ah
nahk%, meij, mehij, mehUij, rkid, ckahF. itf tnahf lbgWtd
MF. j VG KDs xgJ nrJ rufiy gdhwhF.
ehW vwh bjhFw vW bghU. uzt vgJ m, c, k, J, ehj itJ nrj
iy. itbayh rhkhafSF Kf bfhnl eilbgWwd. j nehF, ffY
mikJsJ. Kil vgJ Kilia FF, fhk bghUa nghJ fQF nehF, cyfneh
neghit, tij nehanghJ CJt UZoaha nkghit mik. CJt UZo miknt
nahf bjhlf. tbgUkhDF UghB v w xU bgaU cL. (ntWgl ghtitailat)
ghitia FU fhoa t mikgnj tnahf rhjd. rjht Mfha jJtF mg. ff
ghit Mfha T gjnghJ nehFjiyila uzt nkndhFjiy milJ klyf a
bjhlF. rjht cUt KoJ mUt bjhlFwJ.
t vj cUtK iy vgij eF czuntL. t vyh jJtfY
fynjUjhY JtU cs jJtf tkhfh. xU nrtfD murhf Cajh. mfh
murhf Canu. Mdh UtU rkkhf khlhf. mJnghyjh t Mfha T J vyhtiw
jD bfhLsJ. VidnahlK MfhaTW UjhY fliy csJ; mfl iyiy.
fghit u nkgFF nghF jF bgwtfSF ahf nril LgLL. tnahf
mikjh ahf bjhglhJ. tnahf ffjh bjhlFwJ. RthrF vj rgjK
iy.
Mfha jh wF tuntoa J, wia khw ntoa ij tWF iy csJ
vgij ma. nkyhd MfhaTW tlnk csJ. mF yhj xU bghU ntbwF iy.
F tij ga sf ma Kidnth.
tf vw brhbwhl tkha f vd . fhy t vD brh jik
f vw bghU jik FF. Ffnt f jik t vd bghUgL. cUtbghU
myhj tkhdJ xU bghUis FgjF f vdglJ. , f vgJ vyh njh xLFtjF
ca _y vd j vd bghUgL.
vyh bghUfY kfyij bfhLg jdF nk xU kfybgU ikah t
kfyij jUtJ MF. vyh bghUfSlD fyJ mt ntwh mila jh cs
btahF. Mjyh gubtia jhfha vW Phdhfha vW TWt. gubtnahL
F cbghUSF m gubtia mjny K. cf cUt fljnghJ ikia czU.
wghd tghLilahfSF gubtaha t vw vz njhW gubt aghfnt csgoah
Raf vw ngUilaJ.
jbtaha Mfha caJ mfW njhWtjh f nk ghf caJ, moghf
Milah J tlkhf mikJsJ. uztK U, m, nj, th, Mfha, m, Na,
ru vw vL iyia jD bfhlJnghw toila mlkhwJ. mjifa mlF
nkKfL wf kfilnas ffnsjh rhahf csd. jkh vL iy kjl csJ.
j vil myhj xU jiy MkhF csJ. mJ jhuif vw nguh miHfgLwJ.
tifahd vL iyfS tsJ j iyjh tf. mJ nfh jhJs
jhtufky jJt sfkhF.
j gFia ts l nknfh Mf nf bfhLgj nehf vdbtwh, e fhy,
e f K thJ xLa xU nah, mfhyJ nahf Phd bghUis, fhyJ ma
Kiwny fL bjJ, jh gwij j khztUF gWJ, j ya ma
bfhiff mDgtF gFj MF xUgij czJ Jjh vgij vLJfhl
ntL vgnj!
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9. mflJ cbsh
jf fny ij gy iyfis, miyf VgLw mDgtfis f
Jakhf Tshf.
jij gubghUny bfhL DtJ vgnj Phd g ikakhd ghlkhF.
iwa ma nrhjidfny btehLf eilbgW tUw xU bga M _is m
iyfis gaJ. mtf vd fLoUwhf vwh, _isahdJ mjDila Mgh m
iiyny afjf gy gfis bfhwJ vgjhF. j m iyny mjF Mgnuo bu
(Operative rest) vw X mJ trkhwJ vgij Kdnu ghnjh.
_is Mgh J (Alpha Rhythm) vgij Mgnuo bu (Operative rest) vgij
Phd fUfis bfhL MuhJ gy jJt ngUikfis mtf Tshf. itaidJ
j f fhzgLw fG, Ja Ma kd cyffis mgona gloJ fhLtijngh
mikJsd.
U_yUila Ukuny tUw xU thF j ngUikia jD bghJ fhLwJ.
nahf rkh cns mfl nahf rkh cns mfl nahf rkh cns mfl nahf rkh cns mfl nahf rkh cns mfl
vW ghLw Uku.
ekF btna cs mfl j guj itakhf UwJ. Mdh xU jDila kd cyny
mt fhw mfl vjifaJ?
Phf fL bjj ngUik vdbtwh, iwt mkUgJ j mflnk.
cUtkw mUtkha gubghU, kj clFns go X lij jdJ fUtiwahf bfhL,
j clig mjD IJ gUbghUfis, Iyfis, bjhwhW jJtfis, j
ciu aFtnjhL c afij w cynfhL izJ aFwJ. vdnt clF cns Uw
mflkhdJ, bt cs mflnjhL ulw fyJ aFwJ.
iryny uL fUf fU nrJ xgJnghny, j af Mjhu fUaha gil uzt
xia jG j mf cs mflij w cs mflij nrJ irwJ.
Jnt khbgU nahfkha nrifahF. ij xU j z vnw ykhd bghUny
miHfyh. cik jf j nahfij mthnw miHJ Uwhf. kf j kzhsndhL
Moa Rfijna jF xLwhf. Jnt bkbfhL brw bkahd nahf KiwYs mfl
gahF. jF aikahJ ntlgLtJ mff ghit.
vzh ujhL nahf UD
fzh mKid flth iy
czho ns xbgw neh
fzho nghy fyU jhnd.
vw ghl j mfl g Kiwia gaid eF czJwJ.
cliy bfhL btW wgf vjid brjhY, vjid MLf brjhY iwg
Ltiy. ehF mKj vgonah, mgo fhF MuKjkhf sF iwtid btW wgf
ekF fholkhlh.
mfl eKila clFns UwJ. mnf ghf ntL. btny ghJ gaiy.
cehons Egkhf nehdh x bj. mj x eF bjgoahf ghjh, fzhony
bjthf cUtij ghgJ nghny gubghUis ghfyh. mgo fyJ wh iwt.
j mfeho bfhL mflij ghjh mnf thd bjwnjhL, x bjwJ, x nfwJ.
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mflkha mf cyny nfF xf gJ vgjhf xU fzF cL. mitahtd :
knahir, flXj, ahid w, ntFH x, Knyhir, to Hw, Jehj,
tisf x, ngif KGf, ah ir.
j xfis eh ghgjhny j ya ngRwJ. fhuz btna xw Xiria ekJ br
nfwJ. mf xia nfgJ vJ? btna cs xia ekJ f ghwJ. Mdh ekFns bj
xia, ikfis _oa iyny eh ghF mj xia, vJ ghwJ?
MJ njhkhdh Iy Effisnk EftJ jnkjh. bt cs xU bghUisf
fhgJ, bt cs X xia nfgJ, vyhnk j brajhnd. UD, btbghU
EfF mfbghU EfF ntWghL clyth? mgo MnghJ ghit vw brhYF mj
bghU Iy Effis cslwJ. vdnt mf xfis eh ghnwh vgJ j ku.
thW mffnz Jizahf xia xia ghF nghJ mflkhdJ cS wKfkhf
wJ. IJ j jJtfS cl Ugit btna UgitnahL zwd. miyny thkh
gukhk Rfij JwJ. j mfl izng nkyhd ahd MF vwJ j ya.
X U Jil mofo fhjnjhL njnjhkhdh, mj U fhj Mwiy bgWwJ.
mthnw ekJ c mfl bt mflnjhL mofo nrif bgWnghJ, mjhtJ nahf gw khzt
xUt thW mofo ahd brnghJ, mtDila kd bjt Mwfis nknk mj Mwfis
jhD bgWwJ.
gy MLf thW bjhlJ brnghJ khztDila clyhdJ x bgWwJ. mtDila brf
bjhiy nfF Mwiy bgWwd. mnjhL mtDila jjik fHYwJ. mt cyfs wh.
mt cl jntrhu vW TWw iwlghf khWwJ.
U_y nghw j bgUkf thW mflJ bkny fhjYW, mflnj jtTo, mflJ
mDgtf midij JJ, ugf mw iy mkJ, kuzyh bgUth bgwhf. f
l vW TwbgWw Phd tyikfS, ngg fS isaToa, Mw Ulkha, j
f f lnk, j nahf gthUFa fl. e njt vD gukFU jkF nghjl j
flK, flKkhd j mflij, m Jj g gaid U_y ghLwh :
mfl jhbkia mlJ ij
flJ njbkia nghj lhid
gfl Ju g nj
fl njU nwnd.
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10. aif mik ufafis ga j sf
jf jf fny aif mikig MuhJ fL, IJ jfis ga y mogil
cikfis ekF TUwhf. IJ jf tiffis T j IJF cs Mt fl,
NFk fl, w, Mjhuiy vW ehF cTWfis jf ekF brhYwhf.
IJ jf KjythJ j ykha k. ij kQyf vW, k vW, vW,
U vW gy bgafny miHnwh. Jnt IJ jf mogilahF.
ulhtJ j vgJ j. ij m vW tl bkh jJt fny TWwhf.
_whtJ j beUghF. ij tlbkh fny nj j vW miHwhf.
ehfhtJ j fhW. ij tl tnyhf th j vwhf.
IjhtJ j th. ijna Mfha j vW miHwhf.
j IJ jfSF Mtfl jjahf vbdd _f vW jf TWwhf.
mj ufa bkhgo, U vw kQF Mt fl myJ mkhd bjt u MF.
juha m jF Mt fl tUz.
beUgha nj jJtF mkhd bjt m.
fhwha jJtFa mkhd bjt th vW miHwhf.
j IJ jfSF ca NFk fl tlbkhny NRk j mnjtij vW bgabgW.
j NFk fl kQF uk; jUF Ukh; beUF Nu; fhWF <Rtu;
MfhaF rjhtdh.
j IJ jfSF ca IJ wfshtd :
k w bghdhF; j w gir; beUgha jFa w t; fhwha j
w fW; thdJFa w ifahF.
j IJ jfS eKila cl vbjj Mjhu iyfny TLwd vgij jf fL
brhUwhf.
k vw jJt RthZlhd vw MjhuY, j kufY, beU mdhjY,
fhW RY, Mfha MiPY FobfhLsd. j IJ jJtfis aFtj _y, jf
cl thyhf btYs gr jfsha IJ jJtfis aFwhf vgJ ufakhF.
j Egij sFw jf nahf Kiw, _yhjhuUJ u nkYs Mk af iya
tiu vgo j jJtf afgoUwd vgij czJwJ.
_yhjhuYs xna MW Mjhuf iybgW njtjhghy wJl bghU, u nkYs
rfrujskhf mikJsJ. mjhtJ kjfSila jiyny Mu jf bfhl Mk jhkiu
mikUwJ. j Mk jhkiu jh _yhjhuYs brbthUJ gzwJ. gr jfSF
brhygLs njtijf IJ wf, j MwhtJ iyakha rfrujsny vgo xW, j
cl bjhwhW jJtfis aFwJ vgnj, jf nahfYs gF mogilahd
ghlkhF.
_yhjhuUJ mjj njtijfis ghJ xbthU Mjhukhf flJ, uYs rfrujsij
miltjfhf, eh njhW y g Kiwfis eKila jf brJ tUwhf. Jnt Mjhu nahf
vW bga bgWwJ.
j Mjhu nahfij nghW, jf g Kiwny mikJs bdhU nahfF, uhjhu
nahf vW bga. mj uhjhu nahf Eg vdbtwh, vj xU _ia kddh ghJ
idahk nahf tjhF. vgobawh RthZlhd, kuf, mdhfj, R, MiP Ma
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Iij j jahf idJ g brahk, _yhjhu, MiP, rfrujs Ma _W lfY
cUtkw mUtiyny ahd w Kiwna jf uhjhu nahf MF. j cghridF F,
J ehjKkha uLnk. mitna xKiw xKiw vw uL thf tFfgLsd.
rhjhuz kf mwhl bkhny TWtjhf Ujh, jfSila Phd tghony mogilahf
mikJs Kiwf uL. xW xKiw; mjhtJ ghitdh tgLw Kiw. kbwhW xKiw
vgJ; brydh tgLtJ. j uL KiwfSnk jfSila yafny thf MuhJ
brhygLsd. thW tgLtJ j clig cyif msh w khbgU nguhwyha fl
riana ahF.
cS wKkh mikJ w fl Mwiy, iwt vw bgany miHF nghJ mj
iwtDF IJ yfzfis jf TWwhf. vgobawh iwtid urd vghf.
urd vw brhF bghU mGF yhjt, ky mwt vgjh.
iwtid uhka vghf. uhka vwh w w yhjt vW bghU.
cS wKfkhf w iwt gneh mtid uhjhu vghf. uhjhu vw tlbkh
brhYF Mjhu yhjt vW bghU. Mjhu yhjt vwh, vj gil cS wKkh,
vFkh iwjt vgjhF.
iwtid uhyg vghf. uhyg vwh gW nfhL yhjt vW bghU. fh Cwhj
iyia uhjhu vW, ifny nfhoj iyia uhyg vW brhYtJ cyf tHfkhF. iwt
fh ghthk mnj rka my Hhk gt vgij uhjhu uhyg vW TWtJ j thfhF.
iwtDila IjhtJ yfzkhf mtid munka vghf. munka vwh
gkhzfsh maKoahjt vW bghUshF. ijnajh mg Rthf jkJ njthu,
goa wj
tzj tiwt
vbwG fhblhzhnj
vW TWwh.
irt Mfkf gr uk kunk Kothd ku vW brhygLsJ. kufny kKothd
e grKf ku, gr uk brh%gij tzFwJ. mjhtJ IKfbfhl fl Mwiy
tzFw ufa KiwahF J.
irt-Mfkf gr Uk brh%gkha fl jJtij rjht vW miHghf. fl
cUtfnyna k Koahf fUjgLw rjht cUtijna, guuk vW Phdf TWwd.
j rjhtij g vD tghL Kiwny tzFwtf. f j fl Mwiy
tutiHJ, mjhtJ Mthfd brJ tgLwhf. j totijna jf jfSila uny itJ
tghL vw Phd tzf Kiwny tz V, ggy Mwfis bgWwhf.
clFns jifa rjht totij mUtkhf W tgLw Phd Kiwfis g, eKila
j yaf f thfnt ngRwd. mflkha tF, kjDila u iyfis
xbthwhf T, mjFa y bgafis Phdf TWwd. Kf Kw jU vW
miHfgLwJ. w rnah#hj vW bga bgWwJ. lwwF thknjt vW, tywF
mnfhu vW bgaoUwhf. c j rjht jJtkhdJ <rhd vW bga bgWwJ.
jU, thknjt, mnfhu, <rhd Ma ehtU IjhtJ iyaha rfru jsny xW
mUthf s, j cl af rahf cst vgnj j f sfkhF.
IJ KffSila j rjht _ia nkY MuhJ, j _Fa cWfis j
ya ngRwJ. cWf vW brhYnghJ fdh eh fhQw cWf bgafns
brhygoUwd. Mdh mUtiyny j cWf xbthW xbth Mwiy TWwd.
rnah#hj vgt ir nkF MF. tUila ghjf uL; iff uL; Ut eho xW;
lf xW; tynjh, lnjh Mf uL; iyny rnah#hj lf vlhF.
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thknjt ir tlfhF. tUila lf tUkhW: mF-2, bjhilf-2, KGfhf -2,
fizfhf-2, Uif vw UZl-2, rJ-2, L-1, Mf thknjt lf 13 MF.
jUl ir HF MF. vyh mtatfis LtJ mlFtJkha xto, ehF
FfY M cilat jUluhth.
mnfhu ir bjF MF. mtUila lf vL, ja-1, fl-1, njh-2, kh-1, jh-1, tW-
1, KJ-1 Mf vL MF.
<rhd d nghw xahF. J guhr tot, Mkhit lkhf bfhlJ. U,
uZil, ia, rh, rhahij vw fiyfSl To, vyh totfSF fhuzkhdt <rhdnu M.
irthfk j rjht jJtij KgbjL rfshf TWwJ. jU KfDila fhahdJ
mU iyYs bghGJ, cyf fhakhd nghf nghaf, Phnda fnka bjhf vyh
bragL. j khwij miltnj Phf ya MF. j khw u fhuzkhf vyhtiw
JwJ Ltjhnyh, <rhd Kf g W mnf bfhL khWtjhnyh mikwJ. j khbgU
ufaijna U_y jKila Ukuny ghLwh.
beF nenu Ut ilt
cWW ghf xL ku
gWF gwh guk Ul
w gybkW nrJf nlnd.
j khbgU ufaijna kbwhU Uku Cg w czW khu vwh U_y.
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11. w ufa[f
j yafny j cl gy cWfis MuhJ, mogilahd y ufafis,
ma Kiwny Phf btoUwhf. j cikf vyh kUJt tYef brJs
MuhfSF xjdthf UgnjhL, nkY nkY tsJtUw iwa kUJt a a
fLofSF Kndhofshf mikJsd vgJ, jkf bgUikglntoa cikahF.
j cl f Kakhd gFaha _Rig afis, fhW clfSF brtJ
tJ Mf cs Rthr iyfis g, eKila jf gy ufafis btoUwhf.
vbjj ehf vj vj neu, c af vgo vgo csJ vgjF, xU thd
goa bfhLUwhf. j goanyhLTl, eKila cl ehif xWF KwWgJ jlit
RthwJ vW jf TUwhf. xU ehSF, mWgJ ehiff Ugjh eh xWF 21600
jlit Rthr aFwJ vW foUwhf jf. mnjhLTl, tsiw njiw t fzFF
cgL j _R aFwJ vgij msJ brhUwhf. KGyh fj kWehUJ mkhthir
tiu cs njiwF, mkhthirUJ KGyhtiuyhd tsiwF, vbwW vbtbghGJ
vj vj eh _R iHwJ vgij, Egkhd Kiw fzL eKila j ya ngRwJ.
_rhdJ lJ eh iH nghJ mjF Nafiy vW bga. uL eh izj eL_RF
RG vW bgaoUwhf. vj vj fiy aFnghJ vd vd braf ayh vgjF
Kiwf tFUwhf. clYF, csF, Mk tsF, nfL Vglhj tif, j _R
afij r brJ bfhs ntoa mtaij, Kiwfis jf ekF TUwhf.
clgny njj nah xUt, j _ afij j irgo khW tyik bgwt
vgjF j yafny gy rhWf fhnwh. j _ af ga ngUikfns, xU
j gFahf MuhtjFa MHK sK bfhljhF.
, cfis mt w Kiwia itJ ggy tifahd nahf vW jf
miHwhf. j c tiff mogil ehF tifahd nahf vW gFJshf. t
vgJ ehF yr ntWghLfis j ya TWwJ. Mk ts bgw mku iyny cs
khkjfny gdhF yr ntWghLf csd. khDlfny xgJ yr vW, yFf gJ
yr vW, Ctdtha cfny gbdhU yr vW, thtdt gJ yr vW,
jhtuf UgJ yr nah ngjf vW, tifgL brhUwhf. it ju ghjhs uhrr
nah vw xUtif cdij ghFgL, mj nah gJ yr ngjf Ugjhf
TUwhf.
ehF tif nahf : k njhWtd ; Kil tUtd; ait njhWtd; fUW
wgd.
, ehof gJ vW tifgLUwhf. mitahtd: ilfiy, fiy, fGKid, Fit,
Ul, fhjh, m, my, r, FG vW bga bgWwd.
clYs Mjhu iyf MW vW, j MW iyfS clig csij ciu
aFw ika iyf vW fL brhUwhf.
j Mjhu iyf ju, j clYs klyf _W Mjt, ru, m vW bga
bgWwd.
kd iyfis g brhtjhf Ujh, kdF IJ iy khWjfsha mtijf csd.
mit ed vw #hu, Rtd vw fdiy, fdit jhoa fG iy, mij jhoa Ja
iy, tY flj mJaiy. j IJjkhd iyfY kd vbfF vthbwyh aFwJ.
mgo aFnghJ cl vbdd khWghLf clhwd, vgijbayh g j ya
thf vLJ brhYwJ. j brfis tir Kiwgo Muhw xU j sf gff
tUwJ.
j cl aFw thfis gJ vW jf tifgLUwhf. mit gJ ehkf
bgWwd. uhz, mghd, ahd, cjhd, rkdh, ehf, Tk, Ujh, njtjj, jdbra.
j gJ tifahd thfS clFns vthW bjhgLwd. vbdd brafis aFwd
vgij g j ya thf TWwJ.
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j clFns mkakhd gubghU vgo UwJ vgij mUikahd rhWfnshL jf
sFwhf.
EiHah l be fJ brY. mjhtJ j fKoahj mjid a XilFns be
fJ brW LwJ. be EiHahj lJF if brwJ. if fKoahj JthuJFns kd
brwJ vW, kd EiHahj l m brwJ vW, mdhY fKoahj mjid Ea
lnk gubghU Ul vW j ya ngRwJ.
j m fKoahj a lJFns vyhtWFS, cS wK vyh cfSFS,
mtWF btna, gubghU gu wJ vW jf ya ngRwJ.
mjhtJ wf IJ tifgL vW, j IJ tif wfis cUF cuha gubghU
a tUwJ vW, jf TWwhf.
IJtif wfshtd : kUJ ww , L, bro, bfho Kjad KjyhtJ tif.
ulhtJ tifahd w, j bghUUJ clhwJ. mjhtJ j ciu clhFtJ
totYs Mjhu bghU. Ry Rnuhj Mait. mlF. tif j wf
fUigFns j FJ tot bfhwJ. gR, ML Kja ydfS, khDlK j tif
wf mlFtd.
_whtJ tifahd wf beU wf. mit ait btgUJ njhWwd vW
jf TWwhf. <, ng, G, fg nghwit tifahd wfshF.
ehfhtJ tifahd wf Kil clhtd. mtWF Mjhu fhW vW jf
brhUwhf. g, Xzh, gh, nfhlh, fUl, nfh nghwit tifahd wf.
j ehF tifahd wfis jhoa IjhtJ tifahd wfis g eKila j
ya ngRwJ. mjF tlbkh ku # vW, j Miz bkh fU vW bgauhF. j
tifahd wf kfhfSila jUJ njh wgjhf j ya ngRwJ.
j wf jikfis bfhL m iy MW tifgL vw j ya
gFUwJ.
bjhLtij kL czUw w XuthF. jF cw c vW bga. bjhLtij,
Ritgij czw w <uthF. bjhLj, Ritj, EfUj Ma _W yfS aFw
w _w wahF. bjhLj, Ritj, EfUj, fhQj Ma ehF yf bragLw w
ehF m cuhF. bjhLj, Ritj, EfUj, fhQj Ma ehnfhL, nfl vw IjhtJ yD
bjhgLw waha kj wia, Mw w vW jf tFJshf.
XuUF rhWf , ku, bro Kjad. tWF gr cz vw bjhL mkLnk
nti brwJ.
, rF Kjyhd wfSF uL mf csd. bjhlh mtWF . mJnghynt
mit RitJ czw ur cz cila <u wf.
fiwah, vW, nghw cf _t bfhlit. bjhLj, Ritj MatnwhL thrid
njWw fj cz tWFL.
J, tL nghw cdf ehF m bfhlit. bjhLj, Ritj, Efj, fhQj Ma
ehF mf tWF Ugjhf eKila j ya MuhJ TsJ.
gwitf, yFf MatWF IJ mf Ugjhf jf MuhJ foUwhf. mj
IJ mfshtd : bjhlh bjJ bfhSj, czit Ritj, thrid Efj, fdh fL
bfhSj Ma ehnfhL gwitfS yFfS fhdh nfF MwY giljitahF. vdnt
tiw Ia cfS vW miHjhf.
it midij jho Knda Phd vw gFjs wjh kj w. vdnt
kjDF Mw aFtjhf j ya ngRwJ.
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j MwhtJ m nkY tik bgW Phdx bgWtJ vnghJ vgij jf sFwhf.
vjid m bgUjhY, vj kjD Mzt, fk, khia vw _W izfSF
fLgltnd Mth vgJ Phf fl cik. j _W Fwfis Kkyf vghf.
j KkyfUJ xU thkh thdt LgLnghJjh, kj mthdJ iw bgW, mj
iw gaid milwJ vgij j thF.
j m xia xUt bgWtjF jf TWw cgha, jid mj vw Phd
fnaahF. jf jf khztfSF vLnjhJw Mug ghlf midY,j jdF
ntoaJ KbghU cik vw mthF. j m j yany KbghU cik sfkhf
mikUf fhnwh.
jf mUt iy flis czU Kiw gy rhjidfis jtf vwhY, eKila
rka nfhghLfYs y iyahd cikfis mtf kWgiy. Jitj, mJitj,
Zlhitj, irt jhj vW miHfbgWw ntWgl bfhiffis jf Mjtfns; MJ
czjtfns. it midJ mogil xWjh vgJ mtfSila Ko MF.
xW vgJ ulhf ntLkhdh mjF _whtjhf xU fhuz braglntL. cyf Phf
midtU j cikia mtutfSila ghny btoUwhf. xwhUJ ulhFbghGJ,
mj xiw ulha _whtJ bghUis ga ngR vGwJ. ij czj jf uL xW
_W vW brhy bgWw KbghU cikia btLwhf.
Mdh mtf btLw KiwahdJ vyh rkanfhghLfSF bghUJtjhf mikJsJ.
j Kiwny ghnjhkhdh jf eh, . mJ vW, jik, Kiy, glif vW TWw
bkhf bghU ekF eF ydhF. cybfY bghU w gubghUis Phdf bfhL ghw
jf, y rkaf itztf nghy ngRthf. y rkaf irtf nghy, y rkaf
mJitf nghy, y rkaf Jitf nghy, mtfSila ngR UF. Mdh MJ
ghnjhkhdh mj ngR vyh mJjh vw mogil cik.
U_y KbghU cikia irt bkhnyna vLJ TWwd.
ggR ghr vdgf _
gid nghgR ghr meh
gid brwfhgR ghr
gaQ gR ghr yhnt.
gR vgJ thkh, J ghrgj RHny GJ, ntWikfSF csh, gaha gukhkhit
czuhk wJ. jF fhuz, gF gfF ilna ghr vw iz jilahf UwJ. Mfnt
g vgJ mehahdnj. mthnw gf ghrK mehahd bghUfshf wd. ijjh KbghU
cik vW rka cyf miHwJ.
gukhkhit ghr vw iz mQf ayhJ. mJ gRitna izJ wJ. mgo F ghrK,
gahdJ gRit mQFnghJ yLwJ.
j cikia fg j vw giHa ciuaha flthW TWwh.
U F fyJ xdhnghy, gid nrJ
Iagj bgw gRl ghr elkhwJ.
ghr m vW brhYtJ meh vW brhYtjF KuzhFnk vw ga vGwJ myth? jF
X ma ilia eh giHa ciu xny fhQnwh.
ghr m vgJ, gfsF nghy r xL
wiyna ah
vgJ giHa ciu.
vw sF unyjh fQF bjwJ. gf mJ vJ bfhoUjhY Na btrny
sF vtJ e fQF bjtiy. njnghW gahdJ gRit mQFnghJ, ghr Mw yhJ
nghLwJ. Mfnt g gR ghr vw _Wnk iyahd KbghUfsh.
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j ngUikfis xUt cztjF tbrtnj jf beahF. ntWghLfSF cns
cs mogilahd xUikghil czjtf jf. Mj, j yakhdJ jid mjh
_iw jayh vw ufaij vLJ brh, mthW _iw mayh vw ufaij vLJ
brh, mthW jid cztjFa tia awJ. U_y ij ghLwh.
jid guid rjht vw
kid ggR ghrij khrw
Kid gHky _y ijL
cd jFRj irt cghank.
Mkhf gFtiyF jfthW Phdf tfis _W tifgL TWwd.
_W tifahtd : Phdfy, usahfy, rfy vgdnt.
Phdfy vgtf Mzt vw xnu kyij cilatf. usahfy vgtf Mzt khia
vD UkyK cilatf. rfy vdgLnth Mzt khia fk vD Kky cilatf.
j ghl jid vW FgJ rfyiuahF.guid vW FgJ usahfyiu. rjht vW
FgJ Phdfyiu.
thW gFJ TWwh fg j.
g, gR, ghr Ma KbghUf aig go gJny RjhJj jhj irtf cgha
vW ghlYF cs bghUis ciu TWwJ.
j ghlny FLs fU Ka vdbtwh, KbghU cikia czJ mtJ
jfSila Phd gny xU Kakhd f vgnjahF. KbghUis czJ, mjid mJ,
jiytid mw khbgU fF xU khztid gWw Phdnahf Kiwny, j czthdJ
mogilahf sFwJ. ij nkY sFw Kiwny bdhU Uku ghl mikUwJ.
jid ma jdbfhU iy
jid mahk ehbfL wd
jid m mit mj
jid mUf jhU jhnd.
jid mj vgny KbghUis czj vw ngu bjh wJ. mj ngu
olh, jh, mt vd ghFghL yhj iy vLwJ. mbghGJ ah ahiu tgLtJ, ah ahiu
JgJ vw nf vGwJ myth? mtid mUgJ vgJ jidna mUgJ vw xUikghLjhnd.
j Ia iy tUbghGJ, jhnd jid mUJ bfhL UfToa bga tbjJwJ. U_y
jkF j ngUz tjikj tuyhiw xU ghlny f mHfhf vLJ brhYwh.
vid my jid fhyK
vid mj VJ my
vid m mit mj
vidL vid crh nwnd.
jid m mnt jiytid m mthf gzwJ. mbghGJ jiyt myhk jh
yhik vw cik ydhwJ. ghrf vyh bghahf njhWwd. j aig mtjF
cghakha Phd oLwJ. mgo LbghGJ, j aigbayh czJ, thkh thdjny
MJLwJ. U_y Ue njt cgnjr Kiwahny ngu bgW, jkJ g_y j
ngu gaid eF Jjt. mgo Jj mj gij mt j ghlny bjnthL ghLwh.
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12. ahif a gaD
jf j clig g brhw jJtfbyyh f bga jJt, ru cgha vgJ,
j clig bfhL flis fhQ t vgJnk MF.
bghJthf, jfis g ekJ rKjhany xU jtwhd vz iybgW wJ. mJ
vdbtwh, jf clig cjhd brJ ngRthf vW, maToa j clF mtf
vj KaK bfhLgiy vW, clig f mgkhf kJ jf ngRwhf vW,
bghJkf idwhf. J jtwhd vz, j cl flis fhgjfhf Vgl xU bga fU
vgnj, j Phd brbghU MF. j cl vLjj ga flis fhgnjahF vgij
jf tW TWwhf.
fl UgJ j clFns vW, j cl jh flSila khbgU nfh vW TWtnj,
jf ngg Phd.
fhL kiy flJ brW iwtid njLw iy rhjhuz m iyYs kf KiwahF.
ij jtW vW jf Vsd brtiy. j Kiwjh g khf vW brhygLw tghL
KiwahF. Mdh jf Kiw jW ntWglJ.
CDF UJ cyhtJ mahk
fhD kiy miyJ fhyYnj uznd.
vw j thny j ngUik f ewhf TwgLwJ. ijnajh U_yU jkJ
Uku,
fs bgUkf fhg bfhnyhbtd
cs cns xUJ MSnk
vW ghLwh. vdnt j clig bgwJ, m bfhL ngutha gubghUis fhQbghUnl
vgJ jf PhdKo. mF m vgJ, mdh mantoa ngu vgJ, j
gubghUis Phdijna, clYs flis mtnj mfbyyh wj bgUikFa m vgJ
j ya mogilahF.
jf uL khffny xwha x khfij czJw f xny iwtid
fhzyh vW TWwd. mjhtJ xtotha gubghUis, x _ykhf nfL, mj x czny
iw gij mDgfyh vgjhF. ij mitah jkJ mftny.
rj Dns rjht fho
vW TWwh. ehj totkhd gubghUis br czny xahf nfL Ww Kiw J.
ijna U_yU,
rah nfh lty rhjh
kah dny tha nffyh
j TJ tD btgL
ra brhndh rjhd Mizna
vW ghLwh.
ijjh r xny rjhtij nfl vW y jf ngRthf. r ty vW,
l vW UgJnghy, j clny tybr nfw ehj vW, lbr nfw ehj
vW uL Mk ehjf fwd. j ulil ty Xir, l Xir vW jf
miHghf. ty t jJtK, l r jJtK xwd. tr x tot
JntahF. j Mk xfis nffToa Mwiy cl tsw Kiwjh, jfSila
xg KiwahF. iwa Phd Kiwny brhtjhf Ujh, thdsha gubghU bjt
xia, j clgha nuonah bgo oJ bfhtjhF. thbdh bgony oJ bfhSw
Kiw, j cl Mkhit Vayh, j clny csij mjj ntby vw x sF
ira, bgh mik brw Kiwna j x gahF. go brJ bfhlh, bjt xguig
j clDila miys oJ GJ bfhL xw Mwiy bgWLwJ! mbghGJ j
bgw clng, xU nuonah t Ma thbdh bgo MwJ.
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clgha j thbdh bgoia, xU bl bgoahf gilJ bfhw Mwiy tsgJ
jf xg KiwahF. ij xzh ead cwx vW fQns Ug fl
filjkh vW, fW bdGJ bdhLf vW f vnyhL jf ghLwhf.
j uL tghLfis tw TWtjdhjh, jf Jw vw brhYF MkbghU
TWwhf. Jw vgJ FLgij JwJ brYtJ vW bghUshfhJ. btna brw cfUfis,
mtUJ J, cKfkhf brYJtJjh nggkha Jwiy vW jf TWthf. ijjh
giHa ciu Ma xUt,
Phnda fnkaf _ykh fkhdhnyna
Xfhukhd m btgL F.
vW TWwh. mit FwSF bghU TWw Rju khf nahRtu vGs ciuny
j ma sf fhzgLwJ.
x _yk x _yK flis mfny fL Mdj mDggijjh,
Xir czf vyh jUF
nerjh yha cl
vW mitah TWwh.
cl cWgLnghJ clYs cUF cW VgLtnjhL, cWbghU gkha fl
gK Jf ekF fUahf mikwJ vgnj cl aig gaid sFw jf
ngu brbghUshF.
cl gaid aig thW TWw jf, clF clghf UfToa NFk
clgha c cligg, Phd rhW juToa Kiwny, gy afis MuhJ brhwhf.
j bt clig X l itJL cs cldh bfhL vjidnah gy fis MWw
Egfis, rhjhuz kj MwYF mghgl gy kfjhd brafis j cl bfhL braToa
Kiwfis, j ya thf vLj swJ. ijnajh irnfhouh vW brhygLw
ed Phdny <j gho (Etheric Body) vW miHwhf vgij K ghnjh. uZahY
mbkfhY thf tsJs kUJtir Kiwny x clig ed fUfis bfhL gl
vLJ, cl Uw myJ mj clig neh mQtUw nehfis, MuhJ fhQtjFa
Phd Kiwfis thf W fLoUwhf. rhjhuz vnu fUf _y fL bfhsKoahj
cl efis, x cl bfhL MuhJ fLoJ lyh vW, Phd Kndw f thf
tsJs btehLf W kUJt zf MuhJ fL brhtUwhf. ijjh eKila
jf c clig cW ghj vW T, mj ghitFa gynahf gKiwfis tUJ
TUwhf.
eKila clF cs mffUfis ehnk fL bfhtjF ca fUahf, eKila
fQF cs mf fiz, xUtifahd vnu fzhf kh bfhSw Kiwjh
jfSila clg nahf Mjhu nehf MF. JkL myhk, j clig bjhiyu
fhQ bjhiynehahd blynfh fUahf M, mUY cS cs Egfis Eikahf
fLbfhtjFa ikuhnfh Ma bgUj fzhoahf M clig kh bfhtjFa
Kiwfis j yafYs nahf g gFny thf fhQnwh.
thd klyYs nfhf iyia, mtWF j kj clFKs iafis,
thd f myJ uff iy vgo vnghJ VgLwJ vgij, ekJ ehL Ktf gyW
MLfSF Kng fL brhUwhf. vj bjhiynehia bfhL fLojhf vW
idf? Jju j clFns UfToa iwa Phd TWw vbk (Elements)
vw jJtfisbayh, vj vnu myJ w fUfis bfhL eKila Ktf mjhf
vW idf? mtflUj bljnfh vJ? eKila ehL jf vyhU xbthUtU
jf cligna xU yghnulahf, xU Phd MTlkhf, nahf gdh gFtgL
bfhlhf. jdh jh mtfSF bjhiy nehF, EnehF, wghit, mfghit xUnf
ifTod. iwa Phd fUf midJ gy jd Kiwf _y MuhJ fLoJ
cWgLJw cikfisbayh, ekJ Ktf brhsnjhL, Phdij jho w gy
cikfis vgo brhdhf? j khbgU KndwF _yfhuz, j cligna fUahf
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bfhL mF mtha nguit mtf flhf; fL brhdhf; fL brhdij wUF
fjhf vgJjh.
jfSila j clgha MTl MuhJ fLoj nguf, j yakhf gy
W MLfsh brt Xiy Rtof t ws W iyJ ekF gajJ tUwJ.
j clF clghf aFw cs clig NRk ru vW, NFk cl vW
miHwhf. bt clF cSl xU jhf mikUwJ. clYs uhz vw Mk
Mw afdhnyjh, uhzth vD cfhW j cl a, MSF Mjhukhf
bragLwJ. cfhWF Mis ngQ r, Mis KoF r uLnk csd.
btclF vgo xgJ iHf myJ thrf mikJsdnth, thnw c clF xgJ
iHf csd. j xgJ thfis xU neKfkhf czdhy eh fLbfhs KoahJ.
Phdha czJw xgJ thf bjh Kiwdh IgbjhU cJf aFwd
vW, itna jf ss ufafSbfyh mogil vW j ya TWwJ.
xgJ ufa c thf afnjhL, btclig cclig izJ
bjhgLJw ehof, Tl Tlkhf mikJsd. j eho Tlf, Phd tghobfW mikj
ngu ehof gJ vW j ya brhYwJ. j gij aFtjbfW mikj Phd bgUeho
xW Ugjhf jf brhYwhf.
gJ ehof vW brhygLtdt bgafis j ya TWwJ. mit m, myil,
il, fhjh, FU, r, Fit, RGKid, fiy, Ul, j gJ ehofSF tyikia af
Mwiy jUw cuh jhukhd eho, j cl bjh vw ehF nkyhf XLwJ vW
jf TWwhf. j xgw ehojh Fl vW bga bgWwJ. Jnt Xfhu eho vW
ngrgLwJ.
c vw j brhYF rhjhuz kf eh myJ bjh vW bghU TWwhf. Mdh
cik mJ iy. c vw brh j Fl ehoiana FwJ. j eho eLgf csnj
kuf vw Mjhu iy. kj clYs MW Mjhuf f KakhdJ j kuf. j
kuf ceho eLUJ wgL, Xfhu eho moghfY KoghfY cWgL wJ.
j iyiajh mit jKila Phd Fwny,
c Kjyh cWKo nkyh
gJ F gJ
vW TWwh.
fhfnshL iffY ayhW, j cl KGtJ c vw j Xfhu eho, jhkiu
ehsYs nghw c EiHJ W aFwJ.
thdUJ vgo NaD ruD cybfF jf xia guwdnth, mthW c
vw j ehoahdJ cl KGtJ Mwiy gu bfhL aFwJ. j ehoahdJ eufnshL
vYfnshL fyJ cl KGtJ glJ wJ. uzt myJ Xfhu vW jf TWtJ j
c ehoiajh. j c ehoF Phdnahf g thyhf kdij brYJnghJ, nggkha
bjt ctif j clF ghwJ. j Egij czJ, j ehonahL mfghit ckdK
xLF g tytfns e jf. mgo w iyny tkhdJ Xfhu eho iyJ
WLwJ vW jf TWwhf.
j c vw PhdbgU iyaUJ, fhW wgLwJ. Xfhu k J cgahwJ.
mnf cgah uir neh mj fhW brYwJ. mgo brYnghJ, mj fhwhdJ uL ghfkhf
J, ehF irfY gu, Jthjrhj bgUbt vw jiy cia nrUnghJ, guL fiyfnshL
fwJ vW jf TWwhf.
thjhuiz vW jf miHw fhW gdh j nahf fwJ. ilfiy vD
lgfJ fhW, fiy vD tygfJ fhW ru Naf Utof vW jfsh
miHfgLwd. j uL fhWfis clF mlFj nurf vW TwgL. nuj
vwh Na fiy ru fiy xWnrJ fyjhF. ijna jf Phd bkhny cclFa
mkhthir vW miHwhf. wgy vW TwgLw kdkha thdny j mkhthir fwJ.
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j mkhthirjh Phd Mwfisbayh gW bfhtjFa enyhiu vW Phf
sshf.
ku au jufny ty ekJ rKjhaJ kuthfS jfSila brafis brjtFa
Mw Fj fhykhf mkhthiria bjbjLgJ, Jgna! cyfJ brafSF Mwf fhykhf
sFw mkhthirjh. c clgha mf cyf Phd brafSF Mw f bghGjhf mikwJ.
irgbeo vw iwa Phd MY ruD NaD TLw fhykha U uthd
mkhthirF y Mwf UgJ, fhyJ Phfsh fLof goUgJ nf eh L
idbfhs ntoajhF.
th gaha bry nahfij brw jf Kiwaha xg nt, j
irg beo EgkhF.
rKjha rlFfny Na rufis izgJjh Ukz vW miHfbgWwJ. kQj
vw j brhYF izj myJ xW nrj vW bghUshF. Ukz vwh iz myJ
nrif vW bghU. j Ukz nfhy kzkf kzkf UtUila RL ufis To
fJw y rlFf ekJ rKjha tHfny UJ tUwd. iwa ita Kiwaha (Acupunc-
ture) MFgr vw d ita Kiwny, RL uYF jaF cs iz brhygoUwJ.
j d ita Kiwny, iwa Phf x bfhsToa j, ja nehF RLuny
brw xU ir Kiw W ifahsgL tUwJ. ij xL ghFbghGJ, kj clny
RLuYFs Ka ekF eF ydhwJ. bgfSila RLuiy k myJ ru vW,
MltfSila RLuiy f myJ Na vW jf miHwhf. ekJ j yany
TwgLw Na ru fiyf izF RLuYF X ia brhygoUwJ. ntjKiwfny
mF uf vW miHfgLw j RL ufnshL bjhlgL TwbgWs kufis.
ntaf ws mthnw filoJ tUwhf vgJ nf idTu jfjhF. Ukz
fhyf MQ bgQ fLufis xW nrJ izgJ, ehjkha Na fiy, Jtha
ru fiy iztjF cjbkW Phdf ngRwd.
thjhuiz vw jf gKiwny uhz, mghd vw uL thfis, Xfhu
jhkiuYs cny EiHJ y gf brantLbkW jf Tshf.
uf vw jf gahdJ thjhuizny f KakhdjhF. Na rufis
izaitgjha nurfij nghynt, uf vgJ KaW gyntoa xU Kakhd fhW
gahF. J vwh fiyfis f brj; mjthJ u W Kgoahf brj vW
bghU. cRthr vW miHfgLw btna tUw _R rhjhuz iy. j iyUJ nahf
g _y, cns fhW fybfhw msF cbrW, FJ, u W, mij btna lhk Kgo
brw j uf Kiwdh fhwhdJ urha nkbtF vwJ. j iyiajh uzt cia
bjhLw t vW jf TWwhf. ufdh Xfhu Kidia bjhL vW mtf TWt.
thjhuiz vw j fhW g KiwahdJ _W iyfis bfhlJ. nurf vgJ Na
ru fiyfis izgJ. fhWf bkhfny brhYtjhf Ujh uhzid mghdid
fyFgo brtjhF. J nurf, j uL fiyfis clD u W Kgo brj
mLj iy. mJ uf. _whtJ iyaha Fgf vgJ, Xfhukha eL cny Na ru
fiyfis iybgWgo brj. Phf TWw fhW g j _W iyfS mogilahd
g Kiwf. j _W gfis bra Kidw khztDF jf xU Kakhd
vrifia TWthf.
ifny thFw _R - mJ
Rkh nghdhY nghR
nf Fj vW TwgLtJ rhjhuz kjfSFlhd dgoahd cwfij iy.
Fj vW jf TWtJ, Na ru fiyfis izJ clFns xLF iy. j Phd
fny thFw, mjhtJ cns brY f brw _rhdJ tkh irU nghlh
cUnf MgjhLwJ. vdnt, j fhW g Kiwia, Rtofis goJL, mj yit kL
bfhL, xU khzt bra FtJ, gjkhd isf cshL! vdnt gia fW bfhtjF,
g Kndw VgLw ts xbthU flF, X Mrh neKfkhd Jiz, tgLJ
cj aikahk ntL vW vyh jfS tW TWwhf. ijjh jhkhdt
jkJ guhgu f,
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ny nzw F gUitgh
nghny kD fiyPhd guhgunk
vW TWwh. U_yU gogl Phd g ufafis.
Vo w vGitJ vga
vW nfwh.
"TL FUe" TLf ntL vW neKf Mrh mtaij U_y monfhoL
tWJwh.
th gaha j thjhuiz vw nahfKiwF FLs neKf fna,
xgaha ffis bfhL brw gF bghUJ. ffis bfhL brw y Egkhd
gfis j ya thfnt TsJ. j g _y gubghUis x thyhf
fl Phf jHfny gyuht. mikfhyJ kfhdha uhkf mofS mofo jkJ yany
mUbgUnrh vW FLtJ, xtotny gubghUis fhw iw gijjh. j
xg, ilfiy, fiyaha eh liH, tyiH thyhf brw gia nghwnj.
ahr vdbtwh eh lgfJ Jthuny brw gia, lfzha ruid
bfhL, tygf ehny brw gia, tyfzha Naid bfhL, brantLbkW j
ya ttFJ bfhLUwJ.
bfhynfhL, fdghiw Muk jiytuhf sa Phdnahf j fzg Rthf, j
xg _ykhf gubghU gij Jjt Mthf. f Kj gUt mikfhyny
xLa j kfh, j xg Kiwia yUF Kakhf vdF kiwj g kfhuh#
mtfSF ff FjnghJ KjyhtJ ghlnyna mtf X miu Tdhf. xbthU g
ts fhyY MrhDila JizUgnjhL, khztfS jfSFns mDgtfis xL
ghJ bfhs ntL vwhf. nfusij nrj j khbgU j, xg rhjidfis
FJ f cathf mofo TWtJL. tnahaha vf Phdha udrghgah mtfS
xgKiwia g Ta nghY, xnahL xgia izF Kiwfis mGjkhf
TWthf.
nahfg brw nkdhL mPfS, nsa tha (Clairvoyanece) vW, nsaMoa
(Clairaudience) vW uLjkhd mDgtfis TWwhf. Kakhf kjh sth vw
ukPhdrig (Theosophical) bgUPh, byl vw Phd bgUkfdhU, uk Phd njJ
sa lhl mbgr mtfS nsatha, nsa Moa vw j x, x Kiwfis
g Myny gy f f thf TUwhf. ahbrh vw Uk Phdrig Phf
midtU, jfSila ntjf vW fUJw fny xW th Miry vD My
yhF. f a ms, a mbrGJfny, y gffns bfhLs j , Mufzfhd
gff sfToa mjid bga Phd ngUikfis jD ml bfhoUw X My
PhdUFwns ahF. m TwgLs mDgt KiwfS, j ya ngRw x x mDgtfS,
gy lfny xWngh Ugij ghFnghJ ekF bkwJ!
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13. kd g
t JabghU vW miHfbgW. MkhthdJ rhu bghUshF. cUF cuhf sFw
gubghU Mkh Ugjh, jf tij JabghU rhu Ugjhf tUzid brtJL.
mjthJ. vyh fUfnshL bghU W mw iyny btgLtJ gubghU, vW Jbfhs
ntL. FU UtU iljh rfkhfJ nahf Jahj iyny fhw iwgij
kwtf rhu iynyna fhz aY vgJ jf miuahF. go czUnghJ mj
lDF vjifa rhjid clhwJ vgij xU Uku ghL sFwJ.
IJ PhndafS IJ fnkafS, kd cl mj fuzfsha ehF Mf
gdhF braglhJ xLLwd. j iyia, ef gdhF eRL wgjhf jf
TWwhf mj ngg iyny khbgU Fiuahw MknghjkhdJ, cyfgW xJ nkny gwwJ.
j fUij U_y ghLwh.
Ja UgJ rhu Jns
ef gdhY eRL brjd
ga u gh gwjJ
Ja Ul brhy xzhnj
ria, ia, nahf, Phd Ma ehF t vj t elJ iwgij Jfyh.
vD jfSila t kdij bfhnl j ehF tfY bryyh vgnjahF. Jnt j
ya jD bghJ itJs ufa brt k,w jahd ft MF.
kdij bfhL Jahj bghUis xnu jh jh ow ngu jfsh czj bgWwJ.
j g bragLw Jiwna jf PhdkhfkhF. j Jiwia U_y brhU lF
Jiw vnw miHwh.
cU wg Lyif ty tJ
brhU lF Jiw mth iy
brhU lF Jiwa thsF
cU lFv cs jhnd
vW Uku ghLwJ.
cyf KGtJ JbrW, kd cUatfshf _, jy, j vd g brY, kdny
iwg bgWwtfns rhkha kf. Mdh tfSF brhU lF w bjtiy. mij
bjJs Phf ff ynu. mjifa Phfgh jkJ cs mkakh cU wJ vW
viyaw MdjJlnd ghLwh U_y.
kdij bfhL cyfsh w gubghUnshL jhK cyfsh w iy vjifa bga rhjid!
PhfSF j kd tyik iftj xU bgUahF. j mDgtij moahf gyU
kdKU ghoUwhf. UKiwfY a ugj ghRufY gy bgnahf j Mdjij
mHF jny ghoshf. j mDgtij jfS gythW ghoshf. j bgUkhdha U_y
ij vgo brhwh?
cU C xW bkh
U njtF njt
bgU j gilil ah
kU tbj kdF jhnd
cUt yhj gubghU mt. C vwh Ef, mj Ef VJ yhjtnd mt. vj xU
bghUY bghUnah, njhnjh yhjtdhifdhny, xW xW ! Mfnkh, nfnlh yhjt,
mtidl bgaJ VJ iyahj bghU vwh. mtnd kfhnjt, njtF njt! mtDila
gilf jfns. kUt ayhj ghikny kdthFf jlhk w mj gubghU,vtJ v
cns FJlh vW vfny ghLwh Kt.
kU vw brhiy MJ f ntL. kddh kUt ayhj bghU kdbfhL,
cFjJ vwh, mJ vjifa rhjid!
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kd jlhk w bghU Phd raha jiy mUbfhL, jhanghL csF
tJ mkJbfhwJ. j jiy kndhk vW bga bgWwh j yany!
kndhkF mdh r vW jf. sfbga jUwhf. jf khW UgJ nghy,
Na bt UgJ nghy, j mdh r jiytid kU wh. tns kndhk. U_y
ghLwh :
th kdK flj kndhk
ng fzK wl bgis
M mit flj murDF
jh kfSe jhuK Mnk
kd k vD j kndhk, ny Kisj jhkiu nuhL xlhjJ nghy wh.
KgjhW jJtfSF mghgl r mt.
ngah fzf mjidF mid mtns, mt tDF jhahwh. vgo? kdny t
njhWtjF mtns fhuzkhf Uwh. mtSila bradhnyjh t eK vGwh. vdnt jh
vwh.
tDila Kiynyjh mtSila njhw mikwJ. vdnt jhahf, kfshf Mwh
mt. mknlh! t rf Tlnyjh cyfidJ njhWtjhny, ey jhu, ekid Mwh
mt.
it vyh, kd Phdka MFnghJ eilbgWw ffsh. kd mjid tyikfis
jD ml bfhL, yjony F iu nghy a bjahk wJ. yij sWnghJ
CW bfhL tUtJ nghynt, PhdFU njh khztDila kdij sw ntoUwJ.
Ciw njhLtJ nghny, khzt jdJ kd Ciw njhl Mujh, jF jil kd
Mwf xbthwhf Ruf MuF. clFns Uw mfthrf wf bjhlFwd.
thrfis wgJ kdnkjh. Mdh mj ufa lij fhLgtnd PhdFU. fjit wgjF
w nfhiy kL ifny bfhLjh nghjhJ. wnfhiy vnf brUFtJ vW mj thia mtnd
fho jUwh.
mj kdthrfS, mt tna brYnghJ VgLw mDgtfS vgoglit?
_y eho Kfliw c
ehY thr eLnt thya
nkiy thr btw fl
fhy thr fdY iyna
_yeho vwh vGguhu ehofis elJw ehafkhd eho. J RGKidna. mj Kfony
cs miw vgJ, fghy cny Uw ukuu vw Eg, mnf ehFwK thr bfhl
thya mikUwJ. mnf nkthr kd x WLkhdh, rjhdj bgUbt fhzyh.
mgo fLlh kuzyh bgUth wJ. fhyDila thr wfhJ. fdY iy, kuz
mDgt!
kuzyh bgUthit ekF jutyJ kdntjh vgJ j thF. mjhtJ Mknghj vw
iy khngh, tnghj vw Phdf iy tbjJwJ. ij bdhU ghlny eF sFwJ
Uku
m Tik Mj btikah
cbgd ngbgW cUbrj mU
m ToaF xwhd thWngh
bro t tJ mlFnk.
Tik vwh ct vD Rit, jny fyJ w ct, NaDila btikdh
jna J c vD totij vLwJ. L mj cghdJ jny fyJlh mjD
c fiuJ kWgo juhwJ. thWjh g, gR, ghr af. j af vd
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bjhgLwd vw t ufaij Phf thyhf bjJ czJ tglh Mk nghjkhdJ
tnghjkhf kh, c L flny fiuJLwJ.
j khbgU tnghj rhjid myJ iwg ngiw, kd afis bfhL el, Phd
bjh J, bgWayh vW cWwJ j ya.
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14. iwz kdK bkh braY
jf MuhJ fl vzw gy Egf vyh ikakhf sFw khbgU Eg,
iwtDila jik, kdij brhiy flJ sFwJ vgjh.
mgoahdh kdij thif flJ gij kddh f ntL vW, thdh
Jf ntL vW, yaf ngRtJ vd, vw nf vGwJ myth? jF il TWwJ
j ya.
thijdh brhy Koahj bghUis thijfis bfhnl ntjf bkhwd; MthfS
ehakhfS ghLwhf; jfS ghLwhf. J vthW x?
ifta etjny Mrh khztDF ij sFwh.
"eehaf myhjtfis t my, t my vW Ta jiy, ehafid fho nflnghJ
mj jiyahdt btfKW ngrhUjh vgJnghy, J mW J mw vd j nrJ
w guuk tJit ntjkhdJ brhyhk brhY" vgJ mUzhry Rthf ifta etj ciu!
jg ayh ngf
jikmy my vwh
mgid nfl neu
mtbt bksd Mdh
vgJ nghy
jW jW vdnr oj
gu uk jid
ngrkh ngR ntj
vgJ ifta ghl.
ulhtjhd kd braiy jhlt_ Rthf sFwh.
afSF jiyt Phdkh, idfis vd kd vd wY mfY
rrF.
j tifny MuhnghJ, fzhony ekJ Kfij ghgJnghy, j wbghUis fhwJ.
jDila mEg vdbtwh kdkhdJ btKfkhf ghF nghJ gubghU ydhtiy.
cKfkhf ghFnghJ mJ ygL.
kdny ebrafSFa rtFz FnghJ etaha iwzf VgLwJ. unrhFz
vD g FnghJ, cyf m y Fwd. kjkha jnkhFz FnghJ mRu af
bghUJw vgJ bgnahf thF.
kd aghd iy rJt to. vdnt kw uL gfS mnjhL tJ nrjit. mtiw
eRf ntL. ejh eJ nghf Toait mit. khzt jdJ gdh rJt Fzij tsJ
bfhSnghJ iwiz tswJ.
cUtkwJ m cUthdJnk kd. mJ mikvw rJt gig kLnk iybgw brJ,
mir kw gfis FnghJ, mF mthd nguit mjdh JfKo vgnj
jf KothF.
, brhiy kdij iwtid neh ghRj vD g j sf bjhlghf
eh Muhantoa xwhF.
kufis brhtjdh iwt brhfSF ml Lwhdh, vu nfhLfSF
milgLwhdh vgij Kj MuhantL.
kuf, rfuf Ma uLnk x mfis ikakhf bfhL njhait, iwbkh
khj Miz vGJ tjit mit. vdnt kw bkhfSF, glfSF yhj X Mw
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tWF cL. jMwyhdJ ku brhfSF, rfu flfSF kLnk mikjjhfhJ.
mtiw a jj Ktf Mk MwYF, mtiw gw khztDF ilnas bjhlghf,
xU ghykhf, mikw j Mwiy bghWJjh kufS vufS ntiy br.
mjdhnyjh j gykhd vufSF ggy nfhLfS, tlfS flfS mikJ xUtDila
kd m <fgLkhW Mk tot mikf bgWwJ. mnjhL Tl, vuij a jUwt jdJ
Mk Mwiy mjD gh jUwh. j mogilia eh kwJl TlhJ. vuf vgit
btW nfhyf my. anah Mk Wtd bgw cuhwf mit. mj Mwf vuf
nfhLfSFS, tis befSFS iHwJ. flfSFns mkJs vGJfny W
ngRwJ. bkhj X vuFns xU bga Kgugiuna bfhLwJ. x mit wJ! thbdh
iyakhf mikJ x miyfis vG mDwJ!
, kuf g X mogilahd cikia Tw ntL.
gjr Kt tlbkh as nahf Nu vD jkJ nahf Jg FLwh.
xU kuij bghU bjahk crFnghJ mJ KGJ ga jUtiy vwh Kt. mj
kuij XJnghJ,mjDila bghUis kd th xJwt j, mj kuJFa tgL
bghU, mj kuJF ca _ totiy, KGikahf gnghJjh, mj kuJFa x
mf KGikbgW vGwd. mgo vGjhnyjh mj kuJFa gaid mnj XJgt milwh.
j cikia tlbkh gjr jkJ Nuny Iagw TWwh vgnjhL, jfS jny
mUs j f mGjkhf Tshf.
kuf bghU vgJ UtifgL. kufSFns bfhL w brhf bghU
KjyhtjhF.
ulhtJ mr kufny bkhbghU vW fony fhzKoahj y vGJf csd.
tWF brhbghU ilahJ. Mdh xbghU vW xU Eg csJ.
bjhfhaY, e}Y w yfz RtofY, vj vj vGJ cl vj vj l,
vj vj bradh vGwJ vW, tiuaWJ brhy bgWsik ekF bj myth? thnw
kufYs #f vD xJf ekJ cl vj gFf ika bfhLsd. vUJ
mj x njhWwJ vgij, nahf jf fL brhUwhf. j njhw ikafSF lf
vW, jhdf vW bga.
kufis xUt xJnghJ mtiw bghU bjahk xUt bkhz bkhz gjh, ga iy.
vjid MLf vjid Mu jlit mthW brD lhJ. lf myJ jhdf Mrhl
bjJ bfhsntL.cgnjr vwhny clUJ fhLj vgJ jh bghUshF. vdnt j lfis
PhdFU czj ntL. mjwF jny mj kufYs brhbghUis njFtnjhL,
brhbghUis flj xfis, mt bghUsha jhdiy mfis bfhL xf ntL. thW
brnghJ mjj jhdfny jij W, mj mfis jny th vbuh nghW iz
mthf xFgo brantL. go brtJjh ku XJj vgj Eg.
Mfnt, j yaf ku crhlzfis g TWw rlf ulhF. xW kufis
xJgt mt brhbghUis mJ, mj kufSFa iwto njhwij j jny
gJbfhs ntL. ulhtJ, mj kufny cs #f vD jh xf ika bfhL
njh aFw cl cWfis myJ lfis jnjhL izf ntL. mjj
lfis bjhL XjntL. thW brjhjh mj kuf gaid eh mDgf Ko.
, ku XJj vw bra yhknyna iw Mwiy vJw Kiwia jf tFJ
brhUwhf. J kdij neuhfnt iwtgh miHJ brw Kiw.
kwfny xU tHfPiu mk bfhL mt thyhf e tHif thLtJ cL.
kuKiw vgJ tifia nrjJ. thyhk tHfho vgt jhnd j tHif thLtJ cL.
nahf vgJ j ulhtJ tifia nrjJ. xUt jhnd j tHif thLtjF mt rl
Phdij bgW bfhs ntL myth? mthWjh nahfiyny iwtid mQFw khzt,
j tHny FK nahf g Kiwfis ewhf fW, mt rl Phdij bgW bfhs ntL.
j rlfP rh Jiz, kw nebjhl bfhsyh. ijnghyjh nahf gw
khzt jdJ clgha bjt kwny iwtDF K jkha Tony ne wh. mtDF
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ku vu nghw tHfPf rhF mtaiy. jifa jdhilikna nahf g
jg mj khkh.
nahf g vw tny KndWw khztDF bkh braY jnkjh. mt tgLw
nfh btna iy; j ahifnaah. _, jy, j Ma midJ j clFns csd.
nBuhld brtJ vW cyf tHny brhnwhnk, mjifa gaz bryf, nghFtuJf,
midJ clF cnsjh. wnj iy!
gaz vdnth vJnghy njhWwJ. Mdh mDgt mgoah?
kj fhF brth, fahFk uhLth. UgF elnj brth. nfhjh nghL
jiuny cULbfhLTl VLth. jifa gazf mtDF vjhdit. D
brhynghdh Mfha khd gwJ brW gyhu fhjfSF mghY ngh Lth. V?
ruklyJFnsTl brWLwh. Mdh eftjnf mta yhj, Uj lnyna
UjbfhL brw, j cgaz mtdh v Kowiy. khdny gwJ ruklyJF
brtijl, kdfjit wJ bfhL j clgha nfhYF brtJ mtdh Kowiy.
vaJngh njh f mjhf Uw j clgazfhd tJizjh j ya.
ifto JiwdU, beLrhiy ngUJ iyafS, tfho fS tiu glfS vG mL
tH cshf myth? jifa gazJizna jf tHs nahf ya. Mdh xW
Kakhf FglntL. tfho iy kL itJ bfhL, mj yit kL bfhL, j
cl gazkha nahf ahiuia nkbfhsTlhJ. tfho vgJ xU jh. Mdh tJiz
vgnjh X jdha Mrh neKf JizahF. j fhuzkhfjh g fis mUs
jf vyhU, jf ghlfis bkhfny brhUgnjhLTl, kdij mj brafis
iwzny <LgLJtjF X neKf Mrh aikahjt Mwh vgij tWJwhf.
vrif brwhf.
Phdij bgwU khztf midtF j yaij nghynt j miuahd
vrif KakhdjhF.
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15. clF tyikf
jfSila ya f Kakhf sfgLw Phd nahfKiwfSF Fl nahf vW
bga. eKila jehL kfSfhf jf tHs j nahfKiw sf ntj vnw
miHfbgWwJ! j ntj bghUis Mrh _yk bgw gnahL, jhf mDgJ fl ngg
Kiwfis izJ, f thfnt yaf sf brUwhf. e mDgt Phd ntj
brhy gLs tf ulh. mj uo xnw rut myJ _R tahF. ulhtJ t, Ru
t myJ ehjtahF. j ulhtJ tahdJ xia mogilahf bfhlJ. KjyhtJ t
Rthrij mogilahf bfhlJ. tiwna ru vW, Ru vW ntW bgafY
miHJshf.j uL tfis ju, _whtJ gy jfsh gW mfgLsJkhd
t x tahF.
rut vgJ ehia mogilahf bfhlJ. _Ys tyiH, liH Ma uL Jthuf
tahf jjna iHw _ir, j uoY nrJ xnu rka iHw _ir bfhL,
cl g _y csij Mkhit czJ bjh gLw Kiwna ruKiw.
bria mogilahf bfhL, x miyfis cS wKfkhf fLgL, wnj nfw
xiangh cl cns x nfF tz, ggy Egkhd Kiwny g brJ, cliy
csij Mk xlij aFw Kiwna, RuKiw myJ xnahf vw gahF.
j uil ju, tyf, lf Ma uL ff tna _whtJ NFk fzhw
be fiz izJ, j _W ehofis cs cz bfhL a, mj af tahf
clig csij ngUzl fLgL MSw Kiw jfsh xKiw vW
miHfbgWwJ.
jf yafis MJ Muhnjhkhdh vj Ph vj Kiwia vthW brhUj
nghY, mj Kiwf mid mogilnk j _W Kiwf VjhtJ xw tif mlFtjhf
mikUwJ.
jfSila yaf fhzbgWw bdhU tifahd, Ritahd cik vdbtwh,
rkUjkhd tlbkhia, j bkhaha bjbkhia, uil xUnf fWzj y
kfhf, j uL bkhfis r, t vw bgauh miHwhf. mjhtJ tlbkhia r
ghi vW, jbkhia tDila bkh vW y jf miHwhf. j uL
bkhflYnk mtfSF MtK, g UUgij fhnwh. mnjhLTl jf vgo kj
ntWghLfis flJ Phd iyny W ngRwhfnsh, mthnw mtf bkh ca jhfis
flJ,vyh bkhfis xUnru kF iyUJ ghLwhf. jfSbfyh juha U_y vyh
bkhfSnk njt ghif vW TWwh. mtUila fhy eKila eho gbdL bkhf tH
tjjhf bjwJ. j gbdL bkhfSnk ml Kjtdha mu mUa bkhf vW U_y
TWwh :
goj Mth gbdL ghi
flt TW fUjth vf
goj jf gbdL ghi
ml Kjyh mubrhd thnw
vgJ U_yUila Uku. mahaf j Eg nkY MHkhf MuhagLwJ.
Mfnt jfSila yaYs fUJf midJ, vyh bkhfSF, vyh tlhuJ
kfSf, bghUj Toa ngUikfis czJw ca jbgU fUyfsh. mjdhnyjh
U_y jKila KDiuny.
ahbgw g bgWf itaf
vW ghLwh.
jehL vnwh, tlehL vnwh viy Twhk itaf vW cyf KGtijnk csl
TWtj nehf jf mDgj nggK, mtf fL sFw bkPhdK, vyh kjdUF,
vyh ehL kfSF bghJthditahf sFtd vgnj.
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cl csK cU vyh ehL kfSF xnu yfznyjh mikUwd. a
kfSF uL ff; vJ kfSF _W ff; uZa kfSF ehF ff vW iy.
mJnghynt jh cl w cWfS cs mik c afKfkhF. vyh kjjtfSF
cl, mj cns aFw csK, tWF Mjhukhf mikj cU xnu ghh gilf
bgW bjhgLwd. vyh bkhdUF, vyh kjdUF, vyh ehodUF cl csK
cU xnu gh mikJs fhuzjh, jHfJ jf TWw Phdnk nkdhL Phf TWw
Phdkhf mikUwJ. rhwhf, nuh efuny thof jiyefuYs j l njthya
cns EiHnjhkhdh, l KtUila iy, mj fUtiwUJ sw Phd miyfS,
jehL jf t rkhiana idLtdthf iy, mj fUtiwUJ sw Phd
miyfS, jehL jf t rkhiana idLtdthf mikUgij eh jh
brUjnghJ neny fnl. vdntjh, cl rgjgltiu vgo nkdho bra gl kUjhdJ
eKila ehL kf nehia FzgLJwnjh, mJnghynt, vyhehL PhdK cyf kfny
ahtUila csij mj cs nehia MWwJ. Mifahjh j yafis cyf
bgUf vW cyf bghJ f vW eh miHnwh.
j nehnfhL ghFbghGJ Fl nahf vW miHfgLw jf nahf Phd KiwahdJ,
cyf kf midtUF gaglToa gy ufa ngUikfis jD ml wJ. vyh ehL
PhfS, clDns cs Mjhu iyfis ngRbghGJ,c af Egkhd MwfSF
njhWthahf brhYw iy j Flahfnt sFwJ. ghif gythf Ufyh. jf gyuhf
Ufyh. Mdh mogilahd nahfKiw xwhfnt UwJ. it midF Mjhukhf sFtnj
Fl vw MwY Fl nahf vw g Kiw MF.
j yaf midY fhzbgWw Fl nahf ufafis midij bjhFJ
ghFnghJ, vyh fSF bghJthd y ufafis xUik ghLl xnu Fu ngRtij
fhnwh. mjifa ngUikfis bjhFJ TWw j f jbkh Wfzfhf Rto
to UD, tbyyh Ka thjit mit mUa j yakha FwS, U_y
UkuK, gbd jf Phd nfhit, ehLw ghlfis nghW mt rjny mikj
F, f, J nghw Mufzfhd ghlfS, D mR totny bttuhj XiyRtof
mikj y ufa fS M. it midY TwgLs Fl nahf ga ufafis
bjhFJ MuhJ ghjh, mit _W bga ny mlFtdthf Uwd.
KjyhtJ , j cl Mjhu iyfis bfhL brw gahF. ulhtJ , j
g _y mDgw UtUsha Mdjij gajhF. _whtJ , j Mdj vw
tna brW nguhdj vw LngW bgWw gKiwahF. j _W Kiwfis TWw
j yaf ngUikf f Kakhd ytiw nf ghngh.
w wf j cy VgLtJ g eKila jf y jJtfis MuhJ
TUwhf. xU FHij fUny cUthfntLbkwh, mjF jh jijafSila Mwf
iz kL nghjh vw ngUikia Phf tWJwhf. X MltD xU bgQ TLw
xU fhuzjh kL fUthdJ jgiy. xU FHij clhtjF jij J jh
nrhjK kL nghjiy. ntW y Mwf j Jfis izJ xWgLj ntoa mta
UwJ. j iyia Muhj jf, wF fhuz Mik bgikaha uL Mwf
iz kL my vW, j MwfnshL nrJ IJ j Mwf TWfS
izantLbkW fL brhUwhf. iybawh kj z xbthYnk xU fU
cgahl ntLkyth? eilKiw mgo ftiyna !
X clFns X c FtjF mlbkF iwJs gubghU xU TW cbrW
Mwfis MWgLj ntoa iy UwJ. j mogil Mw Ij Mwf TWfis,
Mik bgikaha Mwfis, vyhtiw xwhf izJ, xU Fat kghl brtJ
nghy kj cUit Mf ntoa jJtnk w ng ufakhF. clF bryntoa cuhdJ,
gubghU Mwyha nguhwiy nto oJ, mjDila ngUj bfhL, clgha kghlF
FJ bragLwJ. jidjh,
ejtd X Mo - mt
ehyhW khjkh Fatid nto
bfhL tjho X njho
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vW RLbtj ghLwh. ejtd vW FfbgWtJ ngulkha j tdij, Mo
vgJ j c. mJ xU gunjia ngh fLghL vj clFS fhk miyJ wJ.
mj Moaha c Fatdha gubghU Mwiy nto, mj Mw xU TW jdF M bfhL,
j clgha kfyJFns FJ MLwJ, MLwJ. ehyhW khj vW TwgLtJ ruDila
fzFgo gJ khjf bfhl fzfha UW VGgJ ehfns. iwa ed Phd
fzgo xU fU tsfhy VwjhH UW MWgJ VG ehf vnw TwgLwJ myth?
j fUijna jh ghgho jU jKila ny ghLwh :
Cij Fny kbzLJ
cu dny cil nrJ
vW j clgha kfyij cUtfny tUJ ghLwh j j.
Fatdh vW TwgLtJ xU fU cUthtjF ntoa nguhwyha guk Mwiyna, kQ,
dY jh jijahfSila J ehjkha clTWfns, FatDF xU k ghl brtjfhf kQ
jU kL UjhnghjhJ. mj kghlij cgnahfgLJtjFa njit bfhl xU kj,
jdF xU kghl ntLbkW nffntoaJ UwJ. vgobawh ghl brgt, j
ghlij jhnd cgnahfgLJtiy. w xUtDila cgnahf fUna Fat kghl
brwh. mgo mj kghlij gagLJw thoifahsnu j c MF. vjidjh c
mj kghlij jdJ vW brhj bfhlhodhY, mj kghlF cat mij gilj
mj FatndahF. FatDila iftz mj kghlF isahLwJ. mthnw j c
aFw j clFns, gubghU fiy ml wJ. ij jh jf Fat vW, k
vW, cud vW ghLwhf. kQ, dY Nis beU, mj beUig aFw fhW,
w Jiz fUfS Ij Mwfsh j Ij MwfS fk brW braglh jh
kghl cUthwJ. vdntjh xU FHij fU cUthtjF jh jij c MwfnshL
nrJ, ntW MwfS iza ntoaUwJ vgij j ya tWJwJ. j Ij
Mwf vbtnghJ jh jija MwfnshL izwd vgjF xU fzF, jfsh
TwgoUwJ. mj fzF, xU bg khjlhah Fw ehSF, tsiw njiw Ma f
fzF izj Kiw mikUwJ. j fz Egij jf sFwhf.
xU bg khjlh M d ehf fU clhF, kw ehf clhfhJ vw fzif
eKila jf TWtJ Ij Mwf izw fznyjh. rhwhf, xU bg lhah Fj
gndG ehfSF wF fUjgiy vW jf TWwhf.
fUjw ehf fzFfis TWw jf, wF isf afis g y
ufafis btoUwhf.
ru fiyaha lJ _R iHnghJ fztD kid To jw fU bg FHij vW,
tyJ fUtha Nafiy aFnghJ jw fU M FHij vW, RGaha eLeho ngRbghGJ
jw fU zhF vW, cUthfhJ vW, jf TWwhf. njhLTl nkY y Mj
brfis j ya ngRwJ.
mkhthir mW To jw fU fUghf, ehF myJ MW uf csjhf wF vgJ
j thF, bjhiyu gaz brW Ua xUt, mW unt jdJ kidia To mnghJ jjh,
mgo ww FHij m yhj FHijahf UF. mkhthir fj ujik To jw fU,
bghngR isahf wF. mkhthir fj _wh eh To wj FHij leh thHhJ.
KGy To wj FHij johf, Klkhf UF. ij Midto vW j ya
tUwJ. KGy fj ujik To wj FHij Wta gy flfis jho d
l M thH Toajhf UF. gidjh eh To wj FHij j. fUFl, btFl
myJ Kayf vD nehah ofgL vwJ j ya.
nkY, y tifahd jftfis j ya ekF jUwJ: mit tUkhW :
znghJ, ngrbthzhj ngRf <Lglh mahf wF. zw bg thzkhf
zjh FHij nrhng isahF. kidia ju ntbwhU bg idny kdij
brY, mj idnthL jDila kidia Todh, mgo jw fU MWu myJ ehF u
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bfhljhf UF. iw fl _W, IJ, vL gJ Ma ehf. vj khjY MltD bgQ
clYw bfhs TlhJ vW Mf fhuzfsh jf jil whf.
bt Hik gf neu _whtJ rhk clYw bfhL, mj gydhf is wjh
mjF khWf UF. xU khJ Njkhd _wh eh To y gy fhuzfsh fUjJlh mj
is Uldhf khL. ehfhtJ eh _ldhf UgnjhL, tWik thL FHijahf Ugh.
Ijh eh To ww is f wJ sF. Mwh eh To jw fU fl bfhiffis
bgnahf fUJfis kWJ ngRw nflhd kila isahf UF vW jf
TWwhf. VHhtJ eh fUjjh cik Fj FHijahf UgnjhL <if, uf Kja
egf iwj FHijahf UF. vlh eh fUjjh mj FHij ju thHToaJ
vW Ia gw TWwJ j thF. xgjh eh jw fU, f caj brtts bfhl Fngu
nahf vw bgUj nahfKila FHijahf cUthF. gjh eh jw fU neh cs FHijahF.
gulh eh fztD kid TLtJ f wj bra vW, mgo ww FHij gy
fiyfS meyfS Fj fbga gojdhF vW cW TwgoUwJ. g_wh eh
cUthw FHij mua PhdK, tUfhyij czw ntfK cilajhF. gdhfheh
jw fU, cyf gfny isw nghahf wF. gidjh eh fU, X murDF xghd
tsfS MwfS cilajhf efnHhL fG. gdhwh eh To ww FHij, bga
Phahf nahahf bjt Mwf ua jdhf Tl cUthtjFa thf cila
ekfthF vW j ya ngRwJ.
, FHij ww ehifia itJ y fzFfis jf Tshf. j fzF
nrhla Egkhd fzFfnshL bghUajhf mikUwJ. j fzgo gf ulh
rhkF, f wghd gy af, TwgLsd. j rhkfnshL mjj khj Na w
iyia, ru w iyia, w nfhf iyia thf MuhJ FHij w,
ts, a. M, th milw rhjidf Matiw thf ngRwJ j ya.
iwa Phdny fhnkh gahy vW TwgLw maJiw Egfis Muhw
nkdhL Phf J jhf fLoJ tUw gy cikfnshL, j fzF afjf
Kiwny bghU tUwJ vgJ nf Fl jfjhF. j ed Muh D KndW
bghGJ, Ij MwfS nfhf affS cf w wfis vgo tifgLJwd.
thit vthW aFwd, th nghif vgobayh ghwd vw ma cikf
nkY bjtila lUwJ. it midF _yhjhukh miktJ xU FHij Fl vw
Mk ika bjhghnlahF. Ij MwfS, jh jija mj FHijF mj wny jUw
afS, mfw MwfS, "" vw iwa Phd miHw mogil c ikaK,
vyh xWTo klybfhL bragLw iyna j Fl Mw ikakhF. j Mw
ikaij vthW fhgJ, mjid vthW tsgJ vw ufafis TWw j ya, khwyh,
vgobayh MWgLjyh vgij vLJ awJ.
jidjh kilkhw vW U_yU, kh wF tif vW w jfS Tw fhQnwh.
Fl nahf vW jf TWw g Kiw mogilahf mikJs fUJ xW cL.
mJnt IJ yfis aFw Kiw gaJ.
cyf irfny w Iyfis iwtid neh Ugntoa mtaij, mj
egfis g gftij thf sFwJ. j cikia jf jfSila nahfKiwny
tW TWwhf. btna brYw Iy Mwfis cKfkhf UgntL vwhf
Phf, Fl KaF KjyhtJ njit Jjh :
btKfkhf brYw IJ yfis cKfkhf Ug ntL. Jnt Fl nahf
mogilahd KjyhtJ ghl MF.
thW jf TWtjF fhuz jkhj fhknkhr, vW, mw, bghU, g, L vW
FLw ehF, j cl brafdhny jh clhwd vw mogil cikna MF.
ij jf fL sFwhf. vdnt j cl mik Ij TWfis mtf f sfkhf
MuhJ gFJ brhwhf.
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clghdJ jf Kiwgo gidJ gFfshf fgoUwJ. j gidJ TWfny
IJ jf MwY xU fzF Kiwgo izJ j clghf cUthUwJ vgJ, j ya
TWw cl ufa. jgo j clFns kzha U IJ ghf bfhlJ; j ehF
ghf; beU _W ghf; fhW uL ghf; Mfha xW; Mf bkhj gidJ TWf Mwd.
k IJ ghff jh bk, th, f, _F, br Ma IJ cWf.
j ehF ghffshtd: fUJ Ruw f, cKfkhf Ruw ytKJ, Na
mKJ, Ma _nwhL, x vW jfsh miHfgLw yhLy br (Glandular Secretion)
Ma ehj#y vD c Mw vgd.
beU _W TWf vitbawh, lfYs ru x, tyfYs Na x,
#hlhu vW tlbkhny miHfgLw _yfd Ma _Wkh.
fh uL TWf vitbawh uhzth mghdth Ma ulh.
Mfha TW vW brhygLtJ jiyny Uw bgUbt. jid Jthjrhjbt vW, u
gf mw l vW, wgy vW, jgu vW, Phdrig vW, ehjrj bghk klg
vW, Wfzfhd mHfHfhd bgafny jf miHwhf.
, Ij TWfSF IJjkhd bjt rfis ehafgL ngRwhf jf. j IJ
MwfSF IJ bgaf. mit Ukh, ma, cUu, knfr, rjht. j IJ _fS IJ
jfSF ca bjt Mwfsh. kzhw bjt r ma MF. j fl Ukh;
beUF cUu; thF knfr; MfhaF rjht myJ rngr vW miHfbgWw
Mltyh. ij bghJ nehny Vfdnt ghnjh.
j IJ _f MwfSF IJ btntW bgaf jUwhf. mJ vgobawh Na
vgJ mj _ bga. bt vgJ mj _UJ tUw Mw, ruD y nghny.
thnw maDila Mw m MwyhF. mJnt fgidfSF fiyfSF fhuzkhf mikwJ.
mjid fiykf vW, ruRt vW miHnwh. thnw j Mwyha Ukh rF
yR vW bga. cUF Jiz brtij m vW, Ukij fhLtij Na vW,
ntfij ngQtij ru vW, Phdij mila brtij ght vW miHJ, j Mwf
midJ xkakhf j clFns Ugjhf jf ngRwhf.
, j clFns cs Ij iz k Twha gF VGtifahd jhJf
mlsd vW j ya sFwJ. j VG jhJfSF VG bgaf. mit 1) bjhF 2) uj
3) C 4) _is 5) z 6) v 7) Ry. j VG jhJfS ru, cu, khr, _is, bfhG, m,
Ry vW VG kWbgafS cL.
Mfnt j clFns VG jhJfis bfhl k Twha UnahL, kw ehF
jfS, Na ru MwfS, cuhwY, Mf vLjkhd aff bjh brJ bjhwhW
jkhd brafis xbthU dho elJwd vW tifgL j ya Ko brJsJ.
j vil t brayhw bjhwhW jJtfis mG oJ aff
nguhwYnf Fl vW bga. j nahfKiw g ga fis tnahah
sffnshL _yfd vw gF MJ MuhwJ. vGJ iy vw gFY y
ufaf lbgWwd.
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16. Ef ntWgl iyf
myJ mtijf
j ya Kakhd gFf mtijf gaJ xU thF.
mtij myJ mtij vgJ, cliy nka cuhdJ mlnyhL To Effis vJnghJ
clhw iy ntWghLf.
nghJ wbgLf cUFa vyh fUfis cuhdJ gagLJwJ. Mdh cwf,
wf Kja iyfnghJ fUf af rl lgo FiwwJ. vdnt iyf ntWghL
clhwJ.
j ntWghLfis Ijhf tFJ jf mt afis thf vG itJshf. mit,
rhu vD ediy, brhgd vD fd, RGKid myJ RG, Ja vd ngUwf,
Jahj vD cglf.
j fis nghynt tPhd nghjY j iyfis FJ mrtijnj vW
TWbgWsJ.
j mtij Hhytij, nkyhytij, Rjhtij vW _tifgL.
Hhytij vgj yfz tUkhW:
IJ Phndaf, IJ fnkaf, IJ j khiuf, ehF mjfuzf Ma
gbjhgJl, cs vw xW, gJ thfS, IJ trdhfS To KgijJ fUf
afnjhL, cuhdJ UteL F iyahdJ myJ rhu vw edthF.
PhndafS fnkafS Ut eL Wl, kw UgijJ fUfnshL, cuhdJ
fG F iyna brhgd myJ fdthF.
IJ jkhiufS, jij ju kw _W mj fuzfS, gJ thf uhzthit
ju kw xgJ, trdhf IJ, Mf UguL fUfS fG jlnt, cuhdJ j,
uhzth, cs Ma _W fUfSl beny F iyna fGahF.
Ja vw mLj iy vJbtwh, jkhdJ jajhdkha beny jl, uhzth
csK Ma ulnl uL fUfSl cuhdJ cny w iyahF.
uhz th cny f, va cs xW kL To cuhdJ _thjhuny mlFw
iy JahjkhF.
nkyhytij vgJ Jr Mkh fUkJlhf thFfis njhWjyhF. mj
thFfSF grik, NFik igr, kia, itf vW bgaoUwhf. t yfzij
nkY MuhJ fLoJ thfnt vGshf.
Rjhtij vgJ Ijh, ky rhu, ky brhgd, ky fG, ky Ja, ky
Jahj vW bgabgW.
ky rhu vw a ed vJbtwh, iyahikia xGikah czJ, Mrhid milJ,
gRfuzf gfuzfshf khw bgWw iyahF.
ky brhgd vw a fdh, mUJj, bghUJj kdnjhL bghUjhik.
ky RGahdJ gkhziy.
ky Ja vgJ g czl KGik milj.
ky Jahj vw iy kw ehF iyfis elJ KGik iwl iwikahj.
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mtij vW miHfbgWw j iyfis e jf MuhJs Kiwfis ghjh, ekJ
ehL Phf clik, cfUia vjid ma nehnfhL cFJ fL, vjid MwnyhL
my ghUwhf vgij cznth. j Muh tif bjhiffis Mk Mwiy ga
gF nkY cFJ ghngh.
iwa ed mayhdJ Wfzfhd Jik fUf itJ, Mu Mu Kiwfny
kUJt, csa, cJo Ma Jiwfis MuhwJ. ehnjhW a a fUJfis btLwJ
iwa Phd. jifa Niy W jf fLoJ brhs cla, csa,
ca Ma Jiwf ngUikfis nehf ntL. vyh fhyJF bkahf fToa, vj
nrhjidfshY bkJ fhl Toa ngUikfis, e ehL Phf vgojh ts MJ
brW, ts bjthf fLoJ lhf vgJ bgUaFa rhjidahfnt njhWwJ.
jf mitkL Jizahf bfhltf my. czfisna jf MFa fUfshf
bfhL, cz flj ngUz iyny tUw gubghUnshL ia bfhL thif ela
nguthsuhf, ngUzthsuhf mtf fjikah, jifa rhjidf mtfsh a KojJ.
mtf tHs j ya xbthU gF jF rhW gfwJ!
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17. MW Mjhuf gKiwf
j clF MW Mw ikaf Ugij _yhjhu, Rthlhd, kuf, mdhfj, R,
MiP vW bga No miHgnjhL, j iyf cs rjfis, x vGJkha m
iyfis, mnf FobfhLs iyiyfis, mtFa g Kiwfis e jf thf
Muh brJ brhUwhf.
_yhjhu ehF jf bfhl jhkiu tot UwJ. Rthlhd MW jfnshL Toa
jhkiu, kuf jhkiu jf gJ. mdhfj vD mLj iy guL jf bfhl
jhkiu tot mikUwJ. R jhkiu totJF gdhW jfsh. MwhtJ Mjhukha
MiP uL j jhkiuahF.
j Kothd iyaha MiP vD ikanyjh. gubghU Utoia fhzyh vW
j ya TWwJ.
_yhjhu rfukha ehF j jhkiu brwkhdJ. Mj jhkiuahd Rthlhd bru
w fhwJ. kufkha gj jhkiu bghUo xU Knfhz cL. brwkhd cUu
th vD MwnyhL nf fwh. Jnt eh fkykhF.
guL j jhkiuaha mdhfj ifw bfhlJ, mWnfhz tosJkhd
fhWkly mikUwJ.
fG mojs jhkiuaha R brwkhd nfhzf csd vW, tl totkhdJ,
btis w bfhlJkhd Mfha kly jhd Jnt vW j f TWwd.
MiP vgJ UteLthd iya. j eL Ahr fwJ. mjnk gy Egkhd
Mwf aFwd. mjuhkh, t Ma nguhwf mjFnk sFwd vgJ j thF.
_yhjhu Kj MiP tiu xny mff bfhL, cghitia brY, iwgij
Jgnj jf Phd ahd. thW w Phd g gadhf, nah gubghUS x
fyJ, vF iwj jJtkhfnt MLtjhf Phf mDgJ brhshf. j MW
iyfYs jhkiu j xbthY mikJs vGbjhfis, iwahwfis, mtiw
xKiwY xKiwY nahf bedh MWgL Kndw ntoa g fis,
MHnjhL bjnthL thfnt j ya brhnyhakhf wJ.
j mWnfhz rfu Egjh mjahf vW rkathfsh TwgLtJ. _yh ufhF
ika _yhjhuK RthlhdK M. af m fl, ku vW miHfbgW. kuf
mdhfj Ma iyfns xw ikaf. Na fl ZQ u bga.
R MiP, nrhfl, rufiy, cUu u.
itfSFnk khah jJt, Rjah jJt, knfRtu jJt, rjht jJt vw ehif
nrfgJ MjhufshL. itfis Ja fl vwiHg. jnk cs VG fiyfis nrf,
KGikahd fiyfshd gdhW fiyfnshLToa nrhk kly mik. Gs MW Mjhuij mj
nkYs ehY Mjhuij nrgjF kAhnjth vW bga.
Fl ria FyhfiybaW, RGKid khfij Fygj myJ murghilaha uh#
vW TWt. yjh rfuehk bjhW Kj W gbdhW tiu j Eg bghJsJ.
Fl vD rahdt _yhjhuUJ vGnghJ FHijngh, mnghJ wj FHijngh,
Fth, Fth nghw xia vGtjh Fkh vW bga. mdhfjij L snghJ Na
cZzjh gFt M jU vW bga bgWwh. c Kfony j gaha tgubghUis miltjh
mnf guij vd miHfbgWwh.
_ykuf nfhof vW _iw nrJ brhtJ j kughF. it _W nrJjh
uzt JUt mikwJ.
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tifahf xwhdnghJ giHa iyUJ uk, ZQ, cUu, khnfr, rjht J,
ehj, r, t vw xgJ iyfS kh KGikbgW t tdhwh.
kyj takh cUu khnfr
gyjU IKf guJ ehj
eyjU r tko th
gyjU f guhe ahnk
vD Uku j Mjhunahf ia eF s brhwJ.
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18. jf TW vL nahff
j yany ikakhf cs gF nahffis ga Phd sfnk ahF.
mlhf nahf vw miHf bgWw nahfKiwf, gyW MLfshf ekJ ehony Phfsh
gygL tUw khbgU fKiw MF. f bgWtJ, mtiw jho Knd iwtndhL fyJ
WtJ, j nahf gF mogilfshf mikwd.
j kj clny MW Kakhd cW TWf MWjkhd Mwf njh aFwd
vW, ghuj eho Ktf gy whLfSF Kng fLoJshf vgij Vfdnt
ghJnsh. j fhyJ ed Phd fUf midJ nrhJ ghJ x bfhl ikafns,
j MW Mjhuf myJ iyf vgij eh mnth.
nkdhL ma tYef kj cl afis Muhj d, j cl ikafis nkY
MuhJ tUwhf. D uZa ehony byuh gfiy fHfY, ij ju ntW gbjhgJ
MTlfY, MLnjhW gyhu %f bry brJ Psychotronics vD mayh j
iyfis ga Muhia el Knd tUwhf. nj nghW fyhah ehoY ntW y
fr ehLfY j Muh bjhlJ elJtUwJ. j gadhf eKila giHa j ya
TwgLs j Mjhu iyf MwY, EgfS xbthwhf rhWfnshL cWgLwd.
y MLfSF Kd uL mbkf bgkf uZa ehoY, mj bjhlghd ntWy
ehLfY jUJ, j ed Muhfis vyh neny ghJ Ff vLJ bfhL, mj
rhWfSl uL fis My btoUwhf. KjyhtJ bga U iuF
kd Mw fLof (The Psychic Discoveries behind the Iron curtain). ulhtJ bga ifnaL
(The Hand Book) vgjhF. ulhtJ Ka bjhlna MF.
j uL fY mtf btLs brfS, bfhLJs Phd rhWfS eKila
j ya fLs Mk ngUikfSF fhyJ ma TW rhfshfnt mikJ csd.
j ya ngUikfSF mogilafh mikj MW Mjhufshd _yhjhu, Rthld,
kuf, mdhfj, R, MiP MatWF nkny, Jthjrhj bgUbtaha c bfhL_o csJ.
_yhjhu vgJ Mugiy MW Mjhufis bfhL nkny bryntoa yFjh
Jthjrhj bgUbt vgJ. mJ uRF nkny guL ufil cau mikJs xkly !
xU nahahdt _yhjhu cs Phdfdiy nkny vGkhW brj, uRF V y gf
brwh. j gKiw _yfd vw gF MJ MuhabgWwJ. vdnt nf j
MW iyfY xU khzt aWw mlhfnahf vD gia e jf vgo
tifgLshf vgij ghngh.
mlhfnahf gy bjhlFw xU khzt, rhjhuzkhf xU tghonghJ eh brw Rfis
brJbfhL, cWahd kdnjhL vL Kiwfis filowh. j vLF ca bgaf tUkhW
:
1. ak, 2. ak, 3. Mjd myJ Mrd, 4. uhzhahk, 5. uahfhu, 6. jhuiz, 7. ahd, 8.
rkh.
j vL tfis nkbfhS khztDF Phdthr wF vgJ j thF. mt ww
vD RH UJ LgL, kuz yh bgUthit vJwh vW Phf TWwhf.
ak
ak vgJ jkhdJ gubghU idny TLtjhF. mjthJ a irfny brY kdij
fLgLa gubghUny xWTl brj.
cldh IyfS milw g iyawJ vD bj UJ, ituha vD
kdcW wwJ. Jnt akF mogilahF.
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j akij nkbfhgt y Kiwfis fil of ntoat Mwh.
bfhyhik,bghbrhyhik, Ulhik, eFzf cilik, eLiyik, mlf Ma gfis
tsJbfhs ntL. thW brjhjh ak vw j nahf btbgw Ko.
y j f ak Kiwf gJ vd TwgLsd. mit : 1. bfhyhik, 2. thik, 3.
fshik, 4. fhkik, 5. bghiwilik, 6. cWilik, 7. uf, 8. neik, 9. msnthL cQj,
10. mfJ wJ ik.
j g bfhyhik Mjfdh bfhYj vgij kL Ffyi. kddhY,
thdhY vj cUF tUj brahik mlF. nkY jh brtJ, wid brgJ
w brtjF jh clijah UgJ Ma _Wnk ka vf.
, thik vgJ fzh fltiw, brah nfltiw, kw yfsh
Efjtiw, kiwfhkY, khwhkY mgona KGikahf btLj.
fshik vgJ wDila vj clikia, vj NiyY, vjfhf kddhY Tl
vzhJ UgJ. mthit ml, wbghUis jathk Uf ntL vgJ KakhF.
fhkik vgJ mabg xUia UgnjhL ghj, UgnjhL vQj Kjad
brahUj MF. ij Phf vL tifahf Uwhf. mjhtJ fhk vgJ v tifah :
1. UgnjhL ghj
2. UgnjhL ngRj
3. MirnahL isahLj
4. mofo rj
5. jJ ngRj
6. bfhs vQj
7. thFWnah, clgoifnah brj
8. jtrHJ brif brj
, cWilik vgJ, brw jt kd jsuhk mbfW Mlhk mirahk, xnu
iy w.
uf vgJ bfhyhik ghglnjh v mW; vthbw bfhyhik vgJ vkiw
g. uf vgJ jik g. mJ w ciu jDnghy vQw fUizgh glJ.
, neik myJ bghJik vgJ gifznth, cwznth vyhUlD rkkhf F
iy,
msthd cz g jf xU fzF brhUwhf. cz myJ rhghL cz miu
tW, j fh tW; fhW fh tW vgnj mj fzF.
ik vgJ Kiwfis jtwhJ filoj MF.
j Kiwf gyth. jt, brg, jhd, nf, nt, tghL vd it .
Mjd
tlbkh cs y nahf fY Phd gFa j RtofY xU nah vjfhf jdJ
g nghJ Mrdf L bfhwh vw nfF il brhy goUwJ.
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nahf bra Fj xU khzt, jDila clny jdJ jtF ilwhd thjidf
njhwhk Kbdrif brJ bfhs ntL. nahf Muh go thjidf midF fhuz
eKila un#h Fznk. vdnt, j un#h Fz vw btik g myJ NL nknyhfhjthW xLf
ntL. ij brjtFa cghank Mrd Lj vD Uif MF. vdnt tlbkh MQndd
un#h A vW brhygoUwJ.
j Mrdf gJkhrd Kjyhf ggythf Jsd.mt vL Mrdf wghf
TwbgWwd.
j vL tUkhW :
1. gJkhrd 2. guhrd, 3. FFlhrd, 4. khrd, 5. nfhKfhrd, 6. brhuhrd, 7. uhrd,
8. Rfhrd.
j vL Mrdfis ju nkY W UgjhW Mrdf j f TwgLsd.
t brKiwfis g FUKfkhf ne fW gHf ntL vw vrif Ugjh, t
Kakhd nahfhrdf goaiy kL nH jUnw.
1. Rtfhrd 40. rkhdhrd
2. nfhKfhrd 41. iguthrd
3. uhrd 42. k^nfhrd
4. Tkhrd 43. kflhrd
5. FFlhrd 44. Vfghjthrd
6. cjhd Tkhrd 45. guhrd
7. jDuhrd 46. nahfuhrd
8. knruhrd 47. Rfhrd
9. gkjthrd 48.jlhrd
10. kuhrd 49. ruhrd
11. rthrd 50. tJyhrd
12. knru hrd 51. mjhrd
13. jhrd 52. gtjhrd
14. tuhrd 53. nahKuhrd
15. gJkhrd 54. fUlhrd 79. nfhzhrd
16. knru gJkhrd 55. gtdKjhrd 80. uhjdhrd
17. Kj gJkhrd 56. thkghjgtdKjhrd 81. ghjnfhzhrd
18. khrd 57. jzghj Kjhrd 82. #hrd
19. guhrd 58. uhrd 83. mj gafuhrd
20. tyahrd 59. Rthrfkdhrd 84. mFZlhrd
21. Ufhrd 60.thjhadhadhrd 85. mjflhrd
22. Ffhrd 61. mjgkhrd 86. mjghjhrd
23. ghfnth ghjhrd 62. CJt gkhrd 87. mj#hrd
24. nahfhrd 63. zghjhrd 88. thkuhrd
25. fghyhrd 64. jzhrd 89. #hthrd
26. ooahrd 65 mJthrd 90. rhfhrd
27. tjhdhrd 66. thkjahghjhrd 91. jghrd
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28. mgfhrd 67. ghj uhrd 92. ghj mghd fkdhrd
29. fhkjfdhrd 68. Urhrd 93. mrjrJZnfhzhrd
30. nfrahrd 69. thkghj urhrd 94. Tkhrd
31. nrhgahrd 70. jzghj urhrd 95. fghrd
32. gafhrd 71. jlhrd 96. VfghjUrhrd
33. gjhrd 72. CJt jDuhrd 97. Kj mj Urhrd
34. brsahrd 73. thkhjhrd 98. Jghj ghRthrd
35. gjnahahrd 74. ntfhrd 99. fjlhrd
36. ngfdhrd 75. jfhrd 100. byslghjhrd
37. kfhngfdhrd 76. Rthrhrd 101. cghjhdhrd
38. uhzhrd 77. mjTkhrd 102. CJtrj ghjhrd
39.mghdhrd 78.fUlhrd 103. mj rthrd
104. ntW mgdhrd 105. nahahrd 106. ntW gtjhrd
107. gtjhrd 108. ryghrd 109. nfhyhrd
110. nyhyhrd 111. cjkhfhrd 112. couhrd
113. mrhrd 114. ntW uhzhrd 115. fhKfhrd
116. Mdj kuhrd 117. fehrd 118. u ngjdhrd
119. rkhrd 120. #hfhrd 121. gtdhrd
122. krhrd 123. kfuhrd 124. Uhrd
125. rfghrd 126. rthfhrd
uhzhahk
uhzhahk vgJ uhzid fLgLJj vW .
Fl X Mrd Uif bfhl , xU nahf g khzt mLJ bra ntoaJ
_R fhwha Rthrij begLJj MF.
ItF ehaf m jiykf
cabfh nlW Fiuk bwhWL
bkaF gW bfhLF bfhlhJngh
bghahiu j GL jhnd
j cl cs IJ bghfsha gnrafSF fztdhf, clyha CUF
jiytdhf UF Mw c MF. j cuhdJ jh thtjfhf, ctjfhf xU Fiu
nk VWwJ. mj Fiujh uhzth vD cfhW. mj FiuahdJ iwtl gWbfhl
bkaf V elJnghJ rojd brahk gwha fothsij mtfl bfhLJ, mtfSila
fLghoF ml XLwJ. kha kaFf ir brYJ bghaf V eldh, mj FiuahdJ
mtfis xU jS j nH LwJ.
Fiu J mkJ brYj vgJ gdh fW bfhs ntoa xU fiyahF. rhjuzkhd
Fiu gnf l f ntoaUwJ. mgoahdh _rha Fiu J M brYJgt,
vts fLghLl, vrifnahL mj fiyia gy ntL vgij, j Uku
tWJwJ.
nahf g nkbfhS xU khzt, uhzhahk vw j Fiu Vwij eF fW
njJlh, mtDF VgL g gaf viy yhjd vW MdjnjhL cW brhwhf
jf. U_yU gnawkha j _R fiyia xUt fWlh, gwitial ntfkhf brY
j _R FiuahdJ nggij jUwJ vwh. fis cz ntlh; mjifa X gij
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j Fiu Vwnk jU. J bfhL XL, nrhgiy nghF. cl KGtJ Phdntf XL vgJ
jf mDgt bkhahF.
j uhzhahkij vgo brantL. vj msF brantL vgijbayh, Fiu
ghfdha khztDF mtDila FUehjdha j ne UJ fwh. btW jffis goJ
bfhL kL, mj yt Jiz bfhL _R gia nkbfhtJ ffis clhfyh vW
vrif jugLsJ.
uahfhu
J uhzid irU g MF.
iwz yhj iy khia kiwny FL jw ciu, miy UJ
U, iwzit neh tkhW gna uahfhu vdgL.
btbrtjF Kidw uhzthit fLgLJ nghJ kd x iygLwJ. go brtJ
y rl lfSF cgL aw ntoa g MF. ij brJ gYbghGJ, xbthU iyY
Ma khztid tgLJwh. f KaW brantoa j nahf g, mlhf nahfny
f Kakhd fahF.
jhuiz
jhuiz vgJ ka, mirahk myJ efuhk iy Wj Ma fUJf .
yfSila bjhiyfSF cshd j cl IJ KjbghUfis, j Kjyhd mf
fUfny milJ itJ, mtiw btna brybthzhjthW ka brjny jhuiz vw Mk
g. ij Phd nahf jhuiz vW j ya miHwJ. jDila g Kiw, Mrh
neKf f _y bgwntoa rhjid MF.
ahd
ahd vgJ xiw vQj, xiwna vQj! xny cs njhJlh ntbdhiw
mj gwhJ. mjifa njhnt ahdkhF. jid kdkha sif VWj vgh U_y. j xU
ahd iy vJtjfhf eh K Twgl Mw gfS aikahjdthf csd. mj g
Kiwf midij njJ bjw xU khzt. ahdkha j VHhtJ gny bjhiyf
bt bgWwh. mj bt mtDF mlhf nahf vlhtJ iy Ma rkh iyia vjhFwJ.
rkh
rkh vgJ ehL tHny fyiwia FF brhyhf gW tUwJ. X cliy mlf brJ
mjJ flbgWw fyiwF tghL brtij, rkh i# vW tHf eh miHnwh. Mdh
jf ya ngrgLw rkh vw brh, nahf g criy Ma bgU ria FwJ.
mJ cU, iwtD zj fiy. mJ xU rnahf. xU jiytD jiy kr J fyny
njhJ bgW iz gF gyklF nkyhd xU nggij yhkhF mfty nkik
cilaJ rkh. jid jf gy j c fyjthW vW, m c vW, Ia nghj
MdjbkW, ngg iy vW, L ngW vW, ggy Kiwfny miHwhf. j xLfiy
eF iftjtfns kfjhd jf. U_y rkh vblL vJnk vW cW TWwh.
j ya Fnfh JntahF. jgu nrUj rkhna vW, rkh if Todh thdK kQ
iw ifTL vW brh, j nahfiyia Phf ff nkiknahL ngRwhf.
j ya Kothd FnfhS, kj rKjhaF jf tHf vQw nggK,
j nahf rkhaha bgU ngnw! Mifah j fny mlhf nahf vw gF, vlhtJ
iyaha j rkh vD Phd bgUiyF xgw l jugLsJ.
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19. vL tifahd f
jf vW brhdJnk bghJkfSF mtf brw J isahLfns idF tU.
giHa fhyJ jf j a brafis nghynt, ekJ fhy e f K cyw y
bgnahfS ggy Jf brtij fhnwh.
jh, ifia o vwhf. mgona mtfSila btW ifUJ FFk bfhLwJ. UW
tUwJ. a a bjt gokfS e if tJ wd. mgona btybtyJ nghnwh.
btybty vW FLnw. if, mr, kaf, kdny xU eLf Kja gy bkghLf
ekF iswd. jid nrJ mj btybty vD tHF brh btLwJ myth?
jifa brafis mtf vgo brwhf? j bghUf vyh mtfSF vgo trkhwd?
vUJ it tUwd? vgo tUwd?-vgd nghw gy nff e kd vGwd.
bghUfis tutiHF j ndhj braiy cyf ehLf midY cs gy bgnahfS
brJ fhLwhf. nkdhLfY j ij fhzgLwJ. My jF Aport vW xU brh
tHFwJ. bghUfis tutiHgij mtf Materialising vwhf.
bjUf ijf brw yU, khbfhilUJ khbroia clh fhLwhf.
kziy ahf khWwhf. thnw muFfY gy mjfis f fhLw kh fiyPf
cL.
vJ kh vw #hy? vJ bkahd ? vJ cikahd Mk Mw?-vbwyh ahk
if VgLwJ myth!
xU rka xU #hyfhu ifyFfnshL xU bgoF jik milFkhW brJ, mj bgoia
tikahd Lfis bfhL o bfhSgo brJ, wnfhfis mitdlnk bfhLJlh.
iu_o y kJf btthr tahf muD EiHjh! mitnahUF Vgl fahlK mj
cz viyawdthf ifjoY MuthuY bttjd.
nkdhLf nguha A] vgh j mjij brJ tjh. mjdh mtf ij A]
#hy vW, A] ju (Trick) vWnk miHwhf.
J ghnwh. J btW VkhW jukh? myJ mj Mk Mwyh?
xU rka nghJ thJ tUw xU bgah vDila _Fbgho iH vlUJ th
mij wJ, mUJ xU lh vLJ v csifnyna bfhLJ mij cRgo Tdh. vd
a! _F bghoahf Uj mJ, sfh shf UjJ. v if mlFtjF _whtJ L
vLJ bfhLjh. mJ kWgo giHa _F bghoahf UjJ.
ij brjt bjU #hyfhu iy. muFfny ijf brJ fhLgtU iy. kfh
vW gyuhY tzf bgWw xU bgah mt.
vJ kfhfSila J, vJ jhgua vGs #hyij?
ciknyna kfhf vwh gobayh bra Toatfsh vW e gyU gy jlit
ekFnsna v ghnwh. bjthd il ekF ilfhjjF fhuz, nj fhafis kfhf
brwhf; #hyijfhufS brwhf. vgo ntW J ghgJ?
j fny uh vW xU ngrgLwJ. bghUfis jh Uj lnyna tutiHgJ
mlF vW brhygLsJ.
uh vgJ nghW nkY y Mwfis g j ya thf TWwJ.
jf vw Phf jf g_y, vL Mk Mwfis tsJ bfhwhf.
mtFa bgaf tUkhW
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1. mEik myJ mkh.
2. bgUjifik myJ gUik vD kik.
3. behik myJ iwik vW brhygLw ykh.
4. iwik myJ lik vD fkh.
5. V vD uh.
6. nghFtu vw uhfha.
7. iwik vD <rJt.
8. < vD tJt.
j vLtifahd fis g j f midJ ngRwd. vwhY _yhjhuYs
Mk Mwiy vG, RGKid tahf MW Mjhuf beny brY, mKjghd gU, mU xia
bfhL gW miltjha bgUngwha na cikahd ahF. ij miljtfns bkahd
j Mthf. mtfns ngWl KngW bgwtf.
vD Kngiw neh t elFnghJ, fis rgJL. ghij J fhjfyhF.
j bjhiyfnyna V mkJl TlhJ. nkny bjhiyu bry ntoaUwJ. Mdh Phd
g tny KndWw gy j eLtny WLtJL.
M; vgj K rahlhJ. iftany.
Kt f ndhjkhu jU
K ia jhuhnt
vW jhlt_ Rthf X moJlh.
vD K bgw Kid Phf, mlkhfis VWgoahf itJ, mj J V, nkny
elwhf.
gubghU nfhYF j vL fS vL thrgof vW fU, mj vil J
bfhnl V brwtf jf! thrnyna WLwtf my! ij U_y ghLwh :
vLit enkhL
vgu ifTl
glt j!
gunyhf nrjyh!
vgJ Uku.
jfSila Mk gny Mug iyahfs fhuzjh j vtifahd fis
g jHfJ j fny thd brf TwbgWsd. U_yU jkJ Uku ny j
vL fis _whtJ juny ghLwh.
ts Ka thjtdhf Ugjh, mj vL tif Mwfis vjikahd vW fhQj
bghUjKilajhF.
1. mQit fhoY f Eikahd totij vLJ bfhsToa M mkh vW bga bgW.
2.kiyia fhoY bga totij vLJ w, kkh vD ahF.
3. rf ulhY nrW goahjgo, fhiwl bka to jh w, ykh vD ahF.
4. bka to UjhY fKoahjgo fdkhf UjhY, Ef bjhlFf gwhk UgJ,
fkh vD ahF.
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5. va bghUis vathW val bgWj, uh vD ahF.
6. vzdh ggy totf vLjY, TLjY, uhfha vD ahF.
7. mkufS jid tzFkhW tghL bfhS iy <rJt vD ahF. J
Kbjhiy brF vg.
8. cyf KGtij nfhfis fis jtakhFj tJt vD ahF.
j vL Mwf _W Mwf cl rhjdij bfhL aWtjh Lgit. kw IJ
j gdh bgWgit.
j vLtifahd MwfS nkY thf MuhagL, mWg ehfhf tiltij tPhd
khghoa fhnwh. j vLjkhd fS, vit vit vjid MLf vthW gy jUwd
vgij U_y mWL brhwh.
VHh trl th ntM:
jhHh eilgy nahrid rhL:
NHkhd Xbuo njhwh eiuiu:
jhHhd xg jhgu fhank
j f midJ xUnf xUtDF ifTl ntLkhdh, guL MLf mt jt
aw ntL vW jf TUwhf. go xUt guL MLf xnu kdJl g
brtJ vgJ vjW. mthW bra ayhjtf kd xoJl ntoaiy vW, j ya
MWj T Cf jUwJ. j Cfijna nkny fl Uku btLwJ. VG MLf gwt
vd ga milwh vgij thfnt j ghl czJwJ.
jhuiz, ahd, rkh _iw nrJ xUKf gL gtJ rak vW miHfgLwJ.
j xU Kfgna Phf fSbfyh mogilahF. VHLf xUt thdi fhiw
izJ gwh, y f mtDF thwd. mjthJ clD mikJs thdij,
thit izJ gHdh, vj irY brYw Mw mtDF trkhwJ. fhiw nghy
mtDila cl iw FiwJLtjh, mt fh ntf gwJ bry awJ.jifa xU
jDila clghdJ. thdkha (Ether) zQth kw jf mtD mlLwd. j
cikia gjr Kt nghnwh tlbkh as fS TWwd.
VHhLf brw g bdhU gaid jUwJ. mijjh U_y jhHh eil vwh.
vjid fhyf brwhY nrhit mahj Mw mtD af bjhlFwJ. Mfnt, xU nah
cl VHhLf clig behikahf ntfKilajhf khwToa ria bgWWJ.
, nkY XuhL thW g brjh, eiu, iu,_, vgd clig mQFtiy.
ijjh U_y NHhd Xbuo njhwh eiuiu vwh. eiuiu njhwh vgjh _
mtDF iy vgJ cil.
jid fS KaW g brJ xUt bgw ntoait. Mifah, tiw brayhw
vW, f vW, ah%g f vW Phf miHwhf.
j vtifahd Mwfis Ka ga f vW y f miHwd. tiw
illhk bjhlJ gW xgJ MLfis flj , xUt f vyh bga aha
gufha untr vw TLL TLgh Mwiy bgWwh. j MwyhdJ, jt msit, jt
brnth Kidig mtDF Phd cza Mrh UtUis bghWJ tyik milwJ.
cik j khbgU Mw va kfhf, j cyfnk jiygJ tzfToa kfhf
Mthf.
j xUt wJ lF xU kj clny jdJ ciu cbrY, mj z L c
bgwJngh vGJ cygo brtJ, mjkhd X Mwny vwhY, j iaTl Phf vrif
brwhf. isf gy ffSF xU Phid cshFtjh, TLL TLgh iaTl
Fj vrifnahL, ghJfhtnyhL, bra ntL vW j ya mWJwJ. w
xUtDila wj clny eh FJ mj isthf myYFshdtf gy.
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jf y f j vLtifahd fSF dfis mt cisfis
brhYnghJ, Mwf ehkfY mt sffY, mtiw tir gLJtY, mjj
j kutiabaho khWghLf Uf fhnwh. vwhY mogilahd j vL Mwfis
ga fUJiufny mfkhd ntWghL iy. mnj rka, j fbsyh KF goiyna
myhk it ngg il jUtiy vnw midJ fS xUJ TWwd!
jf yany Ts j Mwfis ju, tiw nghy eK fh jU t
nghfS ggythf csd. Mw jt a milantoa j fis ju, yiw
braghoYs fha kuf _ykhf, Mf myJ W yiw njtijf _ykhf gy mra
ffis el fhLthF cL.
cya ghny ifwikahY, jufshY, VkhW eodhY bghUfis tutiHgJ,
xiw xwhf fhLtJ, gyKiwf kfis ifgila brtJ, tHfkhf UJ tUwJ. j
ngh Mwfis nahf fnshL nrJ fJl TlhJ.
jid fis MuhJ fLs Phf xU fUij tWJwhf. mJ vdbtwh,
jtYnk uL tif cl vgnj. xW gafUa jtkhF; kbwhW gafujh jt.
gafU eh brw jt fis jUwJ. ga fUjhk jtfhfnt jt vW brnghJ,
K if TLwJ.
gafU jt brwtf mj gafnyna, mit jU fnyna MJLwhf. fis
isahLnthUF neUw gJ Jnt. j gUJ jJ bfhw Phf, jf jtny nkY
KndWwhf. mgo KndWwtfSnf K LwJ. tfny K iy bgW cnuhL,
clnghL, thw kfhf cL. Kny xL t rkhny thwtfS, mjhtJ fghit
K ifTl bgwtfns, cyfidJ tzfToa iyahd ngWbgw bkahd jf, U_yiu
nghw nahRtuf iyyhd jfns!
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20. _yfd
jf TWw nahf g Kiwfny f KakhdJ mjhuiz vw fahF.
_yfdiy nk vGw j Kiwiag, ekJ ehL jf midtU xnu Fu ngRwhf.
uzt viy vW miHfgLw NFk iyF cns wnj fdiy vG, _yfd
ffis ghdh, j cl kiwUw bjt rf btgL bjhgL vW, j
clFns aFw bjt Mwfis kiwJ F ULf F vW j ya ngRwJ.
uL ghffshf cS wKfkhf w bjt MwfSF nahf Kiw tghL
aWtijna, mjhuiz vW miHwhf. cS wK bghUJwgo ghitia brYdh,
U myJ mfW mfcl xtothFbkW j ya ngRwJ.
XfhuF FJF ehjfiyf J, _yfdiy ghRw Kiw vw xU wghd
gKiw brhy goUwJ. thW _yfdiy vG, mj Rliu ehj fiy nk ghdh,
Jfiy iuJ tUbkW mitah Fwny brhygoUwJ.
D thf brhYnghJ, kuf vw Mjhu ikany fdiy ghRnghJ. u
cl KGtJ gfyhf ufhFbkW jf ngRwhf. j bghUis rhjhuz bkhny brhtjhf
Ujh, j cl mf fdiy nahf Kiwdh vG, Iyfny brYndhkhdh, cyf
irf ml, Phd Mwf tYtil nghJ jf ngRw vyhjkhd fS vny
ifTLbkW TwbgUwJ.
f giHa Phfny xUt j Kiwia nahf ju vW miHwh. Phd Mwiy vny
bgWtjF j Kiwia nahf jubkW j ya bgaL miHwJ. jdhjh nahfSF
ugf mw iy wJ vW TWwhf. kdK ghit xUFTo _yfd vGJ aFnghJ
u a gfyha Jfis vD ifTLwJ vgJ jf kiwbkhahF.
j _yfd nahfij nghnw, clYF mKj cw Kiw, j ya f
Kakhd X lij bgWwJ.
clD cs mKj vj gF vj l clhwJ vgij khztDF bjhL
fhLwtnd PhdFU Mth. nahf gia gYw khzt jdJ g btdh.
uztYs mKjij cLlh, mtid kuz mQfhJ vW ekJ ehL jf
TUwhf. jdhjh W bghif kiyY kakiyY gyW MLfshf, taJ vw
tuig flJ, khbgU nahf thJ tUwhf vW TWwhf. kiy fhLfY FW FiffY
thJ, clYs bjt Mwfis tsJ bfhoUgtf j nahfns.
cyanyhL kj rKjhanjhL vjifa iz , vnfh xU fhLF xUt jt
brtjdh cyFF vd ga vW kj m nffTL. vnfh tdny g vGtjhY, vjidnah
bjhiyufSF mgh xU ru cgjhY, cyF vd ga vW nfgij nghwnj j
dh MF.
kakiy cny myJ bghif kiy fhLFns, xU bjhiyu FifFns,xU Ph
jdJ jt Mwdh x mkUnghJ, mj Mw mj kiyia fhLfis flJ, cyf rKjhany
jdJ xia ghRwJ! thd Na fhnghJ mtDila ff cybfF gu J guJ
kjFy KGikF x jUtJ nghynt, xU FifFns thw Ph, jdJ Phd ffis kj
rKjha vD mf cy J Rwh vW j ya ngRwJ.
sF vnghJ mj Rldh sF w l ekJ fQF ygLtJ kLkyhk,
mj xdh mij Rs NH KGtJ xbgWwJ myth? mthnw xU nah clFns,
mf cl xka MFnghJ mj x ga kj rKjha KGtjFnk LwJ! nahfSila
thifdh kj FyDila thifna x bgWwJ! j Phd cy ngUikia idJ
ghjh,
eyh xUt csnu mtbghUL
vyhF bg kiH
vw ghl bkbghU ekF .
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eyt xUt UJlh nghJ, mtDfhf vyhUFnk kiH bgwJ. mj kiH cyf kj
midtUF gajUwJ vW brhdh rhjhuz m miw vgo x bfhs aY. nkff uL
bgw kiHF, eyt xUt thtjF, vd iz UwJ vW nfgJjhnd m a.
xU eyt UJ lh mtDfhf cyf KGtjFnk kiHbgwJ vW brhtJ vd bghUJ?
j nffis w Mnwhf kiwbkhfis MJ J ghnjhkhdh,j
cyny kfhf jfSF jhfns xclig M bfhStjdh, cyf rKjha KGtjFnk
Phd bgUngW ilwJ vw jf bkhYs KGbghUS ekF ydhF. mij J
ghngh.
j ya TWw mfg KGtJnk, xnu xU jDila gaDfhf kL VglJ iy.
mtDila cl x clghf khWnghJ, mj clUJ vGJ Rw xahdJ cyf rKjha
KGtjF Phd xia jUwJ. ijjh Na btYF xL, j ya sf brwJ.
Na xka Mtjh uLj gaf VgLwd. KjyhtJ, xkakhf Ugjh Na
eKila ffSF ydhwJ. ulthJ, mj NaDila xia bfhL eh w bghUfis
fhz KowJ. Jnt Na x ulhtJ gadhF. mthnw nah xUt jdJ mf clny
Phdfdiy vG jdJ clig xkakhf brJ bfhtjdh, mj clF kLkyhk cyf
KGtjFnk mj x gagLwJ. jf thf TWw g Ujkhd gaf itna.
nahf Kiws Vglj nehf, nahfij gw khztDF mj Kiwf gagl ntL
vgJ kLky, mj Kiwfis gW njj khzt, xU khbgU nahahf Knd
tsjhndahdh, mt bgWw nahfK PhdK j kj rKjha KGtjFa gaju ntL
vgnj MF.
xg vw rhjid, xg vw rhjid j ya KGtJnk wghd lfis
bgW thd Kiwny ngrgLtj nehf, j cyf KGtJ Phd ngUikf gaid
mDgJ, kjf ahtU ngg bgUth thHntL vgnjahF.
mik fhy eilna thj uhf mof, jKila mUghny, gy lf, jKila
mUbgUnrh Phdga kj FyF kL myhJ. vyh cfSFnk l ntLbkw jkJ
Phd iria, ggy jfny, L v f brhfny btLwh. ijnajh jhkhdtU,
vyhU Uf idgJnt
myhk ntbwhW mna guhgunk
nahf gia fw vyh khztfSnk, j nehfnjhLjh jfSila Phd fia
bjhlFwhf. mtfSila g ga mtfSF kL, cyf KGtjFnk nggkhf
mikwJ.
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21. jf ruPhd
j yafny f Kakhd xU gF ru vw _Riy ga MuhahF.
ru vgJ fhW, kd, t, Rthr, _R, uhz, M, c, c vW gy brhf
miHfgLwJ.
ru vgJ eKila cl eh Jthuj tahf aFw _ iyahF. jf ij
khoF os _fhzfWF xLthf. toia Gw fhisahdJ vgo _fzh
fdh afgLwnjh, mJngh, eik ik vD aff eKila _ afdh
bjhgLw vgnj, jf TWw ruPhd ufakhF.
j _ir ga Egfisbayh iy gogjh kL xUt fWl KoahJ vW,
yit kL bfhL j rukha fiyia xUt gyTlhJ vW, jf vrif brJshf.
Vbdwh j _ iyia khWtjhY, Fl xU lgo aFtjhY, eikf VgLtJ
nghynt, vghuj ikf Vgl tL.
ghfliy filbghGJ eR tjJ vw fij brhygLwJ. clgha ghfliy _rha gh
tah fo ghiy filbghGJ, mj _rha gh eir fFwJ. mj eir fGny mlFw
yfl gia bjj wFjh, mKj filw fia eh gyntL. Jnt jf ekF
TWw miuahF.
rukha j gia brtjF y Kiwf jfsh TwgLsd. d Mrdf
mkJ j gia brjh, d gyf VgL vW j ya TWwJ.
_yh Md jL mkJ rugia brjh mJ tWikia clhF.
f mkJ brjh cl neh clhF.
Mrd nkyhk kny mkJ brjh Jau is.
w Gj gyif myJ cilj kid, t nkUJ gwh vj eik clhfhJ.
dh Kilagl gh J mkJ j gia brjh fGF nfL clhF.
giy jiHnk brjh mfkd eLf VgL.
khnjh nk mkJ xUt rugia brjh mtDF Phd clhF vW jf
TWwhf.
njh Mrd brtij jU vW, jUigdhyhd Mrd LngW mUS vW
brhygLwJ.
btis Mil cL bfhL j gia brtjh vj ik iy.
ud fgs nk mkJ brtjdh eik VgL.
eik jUw, jf Kiwgo cs Mrdf mkJ ru vw j Phd Mit xUt
brjh, kdF xU bga bj clhF vW jf TWwhf.
, nahf Kiwdhyhd Mrdf cliy U mkJ brtjdh, eikf VgL vgij
jf TWwhf. j nahfhrdfny gkhrd L Kiwgo ru ghjh, kd ggy idf
FH vGJ my tU vW, mgo tU myfis kdUJ, xoahd gj vW brhygLw
uhzhahkij brJ, mj wF ru ghjh, UtU clh gy Egf ydhF vW, jf
TUwhf.
uhzhahk brj wF, fl MwfSF wlkha c UJ bjhl,
vGgulhu ehof e cl csl F Egij czuntL. j czF
uhzhahk, xoahd gj Ma uL Jiz br vW jf TWwhf.
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vGgulhu ehofny gJ ehof ey ehof vW j ya ngRwJ. mj gny
_W ehof f Kakhdit. _ tahfjh ru vw afij vny eh fhzKo.
ru vw _nrhLw Egij MuhJ ftF nghJ, uh tahf mWgJ ehif bfhl
xU ehny 21600 jlit j fh af eilbgWwJ.
l gfJ ehny tU _RF ilfiy vW bga. mJnt ru vd miHfgL. ty
gf tU RthrF fiy vW bga. J Na vW bga bgW. RGKid vW brhygLtJ
eL _rha beU myJ m vdgL.j mogil Kng ghnjh.
jF nkY xU wghd br vdbtwh ru fiyaha lgfJ _R mKj vW,
vbghUis clhF tyik giljJ vW, j w fW vW, J u uh vW
brhygLwJ.
tygfJ _rha Na gRjkhd btik wijila _rhF. J ru uhahF.
RGKid vD eL _R mthw MF. vyh brafis mfToa tyik cilaJ
J. j w beU w. ru, u vw uL uh izjJ j uh. J cga vW bga
bgW.
rukha _ _W fsha ilfiy, fiy, RGKid Mad g, nkY y brfis
j ya TWwJ. rufiy vgJ bgghyhF. fiyaha Na Mgh. RGKid vw
cgauhahdJ m~izahF. jid m vW j ya miHwJ.
C L C brYnghJ, mj gaz UgJ fhjF nkglh, gazij rufiy XLnghJ
bjhl, Na fiy XLnghJ Fl lF ngh nrJl ntL. mgo brjh mj gz
bt bgW vW jf xU bga ufaij TWUwhf.
vbjj _R eKila cl elFnghJ, vbdd braf brantL vgij, j
ya thf ngRwJ. y rhWf tUkhW :
ru fiyaha lJ eh _R aFnghJ xU Ka fhafhf fojf vGjyh:
jDgyh; xUtnuhL fyJ ngryh.mj Ka btjU vW jf TWwhf.
xU Ka fhakhf ehnk J nghtJ, ru fiy brayh. a Milf mj, Mguzf
Qj, Ukz brJbfhSj myJ brj mjhtJ jhfl, xUtid jkF gahshf mk
bfhs, zW Fs V Kjad btLj, Lkid thFj, a oF FonghFj, xU bghUis
w, bgatfis Kfk fhQj, bgnah JizbfhSj, idF rhfis brj, mnghL
njtijfis vGjUs brj, vnahL cl goif brJ bfhSj, f bjhlFj, fsa
jhafis nrJ itj, a brhJf if bfhSj, ebfhil <j, idF Ljiy
njobfhSj, Kja brafisbayh, rufiy XLnghJ brtJ eik gaF vW ruPhdij
czJw gFny j ya ekF czJwJ.
ilfiyaha leh _R aFnghJ bra Toa braf vd vW tiuaiw brw
jf, Na fiyaha tygF _R XLnghJ vbdW braf jh mJ bghUjkhf UF
vgij, thfnt brhUwhf.
Phd ufafis xU FUlUJ eh bgWtJ Na fiyny brJ bfhlh, mj Phd
ewhf tsU vW brhygoUwJ. Jnghynt eh xUtUF cgnjr gQtJ, a fiyfis
eh fgJ, myJ wUF fgJ, xUtiu tzFtJ, vuhia ekJ tyik bfhL uo btYtJ,
Kja fhafis Na fiy brtJ ey.
thnw tafny ij ijj, a brofis eLj, ahghu brj, tHFfis ng Koj,
ahid Fiu nj t jhf VWj, gyUF gagl Toa fLiufis vGJj, fidj,
irgYj, bghJ nkilfny ngRj, ngnahLj, ku X xU fhaij rhj, kUJ cQj,
cz bfhSj, f brYj, Fj, gh nj Kjat lfis j, nahf gYj
Kjait Nafiy brantL vgJ j thfhF.
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RGKid vw fiy aFnghJ brantoa fhaf vit vW j ya ngRwJ.
RGKid vgJ uL ehY fhwhdJ xJ XLw iyahF. j RGKid aFnghJ,
rkh nahf brj, mjhtJ clYs mf affis ahd iyny Wj nghw braiy brtnj
eik gaF. kwgo j RGKid elFnghJ vj braY eik jUtiy vW, vyh
KafS njhna jU vW j yany TwgoUwJ.
rhwhf, RGKid elFnghJ xUt el tJ, jh Hj xU bghU L jdJ ifF
ilFkh vW F nfghdhdh cWahf mt ifF ilfhJ vW brh lhyh!
ilfiy, fiy, RGKid Ma _W tifahd _R afij g, thW
braKiwfis TWw jf j _ affis g nkY gy Ritahd brfis MuhJ
TUwhf.
ru vw _R af, _ vj iH XLwnjh mj ghf uz vW, ru Xlhj ghf
Na vW miHfbgWwd! gogl uz ghf W tHF ngRwtfis myJ ril
nghLwtfis ahuhY bty KoahJ.
eKila Rthr aFw iyia bfhL, ekF Na gf xUtid Wdh mtid
eh bt fhzyh! mjthJ, ru Xlhj ghf xUt W myJ xUtid W mtndhL eh thj
brjh eKila thjnk btY.
jf ru ag nkY y ufafis jf fny TUwhf.t y
mnrwhj Rtof. mtYs y brfis tUkhW :
ehF irfis vbjj ir ahUF caJ vgij nahf fzFgo mWL, mj mj
ru elFnghJ, mj mj irny Ka brYdh, bt VgL vW runahf ekF TWwhf.
nkF ir bjF ir uDF cait; mjhtJ ilfis vw ruJF cait.
gaz bra bjhlF xUt rufiy elFnghJ ru iria neh brwh, mt brYw
fha bt bgW.
Nafiy aFnghJ NaDFa iria neh brwh mj gaz bt jU.
lgaz brYnghJ rufiy, wgLw lij lntLbkW, Nafiy elFnghJ
Fj l ngh nruntLbkW, Vfdnt jf brhsij F idgLjyh.
irfis ga ahdJ j F nkY xU w ahF.
aikahj gaznghJ ca fiyny ru elfiybawh, mj ruij khWw
Kiwia jf TUwhf.
ruij khwToa Mwiy tsJ bfhshj rhkha kjf, khwhf tUw Rthrij rhjfkhd
ghfny GJ Jneu mij Rthr igFns fLgL W, uL fhyo u elJbrW,
wF aghd ruij aFgo brJbfhsyhbkW, X ufa Kiwid j ya ngRwJ.
jf TWw ru ga bdhU bga ufa vdbtwh, kj _RF IJ jfSF
cs X izghF.
_UJ tUw _R _Fjil rhJ tjh, mJ U jJtkha k TW MF.
neh Xodh j TW.
nkny ghJ brwh beU TW.
eh jLF neuhf kWw rhJ dh fh TW MF.
thW ehF ghff vj ghfK yhk ehF gfK fyJ _R eljh, mJ Mfha
TW vw j ya ngRwJ.
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j IJ jf TW ga yfz, lgf _RF, tygf _RF, uLFnk thW
bghUJ.
IJ jf vj j ru elwJ vgij bjJ bfhs bdhU Kiw UwJ. mJ
D EgkhdJ, fLbfhtjF D rW fodkhdJ. mJ vdbtwh U ru bghw;
j ru btikahdJ; beU ru brwkhdJ; th ru fUikahUF; Mfha ru
gof MF.
ruij cztjF bdhU t jfsh TwgLsJ. k Twha ru elFnghJ
v KGdh,xUtifahd Rit m UF.
j ruJF Jt Rit, beUF ciw myJ mH; fhWF ; thd Rit
fr.
ruJF kbwhU yfzK TwgLwJ. k jJtkha ruF tot vnfhzkhF.
j ru mZlaha vlheh iw nghUF: beU Knfhz tot; fhW mWnfhz tot;
th tot tlkhF.
ru XLw sij g jf xU fzF brhUwhf.
k Twha U s guL mFy XL; jUF s gdhW mFy;
beU s vL mFy; fhW jJtkha th ru s ehF mFy; Mfha jJtkha thd
ru s X mFy.
ruij mtjF go gy yfzfis jKila jf Taj nehf, j gy Kiwfny
VjhtJ x _y ruij czJ bfhsyh vgnjahF.
cyfJ kf mtutUila MwYF ghFF Vg j Kiwf VjhtJ xiw ifahL,
vd ru jkF j neu XLwJ vgij czJbfhsnt j tfis jf f thf
s TUwhf.
cyf brafis brtjF kLkyhk, Mk gny <LgLtjFnk ruij nk eh bragl
ntoaJ mta vw fhuzdh, ruij cztjFa tfisbayh j ya thW
thd Kiwny s brhwJ.
D Twnghdh j ru wfis g nkY gy Kiwfis j ya tFJ
brhYwJ. Mk gny <LgLw kjfSF Mfha jJtkha thru f Ka vw
fhuzdh, jJtJFa ru jikfis g f thd Kiwny jf MuhJ
brhUwhf.
bghJkfSFa jny eik ikfis g brhy Fj jf, cyf aYF kQ
jU cjk vW, beU ru kk vW, th MfhaK J vW TUwhf.
j ruf elFnghJ F ghgJ, nrhl brhYtJ, tUfhy gyfis ru jikfis
bfhnl vLJ brhtJ Mad g j ya f l M wghd Kiwny bragLsJ.
tiw ggy jiyfny bjhFJ vGs Rtof Vuhskhf Uwd.
ru ghgjFa neu vJ vgij ga Kiwfis brhYw jf, itfiw bghGij
wghf FLwhf.
bghGJ otjF IJ ehif UFnghJ vGJ, Kiwgo jl vd ru XLwJ vgij
xU nah bjJ bfhwh. rlgo ehS Hik eru iy izj fzgo ru Xodh,
cl eiy csJ vW fL bfhwh. VjhtJ khWj Ujh, cliyF Vnjh J
FUwJ vgij nah czJbfhs Koa;k. mnjhL mW elF ffis ga K m,
Xus, j ru ghitdhny bjJ bfhSwh vW jf TWwhf.
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tsiw fhy mkhthir fj ujikaha kWehUJ _W ehfSF ru fiy elf
ntL. mjhtJ cjaF IJ ehif UFnghJ ru ghf Fj nah tsiw ujikY,
JikY, iaY rufiy XLwjh vgij rghJ bfhSth. mLj _W ehf
Nafiy, mjF , ru Ritkhf khkh elF. thnw njiwF kw fSF yfz
brhygoUwJ.
erufSFa ruiyia jf mWL TWwhf.
u, cu, mj, iu, Rth, rhf, mDl, nfil, _y, cnuh, rja, culh Ma
guL erufY Nafiy elf ntL. kw gidY rufiy elf ntL.
thnw HikfSF ru brhygoUwJ.
PhW, brth, r, ahH ehF ehfY Nafiy cnjhl ntL. f, j, bt
Ma ehf rufiy cnjhl ntL.
thW Fl KiwfSF khwhf xUtDila ru cJ Xodh, PhW HikY
VgLw khw tWik jU. brth fil clhF; kuzF Tl mJ mFahF; ahH
VgLw gj j jiytDF nfLjU. j nghL thw C Kakhd xUtDF nfL
VgLtjFa mFahF. f cw khw RwjhUF nfL vgij czJ,
btHik elw ru iH Vglhjh CL C bryneU. kidF bfL vW
brhygLwJ.
thW ru iHgl eljh, jf yafny mij uhFtjFa Kiw
brhygoUwJ. mnjhL j ya nahf gYw khztDF xU bga vrifia jUwJ.
Na elfntoa eh ruD, ru elfntoa eh NaD iHgL elJ, jg iH xU
thu KGtJ elFkhdh clF m clhL. mthW Vglhk Hik, , eru Ma
rlfSF cgL ru eljh, mj nah cl tu ghJ sFbkW TwgoUwJ.
ru ghw j yfzfisbayh jid thf brYw jf, ru ghgtDila
agi, ru gaid, cyf rKjhaF j ru ghF fiydh VgLw eikfis
cWnahL ngUwhf.
ru ghgt gu ghgt vgJ jf trd MF. ru fzFgo xUt jDila _ir
el tUthdhdh, vj braY jghJ vW, mtid fhnghUF, mtndhL gHFnthUFnk, vyh
btfS L vW, jf cW TWwhf.
mnjhL clUJ btna tUw fhW t vW, cns F fhW r vW ngrgLwJ.
ruij LtJ eir cgJ nghY vW, ruij fLtJ mKj cgjhF vW jf
brhYwhf. ru cFnghJ xUt idgJ brtJ jikahF vW, btna brYnghJ
fha elthJ vW gy TwgoUwJ.
ru Koj Kothf eKila jf TWw thFW vdbtwh, Na, ru, RGKid
vD _W ehofSFS th, iyik, nfL vw _W gyfS fhlgLsd.
wF Fyij itJ xUtDF vj bgUik iy vgJ jf thfhF. ru
af g ewhf mJ, mtWF irj Kiwny thit elJnthnd mjz vW, mtnd
cyfYs vyh cfSF eik braToa Mwiy bgw ukPh vW, mtnd
gubghUnshL izJ thw mku vW, j ya vnyhL vLJ awJ.
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22. mfg ma Mwf
iwa Phd Muh fr ehLf eil bgWw kdjJt Mfny y Ritahd
fLofis g thf vGUwhf vgij njh lny ghnjh. j kdjJt
Muhny f Ritahd xU bghU vdbtwh, kd Muh vnf bjhlFwJ. cl
Muh vnf KowJ vW, tu bra Koahj iy clig ga Muh cs
Muhahf, cs clig ga Muhahf sFwd!
j Ritahd cikia ghFnghJ, j yafny cs njnghw xU ngUik
j idF tUwJ. mjhtJ jf TWw jJt btpLfis nehFnghJ, clig ga
cikf jh thW csdth, myJ it midJ csijg ga cikfsh vW eh
kiyFgoahf y ufafis j yafny fhnwh.
j kiyF fhuz vdbtwh, jf csij aFtjF cligna fUahf
bfhlhf. mJnghynt clig aFtjF csijna fUahf bfhlhf.
cs vw EbghU cl vw gUbghU mf mikghf sFtjh, xiw aFnghJ
kbwhW izJ aFwJ. vdnt jf csij aFtj _y cl Mwiy
adhf. mJnghynt cl Mjhu iyfis aFtj _ykhf cs Mwfis adhf.
Mw xU fyUJ wgLwJ. fyny y bghUfS y nta fofS
lwd vW itJ bfhSnth. j bghUf nta idfdh rhu wwJ.
rhu wgjF fhuzkhf mikj bghUf fQF bjw gUbghUfns. M,
gUbghUfnsah. Mdh mtUJ njhtUw Mwnyh vwh, fQF bjahj E
Mwyhf sFwJ. thWjhnd cl vw gUbghU Mjhu iyfsha fyfUJ cs
Mwyha EMwy njhWwJ. vdntjh clig aFtj _y csij af KowJ.
fQF bjahj Mw, fQF bjw btrkhf gUbghUny vtij
fhnwh. vgo? F fQF bjwJ. mjFns Rlw Mw istha x
e fQF bjwJ. Mdh Mw EbghUshf ekJ ffSF ydhfhj xU rahf
aFwJ. Mwiy aFtj_y FiH (Bulb) va bra KowJ; thbdh bgoia xf
braKowJ. bjhiyfhia af KowJ. Jnghynt cs Mwiy a, cl ika
iyafis aFgo brw ufaij jf ifahlhf. j ufafis mtfSila
yaf mtf btpoUwhf.
cs Mwiy bfhL, j clig, yUJ xU KG myJ uL KG mjF nkY
Tl, vGw xU rhjid g j ya ngRwJ. mjhtJ mf Mwiy aFtj _y
gUbghUsha clig, yUJ nkny Lwhf jf. j Mwiy g mik
fhyny uZa gfiy fHff y nrhjidf brUwhf. yhnl (lavitation) vW j
Mwiy mtf miHwhf. y uZaf j Mwiy ifahL, yUJ y mof cauF
clig W, y kJf mgona btny mkUfToa Mwiy tsJ
bfhoUwhf vW Muh f ekF TWwd. j Mwiy mtf fhyJ ma
nrhjidf _y bkJ fho tUwhf. j nrhjidf jf rhjidfSF nkY X
cWghlhf mikUwd.
yhnl vw j Mwiy D gLJ nghJ, j clnghL thd btny cyw
MwY iftUwJ vW jf TWwhf. j Mwiy mf Mwf gdh tsJ
bfhSw Kiwfis g j ya ngRwJ.
fghit _ykhfnt xUtiu kaf iy M Lw ehor iy vD Mwiy
eh fTlhf ghJtUnwh. mnj rka, cl C thyhf xU kUJ brYnah, myJ thah
xU kUij cbfhSgo brnjh, xUtiu kafiyF cshl KowJ!
mJnghynt jf fkdXo _ykhf j clig fhny gwJ bryToa tyik giljjhf
brJl Ko vW TWwhf.
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kU _y j Mwiy brtJ cl cWfis bfhL csij aFw KiwahF.
j kUJf na, cs Mw _ykhfnt mf tyikdh, cl cWfis a,
nj Mwfis bra Ko. dho[ nghW! vdntjh clig bfhL csij
csij bfhL clig aFw ggy Kiwfis g j yaf thf ngRwd.
mit midJ, eilKiw ayToaitjh vgjF iwa PhdK rhW gfwJ.
clig mjuny aFw Mwiy nghy, bdhU Egkhd bga Mw. kd vzf
aFw nguhw MF. j yafny cs VgLw czfSbfyh y wfis
FLwhf Phf. rhwhf, btF vw czF ey t wij bghwhik vw czF
fa gir wij TWwhf. a vzfSF ka bry wij g tf ya
ngRwJ. y MLfSF Ktiu it _leiffnsh vWTl ma tYef IagL
tjhf. Mdh, mik fhyny btehLfny Knd tUw a nghlhu vw xUtif
fLoig g l Ff bttJsik g Vfdnt ghnjhkyth? xUtUila Kfij
cUtij ifgl fUny eh gl ogJ nghynt, mtUila cs czfis gl
oJ lyhbkW fLoJ, mj kdglfis vLfToa a fhkuh vw ifgl fUia
uZahny fLoJshf. vny cs kj jkJ kd vd vzfnshL Uwh. mt
ekF eguh myJ vaha trfuh, vW j fUia bfhL fLoJ lyh mj kj
cUtij gl vLgJnghynt, j fU, mtUila cs MH XLw vzfis ggy
tzfny gl vLJLwJ. trfnjhL mt Uwhuh, mtUila csny rlf
XLwdth vgijbayh mjj wf nfhLfis bfhL bjthf fLoJ brhl
KowJ. jifa Jikahd ifgl fUia fLoJs ed Phd, eKila j
yafny cs czfS mt wfS ga ngUikfis bkJ cW brwd.
iwa ma tyikf D tsu tsu jf TWw gufha untr g, xU
eho xU ehoUJ bdhU ehLF brWlToa mQgaz Mw g nkY ekF
sfkhfyhbkW vghf lkwJ.
wj X clYFns jf jf ciu brY, mj a cl cy tUtJk, jf
clig xU beho fhwQfshf kh, btny fyJ, d Fl lny, L mj
mQfis cl gU mQfshf xWTo fK Knghy njhWw khbgU aha
tyikahdJ, bghGJ eh KGtJ mJbfhs Koahk, mranjhL afToa X mjkhfnt
j ya fhnwh.
jifa fis braToa y eilna W thJ tUwhf. ma Mf,
irnfhouh nghw Jiwfny, tfis bfhL, nkY nrhjidf el tUfhy
Knddh, nkY gy rhWf ilJ, jifa mogilahd Mwf EgfSF iwa
bkhny gy ma sff ekF ilF vW eh cWnahL egyh.
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23. j jJt Phd brbghU
jf yaij gyW MLfshf gojf MuhJ khztfSF vLJ
brhUwhf.
cyfehLf midYnk jf njh Phd fia foUgjh j Muh vyh
bkhY eilbgWsd.
eKila ghuj eho U_y nghw kfhf fhy gojf bkhfsh gbdL bkhf
tHf Ujik, j gbdL bkhfS njtghif myJ iwbkhf vW
miHfbgwik Vfdnt fLnsh.
giHa jf fhy jG tlbkh izJ MuhabgW tjj fhuzkhf, ekJ
jHfJ goj Mfny jJt brhf tlbkh jG fyJ xU utyhfnt tH tUwd.
M vw Kiwny j uil MJ nehf ntoa mta ekF VgLwJ. mgo FJ
ghnjhkhdh, jfSila Phd f gy Egfis ekh fhzKowJ. nkY jid M
brhfis EQ ghjhbyha, jf jJt Phdij KGikahf eh fhgjiy. vdnt
j ya Tw bgWs Phd mDgtf brbghUis, j uL bkhf JizbfhL
eh mQfntL. mgo mQFnghJ, gy ma jJt brf ekF ilwd. mtiw xUthW
bjhFJ brhy Kidnw.
gaha iwt, gRtha thkh, ghrkha iz Mf _W, iyahd bghUf M. j
iyahd bghUfis, tiw NJs iyaw bghUfis MuhJ khztUF fodhf
Phf. ij ntf vW gojf miHjhf.
cyf brtf VgLw Miria uhf myJ uhir vW miHjhf.
j unlhL, rkh iy, Kia Uw ir nrJ, j ehif rhjd rJla
vW gojf bga Nodhf.
tF ca Kiwfis MuhJ rk, jk, l, rj, rkhjhd, uij vW Mwhf
jhf.
rk vgJ clF braJ mf fUfis joj myJ MSjyh. ij mffuz
jl vW miHjhf.
jk vgJ, w fUfsha gij, jnrafis, fLgL MSjyha wfuz jl.
l vgJ, cHy brw Mirfis, cyf irfis, xLFj myJ gWl vgjhF.
rj vgJ, g, Jg uil xghf fU rydkw iyny mDgj.
rkhjhd vgJ Phd fid UgnjhL fw.
uij vgJ FUehjlJ Phd f glJ Mt brYJj.
rkh vgJ jf fhLw nkikahd iyny x gJ.
go thf gFJ brhybgw rhjd rJla vgJ, iyaw bghUfis fL bjJ,
iyahd bghUJ kd rhtnj MF.
j rhjdf wig, t gaid nkY thf TUwhf.
bkzit miljF rhjdf aikahjdth. j tKiwfis gwtfSF
bkPhd cF vW K wf izUJ bj bgW w w RHUJ Ljiy
ilF vW jf Tshf.
jifa Phd f bgWtjFnk UtU Jiz bra ntL vgJ j thF.
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gF vw brhYF yfzkhf sF xU khztDnf jifa Phd, FUehjdh tHf
bgWwJ vW j ya bkhwJ. cik mthW a MwfUJ LgL w xu lDF
Ma jrd jUwh vW, Mrhnd mj khzt K tJ njhWwh vW gy ghlf
jf ekF mJshf.
jifa khztDF jifa FUehj KjyhtJ ghlkhf czJw ngUik vd? jh vgJ
cl mW; j clYF w kbwhW vgnj mjhtJ jh vgJ njfiy; njna!
J ghiy, fnw vW bjtJ nghy, J kfsW, Fna vW fLbfhtJ nghy,
bkig MJ fhgjFa Phd ghitia xU khztDF eFwh FUehj.
j Phd f eFjyha gna cgead myJ Jizt ef vgJ. j fbfhL
ghFnghJ cU, cUFuhf UgJ j clgW; j cyfkW; IJ jfS my; gu
bghUns vW khzt bj bgWwh.
j bjit tlbkh mgthj vW Phd f miHwd.
xWF xW w iyna gil jJtkhF. Mil Y, eif ghit fkQ
nghny fha fhuzf mikJ wd.
bghid kiwjJ bghd lz vW, kuij kiwjJ khkj ahid vW U_y
ghLwh myth? j xWF xW kiwJ F ngUikia, kaf bjthf fhw
fF, mgthj c vW bgaoUwhf. j cna jdF jiytid fhLw jf
Phd g KiwahF.
Uony bghU bjtiy. mthW jdF F jiytid, cybfF jfSF kiwJ
F gubghUis, fhzKoahj ekJ wghitia kiww MwYF, Mtuz r vW bga
jJshf.
j Uis y, bkia bkahf fhw fia Ma khztDF mUUJ CLwh.
go khztD MaD neKfkhf UJ, g fw j Phd f ghl lij irKiw
vW miHwhf.
thW ir bgWnghJ, mj l jdJ MrhDl ulw fyJ xLwh. nggkha
iwaDgt khztDF LwJ. ij rkhTl vW RthD myJ RthD kakhj vW,
jiy ngg vW, gy bkhfny j ya miHwJ.
FUDila neKf f thyhf, khzt rkh To jny jid fL fw mj
Rakhd mDgtij jhlt _ Rthf vw kfh ghLwh :
mDgth dj bts
jGna mfl kh
jDR uzf sh
rfyK wJ jh
kdJ uzkh njf
khdr FU fhz
ed fG ah
ekf Rght khdh
j ghlYF iwahW mUzhry Rthf vGs ciu sf tUkhW :
" RthDgtkha urahdj rKu _, mlh fhukh njnfa mjfuz Kja
midJ eJ, khuhDgtdh kd uzkh, uznk UUbfhl MaU ghFgo
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nkny fl Rthf ciu sfkhdJ, tlbkh jG fyJ, giHa gojf M
Kiwny, jf Phd jJt g Kiw vjifa FnfhSl njhaJ vw wig, j
ya fhw gaid RUfkhf vLnjhJtjhfnt fwJ.
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gogl Phd fia FUKfkhf fW njw xU lDF, mofo y jilf njhW vgij
ifta etj, Phd F, Kt nghj, j nfhit nghw Phd f monfhoL TWwd.
mj jilf _W Kakhdit.
_W jilfny KjyhtJ jil. mahik myJ mPhd vgJ. J kd xUKf Kidig
kiwgnjhL ntWghL fhL.
ulhtJ jil, Ia myJ rnjf. J MrhDila cgnjr cikia eg xzhk,
rnjfij s bfhoUF. ghl VgLw Iaf ju, MaDila khnyna khztid
IagL bfhSgo br.
_whtJ ilW, gj vW miHfgLwJ. cyfij iyahdJ vd, clny eh vd
kaf clhFw bga jil JntahF.
j _W jilfis flJ Phd brbghU tny jJt fhfis nkny nkny fL
bfhnl, khzt Kndw ntL vw j ya lfSF miu brhwJ.
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24. Mrh bgUik
j yafny f Kakhd bgUikia tF cait bgWst FU myJ Mrh
Mth. j Mrh vD rFU, ufafis j kuny W fw tiff ehF MF.
1. btgilahf cl afis bghJ nehny brh cs, c, Ma ul
jikfis vyhUF w bkhfny ngRthf. J xU Kiw.
j Kiwny FLw fUJfbsyh bghJthd tif, bghJkfSF mwhl thny
gaglToa j mikUF. rhwhf, j clig ewhf ghJfhf ntLbkW brh, mjFa
fhuz j clFns cjkdha iwt thwh vW brhthf. rhjuz kjf thw
xU ilna Rjkhf, Juthf, Ulf FJlhjgo ghJfhfntoa mta ekF UwJ.
iyny fl thw Egkhd il, D vts nkikahf ghJfhf ntL vgij
Phf tW TWthf.
cs vgJ f f bkik bghUa X miw MF. mj miwFns ma Mwf, a
rf, FJ lhj go ghJfhf ntLbkgjfhf, xGf cilik nghw y kd beKiwfis Phf
vLJ TWthf. J cs vw mfil ikahf itUf ntoaj mtaij tWJw
gFahF. ij brhYnghJ cjkdha iwt j clig jDila thriyakhf itJ
bfhL nf thwh! vdnt, j clgha nfhiy iwt thtjFa gRjK, jK
ua kfjhd nfh nghW ghJfhf ntLbkW mGj Ujkhf jf TWthf. J
bghJKiw jf TWw ghF.
2. clig csij ghJfhgjfhf vbdd brafis eh brantL, vtiw eh
jf ntL vW clghL KiwY, vkiwY bghJthd brhfny jf vLJ TWthf.
J ulhtJ ghlKiw!
bghTwhik, wTwhik, w kid eathik, a vzfSF l bfhlhik Matiw
vkiwny brhthf. tiw brahf vgjF mtf ggy ctikfS, rhWfS T M
mojhngh mWJthf.
thnw cik ngRf vW, ey gHffis f tGthk filof vW,
clghony bghJthd brhfny Phf TWtJ clghL KiwahF.
3. jf TWw _whtJ f Kiw,ufafis ufa bkhfny TWtjhF.
cs cns f f MHkhd X lny nguhwf bragLtij Uliw _iy vW
TWthf. ciu g brYnghJ FUL Ht vghf. csij Fk vW, isP
vW, tajhfhj mDgtyhj griy vW, ggy cUtf bkhfny ngRthf.
tiw nghynt gy fij thyhf MHkhd cikfis MHkhd ghny btLthf. J
_whtJ Kiw.
4. jf cgnjrf ehfhtJ ghlKiw vgobawh, j cikfisbayh, fony
brhbghU fLLtjh kL J bfhs ayhJ vW brh, j Egfis mDgt ydhf
fw X Mrh _ykhf, neny nfL bjJ gYf vW TWthf.
j ehF KiwfYnk f Kakhd gF, j ehfhtJ Kiw mikj neKf beia
tWJ gFahF. j gF j yany f Kakhd gFahF.
j ya j gF Ka bgW sFtjh Phd FUtha nguhrhDF ff KaK
bgUik bfhLJ Phf ngRthf.
kiwbrhY bghU
kj ntlkh tjJ
vghf. mjhtJ ntjf wJ ghLw iwtnd FU tony tJ njh Uwh
vghf.
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bghU vdbtwh FUit iwtdhf ghf ntL vgjhF. iwt enkhL ngrhj fl.
FUnth vwh, eKl ngRtnjhL, ekF ahj Egfisbayh ekF w bkhfny vLJ
sFw gubghUshF.
FUit iwtdhf fhzntLbkw j fUij tWJtjfhfnt, iwtDF FU
tot jJ, iwtid Madhf tgLw xU ku, eKila jHfny njh tsJ tUwJ.
KUf bgUkhid FURth vW, FUehj vW tgLnwh. thnw tbgUkhid
jz_ vw tony eh tgLnwh. ijia cgnjj fzid Madhf tgLw ku
j tghL Kiwia rhjJ jh.
cyf rkaf gytY iwtid FU tony tgLw rlFKiw njhaj Egnk
j fUjh jh vW bfhs ntL.
tid tgLtjdh ga iy vW, tid ekF fhLw FUit tglh nghJbkW,
mts mGj Ujkhf U_y jkJ Ukuny ghoUwh. j EgK FU bgUikia
tWJw ghnf ahF.
j yafny vj PhDila gilig MuhJ ghjhY, FUF bfhLfgLs
l <L izaw Kiwny sFwJ.
FU vgt beia fhLgt vgnjhL Tl, beny eik el brwt vgij jf
tWJthf. vdnt, FUit njbjLF K, f MuhJ cikia bjJ, bkahd FU
vgij eF bjJ, mj wnf mtid PhdFU vW g of ntL vgjid, vyh jfS
ekF tWUwhf.
FU UF fLogJ vgj btY, clFS vw gghiny jf ngRthf.
btna cs FU eKila clFns Uw FUit ekF fhLwh vghf jf. vdnt
mgogl jFf thj khbgU Phidna, FUthf eh bfhs ntL vgjid, j
yaf moehjkhd vrif vW eh bfhs ntL.
cg X ma tha tUwJ:
mnjdt akhdh ajhjhfh
jua khdhAh ga _lh
vW
#fa khdhAh ga _lh
mnjidt akhdh ajhjhAh
vW brhygoUwJ. jF xj fUij U_y jkJ Ukuny nghahd FUkhfS
cikahd FUkhfSF cs ntWghil sF Kiwny brhwh.
FUoid F FUid bfhth
FUoid fh FUid bfht:
FUL FUL FUlhl kho
FUL FUL FG khnw
vgJ Uku.
FUlDF tfhLwt f ewhf bjjtdhf Uf ntL. mtD FUldhf Ujlh
vjifa gj isJLwJ!
FUl FUlDF tfhLw fij vgonah mgojh, bka yhj FU, xU bka mw
khztDF, bkait czJw KaahF vwh U_y. FUlfSF nfhfho brY
FUlf j gjkhd uij, Uku VHh Uku L xUKiw U_y vnyhL
TWwh. mj ghl:
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FUlF nfhfho brY FUl
KuQ gHF thf K
FUlU tf K mwnt
FUlU th FUlnuh lhna
vgJ VHh ju tuToa bjhU ghl.
FUDila tyikF bgUikF jid wig jUw jf, jfSila gilfis
bjhlFtjF K Mrhid tgnl mjwF jf fis bjhlFwhf.
jkJ FU ah vgij Phd F vw irgnghL Toa j ya f ewhf sf
brwJ.
idahk idgJ vw ahd iyia g, fhk FtJ vw mabjhU fiyia
g Vfdnt ghnjh. Jnghynt brhyhk brhYtJ vW xW UwJ. mJ vdbtwh,
btW brhfnyna ngrhk, mDgttkhd bra_y ngRj! mjhtJ mj MaUila th ngRtjF
gyhf mtUila brany, mtUila clng, ngR! J f bga f! brhyhk brhYw cgnjr
Jnt! ij ghLwJ PhdF.
ku vgnj btL brhyhk kd x miyfis cSFns mu brw Egkhd x
mfshF. itnu (Vibration) vw m x miyf mit! mtFa ikaf cl
cL.
ngrhJ UF
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bgnw UgJ kukh
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jfSila cyfny FU vw brhYF, btr myJ x vW bghUshF. Phd
ngUikia thijny brhyhk, bjhL czJwtU, mthW brhyhk brhYwtUkha Phd
FUthdt, ekF btna UJ, Phdhauhf s ekF tfhLwh. d ekF cns UF
FU, jkJ fia bjhlFwh. mjhtJ, xkakhd Phd mDgt f bjhlFwJ!
j cbghUsha xia eh mJ bfhshlh vj Mf gaD ekF iy. ij
mJ njJ lhnyh, ekJ mf cl l nghl jf ML!
bghUis bjJbfhshk l nghLtJ vgo?
FU UgJ beRFns - kd
nfhz mWgJ jDFns
bghU UgJ mahk - l
nghLt bjgo Phd bgnz!
bkahd FU, PhdFU, ekF uL iyny ifbfhLf ntL. KjyhtJ iy, kj cUtny
eK tJ, cbghUis ekF mDgtny fhlntL. j , mLj iy bjhlFwJ. xaha
FU clig, ekJ csij cSF midij l nghl jfkhf kh ca urthj
brJLwh! brig bghdhf khWw bkPhd Jnt!
j x Phdkha bkait Mrh thyhf, mjhtJ Mrh to njha iwtlUnj,
bgW njw ntL vgjF ma rhwhf miktJ Uthrff cs xga mjkhd gF.
j x mDgtij, Uthrf TWw xnahf kuig g tnah udrghgah vG
jJs FghdJ, Phd fkw manjh FghF. mj gF xFf tUkhW:
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"xtothd RGKid ehony xw milahskhd rbfh myhk, kw tha Xirf xW
UbgU Jiw ilahJ. gubt cikfhz eogjhf m uhzK TWwJ.
ml l vW cyfny uL bghUf cL. it uoY jJtf rkkhf
sF. j clny _yhjhuUJ vGj RGKid eho iwJ dnghy ufhw xah,
mj xny UitbjGJfsh czjgL IJtif xfS xbyhW mlF Kiwahny
Kony xwhf f NHnyhirahf pfw mnthirjhD ml w l vJnth, mJnt iwt
Ueld br jgu vw Mfha F jykhF. jgu cUtjh czjglJ. J cUtkW
czjgLsJ. nahf vw brh nrif vw bghUisilaJ. F tD tD nrUtnj
nahfkhfglJ. t bwhl ToaJ. iwt ngbuh. uL xwhFj tnahf. mbth
mQfS jidah mflK mlK cuRtjh j ehj aghf clhwJ. kw Xir
brifdh miktJ g jF mdhfj mofhk vG Xir vgJ bghU. kj y cl
X Xir aghf Ugij mdhfj vW wiy cst bfhld. nahf Mfhal xU
Enzhir mayh vW ahd ehjij fld. Jntjh ahd nahf. J vj_R
g yhjJ vgij ma vgJ tnahah sf.
Fj kF tzfJF ca Mrh yfzij ya cyny gHj f aJ
ngRtij mP cyF eF m. j yfz khztDF MaDf yfz tFJ TWwJ.
j af midJ gyW klfhf bgUf bgW j yanjhL xgw lij
mbrwd.
kiwbrhY bghU vnw FUehjid UFziyah miHgJ nghynt, itzt rkaJ fS
Maid iwtdhf fhwd. U_tUila tuyhny xU bga w mtUF Phd cza
Ma Ue njtnu Mth! j cik xUwUf, vyh Phd g khztfSFnk
Phdhadhf tJ njhWtJ iwtnd vgJjh jf KothF. ij U_yU ghLwh.
J id lh bkbfhL
jw jhis jiyfht KitJ
c JUbah xyh Mdj
faW fho fgW jhnd
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rghj vw ntfij Kiyahf itJ, v RfJns W cUf itJ, X xgw Mdj
mDgt jJ Phdkha cgeadij mU, fgha kyij mWjh" vW jkJ Phd mDgtij
Kt ghLwh.
thW jkJ brhj tuyhiw TWw U_y, jkJ j yakha Uku ny FUkhf
afis MHkhd ghitnahL fL gy ghlfny vLJ awh.
Phdf yhj FUL FUkhfis miHJ, gy khztf FUL FUL fG ntoifahd
gjhgij ghLw j bgUkh, bghntlJ ngh Mafis g ngRwh. mtUila fhyY
gy ngh rhahf Ujhf vW bjwJ. vgo?
Ml gubfh loY ghga
ntlf bfhL btUoL ngijfh
vW vjid ntfnjhL tUwJ Uku ghl vgij ghf ntL.
j Uku ghlYF, VwjhH UiwgJ MLfSF K thj gHbgU juha
fg Kt vGitJs ciu gogjF Ritahf csJ. ghl KGtij fg j giHa
ciuia nH jUnw :
"lgijna U nkbfhL, twhu czlny bgW bgUga M vd cbfhL,
bghahf jt df mJ, myhj kfis ka, tF myhj ngijfns! f mj
mtntlij ifL bjhiyJ, tuhdha mgubghU UtUis Mo gho mGJ mu
njo fhuhf!" vf. mbgUkh MkhfSF mU br bghUL, _, jy, j Ma
totfS bfhL sFwh. Mj eyf njhW elJ njo brW jf _
mUtotha Unkfis jJ cfshf vwthW" vgJ mj giHa ciuahF.
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MLj, Mdj TJ brj, ghLj, mbgUkh moahfSF mUbrj wfisbayh brh
Jj, mGjyhtJ, bgnahf bgw ngW jnaDF Lnkh, lhnjh vW, cs ieJ ieJ
cU th nrhJ btgLj. muwyhtJ, ehlh eifgnu vD fUJ Tl njhwhk thL
mthW yj vf!
J ntbwhU giHa ciu. UJ vd bjwJ vwh, bkahd jf cy tUw mnj
Niy bghntl jfS cyj cL vgnj! kfns nght fat vw tSt thgo,
bkahd jfis nghynt fh jUwhf bghahd jfS vw j mty iyia ghLwJ
Uku :
Phd yntl oj ehoil
<dk njbr uJ oUD
khd eybfL itaf grkh
<dt ntl fj gnk
j bgh ntlij fiyJLtnj ehLF eyJ: mJnt a vwh bkPhd
bkjuha U_y bgUkh! kbwhU Uku ghlny j bgh ntljhfis begLJtJ
mur flikahF vW, mthW brtnj murDF LngW eF, mJnt murK vW U_y
mWJwh:
ntl beyh ntl blga
ntl bengh ntle ntlnk
ntl beyh jik wntj
ntl bebrjh LmJ tunk!
vgJ mj Uku ghl.
Jw vD fh ntlij kLnk Fliy U_y. jtbe, tghL be nghw vyh
beKiwfis jtbe, tghL be nghw vyh beKiwfis mtWFa dfis
csla ntl vw brhiy ifahSwh Kt! jF rhwhf bdhU ghl csJ:
_l bflhnjh if Kjbfh
thL bgUth kdD
ehblh ydhU Mjyh ngJzJ
Ml gu irmW jhenw
m df myhj _lfl bghntlkhf miktij fL, mj trfij jf
cs rhLwJ. U_yiu nghynt fhyij nrj j gyU ngh ntlij Wwhf. rhwhf,
Phd F vD j xU ghl :
jho tsJ riltsJ - ey
rah vbwhU ntlL
Xo j iyahil - F
xy jhuo Phdbgnz!
vW Fia Xna jLwh j Ph !
Xoj iyahL vgny vjidnah nyil bghUf cL, fGny jho nghw xU rij
bjhFw ML ekF bj. beo Rw iy ML mJ. mgo xU bghU. bdhU bghU, iyahl
vwh mJ jyhl, trid, VkhW vW bghU! btahlkha fhk iyfis J FF!
mjid nrJ btntlfis cj ngRwh j, j mHfhd ghlny!
bghntljhfis U begLJtnj ehLF eik gaF brayhF vgij gy
lfny kfhf mWwhf.
Phah, Ph iyah vW ntljhfis nrhf ntL. Phfis bfhL nguhir brgo
bra ntL. Jnt njrgahF. ehLF brw f bganjh bjhlhF vW xU ghlny
Uku brwJ :
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jid w PhfSF VgLtjF fhuz vd vwh, bkntlJ FU UtUis,
mj UtU gaid mjid mDgjtf mtf! bkahd FU bkahd cgnjrij eF
czj fhuzdh, PhfSF bghntl nghfl Mnth w bghFwJ. FUg vD
<LghL mgo cJwJ Phfis, vgo gl <LghL mj FUg, vgij gy ghlf j yany
ekF czJwd. U_yU mjidna ghLwh.
vL uL mahj vid
vL uL mjh ve
vL uL mth mj,
vL uL fk jhnk!
j ghl tU vL uL vgjF gy Egfis ciuahaf TWthf. jf
yany gy ghlf j bjhl tUwJ. mit jkJ Phd ghlfny j Egij
ghoUwh.
vL jHf fj Kiwny mfukhF. uL vgJ cfukhF. vdnt vL uL vgij
mfu cfu izgha X vD uza vW bghU TWtJ kughF. Jt, vL uL gjhF
vw fzFgo gJ vw viz FF fu vW bghU bfhtJ cL. Phf bkhny
fu vgJ Mkh. vdnt vL uL mj vgij Mk Phd czJj vW bghU
bfhStJ cL.
Mk Phd KjyhtJ ghl, uztkha X xia czjnyahF. Mfnt, j uL
tifahd ciufS xnu mogil fUijna TWtjhf bfhsyh.
, vL uL vw brhblhUF Phd gojf TWw kbwhU bghUS cL. fg
j nghw giHa PhfS, bjhikahd kJiu j rfJ Rtofny eh rw gHbgU
ciuahafS Ts mj Egkhd bghU tUkhW :
vL vgJ al fha, al fha vgJ thkhit g bfhoUw, thkhny
fUbfhoUw vLtifahd izfsh. mit, Mfhu j, , kd, mjfuz, Mzt,
khia, fha vgd vW fyha j sFwh. uL vgjF mt TW bghU jhD jiytD
vgJ. vdnt wny tj U fhuzkhf vil uil czuhj iyny cs gFtkw
khztDF, j vil uil FUehj czJwh. j cz ifToa iyny vL
uL fyJ KGik bgWtjh, vL uL fkjhnk vw brh wwJ.
j vL uL fyj izig bdhU Uku ghlY vnyhL fhQnwh :
vo vL mx ouo
foia L fyJz khlhk
go L gyj njo
vL uL mahj khfns!
goia L vwh golJ vW bghU. vL uL, m Xouoaha gdhW
mJ bfhshk, fo vdgL j cl giw JwJ, golJ gygl njo Jw
ngijfis ghLwJ j ma ghl. gdhW vgJ jf TWw gdhW fiyf. it Phdg
brthfSF nrhlr fiy f vW cgnjr Kiw czj bgWw ufa PhdkhF.
cyf khj rhjhuz iy jifa lghony Ugjdhnyjh. j lfSbfyh cthf
mikw Phdij tHF FUid bfhLKony itJ mjid gutrnjhL Phf V Jwhf.
khfthrfU jkJ Phd f gny isJ FUguid vts nguhdj fnghL ghLwh.
Kbe mahj
_fnuhL Kantid
gbe mJ
gHidf ghWtz
jky mWJ
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tkh vidahl
mjvd fUath
whbgWth mnrhnt
vW Uthrf JtUwJ!
jMdj Phdf yhj kf iy jF ne khwhf csJ vgij U_y
wh.
MaJ w mWrka njhfS
fhaJ w flis foy
kha F tGth kidkf
ghrJ W gijw thnw
jf nahfKiwYs Phdtna rkhf vW brikbe vW, JwJ.j
ya? j beahtJ clF cjkid fhQw beahF. fhaJns flis fhQj vD
xF. vdnt ntW vj beF yhj bgUikfis thW ngRwJ j ya.
PhdFU thyhf neUF neuhf UJ bgwntoa fahd j cgnjrnk, w wfis
btYw xnu beahF. ij mahjtf w wgha RHny RwL jwhf vgij
bjthf TWwJ Uku. ntfnjhL tUwd mj bkhf :
fJ fGijf nghY fyhf
Rj tbkF njhW w
Fw bjahk FzbfhL nfhjho
nj ehS ww ghnu
Fw bjahk vgj bghU. Fwij FwbkW czJ bfhshk vgjh. FzbfhL
nfheho vwh, mjidna ey vW fU ghuho vgjh.
rkhf vgJ, Rj tkhdJ mF F vdhjgo vFkh fyJ gij fhQw
PhdKiwahF. jid mahj kf btntW tfny brW, ntWikfis ghuho cHwhf.
mj tf cs Fw Fiwfis mahk Fwijna Fzkhf bfhL, vbjt, cbjt
vd thL fGijf nghy fidJ, mj nj ehS ww RHny FL jwhf.
Mdh tnahf iy mthiy. jL ifkhf fhz bgWw j nahf jf bkPhdij
czjtf. mtf ifny cs jl guPhdij FwJ. jf bkhny jL vgJ
rghj vD Phd iy.
jLl Xo jiybgj nahF
kly _W kJl xL
vgJ j thF. Na kly, ru kly, m kly Ma _W klyfS j
trkh g TL tdth. mfY wYkhf cs j _W klyfS jK x W,
nah trkh viyyhj nggij TLF. j nggnk Phdha jdJ khztDF
czJw nguhdj fahF.
j gaid miltjfhfnt clFns FJ brYw cghaij vyh jfS tW
sFwhf. j mogiliana U_y TWwh.
thDF rid njL kUsfh
njDF g tngh fWngh
njDF g wU jhngh
CDF <r xU jhnd
"nBukhtJ U TW. jkhdJ m TW. _ahtJ gukhfhr TW. Mifdhny
thkh rhuyhk thd Kjyha grj toit bghUshf bfhoUifahny thDF <rid
njL kUsfh vD rjJF gu. njDF g maglhJ Mifdhny njDF g
tngh fWngh vD rjJF gu. njDF g wjglhk Ujhnghynt CDF
<rid fhz FU Kiy myhk majhF maglhJ. Mifdhny "njDF g
101
wUjhngh- CDF <r xUjhnd vD rjJF gu vf" vgJ fg j ciu.
nkY.
"thDF <rid njL kUsfh - gukhfhr brh%ah (rah) jDns UF iwtid
njo myhjtfns! njDF g tngh fWngh - njny (ja thuhk fyJ
xwhUF) gkakha RitahdJ t tznkh? myJ fW tznkh? MuhJ brhYuhf.
njDF g wUJ - njDnss gkha Rit (mjid EfnthUF kL) wJ
njhdh ngh, CDF <r xUjhnd V-mgukhfhr raha iwt Ef ruDnsjhnd
(mj ahah) cFuhf wJ njhwhjgo fyUwh vwthW" vwh j giHa
ciuaha. nkY,
"md UF mgubghUis PhdhrhaDila UtUsh fL tnghfij EfUuhf vgJ
v wJ. cUFuh iwt xUD mjdh ahbjhU fhuK wJ sFth
vgJ ctikah bgwgL. C-ru. kUs vd TaJ cFuha ehafid, Mrha mEuf
bgW mJ mDgahk, wny kL njo thiu neh vf. njid Efnjh, mj Rit
thW UjJ vd wUF vLJ brhy thuhJ, mDgt khiu mJ Wt. mJnghy tnghf
Efny jiygnlh, mnggij mDggij bahJ wnjhUF mjid brhy ayhJ vf.
flt ot vgJ xU gHbkh. "eiy aJiy, brhyhbthW Ranj" vd grhfu
njfhjh fuhB[- fag Kt mUaJ fhf. "g Jbtd grhfut izgj
- m izj moauyh kiw ahuth" vW mUa wkJ wghyJ. "kUUtU zu
tj g thdh ngrJ kzjt jh czt - mUbgd Utiu mwjft" vD
tPhd UUj neh mf.
vid my jid fhyK
vid mj VJ my
vid m mit mj
vid Lid crh nwnd
vid my jid fhyK - (jDRuz td nghff Ma ghrnk bkbghUshf njhW
kaf mdh) jid fhyK Mkhtha ah v aig mahk (w wgha R mfgL)
cHnw; vid mj VJ my - (Uid bahkygghf rghj tbja fhyJ
K bkahf njha mghrfbsyh, bghahf njhw) v aig rhJ eF mj - (m
Uidbah, kygghf, rghj tJ vj FUtothf vGjUaJ v jiyny Utoia
NoaUa) v aig mtjF VJtha Phd r vD UtUisna fzhf bfhL fhz
(vbrabyyh brayhfnt njhWjyh), vid L cid crhnwV - v aig bayh
kwJ thdjny mG ljyh c aigna ehLnw vf.
filt c crhnwnd vw ghlY, vid crhnwnd vw ghlK uL
fhnwh. giHa ciuaha K ghlijna bfhL bghU TWwh. nkY brhwh.
Uku KdTa, jid ma jdbfhU iy vD Ugho fUij eF
s w fhf. vid mj vgJ tPhd nghj gjh Nu ulkhfuzJ
TaUaiknahL xLjFaJ vgJ giHa ciuahF.
bgWjfa ngwha j Mk Phd fia neKfkhf tHFwtdha FUehjnd, jfis
mtfSila g Kiwfis ff tyt. Mfnt, mtDila bgUik xgwjhF.
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25. jf nahfg tHFw
FpLfS FGcFfS
jfSila fny, ghlfyhfL, myJ ciu ffL, gy rnjf brhf, FpLf,
FGcFf FUgugiuahf tHtUwd. nahffis fF K Phf, jf lfSF
j brhfis sFwhf. xbthU brhY XbuhU jJtij jD ml gjh, mj ku
brhf Kakhd ytiw MuhtJ aikahjjhF.
j brhf jJtfis eF J bfhl khztUnf j ya rahf sF.
nahf vw brhYF iz myJ nrif vgJ rhjhuzkhd bghU. jf bkhny
jF xU wghd bghU UwJ.
btna brY yf ntfij kh mt braiy cKfkhf izgnj jf nahf
gahf Ugjh, j yany nahf vgJ j afij ml MtJ vW bghUgL.
j vgJ eKila clFns bjh brw mf fUf midij Tlhf FF
xnu brh, mfUf mjfuz vW miHfbgWwd.
j vw brhyh FfbgWw FfbgWw cfUf ehfh, mit kd, , j,
mffhu vgd. j eh jK xwhf Ff bgD, jf j ehif nrJ xnu brh
j vnw miHgJ kugFh.
xU ngR myJ ir fia nfnwh vwh, wfU br; cfU j. mnjnghW
fhfis ghF wfU f; cfU j. go IJ wfUf braiy cUJ JgJ
jjh.
ij Egkhf MuhJ ghnjhkhdh, xbthU kjDF mtDila cyf vgJ mtDila
jnkahF. xUt xU iuglij ghwh vwh wnj XLw glij ghgJ mtiy.
jnk. mtDila j XLw mj iugl mf iuglny, H mt fhfis
ghwh.
go TJ nehFnghJ cyf vgJ jnkjh. Mifah jij mldh cyf mlL
vW MwJ myth?
ij itJjh nahf jij mlFtnj khbgU nahf g vW bfhlhf. cyf
jD ml F bghGJ xU nah j brhj mDgtf midij j Mk mDgtkhfnt
fhQwh. Vbdwh fhgt Mkhnt.
j brafis xLanghJ mj MkhthdJ jDila bkahd totnyna UwJ.
mgoahdh kw neuf vj iy VgLw vw nf vGwJ. j braf mlfhj
bghGJ, xUt vij idwhndh myJ ghwhndh mj totij mtDila Mkh vLJ bfhwJ.
mjdh jh gubghU jij <LgLj ntL; mgo <LgLJtnj Mknahf vwhf jf.
j af ehF tif fG vW jf bfhlhf. mtF ehF bgaf
Nodhf.
mitahtd :
1. msit, 2. bgha, 3. bghUsw cz, 4. iu.
Iyfsh wbghUis nenu fhgJ fhasit vdgL. bjhiy bjbghU vJthf
UF vW gJ mDkhd vdgL. uL msitghgLwd.
bgha vw iy vgobawh, <aij bt vW bfhSjY, J btah, <akh vW
IagLtJ ! uLnk bgha aFw brayhF.
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_whtjha bghUsw cz vgobawh bghUns yhk Vnjh xU fia itJbfhL
jhdhfnt xU JF yfhFtJ. J thd jhkiu, mijF ir, KaYF bfh vW miHgJ
nghw bghUjh miy.
ehfhtjha iuia, mght vW Phf miHghf. jkhdJ xU bghUis rhuhk
w iy J.
Ijhtjha xU iy ehif jho bragLwJ. mJ vgobawh xUKiw mDgj
Jig eGtlhk g bfhL gJ.
J j ehF iyfis, Mjhukhf bfhL bjhw IjhtJ brayhF.
j j IJ brafis vgo ml MtJ vgij, nahf khztfSF vLJ
Tshf. mj mlFKiwahdJ gikdhY, gdhY ifTLwJ vgh.
j gia nkbfhtjF gy gofis tFJ xU fny iyfSF jfthW ghll
tFJsJngh mikJ jUwhf.
gik vgJ j cudh clhfntL vW fl jf j gig tuha
myJ eL vW miHjhf. vyh nahf gfSF mogilahf ntLtJ eL myJ tuha
vgij eKila j f tWJwd.
wbghUf J ghJ brYw Mtiy lh mit ekF trkhwd. mnghJ wcynf
ekF fLgLLwJ vw j jJtij Mjukhf vLJ awJ j Phd.
gik vgjid milabgW, mj iyny nahf <LgL khztDF, Kakhd X
cikid e Phf gHfF vjhd tifny brh bfhLwhf.mJ vdbtwh, cyif
nehF tUJ cjkid nehF tF kilkhWtnjahF.
go khWbghGJ kjDF mogilahf mikj _W Fzf gik vw rhjid
LwJ. j _W FzfS bkik, btik, kj vW miHfbgWwd. cyf KGtJnk
j _ mlL. j _D gW LtJjh cikahd gik myJ eL iy vgJ
miHfgL. j iy odhbyha xU nahf g khztDF rkh vw iy TLtiy vW
Phf brhwhf.
jf fw nahf Fnfh rkh vw ngg iynaahF. jij vj eLfK
yhJ xnu iy W itgnj rkh yfzkhF.
j rkhahdJ jfsh uL tifahf TwgLwJ. xW czglJ. kbwhW
czit fljJ.
Rth ntfhdj nghw Phf j nahf iyia g ggy lf ng vG
thf TUwhf.
xUt jdJ j g _y gy iyfis jho Knd gyjkhd fis bgw
wFTl, kWgo aila TL. Vbdwh f midJ wbghUfSF cglit.
Mifdhnyjh j iyia flJ, mjhtJ Mkh aifia flJ, jdF jhnd ngUz
XLf ntL vgij, vyh PhfS f nkyhd rhjidahf kJ brhUwhf.
j nkikahd iyia fljtf clny eh fLgoUnwh vw czit
fljtf. tfis tlbkhah njf nahf vW miHwhf.
aifl xWgltfis uUya vW miHjhf.
j uL tifahd nahfSnk rkhaha eL iy W cztw gj bgwtfns
vwhY, j UtUFnk cyf fhf bjgljh br. Mdh mtf jik mj fhfny
bjhlW bfhskhlhf.
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j Utifahd nahfis jhoa fbga iyny thw u nahfS cL. mtfns
caj nkyhd jfshthf. tfns iwtid flt vW u gfY vnghJ iwtndhL
Ugtf vW, TwbgWw jhD jiytD xa khbgU Phf.
tfSila FU gugiuia brhYbghGJ, tfSila KjyhtJ FU iwtnd vW tHFw
kuig j yany ghnwh. ijbahonajh jfSila bfhotF ifyha gugiu vw
tHF clhW. U_yU jkJ FUt brhYbghGJ iwtid brh enjitu bkhwh.
j fUijbaho Rth ntfhdj vGs xU Fig nf xLj bghUjKilaJ.
ntfhdj fUJ tUkhW :
"thd btny tus X lguig J ghghahdh, mjF mghY bt cL vw
jid cdF clhF. gona J J nghFnghJ vjid bga tlij nghlhY,
mjF mghY viyaw bt ydhwJ. l iy go.
thnw fhy vw fzif vQbghGJ xU fzUJ Ctiu mJ J brwJ.
thWjh mit g J bfhL nghf ntL. kjlny mthdJ xU a
ijahf UwJ. Mdh mUJ viyaw X m Ugij mfW mfW Jbfhnl brW
CJlyh. mj viyaw mnt nguth."
ntfhdj FLw j viyaw nguitna nahf iwt vwhf. fhuz gna
tugw viy jkhdJ xU bghUis rhuhJ aFw cwf iyY, fd iyY,
clhw Phdij eh ahd brJ, m xLfntLbkW, vyh jfS xnu Fu
ngRwhf.
fdny eh viyaw bgUbtl, vyh cyffSlD, iznwh vgJ cik. mjdh
fdny VgLw j iyia xU nah jdJ g _y edyFF bfhL tUwh. edny
fdthf xU bga eLiyny xL wh. mj iy mt viyaw mndhL, viyaw
jny xLwh.
jHfJ Phf midtU jifa rkh iyia, vjidnah ghlf ekF toJ
jUwhf. j fdtha j iy nkik g, mj fd iyna gubghUnshL
izjFa xU bga rhjdkhF vgJ g, jYs j ya TWtijna tlbkh
gjr Kt brj nahfNuK, viyaw fnghL awJ. mij nf xL ghgJ
bghUjKilajhF.
gjr nahf Nu KgbjhlhtJ thaF iu vGJw eKila nja kfhf
Ruka ghuah, vY, MHK Fj xU l sfij tHUwh.
gjr j KgbjhlhtJ Nu fdY cwfY clha Phdij ahd brj
vD nahf gia TWwJ. j gia g sf TWw ghuah, flthW jkJ
mHa ciuia jUwh.
"fdny jid mj [hjdjh vjhf brJ bfhsyh. edny vaJjh fdthf L
tUwJ".
[tj eh ju nyhffSl [gjgLtjhf, yf njhw lyhj mj Phd.
ju nyhffW ekF fdny vjTLbkW, y brhYwhf. tj eh ju
nyhffSlnd [gjgLnwhbkgJ bkjh.
[j tu jhdf - [, , f, k, g, j, - vd VG Uwd. Mdh eh vj xia
(#) vW itJ bfhL mjF jfgo kw-, f, k, g, j, - ghlyh.
eh ghLnghJ, nH y tuf vlhJ nghdh RUia kh bfhSnwh. mjhtJ -
UZlhjkhf - K f (fhjhu) myJ k (kak) brhd lij nghJ [ (#k) vW itJ
bfhL mjFnk mnthirF jfgo, , f, k, g, j, V bfhL nghnwh. vgo eh brhd
nghY [hjhuz kjDila bjhilas uliu jhjh; xU [, , f, k, g, j, - xU jh;
mjF nkny [, , f, k, g, j, nk jh, vLF nHsJ jh.
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d [hjhuz kjDila bjhilF uliu jhjh vL. yUF _W jh,
D mfkhf vlTLbkW brhYwhf. UjhY _wiu jhF nkny kj bjhil
ngRj [haiy.
Mdh, xyf mej jhf Uwd. FR fJtij #khf itJ bfhnth.
rj kly oJ nk Gjh mYlhF xia F xW vjid jh
nkyhf fzlyh? CfhW mogjhf itJ bfhnth. ekJ []anfhsK mjid Nj uA
FLgK jKns nkh ogL j bghoahtjhf ghtid brnth. m njhW x FR
jhF nkny vts u nghF? d xyfJ jhf mejkhD kjDila
bjhilF uliu jhf khunk vLtJnghy, mtDila bryDF VG jhfjh
mfgLbkW #fr ru t[&fzF brhajhf PhgfUwJ.
mjhtJ, - vd TWnt ? - mejkhd - vz bjhiyahj vz vz vz vz
bjhiyahj - xfl VG jh ekJ brbfLbkwh, ekJ bryDila Wikia vd tFJ
fhLnt?
Jnghy mejkhd - viyyhj, viynayhj {nahfl eKila F Rkh VG
jh xjh bjgLbkW, mjF nkY G eh KGFUblW #fr ru t[& brhUwh.
jh fzF [ahf Phgfiy, vdnghJ. VGFnkny nghfhJ ; rajh vdF.
xflnyh bgD bgJ - vG vd fhLnth? - mfl.
xnah viyawJ.
ehnkh J ju KGFUL!
kj Ushf fUJtij Mij xahf fUJwJ. x a Mij eik fhoY
jh gHUwJ. Mdh, eKila jh MijbflhJ. gf eh [hjhuz xahf fUJ
btbyh, MijF f Trij iswJ. eknf []aid nenu ghjh - ey gilnah
ju, [hjhuz kjUbfyh - f TRwJ, ghf KoahJ, bgUghY FULjh.
Mdh gUJ []aid Trhk ghF. vdnt x a eik fhoY gUJF nk jh
vLwJ.
$ uhkUZz gukAr, xUeh fhiy gkh[d UJ cjaNaid nehf bjhlat
miueho Tl mj NaidL fiz mwgLjhk eLgf Kfij NaDF nenu
jhkiungh fho, mdnk neukhf neukhf KJif kyhJ tisJ bfhnl, Naid L fis
yfhjgo khiy neu mj Na Knd (jKfij KJF wW fhjy KjLtjF
w go kyhJ tisJ KffhL fhjnghy) fho, d - $ uhkUZz gukAr - xUeh
KGtJ nahf g brjhbuW brhygLwJ.
vdnt rhjhuz kjiu fhoY $ uhkUZz gukA[ njtUF x a mf jhf
vod.
d nfho Na ufhrKlhdh? mej nfhlhD nfho Naf #fUwd. mit x
rjh brwd. Mdh eKila y J. eh f a viyjh ghnwh.
d #f jJtfbsyh mejkhfntUwd. bgUF.
dnk eKila irjaK mej jhuKilaJ. gukhk irja kikiana
tnahf tUwhf. cgUwhf.
vyh - vgJ [t bga.
v vgJ, j, NaDF bga.
[tbkw kdbfhifF uahf eKila Kndh Naid Muhjid brjJ jnkahF.
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[tbkw kdbfhif ntW; [tbkw Phdnyhf ntW; [tbkw gnyhf ntW;
jFnsna [t irkakhd nyhf ntW, [t njn#hkakhd nyhf ntW; fhykakhd #fntW
vd gythf mej nyhff njhWkhD, [t xW. mj bga fl.
kQ mJnt, thD mJnt, mJ mejnyhffis mfj tJfshny bgUa mejhej tJ.
vdnt xU fY bjhHyh; gJikY bjhHyh; mj [tkha flis bgY bjhHyh;
MY bjhHyh.
[tK m~njba, [t gjhjfS mj u fshf fU tzFtjFad mynth?
nkny eh sago cz - m, irja - mejkhf Uf, ekF m uL _W
jhf khunk [hjhuz iy vLwd. nghdh, yUF vL jh xgJ jhf
vLwd. mtfis kAhkhfbsW, mtjhu UfbsW bfhlhLnwh. J f.
irjakha viyaw fl ekF bjgL XuL jhfYTl eh MnuhAz
mtnuhAz uhkfY, tu nfhitfY, uhf ntWikfY vwj u ukhd
mDgtf bgWj [hankahF. mJjh #f kAjhd Mra.
eKila tiuaWfgl yDzFns mdjf gy Uwd. tuf VGjhnd? mgo
UJ, mt fyfsh j kly J jtiu Vgld, nghJ VgL tUtd,
Vgl nghtdkha uhf ngjfns vyhjd. {nah aY mgona. ekF ydhf Toa
{nah jhf yntahD, tW fhQ tz ngjf mejkhF.
dnk, eKila rhjhuz #huF - mjhtJ, rhjhuz kjDila rhjhuz #huF -
lkha irja jhf yntahD, jFns mejkhd [gtf fJ tUj btgil.
jD mejkhd g thf Uwd.
mgoUF kj j viyF uJl [rf iy. rhjhuz #hunyhfY, vtD
thd gUJ RwtJnghy RWtij fhgJ f JygkhF. F khDl, vbahW bghFns
mfgL jgJnghy, xUy tisafSF cgL jwhf.
gbuW bgoW Naid ngh ftToa wik kDZa rhjhuz #huF cL
vgJ btgil j uij btFntfkhf RH bfhLngh mejkhd fhf fhQ wik
rhjhuz kjDF #hu cz cL. Mdh, mwikia mt nenu cgnahf gLJtiy.
J f. ekF rhjhuz #hu iy njhW ublhU irja jhf ju, t G nkY
vzw irja jhf cblW nkny brhndh. ij xo y jJt rhf, j ublhU
irja jhfSF nH U;ggtWbfyh xU bga bfhLJ irja (rfha) vW,
[hkha kjDila #huhtijYs irja jhuij [hjhuz irja bkW, j viyF
nknys mdj jhfSF xU bga bfhLJ mij nkirja (Ng fha) vW brhYwhf.
cHFFns HnfJ, nknfJ? vyh xwh, xnu mej klykhd bghU nknyJ. jhntJ?
rtK irjakhifny, irja bgUflYilna xUy Jfis g bfhL eh kw gFia
mjF nkbyW bHW tFf lKnlh? v, cL.
vdbknyh, mejkha {nah bts ekF bjgL msitna ukhzkhf
itJbfhL mjF nkYGKs gFfSF xnu bkhjkhf xifbaW, UbsW bgaf
bfhLJ gFUgJ nghny, vf.
d irjabkW bghJgilahf Twgl mej tdnfhit, fdxU goahf y
ed jJt rhfshny fUjgLwJ. nkirja tir nahfhD Kjait nrfgLwd.
vdnt, rhjhuzkhf ed njhwTlhj y mDgtf fdny flijjh FH FH J
fhLwJ.
vD, nahf ny y gof VdtfSF ijra nyhf y a btof wJ.
kly ka ghf kiwJlF "m" y kiy wf btna tUtJnghy, y mjkhd
mDgtfis VgLj rhajh vW, mit xUntis nk nyhffW (ffhuthA
thdW ghjhsJwaJ ngh) rhjhuz #hu cztha tdij flJ, (y rkaf
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rhjhuz #huF bjahkny) ghjhs irja kly w fd njhwTLbkW nkny
gjr Kt Ts []uW Cf lKlhwJ.
fd njtjh %gf, mjkhd aif fhf (mjhtJ [hjhuzkhf fhzToa
gukhrakhd aif fhfW ntWgld) Kja af, nahf gof J f ukJl
V brY [hjfDF bjgLkh mtiw mt edY ij brtjh j rh isbkgJ
gjr fUJ. nkY, mjkhd njt %gf xUntis edny fl fhf u
gfhsntUFbkW itJ bfhD, edfhfis fhoYTl y rkaf mt fd
u - uf mf bjiladthf Ugjh mtiw ed L gJ j [khjhdJF
tahf TL.
e nja kfhf Ruka ghuah tlbkhYs ntjfis nahf fis gwnjhL,
ntj f fijf tiw gftijia, gjr Kt nahf Nuij jny
bkhbgaJ jUwh. mtUila th neny y jfis rj mDgtK mtUF cL.
nkny fl mtUila sff j mDgtUJ wjitahf Ugjh, ekJ j ya
ghnfhL xj iy j ciu mikUwJ.
j ya tHs FpLfSF FGcF brhfS ghuah j sfK rhwhf
mikwJ.
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26. j tHF xbghU brhf
j f mofo gWtUw y brhf cL. ttahf mit y Fl fUJfSl
tHFtjhY, xU bghUFj xnu brhY, gy bghU Fj xU brhs j tHfh
tUtjhY, mjifa xUy brhfis nf bfhLgJ eykhF.
cnjr vw brhYF j bkhny Fnfh vW bghUshF.
ctik vgJ f vnu bjtJ vW bghU.
<k vw brh RLfhL vgij FF. nf MLgt <kjiytdha fliy gubghU. <k
vw brhny < vW bjhfha tUwJ.
V vgJ euit, mj euJ clhF j iyia FF.
jl vgJ kd cyf J gij FF.
cU vgJ wij totij x tzij FF. jF %g vw tlbrhYF
bghU ntWghL cL. cU bfG wdhFnk vgJ bjhfha.
cyf vgJ mtJ vw bghUny, iyaw bghUis FF.
Mjhu cl iyfis FF.
ilfiy myJ lfiy vgJ eh lJ _R, fiy vgJ tyJ _R.
RGKid vgJ eL_R.
fQF bjw gU clig mdkanfhr vW, fhWlig - tlig uhzkanfhr
vW, kd clig kndhkanfhr vW, mlig Phdkanfhr vW, g clig
Mdjkanfhr vW jf miHghf.
rujha vw brh eilKiw gia FwJ.
rfg vgJ ntWik.
Ufg vgJ vG.
aha vgJ mik iw.
Jthjrhj vw brh jf g iyfny Wahd gulhtJ iy.
FUehjid FU, Fut, N vW miHgJ ku.
c czit Mknghj vW miHgJL.
ahk vw brh cfis cwf gWtJ vW bghU jU.
kd vgJ j brhyha k vgUJ njh fyFtJ, vgJ, kaFtJ, nghLtJ
vw bghU tU. Jnt gh vD bghU mGF vd, f itgJ myJ fLtJ vw bghU
ghr vd MLtU.
, y bjhif brhfis ghngh.
grjf vgit, k (U), d (m), md (nj), t (th), thd (Mfha) vW IJkh.
it IJ gUbghUf vdgL.
gr Phndaf j IJ azf vdgL. mit Rit (ur), x (%g), CW (gr),
Xir (rj), ehw (Rj).
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bjh cWf Iij gr fnkaf vg.mit if (gh), fh (ghj), th (thF),
vUth myJ vUthr (ghU), fUth myJ fUthr (cgj).
mjfuzf j mffUf vdgL. mit kd (kd) m (), id (j),
Kid (mffhu).
wfuzfis j wfUf vW miHg. mit ilfiy, fiy, RGKid, cehF
(Fit), tyf (Ul), lf (fhjh), tybr eu (m), lbr (myil) fUth eu (r),
vUth eu (FU).
fhWf gJ tifgL. mtiw jrth vd, gJt vd j ya miHwJ.
mitahtd
1. ct myJ uhz
2. kyfhW myJ mghd
3. bjhfhW myJ ghd
4. xfhW myJ cjhd
5. ufhW myJ rkhd
6. JkfhW myJ ehf
7. fhW myJ Tk
8. bfhlhfhW myJ Ufu
9. ikfhW myJ njtjj
10. FfhW myJ jdra
IJ Flfisna grhraf vW miHwhf mit tUkhW :
1. mkthra (iuFl)
2. gthra (brFl)
3. rythra (Fl)
4. kyhthra (kyFl)
5. Rythra (btFl)
MW Mjhufis MW iyf vW miHgJL. mit _yhjhu, Rthld, kuf, mehfj,
R myJ Rj, MiP myJ MP.
kly myJ Kkly vgid: , PhW, f, itna m kly, Mj kly,
ru kly Mait.
Kkyfsha Mzt, fk, khia Matiw Kid, bra, id vd ntW cUtff
brhthf.
KFwf Ma njhlf thj, j, nyZk myJ nyd myJ nfhiH myJ
Rg vdgL.
kd Itif iyfis mtijf vW miHg. mit :
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1. rhukha ed
2. brhgdkha fd
3. fG myJ Rf vD cwf
4. Jakha ngUwf
5. Jahjkha cglf
j tifahd brhfis ju, guf r (itghw), nuhjhd r (kiwghw), rhr
(iHthw) nghw brhfS mofo gW tUtJL.
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27. jf ku tghL
j yafny eh fhQw tghL Kiwf gythf csd. ria, ia, nahf, Phd
vW brhygLw ehF jkhd Kiwfis g eKila jf TWwhf. Mdh xU khWghL
vdbtwh j ehF KiwfYnk jfSF vW j gnghL Toa Kiw mikUwJ.
ria vW brhY nghJrhjhuz kf iwtid tgLw bjhL bena ngrgLwJ vwhY,
j bjhLbe vw tghL KiwahdJ jf Mk iyny y wfSl sFwJ.
Mfk Kiwgo TWw ria tghony rlfSF Ka bfhLfgLwJ. bjhL brw
Kiwny nfhYF, moahfSF, beKiwahd tghL rlfny <LgLnshUF brw
Ca thf ngrgLwJ. Mdh jf j tghLfUJ khWgL, rujha rlFfis
flJ, bjhL Kiwfisna jhf tFJs riany ngRwhf.
kf bjhnl knfr bjhL vw xU bga u beia KjKjyhf tFJstf eKila
jHfJ jf vgJ FljfJ. kj rKjhaF eh MWw bjhlhdJ iwtDF
brw bjhlhfnt MwJ vgJ jf bfhif. D brhynghdh kfSF brw bjhL
iwtDF brw bjhil l KaK w thjJ vW y jf TWwhf. j fUij
cs bfhLjh U_yU jKila Ukuny bghJkfis elkhL ff vW
miHwh. nfh fUtiwny eh fhQw f glkhL f vW Ukuny
FfbgWwJ. U_y glkhL f, elkhL f Ma uil g FLbghGJ, glkhL
fkha _ytUF eh tHf Toa ntjdijl elkhL fF eh tHFw bghU
wilaJ vnw mGj Ujkhf TWwh. _ytUF tHFw ntj glkhL fF brw
<ifahF. j <if myJ ntjd elkhL fF gaglhJ vwh U_y. Mdh elkhL
fF xW tHndhkhdh, mJ glkhL fF MwJ vgJ U_yUila bfhif.
jf midtUnk j beKiwny jf riaia tFJshf. vdntjh jfSila
ria KiwahdJ u fUJ bfhljh sFwJ.
thWjh jf tFJs ia vw tghL rlFfSkh. mbjgo?iwtDF
brw tghony Mfk Kiwf thf izJsd. jf tFJs ia tghony
rlFfSF Ka yhk, kddh bragLw ghtid tzfnf Ka jugLwJ.
wbghUfnsh wtghnlh Ka bgwhk, kddh iwtDF brw ahd KiwahdJ
jf iany wghd lij bgWwJ.
nahf,Phd vw uL tf jfSnf ca jgl tfshf Ugjh, Mfk
Jiwfny tUfgLw tghL Kiwfny nahfK PhdK mjid Ka cWfshf
lbgWtiy. it uL j yafny tif bfhldthf sFtJ fTlhF.
nahf, Phd vw uL Jiwfis jf thf Ts nghY, ria ia Ma
guj tghL Kiwfis mtf jf yafny ngUgjh mt Egij MuhtJ
ga jUtjhF.
_ tghL vW brhygLw uf Muhjid g eKila jf gy lfny
ngRwhf. bghJ kfnshL nrJ bghJkfSfhf Vgl nfhfny tgLw rhjhuzkhd i#
Kiwfis g y jf jf ghlfny FLwhf. _, jt, j Ma _Y
bghJkf <LgL tghL brtij MjF jfS cL. tiw Vsd brw jfS cL.
el fY ngRnkh? vW nfw ytha, mjF xU gjidia TWwh. ehjdha iwt
csny FobfhLlh j wrlFfSF mta iy vgnj ttha bfhifahF.
vdnt ehj csJFns tJ mkUw tiu, j wrlfS ntoaJ jh vgnj jf
bfhif. iwtid csny mk bfhsToa Mw xUtDF tJlh mtDF vjkhd
w rlfS ntLtiy. mJtiu riafS, iafS filof jfdnt vgJjh jf
bghJ nehfkhF.
kdkJ brikah ku brf ntlh vgJ j thF. Mdh kz brikwtJ vthW?
kd brik bgWtjfhf ia lbgWwJ.
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nkbyGjthwhf eKila jHf j yafis ghJL nfhfis Fsfis
mtf btWJ ngRwhf vW Ko fol TlhJ. Mk ggFt Vgl wF iwtid tgLw
ghtizKiw iftr Mlh, vjkhd tghL rlFfs xUtDF njitiy vgij
tWjnt jf gytifahd Tfis ifahL, Vsd brtij nghW y ghlfis kd
brntoa xUiktghil kwJlTlhJ vW xU bga ftiydhY, MtdhY jf
w rlFfis ifgLjhk, y lf Vsd Tl brJ ghLwhf vgij eh kwJl TlhJ.
mrid brtjFa kufSF j cik bghUJ. bkhfis flj iwtid bkhia
bfhL tgLnghJ, brhfnyna vyh mllJ vW eh vl MfhJ vgjfhf,
kufis mtf cj ngRw lf cL. go mtf ngRtjh kuf wig mtf
Vsd gLJwhf vW vlTlhJ.
j yafis Egkhf MuhJ ghnjhkhdh gy lf jf ff ma Mwthj
ku brhfis vLJ aUgij fhzyh. j brhf vyh vj bkhfis nrj brhf,
vj ghiF cait vW ya Muh brtjdh gaiy. Egkhf MuhJ ghnjhkhdh
j kufbsyh xfns vdydhF. bkhia bghUis flJ, j tufis jhoa
xFpLfshfnt it yFtij eh id itJ bfhs ntL. j xFpLfSF Mk
Mw Ugij cyf ehLf gytYs Phf fL TUwhf.
VRehjUila lfny gy iwahw ua kfhf, rkzkjY, rhakjY, yha
kjY, ntW kjfY cs gy bgnahfS, jifa Mwf uatfnsah. mtf vnyhU
vj bkhia bfhL, vj brhfis crJ iw Mwiy bgwhf vgij J ghfntL.
kuf vw xf vyh bkhfSF cait vgnjhL Tl it bkh mfy sfSF
mghglit vgij eh kwJl MfhJ.
j l bdhU bga ufaij j ya bfhL eh fhz ntL. xfis
crgnjhL Wlhk, mj mj MwfSF ca x fyf cl mff vnf
Uwd vgij, jf fL brhUF ghif eh filof ntL. xU Fl
xahdJ eKila cl kd Mw ikaf vUJ vthW wgLwJ vgij jf
fL TUwhf. vdnt jfSila ya fhzgLw ku brhfis crFnghJ,
clYs mj mj x ikafis ghtiddhnyh myJ ufis bfhnlh bjhl ntL
vW xU Kiw j ya gygLwJ. j ku lfis jh ff Ka thj m
iyaf vW j ya ngRwJ.
vjidnah MLfshf xUt xU Fl njtijia eho kuf crJ tuTL. Mdh
j btW crdh kL ilJlhJ vW jf f bjthf TUwhf. bjhL
brhYj vW, lij bfhL aj vW, Mjhu iyfny W crj vW, gythwhf
j ku ufa j yany ngrgLwJ. thiy vW, iu vW, tdhg vW, Utgy
vW, vjidnah gytifahd au kufis vLJ brhYw jf. j x FpLfis
crF nghJ, eKila cl vj vj lfUJ vj crfis vH bra ntL
vgij tFJ TUwhf.
jDila nehf vdbtwh cl csK izj Kiwny tghL aFnghJ, iw
Mwf ekF trkhwd vgnj.
ia, ria, nahf Phd Ma ehF tghL KiwfYnk jfSila j rl M
brwJ. vj tghL Kiwia xUt ifahl nghY, cl csK izJ m <Lgl ntL
vgij tW, mj <LghLFa beKiwfis MjhufnshL sUwJ j ya.
tlbkh kuny ggy rfufS, mtWF milfgLs kufS Wfz gW
tUtJ nghynt, j yafY gy rfufS Mk xf bfhl kufS neKf cgnjr
Kiwny tH tUwd. U_yU jkJ Uku y Ka rfufis, mt vGJfis
mikF Kiwfis, Mk EgnjhL ash.
j kuig nrj y bgnahf fJ tUw xUy rfuf tiuglfshf j izf
bgWsd.
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28. vGJ iy
v PhdhaU xUtuha tnah ud rghgah, jf vGJ ufaf Kakhd
gFia bjhFJ Mjhuiy Egfis sUwh. mJ tUkhW
uzt, m, c, k vWs _W cWfis bfhlJ. m cs mfufiy c vGJfshf
tukhf csJ. mj vGnj IgbjhU mfukhf wJ. m, c, k vw _W nrt
mjkhiu uzt cF. Jnt nrh vGjhF. jdh fhzgLtJ rufiy jKs
g_W fiyfSkhF. itf ehj btghodh mjfd. ru nrhlh fiyf bgaU, lK:-
1. mfu - nkij - bjh
2. cfu - mr - Uja
3. kfu - lfiy - fl
4. J - Utk
5. mjru - eLbe
6. nuh
7. ehj
}
uR
8. ehjhj
9. r
10. ah
11. nahk%
12. meij u nkYs Mfha gF
13. mehij
}
uRF nk guL u
14. mehUij filFshF iyahF.
15. rkid
16. ckid
c R clnd uhzid
bjG tk udh
K Kfo W mghdid
bjGg tdt dhnk
uhz vgJ Na rahF. mghd vgJ ru rahF. Na mUthdt. m ir
jikia bghWJ a thridfis g brtJ. cz vgJ j mDgj bghU irah,
bghUnk bfhl mthdh, bghUis milt cs kahF. kjl j U jikfS
fhktagLsd. fhkbkgJ _yhjhu mna MF. fGJF l bfhlit, m flK,
Na flK, cUtkhD r, mUtkhD r, rhu MuhahD r, mag, _is
NFk gFahd kdklyK ts milwJ. NFk tstjnfw Kiw NFk cl FzjkK
mikwJ. Fzf fhkFnuhf Ul fhaUis bgUF. m y xia, m kr xia
bgUF. NaDF fy vnw bga. fy vwh bghw bfhlt vdbghU. uhzid
vGj vwh _R vW Eg mahjt lgL bfLwd. njfij U gtDF Ul
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vW bga. nahfKiw UlDF be Kj ctiu Hhytij nkyhtij TwgLsJ.
Rjthij wf Ulid xkakhf flnghJ t x bgW. FU cjah j Na x tyJ
fQFnk ghfToanj. Jnt Kj iBahF. F Ta tku _ykJ vw uztnkahF.
JUlid tdhf khW cgha. itbayh w fhgiy. cliy FG cs
kdklyyhF. ij, "ca v csJ xfhukh w bkah" vW, bkna c bghdof
vW sFwh. j cik mjt jid NH cs U klyij bfLF Mw
bgWLtjh LngW bgWwd.
ty kj bgh jU
ghy ehr kha gR ( Utft)
cUt tgho brtJ Jntjh. rjht bjF Kf mnfhukhF. mt M UjakhF.
mjdh mfhu Ujaha ek vW ahwd. nfhukhd rrhu Uia bfhLgt vW bga.
j wnf ru vw mghdid vGg ntL. mghd iu Kfkhfilat (m Mdd);
KfUJ fhkfthd a VgLw vgij ma. ru Fj ybth lfw
btgLt. j cikia mt tnahf csJ. ij Uthrf cjunfhrkif vW jJ
Tsh. nfjh tD tD nru bjhlF lkhF.
uzt brh%g m,c,k, vw _bwGJf Kiwna ukid LQit Uuiu
FF mrufshF. mj x mjfjkhf csJ mjkhiu uzt MF. mJnt J
ehjfis jdfnj bfhlJ. J ehjf nehFjiyilanghJ t grfjhf
aFgLwh. ehjhj jjtjh czjgL t Ibjhiy fljJ. IbjhY mj
rjhd eilbgWwJ. mJ vj njhw nfLfS mwJ.
cjhuz : Hgl iu btwkh mirtWsJ. Mdh mnyjh rfy mir fhfS
fhzgLwd. kfh NFkkhd xgdh iu vj khwK Vgliy. mJnghy tJl
izJs Mkh t Fznjhf ghfgliy. tndjh wF tUwJ.
t xU fhuK milahk csJ. bgUFtJ iy. msF cglJiy. miy.
mgoUJ vyh cyffis gilJ fhJ mJk mUJ wF LJ, mtdJ
moikahFtij brJ bfhSwJ!
kz bt UJ mjl tuiy; gFtkhdJ kz btgLwJ. mJnghy kj
cs cs uztK rhjhuz mF f uYs bghUshf csJ. gFtkhd MkhfSF
mtDila bjhG uzt magL bghUshfsJ. J ehw neah nrah eahnd
vwjF bghU.
mj gadhf kd, wnj brYjiy, mthridfis mtij lnghJ, kiwUj t
btgLtdhf csh.
MkPhF bjhil xU RitL. mJ fwj gh rfiu be fyj Ritnghy
jid clhF vwhf. mj Rit ga w mWifahF vwhf.
gy fS j Rit tUtij TWwd. ij mKj vW TWt. Jnt Phd cja.
ektaha vwnghJ IbgU jfY fyUgt. fyjik bghUshfnt, Fzkakhfnth,
iy. itfis fle xjik csJ. kQF bghwK, UF btik, F
brik, fhWF fUik, thDF ifik wkhf Mfk TW. yij nrj yJnfg
w bgWtJnghy, kjDila NFk njf FzJnfg x bgWwJ. mbthnfg thDthf thf
bghU g iswd.
thDyf thfSF y cl yhjgoah mtf g Jg czfis kjf cliyna
thfdkh kWwd. mtf U kQyfF tJ Rfbgw ntL vw nehfnkjh.
mtf fhr Kiw nkUJ wFgtuhifah eFznkh JFznkh tothf bfhL kjDila
y tfSF yglhj a khW. khDyf thfSF gy g t Ugnk ju, Kia
Ughjtf.
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tidna wid
kiwl Koa kha Uis
mwght bkD mUfwh fo
wnjh nghbjF GmGF _o
kynrhUk xgJ th Foiy
yF kdjh kyh dF
fyj mgh fJ SUF
eyjh yhj naF e
yjnk tjU fHf fhmo
eh filah lj monaF
jh wj jahthd jJtnd
ta idah ofgltdha vid (cDila xia fhzhjthW) kiwgo _os
Usha mahik bfLbghUL a ghtf vw U ta fwh flbgW, njhyh _lgl
G TlK mGF, mij btgLJ xgJ JthuK cila clyha Foir Fiygo, IyD
trid gQjyh mtt flgl kdjh, cDl bghUa m yhjtdh, kd fJ
cUF eikyhj naDF, cDila L caJ brY Utoia fhJ
jJtW nkbyH brjUa kykwtnd! ehD filadha vdF fUiz ghj jhD
wj jah brh%gkhdtns.
sf
kj Mirl ToanghJ ghrjh fgLwh. eik brafis brtjh, a
vw fwh fl gLsh. mj ga brhf brW s F tJ ey Niy wJ, nkY
br idfS Vg wj brhfnkh eufnkh brW, s wF tUwh. ght brjt euf
brW bfl Niy wJ, thif nghuhl tho tj wJ eufkilJ wF tUwh.
j aK ghtK wia clhFtnj ju mij khwhJ. mjdh mjid mUfW vwh.
U iyahdjygoah khU vwh.yF kd vwh flgl kd. v flgLsbjgij
sf, wnjh nghJ GtGF _o, kynrhU xgJ thFoiy kyf vwh. kj
af t bry kdij cgnahwh. kd giHa thrid g mj tna brwJ. mjdh
njf FiyJ kj rhid milwh.
a taka wgjnf fhuzkh
mjunk Jngh mUeu ntF
ijjid bjJ tkh vidahl
mj Mdj mbfhiy fnlnd (fl gJ)
Mkh kdkwJ; m ciwgt t. mgoUD Mkh kaf njfnkjh vwnghJ,
thdtfsh MsgL mtf thfdkh g Jg Rf csgoah Mkh cz Hhd
Ukakhd njfij, mjdhyil Rfij gWnfhlhf bfhL, jJt brid cila
fhk bghUa iy rfis Hwh. j iy khwntoajF cgha tgh bghU t
UgF jid Mshf ntL. j m yhikna y jikahF. mj
tgh m bfhltiu f ntoaJ t flik g jdoahf bjhl mikfgLsJ.
Qyf moah rhjid FHijia tsgJngh kdY njfY khw clhFwd.
mjdh t ufhf jdJ fiyfis LwJ.
y fiyf gu:
1. if - rfy mRjfis gfgt.
2. if - xbfhLJ bfhoUgt.
3. nuhif - mHF fhuzkhdt.
4. nkhif - rfy gjfUJ Lglt.
5. CJtfh - ntKUf bfhL brYgt.
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6. nahk% - Mfhatoth vF iwjt.
8. meij - mtw iyia mUSgt.
9. mdhij - mtis elj ntW ehj mtns Rjjukhdt.
10. mdhUij - t jJt r jJt vwitfis gwhj iy.
jkhd gJ fiyfS sfKw fhkiy kh mika ntL. mijnajh yj nk
tjU fHf fhmo vwh. it gJ _yhjhu Kjyhf Jthjrhj neh brtjh fHf
vdgld. J Mfhakakh J ehjfshf csgoah WfWf xbgU t cgfgtdhf
csh.
w cst ahU j rfhaij bra KoahJ. fyj mdUF jh eilbgWtbjW,
mts jFyhj jdJ Wik elgjhf jid FiwJ Tsh. eh jiytid kwthjJ;
e kwthjJ. kj jiytdhd tij idfiy; ey Niyia mikJ bfhLjjfhf
e fhliy.
U jik Ujh jiytid Jiztidk mJ g bgwyh.
jJiz f ahjU
jiyah elj
idJiz naidLf
lh idnaDila
kdJiz nabaw thKj
nybad bf itng
idJiz naD bghnwJa
uhif tiyna (j zg)
yjnk tjU fH fho vW F T W lh. go L brtjh vd
mik vgij Utf Tsh. mijna UjrhfY Tsh.
1. ku khkiy knfu btg
mj bgUik mUSila az
vjik ahl grJ gf
2. Mw tJil mHfk UU
W nfho J fho
3. Cd jid bahUFl dWF
Md jnk ahwh mU
4. kh TWgil khbgU fUiza
ehj bgUgiw eW fwf
5. mGfil ahk thLbfh lUgt
fGfil jid ifbfh lU
6. _y khd Kky kWF
a nk RlL nrh
7. fhjy dh fG khiy
VYil jhf vbgw mJ
8. mbahL uk mst ahjt
gkh ir gw tzK
9. L thuh ttU gt
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10. gho ehnl gHg ahf
11. gbr moaiu gukgu Jgt
12. cju nfhr kif uhf
13. M _f fU jUa
njt njt Ubga uhf
14. Ufo jUa g
mUa bgUik aUkiy ahf
( Utft)
ah ahnuh ir brJ, d ngWfis bgwhf vW uhzf T brY. mtuyhWf
gjid ft brJ mtia gw gagLtd. F kthrf bgUkh j mDgtijna
TWwd. xU Phd jJt braKiwF xJtUkhdh mJ vfhyK cikahf mEggo
brjh ga mgjhF. iwt jid Mbfhl jij st mDnghf cikbaW
fL gadilt myhjtf iwtid ghL f f J xW vW brh Lt.
fl fUij xbthwhf Muhnth.
ku khkiy vwJ uzt. kw kufis xL ghFnghJ uzt kiynghY, VidaJ
rkbt nghY, knfu vgJ uDF bga. mt thG C brhf vw xklykhF.
xkly njf Kj ciy Ut kakhF. uf njfij ghf kiyngh csJ. uzt
cWf m,c,k vgit njfij gait ida J ehj uL njia gait. njia
mt Phd csJ. ij lFa lbkW knfRtujhd vW TWt. knfRtu cUtiy
caj _jkhF. J rhj irt itZzt nahf vW vbga TD njfij flJ
bryntL vgt bjhlF iy JthF. Ut ka jhd ahd.
_yhjhu fhkfiy to trsd. fhk vwh Na; fyh vwh ru, mF l eho
fiy eho Kj d bjhlFwJ. Jnt UZoF Kjiy. mjdh uk iy UZo kafjh
eilbgWtJ. mJnt ZQF l. UZo fhy viyia aahf bfhLsJ. mgt cUu
Mjyh, mtU mF l bgWsh. mjdh uzt cWfshd m,c,k vw _tU csd.
UZo vgo ia Mjhukhf bfhLsnjh, mjnk UZo viyahd K Mfhaij
gsJ. _yhjhunyna j _tUF ntwhd xU r csJ vW Mfkthf fld. mJ
j trah miktjhf UD, mj jik nkneh brtjh mjF ntW xU bga itjd.
mbganu fj. fj vwh xWnru bgwt vW bghU. fj tr nrifah mikj cUt
Mjyh, nrhkhfj tot fld. [ + ckh + fj = nrhkhfj. jhD cik fjU Toa
iyia mjtF iwt jidna jjUSth vgnj M% ahfuh# jJt. kj
tj fha jJtij F tU ntiyiy vgnjahF. Fku vgJ _yhjhuUJ _yth
myJ fGKdh eho nkbyGJ brtjhF.
jkhd _yjhu, RthZlhd, kuf, mehfj, R, MiP vW MW rfu ngjdjh
khw kilJ btgl Utka xna MWKfjg, tnu rkaFU.
bjF Utgy Ul tF tyJ fwkhF. uzt brh%gkhd m bghUa u cs
tbgUkh, msyhj bgUikfisilat, riajgh bfhlt, vid MLbfhl jij
Twnghdh vgJ ku......gf vw tiu bghUshF.
_yhjhu nkYs MjhufSF MjhukhF. UJ tfiy CJt fh nkndh
VWt RGKid eho mil wfgL fj njhWwh. t thknjt Fkhu Mjg mHfk
UU vwh. njf nfho cahF. mJtiu Fl RUL ljJ J njfij jho
bwh mik tiu fhoanj, W fhoa Kiw. thknjt - u lgf KidY, cl
FjhdY bjhgLt. fhkiy khwnk miktbjD fj cgt tK r nrj wnf
clhdJ vwY NZk csJ. J ufa bghU.
ahid Kjyhf vW Wahf cs Fiwtw nahngjfD njhWtjFa idW
j vgJ, t vLF cutnfg jid rbrJ bfhS tifia czJtJl gy
wfis czJwJ.
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khjh cjuY - nflilahj Gf ber khDl wD mwhJ j vgJ.
jij RyYs thQf gy FHijfis cg braTL. xnu thQ mj Tl
nghuhl RthwJ. kwit mJ nghwd. ij czsh. jh fUigY Kjyh
f jhfhas uLtU gUk iHJ.
ulh f mF iy bgWt iHJ,
_wh f jh Rnuhj CwUJ iHJ, ehfh f fUig th
RUFtjh clhF UUJ iHJ,
Ijh f fUg ijwhJ iHJ,
Mwh f fUgig j clhF gr cz beUf iHJ,
VHh f l nehFj tGthJ iHJ,
vlh f clhF ilWfW iHJ,
xgjh f tU JgfUJ iHJ.
gjhtJ f jhl jhD mDgF Jg flUJ iHJ.
MLf njhW tsJ tUt, cfhu itjyh clhF gy ilWfUJ iHF.
fhiy bghGny kyjhY, fLikaha gfbghG gahY, uhbghG iuahY, bt
nghjdhY, Matwh clhF JgfW iHJ.
fUTjY brth btgY fhfhyJ M kid xj brUF iwj nkik, gUJ
Lj xnwhblhW brW mfnj brUFW nkny _oa frhdJ J nghgo nkbyGJ btgL,
vnu gUJ Rik jhfhJ ilahdJ bkJ tUJgo vG bgW RWwf guJ, <F eLnt
EiHtjF lyhj _iyfisila skf j Ta ff NiwahlYF j,
kaf midila bga FGdj kafJiw gufSns kjbfhl Mahid vD
mthil iHJ,
brt vdgL myW j,
tWikbadgL giHa e jhFjYF j,
ehnk tJ jGbfhS ndhud gytifgl kid thif befnjhW
wFjW j.
bjt vgnjh j clh
K yhjnjh bghUsJ fUjY
thbwyh iHJ bjtgW clh, Kd btWl ehlhUj iykh xgw bk
bghUis czJ mjid fUjY,
MW nfho khah rf
ntW ntWj khiaf bjhld
_yhjhu, Rthld, kuf, mehfj, R, MiP vW MWnfho gyntWgl rf
csd.
t Fz fhuzkhf mitf gWbfhL mj njitfis cghf, mitf brhg
gaid mJ cghrfid tgij ntWntW khiaf bjhld vwh.
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bkbghU xnw. mJ mfl cU. ahbjhU cUtjhY majfjW vw m rfujs
brwtnf sF, kwtfSF sfhjgo MWnfho khah rf vdglJ.
nfho - Ko.
sf
MW Koidila MwhjhuYs khahrf cl, fuz, cyFfis mit mitf Uggo
UZof bjhld.
tha Mfk thf fUij nahf kjd fUij csl bfhLsJ.
nkny fl tnah sfkhdJ, vGJfis mt iyfis, j ya bfhL
fW MuhjnjhL yhk, mtiw jkJ g _ykhf fL bjj xU PhdhaDila fUJ
fUykhF. fodkhd gFf ililna tjhY, mt gaid fU mj gFfis mgo mgona
bfhLUnw.
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29. cik cUtfK
jf ya f Egkhf, KjikahdJ, ufaf iwjJ, gogjF
RitahdJkhd xU gF nyil cUtfK iwj Phd ngrhF. nkyhf ghjh brhf bghU
xU tifahf UF; Mdh mt EbghU ntW xU tifahf UF. y ghlf ntoifahf
KughL uadthf njhw jU. mt fUFns Mj Phd bghU bghJ UF.
y brhfSF fo yhj ntbwhU bghU j ya kuny cL. j ku jf
jJt ghlfis nghynt j ita ghlfY tHdh fhnwh.
Fila, beho, FUl, Klt, Mo, gunj, Ht vW Mkhit gy bgafny
miHghf. y lf MkhFa bga mfclF tUtJ cL. rhwhf, kdijna y
jf FUl vW, xnut kdij Fk vW miHghf. f vw brhY y lf
tUtJ cL.
thnw ma myJ ukid Fat vW, jlh vW, tf vW gy bgaf j
ya miHwJ.
j clig Mya, nfh, nfhil, ghl, kfy, Fl, ro, fg, Xl vd ehkf gy
bfhLJ miHghf.
thnw itaY fwhiH myJ fia Fk vW, KRKRif broia U Fu if
vW, D gythwhf miHgJ cL.
Mkhit ghgh vW, yfis gRf vW, U_y miHw ghl gyUF bj.
mjifa cUtfij nkY brJ Fofijfis nghy ghos j ghlf Mukhukhf
csd.
jid cUtffY nyilfY ya brik, yfz tu eF mikj ghlf
Uku guJ J fwd. vdnt, UkuYs cUtfijna j ya cUtf
ciuj Mf, vf rhwhf bfhsyh gjnrhwhf y ghlfis Muhayh.
m gHK miuiu eJ
bfh Fj To miljd
m gH mKj mj
f bfh iltU fhLiw jhnu
mgH vgJ bgf cuhw uha Rnuhj; miuiu vgJ rykha MJ.
U_y MltD bgQ nrtjdh fU clhtij, m gHK miuiu eJ
zaha bfh Fjw xWnrJ fUigFns fUthf milgLtjhf brhwh. go
wbgLj kj, ahifDns Ruw mKj iyia Phd FUtha xU j thyhf
mJlh Mdh, mtDila IyfS clgo tij xJ, Phd aha mftdny
xLLwd vgnj j ghl cUtfkhF.
bdhU ghl
tGjiy l ghf KisjJ
Gia o r jJ
KGtJ gGjJ thiH sf
bjhGJbfh lnjh bjhLil ahnu
tGjiy vw brhYF Ry vgJ j ya FGc FahF. fUigaha yny
tGjiyaha Ryij thkhthdJ ljdh, ghfyha cl clhW. cl Gaha
cfUfis o ghJ, nahf Kiwny bra jj isthf, Phdfkykha r kyjJ.
mj Phdfky gGJ fnghJ, thiH faha Phdhdj ngg oaJ. j ghlny ,
fh, f cUtfkhf mikjd.
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thiHgHkha Phd itany gGJ lwJ. j mUikia czJtjF xU Phd FU
tuntoaJ csJ. fhuz FUtha mj j iybawh khj iy vd? mj thiHgHij
mQflhk Uidaha jhnfh NJ lwJ. Kky bfhJ vgJ j jhnfhiyna,
j jhiH fisJ cbry Koahjtf thiHgH Uf jhHgHij W JaUwhf. mjhtJ
nggij EfuhJ gny cHwhf.
j cUtfij czJ ghl tUkhW
thiH gGJ lFJ itaf
thiHia NH jhnfhJ FJ
jhiH wJ fz khlhjh
jhH gHJF jSl thnw
j cyf thif Mir trkh vjidnah gy JgfSF kjf cshwhf.
yf tna kdij XlL, g ngh njh d isF g nfifny
<LgLwhf. w wgha RH UJ mtfsh Lgl Kotiy. vdnt, jkhiuaha
ftia sf vW cUtf brtJ jf kughF. w irf tia e jf
IyfSF tiyj fs vghf.
fs t Gj shf
bfhsbr iwt F Gjd
bja Ph bjw fl
isf It jbwh jhnu
yhkh, FUehj cza jiytid fhwJ. mgo fll Iyf
Wisjdkhd fs Mir LwJ. IJ isfS j bfhL Ugij xJ, Phd
nkhd fny xLLwhf.
, bdhU tifahd cUtfij ghfyh.
vGjhj bghjf bjG gaid
bjUshj f bjU njhj
kyuhj kU kzij
wthj tL kzKl thnw
bghjf vw brh, giHa f gyt nj tot MsbgWwJ. j brh jf vw
tl brh j totkh myJ a j brhjhdh vw Muh, kbwhW j vD FwkhF.
mj brh bghU vw cik kL nf rhY.
vGjhj bghjf vgJ nfshj ir (Unheard Melody) vw bghUis jUtJ. vGjhj vwh vGj
Koahj, vGjha ttotij jhoa, mij flJ w, vGj xzhj vW bghU. mDgt
Phd vD j faha ngg g mjifa vGjhj bghjfnkahF.
bjUthj f vwh L vgJ yhknyna gFt milj Phdkha bg, Phdbg! mt
a f vW miHf bgWwt. jhkhdth/
myhl nfhobayh <w
midna id fvd kiwngR
Mdj %g kny
vW mUria ghLwh myth! kyuhj vgjF; kw fis ngh mU bkhlh, mj
dh kyuh w thf yhk, FU mUf neha dhonyna ky bgW Phdkz
fkw Mkhtha ky vgJ bghUshF.
wthj tL vgJ rghj vD ntf iy ifToa Ph vW bghUjU. mj Ph
wwig flJ btUgjdhny mtid wthj tL vW brhtJ j kughF.
Mkhit kyuhj vW, iwgij kU kz vW, gFaha Phia wthj
tL vW U_y cUtf brwh. bjUthj faha r Jizdhnyna iwg vJ
vgJ ghl fUjhF. ijna godjofS "jhlnd brW jhijia Tl" vwh.
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fj bghUa thWngh
tD Fns tkz jJ
vgj ngg fUij jndhL xlyh.
bdhU cUtfij ghngh. j cUtf thkhit FUL Ht vwh U_y;
khiaia UL vwh.
FUL Htdha thkh jdJ kyfis mJbfhs Koahjgo f FUlhf UgnjhL, mJ
UF l khiaaha UL miwahf csJ. raha Phd Mw f vw bghUny Fk vW
miHfbgWwJ. Phd raha Fk khiaia flJ gt vgjh Uliw _iy UF
Fk vW cUtf bgWwh. KGikahd nggij thkh z myJ Tl vW FgJ
jf kughF.
khiaaha UL miw _iy Uw Phd rahd Fk, FUL Htdha thkhit
TlntLbkW fU, kyfsha FUoid UtUsha Fzeyfis mJ, mjhtJ Fzgy
fho cwh. mgo cF bghGJ thkhit kULwh mjhtJ kaFwh. L Kky
nfLf thkhit gwhk, mj thkhit jh tr <J bfhwh. mgo <J, jdJ trnyna
thkh mG FkhW Uidbah, kygghf KGik bgWgo iyahf rhJ F tifny
kzzjhns vwh U_y.
, KY ntWgl bdhUtifahd cUtfij ghngh.
khf khiy kybjG kly
Mbgh w fKj isjJ
ngbfh Llh wg Ujhf
CQ Ujh czuhj kfns
khf khiy vgJ uhka uz vgjhF. j knzhL ml KGtij rhobfhL
gjdhny uhka uzij khf khiy kybjG kly vwh.
Mkhtha Mbghny gfbgW bkPhdkha ngbuh clhwJ. mj ngbuhna
ngg mKjkhf iswJ. mj mKjij cL mDgjtf w wfis xjtfshthf.
mj iwgij Efuhj kf C cgijna Fnfhshf bfhL thw ga kf Mthf.
fhy clhfnt fhj brJ c vw kthrfij, mj khf thrfij, j khf
ghlnyhL xLwh giHa ciuaha.
khfij khWaj bghny gJ iHjJ nghny Phd FU cgnjrkha ngg
nguit Mkhny fltnj th gadhF.
U_y ekF cUtffny bdhU Ritahd cUtf tUkhW :
jrh jlh jyJF ehaf
krho bfhsh tHf knwwh
Jrh Dwfh bjhbrah nrh
mrhW ehis ft lhnd
j kj clig jf jrh vW miHgJ ku. KgjhW jJtfS FoUgjdh
j clig jrh vW miHgjhf fg ju TWwh. gubghU j clFns ciwtJ
ciknaahD, clig njhahk wJ. vdnt, gubghUsha jiytDF jrh jlh
vW bga NLwh j, mj jlh clF ehafdhf sFwh. w gaid jiyt
Efuhikdhny krho bfhsh vwh. kunghL xoa jf g yhk mt kdkwny
njhWgtdhf Ugjh mtid tHf knwwh vwh. mtDF kuz iy; mt Jrhjt.
u gf vnghJ Ugt. vdnt mtid cwfh vwh. cl brw brany mtDF
vjifa iz yhikdhny bjh brah vwh. mnj rka mtDF nrh UgJ vgJ
iy. clFns UjnghY cl fhy tiuaiwia mt mWL mt brwh.
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clFns gubghU aFw jikia go X cUtfkhf TWwJ j ghl.
, ntbwhU tifahd cUtf :
Vw uLt VG zWs
_jh iwf isah kilkhw
gh ghahk ghbHF ghJ
T tsjnjh nfh shnk
Vw iwgjfhf uL Jyhkuf eLnwh myth! mthW a ght vw uL
kuf csd. j iww zWf VG. mit VG tifwf. Rthrfny Na fiyaha
fiyF _jh vW bgajUth jf. isah vgJ ilfiy.
RGKidaha Phd tny brW, Fgfkha ghny ghRtJjh jf nahfKiw.
mthW brahk Nafiy,ru fiy Ma Rthrf khwhf anghJ ghny j ghahk
ghHhd bt lfny ghJ ga nghwJ. jiyt yhj iyny thkh T tsj
nfhia ngh zhwJ.
j cUtfny xU Jik vdbtwh, cHtf bkhfis ifahL Phd cHtha
ngUHit cUtf gLJwh j.
cH bjhyh bkhny cUtf brw jf ntWgy bjhyhfis jf
cUtfny njhWwhf. mgogl X cUtfij U_yu ekF jUwh :
tzh xF rJu gyifnk
fzhW nkhiH glhk Tiufo
zhiw nj Fsij uL
mzhJ ghf mGfw thnw
j ghlYF bghU brhYw giHa ciuaha fzh vgJ thkh vW, mt xw
rJu gyif Ignjh vGij mls gyif vW FLwhf. nahf gdh _yfd
vGJ cl KGtJ mKj uwJ. ijna Fsij utJ vW cUtf brwh j. zhW
vgJ RGKid tna uhzth aFtijna. mzhJ ghj vgJ cl cneh
mfghitia brY gunrh totkha gubghUis ahd brtjhF. c Fwfsha kyf
Ftijna mGfwthnw vW ghLwh U_y.
fha cgha vW jf miHw gKiwfsh j clig bfhL c
mGFfis btSJ ikgLJw braiy, xU ryit bjh gW tUw bkhfis bfhnl
cUtf brJ ghLwh j bgUkh.
, j ua bdhU cUtf tUwJ.
nfhY mRs nfhu _Ws
nfh yilf fjnth uLs
nfh wJ Fl tyhF
nfhY Fns FoU jhnd
Phd af Iij IJ nfhf vwh j. j nfhfSF ilfiy, fiy,
RGKid Ma _W nfhu thfshf sFwd. ah vW, vdJ vW brhYw mffhu
kkfhuf, uL fjfshf milJ wd. j fjfis wf Toa tyik xUtDF vbghGJ
VgLwJ? Phd FUtha j Mrhdhf tJ cgnjr brjUdhjh, mj fjfis wgjFa
t wF. mj fjfSFa wnfhiy, ekF jutyt fhuzFUnt Mth. mt jUw
wnfhiy itJ eh wjhjh nfh j khbgU fjf uL wF. mtiw ww
tyikia eh bgWlh, eKila nfhYFns gubghU ekF ydhwh. eKila jiyt
ekJ nfhYFns iyahf vbwW FoUwh.
Jtiu yhj xUt jhf tJ FoUwh vgJ my bghU. cns FoUgt eKila
ffSF bjw nghJjh, mt FoUwh vW brhy Toa ghit ekF VgL. j fUij
kd bfhLjh fgU jkJ ghl xny thuhnj tutyh vW ghLwh.
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j cl wFnghJ, mjndhL fyJ wh iwt, fj milJ Ugjh nfhYFns
UF _ia eh fhz Koaiy. mj fjfis wgjFa rh el yhJnghdh, mt
FoUgJ e ffSF vgo bj? mj wnfhiy juty Phd FU ekF LnghJ e
jiytdha iwt thuhnj tJ Foakhwh.
, bdhU cUtf :
bfho MgY j Fsil
vo nt anjh thiH
fo njD fyJz khlhjh
vo gHJ isw thnw
j ghl Fs vW FfgLtJ kj clghF. Ijjhyha j clF wiy
jJtf, mfiy jJtf vd uL tifahd jJtf bragLwd. wiy jJtf
UgijJ MF. mfiy jJtf UgJ ehF MF. j jJtfis e jf cUtf
bkhny miHgJ ku.
bfho vgJ wjJtfis FF cUtf brh, Mg vgJ ciy jJtfis FF
brh MF. j clF UgijJ wJJtfshF UgJ ehF mfjJtfS nrJ bjh
tij bfho MgY j Fsil vwh U_y. vo vW FfgLtJ Mztky. nt
vgJ khia.
jf thkhit thiH vW miHgJL. thiHaha thkh bfho MgY j Fsny
aFwJ. rghj ntfij fo vW, Phd gij nj vW j ghl cUtf brwJ
foia njid fyJ cz bjahjtfns Phdf yhj kf, tf khiany
fLL cHwhf. jidna vo gHJF isw thnw vwh U_y.
thiHia Fw ndh cUtf Ukuny tUwJ.
uztF Kfhu vW, Kfhj MW vW X cUtf cL. mfhu cfhu kfhuf To
Xfhu vw x clhtjdhny mij _Wfhj x vW, Kfhj MW vW miHghf. j
_W fhufS izj Xfhukha M izUJ njha _W thiHf vit? ghliy
ghfyh.
Kfhj M _Ws thiHf
brF gGJ khfh awJ
mf djh yld fa
eF kyuo eL whnd
ilfiy, fiy, RGKid Ma _iw _W thiHf vwh j.
mffhuij cbfhoUgjdhny thkhit brF vwh. jDuaf Ma _iw
khfh vW cUtf brwh. j, brfha thkh, Phd mDgt iftubgW nghJ, _W
bghbad cztjh _W khfhfS mW wd.
jDua vgJ _W clfis FgJ, gUldha yjD, NFk jDtha al fha,
fGaha fhuz njf. j _W ah r, rh r, Phdh r, M r guhr Ma IJ MwfnshL
nrJ mlaikdhny, mld fa vwh.
FU thyhf ufafis czj nahf g khzt, Phd fky eLny ahdTo
gtdhifdhny, eF kyuo eL whnd vwh.
yFfis gwitfis bfhL X cUt tUwJ :
Tif gh nahL it
ehif S eL ciwjd
j ghl cUtfij giHa ciuaha flthW ghosh.
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Tif, gh,, i#, ehif, vgd cUtf. xUfh m sfhik, xUfh m
sfYKilik g, Mkhit Tif vd, kKlt ka xW njhwhk lj nghy
Mzt ky mG ka ljyh Mztij gh vd, kLjyh eidia
vd, mUtU Kja Fzf cikah it vd, mgzit UjYik wit
ehif vd, ga cs lnj mgaid Efu brYj mjfuzij vd FjUd.
Uil Uw gwit Mij myJ Tif. Mifah jf mPhdij Tif vW
miHghf. gh vgJ Rthrij, vgJ a. it vgJ ght. ehif vw cUtf
wthF. vgJ kd Kja fuzfis.
Tifaha Mkh, Mztkha gh, eidaha , idaha it, ehif vD
w, fsha fkfS khiany rJ ciwwd. ehifaha wit Tifaha Mkh
nrtjh, Tifia fL eLeL v fjWtij nghy thkh Jg ywJ. ,
yik JsikJ brW nk
yikJ iuJ ik ikJ
FybkhW nfhbfhL nkgh bdhUt
cykJ nght bahgJ jhnd
yf Ijh. j IJ gnraf vd miHfgLwd. j gnrafis IJ
gwitf vwh j.
y vgJ jij, yf IJ vgJ IJ jfis.
IJ jfS nrj j clFns gnrafsha IJ gwitf csd. it brW
nkw lfS Ijh. mit jkhiuf vW miHfgLw IJ.
vwh Fz. IJ af FzfS IJ myth!
ik vgJ Jw Ef. it IJ.
Fz xW nfhbfhL vwh, w vLJ id gaidna gWnfhlhf bfhL vW
bghUshF. nkgh vgJ MkhfSF idgaid Efu brw Kjt.
j clFns idgaid mDgJ brw thf xgjhf Ugjdh, cykJ
nghw (JW) t xgJ vwh U_y.
Jtiu eh Muhj cUtff cil jFaJ. idgadh j cl ekF tjJ.
thkh jdJ idF <lhf bkbfhL wwJ. j id gafis Eftjfhf Iyfis
irgo aLwJ thkh. j EfahdJ xgJ th tna eilbgWwJ. thW eilbgWj
fhuzkhf thkhF ef Ltiy. j fUijna kufis bfhL, brofis bfhL,
bjhyhsf brafis bfhL, gwitfis bfhL, yFfis bfhL, aif fhfis
bfhL, ggy thwhf e jf cUtff brJ tHFwhf.
j cUtff mHF ft, y lf tUw eifRit xUwUf, j
cUtffSbfyh _ykhf mikj jf fUizia v ghf ntL. kj Fy
ffis Ritf khlhk, vo gHfis U cwnj vW kj rKjha J
ufgLwhf jf. j clYs cfUfis bfhL filnjW mjFs g Kiwf
UJ Tl, kjf jf thit ma Phd rhjdkha j clig zhFwhfnsh vW
bkahfnt tUJwJ jf kd.
gyW MLfshf eKila a j ehony njh, Phdbkhfis mUs kfhf
midtU kj FyJ cs jfsJ xgw gdh, fUizdh Phd cgnjrfis kdwJ
ekF jUwhf. Jg cHw kjf, fhuz FUit milJ c tia fW njJ,
j clig bfhnl clig btW, wwgha RHUJ LglntL vw nehfnjhL, jhf
ghLgL njo flDgj Phd Kiwfis, kj rKjhaF gagl Toa tifny ggy ghfshf
tH mUUwhf.
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j ghlf fsakha j yaij gogtf cs, mngh ghJ brW
ijF Kiwny j cUtf fijf fUY totY Tik ntfK bfhL jfSila
Phd cskha UJ vtUwd. j cUtffny fUjhH, fgid br, bkhtik,
fahw Ma midJ xUF ToUgjh, fUJ KGtij Jbfhs Koahj thrffis,
j ghlfSFns <ghw a csij ftwJ. j gdhjh j yaYs
cUtf ghlf, gy whLfshf vyh iyYs kfshY L L ghlbgW brik
yakhf ehnlho yakhf eF ghJfhf bgW tUtij eh fhnwh.
j yany cUtf ghlf jgnghL j ftnahL s tUtjh, vyh
jfSnk jfSila gilfilna cUtf vw fgid cia MtnjhL ifahL tUtij
ghnwh. j cUtff midY brik rhw ngyakhf sFtJ U_yUila Uku
khiy MF. mj tifny nkny bfhLJs rhWf, jf cUtfYs MHF fgid
vYF bra rhWfshf sFwd.
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30. ahaY iraik
j ghlfis MuhnghJ, bdhU Kakhd w mj ghlf mik Kiwny Ugij
eh eF fhnwh. mj wjh j ghlf ir mikahF.
jf jf ghlf thyhf fbga jJtfis Mk ufafis tHaUgJ
xUw Uf, j ghlf bgUghyhdit jhd mHF ua ey ir totfshf ftJ. xU
Fljf bga w MF.
ehLw ghny mikj j ghlfY r, ya brf ghny mikj ghlfY
r, j ir mikahdJ bga ytfSF tfhoahf Kndhoahfnk s tUwJ.
fbga fPfsha fgiu nghw bgU ytf, j iraikia jfSila ah Kiwny
ifahoUgij fL eh a milnwh.
j vW eh tifgLJnghJ, njthu ir Phfsha _tU, khfthrfU, j jf
tirny wnghL fwhf vgJ mogilahd X cikahF.
xgjh UKiwY, gndhuh UKiwY l bgWw Phf y vgo jfshf
sFwhfnsh mthnw PhdrgjU, mgU, RjuU, khftrhfU j Ufshfnt
sdhf vgjF, mtfSila tuyhny gy wrhWfS, mtfSila yafny gy
mfrhWfS fhnwh. ehakhf mWgJ _tiu nghynt Mthf gUtU jfsh
sUgJ fTL, bgahthiu Lj vnw miHnwh. U_yiu gnah
brhyntoanj iy. thnwjh fhiufh mikahU Mth.
ir totf vW brhYbghGJ, Muh Kiwny eh gFJ ghgjF f thghf
mikJs ir totf Phdrgj tHs Ugffsh. j ir totf kw njthu
Maf ah KiwY mnj mikl tHtUtjh Phdrgj ir totfis MuhtjhdJ,
kw ir totfis MuhJ ghgij cslF.
j Mit uL tifahd rhWfSl eh nehFtJ gy cilajhF.
KjyhtJ tif ya gF vW, ulhtJ tif irgF vW tUJbfhL ghfyh.
njthu fhyJF njha ekJ br yafny Phdrgj bgUkh rj totfS,
ah mikfS gy bga fha Mafis bgJ Mbfhld vgjF gy rhW cL. Muh
Kiwia kd bfhL _nw _W ytfis kL nf Fl Unw. Vbdwh, tf
bjhif it, rhW it jahf MuhtJ ir mik ga j yhfnt .
rgj bgUkh ah, mtUila Uj ghdfS xU bga ya mj. irw
xUwUf, yfz w MJ mfw bjt yik bkkwf brwd. mjij thd
ghdfis rgj njthu fhnwh. mJ xU j Muh vwhY gjnrhWnghy _nw _W
bgU Uj ghlfis kL rgjUila gffnshL xLfhl Unw.
frfutaha fg, jf rfutaha ttha, rj ytf rfutaha
mUzehj Ma j _W fkdfS rgjUila irgotfny jf kdij gbfhLJ,
f iswhf vgjF mtfSila ggy Mjhuf Uwd.
fgUila uhkfij irghl fsa, ir brt vW nf..mofo brhYthf. fgDF
thF cs mogil ntWghL vdbtwh fgDila fha lyrical poetry; th tot narra-
tive poetry vW uh#h xL vGUwh. j fUJfis V FLnw vwh, fgDila
ahKiw rgjUila ir tonthL vgo xWwJ vgij fhlnt. fgDF oJ, f oj
rjfny _W rhWfis jUnw. mj rjfis ghF K Kj rgjUila njthu:
eajt fUgy
e u
Rau tgl
w fQj
ajt gubt
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fhL nka
gajU kGil
guk uynu
J rgj njthu; UbtfhL Ugf. fgUila ghl :
fajU eWd
if lY
gajt fSf
Fws ghbj
ajt btUbfhs
R Xdh
cajt Fja
cj xgnt
fil mo UFwis idgLJwh fg. jkJ ghl tony, mj mikny, rgj
bgUkhid idgLJwh. bdhUtifahd rj.
rgj UntQu gf
tlhFH mitbahL
ahtif ghf
bglhf Mdhiw
brbgU kh}
jlhkiu kyuhSiw
jtsbeL khl
lhFt nghYF
ntQu mJnt
, fgUila ghliy ghngh.
mUnga fyrJiz
mKnja kjkh
kUnga vdyhKiy
kiHnaa FHyh
fUngu Kjyhd
flh lfhzh
bghUnga njhshbdhL
isahod nghdh.
rgjUila giz bfhL, mnj flis j fg ghliy gho ghjh, fgUila
ir brtK rgjUila ir brtK vgo iHwd vgJ JyF.
fgUJ j tifahd rjf gy brh nj rjf mikj rgj gffis
xL ghJ mDgfyh.
D xnu xU irtotij kL fgU rgjU vgo ifahSwhf vW ghngh.
rgj (UfUgah gf) :
ntjbkhL ntaf
ntKj yhf
nghbdhL nghJky
bfhLid w
ehjbdd eUK
MLFiH jhG
fhjt UgJf
Uga nu.
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, fg ghl tUkhW :
XFku ndhkiy
XfiH yhF
FiyF yhF
nrhiyil k
Fiu MWKs
NHynjh F
ghfUs njhUiw
grto kr
rgjUila ir totij fgUila ir totij xL ghUf. D njnghw
gy rj totf cL. fg <LghL rgj <LghL xUnf clhF go, j UbgU bjt
khff kh afjf xiknahL fwJ.
, tthaUF tUnth.
tthaUila rj j gnghL eilnghL XLw xU j ntf bfhlJ. mij ghngh.
rgj (fh gf) :
ebghUe kfbsW
e ir brJ
mgum ilJrhy
my cg jKd
cgehj cjk
x Fj brril
fgnka edf
eybfh fh nrnd.
, tthaiu ghngh :
Flyf L
Fsf njhW _F
kLff nghy
kd khrW
kilnaJ ifaiu
kdUj tnu
gilkh yabjh
gJthH yhFnk
, mUzehjUila ir totfis rgj ir totfis xnehFnth.
rgj (UehnfRu gf) :
fiykh k fdY kG
iyah aif dnd fG
eykhaeh nfRu efU
jiyth vdt idjh mWnk
njhL, fjuD ghliy xL ghngh.
brkh kfis UL Ul
bgkh KUf wth wth
Rkh Ubrh mwv wYnk
mkh bghUbsh Wk ynd
bdhU rgj ghl :
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bghndh jUnk and
ne eilah fh
e taeh nfRu ef
knd vdt idkh jWnk
mUzehj :
mbth ww wth m
bth ww wuh diynah
brbth wwtj Uns ija
btWbt wtnuh LWnt ytnd
mUzehjUila Uf irtoij xL ghfyhkh?
rgj (UfGky gf) :
iwa glril Koil bgUa
dYil mtiw
iwa tisid Kiyat iztd
bjhYil ltif
fija bghiw tay fGky
mkfd cUd
eiwa kyJ iuF eyk
fHbjhH kUnk
mUzehj :
ifjy iwf mgbkh ltbgh
fa fKf mong
j ghl xU mfkhf tU vgij ju ir mik afjf xikia fhzyh.
ehFt ehF tahf vGjhk jidfis nghy gy, mDgy, ruz vW j
njthufis vG ghjh, rgjUila irtotf gogl Egf gy ekF ydhF.
bdhU gf, rgj gfij ghUf :
(UHiy gf)
_yF kh UtU kh
KjtD khw _
ghtf ju eid ga
gfz W ga
rhtkjha khtiu bfhL
jhk _W vj
njtf njt vbgU khdh
bgUJiw ahnu
j ghlnyhL Uf tUw mfuKkh vwh ghliy xL ghjh, j ir mik
ia eF ydhF.
MykuUJ GJ tJ yJF C W LwJ. Kj ku Gij jhFwJ. wF
GJ kuij jhFwJ. iryY ya cyY kuK GJkhf git j yaK fha
yaK!
vJ vij vthW ghwJ vW brhy Koahjgo, uL xiwbahW ghwd. broUJ
J tUwJ. UJ bro tUwJ. vJ vjF _y vW vgo brhtJ? thWjh j ya
ah Kiw,iraik fha ya ahnghL iraiknahL izL tsJ
tJsd.
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bjhfhany tUw cU, gz Kja ghdfis j yany ghnwh.
j j ya TWw jjt bghUUJ ekJ Mit, ghlf faikny
brYndhkhdh ya gK bgWnth!
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31. ya nehF
j yaij jJt fbfhL ghJ, ma Kiwny gy jiyf Muhnjh.
tiw ya fbfhL ghFnghJ ekF vjifa mDgt clhwJ vgij
fhzntL.
Reading At Random vW X ya Ef Kiw brhYthf. mjhtJ mfnf vLJ RitgJ
vgjhF. My j jiynghL xU Jz jfnk bt tJsJ! mKiwny jf
ghlfny bjhifbragl uLfUJ, nfhit vw bjhFfUJ y fijfis ya
nehny mQfyh. tU ghlf mFFkhf vLf bgwit:
mD shw jhDl yhsh
mD shK tF uhdt
mD sh akU kUbghU
mD shnf aizJiz ahnk
jf ghlfYs tifKiwf gyth. Nu nghW jJtfis brhtJ xUKiw. M
mjK mw gubghU yfzfis gFj fbfhL tiuaiw brJ ghLtJ bdhU Kiw.
j uL ju gjfSFa tghL Kiwny, viyaw gubghUSF X cUt jJ, mj
cUt mik veyfis vLJ TWtJ bdhU Kiw.
bghJthf mUt iyny viyaw gubghUis atnj j ghlf jg vgJ
cikahD, j ghlf beKiwfny D gytiff Uwd vgij vLJ fhLw
bghJtifahd ghlf U_yuh mUsgLsd. mjifa ghlf xnw nkny fl Uku.
mdh fhzKoahj iwtid, mdh fhzKo vgJ gbeahF caF catha
iwt vikF vikahf vGjUtJ mD mfgLwh vw jikia, vyh MthfS
ehakhfS ghoshf.
mj tifny gHikF gHikaha gubghU mD tJ mkJ bfhwJ vw vtj
jikia vLJ TWwJ j ghl.
kd byGw kha edhl
idj jt bdjh idy
vdiw ay bdg iwt
iH whgf ng whnd
iwtDila Mw jik vgo UwJ vwh, mt csJFnsna UJ
fzhbgh isahLwh. kd vgJ xU khakhd njr MF. mJ ey njrK MF. mj
njrij kha edhL vnw U_y miHwh. mj edhony eyh brgtnd iwt. Mdh
iwt Ugij j kd czJ bfhtJ iy. vnfh xU ehLu UgD ehil MSw
jiytid bjahJ. mtid mt ghjJTl iy. mgo xU jiyt UJ ehil
MLbfhoUwh vw cikna mtDF bjahkUfyh.mtDF bjahJ vw
fhuzdh MSgt iy vW MLkh? MlhJ.
mthnw kd vw njrij MSw iwtD jdJ brnfh Kiwia elJwh. vnfh xU
_iy Vnjh xU jtW elJlh, rl myJ xGF rlh, clnd M beKiw tJ
mij ngQwJ myth? mthW jhnd iwtDila MwY mikUwJ. jtW brw kfis
tJ ng fhgnj mj bjt khbgU fUizahF vwh Kt.
_y Jthuij Kfhu oU
nkiy Jthu nkkd itU
ntbyhj fiz bt U
fhyij btY fUjJ jhnd
j Uku ghlny ru Fa xU bga tia nahfSbfyh nahaha U_y
czJwh. xgJ thf cs j clgha ony y thfis milJLtJ, y
thfis wJ itgJ, nahf Kiwghgld. Mrh neKf g thyhfnt j
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ufaij bjJbfhs ntL. _ythriy milJL, nkiy thriy ww cghaij xUt
fW bfhL lh, mt kuzyh bgUthit milwh vW jf TWwhf. fhyid btY
nahf ufa Jnt. j ufaij vLJ brhYwJ j Uku.
w nghnj iyil ahfH
fw br fjW ghtf
brhFw bjhG bjhGj
kbwh yhj ks fhnk
j cl, ewhf UFnghnj j clig bfhL braToa ma nahf befis fW
njwntL. clF e, KJik, neh VgL lh, mj wF, j clig bfhL brantoa
braf gy jukhlh. vdnt, j cl ewhf UFnghnj, iw Mwiy bgWtjF ntoa f
Kiwfis fW, clig brikah bfhL csF cUF cWJiz njlntL vw
aikahj jikia j ghl tWJwJ.
grd nt gj bjyh
tir jUbgh tifahF khngh
FUg j Ftya bkyh
kyj J tf ahnk
jfSila ya eik bkf itw gy fUJfny ff KakhdJ
FUgahF. Mrh bgUik vD gFny ij thf ghnjh.
brGbjw m f fF
iuiu FH nrk
vG bwnk gifahl thL
vid etbj ndbaD
mGjh knfu jj u
fuR funr mkuj
bfhGnj baD FzFnw baD
Fyhiy mgy Tjidna.
Uirgh vD ma bjhFny ehafh eha ght vW miHfgL jiyt jiy
iyUJ ghlbgw mHfhd ghlf gy csd. mt xnw nkny cs ghl!
tlbkh ya ehafh ght vW miHfgLw fhj ya g ya X mHfhd
gFahf mikUwJ. jbkhY tifahd fhj ya ngg mDgtUJ gy Phfsh
ghlbgW j, bkhF ts nrUwJ.
jifa nguig csla fhjghlfny uL tif cL. gj jid fhjahf,
iwtid fhjydhf ghJ bfhL ghlbgWw ghl xUtif bdhU tif, gj jid
fhjydhf iwtid fhjahf ghJ bfhL ghlbgWw ghlyhF. j uL tifahd
ghlfSnk g fhj ghlf nghynt mikUD, t mogil bjtfhj myJ
iwgW vgjhF.
f gHfhyUnj tif vGj ghlf ggythf tlbkhia nghW jbkhY
mHnfhL tHtUwd. rf fhyUJ Wtiu jifa ghlku jHfsh eF ghJfhfgL
tUwJ. MthfS ehakhfS j cia ifahL, Vuhskhd ghlf mUUwhf.
Ugjh whL yaY ghuah fz ghlf jtif yaij rhjit.
j yaY tifahd fhjghlf Vuhskhf Uwd. ya briknahL ghlbgw
j ya j ghlfis fhnwh. thnw ehLw gh awgLs j yaY
j fhjghlf ggythf csd.
xgjh UKiw tUw Ukhif njt ghlY tifahd fhj yaij rhjjhF.
xU khWghL vdbtwh, j ghlyhdJ fhj Twhf mikahk, fhj kdiyia
njh myJ brjh TWtJngh mikUwJ. tifahd ghlWiw j yany
cWghf mikJsJ.
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iwtlny ngu bfhLs gjDila cs, mj iw Vfdh vjifa mtF
cshwJ vgij wJ j ghl.
fhjyidna idJ idJ cU thLw xU jiy kdiy vgo UFnkh, mgona
gjdha fhj kdiy UwJ vgij vLJ TWwJ j ghl.
jik bghw bty mdyhf fhwJ; vw ntjidF cshd xU jiyF.
Jnghynt iwtdha gukhkhit J thLw gjdha thkh iy ntjidF cshwJ.
ik bghw m vw gwit x bria FJwJ. bjw gij clny
bghtjF gyhf btgij _LwJ. aif a Ef midJ thwhik vw
ntjidiana mfgLJwd. fhj vw ya Jiwny jifa mik bfhl ghlf gythf
Uwd. Ukhif njt j gF ghlY iwt vw jiytid v kUFw gj vw
jiy jhgij ntjidia aif NH jUw JgnjhL izJ awJ.
xts snf cyyh bthnw
czN fljnjh Uznt
bjts g uk Fnw
jJ F njnd
mts cs jhdj fna
mgy Mlu fhR
btts bjt TJf jhia
bjhlnd skh sng
jdjd nwhHh rfuh Ny
ghna jhQnt tnd
fdfe nz fgf bfhGnj
ff_ Wilanjh fUng
mdfnd Fku ehaf rdf
mgy jkunr fund
cfH izba beD jh
bjhlnd EfUkh Efnu
j uL ghlfS xgjh UKiw tUw Ukhif njt mUa uL ma
ghlfsh.
j uL ghlfny Ukhif njt vw j t_ia x tony ahd brwh ;
JJ ghLwh. xts sF vW, bjlhj Mdj f vW, vbgUkhid miHwh
Ukhifnjt.
jgukha Phd Mfhrny eld brw iy TjD j gubghUjh. iy vgJ
btYs jgu kLnk myhk, j clF Uw jhfhr vD Phd bgUbtia
FwJ.
btny MLw eldnk j clFS eilbgW tUwJ. gutr jUw j nguhdj
Tij mona vthW tUJ brhnt vW jtrHJ ghLwh kfh. "mj eld fbgyh
vthW ghLtJ vw Kiwia vdF jh ff ntL" vW iwtidna neh kdKU
ghLwh Ukhifnjt.
mLj ghl, Ukhif njt tuhid neh, mtDila eld Mdj gutr afis
nkY nkY aJ TWwh. _W f cila fU vW, jhQ vW tuhid miHwh.
fUF f vgJ mjDila fQfshF. mj brhiy nyilahf gagL _W fQila
fU vwh. j bghU vdbtwh, j clFns tjhlt eilbgWtjF Mjhukhf
mikUw _W MwfS _W ffsh bragLwd vgnj. mitna Na, ru, m
Ma _W ff. j _W ffis itJ bfhL, gubghU j clFns W feld
wJ. mj eld g kakhf Ugjh fU nghW wJ. vdnt, clD W bjh brw
j tdha Mdj Tjid, _W fQila fU vW j ghLwh.
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jhQ vwh jhnd njh, vW mahk w, iyngwhd bghU! t jh jija
yhk jhnd njha Ra Mth. mnjhL jh jijauh <bwLf bgw kw clfis nghW
m jd yhj bghU t.
jh fUny njhWw bghUf midJ ma Toait. mj jhia mj jijia
nghw j R maToanj. Mdh jh jija jhnd njha gubghUsha t
myhjt. mtid jhQ vW miHgJ jf bkh tHfhW MF.
M yhj fl vgj bghU, jh t njhwhj gubghU vgjhF. mj yhj
bghU vwh kuz vw kiw yhj iyahd bghU vW fUJ. vdnt M mjK yhj
gubghUis jhnd njh vW, iyahf fToa mj vbgUkhid jhQ vW jf
miHwhf. j miHf midij cs bfhL, UKiwaha g ghlfny Ukhif
njt vw kfh. jkJ njhu ghlny gho, mj njhuJFns rhu fUJfisbayh ml
jfSF cs Phd ghny, j mHa ghliy mUUwh.
j ghlfis nghynt xgjh UKiw vW irt UKiwYs ma ju ghlfny
Ukhif njt ghlf Phd gnghL Toa ma yakhF.
Kjr fKL: bkhFHyh jik
eLrf eyF L-filrf
Mngh jJJ : mknlh knlh
eh thj ey?
j ghl godJ mof jghlfS xW.
jf Phd ggFt milantoaj mtaij kfSF mWJtjfhfnt y cfis
filogJ cL. j kj thif iyahikia cz, jifa iyahik}L iyngW
miltjFa t UwJ vgij mGjkhf mtf brhthf. thW mGj bfhLgjfhf, cl
iyahikia th ikia mtf tyiknahL ghLthf. mgo ghl bgw ghlf
xWjh J.
eKila thif jHfSila kugo _W Kiw rF lbgWwJ. KjyhtJ rF gh
CLw rF jhahdt FHijF vgo gh CLwh? xU fhy tiu mKjgh CLwh. d
rny ghiy C Fj mnghL jdJ FHijF CLwh mt. j gh CL rFjh ekJ
thny eh rnfhL bfhw KjyhtJ bjhl MF. ijjh godJ mof KjyhtJ rF mKL
vwh.
Ukz ntis rF xgJ jHUila kughF. rF tisaf kzkfSF mgJ
gHjH tHf. vdnt, ulhtJ Kiw eh rnfhL bjhl bfhtJ ekJ Ukz fhyjh.
ijna godjof eLrf bkhFHyhuha bgfis enkhK Ukz yny LwJ vW
UehL vw kfy rlif ghLwh.
, ekJ kj thny _whtJ Kiw rF vbghGJ xwJ? Jjh kuz rF. cligL
c j wF, mj clig ggy rlFfSF csh vLnwh myth, myJ ijnwh
myth? mj rka xw rF th fil rfhF. mijjh filrF vwh godjof.
_WKiw rF xgnjhL, th MugUJ Kotiu kj th Ml Xl vGJ
xLLwJ. j iyaw jikia jh mknlh, knlh vw brhfdh cUfnjhL ghLwh
godjh.
jid iyaw jikila j kj thny, ilw xUy ehfis zhd irny
brytJ lhk, iyahd PhdngW bgWtjFa rhjdkhf j clig M bfhs ntLvw
ngUikia, kd M mojhngh cbrYJtjfhf, go xU brhuij tiuJ fhLwh
khbgU juha godjof.
UbtfhoF mU cs ehT vw C njhat nrjdh. t godjof jiyik
fzfuhf sdh. godjh flisgo mtuJ fUyij wJ vnyhU mtut Ua
tz, m cs bghUfis m bfhSkhW brjh. mJbghGJ godjh fwjhf
nrhHtjl brW Kiwld. nrhH kd nrjdhiu iwLgo Miz wjh.
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"kjid jU lhD kyir kdhD
jK njo fhzh kynd mky _
brjis fagh ehT nrjid ntj l
ifjis vK fhLbt fhL shnd'"
vW godjh iwtid ntodh.
nrjdh godjh mUsh iwW Ljiy bgwh vW tuyhW TWwJ. j ghlf
cs ku MwYF f xU rhwhF.
, j tuyhW ehafdhuhd nrjdh yaij ghngh.
fwt GF fgf fia
fiuyh fUizkh fliy
kwt uah khf kiyia
kgt kdk sif
brwt uf brwh tid
U Hiy Uj
bfhwt jid fLf Ls
Fuv fF jdnt
vg nfho nrto Kof
vg nfho njhf
vg nfho UW ehk
VbfhK fKf a
vg nfho FzjV
teik MSil ahnu
nrjdh vw jUila ghlfS xgjh UKiwny KakhdbjhU lij bgUwd.
j kfhD gy f brJ, ngg mDgtfny isJ j vw yfzF wjnjh
yakhf thjt Mth.
UHiyYs vbgUkhid fL fngUtif bfhl jdJ Mdj btpil j
ghlny cs bgha iyny fhLwh nrjdh. va brhf; gojJnk bghU sfToa
bkikahd brhf. Uirgh vw bjhFny nrtjFa irg iwj brhf. j mHa
brhfsh iwtid fwtf GfToa gHkhf, flyhf, Phdyhj kfSF rW ydhfhj
khf Fwhf, J bfhgtsila kdny x rToa ud ksfhf vyh, fL
bfhL, mj Mdj gutr iyny, nrjdh ghlf tUwd.
iwtDila viyaw jikia xakhf tiuJ fhLwJ j ghl. mtDia cUt
vFkh vyhkh J guJwJ. nkf guig nghynt mff gu mikJsd. ml
l ruhru midij jG ngh w j khbgU cUit, khbgU brhfsh vLJ xJwh,
nrjdh vw irPh, j uL ghlfSnk j yaij rhjit vwhY g ya
ghik bfhld th kw Jghlfis nghynt mikUwhf. tiw nf eh Muhtj
nehf vdbtwh, cUtkw iyny iwtid kddh mUtkhf fL tgLw jfS,
mnj gubghUis cUtjhY fL Jwhf vw cikia vLJfhlntjh.
khYth kdj bjif rf
tdh kiykf kjiy
nkYyh njt FyKG jhS
Fkunt tj kzhs
nrYth fH Uil f
UFuh H w
ntWyh jlif ntjbd nrj
vDbk bka tns
vgJ Uilf Uirgh MF.
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j ghliy mUa j nrjdh KUfDila bgaiuna jhat myth! t KUf
bgUkhDila nkhf beir gbfhLj jiyahf jik ghJ bfhL ghLwh.
KUfid ga ghlf gndhuh UKiw tUwd. vD nf xgjh UKiw
nrjnd nrjid ghLtJ xU wgyth!
ghLF tUnth :
j ghl ngg fhjghL, j Jiw br TwhF. j gf W ghl Manu
J br TW vgij FLwh.
bfhGu thah jhbkh ahf
bkh mkunfh kfid
brGu nrh briw nrj
thj brh
vW brhwJ gf Wghl.
kh cyh kd vW ghLwh jiy. mjhtJ nkhfkaF csij L L R
RHWwh!
kd jJ vnw giabayh jiyt jiyny nghLwh br
jJ vwh go xU kdiyia jiyF clh vdbghU bgW.
tisftj vw bjhikahd fhj btpL ghny j j ghliy jUwh. rf vgJ
rF tisafis!
tisafis ftjh, tdh vW Fw rhLwh br, nrjJ!
KUf vwh mt njt nrdhg myth! j iyiana nk cyhw njtFy KGtij,
thdtf Fy KGtij, MSw jiyt vW ghLwh.
Fuh vgJ Uilf jyJ kukhF. UFuh ku H ntnya ifadhf w
ntjdha nrj vW mj Fwth bgaiu brh Fw rhLwh v kf - vgjhf br
TWwh.
KUfid kiykf kf, kiykf kjiy vW j ghl FgnjhL, t j kzhs vW
RLwJ.
nrj vW bgaiu kL brhanjhL Wjiy fhj! "v nrj" vW brhj
bfhlhLwh!
fhj F, kh cyhw mj kd iy, vnyhL j ghlny brdh eF
f bgWwd.
mfJiw ghlfny jiyt-jiy ga ghlf miknyna j ghlY tUwJ. vD
fhj bjt fhj vgJ, fhjiy jj jiyt KUf vgJ, ghliy aat xU j vgJ,
idny bfhL j UKiw ghliy ghfntL.
tU w bgst J
ViHna bfDl wj
ItU gifna ahJiz bawh
mrby wUbrth nfh
iftU gHd FiHj brrh
fila fisjU y
brtu gU bgUgw
Uts Uw gynk.
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fUj vw Ph jir bgUilah nfh tuyhnwhL fyJ fgt.
j khbgU kfh, gjDila ria ia iyY WbfhL, iwtid JJ ghos
ghlf xgjhUKiwny csd. mt xnw nkny csJ.
kj wF cthf miktJ bjt Utofns, mj Utofis milalhk jLgd.
j clFnsna W ilW brw Iy giftfsh. j KughL iyia fU
njt j ghl vLJ TWwJ. eKlndna wJ e clnyna tJ tUw IyD ekF
VgLl Igiftf Mthf. tfnshL izJ ekF cw Jizahf UgJ vJ? iwtDila
kyghjnkahF. j fUij Tjdha eluhrnuhL jaij izJ bfhL ghLwh fUj.
nkbkif yhagu giuah khdh
btWnfho ofSF Kgnj jh ;
nkbkW jny andf nfho
nkUny UjhF Kgnj jh;
nkbkbw ndhL gdhW ngF
sat gjof gnu jh;
nkbknw baGtUl U_yF
sdh bkPhd s dhnu
j ghl brt tUw jf tuyh xU W gFia vLJ brhwJ. Jnghw gy
ghlfis bjhFJ ghFbghGJ jf ku tif bjhif J vjid kh cilad
vgJ ydhF.
ka kiyUJ bghif kiytiu gyW MLfshf vjidnah gy jf, tdfY,
FiffY, kiy KfLfY, miyJ J jtbrJ, gy ngUikfis fL, khztfSF fJ
brtahf tH, VLfny tH ekF yakhf jUwhf.
j j gugiuny f Kakhd xU yU U_y vw kfh f Kakhd lij
bgWwh. tiu nghynt mfa nghw D y jfS jhf thJ fl
mDgtfisbayh, jf trfsha khztfSF vLJ fJ, j Phd bgUngW K
iyahf tsnjhf ntL vw ma bga nehfJl, gy nahf Kiwfis jf t brhjhf
L brUwhf. j j kugha tKiwia Xus nfhoL fhLwJ nkny fl ghl.
gbd jfS jfSila thnw xbthUtU jfSila trgugiuia g
mitalfkha KDiuny ghoUwhf. U_yU jh aa Uku bjhlfny e
bgUkhlUJ jh Phd bgwij, jnkhL khztfshf ntWy jfS Phd gwij
vLJ TWwh.
jf jf fis bjhlFtjF Kdjhf jkJ FUehjDF tzf brYJtnjhL, mj
FUehj vj tny njh tjt vgij T, j Phd trkhdJ vts gHikahdJ, Mrh
l vw kuny ilpL tJ bfhoUgJkhd Phd tKiw vgij TWt. D
brhynghdh Ufyha gugiu vW miHfbgWw ekJ jHf klhyaf tuyhW
JntahF.
cy gy ehLfY cs Phd lfny xbthW jifa l beL tuyhWF
cajhF.
j Eg vdbtwh, xU ngUikahdJ bjhlfny xU khbgU Phdh fLof
bgW, mtnuhL clgw khztfSF sfbgW, mtut jf jf gdhY, m
TiknahL izj MwdhY, j Phdij vthbwyh tsJ tUwhf vgij j
KDiu vLJ brhwdJ. thW tuyhiw Kjny Tdhjh, tU bghUSF rhW
mikwJ. mnjhL j iy goF xU a khzt, jh goFnghF PhdkhdJ W neW
Vgliy vgij, l beLfhykhf gHfY gY UJtUw X mUbgU brt
vgij l beLfhykhf gHfY gY UJtUw X mUbgU brt vgij,
bjJzJ bfhwh. mjwF YFns FnghJ mj iy gogjF ntoa MtK,
mrnjhL Toa mfiw mtDF VgLwd. vdnt j mDgt Phd vjifa MjhufnshL
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Toa vgij, vgo gyuhY gy fhyY j cikf nrhJ nrhJ brik bgwit
vgij FU ghuga vw gF fTlhf ydhF.
thbaW kdbkW uL ij
kfjhd rhgnf r uL
njbawh nahfJ fh ij
wkhd kdbkwh Phd ij
khbaw kdKiljh uL khfh :
kUnw mtjh uL khF :
baw btanyh ml
brhfhk gbfhnl M nanw
jfSila Mk gny xnahf vw ehj g xnahf vw Phd fghit
g Kakhd uL Kiwf vgij Kd ghJnsh. j uL gfsha xF
xF Mjhukhf mikJs tKiwf, y kufSl mjj jf cgnjr KiwF Vg
tHtUwd. j tKiwf midij MuhJ ghnjhkhdh, th vw Rthr g,
bksd vw mffuz g, gy jfshY f wghf nghwgLtij fhnwh. nknys
ghlny th vw Rthr gia nkhd vw Iy xLfij j kfh, jfSFa
Phd bkhny btLsh.
j g midJnk MrhDila neKf ghitdh gyntoa mDgt f
vgjdh, j th nahfij g, w gf g thijfdh thf brhyhk, FU
_y neny bjJ bfhs ntoa cgnjr Kiwf vW Phf mWL brhLthf.
thW brhtjF uL fhuzf Uwd. xW, neKfkhf j Kiwfis bjJ
bfhtj_y Ia F liy. j clYs Mjhu ikaf bjhL fhlbgWwd. J
f KakhdJ Kjikahd fhuzKkhF. ulhtJ fhuz vdbtwh, xU Ph khztDF
mtnghJ rnjff sdh, Jitf lKL myth! mgo ff VgLnghbjyh Vil
uo ghJ mj ffUJ khzt jid LJ bfhs ayhJ. FUl neKfkhf
jdJ Iafis ffis bjJ, fhJ vLJ Tdh m, mj bjhiyfUJ
mtDF Ljiy VglhJ.
j uL fhuzfS jid Kakhditfshf Ugjhjh Egkhd ufafis
njhWnghJ, jf t iufis FUl khztf ne bjJ bfhs ntLbkW
tWJwhf.
wjijah ts bknf bawh
bgbzhU zny w nfhy
fwjijah ts mj khJ
Nrknj myJ ntbwh iy ;
fwjijah cyfbkyh fhk ghiy
fhyo fhfitJ rfy brJ
Ujijah ts brj khJ
vbfwh Yl Ujh f
j kj clFns uL Mwf bragL tUwd. xW Mik Mw; kbwhW
bgik Mw; wny Mzhf wjhY r, bgzhf wjhY r, xbthUtUila clFS
j uL MwfS iznj bjh br. bgik Mw mfkhf aFw cl bg
clghF. Mik Mw mfkhf aFw cl Mltdhf aFwJ. Mdh uL ghYF j
uL Mwf iznj tiw a tUwd.
Nal uLjkhd ria ghnwh. xW, mtDila xkakhd tot, NaDila tot
xkakhf Ugjh mj tot eKila fQF ydhwJ. j aghd x_y jidjh
ekF fhobfhwJ myth! mj x bdhU bghUny gLnghJ mj bghU ekF
ydhFgo Jiz br. NaUJ wgLw ffny j cyf bghUfis midij eh
fhQgo ekF Jiz brw, j ulhtJ Mw r vW bga bgW. xkakhd NaDila
tot tDila Mw. mJnt Rtaufhr vW xka vW miHfgLwJ.
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NaDF thW mikJs uL Mwf; xW xka vW, bdhW xjUw
btka vW miHfbgWwd. thnw t jJt vgJ r jJtij aFw _y
jJtkhf eK mikJ wJ.
j kj clF aghd xU btgiy UwJ. My ita Kiwny bjhW vL
o btg Ujh, mj cl jdJ aghd iyny UwJ vW TWnwh. j btgiy
cajhY neh, jhjhY neh. j btgiy vgJnt r jJt. j btg iyia clF
mikJ bfhLJ, mj m vw NLfhkY, FiwahkY ghJfhJ tUw jJtF t jJt
vW bga. j uL jJtfS cs Mw ntWghLfis nknys ghlny Fghf fhLwh
j Ph.
guny kwF k Dns
guF RlR gh nfS :
uny rlkj afhu fhQ
rakh afhuk tfhu fhQ
tuny tfhuk fhu fhQ
tUnghny fhu kfhu fhQ
euny kfhu efhuf fhQ
ewhk angh wj jnw
j kj cl ku to mikjjhF. tha ek vw IJ vGJf j cl IJ
lf gjhf juf foUwhf. X vw Xfhu crkhd ika Ugjhf, thaek
vw IJ vGJf mjF nH Kakhd Phd ikaf mikUgjhf, j cl Mk
Egij MuhJ fl Ktf Tshf. j MW ikafns MW Mjhuf vW jf
yafny TwbgWwd. vw vGJ th vw vGJ, a vw vGJ, e vw vGJ, k vw
vGJ Ma IJ IJ ikaf w jikia j ghl btLwJ. Jnt clYs grhfu
kik vW IJ vGJ ufa vW j ya TwbgWwJ.
"lghf UjtS tns _y
UtUF eLthd tns _y
bjhlfhf wtS tns _y
Nrbkyh fWzj tnd _y
mlfhf mlfJ yns _y
ItUF FU_y kh _y
flnfho fgk w _y
ft Wthiy f jhnd!"
j clF aFw r jJt mogilia j ghl mHfhf sf brwJ.
j kj cl ty, l vw uL gFf, uL jkhd Mwf a tUwd.
tyJ f, tyJ njh, tyJ if, tyJ kh, tyJ fh Ma tyghf KGtJ M Mw; lJ f, lJ
njh, lJ if, lJ kh, lJ fh Ma lghf KGtJ bgik Mw j uLj MwfS
Mlt bgo Ma vyh kjfSila clF bghJthdit.
tyghfij Na vW, lghfij ru vW jf miHghf. j uL
ghfF eLYs gFia m myJ beU vW miHghf. tyf, lf Ma Na
rufSF eLny beU wJ. ijjh bef vW miHwhf jf. NaD, ruD
beUkhf _W md tlf, beUJ j cl KGtij a tUwd. j _W
xfis M brtnj jf xg KiwahF.
j g Kiwf xUw Uf, j _W jkhd Mwfis xUikgL aFw
nahfKiw jf ya Mjhu nahf vw ngrgLwJ.
j _W jkhd Mwfis izJ, fhwhofis fdh fo aFtJngh
lfzha ruid bfhl aFw Kiw, gyW MLfshf ekJ jHfJ Phfsh T
gugiuahf tsfbgW tUwJ.
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glK fWnghy
gwf w tid
ghit ahny ghJ
gUKoR nghllh
vW xU j TWwh.
t vw cuhdJ fhwhoaha gl nghW gwJ bfhnl fhny MLwJ. mj glij
fW bfhL W oJ, Ro ro V w aFw mj khbgU Mwjh r jJtkhF.
j Mw njhWth cl lgFny Ugjhf Phf jf f vLJ
brhUwhf.
j r jJtij mid vW, jh vW, mik vW Fj ngunghL Phf
miHwhf. ehLw ghlf ghny mikJs j ghlfny j Mwiy Mjh vW
jf miHwhf. Mjh UF lkhd lfiz, lJw aFw Mwiy,
gagnahL Phf miHwhf.
j clYs Iy Mwfis tsgL, j kj clFns bjtij fL
mDgJ, kow j cliy kuzyh bgUth neh Kndw brw nahf Kiwny, j
r jJt gF xgw wilajhF. D brhynghdh, kuzyh bgUth vw ngg
iyia miltjF mogilahf mikw Mw, j bgik Mwyha jh bgU rnaahF.
j jhaha Phd Mwiy gnahL ghLwJ. nkny bfhLJs mUikahd j ghl.
thr nybahU nkthr - mj
thr nyW thr YL :
nerK lW thr ona - mj
beUf ghuo Phd bgnz!
F totny mikj X mHa E PhdF vw j ya. j ny jf
Mdh fLofgLs gy cikf ehLw ghlf brhfny f va Kiwny
btlgLsd.
j clFns Uw Mjhu ikafis thr vW brhw jf kuigbaho j
ghl mikUwJ. Iy thr vW, xgJ Jthuf vW jf TWw kuig id bfhL
j ghliy ghf ntL.
vrh cl vW miHfgLw j nfhilny, wthrfsha xgJ eilf wJsd.
Mdh j xgij a cthr xW j clFns UwJ. mj cthryhdJ fGJF
nk cs gFny EgkhdbjhU ika mikUwJ. jHf jf vyhUnk j gho
jJshf. Phd F j thriy gna ngRwJ. mfthriy wgjFs rhf xU ylnk
cL. gntW jf gntW Kiwny j rhfis ifahSw Kiwfis vLJ TWwhf.
mfthriy wgjFa rhfny xWjh _R vw wnfh. tyJ ehY lJ ehY
iHw fhiw uL Fiuf vW jf miHghf. thnahf vgJ Jnt th vw tlbkh
brhYF Fiu vW bghU. ijbaho th nahfij Fiunahl vW, unaw vW
jf tUghf. Fiu V mfthr tahf cns bry ntL vghf. go jf
brhYtj fUJ vdbtwh, thahw _ g bfhL cl cs thriy wJ kdkhdJ
FJ g bfhL cl cs thriy wJ, kdkhdJ Fj g bfhL cl cs thriy
wJ, kdkhd FJ brW, j xLf ntL vgnj. Phd KGgaid miltjF nahf
vLJ ss gy khffny, j miltjF nahf vLJ ss gy khffny, j
Fiu gaha thnahf f Kakhd xwhF. ij cyhrkhd xU jeilny ghLwJ
j PhdF.
jJt Figia jSfo-ntj
rhu bghjiy _Lfo :
K jUPhd tJit thbtW
_o F aofo
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jf xUtifny brhynghdh fhathf vW brhyntL. mjhtJ btW ngir
LL, brany wfToa, khztfis wfToa, bra uf mtf.
brhFafshf cs rhufis, mDgt yhj btW brhfis goJ goJ, vj
gaid fhz KoahJ vgJ jf PhdbkhahF. mDgt gna yhk btW gnf
Ka bfhLJ, thifia zowhfns vw jhgY, mgo brgtfl VgLw
mDjhgYkhf vGJ tUw tfshF j ghl Mntr tf.
rhufis goJ w kiyFgo ngRtjdh vd ga isjL? _isia kL
gygL bfhs Ltjdh Phdnahf JLkh? iy. mj MntrUJ ngRwh j.
rhufis btW Figf vnw TWwh j Ph. mtUF rhufny btW vgJ my
bghU. btW brhFigf vW tiw mt miHgj bkbghUis eh ghf ntL. VL
Riufh fF cjthJ vgij kd g tz mWJtjfhf, thW rhufis Fig
vW cwh.
fis MLfzfhf goJ bfhoUgt gy Phd bgwhknyna khL koJLwhf.
gofhj kf vgo cLwhfnsh mgona tf th XJ LwJ. w nffnt myhk,
jf mit goig mDgtF bfhLtJ, bjthdj vw nggij Jfhknyna
kiwJLwhf. j mty iyia fl j kd bfhwJ goJ goJ vd flhf
vW ntfkhfnt nfwh j nfia eikehnk nfLbfhSgo ekJ czfis ntfkhf
Lw tifny Figia jSf vW, bghjiy _Lf vW tUwd Ph Mntr
brhf.
mythr byhgJ mWj ilj thrY
brhY thr nyhiuJ brh wJ
ey thr iywJ Phd thr Lngh
viy thr flt wg iyna
J ttha ghl.
ij gfth cyf irfUJ Iyfis kh bjt iyny brYJtij f mHfhf
TWwh. myth? mnj fUij jf jf yafny vLJTshf. btKfkhf brw
Iy czfis cKfkhf brY, j clFns cs mfthriy wF Kiwia cgnjwJ
ttha j ghl. jfSila nahf g KiwfSbfyh mogilahf mikj f Kakhd
X Mk gKiw JntahF. kdkhdJ Iy thrf tna brYnghJ mit bjhiyfSF
cshw mDgtfis bfhLwd. j thriy milw Kiwia vyh jfS tW
TWwhf. mfthr wJlh btthr jhdhfnt _oL vgJ jf mDgt MF. j
mDgtijna ttha jknf ca ghny vLJ Tsh.
j clig xgJ Xilf cs ig vW TWtJ jf kughF. etJthuf vW
miHfgLw j xgJ w thrfis, xU Phahdt jdJ gdh ml Mwh. j
ml MS gny IyfSila gF rhybga gF MF. ifia bfhL kw thrfis eh
milnwh. Mdh j xgJ thrfis milgjF t, Iy rhtufis mfKfkhf wJ
Phdthr tna brtjhF.
mgo brYgtf w ntjidia btW Lwhf. mtfSF kWgo w iy. kuz
vgJ Vglh myth w vgJ VgL. mtf kuzyh bgUth thwhf; t rkh
xLFgtfS cL.
jij jhj kU rfy njt ij
ij bj K jhD
J is nky jha ntj
vij iwt vid ahl <rnd
ijny mda g vgjF f giHa ciuahaf thd tif bghU TUwhf.
mda g vwh mj brhYF bghU ma mw gahF. ma mw g vW brhYnghJ,
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iwtid ju ntW vj ma bghUY kd brYjhj iyahF. gFa bghU gubghUns
m ntW xU bghU iy. ij jh tlbkhny mda vnwh; ma mwJ; ma
vw bjhW yhjJ.
giHa ciu Maf bdhU bghUS jF brhYwhf. iwtndhL ngjkw iyny
xWtJ mdakhF. iwtUJ jh ma vnwh, jUJ iwt ma vnwh
bfhshk jhD iwtD xnw, ulw xnw vw xUikghL mda gahF. ma vw
ngj cz fiuJ nghF. e flnyhL TLtJnghy gj iwtndhL jid Ia gLJw xUikghL
mda gahF.
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kd bryhk, gubghU xnyna ya MF iy mda gahF, ~J xU bghU. bdhU
bghU, iwtUJ jh ma iy vW, jUJ iwt ma iy vW,
ulw xUikghony iwtndhL fyJF g, mda MF.
j mda gia jh ttha nkny flthW ghLwh. czf midJ, idf
midJ, vzf midJ, vyhnk jh vW, <rid neh ttha bkhw j ghlny
mda g f midJ, va a cyhr j brhfny f mHfhf btlgoUwd.
j brhgo jh jfL
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jJtkha NFk
rh nfso Phd bgnz!
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f mlF. , rhk, aR, mjtz Ma ehF tlbkh ntjfS rJkiwf vW
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ugjfis ntjf vW miHnwh. UFwsha iy bghJkiw vW miHw ku
jHfny UJ tUwJ.
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kjf midy, mjj kjFa ntj f cL. j fbsyh iwtDila btpLf
vW gnahL Muhf bgWwd.
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brhgLs bghU midJ vGJ totny cs mjh. jf ku, mF mjid
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czJ bjtjF xnu t Phd gnaahF vgnj jf Ko. vdnt, j Koit vyh
fS bghUJw Kiwny jf jf yafny btoUwhf. ntjf Kothf
brhygLw Phd bgU cglj MF. j cglj iy ntjhj vW miHgJ rkUj mik
MF.vdnt j ntjfis ntjhjij csl it midJnk vGJ totny cs
Phd vW TWwh.
vG toYs f fUJfisbayh Phdg _y MuhJ mDgJ, mj
ngUikfny bjJ vGtJjh jf nahf KiwahF. j Kiwidna monfhoL ghLwJ
j PhdF ghl.
xJw Xfhu kiz Q :
cUaj kbrW ryij Q !
gw rykJjh ia Q ;
ghfhd brW fhiy Q ;
btw fhbrW iz Q ;
Gjjgh rlbkD ntjhj ngR :
KfL TLtJ bkj fhy ?
_lnu kJiyL nkgh nu
ttha vw j j cyff Kotha usaij g TWwh. usa myJ t
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vW miHfgLtJ j cyff midJ mw Kiwia fhyij, Ijf Ma th,
fhW, , j, y Ma j IJ bfhL mikjnj cyf. cyf vgJ fQF bjw
mlfis, tiw jho w ml nfhsfis, mtWF mghY vzW W
atUw j ugr KGtijnkahF. C fhyny Ijfsha j mikf vgo
xiwbahW G vyh KobgWwd vgij j ghl czJwJ.
bt cyfkha ngul vgo KoWwnjh, mthnw cl Ko vgnj jf
bkPhd. j cl IJ jfshyha nrifnaahF. kuz vw xU iy tUbghGJ, j
clgha k zkhf WLwJ. Mdh, j clF jiytdhf a tUw cuhdJ
ijL J brWLwJ. mgo cligL mfW Lw fhyny j IjfS
xiwbahW G Lwd.
ml csJ lny vgJ j thF. bt cy mik vgonah mgonajh j
cl mik. vdnt, usa myJ CnghJ vgo j ngulf KoWwdnth, vgo
j ngulfYs IJ jfS xiwbahW GFwdnth, mthnw j clF W
bjhgLw IjfS xiwbahW G, j clghdJ kuz milwJ.
j j ghlny bt cyf kow jikia, whyakha j cl kuz milw
jikia, uil nrJ j ma ghlny btLwh. thd, fhW, beU, j, k
Ma IJ xWbfhW gifik Mwd. thdij fhW _LwJ; fhW beUig va LwJ.
Mdh jnuh mj beUig mizJLwJ. jiu cLLwJ k. go xiwbahW
GfToa jik gilj IJ, xiwbahW Gfhk fhJ bfhoUgJjh, ghJfhJ
bfhoUgJjh, c vw Egkhd Mw. mj c UFtiu, gifik bfhl IJ xwnk
xW ghJ GlhjthW j Iij c fho fhwJ. bjhwhW jJtf j
cl a tUbghGJ, KGikahd Mw cuhdJ j ghJfhtiy brikahf brwJ.
bjhwhW jJtf xbthwhf FiwbghGJ, c MwY rd rdkhf Fiwa
MuwJ. cuhdJ jdJ Mwiy HJ mira bjhlFbghGJ IJ jf tik nknyh
W xiwbahW Gf MuJ Lwd. Jjh cl Ko vw kuz. Jnt cyf
mtha C myJ usa vgJkhF.
j C Koit, cl Koit, IJ jf braiy bfhL, ma Kiwny sFwh
mDgt Ph. j ghl tUw Xfhu vgJ j cl cYs Phd iy af viy.
fh vgJ fhiw; j cl mikUw MW Kakhd Phd Mjhu iyfis aFbghGJ,
j cl RufUJ CtUw mKjkha ut bghUnsahF. j mKjij cz cz
c Mw cztnjhL cl kuzyh bgUthit JwJ vgnj jHfJ jf fl
nahf ufa MF.
jfSila ghlf vwJnk, ekJehL kfSF clnd idF tUw kfhfny xUt
ghgho j.
Cij Fny" vW bjhlF ghghoah ghlY, "ehj Konk" vW bjhlFw mtUila
kbwhU ghlY, jHfny f fbgW sFgit.
ey gh vwhny, MLtJ Wtjkhd afns e kdfny njh F. mnjhL fnz
brahf, brna fzhf UfToa fbr vD j brhY ekF bj myth! vdnt
WtJ MLtJkha Rthr nahf gny <LgLw bgatfS, fiz bria izw
Phd gia fw Phfsha bgnahfS, gh vw cUtfij khztfSF sFthf.
gh vwh _R vW, fbr vw Phdg vW ciugnjhL, Fl vD MwYnk
gh vw cUtfF cajhF. kj clny KJFjL, mJ gl vLjhnghny lgf
mikUgJ, Egkhf ghjh ey gh vw cUtfij eh nkY eF J itJ bfhsyh.
jid cbghUfis cs itJ bfhL, ghgho j ghlfis ghjh,
jJtJFns bghJs, gy cjJtf sF. nkyhf ghjhY mj ghl fea eik
ftU. rhjhuz ghig ghJ ghLtjhfnt v ghjhY, j ghlf fw midtU
mDgFgoahd gnghL mikUwJ.
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kw vyh jfis nghynt, ghgho jU FUit tzFwh. flis tzna jkJ
ghliy bjhlFwh. mj ghlfny xW Phd FU tyikia T tzFwJ.
gufha untr myJ TLL TL ghj vgJ kfhfny y brJfhos X mjkhF.
ghig ghJ ghLw j. jkJ FU ma gufha untr Mwiy brh, mj kikfis
vyh vgo brh, vgo KogJ vW mrwh. "LngW vW miHfgLw nkyhd iyia s
fhLw mj bkahd FUit gnthL tzF. mj wF mj tzf iyny MLthahf!"
vW ghig ghJ TWwh. ghgho j.
vgogl Mk rfis vyh eehL jf tsJ tUwhf vgij, j Egkhd
ufa Phd Kiwfisbayh vthW khztfSF fJ tUwhf vgij j ghlf
ekF czJwd.
TLL TLgh
bfhif ila
FU tyik ahnu
Twtyh?
LngW tifiank
nkY fhL
bkFUit gJ
ehL ghng!
ML ghng ML ghng
bjJ bjJ W
ML ghng!
j vwhny ghig MLwh. mjhtJ cl mfny cs ey ghig oJ MLw tyik
giljt.
ghgho j, gubghUSF tzf TWwh. tDila mj Utoia - ghjij - eh
fLnlh vW brh, mj bjnthL ghig MLgo j kfh TWwh.
bjJ bjJ bj jhLghng - t
ghj fLbj jhLghng!
MLgh ngbj jhLghng - t
moid fnlhbk whLghng!
moid vwh izao, mjhtJ uL mof vW bghU. tyK lKkhd uL Utofis
fL fgJ jh uh#nahf. Uto vgj Phd bghU Vfdnt MuhagLsJ. "mj ma nahf
VgLlJ vw fnghL bjnthL MLthahf" vW ghnghL ngRwh. j j.
t, it vW uL Mwf bt cyfny bragLtJ nghynt, j clF cns
bragLwd. rhu Mw nghw vyh rfYnk befo , gho , v vW _W
bjhgLwd. j _W izJ mj MwyhdJ aFwJ.
Mzhw, bgzhw, btahw vd, iwahw, cuhw clyha kzhw vd,
D gyjkhf, j _iw TWthf.
bghJthf ngRnghJ, _W iyahd KbghUf vW bgnahf miHghf. clny gh
tdhf, gh Mkh Ugij eF bjJ, j Mwf ca iyny xLfty Ktfns,
e jHfJ jf. mj Phd gugiu nrjtnu ghgho j. vdnt Lghj vw knfhdj
iyahd mtUF brhjkhdJ. a Phd bgUth vD KiyF Phd lfis gWtnj
j kfhDila fahF. mj iyF brtjhf Phd gaha ciHig efntL myth?
ghLglhk mj nkyhd iy ilFkh? ilfhJ. mgo ghLgL jUzfY flis kwJ filnjw
Kokh? KoahJ! Mahd gjkha gubghU Utoiyia kwthk, mij idJ idJ, L
L gu gu mny yakhf ntL. g KKu gubghUis kwJlTlhJ.
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fbga nahf g j EQfkhd Kiwia, Vnjh xU ghF ghl brhtJ nghynt,
vikahf ghLwh j ghgho j.
Lgj ekF vW
brhj vnw
abk nwbga
K banw
ghLgL nghJ M
ghj idnj
g g
gu whL ghng!
ML ghng - bjJ
ML ghng!
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32. y j brf
j yaf iwa Pd cyf M iynyna Ritfntoa gy aghd brf
cL. t y, kf rKjha gHf tHffY, ttahf tH tUw eiffY
izJsd.
ed ma fUfis bfhL MuhJ gy Phd brfis iwa Phd cyf rhWfnshL
cW brJs fhuzjh, D gFj fbfhL neh, nkY Muha ntoa brfS t
glwd. ytiw nf bghJ bkhny FLtJ. j M KjgFF bghUJ
vW fU mtiw nH jUnw.
M gir
ekJ M fhyij mWLtjF y tfis jf Tshf. mt xW ekJ
csifia jiyJ itJ, kfil TJ ghf ntL. Kif gUk FU xU
Fngh njhwkJlh, M ey cjkkhf UwJ vW cW TWwhf jf.
j t nkY y Egfis Uku M gir vw gF U_y jUwh.
eh iHw _ afij bfhL Mis nrhwKiw g ruPhd vw jiy
y brf Vfdnt jugLsd. rhwhf, xUtDF u KGtJ ru _R, gf KKtJ Na
_R khwhk iHnkahdh, mj kjDF MW khjJF kuz tU vW xU fzF
brhygoUwJ.
bdhU M gir jf TWwhf.
uL ffis ubfhL mKdh myJ frdh j tuntL. mgo
tuiybawh, mj clF gJ eh Ko VgL.
thdny Dw f xUtDila ghitF ydhfho, Inj eh kuz.
ekJ fQF e _F E bjahJ nghdh, _nw eh Ko vW j ya TWwJ.
j nrhjids vjF, tUw kuz tJL nghwJ. KTona eh V go nrhJ
ghJ mrny rhfntL vW nffyh. ahakhd nf.
j nrhjidf vjfhf vwh, jf g Kiwfny go xU beUfo Kdghf
bjkhdh, clnd rug Kjyhd tfis ifahL, khWfis brJ, clig rbrJ,
bfhsyh vgij j ya nahfgF czJwJ.
thuNy
ekJ clF cU csK aFtJnghynt, w cyY ngUU ngUsK aFwd.
t m Kiwfny, uL irfUf xnu fU xW nrtJ nghy, ekJ jgl cl
mfS bt mfS irJ aFkhdh eik vd, t KughL flh mJ nfL
vW Phf flhf.
j fhyJ PhdY fhnkh gahy vw Kiw elJs MfS, w cyf aff
e j affis vthW ghwd vgij nrhJ fL brh, t iaF Ka jJ
ngRw brfS KgF bfhLfgLsd.
jf j Jiwny nkY MJ MuhJ Kndshf. vdnt, Ny vw v
miyRfis g mtf FLwhf. vbdd Hikf vj vj irf j vKu
bragLwJ vgij fL, j v miyfis vJ vr nghlntlh vW vrif jUwJ
j ya.
ekJ rKjha gHffY Ny ghj vw xU gHf UJ tUwJ myth? U_y jkJ
Uku thuNy vw mfhu ij brhwh. mj uL Uku ghlfS tUkhW :
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thu Ny tUt TWfh
nebuhj f rH nfahF
ghbuhj nrj cju ghDeh
nebuhj bt Flfhf Fnk
bjfz khF ahHJ nrir
mf NyK Ml dh
JfK iy tyKnd njho
fJ nkid nknk isnk
nrhlK nuif
j ya xgJ nfhfis MuhJ, #hjf vw rhuij fzL gy brhYw
gF thfnt mikJsJ. nghJ gHf gWtUw nrhl aga gy NufS, fzF
KiwfS jf ghlfshfnt tHtUwd.
mfa, nfhuf, nghf, tfSila luha ggy jf Mnah bga tH tUw ita
fis nghynt ggy nrhl fS jHfny guJ tH tUwd.
eikbayh any MJw ghny mikj gy eho f, mjhahf mikJ ghlfnshL,
bkf br JanjhL, ekJ C bga, ekJ bga, bgnwhf, cwh cwdf bgafnshL
Rtofny vGjbgW, ekJ rhuij itJ mj VLfis vLJl Toa Kiwy csd.
it ju, rhjf F yhjtfSF if nuifia y fzFfis bfhL,
rhjfij gyfis ghlyhf brhYw VLfS Vuhskhf csd.
it ju, gy Ktf bgafsh tHFw nuif a fS ggyth.
t cik vd vW nffyh. bkahd jf y vW, bghahdt gy vW
Kdnu FLns. ijna F Ug TWnw. eho VLf ajF bkiknahL Toait
cL. Mdh mit mUikY mUik! bgh, VkhW, trid, NJ ua j ahgu cyny,
bghahd Xiyfis itJ bfhL thg brnthU cL. vdnt vrif f mtakhF.
yFfS gwitfS jhtufS
kjfis MuhJ brhw jf, yaY mt kUJt aY gy Mf brJ
f vGshf. thnw gwit a, jhtu a ga j fS Vuhskhf csd. Mdh
t gy D Xiy Rtofshfnt, mnrwhk k, k, Mju vbfnfh lwd.
W [a vW eh TWw ma vyhJiwfis, XbuhU j ku MuhJ, gy
cikfis bfhL, FGc FfnshL brhsij ghnwh. it midij xUnru
uLtJ, x neh t cilfis fhQtJ, khbgU gahF.
gntW maJiw tyhf xWTo, xWiknahL, MthnjhL, bjhL
kdghiknahL, jifa gny KidJ, j Rtofis bjhFjh, tUfhy ma
MuhF ngUjahf UF. ekJ eho kLkyhk, nkF ehLf eilbgw Phd
MfSFnk j j Phd ngUikf, a thfis wJ fhL vg Iaiy. mjF
Phdthr wgjFa Niyi jHf cUth tUwJ vgnj e midt eif MF!
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33. xU Phd fsa
j ya ma cilny cs bghU tiffis, jJt ngUikfis, gy
jiyfny Kgff MuhJ ghnjh. j jJt cikf vyh iwa ma
MF rhWfSF vthW xUwd vgij, ehS Knd tUw nkiyehL Phd
Muhfny tUfhy nkY gy j jJtf cW bragL vgij, gy xikfnshL
ghnjh. j ya j gF Kakhd brgFahF.
j ya ma gF kL mlFtJ iy. clig, csij ciu
Muhw j ya, tghL Kiwfny gy mUikahd ghlfis ekF tHsJ. j
tghL ghlfS j yany Kakhd xU gFahf sFwd.
ma cikfis Muhw j ya gFahdJ MHkhd ngUikfis jD
mlUgjh, j gFia MuhbghGJ gy ma cikfis Phd Kofis xL
ghfntoatfshf Unwh. g}W MLfSF K eKila jHfJ Phf fL brhd
ufaf vyh, iwa PhdF xj Kiwny, ma nrhjidf cW gLJ ghny,
mikJsik jHf jaij kwJ. vfhy j yany fhzgLw nkY gy
Mk cikf, tsJ tUw Phd thyhf nkY MuhabgW vg Iaiy. Mifah
j ya ma gFia Muhw bra, KaK gaD csjhf fUjbgw ntL.
J xUwUf, ya fbfhL ghJ, MuhJ Jfntoa, Phddj vw nggij
tHFw tif, jfSila tghL ghlf mikJsd. j yany jifa tghL
ghlf Mufz tHtUwd. fg ya tsK, cs ngu izj br
yakhf j bjhF fwJ !
rf fhyF KUnj jifa Phdghlf jHf tH tJsd. bjhfha
bghUsfhu bra nknfhshf tUw y ghlfS, gy bjhif fny fhzgLw
ghlfS, jHf Phdk jfsh awgL, Mk tghil mUt iyny aWwdthf
mikJsd. mj ghlfS jf tghL yany Kakhd gFahf miktdnt.
rf fhyF njha gy yafY, jifa ghlf ggythf jH rKjhajF
tHf bgWsd.
j tghL ghlfny Kakhf uL id fhnwh. KjyhtJ , Phd tghL
kuig rhjJ. ulhtJ . Mya tghL kuig rhjJ.
j uL kufSnk jf tghL ya uL ffshf fwd.
Phd tghL ghlf vw ny tU ma brfbsyh, iwtid xU Fl cUtny
tglhk, mF F vdhjgo vFkh fyJs gubghUshf fL, mj gubghUis cUtkw
mUt iyny Jgdthf mikJsd.
j tghL ku rf fhyF K njh d fha fhyY, ugj fhyY, uhz
fhyY, d jhkhdt nghw j fhyY, mikfhyJ uhkf mof nghw Phf
yaY ng ghJfhfgL tJsJ. j kuig xona ekJ fhy thj nja f Ruka
ghuahU xUy Mk Phd ghlfis tHUwh.
j Mk tghL ya ju, kbwhU tha j ya njhu ghlfis
cslajhF. J ghlf vW eh miHw yaij nghw jikfis bfhldthf,
j ghlf njh tH tJsd.
rf fhyF K jifa ghlf Phfsh awgLsd. fhyY it aw
bgWsd. D TJ nehFnthkhdh, Mthf yafY, ehakhf yafY
Mk tghL ghlf fhz bgWtnjhL, jf as njhu kuigbahoa ghlfS W
fz tH tUtij fhnwh.
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Lj vW miHfbgw bgahthU, tthaUila ghny gy ghlf aa Ukif
MthU MlhS ntWy MthfS jifa ghlf ashf.
Mthfis nghynt irt UKiwfY Mk ghlfis eh fhgnjhL, jf kuig
xoa tghL ghlfis fhQnwh. UPhdrgj, Uehfur, Rju, khfthrf Ma
eht ghlfY, j ya j uL fis nrj gy ghlf csd.
Uthrf KGtjnf j kuigbaho vGj bgWs y ciufis eh fhQnwh.
nknehfhf ghFnghJ btW Jghlfshf njhWw gy Uthrf ghlf, j kuigbahoa
Mk cikfis czJ cbghU sFtij Rju khf nahRtu, ud rghgah nghw
bgnahf jfSila ciuf _y f thf vLJ sshf.
ehtiu ju, irt UKiw gjh UKiwaha Ukukhiy ghlf midJnk,
j uL fis rhjdthf Ugij j cyf eF m.
Uku ju, xgjh UKiwY, gndhuh UKiwY gy ju ghlf ekF
ilwd. it Kiwahf bjhFbgw flis ghny tHtUwd.
U_y, godJ mof, fhiufh mikah, Ukhif njt, nrjdh, fU j Kja
f bga Phf ghlf KiwbrabgW bjhFfshf ekF ilwd. it midJ
nrjnj j yakhF.
j U tifahd j ya ghlfisnk, bghU bfhSnghJ brhfSF dh cs
Phd kuig kdbfhL, mt cilia eh fhzntoa mta UwJ.
u, UbgUJiw, jgu, M%, ehkhlTl nghw C bgafSFTl jf
kuigbahoa cbghU UwJ. yfzh eh ghw eyfis ga ghlfis nghW it
njhw jjhY, j ghlfSFnsna Mk Phd cbghU nt%Ugij Phf cgnjr
thyhf czJbfhlh, j ghlf jUw g KGikahf iwbtJ, iyba, mDgt
ghahfnt F vgnj cik.
Phd tghil nkbfhLs jf, rka kuigbaho, tghL ghlfis njhuKiw
V adhf vw xU nf, l fhykhf dtgL tUwJ.
mf Ukh , ehnk fl vw mitjij cyFF jj Mrfu, g#nfhj vw xU
njhu iy V a tHdh?
nfhyhtJ Vjlh vW, jl fY ngRnkh vW nff nfl ttha, "vij uhk uhk
uhk"vW uhk ehkij V jKila ny JJ ghoUwh?
t Egij MuhJ ghf ntL. mUtY Mk iyY gubghUSF mr
brYJw Phf, g iyUJ, bjhL beF kf beF ca tifny gy Jghlfis
aUwhf vgJ cik.
jF fhuz, tghL vW tUbghGJ kf rKjha vw ngUyny jfis xw
brJbfhL, rKjha Funy j Phf jifa g ghlfis ashf. jhf thw
fhyJ kf FuY, v fhy njhWw jf tnjhwf FuY, Jghlfis a,
kjf gFt iyia KndWw Kiwny, rKjha KGtij iwtid neh
MWgLJw ghlfshf, Phf ekF j ghlfis jUwhf. mtfSila cs eKila
csndhL ufk xUKiw FlJ ngh, jhkiu iyny F uL Jf xnwhL
xW iznghJ vgo mit xnu Jahf bfhwdnth, mthW, eKila t ghony
jf Phd ngjaK izJ xf bjhlLwJ. J ngg mDgtny fbga t
JizahF.
Phf g ghlfis aWtjF bdhU fhuzK UwJ; Phd g thyhf
gubghUnshL xl xU Ph cs, mUt iyUJ LtJ mj kj rilia kWgo
mJ bfhSnghJ, kjU kjuhf, kj rKjha X mfkhf, izJ fyJ j J
ghlfis njhWJs ghnf, j ghlfSF jhf mikwJ.
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Phf Jghlfis aWtjF bjhU fhuzK cL; jik tghL vw iyUJ,
xU Ph, rKjha iyF tUbghGJ, mtDila cskhdJ jid RWs kj rKjha
janjhL izJ bfhwJ. flUJ uhahf vGj nkf, L kiHahf bghJ, kWgo
flny fygJngh, Phf Mk mDgtny j uL iyfS aghf mikJsd.
flUJ Mah kiwwJ mUtiy. wF nkf kiHahf bghtJ cUtiy, jf uL
tifahd tghL ghlfS j uL iyfisna ekF vLJ fhLwd.
Mfnt, j ya Muhny, ma ghlf M vgo xU Kakhd gFnah,
mthnw Jghlf M xU Kakhd gFahF.
KjyhtJ gFia MtjF cWJizahf cs f ggythf UgJ nghynt, Jghlfis
MtjF cw Jizahf mikJs fS ggyth. mR totYs y fis, mR Vwhj
XiyRtofis eh rhWfnshL MuhtJ mtakhF. t, Mk ma T cWf
midij mls j fny, f bjhik thjd mitah bgany tH tUw
mit Fw vW Y, ehaf mftY M. j uL fny ulhtJ g
kuigbahoa j yhF. KjyhtJ , mjhtJ, mit Fw, WF W Mk ma fia
csla X xgw Phd fsakhF.
mitah Phd f :
Jtiu eh Muhj nfhghLfis, jJtfis, ufafis, br tony jf
vgo toJ jUwhf vgij eh fhzntL. j tifahd Mit f gHikahd M
fUJ bjhlFtJ bghUjkhf UF.
j fny f bjhikahdit vW kJ tzfgLw uL fny xW Fw;
kbwhW mft. j uL mitah mUa Phd ngya vW jf kJ j fis
MuhtJl fJ tUwhf. ya gs Phf jf khztfSF j uL
fUJ gy nknfh ghlfis mtnghJ brh tUwhf. j Kiwny mitah uL
fsha mftY FwS j cy f fthJ sFwd.
j uL fS mitahnu aait vW brt br TanghY, jf
ya ghif ghFnghJ, rf fhy thj mitahnu tiw aatuh, myJ fhyJ
thj bdhU yt tiw adh vw dh vGwJ.
eh Mj ms, nkfl dhnthL bdhU dh mofo vGtJ v mDgtkhf UwJ.
mft, Fw Ma j uL fSnk uL btntW ytfsh awbgwdnth vw IaK
vdF vGtJ cL.
j Iaf xUw Uf, rf fhyJ mitah ntW, j fis aa mitah ntW
vw xU TW, j cyYnk tH tUwJ.
brt br mftiy Fwis vGa yt mitahnu vw T khw iy. jF
Ka fhuz j uL fSnk jf jJtfis csl fwd vgnjahF.
mftY FwY fhzgLw ngUikf vyh, jf jJtfshfnt Ugjh, j
uL fis aat xU ytnu vw br, bef cL fhyij btw mitah
Phd gny njJ sa X j Phd bgk Mth vw br xUizj fhuzjh,
j uL fSF Ma mitahnu vW j cy y bgnahf fUJwhf.
vwhY tuyhW fbfhL ghFnghJ eil mik, fUJfis ifahLs M
Kiw, kW gy mfrhWfS, j fis aa mitah ntW xUtuhf UfTL vw Iaij
tWJwd. vdnt, j yt fhyij tiuaiw brtjF ekJ Cffns mogilahf mika
ntoa iy csJ. wrhWf ngha ms iy!
fhyJ yt brj vW ya fbfhL kL Kofol Koahjgo, j fYs
ngUikf midJ gy whLfSF Kgl Phf kuig, clDiw cwnthL tHFtjh,
fhyij mW brt nkY f VgLwJ.
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U_yUila fhyij mWL TWt vgo gy ffis eh rnwhnkh, mthnw j
uL f fhyij mWLtY gy ff vGwd. vdnt, t fhyij cWnahL
M Kiw mW fhz Koaiy vgnj btgilahd cikahF.
jifa gy fhuzfsh mitah mft njha fhyij, mitah Fw njha
fhyij Mw Ka, bghGJ ekF ilJs rhWf mtsthf Jiz aiy.
tUfhy ngha gy wrhWf fLofgLkhdh, j f fhy ga M, cWnahL
Ko braToa Kiw mik vW fUJnw. iyny fhy Muhfis Xus jitJ
L, j f cilia fhgJ gaDs KaahF.
j f TWw fUJf vbghGJ njhad vwh, mit rf fhyF KUnj
Wtiu ilpo tHtUw jf Phd kuny njh tsjitah. vdnt, mdh fhykhf
eKila j bkhny tHtUw jf Phd brtF, W ekF ilJs
bjhikahd fsafny f Ka thJ sFw fns, mitah mftY FwS
M.
j uL fny jjt Muh fbfhL ghFbghGJ, mitah mft Jghl
nghny awgoUgjh, ufafis Muhw gny, mj YF Kghf eh vLJ
bfhsntoa KjyhtJ , mitah Fwshfnt UwJ. Jnt Phd ufafis,
gKiw Egfis, jJt iynghw bkh ku Kiwny vLJ atjhf sFwJ.
jF K eh ghj gy jiyfYs j ya ufaf midij, xWuo
tifgL, j yaYs jJt brit RUd bkhny, MHkhd vzfny bjhFJ
TWwJ mitah Fw.
j ya mfy s MHf, Phd braf, nahf rhjid ufaf, j
clFns bjh brw ggy iyf, j iyf Mf klyf, j klyfny
FJ brY tf, j clig nahf Kiwny aFw beKiwf, jHfJ jf fL
oJs ma ufaf, Kja gntW Phd brtfS, xU bga ijayhf ekF ilgJ
mitah Fwny vW brhdh mJ rhy bghUJ.
j njha fhyY, j fhyJF K vGjdthf tHtUw ntW y f
ekF bghGJ iljnghY, vyh fYs nahf ufaf midJ xUnru ekF ilfToa
xgw mitah FwnsahF.
Mifah, Jtiu Muhj gy Egfis mDgt rhWfnshL fhgjF, ekF ma bga
ya fUahf sFwJ. j khbgU . sY ahgikY J Fwns vD, j jJt
nehF thd mshajhF. thd msjJ midJ msL X ma j yakhf j
sFtjh, M Kiwny j TwgLs brfis Kjf eh MJbrW fhzntoaJ
mtakhwJ.
gy jiyfny, j Mny, j yaij g eh fl cikf midF, jf
rhWf mit Fw ny ijL lwd. ijL vW brhdj fhuz, j iy
kw ya fis gow Kiwny gogjF iy. thbkhahf tHtUw ufafis,
ntW gy j yaf fhzgLw ufafis, ciueilY br eilY gntW j
fny eh fhw jJtfis, midij Jizahf bfhL j Fwghfis
gojhjh, t bghU sFtnjhL, j ghlfny TwgLs MHkhd fUJfS ekF
ydhF.
thW ghFnghJ, j Fw yhdJ btW br kLkyhk, gyW gff
ciueilny L bryToa sffSF l jUw Phdyhf fwJ. ria, ia, nahf,
Phd Ma ehF JiwfY cs jf beKiwf midij, j Fwghfny
bghJKiwny brhYtnjhL jf Phd khfF brikahd xU ghl yhfnt J mikUwJ
vdyh.
j Fwghfny tUw brhf vadnt, ahgik brnghF vadnt. fhy
bjGjghfnsh vW Mthsf vzntoa msF vadnt. vwhY fTl fw
153
xU ghl iynghy, xbthU gh gjiu, bghiu, fUJiu, cilsf, bghJsf vW
til Toa fUit jD ml bfhLsJ.
ija vw brhYFa mjid bghUS jF bghUJtjhf j sFwJ vW xnu
tha Tlyh.
Ma khztDF ff ntoa ghlfis jD ml bfhoUgjh, j jeil
mfnf y lf f va tHF brhfis ifahoUgij fhQnwh. tlbkh brhfS
fynj tUwd. j cKiwfis j Ma ifahoUgjF fhuz, ghl brhtjF
vW Kiwny j mikantL vW vajhfnt Ufyh.
Fw vw ahig j YF njbjLJs nehfK, kdghl brtjF Vwjhd a tony
ghlf mikantL vgjhF. W jf gny <LgLs gy j Fwghfis kdghl
brJsj fhuz, j ghlf viknaahF. fbga cikfis tFJ bjhFJ tiuaiw
brJ, Ma khztDF tHFtny a a ghlf, f cjahf Uwd myth!
j fhuzf ju mikKiw, nahf mogilahd cl mik sfUJ
xbthU goahf Mk maiy tu brtjh, jf Phdgia fw xU khztDF
ghl ghlkhf ufafis brhtjF, j mUbgU Mrhdhf ifbfhLJ cjwJ. vdnt, j
ma Fw Phd Egfis, xbthwhf MuhtJ, jf Phd fsaijna xbthwhf
fhgjF xghF.
yfz Nufis nghW Mk cikfisbayh FWf jJ vLJ brhYtnj j
Fwghf jikahf mikUf fhnwh. fhuzdh urhDgt myJ Rit Ef vw
ya mDgt j gh khWgLwJ. m it MHij bfhL MuhJ bghU fL,
ffntoa xU mit Fw vgij, btW ya gij vghgjiy
vgij eh kwJlTlhJ.
gyW MLfshf jf Phdtny gW njJs bgnahf mthW gy Uw
khztfSfhf ghJfhJtj j , j yaYs Lfis wgjFa wnfhyhF.
Ys cikfis eh Muhjhy, kw Phf yaYs Lfis wJ cns bry
ayhJ. Mifdhnyjh j ya MuhF mogilahd bjhlf , vW, mit Fw
fUjbgWwJ.
vthW UtSt UFwshdJ beny vyh bghUis jgh mlbfhL, mjgh
yhj vbghUS iy vW brhYw Kiw mikUwnjh mthnw, jf Phd cyYs
vyh bghUis jD ml bfhL gJ mit Fw. j cznthL mit Fw
YFns brYnwh.
1. L begh
j cyf clhtjF K x UjJ. mj xUJ j mlfbsyh gilfgld
vW, a ntjY kw vyh rka kiwfY TwgLsJ.
"X" vw ehjUJ j ugr njhaJ vgjhf ekJ ehL Phf fL
brhUwhf. Xir xbayh Mdh na vW iwtid ghLw Phf, Xir x j
cyif njhWjnjhL myhk, j cyf afij elJwd vW fLoJshf.
xUJ clha cyf, xdh ghJfhfgL, wF xnyna xLLwJ vgJ jf
ngUikahF.
j Phd cyf ed Muhf midJ Xiria xia g gy bfhiffis
ehS ekF J jhf fLoJ jUwd. Phf fL brha x totkhd gubghUis eh
fhQbghGJ, j ed Phd cikfisbayh ja iy W bfhLjh, jf
yafis eh ghf ntL. mgo ghFbghGJ uzt vW brhygLw X vw ehj
MH ekF eF ydhF.
X vw xny c vGjha X guJ wJ. j X vw x X vw xny izJ
aF bghGJ, mj x totny cyf gil njhw tot mgona JyFtij fhzyh.
154
j x njhwij nkY MuhJ ghjh, Xfhu vGJFns _W vGJf xUgij
eh cznth. mit m, c, , vw _W xfsh.
vGJf njhwkha vGia MuhJ Ts yfz Maf midtU,
vGbjhahdJ eKila cl vj vj iyfUJ ikabfhL vGwJ vgij mWL
brhUwhf.
m vw vGJ, mfhj vw Kadh wgjhF. th xia mfhJ xnjhkhdh, m
vw x wwJ. vdnt mfu njhw mfhj vW brayhF.
c vw vGJ cjLfis FJ xgjdh wwJ. J F vw braUJ ww
xahF.
vw vGJ cjLfis _o, mj _oa iynyna xia vGnghJ wgjhF. vdntjh
vw vGJF jf "Cik vGJ"vW bga NoUwhf.
Mfnt, m, c, vw _W xfS, _W btntW gl brafdh njhWtd vgij
fhQnwh. mfhj, Fj _Lj Ma _W brafS j _W xfny fwd.
thbfhL eh brw brafbyyh mogilahdit j _Wnk M. mjhtJ mfhj,
Fj, _Lj Ma _Wnk! vdnt ij uzt x vwhf jf. j uzt xna
gilfSbfyh Mjhukhf cs x vW brht jid MHkhd bghU UwJ vgij
bghGJ eh JbfhSnwh myth?
m, c, vw _W nrj X vw uzt xia y uzt vW, NFk uzt
vW ulhf J brhUwhf. y uzt vgJ, X vw vGJ tot. NFk uzt
vgJ, mj x <j vw thdklyfny vGw tot. ijjh NFk uzt vW
jf miHwhf. Mfnt xfSbfyh Mjhukhf mikjJ, gil njhwF _ykhf
sFtJkha j uzt, c xaha m vgnj Kj vGJ vd miHfbgWwJ.
cy vyh gFfY kjf jfSila dr mYtfis brtjF, xUtnuhL, xUt
fUJfis gkh bfhtjF, bkhiana rhjdkhf bfhL thwhf. j bkhf njrnjhW
ghi ntW vw trdF zf ggythf sFtij fhQnwh. Mdh xU bga mogilahd
cik vdbtwh, vyh bkhfSFnk m vw xna Kj vGjhf mikUwJ.
a bkhfny mfu KjbyGjhf mikUgJ nghynt, rnw khWgl x j Kj vGJ
kw bkhfny mikUgij ghnwh. m vgj xU a khWjnyhL Toa xna A vgJ
ALPHA vgJ, kw bkhf Kj vGJfS M. ijbayh kd bfhLjh UtSt
jkJ kiwny,
mfu Kjy vGbjyh
vW ghLwh. vyh vGJfSnk mfuij Kjyhf bfhlit vW. my cyf mogilny
W ngRwh tSt. vyh PhfS ijnajh brhYwhf.
mit FwS j cikia brhna iy bjhlFwJ.
vw vGij crFbghGJ cjLf _Lwd vw fhuzjh, X vw uzt Ko
Mf mikUwJ. mfhj vw Ka isthf wF m vw x, Kj xahf
mikUwJ. j uLF eLiyYs c cjLf, _obfhshk Fj iynyna wwJ.
j cikia kdbfhL gilig, Kjiy vW, eLiy vW, Koiy vW
_whf tFjhf jf. Jfhuzkhf mfuij uk vd, cfuij Ukh vd, kfukha
Koit cUu vd j ya ngRwJ.
cl clhtjF Ks xUiy J ehjiy vW jfsh miHfgLwJ. J vwh
x vW bghU. ehj vwh xahF. it kj clig NJbfhL xU bjhigTL nghW gU
clYF xU KG j, cl KGtij NJbfhL, Mfha Twhd Etot sFtij
Phf flhf.
155
Mfha mQf vbghGJ G nkY mirJ bfhnl Ugd. gyf tahf tUw
NaDila f-mQf, thW MobfhoUgij eh ghnwh myth? mthWjh j mQf
aFwd. vdntjh vGJ xdhyhd uztij y uzt vW, mj git NFk
uzt vW Phf miHjhf.
ehj J vW miHfgLw j y NFk x totfns, gilF Mjhukhf
Mugkhf sFtjh, X vw uztjh cg _y vW, j ya ngRwJ. U_y
jkJ Ukuny j khbgU uzt cikia f mHfhf ghosh :
XvD Xfhu
Jns xUbkh
XvD Xfhu
Jns xUmU
XvD Xfhu
Jns gyngj
XvD Xfhu
XK na.
vgJ U_yUila Uku.
uzt Kaij, mj afij thW monfhoL vyh jfs ghoshf.
ijna jh mit jKila Fw Mugny mGjUjkhf vLJ brhwh.
mit Fw _W gFfshf mikJsjhny KjyhtJ gF L begh vW bga bgWwJ.
kf jfSila clig bfhL LngW milaToa brikahd tia czJtnj, j
mfhu nehfkhF. j nehfnjhL bjhlFw mit Fw, jdJ KjyhtJ ghny,
uzt Kaij Mjukhf czJwJ.
Mah w
m KjbyGJ
Xa
ga (1)
kjf fWs Phd fny nehfK gaD vd vgij j Fw kj rKjhaF
czJwJ. Kjikahf w mkakhd uztnk, Phdf nehfK gaDkhf mikJsJ
vgij mit tWJwh.
Xa ga vW mitah brhYtij jh Xa Fw ga vW mitah bfhtjhf
vLJ bfhlh, j Fw iy mt vGaj nehf kf r_fF LngW fhQ iyia
czJtnj vW bghU bfhsyh. mth cyfny Xjgl f mid gaD Jnt
vW bfhStjF lUwJ. mgo bfhnlhkhdh j yaf midF nehf,
kjf cl vLjj Egij ewhf fW njw fna mtfSF LngW eF vgnj. thW
uL Kiw vgo bghU bfhlhY, nehfK gaD xnw.
Kj vGJ vW mit TWtj Eg fghyJ. ehj totha uztnk KjbyGJ
vgnjhLTl, KjbyG KjbyGjha m vw mfhj xna, cyf bkhf midF Kj
vGjhf mikwJ. mj Kj vGnj gilgha MfF, iyngW vw fhjYF, Ko vw
m bjhYF Kjyhf mikwJ.
mit KjyhtJ Fwny brhybgw uztnk NFk iyUJ clghf gil
bfhSnghJ, IJ jfshf, ru, Na, fd vw _W xfshf Mkhthf tifJ
fwJ.
ij f ma X Ukuny U_y brhYwh.
ju rymd jf thd
mua ghD mUf m
156
Kua jhuif Ka Xgh
uzt khF bgUbe jhnd
nrhkNa m klyf Ijf mwK lwJ vgJ tnahah thF.
jid cilfis jh tUw mit Fw :
gukha r
grkh j
jukh njhW
w
j clgha nfhYF jklyf vgo ika bfhLsd vgij Egkhd Kiwny
jf vLJ Tsf.
yiy m kly _yhjhuY RthlhdY bghUUwJ. Na kly
kufij mehfij bghUUwJ. ru kly Ria MiPia g csJ.
nj mik NFk tot eKila clF bra w NFk njfkha E cl vthW
bjh wJ vgij j ya TWwJ. mj Eg tUkhW :
m lfiz, Na tyJfiz, ru lJ fiz bghU csd.
ynjfij clha r jJtnk vyh czfSF EffS fhuzkhd E mthf
mikUwJ. j ma ufaij jknf ca fiybatnyhL U_y ghLwh.
tU Fwghf vyh, j Kj uL ghfny Twbgw mogilahd Phdbe
ngUikfis, xbthU goahf vLJ sf Kidwd. vdnt, tU, ghfSF mt
bkhiuia WW sffis Muhjhny jf Phd tghL Kiw Egfis
czJbfhs aY.
Rju khfnahRtu, tnah udrghgah Kja FUkhfS fzg Rthf nghw
jfS, vG vGJJ khztfSF fj sffis Kjikahf bfhL, mt
Jizah tU L be gh F FJ ghfyh.
Xir gr KUt Ritehw
khir gLJ ksW (3)
rjK (nfl cz), grK (bjhLj cz), totK (ghit cz), Rit (ehFz),
thrid (_Fz) Mir rgjglh nrwhF.
Xir, gr, cUt, Rit, ehw Ma NFk jf jkhiu vw bgauh miHfgL. t
kd mtWl fyJ Phndafsha bk, th, f, _F, br, fnkafsha thF, gh,
ghj Mrdth, ghU, F, cgj itfSl bghU, Mirah lgL cyfkhd kha nr
MJ jjwJ.
kd Mir tagL afSl bghUJnghJ cyfgj mikwJ. kd uzt gW
bfhlh uhir mikabgW, cyf thrid LgL vgJ fUJ.
jUkkh bghUfhk blD ehF
cUtjh yha ga (4)
Mkhit m jUkK, njf fQs kfjhd tbrtkha uztK, tbrtij
mila Mir, Mkh iyahd nkhrK vW brhygl ehF tifahd cw bghUS j
njfdhnyna clha gadh.
jUk vw brhYF a vW bghU. uzt a ykh NFkkh csJ. NFk
ykh, yij fljjh csJ. kj cliyna jh vW vbfhoUJ, thJ
kuzij milwh. wj wF NFk uzt J ehjkhf yfhy jUJ, L
157
wwh. jdJ _ykhtJ KjyhtJ uztkha jikna vgij mJ bfhsnt jUkkhW,
mJnt kj khWtjw a iyahF. cl vgJ khWjnyhL Toa iyahF. wJngh mil
NFk J ehjfis njf csnghnj njlntL. Jnt cl ga; Jnt njlntoa brt.
Mirna fo m cyfij gbfhL wF fhuzkhW. Mirna mfl uzt
gW bfhlh, wJ mila ntoa oid clYl miltnjhL, L wthik bghUJ.
clYl Toat Rfkhf thr bra xU il fo bfhwh. wJnghdwF jh Uf ntoa
il v, cl thGnghnj mjfhd befis filobjhGFjny L beahW.
yikjJ fhF l _nw
cyit ublhW (5)
k IJ fshf, d ehF fshf, l mahdJ _W fshf, ththdJ
uL fshf, MfhakhdJ xwhf njf mikf bgUwd.
Mfha Vida ehF miufh Twhf UD, mit jkhyhk xnth Mfha
mQY fynj mNFkkh csd. kiwa jkhWsd.
kha ukD Uu knfhrndh
lh t_ iaJ
UkhY ukD cUuD knfRtuD Phd fkhdh Muhw _fuKila tDkha
gr_fsht.
khya d u kiknah
nlY fr ah (7)
Ukh raha yF, ukh raha ruRt, m, NaD, ght Ma
tf njf bghU ufhw MW rfshf Uwhf.
Phd rhjidF yaF yF mF ruRt, mPhd Uis mfw
uhzDF tik bra m, ukij fhl NaD, njfij ghf ruD, Phdij
milgjF ght cbshnahL clD iyJshf.
bjhF unjh^ _is zbk
Ry jhJf nsG
njhyh nghjbgw clyhdJ, ujK CD _is bfhG vY RyK Ma MW,
njhYl nrJ VGtif jhJfshyhdJ.
jhJ vgjF rhz, vU vw bghUf csd. rhz, vU iyfis Rbljh, mit rhg
MF. rhg Kj iy rhzkhf vUthf csJ. rhg bghoaha jhJnt (frnk) VG jhJfY
fuJiwjJ. mJnghy njf X xUJbfhnl, njfij a bfhLs Mk xna
bkahd bghUshF. mij jhs njhyha cl bghahdJ vgij ma.
nj brtkhd xna njf brtkhd jhJfshf isJsJ vgJ fUJ.
knzhL u kbahL fhu
bzr _nah blL (9)
yJl U beU ruD fhW NaD MfhaK cl mwij aFF jiytD
Mf vL f.
grjfSl Na ru xfis T, akhddh uhzid vr_ vwh khfthrf.
btah jah akhddh kyh
vW tuhz TwgLsJ.
cl brw nt c tothUF jiyt MkhntahF.
158
itbayh To lgha bth
ditbayh khdJ J. (10)
nkny brhd brtf vyh nrj bghUajh cl VglJ. mj brtf vyhtiw
clhaJ xnaahF.
uzt cs xna njfkhf, njf mthf njf af rahf csJ.
J vw brh , tl jhJ vw bghUis czJ. xU ika W gy tlf
njhWwd. gy tlfshf mikD ika xwhfnt csJ. J NFkkhd MkhUJ
njf njhW vw bghUis jU. mjifa NFk Mkh lbgw xU W _yjhJ
mtakhwJ. jkhf uL xWglhlh njfiy vgij ma ntL.
2. cl ga
clid bgw gadt bjyh
cl cjkid fh (11)
clig miljjdhYlhF ga, njf iwtid fhgnj MF.
cztht btyh _l gand
zf zil ah
cldhnygl gabdyh mit cLgQtjnf MF. ij mstf
mJbfhthfshf.
cz, m, bj, y, Mkh, Phd vW gy bghUf csd. j njf gyjkhd
czfis bgW kwJ. itf vJ m cz, vJ mah cz vgij jkJ
gFjdh MuhJ, mah czit mtnj milnah bra ntoa flikahF.
xUga dhtJ cl gand
jUgadh rfuid rh
clDila gadhtJ fguij bfhLw rj _ykha tij rhtnj, mJnt xgw
gadhF.
rfu - t; mjhtJ cfSF eyfis brgt vW bghU.
vF gu F iwtid vF gu F Mfhajhny mantL. mJnt xgw beahF.
g, Jg Kjaitfis j cldh mJbfhs KowJ. vFkh cs iwikia
maToa MfhaTW u bghU mik. mjifa E rjij milJ rhjd brtnj, liy
bfhL milnah bra ntoa xgw gajU beahF.
ehj Kony eyh UgJ
ehj Kony enahf UgJ
ehj Kony ehl UgJ
ehj Kony eRl flnd
vW U_y ghoUgJ,
rj Dns rjht fho
vD ehaf mftY xneh jFatd.
wdh bgw gadhtJ vyh
Jwgjh bef brW
wdh clhF ga, a t brW, izfis isF clgwfW
FtnjahF.
Jw vgjF thit xJoUgnj vW jtwhf bghU bfhwhf. j xnu
fhuzdh jh, ukij nahfij, Phdij Mad cy mU nghd.
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tl, mfa, m, fhg Kjnah kidanuhL To thjtfnsaht. muahnuhL Uj
rdf bga uh#. ahPta U kidfnshL thUjh. UtSt thRl thjh.
tfbsyh ukij mahjtfsh? iy. ehF Mukf vj x UJ bfhL ukij
mayh.
ukrh vgt, ukij mJ mjF ca brafis brJ bfhoUgt.
thth vgt, gnahL To nahf _ykhf, FLg th _ykhf flis
mgt.
thduj vgt, gnahL To nahf, nghf tWl gafUjh braiy brJ
Phdijailgt.
rah vgt vyh nriffis ltdhifah kdij trbrJ Ja Jahj gjfis
milwh.
cz u gJ mny iUjny a beahF. m iybgW, iyaw cyif kwgnj
nkyhd tijail beahF. jidna U_yU,
Cg w czW ku
jhg gw jiygL jhnd
vW ghosh.
cldh y zjh iy
ldh Yanj ah
mthdJ cl clhtiy. Mifah mJ, cl cWfsh cgahtnj MF.
u cs uzt rna njfkh, mfah, nrhkNauh uhzdhf csJ. u uzt r
cf, njfYs rf iykhw milantL. mj khuir miljh, m kly,
Na kly, nrhk kly Mait xW nrJ xnu totkhF. mjdh cliybfhL mjnfw
rhjd bra ntoaJ mtakhwJ.
khrw bfhif kd tiljf
<rid fhL Kl (16)
Fwkw, mGF a yakhdJ kdl bghUlh, njfkhdJ flis
njhWF.
m gyjkhf J lwJ. mJ, cyfkakhf, gy fis czJ cUt _fshf,
mfl ukij czJ fshf J csJ. mtut kd kly (cs) UJ, m
rhjfid obfhLsJ.
ghr vj g bfhwJ. ij mfW tif vd? ghr gwhj iy vd? mJ vj
UJbfhL ghrij flJsJ? vW tif Phd Muh brgtUF Mkh, ghrfisL,
iwtDl bghU mfl iybgwyh vgnj, kj mantoa khrw EfahF.
jf yaF njhwK ghJfh gkhf sFtJ j nguit tsgjFa bena
ahF.
XirQ bsyh jUF
nerjh yha cl (17)
Iy EfF ca bghUfisbayh Xir tony Wj Toa tyikia, nerjhyha
cl bgWLwJ.
y cl UJbfhL NFkkhd njfij mtijna "nerjhyha cl" vW j Fw
FLwJ.
160
cFW bayh cl gand
m Mia ehL
tDF vyh cWfis jUtJ, njfUJ clhF fiyTlf gandahifah,
rnjfyhk Kjikahd flis gh.
uzt fiy fis fhgj Egij mtaij Fw czJwJ.
cldh bgw gadht vyh
lgl <rid njL (19)
cldh clha gaid milj vyhtifahd njf rfS, cWahf flis njo
fLogjfhfnt mikJsd.
uztUnj clF gntW rf iljd. Mifah mrfis mj utz
gh brYj ntL.
mdjh yha cl gabdyh
Kndhid fho L (20)
cz cgjdh clha cl gaf vyh To Kjtdha yij fLbfhs br.
cl njhwF fhuz ehj Jf. cl M mit lfiy fiyahf
bjhgL bfhLsd. bgQl bghU br nghfij bfhnlh, bgQl TlhJ br
Jfiyia F ijdhnyh, Ry ghJfhfgo, u nk uzt njf cF. mjdh
uzt cf mdka njf mtakhwJ.
clgh m cuh mt
lgl bkPhd nru khlh
clig tsF cgha mnj
clig tsnj cts njnd
vw Uku cil JntahF.
3. NFk rukha cSl iyik
ffyh nffyh fzhu fhzyh
KWlgh yha cz (21)
C ghgjdh njhWw cSl clha mit bfhL, ahtiw
czJbfhsyh. u cs ngir nffyh ; fzh (kdfzh) ghfyh.
kj cl m jiknfg btntW nfhrfsh xwhf bfhL csJ.
f jojJ mdka nfhr vw y clghF. uhz r cS wKkhf UJbfhL y
clig aFtjh uhzka nfhr ulhtJ clghW. kj Hhd vzf Hhd
vzf Lj FzfRf vw fhk cliy (Astral body) rhjsd. nkyhd vzf
fhkkwjh fhk cl csd. Raey gww vzf Kf K xia clhL. mnf
fhQ x NFkkhf csJ. ij m wbgwnghJ NFk cyf bjhl mik. m fhQ
fhfS nfF xfS wfzhY my; wfhjhYky vgjid ma. NFkkhd mjfuz
mth czu bgWtdthF.
btbgh nka bjhF isil
Sl dha bth (22)
r vD vz, ngR ngR, br bra Ma fhuzdh NFk rudh clha
xahdJ. btwij bghwij bgw y cl nghW sF.
mdh wwtfl bghw x, eFzdh wgiljtfl btw x
wJ sF.
161
brW LtJ jU KSl
vW bflhj J
Ea cSlghdJ fUa lfSF brW, mlf cs elfis fL, L
y cll bghU J bfhoUF. gogl j NFk cSlghdJ vj fhyY
mahkUF.
kjf rfy, usahft, Phdfy vW _tifgLt. cl mit koY bgwt rfyuht.
c thG nghJ njtfis v thJ, cl wF miy bgWgt usahft Mt. tf
cl m wF mfl Phd bgwtuhwd. cl csnghnj, njfij njia mJ,
NFk njfij trgL, m KGidl bragL Mw iftubgW, njfijL thG
tyikilat Phdfy Mwd.
tUga DL kJldh F
bkhUgaid fhL Kl (24)
cSlghdJ ntoa gaid milJ ktnjhL, RlnuhL Toa uztij iyJ
Fgoahd xikaw gaid btgLJ.
eh vgJ ehF, Rl, brh vw bghUfisilaJ.
_yhjhu beU jikl Toa _yfdny,njfij NH cs NFk njfij gilwJ.
nj NFk njfUJ cSl gaid, a cl gaid milJ kwJ.
NFk cl m J ehjkakhf csJ. J uzt brh%g iyahF. uztij ma
NFk njfnk ntL. mj tsF fhuz y njf csJ. mP uztij ma y
cliy gagLJwd. mPuyhjh NFk cl gaid mahJ, y clnyna kbtJwd.
Xfhuij mJ rhjd brjt uhgf mw jhfa mahj gij bgWt.
my wig afWF khjh
bjhiy l bjhl (25)
Muhdh clha Jgij bfhLJ bfhoUF cl NFk clghdJ, JgnjhL
Toa wig xJL.
eid id KL jU
bridF jh Kl (26)
y cl aij ghyij mileJ J bfhoUF. NFk clghdJ
PhdfkF ijahf F.
cs th tsbth gJnkiH
fsl gh L.
y cl rgjgL bragL xgJ Jtuhf NFk ru rgjgl nghJ, w bra
mw, kiwJ w clghf khL.
ff uL, fhJf uL; _F Jthuf uL, th xW; Mrd th xW; F xW.
it xgJ Jthuf MF.
xgJ th xUk ujh
Iy fjit ailgJ fho
vgJ ehafuft.
bghbfyh ghrdkh sj nfhjh
bkFsh kha l (28)
nkY nkY bjhlJ tUw njfF MjhukhUw mj y clF bkahd gFahf,
NFk clghdJ xgw Kjyhf csJ.
162
j njf iyahd gF bk vw NFk njfkhF. mJ xkakhdJ. bgh vwJ Ukakhd
y cliy.
cl gadhnyna clha uhzthdh M Ko VgoUwJ.
NFk njf vnghJ mirJbfhLsJ. mjdh njf uhzaf eilbgW
bfhLsJ. NFk njf y njfW jl, NFk mirdh bjhgL uhzaf
njf WnghL.
xgJ thrY bkhf tiljfh
mg byhwh ku (30)
xgJ JthufS xUf _lglh, IgJ csJ. mj Vfhrunk njf gy mru rfshf,
Mjhu gJkfshf csJ. iyfis xWgLo uzt btgLt t btgLL.
4. eho jhuiz
vGg uhu eho atW
KGgJ eho Kj (31)
njff vGguhu ehof Uwd. mj ehofS KGikahd gJ ehof Uwd.
mitfns njf mirF fhuzkhF.
gJ ehofshdtd : m, mil, il, fhjh, FU, r, Uit, RKid, fiy, Ul.
eubgD eho itD bfyh
KubgW ehobah WL (32)
ehofSF eubgW brhybgW ehofSbfyh gy bghUa jughdJ xW UwJ.
c Kjyh WKo nkyh
gJ F gJ (33)
ehjhdij Kjikahf bfhL, ctiu ehF Hhf nkyhf bghU, ml
cWahf (nk Fw brhd xUeho) wJ.
j xgw ehona Fl vw Xfhu ehoahF.
c N clnd uhzid
bjG tk udh
K Kfo W mghdid
bjGg tdt dhnk
vW mUsh U_y.
fhbyhL if dLl jhkiu
nghY eho EiHJ (34)
fhfnshL iffY eLghfY gffY Xfhu ehoahdJ jhkiu jhs nghW c
EiHUwJ.
t xaQfshyhaJ, mbth njf KGtJ gusJ. jhkiu nghw x dyh
njahdJ njfij bragL bfhL, mj gaid JJ bfhL csJ.
Mj wf nghyt ehof
ngJ jhguj thW (35)
Na jDila ffis gutJ nghy mj Xfhu ehof, fiyia btgLa gu F.
163
bkbayh kh eungh blYirJ
bghiy eho z (36)
Xfhu eho gughdJ cl KGtJkh, kw ehofnshL vYfis nrJ gjhF. Mifah
bghiy.
Xfhu clY, mij NH csJ. m Iaiy. J jf fl ngUikahF.
c Kjyh nahfhu JbghUsh
wJ eho iy (37)
Fl eho iyahdJ uzt ufakh, eh fkyij Kjikahf bfhL
iyUwJ.
ehof qLngh f eyRljh
L jUkh iuJ
Xfhu ehofSl brW uztF EiHa, eikaha x clhF. mj xahdJ ntfkh
Lngwha Kia jU.
Xfhuij tothf bfhl EQl ghit kdK gwh, mj gna LngW
mF.
eho tHf kJ brjl
blh fhg j
uzt eho g Kiwfis bjJ, beU, XL, L iybgw xahwiy Jgnj
mthF.
mjl Fk ehof nlhW
brjl F t (40)
czJ, ghit kdK xL Uw mj Phfl uzt midJ isfY
tkhdJ mkUF.
Xfhu to, t iyahd clghf, clig flJ gu wJ.
5. th jhuiz
_y nwh KoU ehfh
fhbt gulh fh (41)
fhwhdJ th cFl cJ, Fl cny ulhf J, ehF FfY gu,
Phd bgUbt brYnghJ guL fiyfshf btgL F.
_y vgJ vJ vgij Kj mJbfhs ntL. mJ mkakhd uztnkahF. J uY
uir NH csJ. mj bra njfkhf csJ. uzt eho vgJ x totha l fiy ehofis,
uhz mghd thfis aFwJ. leho lJ bgUuUJ, fiy eho tyJfh bgUuY
cFJ _yhjhu Rthlhd itf xU dyh, j xU dyh, fl tna
xU dyh, ff tna brw uir milJ ehF irfY guwJ.
uhz mghd vw thf bjhfSF G mj nkY Kiwahf bragLwd. eho
xkakhdJ. thfhwhf UJ bfhL njfij bragLJwJ. uhz af Kf
bfhlnghJ, mghdid o, fhkh fhafSF Jiz wJ. uhz nk Kfbfhl nghJ
Gs iyf khwkilwd. mnghJ mJ nrhkkly wghf sFwJ. t iy m
kly wghf csJ. go UFnghJ nrhk kly wWtiy. mjdh, vj xU mghd
(iu Kfkhf cilat) fhk ththf csnjh mJnt, nkKfbfhL uirailJ, iyia
bgW, ehF FfY guwJ. mnghJ unk cs guL ufil xbgWwJ.
164
il fiyf nurf kh
mil kuzh uU (42)
lfiyY fiyY btL juij l fiyfdh khkh brjh, rhjfl
gut mUshdJ tJ nrU.
lfiyf vgd, lJ gfY tyJ gfY cs ru Na vw U Utofis
FF. Utof vgJ xbghUa ffnsahF vgJ jf Phd ufakhF.
vzh ujhL nahf UD
fzh uKid fl thiy
ceho cns xbgw neh
fzho nghy fyJ whnd
vW U_y j wig sFwh.
mFah _o Kijah nu
bghFkh uf D (43)
ufdh kiwfgoUgij, FU brhY Kiwgo wJ fyf itjh, uf brnghJ
fiyf bgh vGJ tU.
ij rK Kiu, nah Kiu vW gythwhf TWt.
uL fhJ JthufY filu Jia brU, W ufis nkhu ufis
vKiw kh U UtofY gjh, eLu RLuf bghUJ l xnjhW, bth
csnghJ thaek vw grhfuij brJ gH, y eh uf rhjdna x njhL.
J jf nahf gf gytW xwhF.
vz lgh nu
xyik bgw Jz (44)
fzfw jlit cl f bghU, cliy mgjh csij btgLgo brjh clFns
iyJ f Toa uzt bkz btahF.
kfh tbayh khw th
ns gh (45)
cRthr Rthrkyhj kfh tahf ehrkhw uhz mghdDF fhuzkhd lfiy
fiyfis KY, Kf KnjhW uzt fkyDns EiHJ L.
c vgj cfUJ _R rhjdky vgjhF. kfh njhW ghtJ uzt
fiyfshF. mj nghfhJ jLjh x cl mik.
nu gJnghy J
jhufKid ehfJnt ah (46)
Na rufis fyf itF braiyngh ig milgo ufij brJ , uzt c
juhfngh rk bgW F.
uf vwh igilaJ, ig miljhjh uzt nk neh mir.
Fgf Dns Fjuid jhndh
Wngh F bjhlJ
uzt MfhaDns Fgf vD judh tij FJ rhuf nk Kfij
ghghndahdh, lehof, fiy ehof ghitnahL bjhlJ, ahid Jifia dJngh
iyJ F.
nurf uf Fgf kh
wuhRngh F jiy (48)
165
nurf, uf, Fgfkha j Kiw lfiy, fiyfis khkh brtjh, uzt cahdJ
Jyh nfhiy nghy WL.
th tHf kJ brjl
th bgUfK lh (49)
l fiy ehof braYnfg, uhz mghdff khwkilw cikia mJ, uzt
lfiy xWgLtjh uhz mghdaf bghU, uzt rhJ wh, Mis ofyh.
nghw th bghU tbkhF
jhw th mlF (50)
Kf cyw mghd thit, Kf bryhk jLJ nkKf bfhL nkbrW cy
uhz thit nrjh tJF xghF.
6. m jhuiz
mj y aHnghy jhndh
gj wgWf yh (51)
_yfdiy nkbyGgo brJ, fliunghy (beU xngh) rhjf gh, iwig jUw
ghrij mWJlyh.
_yhjhu kjl ghgh vw m csJ. ghgh, wl beU
kiwJsJngh csJ. mJnt mu bfhL filaglnghJ btgLwJ. fho _f xWl
xW cuhtjh fhL gu fhilna mJLwJ. ij frictional energy vW TWt. fhkh
fhkij idjnghJ clh fhkij ehLwJ. mJ Gs mahf csJ. Phdjh
jikzjnghJ uzt xahw Kf K brbthahf sF. mbrbth nkYs
klyfis sFtJl wF fhuzkhd Uis kh ghr mWwJ.
cS w bkhUf bfhGC
fs kykWf yh (52)
njfDS njf btY xnu fhy uhzDF gyij bfhLF mRl CWkh,
tridila Mzt, fk, khiaaha kyfis xfyh.
Tjuh lif csJ v mRl, mj sf, ru fiy mRl uir
fljnghJ, njfF fhuzkhd khia U mfgLwJ vgjhF, bfhG vgj Eg Jnt.
v fHnghy Sw neh
f fdYUt kh (53)
x bfhoUF Utofis nghy, cns kdK ghit bghUj ghjh, fa wkhd
UL beU totkhF.
uzt xia cWneh, m kdK gbg cl cgF fhuzkhd kha U bfL.
cs jid xUf bfhG
bts jhdh iuJ (54)
uztF Fj m kakhUF ehj fiyia KGikaf bgW sdh, KfYs
J fiyadhJ ntfkhf nk Kf bghU F.
_yhjhuK RthZlhdK bragL J f mikwJ. u xfhQnghJ, _yhjhu f
nk Kfkh Ltjh J f yhJ, mj khwjh u ehj KHf clhwJ. ehj vGia
ewhf ftjh J zhfhJ. id zhFgtf ehj vGia czu KoahJ.
c Dns bahUf Rlgh
y aHYUt kh (55)
166
eho unjr KGikahf m fiyia Rgo brjh, uhfhykhdJ m ufhrkhF.
kuf vgJ c klyF bga. Unj fhk lglnghJ mghd wghf
bjhgLwJ. uzt nahf mghd t Kf bfhshJ, uhzDl bghU nkKfbfhL
xKfK njhWwJ. mj x ts bgwh uY Kf K x F.
IiaJ Ma mfJ vneh
bghiaJ nghF w (56)
murdha uztK gnra rfS nrUgo, uzt eLo mia vG ghjh
gadw Xir, CW, fh, Rit, ehw Ma IJ m fUfshd fhJ, njh, f, ehF, _F itf
IJ (rhjfDF) bt xJ L.
uzt wwnghJ wfUf bjhyWL.
IgJ bkhW kHnghy jhndhh
cg xah L (57)
IgbjhU xbaGJfsh TwgL lfis rfis mia nghy rhjf ghjh,
njtfSila xahf khW.
L Rliu Jsfhk whndh
ntL FiwKof yh (58)
Phd rhjiddh lgL _yhia mir yhk rhjf gh, F fhafis
brJ bfhsyh.
csjh m bahUf bfhG
bksjh lh iuJ (59)
kddh _yhia bkJthf mtruglhk nrJ, Rliu ghdh iuthf LngW L.
xjh s Rliu wneh
btaj khiy sF (60)
ufhrnjhLToa m bfhGij mir yhk cWl ghjh, mPhd Uis xJ
ufhgJ J Ritahd btw xahF.
7. mKj jhuiz
mzhF jid ailjh fJ
nzhF ntjD kh (61)
Xfhukha nkghf cs eh k, rhjf jghit, kd uil nrJW,
mj l RuF mKij cghndahdh njtfSF murdhf Ugh.
<bu fiy iwj tJz
uz khF bghJ (62)
gdhW fiyfisila rul zkhUw mKjij clh, cl njfkhdJ xnahL
s, njf mila ntoaij KKikahf milJL.
Xfhu khd fyr jJ
nghfhy iy J
Phd gdh nrj uztkha mKjij clh rhF fhy ilahJ.
Md fyr jij mJ
nghdf ntlhk ngh (64)
rhjdh gyjh clha rfu js cs mKjkha xia fLoJ cbfhlh cz
Ugyhk nghL.
167
CW kjij o wgh
TW wgWf yh (65)
co Uwt cgJnghy tngwha uzt cia kdK fQ bghUJgo
ghjh mUJ tbth CW. mbthia bfhlh, wia xfyh.
Phd bthsfh dy tJ
Md tnah ah (66)
Mk x ufhrjh eikia bfhLf jFj mj mKjij clh, mtKj
jikah tuhr nahahth
nkiy aij sfhk whD
fhyid tf yh (67)
Jthj rhj btUJ wtU mKjij, njfz bghUjhk rhjff clh vkid
Vkhlyh. kuzkW thHyh.
fhy mDf fyj tJ
Phd kJth eaJ (68)
cik bghUshd uzt c uhz mghd thfS, MkfdY fygjh clhF
mKjij clh, mj Fzjh mKjka Phdkhf mJ bghUJ.
viy dj Klh U
bjhiy Kjbyhna ah (69)
uzt cYs gij bfhLF mKjij rhL Mdj xUjh,
bjhikaha cik totkhd Mk xna MF.
Mkh a xkakhdjhdhY njfgwh UN iuah _lbgWsj. Usfw nghJ
aghd xl sF.
yhk lg iwj tJ
cyhtyh mju nk (70)
u nkYs nrhk kly njUw mKjij clh thd fkd brayh.