WORST FEELINGS EVER

We are friends. We are joking. We are linked as lovers.

I hate that moment when Im with him and dont wanna hold back.
I always wish that we will have time to talk, to share things, to walk with each other every
second every day.
I hate the fact that hes beside me then suddenly texts someone else.
I am grateful for all the chances but how long will I hold on them?
Did I really miss the part where he wants us to be FRIENDS(period)?
Why cant I just let go and open my heart to someone else?
Why cant I see other things to make me realize that hes a mistake?
So help me God even I want him more than everyone think.
I hate you so much
Ayoko ng Makita ka kahit kalian hanggat hindi pa ako nakakahanap ng kapalit mo. Anu bang
meron sa yo at naramdaman ko ang lahat ng to? Pwede bang tulungan mo akong kalimutan kita? Pero
sa pagakkaaalam ko, wala ka ng ginagawa eh. Please, kung hindi ka rin naman mawawala, mahalin mo
naman ako oh.