land of fast food joints defined by movement herds of taxi cabs apartments too expensive to rent trained hands typing digital lives commotion rust-shriek & blur of subway trains O New York! until my legs detect a din i walk (signs call me back) shoes snivel eyes a pocket wrinkled youth palsied elephantine ankles cross-eyed ditty a tic in the face is a chronicle of past grievings a cancerous cell love uncaved i write into this handbook of daytime things tantrums & baby paraphernalia claiming words which gather time answering life i sit & stare into cracks stars of fate i visit you across the sea of disease between us let us be stricken with poems