I try to pass this graveyard to see you again

Its been six years pass trough my life

Without you by my side
The day you die,
And leave me forever
It feels
Like it happened yesterday
All those bad memories just
Still stuck inside of me
Being a dark shadow that always snares
Me with endless pain
This loneliness
Guides me to end my life
Thats always limp and fragile without you
Here I am in front of your broken grave
With a gun in my right hand prepare to finish
All this guilty feelings
( Reff )
Please dont leave me alone,
Im so desperate and broken
The only thing that appears in my head
Just to suicide away
This gun fully loaded ( full with bullets),
Just like they wish for me
A wish that gonna make me see you again
In heaven