Professional Documents
Culture Documents
by
Alexis Rotella
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Acknowledgments: Red Moon, Simply Haiku, Modern Haiku, Point Judith Point
Light, Raw Nervz, High/Coo, MIDDLE CITY, Muse Pie Press, The Haiku
Anthology (ed. Cor van den Heuvel), A String of Monarchs , Yes, Eleven Renga (all
three renga books with Florence Miller, Jade Mountain Press), SASSY (with
Carlos Colón, Tragg Publications), Musical Chairs (A Haiku Journey Through
Childhood), Jade Mountain Press, Rearranging Light (Muse Pie Press); a number
of links from these collections were revised
Refilling our squirt guns, Red Pagoda Broadside Series Winner, 1988
Adonis looking man, renga with ai li, Nothing Inside, Raw Nervz poetry
pamphlet
Obscene phone call, Kaji Aso lst place senryu contest 1991
At the pool hall, Beneath a Single Moon (Shambhala)
Café in Autumn (Modern Haiku Special Mention Award, 1983)
The Messiah, Robed Swami, Mental patient, After his last patient , Haiku
(Public Radio Broadcast, Terra Infirma), Poems set to sound, Colorado State
Council on the Arts Grant, 1993, University of the Trees, Boulder of Colorado
grant)
Mexican jumping beans,2nd place SF International Haiku Comp. 1991
Full moon/a luxurious voice, Haiku on 42nd Street
Quickly I powder my nose, Hawaii Education Association Contest, 1986
In the café, Honorable mention, moonset’s first senryu competition, 2007
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For Al Pizzarelli, Fellow Goat
He walks on eggs
around me—
the kung fu master.
Acupuncturists—
the chiropractor calls us all
a bunch of quacks.
Latinos
preparing
the Peking duck.
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Blowing a kiss
to his boyfriend,
captain of the rugby team.
As he works away
at the income tax—
his cow lick.
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Oh, great,
my new shrink looks
like a werewolf.
In a button-down collar
he leaves
the asylum.
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River baptism—
his first bath
in weeks.
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Adonis-looking man—
nothing
inside.
Sidewalk café—
the gigolo pokes a bigger hole
through the comics.
Cussing—
she gets custody
of their St. Bernard.
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High note—
the soprano stands
on tip toe.
Trial attorney
sucking on
a Charm.
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Tower of Pisa—
the old Father
leaning on a younger priest.
During dinner,
he tells us
we’re not in his will.
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Funeral over—
we order pizza
with everything.
Archaeological dig—
a yellow jacket the first
to enter the crypt.
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In the cemetery—
why are we
whispering?
Cleaning lady
sweeping us
out of the house.
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Anniversary—
he gives me pajamas,
the kind with the feet.
Is it male
or female—
the bird watcher?
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Happy hour—
the pianist plays
in a cloud of smoke.
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Phone conversation—
when it’s my turn to talk,
hearing him chew.
He tries to
give me his disease—
the hypochondriac.
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In the stroganoff,
our guest puts out
his cigar.
I snap at my mother—
the full moon
made me do it.
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The pick-up
filled with old tires
has a flat.
Chamber music—
this, too,
shall pass.
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Traveling circus—
my friend asks a gypsy
if she’ll ever conceive.
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Illegible—
he asks the pharmacist
to decipher my letter.
Turbulence—
the flight attendant’s
rosary beads.
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The hitchhiker
gives me
the finger.
Gypsy violinist—
I wish he’d
get lost.
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Old pumpkin—
its look
of regret.
California friends—
here today,
gone today.
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State trooper—
his hat too big
for his head.
Traveling West—
the wide-open spaces
are only in me.
Pushy waitress—
her arm
in a sling.
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Second-hand shop—
on the hat with cherries,
tooth marks.
In a pool of water,
the young waiter
places our check.
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Windy morning—
can can
at the bus stop.
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Three weeks
since we moved in—
still no pie.
For Christmas
he gives her
his used VCR.
The bore—
she’s
early.
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Wedding video—
everyone having a ball
without us.
Back from
the deep-fried South,
my jeans too tight.
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Truck driver—
our eyes meet again
in the side-view mirror.
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Blackbirds
spring
from a bolt of silk.
Selling turnips—
the farmer lady
shaped like one.
Rising over
the pizza parlor,
Harvest Moon.
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Hiccoughs
on the answering
machine.
On the dresser,
a guest signed his name
in the dust.
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Cigar
on the fence post
smouldering away.
He forgets
our anniversary—
pond scum.
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Dr. Chin
doesn’t
have one.
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Blowing smoke
in my face,
the young psychiatrist.
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Haiku reunion—
some frogs louder
than others.
Black bull—
the power it takes
to just sit and glare.
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Before surgery,
the atheist patting
Buddha’s head.
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Again he refuses
a cup of coffee—
Sgt. Friday.
Eat everything
on your plate,
I tell my elderly mother.
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Dad dying—
Mom tucks in the loose ends
of his sheets.
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The doctor’s
chocolate poodle
gets a new nanny.
Last dance—
a skeleton waltzes me
across the floor.
On the line
doing a jig
bib overalls.
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Walking around
in a grown-up body,
the brat.
Guests early—
things in the kitchen
start to drop.
Morning coffee—
she reads his
horoscope first.
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Menopause—
I write a nasty letter
to everyone I know.
Old dentist—
bourbon
on his breath.
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Dali museum—
my watch
stops.
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Ironing done—
the cat climbs
aboard.
As he chokes
I ask,
Are you all right?
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A photo of me
as a platinum blonde
with what’s his name.
Sick friend
trudging along
in brown.
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Trying to
forget him—
stabbing potatoes.
At our wedding,
his mother’s
iced kiss.
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Vegetarian—
until he smells
the roast lamb.
Three pumpkins
on the same vine—
relatives.
Kigo
schmigo—
another dictionary?
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Aging gigolo—
he even flirts with the dolls
on her bed.
Wash day—
in her son’s pocket,
a bra.
Persian take-out—
the delivery boy
drives a Mercedes.
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Class reunion—
my high-school sweetheart shows up
with a younger babe.
Pornographic note—
I lift it with tweezers,
walk it out to the trash.
To see what
I’ve been up to,
I google myself.
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The painters
forgot the ceiling—
what flakes!
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The nun
picks her nose—
old habit.
Archery class—
a tick’s bull’s eye
on my arm.
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Toddler strapped in
the back seat
guzzling a Dr. Pepper.
How’s business?
I ask
the undertaker.
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Strip poker—
I take off.
The moon
a mango—
wanna tango?
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Mammogram—
sharp angles
of the technician’s face.
To the limo
the Noh actor follows
his stark white breath.
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Halloween party—
the little boy
goes as Snow White.
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Dinner party—
the cat comes down
to be admired.
He tells me
I talk funny—
kid from the Bronx.
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Receiving a bonus,
his spine
straightens.
Family portrait—
all at attention,
even the cats.
Bachelor—
again he orders
chicken soup.
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Haiku poet—
a frog
in his throat.
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Outhouse—
page missing
from the dream book.
Blue moon—
two saguaros
shaking hands.
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Answering
my letter,
his long silence.
Riding
the dumb waiter,
mouse.
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Summer beach—
a mechanical bird
flies across the lake.
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Fry cook—
his sweat salting
our sweetbreads.
Old boxer
telling a joke,
forgets the punch line.
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Before jumping,
the suicide takes off
his gold watch.
While doing
the tango
my wig slides off.
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Nursing home—
the paralyzed woman
cheers me up.
Blind date—
he forgot
his wallet.
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Tourist trap—
a waiter tosses plates
onto the tables.
Sienna, Italy
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First class—
the flight attendant
forgot a corkscrew.
In morning sun
my lame friend
practicing pleies.
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Husband’s cough
could be my father’s—
winter night.
A week’s
wages gone—
silk shop.
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Sweeping
around
the cat.
Practicing
flamenco
on bubble wrap.
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In the shadow
of a clock-tower,
elderly prostitute.
Wandering through
the gypsy tent,
a tipsy gent.
In the privy,
crossword
to be continued.
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Old-lady doll—
years she sits on
the country-store shelf.
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Car rattle—
my husband
falls apart.
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Cruise ship—
a floating
geriatric ward.
Dad’s tombstone
finally arrives—
Mom’s, too.
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Recess—
the boy from home room
swallows another earthworm.
Not invited
to his wake—
the common-law wife.
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In the bidet
bachelor soaking
a week’s worth of socks.
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Superbowl Sunday—
I remember not to call
my brother.
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The shrink
telling me
her problems.
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Come on in!
blurts little brother
to the Bible seller.
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Still waiting
to be happy—
friend with a face lift.
Less zazen
I tell the patient
with hemorrhoids.
On the anniversary
of my father’s death,
no one mentions him.
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From a hat,
I pull my major—
philosophy.
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Toothless now—
the boy who wore
tight leather pants.
Old bikers
on their way
to Nirvana.
Stuffing himself
with chocolate-chip cookies,
the vegetarian.
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Tightwad
clenching
his fists.
Stained-glass chapel—
seeing the boss
in a different light.
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Old dressmaker—
above her bed a photo of her
with Loretta Young.
Addressing MENSA
on astrology—
all arms tightly crossed.
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Rush-hour train—
a prostitute
reading the obituaries.
Ivrea, Italy
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To the potluck
Aunt Sophie brings
her sharp tongue.
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Her hello—
hearing the goodbye
in it.
The gynecologist
walks into the examining room
wearing a micro-mini.
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Mozart!
my doctor orders,
twice a day.
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Swiss clinic—
even the sausages
are white.
Ouch
I scream
before the shot.
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On the quote
I need,
the cat asleep.
Birthday card—
all day the glitter
on my hands.
Floating along
in priestly robes,
the pedophile.
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Grave side—
widow all
in white.
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Midnight—
calling a cab
to go buy cigarettes.
Voting booth—
I close
my eyes.
Christmas morning—
Santa forgot
my tiny transistor.
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Football star—
he lets his mother
mow the grass.
A nice effort
she says
about my book.
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Morning after
the poetry reading—
phone silent.
Thunderstorm—
the widow in bed
fully dressed.
Their tombstones
leaning on each other—
Grandma and Grandpa.
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He can’t look me
in the eye—
office spy.
Hedges in
perfect squares—
tailor’s yard.
In a loud voice,
the secretary tells everyone
her mantra.
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In my pocket
the snowman’s
eyes.
Elvis—
too bad you blew it,
you old hound dog.
Bonsai demonstration—
another person
starts to snore.
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In the dirt,
two astrologers
drawing lines.
All around
the war memorial,
marijuana sprouts.
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Dropping in
on the clam bake,
a sky diver.
Homeless man—
comics
his quilt.
Thanksgiving dinner—
for his chubby sister,
he pulls out two chairs.
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Garage sale—
the boy next door
looking for girls.
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After dinner
men telling
fart jokes.
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On vacation—
this beanie with the propeller
is definitely me.
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Newly wed—
before bed
she makes up her face.
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Scooping my curls
from the beauty shop floor,
my young mother.
Snooping in mom’s
girdle drawer,
a book on how babies are made.
And where,
pray tell,
did the stork come from?
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Power outage—
she refreezes the piece of cake
from her first marriage.
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Spinster
airing out
her dead father’s pants.
First time—
no one tells me
how great I look.
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Obscene call—
our old aunt asks,
Could you repeat that?
In the café—
the beautiful young face
not mine.
Hospice nurse—
her sweater
inside out.
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My spade hits
a blue marble from
my father’s childhood.
Chronic fatigue—
someone sends me
War and Peace.
New medicine—
today I’m looking
for my feet.
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Retired—
he watches his wife
prune the hedge.
In a trance
the widow
changing channels.
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At Uncle’s grave,
only the cleaning lady
sobs.
No one tries
to catch it—
bridal bouquet.
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In the deli
chunks
of the moon.
Wine
improving
my French.
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Another birthday—
fewer and fewer
visitors.
California neighbors—
one makes wine,
the other rain.
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Army helicopter
motionless
in front of the moon.
Waking up—
the dream goes on
without me.
Accountant
eating
fudge.
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Finding comfort
on an old dog’s back—
tired feet.
It meant nothing?
The black eye
he gave her.
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Midnight
perfume
by Skunk.
Get a life
I tell
the heavy breather.
Over breakfast,
he consults the Dow,
and I the Tao de Ching.
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In a dream
I serve him
rat.
Spring morning—
a homeless woman
wears a tiara.
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Out of work—
the CEO bosses
his wife around.
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Old man—
first he asks to die,
then for a ham sandwich.
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Leave a message,
my dead uncle says
on the answering machine.
Robed swami—
I hear he beats
his wife.
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The messiah
is coming—
call Ticketron.
Rich kid
on his motorbike—
price tag still attached.
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In Filene’s basement,
tug-of-war
over a red brassiere.
I thought you’d
be prettier,
says my blind date.
In the index
the names without caps
do stand out.
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Breakfast dive—
chlorine smell
from the jasmine tea.
49th birthday—
I send myself
a dozen roses.
Mid July—
a Christmas wreath still
on the doctor’s door.
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He watches me
paint my toenails red—
binoculared boy next door.
Yesterday’s headlines
printed on
a trout.
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Emergency Room—
bride
with a migraine.
Halloween—
Count Dracula in the Superstore
shrink wrapping steaks.
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Hitching to Vegas,
she marries the guy
who gave her a lift.
The juggler’s
fly
open.
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Senile priest—
telling the congregation
our secrets.
Gallery owner—
her dress the color
of fog.
Dad in a coma
asking
for his hat.
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Put-putting
into town—
watermelon truck.
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No one home
at the old-age home.
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My husband’s
new boss—
a boy.
Annual conference—
the boss praises
only the wine.
For Christmas
in-laws bring their colds
and flu.
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His lover
has a sex change—
now what?
Two yuppies
puffing on stogies—
tears in their eyes.
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He keeps looking
at his watch—
the psychiatrist.
The fiddler
on her lunch-break
orders crab.
If only
this friendly ghost
could pay some rent.
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Leave it,
I tell the gardener—
spider web.
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Brigitte Bardot
has gotten old, my husband says—
his own double chin.
In my mashed potatoes
the waitress leaves
her thumb print.
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Bus gone—
and so is
his toupee.
Morning espresso—
how I’ll miss it
when I’m dead.
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Dude ranch—
Bhagavad Gita
in the head.
Spring cleaning—
a long letter
from someone named Jim.
Old woman
misting her orchids,
and her husband.
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Staunch atheists—
their only child
a minister.
Café in autumn—
the waiter wearing
Buddha’s face.
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Pumpkin people
on a front porch—
one waves.
Wonton soup
for one to go
far away.
Still thinking
of the dog in the pound
named Troubles.
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He said he spent
the night alone—
hairpin on the floor.
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Aunt Millie’s
hope chest—
hopeless.
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Refilling our
squirt guns
at the baptismal font.
Hanging out
his pink panties—
guy next door.
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Morning fog—
I go
to vote.
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Harpist
plucking notes
from morning air.
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In the mail,
Valentine special
from the plastic surgeon.
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Phone rings—
the poem
gone.
In a sunspot
new
widow.
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Prayer group
sending Hurricane Charlie
out to sea.
Shucking corn—
I scream
at a worm.
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Breast-side down—
the widower
puts in the turkey.
Mental patient
howling
at the moon.
I flunked spelling,
smirks
the witch.
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Old hippie
talking
hip replacement.
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Handsome butcher—
I like
his mutton chops.
Leaving him—
he waits with me
for the train.
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Spam—
I’d rather eat
this poem.
Size of
a sleeping pill—
the moon.
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The kitten
takes off
with my powder puff.
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Ex Lax—
you ate
the whole box?
Gypsy
shooing
a fly.
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Family gone—
my back
goes out.
What?
No pastries?
blurts our guest.
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Dotting the I
of the Olympia Diner—
the moon.
Philosophy major
driving
a Good Humor truck.
Dalai Lama—
even he’s afraid
to fly.
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In my new binoculars
the neighbor
with a more expensive pair.
In a pink sari
a woman
floating through KMart.
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My umbrella
sprayed with cat urine—
boy, am I pissed.
A Navajo sprinkles
a yellow powder
from the Eiffel Tower.
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Wife gone—
the old man staples
the cuff of his pants.
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Full moon—
a luxurious voice
on the answering machine.
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Redwood house—
everyone in it
tall.
Married—
but he’s out doing
the camel walk.
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Royal wedding
on T.V.—
my mother vacuuming.
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Witch’s hat—
it was made
for me.
Mom away—
Dad paints the cellar
Pepto Bismol pink.
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At the Plaza,
I treat myself
to the ladies room.
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Tourist—
fishing her purse from
the New Hope Canal.
Humid night—
an old woman’s legs
spread apart.
On my needlepoint moon,
the lawyer
rests his case.
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Red stilettos—
I won’t break my neck
for any man.
Dripping
with sake,
his goatee.
A little ghost
trips up
the steps.
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A real
people-person—
the mortician.
Red
the coal miner’s
pinkie nail.
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He asks me out—
Sen-Sen rattling
in his pocket.
Expunging my sins,
priest’s
garlic breath.
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Tiny
woodpecker
rattling the house.
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BY ALEXIS ROTELLA:
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“Some of her poems throw off stars like a wand in a Disney cartoon,
drawing pictures of the Cinderellas of this world as they try to balance
their romantic dreams with reality. Others lay bare, as in a Capra
comedy, the foibles of all kinds of people, from heart-surgeons to
innkeepers, from upper-class matrons to feminists. She can create
darker moods, too, reaching out a hand to open the curtain on
psychological dramas of silence and repression like those found in
Bergman. Or she may direct a love scene with such a bittersweet
mixture of emotion and humor it rivals one of Chaplin’s. She opens
our eyes to nature, too, with the kind of love of rain and sunlight that
stains with beauty the films of a Kurosawa. You may even find a few
Hitchcockian mysteries!
“She can do all this using only words—in haiku, senryu and in longer
works. Here in LOOKING FOR A PRINCE, she does it all through
senryu—the witty, tender, funny, sad, sometimes MERCILESS
younger sister of haiku. So, though there may be a few haiku-like
backdrops, the focus is on the human being—the paradoxes, the
inconsistencies, the wisdom and foolishness, the sweet and sour of
this often-times absurd creature somersaulting through the universe
somewhere between the angels and Donald Duck!
“Enter this theater of senryu and you will search for a prince and tell
lies, feel the pain of seeing a lover’s face light up for another, see the
irony in a brothel’s candy dish, grin at a little girl’s blunt honesty, and
groan over an inconsiderate house guest—and then smile at him and
yourself, too, for most (all?) of life is funny when looked at from the
right angle.
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“Rotella has a genius for finding that angle—even when looking at
herself—and that genius spotlights scenes from the human comedy
throughout this remarkable book.”
— Cor van den Heuvel, Editor, The Haiku Anthology (Simon and
Schuster)
“Alexis Rotella is one of the best haiku poets in the United States. She
has a born talent to capture the haiku moment in nature and in the
human world. If she had been born in Japan, she would have become
a leading haiku poetess. In this collection of senryu, she shows her
deep and poignant insight into human nature.”
— Kazuo Sato, Professor, Waseda University; Director of Interna-
tional Division, Museum of Haiku Literature (Tokyo)
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